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This is so teenage Og!Cale coded.
i like the term "gallows humor" because it always makes me think of someone getting sentenced to death and being like "i have GOT to be the funniest person at my public execution"
#original cale henituse#og cale henituse#lcf#og!cale henituse#og cale#i love him but young him really didn't valuate himself#adult him at least tries to make the happiest life he can with what he has#which is still kinda sad#like#when you listen about a character who went through twenty years of war#and when he appears he's the chilliest guy ever#why are you smiling?#why are you being so kind?#why aren't you mad at anyone?#why aren't you cursing the higher beings who didn't interfer until they could save your world at your cost?#WHY ARE YOU GLAD??#is because you're tired?#is because you decided to pick you up by yourself?#is because you didn't expect anything good at all so this situation looks like a bargain?#anyways#yeah young og cale feels like would find his own execution funny
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im not the biggest alhaitham/kaveh shipper (because im a rare pair ho) but it seems to me that in alhaitham/kaveh getting-together fics tend to be... unequal.
the beautiful thing about alhaitham and kaveh is that they're both equally right and equally wrong and equally dicks about it. but the writers for alhaitham/kaveh much more frequently seem to give alhaitham the burden change (the burden of the character flaw) instead of kaveh.
in any good character arc, the main character has a fatal flaw or misconception, and by the end of that arc they have addressed that flaw in some definitive way. scrooge was a scrooge and learned that being that way was detrimental; merlin from finding nemo was overprotective to a fault and had to learn that he couldn't (and shouldn't) control everything and to let go; the wolf from little red riding hood learns that you should stop while you're ahead.
stories centering around romance tend to lean heavily on character arcs, which makes sense. and since romance generally requires two individuals to be vulnerable and open and emotional with each other, it makes double sense that alhaitham/kaveh authors zoom straight into alhaitham's lack of emotional vulnerability.
this bothers me.
in society, individuals are expected to experience and present emotions in a specific way. if someone dies, you cry. if someone smiles at you, you smile back. if you're at a party, you're supposed to be having fun. if you don't do these things, you're seen as impolite at best and a inhuman freak at worst. when these behaviors are frequent it's often viewed as emotional immaturity, or a lack of ability to feel at all. the inability or lack of willingness to conform to societies emotional expectations of you is seen as a flaw and a reason for exclusion.
alhaitham is canonically disliked and avoided for being the way he is. he prefers it this way, but that doesn't mean the people perpetuating this avoidance are in the right. they are the societal pressure to conform that alhaitham blows off. alhaitham could be the way he is for a lot of reasons: avoidant attachment style, trauma, following someone else's example (eg. his grandmother), or just his base personality. it doesn't MATTER. he is the way he is. kaveh having to accept that should be part of the story.
putting the burden of the fatal flaw on alhaitham, making the way alhaitham treats kaveh and the people around him the problem, feels invalidating. it implies heavily that alhaitham's way of interfacing with the world, alhaitham's very SELF, is incorrect. my suggestion is to flip a larger portion of that burden onto kaveh. kaveh 👏 character 👏 arcs 👏
some examples/recommendations:
- make kaveh project his insecurities onto other people but especially onto alhaitham; he's overly reliant on other people for his own self worth, and he perceives alhaitham's lack of positive feedback as a direct reflection of how alhaitham feels about him. but learns along the way that alhaitham doesn't hate him, kaveh's actual struggle is with hating himself and being unable to his own self as worthy of love. maybe throw in how you are responsible for your own recovery, other people can help but you can't rely on them to carry you through self actualization.
- or, kaveh tries to make alhaitham behave more like a "normal" person, to be more pleasant and emotive and forthcoming, and then realizes he's in the wrong for trying to make alhaitham into something he's not, possibly for all the wrong reasons (not because he likes alhaitham better like that, but bc society says that's healthier and a better/more conforming way to be)
- or you could go ahead make alhaitham's issues the main problem but they're too complicated to overcome in a short period of time, so kaveh has to accept alhaitham is doing his best in his own way and not push for unrealistic and unhealthy changes. he could alter his own behavior to give alhaitham space and time and a safe place to land.
that got sappy so it's past time for me to dip out. go forth and ship things; but maybe consider letting alhaitham be a rude stone-faced bastard if he wants to be.
