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I just re-read an old post where I complained about shipping and unacurated caracterizaron in the DCA fandom and I'm like
"of course you are not into this stuff, YOU'RE AROACE DUMBASS"
But I didn't know that when I wrote the post and I don't agree with half of what I said on it anymore.
I have
Matured ✨🦋
#lyna rambles#I was a little harss to when I wrote it‚ but I was frustrated too#because even in my own community I can't enjoy what most people like and that puts on a barrier that prevents me from making friends#I've been working on that‚ learning to worry less about stuff that doesn't affect me in the fandom#but idk#I feel that I'll never get close enough to someone to be friends with#like there's a lot of people that shares interests with me but I don't share interests with barely anyone#whoops vent in the tags sorry
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Btw sorry but unfortunately my mind is currently trapped between Shame™️ (over existing. Fuck being so socially anxious-) and Guilt✨️✨️(not doing said things) and Tireddddd (everything irl)-
Plus mother has decided to be extra homophobic nd shit the last couple days, and apparently me nd her *alone* r going to a fair together tmrw so. If I'm not responding 2 anything that is specificly plot/heavy/have to be somewhat mentally aware 4,, I'm sorry nd ill (probably. Hopefully??) be back on Saturday.
#last time we went to a fair i got so socially drained so fast and she did Not appreciate ut#im sorry i cant handle being around large groups of ppl irl ???!??? just bcs i didnt talk to ppl however does not mean i did nto feel on the#edge of panicking the whole fucking time tho.#anyways rip volomteering 2day and then this tmrw if i end up vent posting again heres the context lol???#T.T#godddddddd fuck this tbh- i love fairs (or used to??) but the last few times I've gone have all just been. so shit.#i miss the adrenaline highs of rides without the panic attack(s) of being pickpocketed and the saddness of being exluded nd shit#plus the always present#yk shame of Existing in a piblic place. which tbf has gotten better receney but. idk.#also whoop whoop if i hear her start talkimg homophobic nd transphobic shit ahain this week i might just. cry?#(wont do that actually because fuck crying infront of her she just yells nd now i dont cry infront of ppl but still-)#oh god this is so much vent in the tags rip-#enea rambles <3#:3#eneas poor mental health jumpscare :]#tw homophobia
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Oh well thanks mom that totally made my mood better. /sarc
#i know i started this school shit back in august and im only on lesson 2 for most of my shit. i know im going to fail everything next year.#you dont have to bring it up every single fucking day. i know im not doing anything about it. but i want you to know that it makes me spira#every time i open the laptop. it feels like im barely even alive sometimes#the internet is my only safe space where i can talk about everything going on. i cant believe i dont feel safe to talk about everything#ive self diagnosed myself with to my own parents. i cant keep fucking doing this anymore i just want to feel normal#not so silly sillytalking#tw vent#vent#sorry for the rant in the tags#i just dont feel too well about stuff right now. sorry#edit: it probably sounds like im being over dramatic. whoops.
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i got an automated text from my old doctors' office telling me it's time for a flu shot
meanwhile i'm ghosting my current doctor because i have no healthcare 🤪 maybe i should just stop going outside
#this is the most irritating part of the divorce Lol#if i got this text a few days earlier i wouldve just gotten the shot in canada..... but nooooo....#blast babbles#also i lied#not only am i planning to go outside but i'm gonna go to a ren faire#sorry everyonnnneeee#i think we're just in some kind of fucking stasis in the healthcare system bc afaik all of the info was sent for renewing our plan#everyone i mention this to has been very alarmed and i'm just tired of trying to deal with this by myself#if this isnt resolved soon im literally gonna need to go to canada just for medical appointments. i need more medicine and i need that shot#and i need new fucking glasses because of course i do#maybe i shouldve put this in the vent tag whoops#i dont even know if theres an option to pay for stuff out of pocket and how much that might be#i want an instruction manual please
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the torment of having a totally supportive and well-meaning father who is unintentionally the most discouraging person you know
#temper talks#whoops this turned into a vent post in the tags#sorry everyone. anyways#hes not doing it on purpose but like. if this goddamn man says one more fucking thing about me being too young to be disabled.........#in general he is genuinely trying to be a good dad but he's doing it in a way that just does not work for / with me#its more than just the commonplace 'grr im an emotional teenager I hate my dad grr' the things he says *are* awful#but he genuinely thinks hes being supportive / encouraging when hes irritating at best and seriously hurtful at worst#I don't even know how I would go about explaining it to him!#I don't hate my dad. I love my dad! but I don't like him. that's it
