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really in the trenches tonight gang
#and by trenches i mean i am once again thinking of my dead twin#or more specifically how genetically i am both myself AND my twin#you can't see it clearly on people the way you can on animals but which parts of my body were grown for them and not for me#i have a spot on my leg without any melanin and a birthmark on my back that's the exact same size#which of those are mine? are either of them mine?#whose brain is this?#i know none of this is really how chimerism works but sometimes being philosophical is the only way i know how to feel#it is such a bizarre sense of self to have lived two decades and only THEN learned that#a) you were supposed to be a twin and b) you ARE your twin#would they have been autistic too? would they have liked me#and i will never know! i will never know any of that! and it drives me fucking crazy#and i feel like i am supposed to be living for both of us and instead I'm just wasting two lives at once!#i wish i didn't have to work so much#vent
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Hey *uno reverses you*
#persona 5#royal trio#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#ryuuji sakamoto#sumire yoshizawa#ame draws#this was my friend’s idea whose brain is ginormous#joker just seems like the type to remember stuff from eons ago and then he’ll bring it up when the time is right#and you’ll notice#oh you’ll notice#he’s so annoying (affectionate)
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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I HC Scarletella is smart enough to figure out MC's language and I'm currently brainrotting over an AU wherein he attempts to adapt a normal, human life. As normal as he can pretend to be, though, while getting closer to you. MC is a completely unassuming person by day and a serial killer by night who is freaked out by this random tall and mute redhead suddenly appearing in the oddest places. Simple coincidence doesn't explain any of it anymore. MC starts seriously considering murdering him too lest he foil their secret hobby, only to realize he may just be as fucked up as them...
#AND HE ENABLES MC what a king ❤️#I love dynamics where theyre both objectively horrible beings but they make each other so much worse#MMMM Brain Worms 🤤#homicipher#he'll still be named Scarletella and that's MC's first red flag cos whose sane mother would name their child like that#homicipher x reader#Mr. Scarletella x reader#Mr. Gap also terrorizes MC in this AU for the shits and giggles#Not sure how to put Mr. Crawly and the rest of them in but I'll figure that out#brainrottingz
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Glowing Green Puppy, Tiny Tots, and Damian 'I am not turning into my Father' Wayne.
I've been seeing a few DPxDC Dad!Damian ideas so I'd like to toss my idea into the void of the internet.
Damian is on a lead about a glowing green puppy, that can apparently change size and go through walls, and finally manages to track it down before even his father hears about it. The puppy seemed to be stealing random things too.
He was fully ready to use all the tricks in the book to get the puppy to trust him... and after a few days/weeks he manages to gain its trust.
He just wasn't expecting the puppy to drag him to abandoned warehouse and drop him in front of a few kids that were hiding out in it.
