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this is a largely meaningless observation but, based on the fleki uniform demonstration comic, mithrun seems to wear the default style of the canary uniform, probably because he has no desire to personalize it or preference for how to do so, etc. when he does seem to pick his own clothes, though, they donât look super in-line with what weâre shown of elven clothing styles in his region: high collars look like theyâre fairly popular with elves in general, but out of uniform he tends to be a lot more covered up than everyone elseâlong sleeves, long pants, boots rather than sandals, and he dresses that way both prior to getting eaten and after the events of the series. anyway itâs kind of cute that after everything that happened to him, someone cared enough to remember what his clothing preferences used to be.
#sorry my head is full of him#dungeon meshi spoilers#just mentioned. just a bit#dungeon meshi#mithrun#heâs like a case study in the problems that would Of Course arise in a society with the standards and values we frequently see in elves#in fantasy which is very refreshing because again What is with fantasy writers writing their elven societies Like That and going no they can#be weird elitists theyâre hot and theyâre kind of right. and leaving it at that. i mean i know why that happens but. anyway#if elves are going to be elfing in that way itâs so much more interesting to see how that manifests and affects individuals within that#culture. this was a large part of essekâs appeal to me also lmfaondns and it is why i canât stop giving my dnd characters elf ancestry. if#youâre going to make them be fucked up let me think about the consequences !!!! but anyway yeah no mithrun gets to be on my mind 24/7#because he Is the consequences. and itâs very good but also i am so so sad
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was kinda thinking about this when I saw Renee Rapp live recently-- I didn't know her visual vibe, I'd heard a few songs here and there but I hadn't really *seen* her, and her attire at Osheaga was really casual, a jersey (baseball/basketball?) and slacks. And that was so amazing! I couldn't help thinking, the work Billie Eilish has done for how women in pop music are allowed to dress is incredible. Seeing her up there all comfortable you just know that Billie walked in her oversized tops so that Renee in her slacks could run; Billie walked through all the critcisms about how she dressed slobbily and having to assert that she didn't owe anyone a display of skin, so that Renee could be comfortable and unquestioned running up and down the catwalk in front of 10,000 people. How iconic.
And I don't think we even realised at the time how much something as simple as letting Billie dress the way she as a (then-) 17-year-old teenager dressed, could end up meaning for a future generation of women in music.
Obviously there is still way to go, there were weirdos complaining about how 'plain' Dua Lipa's Glastonbury outfit was this year (in 2024!!), l have to ask, are you at Paris Fashion Week?? She is the musical HEADLINER of an entire day of music at one of the biggest music festivals in the world, and you can't grant her the space to exist as an artist, you have to moan about her dress not being excitingly revealing enough. There's work to do, it's still dismal out there. But the space Billie Eilish has created for a most ordinarily-dressed woman popstar is still heartening.
#music#rambling away; I'll log off#man. I remember how on the other hand when I was going to my first ever gig my guitar teacher said to me#notice how plainly he's dressed? No frills. His music speaks for himself.#(The musician in question was Slash and apart from his very recognisable hat and sunglasses; he was wearing a plain white t-shirt with a#minnie mouse graphic print in the centre. I think sometimes about how not even women in rock music are afforded that.#Like this is a thing across genres#With the exception of Franz Ferdinand for whom Alex has actually said in interviews that they treated FF gigs as nights out#and so dressed like they'd be dressed for a club night out--#most other guy bands are like *picked a tee off the floor*#whereas the girls in bands I've seen-- even literally just local musicians-- the girls in our local rock bands feel compelled to#dress like it's graduation day#Like we had this really cool local band-- singer's a girl in second year of uni#keeping up with the fact that they were playing like RHCP and Muse covers on stage; fast stuff--#she was up there in a delicate dress and heels and stomping across stage n all#and the rest of her band; dudes; were quite comfortable in their t-shirts#like of course she made a choice herself and was more than capable of stomping in heels--I mean I've seen Phoebe from Lambrini Girls#JUMP OFF a 5-ft platform stage while wearing 3-inch block heels. And in a party dress!#But then again Lambrini Girls genuinely are freaks of nature and I envy anyone who's going to see them open for Amyl & the Sniffers rn#bc that's an EXPLOSIVE combo. Nonetheless. I was saying.#Part of it certainly comes from a normalisation of just superhuman strength; balance + praying there's no malfunction with your skirt#which DOES happen at rock shows more frequently than you'd imagine. It's just if you're in a good crowd they'll pretend they saw nothing#but it's certainly more practical to gig in sneakers and trousers lol. From experience!#billie eilish#renee rapp#women in music#pop music#dua lipa#Also like Billies doing it for the pop lesbians#lesbian
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hi fellas here is my bluesky btw. i dont currently actually use it and would very very strongly prefer to keep it that way tbh but. well!
