milovanlisaev

[glitchedcosmos]

appreciate her before I take here away forever

[warblogs17282]

What Blitz saw with Stolas vs what WE saw with Stolas.

Just seeing all of these from Blitz's eyes, it makes all of these scenes hit SO much harder. God this shit is making me emotional.

[demigoddessqueens]

Moxxie was down bad horrendously ill since the beginning

[gayowlboy]

poor guy

[tealvenetianmask]

The "old movies" of Blitz's traumatic memories went by really fast, so I slowed it down to .25 and watched it frame by frame to see what I could find. Here are the frames I found interesting.

The necklace. It's confirmed that this is the same one that his mother wore, and he found it in the fire. Maybe it fell off while she tried to escape the flames? We also see how it haunts him when her eyeball turns into it in his hallucination.

Cash throwing a hard fucking smack. Maybe after the fire? It kind of follows narratively, but I couldn't get much from the background. Or maybe it's earlier? Either way, our theories that Cash was physically abusive are confirmed. Fuck him.

Two cute M&M moments. I've felt for a while that when they got together it really messed with Blitz's world. The second one looks familiar. Is it from Exes and Oh's right before he hugs them and acts invasive about Chaz? Either way, his hands are reached out. He feels like a third wheel since they became a couple. So it seems like a lot of his creepy behavior comes down to feeling abandoned by his friends and trying to SOMEHOW be close to them in the only way he knows how to do so safely (being sexual and joking).

This moment with Loona at the end of Seeing Stars. The rage in her face. This was played for laughs mostly (Loona refusing the hug and kicking him in the balls) but maybe it was actually hurtful? Seems like it stuck with him. Seems like he fears that Loona actually resents him (so these two need a talk too eeek).

Barbie. Yepppppp. I can't decide whether this is in Unhappy Campers or from an earlier time.

ALL the Stolas moments. Is it reading into it too much to notice that in all of the moments before Blitz raged in The Full Moon, Stolas is looking at him, and in all of the moments after, he's looking away? Regardless, these are all really upsetting moments for Blitz. And the sheer number of them says something about how fresh and painful the breakup still is for him. HOPING they reunite and make some progress on this next episode. :(

I love the role that Blitz's HANDS play in these glimpses into his traumatic moments. He's never touching anyone, and often reaching or pulling back, or touching an object instead. He has so much love in him, and he's so lonely.

Updates, for anyone who's seeing this from the original post. Thanks to those who pointed these out.

Blitz's hands are burned when Cash smacks him, so it's from after the fire.

The M&M moments are from Murder Family and Truth Seekers.

[geekgirles]

Me:

[laz-kay]

Shut up I’m obsessed with the besties😭

[majosullivan]

What fumbling Stolas of the Ars Goetia does to a man

[angelshizuka]

From Blitz's perspective it looks even more like a big romantic gesture straight out of a romcom than it already did, but that's what made it so unbelievable to him.

Also, I assume it was left out intentionally, but the Grimoire is completely missing in Blitz's memory of this moment.

[petitprincess1]

Infestor demons being a part of the Envy Ring makes so much more sense as to how Glim and Glam were able to get into Fizz's head. Seems like ppl in Envy know how you fuck with people's minds, which makes me incredibly curious about Levi.

[anemicjellyfish]

Blitzø thinks phantom is spelled with an F

I love him so much omg

[tranquil-slaughterhouse]

[warblogs17282]

You don't understand HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME THAT BLITZ ADMITTED THIS. HE JUST STRAIGHT UP BASICALLY ADMITTED TO MILLIE THAT HE HAD ACTUAL FEELINGS FOR STOLAS.

[daddyhoothoot]

Oh Blitzø 💔

[cozyjester]

romantic shipping is OUT, entire episodes about the power of friendship are IN

[sadhornydemons]