#why no one tell me when you delete your acc your posts is still there

[ilikethisnamebutter]

Everytime I see one of my old arts it make me want to glitch out of existence

[dark-l-angel]

are you using ai for your writings😭😭😭 its very obvious in some of them

Oh.. i see.

But thanks for telling me <3

Pls read to the end then comment whatever u want.

Today I'll make some points clear

And no obviously I don't.

No one has ever complained besides you actually.

I'm not good author.. I'm aware of it.

I'm not even trying to be a "perfect author."

I'm just being myself.

I saw another acc having the same issues and accusations ab the ai. the owner told me about the amount of toxicity that she's getting although it's her writing style since she's a foreign and her English is kinda basic.. we both talked around and she almost decided to delete her acc, but some friends and i pushed her back into it...

i already got multiple complaints from foreigners that i must try some simpler english so they can enjoy my writings. Which is why I happily read and enjoy the fans feedback <3.

If it's bc of the no nsfw content in my blog.. some followers told me to write about smut but.. I'm actually disgusted by the idea of sex itself so i try to always keep things on the surface.. almost the way i like it. And pls respect it. Men scares me and fictional men don't. So I'll keep it that way.

I don't know if it's bc of the types of words i choose.. some girl told me that it's feels like a too honey coated poetry.. and she got me i love arabic poetry 😂. i think i got that bc of the amount of books i read.. yes ur girl is a book worm actually but not the "shy whore" one 😂😂. I'll take ab in another post.

I do speak multiple languages.. and sometimes those languages get messed up... Lucky me my family members are also like me.. like my sister could mix up 5 languages unconsciously while talking.. and i still understand her.. growing up in a household where languages are like a plaything to us from a young age is no easy when it comes to communicating with the outside world.. there that weird jumps from language to language.. I don't know how to make u understand it..

Kinda like this 😅 :

I hope you understand <3

like when i was in Dubai last summer i enjoyed talking both arabic and English to emarati people and made really cute friends. I used french, Russian and Spanish and some lil German in the conversations between me & my sis which got us both curious stares and admiring compliments.

Anyway.. we keep it English in this blog.

Back to the point, the only ai that i used was in some translations in those Omnilingual reader fics.. and believe me.. I don't trust and i hate the ai thing in the first place bc of my beliefs in the conspiracy shit, had me to set that chat gpt to be straight answers, no chit chat about anything.. even in my personal questions and studies... Cuz it's ai after all, not a psychiatrist not a virtual assistant nor a damn fic writer. I do get help from friends and i chat with my followers regularly about their fics to be looking as good as they are..

And if its bc of the daily posting.. remember i took a whole ass depression break from everything recently, even reading and writing, and took my time writing each of those fics when i could, that's why I'm posting almost daily now.

So all real.

I'm really hoping you understand miss gurl..

Unless if you're a hater that wants to ruin the mood.

Both ways idgaf cuz everything is real.. like it or not.. writing is the only way i express my emotions with, i love writing and playing with words, giving my opinions on people's fantasies and idea and turn them into weird shit. In RL i can't.

This is who I am. Believe it or leave it. I'm not here for your approval.

If i wanted to use ai to write.. then why i would even publish it in the first place? Tumblr doesn't pay for popular content so why bother publishing?

Besides.. if you or anyone didn't like my writings u can simply continue scrolling and not read.. some people enjoy the stuff you don't like..

And since this is a chance to talk about some other stuff..

I'm thinking of making our own hashtag #dark-l-angel so we can make our little community lil bigger and active.. for example y'all can talk to me and send me topics, questions, anything you want to talk about, or if u have any personal -not too personal questions- so y'all could know a little ab ur choatic girl here.. we could even play "angel the psychiatrist" where i try to solve ur problems lmao 😂😂

I'm simply tryna give people a place to feel belonged.

y'all could stay updated ab the fics, i could take your opinions on some ideas i might add to the next fics or to expand my oc lists.

Didn't want to say any of the above bc i thought some ppl might prefer this blog ab fics only.

But if u wanted.. it's your chance to know a little bit about ur dark angel 🫠

🐢

[olderthannetfic]

https://www.tumblr.com/olderthannetfic/751011464262860800?source=share

Seeing the numbers compared, I realized that you are right, anon. It's a privilege to be able to write long fics, regardless of them thinking they're unable to write short fics because short fics are mostly scenes so it's not that long fic writers are incapable of writing short stories, deep down, they don't want to. Maybe it feels wrong for them since they've made an impression they always write long fics, maybe they find short fics less impressive, or believe that people won't give the same feedback as when they post something longer.

But I would like to argue that longer doesn't mean it has a plot. I've read 80k words of a character getting tortured with no chance of figuring things out or getting out of that situation and ended quite the same as the start. I've read 25k fic of characters just hogging. These fics have no stakes, no crisis, no buildup, no development, nothing just series of the same scene over and over with different sets or different positions.

Fanfic is free and that is why you encounter things that are, in a way, out of the box and technically are not allowed in the publishing world. But that's the beauty of it. Is it really that big of a gap for people who can write long fics vs people who can only write short fics? Because of how free fanfiction is, most things are okay to do, including only being able to write plotless or short.

One reason why I get jealous of other authors who manage to write longer fics than me is because I was too busy at the time. I found a good system for myself (dedicating a certain time to finish a chapter and then uploading them as I edit and so on) and you can build your own. I think with the right system, anyone can do it.

Pantsers, plotters, and hybrids are equal to me and it's true because how do you know that a person didn't just recycle the same plot they use from their previous fics, thus being able to write different versions of that story? We've seen the viral meme abt fic writers recycling the same thing and a lot of people admit to doing it. Does this mean they're mediocre or bad writers? It's not like that's against the TOS or illegal. Nobody paid us to keep making fresh new ground-breaking stories. The quality of a fanfic is decided from how you treat it. Do you still like it even after five years? Do you think about it sometimes? Do you feel so ashamed you'd rather put it in an anon collection or close your acc completely and orphan it? Do you wish for it gone to the point you delete every trace of it?

It's not from the amount of kudos, hits, or comments, tho yes it is easier to find good ones if you filter by kudos but there are lots of underrated ones and I've DNF a lot of fics that are not to my liking but have high-kudos because people keep rec-ing it. I want underrated fics to be more popular but not because it needs to be popular but because I hope to be in a community with more like-minded people. Fanfic has no publisher, we can't earn from it so traffic is merely informative so it's the community that matters the most.

In fact, to tell you the truth, after 17 years of being in ao3, I've curated my tag very specifically and stopped using the fandom tag and went straight to the ship tag. I also mostly rely on bookmarks, private collections, word from mouth of people I trust or believe to have the same writing style and taste as me. So it was very niche and limited.

Lots of stories have plots but not all must be in your favor so you gotta figure what you like to start. Are you team canon divergence or AU? what trope do you like? Telling someone to stop comparing is ineffective. We always compare because that's how we communicate. But people feel inferior because they don't feel worthy of themselves. If you start to know what you want, it's easier for you to write more. Whether you're still stuck on making 1k-2k, etc, at least you don't waste your time feeling sad or down and you keep writing. That'll help stimulate your brain and you will improve.

(Also maybe just don't listen to authors who you think are humblebragging. Mute or block them if you need to because I know, to some people who are in the same fandom, these types of attitude have more context to it. Idk abt anon, but in some cases maybe they were moots or the account was owned by another fan they've encountered on tumblr or other social media often, a BNF maybe, or just a popular author that other fans praise or talk about often, and things could get personal. Shit can go south quickly in the community tbh)

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There's definitely an art to condensing one's thoughts into only a few words.

[starmapz]

be careful when yall share instagram links bc it shows ppl what account you sent it from <3

i had noooo clue insta does this 😩 i've never been logged in until now, i don't use insta and this doesn't seem to happen on desktop or the in-app tumblr browser, so thank you for letting me know, nonnie!! i have a throwaway acc now so i went back and checked every link and deleted all of the ones that showed who sent them.

going forward, i'll double-check the links to make sure accs don't get shown now that i know what it looks like and if they do i'll ss the ask and post it without the link in the ss and post the link as shared from my throwaway (i tested this on my bf's phone and it should work)

regardless, send to me at your own discretion since your acc may still pop up for me! (that being said, i only found this happening on two insta links across my whole blog, i have no idea what causes this to happen, so it may not even show at all when you send)

genuinely i can't even begin to figure out why insta does this. like if my friend is sending me something, i rly don't need a popup to tell me they sent it?? 😭

[diabolikpersonals]

I am not certain yet that I want to call out specific blogs (last time I did that it got WEIRD) but it has been a while since we've had a discussion about reposting art as a fandom, and someone asked me to comment :')

I've been in the fandom long enough to see art reposting cause plenty of problems, and I've also been a victim of it myself, so I hope I can help someone understand.

