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my first attempt at digital art (never again🥲) for mctober💘
Eloise Babbit✨
slytherin
5th year
favorite subjects: arithmancy & ancient runes
least favorite subject: beasts (animals make her nervous🥲)
hobbies: reading & thinking (IT’S A HOBBY OKAY??)
#if u read my fic maybe u know why animals make her nervous🥲#also…if you are the angel who left me an essay comment on my last chapter today just know I love you🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#when I started posting my fic in January I NEVER EXPECTED PEOPLE TO READ IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!😳 but it makes me so happy#that so many people do🥹🫶 I know it’s a crazy story and doesn’t follow the game at all#so to hear these things and to catch all of the little foreshadowing things I’ve been hinting at this whole time?????????#😳💘#anyways I’m still a digital art disliker (I like seeing it but not making it)#but I wanted to try it out and this is my art documentation blog🫶#im going to be WAY less active these days as well#SO IF I MISS THINGS (WHICH I WILL) PLEASE KNOW I AM SAD I MISSED THEM😔😔😔😔#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#mctober2024#also with mctober I will post drawinfs but nothing elaborate like the amazing ones I’ve already seen#hope you like these anyways🙏💓
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My drawing of @ludolka version of grian >:3
If it looks like it was drawn in the middle of the night with my finger on my phone, that’s because it was. Not my best work but I had a lot of fun and that’s what fanart is about lol
Also apparently ibis paint automatically records a Timelapse! Which I’ve never bothered to to do when using an actual tablet so that’s pretty neat!
#this was really fun and I 100% plan on doing more fanart of him when I’m not being slam dunked by college work every day 🥲#next will be my boy mumbo#when I have time#which is never but also hopefully soon#grian#fern's doodles#fanart#hermitcraft#grian fanart#hermitcraft grian#watcher grian
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anyway in uhh other news i caught up with the link click manhua!! and i think i need more people to be aware that lu guang wipes away cheng xiaoshi's goddamn tears while telling him "don't worry babe i will put things right for you" (paraphrasing)
i'm genuinely ill

#link click#shiguang#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#link click manhua#im astounded at how gay it is hoping they will keep those good vibes going#im generally really enjoying the s1-esque tone of it being episodic dives and a little more laid back/emotional#nowhere near as intense as s2 so far which is good cos im easily stressed 😭🥲#but guys. guys. lu guang never beating the endlessly devoted to cxs allegations
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some louis tomlinsons i never posted ^_^
#louis tomlinson#louisupdates#louisprojectstracks#lfltracks#mindofwalls#tracksintheam#usertomlinsonsource#dailytomlinson#im not Getting his likeness it's making me so insane#does it look like him?!!?!? no but if i caption it louis Then u will know#anyw these r sketches that still look kinda presentable to me#souwee if these look unfinished unpolished it's bc they are shdjdjd#vans louis & chemical formula louis were way back in 2021 (when i first became a fan)#afhf one some time in 2022#all the others were drawn in feb 2023 except the aotv one which was march 2023#aotv being. the one where he's in a suit yup#i wanna practice drawing him some more. ive been practicing when i have time (not a lot) since 2021 basically. he's become my muse kinda !#i need to work on my realism🥲 it's the effect of never ever stanning a real person... so all ive drawn my whole life is anime&cartoons LOL#i have to draw him everyday i wanna like. devote all my free time into getting my fanart of him to look Right#you look like youd be easy to draw BITCH. if that's an insult then saying louis is hard to draw must be high praise!!!!!#ignore the fact that it may be just a skill issue on my end#if you read this far... erm... thanks! rbs are super appreciated thank you! ❤️#my louis#liz.art
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... Wait, what do you mean it'll be the first anniversary of my fic Keeping you warm in only ten days.
TEN DAYS.
WHERE DID TIME GO.
