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studying maths brings me infinite rage
#the limit to my patience is getting closer#why cant i sum#i really cannot#and i really need tomorrows exam to go well#and i keep committing such silly mistakes that makes me want to throw myself through the window#fucking maths#i hate maths#i used to like them#but not anymore#maths#fuck maths#school#high school#mathematics#math#algebra#calculus#geometry#analysis#probability#statistics
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jealousy...?
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#my art#genshin impact#art#cyno#al haitham#haino#cytham#i spend the whole day drawing#a comic which can be#summed up in 2 tweets#i hate art#why cant i be a writer or something#pouty haitham is v cute to me
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Love slowly but surely becoming the odd one out in my circle for not using chat gpt even though it would "make my life so much easier and i could spend less time revising stuff" /neg
#“you need to learn how to use it if you want to make money” says my mom#“you should use it to sum up those huge texts so you can study them easier in less time” says my best friend who's technically also anti-ai#“you should—” how about i start fucking biting#little bit of my soul dies everytime i hear smth like that#at this point i dont even know why i hate it so much anymore. i just do. i guess its the principle of it. it's core. but it's everywhere#it tires me out and im so tired already#cant i get help without having to ask a machine for it? is it really all there is left for me to turn to? did i fall this low? did we?#it wouldn't even recognize whats important and what isn't#i think I'll just tear a nerve from stress on my own#sighs#delete later maybe#i dont think i care at this point#sunshine talks
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improving in art rlly ends up being learn new skill and forget an old one you really didn’t wanna forget
#my art style consistency is and always has been zero#but it gets rlly annoying when you’re working on smth overtime instead of in short bursts#like I wanna go and finish sum vampire au stuff but I fear that my style has changed to fit other stuff better#so now I don’t know how to do the cuntier old art style and my side profile privileges have been taken away#I FUCKING KNOW HOW IT WORKS WHY CANT I DRAW IT#like o my god my fucking years of experience are worthless when I can’t even do smth I know I can do#bullshitting
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guy who's unaware he's gonna spend the next 3-5 hours reworking the lyrics of dream sweet in sea major: haha maybe i'll write a silly little narrative for my hmself, wouldn't that be fun? :)
#chemi chats#ALONE ON THE EDGE OF PERIPHERY COMES THE WRONG TUNE (OR MISREMEMBERING WHAT YOU KNOW)#the ideal way for this to work is to make a mashup of Dream Sweet/Isle Unto Thyself/Intro to the Snow and sing to it#which sounds cool in theory and in my head but i cant make that hfgjh i wish i knew music but i only know how to sing :')#their current names are Petal for Heart | Synapse for Mind | Soli for Soul :0 all are names for parts of a larger sum/whole#there's a vague storyline that i think is very interesting but parts of it might need to be scraped. hmmm alas. still very cool tho!!#''Petal (pedantic) / Synaptic (sycophantic) / A blade before the brow / A seam so it seems I *screamed*''#in theory the timeloop would be contained to just this song. And you can make them loop by sticking the song on repeat :]#Soli has a sword!! because what else would be in character for me lmao. He's music coded (a Soli is a solo done by more than one person!)#The conductor and the baton! Petal has flower imagery (instead of a blindfold he has a flower in his left eye)#I'm not sure what to do for Synapse exactly because synapses arent actually very aesthetically pleasing lmao#maybe star coding. because that's my other aesthetic? ough idk!! dont know about this guy hkjgh#im not very good at making characters hkjhg this is why im a fanartist hkjg#i am decent at writing lyrics and im very good at storytelling though so let's see what we can make~!!#but. not right now. bc i am soooo sleepy jhkjdhg
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#doodlings#blitzo#helluva boss#trying to figure out how to draw them properly so i can make sum actual decent fanart lol#helluvaboss#vivziepop#stolas goetia#stolas#stolitz#loona#moxxie#why is blitzos head like that#really hard to draw#props to spindle horse for being able to animate that and actually make it look good#props to vivzie for being able to draw that at all#maybe i just cant draw bald people#helluva boss fanart#blitz fanart#stolas fanart#loona fanart
