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flojouno · 3 months ago

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HERMITCRAFT WIKI YOU DESERVE MY WHOOLE LIFE

#THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY FRICKING LIFE #hermitcraft #hermitblr #skizzleman #skizz #why am i gonna start crying #im so happy #text #mcyt #mcytumblr

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ladysatoru · 5 months ago

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being a sanji fan is an intense experience because it takes you like 200 episodes to finally understand why sanji's eyes turned lifeless for a flickering moment at those words

#epi 793 #me : im gonna sleep early tonight #me at 3 am : *thinks about sanji's past and starts crying*#man why couldn't i just do cocaine to pass my time why did i start watching one piece #one piece sanji #black leg sanji #sanji #vinsmoke sanji #kuroashi no sanji #whole cake island #whole cake arc #queued im so fuckin bummed goodbye #but yes i still maintain my stance on sanji and the punk hazard children.he was absolutely right #sanji my beloved #sanji meta

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ra-vio · 3 months ago

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this blog is 11 years old now 🎉

I drew the siblings ever to celebrate as usual

#loz #wind waker #legend of zelda #toon link #aryll #I wasn't gonna draw anything but then I sketched link real quick and I was like okay wait i can do this #and then my brother dragged me outside ☠ but i still got it done today!#the anniversary is today. tumblr sent me a notification like ravio is 11 years old now! ravio the character is actually 11 years old.#albw released in2013. i received two reminders this morning. ravio drawing soon maybe. coming this year definitely. maybe #arylls like big brother use a damn fork #<- that was the tag when I first started drawing them in 2018 #also i noticed when I draw aryll i always draw her in her blue dress so i decided to change it up. i only play 2nd playthroughs of wind wak #r because fun fact: i hate link's green tunic and hat. i finished a first playthrough years ago with a finished nintendo gallery #and then when i want to start a new playthrough i fight ganondorf again go through the credits cry and then BAM new game no-plus #i miss link's green tunic now though. its been so long. im so sick of champions garb...............idk the green is iconic idk #im not a huge fan of it but i think his base form should be green again. with the hat. let him look doofy as a default again #he was green in echoes of wisdom but i need them to follow through after again.#i didnt finish echoes of wisdom yet (SOON IM TRYING IM STUCK I NTHE SONIC ADVENTURE 1 WEB HELP) but what I saw of Link there?#he was kinda terrifying lmao its always funny to see that link is so extremely competent because i am not. that boy efficient #im stuck in the sa1 web because everyone is always talking about how good it is. so i played the pc port and. its apparently awful idk it i #thats just what sa1 outside of emerald coast plays to me tbh. but the dreamcast is supposed to be better. and i own a dreamcast. free me #i played on gamecube too. 12 years ago. it made me sick. maybe one day i'll install some mods that make it play better #why does it feel like the month is over when its only january 6 #i played sa1 as a kid btw. just emerald coast tho. ALSO I DIDNT BUY A DREAMCAST FOR THIS I ALREADY OWNED ONE

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chocokeyboard · 3 months ago

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The sky is so beutiful today, so why the long face?

#my art #kirby oc #kirby #oc #kirby's dream land 3 #<- bg is kinddda inspired by it :]#me when im feeling down and as i look around the pretty landscape THAT child who also happens to be my brothers student #randomly sits down and starts talking about how he likes to play and draw and make friends and take naps.#and why the hell is cheering me up WHAT #<- falce #he was maybe just feeling a little lonely.#tear falling from my eye. AAGHHHH #im gonna cry over my own art YES I AM!!!!!!!!!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!#maybe ill sketch down a continuation of this maybe. oh my lord

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themintman · 7 months ago

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I am filled with HATE and SORROW y'all know how like Nurm is my favourite character my number 1 guy out of any piexe of media ever I love him dearly which sucks cause he's pretty unpopular but whatever whatever. N I'm like "man I really want to see some new Nurm content but everything I find I've either seen before or I created ☹️" and then I. I go on tiktok and I KEEP seeing edits that start with a clip with Nurm in them and then haha surprise it's actually a Petra edit!! Cause it's ALWAYS PETRA GOD DAMN IT and I love her. I love Petra so much. She is a fabulous character but ohm y god I am tweaking. I genuinely started crying y'all I am not sane nor normal. I'm so normal about him. Oh my good god I am going insane I am 💥💥💥💥

#I envy people who's favourite characters are like. Lukas or Petra or Jesse. Y'all don't know how good you have it #At least I can confidently say I'm one of Nurm's biggest fans. You guys can't say that without a fight breaking out aha ha #HRGAHSBSJSJSNNSN #Actually losing it #Scampering about #Ignore this I'm just #ARG 💥💥💥💥#No cause I saw a post that was super funny but the screenshot used had like. Nurm's left leg in the foregriund and I started tearing up #My period is coming I can sense it there's no other explanation for this madness #Is somebody gonna match my freak? (Going genuinely feral for a guy with like 2 fans)#I don't know the term for this attachment. Cause it's not a normal person thing I'm 90% sure it's the autism #But I don't know enough about villagers to consider this a special interest and it's too long to be a hyper fixation #(even though I am very fixated and it is tearing me up inside)#This is why I tweak so bad in the tags of Nurm art sometimes I genuinely start crying g and scratching my phone like a rabbit animal #Rabid not rabbit.#minecraft story mode #mcsm #mcsm nurm #nurm mcsm #There are no emojis nor words that accurately depict my current state #I'm normal I'm normal I swear please I'm normal