So, fanartists, right? You might not be aware if you're not an artist yourself, but a lot of artists dislike it when you take their work and post it somewhere else. Plenty will have something like "DO NOT REPOST" written right there on their page. Even if they don't, that does not mean that they allow reposts.

There are plenty of reasons why an artist might feel this way, but to name a few common reasons, it could be an issue of credit or publicity: imagine you put hours of work into a piece of art, but another account posts it and they're the one who gains interactions, followers, etc. Even if that account mentions you as the artist, people aren't necessarily going to seek out the original artist. They're probably going to interact with the repost that's right in front of them. Can you imagine that feeling? Like, "Why is this person building a social media presence based on my work, and the work of other artists?" Interactions aside, it's really frustrating when you put a ton of effort into something and you're not recognized for it.

To name another reason, an artist might only want their work to be published in one particular place. This is often the case for me too, actually; I only want my dialovers fanart on tumblr, and I never post it on my twitter account, because I don't want it there. Another medium but still relevant: I don't want my youtube videos exported to other sites because if a lot of people view those reposts, I lose money that I would've gotten if they had just watched my video. Maybe there's a certain type of user that you don't want your work to be exposed to, or maybe you just don't like a site and you don't want your work there. This is something an artist should be able to decide for themself, and it's not right for you to put their art in places they didn't consent to putting it.

It's a case-by-case basis, of course, because different artists have different feelings about it, but generally, you need to obtain permission from an artist before taking their work and publishing it yourself. You can just ask! It's totally normal to ask. Worst they can say is no. Plenty of artists do allow reposts, and if they say that they allow reposts, then go for it!! But if they don't have "reposting is ok" written anywhere, and if you didn't ask permission......then that's not okay. You need to respect artists a little more than that.

Because you know what artists do when they don't feel respected? When their boundaries are crossed, and people post their work without permission?? A lot of times, they delete their stuff, they move their work someplace else to try and evade reposters, and sometimes they stop drawing for a fandom altogether. If you've been in the dialovers fandom for a long time, this has absolutely happened multiple times, whether or not you were aware of it. If you know which repost acc we're discussing here, you might've seen some of their posts say something like "artist is no longer active." And it blows my mind, because I was there when they became inactive, and more than one of them because inactive because people reposted their art! So, besides being disrespectful, it also leads to less dialovers fanart.

But anyway, most of you reading this probably don't repost art, so the more useful thing I can tell you is that I hope you can support artists by interacting with them rather than repost accounts. If you see a repost acc and like the art you see, and if you want to see more of it, seek out the artist's original account instead.

unfollow art repost accounts. seek out and follow artists instead. they are out there. they are awesome. change da world… my final message. Goodb ye.

[madame-fear]

it's really really dumb okay- but i swear the dumbest littlest storytimes make me cringe the fucking hardest, idk why, maybe it's the autism /hj

it has to do with me, obviously. have you ever had an idea for a work you wanted to post, and had like THE IDEA itself but didn't know how to write it? to the point where you know it's going to be so fucking good but- the writing ends up looking like shit because you don't have any imagination on how to start it?

well if that's the case, thats what happened to me as well. i had an idea, really great one and i wanted to develop it. i spent an entire week (i had a deadline for myself in order not to spend too much time so no other could post the idea before me) and in the end, since the deadline passed, i forced myself to make a small drabble out of it and post it. i literally posted it and went to bed like, now its in the hands of GOD, that child is not mine.

for previous context, before i even thought of developing the idea, i made a small post on my dash saying this:

(although it's an actual characteristic, like its not a headcanon or anything, its on their canon but everyone that wrote for that specific aspect wrote it with their own characterization / own take i did not want people accusing me of plagarizing)

and a mutual of mine said that please write it etc, i do not want to say the exact words in case they see this WHICH I HOPE NOT BECAUSE ITS NOT EVEN BAD BECAUSE IM CRINGING AT MYSELF BUT STILL

and i wrote it, super fast and badly, and posted it. and you know shit is bad when you recieve a: ooo that's good, from another mutual (not the one that left the note saying that please write it etc). BECAUSE I SWEAR IT FELT LIKE THOSE MOMENTS WHERE THE TEACHER DOESNT WANT TO TELL YOU DIRECTLY THAT YOUR WORK IS SHIT AND THEY SAY: it's good :)

NOT EVEN GREAT LMFAOSAO

the mutual that left the comment tho, they ended up liking my story- which i dont blame them, if i were them i would not even rb it myself tbh.

and the cringe only escalated from here, slowly but surely went up and beyond to the point where not even myself i could read that drabble and had it deleted it.

and you wanna know what's even more funny? (it's not). another acc, weeks later, posted a fic with the same fucking idea, just written with their personal style, and it has like 44 reblogs by now LMFAOO

my conclusion here is that whenever i remember that poor mutual that asked me to write the drabble for them and i did such a bad job that just recieved a like and weeks later found out another writer actually managed to acomplish what i wanted i cringe so fucking bad my eyes tear up

I AM FUCKING SCREAMING AND IN TEARS BECAUSE I GET THR PAIN SHWIKXEJIDKEKFI 😭😭😭

Like, you get an idea that’s so good to write, maybe a certain idea that hasn’t properly been written or one never seen before — the light of creativity is shred upon you blissfully. You tease your followers and people on the fandom about it, you prepare yourself mentally, wrap yourself around it because you know this fic is the one and true good SHIT; your best piece of work.

You have no idea how to put it in words, you just have the ghost of the idea lingering in you, so you try and prepare yourself so nobody else writes it before you. The time of putting it into words come when you think you are ready. And boom, you are staring at a full ass fic with disappointment, far away from what you wished and you are just like IN FUCKING TEARS FROM THE CRINGE.

HELP ME I SWEAR TO GOD THIS HAPPENED TO ME WITH THIS ONE EYED LORD LUKE FIC. I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE THE DARKEST FIC I EVER MADE AND ITS FAR AWAY FROM HOW I IMAGINED WRITING IT AND I AM DISAPPOINTED T MYSELF AND FEEL ABSOLUTE CRINGE I CANT EVEN READ IT QJNENDKAMNFJGDKSKJF

I feel you on the mutual being like a teacher, or like that one parent that goes "this is great honey!!!" but they obviously say it out of compromise 😭 Like it happened to me many times AND I GENUINELY FEEL EMBARRASSED WHEN MY MUTUALS READ MY CRINGY ASS WORKS.

I am actually certain your work was great! The thing is that maybe when we have an idea we haven’t seen before or know it might actually be good, despite preparing ourselves around that idea to shape it as we wish, we kinda hurry into it — so nobody else does it first like you said, and I can 100% relate. Or at least, that’s something I noticed on myself! Perhaps you can relate too? 😭

ALSO THE FACT THAT ANOTHER WRITER POSTED THE SAME IDEA AND HAS 44 REBLOGS I SWEAR TO GOD I WOULD BE CRYING KICKING SCREAMING I HATE IT WHEN THAT HAPPEBS LIKE ???? DOES GOD HAVE HIS FAVOURITES OR WHAT BRUHHH ITS NOT FAIR. WE PUT S MUCH EFFORT INTO OUR WORKS 😭😭😭 and surely the other writer too ofc BUT COME OOOON 🗡🗡🗡

[applesberries]

response bc i am not adding dis to the doc(will b adding the ss johnny shared tho as i wasnt given the full context to those)

anyways! please read johnny's post urself here

going over everything johnny says point by point lets start with what he tried was a timeline. his timeline of events isnt very clear so.

johnny keeps defending this ship michael/oscar from the office & getting upset that i call it proship. when it is. it is not a ship with drama. michael sa's oscar directly & has power over him as his boss. this directly falls under being proship which is why i was so pissed off.

here is the clip of oscar's sa too tw since its really uncomfy u can see it for urself YT LINK

i dont have my ss any more bc heh i had to fucking delete my old acc due to this situation but i made abt 4 posts abt johnny + his ex friend, some i ended up deleting ofc but i left most up so johnny could bring them up to me in that gc we had.

johnny give more context to the ss which i wasnt given so i'll add that but these only address the ss from neil or whatever there were more which ig have been deleted ah!!!

i dunno why u really brought up the ask which i showed only bc it had to do with my timeline but anyways i showed them because anytime i have problems with u i start get harassed -

this was sent around that time. that post the reason i brought it up was becus i find it odd that i get told to kms then u make that post then when i brought it up to u in the gc u tried to lie abt what it says but um okay!!

