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I’ve been having my ass beat, metaphorically, so I never got to share my Fools!James and Fools!Anton
And that is a crime (prepare for a double post bc I still have Fools!David comin’ up)
Sleepy and stoned Fools!James bc I’m weak for him (he wants to be Too Sweet - Hozier soooo bad/j/lh)
And the tiniest ittiest bittiest baby boy !! Fools!Anton pulling an Asher is so fghdthjohdrg/pos
ALSO THAT (pretty sure was) GUY CAMEO WAS SO CUTE AND I NEED FOOLSIVERSE VERSION OF THEM ALL NOW/j/lh
#why cant they just be happy?#look at how pretty they are when they are#that felt like a weird sentence#n e ways#I love these lil sillies !!#redacted audio#redacted james#redacted anton
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no one:
absolutely no one:
jptwt reactions to the hiyomv:
#glad to see that we’re supporting nagisa in this trying time…#i said that i was gonna try to forget the mv. but. i can’t escape it auuuuuuuuuuuu#i mean. i think the mv is just a friendship/‘idols are cool’ mv if you watch it with no thoughts; head empty#but. the fact that there *are* people out there who look too hard into it and take it as [redacted] ship confirmation kinda sours it…#for me at least. i blocked one jptwt used who showed up on my dash saying ‘good news!!! the fruit scene means lhy canon!!!’#mm yes good news indeed. definitely. yeah. totally.#but c’mon guysssss hiyori already has nagisa!!!! the perfect man for her is >>right there<<#why are you tryna shoehorn her into a ship with a married couple helloooo#why can’t guys and girls be >>just friends<< huhhhhhhhh#this reminds me of all the yujiro+mona fanarts of them reluctantly cozying up to each other with the caption of ‘not a ship!!!!’#with the same creator posting a pic of aizo and mona standing 5 feet apart bc they’re both gay and not even looking at e/o with ship tags#like. if you wanna see lxl with gfs at least make sure it’s a compelling ship with even a tiny bit of chemistry???#ngl i think aizo-mona shippers are just shipping them in the name of ‘pair the blonde spares’ but idk#ughhhh sorry nagisakun i didn’t mean to sully the tags of a post with you in it with negativity#ily nagisa i love the way you love hiyori. nghy forever.#anyways. um!!!!! nagisa mv next week!!!!!! manifesting!!!!!! he could save all of us!!!!!! hoping!!!!!!!#the dude from gamushara#(in other news the niji.gaku anime is so funny for n o t h i n g. i can’t believe they got setsuna back so quickly like whaaaaa)#(didn’t it take like 7 story chapters to get her back in llas or sth? it’s been years and it eosed so i cant rmb)#(karin is so funny thoughhh before she joined she just said stuff [which catalysed chaos] and left)
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I just want Smartass to hit someone with a stopsign
Idc how bizarre it is. Just, since Aaron and Smartass are roped into The Balance, I want Smartass to hit someone in Closeknit with a stopsign
Like it’s the final showdown against Blake or something, they’re all in Sunshine’s dream, and they’re all tied down (except for Smartass cuz idk he prolly forgot they existed) and out of NOWHERE they just hit him in the head with a stopsign
#It cant be with a bat or tennis racket#I want it to be a Stopsign#idk why it just HAS to be a stopsign#hit someone with a stopsign Smartass#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted Aaron#redacted Elliott#redacted Sunshine#redacted Smartass#redacted Blake
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I wish Huxley was real :(
#like he doesnt even have to be with me#he can stay with damien#i just want to be his friend :(#WHY CANT HE BE REAL😭#i hate it here#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted huxley#redacted damien
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God I wish I didnt get ostrasised by all but like 4 of my peers because holyfucking shit am I overworked and need a hug