#no but seriously I was just working on this one like YESTERDAY#and now it's almost been an entire year since I posted it???#... time really does FLY holy cow#anyways I'd really like to do something to celebrate but I honestly don't know what 🥲#actually perhaps I won't even be around on the 22nd lol so probably a programmed reblog will do#I do feel a bit bad though 'cause this was one of my first fics and I LOVED writing it and it remains as one of my most popular stories#which I can never thank y'all enough for 💖#it's my beloved Dream Team fic and I'm sincerely so fond of it!#keeping you warm#zahra's writing#zahra's posts#super mario#dream team#dream team fic#mario and luigi dream team#first anniversary right around the corner!
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Ally x Rush: going to a scientific conference and having to share a hotel room etc etc x)
#i was digging through my moodboard folder and found this _two_year_old_ thing#which i for some reason never posted but still think there's a vibe to it x)#(i also based a part of fic around it because i'm a self-contained system and also have only 3 to 5 thoughts bouncing around in my head x))#(why am i obsessing over this nonsense for so long is a mystery even to me🥲)#anyem#my things#my anyem/anyelle things#my ally x rush things#not only mice but also moodboards#ally x rush moodboards#ally craig x nicholas rush
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Don't you just take the past and put it in a room in the basement and lock the door and never go in there? [...] And then you meet someone special and all you want to do is toss them the key. Say, "Open up. Step inside." But you can't. Because it's dark and there are demons, and if anybody saw how ugly it is...
-The Talented Mr. Ripley (1999)
#black sails#the talented mr. ripley#idk if this is anything but i just watched the talented mr. ripley and i was struck by how much tom ripley reminded me of silver#(obviously the talented mr. ripley came out first but i watched black sails first)#in the sense that you spend all this time watching this character#and then you get to the end and it's like. i'm not sure i know who this person is#and even though ripley *says* that he wants to show someone his past it's never going to happen#they will both always fundamentally be unknowable#also you do not want to know how long i spent scrubbing through the last couple of episodes of black sails for a screenshot to go with this#and the one i ended up with isn't even that good 🥲#truly i suffer for my art (by which i mean weird tumblr posts)#kvetch oc
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SORRY BUT THEY WON THIS CHALLENGE EVERYBODY ELSE CAN GO HOME
#well okay them and forcebook im not gonna slander the og nick and judy personified like that#BUT WHEN I TELL YOU I LITERALLY HONEST TO GOD FR GIGGLED PUT LOUD SEEING THIS VIDEO#of course i would get fond of another actor pair accused of having no chemistry 🥲#and taiwan doesn't do branded pairing so they're never gonna work together again#which i think it's a damn pity in this case because they're both killer actors#but i also feel uncomfortable with the level of fanservice taiwan does so maybe it's better like this#sigh#charles tu#michael chang#m: txt
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cute guy winked at me while he was wearing a milan tracksuit........ i might self combust
#there's a 99.9% chance it means nothing#maybe even more#do cishet guys wink at...other men? tbh i don't even know if he thinks i'm a woman or a man or. confused about my gender#there's like equal chances for all three#and also honestly i'm even uglier as a “woman” than i am if you look at me as a man#i'm slightly better if you see me as nonbinary bc i mean that's who i am. like i'm still ugly but. slightly better#he might actually even know i'm trans lol#bc (wait for this) he's the son of one of my landlords (still not entirely sure which one. that family has 600 people and half of them are#legally my landlords/ladies)#(i'm exaggerating of course)#but like at least some people in that family know i'm trans bc my legal name is still my deadname but i try as much as possible to live as#nico so i had to be like hey that's my legal name but call me nico.. and he....#so who knows maybe they spread the word lol i would hope not but do i trust cis people? absolutely not. never#anyway all this to say... what was i saying. he probably just acts like that with everyone who's around his age or worse just the women 🥲#he's so cute tho.. and i've met him a few times lately bc he's been helping out at the family shop i guess and he's always so nice to me#i mean i'm a customer so he probably has to lol he's good at it tho. better than the guy who works there all the time (his dad ?)#and the first time i met him recently i was going to pick up a package and he remembered my name?!? we never rly talked#he was like “nico right?” with the most beautiful smile.......... that's the moment i was like oh no. i never have to see this guy again#unfortunately i have 3 more times and. oh no. i can't be getting a crush that's horrible i don't want it#nico rambles#<- never has this tag been truer to the nature of a post (lie)
