#why do they have this GRIP on my mind
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ok I need yâall to be fr with me for a second is there a niche out there for middle aged jaspidot where they used to be coworkers with benefits and had a falling out and then reconnected almost two decades later to discover they were both still into each other or not
#rowan speaks#Iâm going nuts something is wrong with me I think#why do they have this GRIP on my mind#jaspidot#also this one might be one where jasper is trans because that is Intriuging#ok GOODNIGHT!!!
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Rudy's favourite nickname for Mini is jaan. It means life, but it's also a reassurance for the daughter of death. A child who's so well-acquainted with her father in one of the worst ways. She's surrounded by death every dayâ she sees it in her patients, she herself had to protect them from death several times. He could see it wearing down on her, that shadow of death dimming her bright spark of light, so he decided to whisper that nickname. In an unguarded moment, when she laughed freely, hiding a perpetual sadness. She was confused, and she asked her question with a laugh: "Why that nickname? I hope you're aware you sound like every main character of every Bollywood movie,"
He just smiles and buries his face in the crook of her neck, saying, "Well, it's true, you are jaan."
She just snickered, calling him sappy and cringey, but he couldn't help but notice how she brightened every time he called her that. Like a spark turning into a new flame.
#[grips you by the shirt] do you see my vision#ALSO WE DO NOT TALK ABOUT MY SPELLING OF CRINGEY#this one got away from me ngl#i'm supposed to be doing 2 comprehensions rn#but i Do Not have the emotional stability to#so here#you get a weird drabble on why rudy calls mini jaan (he's only called mini jaan in my mind)#my brain went: âhaha. what if funny snek boi called his wife 'jaan' bc it cute nicknameâ#and then my brain went: âwait give it backstoryâ#mindy
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HOW DO YOU WRITE NOKRON WHILE ROGIER'S ALIVE
#a#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#oh gooood why am i doing this to myself#god damn it#u try to make a fix it fic but u have no idea how to even fix some things#im too dumb for this#keep in mind: THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A LINGUISTIC MISCOMMUNICATION FIC WHY IS THERE PLOT NOW#gripping my head so hard#brain... tell me the answers..... cmon....#if this comes up in tag do not mind me at all#envelop rambles#maybe i need less plo t.... jst a little less...#what do you mean i have to figure out the whole thing with deeproot depths and drvin what the fuck d you mean i
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SATAN BEACH UR CARD VIDEO IS UNDER THE READ MORE
Listen I am absolutely not losing my fucking mind over the new SATAN BEACH CARD
Like HOLY SHIT he's so fucking hot and they've never given him a beach UR+ card before and I'm like frothing at the mouth because I need it
LIKE look at HIMMMMMM
HES SO FUCKING SEXY AND HOT
HES NOT JUST A SNACK
HE IS THE WHOLE GOD DAMN MEAL
I'd LET THAT MAN DO SO MANY THINGS TO ME
Like LISTEN THATS MY MANS RIGHT THERE
Kgzyskkdylxhkgzzgmzkh
LIKE THIS IS me RN HOLY FUCKKKKK
So in honor of his new beach card I made a video
As UR Local SATAN OBSESSED BLOG
So enjoy me being a simp lol
#obey me#obey me satan#obey me shall we date#shall we date#satan obey me#and he loves cats#obey me catan#satan and his cats#why am i like this#why am I losing my goddamn mind over Satan and his new fucking beach card because oh my God#that man is so fucking fine like who gave him the right to look so hot#like that man could do bad things to me and I would have no complaints about it because you know what I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#lIKE WE DONT HAVE TIME TO UNPACK THE FACT I SAY HE COULD EAT ME LIKE HIS LAST MEAL OR ID DRINK HIM UP LIKE IM A MAN WALKING THRU THE#he could kabedon me and i wouldn't complain#that MAN HAS A DEATH GRIP ON ME AND I'M ABSOLUTELY ENAMORED WITH HIM#like BOY GOD DAMNNNNN#obey me new cards#shit post#my video#BOY HE IS HOT AS HELLL#iD JUMP THAT MANS BONES SO FAST LIKE U HAVE NO IDEA#SIR U R DOING THINGS TO ME AND IM OBSESSED#PIN ME UP AGAINST A WALL AND WHISPER IN MY EAR HOW IM HIS GOOD KITTY#okay imma stop#before I say more things in these tags that nobody's going to read that is going to call me out and expose me
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doctors: try to remember the depression is not you
me, internally: so do you want me to end up psychotic or
#why yes i DO sometimes get voices that are sure as hell not my own. in my head. but i KNOW they're not mine#however! sometimes i have to remember the depression is me or i start to lose my grip a bit!!#i do not know if i would actually end up with clinically significant psychosis but it sure feels like it sometimes#i cannot trust my own mind!!!#anyway. then tehy ask things like 'do you hear voices that aren't yours' and i automatically reply no LOL#scripting whoopsie#it's easier to say no when i can't even explain very well what DOES happen#and how often? who knows.#anyway!#personal#puddleglum hours#tw psychosis#<- dunno if this is hte right tag but i don't want anyone to be triggered by it#ask to tag#tw unreality
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yeah so about ichinose.
if thereâs one thing harusono is gonna do itâs give characters identifying marks
like I really donât think thereâs anything profound to say here itâs just like. ahhhh Iâm sending you psychic beams youâll understand. basically Iâm wondering though The hell happened in the year since this happened
gayass..
#ichinose ao#sorry for putting my actual thoughts in the tags <- unapologetic#[thinks about the s&m chart again] [falls to the ground gripping head in hands]#like. ohhhh my god that fucking chart is ruining my life seriously#ichinose who is (in kagiâs mind) a kind senpai and (in hiranoâs) a straightforward guy with digestive issues#and he is totally both of those things. someone who expressed concerns about hirano staying with kagi#but supported hirano after his declaration of intent about it#someone who can look at them being just so. THEM. and think Lucky stiffs. because heâs running out of time#and he has definitely not done anything about whatever the fuck THESE TWO HAVE GOING ONâŠâŠ#like big surprise dirtbrain is latching onto another weird guy being weird. be quiet please itâs embarrassing i know#just something about ichinoseâs pining and the way it manifests and how even at valentines he can talk about what the dorm manager thinks#like just off the cuff. because he just knows. Why does harusono keep doing this to me#also ichinose swears a lotttt huh. something to think about#okay well. anyway#forgot to say here that the identifying marks comment is also relevant to my white whale. when we. get there
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KC: and thus the work of my assistant is complete
#mod kurloz#KC: scheduled post because I will doubtlessly have a great deal of work to do#KC: and hardly see the point of maintaining a grip of the blog directly#KC: this is why one has lackeys#KC: according to my universe this is the point the mind breaks#KC: and even the apathetic can indulge in gloating on occasion
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nameless horny cannibal lesbians in my head i love you so much <33
#i do Not think it'll turn into an actual story or anything#but i've been rolling around an idea in my head that i've really been liking#not gonna lie i really hate finding settings for my stories#i always just wanna focus on characters#it's why everything i write is a character study with the loosest grip on a comprehensible setting ghjfkdjhg#god forbid i have to worldbuild#these two dykes are just in my mind being weird about cannibalism. i love them#persimmon's rambles
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pls pls pls đ„č older bf! gojo fucking the attitude out of his gf
âđđ đđđđđđđđ. satoru picks you up after your lecture to spend quality time with you, only to realise you got an attitude that needs some fixing.
tags. dom older bf!gojo x female reader. smut, pwp but also with plot. age gap (reader early 20âs, satoru early 30âs). rough. hints of degradation. p in v -> unprotected. standing doggy. semi-public. spanking. hair pulling. name calling. creampÄ«e. nicknames âprincess, babyâ. wc: 3.2k
âmind telling me who that was, baby?â satoru asks while he fixes his sunglasses. he pushes his hair back a little, walking beside you through campus. you had just finished your study session with a boy whoâs in your statistics class. your lovely boyfriend offered to pick you up and take you back home after that.
though, despite the kind gesture, youâre still visibly stressed after revising the material. your mind is occupied with all sorts of stuff you need to know before your exam on thursday.
âjust a classmate,â you respond curtly, not even looking at satoru. youâre speeding ahead of him, wanting to rush home already. you nibble on your bottom lip and your brows are furrowed due to the distress, âwhy do you care?â
that sentence came out harsher than you had expected it to. you donât mean to be bitchy, but youâre under too much stress at the moment. your body reacts before you can withstand it.
satoru is silent for a few seconds. heâs surprised by the tone of voice you used. he keeps on following you, however, not letting your little comment ruin the conversation. heâs there to help you, not to make you even more upset.
which is why he tries to lighten the mood.
âoh?â satoru chuckles, his dimples showing. he easily keeps up with you, his long legs carrying him around quite fast. the white haired man pushes a strand of your hair behind your ear ever so gently, âdid someone upset my little princess today?â
you donât answer him. youâre focused on your phone, hurriedly texting your friend back while speeding past all the other students. you donât even notice how the girls are gawking at your manâwhispering about how handsome he is and who he might be.
satoru doesnât pay them any mind. his sole goal is to gain your attention back. he frowns after his question is met with silence. the clicking of his dress shoes increases as he tries to get you to stop and face him.
âcâmon,â your boyfriend sighs and stands in front of you, stopping you to an abrupt halt. he holds your wrist tenderly yet firmly, letting you know that he wants to properly communicate with you, âyâ canât ignore me.â
you yank your hand back, your irritated attitude visible in your actions. you look up at satoru, not caring about what he thinks or wants at the moment. you just want to go home and relax. everything is overstimulating you.
âi can and i will,â you huff before stepping aside to continue your journey out of the universityâs terrain. your boyfriendâs frown only deepens. youâre not the only one whoâs currently getting agitated. you push past a group of students who stood in your way, âletâs just go home.â
satoruâs eyes narrow. he doesnât get upset fastâhe rarely feels any kind of angerâbut right now he can feel something itching inside of his chest. heâs tried not to let the jealousy get the best of him at first, but now with all the other emotions coming into play, itâs nearly impossible to hold himself back.
satoru considers himself a fairly mature man. heâs always been one, yet when it comes to you he canât help but feel like he doesnât have any control over his emotions. his body and mind act on their own.
âaht aht. not so fast, little lady.â
you suddenly feel yourself being dragged to the side. satoruâs grip around your arm isnât harsh, but it sure is enough to make you stumble along with him. you click your teeth in slight annoyance after the initial shock settles in. you know thereâs no fighting it; you donât want others to witness your little squabble.
âhey, where are we going?â you ask, a slight whine leaving your throat. you simply want to go lay in your bed and avoid everything and everyone else. your eyes are focused on the back of satoruâs head as he guides you along. he doesnât bother to face nor answer you.
you sigh and simply allow yourself to be dragged away. if youâre going to get a scolding, you donât mind. youâre just going to hear him out and nod along so you can go back home faster.
you raise an eyebrow when satoru arrives at the bathroom on the second floor. âwhat theââ youâre confused as to what your boyfriend is trying to achieve. you quickly look around to see if anyone has seen you.
no one seems to be close. this part of the building has always been empty around this time frame anyway.
youâre pulled into the menâs bathroom after satoru made sure that the coast was clear. he gently pushes you into an empty stall and locks the door. âsatoru, whatâs up with you?â you sigh as you stumble back against the bathroom wall. itâs a hypocritical comment considering your own nasty attitude.
you try to push him aside, only for your boyfriend to force your arms around his neck, pulling you flush against him. your eyes lock into his and thatâs when you notice how . . dark they are. the usual playful look is nowhere to be found.
âiâm just thinkinâ that yâr attitude needs some fixing, hm?â satoru whispers. a ghost of a smirk appears on his faceâitâs a twisted one. wicked, with the thoughts of what heâll do to punish you for your actions. he rarely has that expression when heâs with you.
he tips your chin up with quite some force, âi can help with that.â
everything else happens at a blink of an eye. one of satoruâs large hands slithers up your back to tangle in your hair and yank it back, exposing the column of your throat for his hickeys to take shape on. his other hand swiftly makes work of your pants and undergarments.
his jaw is clenchedâthe usual hint of gentle love in his eyes is replaced by lust fuelled by jealousy and frustration. satoru is not playing around either. instead of taking his time like he usually does when it comes to intimacy, heâs quick to discard both your clothing.
âfuckinâ tease,â the white-haired man mutters under his breath, panting with desire. he zips down his pants and frees his big cock from his boxers. âalways pushing my buttons. isnât that right, baby?â
satoru lets out a breathy, mocking chuckle. he fists the shaft slowly while his blue eyes roam over your body caged against him and the wall, âbut i guess thaâs part of the reason why i love youâhah.â
youâre basically in shock at the sudden switch. your jaw is slack and your eyes are wide, but thereâs an undeniable feeling in your chest that tells you youâre loving this change. you canât deny the fact that youâre turned on. extremely turned on.
ââtoru, i donât think itâs smart to do this here,â you murmur in a small voice. youâre trying to have some dignity, even now, when your panties are soaked and the scent of your obvious arousal is driving your man crazy.
âdonât care,â satoru shakes his head with a smug grin. his long fingers hook around the waistband of your underwear before flimsily tugging them down to your ankles. his eyes darken the second he sees the webs of sticky, translucent slick clinging from your panties to your puffy folds.
he grunts, his cock twitching painfully in his hand. heâs thinking of simply jerking off to the sight of you in front of him, but he decided otherwise. satoru smacks your clit with his fat tip, âshouldâve thought about that before catchinâ an attitude with me.â
suddenly, he turns you around so youâre facing the wall. your nails dig into the flat surface of the tiles, catching onto nothing. youâre hoping that no one will walk into the bathroom. last thing you need is everyone knowing that you were getting your back blown out by your boyfriend on campus.
not that satoru would mind those rumors. itâd only fuel his (already) huge ego.
âoh, yeahâ shit. you need this âs much as i do,â satoru groans as sinks his cock into your pussy, agonisingly slow, inch by inch. you shudder and hold in your moans as your velvety walls make part for him.
his hands spread your pert asscheeks, smacking the full globes before kneading them to soothe the pain. he continues in a low, dangerous voice, âyou wouldnât be so stuck up if yâ didnât need this fuckinâ dick to shut you up.â
satoru doesnât stop pushing in until his heavy balls are resting snugly against your bottom, warming his sack full of cum thatâs aching to be released in your dripping cunt.
ângh, âtoru,â you bite your lip and try not to orgasm just from the feeling of being fullâ so full of cock that it makes you see stars, âjust like that.â
the white-haired man responds with a satisfied grunt, sweat forming on his forehead from how hot and wet it is inside of you.
âoh, there she is,â satoru coos once he hears your whiny voice, that sweet voice he cherishes and loves. it isnât cold nor avoidant anymore like before and thatâs really all he wanted to acquire. he licks a stripe from the tip of your ear to the lobe, voice husky, âthereâs the girlfriend i know. moan some more fâ me.â
you shiver as satoruâs lips connect with the back of your neck. after wetting the skin with his saliva, he bites. not hard enough to draw blood, but hard enough to leave a mark. you clamp around his dick in response and he curses under his breath.
âplease, fuck me,â you breathe. you need more stimulation, need him to absolutely ruin you. the shallow and slow thrusts heâs giving are nothing but torturous.
satoru grins and rests his chin on top of your shoulder, large hands rubbing around your hips and lower abdomen, teasing your clit every now and then to get you even more pent up.
âfuck you?â he tilts his head, as if contemplating. he clicks his tongue and gives your ass a firm slap that nearly sends you over the edge. âhah, you should be grateful for what iâm givinâ you.â
but satoruâs weak for you. even if heâs trying to be the âmeanâ and âcoldâ dominant guy. his cock is aching to plunge in and out of your wet hole, to see you come undone and feel your juices coat his balls and thighs.
âfine. iâll fuck you,â satoru relents with a roll of his eyes, acting like he isnât desperate for you too. he grips your hips in a bruising manner and bites your shoulder, ââfuck you like the brat you are.â
your hands save your face from making contact with the wall as your body suddenly jostles back and forth in a speed you canât even process.
âsatoru!â you nearly scream his name out of pure surprise. the pleasure comes crashing down in waves, your pussy uncontrollably spasming around his girthy cock.
satoru grumbles something incoherent as he pistons his hips, ramming in your sloppy cunt while his eyes are fixated on your bouncing ass. white locks of hair stick to his forehead as he splits you open on his dick.
âso pretty,â the older man sighs. he turns your head sideways so you can look him in the eyes while he fucks you silly. he caresses your cheek gently, a contrast to the mocking grin on his lips and the rough thrusts against your ass, âtoo bad yâ got such a potty mouth on you.â
satoru pushes his index and middle finger between your lips to muffle your noises, ââŠbut donât worry, iâll fix that for you. gladly.â
you eagerly suck on them between quick gasps of air, saliva trickling down his hand. your boyfriend redoubles his efforts, the fat tip of his dick hitting that special spot deep inside you.
his free hand reaches down to circle your clit. the double stimulation sends you into a state of pure bliss. your pupils are dilated as you struggle to find satoruâs gaze, head lolling back and forth with each powerful stroke.
perhaps this really was all you needed to help destress and forget all about your responsibilities. it feels good to not think about anything at allâ your head empty except for the feeling of your cunt being filled.
satoruâs cock twitches inside of you with the urge to release a load in your womb. âgive me it, please,â your voice is muffled as you plead with him. your hand sneaks downwards, trying to find his balls, âw-want your cum.â
your fingers toy with his sack once you find it. his pre-cum and your own juices now coat your skin as well, your hand enclosing around his balls, massaging them. itâs like youâre trying to coax his potent semen out of them and that alone makes satoru throw his head back in ecstasy.
