#which made me think of superfruit

[ashercries23]

which marauders character has been chronically online since far too young (in a modern au ofc)? pls tell me your thoughts it’s very important to me. it can be any flavor of chronically online BUT in my head i’m thinking of like YouTube chronically online. Jenna Marbles, Troye Sivan (bonus for troyler/tronner), O2L, SuperFruit, Dan & Phil, etc etc. rb with any specifications

[capricorndevil15]

Our Wonderland Themesongs Masterpost or Whatever

Out of excitement for the Our Wonderland finale (which is coming out next month!), I've written an incredibly long post sharing one song I associate with each of the main 4 characters (and also Cecil is there), as well as songs for my favorite ships. Come imagine AMVs with me, under the cut!~

To start off, a song that I associate broadly with the plot of OW is Leopard by Jack Stauber. For most of the other songs, I'll pick out certain lyrics to highlight/site my sources lol, but with this one I'd prefer not to because all of the lyrics are The Lyrics. Every time we change, it's a game, okay? Cool.

Characters

🥩Iggy: Devil Town- Bright Eyes (x)

All my friends were vampires Didn't know they were vampires Turns out I was a vampire myself

🚬Genzou: Getchoo- Weezer (x)

I can't believe What you've done to me What I did to them You've done to me

🍷Orlam: I made an entire Orlam playlist, but don't worry. I always have more. Today I'm assigning him,

Shake The Disease- Depeche Mode (x)

You know how hard it is for me to shake the disease That takes hold of my tongue in situations like these Understand me

✂️Gidget: Touch Up- Mother Mother (x)

I forget that I can remember when I was young climbing up fences Scraping my knees, dirt on my cheeks Not one makeover queen bone in me

🔪Cecil: Genie In A Bottle- Billy Cobb (x)

I have no tangible explanation for this one. You'll either get it or you won't and that's okay. 👍🏻

No songs for Bucks or Hunar yet because I need to know more about them first. I've heard the finale is pretty Bucks-centric, so I can't wait 2 play!

My fave ships

💙💚 Iggy/Genzou: Run-Around- Blues Traveler (x)

But I want more than a touch, I want you to reach me And show me all the things no one else can see So what you feel becomes mine as well And soon if we're lucky we'd be unable to tell What's yours and mine, the fishing's fine And it doesn't have to rhyme, so don't you feed me a line!

💙🧡 Iggy/Orlam: Funky- Royal Treatment Plant (x)

I should be over this No time for playing games with little wicked boys

💙💔💜 Iggy/Gidget: COWARD 2 COWARD- Ada Rook (x)

I will become whatever you think of me I will be nothingness or disgusting dreams Idol or target, anything in between Falling forever, witnessed by nobody

🧡🖤 Orlam/Cecil: Somethin' Stupid- Lola Marsh (x)

I know I stand in line until you think you have the time To spend an evening with me And if we go some place to dance, I know that there's a chance You won't be leaving with me Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place And have a drink or two And then I go and spoil it all By saying somethin' stupid like, "I love you"

🧡💜 Orlam/Gidget: Pure Morning- Placebo (x)

A friend in need's a friend indeed A friend who'll tease is better Our thoughts compressed, which makes us blessed And makes for stormy weather

💜🖤 Gidget/Cecil: Guy.exe- Superfruit (x)

In lieu of cherry-picking specific lyrics I just want 2 say that the AMV in my mind is exquisite. In pursuit of the Guy (with help from Cecil), Gidget becomes the Guy. Do u understand.

💜🖤🧡 Gidget/Cecil/Orlam: Sideways- Carly Rae Jepsen (x)

Everything's goin' my way And I like to get my way Even when things go sideways Rainin' on my parade I get all my confidence from you

Lovecats- The Cure (x)

We should have each other to tea, We should have each other with cream Then curl up in the fire and sleep for a while It's the grooviest thing, it's the perfect dream

(They get two songs because...I said so. ❤️)

💔⚰️ Orlam/Genzou: Suedehead- Morrissey (x)

You had to sneak into my room Just to read my diary It was just to see, just to see All the things you knew I'd written about you

And that's the end! If u want to share your favorite ships or songs you associate with anybody, I'd love to hear them too!

[moonlit--wonders]

it was....a gay

You asked for it! I was going to make a serious version and a silly version but then I did not. So SOME of the serious songs made this playlist. Good luck figuring out which ones!

Link to Playlist

My Whole Family... // Bo Burnham

There! Right There! // Legally Blonde The Musical

All The Things She Said // t.A.T.u

He Likes Boys // Simone Battle

Gay Boyfriend // The Hazzards

Gettin' Bi // Crazy Ex-Girlfriend

Girls in Bikinis // Poppy

Born This Way // Lady Gaga

I Kissed A Girl // Katy Perry

GUY.exe // Superfruit

Boyfriend // Dove Cameron

we fell in love in october // girl in red

You Need To Calm Down // Taylor Swift

send me the title for a playlist and i’ll pick 5-10 songs that i think would be in that playlist! Whoops this one was way over 10

[just-some-random-blogger]

Half Of My Heart

Seventeen Kim Mingyu x Reader + Jeon Wonwoo x Reader Summary: After a messy break up with your longtime lover, you find yourself in the company of your first love. Word Count: 6k+ Warnings: CEO AU, social elite au, break ups, crying, running away, enemies to lovers? HAHAH jk it's lovers to enemies, exes, much baggage, angst, fluff, screaming, typos, etc.

A/N: I literally made a whole fic but it got TOO long so ive decided to do a whole other fic for this rec thats simpler. The story is loosely inspired by the song, which the title is derived from.

THIS IS STILL SO LONG ASHLFJ BUT I HOPE NONNIE DOESNT MIND THE TAKE I HAD ON THE REQUEST

Listen to Guy.exe by Superfruit + Half Of My Heart by John Mayer & Taylor Swift

Don't you just hate having to hear your ex's name? When your friends mention it? When you have to see him?

Well, imagine how I feel having to see the loser on a billboard every morning because you live in a high-rise in the middle of the city.

Or better yet imagine how I feel when, even though I'm so far away from him, he's somehow always looming in the back of everything because whether or not I like it, he's part of my world.

I mean, don't you just hate it when your ex gets featured on a the same magazine you're featured on? When your business partners sing his name praises? When other women swoon over him? When other men want to be him?

Or how about how he got features in 30 under 30 and you didn't?

Well that's what being in my world is, what him being in my world is.

And I hate it.

Abhor it.

These three sharp syllables that cut through my ears and make them bleed. Jeon. Won. Woo.

I shudder to think of him any more than I need to. And what I need to is not think of him...

…especially when it's the smallest of things reminds me of the time which I loved him.

It was Jeon Wonwoo that got me into coffee. Growing up, my grandmother raised everyone of us to have a refined palette for tea. She claimed there was no better drink, because it was appropriate for every event. But one day, Wonwoo takes me to this spontaneous trip to a coffee plantation in the Philippines that his cousin owned and made me taste what true coffee tasted like. From then on, he groomed me to be a connoisseur of the drink and I became dependent.

It was Jeon Wonwoo that made me truly like art. It had always been around growing up. Picassos, Monéts, Rembrandts, these and those, I never really cared for it. In fact, I found my patience get worn thin over art, since my father would take to me auction after auction and for what? It was Wonwoo that took me to an exclusive underground show in Nicaragua and explained to me with a glimmer in his eyes that art kept him alive.

He sounded like a lunatic at first, not going to lie, but his train of thoughts were profound and genuine that even a mountain would be moved. From then on, it became a hobby of mine to go to museums and learn about art history.

It was Jeon Wonwoo that made me appreciate the veins on my feet and hands. My mother would always point out how I had such prominent veins in my hands and although in her mind she would reminisce about how I was born like that, indicating how she found it somehow adorable, my grandmother would always wonder out loud how I could have such veiny hands when I didn't even do the chores, comparing me to the maids.

I happened to love our maids, since they have never been anything but kind to me, but I was lead to believe it was wrong and somehow my fault to have such a feature. It was Wonwoo who looked at me with knit brows and agreed, "what wrong with maids? I love my mine." He then took my hands and kissed them pressing them against his chest, "your hands are capable of so much. How could they ever be ugly?"

From then on, I loved my hands... and more parts about myself.

And in these moments I slip and look at the sky, remembering how I laughed with him over the shapes of the clouds, or hear a song and smile, only to wipe it off, remembering the reason, or rather, the person who got me to like it.

These moments hurt more than when I tell my publicist that I will only do a talk if none of the other speakers are him or any of his friends that remind me of him, much more than the times I've avoided parties where I am certain as day that he'll be there laughing with his those said friends.

But I guess there has been a little bit of good in actively avoiding that human trash can. Had I not turned down an event invitation where he'd have been awarded Mr. Up-&-Coming or whatever-the-shit, I wouldn't have been able to take a look at this partnership deal with a honey farm in the countryside.

And I would have never met my first love like out of a rom-com.

He shakes his head, his grin ear-to-ear, his chuckle loud and rich, then gives me a raised brow, "that's absolute bullshit."

I audibly gasp and break out into laughter, "no! I'm serious. I asked you out like 4 times and you unwittingly tore me to shreds each time."

We were going down a warehouse as we relived our high school lives.

He was exactly the same. His laugh made my stomach swirl, and his mischievous expression that would appear half of the time kept my heart racing.

Yes, our batch's golden retriever, Kim Mingyu, was just as bright as he was all those years ago... except he was a hundred-- a thousand times more confident, and, like, crazy tall and buff. Alright, buff was a stretch, since I had no proof... but I did have imagination.

I was glad that I felt like wearing a dress to this meeting, although I normally decide against wearing skirts on farms.

I felt like a total femme fatale in boots and a floral, flowing dress, completely complementing Mingyu's extremely boyish getup in boots as well and a sweater and overalls.

Mingyu halts and turns to me scoffing in a mix of astonishment and amusement, "I rejected you?"

I chuckle nervously when he steps forward with his hands on his hips. He licks his teeth through his small grin and tilts his head in challenge.

I exaggeratedly pout and raise my nose, "you did. I think I would remember that."

"Well, as it seems I remember things completely differently," he crosses his arms, "because had I not been a lovesick and oblivious teenager, I would have realized my crush asked me out four times and I'd even maybe asked her out."

I am stunned for a long moment.

Mingyu is entirely pleased.

"You said what now?" I mutter, absolutely dumbfounded, which apparently was enough to make him cackle.

The severity of his laughter was borderline disrespectful, and had it been anyone else, I would not have reacted the way I did. But it was Kim Mingyu who played croquet and football and tennis and literally any sport you could think of, and pulled flowers from the garden to give them to me, only then to get into trouble for it later.

It was Kin Mingyu who would do impressions of the teachers and bought me cupcakes on my period because he had four older sisters and felt for them.

It was Kim Mingyu that was so rich he made us believe his original ancestor was a pirate and we all genuinely believed that's how his family got wealthy.

It was him, and I hadn't laughed like this in so long.

And that's how I reacted, I laughed, hands on my stomach, which was loaded with butterflies.

Once we both calmed down, he wipes a tear and knocks my breath out by saying, "you're absolutely adorable. It's like I'm back in high school."

I giggle like the inner school girl in me wants me to, "my thoughts exactly."

He nods and straightens his posture, "you know, I would love to take you out sometime. We can catch up, and I can show you around town."

I choke on my heart and bite on its wounds in the process. As much as it excited me, it was not the right time, and unfortunately, not even for Kim Mingyu.

