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Happy Birthday to Ferdinand von Aegir!
I actually made 33 emotes, affectionately known as Aegirglyphics to some, for my own personal use on discord. However, I figure why not share some of them! They're free to use for discord servers/icons/pfps or whatever. However, my only request is Do NOT use them as subscriber emotes on Twitch. You can make them free follower emotes but you are not to make them locked behind a paywall.
#fe three houses#ferdinand von aegir#discord emotes#i thought long and hard about this bc idk the actual want for emotes i made ages ago but#i still love my son and its his bday ad so i should be nice and share#since i no longer have nitro and can no longer use them myself#the fact i can technically post 30 at once was tempting but#some of them arent living up to my standards and also just might not be easy to use in most contexts#so those im gonna skip on lol#whoever wants 21 aegirglyphics tho have at em#i think i might have posted some before? but only 10 and i dont recall which ones#if you want a secret the last three and the middle on the second row are my favorites to use#i used concernednand (the upper one) so much#the internet concerns me guys it was a valid use every time#debated sharing heartnand but honestly the world could benefit from it imo because gotta spread that love#fun lil trivia i love making emotes and so when i was in a server and people knew me as the ferdinand fan and artist#someone was like why hasnt salmon made a ferdinand emote yet#and im like bc i dont run the server and i cant just demand they add my art#and then a mod was like i didnt wanna put pressure on salmon but i thought about it so i was like bet#and then drew a server exclusive happy ferdinand emote#and that was the start of me somehow being able to have like.... ten emotes in that server#some of them were just me joking and then mods encouraging me#cause i used to use felix for every single art prompt theyd give and one week someone said the prompt was pog#and i just was so upset because dude why would i wanna draw felix for that hes not pog#so a mod was like hey if you make a pog felix emote we ill add it to the emotes here#so i once again was like bet and then posted it and then they really added it lmao#anyway sorry for so many rambles please feel free to use them on discord in whatever server#i cant really expect everyone to credit me but also im not really concerned since i fear people know my nands a mile away
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Does leopard still have 3 lives in her final battle? Or was that changed?
Yep. I think she drowned her once, then Leopardstar lunges up refreshed, and she gets the upper paw on Mistyfoot with 2 lives to go.
(MAYBE tw gore, but I really did try to be tasteful about a head being smashed on a rock.)
On her back, splashing and thrashing furiously against Leopardstar's claws dunking her head under, Mistyfoot glimpses a wave breaking just over the tip of a stone-blue rock. Her only chance.
With a surge of power, her claws sink into her leader's golden shoulder and they tumble and roll to the right. Before the tyrant even realizes what's happening, she's yanked up, and then whipped backwards with a wet CRUNCH
And then again
And again
And again, until Mistyfoot can't even make out what's left of her leader anymore. All she can see is that it's a red, brown, and yellow blur, because her eyes burning with salty tears and her whole body is trembling.
She drops the corpse onto the stone and it slides into the water, lifelessly. After a moment it spasms aimlessly one last time, like an insect does after its head is bitten off, unlike the deliberate, agonized throes of Tigerstar suffering through his doomed lives. And then it's still.
There's only the tranquil sound of bubbling water, and Mistyfoot's frenzied panting. Her pounding heart makes it hard to hear either.
The blood is carried off by the shallow water in scarlet swirls, but the lake runs pale red as if it's washing it away. Some were aware of this prophecy, but Mistyfoot was not.
It isn't closure to her, or a fulfillment of divine decree. It's just blood that should be on her paws, slicked away by the complicit river. She wished it could feel like it's over, but she's smart enough to know the truth. Has been through enough terrible events like this to understand what comes next.
Her body will move foward. Her mind will need to consider her deputy. Her paw will come down on code-defying cats like Blackclaw and Greenflower. But her heart will stay here, next to the remains of Leopardstar, the same way another piece of it remains at Stonefur's side across space and time.
