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What if the Anchor had killed her before she made it through the last Eluvian to him...
#why must i hurt myself like this#this is an older shittier version of my girl because i haven't replayed trespasser in a bit but this was keeping me up lol#lavellan#dragon age#nymera lavellan#dragon age trespasser#my flycam#myog
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Irene is a natural redhead but dyed her hair and eyebrows… when she died, you could see some of the red starting to peek through again, she hadn’t been able to touch her hair up😭
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YALL KNOW WHY THEY MADE BUCKY 17 RIGHT?! BECAUSE SEVENTEEN IS ONE OF HIS TRIGGER WORDS FROM THE RED BOOK. ABSOLUTEY DISGUSTING BEHAVIOR.
COUNTDOWN TO MARVEL RIVALS
17 - The Winter Soldier
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"why don't you want him to know how much you love him?" "that's a little personal. he knows." "uh-huh."
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#armand#the vampire armand#loumand#louis de pointe du lac#daniel molloy#alice molloy#must preface that NOBODY IS ALLOWED TO USE THIS FOR LDPDL HATE PURPOSES#even though louis (well both of them lbr) clearly had communication and commitment issues#armand directed a play that would KILL louis all because he was self conscious that louis didn't love him enough#anyway this is just one interpretation of the 'alice rejected daniel's proposal' convo scene#cause i see soo many people ask 'why did armand say all that' (and have wondered so myself)#even though we cant rule out the possibility that devil's minion happened in the past and that this was armandaniel history tease#armand could be projecting his choice re: louis and the trial onto alice's choice here#similar to how daniel was projecting his feelings about paris onto claudia in this same episode#i just think this would make sense thematically w armand's arc this season#(ie revealing what a deeply insecure and selfish and fucked up lover he is under his guise as a 500 yo devoted and caring husband)#armand 🤝 lestat: i will love you and i will hurt you. if i cant have you then i will break you#[plays under your spell by desire] whats the difference between love and obsession and desire? do you think this feeling could last forever#c.txt#mine#'she didnt think she could trust you' sounds like a YOU problem buddy#and then armand realizes he was wrong too late and bro was SCRAMBLING#the start of something beautiful aka failmarriage!!! :D
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maybe this will get rocks thrown at me but i kinda hate when people call the 18+ prisoners "grown adults" as insults and ways to like... shut down any sympathy with them. how because they are "grown adults", they "should have known better". this has just always bothered me. i see it and i have to sit and stare at the wall for 10 minutes.
like. idk. being an adult does not automatically give you skills like Emotional Regulation, Impulse Control, Ability To Learn From Consequences, Ability To Plan For The Future, Critical Thinking, Interpersonal Skills, etc etc. you have to be Taught these things no matter how old you are. if you are not taught these things, and you are not supported in an environment that helps you further develop these things... you just. Aren't gonna be able to do them well.
adults just, typically, have accumulated enough experiences in life to have been able to learn these things. but not every adult has had that privilege. or some adults have had to just shut off the parts of their brain that would allow them to learn these things to be able to function at a basic level.
#milgram meta#when i see someone use the phrase ''grown adult'' in a derogatory way i just. can no longer even listen to them mfkfmsdf#me when no matter how hard i try i cant be a functional adult and then i just get insulted and dismissed instead of helped.#only leading me further into my pit of Despair#like. listen. i get this is a fictional piece of media. and at the end of the day i genuinely dont care That much. but also.#the way ppl think and talk about these things. even if its fictional. usually (but not always. im aware!) still reflects how they think irl#so Thats why i feel genuinely hurt when i see people talk like this.#but alas. i Am a grown adult so maybe i should just suck it up--#i simply should have utilized my DBT skills instead of allowing myself to develop mental illness /lhj#i did not have a good therapy session today (in fact it was fucking awful lol) so now i must Post Online#if you dont see me for a month. its because my traumas and mental illnesses unionized
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#why dont they just sit on each others lap if they constantly jump out of their seats to be closer huh🙄#i must say i find it fascinating how their underwear choices/opinions match!#this new era of highfives is so funny to me😭😭😭 LIKE GIRL JUST KISS OR HUG OR IDFK BUT WHY YALL ACTING LIKE CLOSETED HIGHSCHOOLERS😭😭#(it is still very cute and i am just glad that they can find a way to be touchy)#T: why arent u a celebrity escort?(so i -a celebrity- can take u upon ur services) ((shes like i think K is good enough in bed to do that!)#T: u r so strong. i think u should go back to sucking dick for money bc the world just needs that rn. also i love stubble!😁#T: why arent u at sexparties? (so that u can *accidentally* meet her in one? or like what do u want miss T?)#T: u dont tell ppl u love them? (wait u have told me u love me!) ur facial hair grows in quick? (interestingly enough i find that hot!)#SUPRISINGLY ENOUGH K IS BOTTOMING MORE AND T IS TOPPING MORE? HMM INTERESTING??!??!?!?!? (what)#when T went “ah no good caca!” i laughed so hard that i hurt myself. no joke.#K in Ts clothes save me. save me these ppl sharing clothes. (AND HOW ITS BIG ON HER ARMS AND ITS OVER HER WRIST A BIT IM LOOSING IT)#i have way too many things to say abt this ep.#trixie mattel#katya zamo#trixie & katya#trixya#tbatb#holdy holdy grabby grabby
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lord grant me the naivete to dream of something impossible and the delusion to try it anyway 🥳
#what light through yonder window breaks. it is the east and juliet the sun#i dont know why i'm quoting that. its stuck in my head. anyway in other words my flu sort of#broke up a bit today. i'm on the UPWARD TREND!!!!!#my brain hurts every time i inhale with all the nose-blowing i've been doing but it's FINE because i can breathe through a whole nostril no#and my spine doesn't feel like jelly anymore!!!! yippeeeeeee!!!!#i think things will be ok guys. i've been a bit stressed out by fandom lately cause i think i've given myself too much responsibility LOL#but it's fine actually. i don't need to have everything figured out. i can just keep taking it one step at a time and doing whatever i want#fandom is about doing things because you want to not because you must. sorry abt the rambling. i hope everyone reading this is very well 💛#🐝
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Gives Rain fabulous brown hair along with the nose :))
I'm laughing more than I should at work.