#genshin#alhaitham#kaveh#alhaitham x kaveh#kaveh x alhaitham#kavetham#haikaveh#fanfiction#fandom discussion#meta post#i finally used a readmore are you proud of me#as an avoidant attachment girlie alhaitham is my oshi#pls just allow him to not emote#let the man vibe#i feel certain there must be a real word for the concept of... socially enforced emotional conformity#unrealistic societal expectations and for your inner world which is none of their business#but i sure couldn't find it#if anyone has any words for this pls let me know it's kind of killing me#anyway#i get so mad when the avoidant attachment coded character is forced into (independently by themselves) the arc of:#i realize now that my way of interfacing with people is wrong and bad. yay! i will change that immediately for the big emotional finale#like! with what therapy!!#and why is THEIR world view the incorrect one!!#i have seen fics where it was all a big misunderstanding and actually alhaitham loves kaveh deeply#and kaveh just has to get over his insecurities and understand alhaitham's love language or whatever#and sure. good effort.#but i feel like a lot of those fics aren't very accurate to alhaitham's character#they're retrofitting alhaitham's core personality to better suit the traditional romance narrative#i also think part of the problem is that alhaitham is a pov that's divorced from regular emotionally well adjusted people#and it's difficult to understand or write povs that are drastically different from your own
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why the fuck is it so socially acceptable to say hateful stuff about people with red hair
#there's literally a whole tiktok trend now about people saying they're resisting the urge to kill gingers#and people will hate on celebrities simply because they have red hair#make it make fucking sense like why is that treated as a joke#it makes me so mad and I feel like I'm going crazy WHY DOES NO ONE TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY#people with red hair have to grow up hearing weird gross comments about their hair#just like anyone else with physical traits that aren't considered 'socially acceptable'#I want to spit on ginger haters#fuck you my wife has red hair and it's the most beautiful hair color in the world#lyla's talking again
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the day osc tumblr stops fighting over tacomic is the day we all heal [adding my personal opinion in the tags]
#tacomic neg#adding the tags so the people im talking about can see this and actually digest it with their eyeballs#its just so tiring#why do u guys care about ship discourse so much for ships that aren't even bad or hurting anyone#please just look away and stop complaining and being unnecessarily mean to people who are doing nothing wrong#i've never seen any actual tacomic shippers MAKE them abusive or toxic or belittle other ships and be so hostile towards them#also it'll make you much happier instead of making you pointlessly mad all the time if u just stop caring#i think people should just stop fighting each other cause it gets nowhere and just makes both parties mad and upset for no reason#but the osc thrives off of negativity and infighting for some reason idk why im even saying this. im not surprised this is happening.#its been like this ever since i joined. don't you guys ever take a break instead of being so negative all the time?#its also hypocritical for reasons i've said before but i don't feel like starting anything up
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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Once again: the so-called "General Fandom History," in terms of which things get held up as Iconic™ or Well-Done™ or Worth Analyzing™ has disproportionately focused on (cis, abled) white men. Some of us would like to not have everything be focused on this one demographic and would, in fact, love to not constantly hear--implicitly or explicitly--how stories about people like us are inherently less interesting or less worthy of telling.
"Remember your history," WE KNOW THE HISTORY. AND WE WANT TO MOVE ON.
#'we BUILT this site you OWE us' I don't owe you shit I didn't come here because of you and I don't have to pay attention to you#I ask again why are you SO BOTHERED by people taking 2 seconds away from literally one of The Biggest Ships Of All Time to#hype up a different interest. why does other people having interests you aren't into make you SO MAD.#and I know how this sounds in light of ME getting mad lmao. and this whole thing doesn't have any like. real-world political#ramifications or something. but I do not know how to explain to people that maybe only focusing on stories about (cis abled) white men is..#less than ideal!!! and how that cannot be the only thing we do!!!!!!#mel's petty era#ALSO. I'm between shows right now so if anyone wants to rec their favorite media that focuses on people of color then give me a shout#(god that sounds like me being performative. that is NOT what I'm trying to do I really just want to further diversify the media I watch.#slash read. I have a to-check-out list that's 10 miles long and I need to find a way to pare it down and the best way to do that is#through recommendations I've found.)
