#who do people have this intense desire to share things with each other that exists everywhere

[starpros-sunshine]

I should start being like Blake and using the queue function to fill the dash with Wataei but I have the feeling if blake dies it it's fine because it's a rare pair (somehow) and they deserve the attention but when I do it it's literally one of the biggest ships in canon so....a bit on the nose maybe....?

[sleepingdeath-light]

poly yandere hcs + fem s/o ; dame aylin & isobel thorm

requested by ; nobody / self indulgent

fandom(s) ; baldur’s gate 3

fandom masterlist(s) ; here

character(s) ; dame aylin, isobel thorm

outline ; “poly yandere hcs for aylin and isobel”

note ; potentially quite ooc as i’ve never written for these characters before…

warning(s) ; yandere!dame aylin, yandere!isobel thorm, obsessive behaviour, possessive behaviour, implied kidnapping, social isolation, lack of privacy, mentions of death, stockholm syndrome, can mostly be read as gender neutral but was written with a fem reader in mind

first things first, this is not a relationship that you will ever be able to walk away from… at least not without dying, and even then these women have plenty of experience between them when it comes to defying death itself so there’s still the chance that they’ll keep on chasing after you should you succumb to age, illness, or injury — and don’t think that after all they went through before meeting you (isobel’s untimely death and resurrection, and the countless partial deaths of aylin at the hands of lady shar and her most devoted followers) that one of their first priorities would be to find a way to cheat death for as long as possible, or to find a way for you and isobel to somehow match or share in your dear dame’s immortality

they’re both deathly afraid of losing you or each other again, which results in you never having more than a second or two to yourself — even if you can’t actually see isobel or aylin in the room with you (such as when you’re going to the bathroom), you can feel their presence through the door and they’re checking in on you verbally every few moments to make sure that you’re okay (and if you don’t answer swiftly or confidently enough for their liking then you can guarantee that the door to whatever room you’re in will be almost immediately obliterated or forced open so that they can each personally verify your safety)

both of them are extremely affectionate people, and are even more amorous than usual as they’re actively trying to make up for lost time, but despite that and their mutual obsession with you they won’t force you to do anything of that nature — you may have lost your sense of privacy and you may be forced to spend your life under their intense protection, but both of these women do still love you (in their own deeply twisted way) and won’t do anything to mentally or physically harm you

they can wait until you’re comfortable enough with them and your new life to eagerly reciprocate their advances and affections, no matter how long that may take — or, in other words, they won’t do anything until the stockholm syndrome sets in and they’re able to play pretend that everything is normal and you really truly do love and desire them as much as they each love and desire you in return

because of her oath to her mother and her followers, aylin is often called away from your homestead to go and perform some duty or another — this means that most of your time will be spent with isobel who is so deeply paranoid about losing you as she did aylin all those years ago, refuses to let you stray from her side the entire time her girlfriend is away

privacy is non-existent when isobel is running the household: you sleep with her body wrapped around you so you’re unable to move or get out of bed without waking her, you start your morning routines together and are attached at the hip until she starts cooking, you eat at the table side by side (so close that the edges of your plates are touching and you can feel her knee pressing strongly into the meat of your thigh as you sit), you clean together, you run errands together and she uses some enchantment or another to keep you right where she can see you (usually some sort of tracking spell — you can try to run away, sure, but she’ll find you immediately so you quickly learn there’s no point to it), you pray together at a beautiful home alter made in your mother-in-law’s image, you take care of the home together, you talk together (well, she talks at you and sometimes you’ll answer her questions or respond with a noncommittal hum to whatever it is she’s saying), etc.

when aylin is around, she spends pretty much all day obsessively making sure that you and isobel are as healthy as possible — she refuses to go through what she did with isobel ever again, which manifests as an unparalleled level of protectiveness over you both and your complete isolation from the outside world when she’s around (she can’t risk you catching any sort of illness, so this is her solution — of course when she’s away you and your ‘darling’ cleric do have to run errands in her stead, but when she’s at home she makes sure that you never have to step foot outside of the home at all)

very few people are stupid enough to try and save you or intervene in what you’re going through because of dame aylin’s status and reputation — the locals worship her as a renowned paladin and the child of their goddess selunê, most travellers are either quick to pick up on her heritage or are already aware of her role as the nightsong through the stories and legends they’ve heard, and for everyone else they’re reluctant to step in because outside of your kidnapping aylin is nothing short of moral and they don’t want to get on her bad side and cause her to abandon their people should they need help in the future — one or two particularly brave parties have tried to come to your aid… needless to say they didn’t succeed

though they do focus a lot of their efforts on keeping you safe and in their company, let it be known that their love for each other is none the weaker for it — in fact aylin and isobel are just as obsessed and protective over each other as they are with you, perhaps even more so as they have lived through the experience of losing each other once before, but as they’re well aware of how each other feels (and as they’re keenly aware of how loyal they are to each other) they don’t feel as compelled to constantly stick by the other’s side for any reason other than to enjoy each other’s company

when you’re still in your rebellious phase (aka not accepting that this is your new normal, that they are your girlfriends and, in aylin’s words, mates), they keep you as isolated as possible as they don’t want to risk you slipping away and getting hurt — but once you become complacent and accepting of your new life (aka lose your will to fight), you’ll find them to be pretty much perfect partners who will stop at nothing to keep you safe, happy, and as healthy as you can possibly be

(… aside from the lack of privacy and the initial kidnapping, of course, but by that point you start to forget what it’s like to be on your own so it becomes your new normal)

[nicorobinphd]

Okay, I want to discuss Jimbei & Luffy for a minute because their dynamic feels weirdly under-analyzed by the audience?? Even though there is so much going on there??

Like, first off, it is a relationship that is very much rooted in a sense of shared belief, loss, & trauma. They are both members of outcasted social classes with very strong senses of justice, as well very deep-rooted ideals regarding freedom which are in many ways rooted in their experiences of marginalization. They are both very deeply connected to Ace- a character who is being penalized for a trait of his existence which he has no control over-, and would do anything in their power to save him. This is then re-contextualized for the audience when we learn that they met during what would amount to the prelude of Ace’s death. They’re both able to witness the other’s sense of care, conviction, & obligation throughout the war at Marineford, and they share the loss of Ace in a very specific sense due to being the characters who were directly present for the other as it happened, a fact which influences their understanding of each other into the Post-War saga & throughout post-time skip OP.

The sense of loss they processed & the trauma it caused them in the aftermath of Marineford is depicted as something they were only able to understand their ability to survive past through the presence of the other. We know nearly for a fact that Luffy would have died had Jimbei not been with him. And we as the audience can infer that Jimbei would have struggled far more intensely to regain himself (albeit likely not to the same extent as Luffy) in the immediate aftermath of Marineford without having Luffy to put his faith in- and to use as a means to, roughly paraphrasing Whitebeard, carry on Ace’s will, by protecting the person he died for- due to Jimbei’s strong sense of obligation. The way they came to understand each other was very specifically as a point of stability in a sea of grief, a point that allowed Jimbei to see a brighter & more autonomous future through Luffy, and Luffy to be able to reconcile with the present- and the people still with him in it- in order to chase such.