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Lychee is a traitor and they will be expelled
#they did sonmuch sht#pinned sum on me 2#cant beleaf this#i need som more grapefeuit#they hate thsb savior#dont beloeve in th fruit god#how could they have been so blind#why didbthey not trust me#grapefruit#fruit of growth#tree of growth
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started feeling like absolute shit, like im talkin INSANE levels of sadness and i almost started spiraling but then i took a sippee of some cold water and almost immediately felt better. turns out im overheating. why is the human body like this. i fucking forgor what i was even sad about
anyway this is your sign ta drink water right fucking now
#spacie spoinks#bro i cant stand this mound of flesh i call my home#and more than that i cant stand this fucking HEATTTT FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFF#i think i also might be overstimmed#discord folks if you notice im not very active today or tomorrow thats why ouguoguhg#gonna try and focus on sum drawin
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took a whole year to do this revamp after the goths one or wtv and they still look like shit
#chat#idk why ea cant take the L really any1 that cares abt the premades or townies or wtv just gives them a makeover anyways 😭#dont really care much otherwise the only thing that bothers me is that theyll put the old versions on the gallery#like how the old goths r. call them some shit like classic caliente or sum. 🤢gag#ok ive typed long enough tags i can say this. katrinas looking kinda fine id treat her right
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Perfecting character voices is so lost rn
#this is why y’all write Damian the way you do btw#and anyone btw#like y’all just#Idk how to explain it#vocal equivalent of tim is the smart one Dick is the funny one Jason is the mean one etc.#you cant actually get to know them so you overshoot in their characterizations and I’d say make caricatures of themselves but tbh you just#create new ppl that never existed#and that’s not right either bc it’s not creating smth new#these are incorrect quotes person a b c fanart tropes y’all slap onto the character instead of other way around#when you say “’eldest sister syndrome’ can sum up an entire character I think we’re lost#but yeah that’s the equivalent of like#sure Jason cusses and Damian is formal but they’re both using therapy speech top 10 vines and bad AAVE#like be so fr
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One of my favorite headcannons to think about is that goh Nicknames his pokemon
And like most of the time it's just short for there name so like grookey to key or roo
But then there's the pokemkn that have split evos and for those he'll use like one part of the name for 1 and the other part for the other one so like espurr being es and purr
And then when they evolve the name changes to match there current evo so like meowstic is meow and stic
But then there's pokemkn like the eevees where he's going to need more then 2 and there's only so many combos of eevee
So they get more diffrent names
I personally like to think that there names have a theme
So like the friendship evos are space themes with eclipse for espeon yue for umbreon or some word for moonlight slyveon gets to comet (cause the comet shards in the games are blue and I like to think he gets a shiny one hehe)
Anyway yeah erm thats all for now hehe
#pokemon#goh#pokemon goh#ermmm what else#(-.-)zzz・・・・#i dunno i think ill talk more about my main au for him about what happens after journeys#but to sum it up he does the paldea story so yeah#i havent seen new horizon yet so thats why i say headcannon hehe cause yk#eepy try not ro ramble in the tags challenge#anyway yeah goh brain rot is real#its been like 4 or 5 years now#i cant belive gen 8 is like 5 years now
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Omgstawppcusningisalsooneofmynicknames
Love Ningning and ur acc sm
I love you and ningning omg ur so cute
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Baghra: My son is evil, manipulative, and cares about no one but himself. Do not trust him.
Her son when it’s just the 2 of them:
The point here being: yes, Aleksander is the villain. That was made abundantly clear in the show. But the show creators, I gather, wanted to bring a bit more humanity to him, and I think they did a good job with that, because... who is this speech FOR? WHO IS HE TRYING TO MANIPULATE WITH THIS SPEECH?