#trousled rambles#context is automattic had mass layoffs and now tumblr staff is like 25 people in total#usually when news like this happens i file it into the âthis shit happens all the timeâ folder in my brain#however. apparently one of the main staff members that i check into now n then got fired which is fucking crazy#because that guy's been one of staff's most consistent and adamant defenders in every very very controversial update#and ngl frequently annoyed me but since he was by far one of the most communicative staff members he helped ppl understand staff's position#why would u fire that guy. do u Want the people running ur passion project website to get mauled by wild dogs#ahem anyway point is. yeah its not lookin great and the butterfly website is the only other place i'd probably ever start posting my art#bc posting it anywhere else is equivalent to just throwing my shit in the ai blender lol#i abandoned my instagram bc of that shit i ain't about to un-abandon it
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honestly i dont really talk about caine all too much, i talk about pomni a lot and then ill talk abt ragatha a lot and then i also talk about gangle and kinger and it generally cycles between them (i draw jax a lot but it has to do w him just being fun to draw- i need to talk about zooble MORE bc they were one of the first parts of the show that got me invested)- i love the entire main cast but some of them i talk abt more and i feel like caine is not a common one i discuss. but i really really like his character even if i dont talk about him so much
#i think the complicated thing is that what i find appealing abt his character isnt always aligned w how he gets depicted#no shame to anyone else i like ppl having fun! i just like him in a specific way myself#i like when nonhuman characters are so very nonhuman its really cool to me#theres a tragedy to him that i also like but i like the idea that that tragedy is also like#what makes him Really Bad News for the cast members. i like him being scary in an oblivious nd jovial way its intriguing to me#.tbqh i dont see the show ending well for him#w the trajectory his character is going i think hes going to do worse and worse things#i dont think itll get rid of his tragedy and i do think the show will address some things theyve implied abt him more explicitly later#but. i dont think its ending well for him. i dont think hes gonna be making any friends. i think he is going to crash and burn#which. is sadder for him and worse news for the rest of the cast in a very compelling way to me#i mean smth good COULD happen for him but the way hes been presented so far doesnt make me hopeful for his future#i dont think hell ever be evil. and i think its more meaningful that way#smth smth he and jax are smth akin to foils and i think where jax' character has a good chance of having SOME inkling of improvement#by the end#but caine is less likely to have this. i think hes more likely to go the other direction#funny considering that caine is more jovial and friendly in comparison#but. yeah#i really like him theres a fun-ness to him thats really entertaining he makes me laugh#but theres also a deep horror to him that i loooove writing wise#add in the implied tragedy hes very interesting#theres a reason i still have that animatic in the works of him#i love the other characters a little more personally than caine#but the story being built up for caine and the circus as a setting is a majorly fascinating aspect of the whole show#im excited to see where it goes and i wanna be able to convey my thoughts on him#...tho i tend to get distracted by the women in the show more frequently HAHA
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The only people who truly understand me are my sister and my best friend because they are the only people who have watched the Digimon stage play with me.
No one else understands.
