#which made me think of the o2l song

[ashercries23]

which marauders character has been chronically online since far too young (in a modern au ofc)? pls tell me your thoughts it’s very important to me. it can be any flavor of chronically online BUT in my head i’m thinking of like YouTube chronically online. Jenna Marbles, Troye Sivan (bonus for troyler/tronner), O2L, SuperFruit, Dan & Phil, etc etc. rb with any specifications

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tagged by @leonzhng​ thanks for making me dig through my most embarrassing crushes 😭✋

i’ll tag @highwarlockkareena​ @yibobibo​ @lan-xichens​ @purplexedhuman​ @aheartfullofjolllly​ @lanzhansmiles​ @nyx4​ i feel like i tag you guys in everything i am so sorry please ignore this if u don’t wanna do it !!

putting this under a read more for reasons

MEN 2010 – 2016

literally nothing more embarrassing than falling on the same type of white man over and over again (with the exception of minho from shinee bless his heart)

tommy joe ratliff → he was the bass player for adam lambert during his glamnation era (think of songs like for your entertainment and if i had you) idk why exactly i liked him so much but i just did.... however i searched him up again quite recently and found out he’s one of those republicans that says the dumbest shit on twitter so Big Yikes

harry styles → “baby you light up my world like nobody else, the way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed, and when you smile at the ground it ain’t hard to tell...” and BOOM 13-year-old me was sold for well over two years

louis tomlinson → basically i liked harry most until around 2013 when for some reason i started to like him a little less, and i got more focused on louis tomlinson, and although i didn’t like one direction anymore louis tomlinson always had a special place in my heart

ashton irwin → so ashton is 5sos’ drummer, i discovered 5sos through one direction & i stanned them until late 2014

harries twins → the harries twins (jack & finn) are basically the reason i started spending a lot of time on youtube, they were funny and pretty and they just had good videos in general, so for almost two years i’d watch their content regularly

choi minho → my first steps into kpop happened bc i was watching videos on youtube (most probably the harries twins) and suddenly i saw the sherlock mv in my recommended videos so i clicked on it and then 14-year-old me proceeded to fall for minho like an idiot

brooks twins → still youtubers, the brooks twins were 3/5 of the janoskians (jai & luke brooks, beau brooks, daniel sahyounie, & james yammouni), an australian youtube comedy group that was active from 2011-2018 though i was only around from 2012-2014 (when jai brooks was dating ariana grande)

jc caylen → surprise! another youtuber! jc caylen was part of o2l (our2ndlife) a youtube collaboration channel on which each of the 6 members posted videos on a certain day in the week (mondays with connor, tuesdays with ricky, wednesdays with sam, thursdays with jc, fridays with trevi (my 2nd favorite member bc she participated on the x factor), saturdays with ricardo, and then they had surprise sundays every week) and i remember how much joy jc & the others always brought me with their silly videos

misha collins → up next, you might know him as the gay angel that was sent to superhell after confessing his love to the homophobic hunter on supernatural, it’s misha collins! basically misha was a huge source of comfort for me, and i even went around calling myself emmisha for almost two full years (cringe)

henrik holm → he played even bech naesheim in skam and my crush on him reached that level of ridiculousness where i actually tried my hand at learning norwegian (i can only remember how to introduce myself and some curse words i would make a great first impression on him)

MEN 2016 – 2021

min yoongi → okay so my baby steps into kpop happened through shinee’s sherlock, but i only got really invested when yoongi dropped agust d 1 because Holy Fuck y’know??

kim namjoon → oh man i remember thinking namjoon was cute and a very good leader and then BAM he dressed like THAT at the 2016 mma’s and i fell in love. hard

park seojoon → i started liking park seojoon whilst i was watching hwarang (you guessed it, i watched it bc of taehyung), although he wasn’t my favorite character by far, but he was very silly off camera & i liked that (i’m not that into him anymore tho </3)

kim seokjin → OH BOY LET ME TELL U i liked seokjin from the very beginning (i got to know bts in late 2014) and i always liked seeing him perform and be himself and god once i realized i had a crush on him it just hit me like a mf truck, and he’s still one of my favorite people to this day

jung hoseok → god fake love era hoseok really hits different.... also yes i know i have all of bts’ hyung line on my list BUT bts was a really big part of my life for almost 6 years soooo honestly they deserve it i still think they’re great guys

choi san → when ateez made their debut in 2018 i immediately fell in love with san, he was such an amazing dancer and he captivated me right from the very beginning, to this day he’s still my bias in ateez uwu

xiao zhan → AND THEN, OCTOBER OF 2019 HAPPENS AND I WATCH CQL AND... i fall in love with xiao zhan, something i’d never expected would happen bc when i watched cql for the first time i wasn’t as invested in the story, but i really really really liked xiao zhan and one thing led to another and now here i am as a xfx

wang yibo → the thing is, i’ve known yibo since eoeo except i didn’t know cql yibo was uniq yibo (bc i’d forgotten his name) and when i looked it up i can tell you my jaw dropped to the floor bc holy shit????? also he is very silly and i love him loads ok

lee minho → ah, the man who has been my skz bias since 2018, not only is minho my bias i also kin him (there’s a lot of aspects of myself that i see in minho and vice versa) and he’s very comforting to me

bang chan → honestly, it was only a matter of time before i’d fall for bang chan, i knew the moment i got into skz again that i’d start biasing him and, well, here i am, double biasing chan & minho