The roles they take on in the Post-War saga emphasize this point, with Jimbei reminding Luffy of his ambition & his sense of determination, but they also reinforce what each character then comes to mean to each other following the time-skip.

Jimbei, who is put in the position of both a rock & a caregiver, represents Luffy coming to a healthier & more mature understanding of what it means for someone to be a stable presence in his life, which is huge considering Luffy’s struggles with abandonment. Luffy strongly desires for Jimbei to join his crew from late into the Post-War saga & into early post time-skip op, and yet the narrative repeatedly creates obstacles preventing it. Luffy, as per usual, is not put off by this. What changes, however, is that he is much more accepting of the obstacles when faced with them rather than immediately trying to find a way to rid himself of them. He is able to accept Jimbei’s obligation to Fishman Island, and to those who served under him during the escape from Whole Cake Island. However, this shift toward acceptance isn’t complete until Jimbei joins the crew, as we see when Luffy makes a similar request of Jimbei to what he asked of Ace, stating that Jimbei is to return even if it means death. With Jimbei’s return in Wano, as well as the general theme of the crew splitting off in groups to do their own thing, Luffy is put in a position where both the source of his abandonment issues & the consequences he fears as a result of them are being directly confronted by the growth in his ability to trust those around them- it is Jimbei, however, that the narrative has chosen to use to emblematize as much.

And, to turn the tables, throughout the Post-War saga Luffy is a character that puts Jimbei in the position to act, and in the position to encourage prioritization of the self. This is also a theme that had been introduced prior to that point, with Jimbei initially refusing to promise to look out for Luffy for that very reason. This serves to emphasize what Luffy comes to mean for Jimbei insofar as the fact that Luffy is able to allow him a sense of personhood & a right to autonomy outside of what Jimbei views himself as owing to other people. A right to be selfish, if you will. Luffy’s determination & the conviction with which he chases after all which he wants opens a door that allows Jimbei to realize he’s allowed to have more say in his what forms his dreams, what those dreams are, & in where he throws in his lot in at the end of day than he ever thought possible. Being around Luffy grants Jimbei the understanding that, for all a person may have obligations, he is also allowed to live for himself- not revenge, or a cause, or a debt, or a service- just himself. Luffy is able to awaken Jimbei’s joie de vivre simply by viewing the world as something he has a right to- which starkly contrasts the more jaded way Jimbei saw things as a result of his own experiences. And it is foundational to Jimbei’s entire arc after his reintroduction in Fishman Island.

Also worth noting in this discussion is the fact that Jimbei joins the crew in the arc that finally starts to impose a sense of closure around Ace’s death.

But, yeah. Idk. It just seems weird to see people mostly talk about them through the lens of disagreeing somewhat emphatically about whether they fit more into the mold of Uncle & Nephew, or Older & Younger Sibling, or Father & Son when there’s so much going on with them?? Especially because it is very pointedly none of the above. It’s about what living can look like & what we hold onto as a means to survive it. Why are we trying to impose nuclear family roles on found family dynamics anyhow? We don’t need their framework, smh. (Tone indicator: tongue-n-cheek)

Also, super tangentially related sidetone but, in a way it is almost structurally reminiscent of Zoro & Chopper (for all Jimbei & Luffy’s dynamic is granted a much higher degree of gravity by the narrative) except Luffy is the Chopper in this context. Think about it. Jimbei is not only a former Warlord of the Sea whom the World Government felt the need to lock in the deepest level of Impel Down due to his singular opposition to a war, but he’s also a former Sun Pirate- a pirate group that specialized in picking fights with one of the three most powerful factions in the world. And, yes, Luffy is basically a god, but he is also Luffy. When it comes to Jimbei, with Luffy he is very much wearing the little-buddy goggles, albeit in a slightly more exasperated fashion than Zoro does with Chopper. I’d put that on Jimbei being more mature. But, like, there are dots to be connected.

[pearlprincess02]

olivia rodrigo and joshua bassett composite chart

sun

aquarius sun: aquarius sun in the composite is all about acceptance. this relationship exists to express individuality and fully accept each other. there is a lot of zesty energy and the two may love to innovate/create together. there is rarely harsh judgement but rather encouragement to pursue grand visions.

sun in 2nd house: composite sun in the second house deals with security. there is a lot of power for one person to influence the other persons self-worth. the energy is steady and everlasting, as both people feel comfortable early on in the connection. the people involved can really raise (or hurt) each other’s self-esteem/confidence!

moon

scorpio moon: “You are the subject of my deepest desires, the love I will always long for.” things are never light in the relationship as everything is taken into its deeper level. it is an emotional bond that can keep ties strongly connected and felt. there is emotional intensity always present and that may give you the assurance that the relationship is going to last or at least will overcome whatever challenge is to come. emotional boundaries may not be felt or made as both of you are interested in knowing each other at one’s core. since emotions are always felt at the extremes, this may cause emotional distress when the couple experiences challenges and will make you over prioritize the relationship. avoid being overprotective and controlling of each other and the relationship.

moon in 11th house: very fun and friendly relationship. the two people relate to each other as friends, they're very accepting of the other person's weirdness. we get to be who we are. we invite the other person's unfettered natural expression. we get to fart in front of each other, eat too much in front of each other. we get to do whatever just happens and the other person very much enjoys it. so, the spontaneity is similar. very few expectations and demands made on each other. a great deal of forgiveness and tolerance. a free-flowing, exciting place. cut down on resentments, score keeping "I accept whatever it comes with you."

rising/ 1st house:

sagittarius rising: open-mindedness and adventures are right up your alley. you two are more optimistic together and can become quite restless. you are both more free in this relationship than you might be with others, and like to discuss philosophy and perhaps travel together. 

pluto in 1st house: you are both conduits for dramatic transformation in each other’s lives. you both are magnetically drawn to each other as you inspire each other’s power, confidence and attraction energy. yet you can also easily inspire each other to make significant changes especially to your outward ambition and even physical appearance. through this relationship you are both likely to help usher in dramatic changes that alter the way others see you both as individuals. you can influence each other to become more focused and determined to succeed in your ambitions. you may also help each other release fears and insecurities so you can better embrace your true purpose and shared mission together.

