agapi-kalyptei
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Eestiblr's collective grandma. I WILL feed you. Personal blog, to everyone's dismay. I post my photos and videos occasionally. I'm some dude in his 40s living in Tallinn. I run more blogs: - Estonian is horrible - good reblogs 3x a day - I draw horribly (rarely) - Nature and heartwarming stuff (dead-ish) Play Cat Heap(It's a game I made in 2015)I recommend reading this book to everyone (or anything else by Donna Jackson Nakazawa).Also do yourself a favour and back up your computer ๐Ÿ’š Message me any time.
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this is me this week btw
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 9 hours ago
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There needs to be more fairy tales aimed explicitly at children that deal with rejection. And I don't mean being rejected romantically, I mean girls' PoV of getting proposed to by their admirers who are dead serious that the girl is the love of their lives, and the girl thinking about it and explaining that she doesn't feel the same for this and that reason.
I spent most of my life dreaming about a perfect romance, but never did it occur to me to think about how to react if someone who's not right for me tries to date me. And I wish I did.
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 13 hours ago
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PSA if you love someone conditionally, it's not love, it's at best your projection of what you want them to represent in your life
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 14 hours ago
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"express yourself" "make a statement"
bro it's a different color plastic, literally the only statement I'd be making is that using plastic is acceptable. we should burn the system down
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 16 hours ago
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you will see newborn people with not even a single life experience in the replies of tumblr posts
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 17 hours ago
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"cold and uncaring universe" my ass. we are a part of that universe. what have you done to make it warm and loving?
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 18 hours ago
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I see plenty of great tits every day, but they only like me for my peanits peanuts :(
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 19 hours ago
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I thought generative AI would be cool. When I was 10.
Like I'm not even remotely exagerrating. I had the idea of training AI by "teaching" it rules of music and showing it what sounds good and what doesn't. I hope you forgive me, because I was 10 and autistic and with no musical education.
It's hard to describe how absurd it is to watch E*on M*sk fumbling through a presentation and just patently making shit up on the fly. Just inventing things he thought would sound cool. Telling you about how you should imagine the future where a self-driving car takes you somewhere "so you can be on your phone". This is the extent of Mr. Divorced's vision for the future. Burn a forest down so that you could be on your phone.
Meanwhile they're demoing remotely controlled robots that need THREE people to babysit them all the time. Tech bros are eating that shit up, they can't wait to be on their phone in a driverless car. Not an independently thinking brain cell among the whole crowd.
It's uneasy watching people act like AI was invented 3 years ago. "I am not a good artist so I had to use generative AI... but it's not like I didn't work hard! It took effort to get the results I wanted," I just heard in a youtube video today.
What completed the circle was a video essay about slop, mostly in the context of Netflix optimizing for producing mediocre "second screen" entertainment. They know most people don't pay attention to their movies and they genuinely make their business decisions based on that. It's infuriating.
Everybody's just so uncomfortable in their own skin, so desperate to be entertained, but not engaged. We're all Dave Striders with pathological levels of "cool" detachment, instead of having a proper meltdown we just post 7 memes about having a meltdown. "I want to see a movie but not dedicate myself to it." "I want to make games but not do the hard parts." "I want to read books but not actually sit and think about it." "I want to have company but not with real people, just with some podcast or streamers. Just one interesting idea in two hours is fine, the rest can be just incoherent rambling and buzzwords".
It's not just Netflix or streamer or podcast slop or Shein or Temu garbage. Our whole way of being is slowly deteriorating and we need to take a step back to remember who we want to be and how to sit with our discomfort.
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 19 hours ago
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I need to buy a champagne flute so I can drink my fizzy acetylcysteine from it
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 1 day ago
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he's all about that Olympussy
Pussaydon
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Pussaydon
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 2 days ago
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me when I'm healthy and a little busy: damn I almost wish I was sick so I could rest and turn off my brain
me when I'm sneezing my brain out: oh damn i wish I was having a busy workday in okay health
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happy ten years to this...remember feeling really desperate and locked in in this scene hahahahha
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maison ikkoku
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BTW I fully believe that NordVPN and many other cheap VPNs are collecting your data, passwords, etc, potentially directly sending them to one of the superpowers.
NordVPN states it operates in Panama, but Nord Security is incorporated in Amsterdam
hey did anything significant ever happen in Panama?
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agapi-kalyptei ยท 3 days ago
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- the nurse was p cute and had nice ink
- 25 euro to get pictures. of my brain, not of the nurse
- results in December
- also in December: a cognitive test with a neuropsychologist. three hours. three hundred fifty euro
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