WOMEN

this list is shorter bc i’ve in general always had less crushes on women than on men??? blame society forcing me into thinking i was straight for a LONG time

ariana grande → remember the 2011 layout of twitter?? where u could not only have an icon and a header, but also a background and ur twitter page was smack in the center of ur screen with the big ugly menu bar at the top??? yeah ariana grande was always my background for my l*rr* st*l*n*s*n layouts

perrie edwards → this was right around the time she was dating zayn & little mix was breaking out into the spotlight, yeah i just really loved her

andrea russett → okay so remember o2l?? andrea russett was kian’s girlfriend for a pretty long time and they always did videos together and i always thought she was super pretty

lily collins → maybe i don’t like clary in tmi all that much but i sure liked the way lily collins looked

alona tal → MY BISEXUAL AWAKENING, it’s only when i saw alona tal in spn that i realized, fuck i might be gay

park jihyo → i discovered twice (my 2nd jype group after day6) through the like ooh-ahh mv and red-haired jihyo really did something to my heart (i just rewatched it and god zombie bang chan is so mf cute)

kim jisoo → when bp made their square two comeback i was immediately smitten for red-haired jisoo in playing with fire, it’s also when i realized she was my bias out of the four members

shin ryujin → the reason that i have blue hair is partially bc of ryujin and her amazing intro in wannabe :D

xuan lu → her portrayal of jiang yanli was SO ON POINT and she’s just such a kindhearted wonderful person wow i want her hand in marriage

lee yoobin → god i’ve known dreamcatcher from back when they were still called minx and ever since i’ve always looked at dami that bit more than the rest, i was also able to see dreamcatcher live in october of 2019 and the whole experience was just so amazing !!

FICTIONAL CHARACTERS

there’s a whole lot more than just these 10 but i wanted to fit the evolution into one (1) slide as best as i could lmao

peter pan → this movie came out in 2003 (?) and he’s honestly the first fictional character i remember ever having a crush on

legolas → i was really doubting between placing haldir or legolas here but i only really got a vague haldir obsession when i was like 14

zuko → LOOK. ZUKO IN ATLA? HOT. ZUKO IN LOK? HOT EVEN IF HE’S AN OLD MAN.

will turner → man was annoying sometimes but i really liked him and his relationship with elizabeth was cute

jo harvelle → gosh i can’t believe she’s the only female character in here???? yeah she was one of my two spn faves and i’ll never forgive the screenwriters for the way they killed her off

castiel → does your fave ever get sent to super hell for being gay? no? well. mine did

kili → fili and kili’s storyline tore my heart out, spit on it, and then laughed straight in my face, KILI WAS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE DWARF

howl → i only watched this movie for the first time in 2020 so i kinda fucked up the tl cause i watched cql in 2019 but shh, anyways howl with his blonde hair was good looking but howl with his black hair just hits differently. i want a howl

lan jingyi → MY BABY BOY, TINIE LITTLE BABIE WHOMST I MUST PROTECT ok no but seriously this kid. i love him a lot

mu qing → BARK BARK. that’s all (that’s not all i love him a whole lot and it hurts me to see so many people misunderstand his character and only see the bad parts of him when they can forgive others for fucking up (eg. xie lian himself & feng xin) but bc mu qing doesn’t deal well with emotions suddenly he’s the bad guy??? i s2g if ppl are gonna do to him what they did to jiang cheng in the tgcf la i will RIOT)

[anntidote]

:get to know me

what is this?

❁ a bunch of questions if you wanted to get to know me. they’re random facts, tid bits, and stories behind how i got to love bts, writing, and what i do beside writing these fics.

story behind your handle?

❁ you can call me: ann.

❁ the meaning of ‘anntidote’ is a mix of my pseudonym and a play off of the word, ‘antidote’, which is defined as a medicine.

❁ as most of the work i write is mature and/or explicit, this blog acts as a ‘cure’ for these thoughts.

how did you start writing ff?

❁ i started writing fan fiction in 2014. i was apart of a minecraft fandom, and wrote fan fiction for certain YouTubers in that friend group. then, i switched fandoms, in writing for an australian pop-punk band. afterwards, leading to where i am now- which is writing for: international kpop sensation sunshine rainbow traditional transfer usb hub shrimp, BTS. i grew up on anime due to my older brother. hq is no exception to this creative outlet, and i couldn’t be happier.

❁ just because i started writing in 2014 doesn’t mean i wasn’t an avid fan of other things. in no particular order: i liked o2l, had a swift phase, made rubber band bracelets, and loved musicals (still do).

how did you start liking bts?

❁ the prior group i liked (no hate towards the group, as i still love their music) lacked fan involvement and fresh frequent content. it’d been over a year since they’d put out something new, and i needed something else to listen to. i knew my friends were really into k-pop, so i thought- fuck it- why not? i approached them and they gave me recommendations based off of my music taste (heavy hip-hop, pop, and alternative rock). i listened to the music without prejudice and found myself enjoying it. i remember listening to the cypher series, save me, and simply being amazed.

how did you start liking haikyuu!! ?

my best friends and others in my friend group kept nudging me to watch. it took awhile but i eventually gave in, especially since i liked knb a lot. i’m truly glad i gave it a chance, as i kind of fell for tsukki the minute i saw him— he took none of the freak duo’s bs. and it was history from there.

how did you know your bias was rm?

❁ summer of 2017, lying on my couch and scrolling through YouTube, i spotted jimin’s ‘serendipity’ mv had just dropped. although i had been already listening to bts for a couple weeks before that, ly:her (DNA era) would be my first comeback. i fell in love with serendipity’s lyricism and looked into who wrote it. i fell in love with namjoon- right then and there. (note: this was when namjoon was still called ‘rap monster’ and everyday, i thank him for realizing that that name would not age well, and consequently changing it.)

❁ i always tell to new armys, “you don’t choose your bias. your bias chooses you.” although that sounds insanely cliche and stupid- i find it to be true. upon hearing namjoon’s voice for the first time, i did a double take. he knocked me out of my seat and didn’t need to apologize. there’s so much i could gush in adoration toward that man, but let’s move on.

besides writing, what are your hobbies?

❁ i major in audio technology and am enrolled in a mixing and mastering course. i aspire to work in the music industry, and i write songs in my free time. as i’m training to be a mixing engineer/producer, writing songs leads me to writing other ideas- which is one of the reasons why i’m here! c: i’ve also been singing my entire life- which may or may not attribute to the fire. being an army has only reinforced my dreams and expectations ten fold.

❁ when i’m not burying myself in work, i’m either cooking, catching up on my shows, or sleeping. there’s no in between.

- cooking is therapeutic for me. (wrapping meat dumplings, frying chicken or potatoes, or emulsifying pasta sauce.)