vesta in 1st house: with vesta in your 1st house, you possess a strong sense of individuality and a deep desire for personal growth. you are driven to express your true self and to embody your most authentic self. your dedication and commitment to your own inner flame are remarkable, as you continuously seek to ignite the divine spark within you. as the goddess of hearth and home, vesta's presence in your 1st house radiates warmth and security. you have a natural ability to create a sense of sanctuary within yourself, where you can retreat and rejuvenate. this inner sanctuary not only offers solace for you but also acts as a beacon of light for others, inspiring them to find their own inner sanctuaries. with vesta in your 1st House, you are reminded to honor and nurture your own inner flame. take the time to reflect on what truly ignites your passion and brings you joy. how can you integrate these aspects of yourself into your daily life? what practices or rituals can you establish to honor your own sacred space within ? remember, vesta's presence in your 1st house serves as a reminder that your own inner fire is a precious resource. by tending to this flame and allowing it to burn brightly, you not only enhance your own well-being but also become a guiding light for others, inspiring them to connect with their own inner sources of strength and vitality.

chiron in 1st house: there is a shared wound or sensitivity related to self-expression, identity, or physical appearance. there’s a deep sense of insecurity or feeling different from others that both partners share. however, this placement can also indicate a strong desire to heal and overcome these issues together. in some cases, this can also mean that the relationship itself is a source of healing and growth for both partners, and that they have a strong sense of purpose or destiny together. the first house is associated with the self, the physical body, and the individual identity, so having chiron here can indicate a need to work on these issues both individually and together in the relationship.

pallas in 1st house: when pallas, the asteroid of wisdom and strategy, resides in your 1st house, it infuses you with the ability to perceive patterns and analyze situations with great insight. your mind is naturally attuned to problem-solving, and you possess a keen sense of strategy and diplomacy. this placement grants you the capacity to see the bigger picture and find creative solutions to challenges that arise in your life. as pallas influences your self-expression and personal identity, you possess a natural talent for leadership and guidance. your ability to think critically and make informed decisions sets you apart from others. you are skilled at finding common ground and mediating conflicts, making you an effective communicator and problem solver. your wisdom and analytical skills enable you to see beyond the surface and understand the intricate dynamics of any situation. with pallas in the 1st House, you are encouraged to trust your intuition and use your strategic thinking to navigate through life's complexities. embrace your intellectual curiosity and seek opportunities to expand your knowledge and skills. reflect on how you can apply your analytical abilities to enhance your personal growth and contribute positively to the world around you. consider how your strategic mindset and wisdom can be utilized in various aspects of your life. how can you harness these qualities to create a positive impact on your relationships, career, and personal development? remember, your ability to think critically and find innovative solutions is a valuable asset. trust yourself and let your wisdom guide you towards fulfilling your potential.

juno in 1st house: juno in composite 1st house i would make both parties feel a need to commit to one another early on in relationship. for confirmation of that look to other aspects to the actual juno or other 1st house placements. other themes would be loyalty and devotion to one another. probably some kind of weird attraction to one another may to present but it’s not necessarily sexual in nature. however there would be a spiritual feeling i’d imagine. like in your face, which can not be ignored. they would feel like they were meant to come together for some kind of purpose. there is an emphasis of unity together. 

mercury

capricorn mercury: this couple has constant communication, they may dislike chit chat and prefer to have long talks with the other, because they find it extremely fascinating how their partner thinks. they are capable of solving any problem with maturity, because they respect each other a lot and listen carefully. very tactful, but they maintain their honesty, as they will hate lying to the other. both can guide and help each other on topics in which the other is not an expert and will always show their support. they may enjoy working together, doing indoor activities, going shopping, giving gifts to each other and complimenting the other. 

mercury in 2nd house: it’s very likely that at the beginning of the relationship the conversation didn’t flow as much, but over time it became stronger. this couple speaks clearly with each other, they calmly express their wishes or requirements to have a more fruitful relationship, in the same way, they listen carefully to each other. these people always try to keep the promises they make. they both give the same importance to maintaining a stable communication, they hate ghosting and it’s unlikely that they will do it. they may have similar values and goals alike. they’ll seek to keep the relationship stable regardless of the distance, but they will always prefer to communicate face to face.

venus

aquarius venus: aquarius venus in the composite is all about embracing individuality. the amount of friendships i’ve seen this placement in! very on brand for aquarius venus. this is also common in long-distance relationships. learning how to love on another level. the energy is very accepting, and the individuals will feel free to express their authentic selves. likewise to leo venus, the pair will want each other to shine. they find beauty in every crevice of each other and want to share it to the world. 

venus in the 2nd house: agreements in regards to money, where the money goes, how they will decorate their home, what type of house they will live in, what kind of arts they will buy or make together. it's a very natural place for venus. they agree on investments. they can share fashion sense and like the same beauty concepts. it's wonderful for people that work together and couple will feel that senses in common between them. it's a wonderful place for those who make art in general, because the other person supports their art and inspire them. works so well in work and business relationships too.

mars

scorpio mars: you may feel strangely fascinated by each other, there will be something that will make you look at each other more than once the first time you meet. the attraction is undeniable, as is the sexual compatibility, which is quite high. being with each other sexually will make you feel lost in them and found by them at the same time, you will feel seen, desired but at the same time you will feel so vulnerable only that this time you will feel good after having been. this couple seeks to connect deeply with the other and know each other's core. they motivate the other on a subconscious level, they can feel more powerful and capable after having entered this relationship. the relationship has a very strong emotional charge and can transform them quite a bit. in the event that discussions arise, the ideal is for them to be transparent and not hide anything from the other, as they will know how to identify lies or omitted information.

mars in the 12th house: you may feel nervous around the other, even a little shy, but once you get to know each other better, you can see that the other is much more similar to you than you initially thought. sex can be a very emotionally intense experience and you may feel a connection that is difficult to explain. there will be something that attracts you to each other, a feeling of wanting to be close from the beginning is likely. when differences arise, it is crucial that this couple be open with what they feel to avoid misunderstandings.

celeb's masterlist / 1H - 6H

crds:

composite sun

composite moon + house

composite rising + composite pluto + composite vesta + composite chiron + composite pallas + composite juno

composite mercury

composite venus + house

composite mars

[bleachbleachbleach]

I don't know if you'll see this, but I've been having this thought for a while and needed to share

You have already shared your view about that whole "souls can't remember their lives before Soul Society" and such, but I've been thinking...

It's ever said that the souls in Rokungai know that they're dead? Well, the Shinigami makes sense to know and the other souls knows about the Shinigami, obviously, but I don't remember if it was ever commented about them knowing they're dead when they wake up in Soul Society

Maybe someone else needs to explain them the situation when a new soul appears? Idk

What do you think?

And excuse me if I'm being dumb about this topic, I'm just not good at remembering stuff

This blog receives 1 ask every few months and averages about 9 notes per post. XD Of course we saw this! Thank you for stopping by! <3

I think this might be in reference to tags we left on this post? At least, that's the most recent discussion I can recall.

Canonically speaking, this guy comes to mind, who knows the year and location of his death:

[Bleach 076 -- (Sorry, no original text--I'm not on the right laptop right now!]

Granted, that doesn't mean he knew this immediately on entry into Soul Society, or knew that he was in this place because he'd died!