âlittle cumslut. . .â satoru growls, brows furrowing as he tries not to shoot his cum inside of your greedy cunt right that second. the hand that was keeping you quiet quickly snatches your wrist and pins it against the bathroom wall.
âare you that desperate to get filled? yeah?â your boyfriend huffs, not stopping to catch his breath at all. his hips pound faster against your ass with renewed passion.
your lips are parted and they move, but not a single answer comes out of your mouth. youâre unable to think or talk because of the pleasure.
satoru takes that as a yes. the erotic sight of you being so lost in sin is enough to fuel his desire to fuck you harder. his hips never falter as he scoffs at your pathetic self, âtch, so addicted to my cock yâ canât even answer me.â
you shake your head and search for your words. however, you fail, and all that youâre capable of communicating is what you need, âfuuuuck, yes i amââtoru, need your cock ân cumâ more.â
satoru lets go of your wrist to grab your jaw. he forces your head back again before he captures your lips in a bruising kiss. his tongue plunders inside your mouth, exploring every inch.
he pulls back to gasp for air and releases your jaw with a slight shove to grab your hips again. âmore? hah,â the white-haired man lets out a haughty chuckle. he gives a particular hard thrust against your butt, tip kissing your cervix painfully yet deliciously, âyâ think you deserve more after that shit you pulled?â
satoru yanks your head back by your hair. the stinging sensation makes your scalp itchy, but it also increases your pleasure. he lowers his lips to your ear, his voice dangerously low, ânah, you gotta make this work.â
you could. you can make it work and thatâs the truth. he could fuck you with just his tip and youâd be able to cum a couple times in a row.
jolts of pleasure run down your spine as satoru drives into you harder, the force of his thrusts rocking your entire body. youâre seeing stars and the words roll off your tongue, âplease, mhh, almost there!â
satoru groans. he can feel the delicious fluttering of your cunt around his cock, the telltale signs of an orgasm building. he has half a mind to pull out completely and let you writhe and beg him some more.
he contemplates it for a few seconds. the second your eyes start to roll back, signaling your impending climax, his cock slips out of your pussy. you whine and push your hips back in search for his dick- to fill the void he left.
satoru jerks himself off at the pitiful sight. he rubs his veiny shaft between your slick folds before slapping the tip against your cunt, letting it catch onto your entrance for a few times.
âbegging like that isnât going to get you anywhere. yâ can do better,â your boyfriend encourages in a sultry tone. one of his hands rest on your tummy, fingers splaying over your clothed skin. another filthy smack of his tip against your slit makes you shiver, âcome on.â
you bite your lip out of frustration. you arch your back each time the fat head of his cock catches onto your gaping hole, hoping to slip it in, but you can't. you tilt your head back and lock eyes with satoru close up behind you.
âplease let me cum, 'toru. i'll be good, i promise,â you beg with a lewd pleading expression. one that make satoru's balls tighten with the urge to cum as well.
with a low groan, satoru snaps his hips forward, burying his dick inside of you once more, âthere ya go. good girl, knew yâ had it in you.â
the praise and familiar feeling of his dick stretching you open is enough to push you over the edge. you nearly black out as your cunt spasms around him, your juices gushing out to coat his length and balls.
satoru grits his teeth once he feels your tight cunt clench viciously around his throbbing cock. your orgasm has a domino effect on your lover, causing him to hastily chase his own release. âshit! take it, princess. take it all inside this greedy fuckin' cunt,â he hisses and grinds his pelvis against the fat of your ass.
satoru buries himself to the hilt before his cock jerks and pulses, emptying his balls deep inside of you. his fingers dig into the meat of your butt, holding you in place as he grinds against you, making sure every last drop of his seed is nestled into your waiting womb.
âthere yâ go, mhmâtaking my load so deep,â your lover sighs and lowers his head, resting against your back. he hugs you tightly to his chest while you both catch your breath. he rides out his orgasm slowly, still grinding against you while he leaves lazy kisses on your nape.
a minute passes before you've regained your composure, somewhat. you smile as satoru kisses your temple lovingly, praising you for taking him so well. the switch back to his usual gentleman personality is much needed after such an intense moment.
âthank you, babe. i needed that,â you giggle as you rest back against his chest. thick, pearly globs of cum escape your pussy, dripping around his cock and onto your thighs, but neither of you could care less. the clean up is a problem for later.
satoru chuckles back at you as he leaves another loving kiss against your cheek. âi knew you did,â he murmurs and pets your head, âmy poor girl has been working so hard on her assignments, hm? poor, poor baby.â
you playfully roll your eyes at the overexaggerated concern in your lover's voice, however you appreciate it.
satoru doesn't bother to pull out. first things first; he needs to get you all comfortable again and give you the aftercare you deserve. his hands massage your hips as he nuzzles his face into the crook of your neck, acting all lovey-dovey like he hasn't just shown you a more dominant side of him.
âhow âbout we go home and order some food? we can cuddle and watch a movie together, âkay? iâll take care of you, princess.â
#sttoru writes.#jjk smut#jjk x reader#gojo smut#gojo x reader#satoru gojo smut#satoru smut#jjk x you#jjk x y/n#gojo x you#gojo x y/n#satoru gojo x reader#jjk fic#gojo fic#jjk x female reader
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My brain is. Goop. Running at about quarter speed right now. It's a little bit embarrassing, actually.
#speculation nation#i was poking around the class website and saw the class participation for today wasnt open#which made me remember that my professor mentioned not being here one day this week#and it took me. too long to remember if she said today or thursday.#literally checked the calendar over it (it wasnt stated on there) before i Finally remembered that class participation doesnt open until#class time starts.#so im Prettyyy sure that she said she'd be here today. and it's thursday she wont be.#it just got so lost over the weekend. most things. have been. lol.#between the stress of finishing that midterm on Thursday and then hanging out with friends and procrastinating my essay exam#(while also still being stressed about procrastinating my essay exam)#a lot left my mind. i straight up forgot that we were supposed to have dnd yesterday night#i got up from my failed nap and realized it was an *hour and a half* after when it was supposed to start. i felt so bad.#thankfully it turned out others couldnt make it either so it ended up canceled but Man.#i need to get a grip. i need to stop procrastinatng. i have an online exam on thursday tho & a video audition to finish Preferably by friday#and im going driving practicing tomorrow & im determined to make it the last one before i take my driving test. which means parking practice#really really really remembering why i hate college. dear fucking god please help me.#also have a book to finish by the end of the month. im probably going to be working on that over the weekend.#buuuut after that i have. uhh. like 6 more weeks of the semester? which means im gonna keep roughin it#but. it also means im getting closer to the end. and at least i'll have a few weeks break.#and then... my final semester... and so much more work.... aughhhh#im doing my best though. i may be struggling but im still finishing all my fucking work and im finishing it well.#i will bend but i will not break!!!!!! i will get good fucking grades!!!!! just watch me!!!!!!!!!
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#i am not gods strongest soldier#she'll talk to someone who will say stuff like you're useless to her and take it fine but. she won't even stand to be in the same room w me#what difference is it to be being in your room playing games with the same people all the time vs. like idk.#aren't you just transferring who you're dependent on. is the difference just the level of commitment. you feel like you can leave whenever#nothing's changed really somehow. you're still doing the same things you did while back then. just that you also avoid me.#and god i don't know. i tell myself I'll care less I'll get over it it is what it is and i try so hard to be busy and not think abt it#but i can't sleep w/o watching something these days or else it's on my mind and that's been shit for my sleep quality#it's the first thing that pops up in my mind when i wake up. i get distracted in class sometimes by it. it's not like i can control it#it's just like the more you try to not think abt sth the more it comes up type of deal.#and I'm trying so hard but i think this is legitimately. gonna make me spiral and I'm trying my best to have a grip and not go there#i have things I'm looking forward to and I'm supposed to b having fun but it's hard when. There's that looming in the back of your head.#ugh ok rational choice let's go. i don't try to talk to her: we don't talk. she doesn't try to talk to me. i suffer in silence.#maybe I'll get over it find something new that feels like a safehouse but that's a big if. and idk how long i can hold on for#i try to talk to her: maybe it could go well? but maybe she'll just get more avoidant#i don't really get it it's like she can respond and laugh to stuff i say when in a group setting but she gets so guarded when it's just me#like subconsciously you know I'm not a threat you can allow yourself to have fun around me.#but you're consciously putting a guard up around me and reinforcing the negative feelings when it's just me#god. i don't. but. at least it sounds like she's happy for now so. that's all i ask for. if she doesn't want to see me i don't show up#i want to see her but. i mean. There's really no compromise or middle ground here.#they say time heals everything but it's already been so long. i don't even know why I'm still attached. she's like a different person.#the person i loved appears every now and then just never in front of me and I'm trying my best but I've never been good with loss#how do you come to terms with something being dead and alive at the same time. how do you make up the mind to drive the nail in the casket.#i can't make myself put it into the dirt when i catch a glimpse of the person i once knew. that hasn't changed for anyone else. just me.#vent#delete later
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self-restraint is one thing kento prides on. he is a good man, or at least he tries to be. his eyes landed on your flailing figure, pinching his nose bridge to prepare himself. you, gojo, kento and shoko went out for drinks to celebrate the fact you 4 were still alive.
your mind was blank, you had no self-control, it was like the shame centre in your brain got turned off.
"oh my god!" you squealed in excitement. "my favourite song!" you stumbled off your bar stool, going to stand up on the table, gojo supporting your brave act.
kento acted quick. right when your foot landed on the table, you were pulled back by an immeasurable amount of strength, your back landing on someone's muscular chest.
"how drunk are you?" a gruff voice spoke right beside your ear, sending shivers through your whole body. your senses were already heightened, but at this moment, you could feel everything. you could hear the fastening rhythm of your heart, along with the steady rhythm of another's.
"earth to y/n~," satoru's singsong voice echoed through your empty head.
"yea, sorry," you shook your head, turning around to see kento's disapproving look. his hand keeping a deathly grip on your wrist, ensuring you were always close to him, in case you'd do something embarrassing, or at least that's what he tells himself.
"y/n, i'll bring you ho-"
"don'tt, you're such a party pooper nanamin! we were just getting started," the blue eyed man whined, he looked like he was about to start a tantrum.
"yeah, let's just wrap it up, i wanna go home," shoko agreed with kento, getting ready to leave. "i'll leave y/n to you, gojo, come." satoru following shoko like a sad puppy.
"let's go home," kento used his free hand to pack up your stuff, double checking if you took anything out of your purse.
"you're so hot when you take care of me," you freely complimented kento, his ears slowly turning beet red.
"i like you kento, you know that right?" you kept talking, kento's face slowly turning a darker shade of red. "why are you so red? are you having a fever?" you used your free hand to feel his forehead, even in your drunken state, you still worried about his health.
"no...y/n. i'm fine," he put your bag on your shoulder as he led you out of the establishment.
"ow....my feet hurt ken," you pouted looking down at your heels.
restrain yourself kento. restrain. was the only thing he could think off as he looked back at you. he didn't want to take advantage of your drunken self. he knelt down as he took of your heels, you bracing yourself on his back. he slowly took your hand of his back, putting down your heels on the ground to take off his blazer.
"up," his back facing you as he knelt down. you weren't going to waste a chance getting piggy backed. instantly, your arms slid around his neck as your legs trapped his torso. kento stood up, picking up your heels and adjusting his hold on you.
"comfy?" you nodded against his neck. "take this, and wrap it around your waist," he handed you his blazer. you instantly listened, wrapping the blazer around your waist, making sure you don't flash anyone along your way home.
"ken, you're so good to me," you mumbled, nibbling on his neck, eliciting a groan out of the man.
"you're such a tease," kento chuckled, smiling to himself at his current predicament.
"we're not even dating....hft," you sighed. kento let out a hearty laugh at your dissatisfaction.
"why do you want us to date?" kento asked making you even more disappointed.
"what woman doesn't want stability!" this time you were annoyed. you straightening your back, not leaning on kento's anymore. kento was still joyful, instead of responding to your annoyance, he loosened his grip on your legs, your instincts kicked in, quickly wrapping your hands around his neck once more to ensure your safety.
"were you about to drop me??" panic was evident in your tone, but kento was still amused. "answer me!" your hand hitting on his chest.
"y/n," kento sternly called out your name, abruptly stopping your abuse on his chest. "we're married love, isn't that the epitome of stability? why would i regress our relationship to just boyfriend and girlfriend?"
"huh?..." you were confused for a second, quickly looking at your hand. and there it was, glistening in the moonlight, your wedding ring. "oh.."
kento couldn't help but tease your drunken self, his self-restraint always wavering when it came to you. the prim and proper man turning playful in your presence, he just couldn't help it. he continued his walk home, occasionally giggling at your forgetful nature.
"i hope you don't forget this moment," kento muttered under his breath, knowing full well you would have no memory of this event, only a pounding headache to remind you of yesterday's events.
#fumiliardrabbles#jjk x reader#jjk fluff#kento nanami#nanami x reader#jjk nanami#kento x reader#nanami fluff#nanami x y/n#jjk headcanons#jujutsu nanami#kento x y/n#kento x you#jujutsu kento#kento fluff#jjk kento#nanami kento#nanami headcanons#jujutsu kaisen nanami#nanami x you#fluff#nanami is a green flag#live laugh love nanami#min...drabbles
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Hot To Go!
Synopsis. Getting hit by a sĂ©x technique? No problem! Of course, youâre there to help.
Pairings. [SEPARATE] Gojo x Reader, Sukuna x Reader, Choso x Reader, Geto x Reader, Nanami x Reader, Toji x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, sĂ©x cursed technique (heâs affected), mating press, theyâre REALLY needy, fĂșck or dĂe, oraI (fem receiving), jealousy (Nanamiâs), brĂ©eding, marathon sĂ©x, teary Gojo, creampĂe, spĂtting, cĂșmplay, thĂgh rĂding, fĂngering, VERY pĂșssydrunk boys, true form! Sukuna, dp, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 5.5k (woah)
A/N. I needed this outta my mind so bad yâall omg. Have a lovely day babygirls <3
⥠TOJI FUSHIGURO - Just sit on it, woman!
âPleaseâŠâ Toji drawls, slow and syrupy around your puffy clit. âWho do you think you are, doll? Just sit.â
Now, the problem wasnât that strange, low-level curse from Tojiâs latest job. No, donât make him laugh - he barely felt whatever that weak cursed technique was. The problem was the way heâd trudged back home, not even thinking of reaching for that door handle before it hits him.Â
Suddenly too-sensitive nose getting a whiff of your shampoo - all the way from inside the bedroom.Â
All the way to that dangerous, ugly little part of himself that says that if he doesnât get a taste of you right now then neither of you are making out of this alive.Â
And itâs all you can do to gasp, âT-Toji what happened?â
âYou. You happened. Nâ I donât care if I hafta oh-â he cuts himself off, hot lips surging forwards - addicted - to place another slow, wet peck on the sweet sweet juices beading at your cunt. â-if I hafta fuckinâ suffocate, mâgonna die if you donât just sit, goddammit.â
âFuck!â you keen when two, calloused hands of Tojiâs loop around your shaky thighs. Pulling, dragging you down to press your entire weight down onto his slutty mouth. âYouâre being soâŠâ
He barely even hears you - too caught up on the way your pretty cunt was drooling down his waiting tongue.Â
Prominent Adamâs apple bobbing, eyes rolling to the back of his head as he tips his face up, up, up to let your heady juices slide down his throat. âWhat? Filthy? Needy? Like a bitch in heat?â
Each hissed out little word has you jolting on top of him - and Toji only tightening his bruising grip with a pained grunt to stop you from disconnecting with his ruthless lips.
âOhhh fuck stay still, woman. Sâthe stuff of heaven. Youâre so lucky you werenât anywhere near me after that fight.â he spits at the feeling of you clenching around him, mouth moving a mile a minute even when he slips it past your swollen folds, dragging the muscles along all your hidden sweet spots. âSo lucky. So sweet- so perfect thought I was gonna die without a lilâ taste-âÂ
A shiver runs down your spine - all the way down to where Toji was messily making out with your ravaged pussy. Stretching you out, milking himself on your sloppy entrance. Animalistically, even.
You squeal, âThink Iâm gonna die.â
âShit- and you think I care? Just want- ngh-â And that sinful little scar rubs up against your sensitive folds when Toji grins knowingly, so deep now that his nose was pressing against your pelvis, jaw grinding against you. Big arms orchestrating each mean, long drag of your sloppy pussy up and down his pretty face. Up and down up and down up and- âWhat did I say? This is all because of y-you, yâknow?â
And Tojiâs tone is so low, strangled - that the answer almost comes out as a whine. It makes you snap your glassy eyes down to look - to gape at how utterly wrecked he already was.Â
Dark hair curtaining those pussydrunk, half-lidded eyes, your slick glossing prettily over his plump lips - all the way down to his cheeks, his sharp jawline. And only getting sloppier with each movement,
âMe?â you blink tearily - fuck, when did it get so good you started crying? And why was Toji much the same? Dark eyes wet and miles away.Â
âMhm.â
âSâyour fault for being so- so-â As if the words were failing him, Tojiâs only moves to suck harsher on your throbbing clit. Obscene little smacks of his lips following your barely-lucid ah! ah! ah! â-like this.â
Even through the haze of it all, you manage out a huff of laughter, âLike this?â
For this, you get a sharp smack! on the fat of your ass. Thick fingers soothing over the sting almost immediately so that youâre not bowing your body away from Tojiâs persistent mouth, âSâit so bad if I wanna taste my sweet girl?.â He moans, sounding so genuinely pained, âBut I need you- need to taste this fuuuck pretty cunt so bad. Gonna die if I donât- if I-âÂ
âHngh- yes- fuck fuck fuck, Toji-â your fingers threat their way into his soft hair. Tugging and pulling with each harsh lap at your cunt. Your body arching like a slut as if on command when he speeds up, â-feels too good. Mâso close fuck-â
âBe messy, be loud- I donât fucking care.â he hisses, brows furrowing in concentration. And whateverâs left of that practical little part of your hazy mind wonders whether it doesnât hurt - whether his tongue wasnât cramping up, mouth aching. âJus- jus wanâ you to cum on mâtongue. Youâll let me taste you, right, doll? Want it want it want it so fuckinâ bad-â
You didnât know who wanted you to cum more - you, or your dear boyfriend.
