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i had a phase when i was like somewhere between 14-16 when i was obsessed with julian clary because i was a closeted bisexual and he was, well, he was julian clary.
and watching him now on taskmaster as a very open queer, teenage me was correct to watch every damn thing he was in that i could find because hes so fucking funny oh my god
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muckyschmuck · 2 months ago
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ultimately!
#ELIIIIIIII YOU CANT SAY THAT ELIIIIIIIIIIII#audiof from not even emily latest video go watch literally its so fuckingfunny#dont even ask me how eli fits in hance' 5'2 dad's clothes pls ok#my art#digital art#oc art#anthro art#not even gonna lie i thfought i wasnt gonan finish this but we pulled thru#if quality gets murdered i will cry#swhy are all my favorite drawings baby sugar and eliyah interacting#i like themb#i was gonna add fucking comical cartoon slipping noises when her antler popped off but imovie literalsly. it didnt work it wpuldnt let me#vid too biggy#also noahs ark esque announcement for ppl thta read my evil ramble tags i miiight nuke sanguinary univers bc i love my ocs too much to like#like i dont wanna marry my first idea and i love them too much to box them into a project I PERSONALLY FEEL LIKE I FUMBLED LIKE#OK LITERALLY NO INSULT WHATSOEVER TO ANYONE WHO MIGHT LIKE IT BUT IT WAS my firsy ever comic and i feeeeel like i can do betteeerrr a#meowweooww#like if it was small things i wanted to change i could juts panel edit but its like. major things like when i started chapter 1 i had#LITERALLY NO PLAN JUST MY nerdy vampire obsession. which is still present. giggle h#breaking news boygirl learns that they arent rlly proudof the writing in comic thye started when they were a teenager#ALSO I LITERALLY HAVE LORE THAT IVE. BEEN MAKING THAT CONTRADICTS THINGS (? PROBABLY) SO ok trust me ok just trust m#also yes this is what i’ve been working on except that animatsuon i mentioned with eli crying because priorities or someth#not except wtf i mean insyead or some other shit#also i just looked at this wall of text on mobile and like ew shut up little gay
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i cannot express how much i adore the dinner scene in 1x01. i think about it constantly. theres so much covert queercoding for mike that it literally drives me crazy.
the fact that just a bit before this we have the scene with joyce and hop where they imply that they are scared that will has been a victim of a gay hate crime. and throughout the season its implied over and over and no one really seems to give a shit. not even lucas and dustin. they care about will DEEPLY ofc but the fact that most ppl are expecting him to be dead and killed bc hes gay doesnt seem to bother them? the scene where troy is bullshitting about will in the gym they both just stand there, they dont make any move to stop him or call him out. no one does (this isnt me calling lucas and dustin bad ppl or not allys or wtv but u get the point).
mike however does give a shit. he gives QUITE A FEW shits.
in the dinner scene mike is clearly distressed about his friend. which is a perfectly heterosexual thing to do. in general. however hes not straight so its gay when he does it. ANYWAYS. he is clearly distressed about it but his entire family is completely unconcerned. nancy is preoccupied and doesnt give a shit. hollys a baby. ted is well ted. and karen. i need to talk about karen for a sec.
karen ADRESSES that she thinks something bad happened to will by telling nancy she cant go to barbs house until will is found. however she acts very dismissive of wills situation in general. im sure she was worried for him but she does it (or at least expresses it) is a very passive way. she is not focused on will being missing or what may have happened to him, just the fact that something bad happened in general to a person in hawkins.
the fact is, besides mike, karen is the only one worried at all. and shes not even close to matching mikes energy in the slightest.
when mike mentions steve, the conversation is totally derailed from will. as if it wasnt an important conversation in the first place.
nancy storms off. and ted. oh ted you son of a bitch. ted says the classic
"you see what happens"
line. and what a line it is. due to all of the references prior to this and the fact that most ppl believe that somehting bad happened to will. its not hard to see that ted is once again referring to will being hate crimed.
you see what happens when youre gay? bad things happen to you. and then everyone you care about is just inconvenienced. theyre lives are disrupted.
karen glances at ted, clearly understanding what he means. and mike does too.
"what happens when what"
hes not asking. hes angry. and you can just see the exasperation on mikes face the whole scene
why is it not weird for will to go missing. why is no one surprised that something mad happened to him. why is no one else frantic to get him back. why is no one else worried about will. why is it considered normal for this to happen. why arent ppl upset like he is. just bc ppl think will is gay? that makes it all make sense? bullshit.
mike storms downstairs and calls lucas. when trying to convince him to come look for will his argument is the fact that will took a risk to help the party when he could have protected himself. but he didnt.
mike knows what ppl think happened to will. if he just thought will was lost or something looking for him wouldnt be a risk. it would just be an opportunity to find him. but he calls it a risk. will sacrificed something to protect the party (mike) when he could have saved himself from all that suffering. but he didnt. and now mike will do the same for him.
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cherrylite17 · 2 months ago
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The Heart Killers ep 1 (spoilers ahead)
at first i was (hahah first) like oh? interesting? sex worker khao? and then he said wait for the food and we can go all out with no interuptions and i was like… ahhh hes gonna kill him
ah yes, my favourite! gun salad! POST EPISODE ADDITION: THE GUN SALAD DOESN'T HAVE SILENCERS BUT WHEN THEY KILL THE GUY THEY DO?? THEY NEVER SHOW THEM PUTTING THEM ON???
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yall think they (bison and fadel) are called the heart killers (hence the name of the show) because they always shoot their victims in the heart? like that first guy?
ALSO bisexual lighting room. guys I think this might be foreshadowing that fadel and bison aren't straight (and thats my one deep analysis for this episode)
i was lost in though about how rich that style and kant have to be to get TWO LANES at a bowling alley (damn take turns on one lane like the rest of us) when DUNK RAISED HIS ARMS CROP TOP NUMBER 1 BABYYYY
sorry kant baby you sound like a virgin loser giving out bowling advice. I swear if bowling becomes a reoccurring element to this show (they get to include it one more time before i order myself a gun salad)
red room with red curtains and red bedsheets for a red boy (and he works at a red burger joint??? like damn i always thought that some of @respectthepetty 's colour analyses were reaches (in a nice way!! in like a "no way the directors actually put that much thought into putting... idk cop in purple, they just grabbed a shirt i bet") but bison is the reddest boy ever (watch them say hes actually a different colour and i am a silly goofy)) followed by kant picking up his brothers book (which has a suspicious amount of red on it) and looking lovingly at it (no one looks lovingly at Shakespeare) Also the fact that they showed the book makes me wonder if the plot of the taming of the shrew is going to have much to do with this show
but also if bison is red hes def a different shade of red compared to Arc (of perfect 10 liners). I mean Arc has serious anger issues and Bison just wants to be gay (and do crime). hes such a silly goofy guy compared to Arc (at least what we know of the two so far)
i am HATING this upclose shot of kant eating the burger please stop it
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excuse me? kant, bison this is a Wendys please stop looking at each other like that
(bison giggling after kant leaves is literally me when i think about my crush)
LOOOOL NOT FADEL CALLING STYLE A PERVERT FOR TAKING HIS SHIRT OFF BUT HE STILL WATCHED ANYWAY
NO seriously i hate these up close eating shots what is the point of them im going to cry and barf? Like surely this isn't going to be some future plot point right?? surely its just an artistic decision (which I hate, but now they have to do this EVERY TIME he eats food lest i complain about them stopping doing it (BECAUSE WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS IF YOU ARENT GOING TO DO IT THE WHOLE SHOW))
"is the taming of the shrew gonna have anything to do with this show"??