"Oh! Cujo you finally brought your new person over!" says the only red-haired one in the group, and she was holding a baby, as two almost identical toddlers ran over to the excited pupper that began to run around them.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#de-aged danny#de-aged dani#de-aged jazz#de-aged dan#future dad!Damian#cujo is best doggo#looking out for his people as best as his tiny pupper brain can#Damian tries to deny that he's turning into his father#in terms of adopting children#but he likes Jazz's smarty smarts and manners and abilities to keep the other kids in line#Danny's look of wonder/stars when he gets talking about Cujo or of space#Dan's raw fighting abilities that just need some polish and takes his training tips seriously#and Dani's ability to actually toss things at him and actually able to land a few hits#He deny's it hard that he is 'like his father'#and tries to keep the kids a secret#along with Cujo#whose just happy to be there#how and why the Fenton's are de-aged I leave open ended
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Yaratılan quickly became my favourite Frankenstein adaptation, so here’s a fanart
#my art#can’t believe there’s no fandom for this show I can’t be the only person whose brain got rewired by it#Yaratılan#yaratilan#netflix creature#frankenstein
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what if our hands accidentally brushed against each other during our weekly evil meeting and I act cool but then later I crawl back to my sewers and vomit out of anxiety and scrape my knees bloody as I pray against the altar of my father and swear, I swear, I don't love you, I don't even like you, and that my last actions on this planet will be to ensure that we die by the same blade, in the same motion, only after everyone else
and then I go back to you the next day and I'm like "hey :) feeling totally normal :) I only want to kill you the normal amount :)"
#suave dark urge is cool but a durge whose brain bluescreens at non-violent non-demanding touch is just#*takes them in my mouth and bites gently*#the dark urge#bg3#baldur's gate 3#the dark urge x enver gortash#enver gortash#durgetash
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so help me god i will learn to draw different body types if it kills me
had to do it
#creepypasta#creepypasta fanart#“masky and hoody arent proxies tho” baby i have proxy lore you couldnt even dream of#i have an entire creepypasta fic in my brain that im currently writing#maybe youll see it someday#anywho#marble hornets#tim masky#masky#mh hoody#hoody#ticci toby#ticci toby fanart#toby rogers#kate the chaser#kate milens#slender proxy#wanted to spice up maskys design a little bit considering he looked a bit boring compared to everyone else#so i gave him a hat#bonus points if you know whose hat that used to be#tim wright#brian thomas#sophi screeches
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we should make Nico more fucked up, actually. enough woobifying him. that boy should be covered in blood and viscera
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#we've done ''nico ships where his partner coddles and takes care of him while he heals from the innumerable trauma''#now let's do more ''nico ships where his partner helps him move past his trauma and enables him to be gay do crime''#more nico ships where nico is having his big 3 kid force-of-nature moments and his boyfriend goes ''HOT''#whatever happened to ''Will and Nico's first date was killing a man together. also Michael was there''#even stuff like. [tsats spoilers] getting all your negative attributes physically ripped out of you and turned into immortal creatures#that perhaps could leave you Changed! give me Nico who had the darkness taken from him#and it leaves him just a little unsettlingly bright and empty like a partial husk of himself#give me Nico whose cacodaemons can reabsorb back into him like he's their walking nest to hide in and emerge from whenever they please#he's just left an unsettling host for shadow monsters of pain and trauma#that's just one avenue. Nico's the spooky guy let him be spooky!#im constantly rotating just normal Nico operating on underworld laws/logic/mortality in my brain#make him WEIRDER
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Had this saved in my drafts in case I needed it this week and I do.
#i have never seen a more clueless group of friends#whose turn is it with the brain cell this week?#we are the series
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#ooc#seam#deltarune#web weaving#< do the cool kids still call it that?#anyways thinking abt seam. this is sort of a thesis statement on what i think seam's all about#their awareness of higher existence is far more literal than flowey whose view of the world is far more metaphorical#and is flowey's justification for the time-loop fatigue he experiences rather than a literal cosmic horror moment like seam and co. had#BUT. it's still a parallel being drawn for a reason. you get me#i hope this is good it is less of a cohesive thing and more just. brain goop. sketching in screencap form.
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Stop crying, he's not worth it.
#marry my dead body#mao pangyu#wu minghan#austin lin#greg hsu#gifset#*brace's#//#Minghan is good representation#for every fed up friend out there whose best relationship advice at this point is ''HIT THEM WITH YOUR CAR!!!''#(the morally correct part of my brain had a blackout as soon as Minghan landed the first punch on Mao's ex. désolé 🙏)
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something something when the facade of western "democracy" continues to crumble, liberals are faced with the choice of either abandoning the systems that facilitate genocide, theft, exploitation, racism, etc. or resort to old habits that do nothing to seriously challenge or dismantle said systems... inevitably many will fall back on focusing on optics/aesthetics and hyper-individualizing their approach to combat their feelings of helplessness etc. and/or to avoid confronting the systems in place that have led to this moment (which they are most comfortable in, because liberalism never truly changes the systems in place)
the problem is not, never has been, and never will be the *tone* or *conduct* of palestinians (in occupied palestine or the diaspora); the obstacles in the way of peace&liberation are not from palestinians or palestinian resistance but the continuation of colonialism, the maintenance of which is inherently violent and oppressive. the people responsible for the genocide going into its 4th month are not palestinians who liberals want to tone police but the u.s. empire and its glorified military base settler colony, whose existence is founded + depends upon the genocide and ethnic cleansing of palestinians.