But when you do - you have you answer.Â
âF-fuck, Toji.â your gummy walls clench around where he was bullying his tongue inside. âMâcumming- Mâcumming mâcumming mâ- ah!âÂ
âGive it tâme. Give it allll to me thatâs it.â Because Tojiâs lapping at each and every syrupy drop of your juices, moaning into your cunt as you ride him through your high. Addicted. The vibrations having your hips stuttering and unstable on top of him.Â
He lets his thumb draw lazy, tight circles on your sensitive clit. Unstopping - even when youâre blinking back your spotty vision, tears crinkling at the corner of your eyes at the overstimulation.Â
Even when you try to pull away from his ruthless mouth - little, messy strings of spit and slick snapping in the nonexistent distance.Â
Even when he still darts his tongue out hastily to taste you sloppily, âOne more - didnât get enough of mâfill.â
⥠NANAMI KENTO - Canât- wonât wait!
Everyone knows that your husband Nanami was protective - rightfully so. Everyone knows that just a toe out of line could have the stoic man snapping - showing off exactly why he was the one that put that pretty lilâ ring on your finger.Â
But never like this.Â
Never soâŠcrazed.
And itâd only taken one too many flirty comments from some new intern in the time itâd taken Nanami to rush over there from his latest jujutsu mission. Just for your husband to drag you away from the party, barely paying attention to anything else.
Though, when you caught a glimpse of his eyes you didnât think he could - gaze strangely hazy, breath a bit shorter, skin flushed a delicate pink.Â
âCanât believe it.â he groans, pressing you up against the wall of the nearest empty room he could find. Fat cock just nudging past that feeble ring of resistance of yours. âCanât fuckinâ believe it. Fuck-â
Youâre jumping slightly with each little profanity spat into your open mouth, bleary eyes blinking up at your Nanami. Managing out, âIs everything hah- alright, Ken?â
âCanât fucking believe it.â
There it was again.Â
That low, accusing little mantra - this time panted out into the side of your racing pulse. Breaking ever-so-slightly at the end when Nanamiâs bullying his swollen cock deeper past your plushy walls, the curve of his girth having you arch like such a slut against the wall.Â
Nanami growls, âCanât fucking believe-â he slides two hands under your weakening thighs easily, picking you up like some little ragdoll to be split apart on his cock. Murmuring against your mouth, âCanât believe you wonât let me jusâ fuck you right then and there, my love.â
You donât know what shocks you more - Nanamiâs words or the way heâs immediately letting gravity do all the work, sliding your dripping cunt so easily down his cock. Inch by fucking inch.Â
All up until your pelvis was flush against those neat tufts of blond at his base. God, you donât think youâve ever seen Nanami so impatient.Â
âThought I was gonna die without your sweet cunt.â He was barely even breathing. Eyes glassy - crazed. Voice so deep and ragged when he whispers into your ear. âShouldâve jusâ let me fuck you out there, right in the middle of the ball. Made a scene nâ showed them all please- we could go back-â
And it takes you a few seconds to realize that this is Nanami. Your Nanami.
Seriously, what the fuck happened on that mission?
âBut- what?â you squeal, gummy walls swallowing him up so readily despite your confusion. âWho are you and what have you done with my husband?â
And this little comment makes Nanami physically stop, dark eyes glinting with something so dark - dangerous. Brows furrowing as he utters, âNothing. Did you forget that Iâm your husband, darling?â Having you scrambling to hang onto his broad shoulders as he walks over to splay you out so prettily on a nearby desk. âOr do I jusâ hafta remind you?â
Itâs all it takes for Nanami to thrust up into your heavenly cunt. One hand holding you still on the cool desk, while the other just ravages your throbbing clit in time with his needy cock.Â
âF-fuck, Kenâ oh- yes yes yes-â
Fat tip pressing up against your g-spot like he had a point to prove, spearing you at each harsh, bullying thrust that has you pushed further and further up the desk. Over and over.Â
The desk shifts ever-so-slightly with every smack of Nanamiâs heavy balls against your ass. Creaking - but not loud enough over your obscene moans.Â
âStop-â he chokes out at the feeling of your pussy being inched away from him. You werenât running from him that easily. Which is exactly the thought ringing through his mind when Nanami circles his large hands underneath your thighs, dragging you right across to meet his sculpted front. âStop fuckinâ running away.â Nevermind the fact that you werenât - voluntarily at least. âPlease- need it so badly, sâlike mâburning without ya. Youâre gonna take my cock like a hah- g-good lilâ wife, okay?â
And Nanami knows maybe he should slow down - maybe ease you into it, first. But either it was that stupid fucking cursed technique talking or maybe the sight of some loser being all starry-eyed at you, heâs fucking you into the desk so mean.Â
âShouldâve- wouldâve.â heâs grunting, and you already know what heâs talking about. âSaw you in this pretty lilâ dress and fuck darling you donât know how h-hard it was to ngh keep mâself in check.â Teeth nipping and leaving little bite marks down your neck, and shit if you were in any better state of mind youâd have had the rationality to be worried about them - about how people would talk if they saw those. âNâ I wouldâve loved to. Donâ know how much I fuck- w-worship this pussy, my love. How much I was dreaming about it all day long.â
The creaking grows louder.
Your head is spinning right now, âAll day long?â
âMhmâŠâ Nanami slurs, a loose little smile playing on his lips. âAlways do. But today- fuck, today. Needed to feel you or I thought I was gonna ngh- die. Or worse.âÂ
âOr worse.â
Bang!Â
In a split-second, youâre back bunched up in Nanamiâs arms - his cock still buried deep within you. Moving. Merciless. Even though his eyes flicker downwards at the pile of wood that used to be a desk. âLose you that promotion.â
⥠GETO SUGURU - Use?
âUse me.âÂ
âWhat?â
âUse me, goddammit.â
Geto sounded almost hysterical now - words ragged, a pitch higher than normal. Staring at you with that drunk, wide-eyed gaze while you perched right on his muscular thigh. Looking as bewildered as you felt at that moment when he lets out a humorless little laugh, âThat curse- fuck I shouldâve known before ingesting- shit.âÂ
Fingers frantic - almost tearing through the fabric of his boxers as he removes them feverishly.Â
And his cock didnât just look rock-hard no- it looked so so angry. So painful. Flushed a pretty red at his weepy tip, leaking down, down, down straight to where youâd unconsciously wrapped your hand around him.
âO-oh.â he gasps in relief when youâre dragging your fist up his cock. Head throwing back to show off that long, beautiful neck - dusted with a blush going all the way down. âCould cum from just this fuuuck.â
And this was nothing like the Geto Suguru you were used to - the sweet talker whoâd have you falling apart with just a few words. The one that treated sex like a game - where you were always his pretty lilâ loser.
âCare to elaborate, Sugu?â you flash him a smug smirk - one that makes his swollen cock twitch traitorously in your hand. âShit, youâre so needy right now you could cum untouched.â
âYou little bitch.â he spits out, greedy gaze stuck on the way you were beginning to drag your sloppy cunt up and down his toned thigh. In a way that makes it impossible for Geto to tear his eyes away from the way you were intentionally catching your throbbing clit on each and every dip of muscle, spreading your puffy folds. âYou know what I mean.â
Youâre batting your lashes so deceivingly innocently, grinding your hips down harder. âI donât.â
As if to prove your point, you squeeze around his aching dick even harder, pumping your fist all the way from his soaked base up to his sensitive slit.Â
Immediately, he bucks his hips up wildly, precum smearing a glossy sheen all over your wrist. âF-fuck you.â he spits. âYou little-â And oh you shouldâve known that Geto was Geto despite whatever heâd been cursed with. That itâd only take him a split second to reach a hand over to smear the mess of sweet sweet juices you were trailing over his thigh. Bullying his dripping wet fingers between your lips, âYou talk too fuckinâ much, gorgeous.â
Oh.
Oh, you were fucked.
âYou really think Iâd let you g-get away with hah that much?â Geto drawls against your ear, fingers dancing down to control your movements riding his thigh. âNâ after ngh- I was so nice.â He was pulling - dragging you at a mean little pace now. âShouldâve just shut up nâ taken it. Shouldâve just used me when I asked.â
Itâs like heâd forgotten all about his lust-drunk little state.Â
Youâre mewling, muffled around his thick fingers. Something that only makes his lips curl up into a syrupy, smug grin, âWhoâs cumming untouched now? Got somethinâ to fuck- say?â
You do - and youâre thumbing teasingly under Getoâs neat slit, reveling in the way that makes his harsh little rant die in his throat. Moving your hand up and down to first his cock needily in hasty, long movements like you were trying to fuck something delicious out.Â
âYou little minx hah-â heâs pressing his fingers right at the back of your tongue, hot mouth kissing away the salty tears welling up behind your eyes. âS-so dirty.â
And it was dirty - your hands coated in Getoâs sheen of precum, his thigh glossy with your slick. But neither of you could bring yourselves to be disgusted - not one bit.Â
Not when Geto was forcing down your hips harder, bouncing his knee to match your slutty little tempo. Faster. More desperate. Letting you concentrate on driving him fucking insane with your soft hands - palming and running only on the need to making him cum. To have him spill so hotly all over your hands.Â
âYeah, oh God thatâs right- Use me use me use me-â Getoâs mouth slacks open, eyes heady and cracked only to eye the way youâre clenching and quivering around nothing. Your hips only stuttering - getting sloppier and sloppier with each weighty, hard slide down his thigh. He groans, âFuck fuck fuck mâclose-â
âM-me too-â you whine, voice breaking so pathetically at the end. âSo much for coming untouched.â
Close - too close.
Close enough that youâre barely even noticing the way Getoâs stiffening up underneath you. Breath hitching in his throat before-
Slam!
âWha-â Your back hits the plush mattress - so fast that you almost have half the mind to wonder whether this was some figment of your imagination. But, no, Getoâs hot tip nudging at your puffy folds was real. Dangerous. Waiting for just the right moment to rip you apart. His bated breath against your ear was real - very, very real.Â
âYou didnât really think Iâd let you off that easy, did you, gorgeous?â
⥠CHOSO KAMO - âS-sex?â
Oh, Choso sounded so fucked out just from uttering that.
And you feel the way your cunt clenches at that broken, almost-whiny little plea coming from your best friendâs mouth. Big, dark eyes blinking up at you dazedly in a way that makes you tighten your legs around his waist, pinned to the floor of- fuck, which curse site was this again?
âMhm, Cho.â you hum, drinking in the shallow pants he lets out into your mouth when you slide his leaky, angry tip between your swollen folds. Barely teasing him between your slit, âSâthe only way to get rid of this technique, right?â
Clothes are torn off, breaths coming out in pants. You donât know if Choso registers your words - shit, you donât know if he even hears you right now.Â
Barely even breathing as he slides two shaky hands of his to rest up at your hips. Giving you a reassuring squeeze once. Twice. Before pulling you down in a split second.Â
âYes!â the word bursts out from his lips. Choso drags your body up, up, up his throbbing length like some ragdoll - until his pretty pink tip was just circling around your sloppy hole - only to bring you all the way back down again. Barely even halfway in yet, but the stretch - fuck, the stretch had you arching for more. âYes yes yes yes yes fuck yes if you feel just like- like heaven-â
You never thought your sweet Choso would be so needy. Would buck his hips so ferally into your syrupy sweet cunt until you were second-guessing why it ever took so long to do something like this.
Until todayâs fateful little mishap with another curse, that is - and oh, youâve never been more grateful for that stray cursed technique.Â
âHngh-â you screw your eyes shut when the curve of his dick brushed against your sweet spots - unforgivingly. Spreading the fat of your ass in two big hands, trying to squeeze himself inside deeper. Again. And again and again and- âS-slow down, Choââ
âSlow down?â Choso breathes from below you - sounding so genuinely bewildered. Still thrusting up in stubborn, long grinds. âY-you want me to slow down? After- after this?â Heâs giving a mean thrust into your gummy pussy, eyes widening down at the heavenly view of your puffy lips sucking him up. Spread needily, bulging around his girth in a way heâd have felt sorry for if he was in any better state of mind. âSlow down- Yeah, gotta- gotta slow down.â
But he only fucks up into you harder. Stronger. Like it killed him to do anything but take you right now and right there on the floor. Messy - no rhythm or rhyme of his hips, just running on pure need and the feeling of you milking his poor cock.
And the idea of that - of your best friend being drunk on the feeling of you wrapped around his aching cock - has you a little more breathless than youâd like. Plushy walls clamping down tight.Â
Almost immediately, Chosoâs throwing his head back, gasping out a stuttering, âO-oh so ngh- thatâs what it feels like. Always- always imagined ifâŠâ You donât get to hear the rest of his sentence because two long fingers of his are latching on shyly to your sensitive clit, rolling softly.Â
And if he were any less of a man, Choso would be cumming on the spot - fuck, heâd be passing out.Â
âFuuuuck tighter than Iâd dreamt of.â he whimpers, cock twitching wildly inside your dripping cunt. Deft fingers find a lewd little rhythm to toy with your ravaged clit. âHave to slow down- have to- canât.â
He was out of control now. Sloppy. Teary praises leaving those pretty pink lips with each bullying piston of his hips.Â
âCh-Choso!â you whine, dragging your hips down to meet his sloppy cadence.
Chosoâs eyes flutter to the back of his head, grunting âYes, yes thatâs it, my baby. Say my name.â Using his inhuman strength to put pressure on your hips. âTake it- take it please. Wanâ see you full of mâcock.â All the way until the heady bedroom echoes with a loud smack! his fat head kissing your cervix, heavy balls imprinting against your ass.Â
And then itâs like something snapped.Â
Chosoâs sanity - his restraint. Possibly you by the end of this.Â
Because in all of two seconds, heâs flipping the two of you over. Your back pressed against the cool floor, legs thrown over his shoulders until your knees were folded all the way up into your tits, Choso groans into your ear at the all new angle.Â
Not wasting a second longer before fucking you in this mean little mating press, abs rippling with each heavy, calculated movement.Â
âBabyâŠâ Choso drags his lips up your neck, sharp canines biting down on your earlobe. Gentle - the complete opposite of his rock-hard cock. âThink if I cum inside sâgonna solve the curse?â
Oh.
⥠RYOMEN SUKUNA - True kinda love
You thought youâd seen everything there is about the king of curses. Anything from those smug kisses heâd give you after taking care of âscum cursesâ for fun to the times heâd begrudgingly watch sappy movies with you - only to fuck away your tears at the end.Â
You thought.
But oh youâd never seen him like this - yukata torn apart, no longer fitting how much bigger was, how much stronger his form was. His true form.Â
Muscles just bulging on all four arms, eyes half-lidded, dark nails leaving neat little indents where he held your squirming hips sat prettily on two matching, painfully hard cocks.Â
Well, âsat prettilyâ was an understatement - right now you felt so full you couldâve just died.
âHeh, better not die on me just yet because I feel like mâgonna kill fucking everyone..â Sukunaâs large pecs rumble with laughter- shit, had you said that out loud? âEverything.â Long tongue coming up to lick a hot trail up the big fat tears streaming down your cheeks. Whispering raggedly, âGod- fuck! Howâd you want it? Like Iâm me or like hah- this?â
Itâs all you can do to crane your head up deliriously, batting your teary lashes in a way that makes Sukuna twitch so wildly.Â
His veins thump! thump! thumping into your gummy walls, fat heads nudging right at your bruised cervix - your lungs it felt like. Hips grinding up into yours when heâs shoving himself impossibly deeper, âAnswer me.â
âFuck!â youâre gasping, stupidly. Glassy gaze flitting down to the two angry cocks bullied inside your poor pussy. And still going. âN-no, your true ngh- form- fuck-âÂ
âOh yeah?â
Your words are coming out a garbled mess, making such a sly, dangerous leer spread across Sukunaâs lips. Fucking up faster. Sloppier.Â
Oh, the feeling had him lightheaded. Had him thankful he lost control of his powers to maintain that pathetic human image of his. Had him ramming past those rings of muscle again. And again. And again and again- oh he was fucked.