the show: bison can only be in a relationship once fadel is in one like come on taming of the shrew
fadel being mean to style (though one could argue style deserves it) and style shouting that hes gonna take fadel out [on a date] like COME ON TAMING OF THE SHREW
in conclusion i feel bad for bison (and babe, they do NOT give younger siblings unless something is gonna happen to them) already
im assuming that kant's dad is dead yeah? what if he got killed (by bison and fadel obviously) (unlikely but what if??? they brought up fathers way too much for one episode it would be weirder if i wasnt suspicious)
anyway, i don't want to have too high of expectations but i love first and khao so i really hope this show delivers 😭
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verisimilar-entropy · 4 months ago
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Headcanons I've been cooking;
-the paradise theater doing a mystery science theater 3000 bit most days (I'm like 90% sure that its basically the equivalent in their multiverse anyway, oops)
-frank and clementine still tries to keep contact and make visits if even possible anymore. June likes to receive letters and postcards as a loose penpal relationship as proof of their "mad lib situation"
-I feel robbed that June and Ava didn't interact much, they'd have so much fun and nobody would be able to handle these bar buds. Never mind theres probably a reason why these two aren't allowed in a bar together, but I love their raw chaos and hijinks would definitely go on
-Gloria makes the storage closet her room at first but when Caspar gets back, he gives her the main office since she's da b0ss now, she still spends a lot of time camping with her bts wolves making stew for them, its her own therapy
-Leif putting together a game console for the gang when theyre bored, Caspar is the best at retro games surprisingly aside from the fact hes been asking for a pinball machine forever, everyone cracks old man jokes. Mostly David and Ava, his biggest hecklers <3
-eventually they begin to cultivate a small arcade, leif fixes up a few machines for the diner (its free) kids across the cosmos go 'you mean you have to play the game with your hands?? Its like a baby's toy :/" caspar is flabbergasted, Leif just shrugs and goes "i warned you bro" and does more Leif shit
-David plays cod on their designated staff console in the office space in their down time between shifts. Feet kicked up and the lazy fan blowing, do you see my vision? this is the most important highlight so far
-David used to stream sometimes on earth in LA for funsies now and then during lockdown when he wasnt up for running out at night vandalizing the blank canvas known as the streets
-he still talks to his mom and plays catch up even from space despite the time it takes to send messages. David continues to find her drunk calls entertaining (canon anyway) Caspar doesn't really drink alcohol and is worried about the loss of control, I think hes just anxious and insecure about it.
*I don't really think caspar was much of a dick when he drank raising david, he probably was a rambling annoying dad with a shitty attitude that was hard to tolerate. like, okay, old man, we get it the world sucksss stop being so sad and let's play legos and not roleplay the state of the economic decline about it (shh, I'm not projecting gay son and drunk well meaning dad dynamics)
-Ava peer pressures Caspar *only* for celebrations anyway
-micheladas for everyone the next day, some sweet hair of the dog when the various drank theyre able to get their hands on is too much to cope with the next day if they still even have moonshine to spare left
-Leif stocks up on so much fucking hash whilst in Pasadena (as one does stuck in shitty corners of California for hangovers, generalized depression, and dread. hence all the alcohol mentions I'm not promoting alcoholic diner dwellers I swear-) which tbh parallels the way Ava stocks up nicotine from ye old moonshiner imo
Idk I have more I might add and tack on later I love these doofuses
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toadboatt · 21 days ago
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So. Im not out to my best friend as being trans.. she doesn't know yet.
My problem is that shes pregnant and wants me there in the room for the birth of her baby along with her husband, and i am so honored and excited! I want to be there to support her through this moment!
However, i havent come out to her yet.. and we havent talked about our thoughts on trans people much, so im not sure where she stands exactly. It seems more like she doesnt understand or agree with it but she wont be a dick to people about it which is just the vibe i get from the one day we kinda talked about it because her grandparents were listening to transphobic shit on fox news while we were in their house. So i know, for sure, her family wont support me (at least her parents and grandparents) so i won't be able to see them after transitioning, but i dont know what to do about my friend. It scares me thinking that she wont want to see me again.. maybe i'll make her uncomfortable? Maybe her husband will be uncomfortable?? I mean me and her are very close and everyone makes jokes about how we are "gay for each other" (even her husband makes this joke) but how will that relationship translate when i look and sound like a man? I just feel like im gonna make things awkward and she (or her husband) wont want me around as much or at all.... i mean dont get me wrong i understand boundaries and being respectful, i wasnt and don't do anything line crossing even now, but from her husbands place i can see how my transition might change his entire perspective or feelings on my friendship with her.. ( i dont know?!?!?!)
Basically, because of all of this, im gonna wait to tell her until after she gives birth so i can be there for her... but then i feel like that might be selfish of me.. purposefully holding off so i can have this cherished memory as one of my potential last times talking to her. What if i come out to her after and she is weirded out because she let me watch her first kid being born..? I dont know if im being selfish in waiting. But it just feels like i would be... i feel like i shouldve told her way earlier on, before she even asked me to be in the room... fucking christ this sucks
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drakaripykiros130ac · 1 year ago
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THIS.
I think a lot of people purposely forget that Aemond was older then jace and luke and held a large rock over Jace's head and threatened them with death "feed you to my dragon" and "you will in flames just as your father did." And called them bastards, which is TREASON in this universe. So it's not *just* an insult. It's an insult that means death and or exile if thought true. Esp if the woman is the one who did it. (Never see anyone hating on Ned for bringing home Jon and keeping him as a bastard instead of making a story how he had found a baby with no parents instead of making his wife and kids and his friends think and joke about cheating on his wife.)
