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I can't stop thinking about Colin on his travels. Colin, alone, on a journey to 17 different cities, across several countries. Colin on his own.
Colin who writes letter after letter, to his family, to his friends, and barely gets a response back. How long before he understands that they didn't get lost in the mail? How long until he realizes that, just like when he was a boy, no one has the time for him? The space for him? How many letters unanswered before he lets it finally take root and fester in his mind?
He could have died on that tour.
Would they even notice? Would they see when the letters slow until they cease? Would they wonder why? His mum, surely (maybe, possibly, but she has enough on her hands, besides, and he's never been a concern, in need of her assistance, before), but anyone else? Anthony on his honeymoon, Eloise a stormcloud personified, Benedict taking on the familial responsibilities, Fran preparing for the marriage mart and in Bath, regardless. Daphne, his closest sister, a mum running her own estate.
Greg and Hyacinth who enjoy his stories, but are children.
Pen who ignores him. No explanation, no goodbye.
Colin who has no one in his corner. Colin who travels city to city, putting on personas. Will they like me? What about now? Colin who has hardly anything to read from the people he loves. Who do not think of him.
And yet he thinks of them. Brings them back gifts, writes his recollections for them until it hits him that, oh, they don't care. They don't care what he's doing, how he's doing. They didn't want to hear it before, when he was there with them, and they do not want to hear it now, either. Did they even open those envelopes? Did they see them come through the post, just as proof he's alive, and shrug off the contents? Did they look? Once, Colin sends an empty page. No one notices. Easier, then, to send just the outsides. People only ever care about the outsides. Pretty and prim in neat packages, uncaring of what lies beneath. Sea sick on the rocking boats, staring up at stars on the continent, Colin grows aware, but not bitter. Sad, but resigned.
He loves his family, he loves Pen, loves them to grace, loves them to it's okay. It was him, he determines. Too chatty, his letters too long, uninteresting, his passions dull or droll, or else, worse, he's displeased them in some way. Colin who takes refuge in stranger's arms and homes, who dreams and tries to sate his curiosity. Colin who pretends, because anyone, anyone but him would be received better, he's sure of it. Colin who must talk too much, surely, and with no one to listen. Colin who learns to hush.
Yes. Remarkable- as in, I have many remarks about it.
How many times did he go to excitedly write of what he did that week, and stopped himself, knowing it was a waste? How many times did he write and throw into the fire a letter asking Why don't you see me? Why don't you care?
If he didn't make it, how long would it take for anyone to notice? A month? Two? A year? Would they wave it off as his frivolity, denounce him as a flake and fume about the funds? Would they wonder where it was he had lost himself off at?
He cannot fall into that, so, he writes in his journal, instead. Of the ache of it, of how he longs for connection, for understanding, for someone to take him seriously. He keeps it with him, this log of his discontent, of his folly and felicity, of his pitfalls and pains.
If he didn't make it, would they realize all that's left of him is what he sent them, not even a body to bury? Did he look over the side of a bow of a boat and look at the churn of the ocean and think of how many bones it held? Did he tip his face to the sun? How many new scars did he earn? Who did he befriend?
Who did he become?
Somewhere along the line, Colin learned. He learned the real him wasn't wanted.
Somewhere along the line, somewhere between Patmos and Paris, Colin left Colin behind.
And, somewhere along the line, Colin laid face to face with loneliness in his bed, and it wrapped its arms around him.