It seems my deflation is apparent because he visibly stiffens after that.

I offer what's left of the chirpiness I had in me in a smile, "actually," I hum and take in a breath, "the truth is..." I look away aimlessly, "I just got out of a really messy break-up and I'd love to catch up with you," I turn back and give another smile, "but that's it."

Mingyu nods curtly and raises his hands, "copy clear, captain," he then raises a pinkie, "I promise."

In that moment, I felt like was on our field trip to an amusement park pinkie promising to Mingyu that I won't tell he bought cotton candy if he gives me some and he won't tell that I bought popcorn if I give him some.

So not only did I get a partnership that day, but I shared a warm meal with great company. For the first time, I was so enamored by him that I didn't think of anything else, work, time, just him.

I realized how much of a cog he was in my machine routine.

Mingyu was somehow both a very real breath of fresh air, considering he took me around the countryside, and a refresher in my life of sourness and cynicism.

I realized all the aggravating days I had were coiled tightly within nearly almost 5 months. It felt shocking to me in that my worse heartache felt both so long ago, and not long at all.

And as much as I knew I shouldn't, I so eagerly welcomed his company, his flirtatious remarks, his kind gestures, his gentle touches.

He made me...

"Happy," Minghao sucked in a breath, "you look too happy and it's killing the vibe."

I roll my eyes and laugh, "only you, Minghao, would say that to me."

"Why?" he stands from crouched position and waves his camera, "you're really out here acting like it wasn't I that listened to you cry days on end and bought you ice cream," he make a disgusted look, "and anyway, we're doing an editorial spread. I'm the boss and your expression is about to get you fired."

I give him a look and point a finger, "and you're out here acting like you didn't beg me to be your model for this."

He shrugs, looking through his camera roll, "you're a good model."

I scoff out a chuckle.

Minghao slowly turns to me and raises his brows, "when you're head's not empty and left with raunchy images of Kim Mingyu."

"Ya-"

"Don't act like you don't know about his shirtless spread. Everyone who knows Kim Mingyu knows he has a six-pack and a whole magazine issue to back it up," he shakes his head in uninterest. He then waves his hands around rapidly, "now quickly, before I tell on your ass."

"Tell what?"

We both turn to Mingyu who had come jogging into the set with some coffee in a paper carrier. Minghao gives a blank look and turns from me to Mingyu, "your girlfriend is ruining my work."

I nearly think of shaking off the meticulously styled clothes on me in spite. I grunt, "Minghao."

Mingyu chuckles, "she's not my girlfriend."

Minghao only gets his coffee then continues looking through his camera roll.

For a moment, he continues on with this and we are left in a silence filled with ambient sound. Mingyu then takes this as an opportunity to turn to me and mouth, "are you good?"

I return the smile he has and nod, "I'm hungry though."

He nods back, "we should eat later."

I nod back.

Minghao suddenly gasps.

"What?" I ask.

Minghao turns to me and raises his coffee, "I actually got some decent shots." He then turns to Mingyu and says, "you two can leave now."

I sigh, "Thanks."

I walk off and am met by the stylists. They quickly assist me back into my clothes.

"Are you sure you don't want to do a feature, Mingyu? Last call," Minghao asks.

Mingyu purses his lips into a soft smile, "I'm good. My family would freak out if I ever do another another magazine feature. They thought I was dealing with the porn industry when I did my debut."

Minghao's eyes widen, "that's on you though."

Mingyu chuckles, "true."

Once I was done and back in my normal clothes. I find Mingyu was in surrounded by a almost all the staff members, making them fall into a chorus of laughs. Even Minghao was fully amused at this point.

He had always been like that, the center of the room, the life of the party. It seems to have only strengthened throughout the years.

I smile to myself and make my way towards them. Immediately after spotting me, we say our goodbyes and head to lunch.

Mingyu drives us, and on our way, we make small talk about how it took him a while to find the set location because of how absurd it was.

We wind up in a quiet restaurant. Upon getting a seat at a spot by the window, Mingyu asks, "do you normally model?"

I shake my head, "only for Minghao."

He hums, "he must be special," then takes calls for a waiter.

"He's my best friend."

Mingyu places a hand on his chest and smirks, "I would like to be your best friend too."

I snort, "get in line, pal."

After ordering, I confirm that Minghao owns the magazine he's making the editorial for.

"Is that it?" he asks, and I clearly understand what he means.

I nod, "well, he does do art galleries here and there. His family owns a Shanghai newspaper and a bunch of other printing presses."

"Ah," he nods, "okay. He wouldn't happen to be Xu Minghao, would he."

I chuckle, "well that he is."

Mingyu smiles, "yeah. I help my dad on a business trip to China once. I think I met his dad or maybe his uncle that day."

"Well, are you going to get a partnership with his company?"

He looks at me with a raised brow then snorts, "what would my honey company want with a fashion magazine?"

I shrug, "you tell me, honey."

Mingyu exaggerates a shudder, "oh dang, I think I died for a second."

"You're so much worse with your puns though!"

"Except," he makes a face, "I actually pull them off, keep up."

The next thing I knew, I was spending every weekend with Mingyu in the countryside on his honey farm. Of course, I began to wonder why he wasn't stationed in the city, and after a few tries and a few phony answers, I decided to leave it at that.

Some times he would drive to the city just to have lunch or dinner with me, and these times, I would just be thankful for his company and not read in too deep as to why he kept going back and forth when I knew for a fact his family had a lot of property in Seoul.

It seems I would find out from his father himself because as he was leaving the restaurant, we were just about to it for some lunch.

"Fuck," Mingyu whispers from beside me.

"Mingyu-ya," Mr. Kim calls before getting into his car.

We walk toward his father. "Yes, father," he after I greet him.

Mr. Kim turns from me with a smile, to his son, "you're dating the daughter o-"

"We're not dating."

His father's face stiffens a fraction. He clears his throat, "how is your honey company?"

"Good."

His father raises a brow then nods, "good. I would have you forced home if I found out your business failed after you home left without notice."

His father does some more small talk, particularly towards me, asking what I do and how we know each other.

I answer them as simple as possible, saying I'm talking care of part of my families business and that we knew each other from high school.

He seemed satisfied with and told us to eat well before getting in his car and driving off, or rather having his chauffeur drive him off. He seemed keen on knowing exactly what we were here for, but we both brushed it off.

Mingyu gives me a guilty look, "I'm so sor-"

"It's alright. It's no one's fault," I chuckle, "and... at this point, I'm used to it."

It was there Mingyu told me he left home nothing but a bag, his car, and his savings and started a honey business in the countryside. From the looks of it, he was upset with his father, so I didn't really need to ask why he up and left.

I knew that well. Had I not been genuinely interested in our family business, I'd have done that too. Family can be really tough.

And besides, I've also received my fair share of interrogations , though, it was usually my own parents that were overbearing in this sense.

Don't get me wrong, I have been interrogated by other's parents before, but it was my own that really made me anxious with all the questioning. Whenever I would bring someone over, especially if it was a boy, they would interrogate them so passive-aggressively that I stopped bringing friends altogether.

And for the first time in this month I've been hanging out with Mingyu, I remember distinctly a memory of Wonwoo. It was when he met my parents and he was an absolute dream.

He was courteous, well-spoken, and, above all, patient. I had only ever brought one other guy home, and with the disaster that happened with him, I made sure not to do it again unless we were really serious. But Wonwoo actually insisted on meeting my family early on. He did so to formally ask for permission to date me.

It was my grandma that was the chilliest. My father, who was hot-headed, didn't actually mind him at all, but my grandma, she was throwing him attacks here and there.

Wonwoo was completely unfazed through it all though, even though I felt like I was about to die.

It's so strange that that same guy that, in that moment of meeting my family, I was so sure would cherish me wholeheartedly 'til the end was the same one that ended up getting caught with another girl multiple times.

But I guess that's just how life is.

One day, you're crying your eyes out over a low life, wondering how you got here when he was nothing but sweet to you in the first place, the next day you're--

"YA GET DOWN FROM THERE!" Mingyu screams in panic. He jogs over to the tree and looks up at me as my feet swing from the branch I was propped on. "THERE ARE FIRE ANTS ON THAT TREE."

"WHAT?!"

Mingyu raises his hands, "why would you even climb it!?"

"I FELT LIKE RELIVING MY CHILDHOOD!"

"You used to climb trees with fire ants?!"

"I-" I yelp when I feel a bite from my inner thigh. Then another on my arm, then on my nape. I begin to panic. "MINGYU, HELP!?"

He fumbles with his words in disbelief, "JUST GO DOWN THE WAY YOU GOT UP!"

"I CAN'T! OUR MAIDS WOULD USUALLY GET A LADDER FOR ME AFTER FINDING ME."

"What?!?!"

I suddenly find my sleeve is sprawling with ants and I begin squealing as I shake them off.

Mingyu's heart falls, "YA! BE CAREFUL!"

"THERE'S SO MANY ANTS-"

"JUST JUMP!"

"WHAT?"

"JUST JUMP. I'LL CATCH YOU!"

"MIN-"

"I DID CHEERING. I WAS A SINGLE BASE, I CAN CATCH YOU I SWEAR ON MY LIFE."

"I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS BUT MINGYU I'M NOT A SKINNY TEENAGER!"

"Yes, but I'm not about to find out if you can die of a hundred fire ant bites!" he retorts quickly, "besides, it's not that high!"

At this point, I was being bitten even on my stomach and they really fucking hurt. My hands were getting to sweaty, so I just said, "Mingyu, I'm gonna do it, I'm gonna do it."

"Alright! 3, 2, 1-"

Without thinking, I push myself off of the branch and drop down roughly into Mingyu's arms. To be fair to him, he was extremely fit and he was strong enough to get me down without injuring either of us.

In that moment, I felt like I could just stay in his arms. When he propped me down, he turned to me and let out a breath, "you're crazy."

I brush myself off, moving away from him, "and so I've been told."

Too bad his arms weren't strong enough to keep Wonwoo away.

It sucked so much too because it was the first time both Mingyu and I decided to join an event like this in a long time. With me avoiding Wonwoo, and him avoiding his father.

As we made our way into the gallery, finding Minghao and his friend Seokmin in the crowd, we all fall into a long and amusing talk over both the art pieces on display and with everyday things we had in mind, like stocks, trends, supply and demand.

Unfortunately, the next thing I see is Wonwoo a few feet away by a sculpture, entertaining a bunch of people with his thoughts on it.

It was pretty instantaneous. My dejection was apparent and Minghao immediately caught on. He moves to my side and observes the aread. Once he sees what I do, he begins to get pissed.

"Ya," Minghao says, eyeing Wonwoo harshly from afar, "do you want me to go there strongly disagree with his opinions?"

"What?" Mingyu asks, clueless of the conversation we were having.

I turn to Minghao and shake my head, "no, it's fine."

Mingyu gives me a look and I give him a smile, "he's here."

It takes a moment, but when he realizes, Mingyu's face stiffens.

Seokmin tilts his head and gives a confused puppy face, "who's here?"

I can't help but coo at him, thinking just how similar he and Mingyu were. I breath in and out. I smile as I reply, "my ex."

Seokmin is visibly mortified. I chuckle and give him a hand, "it's okay. You didn't know."

Mingyu offers me, "want to get a drink?"

I nod.

It was at this time Wonwoo notices my existence in the party, when I made my way across to the bar gripping Mingyu's arm as if my life depended on it.