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almost done... 🙏
#before yvverse i was never the kind of person to write 4-6k word chapters#i have been writing this chapter since february 6th#it was agonizingly difficult... line by line crises type of difficult D:#i still have no clue how people like write thousands of words in a day and then hit post 🥲 i have spent so long on this. i think i spent#an hour this morning writing one paragraph#but now that the finish line is in sight i just feel so ready to post it (even though it is not done. and needs at least 500 more words#on top of editing)#anyways. apologies for yapping 🙇♀️#in terms of difficulty... i feel like writing this series has been eye opening to me as to what i find difficult to write? which is#interesting. fool me twice pt5 was also hard for me in the sense that i rewrote it no fewer than 5 times... and this installment was hard#in a different way. T_T i want to claim victory! but not yet! i haven't earned it#anyways... please expect the next chapter at some point over the next week (and if it's not there i have likely fallen into another crisis)
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they need to invent a medication that works on the first try and has no side effects whatsoever
#my anti migraine pills were making me so anxious I couldn’t sleep or eat 🥲#cuz like I’ve been rlly anxious before but I’ve never been unable to sleep and eat properly for a week anxious before#and nothing even fucking happened to trigger it cuz all I did was google grad school acceptance rates#which ough scary but also that shouldn’t have made me spiral like that u know#fuck my stupid baka life#sam’s ramblings#venting
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you can always tell the people who give social media advice who are naturally or conventionally attractive even without even having to look at a photo of them cause they're always the ones that recommend showing your face in reels or videos to promote your art and it's like,,, talk about pretty/skinny privilege lol
#it's one of those days folks#brb going on an extreme diet (jk but not really)#okay but really. all jokes aside Even if I WAS thin or lost a bunch of weight...#I'm still just fundamentally unattractive enough that I think i would lose insta followers if I showed my face in reels or posts 🥲#idk I know it's better for the algorithm but eh. i don't want to subject my subscribers to having to look at me lol#and I would wear makeup but I'm so bad at putting it on that I look worse with it on 😭😂#If i was good at make up i legit wouldn't leave the house without it#that said. i do have decent skin health 🤔 I get like. less than 1 pimple a year IF that. So that's something to be grateful for i suppose#but if a genie offered me a chance to be pretty for ONE day but in exchange I had to give up ALL my talents. interests. personality. etc#and i could never get those aspects of myself back for the rest of my life...#I would 100% take up that opportunity LOL 👍#anyway feel free to ignore me I'm not looking for compliments (I don't think anyone on here even knows what i look like?)#(which is by design lol and trust me. be grateful you don't have to look at my face haha)#I'm just venting into the void bc a mutual on insta did a reel where she showed her face and I was like#*shocked pikachu face* oh she's pretty#oh. oh so THAT's why i never should show my face. I'm pretty toad-like in comparison 😂
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I would honestly rather these people just say “you’re rejected” & leave it at that than explain why if the criticism is going to make no fucking sense & be something I can’t even fix anyway. but that might just be the part of me that absolutely cannot handle rejection well at all & decided to pursue a goal that involves a lot of rejection by nature anyway