#Tw gore#Juuuust in case but I did try to stay tasteful#While also trying to write it as gut-wrenchingly violent as I imagine in my head#Because it's important that it haunts her#The kill wasn't pretty and clean. It was awful. She didn't want this. It wasn't heroic#'Why did you do this to me? Why did you make this so cruel?'#'Why was the last thing you ever did to me such a horrible command as a leader?'#'And why did I obey your orders until the bitter bitter end?'#'How could you turn my defiance into a new kind of cruel obediance? Did I not suffer ENOUGH for you?'#'And now there is no head to bury with your body. I am cursed with the last memory of your face. I alone will know how you looked at me'#'That the last expression on your face wasn't pain or confusion or realization.'#'It was all fury. For me.'#OF COURSE tho I will continue to make funny rock jokes until the day I die lmaoo#Duality of Bones#Hmm maybe when I get to this in BB!TNP I'll be quick and objective about it and save the Misty Emotions for like...#I miss how the field guides used to have stories told in 1st person.#It would be fun to have a BB!Mistystar Speaks#Because I do LOVE writing Misty's verbose and philosophical speeches.#As you can see from the tags lmao#BB!Mistystar#Better bones au
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Shout-out to @onejellyfishplease for creating a fic that my brain latched onto so violently that I think of it on a weekly basis
Man, i can't imagine having the feeling of something literally buzzing under your skin writhing to be let out let out let out- being comfortable.
Original sketch below cut;
It was way more moody but I was like. no . The boy is overwhelmed the arts gotta be BRIGHT and EYESORE-y
#im not one to make fanart for fics i read#like. at all#i can't remember a time where a fic affected me so hard i drew something for it#but THIS?#THIS FIC?#oufufufh#scratch that actually.#this AUTHOR?#this ARTIST?#god im so emotional over their snapdonnie#LIKE??? WHY MUST YOU DO THAT TO HIM AND HIS FAM P L E A S E IM CRYING#i don't know how to draw body horror and overall gore but DAMN MAYBE THIS IS THE MOMENT I LEARN#just. god. i love all of their Donnie's so much.#all four of them.#id say I'm feral over it but that feels weird#i am in love tho#if you couldn't tell lmao#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#rise donnie#donatello#scrolls art
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#Reds such a unique and sad character to me#No matter what he does he is in a loop somehow. both actually and mentally.#He wants change - but he's afraid of it - But he NEEDS it - but its too scary.#He wants to be normal - But normal is boring - But its safe.#Too weird for people - too normal for freaks.#He Likes those two - But getting attached hurts. - But he truly does love them - But what if hes the issue? what is HE hurts them.#and thats why i think transport was such a big turning point. because he does hurt them#He tries his best and does what he thinks will be best.#him being alone so he issnt an âIssueâ#And them being happy and healthy in a place where thier needs are met. and they dont have to be scared anymore.#but he fails and he hurts them.#His torture here is feeling helpless and whenever he tries it fails to the point he feels awful.#He has such complex and battling emotions they loop in his head over and over. too the point he cant do anything#thus making him a neutral character.#But neutral issnt a Good thing#Yes he doesnt hurt anything. But he doesnt help or comfort either#He is in a loop inside and out.#Hes drowning.#SIIIGHH sometimes it hurts understanding him /hj. (i know theres like a gigillion ways to interpret him lmao.}#im actuly kinda sad i havent seen anyone else have the idea of him being torn apart inside and anxious tho.#or that he sees himself as a big monster. maybe even due to him leaveing before (trying to help but failing again)#or that hes easy to manipulate. thus creating danger for the other two.#But im just yapping and making a comic based on my thoughts :]#(as ive been a lil mentally ill about string man lately.#dhmis#dhmis red guy#dhmis fanart#dhmis comic#dont hug me im scared
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i need to read more books and annotate in the margins i need to write more i need to buy jeans that fit me i need to eat more fruit i need to buy good quality headphones i need to get a skincare routine i need to talk to my friends more i need to wash my hair i need to stop treating this inhabitation as a curse. i am tired of punishing the body that has fought me for survival every day for years. i deserve little treats as regularly as possible !!