I also think its funny how tg *forgets* Rhae was forced (FORCED. Just like Alicent. Btw) into a loveless marriage to a gay man. (And in the book she is 16/17 so by our standers she is ALSO a child bride that fans tell us Alicent is)
And I just know a lot of hotd stans (especially for tg) didn't read f&b bc Alicent, when hearing of Luke and Jace's deaths goes, "bastard blood shed at war." 🤷
You speak true! Rhaenyra, just like Alicent, was a child bride. Just like Alicent, she was forced into a marriage of convenience. But the main difference between them is that Alicent had gained nothing but privileges as the wife of the King and having the possibility to give birth to legitimate children by him. She had been given plenty of advantages for herself and for her gold digging family.
Rhaenyra was not so lucky. Her marriage to Laenor brought her nothing but trouble and hardship, and Alicent mercilessly took advantage of that. Rhaenyra was the Heir to the Throne. She needed to produce heirs more than Alicent did. Rhaenyra was already in a vulnerable situation. She needed to at least prove her fertility and give birth to heirs so she could solidify her position. Laenor stood in the way of that, because he obviously couldn’t put a child in her no matter how much they tried.
And so, Rhaenyra had no choice but to take a lover who gave her children of questionable parentage. Children she loved, and children who although proved her fertility, constantly put Rhaenyra is a defensive state.
The poor girl was between a rock and a hard place. Either have children who are not Laenor’s, or not do anything, have no children, and let the greens whisper poisonous and treasonous words around Court of how Rhaenyra is barren and unfit to be Queen because she has no heirs. Either way, the greens would have found arguments to use against her ascension, and steal her inheritance.
Rhaenyra knows more about ‘duty’ and ‘sacrifice’ than Alicent ever did.
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sobeksewerrat · 1 month ago
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Mastermind live watch thoughts part 1 (spoilers ahead)
Okay so they're really going all out on Andrealaphus's whole winter shtick. Wonder how it'll take for it to get old ngl
Oh so we're FINALLY figuring out the consequences of using the grimoire illegally? I feel like it's a little late and there was almost no set up at all this season?? At least we're learning more about Hell's laws and judicial system. I really wanted to know more about that, even if it feels out of nowhere. I am a little concerned considering the run time is only 22 minutes, and as an ace attorney fan I do not think that is enough for a compelling legal procedure, there's a reason the courtroom scenes were the least compelling part of the Ace Attorney anime (despite my love for it, and to be fair they were still great they just lacked a lot of the details and mystery)
Andy (yes I'm calling him andy) and Stella have such chaotic sibling energy I love it (I am so gonna regret this later, aren't I?)
Andy is so elsa coded/j
.….did he just…call her hot??? Huh??? Viv what the fuck is your obsession with incest I need to know
MORE POTENTIAL I.M.P EMPLOYEES?? OOOOOOO
…okay if Hell's got law enforcement like THAT how the FUCK were I.M.P not arrested a long time ago?? Also…grim reaper demons?? Huh???
Gee viv way to undercut the conflict with humourIs that…a police brutality joke?? Why do they keep babying Moxxie and treating him like a joke??
The tension is literally nonexistent there is no threat what the fuck way to kill the mood dude and I was so fucking hyped too
OH NO THE INTERNS NO I LIKED THEM
Oh the muzzle on Loona is so cruel I wish the show explored the cruelty against Hellhounds more like wow they are genuinely treated like rabid animals instead of people and that could've been such a cool way to explore Hell's classism and racism amongst hellborn
OMG SATAN BBG YOUR VOICE IS SO HOT I CAN TELL HELL BE MY NEWEST BLORBO BY THE END OF THE EPISODE
Back to the ranting! Ohhhhh boy, okay why are the Sins here again? I can understand Satan, since imps are his rings’ native citizens, but the others? I can understand them being here if this was some major crime in Hell, but I.M.P has been running for A WHILE, and Asmodeus is aware of it and they're literally under his jurisdiction ACCORDING TO STOLAS! So, by all accounts, he might be the only other Sin relevant to this case. Moreover, we know the Sins hold somewhat equal power (save for Lucifer, maybe), and we know Succubi and Incubi work under Asmodeus and are legally allowed to traverse the human realm, correct? Therefore the I.M.P crew technically count as Ozz's employees, no? And due to his influence and the fact that his rings’ natives are allowed to travel wherever, this case should've been thrown out as Blitzø technically isn't breaking demon law, from my understanding. You could argue that this for when he was using the Grimoire, which is fair, however calling I.M.P an illegal business is a stretch. Besides, Asmodeus was aware of the Grimoire thing  and didn't do JACKSHIT! He didn't even have a reaction! That immediately undercuts any conflict regarding it as it implies that this is not that big of a deal, so the Sins being here genuinely just feels like conflict for the sake of conflict and to hype the episode as being the first appearance of all of them (minus Lucifer) together and showing off Leviathan and Belphegor.
Speaking of Levi and Belphie (look I used ro be an obey me fan alright? Lemme call them Belphie), I have…issues with their designs. I admit, they are a bit better than I initially judge them as but GOD what the fuck
Stealing??? STOLA GAVE IT TO HIM
Oh my god STOP WITH THE COMEDY AND THE INCEST FOR FUCKS SAKE WASNT ANDY A FUCKING GAY MAN ANYWAY??
No wait because the “forcing himself” allegation could hold some water (IN A COURTROOM I MEAN). Stolas is of much higher power, and in the eyes of a classist society like Hell's it wouldn't make sense for a Goetia to stoop down to such a level unless they were forced to or coerced in any way (this is using the logic the series presents us with! Remember that newspaper from Oops?). This could've been such a cool way to explore false allegations such as these and delve into the topic of Hell's classism and racism once more. Moreover, Blitzø is a somewhat typically masculine man, and he's known to be hypersexual, so it could highlight the bias when accusing him of such a thing. But, alas, this is Helluva Boss we're talking about here. 
EXACTLY. WHERE THE FUCK IS STALE ASS. THANK YOU VASAGO
Also, not to bring up Ace Attorney again, but this is the shittiest fictional court proceeding ever, and I played Turnabout Big Top. 
VASAGO BBG ILY
Also. Andy's point of not facing his aggressor could hold some water…IF HE WAS FILING THE CASE PRIVATELY. THIS IS A HIGHLY IMPORTANT AND PUBLIC COURT PROCEEDING. Even if you didn't want to traumatise poor baby Stalebitch by letting him face Blitzø, disclosing details of his assault, if it was real that is, without his consent is such a vile thing to do and would tank Andy's credibility within seconds. 