#why cant everyone just be nice like for fucking real!!!!#so sick and tired of looking like Mother Theresa compared to my coworkers bc i do the bare minimum of making the residents feel cared for#like girl we are working with the same cast and crew#will never forget the time a cna came in and after telling them 'hey that guy will get seizures if you give em that' and they replied with#'well they get seizures regardless' AND LEFT#EVIL!!!!!!#andlike#i understand that not everyone has the same memory capacity/ability but oh my motherfucking god#if everyone around me is at baseline then i must be either God or the absolute perfect person#which is saying something bc ive genuinely killed quite a few braincells with my former [redacted] addiction but here i am#knowing the smallest things about everyone that makes em happy#and the thing is is that I WORK IN THE KITCHEN!!!#IM NOT A CNA/RN WHO AT ALL HOURS OF THEIR SHIFT WILL BE INTERACTING WITH THE RESIDENTS!!!#idk man if i were generally mentally n physically well in my 30+s AND gettin outshined by a 21 year old for the past 2 yrs id be embarrasse#cannot fucking wait for my mom to get a job so i can leave mine and take a break#tony speaks#and before anyone says 'the CNAs are overworked and some of the residents can be overwhelming!'#the residents know im nice so they come to me for fucking EVERYTHING!!!!#ESPECIALLY the overbearing ones!!!#AND ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE LITERALLY EVERYONE. STAFF AND RESIDENTS.#ASKING ME WHATS GOING ON WHEN IM BALLS DEEP IN THE AM AIDES BULLSHIT ON TOP OF THE MORNING COOKS#not only do i ghostrun the kitchen but im the guy everyone goes to for everything. regardless of department#im literally a kitchen aide with no further qualifications leave me the fuck alone and ask your superiors/managament FUCK!!!!!!!!
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trying to go about my day when i suddenly remembered one of my dreams was about a close friend dying in surgery (none of my friends have surgeries scheduled) and i was like haha. uh oh! so i'm gonna go lay down now
#not pjo#chitter chatter#i was like man why am i feeling so upset whenever i think about [redacted] and feel like i cant fully remember a convo w them#because it was a dream and it was a dream where they died. SO COOL SO NEAT#dreams#edit: I queued this bc the emotions were a lot but I just had a rough thanksgiving where a lot of family members had health issues changing#plans suddenly so I DONT love that this posted today
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i've said it before but -i feel this especially after i went to get [REDACTED]'s fragment at the crossroads - i wish they'd brought back dao's 'persuade', 'lie', 'convince'. at the very least for this game. it would make perfect sense giving the parties rook is dealing with.
#then again i guess that wouldn't be honky dory kumbaya#can't have your group therapist manipulating you into things .... or can you ...#but serious it would be great to use against solas#why is he the only one allowed to lie roflmao#grapecase complains#da4 spoilers#grapecase plays da4#da4#farryn laidir pt#throughout the entire 'why are you worthy' convo i'm like you do know [REDACTED] told em about you react positively and negatively. why do#you not consider that you're being played again?#not to say ofc farryn has vested interest to save the world but it isnt about some grand benevolence#ey just know ey cant say 'you're a clown and i cant do worse than you did'#and once gaain wishing that the dialogue wheel differences really meant something#da4 critical#i guess#just me whining#i mean i get it i can rp all this. a nd ofc i a m. but would have been fun to be play a sorta i know youre lying and you know im lying#ame with solas#or be able to fail the option to convince the first warden#i guess that was seen as too restrictive but like ... thats life?#lol#some people are more persuasive than others
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oh yeah its been a bit, i want to show that anita's thinking position in that comic cover i made is similar to aoyun (their puppet)'s pose hence. it's really just anita. that's them.