#colin bridgerton#bridgerton#polin#say what you will- i understand why pen did it- but i still think ghosting your friend with no explanation#when he's off on a journey he could very well die on. . .not great#and what the fuck else was his family doing that they couldn't respond to his letters? they are aristocrats living in an off season#in the country- write a letter back to your son/brother who could perish in a land where no one knows him#idk i think about this a lot like colin was just. . .so uncared for and so unseen#he went off on travels to Europe in the early 1800s#anything could have killed him#and eloise last told him his letters slogged on and on and if he liked it so much he should have stayed#in an ideal world when colin said he apologized for what he said pen would ALSO apologize for not telling him sooner#i don't think she realizes just how lonely colin actually is#just how unseen he is#she thinks like so many others think that he's a popular man and oh so well regarded#that colin isn't real#colin isn't listened to- i wish more people would have empathy for him about that
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wanted to say I appreciate your nuanced takes on MW and especially Curly. i don't get the claim that the fandom is full of Curly apologists when majority (esp yt and tiktok) say he's worse than Jimmy. Yes there's commentary about bro culture defending people, he def messed up in trying to placate Jimmy (tbh "we'll fix this" sounded more like trying to keep someone prone to outbursts like Jim calm and not hurt Anya/himself) but I don't think he did nothing to help Anya, since she continued to confide in him and he had less than a week to resolve it before the crash (I also don't get everyone saying he knew for ages when it seems like Anya told him that same week). I get Jimmy's a pos but saying stuff like Curly should've known he'd crash the ship or that Jim had a criminal record he ignored, reducing them to obviously horrible villain and willfully ignorant sidekick feels like a disservice to the game. If your best friend turned out to be horrible, what would you do in a confined space in the span of a few days to respond? I'd say some of the horror comes from trying to do good but ultimately failing, Curly's state after the crash is meant to be tragic horror not revenge/punishment
Thank you and this is what I want to get across.
A lot of information we have to supplement when it comes to how long things have been happening on this current ship. I think people try to add on to the horror and negligence by making things more obvious so it can feel like it was easier to avoid when, true to life, its not. Jimmy clearly didn't deserve or appreciate what Curly did for him in getting him the job, but do you think if Jimmy was that big of a menace on Earth he would've given him a position where he could have that level of power over people's lives? There's something in the fact he specifically chose to pick a position so close to himself where he could watch Jimmy.
I hate the bro code argument because that is a whole can of worms people really don't get. That sort of mentality is born from the general respect and preference of male matter over female ones. Curly is clearly not that guy, he is absent minded about the issue and inadvertently dismissive but he clearly believes Anya, he just can't understand what she's going through. It's an onslaught of information that no one really reacts right to. Additonally, the entire discussion of her assualt plays to heavy into the idea that there is fault outside of the perpertratior when it comes to SA. It's too close if she only did this or if Curly had protected her better but the fact of the matter is Jimmy did what he did. He did it before any of the conversations with Anya about it and it's why her behavior seemed to change so drastically in those last two days.
He has other conflicting thought and while his role as a Captain should've taken over, people act like it's not a very human thing to have such a toxic presence cloud your judgement. It is never easy to separate friend from coworker once that connection is formed, you want to help them, especially if they were friend first and for a long while like in this case. It's not right, but people act like it would be easy when the game clearly points out that no choice is easy to make, especially when you have to make it for more than one person. You have the weigh the consequences, look at all the options and make a plan. People can headcanon and decide how long things where happening, but if we look at what we were presented through the characters eyes, the only person given time to do that was Jimmy.
He waited two months after the crash to appoint himself Captain. Every time a problem was brought up he immediately took action and refused to sit on it and find a better solution. I think it's important to look at the warped way Jimmy takes initiative where Curly didn't as it works as a good contrast of why you don't just run in to "fix" things. The quickest and easiest option may not be the safest or most beneficial. I think some thoughts on the game suffer from the black and white thinking the game doesn't operate on along with us being voyeurs. We see what exactly led to what but the characters don't. They don't have the hindsight and foresight we do and even ours is scrambled by the non-linear story telling.
Like it's hard to talk abuou those grey zones without sounding like an apologist because you're explaining why taking responsibility isn't easy. It's not and it's weird to act like it would be in a scenerio that led up to the events of the game knowing what we know. We see all these characters in such isolated moments with various things before, in between, after and even during we aren't privy too. The idea that Jimmy is worse than Curly heavily banks on the words Jimmy was saying to Jimmy before he crashed the ship. That whatever happened on the ship was his responsibility to bare, which is true due to his position. But, are they not still not responsible for taking the actions Curly then must bare?
Like i feel like people think that these are situation that become easier with age or when you are in a postion of authority and they aren't. You don't lose your biases or gain some sudden knowledge that makes it easier. It just becomes more tiring as you keep dealing with it. I would be first in line to say Curly fucked up and should've done more but the idea he knew how bad it could get or he really saw the worst in the people around him and ignored it pretty much ignores a huge aspect of his character and the game.