ive accused u of stuff because of whats happened to me being directly because of my issues with u - but given the ss you have shown & the fact i think the timelines match up i can believe now that you directly werent the one who doxxed me.

i have never claimed ur a bad person either, since ur 15 & thats a harmful mindset to have & keeps people from changing.

but trying to fucking say i have victimized myself when buddy i am a victim? then trying to say ive blamed everything on my mental disorders when i only mentioned my npd in my doc when it came to the ableist things being said abt me & to me is fucking wild.

about your friend too since clearly u didnt see the part in my doc where i address this but. i did not do anything like she did & i suggest you re-read it & you tell others to read what i actually say. that specific server is invite only between dms. the server i joined under my alt is public & has no relation to you other than u being in it which i had no knowledge of when i joined - ive explained all of this. in my doc.

also abt that ex friend becuz we had a talk abt it the other day but i didnt have them do that. when i first deleted my acc i had blocked them on discord due to the fact i didnt want anyone who friends with u around me. i saw a post they have since now deleted & sent them an ask to add me on discord & asked them to not answer it as i didnt want u finding my new account.

we talked & i invited them to my server to explain my doxxing n such. i explained i issues with neil & cam on a call becuz i had been doxxed & cannot type well when im upset & becuz my bf had told me they we're involved with ur server so i figured they were in it. when i told the person i had been doxxed & such they told me that you're members had been saying some pretty awful stuff abt me in ur server & thats when they sent me ss. i didnt get them to spy on u nor force them to give me ss. they gave them to me becuz i had been doxxed due to my issues with u johnny -

that is a very clear fact at this point that someone in association to u doxxed me & the same day i put the doc out abt u johnny is the same day i get that strawpage message & suddenly im done being doxxed???

you cannot control ur friends actions n whatnot but u can control who u associate with but if u are still associating with people who u have had to say "hey maybe dont! say aaron should khs or die"

[luvingshidou]

I HATE MYSELF RN. I had a request about how bllk boys would react walking in on us like doing ballet stretches or doing ballet and like we haven't told them so they'd be surprised , and I was writing, and by accident I posted it wouldn't let me private it, and I deleted it. CUZ IM SLOW BUT anways here's ur request, anon!!! (I'm acc stupid pls forgive me😞😞💔💔💔💔)

MESMERISED.

bllk boy x fem! ballerina! reader

THANK U ANON ILY🫶🫶🫶😇😇😇 SORRY AGAINNN

established relationship

probs ooc

characters: rin itoshi, shidou ryusei & michael kaiser.

RIN ITOSHI

Rin was coming back from practice he was earlier than usual. He texted you saying that he was coming home early, but you didn't answer he figured you were just sleeping like you usually were. As soon he got to the house, he walked to the living room to find you mid stretch. Your ballet shoes on the floor beside you. Shit, how were you going to explain this to Rin.

"Rin, look, I'm sorry for not telling you—" You say you felt bad for keeping it a secret from him. Rin didn't say anything back but just stood there in suprise.

"Why??? Why didn't you tell me??? It's not like I was going to hate you for it." Rin finally says, a very, very slight frown on his face.

"Yeah, yeah, I know, I actually haven't told anyone, I was scared people would make fun of me for ballet and doing ballet shows." You say it was true you were scared you get made fun of, so you ultimately kept it a secret.

"That's a stupid fucking reason, why would I make fun of you for ballet???" Rin looked down at you raising an eyebrow. You knew you should have told him sooner, but you were you'd always get nervous and pussy out of saying it to him. H

"I knowwww, I'm sorry." You say, frowning slightly. You felt guilty for not telling him. Really guilty.

"Just next time, let me see one of your ballet shows, alright???" He says, smiling slightly as he looked at you.

SHIDOU RYUSEI

Shidou was currently walking to your house. He was bored and wanted to hang out with you. As he walked to your house, he rang the doorbell but no answer, he rang the doorbell again but you still hadn't answered. Luckily, he may or may not have stolen your spare keys. He opened the door and called out to you.

"BABEEEEEEEE." He called out, but he was met with silence. He walked over to your living room to see you practing your positioning, headphones in which somehow blocked you from hearing him. You nearly felt soul leave your body when you saw him stood there.

"Ryu, what the fuck—" You say, but were immediately met with Shidou wrapping his arms around your waist, spinning you around.

"PRINCESSSS, YOU DIDN'T TELL ME YOU DID BALLET?!?!?" Shidou says, grinning as he continues to spin you around. He continues spinning you for another couple of second before he stops.

"Ryu— I was planning on telling you sometime, I was." You say, letting out a sigh. "I just didn't know how to tell you."

"Yeah, yeah, doesn't matter now!!! Ya know, you should have told meeee I could have cheered my baby on." He says, still grinning, still hugging your waist.

"You can come to my next competition???" You say, smiling softly at him as he clung to you.

"REALLYYYYYYYY??????" He says as he starts to spin you around again, a wide ass grin still on his face.

MICHAEL KAISER

Michael was coming back from a photo shoot, some brand or something. For once, he was actually early coming home to you. He was tired from posing all day, so he couldn't wait to cuddle up with you. As soon as he opened the door, he caught you mid spin. You moved so gracefully that he couldn't help but stare at you he was practically mesmerised by you. As you finished, you saw Michael standing there.

"Micha, why are ya home so early?!?!?" You say, slightly surprised, your cheeks flushed from embarrassment. You haven't told Michael that you do ballet shows sometimes.

"Fucking hell angel, you move so gracefully, I think I might be hypnotised." Michael say, chucking slightly as he walks up to you, smirking to himself.

"Micha, I wanted to tell you I did ballet and ballet shows, but— it could distract you from your football—" You tried to explain yourself as best as you could but Michael cut you off.

"That doesn't matter, love. I want to watch your show, no matter what, you hear me." Michael says, his smirking growing wider. "Can't wait to tell everyone this pretty ballerina is mine."

(GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS FOR CHARACTERS IF YOU WANT A PART 2)

[writer-komaru]

Hi bbg I commented a while ago asking(begging actually) if u would consider writing more fics of gorou scara and our lovely kazuha as subs. I am here today asking if u have taken my questions(my begging) into consideration and thought of making some more, if u have but not on this account i will be needing that other account name to view the fics as a volunteer to see if they are any good(they most likely will be and I’ll be drooling) if u wanted to make them but on this account I will still be checking every 2 mins to see if one is out I do recommend u make an acc for subs since by far most of what I’ve seen u have just sub!reader so it will be amazing if u do make one if u feel like u need more motivation I recommend going to my post(you know who I am) to get inspiration by all my thirsty begging. PLEASE DO MAKE SOME FICS FOR THEM THO U SEEM TO HAVE THE TALENT

I’m so sorry I just saw this! Tumblr was hiding this from me. Damn you tumblr *shakes fist angrily*

I did manage to start this, tho it’s unfinished

(I may or may have not hit the delete button and gave myself a heart attack while copy and pasting this here- 👀)

Kinks I think these perverts would have lol

~. ——————————-.~

Kaveh, Tartaglia, Kaeya

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Kaveh -

MAJOR panty stealer! I mean, all of these guys would but he is on ANOTHER LEVEL

Constantly you will be losing panties you literally JUST wore. Like you just took them off before taking a shower and BOOM! They vanish into thin air

After a while of this magic act, you confront your roommate about it. Just as you would suspect, he pleads innocence. Who would ever admit to doing something weird anyways?

But to Kaveh, he just can’t help it. As soon as he walks by your room and catches a glimpse of your dainty panties loosely thrown on the floor, he feels something wash over him.

A need.

He quickly swipes it and returns to his room.

He examines the material, unable to help from biting his lip as he sees the slight dampness in the center.

God, he already feels hot all over.

Before he knew it, he was huffing your panties like a drug, desperately his fist.

You would certainly think he was disgusting for doing something like this, wouldn’t you?

But, the thought of you punishing him only eggs him on.

That’s why whenever he does something like this, he always leaves the door unlocked, in the hopes you will walk in on him being the pathetic pervert he is.

And maybe his fantasy will come true by how many fucking times he does this. It truly is a problem.

Tartaglia-

you can’t tell me he wouldn’t like knife play.

He lives for the adrenaline rush of battle, but the strangely addictive feeling of you towering over him, glaring down at him as you press a knife ever so close to his jugular.

The power dynamic alone is enough to send him over the edge, but when you actively try to make him submit has his face twisting into the most lewd expression you can think of.

Whether it be knives, whips, tasers, or even guns, he’s into it all.

The more his life is actually in danger, the stronger the rush he feels.