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fnf fans when someone's free, silly little passion project JUST so happens to be creepypasta/horror related (they picked the popular thing and therefore they're bad)
#goku-nba text#fnf#friday night funkin#“b-but I just want ppl to do this and that thing in their mods more!!” ok. u can wish that without bringing the works of other modders down#also!! consider the fact that you can literally curate ur internet experience by blocking out the shit you dont wanna see!!#<- this is why i don't believe anyone who says they “aren't trying to be mean/a hater” most sites literally give u the opportunity NOT to#there's no excuse to get this fucking mad over ppl having fun man
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every time i hear someone sayin' they only read completed fics but also complain because there's not enough 100k slowburns, i get so irrationally mad.
how do you think fics get completed? do you think the author sits on that 100K slowburn for months and posts it all at once? maybe interact and give some engagement
#this isn't ab anyone here i just saw in the tags of another ship#some bs 'i read all the (completed) fics for this pairing!'#i will never understand that. like i get why people do it#but it doesn't make sense to me personally bc when i read something i look at what's presented to me#and i don't need the full thing right then and there#i know how long writing takes; i'm happy to wait until it's done. even if that takes years#i know not everyone is like that. but this...entitlement to wanting 100k fics but not understanding or respecting the amount of time#and effort that goes into that. gets me so mad.#i really appreciate everyone here leaving comments and saying what they like#that kind of feedback has motivated me#and if you'll notice -- we sure are almost done with this fic aren't we?#crazy what leaving a comment can do.#i'm just a fierce defender of artists and i just. that stuff just pisses me off#it makes me feel like i'm just a machine.#or an entertainer. meant to just. make whatever you want and quickly#like if you feel that way fine. but can you not put it in the ship tags or talk about it at all publicly??#that's not something everyone needs to know#and it can make an author feel like 'wow i shouldn't write that big idea bc it'll take a while. i should write it all at once'#but then it won't get finished bc it takes a lot of motivation to write a big long thing without engagement of any kind#and i know. bc i tried to do that with constellations and couldn't
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today i had a meltdown because the target healthcare website has horrible ui and i couldn't figure out how to mark myself as a non smoker and if you don't do that they steal $50 from every paycheck whether or not you opt to pay for insurance for an entire year before can you go in and change it. also you have to do that every year. i was able to figure it out though thankfully.
#teamcasper#it made my mom extremely mad bc why do they need $50 EVERY PAYCHECK if you aren't paying for insurance#that's $100 a month . $1200 a year#anyone else feel like website uis are getting more and more confusing#maybe im just getting more autistic
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There's something really special when you don't have to worry about your stims bothering others because you're with people who don't mind your stims or bother you about it! 🥹
Shout out to people who let others stim freely and don't make a big deal about it. You have no idea how much that means!
#granted my stims/fidgeting usually aren't too crazy but sometimes they can be a lot and so it's nice I can stim freely and not worry! :D#If I suddenly get bursting with energy and need to stim or bounce around I usually try and do it outside or somewhere else but it's nice#when you can do it whenever and wherever because you're with kind people who love you no matter what :D#I get twitchy when trying to be still. why sometimes my typing gets wild because being still to go on computer while excited is hard#I have ADHD but I also had the “Quiet Hands” done to me by a certain teacher back in elementary school and that SUCKED. Made me cry#I bounce my legs and kick my feet and play with hair and clothign and do happy dances and sometimes make sounds but I've STILL#had people get mad about those small things!#literally over holidays had people mad I was fidgeting with MY OWN jewelry! >:( “it makes you look childish” shut up!#idk just scuttled around a bunch as I'm happy and it's really nice stimming freely :D#neurodivergent#adhd#<-I happen to have adhd but this is just ANYONE who stims :D#...I really loved the bell! :D#Mad rambles
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Sooooo.... I hear porn fandom is coming back to tumblr.
#hiatus#more like hibernation#actually like rising from the dead#i considered an 'is anyone alive out there' titanic gif#but decided to keep it classic#take it back to where this whole blog began#and re-embrace that initial awkward nervous feeling right before hitting post now#back then i was hoping i wasn't alone in loving dumb card game anime#now i'm just hoping i don't have to start from scratch#please tell me ya'll are still (t)here#and aren't so mad at me that you won't talk to me ever again#like maybe at least to help a girl figure out her way around this site these days#because fuck i missed these stupid hashtag conversations#and holy upgrade on the editable functionality of them now#(everyone knows that means i'm just going to use them even more right?)#tag disserations#but seriously#why can i never open someone's blog now?#is xkit still a thing?#was search always this bad?#do anyone still want to be my friend?