Mingyu gets us a bottle of soju and immediately pours me a drink.

"It's okay," he says clicking out shot glasses together, "I'll be with you all night."

I break into a smile, "what if I have to go to the bathroom?"

"Then, I'll be outside waiting," he says, downing his shot. He lets out a breath and adjusts the collar of his shirt, "unless, you want to sneak me in, honey."

I nearly choke on my soju when he says that.

He is thoroughly amused and breaks out into a chorus of laughter.

"I told you to quit calling me honey!"

"I can't help it," he says through his laugh, "it's just so iconic."

Ironically though, it was on our way out of the party that Mingyu had to use the restroom. He swore to be quick, but clearly it wasn't quick enough because Wonwoo's granduncle saw me and began coddling me.

It was clear Mr. Jeon had no idea that his grandnephew and I have not spoken in more than half a year at this point.

How kind of him not to mention that I didn't break up with him for cheating on me.

I was going to keep it to myself, since it was Wonwoo's responsibility to let his family know about this, but when Mr. Jeon began to reminisce about the trip I had with his family and began to encourage me to join them again, I slowly began to lose my temper, especially since he was complimenting Wonwoo too much for my taste.

"Mr. Jeon," I cut in midway then harshly spit out, "I broke up with Wonwoo months ago."

The old man's bright expression doesn't even falter, "I know. I was thinking I could persuade you into getting back with him."

I am at a loss for words.

He continues, "it's just a waste. You and him were perfect."

I couldn't filter my words at this point and just retorted, "that perfect nephew of yours cheated on me."

"Aye, it wasn't like that."

Wasn't like that? WASN'T LIKE THA-

"MR. JEON," a worried voice calls from behind. It was the old man's young assistant. He looked beyond relieved to see him, and just in time too, because I was about to pick a fight with him and was not about to go easy just because he was geriatric .

Right behind him was the snake himself, speeding towards us. Oh have I never detested the look of glasses and a suit so much.

"What? You're letting my grandfather get drunk? You know he has liver problems?"

I break into a dry laugh as Wonwoo turns from me to his granduncle, "As far as I know, I'm not letting anyone do anything because the only person I should care about in this party is me."

His granduncle is escorted away, even though he was adamant on mediating a conversation between me and his devil spawn.

Wonwoo gives me a sick smile, "so you threw your date away then, huh?"

I narrow my eyes at him and place my hands on my hips, "he's a grown-ass adult, he can take care of himself."

"Seems like an excuse to get rid of someone, no?"

I roll my eyes and let out an aggravated laugh, "maybe you should have drank all that alcohol for your uncle, since you have a stick so far up your ass."

"Sorry for the wait," Mingyu comes swooping in, giving me a kiss on the hand.

He turns to Wonwoo and stands behind me, closely, "do you need anything?"

Wonwoo turns to Mingyu, adjusting his glasses, and raises his brows. Mingyu huffs and starts to walk forward.

I turn to Mingyu, "let's go."

I take him by the arm and sigh against him softly. He turns to me and takes my hand in his, "sorry, honey. I said I would be with you all night."

"No, no... it couldn't be helped," I say, feeling dejected as I rest my head on his shoulder.

As Wonwoo watched that, he couldn't help but feel sick to his stomach. How could she move on so fast?

Somehow, Wonwoo's world shifted on its axis, and the radio silence he had from his ex was replaced by 24/7 forecast of you.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I ask unabashedly.

Wonwoo looks at me, changing his glasses to shades. He hangs his reading glasses on his shirt that was unbuttoned at the top, "Me?"

I cross my arms and turn to my assistant, "call security."

"Why? I own this building?" he says flatly.

I scoff, "no you don't. The owner of this building is Yoon Jeonghan."

"Yes, my classmate in college. We bought this building together so it's owned by Yoon Jeonghan and me." he says, placing a hand on his chest.

I turn to my assistant who begins to cower under my gaze, "is this true?"

"Yes. I just didn't tell you because I k-"

I turn around and begin to walk away. My assistant sighs and calls out for me.

I nearly rage when I am pulled back by, not my assistant, but him. I scoff in disbelief and shake him off forcefully, "don't ever touch me again."

Wonwoo pulls away and makes an annoyed face, "were you always this childish?"

"Childish?!"

He leans back, "you clearly need this building since your assistant dared not to tell you about me owning this, but you're letting your emotions get in the way."

"WAH!" I laugh out loud, "are you honestly trying to reprimand me? ME?"

"I'm speaking from a business perspective, this will be good for you."

I honestly feel like I'm about to burst into a million curse words but instead of screaming, I release a breath and laugh. I lower my voice to demand his attention, to make sure he has to listen to me, "I know this building would be good for me. It's why I wanted to buy it in the first place." I step forward, "but the day I buy something my ex wants to readily throw away will be the day I get an apology from the crocodile that cheated on me."

In this moment, Wonwoo looks like he is about to burst. He clenches his jaw and tenses. He can't help but snap, "you really know how to spin a narrative."

"I-" I start with fury but then break into hysteric laughter. I turn around and wave him off, "am leaving."

This encounter made me really snippy later when I met up with Mingyu to get some dinner.

"You know, I think you should stop driving to Seoul just for me," I say not taking my eyes off of my food.

"What? Why are you saying this so suddenly?" he asks in a soft tone.

I turn to him, "it's bad for the environment."

Mingyu knits his brows, "then I can get an apartment here," he replies, blinking at me.

"Why," I turn to him, "would you do that for me?"

"Because I like you."

I stare at him. Feeling no butterflies, no excitement, no feelings.

He sighs and pours me a drink, "wah, that four eyed punk ruined everything."

"Mingyu."

He looks at me, breaking into a chuckle, "mm?"

"I-"

"Wait, I don't expect anything for you, okay. I just wanted you to know."

"- like you too."

Mingyu looks at me, dumbfounded.

I shake my head, "but it still hurts... so much."

He nods, breaking into a comforting smile, "of course it does. You've always loved with your whole heart."

My whole heart. My stupid heart who's so angered by the sight of him is still torn up by the idea of him.

It's absolutely repulsive how the universe plays games on you like you're just a piece in a macabre board game. The same night I came back home from my dinner with Mingyu, I get a reminder notification that during the weeked, I had to attend the outreach I volunteered for, an outreach Wonwoo and I planned to serve together in.

What makes me want to throw myself out into the street is the fact that I really loved this nonprofit that helps orphaned children. I can't possibly not show up.

It seems Wonwoo was thinking the same thing because he was there even earlier than me, already playing with the kids.

That was supposed to be my tactic, play with the children and talk to no one else unless absolutely necessary. But I couldn't do that unless I wanted to risk seeing Wonwoo have fun with children and make my tender heart explode.

I decided then to volunteer with the house chores, which kept me busy about half the day, up until the head of the nonprofit insisted I play with the children instead since I had been working all day. She even mention to me that they absolutely loved playing with new friends.

I readily disagreed that I was not tired at all, but she was adamant.

And so I wound up hostage by little children who wanted Wonwoo and I to pretend to get married.

It was a twisted naivete and I wanted to lash out on the children for playing such crude games, but the innocence in their eye and the excitement in their voices made it hard for me not to look like a monster if I decline.

I did a good job with preoccupying them, averting their attention, keeping my distance from him, but every time Wonwoo would slip and laugh at one of my jokes, or I would wind up smiling at how the children he played with absolutely enjoyed his games, some 6 year old wannabe cupid would insist on getting us married.

"Ok," the child says, finishing putting flowers in my hair. Wonwoo looked absolutely ridiculous with the flowers in his own hair.

"Now hold hands," another child calls.

Wonwoo turn to the child, "we don't have to hold hands."

"Ahhhhh, but you have tooooooo, you're getting marrieeeeeeed!!!!"

There is a chorus of whines. It was enough to make your ears bleed.

We begrudgingly hold hands and my senses begin to tingle, warning me of the danger of this.

Another child holding a toy car stands by our side and runs the toy across our arms, "I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may now kiss the bride."

I make a kissing sound at Wonwoo and the crowd boos in disapproval.

This is quickly replaced by a chanting of kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss.

"Ya! What are you kids doing here?" the head of the place walks in with a scolding expression. The kids immediately run off and giggle, "they're getting married!"

"YA! I TOLD YOU KIDS NOT TO DO THAT ANYMORE."

With that, the kids disperse, cleaning their hands of this situation. I quickly rip my hands away from Wonwoo.

"Sorry about that. The kids sometimes watch dramas and they get ideas to do things like that from them."

I pull the flowers out of my hair, "no, it's okay. They're just kids."

She nods, "yeah. For what it's worth, you two look cute together."

Part of me wants to disagree harshly, but at this point, I'm too tired to argue. It seems the same was true with Wonwoo because he barely spoke after that.

When it was time to go, I made my way out of the place and called a ride. It wasn't too far but I would still have to wait a while. I sigh, wrapping my arms around myself.

"Do you want a ride home?" the voice of Wonwoo calls from beside me.

I glare at him, "No."

"You should just get a car," he says.

I feel my blood pressure rise, "again? You want to pick another fight with me. You know why I don't driving cars."

"Yeah, and it's horrible you ran over a cat once, but it won't happen ever again."

"And how do you know that?"

"Because you'll be careful now."

I scoff out a chuckle, "ah, next time, I won't get caught."

Wonwoo understands what I mean with that tone. "I'm literally not talking about that right now!" he raises his voice.

"Well," I huff turning away from him, crossing my arms, "you never did like talking about it anyway."

Wonwoo groans and points, "there it is! There you go again!"

I begin to feel my eyes glass.

"You're the one who never let me finish what I had to say!"

"And why would I?" I turn back, voice cracking after, "you kept so much from me and adjusted the truth to your benefit I knew you were just going to sputter out bullshit."

"YES!" he barked back, "I didn't tell you I collaborated with your ex-best friend or that I broke my left wrist because you didn't have to know! They were well finished after you found out about them."

"That's not the point Wonwoo. You can't pick and choose what you want to tell me!" I blurt out in frustration. I heave and feel tears fall down my face, "You told me she was your friend but you left out the fact she kissed you on your graduation and has liked you since before that!"

"Because I didn't care about that! I didn't even know she liked me!"

"But when I told you she did, you made me sound like I was crazy."

I was flat out in tears at this point.

"And then she kissed you, and my friend saw, but you just brushed it off because she was drunk." I let out a breath, "Then she was sober," I point, "and kissed you again," and I fist my hands and shake then, "and you let her."

"I didn't let her! She kissed me out of nowhere then pulled back and went off before I could react."

"And you didn't tell her off?" I laughed bitterly.

Wonwoo looks at me like I was indeed crazy then blurted, "I did. I told her off in front of everybody and I never talked to her again."

"And yet you never told me any of this. I had to learn the onlooker's version from Jenny."

"Because it-"

"Dosen't matter," I say in defeat, "and neither did I."

Wonwoo can't hold back tears either, "you're the only thing that matters to me."

"Maybe... but not I don't want to know anymore."

And for the first time in months, the universe finally let things come my way since I saw my ride pull up. I don't hesitate and walk over, getting into the car without another word.