- other than bts variety shows, i watch a lot of anime. i love sports (haikyuu & kuroko no basket, etc), classics (sailor moon, fairy tale, fruits basket, dbz, naruto, etc.), and others. i love romance, comedy, and competition.

how do you get inspiration?

❁ by doing nothing. and i know this sounds stupid, but it’s the truth- whether you like it or not. namjoon also partakes in this stupidity (he’s said this in an interview). i could be avidly searching everywhere for what i need to write next, or i could kick back, relax, and let the thoughts come and go as they please. i simply try to enjoy the tasks i do on the daily, and notice the small things that lead me on to creative trains of thought. (ie: seeing a plane fly overhead, and thinking of seatbelts.) “i do nothing for twelve hours... but when i get to the studio, my mind clicks.”

trademark facts about yourself

❁ i love salty chips. specifically, spicy ones. hot cheetos are glorified in this household. due to covid, i haven’t been able to have them- and i swear, i’m hitting withdrawals. (takis, sweet & spicy doritos, hot cheetos, kettle cooked potato chips, etc.)

❁ my favorite color is red. it used to be pink, because i wanted to spite people on the color’s duality. but this was the color of one of the boy’s i liked- so i changed it. even though i got over the boy, i still liked the color because of how empowered it made me feel.

❁ i’m introverted. very much so. it’s kind of crippling... my out of pocket posts may lead you to think otherwise, but no. trust me. i just seem extroverted at times because i get really passionate about what i do. (my MBTI is ISFP-T.)

❁ i don’t like coffee. perhaps i’m too young, but when i write, i love drinking hot chocolate- even in the summer.

❁ i’d fallen in love with music before i stanned bts. i’ve always participated in music and have been captivated by how singers tell stories without borders. bts empowers change and reinforces the voice of youth, that has been shunned so many times. i’m so happy to support their cause.

message to those who read

❁ thank you for taking the time/having interest in what i post. it truly means a lot to me. i hope you have a beautiful day or night, wherever you’re from. i love you guys, and i love namjoon too- haha.

[lovewhatyoudodolan]

Imagination || Grayson

Prompt: You were mutual friends with the twins due to knowing Kian and JC when they were still in O2L. Anytime Grayson was around you’d notice him subtly looking at you, but you never thought much of it. When he randomly texts you one night asking you to come over though...

Word Count: 1,747

A/N: Not really my best imagine, but HELLO EVERYONE I’M ACTUALLY ALIVE OVER HERE STILL

I’d literally cry if I ever got to see Grayson play piano

MASTERLIST

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Knowing Kian and JC throughout the years has definitely turned my life upside down. They inspired me to take my life into my own hands because I am the only person I need to please. 

Being their friend had many perks that will always outweigh the negative press that I commonly received by not only their fans but paparazzi. Let's face it, two guys and a girl always hanging out... Not exactly the most innocent looking scene. 

As the years went on, the rumors somewhat died down but that didn’t stop new ones from forming. Every time I go home, rumors about me getting knocked up or the boys ending our friendship circulate. These began changing when the Dolan Twins turned up in my life. 

I have always been closer to Kian and JC, but something drew me towards the two hazel eyed boys from New Jersey. There has never really been an explanation, but that day on the beach was the beginning of a beautiful friendship.

”Kian Robert put me down right now!” My legs were flailing around as my best friend spun me around in circles. The boys decided to join me at the beach for my birthday and that was probably my first mistake of the day. 

The boy just chuckled, continuing his torturous movements. “Happy birthday young one!” As Kian placed me safely on the ground, JC pulled me into a bear hug.

“Hey, guys!” JC let go of me in order to acknowledge whoever was approaching the three of us. 

My mouth went dry when my eyes locked with one of the attractive brunette twins that were smiling brightly. Both boys were toned and could have easily been cut out of a magazine. “Yo! It’s been too long guys. How have you been?” 

“Pretty good,” The one with longer hair responds as Kian hugs him, “Missing home a bit.”

JC nods as he shakes the other boy's hand, “That’s understandable. When I first moved here from Texas it was uncomfortable at first.” The four easily fell into conversation about YouTube and life in California causing me to feel out of place. I never really fell into the YouTube world, usually staying behind the camera unless Kian and JC needed an extra in a skit.

“Oh,” Kian brought me out of my thoughts, “Guys I’d like you to meet Y/N. She’s been my best friend for a couple of years and is a big-time pain in the ass, but you learn to love her.”

I playfully smack his arm before crossing my arms over my chest in a huff, “I’ll have you know that he’s actually the annoying one in this friendship.”

“Yeah, right.” My best friend rolled his eyes as he stepped aside to point at the brothers, “The one with longer hair is Ethan and Grayson has his hair styled.”

The three of us silently shook one another's hands, but little did we know it was the beginning of a long-running friendship...

After that day, I ran into the twins multiple times on the street before finally exchanging numbers. To say Kian was jealous of my growing friendship with them would be an understatement. At one point he even called Ethan and Grayson ‘best friend thieves’, but we just got along well since we were close in age. 

“God damn it,” I mutter under my breath while pushing myself onto my tiptoes in hopes of grabbing the last box of my favorite cereal. “Why couldn’t I have just been born tall?”

“Because then I wouldn’t be able to call you shorty,” A hand moves up over my head to grab the box, “It wouldn’t be the same.”

I snap around to find none other than Grayson Dolan standing there with a cheeky smile on his face, and my box of cereal in his hands. “Awe Gray did you get that down for me?”

“Pft as if,” He hides the box behind his back, “This is my favorite.”

A pout forms on my face as I stare up at the boy through my long lashes, “But Gray I found it first. It’s not fair that you’re just taller than I am...”

“Guess you owe me then,” The brunette smirks before handing the box over, “I’ll see you around.”

I never expected something to grow out of the friendship with the boys, especially not Grayson. Since day one I knew he was way out of my league, but that didn’t stop me from thinking he was attractive. 

Nothing between us really signified that he wanted to be friends until one fateful dare night between our housemates and the twins. 

“Bobby get your ass down here!” Kian shouted as I placed my finished cocktail bottle on the floor in the middle of our group. “So rather than just playing spin the bottle, I say we do spin the bottle truth or dare.”