#more money would also be good but! we are working on it <3 this is a team effort im bored of being in a perpetual bar fight with myself#like sorry i havent answered my texts in months or barely sustain personal hygeine but that bitch (points at mirror) chucked a drink at me#it's okay tho we are in our enemies to lovers arc#just had a really vivid sudden 'i am in this body' moment and let me TELL you when you spend 90% of the time feeling a very#set seperation between your emotional self and physical self that is INCREDIBLY fucking jarring lmao. like oh this is me#the freckles on my fingers are just as much me as my years long loyalty to specifically prawn cocktail pringles. okay#that's cool. cool cool cool that's so cool so everything that's happened to me physically is still me okay cool#coooool cool cool. super cool btw. very angry for myself rn which never happens i normally just get angry at myself#LIKE THIS IS MY BODY! WHY DO I HAVE TO DRINK IT INTO BED AND HURT IT FOR NO REASON! WHY DO I LET PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH SO MUCH!#'i'll take care of you it's rotten work especially to me especially if it's you i'll do it but christ alive' except it's me and my body#like yeah im not happy about it bossman but we're stuck together. let's get you some nice clothes
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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.
#i need better coping mechanisms but itâs so easy to just turn to substances when youâve never learned how to cope w your emotions#and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself#so i probably deserve it#but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant#it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it#and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad#i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain#and the worst part is it always works#realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade#i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16#my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am#and weâd drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores#it went on for months one summer#then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22#only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died#i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief#the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible#once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho#itâs honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade#and my parents fueled so much of it#âoh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my backâ#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED#crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up#idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.
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this might be an unpopular opinion but i kinda hate it when people make buck a navy seal instead of a navy seal dropout like. occasionally i've seen people using an au to do it decently but i feel like most of the time its dickriding the us military
#okay but what if he did decide to go kill people#just so i can have trauma for him#like the tragedy of combat in afghanistan is NOT primarily that us soldiers were traumatized because of the people they killed!#the tragedy of us military presence in afghanistan is the staggering number of civilian casualties as a result#911#911 abc#anyway buck's whole point was that he could not turn off his emotions and be a machine#how else am i supposed to interpret that if not that he could not stop seeing âthe enemyâ as a person and not a target?#evan buckley was not meant to kill anyone#in b4 anyone says: i'm not trying to rag on eddie either; i understand that military service in american tv is often a shorthand#for duty honor and trauma i get that#but buck specifically cites his own emotions (his COMPASSION) as why he could not stay with the seals#and then people are like#babes get ur trauma elsewhere he is NOT a military boy#ok my tags got long im sorry#really hope im not swinging a bat at a hornets nest here tho lmao
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a government worker was a little mean and now im sad i hatehate hate being sensitive
#basically i was so anxious i messed up my address in the form and they looked at it and went#'*laughs* there's so many mistakes'#and the person next to them said 'well better than knowing nothing. that would be stupid' *laughs again while looking at my form*#i am going to kill myself#tw suicide mention#tw suicide#IM NOT ACTUALLY KILLING MYSELF BUT DO U GET ME I AM NOT IN THE RIGHT HEADSPACE FOR INSULTS RN MY GUY#i was getting my voter's certificate#like i was so polite to u even tho u were already so cranky like...why would u do that :(((((#i just had to let this out dw im fine i think. im just kinda sad bc i already have so many existing doubts and have been bullied since#childhood so idk man i just dont feel good lmao#tw rant#id rather have ny head slammed against a wall again likeback then in childhood than go thru verbal insults id rather accept pain lik that#i have high pain tolerance but emotional stuff?? i am soft and gullible đ
