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guys. no one will care but guys. i cannot stress enough how for almost the whole of 2022, beyond evil and dongsik/juwon consumed so much of my consciousness. this ship had everything. age difference, class difference, contrasting personalities, tenderness underneath, saving each other and teaching each other how to live over again, etc etc i won't go on but. i was on here posting about them and reblogging the same 7 gifsets of my top 7 most favorite scenes for a 16-episode k-drama every other week and writing the most unhinged (by my standards) fic where i felt the most free. it bled into me writing rpf for the actors, i was writing up stupid posts and long-form analyses elsewhere on where they fall on the fujoshi top / bottom scale. 1 = top, 0 = bottom according to the soldiers (women on weibo).
#on principle perfect 1s and perfect 0s don't exist to me#they were a perfect bratty 0.3 bottom (juwon) and 0.7 top (dongsik)#so now i just applied that measurement to 1418 because it's my perfect measurement lmao#can u imagine if i could read chinese past pre-school level#what goes on in f1 rpf land on weibo#ren.txt#where did this energy go#where did it go#im too scared to re-watch because it will never be the same
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hilarious man (The National Play âSorrowâ for Six Hours at MoMA PS1)
#that old man forever. if you want my opinion#the national#thing#did you know the whole thing is online. on youtube even. hour 5 minute 40 if you want to hear the one where he cried#and the energy does build up on hour 5. cant believe i was too busy being 14 and from a different continent to go to this shit
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I need codependent Danny/Jason as a little treat (for me) and I love the idea of them having some sort of instant connection the moment they meet (bc ghost stuff idk)
Danny who's been dropped in Gotham with no way home (alt universe??) and he's been here for 36 hours and having a Very bad time senses a liminal being and immediately latches onto them heedless of the fact that his new best friend is shooting at some seedy guys in an alley and goes off about how stressed he is and how he can't make it back to the ghost zone and what a bad day he's been having (and it's important to note Danny is a littol ghost boy literally hanging off of Jason's neck as he floats aimlessly) and Jason is like "who are you??" And Danny is like "oh sorry I'm Danny lol" and then just continues lamenting his woes
And honestly ? This might as well happen. Nothing about this Danny guy(is he human?) gives Jason a bad vibe and tbh he's never felt more calm and level headed before so he just keeps up his usual Red Hood patrol and doesn't even think about it when he heads back to a safehouse and feeds Danny dinner (breakfast) before crashing for half the day
The only thing I actually need is Jason meeting up with the bats for some sort of Intel meeting and they're like "uhhh who's that" and Jason is like "that's Danny." And does not elaborate (very ".... What do you have there?" "A smoothie" vibes)
And it takes them a while to realize that these two have known each other for less than 12 hours and are literally attached at the hip
#very remora fish with a shark#jason todd#danny fenton#danny phantom#dpxdc#dp x dc#this isnt super important but i imagine Danny's ghost form as young and unaged from his death so jason is used to this small whispy kid#who just hangs off him and talks literally all the time#so when something comes up and someone is like 'idk if we can bring danny looking like... that' (glowing and a literal ghost)#danny is like 'oh ok u need a human? ok :)' and transforms#its been WEEKS#jason didn't know he could do that#nobody did#and now theres this 20ish dude standing there#human form danny doesn't talk a lot (anxiety) ghost form danny can't stop talking (anxiety)#could be a ship fic and at this point jason goes from 'where is my little buddy :(' to đđł#i imagine theres a sort of feedback loop with them both feeding off of each other's ecto energies and vibes idk#so when danny is human its not as strong#batman is convince this strange entity is like hypnoyizing his son and like hes not WRONG#but it goes both ways#idk#i just need more codependency fics :(#i should go on a bender#ignore my 500 open tabs and go to town
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Obligatory gravity falls post because I too had my gravity falls hyperfixation resurrected by book of billâs release
Iâm not super proud of this it took a lot out of me to work on and I kinda tapped out halfway through but despite that Iâll post it because I havenât shared stuff in awhile
I have a compilation post of stuff Iâve been working on so thatâll probably get shared soon too
#soursart#fanart#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#I havenât managed to buy book of bill yet though itâs just completely sold out#12 year old me is screaming#I planned on adding more to the drawing but it doesnât matter weâre vibing#(I have been a sickly Victorian boy for the past like four months)#kinda has that same energy as the IT drawing I did where I like#completely ditched it halfway through but forced myself to complete it#Iâm trying to teach myself backgrounds too#itâs a struggle#I was going to add more to the background so just imagine thereâs cool Easter eggs or something
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Prompt 192
Danny feels exhausted. His stupid ghost-puberty is annoying, and is affecting even his human form. Which wouldnât be that bad, except for the fact that instead of having a simple elemental or obsession core, he happens to have a Space one. Technically the Space Core seeing as apparently heâs the newborn Ancient of Space. Or something.Â
Urgh, he just wants to get some food from the dollar store down the street, not deal with whatever attempted mugging this is. Heâs hangry, and just wants to get some food and curl back up in his mass of blankets back in his tiny apartment.Â
So maybe he overreacted. He might have released his very careful hold on his less-than human traits that have been attempting to leak through the last several weeks. On the bright side, he, uh, isnât hungry anymore and is now back in his nest of blankets.Â
On the other hand, there is now a vigilante in his window.Â