And when you tie him up, too.

God, you will have the man pleading. Not for his life, but for you to absolutely RUIN HIM.

Do anything to him. He wouldn’t mind.

Kaeya -

This flirt LOVES to tease you. And what makes it worse is how he will leave you hanging. The bastard-

He will do the most scandalous things out of nowhere, I swear.

You could be on your way to a meet up with some of your friends and he will just pull you into an alley and tease the everliving FUCK out of you and just.

Let you go.

He’s an absolute brat.

One of the reasons he’s a brat is in hope that when you get home you’ll take all that anger out on him.

He is obsessed with hate sex

He wants you to, just like Tartaglia, RUIN HIM.

Yes, some say this relationship is unhealthy.

But

He’s so fucking good in bed you can’t help but just stick around for the sex.

[khairo-archive]

I'm moving (accounts lol, not entirely by choice but I'm stickin' to it)

Heyooo, hope you’re doing well! I’m logging into this account one final time to remind (well, not really remind, bc I realized I never actually said anything...) you that this account is archived, and that no new posts will be made here. I’ve moved to another account, but am still on Tumblr.

Long story short, the reason I ‘moved’ was bc this account once got deleted. No words, no explanation, nothing. And because staff didn’t tell me shit when I asked them for a reason, I ended up making a new account and starting over there. So far, it’s been a wonderful experience and I’ve been having fun posting my art again.

But then this account was suddenly returned approx. 2 months later. Again, no explanation as to why it was deleted in the first place. Soooo the new acc got into an awkward position for a bit, before I finally decided I prefer staying at my new place. It’s fresher, a little more new, and contains interests more relevant to my current taste alksjd.

So go follow me at @kathairoette (yeah sorry no name change lmao, i'm too fond of this one to let it go) for mostly YGO Puzzleship stuff, and some occasional DR. Though if you want to exclusively see The Diff. Talents Analyst AU (Yknow, the one where Hinata gets a coat and Komaeda gets his hair in order) go to @theanalystau .

Thank you for everyone who interacted with the posts on this account, I appreciate all of you! It's really wild to see that there's still people interacting with my works here akldsj, and it's what convinced me to not delete this all myself. I'll leave up everything I've made in the few years here for anyone to enjoy, all at your own leisure. See you and take care~

[capriccio-con-espressione]

Hotspot Pt.1

Genre: Smut 

Word Count: 1331

Warning: Sub!Yangyang, Dom!Reader, Femdom, Degradation, Profanity, Public humiliation, Edging, Orgasm denial, Spanking, Yangyang's lame Earth sandwich joke

A/N: 

1. Yangyang’s name (揚) has the same pronunciation as “lamb/sheep” (羊) in Mandarin, so y’all would see the word-fuck (X) word-play (O) on this often throughout the fic

2. Been planning to re-upload this fic from my old deleted acc but wanted to extend it and make some changes, yet was clueless before, but then I eventually got inspired, so I decided to release it as part one of something bigger, thanks to this anon for providing me with ideas for part two, and thanks to @wildernessuntothemselves​ for forcing (X) suggesting (O) me to collect the XiaoHenYang aka her TMTM trio

3. It’s almost Xiaojun’s birthday yet I posted Yangyang content, I’m sorry my lovely prince. Anyone who’s thirsty for him can read my month-old upload here

   “Goddamn-f-fuck, please!” Yangyang swears in utter desperation as you suddenly withdraw your hand from his cock, denying his first orgasm. He shifts in the chair in an attempt to grab you, but futile since his hands are tied behind it, as he’s kneeling on the seat facing backward with his ass pushed out, while his legs are forced open wide since both his thighs are secured to the armrests of the chair as well, rendering him into a compromising position.

  “Brats like you don’t deserve to cum.” You state icily before thrashing his sensitive rear with the paddle. "You never want to miss a chance to annoy me with all that endless fussing, don't you?"

  "I don't deserve this punishment with just that Earth sandwich joke...ahh stopppp…" 

  "That lame joke is not the point, you brat." You hiss, tugging his hair, as Yangyang's hard-on jolts at the sudden sensation of pain. "Remember how awfully much you snickered about making a sandwich with my pussy around your dick hmm? Giving me that stupid devilish grin whenever you have one for meals? Even shamelessly bragging about it in front of other members to embarrass the hell out of me? You are just a pathetic horny little lamb…"

  "C-c'mon, it's not that b-bad when you actually like my teasing..." Yangyang gasps in between your relentless spanks in arousal, as you can tell that his second orgasm is nearing.

  "Oh? How you like this sandwich with my hand then?" You smirk as you wrap your hand around his cock again, fingers irregular dancing on the tip yet not pumping him.

  "Ahh-L-like it! Just let me cum goddamn it!" Yangyang's whole body tenses up and curls up as he can't handle the teasing anymore.

  "That's not how you ask for things, bad little lamb." You chastise while giving a slap on his angry red cock, earning a yelp from him.

  “...P-please Mistress let me cum…” Yangyang begs, his proud form finally breaking down.

  “Good try, but not quite.” You smirk, before resuming his spanking again.

  “Ahhh Mistress I’ll be a good little lamb for you...now p-please let me cum…” Yangyang’s voice falters at the denial of his second orgasm.

  “That’s my cute little lamb…” You praise as you peck his now teary cheek, before finally granting him release with your hand, as he lets out a loud moan upon climaxing. 

  “Now you know you shouldn’t be bragging about sandwiches too often.” You embrace Yangyang in your arm while soothing his red flesh with the other, calming the sobbing boy down.

  “You should be more kind to me since you already sin too much torturing me…” Yangyang gazes into you as he forms a cheeky pout, the way how he quickly returns to his usual mischievous self surprising you a little.

  "I am already showing you enough kindness by letting you cum without much teasing." You sneer as you wipe the white tendrils off Yangyang’s gradually limping cock and your hand.

  "Without much teasing? Says someone who literally edged me twice, so fucking bossy." Yangyang retorts while letting out a sigh of relief as you untied his hands behind the chair.

  "I am sure you can take much more than that, usually I would edge you for hours until your bratty mouth can't talk back to me anymore." You imply your annoyance for his endless ripostes, since it's always difficult for your boyfriend to just be grateful for his orgasms instead of being cheeky.

  "Nah you are just sadistic as hell. You are just one cruel cougar who loves my suffering too much." Oblivious of your hint for him to behave, your boyfriend still continues his complaints, redressing himself while smirking at you.

  "Cheeky boys deserve to be disciplined with cruelty, and somehow you like it too much, and love to ask for more by being a nuisance, don't you, my little painslut?" You reply slyly, another punishment for this ungrateful boy beginning to form. 

  "Now that your butt cheeks are rosy hot spots…” You say thoughtfully as you rub his ass teasingly. “...I am gonna give you the taste of real embarrassing punishment. Now give me your phone."

  Yangyang reluctantly hands you his phone. "What for?"

  "Unlock it."

  "No!"

  "Just obey me you brat." You hiss while tugging his hair, forcing him to comply with a wince.

  "Don't worry, I am not gonna post something weird on social media." You reassure him while opening up settings on his phone. "But, everyone will know someone has been a slutty hotspot in heat while connecting to wifi…" You triumphantly smirk as you click "Save" after changing his SSID.

  "'Mistress’ Slutty Lil 🐑🐑'? Hell no that's embarrassing!!" He snatches back his phone in an attempt to undo your act of mischief.

  "Do not ever try to change it." You demand sternly, covering his screen with your palm. "If I catch you disobey me, you will get punished even harder. Understand, Mistress’ slutty little lamb?"

  "Alright…" Yangyang sighs and facepalms, already internally freaking out about how his members will react upon seeing this.

  You smirk in delight as you both leave your makeshift playroom, which is a storage room, to catch up on your normal lives. Yangyang returns to his members as you meet up with other staff to participate in a meeting discussing details of upcoming shootings for the next project.

  Yangyang slouches back to his room but gets caught up with Lucas before he can retreat behind the door.

  "Yo bro, care to explain this?" Lucas holds his screen in front of the younger's face, grinning so knowingly that Yangyang has to fight back every urge to punch him in the face.

  "See no evil." He weakly protests, hoping not to embarrass himself even further, and shuts the door in Lucas' face.

  Thinking he has escaped the ordeal, he doesn't realize how bad things can get until he opens up the WayV group chat. Hendery has posted a screenshot of all the WiFi SSIDs his phone detected and circled the obvious questionable one, and all the other members reacted with either stickers with laughing expressions or words like "Our naughty 🐑  has finally got the taste of his medicine!" or "Y/N'S REALLY MAD LMAO", all of their mockings make Yangyang wants to dig a hole and bury himself in it.