Our group was rather intoxicated, so we didn’t think much about the possible repercussions of this game between friends. More than likely we wouldn’t even remember half the things we did by the time the sun came up. 

As soon as Bobby collapsed on the floor next to me, Kian began the game. Everything started out simple, truths were exchanged and easy dares were completed, but I knew in no time something big was going to happen. 

“Y/N.” JC had a wicked smile on his face as the bottle landed in front of me. “Truth or dare?” After being dared to drink the expired milk in our fridge, I knew he wasn’t going to go easy on me. However, at the same time, I’ve never been able to turn down a dare.

“I’m not a pansy JC, give me a dare.” I took another swig from my beer before making eye contact with the curly haired boy sitting across from me. 

What came out of his mouth next almost caused me to spit my drink out though, “7 Minutes in Heaven with Ethan.”

“What?” Grayson sputtered out with wide eyes glancing between me and his brother. 

The younger twin and I held eye contact for a second before Ethan pulled him to his feet. “I think we’re actually going to head home for the night. Thank you for having us over.”

However, as the two boys made their way to the front door, my eyes never left Grayson. 

From that day on, my mind was reeling with the possibility that deep down Grayson was jealous of the idea of me and Ethan hooking up in a confined closet. The two of us would exchange looks whenever we were in the same room, but he and Ethan had stopped inviting me over as much. They went on a tour and were traveling the world at such a rapid pace that there was no chance of keeping up with them. 

I was slowly getting into modeling and videography with the help of Bryant and JC. Gathering supportive fans rather than haters that were jealous of my friendships. My life was falling into place, and then the text came through.

‘Hey, can you come over?’

I blankly stared down at my phone as Kian and Bobby discussed some plans they had for this weekend. My heart skipped a beat as the typing dots appeared before disappearing once again. 

“You okay?” Kian had a concerned look on his face as he stared at me from his seat across from me at the table. 

I nod as I stand up from the table, “I have to head across town. Do you guys need anything while I’m out?”

“Condoms!” I recognized JC yell from upstairs causing me to roll my eyes and chuckle slightly.

“You go get those yourself you nasty.” Kian had a questioning look on his face as I turned my attention back to them, but I just shook my head. Some things just have to be kept secret. 

It didn’t take long for me to get to their apartment complex across town. Ethan’s BMW was nowhere to be seen which made me question if they were even here, but as soon as I knocked on their door Grayson opened it. 

Butterflies went off in my stomach at the sight of the brunette boy in the doorway. I didn’t realize how much I actually missed being around the brothers until this moment. 

“Hey Gray,” I awkwardly pushed some of my hair away from my face as he waves me inside, “Did you need something? We haven’t exactly been talking that much lately...”

“No, I uh,” He pauses in order to talk my hand and lead me through the apartment to his room where his keyboard was set up in front of his bed. “There’s something I’ve been meaning to tell you for a while now and I haven’t been able to find the words, so I learned how to play a song instead.”

I took a seat next to him on the queen-sized bed and felt my cheeks heat up instantly as the familiar Shawn Mendes song filled my ears. Even without the lyrics behind it, I knew what he was trying to say. 

Whenever he slowed the tempo, our arms would brush and cause shockwaves to disperse through my body. Nothing could prepare me for his moment because I never thought something like this would actually happen.

As the song winded down, Grayson began singing the lyrics softly under his breath. “I keep craving, craving you don’t know it but it’s true... Can’t get my mouth to say the words I want to say to you.”

“Gray?” I didn’t have time to think before his lips were softly placed on mine, but I kissed him back immediately. After a few seconds, we pulled away and I stared at him questioningly. 

“I’m not usually shy around girls,” He sighs and wipes his hands on his jeans, “That’s always been Ethan, but something about you makes me nervous and shy. I hate it. My confidence is shot around you which is why it has taken me so long to tell you how I actually feel...”

My hand fell to his chest as a light chuckle left my lips, “You sound like a babbling idiot Gray. Just ask me on a date if that’s what you want.”

If someone would have told me that Grayson Dolan and I would have ended up together when we first met, I would have laughed in their face. But here we are...

[oddeyecadia]

plance youtuber au

a headcanon-ish fanfic-ish crack-ish (idk what this is seriously but it’s kinda long) thingy for plance au week: free day. i'm posting this early cause why not?

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pidge

- channel: pidgeon

- has over 2 million subscribers and growing.

- posts mainly gaming and commentary videos

- not afraid to say whatever the fuck she wants

- shits on fortnite

- shits on instagram comedians, unfunny ex viners (esp lele pons and king bach, oh she hates those), musers, and almost all the cursed things on the internet

- "MONIKA DID NOTHING WRONG: DDLC Part 4"

- 👏 TECH 👏 REVIEW 👏

- gets demonitized every 2 seconds

- "this video is sponsored by best fiends... link in the description i'm on level 50 go try and beat me dipshits."

- hates vine refugees but uses too much vine references in her vids

- frequently collabs with asap science - posts cartoon/anime reviews sometimes cus she's a nerd with a lot of opinions

- cried when she got sponsored by crunchyroll - people love her hilarious snarky comments on everything.

- and her puns. liza koshy who?

lance

- is part of this youtube collab channel with almost 4 million subscribers, "voltron" along with keith, hunk, shiro, and allura

- they're like o2l but with more diverse members who makes various types of content

- with this gorgeous man named coran as their manager

- he has a solo/main channel tho but it's not very active. and it's full of meme videos.

- lance mainly does vlogs on voltron tho

- but like the ones that would always give his friends a heart attack

- he'd literally do anything for a good vlog

- from buying hunk a hundred gallons of orange juice to pranking shiro and keith with a fucking crocodile

- got srsly injured once bc of a stunt for a vlog

- his first words were "GET THE CAMERA" and then he vlogged all the way to the hospital

- sometimes he would post "skin care routine", "how i style my hair", and all that beauty guru stuff randomly out of nowhere and it would confuse his viewers but they'd watch it anyway

- did a song cover once. it broke the internet.