#shadow and bone#the darkling#basically im saying that i cant see who hes trying to manipulate here#so i take this as a honest conversation#and that tells me that he isnt 100% selfish or lost to humanity that he is redeemable#because by his own admission: he doesn't matter as much as someone else#if it's JUST about controlling the fold why wouldnt he also matter?#its about saving all the Grisha#I dont condone his behaviour btw just he is an intriguing character#darklina#also what im saying is maybe baghra is not as altruistic as she acted#she was gonna murder mal - do we know she wasnt trying to lay a trap for alina too? who went a diff direction than what Baghra suggested#even her son was like if you put her in harms way because he thinks she could have#in sum: Darkling not all bad Baghra not all good#anti baghra#i guess but not really but for the tagging purposes
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SEASON 4 FINALE.........I felt genuinely ill the whole time like my stomach was twisting I was gonna throw up oh my god what the FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#SAM MY BOY#SAMUEL MY BELOVED IM SO SORRY#THE FUCKING CON ........ THE WHOLE TIME!?!?!?! THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME!?!??!?!#u js have 2 respect her @ this point 4 that bc holy shit#2 season spanning game she was in 4 the LONG HAUL#cas defying fuckers 4 the gayass 1 million complex brothers 🎉#sam made me want 2 throw up so much#he js wanted 2 save ppl .... he didnt kno!!!! HE DIDNT KNO!!!!!!!!!!! (said thru tears)#THE FUCKING DEMOM EYES...ON HIM......IT MADE ME ILL#srry!!!!!!! sam thoughts im rlly biased#OUGH he PRAYED he had FAITH and he was MANIPULATED and TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF and REFUSED 2 SEE IT bc he WANTED 2 BELIEVE#that he culd do GOOD despite tbe fact he KNEWWW he had DEMOM BLOOD in himmmmmmm!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHH#im having so many thoughts. abt him. but i dont thibk im articulating them v well @ all.. oh well! do u understand what i mean#anyways unreleated i thibk sam an cas shuld fuck nasty#im making galaxy brain parallels between them i js cant explain them v well. but i think gay sex wuld help (it wuldnt)#uhmmmm what else#chucks goofy i hope nthn bad happens 2 him (smth bad always happens)#MAN!!!!!!!!!!!! can these stupid ass brothers catch a BREAK!!!!!!! for ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!!#can s5 b normal (s5 won't b normal)#why the hell did i start watching spn. worst mistake of my life#ive been reminded i CAN infact get emotionally attached 2 fictional characters. thanks spn. ive got sam rotating in my mind now#i want dean 2 punch fuck outta him and then i want them 2 make up and they shuld fly 2 sum place else and have a normal life#im so DONE w this show!!!!! (im starting s5 next wk)#why the hell os this show making me feel shit bro this wasnt supposed 2 happen :(#sigh.....................oh well#spn#rivers rambles <3
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WAIT WHAT IF INSTEAD OF CUTE LITTLE CLOCKS THEY JUST HAVE BOMBS STRAPPED TO THEY THROATS AND WHENEVER THEY FUCK UP THEY GET MINUS ONE HOUR AND WHEN THEY TATTLE ON SOMEONE FOR DOING BAD THEY GET PLUS THIRTY MINUTES AND BOOGIES ARE LIKE DESIGNATED SNITCHES FOR THA DAY AND IF THEY CATCH SOMEONE THAT PERSON GETS MINUS TWO HOURS AND THE SNITCH GETS PLUS ONE HOUR
WHEN TIME RUNS OUT THEY FUCKING EXPLODE AAAAAAAAAAAA
#mcytblr#life series#mapbookbabbles#trafficblr#limited life#mcyt#i saw sum fanart and now i cant FUCKING unsee it#PLEASE WHY IS THIS THE DIRECT OPPOSITE OF THAT PLAYGROUND HEADCANNON#IM SO SORRY BUT THEYRE GONNA BLOW UP#LIKE IN SUICIDE SQUAD#THE TNT WAS TELLING US SOMETHING
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bro the job market where I live is fucking terrible. literally nothing available is doable bc I either need a degree I don't have, years of experience in this specific field that I don't have, they don't provide benefits, or it's something like working at twice daily. I'm about to start selling feet pics fr
#i thought about writing or art to try and earn income but idk how rhat market is rn#i just dont know what to do#i hate late stage capitalism w a fucking passion#why cant i be a bug or sum :(
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