This is also @tatatale 's fault. I mean. Art.
Anons started it and are gonna end with me.
#ask rain#undertale#undertale au#random#I imagine a wig just flopping on his head#And Rain just: welp...#Kao why must u hurt us like this /Will hurt myself but giggling
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Come on, you know you want to, give us the character bingo for Viktor.
don't mind if i doooo
#ask me#okay there's a lot going on here but first things first#viktor has transcended the favorite character tier where I want to protect him or whatever#like yeah he did that shit! I support him but I also don't! the more trouble he gets himself into the happier I'll be!#do you feel me#like one of the things I love most about Viktor is that I feel so much sympathy for the circumstances he's in that are out of his control#but he has so much agency in his own story that everything he's gained and accomplished are because he makes choices#and GETS HIMSELF places#and now the same thing is happening with his BAD choices and I find that just as delightful if not moreso#he is the agent of his own salvation and his own destruction and I will be in the front row seat with popcorn for both or either#so writing him is mostly me studying him under the microscope poking him until he does something untoward it's very fun#I only hesitantly say that Viktor is like me but the Balkan ties and the grumpy-but-kind and obsessive personality#and the strong opinions about a chosen STEM field#are inescapable okay#mommy issues is not circled because I have mommy issues but bc I have convinced myself that Viktor WILL have them#if Nikola Tesla is anything to go by#the jayce-mel-viktor trifecta is ruled by mommy issues and i will stand by that claim#also viktor is more interesting with no therapy - with as little therapy as possible would be my preference#WITH THE EXCEPTION of the lonely genius shit that Singed planted in his head#that is absolutely the lie that Viktor believes that he MUST discard in order to progress as a character and I am excited for it#I genuinely think that Viktor will be happier and more eccentric as [REDACTED] but it won't last#he will hit a VERY LITERAL -if thy right hand offend thee cut it off- situation and then he'll have peace but he won't call it happiness#I can't say that I'd hate anyone who hurt him because that is half of why I'm excited for s2#but I will probably lose it at any scene where he loses to [REDACTED] for rivalry reasons#I genuinely do want to see Mel completely own his ass as [REDACTED] though like can you imagine the banter#and both of them secretly having fun with it
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favorite batfam au is Talia Al Ghul Wayne. Shrike. butcher bird. she becomes a cryptid but she is not a poor little meow meow unlike her husband and his furry friend burglar. batfam at peak functionality. Damian is soooooo unstoppable
#oopsies joker gets skewered for looking at her son the wrong way#batman may cry a river about the killing but all it takes is one stern look from his assassin wife to get him to agree#well yeah maybe that freak deserved it#dickiebird asks her for advice because she is so wise#villains in gotham are afraid of stickbug baby jason because they know if they hurt him they will never draw breath again#Talia is so flattered by Tim's paparazzi shtick#she finds the photography so interesting and asks him to tell her all about it#when he readily agrees (flustered vibrating with excitement) she gets suspicious that his parents haven't taught him proper stranger danger#it takes her a day to adopt him#“beloved you must sue our neighbors”#“what why”#“we want their son and they don't”#“I think you mean our son”#“oh beloved you know I can't contain myself when you speak that way~”#((I think I got a little out of hand there ahem))#cass just spawned and talia said “is anyone loving this child” and didn't wait for an answer#steph was an angy bb trying to fight her dad and talia slid into her dms like “hey sorry to hear about your dad being awful#in case you were in the market for a new father my husband is always looking for child vigilantes to fit under his cape"#steph said “lemme get back to you” and then became robin#talia was so pleased with herself#damian has so many legacies lol#he can't decide whether he wants to take up his father or mother's mantle#dick said please be batman so I don't have to#Talia scares the crap out of Duke and he's always super shy around her so she always tries to be not intimidating around him#She is the demon's dauther tho so her standard of “not intimidating” far exceeds the civilian threshold#although Duke's ahead by a margin since he has cult leader on his resume#she does her best to bond with him#“ahki observe the most efficient way to sharpen your hatchets”#“okay”#“richard may provide you further information on the maintenance of escrimas”