Why are they not allowing Blitzø to testify in a fucking court case. Like. Bro. I get imps are oppressed but this is a bit much don't you think.
STRIKER!!! Wait why isn't Striker arrested he tried to kill a royal, no? Why is he conspiring with blue bloods?? Didn't he hate the upper class??? Huh???? Oh wait immunity that answers the first question BUT STILL 
Wait aren't Bee and Ozz biased in this situation?? Shouldn't the jury or whatever be impartial?? WHY IS MAMMON HERE AS WELL HE SHOULD BE BIASED AGAINST BLITZØ TOO! I get that they're Sins, the highest authority in Hell, but WHAT THE FUCK.
Okay but saying an ace character is jealous no one is fucking them is weird, right?
…look Satan bestie I love you but FUCKKKKK WHYYYY. Why is viv so insistent on undercutting the most interesting plot line so far?? If ya hated court proceedings this much viv maybe you shouldn't have written this plot!
Don't get me wrong I love how stupid the Sins are and how they're just people, but I think the show forgets that they're thousands of years old and extremely fucking powerful sometimes.
Also I get that Lucifer isn't here for legal reasons, but couldn't ya have thrown in a line about his absence? Like I think if this was such an important case, and all of Hell's monarchs were involved, the King of Hell should AT LEAST have a reason for not being there (maybe I'm biased cos i hate Lucifer but still)
God I love Levi and Mammon's interaction. Ik it's prolly meant to be flirting, but my Greedyguitar and whatever Adam/Mammon/Eve is called loving ass cannot take it as anything but platonic. Wish Levi spoke tho
“Our power”?? But…you're a Sin? Not a Goetia? Maybe he means royalty in general but tbh this just feels like Viv trying and failing to tie in Hell politics 
No seriously why don't the Sins get a say in this?? Why is it only Satan? ASMODEUS HES UNDER YOUR JURISDICTION DO SOMETHING 
I am so confused about the world building in this show. The Sins have the ability to create life??
“Oh my Lucifer! What are they doing?” SO NOW TOU WANNA SHOW YOU YOU STINGY OWL BITCH?!?
Oh Vivziepop…how I hate your handling of oppression of the lower class and racism please learn a thing or two next time.
NO I GOT EXCITED WHY ISNT STOLAS DEAD
…okay fuck I'm not continuing this I'm finishing it later fuck you Stolas love ya Vasago 
Imma try to put my thoughts into words more coherently later 
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shittatite · 8 days ago
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shittatite's nonsense yearly wrap-up (2024)
everything i read this year
fanfictions (on Ao3)
Burn for you (Bridgeton inspired/bff/angst but like not going to cry my eyes out)
Tale of Amber and Honey (omega verse/jk and jm from the same pack/they are rivals but super simp for each other)
The Heist (money heist inspired fic/jm comedic timing top notch/lowkey angst)
Peach Sucker (omega verse/smutty/one-shot)
Game Over (video game inspired/vv angsty)
Wildest Dreams - 7timesSana (tswift inspired fic/set in paris/vv cute dont remember much)
Unexpected
Floodlight (footballer jm/artist jk/long-distance/getting back together/cry fest)
Forest Fire (omega verse/simp jk/there are literally very much in love with each other/jk is possessive/ super sad and angsty)
When the heedless sun captures the moon (jm and jk childhood friends/jm is in love with jk since always/jk is just stupid lil boi who doesn't know he likes jm until when he starts someone)
Where did you learn that (prince jm/tutor jk/sassy jm/nerdy jk/friends to lovers)
La Petite Morte (vampire-human-vampire/angst max 1000)
Push and Pull (au/jm falls first jk falls harder/lowkey angst)
First star i see tonight (body image/jk is super squishy/jm is a cinnamom roll)
Crossed Wires (jk is an android/highkey angst)
Plan B (jm starts dating jk to get back at his ex)
Drop like confetti (age gap/fwb/lowkey angst/highkey simp)
Double Down (college setting/friends to lovers)
Into the Deep End (omega verse/jm hates alphas/jk is the SOFTEST alpha ever to exist)
For better or for worse (both jm and jk go on a honeymoon for somebody else/enemies to lovers/but only jm is on this/jk is super sappy for jm)
Soft Animal (memory loss/angsty af)
The special one (not that remember-ful)
Only Child of the Universe (i think actor jk/idol jm/coming out/trading the waters together)
Deadly Match(enemies to lover/revenge plot/super angsty/they hate eachother until they cant and they are super in love with eachother)
Nothing New - (closeted jk/out and proud jm/roomates-friends-lovers/jk confused by the beauty of jm quite literally)
Wicked and Wild Window - Annie_vi (prince jk/thief jm/ultimate heist to steal the prince and he stole him guys literally right under the kings nose and damn/love love love it
Nevermind - rkiveink bandmates jm and jk, exbandmates more like, angst level max, one of my favourite jikook fics of all times, on the GOD TIER THATS IT. I AM A MESS
Stockwell - rkiveink writer jk/nurse jm/emotional pain like I am not kidding I wished it was longer maybe I wanted more of their story and maybe even snippets in future but I am happy with whatever I get it. It's always a pleasure to read from people who has a way around words who just snatches your heart away, jk is a poor poor baby who struggles with emotions, it was a nice reversal to what i read in nevermind and that's what I love the most, these au's where there are plethora of stories waiting for you to just come and spend time with them
Arrest me officer - short sweet one shot au loved it, loved the sassy jm character heads over heels for his magnetic colorful hair
I moved the sun so he could see the moon - vampire jk/human jm/memory loss/one shot au/light angst
Centaurs and the boy - fennex hybrid jm/human jk/jm has lilac sky which glows when he climaxes like wow/literally glows/I mean the ending was little bleh for me, there wasnt any answers given but it was my first time reading fanstasy like this sooo  good start, made me want to read more tropes like this/so we will see how it goes.