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- their story started when pidge posted one of those smash or pass; youtuber edition, requested by some of her viewers. "i'm running out of video ideas for sat down saturday so instead of doing the boring old qna, let's do this instead. matt's here to help me."

- matt behind the camera: can you do date or pass instead?

- pidge: this ain’t girl defined, matthew.

- matt started saying random youtuber names and pidge carefully chose who to smash and to pass with her reasons. "the paul brothers?" asked matt. "kill" she answered with a blank face.

- "keith?" "smash" he then mentioned every single member of voltron and pidge confidently chose to say smash for all of them.

- except for lance that was.

- "what!?" matt exclaimed. "but he's hot!"

- "well yeah he's cute but he's kinda annoying. i don't know i just– he flirts with literally every girl in his vlogs, especially allura which is very obviously not interested. that's an automatic turn off. plus, he's obnoxiously loud."

- cue lance's offended gasp when he watched it while making his "reacting to people who smashed or passed me." video

- "well, i'm sorry for always drinking my appreciating women juice."

- pidge was the only one who said pass on him. literally. he tried to watch every smash or pass youtuber edition video out there and none of them ever said pass for him. for lover boy lance. does this girl had any taste?

- curiousity (and salt) haunted him, causing him to stalk all of her social media accounts, watching every single one of her videos (which entertained him but he wouldn't admit that)

- lance's salt didn't let him sleep that night

- pidge saw lance's video of course. her fans made sure to send that video to her in every social media. apparently, the whole internet was freaking out about their "beef." appreciating =/= flirting. she tweeted and ignored all the shit that came after.

- though it didn't stop lance and the internet to start a war.

- fast forward to vidcon. hunk and lance shared a room. hunk and pidge decided to do a collab for the two nerds had been fans of each other for a long time. lance saw pidge. pidge saw lance. they stare at each other in horror. hunk is best boy for not telling pidge that he and lance shared a room and for not telling lance that he'd be doing a collab with the girl who found him really obnoxious. hunk and pidge filmed their collab as lance sulked behind the camera, judging her every move. an idea then came to his mind.

- lance: that's it. we're doing a collab too

- pidge: dude wtf

- thus, lance went full shane dawson and the video "meeting my hater" was born

- it was basically lance trying to save his self esteem by asking pidge some questions

- "why do you hate me so much?" he asked. "i don't. i just find you annoying. i find a lot of people annoying." he still wasn't satisfied.

- pidge hung out with hunk for the rest of vidcon and became really good friends with voltron. she wasn't sure about lance though. he tried to befriend her yeah but in a "i'm trying to show you that i'm not that annoying" type of way, causing him to be more annoying.

- they found out that pidge's apartment was fairly near the voltron house, causing pidge to hang there quite often after vidcon, mostly for hunk but she also liked talking to allura as well as keith and shiro's company.

- lance? he took this opportunity to start some type of series, vlogging whenever pidge was near.

- here's a playlist:

meeting my hater

trying to make my hater like me

hater buys my clothes

target with hater

surprising my hater with a snake

surprising my hater with a puppy (an apology sequel)

beating my hater's ass at mario kart

- and so on

- the two then started to hang out more, not just for the sake of lance's series, but because they realized that they actually had a lot in common and they liked each other's company. a lot.

- eventually, pidge and lance did become really good friends.

- their dynamic was surprisingly a great one. they helped each other to grow as a person and as a youtuber.

- fans even noticed how lance slowly started to flirt less and less with every fucking girl he'd see because of how focused he was on trying to impress his "hater." until he wasn't flirting with anyone at all, even with allura which was a total shocker for everyone.

- they thanked pidge for that (they shipped pidge with lance because of that *cough* what?)

- lance would even be the one to visit her sometimes

- he would find himself talking to pidge whenever he would feel homesick for she was the one who understood this the most because, unlike the members of voltron, her family wasn't just a few drives away.

- lance took care of pidge. he was always making sure that she wasn't stressing herself out with too much work and too less rest like she'd usually do before she met him.

- pidge felt terrible for thinking so poorly of him.

- "i'm sorry." she said when they were watching a movie at her apartment. "for what?" he turned to her and their eyes met. when did they become this close? she could almost feel his breath on her face and it made things in her stomach flutter. "for being a 'hater'" she chuckled at the word. "i mean you're still kind of annoying for being too loud and wanting to kiss like a hundred girls but you're actually pretty amazing." his lips formed the sweetest smile and her cheeks burned. "thanks, hater. though, just so you know..." their faces moved closer and he continued "all i really want is to kiss one snarky girl one hundred times." and he did.

- lance then added a new video to his hater series "my hater loves me now and i love her more."

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Divulge // Grayson

Summary: Grayson and you are secretly dating and decide to announce it in the latest video but how will your protective older brother, Jc Caylen react to the news?

Characters: Grayson Dolan x Caylen!Reader, Ethan Dolan, Jc Caylen, and Kian Lawley.

Words: 3385

Disclaimer: I do not own any images used, songs or YouTube.

Warnings: Swearing, fluff and angry Jc Caylen

Author: Caitsy

Tagging: At the end.

A/N: This is a long ass one but I hope whoever requested this really enjoys and apparently the fics aren’t showing up in tags. I apologize for that.

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It was hard to date someone well-known on YouTube; you were doing so secretly for both your safety and not wanting to hurt his fans. Grayson was always going on about how they would be happy for him being in a relationship with someone that respects his dedication to his fans. It caused a rift between you guys until he finally saw how passionate you were to being kind to his fans given that you were a fan too. Ethan was one hundred percent standing behind your relationship especially since he shipped your relationship from the beginning.

“Do you want pancakes?” Grayson asked from beside you on the couch. You lived in LA like him but you didn’t live with him even though you were over a lot.

You lived close by them with your older brother and his roommate, having moved roughly around the same time as the twins. Your brother and his friend had a YouTube together with a following that came mainly from their time in O2L before they broke up. Jc Caylen was your brother and Kian Lawley had grown to be your older brother too.

“No.” You wrinkled your nose. Both Ethan and Grey were confused as you shared a love of pancakes like them.