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omw to play emotional support for my mom disguised as âšfun family bonding timeâš for the rest of the week <3333 there's something so deeply wrong with me uwu teehee
#and i still havent texted my friend back even tho she texted me a week ago and i told her ill text her back this week when i have the time#and i DO have the time. im just fucked in the head and the prospect of having a conversation with another person where i again#have to pretend im not at the very brink of a serious mental and emotional breakdown. is making me lose my fucking mind#ik she's having a bad time rn and she needs the reassurance and jesus fucking christ i tried i had two long conversations with her#that were allllll about her. only her. not a single word about me. that's fine. this is what people need in such moments right#to just get patted on the head and hugged and told their suffering is real and what happened to them is unfair and just made to feel#that for a moment they're the centre of attention and it is all about them. this is normal. this is why therapy exists.#so i try to give this to her but it is fucking draining. and i NEVER get the same treatment back. like she caught me crying at uni last week#and like yes she'll say some nice things but she'll always find a way to turn the conversation back on the topic of âšherâš#like we started talking about my therapy and i finally got to actually say a word or two about what im dealing with. but then she goes#'yeah im just trying to figure out what's wrong with me when i listen to you haha like i could never cut myself cause it looks ugly.#ofc it doesnt look ugly on you haha but i could never lol'#like thanks haha good to know ill just shut up then and steer the conversation back onto you why dont i. i mean its not like#i spent over an hour a few days back sitting with you and listening to your talk about your childhood and validating you and not saying#a word a single fucking word about myself even tho i was also going through it myself but who cares right. and now im the bad guy again#because im not texting back.#i feel like im finally fucking snapping cause at this point im properly fucking angry. IM having a bad time too. IM going through it too.#I have bad coping skills and had a fucked up childhood and traumas in my life TOO and im allowed to just not be able to handle it#i really wanna break something lol maybe therapy's working after all lmao#oh also this is why i dont eat breakfast. i do it once and then feel guilty and suicidal lol normal behaviour#pojebie mnie zaraz przysiÄgam na boga mam doĆÄ kurwa BASTA
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Sorry for making my first question about JĂșhua about shadowpeach, but I'm obsessed. She knows about macaques entire codependent mess towards wukong cause of shadowplay (enjoyed the fic where she read him filth). But does she know about wukong's side? She known him a long time, but wukong doesn't really talk about himself or his failed relationships
no yeah, i know i mention it very briefly in the series but swk is pretty tight lipped when it came to discussing past relationships with her. mostly because a lot of their time together was during his 500 year punishment and he was coping horribly :) like all she would get is vague stories that swk could never finish and always had this bittersweet expression
also, literally the day they met was right after swk and Mackyâs fight (such a fun introduction to the monkey king her mother was previously hyping up before lmao) so he was even more reticent in sharing that can of worms. especially when JĂșhua and her mother overheard the tail end of the fight
so JĂșhua knows that Macky meant something to swk but the specifics are still vague to her. is she able to read between the lines? yes, but she would still like to hear it from swk whenever heâs comfortable
#her mother knew tho mostly bc she asked and prayed more than JĂșhua did#andâŠâŠ.the mother was the one to bring Macky to the Diyu (she felt it was kinder)#also while the (now) old memory is fuzzy to her . JĂșhua remembers how visceral and heightened the emotions were during that fight#even while a kid she knew that SWKâs bittersweet look always meant he was thinking of that âother monkeyâ & she couldnât help#but get upset for swk even tho she didnât have all the information at the time. she still will get defensive about it even after swk told#her about the war with Heaven and the brotherhood and she DID read jttw so sheâs got plenty of info#but also another reason why Macky can sometimes get to her is because sheâs been in a similar position (different circumstances and#separate reasons but similar enough to see the writing on the wall) and JĂșhua still has trouble reconciling with that past#but yeah#also donât be worried anon about asking for shadowpeach and my oc#these are things i have spiraled over for months lmao#also iâm glad youâre enjoying the series! The shadowplay one was a lot of fun to write đ„°#lmk#asks#shadowpeach#lmk oc#hĂșang jĂșhua (é»èè±)#swk & the reaper fic series
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University (I'm English oops) au doodles!!
