#ihatemyselfsomuch

[micahisaglitch]

I’m sorry I’m not good enough

I’m sorry I’m a failure

I’m sorry I will never be anyone

I’m sorry I’m not worth it

I wish I was never born

[likeoldfaithful]

[made4venting]

My instincts are usually right. Every time I sense something isn’t right. I am usually right about it

[darkeststorm]

TRIGGER WARNING, CONTENT WARNING: SUICIDAL

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My family is such shit.

Disgusting, worthless, trashy shit.

I’m included in that, of course.

I wish I’d just die. I shouldn’t be alive. I’m a fucked up bitch.

[bbyjoonbug]

COMMISSIONS;;;

So I’ve decided to open for commissions. I feel like I don’t have much to offer but this is what I can do. I’m still in a tight spot in terms of money and I’ve finally paid the bills for this month but I know I shouldn’t get too comfortable right now. I’m not really too open about my situation;; only a few people know what I’m really dealing with right now and I would like to keep it that way. I’m sorry. Don’t feel obligated or bad if you don’t have anything to give. Honestly, it’s really okay if you don’t have anything to give; words of comfort eases up stress and it would be nice if this can be reblogged. If you wish to make a commission or just donate, you can buy me a coffee HERE. This is what I have lined up for commissions and I’ve listed examples to give you an idea of what you would be getting:

For 1 coffee ($3 USD)

doodle icons (set of 4) // (x) // (x)

icons (set of 9) // (x) // (x)

gifs (set of 2) // (x) 

For 2 coffees ($6 USD)

moodboards (b&w, sepia, etc) // (x)

doodle icons (set of 9) // (x) // (x)

gifs (set of 4) // (x) // (x)

doodle gifs (set of 2) // (x) // (x) // (x)

doodle header

For 3 coffees ($9 USD)

moodboards (full color) // (x)

gifs (set of 6) // (x) // (x) 

doodle gifs (set of 4) // (x) // (x) // (x)

doodle header gif // refer to ex. above this 

For 4 coffees ($12 USD)

icons (set of 9) // (x)

gifs (full set of 10 or 11) // (x) // this isn’t a full set but it’ll give you an idea...

doodle gifs (set of 6) // (x) // (x) // (x)

[lamprocapnosspectabilis]

I haven’t felt this miserable in a long time

[egoisticaldouchebag]

I don't need anybody making my life hard, I already fuck everything up myself.

[daddyremmy]

Trying to stay positive and not rip my skin off of my body.

[micahisaglitch]

I’m not going to make it, I’m sorry to those I love but I can’t do this shit anymore

[otterplusharchive]

sometimes i see rlly self depricating self hating urls in my notes like for example a url like ihatemyselfsomuch or things like that and it genuinely makes me so sad like im so sorry ur hurting that much

[harmyself]

after a month or so today was self-harm relapse time 🤩🤩😍🤩🥳🥳🥳😍😍 ihatemyselfsomuch

it hurts my hands are super cold and i'm paranoid bc what if my aunt knows hahaha i'm gonna kill myself

[hellogardenstudent]

IM AN IDIOT OMG 

[made4venting]

Sometimes I don’t even feel like hurting myself when I think of doing it. Sometimes I feel like just getting hurt

[xxfuzzy-octopus-kittenxx]

me to Me: i need to practice self care more Me: okay *eats 12 weed and astral projects into a m. night shyamalan movie*

[something--or--otter]

Current Aesthetic: Crushing self hatred

[13reasonswhyihatememyselfandi]

Ihatemyselfsomuch. Iwanttostopexisting. Pleasedontletmewakeuptomorrow. Icantdothisanymore. Noonewouldmissme. Noonewouldcare. Noonewouldnotice. Everyonewouldbebetteroff. Idontmatter. Makeitallstop.