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help nooooo i just realised that they butchered akechi’s character too
#i mean… would mr ‘don’t run in the halls’ really *really* smile as two of his students play tag in said halls?#who is he and which ‘verse is he from? the m*t* s**t* ‘verse????#reliving the [redacted] anime is oddly therapeutic in a way. it gives me an appropriate channel for anger venting#so thanks [redacted] anime for being the anger management course that you are </3 i still hate you though </3#man it’s almost 2 am and i need to be up in 4 hours but i stayed up late to read pksp anyway whoops#binge reading the su-mo chapter was quite the experience. i’m glad the bookstore had all 6 vols when i dropped by#and now i finally understand the moon berlitz references. hell yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa#i lost it when the faba faba-d off though. sorry (not sorry) faba dude kinda deserved it#but man. freakin’ moon and her ‘is ok i studied pharm sci i know how to make all medicines :))’#girl pls what kind of magical pharm sci school did you go to? i never learned anythingggg but placebo pills :(( (former pharm sci student)#reminds me that the capsules we used for class were old af and expired so the capsule filling task didn’t go well at all#making suppositories was weird though. shapin’ the thing and pressing it into the mold and all…#but the expensive tablet making machine was very cute. the temptation to smash it to bits was even cuter though~~
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its 4am. i was going to go to bed 2 hours ago. however. for some fucking reason. my c:drive filled up while i was drawing. which is weird. because i swear to fucking god i had at least 50 gigs left. so i have been googling. and cleaning. and searching. and whatever the fuck for two goddamn hours. only for no one and nothing to have a solution for me. i am going to fucking scream.
#even worse.im going to have to get my dad involved.#kill me#he works in it so he knows his stuff or whaver#but hes such a massive dick about it#hes going to be ngry and swearing and condescending as fuck#and i. am going. to cry.#i just dont wanna fuck up my pc#ive only had it a few months it shouldnt be full and i definitely had enough storage space before i started drawing#but hes going to find a way to blame me just not being smart like him again#fuck even thinking about it upsets me which is WHY ive been trying to fix it for two hours even though i dont know shit or dick#fuck and my siblings coming home tomorrow i cant ruin that with this shit fuck#also yes i did a disk cleanup and yes i emptied my recycling and yes i used my anti malware program to check for viruses and no#none of it worked.#fuck me ijust wanted to do a drawing for my sibling#this is why i stick to traditional and mspaint#good night im gonna probably cry some more and try not to think about it#Kinda awful that the worst part of all this is asking my dad for help#I'm not gonna examine that goodnight#Whoops fuck forgot to tag sorry#Vent tw#Vent cw#Vent post#Vent#I'm just tired and frustrated and melodramatic but better to be safe
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sometimes i hate that he’s right and i do nothing and i barely do the bare minimum and that im a failure and im lazy and im not even autistic my sister has an excuse and a defense but what do i have
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She didn't exactly understood why she felt so lonely.
The girl knew that she could simply just walk up to them, maybe say hi, start a conversation. It's that simple!
But she couldn't.
She couldn't.
Pamolia sat alone on her seat, blankly staring at her desk. There wasn't anything on it. No books, no pencil. No eraser. Nothing. Just a desk. She felt like crying, but even then nobody would care in the end.
She made the effort to weakly look up from her desk, and the moment she saw everyone else having fun, laughing and joking around with their friends, she felt like she just wanted to...
To...
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Die.
It's as simple as that.
She knew that dying wouldn't be a great solution to her problems either. But can you really blame a literal teenager for feeling this way? She has her parents, Pupa, maybe some relatives here and there.
And yet they weren't enough.
No. Not even Pupa could make her feel less lonely. And she hated that fact.
She looked back down to her desk, and she could feel tears well up in her eyes. She lets them spill out, yet nobody would seem to care. Everyone else is so busy with their friends! So of course they wouldn't care about a stupid, lonely, worthless girl who's only interest is to just study bugs, study bugs, study bugs, study...
Sigh.
She just feels lonely.
And she will bask in that loneliness for now until she feels better.
#arthesias writing (youre posting this on the wrong blog thesia)#arthesias ocs#(vent)hesia#is it so wrong for a girl to like bugs?: pamolia (oc)#whoopsies! sorry! i accidentally dropped this! whoops! whoops~#sorry i feel like shit right now so might as well.#OH SHIT HI GOING BACK TO EDIT THIS BECAUSE I FORGOT TO ADD IN A TAG 💀💀#rgverse: writing#there. lol.