“You love pancakes.” Ethan said staring at you.

“Not since Jc pranked me. He wiped off my whip cream and managed to trick me into believing that it was whip cream but it was toothpaste.”

Both Ethan and Grey blinked before laughing in sync imaging the sheer disgust you would have displayed. They were right because you had viciously smacked your brother once you got the awful taste out of your mouth. Jc was brilliant and hilarious pretty much everyday since you could remember.


“In Amsterdam?” Gray asked still chuckling.

Your brother was still close with the former members of O2L, he was doing videos and with living Kian while also collaborating with the former members. Through Jc you became well acquainted with them too, you weren’t surprised when Sam and Rosa sent a wedding invitation. You went with Kian and Jc without the Dolan twins because it wasn’t encouraged to bring a plus one and nobody but Ethan knew about your relationship. Not to mention they had to film and edit a video while you were in a different country.

“Yeah.” You scrunched your nose up, “The taste of pancakes makes me feel ill now.”

“How did he managed that? Wasn’t he with the boys and you with the girls?”

“I spent my nights with them and the days with Rosa. Jc didn’t want me in another country away from him. He thought I would be hooking up with people. Which I didn’t do.”

“Well I can make you waffled if you want.” Grans said already getting up.

“I’ll help.” You announced standing up also.

“Please don’t fuck in there.” Ethan asked pulling Snapchat up on his phone.

“Come on Babe.” Gray said grabbing your hand. You smiled watching his back as he dragged you into the kitchen.

You walked in silence as you thought about what made your boyfriend the most happy in the world. Fans made him happy, his brother made him happy and making people laugh too. You also knew that while he had a private life that involved you he also felt guilty of hiding your relationship. You did too because nobody other than Ethan knew and it kept eating at you.

“Hey Gray?” You asked. He hummed in acknowledgement, “Do you want to tell the fans about us?”

Gray dropped the whisk in shock as he turned around to see your expression so he could check if you were joking or not. When you had your one year anniversary he had asked about telling people but you had been scared causing a fight between the two of you for a short period of time.

“Are you sure?” He questioned coming to wrap his arms loosely on your waist looking down at you. You had to tilt your head up to meet his eyes.

“We’ve been hiding it for a year and a half, almost two years now.” You replied placing your hands on his chest, “I want to tell my family without fear of them spilling it to people.”

“It would be nice to tell my family and show you off.”

You grinned coming to an agreement to reveal your relationship to the world sometime close with the help of Ethan probably. You could feel the excitement rolling off Gray’s body, the giddy feeling causing you two to dance around while making the waffled. You laid out glasses to be filled with either orange juice, milk or water.

“What’s got you two so happy?” Ethan asked coming into the kitchen with damp hair.

“We’re going to announce our relationship.” Gray grinned in happiness.

“What brought this decision on?” Ethan asked leaning against the counter.

“He’s technically lying to everyone.” You said, “Plus I want my friends and family to know.”

“So I’m the only one that knows and you have been together almost two years now?” Ethan asked surprised, “Not even Jc?”

“No. When he got his wisdom teeth out he spilled secrets of mine which thankfully didn’t make it into the video.” You sighed.

“How are you going to tell everyone?”

“Snapchat is too short and twitter isn’t a smart idea especially after your reactions to choking. the title daddy and the fear you now have of looking at those comments.”

“I’m not uncomf-”

“Daddy-“ You stated looking at your boyfriend with a straight face only to be cut off.

“No!” Both Ethan and Gray exclaimed cringing in unison.

“That’s weird to hear from my brother’s girlfriend.” Ethan shuddered shaking his head.

“Video!” Grayson yelled. Both Ethan and him beamed at the idea, “We could mention news at the beginning and then at the end announce it!”

“Tease a couple pictures and use lyrics to throw the fans off and get more to watch the video!”

“It would be cute…” You trailed off, “It could be another way to tell our family too so we don’t keep repeating ourselves.”

You were really excited to see how it would turn out especially with your protective older brother. Jc had Kian to help him beat up Grayson if he felt like it and your Dad may side with them instead. Mom would probably be excited since the Dolans were nice to you and your family.

“Well I tweeted and so did E.” Gray announced shoving his phone back into his pocket.

You pulled your phone out to see the tweets that the boys had sent out and the already frantic comments going off. More than a few calling the boys ‘daddy’ and other dirty things that made you cringe. You decided on a simple tweet with lyrics to throw all the fans off because you didn’t want them to know that you were going to be in the video at some point. You smirked typing your favourite lyrics from Ed Sheeran’s song ‘Thinking out Loud’. You wondered if anyone would figure it out but you were confident that they wouldn’t figure out why you were all tweeting vague things.

“Do you think they’ll figure it out?” You questioned.

“I don’t think so.” Ethan said, “Nobody’s said if you were together or not so far.”

“Tell me when you want to film.” You told them.

“Uh…the waffled are burnt.” Grayson said looking at the where he had finished making the waffles, “How about we go out for breakfast and post a picture on Instagram. I can say something for breakfast and you could do a coffee date picture.”

It took longer than you would like to admit so Gray and you could make it look like you were not in the same place. You were happy with the picture you posed on your Instagram for your followers to look at and make theories on.

Looking through the comments you saw that Ethan had helped you out by making a joking comment.

‘So you decided to ditch me for a coffee date with that mysterious boyfriend. Gray’s getting breakfast with one of our friends…you guys left me sleeping and I feel alone.’

You chuckled showing Gray what his twin had said on your post finding it amusing how Ethan was rooting for you. Ethan was the largest shipper of the relationship that you were always expecting him to have made t-shirts for it. He had pushed Gray to ask you out almost two years ago which melted your heart when he explained how he had asked you out on Valentine’s Day.

“I feel bad for the fans.” You muttered playing with your fingers before snapping a picture of your drinks and then taking a sip of your hot coffee.

“I know. I feel the same as you do.” Gray admitted too, “We should make some general rules for public.”

“For the happiness of the fans we should keep kissing to a minimal and only hand holding for awhile to get them used to this.”

“Don’t act like a lovesick puppy. We shouldn’t act different than what we do now.”