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#WHY MUST PERIODS HURT SO FUCKIN MUCH GODDAMN#IM BOUTTA SLAM MYSELF INTO A WALL JUST TO MAKE THE PAIN STOP >:(#it’s always the back pain too 😭#cramps are going to kill me one of these days and I will be laying in bed with ice packs and sobbing#fuck periods#RAHHHHHHH#I’m running low on chocolate and ice cream too fuck#crowrave rambles#rant#like honestly y’all can ignore this I just wanted to rant cause I fuckin hate period cramps
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also: my process of making this
#agggtm is so dependent on text (in my mind at least) that i knew they'd have to change a lot#and i saw the episode lengths and amount of episodes and was like:#with how much is gonna get cut and the way the book is structured this could work#haha no#its not funny its meant to be funny it just hurts#10 minutes until we even see the deuteragonist#why do pips friends like...hate her?? that's not banter thats uncomfortable where are my quips#also what was that opening scene???#not the andi thing that was kind of cool#the shop bit???#where is my walk towards the singh household from behind pips head with her face being reflected on the door??#why must everything be conflict???#this is not how epq's work???#the transcripted interviews could have been so cool with pip typing them along to the recording and cutting to the interview#usually its movies and shows getting straight to the point but in the book ravi was introduced on the second page#casting was incredible though#other than matthew baynton#too pretty and cool and joy inducing on sight to be elliott ward#screaming on the ceiling#agggtm#a good girls guide to murder#rereading the books to console myself#don't know if i want to suffer through more in the hopes it'll get better or abandon ship while i still can
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#i love my mother#but god sometimes i wonder if she loves me back#i do something good and im the light of her life#i do something mediocre and she expects better of me#its those words. those fucking words that have haunted me my whole life#“i expected more from you”#am i not enough? am i not fucking enough for you just the way i am?#if i didnt do the things ive done would you still love me?#or would you wish for a daughter who'd accomplish things you never did. a daughter who dreamed of things better than you did.#a daughter who was you. but better.#mumma i love you so much. so so much. i cant imagine a world without you#but why must you be like this#why do you want me to be the best?#im so afraid of disappointing you. its terrifying. gut wrenching. the very thought makes me sick#and yet. and yet. here we are.#“you're better than this”#BUT WHY MUST I BE#WHY CANT I BE ME#IS THE THOUGHT OF ME BEING MYSELF SO LOATHSOME TO YOU THAT YOU SHOW HURT EVERYTIME I DONT DO SOMETHING UP TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS#AM I REALLY THAT FUCKING UNLOVABLE#THAT I HAVE TO BE THE GREATEST AT EVERYTHING JUST FOR A SLIVER OF YOUR ATTENTION AND ADORATION#WHY MUST I BE AN EXTENSION OF YOUR WANTS AND DESIRES#WHY MUST I FULFILL THE PROPHECIES YOU'VE FAILED#WHY CANT I DO SOMETHING FOR MYSELF. FOR ME. THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE#GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ITS TEARING ME APART BUT PLEASE.#PLEASE.#LOVE ME. LOVE ME THE WAY I AM AND NOT THE WAY YOU WANT ME TO BE.#shanti ki ashanti suno
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One of the sadder things that I often forget about til I’m reminded again is that in the Immortal!Volo AU, he would eventually have to say goodbye to every Pokémon he has that isn’t a ghost type like Spiritomb…
Just imagining him visiting the cemetery where his beloved teammates are buried makes me hurt.
#pokémon#pla volo#immortal volo#pokémon volo#pokémon legends arceus#pokémon legends アルセウス#LEGENDSアルセウス#ウォロ#why must I hurt myself like this? 🫠
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I need somebody to stop me from rewatching Good Omens for like a week because every time I hear David Tennant choke over the words "I would like to spend..." a little piece of my soul dies and I'm not sure how much living soul I have left anymore.
#I should have stopped by now#I don't know why I'm punishing myself like this#I've got years to rewatch and hurt myself again#But I must be getting some form of emotional catharsis from this right??#good omens#crowley#david tennant#why am i like this
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[4x17: "so you've never felt the attraction that comes when someone who's capable of doing terrible things, for some reason, cares only about you?"]
part 1.
#klaroline#klaus x caroline#kc#tvd#polls#vampire diaries#to#the originals#literally every single one of their interactions is my favorite why must i hurt myself like this
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