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physically i am here. mentally i have my face buried in the soft wool of a very patient sheep
#somft#sorry yall i saw a really cute sheep on my dash#and im running on v little sleep bc i was up half the night with my head in the toilet#at this point im resigned to getting some sort of bug from every family gathering we go to#bc covid has completely rewired my family's collective mindset on avoiding illness and not wanting to be sick#throwback to the tantrum my dad threw last thanksgiving because he was puking his guts up with the flu and was mad nobody wanted to come#literally had to remind him that it doesn't matter that its not covid. we dont want the flu either. k thx bye#tantrum mysteriously stopped after that comment#whoops i did a vent in the tags#vent
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i wish there was a way to try out names without actually having to ask people to call you them
#i went through a stage where i was changing my name back and forth like every two weeks#i don't want to annoy anyone and most of the time people will just forget#like this one girl i was friends with who kept calling me one of the names i stopped going by and when i (and several other people) told he#i go by ember now she said 'oh but you said i could call you that'#and like. no the fuck i didn't#that's not even the worst of the things she's done she was just a great person and i'm glad she moved#i should not be ranting about this bitch to tumblr i am so sorry lmao#vent#← in the tags at least#vent in tags#landfill rambles#edit: I MEANT NOT A GREAT PERSON WHOOPS. I CANT EDIT TAGS ON MOBILE SORRY LMAO
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uhh its in the tags but like vent tw?? kinda (especially the tags) sorry this is also like a bit long
does anybody else just like. not talk to people not because you don't enjoy talking to people in fact you love talking to people so much & wish you could do it more but because you feel like you have nothing interesting to say & the other person is probably going to think you're cringe & they won't want to be your friend anymore & also they don't care about a single word that comes out of your mouth even though said person has never done anything to show that they would react in this way or is it just me ahaha
#& then you're also too scared to open up too much to people on the internet#so you just barely have any interaction with other people#& you recognize that it's a problem & it's fucking up your mental health#but you genuinely dunno what to do#ummmm this post is so dumb sorry to whoever sees this#tw vent#kind of? dunno if it counts as a vent but i think it does so im tagging to be safe#im stuck in a constant cycle of realizing this is the reason i feel so disconnected to everyone else#but then not knowing what to do so i just forget#& then it comes back worse#if i wasn't so scared of opening up to my family & friends maybe i would speak to a therapist#i tried talking to one of my friends once & it was just. awkward#like there's something else i have to say but i can't say it to them#without that there's a lot of context missing & i don't mean to hide things from my literal best friend but like#it's not their burden to bear#they shouldn't have to know#whoops these are a lot of tags#this got a little too long my bad#if anyone actually reads this i will explode#'oh dont post it then' too BAD!!! i will do it regardless!!!!
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wait. hold on. What do mean 'stagnant state'? Like feeling like everyone around you is still developing whilst you grew up exactly as much as you had to to survive and no more?? Is that like- am I not the only one????
growing up young
I had to grow up at a very young age. The world dropped on my shoulders, and I had to carry it with my puny body. The weight crushed me, and my fragile bones broke. The saddest part is that everyone around me is still growing up, while I have been in a stagnant state for years.
#Holy shit#And of it's not that#Well#Whoops#But that's how I feel at least#At once like I never had a childhood and that I've not 'grown up' enough#And now I feel like I'm behind all my peers#I did my growing up (that turned out to be apparently only halfway) and that was that#Nothing more#For years#Years that just slipped away#Because I didn't do anything in them#The most formative years of my life#Spent in the exact same routine#A routine I can barely find myself escaping from now#and I don't even trust that I can say I grew up too fast#Because I guess I just don't feel like my struggles are 'enough' or 'real'#Which#Surprise surprise#Has just left me emotionally stunted and desperately insecure#Until at this point#It's like I never even grew at all#Except in the ways that stop me relaxing or having fun or taking myself any less than 100% seriously#which just#idk#fucking sucks#hi to you brave fucking adventurer who's read all these tags#Sorry for the vent#Maybe throw ur own opinion in and we can have a little chat. A little conversation perhaps.#Idek anymore
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Saw that your requests were open so what about TFP cons with an adorkable teen human reader? A really close friend (the emotional support bundle of joy™) that is really artistic, kind, understanding and just a pure cinnamon roll, what would be the bots reaction to the lil' human? Optimus, Ratchet,Bulkhead, Arcee, BB, and if you do the kids then the kids. If not the other bots, stay safe!