#in other words. liberals shut UP.#tone policing the ones whose people are being subjected to genocide is just#straight up racist. and fucking shitty. and stupid. and not going to fix anything.#this has already been said but idk it just breaks my brain#liberals w a genuine interest in justice and change may be having their world views shattered right now#but i PROMISE that resorting to tactics typical of liberalism (focusing on optics rather than actual substance and structural change)#is not going to get u anywhere except for needlessly harrassing the ppl suffering the most right now (palestinians).
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He's alive!
Accidentally launched my Clay minifigure off my desk at mach 5 speeds but now hes sort of standing up so it's a win!
Floyd's still concerned tho
#my art#trolls#trolls 3#dreamworks trolls#trolls band together#trolls floyd#trolls clay#hes fine dw#he just has seven concussions and major brain trauma#but hes fine#the container is still too small hes like slanted in it#but hes 'standing'#the clay minifigure doesnt stand to begin with#he sits on his side asking leonardo dicaprio to draw him like his french girls#also so far hes the only figure i have whose irises dont fill the eye#hes got little dots#i love my little clay minifigure
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“Be my dog, ser. The night’s alive with promise. We can howl together, and wake the very gods.”
prince daemon and ser duncan 🎻🌳
#my silly guys i love them sm#man who is head over heels and man whose brain is filled with static#daemon blackfyre ii#/#john the fiddler#duncan the tall#asoiaf#dunk and egg#my art#extra tags:#house blackfyre#a song of ice and fire#valyrianscrolls#fanart#the mystery knight#a knight of the seven kingdoms#not technically ship art but its daemon so
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Things I make for myself when insomnia kicks in
Just a chart about what I wanna change up and keep consistent in my art - I mainly wanna draw Raph with a tail because he deserves one, it fits too well. Donnie gets a long tail too because I didn’t realize how dino-like he looks until I gave him one, and now it’s a must for me haha.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#note these are veryyy much for my own art so by all means ignore this completely for your own unless it resonates#these are just my personal headcanons#I’ve been getting more and more fond of the turtles having tails - especially Raph whose design honestly feels more complete with one#I also am now attached to Donnie having a long tail too because 1) he looks cute with one and it really works for him and-#2) I LOVE giving the Brains and Brawn duo more stuff in common#I could write an essay about how many things Brains and Brawns duo has in common in general#but also portal duo as well!!#we already know that Mikey and Leo look a LOT alike#so I think it’s cute when Raph and Donnie have stuff like that in common with each other too#like how canonically Donnie’s sclera are on the yellow side like Raph’s#anyway I’m sorry if this is a random post I am very tired and still have not slept#ALSO yeah i wanted an excuse to doodle April it’s been too long i missed her#I’m excited to finish this comic up to show the OTHER reason I gave Donnie a long tail#I made this in like five minutes because working on my comic was not working out#also Draxum totally has a tail he’s a sheep#I lean away from Mikey and Leo having longer tails mainly because their designs are already so busy#with all the colors and shapes present on them#so to me longer tails kinda takes away a bit#meanwhile Raph and Donnie are more monochrome in comparison so I feel like tails only help them?#I think as well Donnie’s torso/carapace being on the shorter side makes a tail balance him out#(me trying to justify the visual gag im putting into the comic for literally only two panels)#didn’t draw the caseys because I am tiredddd#and they would have just ended up where April is anyway
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