#whotever

[meatsound]

i am enjoying veilguard enough but the game really does piss me off with how stupid it thinks you are

[crash-course-insurance]

im at work rn but martyn inthelittlewood limited life in this shit from twilight princess

[lovetositinsilence]

where are my fellow wyll lovers at?

[lululablette]

i like this guy, blue screens your computer type of guy

[blastburnt]

pride :)

[jeeblix]

Guys i made.

[snowflakeb0ttles]

[p0cketstitched]

astrobots!

[moss-hearted]

executive functioning has been absolutely horrendous the past two weeks. it’s bad bad bad.

[lmaonade]

if i could program a limitation for how much a fan i have can oscillate my life would be so much better. i don't want it going on the full rotation it's capable of... let me set the range to a smaller space ...

[ferylkyn]

discussing their next move :-) (he needed a stool for this stunt)

[hyumjim]

she told me i couldn't be trans. i don't know why she said it and i don't know why she should have cared if i was but she did say it.

when i think about this i feel overdramatic like i am blaming her for everything. i am not blaming her for everything. i am just saying plainly that this is what happened. and also that it stuck with me.

i made her apologize. and the corollary. she only apologized because i made her. she did not make any attempt to make amends. now i realize when years later she grabbed me and shook me by my long hair it was an enactment, again, of this. the same thing. she apologizes because i make her. she really honestly has no desire to fix this with me. i am hurting. i am the only one hurting.

she was my best friend. but i try not to be pathetic.

i couldn't be trans. why not? i don't know if she said her reasoning out loud (probably not; I'd think I would remember) but if she had it would have been: just look at you.

like i didn't know. like i don't already see me.

she did all of this when she was drunk, do you forgive her now?

i tried to just move on but it was hard. she was my best friend. she was all i had. i did not bring it up with her again which means i did not bring it up with anyone and i scarcely brought it up with myself. when i thought about it i would always remember her reaction. in some bar in brooklyn. halloween night. smirking. no you're not. you're being stupid. this would flash through my head in a millisecond.

lecturing her in the morning like a parent: this is what you did wrong. this is why it's important to me. Her pouting like a scolded child. Okay. Are we done? Can we move on now?

What was I supposed to say? Yes. Yes we're done. Not like I am going to quit being your friend over this. you know this...

this isn't about her it's about me but she always worms her way into things. it's just i can't stop thinking that this is something i can't have. that i shouldn't. a million reasons why. the way she looked at me like it was obvious. the way she felt was written on her face. you could never be a man. come on. look at you. little, inconsequential, you.

[foegs]

all my haters watch the senators at the canadian tire centre of success

[beatriceportinari]

chernobyl makes me have the same cat slow blink relaxed feeling the dolphin glass blowing video does

[dravanias]

looking at screenshots i was sending my partner... i changed the portrait for this dialogue but i didnt realizing he was blushing

[blastburnt]

okay so i WAS planning on wearing them with the cargos but because i didn't make them wide enough i get a bad case of Fabric Crotch and Ass Sag which is. unfortunate. the other thing is that the second leg is literally like 3 inches longer because i did NOT check it before finishing off. slay moment