[kushnovice]

Guy.exe Spencer Reid x Reader

|TRIGGER WARNING!!! Mentions of swearing, fighting, mental breakdown, crying, sad emotions, alcohol, being drunk, kissing, making out, illusions to s3ggy things

Word count: 2.4k

Summary: (This has a song to it, but it is not needed!) ALL CHARACTERS ARE 21+ She/her pronouns. The coworkers of the BAU are going out for drinks after solving a very difficult case and they all need to wind down. While at the private club they are at, Y/n goes up on stage, catching the attention of not just Spencer but another as well.  |

The plane ride home was so silent that you could hear the light snores that barely left the mouth of Penellope. I sat in my chair that was facing Hotch and Emily who were dozing off with their heads resting on neck pillows. I was the only one awake, looking over to the left I saw Morgan sleeping in the seat next to me and Spencer laying down in a booth seat. JJ was next to Rossi, both of them slumped onto each other as they slept. I was going through the folders and glancing through the pages of the case we had just solved. 

I realized I was alone completely as they all breathed deeply, sunken in their sleep. I let out a sigh that I didn't realize I was holding onto and felt as a few tears dripped down my face. I tried to keep myself composed and silent as possible but as soon as the tears started, they didn't stop. It was like a dam broke lose. Looking down at the pictures of the baby we had saved, I unraveled and broke down. I had no idea why I was crying so much, we saved her. I knew taking this job would be difficult but after 4 months of helping people and losing people, I thought I was invincible to the pain. Maybe I was, or I just felt nothing at all. 

I glanced out the window, my old tears drying on my face and my breathing returning to normal as I drifted off into my mind with thoughts about someone else. I was awake but so deep inside my head, I didn't notice when we landed until Spencer got up and shook the rest awake one by one. Rossi was the first to get up at the sound of Morgan groaning at Spencer. Rossi stretched as he stood up and yawned. "That case was a lot." His voice partly filled with tiredness. Penelope was up and as energetic as always, "I think we should all go out for some drinks!" She smiled brightly at everyone and had pleading eyes. "I'll join." I smiled at her as I reached up into the top compartment and grabbed my bag. Morgan smirked, "Oh, I'm for sure going now." He loved to mess with me and tease me, I think he liked to see how red I got each time, but I've gotten used to it recently. "I'll join as well; the kids are asleep at home right now anyways." JJ grabbed her purse and yawned but smiled. "I guess I can join too." Spencer sounded nervous. "O-hooohoo, pretty boy is FINALLY going to get a drink with us."  

By the time we walked off the plane, everyone had accepted to join except Hotch who was debating on if he should. "Come on Aaron, you never take time for yourself, and it will only be a few hours, you can leave whenever. Have fun with us for once." Rossi placed his hand on Hotch's shoulder causing him to budge. 

We all squeezed into a smaller lumazine as we were drove to the private club. They had made it for people apart of the FBI, BAU, and other units to stay safe and still be able to enjoy themselves. When we made it there, Hotch led us in, everyone held up their badge and I.D as we walked in. The place was beautiful and barely filled. The floors made of hardwood until you go up to the dance floor which has LED tiles and the stage that is hardwood with an LED lining. The pole was LED too which was very confusing but cool as the dancers spun and did tricks on it. The music was blasting loudly as we made our way to the bar, and we all took up one big spot at the bar. We all ordered our drinks one by one. "Can I get a sex on the beach?" Penelope asked. "Make that two." JJ added in after Pen. "Can I get watermelon vodka?" Emily smiled. "I'll take a bloody marry please." I spoke up feeling a bit shy. "Whiskey." Spencer spoke soft and easily. "Make that two" Morgan added. "Beer." Hotch watched us, as if we would judge him for whatever he wanted to drink. "Rum." Rossi smiled and handed the bartender his card. "Add whatever we get to my tab and when we are finished you will have it." 

Penelope wasn't even halfway done with her drink by the time she was up on the dance floor, swaying her hips to the song playing. "She's such a lightweight." JJ laughed, now on her second drink. Emily smiled and admired her dancing before she got up and joined her. Penelope started jumping of happiness seeing Emily dancing with her causing JJ and I to laugh. I was also on my second drink and started to feel the alcohol. 

After what felt like 5 minutes, but I know was longer as a few songs had played through, people started doing karaoke on the main stage. Many people left after that, maybe it was just early or maybe the alcohol was so strong that I couldn't tell if they were good or not.  After everyone was now back together in the group, we got some more drinks and laughed. Morgan now had a chick around his arm who was a part of the BAU in another state. As everyone talked, I moved towards Spencer, "Hey, are you alright?" I asked, noticing how he hasn't spoken much at all since we had gotten here. He took another sip of his drink before he answered, "I'm fine." Was all he said before I was pulled away from him to see Pen, JJ, and Emily pushing me towards the main stage. 

"What song do you want to do?" The DJ asked, whispering softly but just loud enough as he handed you a mic. "Uh," I scanned my head for any song I could think on until I realized that I should sing the song that makes me think of Spencer. If he doesn't like me back, I can just say I was drunk. "Uhm, GUY.exe" I muttered as the song started to play causing Pen, Em, and JJ to scream and cheer for me. 

"Where all the boys at with emotional stability? Nice car, CEO, and almost just as smart as me," I started to sing along, feeling embarrassed that I was doing this in front of so many people. "Where all the boys at with financial security? A doctor, a model, a man of possibilities,"

"They say, "expectations are high and you'll never find a guy like that" its driving you mad," I start to feel myself slowly flow into the music as I start tapping my foot along to the beat. "They say, "that it's just a waste of time, get your head out of the sky", but why?"

Smiling as I sing the chorus loud and clear. "Oh, I, wish I could synthesize a picture-perfect guy. Six feet tall and super strong, we'd always get along, alright, oh, he'd pick me up at eight, and not a minute late, because I don't like to wait, no."

My eyes were locked on Spencer's until I started dancing and saw someone else smiling at me in awe. I continued singing the song, "Kind and ain't afraid to cry, or treat his momma right, that's right, that's what I like." I was now dancing and singing proudly.

"I need a man who won't get jealous 'less I want him too, a gentleman to take care of me in the bedroom," I walked over to the pole that was flashing red and arched my back up against it as I sung, "romantic love but keep it rough,"

I snapped up, "Am I asking too much? They say, "expectations are too high and you'll never find a guy like that", it's driving you mad. They say, "that it's just a waste of time, get your head out of the sky", but why?"

Now I was walking off the main stage with the mic and started walking in a circle as I made eye contact with a few people. The man from before was now walking closer, something in his eyes that I couldn't see. "Oh, I, wish i could synthesize a picture- perfect guy, oh, I, six feet tall and super strong, we'd always get along, alright." Suddenly, I was pulled into a spin by my hand as the man from before started dancing with me. 

"Oh, he'd pick me up at eight, and not a minute late, because I don't like to wait, no." His hands slid down to my waist as we danced, and I searched into his eyes to fine desire. "Kind, and aint afraid to cry, or treat his momma right, that's right, that's what I like." I walked away from the guy and back towards the main stage before stopping in the middle. 

"I've been looking high and low, for a man who's just right, and treats me mighty fine, so come on baby, show me what you got." I don't know who was first, but I remember seeing them both rush towards me before Spencer pulled me into his chest. As if to tell the other guy, 'Back off' which he did. I scanned into Spencer's eyes, smiling when I had found love and admiration in his eyes as he awed at me. As the song continued to play in the background, Spencer's right hand found its way around waist while the other supported my neck as he dipped me. I felt his soft lips press against mine and a sweet smile that fell on his lips. My arms were wrapped around his neck so as he pulled me up, we went up together.

Looking at Spencer, who now was on stage with me, I continued to sing, "Six feet tall and super strong, we always get along, alright. Oh, pick me up at 8, and not a minute late, cause I don't like to wait, no." I ran my hands through his hair and circled him as I pretended to examine him. "Kind and aint afraid to cry or treat his momma right." I stopped right in front of him.

"That right, that's right, that's what, that's what I like." I sung the last line as I grabbed his tie and pulled him into a passionate kiss that we had to be separated by the DJ. As we walked back to the group, I slid my hand in his soft but large one and squeezed it softly causing him to turn around and smile at me before squeezing it back. 

"Oh my god! I never knew you could sing! or dance!" Penelope was jumping with happiness. "You did amazing, kid" Rossi smiled at me and I smiled back, "Thank you." I looked at Emily who was staring me down. "I'm going to the bathroom," I spoke, knowing what would happen next. "Me too," Pen smiled brightly. "Me three," Emily jumped up quickly. "I guess I'm going too." JJ got up but was still happy to be out with them. 

As we walked into the bathroom, Emily was the first to talk, "You like Spencer?!" she was smiling brightly which was weird for her. JJ laughed, "Come on, it has been so obvious!" I blushed brightly, "You set me up Pen!" Penelope just smirked, "it worked though!" As each of us fixed our makeup in the bathroom mirror, we talked about what had just happened. 

When we had gotten back from the bathroom, I could see Derek slapping Spencer's back. "I can't believe you did that, pretty boy. You just got the hottest girl in the BAU." Morgan was slurring his words, but you could see the proudness on his face." Spencer was still blushing but wearing a smile brightly on his face as he sipped on his drink. 

I stumbled over, swaying a bit as I walked and slipped my hand into Spencer's, causing him to turn and smile at me before sliding his hands up my body to my waist and pulling me in and kissing me softly. I slowly pulled him away from the group which were now talking and laughing loudly. I walked him over to the wall where no one was and I turned to him. "So, how long have you had a crush on me, doctor?" I asked, smiling as I search his eyes for any sign of deception. "Well, actually I knew that there was something different about you since the moment I had met you, it just grew more and more over time."  He smiled before he walked forward towards me, causing me to back up into the wall. "What about you?" He placed his hands on both sides of my face against the wall. I felt the heat rise up to my cheeks as all the words escaped my mind. "It's the same with me..." I muttered, staring up into his eyes. "Why did you entertain the other guy then, love?" He asked, his voice deeper than normal and his eyes trapping mine. My heart skipped a beat when he called me that. After a moment of regaining my thoughts, I told him, "I did what I needed to see if you were actually interested. And it worked." I told him as he smirked at me. "So, you did it for my attention?" He asked, his voice still much deeper than normal. "Maybe I did..." I smirked back at him, gaining more confidence as i placed my hands against his chest and slid them up and wrapped around his neck. 

At this, he pushed me back against the wall, sliding his hands now down my body but also not breaking eye contact. "Well, you got it, Babygirl." He lowered his head and whispered into my ear causing me to melt instantly. "I can take care of that romantic but rough part..." He whispered again, snaking his arms around my waist. "We will see about that..." I smiled at him causing him to squeeze my waist and lightly shove me back into the wall. "Oh, we will darling..."

[imagineabrighterworld]

{Four Hundred Thousand Yen} Tamaki Amajiki x Reader

Tamaki had a lot of questions in life, but the list was reordered the moment he was chosen for the date auction of 3-A.

Why me?

Why was my name in the bid?

Why did no one look surprised?

Was this rigged?

His last question was answered fairly quickly, the class did in fact rig the polls. It was a tie between him and Mirio, but after some convincing from Mirio and Nejire, the class had filled the ballot box almost entirely with Tamaki’s name.

“Why would you do this to me?” He mumbles into his desk as he bowed his head to keep from seeing his traitorous best friend. Mirio was standing next to his desk with a huge smile on his face. Tamaki couldn't see it, but he could hear it in his friend’s voice.

“It’ll be fun! Don't sweat it, you're gonna be great!”