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man, posts like this make me feel so fucking weird. like, thanks for the shoutout, I guess, but people just Have Tastes, and no amount of moralizing fingerwagging is going to change the fact that much fewer people's tastes will be inclined toward bodies that look like mine. Beauty and appeal are subjective but it's fucking weird to pretend they don't exist. Like, I dunno man, it sucks that I'm not as pretty as other people! It does! But it's still just a thing that is true and that's fine! I want people who give me attention to do so because they actually fucking mean it, not because someone scolded them for not having morally correct enough tastes in women on tumblr dot com
#'it SUCKS to see women whose features are statistically more likely to appeal to others getting the most attention' yep sure does!!!#but like!!! of course they are!!! I don't know what to fucking tell you!!!#I don't actually want anyone's obligatory pity thirst but maybe that's just me lmao!!!!!#like I dunno man it's a complicated thing because broad cultural ideals about beauty are shaped by a lot of different influences#and it's not fair and it's not right and I'm sure it's at least some part of why people who look like me generally aren't seen as beautiful#but man I dunno I don't see how getting mad at the people who have been effected by those overehelming cultural forces helps anything#people are gonna like what they like and mostly it's probably not gonna be a tall fat woman with a flat chest#do you run YOUR libido through a diversity checklist or is it just something you feel instrinsically?#anyway. actually been having a lot of feelings about not being beautiful lately lmao#and 'it's wrong for people who don't think you are to not at least pretend otherwise 😤' isn't like. making me feel better.#no one's looking at your pics rubbing their hands together going 'I think I'm gonna withhold attention to make this fat girl suffer >:)'#SORRY!!! I DON'T WANNA GUILT PEOPLE INTO LOVING ME SORRY!!!!#about me
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this is random and mildly embarrassing but does anyone watch Grey's Anatomy here?
#wtf is going on anymore???#like. is anyone going to even acknowledge the fact that Katherin has been abusing her power over so many people?????#i know Richard has his own demons to face but... is he not going to do anything???#why is everyone pretending like the whole thing wasn't her fault to begin with#like is this how medical research work irl?#i feel like new discoveries (especially for illnessed that we have no cure for yet) are bound to contradict some old ones? its natural#i cannot fathom that she wanted to pull the plug on meredith's research bc some old rich dudes get butt hurt over the results#ISN'T THAT HOW IT WORKS?????#IF THE OLD FINDINGS WERE EFFECTIVE A CURE WOULD HAVE BEEN FOUND BY NOW WOULDN'T IT HAVE????#you're just mad that you were wrong and meredith was right to pursue the research. YOU FORCED HER TO GO BEHIND UR BACK.#ANYWAY#thats not the only thing im mad abt#i honestly cannot care less about these new relationships that spawn left and right. aren't the writers tired of this same BS repeating?#I still really like the medical plotlines and stuff (even the friendships are interesting) but the romances... please stop#the last romance I cared about was levi and niko and that ended so disappointingly... and the way it was handled on s20...tf was that#jo and link. fine. meredith and nick. fine.#but GAWD the lucas and simone romance is SO ANNOYINGGGG. they tried so hard to make them aprilxjackson 2.0 but failed#they don't have any chemistry and every decision they make and everything they do is dumb af#i don't care abt kwan and jules. idc abt mika and the chief resident girl. idc abt any of it. im tired.#and im still mad abt the ep last season where niko came to the hospital and gave levi a whole speech abt how he's found the 'one'#like. what did we achieve there? what was the point? levi is better than me bc i wouldve spat in his face#i almost forgot. whatever is going on with ndugu and the new doc who clearly had a thing with amelia....?#anway again. for real this time#no actually im not done complaining abt how dumb and petty katherine is. what do u mean he fired Hant and Baily OUT OF SPITE?????#BYE#niki screaming into the void
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people are so weird about stopping for animals on the road. sorry but if you don't have the ability to see that the squirrel standing on the side of the completely straight 40kph road 10 houses ahead is going to bolt in front of you, you can't do that with children either & should not be driving. it is literally a skill issue.
#''so you're expecting me to predict the future??'' no i'm telling you to pay fucking attention to the road dumbass#i have yet to hit anyone or anything because i pay attention to what is on the road around me & i go the speed limit#i managed to stop my car when a deer jumped out in front of me in the middle of the night because of this apparently supernatural skill#sorry if you can't do this maybe you shouldn't be driving then#edit to say the dude i'm arguing with about this just said they have t.rex vision. they ''only hit things that aren't moving''#WRONG thing to say to me very specifically there bud. t.rex had AMAZING vision#also you don't even live here. you're in toronto. why are you here#plus admitting you hit things with your car does not help your case. i am not convinced you shouldn't have your licence taken away#funny how you can say ''i follow the speed limit & pay attention'' & people will get mad at that#to the point you actively have to tell them ''do you think i'm swerving into oncoming traffic? cuz i am not doing that''#also i guarantee their stance would change in less than a second when i remind them BABY CANADIAN GEESE ARE RAISED HERE#THEY WALK ON THE ROAD TO GET TO THE RIVER. DO YOU WANT TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR BABY GEESE DYING#DO YOU WANT THE GEESE TO REMEMBER YOU AS THE GUY WHO DID THAT. CUZ I SURE AS FUCK DON'T#i live next to the river & an elementary school & there are a criminal lack of crosswalks#i am going the fucking speed limit & i don't care if that pisses you off or makes you late. you are the weirdo here#editing again to say i'm teaching this guy about dinosaur evolution now. character development
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I genuinely hate that the author of that article is getting dragged for this.