#cyno dresses nice when he and Nari first get to know each other#Then he starts wearing his shitty pun t-shirts#And ones that aren't even puns like women want me fish fear me vibes#Cuties#Also Cyno blushes from his ears bc he's so used to making sure his face doesn't betray his emotions#But his ears give him away and Tighnari teases him about it đđđ#Its so weird posting the same stuff to 3 dif apps jeez idek why I do#genshin#genshin impact#my art#cynonari#cyno#tighnari#tighnari fanart#cyno fanart#cynonari fanart#genshin fanart#yeah anyway#Dw tumblr you'll always be my fav#Even tho I have mutuals on other apps and here I just kinda exist lmao#Tis fun tbf#Its like my own lil corner of the internet
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It's Christmas Eve, so here's my little present for you
Soft bois under the conveniently placed mistletoe UwU
#batim#bendy and the ink machine#sammy lawrence#sammy#norman polk#norman#sammy x norman#normy#batim au#among the broken minds#darknsweet#sweettooth#my art#christmas art#that's why you should never listen to two songs with different vibes when you draw#I listened to the cute lovey-dovey song while making the sketch#and then an emotional screamy song about missing someone you've lost while working on everything else#hence the chibi style with splashes of light lmao#this is the last couple you're gonna see#Christmas arts aren't coming to an end tho:)
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Was Kaeya and Dilucâs whole Confrontation before or after he left the Knights? Bc if it took place AFTERâŠ
It wouldnât have been fire from Dilucâs Vision that hurt Kaeya, now would it?
#â â ( .ooc. );#//Bc according to the manhwa; Luc left his Vision as his resignation#//And allogenes without their Visons canât use their respective elements#//So then#//It would have been the DELUSIONâs fire that hurt Kae. Not DILUCâs#//Idk; good concept; Iâm pretty sure Kaeâs Vision story contradicts it tho#//But then it WOULD make sense why Luc was so quick to draw his blade and fight him over his truth#//Instead of hearing him out and trusting him; considering how close they were said to have been#//âlike twinsâ they were said to be#//I do like this idea ngl#//WAIT WAIT#//THAT WOULD ALSO EXPLAIN WHY KAE WAS SO QUICK TO BLAME LUC FOR COLLEIâS FIRE CRIMES#//BC HE RECOGNIZED THE DELUSIONâS FIRE#//I donât think he actually SAW Crepus use it#//So either he could be operating on what he read in Lucâs discarded account of the incident#//Or he somehow SAW the flames firsthand to suspect Luc of all people FIRST#//Bc when he threw the accusations; Luc didnât have his Vision back yet; so WHY accuse him of a fire crime otherwise#//Idk maybe Iâm thinking too hard abt nothing lmao#//But itâs still a good plot bunny!#//Prolly also would make sense why Kae still wants to stick around him and not hold a grudge over the Confrontation either#//Bc Luc wouldnât have been in his right mind; having the Delusion on him. the thing could have seriously messed with his emotional state#hc; kaeya#hc; diluc#//Canon between my muses on here; can vary for respective counterparts
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Thoughts on odazai? I wondered if your reasons for disliking dazai apply to this ship since it doesn't seem to function the same way other popular dazai ships do
Mmmmhh okay first off, I'm afraid my dislike for Dazai transcends all ships (â„ïčâ„)
But I do think odazai is very enjoyable for its own uniqueness!! Oda is the only person Dazai respects, literally, and that's bound to make their relationship distinctive and unique. I feel like respect should come with every healthy relationship, so you see the appeal here? Odazai is the only ship that shows a side of Dazai that finally feels authenticâ it shows a side of Dazai that is willing to care. For the rest of the franchise Dazai's character is pretty much up to interpretation, there's the mystery element of never being able to tell what's going through his mind, but Oda's existence alone is enough to show us a true face of Dazai for onceâ which is nice, because Oda showed us a side of Dazai that is capable of love. Which wasn't exactly predictable given Dazai's nihilism, cruelty and apparent disregard of human life; and yet even him is capable of love. And he truly is! Even if you don't like them romantically, Dazai's love (platonic, if you prefer) for Oda is undeniably there, and it's nice, it's miraculous to get to witness it. In a way, Anon, maybe you're right! I don't like Dazai, and still odazai has the power of making Dazai feel sympathetic: because it shows you a man who cares about another person, and who would do anything for them; and then that person is taken away from him. You just can't not feel sympathy for that, it's inherently human to relate to and be touched by another man's suffering, and a thousand times more so when such suffering is moved by love. Odazai is the only ship that makes me want to ship it because I think it would make Dazai happy, and makes me feel happy for him.