#i do believe Anya was a victum to Jimmy more than once before the crash but the game plays wit the sort of fear of waiting and stagnation#i believe the reason she decided to tell him was becasuse she finally broke down and tested to see if she was pregnant after one too many#signs and its why she went to hide the gun because she knew now that there was proof of what Jimmy did and was he would do anything to#cover it up and while she also didn't want the baby there was no sure fire way to safely induce a miscarriage or abortion cause shes smart#enough to know that hence her reading the illusion of choice and taking measures to protect herself#but in the hypothetical it was a one time occurence I think Jimmy would act like one single mistake shouldn't define him and Anya thinks#that if she did something sooner or said something sooner than she or Curly could've stopped all of it but that the hard thing taking actio#its so hard to be preventative to a person like they also have the autonomy to do things and no one on the ship is okay with actively takin#that away outside of Jimmy that its just a delicate issue and people act like it was a conscious choice not to help when he just helped#wrong he did wrong by not immediately punishing Jimmy but at the same time did he even fully get it yet? Jimmy immediately got into his hea#after like the sound design right before he confront him is telling like every track sort of gives you the feeling of the characters where#we cant see their thoughts because again the only two characters pov we get are Jimmy's and Curly's and even then we only get Curly's thru#the responsibilites he has to take like he is always tasked with something because thats his role but we rarely see him do something off hi#own volition cause hes a metaphorical cog in many of the machines the games comments on but he's not actively pulling a switch#also i think people latch on to the we can both be heros things too much when analyzing Curly because Curly very much is not happy being th#leader and current “hero” of the Tulpar he just wants out in a way that doesn't hurt and while he is still responsible for not doing more#the idea he could've easily nipped this in the butt acts like Jimmy was not a beast of his own and that he made Jimmy into the person he wa#vs the fact that Jimmy is a person on his own right that makes these choices others are forced to take responsibility for when he simply c#couldve not done evil shit like at the end of the day Curly is not perfect but not nearly or remotely as bad as Jimmy because for that hed#have to not care hed have to not have tried hed have to not try to take responsibility and he did just not in the right way but thats#subjective to the person and you can only realize you did fuck up after the results are before you and its tragic like this game is a#a tragedy no matter how you try and spin it. There's lessosn to be learnt but at the end of the day it telling the worst moments of peoples#lives and the certain inevitabilities that come with it#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#nurse anya#anya mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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Heyooo! I spent the last year creating an incredibly self indulgent Ronadora Pinup calendar!
❤💜Pre0rder here!! ❤💜
I'm putting them up for preorder from today (12/06/23) to 12/16/23! Orders are to United States only, for now. This is my first time selling, so plz be kind ;w;
(And shoutout to @biscuitgeekery for the awesome product photos!)
#the vampire dies in no time#kyuuketsuki sugu shinu#kyuushi#ronadora#draluc#ronaldo tvdint#ronaldo kyuushi#tinydraws#anyways this is my calendar project that i was being vague about#Just a quick word: these absolutely will not be arriving in time for christmas#it may arrive in time for january 1 but i wouldn't hold my breath#'tiny why didn't you post this sooner?' i'm Not Smart and i started this project on a whim#i dwelled on the concept for like 3 whole months#and then started working on it january 2023 and basically did a month each month and then realized too late that post production is a thing#again this was a very self indulgent project#it was made for me#and then maybe the whole 2 people who would be even remotely interested in this f;oaiwnfewao
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chat he follows where you look ........
bonus erik's lil smile with his Magnetic Steps emote ....
#snap chats#heheHEHEHEHHELHLHFLAKH IM UNWELLLLLL#WHY DID THIS GAME LAUNCH TONIGHT NOOOOOOOOO I HAVE TO DO MY DUMB ASSIGNMENT#'snap the faster you do your assignment t he sooner you can play with erik' ok but why cant i play with erik now :((((((((#its the way i screamed when i realized they follow where you look LIKE STOPPPPPP....... let me perv in peace#ive done nothing but dance in my kitchen and jump around and scare my brother and dog IM A LOST CAUUUUSSE#i wouldve recorded his emote but you cant zoom in like you can with the cosmetic inspect </3#i think ive warmed up to this skin now. like i didnt hate it before but now im like. He Cute :)#then again it is erik .... ima think that way .... 90% of the time ......... like hi gorjus ily...#ive been on this game for an hour and its just been me doing this and spinning him just like how i spin him in the microwave in my head#CHAT LOOOOOOOOOOOOKKKKK <- clearly obsessed and unwell#i have to look away but i dont want to.... some may say im ... magnetized 😏 i shouldve died in that bus accident#OK BYYEEE i have to force myself away from himmm </3#wodering if i should make a marvel rivals tag caus ei feel like ima post about this for Forever#Fortnite Who i dont need her anymore my big bewautiful wife is here AND HE HAS A TEAM UP MOVE WITH WANDAAAA#OK BYE FR NOW <- is gonna stare at him for longer
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Friend: So who was your Gender awakening?