But then, of course, there's also this whole ticket system, so I suppose even if you didn't know intrinsically that you had died, some terrible dude dressed in black and shouting about your having died might be something you take at face value (or not!). Or maybe people in Rukongai find you first, and you get the folktale of your own death from souls like you before they send you off to the proper authorities for your ticket.

I've also written fanfic where Hinamori does a more intensive intake of a soul, sort of like what you're describing (though in his case, he knows he's dead, because he died on purpose).

My preference is pretty much always going to be for things to be as paradoxical, contradictory, elusive, and mutable as possible, so if I were going to incorporate Mr. "1947 in Yamanashi" into something, there's a 99% certainty he'd be the odd duck out in terms of having retained that information, and it would be info that existed in fragments and broken conjurations. I'd probably write that there were entire divination practices within different Rukongai subcultures that strove to either remember/cogently arrange the past, or predict the future (in reincarnation), and it's this whole elaborate thing. Some of the divinators are probably legit--but many are probably charlatans who implant all manner of weird, potentially harmful false memories in people--or benign but ultimately untrue--things in people's heads. But then, maybe that's all they need to be. When you're constantly told that the ghost-life you are currently living exists only as a waypoint or halfway between one reality and the next, I imagine it's hard to hold onto desire. Whether the spark is real or not, maybe the fact of the spark is all that comes to matter.

Personally, I also like the idea that although shinigami have this whole ticket system and they'd love for souls to enter into Soul Society all in the same place, in an orderly fashion, that's not necessarily how it works, and the number crunching the 12th does about how many souls are in which district (and which plane of existence) is based on statistical models and cannot actually account individually for each soul. Maybe some come into Soul Society in human form. Maybe some were STILL A BIRD when they arrived, but ultimately became a boy. Maybe some souls spring out fully formed and humanoid and others are elemental first, before solidifying into something else. Maybe some are cut out of peaches or bamboo, or appear as monsters, almost as Hollows--until it turns out they were a human soul all along (or were they...)

Anyway, that's where I'd take that! I'd love to hear more about your thoughts re: who explains the situation. It's a really fun question!

[1425fivefive]

Fic Writer Interview 💕

tagged by @lovelylotusf1 & @foggieststars tysm for the tags 💕

How many works do you have on AO3?

9, which is a surprise to me. I swear I can only remember 3 things I've written at any given time. Every other fic does not exist to me.

What's your total AO3 word count?

126,149. I don't wanna talk about how much time I've spent writing this year (I haven't finished a book since July 🙃)

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Don't Want Your Sympathy, Just Your Company (1,259)

Sexy to Someone (Is All I Really Want) (631)

Be Sweet for Me (Only Me) (631)

Feline Fever (575)

I Wouldn't Ask You (To Take Care of Me) (496)

To this day, I'm so surprised by how popular Sexy to Someone is (my first completed fic, featuring Carcar). Like the fact that it has equal kudo to my most popular Lestappen fic shocks me every time.

Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes, always! I'm always so stunned and grateful someone's taken the time to leave a comment about my writing that like ... it would make me so sad not responding to them.

Sometimes it takes me longer, especially when they're comments on older fics, just because I don't really remember fics after I've written them (object permanence issues I guess) and I have to go back and reread a bit of it, especially if the comment is engaging with something specific about the fic

What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?

Lmao as if I could write an angsty ending. Maybe Sexy to Someone, because it's sort of ambiguous what Oscar and Carlos's relationship is at the end of the fic (even though the sequel makes it clear these two bitches are certainly mutually obsessed and made for each other). But I just need people to be happy. I didn't realize I was such a romantic until I started writing fic

What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?

Don't Want Your Sympathy. Oscar asking Lando, "I'm hoping to have you forever, if you'll let me," and Lando saying, "Forever sounds pretty good to me"?? This is the closest I will ever get to writing engagement or marriage in any of my fics

Do you write crossovers?

No!

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Never, probably because I lock all my fics. I only receive hate for the opinions about drivers that people project onto me lmao

Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I recently posted about how I feel like I should only write smut, so. Yes. I genuinely tried writing a fic without any smut (my Landoscar genie fic which is only 1,000 words away from being finished) but I got so bored and fed up I had to shelve it. I just. Love writing about sex and desire and shame and wanting someone so badly it makes you kind of wretched and pathetic. I would describe most of my smut as dealing with the mortifying ordeal of being known. Like the terrifying intensity of finding someone who fully matches your freak

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of

Have you ever had a fic translated?

No!

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

This is so insane, but my friend and I in uni wrote joke fanfic about ... our lives starring like vaguely fictional versions of ourselves and people we had crushes on. We only shared it with each other and honestly like ... lock us up. She wrote me a fic for my birthday about me having a threesome with Aubrey Plaza and Adam Brody. Like we were really unwell

What's your all-time favorite ship?

All-time ship for me for years was Veronica and Logan from Veronica Mars, and it probably still is if I manage to completely ignore season 4. Within F1, my favorite ship to read is probably Galex or Maxiel (the quality of fic is just so high in those ships), but my favorite to write is Landoscar. I just think Landoscar are kind of pathetic losers (affectionate) around each other and it suits so many different tones in fics. A rich canon to draw from etc. etc.

What's a WIP that you want to finish but don't think you ever will?

Too many. Probably my Lestappen exes-to-lovers vacation fic. I realized it was just like ... too much work for a fic I wasn't that invested in. I might condense it and turn it into a oneshot with a few flashbacks interspersed.

What are your writing strengths?

Characterization and smut. Like I truly find writing sex so easy. And characterization (for most people, I find Charles weirdly hard) comes pretty easily just because I watch a lot of videos and like imagining how people would respond to different situations

What are your writing weaknesses?

Plot plot plot. I hate planning fics. I have vibes and ideas and scenes and themes, but I despise figuring out how to get from point A to point B. Especially because I'll be writing a fic and think, "He would not fucking say that," but I need him to say it to make the plot work. So then I end up scrapping the plot because I can't bear to have people act out of character

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

Lmao I get such secondhand embarrassment when I read my Carcar fics. Why was I having Carlos say those things? (My excuse is that my partner speaks Spanish and uses a lot of those nicknames for me so ... write what you know and all that)

What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Star Trek Next Generation. I wrote a full screenplay of an episode when I was like nine where the ship computer became sentient and took over the ship

What's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to?

Norstappen. I need it. I need to write it so bad. I just wrote a scene between Lando and Max in Learned Behavior (my current wip) and ... oh my god their dynamic is so awful and weird and delicious to me

What's your favorite fic you've written?

Don't Want Your Sympathy is the easy pick, just because it was so much work and I felt like I had no idea what I was doing, but so many people love that fic and reading it back I realized I also really like it, even if I felt an insane compulsion to edit it.

But my secret pick is Feline Fever. Like the porn in that is literally all of my kinks, and it was my first truly rarer pair to write and I felt like I was trying to dig for treasure with no map. It was so freeing to realize I could just do whatever I wanted with them because people didn't really know what to expect!