  Red with both embarrassment and resentment, he decides to defy you as his devilish side begins to awake. Since he's never the type to listen well to anyone, then why should he this time? Besides, he feels his body begins to heat up with a familiar tingle again as he thinks about all the pain and degrading words that will be inflicted on him after you find out about his rebel, as he brazenly invites more with more provocative and insolent remarks, then eventually feeling himself dissolving into ascending sting and humiliation that turn into euphoric pleasure soon afterwards…

  Licking his lips at the indecent thoughts, he alters the SSID and waits impatiently for your discovery.

  Ten minutes later, he receives a screenshot from you as well as an angered message from you. "'Mistress’ bossy af 👿'? You fucking brat."

  "Just telling the truth 🤷"

  "You are originally getting 20 paddles on your bare ass, now it's 40."

  "Shouldn't you focus on your meeting first?"

  "IDGAF now. Change it to 'Fuck Lil Slutty🐑  Pls😩' in under a minute or you're getting 80."

  80 spanks? Yangyang ponders. Tho being a painslut he is, he still needs to make sure that he can function normally tomorrow to avoid more unwanted attention. Sighing, he decides to give in to you and finally obeys.

  Sliding off nearly every notification from the uproar in his group chat for this even more humiliating SSID, he feels unexpectedly even more exhilarated at your praising messages that concludes with a specific time and place to meet up for the main course of punishment that he both somewhat fears but also craves.

[hajimine]

LEX’S 2020 APPRECIATION POST PT. II !

— to the lovely moots & followers who i talk to quite often (or pretty much everyday), this one’s for you.

thank u for being in my life, you made my 2020 so so much better. i’m so grateful october lex decided to make a tumblr acc 🥲

i’ll try my best to keep it kinda short 🥲👍

in alphabetical order:

@4fterh0urs — my omega phoebe 😩‼️ ily so much bc you’re both extremely stupid n extremely smart at the same time. u mean so much to me and i love talking to u even if u call me such weird as nicknames every damn day 😃 you’re so sexy n hella intimidating smfh idk how i was able to make u my bitch (JK PLS DONT KILL MEE) anyways, thanks for being a real one bae + you’re the person i block the most, so you’re special ig 😹👍 ily you’re actually such a sap but u pretend to be all tough heh <33

@archivednikes — my solar system, my wh*re (lovingly) hi bae 😣 ok yk how much i love u but. im gonna tell u again: ILYSM!! OKAY??? please know that you’re such an amazing human being and you’re SO incredibly talented. god i love u so much please take care of yourself baby, you’re always so kind to other people and i hope you can do the same to yourself. once again, i am so fucking glad you decided to slide into my inbox that day, because now i look forward to talking to you every single morning. insert grabby hands ilysm <33

@boosyboo9206 — onyx hi babes! i’m so so grateful for you omg u dont even know it. you always manage to cheer me up with your antics and you’re always here to support me 🥺 whenever i’m down you somehow aways manage to make me feel a lil better. i love talking to u whether it’s about sth as mundane as the weather or even your obsession with the word peepers. thank you for being you, please take care of yourself and stop sleeping so damn late. ilysm <33

@ch4jime — chloe bae!! 😁 hi omg ilysm you’re so cute and cool and nice urghh thanks for always checking up on me! i love love seeing you in my asks, you’re such a lovely person to be around. i seriously need to be better at dropping in other people’s inbox, so just know that i’ll work on hanging out on your blog more often this year bc ily! i wish u all the best and please never stop being you baby mwah <33

@fairyoomi — hi bae 😣😣 how are u?? i know we don’t talk much anymore, and that’s okie, but i still wanna write u this lil note because i’m so thankful i met you here on tumblr. you’re an amazing writer and u were so sweet to me even when i was a teeny blog who didn’t know anyone. i admire u a lot, yknow? thanks for being such a friendly and welcoming person, ily <33

@gu3to — mochi bestieo 🙀 idk if you’ll even see this smh so i’m just gonna text u after this (if i don’t forget to rip) okay so. hello?! you’re so mf cool and you’re a trendsetter 🤩 yes yes im fueling your god complex it’s bc ily smh. you’re so dumb i wanna choke u sometimes but i won’t bc i’m also just as dumb 😁 pls stop disappearing from the face of the Earth okay ilysm you always keep it real and i know i can always count on u to listen to uh... my shit. okay so when are we gonna make out? 🤨 oki bye <33

@hoekageyama — wifey!! maddie baby urghh yk how much i love you, you’re one of my earliest moots im pretty sure? and aaaaa i’m so so glad i decided to be weird as hell and slide into your asks that day (pancreas. sighs. iconic.) you’re my numero uno whenever i wanna bark about hot 2d boys and what i’d let em do to me coughs err yea hehe. please take care of yourself baby you’re such a sweet and kind and loving person and i’m so glad to have you in my life. smh we text each other lovey dovey texts anyway but i still wanna do this for u 😋 ilysm!!! <33

@honeyskawa — lani baby hi! i know you haven’t been super active lately, but i just wanna tell u that i appreciate u so so much!! you honestly made my goddamn week when u sent me that ask about how i inspired you bc what the heck?? never in my life have i expected to have such an impact on someone. you’re a wonderful writer honestly. i love u so much and i hope everything’s going well baby, i’m excited talk to u more whenever you decide to be active on tumblr again <33

@jougogo — kaybae hi!!! you haven’t been on tumblr much lately but hi sexc it’s me lex lol i’ve moved accs hehe 😎 i hope u see this whenever u get your phone back cries. you’re such an amazing person to be around, always so cheerful and friendly, you exude so much positive vibes and ilysm. you always manage to lift up the mood with your sexc self and i admire u for that. you’re so incredibly chaotic and fun to be around ahrgehxhh i appreciate u sm and i hope you’re taking care of yourself bby ily <33

@kemochie — my waluigi, my favorite f*rry, hi 😝 urghhh god we just started talking everyday pretty recently but god. you’re so funny??? and i love bullying u bc u give me so much material to bully u with (ok jkjk i love u that’s why i bully u smh) also, you’re so incredibly supportive and u were actually the one who pushed me to finally post that atsumu fic, even tho stupid me accidentally deleted it LMAOBSBD anw, u bring sm joy in my life, so thank u for that. we’re a small lil filf and you’re the milf to my dilf LMAO ilysm mwah!! <33

@kenmaki — gabbae! virgo bestie!! hi hi !! you’re such a talented person and you’re an amazing writer, and i hope one day u can get past your insecurities and see yourself as the wonderful person u truly are. i love how we were able to relate to each from how similar virgos think + our initial conversation of dick measurements and such will forever be seared into my memory. and congrats on getting a daily railing on the dash HSBDH i don’t look at em i promise lol 🤩🤩 jdbdhdh ilysm bby <33

@miyams — ren sweet babie hi! you’re so incredibly talented please don’t listen to stupid hate anons. i’ll stab them with a serrated knife if i have to 😠🔪 you’re so flippin cute and sweet i love talking to you, and i love love love whenever u come by my inbox to say hi. i hope we can talk even more in 2021, my dms and asks are always open for u bby (even though i suck at replying right away, sorry abt that huhu) i love u sm baby please take care of yourself <33

@miyasangel — ardie bae 😜 hi sexc!! i still cant believe we talk like everyday now lmaoo i used to think you’re so freaking cool (i still do) and now i’m friends w u whattaheck 🥲 you’re such an amazing writer wtf. i hate that we had to start our friendship on such a sour note (ehem discord ehem) but i’m really glad it brought us closer together. ily cockarden i’ll be sure to bully u even more HAHAGS IM JK makes out w u so hard bc you’re so damn hot ily 😣‼️ <33

@owlywrites — owly baby hello! ily so so much and you’re so talented, you deserve so much recognition. i hope i can read more of your fics soon bc they’re so well written ugh 😣 thanks for always checking up on me and always being so incredibly sweet. i love u so so muchhh huhu i wanna give u the biggest hug in the world :( please take care of yourself and never stop being your genuine self kith kith <33

@rilacry — milfy gorlillola 😜😜‼️ hi sexc. omfg i was so intimidated by u wtf (and i still kinda am smh) bc you’re so cool?? and your writing n carrd making skills are amazing as hell wtf. u just exude BDE bc you’re hella hot AND bc u wanna peg everyone. anyways,, i’m glad we got closer recently, even if it was out of really wack circumstances. ily bae pls stop sticking your memojis everywhere mwah <33