Me: ??? I didn't know that was a thing??? Who was yours?
Friend: hmm. Pidge Holt, I think--
Me: --OMG MY GENDER AWAKENING WAS PIDGE
#i don't even like the show#like. what#how#why#i have so many questions#why did i only now realize this#she was my favorite character#like. a science nerd whose gender is unclear throughout most of the show#woh did i notsee this sooner#anyway yeah#pidge holt#voltron#nonbinary#transgender
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head in hands like "maybe i should have realized this about myself sooner" as i am surrounded by neon flashing signs that Very Clearly Indicate the thing i should have realized about myself sooner
#anyway i'm just mulling about the 'tism skdjfhgljhdfg#thinking about how i've been having a hard time on site with my internship because i struggle to make small talk with my superiors#and everything is uncomfortable and terrible all of the time and i feel so so out of my depth#but talking with my university superior about the methodology of our profession#has me feeling like i'm playing just dance on extreme and i'm nailing every single beat w#like quite literally is like one of those rhythm games where when you get a combo it plays a cool sound effect#and i'm playing so well the sound effects are overlapping and the screen is just an explosion of stars w#so yeah i am. very comfortable talking academics and theory and things but. shit in social situations.#when i don't have that to rely on whoops#anyway it's just another thing on the incredibly long list of things i have building in my mind of#'why i should have realized i'm probably on the spectrum sooner'#the thrilling sequel to 'how did i go 20+ years without realizing i have ADHD' w#(speaking of)#(the way my ADHD has been leaping into the spotlight this week)#(biggest highlight was being jumpscared not once)#(not twice!!)#(but THREE times by food i had bought for myself)#(put down briefly)#(and then forgotten about for upwards of 30 minutes to 5 hours)#(like the other day i bought myself a little pastry on the way home as a congrats for surviving another week)#(and i put it on the table when i came inside)#(but i. forgot i did that. and went like 4 hours without even thinking about it)#(until i got up and left my room and saw the bag and went '! ! ! ! ! ! ! OH MY GO D MY PASTRY NOOOOOOO')#(the adhd and the autism . . . . they are attacking my ass . . . . . )
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well now isnt that funny
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Some SELF-ISH oc doodly doodles because IM BORED AS FUCK AND I INDEED NEED TO DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE OKAY.
*cries*
Disclaimer: this was just a joke, Earl's eye is not a separate person or something like that
Hi pookie!!!
Dr.sunshine? More like, dr.sunSHIT hahahahah
hey... does that hurt, like, opening your face in half hurts. why is your face mostly a mouth. what are you eating for your mouth to be that big. and dont say your mama
#“Everything hurts when you realize the universe will continue without you”#“Why care about the fate the universe will hand you when you can just make your own?”#“if the universe is even real. of course”#“Are we even real? Do you think I'M worthy to be real?”#“I can't even tell what's real or not if everything i see is darkness. What is the point of having eyes if you can't see through them?”#“It doesnt matter. I will get rid of them sooner or later”#Haha guys did you liked that dr.sunshine dialogue?? please say yes#will wood and the tapeworms#wwatt#wwattw#ocs#cringy oc#self ish#cotards solution#dr. sunshine is dead#dr sunshine is dead
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I AM WAITING?????? I HAVE BEEN WAITING?????? I WAS BORN WAITING?????? WHAT COULD I BE???????????