Odazai is a sweet, tragic, comforting ship. People have definitely put it more eloquently and in detail than me, but it's just the completely lack of judgement on both sides which is SUCH an appealing aspect. They can be their true authentic selves with each other, and it must have been so staggering and exhilarating and overwhelming for Dazai specifically who probably didn't even know who he himself wasâ how much human he could be. There's the mutual respect, the genuine admiration. There's the feeling of being accepted and understood like they aren't by anyone elseâ they both share this morally grey view of the world, and they are the only ones who aren't judgemental of the other's lack of morals; they get each other. In a world that results meaningless to them, they can be each other's reason to live. Then there's the making each other better?? Seriously, what other ship makes Dazai even slightly better. Oda canonically changed Dazai's whole existence prompting him to do good for the rest of his life with six words. And again, the fact alone that Oda is the only person to ever make Dazai capable of loveâ that's as good as it can get! Dazai is the best he can be as soon as he allows himself to be vulnerable and emotional and soft and honest, and Oda prompted him to do exactly that. And I know that's very arguable, but we literally do not know if Dazai ever truly loved anyone after joining the good guys, or if he's just doing good things because Oda asked him to instead of having an innate will to do good for a genuine love of human beingsâ maybe he's really doing all of that solely because he loved a man and he will never love anyone else; we really have no way to know, and it's up to interpretation. My take, while we're at it (because I'm drunk on tiredness and I can't stop talking), is that Dazai, even if coming from a place of having no fondness for humans and exclusively doing good because he was asked to rather than for a true conviction, got so accustomed to doing good, he actually... Became good (Aristotle and moral virtue being something you can get better at by practicing it). In that case, Oda would be someone who literally taught Dazai to love, and that's beautiful in its own way.
I didn't get much into Oda's side of the relationship; I feel like I don't know Oda a lot, I only watched the Dark Era episodes of the anime once ten months ago and even Beast doesn't feel like giving away much of his personality. But I do like to think he would love Dazai; if else, I feel like Dazai too is a special person to Oda like no one else is.
Also like, there's the fact that they're quite literally canon. Like I don't know what to tell you it's literally there. Not that many men out there Osamu Dazai would literally abandon everything he's ever known, completely turn his life upside down, start doing good without even believing in good, for. Characters who aren't canonically gay but who's actions don't make any sense until you interpret them as gay and stuff. It barely even count as queerbating tbh like it's just right there.