#I told myself I wasn’t gonna get upset today#yesterday was my day to be upset today I made a color coded spreadsheet#but I’m getting upset anyway#which. I honestly knew was going to happen#don’t ever decided WRITING is your passion folks you’ll regret everything & tear your hair out if you decide to try & make it 🥲#anyway HOW is an opening scene with a MURDER taking place too exposition heavy & telling rather than showing???? 😭#I’m not saying I’ve never been guilty of exposition heavy stuff or telling not showing I’m sure I have#but with this book???? shut uppppppp oh my god what does that even mean 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️#I should just quit I should just abandon ship this is making me absolutely miserable & hate the hobby I used to love I’m so over it
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You guys I’m posting so many polls to get my engagement up but it’s not like how it used to be before 😂😭😂😂 ever since even before March when i took that month long break for Ramadan, my notifs were so dry n dead and it’s just not how it was before and i wish i could go back in time when everything was lit and fun but i just don’t know what happened it’s like everyone tuned out and then when i took that break, even more people tuned out and no one came back 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲
#I hate it here 😭😭😭😭#nobody wants to talk anymore#nobody wants to keep the fandom alive anymore#it’s so sad#I remember I’d get into bed all freshly showered ready for my pre sleep tumblr session lol#now i know there’s no point bc it’s just CRICKETS 🦗#UGHHHJJJJH idk what to do yall im running out of poll ideas#and at first i did also post more of those mini Ari drabbles which got notes but like….#the interaction level remains low#AHHHHHHH IDK MAN I NEVER HAD THIS PRIBLEM BEFORE#i however knew that when i started this blog that one day it would die out#and that day is coming soon i feel it#bro i even posted a snippet of the stepdad Ari thing and CRICKETS#😭😭😂😂😂🥲#anyways#I’m gonna go play with my bratz dolls
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I know I talked a lot about the Amane and Kotoko parallels and how they’re literally just a pokemon evolution chain like other people have pointed out, but I swear the Amane and Kazui parallels also make me sob 😭
Two magicians having to hide their true selves just so they can be accepted and loved…Amane looking up to her father despite his absence in her life…Kazui saying that he would make Amane a part of his family because children were the most distant in his own…Kazui being like one of the only people to treat Amane normally and not talk down to her just because she’s a child…there’s something tragic about having the oldest and youngest paired together and they’re both dealing with the same pain, it’s like even when you grow up, that pain will still hurt you. The pain isn't restricted because of age, it just continues to stay with you and hurt you, affecting your relationships and how you begin to view yourself. Because suddenly, "I need to be a good girl so I can continue to be loved" now becomes "if only I could just be normal, if only I could change myself so I didn't have to live by a lie in order to be accepted by the people I love" 😭
also this timeline convo is adorable what if I cried rn
#yes this was inspired by vincord’s art of them both being innocent and I legit started tearing up 😭😭😭#they’re probably my favorite duo out of everyone ngl#just the way in which they have so much in common head in hands 😭#THAT ONE FIC I READ WHERE KAZUI WAS STILL WORKING WITH THE POLICE AND HIM TRYING TO SAVE AMANE#BECAUSE HE NOTICED SOMETHING WAS UP AND YET HE COULDNT DO ANYTHING IN THE END AND AMANE REFUSED HIS HELP#😭😭😭😭😭😭#never recovering from that#in a better world Dadzui would be true to himself and cheer on his magician daughter like a parent watching their kid be in a school play 🥲#milgram#kazui mukuhara#amane momose#my posts
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nooooo sowon don't become an alcoholic 😭😭😭😭😭
When she tried we say “hey alcoholic” in the tone that “scares” her and she run away bdjdndjd
But it’s really funny to me because, here some Sowon lore, she’s named after a child oc of mine and her dad is an ex alcoholic so I personally tell her « Sowon don’t be like your dad (and grandad) » 😭😂
#her name was suppose to be Luna but my friend adopt a dog and named her Louna which is basically the same thing 🥲#but she had to give away her dog after like a year cause it had severe anxiety and was howling all day and they had a baby it was a lot :’)#it started as a joke cause that oc is obsess with cat but I remember Genie by Snsd and that is meant wish#and my biggest wish at that moment was to have a cat again cause i’ve never been without a cat so I couldn’t get the name out of my head 🥲#now I realized idk if I was in the right to use that name but too late :’)
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