âFuuuck, feel like mâburning. Mâso lucky.â Sukuna slurs out, a free hand of his busying itself toying with your throbbing clit. Pulling, rolling in a way he knows will have you whining so prettily. âSooo fuckinâ lucky I didnât kill that fuckinâ trash curse.â Glossing his wrists with your sweet sweet juices, lips kissing at your heated ears. âBecause now I get to see how much of a slut my girl is fâme, hm?â
The only answer heâs getting is a wet string of profanities that even Ryomen Sukuna himself is proud of.Â
Because suddenly Sukunaâs crashing his achy tips against your g-spot, throwing his head back at how fucking sinful it felt to be rubbing up against himself.Â
âShit- yer only getting tighter.â he spits, strained. Sculpted thighs rippling underneath you where he was fucking up into you in jagged, methodical half-thrusts to mold your sweet cunt to him. âNgh- fuuuck gonna be the death of me, pretty girl.â
âPlease-â youâre clawing at the sheets, the headboard, Sukunaâs shoulders - anything and everything to keep your sanity. Begging for- what? Mercy? More? âPlease please- mâso close. Kuna ngh-â
He cranes his head down to kiss at your slack lips, breaths feverish. âDamn. Open that m-mouth now, brat. Jusâ a bit- jusâ a bit more.âÂ
Your mouth is sagging open, tongue lolling out before you know it - positioned perfectly for the bigger man to purse his lips and spit. Once. Twice.Â
And Sukuna knew he had perfect aim, he knew he couldâve made this easy for you - but, no, the steady stream of saliva is splattering against the side of your mouth. A large thumb of his coming up to swipe the mess across your wobbly lower lips.Â
âMy girl deserves to be treated like the slut she is, right?â
His true form has those inhumanly large fingers moving so unfairly fast on your clit, rolling and pinching in an obscene little blur.Â
âOh- oh my god-â you sob, ass stinging where his heavy balls were smacking you - sure to leave a few embarrassing marks. And fuck heâs not even all the way in yet. âY-youâre so deep- so much. Close Hngh-â
Sukunaâs grinning, two hands helping just drag you down his sloppy length, until your sopping folds were kissing at his toned pelvis. Another dancing up to knead and grope your sloppy hole open wider, âSay it. Say who youâre acting like such a slut for.â
âItâs- fuck!â
âSay it properly, my cockdrunk girl. Say it if you wanna cum.â
âYou!â your words fail you pathetically, and the only think youâre moaning next is Sukunaâs name - like a prayer. âSâyou Kuna oh-â
And then youâre cumming - white-hot pleasure behind your eyes, and Sukunaâs name in your mouth. Arching into his body. His tongue slipping past your puffy lips to muffle his own moans because God this was the hardest heâd cum in his life and he wasnât about to drown out any of your pretty moans with it.Â
âOh-â Sukuna shudders, fucking you over and over through your high. Two hands carrying your weight and- shit, when did he stand up? âYeahh, milk me like that, just it mm knew you were so good fâme-â
Youâre realizing with a jolt that heâd gotten up, using gravity to his advantage and sliding you up and down his swollen cocks like some glorified sextoy. So easily. So sinfully while he filled your poor overfilled over and over.Â
Thick, hot globs of cum that drool down your messy cunt, so fucking much from both his throbbing cocks. Like he couldnât - wouldnât stop.Â
Enough to form a pool at Sukunaâs feet. One he doesnât even give a second glance before muttering, âYa better hope youâre on the pill because the curse and I are far from over, brat.â
⥠GOJO SATORU - STRONGEST
You thought it would bate by his second orgasm.Â
And when it didnât, well, surely the third time was the charmâŠ
Or, well on the slight chance that that didnât work - the fourth would be the last, right? Right?
âSweetheartâŠâ Gojo mutters, teary, red-rimmed eyes peering so unfairly into your hazy ones. Folding your trembling, limp legs back into such a tight mating press. âJusâ one more time. Please? I promise this fifth timeâs gonna be the last.âÂ
Wrong. And here you were, folded up in half underneath the great Gojo Satoru - the strongest, the same sorcerer that can take down a special grade and let himself be hit by its cursed technique (âout of curiosity!â) in the same breath.Â
âA-another?â you mutter, but it comes out much more breathless than you intended. Thighs tightening involuntarily where they were thrown over Gojoâs broad shoulders. âToru, are you sure-â
Your dear boyfriendâs only giving you a slow, lazy nod. A dopey smile spreading over his face when he spots the trail of gooey white dribbling down your poor, overfilled pussy, gushing out of you with each languid thrust. Oh- shit, when had he started moving again? You bet even he didnât know that answer.
And before you can react, Gojoâs taking the time to pool the sinful mess on two of his fingers - promptly bullying them back into your already stuffed cunt.
Fuck, youâre not making it out of this alive.
âShit, taking me so e-easily, huh?â Gojoâs raw, pink lips fall open when your sloppy hole stretches just enough to accommodate his long fingers. âY-yeah thaâs it. Take it like mâgood girl.â Tears of sensitivity pricking behind his eyes when you clench around him so fucking tight, your plushy walls just milking his ravaged cock. âF-fuck sâtoo sensitive. Too much!â
And despite his own little whines at the back of his throat, Gojo makes no move to stop.Â
Did he say heâd stop? Ah, his fried brain couldnât remember anymore.
None at all, instead, heâs raising his glossy finger pads right up to his mouth. Blue eyes falling shut when he presses them inside momentarily, sucking, savoring the taste of you and him and you-
âYouâre t-too much, Toru.â you squeal in embarrassment.Â
And thatâs all it takes the strongest to let out a barely-lucid hum of agreement - pulling out his fingers with a lewd pop!Â
âI know, sweetheart, I know.â he leans down to hum, breath hot against your face. âBut what can I- ngh- do-â Each word was punctuated by a harsh, sloppy smack of his hips against your own. Not even bothering pulling all the way out - Gojo doesnât have to, because heâs nudging all your sweet spots so expertly anyway. Grunting out over those absolutely lewd squelches, âI just want- need you so bad. Sâlike mâburning from the inside hah- o-out if I donât ngh fuck this pretty pussy.â Heâs babbling deliriously, bent so far down now that your forehead is pressed up against his, thighs burning at the stretch. â-need it so bad. Need it - my one weakness, sweetheart. Sâgonna kill me- gonna be the death of me oh-â
âPlease!â you think you could almost feel Gojoâs cum sloshing around your walls right now. Fucking you into the mattress so hard - so deep - that you wonder by what miracle the neither of you havenât broken anything yet.Â
It wasnât a miracle - it was his reverse cursed technique, which the both of you discover only much, much later.Â
But for now youâre only clinging desperately to Gojoâs muscled shoulders, bones popping in protest. Fucked-out whimpers spiling from his pretty mouth each time he was slamming his poor, overused cock inside you. Teary eyes screwing shut because shit it hurt so good. Too good.Â
âF-Fuck!â youâre gasping when he dances his fingers straight down to draw hasty, feverish little circles on your poor clit. Fingers clawing at his persistent wrist, âOh my god-â
Gojo hums into your mouth, âJ-just âToruâ is fine.â
You let his cocky little comment slide - if only because your boyfriend was smashing into your g-spot repeatedly now. Over and over.
Voice about an octave higher when heâs groaning, âY-yeah, that good? Ngh- ah!â His hips were stuttering forwards - messy, so so needy like he was drunk on those cute lilâ whines tearing from you with each drag of his cock. âYeah fuck fuck f-fuck yer killinâ me - pussy too good, feels like mâgonna die.â
God, he really did feel like he could die. Fuck.Â
âM-me too ngh, Toru.â you wrench your eyes open when something so wet splashes onto your cheeks. Boring into Gojoâs glassy, pussydrunk eyes. Crying now. âMâso close-â
âO-oh yeah?â
And then heâs speeding up - if that was even possible. Flushed skin smacking against yours harder. Just a bit more calculated. Like he couldnât stop. Uncontrollable.Â
Enough for Gojo to blink away the slight haze in his eyes and actually look at you. Look at the way your lips wobble with each glide of his fat tip against your sensitive spots, the way you milk him harder when heâs smearing his mess of cum all over your clit. At those delirious little heart-eyes you give him when he only lets his jaw sag open, such fucking embarrassing whimpers of your name being drawn all the way from his overworked cock.Â
âCum fâme, sweetheart.â he manages to grit out. âCum fâme cum fâme, please. Please.â
And how could you not when the strongest asks you so prettily?
You donât know who cums first - just that your own orgasm is a wave of tingles that shoot all the way from your toes right into your stupidly fucked-out brain. Again and again and Gojo-
Oh, Gojo canât do anything but bury his head into the crook of your neck. Sharp teeth biting down hard at the point of your pulse as he cums over and over and over. Shooting thick, hot spurts of seed right into your silky cunt. A sinful little white that drools out of your sloppy slit - too much.Â
âSweetheartâŠâ Oh, you knew that tone - too well. âYâknow how I h-have the ah- six eyes nâ this was only our fifth round and six is really a nice num-â
âMâgonna kill you, Toru.â
âSâthat dirty talk for our sixth round?â
A/N. TEARY GOJO TEARY GOJO TEARY GOJO
Plagiarism not authorized.
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you belong with me â nanami kento.
"HiâŠ.Iâm Kento."
âKento, huh.â you said, testing the name again like you were rolling it around in your head, trying to get the feel of it. After a moment, you nodded, satisfied.
âYeah, thatâs my name.â
âThatâs a good name.â You declared it with the authority of a five-year-old who had decided someone was officially worth their time.
âYour nameâs okay too... I guess,â Kento replied, his tone so nonchalant it was almost teasing.
GENRE: alternate universe - no curses au!;
WARNING/S: afab! reader, childhood friends, best friends to lovers, romance, nsfw, rated 18 and above, explicit content, kissing, making out, rough sex, fingering, p to v sex, car sex, orgasm, humor, profanity, pet names (my love, etc), possessiveness, jealousy, characters speaking in sexual innuendo, mention of sexual euphemisms, depiction of explicit sexual content, best friend! nanami kento, best friend! reader;
WORD COUNT: 14k words.
NOTE: hello everyone, this is the final fic for 2024!!! wah, there's a lot to say. first and foremost, this fic would not be possible if it wasn't for the lovely person who commissioned it from me awhile back. please give them a lot of love and a lot of thanks.
they were my first ever commission here and still it flutters my heart with joy to have worked them. they were so good to me and continues to do so, with how they want to share this fic with you too.
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EVEN AS A CHILD, YOU THOUGHT THAT HE BELONGED TO YOU. It was a childish little thing, you knew that much. But the moment you met Nanami Kento at the park when you were five years old, you just knew he was going to be your best friend.
And no one else could claim that from you. It wasnât something you decided after a long debate in your head. If anything, it was instinctive, instant, like the way a flower turns toward the sun. What surprised you even more was that he didnât seem to mind it.
That day, Nanami Kento was sitting on the swings, looking unusually serious for a kid. His little legs dangled, barely brushing the ground, and he rocked back and forth so slightly it was as if he wasnât even moving. It was odd.Â
Most kids treated the swings like they were flying machines, pumping their legs wildly, laughing as they soared. But not Kento. He just sat there, his small hands gripping the chains, his gaze fixed on the ground as though it held all the answers to the universe.
It wasnât sadnessânot exactly. He didnât look miserable or lonely. No, it was more like he was... satisfied. Content in his little bubble of silence, where the noise of the playground seemed to slide right past him.
You, however, were not content with his quiet. What could a kid possibly have to think about so deeply? Why wasnât he running around, chasing someone, or shouting nonsense with the other kids? How could he stomach sitting there alone for so long?
The questions buzzed in your head, but more than that, you felt a pull. You wanted to know him. You wanted him to talk to you, to share whatever thoughts were hiding behind those serious brown eyes. And if he wouldnât come to you, well, that was fine. Youâd go to him.
You had the kind of confidence that only comes from being five years old and utterly fearless. The kind of confidence that didnât know rejection or hesitation, only the certainty that the world would say "yes" if you asked it nicely enough.
So, you marched right up to him, your pigtails bouncing with each determined step. You put on your brightest smile, the kind of smile that has always gotten adults to bend down and coo. âArenât you just the sweetest?â
"Hi!" you announced, planting yourself firmly in front of him like he had no choice but to acknowledge you. You told him your name, grinning at him.Â
He blinked, startled out of his deep, secured thoughts to the sight of you. It took a while, but he lifted his caramel gaze to meet yours. For a moment, he just looked at you, like he wasnât sure if you were real. No one has ever approached him before, well not as brazenly as this. Then, finally, he answered you back.Â
"HiâŠ.Iâm Kento."
âKento, huh.â you said, testing the name again like you were rolling it around in your head, trying to get the feel of it. After a moment, you nodded, satisfied.Â
âYeah, thatâs my name.â
âThatâs a good name.â You declared it with the authority of a five-year-old who had decided someone was officially worth their time.
âYour nameâs okay too... I guess,â Kento replied, his tone so nonchalant it was almost teasing.
âHuh? Itâs pretty!â you retorted, your hands flying to your hips, a slight pout settling on your lips. âMy mom thought hard about it, you know!â
âSo did mine.â Kento shot back, a flicker of mischief lighting his normally serious face. Then, in a tone that was just a little too smug, he added, âItâs a good name too.â
For a second, you just stared at him, caught off guard by the slyness in his tone. Then, to your own surprise, you burst out laughing. It wasnât just the words that got to youâit was the way he said them, so calm and deliberate, like he was throwing you a challenge wrapped in politeness.
âYouâre funny, you know that?â you decided, grinning widely.
Kento raised an eyebrow at that, his lips twitching into the barest hint of a smile. âI wasnât trying to be.â
âWell, you are.â you said firmly, as though your opinion was final. âSo, Kento, what do you wanna do? We could swing, or climb the jungle gym, orâoh! We could build a sandcastle!â
He blinked, caught off guard by your rapid-fire suggestions. âI donât know,â he said slowly, like he wasnât used to making decisions for playtime.
You rolled your eyes and grabbed his hand without a second thought. âThen weâre doing the sandcastle! Come on, youâre gonna love it.â
He let you pull him along, his steps falling into rhythm with yours. âWhat if I donât?â he asked, his voice so soft you almost missed the challenge in it.
âYou will!â you said confidently, already imagining the crooked towers youâd build together. âBecause I said so.â
Nanami Kento didnât argue. Instead, he let out a quiet laugh, the sound so small you mightâve missed it if you werenât paying attention. But you were paying attention, because something about this boy made you want to see every little detail he kept hidden in that quiet bubble of his.
From that moment, Kento Nanami became yours.
He knew that just as much as you did, even then.
And he was certain you were just as much his from then.
It wasnât long into your days of playdates before you started staking your claim. You didnât mean toâwell, maybe you did. That really didnât matter. What mattered was that you and Kento were having fun. Like the time some other kids approached while you and Kento were hard at work in the sandbox, trying to make your castle less crooked.
"Hey, kid!" one of them called, pointing at the little shovel in Kentoâs hands. "Can I borrow that?"
"No way." you said firmly before Kento could even open his mouth. You shot the kid a look that clearly said back off. "Weâre using it."
"Butâ"
"Nope. Sorry. Itâs ours to play with." you cut them off, turning back to your castle as if the conversation was over. "Right, Kento?"
Kento hesitated for a second, glancing between you and the other kid, before quietly nodding. "Right."
The other kids' faces were filled with harsh looks at what you said. But you didnât care. All they could do was huff and puff until they were blue in the face. You would never budge, not even if they wanted you too.Â
You were a tough girl. And you always got what you wanted. And you wanted your new friend and his attention only on you. So you didn't care what you did. Youâll keep your friend, no matter what they want.Â
Soon enough, they gave in and went to wander off. You can only smile. You didnât feel the slightest bit bad. If anything, you had wished that they had left much sooner.Â
You turned to Kento with a satisfied smile. "Good. Theyâd just mess it up anyway. Itâs better if we play together, only us!"
Kento tilted his head, watching you with that quiet curiosity he always seemed to have. You seemed to be content about playing just by yourself, by his side. Not many kids seem to be content about wanting to do that at all.
"Why donât you let other kids play with us?" he asked.
You looked at him like the answer shouldâve been obvious. "Because youâre my friend. I found you first. That means youâre mine."
For a moment, he just stared at you.
Then, slowly, that tiny, barely-there smile returned.
"Okay." he said simply, like he didnât mind one bit.
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YEARS DRAGGED ON IN A FLASH FOR BOTH OF YOU. From that day forward, Nanami Kento was your shadow. Or maybe you were hisâit often depended on who was asking and whose ego needed inflating at the moment.
But that was just how it was between the two of you. And you were content about how that goes. You knew he was just the same. Not because you went around declaring it (okay, maybe you did once or twice), but because your actions left no room for doubt.
The two of you were inseparable, and everyone knew it. In a way, both your parents were both glad and concerned about it. Glad that you both were in each otherâs lives, nurturing and caring for each other. That means you both werenât lonely, and you both were happily playing with each other day in and out of school.
But concerned that you werenât letting each other find any other people in your lives and explore other friendships. But that hardly mattered to the two of you. Both of you didnât budge. You didnât need anyone else. If anything, you only need each other. You were both content with that.Â
If there was a school project, Nanami Kento was your partner. No debates, no negotiation. You made sure of it every single time. It got to the point where teachers didnât even bother asking anymore. By third grade, the class roster might as well have been printed with your name and his own written in bold under "Partners" for every project.
âDo you guys ever work with anyone else?â a classmate once dared to ask.
âWhy would we?â you replied, looking genuinely puzzled. âHeâs the best at making the physical parts.I donât need anyone else.â
Kento, standing beside you, simply shrugged. âSheâs good at explaining the messy, hard parts.â he said, so matter-of-factly it left no room for argument.
At lunch, it was no different. You always saved him a spot, waving him over like a VIP guest being ushered past the velvet rope. And no one dared sit with the two of you. Not after The Incident.
There was one time where a new kid made the mistake of sliding into the seat next to Nanami Kento before he got there. You didnât even hesitate to act as quickly as you could.Â
âExcuse me, new kid.â you said, your voice sugary sweet, but your eyes narrowing dangerously.
âWhat?â the kid asked, glancing up at you.
âThatâs his seat.â You pointed toward Kento, who was still in the lunch line, entirely oblivious to the showdown brewing at the table.
âSeats are for everyone in the school.â the kid said, with all the defiance of someone who didnât know better yet. âI can sit wherever I want.â
And thatâs when you did it. You reached out and swatted their hand as they tried to open their milk carton. You glared at him, almost as cold as the North Pole. He gulped at your glare. You were terrifying for a middle schooler.