im back!! so sorry for the long ass wait, had so much going on in my life recently (graduating, going back home, etc.) but hopefully i'll be back to posting somewhat regularly! tysm for the continuous support :] love seeing the notifs pop up every day this is one of the first asks in my inbox (and i completely forgot that the prompt said reader was part of the cons... whoops) and i've wanted to get it done for a while now! have so many more to get through but will get them done eventually - this isn't the best but its cute <3 and you can 100% tell who my favs are lmao warnings: none word count: 939 (GN reader)
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Optimus:
he finds your outlook on things is a nice change of pace compared to the more pessimistic views that some members of the team can have at times
values your compassion greatly, often turning to you as a confidant over the time you’ve gotten to know each other. a mission went wrong and he’s putting all the blame on himself? you’re there to reassure him in a heartbeat, reminding him that he did his best and there’s always another chance; you keep him grounded
has an innate interest in art and writing - he used to be an archivist, after all
so he enjoys watching you indulge in your hobby, your excitement about it reminds him of his younger years of being a clerk at iacon when he would become giddy over a newfound archaic text
he’s very fond of you and makes sure you know it, taking note of the small things you like and getting you whatever little gift he can manage to find - genuinely thinks you’re cute and likes seeing you happy :]
Ratchet:
while it may have taken him a little longer than the others to warm up to you fully, he grew to start looking forward to your company (despite his his best efforts to hide it)
he appreciates your quiet company; you’re much less rambunctious than both the other humans and his own team - you complain a lot less too, probably one of his favorite qualities about you
like optimus, your bubbly attitude gives him a much needed break from the dreary duties that come with being the autobot medic
you often find yourselves working in tandem, with you sitting on the couch working on your newest project while he stands at his terminal typing away. occasionally you’ll walk over with a nervous smile, and with a roll of his optics he’ll lower a servo for you to climb into and lift you up onto the corner of the console, huffing when you chirp a thank you before the both of you quietly return to your tasks (he enjoys it, really)
while he’s not one to vent his frustrations to you, he’ll always be open to listen to you vent about yours. even if he doesn’t respond with much, he’ll offer logical solutions and observations for whatever issue you’re having
Bulkhead:
the big guy loves art, having been exposed to his fair share of it by miko, and is very encouraging when it comes to your projects
he might not get some of the nuances or meanings of the things you make, but he tries - oftentimes making you laugh a bit at the sheer amount he misses. it’s endearing though, and you appreciate the effort
too fidgety to sit and watch you do anything for too long, but he’ll offer to drive you to a vista for some inspiration while he does his usual scouting routes, miko tagging along of course. she’ll probably bring her sketchbook with her and sit next to you and draw, chattering the entire time while blasting some music from her ipod, offering you one of her earbuds
Arcee:
similar to ratchet she takes a while to get used to you, a little cold at first to your attempts at friendliness
she notices how happy you seem to make everyone else and eventually makes a legitimate pass at being friendly despite how awkward it feels
but with how eagerly you accept it she doesn’t feel as bad, sighing in relief as you immediately start filling her in on how much you’ve enjoyed your time with the autobots
she’s not much of a conversationalist (especially when it comes to humans) so your chattiness is almost a relief - not having to keep up fake interest and energy with someone puts her in a more comfortable position; especially since you’re not one to comment on it like others tend to
will sit and watch you work on whatever your newest project is, a comfortable silence shared between the two of you
rambles about random stuff from her past sometimes - you turn out to be one of the few people she trusts enough to mindlessly dump her thoughts to, both good and bad
Bumblebee:
one of the first to get to know you, overly excited about having a fresh face around
super curious when he sees you working on something, a barrage of questions translated from mechanical chirps and whirrs with the help (and annoyance) of ratchet
he’ll actually try and mimic some of your art on the walls of hidden ditches where he and rafael hang out, excitedly bringing you along to show off his latest work and buzzing happily when you praise it
will eventually, with your encouragement, try and make something original - he ends up finding it pretty soothing and an easier way to feel understood; communicating his feelings without words can be unsurprisingly helpful for someone who can’t use any of his own
you’ll spend hours hanging out and working on your stuff - he likes when you help him with his own art, adding your own brushstrokes to the concrete wall
he’ll let you sit up on his shoulder just to watch him make whatever he feels like making, or even just taking you on joyrides in the desert where he doesnt need to worry about anything going wrong
while it’s usually you, him and raf hanging out he does enjoy spending solo time with you - usually in silence or one-sided conversations, but you understand each other well enough without words
will also figure out what your favorite songs are and surprise you with them; he loves when you get all giddy about literally anything
#NO LONGER DEAD!!#transformers#transformers x reader#transformers fanfiction#tf x reader#optimus prime x reader#ratchet x reader#bulkhead x reader#bumblebee x reader#arcee x reader#tfp x reader#transformers x human reader#tfp ratchet x reader#tfp optimus x reader
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☆|| corvid's intro post!! ||☆
constantly being edited smh
greetings and salutations! my name is corvid, and i welcome you to my silly little blog! here, you will find miscellaneous content, varying from art, nonhumanity, fandoms i indulge in, and just random, silly things!