No pressure tagging @disarmd, @wedriftlikelonelyplanets, @utopiastri, and @beensinning if you all are interested!!

[vivisviolets]

Hi vivi! Hope you are doing well ❤️ I would love to join your game! initials: S.Q

pronouns: she/her, preferred gender: he/ him

3 of your fav things: FOOOD! , music 🫶, jamming out💕

Thank you so much!!! 💙

S.Q 🩵🎈🦕 ☇✑ The Sun (reversed), Seven of Cups (reversed), Five of Swords, King of Swords (reversed) (bonus card), Nine of Cups (reversed) (bottom of deck) ☇✑ 111, 333, 1313, 2323, life path 5, Aries/Virgo/Gemini/Cancer/Aquarius placements (rising, degrees, 1st/6th/3rd/4th/11th house, Venus, Mars, etc) "rescued"/escape, jade, bottle green, channeled song - The Dull Flame of Desire - Björk (feat. Anohni) ☇✑ the reversals may appear *scary* but HEAR ME OUT wait a damn minute (meme)- how interesting the images I picked, mostly kisses when I was searching (and then I picked the 3rd bc cute socks lol),- they'll be many moments of "renewal", framed like a film the two of you collaborated on to make... the colors blossoming like film developing,- both of you reaching into each other's heart- this will be emotionally mutual. not give and take- instead, both of you becoming ingrained in each other, weaving yourselves into the space around you- it's an intense experience... especially to your heart- I can feel it squeezing itself and beating deeply..and I'm hearing another song- Jóga by Björk ("-This state of, emergency, how beautiful to be - State of, emergency, is where I want to be") I feel this intensity may come as some sort of "relief". like one, or both of you, may have been made to be a ghost, a *stain* on the wall- this could have been due to bullying by peers/family... something about being in this big community and being on the outside of everyone (maybe you or this person experienced this exact scenario- I'm hearing during preschool, church, or maybe even a support group for "struggling"/troubled children...❤️) (*An Echo, a Stain* by Björk- I swear to you all of these songs aren't biased this is coming up naturally.. it's like being played through subway speakers- like her music got chosen as the film's soundtrack-) Good god ANYWAYS- WOO- ok, I want to get into who quote-on-quote (cus free will exists) "your" person is-... I know I already picked so many signs but he may be on the cusps of Capricorn in his placements (sidereal astrology?), or have Saturn placements... Nothing about this young man is inherently "bad", but there are areas (linking back to where his Capri/Saturn placements are) that are karmic, this may come from a family line- as I'm seeing darkness... but it's not- bad... its just shades of color, the shades of color he was brought into- harry potter mention (ik pls hear me out) but it's giving Slyterine energy. your person doesn't have a bad reputation, at all actually, but due to association of certain themes in his life, it would be "easy" to place judgments on him... yet there is something about his (outward?) appearance that- makes anyone who would be quick to judge, suddenly at ease around him. *for example*: maybe he was homeless, or in foster care in his early stages of life, and people may assume from that background that his personality is callus, avoidant, maybe even volatile... but he isn't- he's instead a little shy, caring, and altruistic- this is the type of guy who volunteers at emergency housing shelters -those are the characteristics I want you to look for, as you search through this world & keep an eye out for your person. you have to pay attention to the ones who transform their brokenness. ok- I have got to mention, the downtime you'll share with this person- is so "unique".. it's like you'll be sitting somewhere with people walking around you, and it's like everyone is in fast-forward/blurring, and you two are in this non-blurred bubble, just chilling. because yall own the time and space 🌌around you or whatever~ also this person is an artist of some kind, I'm hearing musicals like guitar/bass/piano/etc, and you'll inspire them a lot, and oh speaking of you'll both be really into certain fandoms- maybe not hp💀💀- but similar book taste is coming through, anime/series/movies, and music! I'm seeing concerts being a regular date for both of you (I'm hearing Ryn Weaver?)!! despite past experiences, I know both of you have built enough inner peace to keep growing~ together❤️.

*i hope this was helpful my darling ♡~ consider leaving a tip on my Patreon if you enjoyed, or follow and become a violet~ doesnt matter to me tho :>~ sending you on your wayyyy, bye bye!!*

[topnotchquark]

I lost it at your tags... binning the situationship (not even a relationship 😭😭😭) when a cult leaders charm breaks 😭😭😭

Thank you anon! I love the little Marc ranch trip circa 2014 moment all of us were having on the dash a couple days back. Rosquez is the epitome of a situationship lol. An intense but confusing connection born of deep regard for each other's talent existing in a highly competitive environment that is fundamentally antithetical to any love will never achieve the equilibrium required to turn it into a relationship.

Back then Vale was constantly under pressure to chase that evasive 10th title. Vale had come into the game and set the rules for it, he had many years of wiping the floor with his rivals, but the game was changing in front of his eyes. He needed to prove himself among a crop of riders who brought intense training and precision to the table. Vale was a media darling who was born with the knowledge of how to appear cool but it just wasn't cutting it anymore. The sun was setting on Vale's empire a little, and he was grappling with the knowledge that he might not be at the pinnacle anymore. Otoh Marc was sunshine personified. I rlly do believe that it will take maybe another generation before we can get to see someone like Marc again. The skill combined with the obsession with winning so resolute that it would make gods take notice. Now you have these two singular freaks and of course things didn't go right. Like. The narratives write themselves etc etc.

I joke about Vale being like a cult leader but imo he reluctantly fills in that role. There isn't any inherent desire to grab onto power and influence people but imo it's more that people willingly submit to Vale's tutelage. Especially the academy boys back in 2014 or so. Vale probably realises how difficult it is to inhabit your full humanity in front of (much younger) people who rely on you. Can't convey your weaknesses and myriad sources of misery lest they lose faith in you. Which is why the Marc ranch visit is so significant. The academy boys got to see a relationship that Vale shared with an equal. And maybe one of the only few real equals he's had in life. There were news reports that Vale was probably affected by Marc bringing his mechanics to the ranch. I wonder how the boys absorbed that emotional response from Vale. Like being a kid and watching for the first time as your parents struggle with adult problems. The boys still hold Vale in extreme regard and everyone is still very much aware of the fact that Marc is worth more than his weight in gold as driver. So I reckon they are all sharp boys lol, but yeah, what a strange little blip in time that we're all talking about it years later.

Anyway, thank u again for popping into my inbox I loooove receiving asks. Hope u have a good day, glad I made you laugh 💗

[aroaceconfessions]

It saddens me when people act like you cannot love anyone as deeply as you love your romantic partner. I know I have never felt the inclination to have one but people are so convinced that romance is the height of love, they think this means I will never fall in love.