“I-I can't even- go on stage..” Tamaki lifts his head to show his lips were trembling as he was on the verge of a breakdown. The thought of being on stage for people to bid on- what if no one wanted him? What if it was just silence and he wasn't picked at all? How embarrassing would it be when he left the stage without a single bid? “What if no one picks me? I-I would be humiliated.”

Mirio pats him on the back. “Trust me, there are plenty of girls and guys waiting to bid on you, I did a poll!”

Tamaki’s face burns red. “You what?” He squeaks out.

“Well not an official poll, but I asked around the school and everyone was pretty excited to hear you might be in the auction.” Mirio rubs his chin. “I’d say you had a good seventy percent of the students I asked.”

The wheels in Tamaki’s mind stutter as he focuses on the thirty percent that must have said no. He groans and stands up from his seat. “I'm going to the workshop..”

“3-H?” Mirio asks.

“Yeah..” Tamaki slides out of the classroom with his head ducked low. His face was still a bright pink when he entered the third year’s workshop. It was enormous compared to the first year’s space. It had gear and tech that the first years were not yet trusted with.

He walks around the empty room, looking at the half built suits and the observation window that separated the testing room from the rest of the space. It was a special glass that was essentially bomb-proof, nothing could break the glass, which made it essential for testing costumes that needed to undergo massive damage.

“Tamaki!”

He turns around to find you dragging a massive robot by a thick metal chain. You were covered in scuff marks and grease, but you had a light in your eyes that made him smile. His thoughts were briefly distracted by the date auction and instead directed towards you. You were one of his friends since his second year when he needed an update in his costume. He still got shy around you, but talking with you became easier the more he visited you.

It was a small miracle that you didn't mind his silent days. You both would listen to your radio while you worked. You didn't push him, and it was greatly appreciated. Sometimes he needed a break and you were there to take it with him.

“Whatcha doing here Tama-chan?” You release your grip of the chain, unbothered by the loud boom as the heavy chain falls to the ground. It was startling sometimes to remember that your quirk was strength based. You lifted gear so easily, it looked weightless to him. “Got a problem on your mind? You look like a shrimp.” You brush your gloved hand over his flushed cheek.

Tamaki rubs his face while looking to the ground. “Iwasvotedinforthedatingauction..” He whispers quickly.

“What was that?” You tilt your head. “You lost me at I.”

He takes a deep breath and speaks a tad bit louder. “I.. Was voted in for the dating auction..”

“Oh. … Oh.”

You both stand in silence, listening to the ticking of the clock in the room.

You're the first to break the quiet. “Mirio was behind it wasn't he?”

“And Nejire.” He adds softly. His best friends other than you, both ratted him out. They knew he had trouble with the spotlight, with his.. His self image.. He couldn't do it. “I think I'm going to call in sick. Mirio is more popular than me anyway, he’ll definitely get bids.”

“I think you should do it.”

He startles. “What?”

You smile down at him. With your work boots you were a good few inches taller than him. “You're really sweet Tama-chan, you're underestimating yourself again.” You tap him on the forehead. “Think of this as a mission. The goal is to get to the finish line. Don't think about how much you earn, think of getting to the end of the auction.”

“But I can't handle crowds-”

You put a hand on his shoulder. “Tamaki.”

He looks you in the eyes, his heartbeat racing as he sees your normally nonchalant expression turn serious.

“You're Suneater, an amazing hero that always gets the job done. This is just another job. And you're going to rock it.”

He gulps.

Just a job. Not a game, not an auction, just a job. Another mission that needed finishing.

He nods his head reluctantly. “Okay.”

“Good.” You pull him in for a side hug, completely forgetting you were covered in grease. “Now help me figure out what the hell I'm doing.”

-

The day of the auction was hectic. It was a festival, which meant that the class was divided into doing different jobs, a sixth went to preparing the auction with the other classes while the rest went on to handle food stands and games.

Mirio was in charge of the money earned during the bids while Nejire was the announcer.

Which left Tamaki alone behind the stage with the other “volunteers”. Some of the students actually did want to participate, but he could see from some of the faces that some where plucked forcefully by their classmates.

At least I’m not the only one. He thinks to himself.

He mourns quietly as the students file in line. The first to go were the first years, then the second, then the third years. Which meant he was the first of his year to go onstage.

So far the highest bid was for Todoroki of 1-A who got fifty-one thousand yen.

I'll be lucky if I get one hundred yen.

Tamaki fiddles with the cuffs of his suit. It was black with gold sun cufflinks. If it were a different occasion, he would have liked the suit. It was comfortable and completely black, allowing him to blend in rather than stand out. But in this situation he would have no choice but to stand out.

He squeezes his eyes shut as he hears his name called out.

“Next up, Tamaki Amajiki from Class 3-A!” Nejire cheers from beyond the stage.

With a small pat on his shoulder from the boy  behind him, Tamaki steps through the curtain and walks on stage.

Faces. So many faces.

The crowd was bigger than he thought, it was full of people-

“Remember, keep your head up, eyes to the sky, it'll be over before you know it. Trust me.”

Your words ring in his head as he walks down the catwalk, his eyes on a distant tree as he tries to keep from folding over in shame as numbers are called out.

Ten thousand yen. Thirteen thousand yen. Fifteen thousand yen. Thirty thousand yen.

He stops at the end of the stage and keeps his hands clenched at his sides. He felt like he was going to collapse-

“Two-hundred thousand yen!” A familiar voice chimes from the crowd of people.

Tamaki’s gaze snaps to Nejire who had floated off the stage and was staring at Mirio with a look of wonder. Who- What? What! Who would bid that much!

No it had to be a mistake!

“Four-hundred thousand yen!” It was the same person. “You're twisting my arm here Nejire!”

Tamaki scans the crowd for the voice.

No, it has to be a joke-!

You stand in the center of the crowd with one of the bidding panels in your hand. You were grinning widely. “Neji, I could go on forever, just give him to me.”

The crowd parts around you as they whisper the number incredulously.

Four-hundred thousand yen.

Tamaki didn't even expect to get a percent of that!

Nejire lands on the stage with a small thump. Her smile was nearly identical to yours. “Any other bidders? Going once. Going twice?” The crowd was talking but no new bid came up. “Tamaki Amajiki, sold for four-hundred thousand yen!”

-  

After the auction, Tamaki finds you with Mirio, a thick stack of yen in hand.

He runs to you. “Wait!”

You look back at him just as Mirio tucks the cash into the metal box full of bids. “Yeah?”

He stands across from you, frazzled and in desperate need of a good cry. He almost ran off stage just to keep from collapsing in fear.

“How could you- why did you-” He stumbles over his words. “Why did you bid on me? Why so much?”

You smile as you zip your wallet shut. “That’s easy Tama-chan. I knew you wouldn't feel comfortable going on a date with a stranger, so I paid an amount I knew no one would be able to beat.”

“But, it's your money..” He squeezes his hands into fists. “You can't just waste it on me, I’m not worth that much..”

You step away from Mirio and stand in front of Tamaki, fixing his crooked tie from running. “I'm an engineer. I know how much each part costs and the cost of the overall product. You're worth more than I could ever buy Tama-chan.” You press a small kiss on the tip of his nose. “And I couldn’t pass up the chance of getting dinner with you in that suit.”

Finally, Tamaki collapses in a fit of pink.

You look at Mirio.

He laughs. “He's all yours!”

His plan went just as expected.

[eternal-armin]

coming out to them [as gay]

i missed national coming out day but i'm catching up. up next will be coming out as trans, mtf and ftm i'm very excited because im gay myself :> just a note: since i partially still want this to be a relationship starter (at some point i may just do a coming out post in general if you guys want it), it will be coming out as gay according to the character's gender. for instance, coming out as gay to armin and lesbian to mikasa, etc. i hope that's okay with you guys

GUY.exe by SUPERFRUIT is a perfect topical song

characters included: jean, sasha, armin, levi, hange, mikasa, erwin, annie

【☆】 jean 【☆】 ع˖⁺ it's kind of a given that you were nervous about coming out ع˖⁺ to keep yourself as comfortable as possible you invited him to eat lunch outside with you, so no one else could hear and so you would both be more relaxed to be away from the rowdy 104th ع˖⁺ "oh, before i forget, uh.. i can tell you anything, right?" ع˖⁺ he looks at you like you suddenly grew three heads. since when have you not been able to tell him anything ع˖⁺ he noticed how nervous you were, so he dropped the passive-aggressive but joking facade. "no, yeah, of course. i won't judge you. you aren't dying, or anything, right?" ع˖⁺ , of course, it wasn't anything that serious, but it still felt like the end of the world ع˖⁺ you decided to just rip the bandaid off and said, succinctly, "i like boys" ع˖⁺ jean just looked at you for a moment and you immediately began panicking ع˖⁺ was it really out of the realm of possibility to think he wouldn't accept it? the social climate of paradis was.. relatively discriminatory toward gay people, even though it literally shouldn't matter compared to everything else that's happening ع˖⁺ but then jean smiled and you relaxed a bit ع˖⁺ "why were you so nervous to tell me? i don't care. i know it matters, so i don't wanna say it doesn't matter. don't be nervous." ع˖⁺ honestly you kind of felt like crying from the sheer amount of relief that crashed over you ع˖⁺ "oh, come on, what do you think of me? i'm not some kind of bigot." ع˖⁺ he was joking, and you felt way better almost immediately ع˖⁺ he treated it as normal and you couldn't have asked for anything more

【☆】 sasha 【☆】 ع˖⁺ you weren't... incredibly nervous about telling sasha ع˖⁺ she was sasha, you had never really seen her angry or disgusted before ع˖⁺ you both had to clean up after dinner in the mess hall, and so you decided... maybe this was the best time? you probably wouldn't get another chance ع˖⁺ deciding you had no choice, you gradually started shifting the topic of conversation ع˖⁺ sasha either didn't notice or didn't mind ع˖⁺ "speaking of sappho, actually, can i tell you something?" ع˖⁺ maybe you were faking your confidence, maybe you weren't. only one way to find out ع˖⁺ "what, do you know her personally or something?" ع˖⁺ you shared a laugh. it made you a little more relaxed. ع˖⁺ as you wiped off a table, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible, you carefully went over what you had wanted to say, which you may have practiced many times beforehand ع˖⁺ both of you continued to clean ع˖⁺ "dude, i know. i can tell what to look for. i like girls too. well, girls and boys. both. all." ع˖⁺ you had a hunch about that too. you both had known before anyone had said anything. ع˖⁺ "that makes sense, actually." ع˖⁺ "was that an insult, [y/n]?" ع˖⁺ you both laughed again ع˖⁺ sasha said she would be fine to help you come out to other people- if you wanted. you thanked her ع˖⁺ how were you so relieved when you were barely nervous to begin with?

【☆】 armin 【☆】 ع˖⁺ you had nothing to worry about and yet your mind was still racing ع˖⁺ your back felt hot, your leg wouldn't stop bouncing, and no matter how many times you re-read the page, none of the words would stick to your mind ع˖⁺ armin was sitting beside you, as calm as ever, at least to what your frenzied eyes could understand ع˖⁺ that couldn't be further from the truth ع˖⁺ "[y/n]...? are you okay?" he asked, cautiously, looking at you with pure concern ع˖⁺ you hesitated to respond ع˖⁺ "actually, i, uh, i wanted to... talk with you about something?" the unease in your voice made him all the more concerned about you, and it showed ع˖⁺ "[y/n], you can tell me anything. you don't need to worry. i will listen, and i won't judge you. you're safe with me, okay?" ع˖⁺ the smile that accompanied his words made you feel a little bit better ع˖⁺ your parents had not accepted you, so you were far past expecting what he said he would deliver, but you were honest anyway, wondering if you'd be able to accept another heavy dose of heartbreak. 'never again.' ع˖⁺ he smiled a little. "i'm proud of you for telling me, that takes a lot. why were you so worried? i would never do anything to you just because you told me you're gay. you're way more than that to me." ع˖⁺ you wanted to cry but not for the same reason as with your parents ع˖⁺ you managed to say thank you, but he was instantly worried again, hugging you to try and calm you down. ع˖⁺ "are you okay? did- did i say something wrong?" ع˖⁺ not at all. you said everything right.