@rintaroll — my kue tete ☹️☹️ ilysm smh bye i can’t believe we’re close now wtf you’ve always been so cool and sexc 😩‼️ oh god i rmb when u were still on your old acc and u seemed so out of reach and i was a lil intimidated ANDBDJD SHHH but yea now ik you’re just a big h word dork and i love u for that 😣 i wish u all the best for your singing career bby you’re such a talented writer AND singer wtf. also you’re so pretty???? wtf how rude 😠 JKJK HAHHSBD ilysm kithes u so hard <33

@tetsoleil — geegee!! hi baby 😣 thanks for being such a sweet human being ily! it’s been a while since we actually talked yeah? but i still want u to know that i love u a lot and i appreciate u so much. i’m so so grateful you’re in my life because you’re such a joy to be around. you’re an amazing writer bby and i hope you get the recognition u deserve. i’m always here for u if u need anything. ilysm bby <33

@velvetfireworks — rachie bae 🤩 my bakso goreng, my golden kiwi!!! ily!! hehe im so glad i decided to slide in your dms when u asked me if i was indo. but ahhhh you’re ao sweet and cute and supportive ilysm. an amaaazing writer and i admire your work so much, but i think you’ve heard me say that multiple times before. i’m so glad we became closer recently through our love for greasy food and wonky lil faces 👁💋👁 kith kith ilysm <33

@yato-o — yato baby hi!! urgh honestly i appreciate u so so much?? i feel so lucky to be able to get to know you. i don’t even remember how we met but ahhh thank u for always stopping by and have a chat with me even though i know you’re a busy person. please take care of yourself and get some rest whenever u need to! don’t feel pressured to come on here if you’re tired baby, im so grateful to have u in my life, i luv youu <33

HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU SEXY BAES!

kisses, lex

[lovelyysiriuss]

weak when ur around

*gif not mine

author’s note: HELLOOOOOOO Tumblr!! it feels so amazing to say that again, I used to write on this account 2 years ago under the username “lovelysiriuss” (basically my user without the extra “y”). but from not continuing with my writing and losing inspiration from it, I deleted my entire account. I had written so many oneshots that received numerous of positive notes along with followers. I was so sad and it’s one of things that I regret most since Tumblr is such a great community, especially for a Harry Potter lover like me. thankfully, I had transferred all those oneshots into a big fat book on wattpad that has over 15k views!! 

on that note, I will be continuing to write Harry Potter imagines/oneshots on this new acc of mine. this quarantine had made me realize how much I missed writing, even if it’s fanfiction. 

I'm so excited to be posting my first ever oneshot that I had ever written on my previous acc on this new and improved Tumblr account of mine! please, stay tuned for many many more Harry Potter oneshots of all your favorite characters. thank you, I love everyone in this community <3

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PAIRING: Young!Sirius Black x Fem!Reader

PLOT: In which Sirius realizes he feels weak when he's around her, but not knowing what to do about it.

WORD COUNT: 1014

SIDE NOTES: inspired by the song “weak when ur around” by blackbear

        NO ONE IN A MILLION YEARS would believe that Sirius Black would go to the library. They would just laugh right at that person's face. Then once they have calmed down they would utter a simple sentence.

       The library and Sirius Black, are not a good combination.

       That was indeed true. Little did those people know that the only reason Sirius went to Hogwarts' library is to watch a certain girl he's been completely infatuated with for a few weeks, yet he has known her almost half of his school life.

       Y/N. God, even her name gave him butterflies. That's basically how whipped the dark-haired fellow is.

       He was currently watching her, well, "studying" the way that he puts it, it was fitting though especially since he doesn't actually study for anything; the way she bit her lip when she was concentrated, the way she absentmindedly raises her brow whenever she was thinking, the way she fluttered her thinly mascara-coated lashes so she can stop the sleep from taking over her body. The way how she was not like any other girl Sirius has ever come across.

       Sometimes he would see her in the common room, talking to a friend. The way she would attentively listen to what they had to say, the way she would engage in the conversation while sharing her opinions rather than just nod along like most girls that he knew would have the position to do.

       He has talked to her before. But when he did have the courage to, his palms became all sweaty, stomach churning, breath staggering.

       While he just smiled, licking his lips and biting them, chuckling nervously. Pulling off some sort of facade like he was "okay" when in reality he really did not know what that word even meant.

       However she just politely smiled, biting her lip. A habit she had when she was nervous. Perhaps she felt the same?

       One day when he just couldn't take it anymore, he decided to let all his feelings out to his best friend, James.

       "Prongs, you don't understand. I can't eat, I can't sleep, not without thinking of her!" His voice rising higher and higher with each word. But the question is, how could he not understand? Since he's been in love with Lily for the longest time, this was basically how he was feeling in his state of 'depression' for years.

       Sick of hearing Sirius' puppy-love for the girl he could just glance at and have her in his arms; while James has been chasing after the same girl for years and still has yet to get, James decided to pop the question Sirius was thinking about since he first felt this sensation, "Then why don't you tell her you love her!?"

       The silence was deafening in the room they were in. After the both of them have recoiled from their previous ruckus, Sirius decided to clear the air.

       With vulnerability, Sirius softly shook his head, "I-I can't. She doesn't fall for the bad boys. A-And she's hard to get, I've heard."

       James waved his hand, smirking. "Pish posh. You're Sirius Black! You could get a girl just by laying a finger on her and she's already on top of you!"

       Realization dawned on Sirius, his mouth gaping open. He is, in fact, Sirius Black, why has one girl taken away his one power? The one thing that he was good at doing? Pun intended.

       "Y-You're right! This is why I can count on you Prongs! I love you, man!" He was practically tumbling out of the room mid-sentence. Prongs chuckling as the raven-haired man left their shared room.

       Now he was trying to find the girl, who of which calls herself Y/N. When he fled down the stairs that led to the Gryffindor common room, he saw her. Sitting on the couch, books sprawled out on the coffee table in front of her.

       Sirius couldn't look back now, growing a pair, he waltzed over to the flawless girl. She saw someone walking towards her from the corner of her eye, looking up she realized it was just Sirius. "H-Hey Sirius?" She greeted, quite questionable since he barely talked to her.

       "Hey, um... so what are you doing there?" Nervously running his hands through his jeans, to prevent his hands from sweating. Then sat next to his crush.

       The girl was completely confused. "Er-Just studying." She offered him a tight smile. "Okay, cut the crap Sirius, what are you really here for?" The girl voiced her own thoughts.

       He tried to laugh it off, giving it away. To which Y/N just looked at him oddly, he finally decided to come clean. "Y/N you don't understand, I'm totally weak when you're around. I get all nervous and fumbly around you, I've never been like this around any girl. To me girls were like socks, they get changed every day and/or week. But you, oh God you...y-you're different than any girl I have ever met..." He put a hand on her cheek, shocking her slightly to which she widened her Y/E/C eyes.

       "So will you please, for the love of Godric, go out with me?" He dramatically asked grabbing her hand, without thinking, and pulled it to his chest. She looked into his eyes, he had the most sensitive, loving, look in his stormy gray eyes.

       Being a bit daring, she leaned in capturing his lips onto hers. Molding together, fitting perfectly, she couldn't help but melt into him. This was a moment of bliss for the both of them. He was so in love with this girl.

       He knew it was cheesy, but he actually felt sparks and fireworks erupt within him.

       He was first to break the kiss, taking a long intake of breath the air was offering him. He broke the tension, "Is that a yes?"

       The Y/H/C girl looked at him, grinning from ear to ear. "Just shut up and kiss me."

[lozzypoz321]

Explaining to Steve or any character of your choosing what a tumblr is.

Word count: 942

A/N: @donutloverxo thank you so much for requesting! kinda went in a different direction for this one but 🤷‍♀️

Warnings: mentions of hate messages, if there’s anymore let me know!

Steve Rogers| Tumblr

Steve Rogers x reader {ONESHOT}

A grin quickly spread across your face as you came across an ask in your notifications ‘hi! I love your posts, I just wanted to know who’s your favourite Avenger?’

Before you could answer the question a voice sounded from the sofa across the room, looking up you saw Steve, alone with a book in his hand and a confused expression “what’re you happy about?”

Your grin just got wider

“It’s an ask on Tumblr” you simply explained while maneuvering your body to lay down on the other sofa. Judging by the questioning expression that lay on his face it was obvious he had absolutely no idea what Tumblr was which made you shocked and offended. “You don’t know what Tumblr is?”

Steve just shook his head with a sheepish expression. You quickly jumped up off where you were laid and threw yourself on the spot next to the super soldier who’s eyebrows were now raised. “What is it then?”

