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Butterflies .

3 October 2018

Seoul - Nam-Chung st.

5:45 in the morning.

His alarm ringed for fifth time.he rubbed his eyes tiredly and stared at the phone screen. there was nothing new, just everyday dilemma of getting out of the bed or sleeping through all his alarms and letting go of his whole life.he didn't have a reason to but he just turned off the alarm and sat in his bed. He doesn't even sleep well at night, so when the alarm rings he's already awake. he walked to the bathroom and washed his tired face with cold water,trying not to look at the mirror.it disgusted him,like watching someone take out another person gut,Don't get me wrong. He has done so many surgeries, pulling out so many hearts and livers,but this one was different. He looked in the mirror and felt the surgery blade over his own skin,ripping him apart and let him bleed till he loos his senses.but he was awake enough to see his own liver and heart getting ripped out of his body and just place back again over and over.in Europe, doctors reported 40 , 50 million surgery over a year but he thought it should be problem a lot more than that.most of the people didn't visit a doctor cause they don't know what's the problem.cardiac arrest? Brain stroke?tumour? no...definitely none of them.so they put back their heart and guts and livers in thair mouth and swallow them back down, then they continue their life , they go to work , school , shopping , etc. he washed his face again and get out of the bathroom,he grabbad his backpack and wear his blue converses.he took a bite from his cherry jam sandwich before walking out of his apartment.the weather was cold and the sky was more bluer than usual. ravens were flying over the sky.he sit in the bus station and cursed under his breath to be forced to go out in this time.you had 20 minutes with bus till hospital.he saw an orange cat near to the hospital, he smiled and gave him his last piece of sandwiches before entering to hospital. " oh shit. " he cursed as he realised he's late again about 10 minutes. " Oi , what where you doing till now ? " taehyun asked with a smirk,leaning against the receptionist counter. Yeonjun rolled his eyes." What did you expect me to do at 5 in the morning? " " hitting on girls? " . " girls , you mean female ravens right? Cause it was fucking 5 AM kang. " yeah , you're right ....from what i know , you have the DNA of a bat , so you don't sleep at night " Yeonjun's eyes got wider. " you're a criminal taehyun. You made a dangerous virus right now." Taehyun smirked. " and now you're a living virus. " yeonjun point out to taehyun with his index finger. " i prefer living masterpiece. " taehyun laughed out loud. " anyway, i was your creator. " yeonjun wrinkled his nose . " did you know the latest report of doctors day drinking whitex is so good for our lungs? And even for clear skin...you can drink a cup of it with your breakfast now tae. I bet that's the answer." Taehyun wanted to say something that suddenly doctor lee came in. He gave both of them a serious expression like always. " good morning young residents. If i'm not interrupting your morning conversation your shift has been started." Yeonjun and taehyun both bowed quickly. " morning doctors lee. We apologise for it." His serious expression didn't change. He said while walking out of the room." I won't let anyone in without eating breakfast. You only have 10 minutes. " "yes sir. " then he left. Taehyun sighed. " i can't even tell he like us or not." "Just go and eat your breakfast kang." Yeonjun said while grabbing taehyun and dragging him out of the room.

Seoul central hospital

2:300 at noon .

Yeonjun ran his fingers through his dark red hair, it was his habit when he got fed up. Finishing each day becoming harder each time.he didn't have any idea of how other got to do it so smoothly. Yeonjun's hair was a dark red colour,but if you looked more closely you could see the light and dark brown cracks between red strands. Sometimes taehyun called him bearnut because of that and yeonjun wanted to punch him in the face everytime. He look down at the wooden bowl in front of him,filling with white rice, colourful vegetables were all over it,it reminded him of when snow started to melt and leaves and grasses started to grow green again.there was also pieces of meats though it wasn't an annoying thought, he shook his head frequently, trying to wipe away all his thoughts. Come on choi yeonjun, at least turn off your brain when you're eating. You know it doesn't work like an LED light that if work more will burn and you can buy a new one,replace it.no yeonjun, you can't do that with your brain , unfortunately.he picked up his chopsticks and wanted to start to eat till he heard his own name calling by a woman. "Yeonjun-ah ! Yeonjun-ah ! " it was Chaeryeong. She had her hair in a ponytail, she was always so clean and organised. Yeonjun frowned slightly. " what's wrong ryoung? If you keep running like that you'll turn yourself to a cherry jam." Chaeryeong tried to catch her breath.her hair was all over her face." Yeonjun-ah...i saw...a strange ...patient ." Yeonjun frowned more." What do you mean strange? " Chaeyoung grabbad his wrist." Come with me." And they both started to head toward the room B14. let's be honest, yeonjun has see lots of worst case of patients, but this was REALLY different. The long hair that reach her waist shown that she's a girl.she was covered in blood,motionless, breathless. Yeonjun pulled down the white sheets and the countless deep scars got exposed." Goddammit, what the hell happened to her? " yeonjun whispered under his breath.the scars were so deep you could see the flesh beneath them.the worst of all was her eyes. One of her eyes were dragged out you could see the thin capillaries behind it.he shivered for a moment. Then asked . " ryoung...what happened to her? Chaeryeong took a deep breath." She was Cardiac arrested when they took her here. they found her in a art gallery. " " What's her name? " . Chaeryeong tucked her hair behind her ear. " anri...ogasawara anri. She's Japanese and a colleague,in art university. She was doing research for her essay on art galleries." " does she had any special illnesses? " Chaeryeong shook her head. " no. I couldn't find anything." Yeonjun frowned heavily." Then how the hell a young healthy 20 years old girl had Cardiac arrest? If we ignore her eyes and scars of course. " Chaeryeong sighed." I Don't known police said her death was suicide. But there's no sign of overdose or cutting veins or....i Don't know...you know what i mean." "Yeah." "Doctor lee said it was because of a very strong panic attack, from a very stron rush of fear." "Fear of what?" this time Chaeryeong frowned." no one knows yeon.police said when they find her she was all alone in gallery.the owner of the gallery said it was their day off,so they just opened because of anri." yeonjun only started at body in silence.

