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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 3 months ago

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Owchie. Whhy is this body so mean 2 us 💔💔

#ghhhhhhhhhhh why does our neck and shoulder hurt so mUUUCH #we didnt even do anything that might cause this pain #chiip is a huge bug enthusiast #not so silly sillytalking #<- at this point this tag is becoming a complaining tag /silly

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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 3 months ago

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Ermmm okay

Putting it under cut cuz i have a feeling.imma rant lol [i mention some. Not swag things as well be cautious]

OKEY SO we have diagnosed ADHD, Depression and Anxiety, self diagnosed NPD, BPD and Autism. I ALSO have homicidal thoughts, TERRIBLE intrusive thoughts in general, probably hypersexual, im suicidal, uhhhhhh i gotta see if i can find my papers from when i was at that mental hospital..

Womp womp couldnt find em

Anywayses oh yeahs!!! I have trauma from some form of childhood abuse as well which was repressed ::P probs why i almost forgot to add that! I also have i thinkkkk 2 attempts at suicide?? I also did sh as well [i believe we r around a year clean now?? Horray!!]

Hrrrmmmmm what other fucked up things r there about me other than the stuff i mentioned above.,,.. idk i forgor 💀 but yeas thats about everything fucked up about us [mostly me but still.]

Besties please tell me your issues I want to know how fucked up you are <3 :3

#sillyreblog #not so silly sillytalking #im not being negative about it or anything. but still putting this in that tag just in case #ohhh boy. tw tags time #tw trauma mention #tw sh mention #tw abuse mention #uhhhhhhhhh what else #idk. if theres anyhting i forgor pls tell meee #also idk how i feel so comfortable casually mentioning all of this that our parents dont even know about. dont asl #ask*

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misty-zzz · 5 months ago

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when i was younger i thought if i left the ceiling fan on for too long or over night, the ceiling would fly away.

#sillytalking #silly #yapping #idk #idk!!#yup!#true story #i would make sure to turn them off before bed #also i think this might be a sympton of osd #but like idk i could be wrong #but just thinking that something unreasonable like this could happen #i think so right #sorry if im wrong #enough rambling #I PUT OSC ORIGINALLY MY OBJECT SHOW BRAINROTTED ASS

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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 2 months ago

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Eugh. /neg

#is. is she going to acknowledge the fact i might have trauma from all this later on #im trying to tell you whats wrong but youre just telling me its all excuses. what the fuck?? parents shouldnt do that #[this is directed at the bodies mom.]#not so silly sillytalking #tw vent #vent

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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 2 months ago

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Mother please stop guilt tripping me i am a mentally ill child

#not so silly sillytalking #tw vent #vent

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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 11 months ago

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Ghhhhggg overestimulated :[[[[[

#i cant use headphones either :[[#guess i have to “deal with it”#chiip is a huge bug enthusiast #not so silly sillytalking #slight vent

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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 2 months ago

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Oh well thanks mom that totally made my mood better. /sarc

#i know i started this school shit back in august and im only on lesson 2 for most of my shit. i know im going to fail everything next year.#you dont have to bring it up every single fucking day. i know im not doing anything about it. but i want you to know that it makes me spira #every time i open the laptop. it feels like im barely even alive sometimes #the internet is my only safe space where i can talk about everything going on. i cant believe i dont feel safe to talk about everything #ive self diagnosed myself with to my own parents. i cant keep fucking doing this anymore i just want to feel normal #not so silly sillytalking #tw vent #vent #sorry for the rant in the tags #i just dont feel too well about stuff right now. sorry #edit: it probably sounds like im being over dramatic. whoops.

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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 2 months ago

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OHNO

#SHIIIIT MAN I GOTTA LIKE WRITE DOWN ON MY FUCKING ARM ALL MY MUTUALS BOUNDARIES AND TRIGGERS AND EVERYTHING BECAUSE I JUST ACCIDENTALLY BROK #E ONE ON A SIDEBLOG BECAUSE I JUST GENUINELY FORGOT AND NOW I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD EUU H GHHHHHHHHHHH #GOD DAMN IT #not so silly sillytalking #<- IDK BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE THIS SHOULD GO TO MY MAINTAG

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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 1 year ago

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Vent under the cut

i cant fucking understand what the fuck just happened except for how my bitch of a mother just pulled the fucking favoritism card during a terribly painful experience both mentally and physically for me

Its ok though, i think

#i am struggling to breathe but i think im ok? wait no i am farrr from ok #tw vent #vent #not so silly sillytalking

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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 6 months ago

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Oh boy.

#2 days.#thats 2 days left till i leave to my dads house. /vneg #im. scared #slight vent #not so silly sillytalking

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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 9 months ago

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Random vent where i scream about my living situation

Oh my goddd

DOES MY MOM EVEN UNDERSTAND MY CURRENT PHYSICAL AND MENTAL SITUATION???? I CAN BARELY EVEN FUCKING WALK WITH OUT SHAKING SO BADLY OR JUST STRAIGHT UP FUCKING BLACK OUT. AND THIS FUCKER STILL THINKS I CAN GO TO SCHOOL LIKE THIS??? BECAUSE SCHOOL WONT DO SHIT ABOUT IT.

"ooh i will just put my kid in a mental hospital where they would lose complete connection to reality and fuck them up socially and mentally even more! That will fix em!"

SHE KNOWS MY TRIGGERS AND THE FACT THAT BEING YELLED AT IS ONE OF MY BIGGEST TRIGGERS AND SHE STILL YELLS ANYWAY.

MY EYES CANT FOCUS ON ANYTHING CORRECTLY ANYMORE, I BARELY EVEN GET OUT OF BED, AND I HAVE TERRIBLE INSOMNIA.

AND SHE EXPECTS ME TO BE ABLE TO DO NORMAL HUMAN THINGS?????????????

Fucking HATE IT HERE

#i dont think im ok.#vent #tw vent #tw all caps #not so silly sillytalking

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tamarieatsbatteries175 · 1 year ago

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Mmm uh oh

Its getting loud here

Headphones arent available

I really should say something about my noise sensitivity