But I have fallen in love, I am in love, and I fall deeper every day. I have looked at this girl as if she put the stars in the sky, stared into her eyes as if they held the secrets of the universe, felt as if the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders at the sound of her laugh. Why should the intensity of my love be decided by my desire to kiss her ? Why should I not let myself be entranced by her very existence simply because I do not want a romantic relationship with her ? I have fallen in love with this girl the moment I met her, over 6 years ago, and still fall deeper everytime she crosses my mind. Everytime I share a small smile or a look with a friend, that I lay a hand on their shoulder or lean against their side, I fall in love with them a little bit more. Everytime we spend hours just listening to one another rant about things no one else would want to hear about, I fall in love with them a little bit more. Everytime we share playful banter, have snowball fights even though we are now adults or do stupid things for the sole reason that it would amuse the other, I fall in love with them a little bit more. Everytime we send each other things, simply because our first thought when seeing them was of each other, I fall in love with them a little bit more. Is "I thought of you when you were not there because you never truly leave my mind" not the purest expression of love ? And I really do fall in love with them, bit by bit, until I can no longer imagine a life without them, until they seem to have put the stars in the sky, until their eyes hold the secrets of the universe and until the sound of their laugh lifts the world off my shoulders.

I never said I couldn't fall in love. What I said is that I didn't want romance. You were the one who decided to put barriers on something so boundless as love.

[egopathic]

low empathy? with a boyfriend?

i assume this is some off attempt to diss me but i’ll explain regardless because i am so kind.

i have low empathy, and i am described by doctors as having zero empathy. empathy and love are not the same thing, and although they affect each other greatly, one can exist without the other and neither is an indication of a person’s “wholeness”.

most relationships for me are totally transactional. you do this for me, i’ll do this for you type of deal. i find these relationship types more simple and easy to upkeep and manage for me. like 99% of my friendships and many familial relationships are transactional for me. for a long time, this was the only way i was capable of being around others, especially before i began working specifically on my aspd and npd.

“so you view your partnership transactionally too?”

my boyfriend and i do not have a transactional relationship. this is the first relationship i’ve been in that doesn’t operate that way and is likely the most equal, healthy one ive had (which is why we’ve been together for 6 months and not 2 weeks like my other bfs). but like everything, it has its pitfalls, i get irritated faster and more easily than most other people, and the anger i feel can often be extremely intense even when the situation doesn’t call for it. i also tend to lash out when in the presence of any strong emotion especially when exhibited by others, anger is the only emotion i’m comfortable feeling or seeing. i’m a narcissist through and through and don’t like when he steps on my interests or questions me on things that i feel knowledgeable about. i have intimacy problems, am not good at sharing when i feel distressed and usually end up alienating those who try and help me.

but none of these traits are unworkable or a death sentence. with therapy, communication and genuine desire to be in each other’s lives, my boyfriend and i have foraged a dating life that probably doesn’t look so completely different than any other couple you know, although we probably debate communism vs. anarchism more.

“got it, so you abuse your boyfriend and you’re a monster”

i don’t expect any ‘narc abuse’ truther types to believe me, and that’s alright, but our relationship is largely pretty healthy, all things considered. and that’s mostly because i’ve learned to communicate the stuff that’s necessary for intimacy and take space when i feel i can’t be around him without harming either of us. everyone fucks up in relationships so obviously i’ve made mistakes with him. and so has he, because we’re human beings and humans are pretty good at hurting each other. the difference is that both of us can own up to our faults and talk about them freely, without judgement.

turns out even us psychos can give and receive love. horrifying isn’t it?

[midnight-in-eden]

Ok so. You arrive on this planet, in a physical human body for the first time, and you knew it was going to be like nothing you’d ever experienced before, but you can’t help but be totally bitchslapped by the sheer intensity of the emotions and passions and desire and fury that go along with being human. It takes you a while to get used to. Everyone around you is telling you that is very important for you to control your emotions, to control the natural tendencies of your body, and your entire community is built around a strong set of shared beliefs, including:

this body is just one step in a string of multiple lifetimes

the collective is more important than the individual, everyone is a family member, and self-sacrificing is good

exact obedience to the law is essential for everyone and is always a good thing

repressing controlling your body’s emotions and urges completely is a moral imperative and the only correct path

of course we’re the good guys, we make things better, it is absolutely crucial for the good of the whole world that we convert/assimilate as many people as possible because the natural man is violent and evil, who gives a fuck about the cultures we’re destroying and people we’re harming?

Only you can’t seem to repress and control everything, you have a shameful little secret, and there’s a voice inside you that keeps fighting back and says this isn’t right. It keeps on talking and you can’t get it to shut up no matter how hard you try, so finally you listen to it and you leave that tight knit community where everyone is smiling and nice and yet where you know you’ll be treated like a freak and a failure if you admit to that voice in your head. Leaving makes you look like you’ve lost your mind to them, but you leave anyway.

You leave, you find a new community of people, you’re scared of everything at first and you have to try to figure out how to live in this new world and let go of the rules and beliefs you were taught. Now that you are out of a community where everyone is obligated to treat each other like brothers and sisters, you discover that some people dislike you, but you also discover that making genuine friends is that much more special. You learn that a lot of your assumptions about the world outside your bubble were wrong. You figure out that it’s ok not to repress all your emotions, and it’s ok to be a little selfish sometimes too. And you realize that some things you did in the past—things you were taught were good and right—were actually bad and harmful, and you do your best to set them right.

You accept the idea that, instead of this life being a mere stopping point in an eternal existence, it is the most important and only life you’ll have—that the end of this life will genuinely be the end, so it matters what you do with it. The rest of your life is going to be very different from how you expected it to be, but it’s going to be good. And finally, you begin to find other people like you, who left and learned the same things you have.

So: did I just describe the journey of an exmormon or the protagonist’s journey in Stephenie Meyer’s The Host?

[tanadrin]

I consider myself bi but selected the poll result for lowered sexual attraction if the person had different genitals that what I expected. I'm assuming here that "sexual attraction" includes an actual desire/plan to fuck. If there wasn't any intent to *have sex* then I wouldn't find that person less physically or aesthetically hot. For me these two aren't always the same. Primarily the reason I went with that result is that at this time in my life I'm already partnered up with a couple of people I really enjoy having sex with, though I have a few sexual proclivities I don't share with said partners, so when I'm talking with people I'd wanna get into a sexual expirience/relationship with, I've got a few kinks/dynamics/configurations on my bucket list that I'm actively pursuing, (where genital configuration is relevent to those desires) and to be honest, prioritizing based on limited time and energy. I think my answer would be different if I wasn't currently partnered, or had endless time and energy, or felt like all my niches were fulfilled and was just purely dating/hooking up for the novelty of fucking new people (which I do also enjoy but again, finite resources). But, lately, I've mostly been using apps to meet people so usually it's pretty easy to figure out quickly if we're compatible sexually.

The real sexual hang up I do have is that at this point, I have pretty much written off other trans men/afab trans people as potential sexual partners, because of my dysphoria (though I have had great sexual partners in the past who were trans men, this is a thing that developed for me a few years ago and I don't actually expect it to be a long-term/identifying peice of my sexuality, it's just what's happening right now). So if I found out after chatting with a guy that he was trans masc (and I kind of don't care about his surg status/actual genital configuration! it's much more about the weird comparison games I can get into that are substantial boner-killers), I think I'd politely decline to take it further at that point.