âGo. Somewhere. Else.â you said, every word punctuated with a glare that could have sent a grown man packing. âThatâs HIS seat!â
The new kid was terrified and immediately scurried off, muttering something about "territorial weirdos." â that was another thing for the school to whisper about in their past time. But you didnât care.Â
By the time that he got out of the boyâs toilets, Nanami Kento got to the table, his spot was as clear as always, and you were already peeling the wrapper off the sandwich your mom made for him like nothing had happened.
âThanks.â he said, sitting down without even asking why the kid from earlier was now eating on the other side of the cafeteria. He saw that of course. But he didnât dare ask. âThank your mom for me, about the sandwich.â
âYouâre welcome.â you replied, sliding his sandwich over to him. You smiled as he opened his own lunch bag and started to pull out chocolate pudding in a tupperware. âOhhhh, your mom thought of dessert!â
âHm, I asked her.â Kento retorts back to you, smiling softly at your excitement. âSince you like chocolate pudding.â
âThank your mama for me, okay?â
âHm, I will.â
But of course, your protectiveness didnât stop at lunch seats. If anything, you were protective of him to the point that it was already insane. If anyone so much as thought about teasing him, you were on them like a hawk. It didnât matter if it was a stupid nickname or a poorly aimed joke. Nanami Kento wasnât going to deal with any of it, not on your watch.
âHey, Kento, why are you so quiet all the time?â one boy snickered during recess, his tone dripping with mockery.
Before Kento could even respond, you were already there, hands on your hips and glaring like you were ready to call down the wrath of the heavens. You glared at the kid as though he was meeting to face a thousand suns.Â
âMaybe heâs quiet because he doesnât waste time saying dumb things like you do.â you snapped, tilting your head and raising an eyebrow for maximum effect. âStop being a weird waste of space and leave him alone, you freak!â
The boy tried to stammer something in response, but you didnât wait to hear it. You didnât care for what they said. Only for what Kento says. You rolled your eyes at the kid, as though he bored you and looked away. Soon enough, you turned back to Kento, your expression softening immediately.Â
âCome on, Kento.â you said, grabbing his hand. âWeâre going to the swings.â
Kento didnât say much about that. But later, when that same boy made a malicious face at you from across the playground and had made a plan to chase you with a bottle of water to throw, Nanami Kento was the first to sense a threat against you.
He sighed heavily and without even looking up from his picture book muttered just loud enough for you to hear. âSheâs faster than you, you know? She would wet your hair and make fun of you for it. So, I wouldnât try it.â
The boy stayed far away after that.
And you could only giggle at what he said.
Nanami Kento knew you all too well.
But just as much as you were ready to fight Nanami Kentoâs battles, he was ready to fight yours. And while you often took on challenges with the energy of a charging bull, Kentoâs approach was quieter, deadlierâlike a knife slipping between ribs before anyone even noticed it was there. He was just that type of kid, you think.
You first realized just how far Kento was willing to go for you one day when a group of older girls decided to target your ponytails. It wasnât a big deal to you at first; you were used to the occasional teasing. But this time, something about their tone, or maybe the way they crowded around, everything about it had made your stomach twist.
âWhy do you always look like you just rolled out of bed?â one of them sneered, her voice dripping with faux innocence.
Her friends burst into laughter, as if sheâd just delivered the punchline of the century. You bristled, the words forming on your tongue to snap back. But before you could speak, Kento appeared, slipping between you and the girls like it was the most natural thing in the world.
âWhy do you care?â he asked, his tone calm, his hands tucked casually into his pockets.
It was such a simple question, but somehow it silenced the entire group. The girl blinked at him, thrown off by his directness. Kento yawned, as though he was already bored with her. She had never expected anything from him. Kento was quiet and reserved.Â
He was also popular and quite a handsome young boy that people had a crush on. Even when he didnât talk or pay any mind to any of them. You glared at this girl, as though she was the worst of them all. Sheâs always been trying to take Kento from you.
âUh, excuse me?â she said, attempting to regain her composure.
âYou heard me.â Kentoâs gaze was steady, his expression as unreadable as ever, but there was an edge to his voice that made it clear he wasnât messing around. âWhy do you care what she looks like? Or are you just bored?â
The giggling stopped.Â
âWell, Iââ The girl floundered, her cheeks turning pink.Â
âShe looks fine to me.â Kento interrupted smoothly, tilting his head slightly as if he were assessing them. âBetter than you, anyway. I mean, those pants with that shirt? What are you thinking? Does your mom even love you if she allows you to wear something like that?â
You couldâve heard a pin drop at what he had said. You look at him, blinkingly. Before finding yourself bellowing at laughter at how blunt he had worked everything. The girls gasped, their mouths falling open in perfect synchronization. One of them muttered something about ârude boysâ and then, just like that, they were gone, retreating with their tails between their legs.
You stood there, stunned, as Kento turned back to you like nothing had happened. You finally straightened yourself from your laughing form. You wiped your eyes as you turned back at him. You grinned at his words.Â
âBetter than her?â you repeated later as the two of you walked back to class. You were trying not to laugh, but the corners of your mouth kept twitching upward.
âItâs true. You already know that.â he said simply, not bothering to look up from the book heâd already opened, as if the whole thing hadnât even fazed him.
âAw, you think Iâm cute, donât you?â you teased, nudging him with your elbow.
âDonât push it.â he replied dryly, but the tiny smirk playing at the corner of his lips betrayed him.
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BUT OF COURSE, THIS ONLY INTENSIFIED ONCE YOU BOTH GREW OLDER. Entering this new environment, in high school â one could say nothing had ever changed. If anything, it has only grown more concrete that you and Nanami Kento, no one can separate the two of you even if they tried.Â
If one were to describe how you both were, it would be like being a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Inseparable. And even when people questioned it, you turned them down just as easily. Little by little, people barely questioned it anymore.Â
You had long since reached the point where your friendship was so solid that it seemed like a fact of life. If anyone tried to ask about it, the answer was already clear: You two were a package deal. And while you liked it that way, not everyone seemed to get the memo.
It didnât take long for the attention to roll in once high school started. You were used to it by now. After all, you and Kento had always been a pair of conspicuously close friends, so naturally, people were curious.Â
But this was a different kind of curiosity, the kind that came with stares and whispers behind your backs. Everyone seemed to have suddenly developed a keen interest in your best friend, and you couldnât decide if it was because of his brooding good looks or that deep, mysterious aura he carried, but maybe, probably both.
It started with the girls, as it usually did. They would hover around Kento in class, a little too eager to engage in conversations about anythingâhis favorite books, his thoughts on the weather, even the random things heâd written in the margins of his notes. It didnât matter what they brought up; they were just looking for an excuse to get a reaction out of him.Â
They wanted to be the one to crack the mystery that was Nanami Kento. And of course, they expected him to open up, to smile, to laugh, to do something that would confirm they were special enough to make him forget his usual quiet, studious demeanor.
But Kento, being the stoic, no-nonsense guy he was, would respond with quiet politeness, barely even registering their presence. He would tilt his head slightly when they asked questions, look at them through the edge of his glasses, and give just enough of an answer to keep things from getting awkward.
The girls would often stare at him a little longer than necessary, hoping for a second of warmth or acknowledgment. But no matter how many times they tried, all they got was that polite, impersonal smile that didnât reach his eyes. And it wasnât that he didnât care; it was just that he didnât care about them, not in the way they wanted.Â
To Nanami Kento, it was all just noise. So, heâd just keep his focus on what mattered, which was probably the latest algebra problem or his ongoing internal monologue about the best way to prepare his next snack.
Even as an emo guy with that black hoodie, messy blond hair, brooding eyes that screamed âdonât talk to me, but if you do, be prepared for my sarcasmââpeople still flocked to him. It was almost unfair, you thought. He had this combination of boy-next-door charm and detached, almost tragic mystique that girls couldnât resist.Â
He was a pretty boy, you knew that much. Youâd known him long enough to appreciate the way his eyes glinted in the sunlight, how his messy hair always looked effortlessly perfect, how he somehow made a monotone voice sound like the most hypnotic thing in the room.
And it wasnât just the girls, either. The guys were starting to notice, too. Sure, they didnât hover the same way, but theyâd get a little too chatty when Kento was around, laughing a little too hard at his dry jokes, trying just a bit too hard to be friendly.
Everyone knew he wasnât the type to just buddy up with anyone, and that mystery only made him more desirable. So when theyâd get too close, youâd notice the slight twitch of Kentoâs eyebrow, the way heâd lean just a little bit further away to make it clear that he was not interested in their company.
But the one thing you didnât doubt was this: Kento was really polite. He never outright rejected anyone, and that politeness was a plus. Sure, it drove you a little crazy when theyâd swarm him like bees to honey.
But you had to admit that his politeness was a rare commodity in a world where most people had no issue turning someone down rudely or making them feel uncomfortable. Kento didnât do that. Heâd simply nod back at people and get back to whatever it was he was doing, never making a fuss about the attention.
Well, it was better than over half the school, thatâs for sure. Youâd seen the way people treated each other, cold and snide, brushing off others without so much as a second thought. Kento was a rare gem in that regard. He was a gentleman, even in the face of all the attention he was getting, and that made it all the more frustrating.Â
It wasnât that you didnât want people to admire him; you just didnât like the thought of anyone thinking they could replace you. You and Kento had this bond, a strong one, one that didnât need words to be understood. But here was the thingâeveryone else didnât get it. And that was where the fun (and by fun, you mean sneaky sabotage) began.
After all, who else could say they knew all his little quirks? Who else had shared so many quiet lunches under that same oak tree, or been the one to force him to eat a full meal instead of staring at his book? You were his best friend, and that meant you had a certain, special claim on him, no matter how many girls wanted to make themselves part of his world.
But, like the selfless best friend you were, youâd keep that fact under wraps. No one needed to know you had a stake in himâespecially when you were also the one helping him avoid the chaos of all his newfound admirers. Let them keep fighting over who could be the one to crack Kento's cold exterior; you'd be the one to keep it safe.
But that wasnât enough. No, they wanted more. They wanted to peel back the layers, crack open that cool exterior, and find whatever hidden treasure lay beneath. And that was where you came in. Thatâs where you always have to come in. He was your best friend, after all.
It wasnât that you hated the attention Kento was getting, but it was yours, wasnât it? You didnât want anyone to think they could just stroll up and waltz into the little bubble you and Kento had created. And you know he agreed. He doesnât really need anyone else, heâs said that to you numerous times.
So naturally, you and Kento found creative ways to sabotage any admirer who dared to get too close. It wasnât malicious, exactly. Well, not to you or Kento. it was more like you were just âprotectingâ him, and, on occasion, he did the same for you.
It started with the simple things. You'd hover near him during lunch, casually tossing your snacks at him in a way that made it obvious you didnât want him interacting too much with anyone else. It was like a game of cat-and-mouse between the two of you. Both of you pretended you werenât doing it, but everyone knew exactly what you were up to.
For example, when this girl from the other class named Yuki asked to sit with Kento one day during lunch time, you quickly swooped in, plopping down next to him like you were the most important thing in his world. You grinned at him and he hummed.
âHey, Kentooooo!â you said, dropping your lunch tray in front of him. âDid you get those history notes I gave you this morning?â
Yuki opened her mouth to say something, but before she could, you continued to talk to him with a brighter grin. You nonchalantly handed your strawberry milk carton to him and he started to open it for you with the same amount of cool.Â
âI was thinking of making brownies this weekend. You like chocolate, right? The ones that we used to buy at the mart? It hasnât changed, right?â You sent her an apologetic smile. "Sorry, I know it's probably too sweet, but itâs his favorite.â
Kento nodded back at you as he placed your strawberry milk carton on the side. You thanked him happily as you started to drink with happy sounds. Kento simply looked at Yuki with the politest expression he could muster and muttered back at her.Â
âSorry, Iâve got a study group with her after school. Maybe next time.â
Yuki didnât even bother trying to argue, just nodding stiffly before retreating. You shot Kento a quick grin, but before you could say anything, he just sighed and went back to his book.
âYou didnât have to do that, you know.â he muttered under his breath. âCould have handled that myself.â
âBut I have to. You know that.â you said with a grin, popping a piece of fruit into your mouth. âYouâre my best friend, not hers.â
One day at lunch, as you and Kento sat under the shade of the old oak tree, munching on your usual snacks, a girl named Mia from your history class walked by. She glanced at Kento, then at you, then back at Kento, before finally stopping a few feet away.
"Hey, Kento!" she called, her voice way too sweet for your liking. âMind if I join you guys?â
You didnât even have to look up from your crackers. âSure, but he doesnât bite.â you said, not even looking at Mia. âI mean, I donât think so...â
Kento, who had been engrossed in a textbook the size of a brick, glanced up at you before looking back at Mia. "I can sit alone, you know." he said, a little too casually, not even bothering to hide the fact that he didnât care much for the attention.
Mia, undeterred, tried again. âAre you sure? I heard you like this band, too. Maybe we couldââ
But before she could finish her sentence, you leaned forward, dropping a half-eaten cracker dramatically into your lap as if to make your point clear.Â
"If you want to talk about music, youâre gonna have to take it up with me right now, okay?" you declared, giving her your best âthis is my turfâ look. "Kento hereâs more into his book right now, not whatever band you think you have in common with him."
Kento blinked slowly, clearly trying to figure out why he was being pulled into this, but didn't argue. He just glanced at you and nodded, an expression you knew meant, Iâm not getting involved in this one.
Mia looked between you and Kento, her shoulders slumping in defeat. âOkay, fine.â she muttered before turning around and walking off, her face flushed red.
"Good job, hero," Kento muttered under his breath, voice dry.
You smirked at him. "Youâre welcome, sunshine."
Of course, it wasnât like you were the only one who was possessive. Nanami Kento hated that you were constantly getting hit on. It drove him absolutely insane. Apparently, teenage boys had this ridiculous notion that your consistent rejections made you more appealing. The more you turned them down, the more determined they became, like you were some kind of prize to be won.
Nanami Kento of course, naturally, found this logic bafflingâand irritating. It wasnât that he didnât trust you to handle yourself; he absolutely did. He hated everyone else, maybe most of all the men around him and of course â you.Â
But watching those guys swarm around you, trying to impress you with their lame jokes or over-the-top compliments, made his jaw tighten and his grip on his pen just a little too firm. Oh, he hated men even more like that. And, well, Kento was never one to sit back and let something annoy him for too long. Not when it comes to you.
But of course, there are things that come as unexpected too.
Maybe it was because Nanami Kento was too perceptive.
Maybe he was just good at dissecting situations happening.
He doesnât know how this happened, or how this came to pass.
But today would change his life for good, that was certain.
A week after one particularly bold senior cornered you after class to âask for your numberâ Kento decided to return the favorânot with dramatics, of course, but with his usual understated, calm assertiveness.
You were sitting in the library, animatedly telling Kento about your latest sketch. It was a concept you were certain would win the upcoming art contest. He was actually paying attention, nodding slightly as you explained your technique, when suddenly, a guy from the senior class decided to interrupt.
âHey, youâre the girl who draws, right?â the senior asked, leaning against the edge of the table with a grin that screamed overconfident.
You blinked, caught off guard. âUh⊠yeah, thatâs me.â
âWell,â he continued, practically oozing smugness, âI was thinking, maybe youâd want to collaborate on some sketches sometime. You know, we couldââ
Before he could finish whatever weak line heâd rehearsed, Kento smoothly slid into the seat beside you, his broad shoulders cutting off your view of the guy. He didnât even spare him a glance. Instead, he turned to you, his voice calm but laced with just enough edge to make his point.
âIâm pretty sure sketching is a solitary activity.â Kento said matter-of-factly. âYou know, for concentration⊠unless, of course, you want a distraction?â
The guy blinked, clearly caught off guard by Kentoâs sudden presence. âUh, no, Iââ
Kento didnât let him finish. âYou knowâŠ.â he continued, still not looking at the guy. âItâs actually better if youâre alone when youâre working. Less⊠interruptions.âÂ
He then picked up your sketchbook, flipping through it with the kind of casual indifference that somehow made it clear he wasnât going anywhere. Your jaw dropped at what heâs done.Heâs silly like this sometimes, you think to yourself.Â
âKento!â you half-laughed, half-scolded, reaching for your sketchbook. âThatâs my sketchbook!â
âYeah, I know, I know.â he replied nonchalantly, not even pretending to give it back. His attention wasnât on your sketches anymore, though. His eyes were fixed on the poor senior, who was now fidgeting uncomfortably under Kentoâs unnervingly calm stare.Â
âDo you mind?â Kento said coolly. âSheâs busy.â
The guy stammered something unintelligible, his confidence evaporating faster than a spilled soda in the sun. âUh⊠yeah, maybe another time, I guess.â he mumbled before slinking off, clearly realizing he was no match for Nanami Kentoâs level of subtle intimidation.
Once the guy was gone, you turned back to Kento, crossing your arms with a mix of exasperation and amusement. You giggled to yourself for a moment. He sighed, looking at how amused you were. It was always like this with you, getting giddy when he does things like this.
âNice one, Kento.â you said, smirking. âYou do know I could have handled that, right?â
Kento raised an eyebrow, setting your sketchbook back down and leaning back in his chair like nothing had happened. You take it back from him, giving him a small thanks. He couldnât stop looking at you. But when you looked up again, he'd already looked away.
