#why didnt i notice until now

[kittycatcaptive]

current wip, my self-portrait , tumblr ate the details but thats fine i guess also the eyebrows are a weird color because i was gonna mess around with fancy lighting but realized fairly quickly i dont actually have the skill for that yet

[celestialdancer]

IT TURNS OUT IVE BEEN DMING STRANGERS I FOLLOW ON ACCIDENT FOR MONTHS 💀💀💀💀 😭 oh nooooo

(if you hold down on the send to button it pops up with like. Two recent people and sometimes I think I've ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED IT I'm so sorry)

[moeblob]

You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

[bunnihearted]

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[aibouart]

compilation of my other fav palette challenges from the years past... i should do them again sometime......

chara #9 belongs to @askbookwormflareon

[dinosaurvalley]

shhhh we're shit talking

[shewhoeatssand]

what if his pupils are actually each supermassive black holes and the minute details in each of his irises were all nebulae and solar systems and asteroids and galaxies of their own all residing in his deep grey eyes and part of a world of inception so small we can’t see it

[yikes-ajax]

I am doing normal things on this normal day preparing for a distant normal day

[nomairuins]

i just fucking hate having ptsd all of it. so many stupid fucking things send me into fucking hysterics it sucks and i hate it and i dont want itttt anymore i dont want it.

[hecksupremechips]

Night shift or short attention span for the wip thing?

I’ll choose night shift basically Akihiko has this nightmare based on a real memory where he and Shinji got into a very heated fight that dissolved into like, chaos and angry beatings on Akihiko’s part and his nightmare is a warped version where he just keeps punching Shinji in a blind rage until there’s nothing left of him. He wakes up terrified and unsure of what’s happening and Shinji isn’t there BUT ITS OKAY HES FINE he’s just at work I think sadly unfortunately my man has to work a shitty convenience store job to make some money while trying to figure life out and he’s temporarily working night shifts so that’s why he’s gone and Aki does call him at work in the middle of the night for reassurance and asks if that incident really went down the way he remembers it (it didn’t). It’s kinda dark but has a nice ending at least

[thedrotter]

making tumblr likes public out of pettiness because twitter made everyone's private and im not about to stop enjoying the experience of having a curated like tab for those who see to enjoy... why couldn't they make it optional, 😭 as a result now we can all enjoy my likes here

[hollowfairybabybat]

damn one slip up on my part sharing a lil too much n being told ur old enuff to say no or not freeze n make people back off n u dont understand like you want me to detailed list as best i can every reason lmao bc dont think so but damn that and im an angry 15 yr old again hurting myself n being hypersexual about it lmao like that even hurts anyone but me long run lollll

[aliens-took-my-iwa-chan]

@thebrokenabyss I learned how to pony for u <2

[vasito-de-leche]

For starters I wanna say I agree in being surprised of fmn not being super popular on here ,and wanna thank you for the things you’ve written for him thus far its hard to find content of him in general so it makes me very happy!!

twoI really like your self aware au and how you konda expand on it with different characters and how they would react and go about it its very cool to see your takes on it!!

I'm very happy that ppl like my stuff hehe, tysm for the kind words o7! if you guys write your own stuff and post it, feel free to tag me or talk to me about it!! there's not a lot of solid AUs out there, but I've seen a bunch of fanart for an actor AU and im.... thinking so hard about it....

while we're at it, I wanna recommend this rlly good post I saw for r1999 and another self aware au (it's Pavia related so im extremely biased) WHICH ALSO inspired this Pavia fanart <333 go give them love as well!

and since there's a lot of FMN lovers in my askbox, here. you guys get a sneak peek for this drawing I'm still working on of him

[bugdogg]

im so used to hostility online that i tend to not notice when people are being rude, twitter really did alter my reading comprehension skills huh

[caffeinatedopossum]

It's kind of jarring to be reminded that everyone around me has always had more than me (aside from a select few). Like I just forget until it comes down to something mundane like buying shoes and I don't know my shoe size because for most of my life I've had one pair of shoes that I wear until they break. And it was usually something someone either got me as a gift (horrified that my shoes were wearing out. As if thats not what shoes do when you wear them) or they were passed down and I grew into them.

Like that's just normal for me. It doesn't bother me either, this isn't a pity party. It's just surreal that it bothers other people sometimes