This is my Roman Empire
#Iâm in a Digimon mood again#this happens very frequently#noodly#I need everyone to see this image#this is one of my favourite pictures on my phone#and this is just a taste of what this show has to offer#itâs genuinely so good though#these are also the only people who have seen last evolution Kizuna with me#which is a movie that lives in my brain forever#and also the original Digimon movie#which lives in my brain also but in a different way
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re: "good girl" i think they say it once randomly as a joke and its just one of those things that gets him wayyy more than they expected it would. so now its their secret weapon and they use it very sparingly and every single time he gets super embarrassed about it but it works ill tell you what.
#HES MY PRINCESS IDEK.#i dont think it happens naturally all that much because theyre usually in the business of calling each other names and being mean#so i think this would just be a random night where theyre on top and just think it would be really funny. to yank on his leash and call him#a good girl after bullying him into doing something. and well i just think it would get him is all i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwww#i havr a lot of thoughts on the matter but i will stop for now#but the tldr is that with each other they tend to switch frequently and are always fighting#so i think itd take someone else being in the picture for hog to even realize how much he likes being a good boy :3#and i also dont think fish would be good at straightforward domming in the way he would want and they both know that#so its something he keeps between him and rat mostly. please dont ask me questions abt jrs sex life i have too many opinions on it#anyways. i think even tho fish knows theyd be bad at that they still feel left out so sometimes they go watch. they dont get anything out of#doing that theyre just sort of taking mental notes#all of this circles back to i think fish has always been the more sexually experienced of the two. and romantically.#i dont rlly think hog is a guy who dates i dont think hes ever been that and i dont think he made much time for hookups#(i think its cute if hes a virgin when they meet but đ€· im not solid on it)#but i think for him hes just only ever fucked this one person and they do a LOT of stuff and it gets the job done so hes just never really#tried anything else. but. and again i have too many opinions on this but i think rat wouldnt be into their usual shteeze#i think hes a bit of a freak in his own way but the blood and weird anger issues is just not doing it for him most of the time#but i do think if given the opportunity he would LOVE to be The Boss for a little bit so i think he and hog can explore that together and it#will work out beautifully for them. this is great because i am not into strict d/s dynamics like that but i know in my heart that hoggy#would be. and i cant do that for him#again i think fish would be butthurt about this. mostly in a 'why didnt u tell me so we could try this :(' and he would go#'because you would suck at it and wouldnt like it' and they go oh. right. well im still mad#ANYWAYS. circling back. i think the good girl thing would be something fish knows that rat doesnt. and idk if theyd tell him or not#because i do think if they tell him he is using that for evil hog is going to be a good girl forever and ever. rat doesnt have the patience#to space it out the way fish does. which idk maybe thatd be good for hog he could work through some stuff...#but on the other hand i think its fun if they DONT tell him and just bust it out sometime when all 3 of them are doing the deed. or whatever#because again they mostly like how embarrassed he gets about it and i think he would be reallyyyy flustered by it#^ this is essentially part of my fantasy about spitroasting my beautiful wife until he cries just so everyone knows#idk i just think when he lets go of himself hed be a very cute and kind of needy subby bottom and i think hed be really easy to fluster#about it and i want it so bad
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#manectric#i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk#but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric#el woowooâ if you will#a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day#so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday#hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years#looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. soâ to you guysâ i'll be heading out tomorrow#which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autisticâ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations#for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needsâ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA#plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory#overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me#so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little#worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY#this is a pokĂ©mon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains#that's about it#any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar#places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it#also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking#about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours
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Did the impersonator ever take down the account?