50 hours in a game is NORMAL. It's a normal amount of hours to spend on a single piece of art in your preferred medium. That's a full work week plus overtime! Unless all you do is work and sleep, have no family, no other hobbies, no social obligations, no chores, no NOTHING, it is absurd to be expected to clock hundreds of hours in a game before you write an article about it. Yes, even if video games are your job.
And frankly? ESPECIALLY if video games are your job. If we generously assume that this person got to play all of Inquisition at work - again, that would have taken up a full week of their job and then some. And people are bitching that they didn't do more? Didn't take their work home and spend every "free" minute of their day on - and I cannot emphasise this enough - THEIR JOB?
It's ridiculous. The ragging and sneering is bizarre to me. When something is your job, that can suck the joy right out of it sometimes, even if you generally like your work. I've been there! There have been years when I barely read five books because guess what! Books are my job! And reading draws on the same battery that writing does. So after a day of work? I might well be too drained to read another book, because I just wrote one.
I guess I don't get to talk about books now? Nobody should buy mine, I guess, because clearly, if I don't spend every minute of the day reading, I'm a hack who doesn't get to have opinions on books.
It's insane to me that this seems to be the consensus. That someone who doesn't let a game consume their entire life shouldn't be allowed to write professionally about it. Most of this person's audience are NOT YOU. Most readers of this article, the ones who can't be arsed to scream about it online, are just like the author - they by and large spend a nice weekend or two with a game, maybe squeeze in some nights during the week, but eventually, they wrap it up and move on. Maybe after ten hours, maybe after a hundred, or maybe after fifty. Because they have lives outside of video games, and they don't owe you a thousand hours in World of Warcraft in order to tell you "eh, it's okay".
Imagine if they had to do that for every game they write about. You don't actually think that's physically possible, do you?
I still can’t get over how the author of that Game Informer article for Veilguard wrote in it that he has less than 50 hours in Inquisition and worded it like that was a large amount… baby girl I got 493 hours clocked in that bad boy
#video games#game discourse(tm)#it's fucking wild how people just assume that some people should live and breathe their job at all times or else their opinions don't count#if you're the experts why aren't you writing for game informer instead?#have them pay you to spend 500 hours on whatever new fromsoft game comes out to be able to have “an informed opinion”#please apply and tell me how that goes#i'm also not mad at anyone specific just baffled by this general idea that FIFTY HOURS isn't enough to have opinions on a video game
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talked (read: had an argument) with my mother again. i'm going to start killing <3
#now she's saying that i have to store all the shit from my old room in the room i'm staying in now until she can go through it#which will never happen. because she hates going through shit#and it's like oh! okay! so you preach abt the house being clean but don't actually give a fuck! i see how it is!#also got some more banger quotes from her where she went off on a tangent abt how i never help around the house (i do so frequently)#and said stuff like “you never care about helping me unless it helps you”! <3#of course i don't bitch!! your fucking job was to care about me unconditionally and you fucking didn't!! why would i return the favor?!#she should be glad that i learned to take my anger out in healthy ways. unlike her#i don't have to hit anyone! aren't you proud mother?! already learning so much from your mistakes!#she set aside some stuff she didn't want me to throw out but i'm debating throwing it out anyways. just to be spiteful#why should she get to have these things when she inhibits ny ability to have anything CONSTANTLY?#they're in my room anyways. if they mattered so much to her she should have put them in her fucking room huh#i'm not a scared little kid anymore. i won't just take this shit#i won't just let her fucking throw me around like this#she stepped close to me like she always does when she's about to grab me but i didn't shrink#i won't run anymore. if she hits me she's in for a nasty surprise! because i can hit back now since i'm not a defenseless kid anymore!#anyways i don't usually get mad like this but jesus fucking christ i can't stand this woman#marin complains
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