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ax-fire · 8 months ago

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tag me in the fix it fics when they start coming thank you

#tua #tua season 4 #the umbrella academy #the umbrella academy season 4 #i’m crying there HAVE to be fix it fics #i’m gonna start writing them myself #and a good writer I AM NOT #english is not my first language #and not in a poetic way #please someone has to fix this shitsow #i need a cleanse FOR MY SOUL #klaus hargreeves #allison hargreeves #diego hargreeves #five hargreeves #redeem my BOY #luther hargreeves #ben hargreeves #viktor hargreeves #claire hargreeves #RAY DESERVES MORE THAN ONE FUCKING LINE #WHY did he walk out #WHAT POSSIBLE EXPLANATION COULD YOU GIVE ME #that man didn’t bat an eye when the twink ass gay man that got him out of jail helped him get rid of the corpse of the man his wife killed #WHAT COULD MAKE HIM WALK OUT #redeem allison’s MAN #THATS A MAN #dave katz #baby they forgot about you but i sure ain’t gonna forgive #i will not know peace until klaus and dave fuck on my screen in 4k

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spacebubblehomebase · 9 months ago

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WHY!!!? INSTA POSTING TROUBLES! Heeelp!??? 😭

Guys! Help! I dunno why but Insta keeps doing this weird crop thing whenever I try to post more than one horizontal drawing! I don't know what to do and I'm worried for the future posts I'll make. Can anyone tell me what's going on and how to fix it? I've tried resizing, posting with my phone instead of tablet, trying it out on other pictures bedsides the ones you see here that are also horizontal, but of different sizes and still, NOTHING!!! Would appreciate any help!!! Pls!!! This happened before, but I can't remember how I resolved it, all I know is that I did. It's really stressful tho. Google and YouTube has been no help whatsoever either. They keep telling me to resize the photo and I did, but nothing changes! The empty black space besides the photos are the problem. Those spots are supposed to parts of the drawings themselves and when I try to post it as is, it fully crops my picture to the size of it you only see. I know how to make it so Insta will accept a different sized picture than the usual 1x1, but it's not letting me get pass the editing phase this time. How am I to share my art like this??? -Bubs.

(If you can't help, pls try reblogging until someone who does know sees it. TvT I just wanna get this over with.)

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bunnyboy-juice · 3 days ago

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OH MY GDD I FORGOT TO TELL YALL MY WIFE CAME HOME YESTERDAY AND JUST. WOOP. PICKED ME UP LIKE NOTHING. AND THEN DID IT AGAIN LIKE 20 MINUTES LATER AGAIN LIKE NOTHING.

#bunny rambles #she is so strong 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#and admittedly ik she's been able to do this for a while cus she can throw me & ppl larger than me around in sex easy #but also like!!! i get so easily spooked when people touch my sides/waist/wrap their arms around me and my default response is to usually #throw myself on the floor but between the grief and sick and all i just. relaxed into her touch #this is a big deal for meeee i rarely let people touch me in ways where i can be manipulated physicallyyyyyy bc i so nervyyyy #yes this is why i like cnc so much. frankly cnc is like... my favorite bc i want sex often but im actually really bad at receiving touch and #cnc (whether it be intox or rape/molest play or somno etc etc) is a form of play that makes sex a lot easier bc my little white dog can have #its little freak outs without us having to Stop Completely. and i love that there is kink/play forms that allow me to be my flawed little #self and NOT feel like im letting whoever im with down bc. they're into it.#the relationship between my trauma and kink is i do kink play in Spite of my trauma btw. i fawned mostly with the experiences growing up so #being allowed to fight back is really nice. g-d i love my wife so much. when we met we started as fwb and she heard me out when i was like #hey look I'm real into u and im very carnally attracted to you and also if we take it any further with you touching me (she ate me out in #the backseat of her car our first hang out 😵‍💫 never let anyone do that b4 her) im gonna cry and she was like “okay! thats okay!” and we #got to have beautiful sex and i got to pleasure her and then we sat together and she let me just cry it out (bc its not something i can #control. its not me its the kid) & it turns out if im given the space to cry a couple times in vanilla settings when adjusting to new touch #I'll not only Stop but become a beloved sex pet. also this is why i say im rarely seeking and dont like pickup play as much bc i am forced #to only top in most circumstances which is fun and all but i do desire being touched also yk? and shes the only person whos ever really been #THIS patient with me. and it makes me happy that i was finally able to explore and embrace #my sexuality and desires and sexy fears and like. yeah. idk. big ramble of many topics < 3

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pilonciillo · 3 months ago

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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety

#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works #why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being #released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy #last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get #panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the #parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to #steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out #all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone #spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli #telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there��s #nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank #track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the #business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and #video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me #FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s #not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m #much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel #safe #OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she #got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like #that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s #crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull #shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to #mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told #me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check #key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS #allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no #consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way

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qiekzart · 11 months ago

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day 33 drawing len until my preorder arrives

imf sorry for not doing requests recently i am a little dead

u can send requests in my askbox (。・ω・。) (4 requests in askbox as of writing)

#my art #art #kagamine len #drawing len everyday until my preorder arrives #vocaloid fanart #CHAT I HAVE DIED . also guys i spent 1 hour downloading project diva for the psp and the file didnt even work im gonna cry #also i started playing project mirai 2 again (still bad at it )#also i am injured. so that explains why im being so lazy recently >_<#CHAT I HAVE TO MEMORIZE KANJI this is so not work i just draw len i am so not studying #anyway this has been ur daily qiekz talking about its life in the tags #byebye for now

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shiryawashere · 3 months ago

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you ever miss your comfort character so bad you gotta go outside about it

#idk i've been pretty stressed that's probably why i randomly got rly sad abt it #and by it i mean the uh. gestures vaguely at fandom i guess #either nobody's there or it feels like i'm not exactly welcome. or both! which tough shit i'mma take up the space regardless but like #this weird sense of elitism I get in a space that's built by and nurtured by people whose MO is 'caring a lot' is.. hm.. interesting #idk just got reminded this morning that some people view critique as a free pass to drag a creator through the mud #when what you SHOULD be doing is uplifting them so that they can improve and reach their maximum potential. you clown. you absolute buffoon #it wasn't targeted at me or anything it just made me so angry/sad. smad. i'm smad about it #i just get hit with a wave of what's the point. what's the fucking point nobody cares abt things made with passion for the love of the game #we don't have time/it's not good enough/it doesn't matter/it's been done better/why x when we have y #and you know what fair enough everyone's entitled to their own emotional responses of course.#if you think your opinion is reason enough to tear it down then we're gonna have to agree to disagree on that one i think #just keep in mind that you could have loved what they made. other people could have loved it. it could have changed something for someone.#i personally know artists and have worked with artists who have put so so much effort into making something work over and over and over #only to have no audience and get back up saying guys let's give this just one more try.#hell back in the day I was an accomplished writer kid who was told that you may be good but nobody gives a fuck #artists who use up all these resources just to bring something new into the world and nobody's looking. what's the point. what's the point #anyway. i'm gonna go wade through the snow for a bit maybe sink my bare hands into it you guys want anything #started the post thinkin abt my blorbos ending it crying putting my shoes on alright I'm going I'm GETTING the FRESH AIR fuck off #i'll be god once i've gotten a bottle of coke and some mozzarella sticks. wait am i pmsing. fuck #god i hate that i don't drink sometimes.

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lordcheesy · 6 months ago

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why are laptop service centers the most oppressive sadistic forms torture that capitalist society has created. there always too far away, in the middle of nowhere, there always too many people waiting in line, there's 1 emply working there to take care of 14 million customers. they're hours are always the most annoying, like 11 am to 3 pm Monday to friday. they act like they're doing you a favor to fix your shit, charge way too much money. take forever to do the work and then at the end of it all, after you've jumped through hoops, left your family, quit your job, and now live solely for the peopruse to one day see your laptop work again,

they'll tell you they can't fix it and you might as well buy another one.

#im *this* close to killing everyone and everything in sight.#im inconsolably angry #im so angry i feel like im gonna start crying #in public #as a grown man #ok thats not really true #but thats where i am emotionally #qhy cant things just work #why #why?????????

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puke-ur-gutz · 4 months ago

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i ♡ going into verbose over-explaining mode in fear of being misinterpreted and then being misinterpreted anyways

#wordvomit #i love being autistic it has not negatively effected my lived experience to any extent #“i thought we were being silly” we are. i am. i am using hyperbole and making jokes. do u think im gonna kill people for [x]#its so frustrating especially as someone who LOVES long-winded rambling discussion. i want to read 6 paragraphs of someones indepth thought #on some random subject they got prompted from #but then when u trust ppl enough to try and do that they look at u like ur insane and give one sentence answers acting like ur trying to #force them to agree with you??#i want you to be doing the same thing im doing back however you do it. come engage with me. i wanna discuss and debate.#“yeah i just didnt think that lol” ok why!! how come! walk me thru ur train of thought!!! lets waffle back and forth pointlessly and #meticulously over random subjects!!#ironic that the passion-rant that started this was how scary it is to engage with any sort of topic online that is discourse-y or #contentious in fear of it spiraling out of control or getting unnecessarily hostile ???#i kept neutering myself so much and trying to speak in such a !! tone while still sharing my honest thoughts bc i could feel smthn going #wrong but couldnt tell what #i may go cry for 6 hours #“yes i love doing community work and moderating group spaces it is my passion and i want to help everyone get along!” lookin ass #ill probably delete this but this site is my one outlet since they nuked the vent app #rip a legend #where else will random middle aged women comfort me

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