You pushed your phone into his hand so he could see “so basically, it’s kind of like a blog and you… reblog things that you like so your followers can see”

None of his questions seemed to be answered, “but, why would people follow you if they can just see the posts on their own?” You took a deep breath, having an argument inside of your head about whether you should tell him what fanfiction was. “People create things, and some people don’t want to miss what they do so they drop a follow”

“...drop a follow?”

I mentally punched myself for using that phrase as it just made him more confused, “um yeah, it’s just a thing” He pushed his book to the side and held up your phone to his face “why are people asking you questions? You don’t own it do you?”

You laughed “no Steve, I don’t own Tumblr, I have followers because I live with you guys and sometimes they want to know my opinion” He instantly became concerned “is it safe?”

“Mmmm, yes, I think so anyway, unless people get hacked or something but that’s highly unlikely. I have a safe password”

“But if people can ask questions does that mean that people can also send mean things?” The question came off very worried but before you could answer he continued “have you been sent anything rude?” You just half shrugged “well, people know me, of course I get sent hate, I just ignore it”

The overprotectiveness from him instantly kicked in as soon as the sentence left your mouth “people do that?! Why?! I think you should delete that app. Maybe Tony can ban them from the app? He could buy it off of the owner! I’ll ask him!”

But you stopped him before he could move, “wait- that’s actually quite a good idea” He smiled proudly before becoming once again confused

“which one?”

“Tony could buy it, and then take off all the haters and then sell it back!” Without missing a beat you grabbed the soldier's hand, your other holding your phone which had Tumblr opened and then you started dragging him down to the billionaires lab. But it was mostly you struggling to pull Steve along and him walking behind you.

“Hey Tony!” You exclaimed once you’d both reached your destination making him look up from the current project he had physically locked himself inside to work on. “What’s up short stuff?“ he asked, using the nickname he gave you even though you hated but he didn’t look up from the metal. You gave Steve a side nudge to get him to do the talking, the soldier took the hint and opened his mouth to ask him but closed it again as if he didn’t know what to say. He did it another couple of times, more and more looking like a fish.

But finally he managed to form words “look we were thinking that maybe, you could consider buying an app called Tumblr,” he paused before saying quickly “just to get all the hateful people off of it you know”

Tony finally looked up, his face visibly confused and surprised that Steve would want that. “Is this the blogging app that you go on?” He asked and I nodded, he seemed unconvinced but you knew he would probably but it anyway just because I ‘want it’ but just incase Steve added in “she’s getting hate messages”

“What?!”

I just rolled my eyes but didn’t say anything, Steve gently side kicked me with his foot as to say ‘carry on’

“Yeah, what he said, so can’t you please get it and ban all the people who’ve sent a hate message please?” You asked and the added on “you can sell it right after!” just to make sure he was convinced

The clogs turned in his head as he considered it before shrugging and turning back to the project “sure kid, I’ll get Jarvis to buy it”

You stared at the billionaire with wide eyes. You weren’t complaining though, if he just wanted to throw away a million dollars then it wasn’t your place to say anything, his money after all.

So before he could change his mind, you once again took hold of the other man's hand to go back to the lounge area. You both kept quiet the whole walk there except for the quiet laughing that left your mouth at how easy that was when it shouldn’t be at how much the app costs.

When you reached the room Steve turned to you, a sheepish smile plastered on his lips when he admitted “I still don’t understand what Tumblr is”

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[the-dimensionmaker]

Oh boy.... where... WHERE... do i begin with this... i had to think about this for a LONG time... cause i know if i talk about this and try and give Aidan more attention... then my friend and great artist, Raisha gs will be upset with me... and.... will probably block me.... leaving me here to grieve again for the mistakes i did...... so if Raisha some how knows that i have a twitter acc... first off... hi dude... second off dont block me... yhe worst you can do is block someone for trying to get something out of they're situation so they can feel better... im not saying that your a bad person... im not saying that that your trying to control my life... all im saying is that.. please... understand that i need to do this... if people are doing this against people like Lui or Mini Ladd or even Shane Dawson... then i should do the same for a guy who has did this... dont worry... i blocked him on twitter.... so dont worry about him trying to find out about what im talking about... ok...? I hope you understand...

so for starters if you dont know who i am, i am the Dimensionmaker. Someone who wants to make animations for yt, who wants to make his own games, want do lets plays, and even talk to you viewers... i have a rough life... filled with nothing but people lying to me, people cheating on me without a reason (the numbers of people who did that is now 61 in total...), people lying ABOUT me, nothing but fear, and many more... Jaiden or Kitty Courtnie And Linka, is... the first gf i ever had. She was... the worst as well. She never listened, didnt care, and then cheated... then we have... Aidan2003, who is the main topic of this...

We start from what caused all of this to happen... when i was in middle school still i was on roblox... i had great friends... one of them named herself Jaidenanimations (not the real one...) also known as Courtnie... she was the nicest.. at the time she had a bf named Dud.. (btw Dud is Older then both me AND courtnie.. he acted like a complete creep around her..) but fsr.. Dud broke up with her.... someone named Ethan dated her too... but then broke up with her... and who knows if he is older then courtnie at the time... she was now sad... so i decided to become her bf... and when i did... we were... THE BEST... we loved each other more then anything... she would without me asking, want to do a drp with me... she wanted to come to my house... she wanted to meet me irl... she was better then anyone...things got a bit worst... Jaiden was now enemies with everyone... (Ethan, Dud, Jonathan, etc...) she doesnt want them to follow her... so i decied to be a bit strict.. and tell her to NOT go to any of the roblox games till she blocks them... and she lies to me... saying that... "She wasnt able to block them as a crack was CONVENIENTLY on the block and unfriend button..." and when ever we have a plan or another idea on what can actually work... she lied her way saying thaings like oh.. "My Phone Is Dead" and such.. so much in fake that it was... PREDICTABLE... she then started to hang out with them... i became a bit more stricter... then my mental health became bad... she didnt listen... it made me feel like nobody listens to me... leading me into a depression... i felt like nobody liked me... nobody listens to me... nobody even cared about me... i wanted to die... a... bunch of times... most of the time... she never cared... then... on yt......... she cheated on me... with 2 people who were OLDER THEN ME AND HER COMBINED (being both Jonathan and Dud... keep that in mind...)... i noticed this.... i was FURIOUS..... i yelled at the thing i thought was a girl i Loved... a girl i could trust... a Girl that i thought was LOYAL..... then her parents got involved calling me rude words like European Boy (i think it was something else) "just because my skin was black".. keep that in mind as well... "her parents deleted her discord acc For Good..." (keep thaf in mind...)... then... i sobbed... again... and again... i tried to go and find people who cares about me or loved me... but then they cheated... one by one... my mental health became WORST.... i tried many methods... me having more then one girlfriend... having them make promises due to what has happen to me... being nice... being strict..... nothing worked.......... my life was miserable...... i didnt finally be able to talk to courtnie and get her to break up with Jonathan... she was happy that she did... but then she didnt come back to roblox... but then betrayed me yet again........

I asked one of my friends on if they are able to talk to Courtnie...they couldn't... all except for one person one of them know... Aidan... i talked to Aidan and he actually was nice... but then... he started to act like im a pedo... wanna know why...? Get this... JAIDEN LIED ABOUT HER AGE THE WHOLE TIME. when i was 13 she was 10 ALL ALONG. She lied to me for YEARS... saying she was my age.... i blocked Aidan and never talked to him ever again... and jaiden finally talks to me and we were in good terms... but then... Aidan came in.... saying jaiden has caused alot of crap to him... i believed him and became his friend only to be forced into a group where this friends (ETHAN AND IVAN BEING ONE OF THEM) could harass me... then... we go to his videos... his videos are false... they barely show proof... he says points that are completely incorrect.... hell here is some (not all cause i dont want to be texting all night) he said in them...

- "I Know Where You Live And I Know Everything About You"

He says this yet he assumed i was a 25 year old man. Even tho im now 15. At the time i was 14 now im 15. Plus he doxxedy house. And stole my IP ADDRESS... that right there makes him seem more like a creep. Courtnie without me asking told me where she lived. This guy STOLE MY IP ADDRESS AND FUCKING DOXXED MY HOUSE. That right there will show that he is a bad person who is just lying to ruin my life... speaking of lying

- "Schroederluvr Is A Minor"

This proves that he didnt even talk to her... she isnt a minor... hell looking at her compared to me... she is OLDER THEN ME.. SHE IS 20 SOMETHING YEARS OLD. I Didnt Harass Her Anyways so why is he saying that i did.

- "Lillie is innocent"

Lillie on Instagram literally said in her own words that she is bullying me because of me being depressed. Thats jot justified AT ALL.