#sidenote to the post#literally why is it so hard to be reciprocated the same love that i give out#my girl bestfriend gives me more attention and understanding than my own boyfriend to the extent that she knows my own schedule more than#he does. and i didnt even tell her anything.#its pathetic honestly on both ends#because why am i sitting here waiting for someone while also not feeling good enough to wait for them#ive literally always dreamed of having a love like how we did in the beginning but i never really thought it would go this route and now#im disappointed im myself for not realizing it sooner and not fixing it sooner#regardless of if it was my fault or not somehow i am always responsible for what happens#i just want this to get better?????#i want my boyfriend back#SORRY I YAPPED HOLY HELL DELETING THIS AFTER I WAKE UP#holy yap
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I’m always writing these damn breakup texts at 4 in the morning
#I didn’t realize how pissed I was until I was like hmmm it’s probably not normal to fantasize about your ‘friend’s’ apartment burning down#love her but I hate her but I love her etc etc#I hope something fucking horrible happens to her she deserves it#and yet I want nothing but the best for her#god I hate toxic friendships#anyways she has not initiated a conversation like literally all year#I think I’m well within my rights to block her#I’m just mad I didn’t do it sooner#lea talks#you have one unhealthy friendship in highschool and it sets you up to be fucked forevermore#every time I think I find someone who’s going to be a real friend#they do something terrible#I actually can’t believe she knows how bad I hate being ghosted due to the aforementioned high school friendship#AND THEN SHE DID IT ANYWAYS#why do I get stuck with the worst fucking communicators#girl TELL ME WHAT I DID TO PISS YOU OFF#i really did think we were close and then she just cut me out of her life and I don’t even know why#like even some of our last conversations#god#I don’t even know#vent post#urghhhh#lmao on the off off off chance she sees my blog#fuck you#if you didn’t want to be friends you could’ve at least said goodbye#I can’t believe I got a shit grade on my chem exam because I was comforting you through your stupid breakup
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Reason #???? Why Iruma is great,
They take the whole trope of a character choosing not to tell others about a thing only to later be shamed for it and treated like it’s a bad thing and chuck it out the window.
Instead saying that it is perfectly alright not to tell everyone (yes even your closest friends) everything. You’re allowed your secrets and being respected for that choice.
That being friends can mean both being able to tell them anything you want/need to but also equally means being able to feel comfortable not having to share in everything and keep secrets.
Which is especially important given a big part of the series is our main character Iruma dealing with having to keep the big secret that he’s actually human and not a demon (and being terrified of what may happen should they find out)
Which comes to conflict when he starts to consider should he tell his friends the truth? Leading to him having a talk with Azz’s mom who basically questions and brings up the whole idea of ‘is a friend someone you HAVE to tell everything too?’
Some good shit right here.
#like I get the point that at least sometimes when written wanting to get across by keeping X thing secret how it say ended up hurting others#or at least feel hurt by it#which is valid but also just gets irritating how it also like always ends up painting the other in the wrong even if there was a valid reaso#but not here#like sure I could still see one of the characters comment on how they wished they'd been told sooner but would never#harp on them for it and still be understanding as to why they did it#m!ik#irumakun#like I can imagine even if they were to feel a bit down or upset at not being told sooner 100% Clara n Azz wouldn't be mad#(if anything Azz at least might be more mad at himself for how could he have not realized these things sooner maybe hecould have been-#a btter help to master Iruma or something)#but they'd for sure just be glad to that they know now and he felt he could tell them#-and just Nishi's general writing style even if she did write a moment of character reveals a secret upsetting B#I'm sure she could write it in away that'd 1 still subvert expectations 2 over all makes sense in context and for whoever is involved#and also likely wouldn't drag it out the conflict part#or something idk
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Lykaia sets aren’t real. I don’t play in them. So why have I been fussing with functional floor plans for months!! I could’ve been using deco stairs to make the sets look more interesting! I’m so mad at myself! I always make more work for myself than I need to.
#I could actually cry about this#like I’m tearing up rn cause why did I not realize that sooner???#I’ve said so many times that the sets aren’t functional lots#I am so dumb lmaooo#text post
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forever wishing I could have known I was trans/therian at a younger age, so much hurt and depression could have been avoided
pushing away any ideas of being an animal because it wasn't safe made me lose the connection with my animal self for years, I want to regain that connection no matter what it takes
I felt a strong connection to the wolf figure and yet I never thought it was out of the ordinary, I remember really admiring those that could draw it, I thought I just liked the way people's art looked, but the truth is I've always been drawn to those that draw wolves because to me it was a powerful act of self expression, and looking back on it now I had wished I had that form, it was like gender envy but instead it's species envy but at the time you don't really register it as such
I deserved to be my true self, this world is too cruel to people like me and I mourn for the childhood that was stolen from me
how many other therians went their whole childhood wondering why they felt like they never fit in only to discover that they're animals as an adult? why weren't we blessed with the gift of self discovery like the others?