“I think that’s it.” You mumbled trying to think of anything else.

“So we’re pretty much still hiding our love?” Gray asked as he stirred his coffee to his satisfaction.

“I want to respect your fans which means not being overly affectionate.”

“I wish we could be more open.” He admitted bringing his coffee to his mouth savouring the taste of smell of the drink.

“I do too.” You muttered, “Put your coffee down, I want to take a picture for our video.”

Gray put his coffee down before pulling you into his side as you clicked the button getting one of your favourite pictures of the two of you. He pressed a kiss to your cheek as you did so making you blush and grin at the same time. You heard a collective aw from the side where you saw an older couple shamelessly staring at you two.

“Remember that day we took a picture to announce our relationship?” The blonde female asked her significant other.

Grayson and you looked at each other with smiles when you were the ones to bring the couple good memories. Maybe someday in the future you would be in their position with another younger couple doing the same to you. That is is if you got the gift of spending the rest of your life with Grayson Dolan.

“We should leave them to breakfast.” The red head female said to the blonde.

“Sorry to interrupt your date.” The  blonde woman said, “I’m Shelley and this is my wife Lisbon.”

“I’m Y/N, this is my boyfriend Grayson.” You smiled towards the other couple that were holding hands on the table. They both shared a smile before looking back at you two.

“Grayson Dolan and Y/N Caylen right? Our youngest takes the family computer every Tuesday to watch your videos Grayson.” Lisbon chuckled, “We may have to get her a computer for her fourteenth birthday.”

“We can make a video if you want or you can give us your number so we can FaceTime her as long as you delete our contact after.” Gray smiled.

“In exchange can you keep our relationship a secret? We’re going to surprise everyone with a video.”

Lisbon and Shelley shared a look before asking to take a picture pulled out a nice looking camera that was obviously professional. Both Gray and you were hesitant to agree but when your food was placed in front of you they both got up. Shelley, using the utensils, changed the layout while Lisbon took your phone next.

“What are you doing?” You asked.

“You looked nervous so we’ll take the picture so you can tease your date. We have our own photography business. Shelley sets up props and I take the pictures for clients. I’m going to take one professionally also.”

Within second they had a tumblr worthy photo that Gray had dibbed to put on his account the moment he took a look at it. The even handed a business card over with all the information to get into contact for any future needs.

“What are we doing for the video?” You questioned after start to eat your food once you had exchanged goodbyes with the couple. You had decided to leave the ideas for the video up to the boys because in the end it was their video and you wouldn’t be in it the whole time.

“Either just an announcement video or we google ourselves.” Gray shrugged.

“Google!” You exclaimed, “One of the recommended questions will be if your single.”

Gray grinned reaching over to squeeze your hand in thanks before he pulled up his messages with Ethan on his phone. You had thought they would have picked an idea already to do because they would need to start filming soon.

“He likes the idea.” Gray said locking his phone.

“Well we’re back now!” Ethan announced happily after helping Gray, “Alright this week…fuzz…we’re googling ourselves and we have a surprise so stay with us to the end.”

“And a guest as Ethan said in a tweet.” Gray said glancing at you before returning his attention to the camera.

You were in the kitchen typing on your computer instead of helping them, you liked to watch the videos on the day they came out. Yet you closed the computer when Gray tilting his head to come closer once they had some footage already.

“Does Grayson Dolan have a tattoo? I have a few tattoos yeah.” He said glancing at the camera before looking down at the phone again, “Does Grayson Dolan have glasses? Does Grayson Dolan have a kid? I don’t believe so.”

“What do you mean you don’t believe so?” Ethan questioned surprised before looking at you behind the camera. You knew they were acting this out but he looked genuinely confused.

“I don’t know. A bunch of people keep calling me ‘Daddy’ and stuff.”

“That’s not what they mean.” Ethan said to his brother whom was also acting. You watched as Ethan gestured to Grayson before making a weird slurping sound being his hand and Grayson acting disgusted.

“Does Grayson Dolan have a kick? No.” He blankly said, “Does Grayson Dolan have a girlfriend? Ha!”

You shorted once more at his antics while Ethan looked at you trying not to give anything away by being heard in the video. You were having a lot of trouble seeing as all their videos were completely hilarious to you.

“Does Grayson Dolan have a purity ring?”

Ethan scoffed at the question confirming that his twin didn’t need to have a purity ring since you had been dating for a long time. You were definitely intimate with your boyfriend even if it was hard to get alone time with your secret relationship. You zoned out thinking when you two first slept together on the cliche six month anniversary.  

“Is-” You chuckled before returning the kitchen to her your computer and bringing it back to the living room.

While they continued to shoot their video you settled in the chair across from where they were so you could watch your boyfriend do what he loves. You had your headphones in listening to music while you typed more about your story. You phone went off with a text from your brother.

“Oh fuck!” You burst out falling on the ground as he sent another one to you.

“Babe? Are you okay?” Gray asked concerned.

“Jc sent me memes again.” You choked crawling over to show them the memes. They really only found one of them hilarious but they didn’t share your brothers humour.

“Well can you join us?” He asked as you wiped the tears away and shoved your phone into your pocket.

“Okay so we have an announcement but we need help. Ethan said as you stood up once more and came into the frame. Ethan got out of his chair to drag the one of frame in view of the camera once the chairs were pushed back a little.

“This is our friend Y/N!” Gray smiled as you settled into the chair that Ethan had vacated.

“Hi.” You awkwardly waved to the camera earning laughs from your boyfriend and his brother.

“You’re so awkward!” Gray laughed poking you in the side.

“Stop!” You squealed pushing his hands away.

“Guys stop!” Ethan chuckled finally getting you to pay attention for the video and not torturing each other.

“So you guys are wondering why she’s here. Well the news is that this sweet girl is my girlfriend and I’m unbelievably happy to call her mine.” Gray grinned looking over at you with clear adoration in his eyes that you reciprocated.

“You guys probably knew before he said anything because of this.” You said raising your intertwined hands, “I’m going to settle this. We’ve been dating for well over a year but in public we won’t be overly affectionate out of respect for you guys. I respect that there’s more than just me in his heart.”