Growing pains - paliampalo : oh man the piniest of piniest jikook childhood friends to lovers/like the slowest pining and angst/literally took my heart and slashed it open/I wanted to shake jk up so bad like boy noooo/angsty lover boys
jikook secret santa fics 2024
redamancy - actor jm/photographer jk/gay awakening/very sweet slow burn/expected more in storylines how they navigate/not that angsty not at all I mean
the vertical ray of the sun - merman jm/pearl diver jk/ jk is a simper/ I loved this so much so much argh
The Script of My Love actors jm and jk/was not that angsty/ super simple/ getting back together sort of a fic
no need to ask ‘cause that’s my darling - actors jm and jk/smutty and fluffy and they are in love and just let them be in love/also jk is unhinged like highkey unhinged
ignite only for me - okay so jk had tentacles and jm didn't know about them yesss/my first time reading a fantasy trope like that/very very short and very very smutty/love it/the angst was minimal but hard hitting
the clock strikes six - guard jk/resident jm/jk watched jm like stalks him for real/but jm has a thing for it/ so I guess it works out for them
you’re not even mine anymore, but why do i feel like you’re being taken away from me - jk is jealous of tk faking dating jm/super short super cute
we fell in love with Sapporo - idol jm/non famous jk/they meet every year in sapporo for two weeks/they are all lovey dovey/vv less angsty
books (epub and paperback)
Beautiful World Where Are You? - Salley Rooney - (two bestfriends in their late 20's writing letters to eachother on their lives, written beautifully)
The Bookshop Woman - didnt finish it
Mahagathas - Tales from the Puranas - didnt finish it
everything i watched this year
Across the Spider Verse (movie) (american)
The hating game (movie) (american)
Bombay Meri Jaan (movie) (indian)
The Glory (series) (korean)
Indian Special Force (series) (indian)
Our Dating Sim (series) (korean)
a breeze of love (series) (korean)
Fighter (movie) (indian)
Mei Atal Hu (movie) (indian)
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azumasoroshi · 2 years ago
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minidura chapter 11 react
ok i found chapter 11 translated by amnemonie on tumblr (thank you thank you thank you and if you want me to take this down i will!!) but there's no guarantee ill be able to find the rest lmAOo we'll see
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HOT MAN!!! HOT MAN
i mean what no pathetic sopping wet man
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cat face izaya i thought id never see you again
man after realizing there's a minidura tag i saw a post that was like "i wish minidura got animated like bsd wan" and like. YEAH. PLEASE
it would be the perfect revival of the durarara fandom pleaseeeeeee do it for meeeeeeee we could revive durarara like we revived trigun
and i need shizuo izaya and shinra cooking together being animated. please
anyway izaya looks like he really doesnt wanna be here in that last panel and i mildly spoiled myself on the comments/reblogs saying this one is really mean to izaya which you know i live for. [cracks knuckles] i hope he gets hit by a truck but like an emotional one because that's the only one he'd really react to
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oh god he's more pathetic than i thought he'd be
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they're really looking at him like "damn bitch you good" which is fair
bro summoned up all his courage to ask 😭rip bozo
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??????????? THEY TOLD YOU HE'D BE WITH THEM
izaya simultaneously has the best social skills known to man and the WORST social skills known to man
ill never stop bringing this up but. now presenting orihara "i love humans because they're so unpredictable" izaya getting fucked by humans' predictability everybody
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and here we see izaya walking awkwardly in his natural habitat, trying to eat cake with high schoolers /j
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kadota casually calling out izaya on his bullshit bkgjdSGKHDSHds
he just wants to eat cakeeeee someone go with him
not me though i wouldnt be caught dead with that man
i swear walker's face gets longer every time i see him and it tickles me so much
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aaaand cue shizuo on stage right
god bless erika for suggesting that he invite shizuo cuz id have done it myself
also "just today". are you implying that you want to see shizuo every other day. izaya.
WAIT
WAIT IS TODAY IZAYA'S BIRTHDAY
OH
oh my god thats actually sad okay
id say to ask namie but namie probably rejected him already without even letting him finish the question bkfdgjhgf
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shinra keeping up the stupid anniversaries trend from that other chapter we love a consistent malewife
man shiki he wasnt even here for work 😭 at least he got some food although karasumi does not look that good if im being honest
at least compared to cake
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shinraaaa you FORGOTTTT
may 4th is the date of my statistics exam but i swear ill celebrate it for you izaya. ill even mark it down on my calendar
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oh 💀 namie is as delusional as i am. love that for her
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he's even singing to himself ohhhhh poor baby...(i say this as if i'm not grinning wildly to myself in my room rn)
i swear i feel bad for him but he's so fun to bully
man i remember those fics where shizuo was the only one to remember izaya's birthday bgkjhfdgfd i guess those were founded from somewhere (even if his gifts were things like 'not chasing him today' or sending him black roses)
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oh my god 😭 he's so desperate at this point i didnt think he'd actually be happy to see shizu-chan
even grabbing him by the arms bkgdssdkahdskjhgsdsd
this is gonna end badly though if the comments/reblogs i read have anything to say about it
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😭yep the izaya bullying is real
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SHIZUO NOOOOOOOOOOOO THATS BASICALLY THE WHOLE CAKE
izaya's conscious too 💀 MAN
part of me feels like this is narita's personal revenge against the shizaya fans in his fanbase askdbgskjhsdhgsd shizuo needs to be extra cruel to prove he's not gay
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he's so happy to just get birthday textssssss this is so sad
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the-sun-princess · 5 months ago
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Emi Plays Revue Starlight: El Dorado Part 1
yeah sure why not i'll reblog my thoughts. we'll see how it goes lol. i havent done a live reaction On Tumblr in Years. block #emi plays el dorado if u dont wanna see it
so their last summer....and ofc hikari has already disappeared. tsk
ah class B....are we just gon be a rando class B member that's fine. amemiya backstory! she kinda reminds me of mashiro and tomori lmao just kinda....sorta wrote stories/lyrics n then got urged to make them a real thing. not nearly as shy as them tho
....amemiya and masai and the teacher seem to be narrating from a first year standpoint despite us being shown the 3rd year classroom? lmao masai was a lil fangirl of amemiya's script. cute
huh masai says she wants to be a director but her og interest seems to be set design. which obv they go hand in hand but still
awwwww they fans of each otherrrrr cuuute. they both go 'partner pls? partner?' AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES. I never did think about class B's dorm situation lol.
ok yeh it is 1st year baby B's
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i mean it wouldnt be starlight if it wasnt gay immediately. shion and kiriko like i Technically knew that but also i tend to mess up who is who. snort
amemiya just goin to 'masai' with 0 honorifics and when masai is taken aback she's like 'AM I MOVING TOO FAST?'
then masai just immediately goes with shion-chan lol
girls girls i already ship u ur killin me
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tbf me shipping them has nothing to do with the VN lol. tho i might end up having to actually draw them for once
stop acting like summer is 'right before' the seisho festival its not i Know the stupid festival takes place late feb/early march
THEY HAVE A PET AXOLOTL?? gimme its name. now
masai is not a morning person. tho at least she slept ksjhksjdhf
el dorado is the new national troupe specialty huh....no wonder mahiru/maya/futaba prob wanted to do it
oo i wonder if sakura or her friends will be in this. or at least mentioned
opening time doo doo
YAY WE START WITH MAHIRU she wants salvatore it's her dream role. well. if im in charge mahiru. i agree. u can have it
maya wants alejandro
futaba salvatore. sorry futaba but since u three are the ones goin to the new national troupe whoever is the 3rd most important i'll give to you. or maya.