Also given the amount of responses you're getting from trans people who previously considered themselves asexual or on the ace spectrum before transitioning/hrt, I find it pretty funny that I haven't run into many people with that expirience irl! I always thought it made sense given that sexuality and gender seem to have a lot to do with each other for a lot of people (I certainly thought I was ace until at least a year or two on T), though I doubt that's innate we live in a society that puts a lot of weight on the interconnectedness of those two.

Anyway don't know if that explains my answer much or just adds to the soup, but I'm digging all the responses.

I'm assuming here that "sexual attraction" includes an actual desire/plan to fuck.

Interesting. I assume that when people talk about "sexual attraction" they explicitly do not mean "an actual desire/plan to fuck." Attraction usually precedes such desire, and can exist even when no follow through is possible or wanted: monogamously paired people, for instance, experience attraction to people who are not their partners all the time.

I know for some people (e.g., many demisexuals) the two might be much more causally connected, but for people like me--i.e., who are pretty horny and have a pretty intense visceral experience of sexual attraction to lots of different people--the two can be quite unconnected. I'm attracted to loads of people I neither could nor would actually have sex with!

[femmesandhoney]

About that mutual desire i completely agree. Like having sex just to please your partner and saying it makes you feel good because you love them and want to make them happy, even though you're not in the mood and you're not finding what you do hot and arousing and exciting...

That sounds so horrible? Like being pleasured and being wanted are two different things. If you're not affected by your partner aka the desire is not mutual, and it doesn't make you crave them and fully feel, engage and react because you desire them so much and their closeness is so hot and arousing, it's just being detached from an experience. You're not equally affected. You're not sharing passion and most definitely - no matter what people say to themselves - you're not sharing joy and closeness.

Happiness from mutual desire is deep and intense and you're on the same level. It's knowing you want each other so much and that joy of a partner boosts the craving that exists on its own and comes from you. On the other hand, there is no desire for a person, but desire to please. And you're not closer because of that. You're even more detached.

I could never have sex with someone who wouldn't find sexual acts we do as hot and arousing on its own. Like, i don't want favors or anything like it. I want mutuality. A partner that shares passion with me in EQUAL amount and we both affect each other fully and completely. Definitely not the scenario where pleasure is not mutual and not equally strong. That's also why i think having sex with asexual is... Well... Toxic AF. You can't replace the desire that two people can feel for each other. Because it's not about what you do but why you do it. No way i could be turned on if my partner wasn't 100% into having sex and matching me in desire and enthusiasm.

Too many people speak bullshit about compromising for a partner out of love when it comes to sex, but true love would never accept someone being neutral or displeased with doing something for the sake of other. If you truly love someone you want that equality and mutuality in life and sex. If your partner doesn't find doing things with you hot and there is no deep craving to engage it the act (because they desire you as a person, not because they desire to please you), you shouldn't be having sex. That's transactional and not mutual and definitely not healthy and loving. What a sad detachment from the experience

♡

[amareperdere]

— name: wu li mei — age: 38 — date of birth: 15 april 1984 — status: naturalized citizen of the republic of serong — sexuality: pansexual — relationship status: it's...complicated.

born in chongqing, china wu li mei was the kind of child who always found her solace in fairytales and children's stories. the kind with happy endings the likes of which could only be provided by technicolor and the big screen. she was always a soft and easily loveable kid, she followed the rules, did her chores and never gave her parents a reason to be upset. maybe life would have been better for her if she did. without a common enemy to rally against, the only one available for their growing unhappiness and intense dissatisfaction was each other. shameful as it was, by the end of things, everyone who knew the couple was happier when they divorced. everyone except perhaps, li mei.

it isn't a secret to the outside world that within their culture, families desire sons; and her father was all too happy to re-marry leaving his ex-wife and abandoned daughter to do as they pleased, never even trying to keep custody of his first born. with few options, and seeking work, the two of them made their way to the republic of serong. given who she is today, it might surprise some to learn that she wasn't a very vivacious child after this. she kept to herself, learning the native tongue and studying hard with her mother to gain citizenship. always happier with her books and movies than with the other people around her.

this all changed in university when she stumbled her way into her first relationship and got her first taste of the one thing that would sustain her for the rest of her life. love. an unshakeable addiction. the one way for her to always be wanted and desired. for her presence to bring joy and for her to truly feel for once that she was exactly where she belonged. safe and cared for, never to be abandoned again. of course, this lasted about the first six months, and when the honey-moon phase began to fade she was off to the next one. always searching for the high given by firsts.

by the time she graduated with her degree and started her work as a wedding planner she'd had more than her fair share of flings and short-lived relationships. sure, she might have ruined a few relationships and caused irreparable damage to a few families. but love didn't just cease to exist because someone was already in a relationship, or god forbid, married. she followed where her feelings led her, through scandal and heartache, job loss and starting anew.

through her twenties and into her thirties, life followed much the same pattern. she gathered friends, because at the end of the day li mei wasn't a bad person, in fact she was fun to be around. bright and sunny, always offering a sympathetic ear or a shoulder to cry on. never judging others for the paths they walked to find their own happiness. she was sweet and adoring, a loyal friend. a good one. she just...had a love life that was a bit messy.

li mei has settled a bit, though she still trips her way from love to love, revisiting old passions when the flame burns bright enough before running away to find the next hit. the issue with all of those books and movies, is that no one ever tells you have to enjoy the happily ever. what to do when the fresh love glow fades, and life slips quietly into routine and mundane; except for her parents. the same ones who taught her that normalcy was the death of love. that disagreements, no matter how inconsequential were the indicator of the end.

she never learned to be content with happiness. to sit at peace with joy. and so she runs. a hopeless romantic, never quite satisfied with the love that she finds, always wondering if there is something better. something so pure and true it could withstand even the tides of time and the fickleness of human nature. she's never found it though, and it has always been easier to simply be the first one, to say goodbye.