âSure.â he said, his lips curling into that faint, almost-smile of his. âBut it looked like you were busy⊠talking to him.â
You rolled your eyes, swatting his arm. âWhat was that even about? Youâre not my bodyguard, you know.â
âI wasnât being a bodyguard.â he replied, his tone annoyingly calm. âI was just... pointing out how distracting he was being.â
âRight, right.â you said, narrowing your eyes at him. âAnd that had nothing to do with you hating that he interrupted us?â
Kento didnât answer right away, but the way his eyes flickered with quiet amusement gave him away. He never likes admitting it out loud, but he feels glad. He feels glad when he makes sure you both are alone. You were all he needed after all.
âMaybe.â he finally admitted, his voice as casual as ever. âOr maybe I just wanted to look at your sketchbook.â
You laughed, shaking your head. âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd you talk too much.â he countered, eyes shining softly against your own.
You giggled back at him, your lips smiling beautifully at him. Beautifully more than ever before. âBut you like it that way, donât you?â
Huh, what was that? He thought to himself.
Thump, thump, thump, thump, thump.
Was that his heart beating like that just now?
For a moment, he stops and looks at you. You were unaware about what happened just now. Instead, you were back on your sketching, humming to some song you were obsessed with right now. Kento swallowed hard, suddenly hyper-aware of how he was looking at you. He cleared his throat.Â
âWe should get going.â he said finally, his voice a little quieter than usual. âThe library closes soon.â
You nodded, falling into step beside him as you always did. But as you walked, Kento couldnât help sneaking a glance at you out of the corner of his eye. Heâd always thought of himself as someone who was good at keeping his emotions in check, but now he wasnât so sure.
Is this what it feels like? Kento wondered as he watched you walk off in front of him.Â
He stops. He takes in the sight of you. You were laughing, hopping on the tiles one by one. The sun glows behind you like a beacon leading him to the direction of life. You nearly fell, making him jump forward. But you held your balance.Â
And then you laughed. Laughed so beautifully that he doesnât know what to do. He could feel every fiber of him turning warm, warmer and redder than ever before. His heart beating out of rhythm again.Â
Ah, shit. Kento once more thinks to himself. Iâm screwed.
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HE DOESNâT THINK TO SAY ANYTHING. How could he, when heâs scared about the outcome? But as the time flew by as fast as it could, he knew he canât keep being a coward about it. He had to say something. He should do it soon.
It was going to come out anyway. College was looming on both your shoulders. And with that, a lot of uncertainty came. If he says something, at the very least there would be something certain, concrete as your friendship.Â
The two of you sat cross-legged on the floor of Kentoâs family home, a single bottle of sake between you. Neither of you had much experience with alcohol, but the thrill of being eighteen and toeing the line of rebellion was too tempting to resist.
Kento poured carefully into the mismatched cups you'd found in his cupboard, his movements precise, even in the low light.
"Cheers, cheers!" you yell with that bright eyed grin, raising your cup to him.
"To...?" he asked, his brow arching slightly, always wanting things to have a purpose.
"To us!" you said simply, eyes sparkling with mischief.
He hesitated, his breath catching in his chest, before clicking his cup against yours. "To us."
The first sip was sharp, burning its way down, but it wasnât long before the alcohol began to work its magic with swift effectivity. You laughed more freely, leaning closer to him, and your words came faster, your thoughts unfiltered.
"You know, Kentooooo." you said, poking his shoulder with a pout. "Youâre, like, ridiculously handsome, right?"
Kento froze mid-sip, his ears instantly turning as pink as your sweater. "Wâwhat?"
"I mean it! Youâre so... ughâŠ." you groaned, tossing your head back dramatically. "How am I supposed to focus when you look at me like that?"
"Like what?" he asked, his voice soft, betraying the nervous flutter in his chest.
"Like youâre trying not to smile, but your eyes are giving you away." you teased, your grin widening as you poked his cheek this time.
Nanami Kento could feel his heart pounding so loud he was sure you could hear it. Every word you spoke chipped away at his usual composure, and he could feel himself unraveling under the weight of your drunken admiration. In just this moment, you wholly outwit him. You make him come undone. Only you can have that effect on him. Only you.Â
"Youâre unbelievable, you know that?" he muttered, trying to look away, but you caught his chin, turning his face back to yours.
"Admit it already, wonât you?" you said, your voice lower now, but no less playful. "You like me. Maybe even a little too much."
Kento stared at you, the world blurring slightly around the edges, whether from the alcohol or the way you were looking at him, he wasnât sure. He didnât want to do it like this. He didnât want to put up his hopes that you would be sober enough to know the truth. Or for you to have sober truths pouring out of your sharp grinning lips.Â
"I thinkâŠ" he began, his voice steady but his heart anything but.
âYou think?â
"Iâm falling for you. More and more. Every second."
You blinked at what had just shifted in the air, your teasing expression softening as you processed his words. Then, to his surprise, you smiledânot mischievously this time, but gently, sweetly. Full with a merry drink, you smiled.
"Good." you whispered, leaning in so close he could smell the faint sweetness of the sake on your breath. "You said really good words.â
Kento barely had time to breathe before you pressed a soft kiss to his cheek, leaving his face on fire and his heart completely, utterly yours. Kento froze, the warmth of your lips lingering on his cheek like a brand. His breath hitched as your words sank into the alcohol-drenched air between you.Â
âI think Iâm already there.â
He stared at you, his usually composed mind now an unsteady swirl of emotionsâexhilaration, disbelief, and a flicker of hesitation. Your gaze was soft, dreamy, and undeniably sincere, but the alcohol in your system clouded everything. He said it out loud. But are you sure? How could you be, with how merry the drink is in your belly?
"You donât mean that." he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper, as though saying it too loud would shatter the fragile moment.
"I do. I do." you said, your expression serious despite the light flush of intoxication on your cheeks. You reached for his hand, holding it with a gentle firmness that made his heart stumble in its rhythm.
Kento's fingers curled instinctively around yours before he could stop himself, but his grip was careful, steady. "You're drunk. I justâŠyou canât say that drunk." he pointed out, his voice more tender than reprimanding.
You frowned, tilting your head like you were trying to understand him through the haze. "So? That doesnât mean itâs not true."
He sighed, looking down at your joined hands. He wanted so desperately to believe you, to let his heart leap completely into your words, but his rational side, his ever-present voice of reason. It held him back.
"It matters. It matters to me." he said softly, his thumb brushing over your knuckles absentmindedly. "If you mean it, I need to hear it when youâre sober. When youâre sure."
"But I am sure, Kento." you insisted, leaning closer, your warmth almost overwhelming him. Your free hand reached up to brush a stray lock of hair from his forehead, and he felt the breath leave his lungs in a rush.
Kento shook his head, his smile faint but aching with restraint. "Not like this." he murmured. "Youâll wake up tomorrow andâ"
"And what? Pretend this didnât happen?" you interrupted, your brows knitting together. "Do you think Iâd forget how much I loâ"
His hand shifted, gently pressing a single finger to your lips to quiet you, though it was more for his sake than yours. He wasnât sure he could take it, hearing those words from you while your judgment was fogged.
"Stop. Please." he said, his voice barely steady. "Donât say it now. Not tonight."
Your eyes searched hisfrustration flickering in their depths before softening. You saw the way his shoulders tensed, the way he looked at you like he was holding back an ocean of feelings.
"You're such a romantic, arenât you?" you murmured, a teasing lilt to your voice as a lazy smile spread across your face.
He gave a quiet chuckle, his fingers brushing against your cheek now without realizing it. "Maybe." he admitted, his tone gentler than ever. "But I want thisâwant usâto start right. Iâll wait until youâre ready to tell me again."
You let out a small sigh but didnât argue. Instead, you leaned into his touch, your head coming to rest on his shoulder as your eyelids grew heavy. You always liked this, taking in his warmth. You donât think there was any other place you belonged in but his arms.
If you were being honest, you were afraid. He was right. Your words could mean something, and maybe it wouldnât be as clear as his own. You were drunk. You were really drunk. And feels hazy in your head. It wouldnât be fair. It wouldnât be fair to your Kento. Not like this.
"Fine." you murmured, your words slurring slightly. "But youâd better be ready for me to say it a hundred times tomorrow. Maybe a thousand."
Kento chuckled again, the sound low and warm in his chest, as he rested his chin lightly on top of your head. "Iâll be ready." he promised, even as his own heart thudded wildly at the thought. âIâm always waiting for you. Always.â
And as you drifted off, still clutching his hand like it was the most natural thing in the world, Kento silently vowed to himself: when the time came, heâd tell you how deeply, how completely he felt for you too. He just needed to be sure you knew what it meant.
The morning after that night, you woke up on Kento's couch, the faint remnants of sake lingering in the air. Your head throbbed lightly, and your memories were fuzzy around the edges. Kento, ever thoughtful, had left a glass of water and some aspirin on the table beside you.
"Rough night?" he asked from the kitchen, his voice steady but carefully neutral as he busied himself making coffee.
You groaned, rubbing your temples. "What did I even say last night? I barely remember anything."
He hesitated, his hand tightening briefly on the handle of the coffee pot. He looked over at you, your half-asleep face free of the weight of your drunken confessions. For a moment, he considered saying something, but the words got caught in his throat.
"Nothing too embarrassing," he said instead, forcing a faint smile.
You laughed, your cheeks reddening slightly. "Good. Iâd hate to think I made a fool of myself in front of you."
Kento gave a small nod, but his heart felt heavy. You didnât remember, and he couldnât bring himself to remind you. Not like this. So, he lets himself break apart. He doesnât say a word. He doesnât let you have guilt. Because if he did, how is that loving you?
So Nanami Kento buried those words, locking them away where they couldnât touch the fragile balance between you. He told himself it was better this way. But he hopes, maybe one day â just one day. Youâll see him too. Sober with your love for him.
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THINGS DID CHANGE A BIT WHEN YOU WENT TO COLLEGE. Of course, you both got into the same university. But thereâs a rough difference between not only being in different departments, but also being in different campuses. It was a rough travel back and forth. But Nanami Kento was determined to go and visit you.
You often feel a little bad when you look back on those days. Engineering classes were no joke. Too many long hours, grueling projects, and the constant pressure to keep up left you drained most of the time.
You barely had the energy to go out, even when you wanted to. But Kento never minded. He understood in the quiet, steady way that only he could, and instead of waiting for you to have time, he made sure to visit you instead.
It didnât matter where for him. Whether it was the bustling campus lunch hall, where the two of you would share a plate of something warm while you tried to finish an assignment, or your dorm room, which was always a little messy with textbooks and half-drunk cups of coffee.
What mattered to him wasnât the place or even what you were doing. What mattered was just being with you.
And that thought? It never fails to make your heart skip a beat. Even now, after everything, it feels just as special as it did back then. You still held dearest to him after all this time. Ever since you were kids, you were his everything. And you were sure, more than ever now, that he was yours too. In all sense of the word.
Itâs been a year and a half since that time, since you confessed to Kento. Well, technically, drunk you confessed to him. It was late, and youâd had just enough to drink to make your heart bolder than your brain. You didnât want to say a word. And you think that Kento was just as much waiting for you to say something.
You were ready to die of embarrassment when you remembered that you had said that. But then you remembered, with just as much horror and embarrassment â heâd confessed too. With that same calm sincerity, he told you heâd felt the same way for a while.
Looking back, it was a little messy, maybe even a lot embarrassing. But it was also sweet, earnest, and so perfect for you two. And honestly? You wouldnât change a thing. You had said something that clarified things for you.
After all, that drunken confession was the start of something that would make all the challenges of those days worth it, every late-night study session, every coffee-fueled conversation, every stolen moment in between. It wasnât perfect, but it was yours.
You were falling for Kento more and more every day, and it was starting to feel like a problem. A big problem. How were you supposed to act normal around him when everything he didâfrom the way he fixed his tie to the way he said your nameâmade your heart do backflips?
It wasnât fair, really. How was it possible that the same person who once laughed so hard he choked on a piece of rice during lunch was also the one making you reconsider your entire perception of love? He was your best friend, and now you couldnât even look at him without overthinking every little thing.
And to make matters worse, he was visiting you today.
You had approximately 15 minutes to get your life together before Kento arrived, which was nowhere near enough time to deal with the tornado that was your dorm room or the emotional hurricane swirling inside you.
âOkay, okay, calm your tits.â you muttered to yourself, grabbing stray socks off the floor. âJust play it cool. Itâs just Kento. You know him best. Real well. Heâs been here a million times. No big deal. Totally normal.â
You shoved a pile of notebooks into your desk drawer, praying it wouldnât jam, and quickly rearranged the pillows on your bed. By the time you heard the knock at your door, your dorm was passable, well barely. And you were mostly sure you didnât look like a total disaster.
When you opened the door, there he was, Nanami Kento in all of his huge handsome stature, standing there with his usual calm demeanor, holding a bag of snacks. You yelped quietly as you looked at him. Your roommates must have let him inside.Â
âThought you might need these.â he said, giving you one of those small, knowing smiles that made your brain short-circuit.
You blinked at him. âNanami Kento, are you a psychic?â
He raised an eyebrow. âNo, but you texted me at 2 AM complaining about running out of your favorite chips, so I figured this might help. You still have some paperwork to do, right? And you wonât eat unless I come by to remind you. So, I got it.â
âOh.â You tried to laugh, but it came out more like a nervous croak. âRight. Thanks. Youâre, uhâŠyouâre a hero.â
He stepped inside, his gaze sweeping over the room. âDid a tornado hit your room? It was clean last time I came by.â
âWhat? No!â You crossed your arms defensively. âI cleaned! Mostly.â
Kento gave you a skeptical look before setting the bag of snacks on your desk. âIf this is what âcleanâ looks like to you, remind me never to see it messy.â
You threw a pillow at him, and he caught it effortlessly, smirking. âCareful. Thatâs my best throw pillow. If you damage it, Iâll charge you emotional damages.â
âNoted, little miss engineer.â he replied, setting the pillow down with exaggerated care. âWhatâs the rate for emotional damages these days?â
âDepends. How many snacks did you bring?â
âEnough to keep you from suing me.â He tells you with a grin. âStill have some in my car, just in case you wanted more.â
The two of you laughed, and for a moment, it felt like old times. A little bit easy, comfortable, effortless. But then, as Kento sat down on the edge of your bed, something in your chest tightened. How had this annoying, perfect, infuriatingly kind man become someone you couldnât stop thinking about? Someone you donât think you could live without?
He looked up at you, tilting his head slightly. âWhatâs with the staring? Do I have something on my face?â
âWhat? No!â You blinked rapidly, your cheeks heating. âI was justâuhâzoning out. Engineering stuff. Very complicated. You wouldnât understand.â
âRight, right.â he said, clearly unconvinced. âBecause Iâm definitely not the one who helped you with that last project.â
âDetails, details, Nanami Kento. Donât get bogged down in the details.â
He chuckled, and the sound was so warm and familiar that you almost forgot why you were freaking out in the first place. Almost. Kento takes a moment. He then looks at you as though examining you with careful abandon. Kento wanted to take in the sight of you, after not seeing you for a while.
âYouâre weird today, do you know that?â he said, leaning back slightly. âEverything okay?â
âYeah, totally fine. Super fine.â You waved a hand dismissively. âJust tired, you know? Engineering. Itâs a grind.â
Kento studied you for a moment, his expression softening. âYouâre a terrible liar, you know that?â
Your stomach flipped, and you forced a laugh. âWho, me? No way. Iâm likeâŠa professional liar. Best in the business.â
âUh-huh.â He hums back in retort.
He didnât press further, but the way he looked at you. Everything about his caramel gaze was gentle, understanding, like he already knew what you werenât saying. Everything about it, everything about him made your heart squeeze.
You sighed internally. How were you supposed to handle this? You couldnât just blurt out, âHey, Kento, I think Iâm in love with you, and itâs driving me absolutely insane!â
But as he opened the bag of snacks and handed you your favorite, you couldnât help but think maybe, just maybe, he already knew that you knew. And that maybe he knew that you felt deeply about him. You sighed. Maybe youâre just imagining it.
As the minutes ticked by, Kento made himself right at home in your dorm, sitting cross-legged on your bed and munching on the snacks heâd brought. Meanwhile, you had plopped into your desk chair, scrolling on your phone under the pretense of âtaking a break.âÂ
But in reality, you were desperately trying to distract yourself from the way he looked way too good just casually existing in your space. How could he look that good even as a law major? How can he have time to make your heart feel like this?
As you flicked through your social media feed, you stumbled upon a post that made your stomach twist uncomfortably. It was a pictureâKento, smiling (smiling!) with a group of classmates, apparently from earlier that day. Some of them were girls. Really pretty girls. Those really pretty preppy law girls!
Your first thought was When does Kento even smile like that? He never smiles like that around me!
Your second thought was Whoâs the one leaning so close to him? Is she, like, whispering in his ear or something?
You shot a quick, subtle glance at him. He was still on your bed, completely unaware of the emotional spiral you were going through. He crunched on a chip like it was the most normal day in the world.
âDid you have fun today?â you blurted out before you could stop yourself.
Kento raised an eyebrow. âUhâŠwhat?â
âToday. You were withâŠpeople from your department.â you said, trying to sound casual and failing miserably.