salvatore: mahiru, futaba, claudine, kaoruko, junna
alejandro: maya, nana, karen
so many people are going to go for claudine salvatore and maya alejandro first huh
kjhsf kaoruko wants salvatore bc as a kid futaba always gushed about the role. wants futaba to praise HER salvatore
damn nana are u that bitter about junna crushing u in your revue skjdhf i THINK this happens after the movie revues.
yeah this def happens after the movie revues since junna's actin diff than her lil showcase for the newbies. so is karen
sjkhf kaoruko wanted judy's role zulfikar. she does like bein the villain
mm so hikari Did go back to the royal academy. i mean i knew she went back to london but that doesnt mean she went back to the school. diff terms after all
i assume we're technically masai + amemiya in this so i am kinda interested in who the other chiefs are gon pick
alejandro salvatore
karen (didnt care til mahiru oops) futaba | (i THINK art?) nana | (lighting) mahiru (music) maya | (props) kaoruko (stage setting) claudine (production) junna (costume)
kjkjxh props chief maya didnt even AUDITION for salvatore but ok yeah wants her as alejandro now
music chief gushing over mahiru :)
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truly mahiru has the best appeal
u cannot follow up a vote for mahiru with a vote for KAORUKO kjhjhdf
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kaoruko's niceness doesnt often feel Genuine lmao
alrighty now I get to choose
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WHY IS MAHIRU V NANA CROSSED OUT. EXCUSE ME. THIS IS WHAT I ORIGINALLY WANTED TO DO FIRST. E X C U S E M E
starlight sure knows how to be homophobic to Me Specifically
well now i dont even care so whatever i guess i'll just go down the list.
i am upsetti spaghetti
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mahiru angy. same
poor futaba gets the shortest stick tho even when she's a lead role she's not the one she auditioned for.
snort nana sounds in awe that junna's salvatore. maya meanwhile is like 'aijo-san if u dont give it ur all i will kill you'
so kaoruko is lord cavallero. papa. futaba is carmencita-
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....how tho. nana's miguel. snort. futaba shoots back with a 'it seems fitting youre an assassin' which is hilarious
claudine is columbus, maya is luigi
that does leave mahiru as isobel but no ones metioned it and now im even grumpier. how dare. evil.
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:( no its not that jun jun-
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kjhkjfhsf junnna
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'stop with the gay drama already i s2g'
YEA CALL HER OUT JUNJUN
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skjfhsf gon get revenge for karen beating her TWICE at the auditions. valid. i support u junna
junna: i'm vindictive and stubborn like that karen: aha you really are junna: >:O
well that's enough for now
part 2>>
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giggasnap · 1 year ago
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(SPOILERS FOR FIONNA AND CAKE EP 9 AND 10)
live thoughts as I watch the episode
LSP spaghetti guts? Ew
SIMON INSIDE THE FUCKING FRIDGE WHAT THE FUCK???? WHAT??? PENNYWISE HEAD ASS
oh thank God it was a dream. Maybe
oh no. I can already tell cake being magic is gonna fuck everything up
Gary and Marshall wholesome yaoi
Fionna you sound and look insane
MY BABYGIRL THE LICH WHAT ARE YOU PRAYING TO HONEY
SIMON WHY WOULD YOU KICK HIM
The lich is kind of pretty okay I won't even lie. He can be a little pretty. Also this is the most he's ever spoken
AHHH HES SO COOL I KNEW IT I KNEW HE WASNT SATISFIED KILLING EVERYTHING
I love you Mister Lich also what is that weird black box on your chest. Oh no.
HOLY SHIT WHAT. BRO GOT CUBED???? FREE MY MAN!!!!!
Simon I think you might die dude
Aw I remember shermy and beth
Uhm. What. I mean I guess that makes sense for Betty to do but also what. Also I'm still hung up on the lich cubes all around Golbetty can we like address that
Scarab I think you are going to suffer a horrific fate my guy
I was right
CAKE YOU ARE SCARING THE GAYS
"I would still date you if you were a vampire" we know dude we know
SIMON CANNOT DO "ANYTHING" BRO IS STRUGGLING TO MATERIALIZE RIGHT NOW
Shermy Simon is cute
PRISMO!!!!
I just keep wondering where all of this is going
oh fuck the book failed
LSP NOOO
EPSIODE 9 ENDS LIKE THAT WHAT THE FUCK
literally one last episode and then its over. What. I'm scared
Guys. I think we are fucked. I dunno though.
Oooo animation is cool
This is neat but what is actually occuring right now
CHOOSE GOOSE!????
WAIT PAWN SWAN???
"get outta here!" Omg
THE MIDDLE FINGER??? OKAY
Simonshermy maybe we should just go visit BMO and see if he has the crown. That seems more plausible than whatever we're doing here.
WHAT IS GOING ON. WHY ARE YOU PUKING BLUE.
"he's hot" Marshall. There are bigger things to worry about but also valid
Scarab petty as hell but we've known that
aw perry is neat
NO PERRY
"our post office! That was our oldest building" FIONNA stop this I'm going to tear up
"go cake!" "Love you, fi!" GUYS THEYRE ADORABLE
Nova and Casper are obviously Simon and Betty parallels somehow. I feel it.
I knew it. Which will you choose.
Oh my god. Simon is having a realization.
"Nova was obsessed with Casper" "but I thought they were in love" "they were! But it wasn't exactly on equal footing." Oh my god everyone shut up while I cry for three billion years.
Oh no. Simon will do something. What is he going to do Im scared.
Bye ash. Also fuck ash in all universes
Gary. Bruh
MARSHALL NOW IS NOT THE TIME!!!!
Simon please bro don't do anything too extreme I'm scared he'll kill himself high-key
I WILL START SOBBING. NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN
I don't even know what to say anymore. Fionna and cake about to get vaporized
SIMON FUCKING BANSHEE SCREECHING. THE ONLY THING THAT GETS THIS GUY FIRED UP HIS IS BABIES GETTING MESSED WITH HIS BABIES BEING FINN FIONNA OR MARCELINE
so does this count as a golbetty wish or a Prismo wish
SCARAB WHAT THE FUCK
VAMPIRE WORLD FINN!!!