“She refuses to watch footage before you guys since she started out as a fan.”

“Oh and to our families, we’re sorry for not sharing our relationship with you.” You smiled.

“Please don’t send them hate because at the end of the day the only opinion that matters is our families and them.” Ethan said scratching the back of his hand.

“Just be happy for us.” Grayson smiled as Ethan dramatically unplugged his phone to the horror of Grayson.

You watched as they scrambled to see if it had deleted after Ethan had unplugged it. Ethan’s stupid idea to do so almost ruining the footage would have caused you to refilm and you really didn’t want that. You however laughed as your boyfriend smacked the shit of his twin as punishment before getting back into his chair.

“Ethan almost deleted all of the footage from the video.”

“Is Ethan Dolan an idiot?” Ethan rhetorically asked.

“Yes.” You looked at him blankly getting a light shove from him.

Your focus was interrupted as the boys shared words as you chuckled at their antics.

“Bye internet! I have to post some sneaky photos I took of them. Prepare to see the Dolan twins in their natural habitat of an apartment.” You grinned as you scrambled back to your computer and out of their reach. The boys quickly did their outtro before trying to stop you from sending them.

“It wasn’t that bad.” Gray said wrapping his arms around your waist and kissing your neck.

“Wait for Jc to find out”

“Y/N Y/M/N Caylen!” Jc’s astounded voice exclaimed on Tuesday as he stormed into your bedroom.

“Yes?” You asked.

“Call that fucker over now.”

“Who?”

“Grayson. Do it now.”

“He’s busy.” You replied turning your attention back to your book.

“Why are you dating him? Why did you keep it a secret?” Jc rapid fired the questions at you giving you barely any chance to comprehend the questions.

“I’m dating him because I love him and it’s because we were nervous of getting hate and upsetting the fans.” You explained, “We decided it was worth it.”

“So you’re the reason Grayson’s brother scoffed at the purity ring question?”

“Yes Jc. Grayson and I have slept together.”

“I’m going to kill the bastard.” Jc growled.

“Who?” Kian asked as he came into your room.

“Grayson Dolan. He’s dating her and he’s fucked her.”

“We’re killing him.” Kian agreed quickly, “I bet if we told Sam he would be here quickly to help us even if he’s on his honeymoon.”

“Don’t kill him! I love him plus we’ve been together for almost two years!”

“What? How did we not know?” Kian asked Jc.

“Hate and we weren’t sure if it was a smart idea to tell the fans given how dedicated they are.”

“I hate him.” Jc growled.

“Go film your video idiot and leave Gray alone.”

“Fine!”

You pulled out your phone to text Gray.

He watched the video and he was pissed. He might punch with along with Kian but they won’t kill you.

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[phansprings]

okay so, why is your url not dnp related when that's mostly what you post? and your blog in general (profile picture header bio etc.)?

wow, ok, buckle your seatbelts this is a backstory and will be a lONG ANSWER.

i have had this blog since 2011! IT used to be call 12tinyteapots! And i used it with my sister for poetry and memes. THEN It was propinquity, when I was a huge fan of music (as a whole) and then I got really into youtube in like 2012/13 and made a (now forgotten) sideblog for youtubers. (dnp, o2l, shane dawson, onision etc..) SOOO I used this as a blog for memes.

Then i actually stopped liking a lot of youtubers, and i got into 1d and 5sos on tumblr more. and this was a 1d blog, i ended up getting a ton of followers, which are now inactive blogs… but still. so it was mgcliffxrd for a while. and then i stopped liking them and was super e m o in 2014/15ish not only that i was halfway through highschool and it seemed childish? idk?

now in 2015 my bff and i got super into youtube again but only connor franta and dnp. so this blog evolved into memes and youtube again (which is what it is now) (i also at this time was into superwholock and just refound that mess of a sideblog)

the 5sos username wasn’t fitting anymore and so i wanted to choose a more general lowkey url that i wouldnt want to change and if i lost interest in these things again i would be ok to keep it the same. so i chose forgetfulassistance

the url is actually the title of one of my favourite songs by an awesome indie canadian band! the song is about being hella gay and you can read the lyrics here as like i think they relate to dnp HARDCORE js. the song is also a bop 

and in 2016 lo and behold! I’m a senior i gave up on dnp after their book came out. I bought it and was just like yeah i think im over this.. and i was focused on like schools and being seniors and the school musical and boyfriends/girlfriends and stuff. I also thought the ph*ndom was super negative and just not a good space at the time i made a post calling it out too s o then i covered all my dnp with memes and sort of left tumblr all together. 

(i also think a huge part of leaving then was me being severely depressed and just seeing everyone meeting dnp and just all the bs in my life and on top of that living in the middle of fucking no where canada it costing upwards of $700 to see them and feel like a part of the phandom took a huge toll on 17 year old me)

BUT NOW, ya bitch is 19! she lives in the heart of NYC shes LIVING HER LIFE doing musical theatre shit everyday, having a blast. then i got homesick so my bff and i watched easter baking together on ft and then i remembered my blog and came back to it and just cringed at myself. from 2-5 years ago. and i realized that i still really appreciate and enjoy the content that dan and phil post, and i will reblog the gifs and some textposts and i find to be ~good memes~ but tbh im not as into it as i was like yeah i want to talk abt the tour and them but im not like ALL over them and their relationship. plus like O T H E R super major crap i have to worry abt… i also can really relate to dan and appreciate him talking about his depression as thats one of the things i struggle to talk about especially in my career because if you put your depression on a dance medical directors will read that as unmotivated. 

SO MORAL OF THE STORY, dnp got me back into tumblr. and i love this site, and ive had this url for years so im not going to change it bc i like it. as for my profile picture, thats from someone who saw my inTeresting face and decided to draw me and i thought it was amazing,, the rest of my blog i like to keep p general so that if i lose/gain interest in something i dont have to like make any huge changes thats all. 

This IS SO LONG BUT THANK U AS LIKE IDK I REALLY ENJOYED TALKING ABT IT AND IM V DRUNK SORRY FOR TYPOS!!!