no not yet. I submitted an appeal for deletion on the post explaining the situation but I think it's still under review. minninih. I mean I don't really care at this point as long as people know that it isn't actually me. I also left a comment on the post there explaining so hopefully I don't get cancelled lmao
#idk like obviously i would prefer if it were gone but like it's already happened there's not much to be mad about anymore.#it doesn't seem like anybody found it on their own accord anyways i think i was the first one besides the frequent r34 users#which is not anybody who's opinion i care about#i think i just want it to go away before i apply for college lmao because my portfolio is gonna be very traceable back to my social media#and i dont want them researching me and then finding that lol#but yeah i mean dont worry about me if that's what this is. but also i appreciate it. *smiles cutely*
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If I had a nickel for every person on the internet I've seen talk about the deeply distressing nature of intrusive thoughts when they're actually referring to ego distonic thoughts and are effectively (whether intentional or not) gatekeeping "intrusive thoughts" because they think all intrusive thoughts are distressing and severe and ultraviolent (seriously injuring others or yourself, animal abuse, murder, suicide, rape, etc) when in reality a lot of intrusive thoughts are in fact just kind of stupid (put salt in your coffee, say a slur, drive in the wrong lane, throw your food, stand on the table, etc), but do not know enough about the subject to even be aware of this, I would probably have a dollar and be pissed off
#yes ego distonic thoughts are a type of intrusive thoughts but imo its important to make the distinction because they indicate different#causes and kinds of struggles which may require different approaches to handle#additionally failing to make this distinction makes it very easy for annoying people to gatekeep the umbrella of intrusive thoughts#not all intrusive thoughts are distressing. some intrusive thoughts ARE just stupid or silly or whimsical or annoying etc#if you are having intrusive thoughts that compell you to extreme violence then you are having ego distonic thoughts which are frequently an#indication of more severe OCD. and it is adequate reason to seek help like medication.#theyre called ego distonic because they are. well. distonic to your ego. these thoughts are distressing because they so strongly contrast#your personal morals. they arent true desires but rather compulsions. hence being in relation to OCD#ask me how i know lol#sorry it happened again and it was one of those little cutesy comics that im already annoyed hy because i think they infantilize people who#deal with mental illness#so it was extra annoying#anyway rant over pack it up
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rescue dogs haven't bullied halo with their resource guarding ever since halo won that fight against dill help jem even moves aside to the couch when I bring halo down instead of running to me and waiting by the steps like usual. she still runs to me and waits when she can hear/smell that I didn't bring halo with me but she runs away instead when I do. so like I guess halo kind of showed them...
#to be clear im the most careful in my family about keeping the pets safe and double check whos locked up and whos where#and make sure theyre separated or leashed#i had halo on a leash for a couple months when first bringing her to where babou lived#so like km not treating their fight casually or anything I try hard to make sure they dont happen T_T#halo used to fight with kaya frequently before they were separated because they had lived together for a while before the fights started#so they werent separated until after a few fights#halo always came out like completely fine though even though kaya who started it needed stitches once.......#which is crazy because kaya tore through my hand twice due to her fighting#the first time was when she was a few months old and fought with a completely different sister#kayas more of a people dog. sje plays with her mother berserker snd tolerates her father chewie but she would do well alone...#halo likes other pets but they kind kf hate her bad. except babou theyre friends now aww <3#but yeah these dogs are gentler and easier to handle than kaya so i can at leash walk halo on a leash from a distance in their presence#but jm like extremely on edge about it every time..#the rescue dogs are very gentle with babou now but i still try to get babou away from them help. sje scares me shes likenot scared of them..
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Small and low quality Mizuchi ft smol baby Yato







It's been a while. I miss these posts :(
#noragami#mizuchi#yato#Noragami spoilers#i'm thinking of coming back to this blog#like posting frequently like i used to#not everyday but hopefully at least once a week#life has been so hectic#firstly i think last year i lost commitment for this blog cuz i was hyperfixating on a visual novel series#and that series literally took my attention away from everything i swear l#and then this year happened oh dear lord school is beating me to a pulp every damn week#started at a new school in november & it took me long to make friends#and on top of that most of my classes are ultra boring and the teachers pile on work like crazy#i have to push myself so hard and burn out at the end of every week to get every assignment turned in#only got a month left of school so yea but also nay cuz there's sm left to do#got a damn eoc exam tomorrow and then a physics exam the next day#i have a performance for my asl class which im so not prepared for in a few weeks#and then finals like the week after the performance i think?#oh and my algebra teacher said she's giving us another exam before the final#very fun!! i love being a high schooler XD
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like âif i could go back in time I could fix itâ... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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Queued posts that aged horribly:
Ahaha...