"Klara's post is about me"

No its not. Its about lillie and her friends. Who BTW IS DMING ME SENDING A PICTURE OF SOME STUPID PICTURE OF A INCINEROAR. sure yes it doesnt seem to bad but its EXTREMELY ANNOYING.

- "Telling the police that Aidan doxxed my house and Stole my IP Address wont do anything"

It will, Aidan. It literally says that no matter how you got it or why you got it, you will be send to jail.

- "TALKING to minors is bad"

Wrong. If thats the case then someone like WILDCAT, VANOSS, H2ODELIRIOUS, MARKIPLIER, CORYXKENSHIN, AND MANY MANY MORE would be swatted and in jail. Its not Illegal to talk to them.

- "that Katie is innocent"

Katie has done a MOUNTAIN of stuff to me. So much so that even the nicest people of all time wont be nice to her. She isnt in the right. AT. ALL.

- "that telling people to leave me alone is harassing them"

Its not harassment. Seriously. A NORMAL HUMAN BEING WOULD KNOW THAT IST NOR HARASSMENT TO TELL SOMEONE TO GO AWAY OR LEAVE THEM ALONE

- "That im a predator yet youw ont go after Jonathan and Dud"

He literally spares them but not me. Jonathan was 17 i think. And Dud was i think 19. Now he's probably 20 OR 21 YEARS OLD. And you STILL come at me for just DATING someone who LIED ABOUT HER AGE.

- "that i was... Harassing? xxlitle_dummyxx"

Even tho she literally wants to be rude while im trying to help... wow... just fucking WOW

- "that not telling people your name, nor putting your name on your acc is a bad thing"

No.. no its not... hell we look at a bunch of youtubers doing that. Hell there are a bunch of people i KNOW that doesnt say they're real name. It's THEY'RE CHOICE. Not yours Aidan.

Anyways.... then to make things worst he called me the N word a bunch of times then say that he "didnt" because i didnt have proof... wanna know why? BECAUSE HE BLOCKED ME AFTER THAT SO I WASNT ABLE TO TAKE A VIDEO OF THIS. Then he made a fake conversation between me and jaiden. I can tell its fake by just looking at the pfps and names...

I decided to delete all the posts about him on Instagram... not because he beated me... but because i wanted Raisha gs to be happy... to not hate me...... to not block me... thats something that Effects me when it comes to someone like Raisha or Brsstar... i worry that if i make one mistake for what ever reason... ill be blocked... so im hoping that Raisha understands that i cant hold all of this in anymore... if Aidan are exposing me for shit i didn't do... if PEOPLE are coming out to finally say the truth about someone... then i should as well.... i hope you understand if you made it this far...

So... here's what i have to say for the conclusion of this... if you all see the name... "Aidan2003"... block him... REPORT HIM... do what ever you like to him.... he wants to hurt me for shit i didnt do... so why should i say to not do the same to him... he is not a good person... he never was....

This is The Creator Of Multiverses... and i will soon make other posts, dont worry ^^.

Till then my fell Universers..

[dear--charlie]

Dear Charlie,

It’s been awhile, right? I’ve decided to write you weekly letters, don’t know exactly why, but I really love your existence and knowing you’re here makes me feel better. I guess that’s why I’ve decide to do that.I don’t recall the last time I wrote you, I guess it was in the beginning of January. So let me apologize in advance for the long ass letter you’re about to get.

Today is Feb 22, the year has barely begun, I know. But Charlie, so many things already happened to me, and the best part of it? I’m actually okay ever since 2019 came around.

I’ve already told you Christmas is always a hard holiday for me, I don’t like it at all. Unfortunately it’s not only Christmas, this bad feeling lasts till february. So as soon as 2019 started, I was already expecting it to suck for the next couple month, but you know what? It didn’t. I hate the best New Year’s eve EVER. Me and my friends (15 of us) traveled to one of our friend’s house for three days and let me tell you, Charlie, ít was amazing, I really did had the time of my life. We got really drunk a few times, played smash, danced in the rain, cooked a lot of weird food and etc. I entered in 2019 on a great mood.

On the first week after New Year S came back to disturb my life. You remember her, right? The girl who broke my heart. She said she loved me very much and was thankful for me, cause I really did a lot for her and helped her through some thought moments of her life which is why she should have treated me better and a bunch of other shit. It made me mad, Charlie. It upset me how she could come back to the same “i’m sorry i love you” when I had said how much it hurt me, so the only thing I said was “pls don’t”. S obviously didn’t understand - like always - and started saying how amazing I was, how beautiful of a person I could be, that I deserved all the love in the world and bla bla bla. Honestly? I don’t believe in one single word that comes out of her mouth. Not after what she did to me, not after playing with my feeling like she did. I don’t know about you, Charlie, but I have a rant acc on twitter just to get things out of my chest and only 7 people know this acc. S was still one of them back in january. After the things she told me I tweeted “i’ve never wished this much to not know how to read like i’m wishing right now”. Oh boy, why did i ever do this. She started subtweeting me like a 12 yo child does, and i absolutely hate people that throw shade instead of talking there problems out, so I did what any decent mature person would do, I told her if she had something to say, she should say it to me, not subtweet me.

Whenever I’m too overwhelmed I can’t help but switch from english to my mother language so i started tweeting in my first language about mYSELF and clearly she had to make it about herself, distort everything - she was stupid enough to use google translate - and make herself the victim like she always does. The thing is, Charlie, that I no longer liked her, I still loved her, don’t get me wrong, but i didn’t liked her anymore. She was bad for me, she was one of the most toxic things in my life AND I KNEW IT, so I didn’t fall for her charms again, I didn’t feel bad for what I said. And you know what? She managed to try to make people believe our friend had turned me against her - she was being a bitch with this friend and even if I never take sides, this time I took our friends because S really did fucked up - and all my posts were about her. Once again the Cinderella complex strikes and she made the whole situation about herself. Well, to finish the telenovela, she blocked me. I don’t know why but the instant right after S blocked me I felt the weight of the whole world get off of my shoulders. I didn’t cry, didn’t feel any kind of sadness. Nothing. Just relief. That’s when I realized I needed to get her out of my life in every single way, so I shut her down, deleted her from every social media, deleted her number and moved on. You can never imagine how happy and relieved I felt, Charlie. I have no idea what’s going on with her life now and I hope I don’t get to cross paths with her ever again. I’m happy without her.

A few weeks after the drama with S, I realized that I was looking forward to celebrate my birthday. Do you understand that, Charlie? The first time I was excited for my birthday ever since my mom passed. I was literally making a countdown for Feb 12. I had hated my birthday for 4 years, Charlie. It was a time of the year where I would shut myself in my room and endlessly cry cause my mom wasn’t there and three days after that day it would be her death anniversary. Yes, my mom passed away three day after my birthday. I spent that birthday cleaning her vomit and helping her taking one of her lasts showers. You can imagine why I hated this date so much. So I also think you can understand a bit why it meant so much to me to finally feel okay to celebrate it. Charlie, my boy, it was the best week of the year. I went out four times with my friends, got a lot of free food and booze, the most horrible cake ever - i loved it tho -, a ridiculous birthday card with a BTS edit (yeah i do like kpop fuck it)  where they were at a birthday party with me and tons of baby alive dolls - it was so fucking creepy but i also love it -, got the news that I was traveling to go to my two favorite bands concert (The Maine and BTS), had my therapist tell me I was looking bright and happy for the first time in years and some other things. My birthday’s week was truly amazing, I didn’t even cry on my mom’s death anniversary, I was happy on that day.

I don’t exactly remember when this happened, but my uncle came out to me. I’ve always knew he was gay because he came out to my mom in 2012 (the only person that knew in our family)  and she told me about it, but I never asked him cause I knew he would do it when he felt comfortable enough. I took the chance and came out to him as well, which was funny since he was zero surprised like every single one of my friends. He also told me he started doing drag!!! I got so excited when he showed me his pictures in drag and boy, listen, my uncle’s drag is fucking gorgeous. I told him about RuPaul’s Drag Race and we spent that day watching it together. We bounded so much more after this day, Charlie. He made sure to let me know I wasn’t alone, I wasn’t supposed to fight through life by myself cause he was there for me and would always be there. I love him for being my only family that makes me feel safe and loved.

Well, Charlie, that was a bit of what happened after my last letter to you. I’m sorry for the giant letter and the typos, but I wanted to let you know that I’m finally okay. Life has been pretty good to me, I’ve been surrounded by people I love and love me back and I think that’s good enough for now. I hope 2019 be good to you just like it’s being to me. I’m extremely grateful for your life, Charlie. Thank you for always listening.

Love Always,

Bia.