as of now i am transmasc, genderfaun, and omnisexual! i go by he/they/it pronouns, and i have a preference for masculine individuals. i do have a partner however!! this may or may not change in the future, but that is what i am in the present
i am also a black bobtail cat, american crow and african wild dog therian, astral drake otherkin, and an animal cracker objectkin! i am questioning a few other identities, but i will figure those out later
☆my main content, hashtag key (which i will likely forget!), mutuals, credits, and extra info below the cut!☆
thats a lotta boxes whoops
☆ my main content!
the things i usually post are inconsistent, of course, and are usually drowned in reblogs lmao, but they typically include things such as:
art, whether it be my own or others, cool things i own or find, fandom content, nonhuman content (art, thoughts, experiences, etc.), and the occasional silly little post!
click here for fandoms im in and my interests!
also LOVEE interacting with people, so feel free to send me asks about anything at all! i dont bite x3
☆ hashtag key!
sometimes i will forget to use these, but this is for when i do use them
☆ #yap factory - silly comments and words!
☆ #corvids scribbles - my art!
☆ #mrow! - reblogs!
☆ #plucked from the inbox - answered asks from my ask box!
☆ #finished demands requests - finished requests from my ask box!
☆ #corvids moots :3 - any interaction with my mutuals :3
☆ #ruffled feathers! - for whenever i end up sharing outfits!
☆ #flappy wings! - happy rants!
☆ #purr~ - some soft words of affirmation and comfort :3
☆ #paw print - nonhuman content
☆ #corvids shiniess - cool stuffs i own!
☆ #☆ [name] - oc content!
☆ #wife mentioned? - whenever i mention/talk about my partner :3
☆ #corvid whines - vents or generally shitty posts
(more keys likely will be added in the future!)
☆ my mutuals!
☆ @sunfl0wersapphic - my first mutual on tumblr!
☆ @road-kibblez
☆ @lox-is-running
☆ @wolfdogged
☆ @dragonzart03
☆ @meowing-creature
☆ @candieduranium
☆ @solartense
☆ @katiethecreature
☆ @corvidist
☆ @adolfusraptor1985
☆ @corvipse
☆ @corvidtrinkets
☆ @king-darling
☆ @theonebeingwatched
☆ @lox-is-running
☆ @foxez-pawz
☆ @thelost-experiment
☆ @tower-1
☆ @6arely-living
☆ @crispyandantisocial
☆ @i-promise-im-not-an-alien
☆ @wilbug
☆ @littlecritter1
☆ @thatgayash
☆ @honeyymoss
☆ @vyncrosses
☆ @toritheking
☆ @trevor-star-messgenger
☆ @tysdietmice
(will continue on a separate post i will make and link later!)
(sorry for the mass tag!!)
☆ extra info!
☆ my commissions and art trades are closed! currently on art hiatus, sorry! click here for the announcement post
☆ my 'type doodle requests are still open! feel free to send in an ask to request a doodle :3
☆ basic DNI: homo/transphobes, zionists, nazis, pedo/zoophiles, ableists, racists, sexists, misogynists, and just generally gross or hateful people, please and thank you :3
☆ i try my best to welcome and accept anyone and everyone, but i will not hesitate to block or report anyone who gives me a reason to, thanks
☆ credits!
lost a few, sorry!
☆ checkered divider - @saradika
☆ protect our seas - @cheezitofthevalley
☆ i love you guys :) - @faviconuploader
☆ this user is nonhuman - @engravedlives
☆ i do all sorts of stupid and gay shit - @engravedlives
☆ pluto is a planet! (fuck you) - @virulentinanity
☆ this user is a little kitty cat - @burntoutuserboxes
☆ omnisexual and transgender dividers - @aquazero
☆ dni banner - @pixxiecup
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hi guise.... guess who this is (ketsu jumpscare) i guess i vented a liiittle teeny weeny bitsy bit too hard on my main acc and it got deleted, and im too shy to tag my moots,,,,, soo,,,, ermmm,,, whoops,,,, if i get found pls,,,, contact,,,,,, perhaps i shouldve lowered the sillyness a little on my main (whoopsie daisy) soo ermmmm,, twirls hair,,,, sorry for being a tiiiiny teeny weeny bit too dramatic,,, hie
#nr 1 trophy fan#ii trophy#trophy inanimate insanity#trophy ii#inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity 2#osc community#object shows#object show#osc fandom#osc ii#real ketsu
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