GIANT BUFF FIONNA LETS GOOOO
Simon getting actual therapy yes
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bibimbinge · 1 year ago
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top 5 bl heartbreaking moments (yes im going thru it askfg)
MY OH MY WHERE SHOULD I BEGIN!!!
maybe I should start here
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its the combination of great writing, great acting and great cinematography that made me feel shocks of electricity in my veins cause of how much I was so emotionally impacted by this moment. How Pran was so painfully in love with Pat and knowing that Pat finally feels the exact same but also.. he can’t. He can like anyone in the world. He knows his mum doesnt have a problem with him being gay.. just not Pat. It pains him so much that out of everyone he’d ever known and met, the one person he actually wants, who also wants him too, is the one person that would break his mums heart and trust. The clear need and relief in Pat’s eyes meeting Pran eyes that are filled with want and pain and hesitancy… just.. OH I was sobbing.
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man… maaaaaaaaannnnnn!!!!!!!! No words were said the entire scene (at least thats how I remember it) and it was just Oh Aew in his room. Excellent acting and direction. You can feel how sad and heartbroken he was to be in his own body at that moment. it was just so SO painful and heartbreaking to see a baby gay clawing at himself and curl up and cry… like he was questioning himself, would Teh have hesitated is he was a girl instead..?
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is it cheating if I added another Oh Aew moment…. NOPE. After catching Teh and whats his name kissing, he gave Teh a chance to explain himself… but he lied. HE FUCKING LIED!!!!! I wouldve said their breakup is the most heartbreaking moment (cause it was brutal) but the soul shattering moment is when Teh lied about where he was and Oh Aew just wasnt having it. PP is an amazing actor and I need him to come back to acting (which im pretty sure he will next year) cause his eyes.. you just.. UGH! I can’t.
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i couldnt find the exact gif so here's Uea being heartbreakingly pretty
Uea’s memory of when his stepdad assaulted him.. when I tell you I love bed friend I mean I !! LOVE!! BED FRIEND!!! When we how his mum abused him when he was younger, I was so SO angry and upset and like I wanted to crawl into my screen so that I can give him a good hug and smack that bitch of a woman.. but I’m listing down the assault moment as my answer because it was hard to watch that happen to someone.
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and the last and wort one because it was heartbreaking, upsetting and super unnecessary.. Make Our Days Count… first of all FUCK YYYOOOOUUUUUUUU what the FUCK!!! All that growth, all that pain, all the family challanges and overcoming self hate and internatilsed homophobia MEANT NOTHING!!! I don’t have to type out the exact scene but.. I remember watching it while it was ongoing so that finale was something I was looking forward to for WEEKS. I’d say the aftermath was actually more heartbreaking than the accident. Hao Ting who grew so much as a person, learned to be open about his feelings and became someone full of love and life turn into a person whos stuck grieving over the love of his life who isn’t technically dead but isn’re there anymore. What else can I say other than I was sobbing so much, its the only BL that I’ve had to actually call someone for comfort cause it hurt me so much.
HOW DARE YOU TAKE THIS SHINING ADORABLE HAO TING AND XI GU FROM ME YOU BASTARDS (writers)
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ASK MY TOP 5 BL ANYTHING ✨
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l0zergirl · 2 years ago
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cosmp random bullshit coz i am bored of not doing anything canonically
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squoop was having a "spring cleaning" moment, which basically means for the first time in months she remembered that she actually has to be a functional adult and tidy her house. scrubbing her wood floors on her hands and knees like she was trying to turn it into diamond. once she had finished dusting the kitchen, and organising her chests, she moved onto lucas' room.
now, going and cleaning her teenage sons room while he wasnt there did feel a little intrusive, but the layer of dust on the shelves was borderline criminal. sighing and fluttering haphazardly onto the shelving, she covered her mouth as plumes of thick dust were disturbed by her feather-duster. coughing slightly, she scanned the room for more things that needed some TLC.
heres a fun fact about Squooples son, Lucas. (this is relevant i promise) he loves to leave little notes on his walls, his thoughts, messages for squoop, happenings in his own little world. And squoop LOVES IT she finds it so adorable.
She ran her eyes around the signs, remembering most of them, frowning at some, smiling at others. But she noticed two newer, much less dust-coated signs.
"oh, mama, the boy i met at the bar... he was so..."
squoop raised an eyebrow. the bar..?? why the hell was lucas at the bar?? do people not enforce the law in this place? doesnt matter. she then brought her attention to the second one, next to his bed.
"He's the boy of my dreams, mama, I'm telling you."
her eyes widened. OHHH MYYY GOD MY BABY HAS A CRUSH!!!! or maybe a boyfriend.. lucas would tell me,, right? oh that doesnt matter!! oh mon dieu... she placed her hands to her chest pridefully, and beamed at nobody. she sighed and muttered to herself; "they grow up so fast" and dramatically pretended to wipe a tear from her eye.
she then completely forgot to continue to clean the house, and skipped proudly to tell oggy and marla the wonderful news.
hahahhaha gay ass (points at lucas)
mentioned: @f-lvke , @solivagents and @ogonbog
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thegeminisage · 1 year ago
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it's tng update time.
we did. and you know this. because i made. i counted. 18 posts about it. "half a life." and of course: "the host" (honorific).
half a life: part of what makes the ep after this so wonderful is that THIS episode was so genuinely upsetting. it was a huge bummer. it was awful. the only fucking episode lwaxana troi has been in that cathy actually watched and she had a valid character arc. i was furious. and then we got into it and i was like. oh.
first of all, kudos to charles winchester from mash for being here. cathy caught a 4077 ref that i missed bc i wasnt paying attention. i cant believe he was gay when he did this
secondly. the fucking. ethical implications of. people who are infirm should be dead for their children's sake and for their own sake. like it's better to be dead than in a nursing home. when you're 60 time's up. parents care for their children so children should care for their parents. your aging parents are mortal and they'll die one day. your daughter wants you to kill yourself. you want to die and can't wait to kill yourself. you don't want to live and then you do want to live but you still have to kill yourself. you're 60. you're 60. YOUR DAUGHTER WANTS YOU TO KILL YOURSELF. when she is 60 your daughter WILL ALSO KILL HERSELF.
i think the most fucked up part of this was that lwaxana ruined him. she meant well, and for once i saw her point and her arguments as totally valid (i usually think she's horrible), it was like maybe the only semi-selfless thing she's ever done aside from the ferengi business we will not be discussing. but she ruined him. when he was fine with dying and he had to die, fine and whatever. when he wanted to live?? no longer fine. if he lives his people will hate him forever. his daughter will regret him living because he can't be laid to rest in the family plot. because he can't die with his friends and family surrounding him. but he's 60. people live to be well over a hundred in the star trek universe, other aliens live even longer. he's SIXTY. he's healthy. he has work to do. a planet to save. and he's gonna die knowing his work meant nothing and his planet might die and his grandson may have nowhere to grow up. live or die, he will be miserable either way, just because he was introduced to a different way of life. it's SO fucked up
i think i had more to say about this after it ended but i have clean forgotten all of it. like it's been blasted out of my memory which is probably for the best. the short version is, i am living at home taking care of my mother who turned 58 three days ago. i didn't need any of that.
but then.
