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#strange girls#vintage#alternative#black and white#why was i born#american gothic#southern gothic#dark#girl so confusing
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I’m sorry I’m not good enough
I’m sorry I’m a failure
I’m sorry I will never be anyone
I’m sorry I’m not worth it
I wish I was never born
#depressing shit#tw depression#sui ideation#tw depressing thoughts#sad thoughts#bpd#tw sui ideation#ihatemyselfsomuch#why was i born#slef harm#i'm just so tired#depressing life
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when it hurts so bad i start wishing for someone to beat me up so i wouldn’t have to feel any more emotional pain
#im so tired#i just want to feel okay for once#why can’t i feel okay#why am i like me#why was i born#im truly so tired#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd feels#mentally unstable#tw depressing stuff#trauma#i wanna kms#i want to be okay#tw depressing thoughts#mental abuse#mentally tired#depression relapse#this account is a cry for help pls help me
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I got bored
#raaaaa#ride the cyclone#rtc musical#why was i born#to like subscribe and hit that hell#them#so real#mischa bachinski#jane doe ride the cyclone
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at what point does a person become completely unnecessary in society like they contribute absolutely nothing and all they do is consume and where do I turn myself in so they can dispose of me
#personal#burnout#burnt out#i'm useless#vent#depressing shit#why do i exist#i should be dead#why was i born
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Guys I can’t stop crying cuz wdym Billie Eilish (the love of MY life) will never be mine
Im about to throw myself out of a roof bruh
Violently sobbing rn
Shout out to the editor cuz the edit is fireeee
#im cryin#keep it real#lunch billie eilish#Billie eilish#wlw#thiswomanisjusywaytoogineiswear#whatsthepointoflivingifshecantbemine#why was i born#why was I born too young#i need a girlfriend#billie eilish x fem!reader#Billie please marry me I can’t live in a world where you can’t be mine PLEASEEEEEE give me one chance
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"born in the wrong generation" more like why was i even born???
#literature#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#darcy#dorian gray#jane austen#light academia#aesthetic poetry#art journal#dark academia aesthetic#academic#highschool#love#why was i born#birthday#june#2023#rebirth#manifest#yearning#Romance#poetry#books#bookshop
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the soul crushing urge to endlessly apologise to my mother because she was cursed with a child (like me)
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hmmmm so i was rly just put here to suffer?
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”wanna go out tonight?”
“no i have plans”
the plans:
#anything#adrianne lenker#please please please#i fucking love this song#i’m violently sobbing#gut wrenching#i yearn for a life i can never have#why am i like this#why was i born#why do i exist#whats the meaning of life#being a lesbian really sucks sometimes#but i love it#lesbian
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Fresh from the oven and ready to freak out
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I hate myself so fucking much, I have ruined every fucking relationship I’ve ever had
#depressing shit#tw depression#sui ideation#tw depressing thoughts#sad thoughts#tw sui ideation#bpd#depressing life#i'm just so tired#slef harm#cvtaddict#cvtt!ng#sh cvt#cvutting#i want to cvt#ihatemyselfsomuch#why was i born
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when you are feeling on top of the world, looking and feeling absolutely beautiful, like breathtakingly beautiful and then your parents starts talking and you realise you are the most hideous human being on the planet and then you feel guilty taking grp pics because you always ruin them by being ugly and you start to hate yourself more and more and more and you start feeling suicidal and the only thing keeps you going are your brother who you sometimes hate, the sadness your family will go through, music and Guruji and Kanha
#eldest daughter#i hate my self#why was i born#i love my parents but why don't they understand that I don't like getting yelled at all the damn time#i developed anxiety because of this and the pressure to do good if not the best in school#im scared to even post this because of the fear of getting ridiculed#ugly#desiblr#studyblr#student life#anxienty#anxi4ty#anxitey#anxeity#self hate
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Never beating the dizzy + light headed+ fuzzy vision+ spinning room + tired allegations
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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I'm more pathetic than i show myself to be.
i really try acting cool and tough, but even the slightest inconvenience is making me collapse like a bird who's shot in the middle of its flight.
I'm weak, and I'm absolutely useless. my art is useless and it's not like many people are interested. i will never gain money from what i love. i will never love my job and live my best life and my best youth. I'll be humiliated and depreciated. that's my fate. i lack of talent. i lack of worth. i really am a failure who will end up in no good.
it's unfair. why am i alive. why was i born in this world.
#personal thoughts#my thoughts#personal vent#vent#vent ig#vent post#tw rant#tw selfhate#self deprecation#tw sui vent#why am i like this#why am i still alive#why was i born
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