perhaps I'll never get over it, the lost time, the lost potential for connections, the fact that I've lost that connection with my true self, it all hurts so much
newly awakened adult therians deserve better
#therian#therianthropy#dog kin#canine kin#dog therian#canine therian#trans#transgender#alterhuman#i wish things were different#i wish i could go back#how did i not realize this sooner#why didn't i know this#actually autistic#wasted youth#wasted time
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one thing abt me is that I cannot brainstorm about my characters/wips for the life of me (brain is blank unless I’m drafting) and I’m thinking the reason is because I’m soooo used to lonan and harrison and their stories so they’re not as exciting to me as they once were when I WAS unable to stop thinking about them so what I’m saying is I’m going to spend the next few months mentally planning their wedding <3
#LISTENN#I REALIZED YESTERDAY THAT#(at least in seventh virtue they are so hopeless in every other project)#they are SOOOO READY TO SETTLE DOWN#the way LONAN is PREPARED LIKE RN#reeve and darren are supposed to get married in SV (but like it won’t happen for a while for reeve reasons)#& like idk why I am thinking so much about marriage I am not going to get married LMFAO#in reality I don’t think they’re going to do anything fancy but WHY did I not think of this SOONER#(probably because in every other project they like hate each other but IN SV THEYRE IN LOVE OKAY????)#I was thinking about how lovely that is actually 😭 them in a relationship because they mutually like each other & not because#they’re codependent :) lmaooo#I have a very Lonan and harrison idea for how this topic will be brought up#near death experience ????#assassin husbands fr
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That same friend who kept accusing me of writing self inserts (despite the characters only having pretty surface level similarities to me) also rode my ass for AGES about why I'd change my name from my legal name to Winter instead of something that sounds more like my legal name. It was extremely annoying and frustrating to have that conversation like every two weeks until finally I told her I fucking hated my legal name, why the hell would I change my name to something similar to a name I hated??
After that, and only after that she finally left it alone. She also rode my ass about why I use feminine pronouns if I'm nonbinary because shouldn't I be more comfortable with they/them pronouns, which were then shoved onto me despite me saying I'm comfortable with she/her pronouns and I'm realizing this was a fucking garbage friendship. Like I'm not by any stretch claiming to be perfect during all this, but like fucking Christ at least I didn't constantly undermine this friends favorite hobby by claiming they can't write shit but themselves over and over again, insult their name choice, and try and misuse pronouns because she didn't get why I didn't want to switch them (which is no one's damn business by the way don't do this to nonbinary people, it's invasive and fucked up and they don't owe you pronouns that make you more comfortable or that you understand, pronouns people use aren't about you.)
#winters ramblings#looking back on this friendship sarah fucking SUCKED. like by the time she decided to destroy our friendship over TEXT MESSAGE#she moatly reminded me of her mother and thats not a compliment either i hated her mother shes judgmental and stuck up#but even before that the more i look back at this friendship the shittier i realize it was like WHO treats people like this#why the HELL did she constantly insult my writing? W H Y would she think she has ANY authority to question MY NAME??!?!#and calling people by pronouns they dont use is NEVER acceptable that does include neutral pronouns for nonbinary people who dont#use those pronouns like WHY would this need to be explained to a GROWN adult?? it was SO annoying#i dont even mind neutral pronouns i dont care id people use them for me EXCEPT if they do so AFTER badgering me#about the fucking PRONOUNS i use like thats ANY of her damn business!! like what the FUCK??!#like i guess i dodged a bullet on that one but still i probably should have realized sooner what a douchebag she was#i mean if i knew who the hell gabby hannah was id have known her being a fan is a MASSIVE red flag#but you know all i knew was that butterflies song that actually kinda slaps. anyway the more i think about it#the more SHITTY sarah was amd the more i realize i dont like her and i havent for a VERY long time
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I just realized that Ennard thought Michael was William, which gives them using the line "I know it was an accident" (said in Elizabeth's voice) in an attempt to manipulate him into opening the door an entirely new horrible context
#nholy shit why didn't I realize this sooner#That's just... so morbid#Also Ennard's line 'Isn't that why you came here; to be with her again?' ....wow#I guess in a way that confirms that William DID have a soft spot for Elizabeth. That's so tragic#malhare.txt
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