this is them when they think or plan about what to do next, etc. etc. <:3c
#fhr#sidestep: anita lee#puppet: aoyun#myramblings#aoyun is really just anita but they treat her like shes just a disguise which backfire when all it did was to make them wishes they can jus#be themself in their own body than aoyuns when hanging out with mortum or jules genuinely#i might. consider having anita be aware that aoyun is [redacted] during rebirth- you know the whole lucky red thing?? yeah#so to make sense to why in retri anita is trying so hard to at least give aoyun a better hospital and leave 'cause yk it shouldve been done#but. yeah- instead they still keep being aoyun SIMPLY bc they enjoy mortums friendship and longing for jules but doesnt do anything about#it because... you know anita is just anita. this body is not theirs and they want to. be themself more than aoyun-#tldr: anita and aoyun are the same- anita treated aoyun like. a extension of themself simply bc they need to spy and shit- backfired by the#power of mortum & jules friendship that made them long for being themself so they can.#shop talk with mortum and talk stupid things with jules#rip neets- cant wait to get you regain mortums trust and jules regain your trust-
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#i feel so fragile lately abt fucking [redacted] and everyone keeps bringing it up to me and i kmow it's from a place of love but like FUCK#i've cried more in the last two days than in the two years before that combined. which granted is only twice bc i cant cry but yeah#i just dont know why this is happening to me it's not fairrrrr#and like literally i had to hear over and over again over chag how 'oh noah it's time to c*** h***' plssss#and from people who KNOW too thay one especially fucking. whatever it's not like ive rlly talked to her abt it but like come on#ig she didn’t phrase it like that but still. whatever. WHATEVER#it's a compliment ik it's a compliment. it still doesnt feel good#srry i was just listening to sailor song thought too hard abt disappointing Hashem and burst into tears on the bathroom floor. im good tho#p.s.
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whew haha
#🗒#my mom is like 'ok it's set let's tell everyone' and im like 😭😭😭😭 !!!!!#are u sure!!!! are u sure it's set like ???? 😭😭😭#ughhhhhh after this much trust i will literally kill myself if i dont get ANY scholarship lmaooooo#but also like. is it set now!!!! really !!!!!!! is it !!!!!#(excited but horrified and anxious)#like. like like like........ like i mean#um........ for real now? like are we sure for sure ??#i honestly will be like 100% on my way to [redacted] and still be like haha. is it for real#are we sure . will this actually happen#that's. crazy man#i cant help but feel like im asking for too much again. ughhhhhhh#yes hello hi. this blog has been my main outlet for emotional breakdowns about the same subject for um#(checks notes) a few months now. truly is anyone else bored of this ? because im so over it#but also like. things just dont get clear !!!!!! ever !!!!!#how can i be sure how can anyone be sure that i will actually be going lmfaooooo#i hate this waiting period i hate it why cant i know if i got anything or nah. but please don't say nah#ughhhhhh . alright. whatever it's not like i care that much honestly -_-#(threatens to kill self every day a few times over this btw)#anyway um let's. be positive#it will go great tomorrow 🤩 they will want to give me money sooooo bad 😍#and i will receive an email this week 🤗 about the wait list thing for SURE 🥳#i am doing amazing dont worry guys. im sooooo chill rn#Sorry for the constant embarrassing personal posts lol
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So, Jess I know you’re not an artist like your bestie in the entire world snap… but what does your art look like I remember you doodled this little pic for me of Tien with Choatzu’s make up lol but have you’ve drawn anything else?
Ya
#i draw a lot i just dont post it all the time bc well... sometimes i dont like em sometimes i forget sometimes its just a personal lil thing#i havent painted for months bc i lost my paints but Snap actually bought me some replacements for my birthday the other day so 🫶#maybe i'll try and paint daigo or somethin and post it sometime soonish#in his honour#or maybe Tsutumi bc i like his face it might be fun to do................#or another baba since i sure like daito#or maybe i will just continue doin the boys from my REDACTED group lioe i have been the past few months#i have done haruka and majima but i couldnt find the posts in my tag and im dying of a flu or maybe covid (real not clickbait)#so i dont feel like gettin up n goin on my computer. i mostly had to screenshot these from insta lol#but yeah. i do also do stuff :)#ask#also yeah we made exactly 5 days into the year before my body decided to fuck me over so uhhhhhhh bodes well#genuinely feel like ive been hit by a truck and i have such a bad headache still havent played gaiden 😭#also why does answering on tumblr mobile app lately be so weird ???#like freezes the app keeps reloading cant look at notifs til i close it and reopen ? anyone else have that issue
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i hate how both of my parent's retirement plan is "idk i will just die" like y'all don't even like each other enough to plan a joint suicide
#my mom has no retirement money because my dad had her cash out her retirement for him for REDACTED reason. and my dad has no retirement#because he's been a complete fucking manchild his entire life and why do this any differently#idk i just worry that i will finally get my life together in 10-15 years time and then i will get to spend the rest of my life dealing#with the fact that my parents cant make good financial decisions or have any foresight. which ass cause i already spent years 0-27 dealing#with those things and would love to live my life for longer than 15 years idk.#and everyone in my family lives til their 80s sooooooo.