,【☆】 levi 【☆】 ع˖⁺ you could guess how levi would react to something as trivial- in his eyes- as sexuality ع˖⁺ but you were closest to him, and vice versa, so he would nonetheless be the person you wanted to tell first ع˖⁺ you knocked on the door to his office ع˖⁺ "who is it," he asked, neglecting the question mark ع˖⁺ "it's [y/n]. it'll be quick, i just need to tell you something really quick." you kept your voice modulated more for yourself than for him. ع˖⁺ you stepped inside, and he looked relatively... unannoyed to see you, which you took as a good sign. it certainly helped make this a bit easier, at least, and god knows you weren't complaining about that ع˖⁺ you cut the shit immediately. no small talk, no nothing. he seemed to tell you were a little tense, which did not happen often, so he didn't say a thing ع˖⁺ "it's not incredibly important, but it's quick. it doesn't matter either way. i just, uh... wanted to tell you that i'm gay." you took a breath, feeling both more dignified and horrified at the same time, mostly at the accidental rhyme ع˖⁺ he stared at you for a second ع˖⁺ "i don't care that you're gay. it does matter, but i don't care. doesn't make you any less of a good soldier and advisor. or any less of a horrible cleaner." ع˖⁺ you honestly couldn't do anything other than laugh at that. levi smiled a bit to see all that tension wash away so quick ع˖⁺ "is that all?" ع˖⁺ he spoke with a surprisingly not so heavy sound of annoyance and impatience ع˖⁺ "yeah. i'll see you tomorrow, captain. and thank you." ع˖⁺ levi didn't say 'you're welcome,' but he didn't need to

【☆】 hange 【☆】 ع˖⁺ you weren't scared at all to tell hange that you were far from straight ع˖⁺ hell, they were the one to help you figure out you weren't male or female, but inbetween, or outside, somewhere ع˖⁺ so when you were working together a bit late, and chatter started, you were ready to ease it in ع˖⁺ you were talking about fiction and they were joking about characters that they thought were gay, bi, pan, whatever ع˖⁺ "i dunno about her, but i can tell you for sure that i'm gay," you said, and you both laughed for a second ع˖⁺ then they stopped and stared at you, eyes wide, jaw slack, like a parent finally seeing their kid after months of being separated ع˖⁺ "oh my god, [y/n]!" they immediately hugged you, petting the top of your head, and you could've sworn that hange was crying. "i'm so proud of you for finally realizing! oh, look at my little assistant growing up!" ع˖⁺ "hange, hange, back off!" the words were harsh, but your tone couldn't have been happier. even if you knew that they would've accepted it, it was an entirely different thing to actually experience it ع˖⁺ wait what the hell did they mean 'finally' ع˖⁺ "are you kidding me? how could i, hange, your best friend since we were in training, not know that you were gay? i've known damn well for years! i was thinking about telling you if this went on any longer!" ع˖⁺ you stared at them, dumbfounded, before laughing ع˖⁺ there was no way you could ever possibly be mad at them, especially not after they accepted you yet again. ع˖⁺ "what else have you not told me about me, hhm, hange?" ع˖⁺ they stared at you for a second with their lips pressed into a smile. "let's get back to work." ع˖⁺ "oh no no no, hange, you're not pulling that on me!"

【☆】 mikasa 【☆】 ع˖⁺ you always admired the sunrise all the way out here, but this morning it seemed hard to appreciate anything ع˖⁺ after weeks of not hearing from them, your parents responded to your letter with blatant hostility. your letter was where you had first come out to them. ع˖⁺ the stinging fall wind didn't even make your eyes water. more than they already were, anyway ع˖⁺ neither did you realize someone had sat down beside you ع˖⁺ it took a few minutes for mikasa to say anything ع˖⁺ "[y/n], what's wrong?" ع˖⁺ you didn't respond. you would cry if you so much as opened your mouth ع˖⁺ she realized this, and put her arm around you, looking at you with concern while you stared at the grey dawn ع˖⁺ "i came out to my parents," you said. your voice was barely there ع˖⁺ "they didn't take it well," mikasa finished for you ع˖⁺ "was it that obvious?" you joked, barely making yourself chuckle ع˖⁺ she nodded, and you went quiet once more ع˖⁺ mikasa would be the last person in the world to miss it ع˖⁺ "what did you tell them?" she asked ع˖⁺ "i told them i was a lesbian. i told them how nervous i was to say it because i knew that they would respond like that. i knew it and i was stupid enough to tell them anyway." ع˖⁺ "[y/n]. you are not stupid. your parents are stupid. they insult you for being yourself. they don't realize what an incredible daughter they have." ع˖⁺ you gave her a smile. after a sleepless night, it was the perfect thing to hear ع˖⁺ you rested your head back on her shoulder, but no tears came to your eyes. she kept reassuring you, and every word worked to help your remaining sadness and tears

【☆】 erwin 【☆】 ع˖⁺ you both had returned home on horseback after visiting the training grounds. the barn was relatively silent and empty and so you took advantage of the opportunity ع˖⁺ "erwin? i would like to talk with you about something." ع˖⁺ "you don't need to talk so formally. i'm your friend, not just your superior." ع˖⁺ his tone couldn't have juxtaposed his words more ع˖⁺ even that didn't really quell your anxiety. he was your superior, which means that he could find any reason to fire you ع˖⁺ you actually kind of enjoyed this job. not the whole... titans thing, and all the fighting made you sick (quite literally), but strategizing and working with plans and specifics was kind of fun ع˖⁺ you swallowed through a sandpaper throat ع˖⁺ "you wouldn't fire me if i didn't grievously disobey the rules, right?" ع˖⁺ he looked at you for a moment, and you could not read his expression ع˖⁺ "unless you grievously disobeyed the rules, i wouldn't fire you under any circumstances, no." ع˖⁺ you nodded ع˖⁺ but you still didn't speak for a few seconds ع˖⁺ "i... like men. i'm gay." ع˖⁺ the silence was suffocating. ع˖⁺ "i'm proud of you for being able to tell me. especially under our circumstances, it can be stressful telling that to anyone. i won't judge you or fire you for something you can't control. i wouldn't dream of it." ع˖⁺ you nearly laughed, honestly ع˖⁺ "[y/n], i'm serious. i'm proud of you." erwin sounded it. ع˖⁺ you brushed away tears you didn't know were starting. ع˖⁺ "i know. thank you."

【☆】 annie 【☆】 ع˖⁺ your entire body hurt like hell after combat training ع˖⁺ "y'know, you're not that good of a teacher," you told annie with humor in your voice. she glared at you, and you just laughed ع˖⁺ "i doubt you would be." it sounded more like a challenge ع˖⁺ "oh, i know i wouldn't be. that's why i said it." ع˖⁺ she hit your shoulder, but it barely hurt, and just caused you to giggle more. ع˖⁺ the silence made your mind a pond, one thought rippling through it till it consumed all of your attention ع˖⁺ "annie, what's your opinion on gay people?" ع˖⁺ she stared at you for a second before realizing that such sudden changes in subject were quite normal ع˖⁺ "they're still people. i have no right to judge them. as long as they don't hurt me, i won't hurt them. i wouldn't treat a gay friend any different from a straight friend. or enemy." ع˖⁺ you shrugged. that was about the best thing to hear from her ع˖⁺ "well, you already have a gay friend, so i can tell you're telling the truth." ع˖⁺ she looked at you for a second, and you couldn't tell if she was feigning confusion or if she was actually confused, her expression was that subtle. ع˖⁺ "i'm gay, annie." ع˖⁺ she cracked a little smile ع˖⁺ "you think that's gonna stop me from kickin' your ass the next training session?" ع˖⁺ you couldn't help but laugh as she pummeled you with faux punches, and she cracked the slightest of smiles ع˖⁺ "watch your back, leonhart! i'm not that weak! well-" ع˖⁺ you laughed more, and you didn't see it, but she smiled

[iloveyou3thousand]

I was tagged by @honeyimthedevil, TY!

1. Name/ Nickname

Rory, tho family/family friends call me by my middle name Finn for some reason

2. Gender

Male

3. Star sign

Libra

4. Height

5′11

5. Time

13:21

6. Birthday

24th of September

7. Favorite bands

Kodaline, Felix Hagan & The Family, Superfruit, PTX, SYML, Queen, Golden Earring

8. Favorite solo artists

Ben Platt, Algal the Bard, Elton John, George Michael

9. Song stuck in my head

Eddie Baby by Felix Hagan & The Family. That song lives rent free in my brain these days

10. Last movie

I watched IT Chapter Two until the end of the Jade scene so technically that (I have watched it in its entirety, but honestly the only part I like about the movie is the Jade scene. I prefer to pretend the rest doesn’t exist lmao)

11. Last show

The Mandalorian

12. When did I create this blog

This sideblog, at the end of 2019 I think. My main, back in 2013

13. What do I post

Fanfic and fanart mostly. Usually my own fics. Occasionally other fandom related stuff?

14. Last thing googled

“Bento box kopen” which means I was trying to buy a bento box lol

15. Other blogs

My main @moransroar. I also have two other specific fandom/ship sideblogs but I haven’t posted on them in forever

16. Do I get asks

The only asks I get are writing prompts when I ask for them (which is v cool)

17. Why I chose my url

I went home after watching Endgame and thought it was time for a url change, so I made this one but then I chickened out because the url to my main blog is something I’ve had for years. Then I figured I’d make a starker sideblog because I wanted a place to compile all the cool starker stuff I found, and it went on from there

18. Following

282

19. Followers

725

20. Average hours of sleep

Lately it’s been 7-8. I’ve noticed I really can’t function on much less these days welp

21. Lucky number

8

22. Instruments

Guitar and piano

23. What I'm wearing

Black and grey sweats and a grey tank top

24. Dream job

Owner of a bakery/coffeeshop or zookeeper. I didn’t study for either of those though rip

25. Dream trip

Korea

26. Favorite food

I love Mexican and Korean cuisine (esp kbbq yum)

27. Nationality

Dutch

28. Favorite song

Eddie Baby by Felix Hagan & The Family. Probably why it’s always stuck in my head too

29. Last book read

Find Me by Andre Aciman. Still haven’t finished it though oof

30. 3 fictional universes I'd like to live in

Star Wars, any universe where werewolves exist prolly? (yes that includes Twilight brain empty werewolves hot sue me), and IT if only to fulfill my dream of being yelled at by Edward Kaspbrak (and idk I’d give Richie a lil kissy)

Tagging: @lokitonypeter @starkerscoop @stark-bb and @livvibee

[blurglesmurfklaine]

8, 9, 23

8 what is your biggest musical guilty pleasure?

I don’t know if I have a guilty pleasure because If something feels good I see no reason to make yourself feel bad for liking it?? THAT BEING SAID..........

