#why was i born

[mother-lee]

[micahisaglitch]

I’m sorry I’m not good enough

I’m sorry I’m a failure

I’m sorry I will never be anyone

I’m sorry I’m not worth it

I wish I was never born

[jxydentired]

I got bored

[necroticghost]

at what point does a person become completely unnecessary in society like they contribute absolutely nothing and all they do is consume and where do I turn myself in so they can dispose of me

[thed011iest0ffthemall]

Guys I can’t stop crying cuz wdym Billie Eilish (the love of MY life) will never be mine

Im about to throw myself out of a roof bruh

Violently sobbing rn

Shout out to the editor cuz the edit is fireeee

[poetryofmuses]

"born in the wrong generation" more like why was i even born???

[x--moonlight--x]

the soul crushing urge to endlessly apologise to my mother because she was cursed with a child (like me)

[d1gitalr0t]

hmmmm so i was rly just put here to suffer?

[tinylittlethoughtsihave]

Fresh from the oven and ready to freak out

[a-sprinkle-of-sapphic-yearning]

”wanna go out tonight?”

“no i have plans”

the plans:

[helalokithor]

when you are feeling on top of the world, looking and feeling absolutely beautiful, like breathtakingly beautiful and then your parents starts talking and you realise you are the most hideous human being on the planet and then you feel guilty taking grp pics because you always ruin them by being ugly and you start to hate yourself more and more and more and you start feeling suicidal and the only thing keeps you going are your brother who you sometimes hate, the sadness your family will go through, music and Guruji and Kanha

[micahisaglitch]

I hate myself so fucking much, I have ruined every fucking relationship I’ve ever had

[virtualbirdanchor]

Lonely

Words can’t describe how lonely I am. I thought I was getting better but I was only distracted from my true self.

[ryan-taylorsversion]

i wish i wasn’t hard to love, my mom once told me that i was, and since then i have noticed that everyone around me sees me that way.

i wish i didn’t have to live as me. i would chose not to live at all if it meant i didn’t have to exist in my head, thinking my thoughts.

[bandomgay]

Never beating the dizzy + light headed+ fuzzy vision+ spinning room + tired allegations

[penguins28]

today my mom also was trying to get me to pray with her since i don’t think i have a place here and i dont think i shouldn’t been born and she was talking about all this stuff. then she was in my face telling me prayers and i told her to get out my face and she brung up how i let a boy touch me. she’s so fucking annoying shut up we get it your 14 year old daughter has had sex omg tf you want me to do kms!? i already don’t wanna be here idk what she thinks bringing that up does. i had trich back in september so she knows i’m not a virgin. i lost my virginity back in july to a 22 year old man(i met him off tinder he clearly didn’t know i was 14 and i did it with him raw 3 times). my mom doesn’t know i did it with a grown man ofc but it’s just sooooo draining and annoying how everyday she keeps bringing it up she brings this up wayyyy more than she did when she found out i sh. i hate her and i rly hate how she tries to fix our relationship all of a sudden deep down she’s still that verbal and physical abusing woman ugh i’m sooo jealous of the girls who have a mom who treat them well. i also hate having depression and anxiety it’s horrible literally makes me feel bad for living.