Suansoong st

6:00 at evening.

The golden hour was almost one of the rush hour of the day. you could see any kind of person on the street.he put his hand in his pocket.he took a look at his reflection in the nearby window.he was wearing all black again.he passed aside of kids who were riding their bicycles,he looked at the tired expression of the girl in the bus station who was waiting for the bus to arrive, he smiled at the little girl who was talking to her doll and stand next to the busker who was playing violin.he thought maybe he's trying to say something but he can't put it into words,so he uses his violin instead. Maybe the frequency of those words weren't as same as those frequency humans can hear,Yeonjun's woreds were the same as them.maybe the violin's bow was the knife he could put on his artery instead. He took a deep breath and let the cold wind dance through his red hair,he thought about that , about how many violin's bow,paintbrush,pen and piano's keyboards was in people's hands so they won't pick the gun and place it on their temples.he sighed again and walk into the cafe,he sat on the table near to the window and stared at outside."how's going bearnut?" Yeonjun turns around and stared at taehyun smirking face." not bad,celery." taehyun laughed."that was new." " i'm creative kind" taehyun shook his head and sat in front of yeonjun,pulling out his cigarette packet and light one.yeonjun stared at him."did you know that celeries doesn't smoke? " "you bought a lighter for me on my birthday yourself." "yeah that was a mistake; cause i didn't wanted my best friend smoke with his girlfriend lighter instead." "I Don't have a girlfriend yeon." "I'm aware,no one will get along with your annoying ass." Taehyun couldn't help but laugh." You're something else." And took a drag from his cigarette."did you saw that girl in the hospital today?" taehyun nodded." yeah,that was pretty strange.who believe that a young healthy girl will have Cardiac arrest without a particular reason? " "exactly. I say the same." Yeonjun stared at him again,in Yeonjun's eyes,taehyun was a living reason that paradoxes can be extremely beautiful.he had day and night in him at the same time.taehyun extinguished his cigarette."well...Doctor lee said it wasn't the first time." "what do you mean?" "He said he seen the femiliar cases before...but you know the government,they don't do a single thing that doesn't have money or something for them in it....so they just kept letting them go.." yeonjun didn't said anything.

Nam-chung st

9:48 at night.

The night was cold,the sky was filled with dark clouds. Chaeryeong's seasonal depression's gonna start and they would pick up chocolates plastics from everywhere.ge sighed and stared down at his blue converses.he didn't like colors.so he wore black most of the times,mayb because he think black is the last shade of every color,so somehow when you wear black you wear all the colors together.he told everyone that one day he was drunk and he change his mind,so he went and bout a pair of blue converses.but he knows it so well it wasn't like that at all.he pull out his keys and wanted to open the door till he felt a soft things against his feet.he looked down and smiled widely."oliver!"the black cat nuzzled himself more against Yeonjun's leg. " little oliver?...where are you?...come here i got food for you." yeonjun turned toward the voice.it was Chaeyoung.he smiled."hey strawberry...you're feeding cats again?" Chaeyoung picked up the cat in her arms.her bangs were fell over her eyes,her mole was still there,on her chin under his full lips."you're early tonight." Chaeyoung said." You stay till midnight most of the Saturdays. " "yeah,tonight was taehyun's shift." Yeonjun's eyes fell over on Chaeyoung's hand and noticed the band-aid on it.he frowned" what happened to your hand?" Chaeyoung laughed shortly."nothing really...it's just a new tatto." Chaeyoung had strange and sometime cute tattos all over her hands and arms."well...why you hide it then?" Yeonjun asked.chaeyoung sighed and pull out his cigarette packet and her pink lighter."people say i shouldn't get more weird tattoos over me , it makes me look like psycho patients." She sighed heavily this time." I really don't give a fuck about what they think but someday i'm really tired to deal with bullshits and y'know .....hiding is always the best choice for tired people."yeonjun was silent the whole time,he suddenly asked."please...let me see it." Chaeyoung blink a few more time before removing the band-aid.the tattoo was a picture of two strawberries in pieces, they were red but their leaves were black.yeonjun smiled and tap on the strawberry tattoo on chae's hand." It's amazing chae...you shouldn't hide it." Chaeyoung sighed again."people don't think like you." Yeonjun smiled."come on chae...it's not like everyone would understand the depth of the beauty. sometimes only a few people will find out. Did you ever heard about Western orchid? " Chaeyoung raised her eyebrows "Western orchid ?" "Hmm...they call it Rhizanthella. It blooms under the ground,so most of the people mistaken them with roots and dried grasses...only a few people will dig into the soil to find out the beautiful bloody pink blossom of Rhizanthella....if they don't understand it,it won't make it any less pretty." Yeonjun smiled softly again."so strawberry....it's not bad at all to have something different than others...actually,i count it as a super good option." Chaeyoung smiled deeply."you're weirdo..." "i know. .."

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