#Writing this was illuminating. Still don't like Dazai tho đ#osamu dazai#I feel... Some of this *may* apply to Daz/atsu too but I have mixed feelings about it#sakunosuke oda#odazai#If they use the same criteria to write the name on Dazai's tomb they did for Oda it's literally going to say âo.dazaiâ#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#people asks me stuff#Thank you for this ask! As you can see I love giving my opinion on matters lmao#Besides yesterday I finally got around to finish watching the Beast movie and man I was not prepared forâ#Dazai's voice cracking at the bar Lupin scene that scene was so good#Tbh for most of the time in the bsd fandom I thought fyo/dazai was my favorite Dazai ship but tbh...#I think I might have been mistaken to assume that#I mean I never thought about fyo/dazai as intensely as I do for odazai#And granted I don't think about Dazai a lot either way but still ///////#I MAY have rewatched some odazai bits from s2 ep4 and I MAY have gotten a little bit too emotional over these two#I mean. Dazai's desperation seriously??? Why is he suddenly so human??? I can't make this post any longer but I'm sobbing#I'm thinking about that time - I made a post about it that's going to be published at some point but whatever -#that time I was showing Oda's death scene to my cousin for whatever reason#And Dazai entered and he throws his coat away#And my cousin goes âwhat was that why did he throw his coat awayâ#And I answered without beating an eye âbecause that coat represents his position at the pm and everything he's ever known#and he's willing to throw all of that away and leave everything behind without even thinking about it if it's for Odasakuâ#I'm not sure where that came from so promptly but I still think about it a lot#The fact that Odasaku spent the last moments of his life advising his friend on how to live because he cared about himâ#and his last wish was literally for him to be happy and live a peaceful life. Okay that was not very heterosexual of you#Bones didn't have Dazai cry in that scene because they're cowards
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I finished reading Dungeon Meshi in a week...
#i am crying.. the amount of times this manga made me sob#i am an emotional bitch tho so its not like its hard to make me cry lmao#i have many thoughts#spoilers in the tags i guess#good ones regarding the manga itself#bad ones regarding the fandom but thats normal about every fandom so im not even surprised#youre telling me that marcille has such a complicated backstory regarding her lifespan#and having had to watch her father. her only friend. wither and die before her eyes#and shes terrified of her loved ones dying and leaving her alone and that fear is what kickstarts everything#and all the fandom reduced her to was cringe fail lesbian? :)#dont get me wrong i love when shes pathetic but the more i read the manga and the more we were revealed my first thought was#'why did i see like five essays for laios and not a single one for marcille?'#i see more posts of people paying attention to chilchuk cause hes a divorced dad and making angst about that#than about everything marcille has been gone through#god shes such an interesting character#AND I NEVER WOULD HAVE FOUND OUT IF I HADNT READ THE MANGA#not a single post about marcilles character thats isnt talking about how shes cringe fail or a lesbian in the tag#ended up giving up scrolling through it#i swear if this tags attracks people with no reading comprehension
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Where is the Candy Queen love? I mean maybe I'm just a sucker for her design and voice work and just general demeanor but I can't be the only one
#also I kinda wanna get to thinking abt what specifically the Winter King transferred over to PB#cuz like we know the crown causes madness but Ice King's specific madness is different from the OG madness when it was first created#Ice King's madness is specific to his own characteristics so if Winter King transferred his obsessive love over to PB#then maybe that's why he was so chill about the mention of Betty? I know there's the whole memory thing goin on there too#like I dunno I really dig the implications of what specifically plagues Simon abt the crown like the kidnapping and obsession is obvious#the memory loss is anothet aspect but Winter King seemed to keep the confidence and self love from the crown#ooo I wonder if we had more of a chance to see Candy Queen if we would have saw the depression and self destructive behaviour#or if Ice King's madness while having aspects of his own madness goes ahead and mixes with PB's personality and psychology#causing for a slightly different effect to it all so while her madness was similar it still had aspects of herself in it just mixed together#anywayy I could totally get into this but again I'd have to rewatch like all of Adventure Time which I am not gonna do#I would pay heavy attention to everything Ice King related tho#I wonder how Winter King even managed to do all that... cuz he was Ice King so how did he become aware enough to do that to PB?#interesting interesting maybe a strong emotional trigger of some sort...#also I wonder if the madness was building up bcuz Winter King said this was an escalation... like was it a steady stream?#Just him beaming his madness into PB's head and the more he slipped away the worse she got until eventually the blender lmao#as you can see I think people should be talking about Candy Queen more
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