[pearlprincess02]

takemikey composite chart

composite sun:

leo sun: leo sun in the composite is all about the highest self. this relationship exists to boost the confidence of both individuals. with a leo sun in the composite, the energy created is an illumination of the ego. both people want to hype each other up and encourage growth. they want the best for each other.

composite sun in 9th: composite sun in the ninth house deals with experience. the two will definitely learn a lot from each other, but especially through physical experiences! they will probably ask a lot of questions within the connection and have a goal of expanding their mind. a lot of teacher-student energy created. one person may try to get the other to do a lot of new things out of their comfort zone.

composite moon:

libra moon: “You are my peace and comfort in this very complicated world.” there is emotional satisfaction and comfort just by being in the relationship. together, there is an innate desire to keep the relationship working and at peace. you both balance the situations and problems you face and this helps in arriving at a common ground. outside the relationship, you are both diplomatic and friendly to others. you are both concerned about the relationship’s success or failure and this may cause emotional distress if one is not putting the same effort as the other.

composite moon in 11th: this placement indicates a relationship focused on friendships, causes, and long-term goals. perhaps you met through friends or a common group or club. you and your partner spend a lot of time with your friends in this relationship, and may even get their input in your relationship. make sure to not involve your friends too much, as too many voices might cause further issues to you both.

composite rising/ 1st house:

scorpio rising: mysterious couple, couple that no one can decipher, who seem to live their deepest dynamics alone, they show a lot of "belonging" to each other, they are closed but at the same time they seem to be deeply connected. intense feelings that are not said, but are felt by gestures, looks, as in jealousy situations.

composite mercury:

leo mercury: both become much more polite, romantic, expressive and somewhat loud when they are with each other, they feel comfortable enough to show their inner child. they are fascinated by how authentic they can be with each other and how the other makes their adoration for the other so obvious. they will love to share nice details that the other has with you and people know perfectly well how happy they are with each other. they can enjoy going on lots of dates and making each other feel as much in love as in the early stages.

composite mercury in 9th: the conversations they have will open their minds and expand their horizons, both will teach each other many things and can be a great teacher for each other. they will feel more optimistic and positive when being with each other, they will feel how stress or similar emotions fade, the time you spend with each other will be fun. they will talk a lot about their dreams and desires, even fantasies. they can be amazed to hear the other talk about what puts light in the other's eyes. sharing ideas and inspiring the other would be usual in this relationship, you may change each other's views of these relationships.

composite venus:

leo venus: leo venus in the composite is all about acceptance. usually one person in this duo taking a bold stance in admiring the other. almost like a disco-ball, these people try to illuminate each other and hype each other up. this energy will have people take pride in this relationship and accept all of the flaws. beauty radiates like an orange sunset on a summer day when these two come together. they never make others feel left out, either. 

composite venus in 9th: they will love to motivate each other and openly appreciate each other's points of view, they are fascinated by each other's minds and they will spread the passion for hobbies, things and even for life. they can see life more positively and more optimistically when they are together. both will teach the other things that they did not know, they will generate a joyful, philosophical and deep vision of love when they are together. they will feel delighted to find someone who shares their same vision of love, they will have similar values ​​and interests. you can take many trips together and experience new things with each other. they will express love in a fun, passionate and very direct way, they will like to do things to make the other smile and maintaining the happiness of both as a couple can be the main goal for both. they will look for the other to see the good side of life, relax them if there is a lot of work and take things more calmly. it is a very pleasant position for venus, both will do many things to make the other feel happy, satisfied and comfortable with the relationship. through love important and positive lessons will be given.

composite mars:

cancer mars:  a cranky placement for mars, this couple will have to take time-outs to talk about emotions and express anger consciously rather than passive-aggressively. there’s great desire to nurture, and the union is well-expressed through raising kids or creating community. they’ll likely keep a comfy, safe home with lots of visitors and a full fridge. mars here will require emotional growth and self-responsibility. this couple would enjoy remodeling a house together, as long as they remember to communicate.

composite mars in 8th : you two are enchanted by each other on such deep levels that it is difficult to express, the sex is intense, you have never felt anything even remotely close to this. both parties give their all in the relationship, they give their body, their soul and their heart to the other. they feel that they can fully enjoy sex when it comes to each other, they want to feel close, be with each other and merge on all levels. they make their partner discover sides and things about themselves that they didn't feel they knew. sex is very important to this couple, but it's more than just sex, it's the connection that makes it feel so necessary.

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[letters4amira]

06th march, 2023 ; our second eclipse

But over time, you showed me the true beauty and power of love. In a million subtle and not so subtle ways, you let me know that love doesn’t have to be confined to grand gestures. Rather, it can manifest itself through everyday acts of kindness, compassion and affection.

My Love,

When I first met you, I had no idea what true love felt like. All I had were half-baked notions of what it should look like from movies, books and other people’s relationships. I was unsure of whether this intense emotion was something I was capable of.

I learnt that love means cherishing every single moment we spent together, both big and small. It’s a commitment to accept and support each other through all the highs and lows that life throws our way. That it’s not a superficial emotion but one rooted in trust, honesty and a mutual understanding of our relationship.

I long for you.

I am lost in longing as I think of how it feels to be in your embrace. With every caress of your hands I feel the warmth spreading through my body, bringing with it an intensity that fills me with desire.

I am yearning for your touch, craving it more and more with every second that passes. The thought of having you explore my body is electrifying, sending tingles down my spine as I imagine how it will feel. Your touch alone has the power to set my legs trembling, an uncontrollable force taking hold as pleasure courses through my veins.

I ache for you to show me the heights of pleasure that I have yet to experience. To fill me with a love and longing that I have been searching for. You have become a part of my heart and soul, a craving I cannot control and no longer try to resist. All I can think of is having you closer, closer to me. I want you and all the things you can make me feel.

I think of you.

In those short, seemingly insignificant moments between each second of my life, my thoughts naturally drift to you. Those moments are fleeting, but to me they represent a bond that’s stronger than I ever could have imagined. Even when we’re not together, your spirit lives in the spaces between seconds of my life, comforting me and inspiring me to be better.

Every time I am counting down to the start of a new day, the finish of a long project, or even the beat of a favorite song, I am reminded of you. In those times when my mind races ahead, sometimes to doubt, sometimes to anxiety, it is you that brings me back to the present. Even in the hard times, your presence gives me peace, providing the assurance that I can always be brave enough to push through.

No one else fills these spaces the way that you do. You may not even realize it, but it is in these silent moments between seconds when my love for you is most strong. Although it’s true that words fail to accurately convey the importance of this bond, my heart is brimming with admiration, gratitude and awe that someone like you could ever exist in my life.

I love you no matter what.

Even though we've had our share of fights and misunderstandings, it has only brought us closer together. Despite our moments of tension, I always manage to find a way to stay connected with you. Our arguments are proof that we are not perfect and we both make mistakes. Despite these shortcomings, I love you and your flaws unconditionally.

At times, I may feel frustrated and let out my anger, but deep down I still have the utmost respect for you. Through the struggles, I have come to understand and appreciate you for who you are and for that I'm thankful. No matter what we go through, I will always have a deep love and respect for you.

I have realized that I have become more open-minded and understanding as a result of our misunderstandings. We've had to compromise and see each other's perspectives. In our discussions, I have come to better appreciate what's important to you, and you have been understanding of my needs as well.

My love for you has never wavered, even when the conflict between us arose. Our willingness to continue the fight to love each other and keep working at our relationship has been worth it. It's something I will cherish for the rest of my life. I love you beyond our fights and misunderstandings.

It has been 2 years already, my love. My love for you remained constant as the sky above.

Happy anniversary baby! I hope to spend my lifetime with you. I love you so much wifey <3

My heart will always belong to you.

always,

mtcd