His brow furrowed toward you slightly. âI mean, yeah, I had a class project meeting. It was fine. Why?â
âOh, no reason.â you said, voice a little too high-pitched. Fuck, you were too obvious. You looked back at your phone, scrolling furiously to hide your face. âJustâŠwondering. Looked fun.â
âWait.â Kentoâs tone shifted. Suddenly you felt his gaze on you. âHow do you know about that?â
Your heart dropped. âUh, I saw it. Online. A picture. No big deal!â
There was a beat of silence before he spoke again, amusement clear in his voice. âAre youâŠjealous?â
âWhat?!â Your head whipped up so fast you almost gave yourself whiplash. âMe? Jealous? Of what? Why would I be jealous?â
Kentoâs lips quivered into a rare, bratâlike smirk, and you immediately knew you were in trouble. âNo reason at all.â he said smoothly. âJust seems like youâre a littleâŠinterested in what Iâm doing when Iâm not here.â
âInterested? Pfft, no. I was justâjust checking to make sure youâre not hanging out with the wrong crowd.â you stammered, flailing for a decent excuse. âYou know, bad influences. Peer pressure. That sort of thing.â
âRight, I see.â he said, clearly unconvinced. âBecause Iâm the type to fall victim to peer pressure.â
âWell, I donât know that part of your life right now!â you snapped, feeling your face heat up. âMaybe one of those girls was trying toâŠto make you join a pyramid scheme or something!â
Kento leaned back on your bed, folding his arms behind his head, clearly enjoying this far too much. âYouâre terrible at hiding things, you know.â
âIâm not hiding anything!â you shot back, spinning your chair around so you didnât have to look at him.
There was a rustle of movement, and then suddenly, he was right behind you, his hand resting lightly on the back of your chair. You could feel your ears redden at the feeling of him. You squeaked, loud enough for him to hear.
âYouâre really bad at lying, too. How come you havenât evolved at lying? Itâs been years and somehow, youâre still bad at it.â he said softly, his voice just teasing enough to make your heart race.
You spun around to face him, glaring. âOkay, fine! Maybe I was a little jealous. Are you happy now?â
Kento blinked, clearly surprised by your sudden outburst. But then, to your absolute horror, he started laughingâactual, full-on laughing. He hadnât expected for you to just come out and say it like that. You were a prideful little flower, you always have been.Â
âYouâre laughing at me?!â you cried, swatting at his arm.
âIâm not laughing at you, you know.â he said, still chuckling. âI just didnât think youâd actually admit it.â
âWell, I did!â You crossed your arms, trying to look annoyed even as your face burned. âSo what are you gonna do about it?â
Kentoâs laughter softened into a small, fond smile, and for a moment, the teasing disappeared. He didnât know how much he missed you until now. Somehow, the world seemed like it was in proper orbit when heâs with you like this.
âNothing, nothing.â he said, his voice low and sincere. âBecause you donât need to be jealous. If I wanted to spend my time with anyone else, I wouldnât be here right now.â
You stared at him, your brain short-circuiting as he straightened up and walked back to the bed like he hadnât just casually wrecked you with one sentence. You looked away, crossing your arms as though to shield yourself from him. But he could still see the redness of your ears.
âWellâŠ.â you muttered under your breath, plopping dramatically onto your desk. âNow Iâm jealous of myself.â
Kento paused mid-bite of a chip and turned to you with an amused look. âWhat was that?â
âNothing!â you said quickly, sitting up straight like you hadnât just been caught having an existential crisis.
But of course, Kento being Kento, he wasnât about to let it slide. âNo, no, go ahead.â he said, his smirk returning as he leaned back against the headboard. âExplain how youâre jealous of yourself. This, I have to hear.â
You groaned, hiding your face in your hands. âForget I said anything. Itâs dumb.â
âI doubt that at all.â he replied, his tone annoyingly smug. âBut fine, Iâll drop it. For now.â
You peeked at him through your fingers, only to find him watching you with a mix of amusement and something softer, something that made your heart flip all over again. You wanted to throw a pillow at him or maybe yourselfâjust to get rid of the growing warmth in your chest.
Instead, you grabbed the bag of chips from the desk and walked over to him, shoving it into his hands. âHere. Eat some of the snacks and stop psychoanalyzing me.â
âI wasnât psychoanalyzing you.â he said, popping another chip into his mouth. âBut youâre making it very tempting.â
âUnbelievable, Kento.â you muttered, plopping down onto the bed beside him. âThis is why I canât stand you sometimes, you know that?â
âUh-huh.â He glanced at you, one eyebrow raised. âSo much so that you admitted to being jealous of people spending time with me. Makes perfect sense.â
You huffed, grabbing a handful of chips just to give your hands something to do. âOkay, fine, you got me. I was a little jealous. Big deal. Youâre my best friend. Itâs normal to feel weird about you hanging out with other people, right?â
âIs it?â he asked, his voice teasing but his eyes studying you closely.
âYes!â you said, refusing to meet his gaze. âBecause weâre close. And I donât like sharing, okay? Youâve known that since we met!â
âHmm, hmm.â he said thoughtfully, leaning a little closer. âSo what youâre saying is, you want me all to yourself?â
You choked on your chip, coughing violently as Kento sat back, looking far too pleased with himself. âYouâugh! Donât say things like that!â
âWhy not? Iâm just repeating what you said to me.â he replied innocently.
âThat is not what I said!â
âSounded like it to me.â
You glared at him, your face burning. âYouâre the worst.â
âSure, sure,â he said, smiling slightly. âBut Iâm your worst.â
And just like that, you were done for. Completely, utterly done for. You threw a pillow at him once again. Because what else could you do to him like that? He wasnât wrong. Sure enough, he caught it effortlessly, laughing rather softly as he set it down beside him.
âStop overthinking about it.â he said after a moment, his tone quieter now. âIâm here because I want to be. No one else matters, okay?â
You blinked, caught off guard by the sudden sincerity in his voice. âOh.â
âYeah.â he said simply, reaching into the chip bag again like he hadnât just made your heart implode for the second time that evening.
And you sat there, staring at him like an idiot, thinking that maybe, just maybe, falling for him wasnât the worst thing in the world after all.
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IT WAS ONE OF THE RARE OPPORTUNITIES WHERE YOU HAD A DAY OFF. So of course, you took the time to call Kento and ask him to hang out with you. And as usual, all he had said was that short, sure yes and nothing more.
Heâd pick you up in thirty minutes, like usual. And of course, Nanami Kento was never late. If anything, he was always ten minutes early. He couldnât have you waiting, after all.
The bar was warm and lively, filled with the hum of conversation and the clinking of glasses. You and Kento had decided to spend your day off together, and while the original plan had been something low-key like a cafĂ© or a bookstore, somehow youâd ended up here, nursing a drink and trying to act normal around him.Â
Heâd never been here before, but he saw it from across the road and if the cafe or bookstore was closed â an afternoon at a bar wasnât going to be a bad idea for college kids wanting to have some adventure beyond the campus walls.
Normal. Just normal. Yeah, act like you do. Well, whatever normal looks like to you now.
You could only mentally sigh as your peripheral was only stuck on him more than usual.
As if that was possible when you were utterly, hopelessly in love with the man sitting across from you.
Kento, of course, looked effortlessly composed, like he always didâleaning back in his seat, one hand resting on the table, the other holding his drink. He wasnât a flashy guy, but there was something about the way he carried himself that made it impossible not to stare. And you were staring. Again.
âYouâre staring at me again.â he said, his voice calm but with a hint of amusement.
âI am not!â you shot back, quickly taking a sip of your drink to cover up your flustered state.
âYouâve been doing it all evening.â he continued, raising an eyebrow. âIs there something on my face?â
âNo, no.â you muttered, feeling the heat creep up your neck. âI was justâŠzoning out. Thinking aboutâŠstuff.â
âStuff. You sureâŠ.about stuff as an excuse?â he repeated, his tone skeptical.
âYes, stuff.â you said firmly, glaring at him. âYou wouldnât understand.â
He chuckled softly, and you were both annoyed and utterly charmed by the sound. Why did he have to be so effortlessly perfect? It wasnât fair. You hated how good he is at being everything you love. As you tried to regain your composure, a voice interrupted your thoughts.Â
âHey there, sweetieâpie.â a man said, sliding up to your table with a confident grin. âMind if I join you?â
You blinked, caught off guard. âUhâŠâ
Before you could say anything else, the man pulled up a chair and sat down, clearly not waiting for permission. He leaned forward slightly, his gaze fixed on you. You felt disgusted by the way he looked at you. He wasnât your type at all. And moreover, heâs creepy as hell.
âI couldnât help but notice you from across the room.â he said smoothly. âYouâve got a great smile.â
âUm, thanks?â you said awkwardly, glancing at Kento.
Kentoâs expression didnât change much, but there was a subtle shift in his posture. He sat up a little straighter, his jaw tightening just slightly. Kentoâs eyes were glaring hard enough that you could find those eyes were blades cutting you whole.
âSo, whatâs your name?â the guy asked, ignoring Kento entirely.
You opened your mouth to answer, but Kento beat you to it.Â
âSheâs not interested in you.â he said flatly, his voice calm but with an edge that made the guy pause.
The man glanced at Kento, raising an eyebrow. âAnd you are?â
âPerson sheâs with.â Kento replied smoothly, though his tone made it clear that he wasnât just a friend. âWho also happens to know sheâs too polite to tell you to leave, so Iâll do it for her. What else are you waiting for? Leave.â
Your heart skipped a beat. Was KentoâŠjealous?
The man hesitated for a moment, clearly debating whether to push back, but something about Kentoâs steady gaze seemed to make him think twice. With a shrug, he stood up. He wasnât going to get anything out of you. Lest he wants to get bitten by a tiger waiting to eat him. Well, at least heâs smart about that.
âAlright, alright. No need to get territorial.â He winked at you before walking away.
You shuddered at his wink.
Have men always been weird?
You shake it off quickly, drinking your pint.
You turned to Kento, your cheeks burning. âTerritorial? Really?â
Kento shrugged, taking a sip of his drink like nothing had happened. âHe was bothering you. I handled it.â
âI couldâve handled it myself, you know.â you said, crossing your arms.
âIâm sure you couldâve.â he replied, setting his glass down. âBut I didnât feel like watching you pretend to be polite to someone who clearly couldnât take a hint.â
You narrowed your eyes at him. âYouâre impossible.â
âMaybe.â he said, a small smirk playing on his lips. âBut at least you donât have to deal with him anymore.â
You huffed, turning back to your drink. But as you took a sip, you couldnât help but notice the way Kentoâs gaze lingered on you, softer now, like he was trying to gauge your reaction. You drink your pint once again in some somber silence.Â
âWas that really necessary?â you asked, trying to keep your voice steady.
âYes.â he said simply, his tone leaving no room for argument.
You glanced at him, your heart doing that stupid fluttering thing again. âWhy?â
Kento held your gaze for a long moment before replying. âBecause I donât like the idea of anyone else thinking they can have whatâs mine.â
Your brain short-circuited. âW-what?â
He didnât elaborate, just leaned back in his chair with that same calm composure, as if he hadnât just wrecked your entire evening with one casual sentence. You stared at him, utterly flustered and more in love than ever, wondering how on earth you were supposed to survive the rest of the night without completely losing your mind.
For the rest of the night, Kento didnât let you out of his sight. He was subtle about it at firstâthe way he leaned in whenever someone walked by, his hand resting casually on the back of your chair. But as the minutes passed, it became glaringly obvious: Kento was on high alert, and every glance from a stranger only made his protective aura grow stronger.
When a group of guys walked by your table and one dared to look at you a second too long, Kentoâs hand dropped from the chair to your shoulder, the weight of it warm and grounding. He didnât even glance at the guy, his focus entirely on you, but the message was clear: Donât even try it. Back off.
You tried to act normal, but it was impossible. Sitting beside him, close enough to feel the heat radiating off his body, you were acutely aware of every little thing about himâthe way his sleeves were rolled up just enough to show his forearms, the way his voice dropped into a lower register whenever he spoke to you.
âYouâre quiet again.â he said, his voice low as he leaned a fraction closer.
âIâm fine, Kento. Really.â you mumbled, staring into your drink to avoid looking at him.
âLiar.â he murmured, his tone edged with amusement. âYouâve been squirming all night.â
âI have not!â you protested, but the way your voice cracked didnât help your case.
Kento just smirked, and that was the last straw. You stood abruptly, your chair scraping against the floor. âIâm going to the bathroom.â
âNot alone, youâre not.â he said immediately, rising from his seat with an ease that made you want to throw something.
âWhat, are you my bodyguard now?â you snapped, trying to ignore the way your pulse quickened at his possessive tone.
âIf thatâs what it takes, then yes.â he said simply, his gaze steady and unyielding.
Before you could argue, he took your handâfirm, unrelentingâand led you toward the exit.
âKento, the bathroomâs that way.â you pointed out, trying to tug your hand free.
âWeâre leaving.â he said without looking back.
âWait, what? Why?â
âBecause Iâm done watching people think they can look at you like youâre up for grabs.â he said, his voice calm but with an edge that sent a shiver down your spine.
Your protests died in your throat. Nanami Kento rarely raised his voice or lost his composure, but there was something in his tone now. It was something raw and unmistakable. And every bit of it just left you speechless.
The car ride was silent, tension thick in the air. When he pulled into a quiet, empty lot, he turned off the engine and finally looked at you. His gaze was dark, intense, and it sent a jolt of electricity through you.
âKento, whatâs going on?â you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
âYou.â he said, his tone low and rough. âYouâre whatâs going on. Do you have any idea how hard it is to sit there and pretend Iâm okay with watching other people look at you like they have a chance?â
Your breath hitched. âI⊠I didnât think youââ
âDidnât think Iâd care?â he interrupted, leaning closer. âDidnât think Iâd notice? God, you drive me insane, you know that?â
âKentoâŠâ
âYouâre mine.â he said, his voice leaving no room for argument. âYouâve always been mine. You always have been since we were kids. I just didnât want to scare you off by saying it out loud again.â
Your heart pounded so loudly you were sure he could hear it. âIâ IâŠ.I know.â you admitted, your voice trembling. âBut I thought you wouldnât say it again and I justâŠmaybe with time passing⊠I thought I was the only one now.â
His lips curled into a dark, almost predatory smile. âYouâre not. Never. Not when Iâve marked you since we met at that playground when we were kids.â
Before you could process his words, Kento leaned in, capturing your lips with his in a kiss that was anything but gentle. It was animalistic, it was wanton. It was full of possessiveness, claiming, as if he were branding the truth into you.
You matched his intensity, your hands gripping the front of his shirt as you pulled him closer. The kiss deepened, and any hesitation youâd felt earlier melted away, replaced by a burning need that had been building for far too long.
He broke away just long enough to murmur against your lips, âSay it. Say youâre mine.â
âIâm yours.â you whispered, your voice shaky but resolute.
âYou belong with me.â
You looked at him with your doe like eyes. âI belong with you.â
âGood.â he growled, pulling you into his lap without hesitation. His hands gripped your waist firmly, his touch both grounding and electrifying. âBecause Iâm done holding back.â
Your fingers tangled in his hair, and you couldnât stop the smile that spread across your face as you whispered, âThen donât.â
And he didnât.
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YOU DIDNâT EXPECT HIM TO BE THIS HUNGRY FOR YOU. But with the way heâs going at it. Kento has been hungry for you for a very long time. Kentoâs lips linger, soft and insistent, as if savoring every inch of your skin.
The warmth of his breath trails higher, leaving behind a delicate ache where his mouth was. His hands rest firmly on your thighs, fingers pressing just enough to make your breath hitch.
âYouâre trembling.â he murmurs, his voice a rich baritone, teasing but laced with tenderness. He looks up, his gaze heavy with desire, his lips brushing against your inner thigh as he speaks. âDo I make you nervous?â
A shaky laugh escapes your lips, betraying your composure. âNot nervous... justââ Your words cut off as he presses another kiss, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin.
âJust what?â he asks, his tone low and deliberate, his lips curving into a smile against your skin. His hands slide upward, thumbs drawing small circles that make your heart race.
âKento.â you breathe his name like a plea, your voice catching as he moves closer, the space between you charged with electricity.
The dim glow of the streetlamp filters through the windshield, casting golden lines across his sharp features. The intimacy of the confined space amplifies every touch, every sound between the two of you in these leather seats. The soft rustle of fabric, the quiet hum of his breathing, the slap of flesh against flesh.
âI love when you say my name like that, you know?â he says, voice dark and velvety. His mouth moves with purpose now, leaving faint marks of love on your skin, each one deliberate, each one staking his claim. âI love hearing it like that. Wanton fâr me.â
You gasp, your head falling back against the car seat, fingers threading through his hair, tugging gently. He groans at the sensation, the sound sending heat coursing through you. How has he ever been this good at getting under your skin?
âI want to hear more from you.â he murmurs against your skin, his voice a mix of command and yearning. His lips hover for a moment, teasing you with their proximity. âBut only if youâre ready.â
Kentoâs lips trail higher, each kiss softer yet more possessive, leaving warmth that lingers long after his mouth moves on. He pauses for a moment, his breath hot against your skin as his hands tighten slightly on your thighs, his thumbs stroking slow, deliberate circles.
âDonât hold back your noises from me, okay?â he murmurs, his voice a sultry whisper that sends a shiver racing through you. He looks up, his golden-brown eyes locking with yours, a smirk tugging at his lips. âI want to hear you clearly.â
The command in his tone makes your pulse quicken. You bite your lip, but the sound escapes anyway, a soft, breathy whimper that only seems to spur him on. Kentoâs touch made you feel as though a thousand flames were burning all at once.
âThatâs better, isnât it?â he says, his voice thick with satisfaction. His teeth graze the sensitive skin of your inner thigh, and he chuckles darkly when your hips shift involuntarily toward him.
âKento.â you gasp, your voice trembling with both restraint and longing.
âHm?â he hums against your skin, the vibration sending a jolt straight through you. âI told youâno holding back.âÂ
His hands glide upward, thumbs pressing into the soft flesh of your thighs, anchoring you in place as his mouth continues its slow, maddening journey lower and lower. You could feel your lips mutter a weak groan against him.Â
The dim light of the streetlamp catches the sheen of his messy blond hair, illuminating the faint smile on his lips as he drinks in every reaction you give him. The intimacy of the moment wraps around you both, the world outside the car fading entirely.