But Then.
the host: what can i possibly. i mean. the sheer. the fucking
like the fucking MOOD WHIPLASH alone
i had heard of this episode years ago. so i knew beverly's bf was a parasite and he eventually jumped into a woman and i was made to believe she was super homophobic about it. i was prepared to look completely past all of this and enjoy not-quite-gay SUBTEXT. i was NOT prepared for ANY of the rest of it
to get this out of the way: as i said, though i miss wesley very much (ask catherine i say so like every episode) it's so fortunate that he was not here. i think bev finally hit menopause because her horny levels were CRITICALLY off the charts and this whole debacle would have been so awkward for him. i'm glad he sent her a letter god bless i'm so glad he's fine wherever he is
the BABY BUMP THIS GUY HAD. this i was not expecting. i didn't know we were doing pregnant men in this episode. i figured the entire episode would be about beverly being like "this is weird cuz idw fuck you now that you're a woman" i had no idea his ass would jump into RIKER
riker did amazing bg work in this ep too before he got to star. he gave beverly and her bf some KNOWING looks. at one point the following exchange was uttered: "HE knows they're fucking." "yeah he wishes it was him." apollo and the dodgeball.....
the fact that after that i literally did have the thought "yeah except he'd never fuck beverly. she's one of the few people who are off limits." lisa simpson dot jpg
and then riker's pregnancy, what can one say. beverly put a little worm in his body. i'm only sad we didn't get to see the baby bump because that would have been extremely funny
i spent the whole ep thinking no way can beverly fuck riker. they have to work together. she has to look him in the eye after this. AND THEN THEY DID.
like it's so insane. it's not even that i dislike the concept because the fallout could lead to some extremely meaty interpersonal drama except for the fact that star trek generally isn't about interpersonal drama and we didn't see riker again after he got possessed. we didn't get one word from him. the silence seems so calculated so as to avoid having to write his reaction. BUT I WANTED HIS REACTION. will he not tell us how it feels to be possessed and pregnant and FUCKING BEVERLY CRUSHER? genuinely this is the first time i've been tempted to look up tng fic. someone tell me there is fic
also, like, he only had 18 hours until he got a new body. she could have waited to fuck the new guy if she felt weird about it being riker. SHE didn't know the knew guy was gonna be a woman. like it had to be menopause
the fact that deanna condoned this, even suggested it, is INSANE. not only because she didn't consider riker's ability, or lack of ability, to consent, but because THAT'S HER BOYFRIEND. quasi-boyfriend. sometimes exes sometimes fwb. like it's NUTS.
their discussion was so wild too. like "what do i miss...his hands, his mouth...no, there was more than that" girl they were 5 more minutes away from discovering the split attraction model. actually i don't even normally like the split attraction model but this episode made me like it a little more. growth <3
actually on that subject quasi-exes are weirdly chill with each other on this show. picard and beverly are kinda dating and kinda not, the same way deanna and riker kind of are and kind of aren't. and picard is like...beverly whatever else i am to you i'm also your friend and i know this fucking sucks. do you want a hug. like that is SO chill and cool of him. and ik they probably do this bc they don't want to have to maintain character development but it winds up accidentally feeling really refreshing
anyway: The Woman
i can't believe that beverly can fuck riker, her "sort of "brother," but not this hot blonde lady. and i know it's because they can't be gay but ACTUALLY
i was SHOCKED that gender didn't come into it at all. like yes it was the elephant in the room but nowhere in beverly's dialogue did she say she couldn't do this because odan was a woman now. copypasting:
"Perhaps it is a human failing, but we are not accustomed to these kinds of changes. I can't keep up. How long will you have this host? What would the next one be? I can't live with that kind of uncertainty. Perhaps, someday, our ability to love won't be so limited."
NONE OF THAT MENTIONS GENDER. none!!! the only part that could be interpreted as a gender thing was when beverly said bring HIM in, and was smiling bc she was about to meet the new version of her bf, only for her smile to drop when she encountered a woman. you could sort of read it as "a woman will be even weirder than riker and i just don't have it in me to go through that acclimation process again" BUT LIKE. like she's CHOOSING not to. not that she couldn't eventually adjust. to a woman. beverly just found out she's bisexual fr
like the wrist kiss was SO SENSUAL. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. i can't believe they let two women do that on tv in 1991. holy shit. AND!!! they said i love you to each other. i did quite literally stand up out of my seat. it feels very progressive considering when it was written
and like it's a shame this was in the same episode where riker gets knocked up bc that distracted from the entire gay thing. i WISH the whole episode had been odan in a woman's body and riker had had his own episode to do all of that in later. like it would've been incredible. sexuality is fluid <3
anyway. wow. next time: "the mind's eye" and "in theory," two episodes i already feel sorry for because they will Never live up to all of that.
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xumoonhao · 2 years ago
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okay. genuinely i am SO pleasantly surprised by queer as folk omg... went in expecting Nothing bc its by peacock and nbc so like </3 but it was really good! the acting was quite good overall, i think the chemistry between everyone (friendship & relationship wise) was pretty believable, the representation was so SO nice (especially compared to the original, which was absolutely abysmal. my god.) and felt Genuinely like a realistic portrayal of the lgbtq+ community without feeling like characters were thrown in just for inclusion, yknow what i mean?? like, they all feel like people, not just markers to point at and say 'look! the show is inclusive!' which a lot of shows (even gay-centered shows) do. and i do also like the nods to the original series, though there are some things i wish they didnt do. love that babylon is still the club, i enjoy the way it brought back the story line of brian + melanie & lindsey by way of brodie + ruthie & her partner (i do not remember the nonbinary lesbians name i am So sorry) and how justin naming the baby in the original series was reflected in mingus (maybe) naming the twins here, but i dont like that the fact that brodie & mingus seem to have the same age gap as brian and justin. like it wouldnt be so hard to have mingus be an adult. why is he 17 it makes no SENSE i was yelling at my computer screen like why. why bring that aspect back!!! that was such an issue the first time around omggggggg 😭😭😭 like if that wasnt a thing i would be a-okay with most of the show but literally. why. why do that
overall tho i think it was a good reboot and kept the spirit of the original series while still making it new and improving upon some things. really sad tho!!! def cried at some points :(((
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