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You ever have a customer with a legitimate problem but they're such an asshole that they extinguish the embers of empathy within you with their insolence?
#messages from knave#her name is [redacted] and I've dropped from being her champion to wishing she'd lose internet#in about 4 hours#i felt. SO BAD. for this woman last night. only for her to call and scream at me#when the office phone turned on this morning#she's like 'the weather shouldn't have effected anything' when it was raining half this week#this same woman blew her top that people were late when a fucking tree was blocking the road#i tried so hard to keep feeling bad for her cause we (my boss) genuinely screwed up at her house#but she's made it extremely difficult to keep being nice to her because she's begun inventing problems#like for example#i say 'the electrician is gonna be there between 9 and 10am'#she says 'youre disorganized and confused because he said he cant be here at 9. why are you terrible at your job'#i send her a SCREENSHOT where the electrician says he's going to be there around 9:30#she says 'thats not 9am' motherfucker that isnt what i said. He gave a timeframe of 930ish to 10am and that is what i told you.#between 9 and 10#lord in heaven#i dont know why she hired us again she hates one of our techs enough to remember him by name and ask he not be sent#she's never said a nice word and threatens to sue us constantly like WHY DO YOU WANT US TO WORK FOR YOU IF YOU HATE US#YOU'RE PAYING. GO ELSEWHERE#and i tell her last night 'just so you know we're not done#'we have to come back#and what does she do but fucking call me at 8am yelling about why shit isn't done. ma'am. i told u it wasn't finished#im going to lose my mind#can't even make her my boss's problem because he threw a temper tantrum at the implication something was his fault#and fumbled their text chain so gloriously last night that he wont even share what he said to make her want to sue him specifically#I don't even WANT to know what he said because it'd give me an ulcer thinking about it#i need another job before this one gets sued into the ground#also im sick because my partner works retail and thats about as bad as having a kid in daycare
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my pale coconuts have finally collided :')
#s.txt#sorry. i like calling the two homos from.kings blood my pale coconuts. its an endearing nickname. to me. happy pride.#this scene is literally like [REDACTED] (internal monologue) omg [REDACTED] and i are such good friends 😊#[REDACTED] (actively trying to shove his tongue down his throat)#god i hate writing intimacy so much why cant first base just be fucking nasty style
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one of the worst experiences of my life is reading 230k+ words of a 270k+ word fic just to realise i literally hate everything about it
#this is such a me problem like i am TRYINGG to give fics a chance but i cant#it's me hi i'm the problem it's me#and like once i start looking at how mischarcterized a certain character *Cough is i just have to#click off like ugh he would not say that#but do i know what he would say? no#i dont think he would have gotten himself into this situation in the first place but go off ig#this is what i get for listening to fic recs#never trusting anyone ever again#why is this fic in there? is it cause it's long? idfk but that guy is not [REDACTED]#sorry this is such a vent post im so upset i just wasted like 8 hours and it's MY fault#i said id be less picky just to realise why i was so picky in the first place lol#whatever idc#wow i need sleep#if you send anon hate about this im blocking you idgaf
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why does the "embrace your potential" quest scare me so
#i know why. but spoiler territory right#saskia plays bg3#ysi.... cant resist no longer. shes too curious. and a bit cuckoo. just ur regular wizard. right?#anyhow. im scared. is anyone else doing it? eating the [redacted]?#simple yes or no is enough. sdjkfhjsdhjksd#HELP oh god. im so scared. a simple quest cant fuck up my ending for good right???? right??????????????#EDIT: i reloaded for now... maybe ill change my mind later - but rn im too scared lmaooo
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