I unironically listen to the GCV of Friday. And you know what??? It slaps. It goes SO FUCKING HARD AND GIVES ME SO MUCH SEROTONIN I GIVE ZERO FUCKS ITS A GOOD COVER OKAY??

9 how do you make your playlists?

I think about situations, moods, emotions, or people. For example, I have a “hype for a night out with the bitches” playlist which is filled with Lizzo and Kesha and Superfruit, but I also have a playlist called “Jessica 🚗” of songs that remind me of her!

I also make playlists based on stories I have written or wanna write lmao. Also I will make random playlists just on whatever album I’m obsessed with atm so like I have one that’s just Lover and Amidst the Chaos because I was obsessed with them back in may

23 what artist can you absolutely not stand?

Fuck Justin Bieber and fuck Yummy for being nominated for a fucking Grammy and fucj whoever made that happen

Thanks for the ask!

[thefigureinthecorner]

caleb/adam playlist cover is done!

anyway hi i’ve been wanting to yell abt this playlist on here for a while so like i’m v glad i have a cover for it now

notes under the cut!

did i say that out loud- the barenaked ladies: all those “oh crap i (almost) said that out loud” moments in the infinite noise absolutely contributed to this song being added to the playlist, and also: Anywhere you're gonna be, that's where I wanna be/Right now, did I say that out loud/Put your hands up in the air/Wave 'em like you care and I'll be there

indigo- tom milsom: so like. holy shit??? this song is perfect??? i hadn’t thought of it in years but i suddenly remembered it in the middle of drawing adam at one point and holy shit

anyway:

If I matter to you Then all I would see is indigo, Nothing else I could do Could ever make you more dear to me and so Every green, every blue, Every red, orange, and ultramarine, I've seen would go indigo for you

best friend- jason mraz: they’re boyfriends and also best friends, and honestly? that’s the best kind of relationship to have; My life is better/Because you're a part of it/I know without you by my side/That I would be different/Yes I feel my life is better/And so is the world we're livin' in/I'm thankful for the time I spent/With my best friend

line without a hook- ricky montgomery: god, there are so many little snippets from the song that work beautifully and kind of painfully, and yknow what? i’m gonna share all of them actually, because i think about this song a lot

Do you like it when I'm away? If I went and hurt my body baby Would you love me the same?

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You're a pond and I'm an ocean Oh, all my emotions Feel like explosions when you are around And I've found a way to kill the sounds ohh

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Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden, oh And if I could take it all back I swear that I would pull you from the tide

you- a great big world: How could it be so that a heart this full could burst wide open/Be reawoken/Little did I know what a simple thought could set in motion/A drop in the ocean

quiet- jason mraz: i’ve made art for the infinite noise with lyrics from this song in the caption; it’s just so so perfect for them, especially in the context of the infinite noise.

Every once in a while, you know I get these real bad headaches Worried about the mistakes that I've made along the way You and I, we can't hide from the fact that we need each other How else will I recover when the fever comes again

Temperatures rise, temperatures fall Will you be my constant through it all?

I will hold your hand and watch the world spin idly around this life we're in Oh yeah everything goes quiet when it's you I'm with

ease my mind- ben platt: yeah ok so maybe there’s a bit of a theme re: songs about love quieting everything but like isn’t that just How They Are?

You came out of nowhere and you cut through all the noise I make sense of the madness when I listen to your voice

Oh darling, only you can ease my mind Oh help me leave these lonely thoughts behind When they pull me under, and I can feel my sanity start to unwind Darling, only you can ease my mind

like gold- vance joy: this song is mostly here for the blue and gold lyrics, but i could see it as maybe a summer in ohio song, or like, right at the end of that temporary kind-of-breakup, where things are more hopeful and they’re working things out

comes and goes (in waves)- greg laswell: i mean this is kind of an obvious one, and also stolen from either a lauren or briggon playlist, i actually can’t remember who used this song first

oblivions- the national: this has also been used for art purposes before. it’s a safehouse song and it’s beautiful and it hurts and i love it a lot

It's the way you say yes when I ask you to marry me You don't know what you are doing Do you think you can carry me Over the threshold Over and over again until oblivion? It's the way that you're gonna stop needing to tell me You want me as much as I want you to tell me I'm over the threshold Everything is gonna be totally okay until oblivion

future friends (choir remix)- superfruit: i feel like this song plays into a lot of caleb’s anxieties at the end of tbs; that adam won’t care about him anymore once they’re not around each other, that the feeling is going to go away, and that he’ll know immediately if it does, and i kind of like this song as a reassurance for him. like, even if their ends (which like we all know it won’t), adam’s not gonna just stop caring about him, they’ll still be friends, and it’ll be okay

Let's just take this day by day, just works that way No way, can we plan for forever?

So if it all ends, I promise that one day We could be future friends And if we let go tomorrow, just know We could be future friends

[kujo1597]

Oh my god, it’s been almost an entire year since I last played. I’ve been rambling on Discord about Disc Creatures a lot lately so I decided to get back to it. Because of... 2020 a lot of games got delayed and there’s nothing I’m super hype about coming out between now and the end of the year so I’m going to get back to Disc Creatures. Thankfully this is one of those games you can put down for a while and not get terribly lost when you come back.

This is my team from when I left off. 

But before continuing the plot I decided to go on a little Aubergee hunt to finish my Creaturepedia for the first area. See, I had no idea you needed to use the Tomadar to get this encounter so I gave up on it for the longest time thinking that it was in an area I wasn’t able to access. 

Obviously it wasn’t. Hunting this little guy down was some good training for a new creature I’m trying out.

And with this creature burned onto a CD I moved on with the plot.

The port town I visited a couple episodes ago has a creature that heals and protects them that is terribly sick. The person who made the request asked a DiscR to get a Superfruit from the Pecan Forest. Which happens to be the area I thought I needed to get to to burn that Aubergee to a disc. But as you saw earlier, I ended up not needing to do that. <_<;

Anyway, after I moved past the title card a friggin’ UFO came out of nowhere!

It was headed to the same place I was so I’ll have to deal with it eventually.

This is the area I couldn’t get to, and this little Dentee can’t clean all that mess up by himself. Thankfully his manager has some new recruits and brought them by.

And it’s the Clud Brothers! :D After Big Clud cursed me out he got kinda real about dead dreams...

And after finishing that, he and his brother got to work and cleared the path for me. And I picked my party according to the next area, it’s a forest.

I walked forward a bit more and saw that the whole dang forest is full of scrap.

And it’s that dang UFO that’s doing it too!

Before leaving I spoke to all the NPCs as I tend to do. And got a useful tip.

And I’m glad he told me that, because my original party would’ve been hooped. Well, my Blazoar would have been fine. But other than him! Screwed! So I made a new party. 

I fed Monoxe some food because screw all that grinding in the forest. Which got him up to level 12 and that was enough to keep him alive.

I only took a screenshot of this enemy because I like it, and I’m happy I managed to get one. I also got the Ampord.

This play session was 90% grinding so that’ll be it for this post. Here’s my team’s current levels. 

[minghaocouture]

Songs I associate the Seventeen Members with

Decided to do the SVT Tage game made by @milkteafairy-hyeri​. She said anyone who wants to do it and so here i am lol! (Also tagging @woozisnoots​ since she also did a “anyone who wants to do it”)

List songs in your playlist and strictly on your phone playlist which you associate the Seventeen members with! It’s up to you if u wanna add an explanation!

TBH this was really hard to do x.x Like none of my music really reminded me of them cause if i’m not listening to Kpop Im listening to hard rock or parody music x.x

Im tagging...anyone who wants to do this! Just tag me so i can see your choices <3

Seungcheol

Warriors - Aaliyah Rose (She-Ra theme song)

Tbh this just feels like Cheollie to me, as a leader he is always there for his members and supports them so much.

Room Shaker - Ailee 

This song just reminds me of his on stage duality. like specifically this gif i saw forever ago but couldn’t find it again x.x

Jeonghan

Goodnight My Angel - Celtic Woman

The title kinda explains itself lol. It’s a really pretty lullaby, and he likes sleeping so much and he’s an angel and it was cute.

Troublemaker - Olly Murs ft. Flo Rida

So it was either this song or Chillin’ Like a Villain from Descendants 2. But this one fit a bit better. All his cheating in games and how he is just kinda chaotic, it made me giggle thinking about.

Joshua

Sing for You - EXO

This song just screams Joshua to me, i would love to hear him (and tbh the whole group) do a cover of this song. I can just imagine him playing his guitar and singing and it just makes me soft to think about. 

Dragon Slayer - NSP (E) 

It just reminded me of how anytime the fandom calls him the Gentleman of the group and the rest of SVT is just like “NAH”. (don’t read too much into this choice lol it just made me giggle) 

Junhui

Níl Sé’n Lá - Celtic Woman

So this song is legit just about partying and having fun and not thinking about what will come tomorrow, and it just really reminded me of Jun’s cheerful personality.

Otsukimi Recital - Jin,IA

This one, reminded me of him comforting Yanan during that Chinese show they did together. The whole song is about trying to make someone close to you feel better and I just imagined Jun singing it to Yanan and it made me really happy. 

Also translates to Moon viewing recital, and his Korean last name is Moon.

Soonyoung

I Don’t Know What We’re Talking About - NSP 

I imagine that this song is sometimes what it’s like to be in Soonyoung’s brain lol sometimes it doesn’t make sense but it always makes you laugh.

Caffeine - RWBY

This song is so hype for me and just reminds me of how he is live on stage. It is also a song called Caffeine and that boy has energy for literal DAYS. 

Wonwoo

Kataomoi - Aimer

So this song starts out kinda sad but gets happier at the end, and it really reminded me of how Wonwoo had talked about himself during Hit the Road. How he was curious why people liked him. it was also super chill like he usually is.

My Only Chance - The Toxic Avenger

So this song is from one of my fave video game soundtracks. It’s a really chill song and feels like it would fit Wonwoo’s vibe, and the fact that he is a gamer.

Jihoon

Breathe (2 AM) - Anna Nalick

So this is dumb but i mostly picked this because A. It was just kind a chill kinda sound and B. Because of the line “2 am and i’m still awake writing a song”, it just reminded me of all that Jihoon does. 

Rock Show - Halestorm

DRUMMER WOOZI

Seokmin

Sunny Summer - Gfriend

This boy is literally sunshine, and i could also see him dancing to this song and just being super cute.

Dinosaur Laser Fight - NSP (E) 

That skit they did where he was the English teacher? Yeah this song is what it would have been if he was a science teacher in that skit.

Mingyu

Ka-CHING! - EXO-CBX

The guys always tease him about having a lot of money so this is just where my brain went.

Guy.exe - Superfruit

“Six feet tall and super strong” I may pick on Kim Mingyu but this boy would be perfect BF material.

Minghao

Dear Fellow Traveller -  Sea Wolf

This song just had a vibe that screamed Minghao to me. Just a kind of mysterious yet welcoming feel. If that makes sense.

Drop Dead Gorgeous - April Smith and the Great Picture Show

So i love this song and I feel Minghao could relate, because it’s talking about wanting to be with someone that’s smart and not just pretty. The tag line is “Cause if you’re just drop dead gorgeous, you should just drop dead.” saying that if there isn’t anything going on in your brains, then you need to GTFO and that just felt vry Minghao to me.