âKento, please.â you whisper, your voice raw with need, your fingers tightening in his hair.
He pauses, his lips hovering just above your skin, his breath ghosting over you. He takes in the sight of you, almost as though a hunter to a prey. Nanami Kento is your hunter, he always has been. And heâs been keeping this inside him for way too long. This desire, for you. Only you.
âThatâs what I wanted to hear from you.â he murmurs, his tone dark and full of promise, before pressing another kiss, softer this time, but no less consuming.
Kentoâs words hang in the air, thick with authority and desire, as his lips return to your skin with renewed purpose. Heâs slow, methodical, as if every kiss, every graze of his teeth is a language only he can speakâand youâre utterly fluent in his meaning.
âSuch sweet sounds from you, hm?â he murmurs against your thigh, the deep timbre of his voice reverberating through you. âDonât hold them back from me. Let me hear what I do to you.â
Your breath hitches, a soft moan slipping past your lips, and the way his lips curl into a grin tells you heâs satisfiedâbut not done. His hands are firm but gentle as they slide further up your inner thighs, fingers brushing dangerously close to where you want him most.Â
His touch sets your skin alight, the heat pooling low in your stomach as your chest rises and falls in uneven rhythm. You could feel his long fingers making their journey to that space, their cool touch melting you whole in a pleasurable moan.
âKento.â you whisper, barely able to find your voice, your hands trembling as they clutch at the seat beneath you.
He glances up, his caramel eyes catching the faint glow of the streetlight streaming through the windshield, giving him an almost otherworldly allure. His gaze is dark, hungry, but thereâs a softness there too. There was that endless reverence in the way he looks at you, as though youâre something precious.
âYes, my love?â he asks, his voice laced with feigned innocence, though the smirk pulling at his lips betrays him. Your heart drummed at your new nickname from him. It was real. You were lovers. Doing what lovers do. âTell me what you need. I want to hear it.â
You let out a shaky exhale, your fingers threading into the lower depths of sandy blond undercut for stability as much as desperation. Slowly, it trailed down on his neck, your touch sleuthing through him. Temptingly, almost like a wanting vixen.
âI need you⊠closer.â you admit, voice breaking, the vulnerability of the words making heat rise to your cheeks.
Kento hums in approval, the sound low and pleased at your words. He leans closer and his fingers echo deeper and deeper into you. Your head throws back hard against the leatherâs pristine touch. He playfully moves inside. One moment in a circle. One moment a thrust. Over and over again, rinse and repeat, force and pleasure. And all you could do was surrender.
âGood girl of mine, my love.â he murmurs, his praise sending a wave of warmth coursing through you.Â
That had surely made you even more wet inside. His lips press higher against your jaw, his stubble grazing your sensitive skin, drawing a sharp gasp from your lips. He continues on and on. You donât know where he learned it. How he got so good at knowing how to take you to paradise. BUt you could hardly care. You were focused on how deep his fingers were in you.Â
âYouâre so beautiful like this, my love.â he continues, his voice velvet against the charged air. His hands grip your thighs tighter, pulling them apart just enough for him to settle more firmly between them. âCompletely undone for me.â
A sound escapes you, part moan, part plea, and his response is immediate. There was a broken groan deep in his chest as he nuzzled against you, the vibrations of his voice making your whole body tremble and shake as he rushed more and more, in and out, with his masterful fingers.
âThatâs it. Go on, my love.â he breathes, his voice dark, dripping with satisfaction. âJust let go for me, honey. No one else is here. Just us. Just me and the way you fall apart under my touch.â
The world outside the car feels impossibly distant now. The soft flicker of the streetlamp, the faint hum of passing cars. Itâs all drowned out by the thrum of your heartbeat and the way Kentoâs lips, and his fingers worship every part of you they touch, in and out.
âKento, Kento.â you gasp again, your voice a desperate whisper.
His name on your lips seems to be his motivation, pushing more and more as his fingers tighten inside of you as he shifts closer, his movements becoming more deliberate, more consuming. You could only feel your tears rush in pleasurable waterfalls on your cheek.
âSay it again, my love.â he demands softly, his lips grazing the edge of your hip. âSay my name like that again.â
And when you do, your voice trembling and raw, and broken â he lets out a sound thatâs pure need, his control slipping as he loses himself in you entirely. His fingers dug deeper and deeper until they couldnât anymore. Your slick brushing through his fingers as he repeats it over and over again.
Kentoâs name spills from your lips again, breathless and aching, and he growls softly against your skin. There was a sound that sent a ripple of heat straight to your core. You cry out loudly as you come undone on his touch, so hard that you see stars.Â
âYouâre trembling so much, my love.â he murmurs, his voice molten and rich. âIs it because of me, hm?â
His fingers slowly exit through your crevices, slick and full of you. He looks satisfied with the mess he made of you. It doesnât matter if you pool your pleasure on his leather seats. The sight was satisfying to look at. Because youâre his. And this was proof.
Your answer is a shaky exhale, your head falling back against the seat as your hazy gaze saw him slowly eat at the slick of your pleasure. You had just come undone from his touch and now you could feel yourself wanting more. You were wanton for more. Only he could make you feel this way.
âWords in full, my love.â he coaxes, his tone teasing but firm. âI want to hear you say it.â
âYes, Kento.â you admit, voice breaking as you finally surrender to his command. âItâs youâonly you.Itâs always been you.â
And with that, he kisses you as he finds himself wanting more of you, as much as you wanted more of him. You gave him everything, and he gave you everything. You wanted to be whole, consumed by the existence of the other.
The air thickens with desire as his touch shifts from lingering to deliberate, the rhythm between you growing more urgent. You brace yourself, your body trembling in anticipation, and then, with a careful, controlled movement, he enters you.Â
A sharp inhale catches in your throat, the sensation overwhelming as he fills you completely. You gasp, every inch of him stretching you, pushing you to the edge of something deeper, something more consuming. Your body trembles in the wholeness of him.Â
He began to move at a slow pace and then soon enough, with that eager speed. Your legs crossed against his back, and your arms crossed against his shoulders. You could only hold on for dear life as he pushes in and out of you in a pace that took your breath away.
Every inch of him stretches you, each motion slow yet intentional, designed to leave you breathless, wanting more. Kentoâs gaze never leaves yours, intense and searching, as though heâs reading the unspoken desires written in the way your body responds. The heat between you builds steadily, a slow burn that makes your pulse quicken, your limbs aching with the need to surrender to him entirely.
Everything felt so good.
He made you feel good.
Only he could do it like this.
"Are you okay?" His voice is low, almost reverent, as he pulls back just enough to meet your gaze.Â
Thereâs a softness in his caramel eyes, a tenderness beneath the storm of desire that mirrors the vulnerability you feel. His breath is heavy, and yet thereâs a careful concern in his touch, as if he's trying to read you, to make sure you're ready for what comes next.
You nod, but words fail you, the overwhelming sensations clouding your ability to speak. Every inch of your being is attuned to him now, to the heat of his body against yours, the steady rhythm of his breathing.Â
You inhale deeply, trying to steady yourself, yet all that fills your senses is him. The scent of him, the taste of his skin, the press of his chest against yours. Your slick blending against his own. It was all consuming. How you both fit together. How you were made for each other.
"More, Kento." you whisper, the word barely audible but laced with desperation. Itâs not just a plea. No, you were saying it as it is. âFaster.â
You needed him. Every bit of him, every part of him. You wanted it all. The craving in your voice is clear, raw, and unfiltered. The desire that had been simmering between you both is now an undeniable force, impossible to resist.
His lips curl into a small, knowing smile, and something in his gaze shifts, darkens. Without breaking eye contact, he presses forward again, moving with an intensity that speaks of his own growing hunger. His movements are deliberate and calculated, even with the speed he was going at.Â
It was as if he was savoring every inch, every moment with you. Each stroke is measured, calculated, and yet there's an undercurrent of urgency, as though he's trying to pull you deeper into him, deeper into this shared space where only the two of you exist.
His gaze is intense, a silent communication passing between you both. It's not just about the way he moves or the way he touches you. Everything about it felt like magic. It's how he reads every subtle shift in your body, every small intake of breath, every whisper of need.Â
Heâs attuned to you in a way that goes beyond words, understanding the unspoken pleas you can't voice. Itâs like he knows you better than you do yourself. Itâs like heâs memorized every part of you. He just knew how to love you whole, completely.
You cried out as he hit that pleasure spot, in and out. The car windows were fogging up with the hot breath echoing out of your lips over and over again. You were certain that just as much, people had noticed the car shaking and rearing with activity at the stop. It was too obvious to see.
The heat between you builds steadily, a slow burn that makes your pulse race, that quickens the rhythm of your heart. You feel it in the way your body responds, how the pressure inside you grows with every shift, every stroke, until it feels like the world is narrowing down to just the two of you. You both were lost in this rhythm of connection, of craving, of surrender. This was all that there was, this universe of you, together.
Your body aches with the need to give in completely, to let him take you fully, to become lost in the feeling of him, of the shared moment. He looked at you and leaned forward, letting his lips take yours. His tongue pushes through against your own in a delicious melee of pleasure. You hummed against his lips as his thrusts got deeper, faster. More desperate.Â
When he parts from you to gather air in his lungs, he slows for a bit and pulls out, earning a whine. But then in a steady shock, he pushes back in, his hands straying to your back, pulling you closer to him. It was as though he wanted you to melt and blend with his flesh. To become one. He thrusts deeper and deeper, harsher than before. You cry out against his ear.Â
"Let go, my love." he murmurs, his voice a low, breathy whisper against your ear, sending a shiver down your spine. "Iâve got you."Â
Thereâs an assurance in his words, a promise that you can surrender, that heâll be there to catch you, to guide you through whatever comes next. And with those words, everything inside you snaps. The tension, the anticipation, the desire.Â
Everything unravels in a wave of release, a deep, consuming surrender. You cry out so loud that you think that you were gasping for air for the first time. Nanami Kento hit on your body with a harsh desire last time and felt his own hot pleasure flow through you with a loud roar.
Your body trembles beneath his touch as you lose yourself in him, the rhythm of his movements pulling you deeper into the moment, into the raw intensity of it all. Your grip on him tightens involuntarily, fingers digging into the hardness of his skin, anchoring yourself to the sensation of him.Â
Each breath comes quicker, more erratic, as you struggle to keep up with the waves of pleasure crashing over you. Your eyes flutter closed, and a few tears escape, blurring your vision. But the tears are not from pain. They are from the overwhelming satisfaction, the complete surrender of everything youâd been holding back.
For a moment, you canât see anything, your body entirely consumed by the sensations coursing through you. Itâs like youâve been plunged into a haze, where nothing exists but the pulse of his touch, the heat of his body against yours. You feel your senses heighten, every movement, every sound reverberating inside you, making your heart race.
And then, slowly, your sight begins to return. Everything is foggy, distorted at first, the edges of the world softened by the force of your pleasure. But as the fog clears, everything sharpens, every detail comes into focus.Â
And in that moment, it feels like youâve stepped into something infinite. The universe itself is laid bare before you, and standing at the center of it all, consumed by the same overwhelming force, is him. Everything felt like enlightenment. Life started here.
Kentoâs eyes are locked onto yours, dark and intense, holding you captive with every glance, every word unspoken. His face, usually so composed, is now etched with a mixture of hunger and satisfaction, his own breath coming in ragged pulls. You are drawn to him, to the way he fills every corner of your mind, your heart, your body.
"You're... breathtaking, my love." he murmurs, his voice rough, barely audible as he moves against you, his hands cradling your face gently. "So beautiful, at this moment."
The words make your heart ache, the vulnerability in his tone striking you deeply. Your gaze never wavers from his, even as the pleasure inside you begins to coil again, threatening to pull you under once more. Itâs not just his touch, not just the way he moves inside you. Itâs the way he sees you, the way he makes you feel like youâre the only one who matters in the world.
"Youâre mine. You always will be." you whisper, your voice trembling with the truth of it. The words come from somewhere deep, primal, raw. You donât even know where theyâve come from, only that theyâre true.Â
âAm I really?â He snickers, pecking at your jaw with small peppering kisses with exhaustion.
You nodded shyly, smiling at him. "I need you... like this. Always."
Kento smiles at your confession. His grip tightens around you, his lips pressing against your forehead in a soft kiss, almost reverent. For a moment, it was like heâd fallen in love with you again for the very first time again.
"And you have me, my love." he responds, his voice low and full of promise. "All of me. Always."
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Yandere! House Monster x Reader (II)
Itâs officially a smutty sitcom: you, the oblivious gamer boyfriend, and the tentacle monster lurking in dark corners.
[First part]
Content: gender neutral reader, monster smut
Do monsters have a sense of humor? This creature seems to be greatly amused by the little "game" you've devised behind your boyfriend's back. Although you don't have much input in the affair, and most of the time you're merely a witness to the events unfolding before you (or in you).
First, there's the mild, inoffensive annoyances. "Babe, did you see my controller? I swear I left it on the couch". Some pranks are harder to swallow than others, such as the occasional lack of Internet. You know exactly when it happens, because you can hear your boyfriend's enraged shouts and rattles. It's always during important matches. No one knows why it happens. The repairmen who cross your threshold can only scratch their heads in confusion, confessing that nothing is out of the ordinary.
Then, the unfortunate coincidences. "How about we have some fun after my game?", the boyfriend will suggest with an anticipative grin. Alas, moments after he stands up, he is overwhelmed by a nauseous feeling. His stomach twirls and throbs, and he curses under his breath. "Some other time, perhaps", he concludes begrudgingly. You see, the creature is very possessive. The only thing that has saved your beloved partner from being torn to shreds already is his crassly comical obliviousness.
The mischief aimed towards the boyfriend is, however, a secondary source of entertainment. Nothing could ever come close to spending time with you. Yet another irony to this ridiculous situation: you haven't been caught yet, despite the rabid clinginess of the tentacled monster.
It just loves surprising you. For example, when you exhale dramatically at the end of the day, relaxing in the bathtub and enjoying your peace. Just as you hear an impatient knock on the door, you notice a familiar dark tendril slithering its way out of the water. You won't be leaving the bathroom anytime soon. "Did you steam yourself over there? You look like a lobster", the boyfriend will remark with a raised eyebrow upon seeing your panting, feverish face. "Y-yeah, I guess so." You limp outside, struggling to hold the towel around your body. Or more specifically, around the many marks left on your skin by hundreds of suckers.
In fact, its shamelessness reminds you of a poorly written erotic scenario, the likes you'd see on some adult website with a clickbait title. How would you name this current setup? You grip the edge of the table, pursing your lips to prevent any moans escaping your mouth. Your boyfriend is, once again, scrolling on his phone, indifferent to your presence. The water boiling on the stove drowns the wet, slippery sounds of the appendages pumping in and out of you underneath the table. âYou might want to give it a stir in a moment, or itâll overflowâ, the boyfriend remarks without lifting his gaze. You mumble in agreement, slapping a hand over your mouth. Youâre at your limit.
One may be tempted to ask, is this entity bound to its house? You pondered the same question until your recent IKEA visit. You and your boyfriend had been looking for a new wardrobe. "What do you think of this one?", you asked, closing the door and turning around. Your eyes scanned the empty model-bedroom. The jackass had wandered ahead without you. You sighed and were about to go find him, when a cold grip suddenly tightened around your wrist. You winced and snapped your head back. Thick tendrils had made their way out of the closet, tugging you to join them inside. So it can follow you around, you thought, climbing into the cramped space. Between the silent whines and breathy begging, an idea emerges from your dazed mind. New hypothetical video title: mercilessly molested in the IKEA store by monster partner.
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warnings: slight, unsaid breeding kink. begging konig to nut in you. he is also kind of obsessed with you.
just a small blurb about konig, it's been sitting in my drafts for a long time. teehee.
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Konig had no self-control. Once he experienced something that he enjoyed, then he would indulge it to the extreme. When he tasted a good snack, he brought them in bulk, or when he ate you out for the first time, it took all your strength to push Konigâs head away after hours of his tongue exploring your folds.
He was obsessed with everything about you, which Konig learned very early on. He was so obsessed that he would indulge in anything pertaining to you.
Thatâs why he never fucked you raw. He knew that he wouldnât be able to stop himself from cumming inside of you at any given moment if he ever got to feel your slick pussy wrapped around his cock. He promised you that he trusted you and that he just wanted to make sure that there were no slip-ups.
Konig didnât know that with one soft whine and big puppy dog eyes, you would break his foil-proof plan. You were so desperate for him when he walked through the door, basically ripping his pants off. You told him to just âpull outâ when he said that he didnât stop at the store to buy condoms.
Thatâs how he ended with having you folded into the meanest mating press, slamming into you raw. It was a new feeling, a great feeling. A feeling that Konig needed to feel all the time. The bed squeaked and creaked at each thrust, Konigâs large hands gripping your thighs tightly as he groaned into your neck.
âS-Such a slutty pussy you have, meine liebe.â Konig whimpered into your ear, âYou just couldnât wait for me to g-go get some condoms, could you?â
Your mind was blank, getting more mindless with each thrust. You babbled out utter nonsense, your nails digging into Konigâs back. âAnswer me.â He grunted, âYou wanted this. You wanted me to fuck you raw, so I could fill you up, didnât you? You want me to knock you up?â
He lifted his head and upper body a bit to wrap his hand around your neck, giving it a firm squeeze. âYes, p-please, cum in me. Fuck, knock me up.â You crossed your ankles behind his head.
Konigâs brain was short-circuiting, you were so wet and gripping him so tightly. How was he supposed to deny you what you wanted? His precious girl wanted him to fill her up then he was going to do it.
And truly what was the worst that could happen if he fucked his seed into you all the time?
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