These guys are my Sandra...
#/kydra reference#never thought i'd be so distraught to hear people cheer for my band#this was the worst panic attack i've had in a while haha i actually fainted#i mean i frequently have trouble breathing and pass out it's just not JUST because of anxiety most of the time#i was scrambling to find a way to cancel to no avail and the bank messaged me about potential fraud#so i panicked and reported it as fraudulent in the hopes it would cancel the transaction#but of course they called me so i confessed it was actually me that did it just not on purpose#the employee was very sympathetic and patient bless her but unable to help me besides giving another number to call#so i spent the evening wallowing in shame and sending phone calls and emails (which i have a fear of so that's not dandy)#so that happened#ded memes#ded shenanigans#fuslie#valkyrae#tinakitten#kkatamina#side note i like yvonne's sweater#ludwig#ellum#yes i'm just tagging all of them until i run out of space i've come this far#sykkuno#brofain#yvonnie#tales of going into debt#still sweating#yukine
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finding out that kaito and shinichi have been revealed to be cousins is like finding out there was a huge earthquake in the country you used to live in
#which also just happened. these experiences are roughly equivalent. snmcmdmcmdllc#detective conan#laughs awkwardly#LIKE. idk how to put into words. detective conan's fandom is.... something#these are people who have been invested in the (often romantic) trials and tribulations of a 17 year old who looks 7 years old#for upwards of 20 or 30 years. this is not a casual reveal#detective conan is not some labor of love and artistry that the author has a specific vision for. it's the longest cash grab that never end#it has had movies during golden week every year for longer than i have been alive and distributes it in several countries#and kaito/shinichi is very popular. i think if you know anything about manga/anime fandoms i don't even need to explain why#for the author to publicly canonically rip up one of the most popular ships of the series... it's hard to imagine that it wasn't deliberate#it's not just a matter of 'omg just ship what you like ignore canon'. they HAVE been doing that (conan has a canon female love interest)#this is very destiel-coded in the sense that it feels simultaneously like the author acknowledging that section of the fandom#while doing the worst possible thing about it. like NO ONE wanted that dnvkdmlvmdk#except for me. this is so funny. I've ALWAYS HAD SUSPICIONS OKAY#kaito and shinichi's canonized same-face syndrome might have started as a meta joke. but remember. this is one of those series#where people are frequently revealed to be a.) not dead all along and b.) secretly someone else all along and#c.) secretly related to someone plot-important all along. all these have happened MANY times#when you have a franchise that has run for this long you kind of have no choice but to up the stakes to the point of absurdity#so basically. it feels like walking in with pizza to the burning room meme except the author was the one to set the fire
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possibly the last time I truly got to sing my heart out without bothering anyone was probably the last streetlight concert, which is probably part of why I wanna go back so bad.
#matt and arin have never complained#but a lot of other people uhhhh really really have#family partners friends teachers you fuckin name it bud#I even have a very clear memory of being recorded by strangers presumably to be mocked long before it was cool#(or at least as cool as it apparently fucking is now; it certainly still happened eg parking lot easter nunchucks)#(kids in a passing car audibly laughing)#(smartphones existed but were still very novel)#(I was walking in my own fucking neighborhood.)#and like absolutely people have said nice things about it too#but guess which one wasn't just more memorable but also more frequent.#I couldn't even go all out For Real in like. band auditions. cuz I needed them to Like Me and fuckups look bad.
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