Seungkwan

Sweets for Two - Interlunium 

1. Seungkwan is sweet as sugar, 2. Seungkwan is a foodie <3 

Pillow Talking (feat. Brain) - Lil Dicky, Brain (E)

Okay hear me out, this would legit be him arguing with someone about these things. I can legit see him having similar reactions to Lil Dicky in the song and it had me cackling just thinking about it.

Vernon

Retro Future - Triple H 

Vernon’s whole closet just screamed this song at me (i know he’s changing to darker colors but until it’s happened i still got Tie-dye Vernon on the brain)

Popsicle - UHSN 

This is literally just because my all time favorite look for Vernon is this one

Chan

Yakusoku no Kizuna - Risa Taneda

K-POP’S FUTURE LEE CHAN! This is all about working hard for your goals and being able to keep going forward because of the people around you. 

Byakuya ~True Light~

TBH this is legit just because i had an idea for a D.N.Angel au where Chan would take Daisuke’s role >.> (and Jeonghan would be Dark) that’s honestly it. 

[antpernas]

11/16/20

so today was.......... :/ im trying my best not to be too sad but like... im super fucking sad lmfao

me and the guy im staying with here in georgia slept up until around 10, at which point i got up to make us breakfast and stuff ! i made us both some scrambled eggs and cereal with avocado mayonnaise + untoasted toast (he doesnt own a toaster so it was just regular bread LOL) and it was super good! i did some studying and stuff while he was on his computer working on his essay that i wanted him to get done so we could leave to go to tennessee and see the sunset!

after he finished his essay i rewarded him with a pretty good d*ck sucking if i do say so myself and we started getting ready to leave... however. this is where i think it kinda started to go south :/

so as it turned out he had a final from 1-3 and we were going to have to wait until after he finished to leave for tennessee. this was fine by me, but it did mean we were going to be crunched for time to make it to see the sunset from a high elevation point / lookout point, since it was a 2 hour drive and sunset was around 6! but that was fine by me. after he finishes his exam, im sorta rushing him to get ready, and he starts making fun of me for wanting him to stop watching scandal and start getting ready so we can go :( once he finally starts getting ready, im a little sad cuz i saw him put on shorts and a t-shirt and then asked him to dress kinda nice/formal so we could take cute pics and stuff ! i dont think i came off mean or anything, or at least i hope i didnt, but then he said “well now im going to keep this on for sure” and i was just :( a little sad but whatever its not that deep! 

we end up leaving at 4:30 and i had dressed up cute with a sweater and khakis and shoes, the last piece to my outfit was my button up shirt that i thought was in my car, so i was just gonna put it on once we started driving. (sidebar i already knew we werent going to make it all the way to tennessee to see the sunset but i was still excited and down for the trip !) but when we get to the car my shirt isnt there, turns out i had brought it in yesterday when we moved everything inside from my car and i totally forgot sjkdfnskdjnksjn!!!! internally, i knew it was hypocritical since i had just been rushing him, but i tell him i kinda want to go back to put on the shirt (in my mind we were already not going to make it all the way to tennessee anyways so it didnt really matter but whatever!!! i GUESS) and then he just starts imitating me rushing him to make fun of me :( i end up saying fuck it and just get in the car and we leave

the drive itself was pretty uneventful, after i made a move to show him some music (it was superfruit), he shot me down and said he wouldnt be into it so he didnt even want to give it a chance. at that point i just stopped talking and started scrolling on my phone. he kept saying that i was missing the views by having my nose stuck in my phone but i was already kinda irritated/disappointed so i just let him make those comments and glanced up every once in a while to take a look

the sun ended up setting around 6:00 while we were driving and he pulled into a sports/wildlife lifestyle store ? im still not sure what inspired that but the store was cute and i needed to pee so whatever :P i learned that kayaks are way cheaper than i originally anticipated (especially inflatable ones!) so im definitely buying one when i get back to florida bc ive been meaning to see go around the inlets jeje

after that we start driving to go get some food, im still feeling kinda down but he starts being really sweet so im feeling a little better, and he has me start talking about a story id been meaning to tell him, and then we start driving back ! that conversation sorta segways into my sorta concerns with everything while ive been staying with him, but it felt really uncomfortable bc i didnt want to seem like i was getting to deep or anything within the first few days of meeting (sorta the same situation i was in with another guy that i met in cali but thats a whole other story), and long story short he ended up telling me that he didnt see us going anywhere as far as a relationship goes ;( of course i super appreciated him for being honest with me but to say i wasnt hurt at all would be a lie cuz i really like him and i drove all the way to atlanta from miami for this and i feel like it might mess up the rest of trip BUT !! its ok !!

when we get back to his place i just went straight to the couch (as opposed to the bed in his room where he was on his computer) and just took a nap ;( im gonna be sad for tonight and then tomorrow i just want to go with our original plans of having a good time around atlanta even if i know he doesnt want this to go anywhere!!

ily gn be safe muah!!

[olisaltar]

Here I am with another tea review!

I am really enjoying this, it gives me the chance to try new teas, as well as learn about different herb properties I may have never learned before. 

Today’s tea is STASH Blueberry superfruit tea, caffeine free.

 (I apologize this one doesn’t have more photos I was genuinely so excited to drink this tea when it was ready I didn’t even think to take a photo of the tea when it was finished) 

[IMAGE DESCIPTION: the packaging of a single tea bag, already ripped, that says STASH Blueberry superfruit, caffeine-free, and again in french]

So, as you can tell I got too excited and took the tea bag out before I photographed it. But this came in a set of 20 teas, 2 bags of each, to try with my partner. It has Blueberry, Hibiscus, lemongrass, orange peel, reships, chicory root, licorice, and acai berry. That seems like such a big combination of flavors but it really mixes together. 

This tea is actually really intriguing to me. There is a lot of protection rites, with blueberry, rosehips, and orange peel. Lemongrass also helps ward off evil and chicory can break curses, which just adds to the protection. It also has a lot of properties to do with love and romance as well, with the hibiscus and rosehips. But, here is the wild thing. It has licorice root in it, which is often used in dark magic to gain control over a situation, or a person. This isn’t to be taken lightly. But, all together, this is tea can be used for many different magical purposes, depending on your needs. 

The Taste

This tea smells so amazing. The hibiscus and acai makes it smell so tropical, but the blueberry gives it that familiar feel I know I love to have in tea. I let this one steep a little longer than I do with others, I am a huge fan of stronger floral teas. 

The taste is really gentle. Nothing in this tea is going to punch you in the face (I’m look at you, ginger and cinnamon from the last one I reviewed!) but it is warm and enveloping all the same The rose hips in this one gives it a really nice aftertaste, and makes me almost forget about the licorice root (which I’m personally not a fan of). My partner pointed out it needs very little sugar to be enjoyable. All in All, this is a really lovely tea, that I also think could be made into a FANTASTIC iced tea, if that’s your jam. 

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Hey loves xxx. It’s pride month!!! This is the first Pride Month where I feel like I’ve discovered myself and am proud to be who I am. I’ve learned to accept myself for who I am, and that’s all thanks to LGBTQ+ artists in music. That’s why everyday I’m posting a lyric from a LGBTQ+ artist that means a lot to me, and has helped me through this journey, and still help me through the long road that’s ahead because even though I’ve found the love for myself inside myself, doesn’t mean I think that other people will, which means out of fear, I’m only out as bi and not genderfluid.

Today is about my love for the angels, my heroes, the people that have changed my life, make me laugh, make me cry, and are the definition of who I aspire to be, unapologetically themselves. These angels are Scott Hoying and Mitch Grassi of the super-queer Superfruit. 

They have done so much for the LGBTQ+ community, including me. I have been personally affected by their expressions, they have been my lights in a dark hallway, and most of all just made me laugh when I needed it!!

So here’s an ode to all their lyrics that are queer.

[phanfictioncatalogue]

(TW) Drunk (3) Masterlist

Links last checked: September 13th, 2022

part one, part two, part four

Crossing the Line - phanficexchange

Summary: Dan and Phil play Mario Kart and get drunk and a little too… well, you’ll see..

Cruising for Control (ao3) - thesassykels66

Summary: Dan and Phil play a rather kinky game of Battle Ship

distance makes the heart grow fonder (ao3) - eloquentlyphan

Summary: phil’s visiting his parents and dan is sad and alone. and tipsy. and horny. he decides to call phil and tell him exactly what he thinks about at night.

Drunk - waverlysangels

Summary: 2009!phan at a party during Dan’ first visit.

Drunk At Vidcon - dxnhowell

Summary: It’s Scott and Mitch’s first time at Vidcon as Superfruit. Things seem to be going pretty well for them until Scott’s anxiety starts kicking in and he finds himself drunk at a youtube party.

Drunken Anons (ao3) - maetaurus

Summary: In Dan’s drunken state of mind, he decides it’s a good idea to send suggestive anons to Phil. The only problem, Dan forgot to click the anon button.

Drunk In Love - phangirlingforphan

Summary: Dan drinks a little too much wine when filming his Internet Support Group video and one thing leads to another… Smut, fluff and drunk, needy Dan Howell ensue.

Feeling Good - birdyhowell

Summary: Dan steals alcohol and brownies from a party his brother was holding (who I made older in this fic) and meets Phil at their favourite meet-up place. Best friends for years, they get really drunk for the first time and learn that the brownies they had were actually weed brownies. Cue young Dan and Phil confessing some feels and start hooking up.

Green Light, Go (ao3) - getwrecked

Summary: They’re drunk in Singapore and they decide to have sex drunk off their asses, Dan accidentally pisses in Phil.

He Must’ve Forgot to Close His Door (ao3) - deletable_bird

Summary: The room is dim, Dan is drunk, he’s got lipstick in his hand, and Phil is sat beside him, nearly in his lap. What is he supposed to do?

la vie en rose (ao3) - legdabs (scvlly)

Summary: dan’s drunk, and maybe just a little bit smitten.

Only If You Want To (ao3) - irphanfic

Summary: Phil Lester likes to party. And get drunk. And make out with cute boys.

But what happens when the captain of the rugby team tries to take it too far?

Roll the Dice and Swear (ao3) - ramonaspeaks

Summary: Dan has a wet dream while sharing a hotel room with Phil.

Truth or Truth (ao3) - developerdaniel

Summary: aka the fic were dan and phil come home from a night out to drink even more alcohol and play an edited game of truth or dare and end up confessing their feelings for each other which lead to them finally giving in to how much they’ve wanted each other for so long.

vodka kisses (ao3) - orphan_account

Summary: “Danny, you know what we should do?” Phil asked almost shamelessly, and Dan swore that sentence broke the intimacy but he held in a laugh. “It won’t be the first time, so there’s nothing to be scared of.”

Whiskey on Ice, Sunset on Vine (ao3) - AnotherPhanficWriter

Summary: Dan gets drunk and after being just friends with Phil he’s too tired to pretend.

Why are you always drunk? - phantasising

Summary: Dan arrives at the flat drunk and adorable and Phil has to look after him, until Dan admits his true feelings to his flatmate.

Yin And Yang - howellslester

Summary: Sexual predator drunk Dan and tired drunk Phil.

You're Easy To Crack (ao3) - TheUKAmazingDan

Summary: Dan and Phil are both cocky frat boys that love beer almost as much as they love each other. Dan, drunk and horny, challenges Phil to a game of beer pong: whoever wins, tops. May the games begin.

You Used To Call Me On My Cell Phone (ao3) - danthrusts

Summary: post breakup au where dan is drunk and calls phil to pick him up.