#Dcxdp#Dpxdc#Prompts#Dp x Marvel#What hero/vigilante is it and where has Danny moved? Good question#Did he mayhaps eat a guy like a blackhole with teeth? :)#Look heâs growing another pair of arms and ice-crystal horns and everything else and itâs tiring AF#He gets hungry and needs the energy yâknow#Why yes this poor vigilante or hero just witnessed a teen seemingly eldritch-ify and eat a mugger or 4#Personally Iâd think itâd be hilarious if it was Ragman/Rory (from DC) or Eddie/Venom (from Marvel)#Or even both of them; 3 way crossover#eldritch danny#ancient of space danny#or he's going to be
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I am not immune to the Barbie meme
#my art#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#annabeth chase#percabeth#they are both pissed off but in different ways#did i have a 2 second energy burst last night where i only draw pjo?#yes yes i did#will i continue drawing it or go back to your regularly scheduled toh content#who's to say#not me#i never have any plans for when i draw#i just sit down and let my mental illness take over
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A lil guy !
#honkai star rail#dan heng#genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy#so dan heng in a hoodie#now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw#but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today#since shes been in the hospital for many many days#so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos#and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good#and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner#and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool#and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those#are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email#and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct#then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way#but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now#so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv#while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now#on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it#and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once#this is literally a personalized attack to me#and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie#and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening#and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down#that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this#and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!
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the writers were cowards who didnât understand my vision
#*in the background you can hear me savagely beating back art block with a stick*#i'm soooo sleepy today honk-shoo honk-shoo#aughhhhh where is my energy where did it go did i leave it in the cold?#anyway: we should have gotten lil guy with a cute bow in the turtle tot flashbacks#it's canon to me#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#my art#explodingstar art#e stars scribblez#rise raph#turtle tots#tmnt turtle tots#turtle tot raph#rise raphael#doodle#unpause rise of the tmnt#save rise of the tmnt#save rottmnt#snork mimimimimi#i sleeb#baby raph#i forgor to add it earlier
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and then they spent the rest of @erisolweek day three playing ghost trick <3
#tmos has art#eridan ampora#sollux captor#homestuck#erisol#erisolweek#erisol week#if you're wondering. yes i did watch a playthrough of ghost trick and relatedly missed planning for todays prompt in part from that LOL#extra flavor i didnt have art energy to capture. they end up cuddled up together while eridan comments on all his theories on whatll happen#eridan makes like. 3 comments in the first half hour where sollux is like. 'oh my god he doesnt even know' lmfao <3#anyways LOL going to play video games and relax now that days 4-5 are pretty much already done â
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things july taught me
if you want it, go and get it
you attract what you need
smile a bit more. sometimes life is more wonderful that way
its okay to be all over the place & to not have your life together
sometimes people let you down. thats okay
forgiving hurts and forgetting is easier but it will be okay. things take time to heal
talking to people actually helps sometimesâŚ
the amount of effort you put into something may not directly translate to the results you want to see
trust your gut. its right.
its okay to be angry at those you once held dear
everything will be better in the end. maybe not alright, but better.
trust yourself > anyone else
cry about it. like actually. its so theraputic. cry about everything and nothing but donât mope about it forever :-)
do what you love with 100%
dont be codependent on people â people will inadverdently hurt you in some way or another. depend on yourself first and foremost
its okay to be disappointed in those you hold close
sometimes people come for a season and they leave right after. give grace and be thankful for their presence, and donât fixate on their leaving forever :â)
if it hurts you that badly, its not a small matter
love people so loudly they never doubt that they are loved
#happy august! where did the time go#â ying.talks#self care#positivity#studyblr#thoughts#student#â ying.falling in love with the world âĄ#positive mental attitude#positive affirmations#positvethinking#positive mindset#positive words#positivevibes#positive attitude#positive thinking#positive energy#note to self#self improvement#self healing#self awareness#words of mine#self love
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i... wrote a smol fic (ăŁÂ´â˝`*)ăŁ
also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn#chase young#xiaolin showdown#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn plop plop#well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long.#i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane#no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going#to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT#its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi#not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee#also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!!#ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso#Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM#but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW#so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn
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A Tiger on the Mountain (a @semisolidmind Fanfic)
Here it is ! Another one. I made up a creature specifically so I could play out a scenario in my head and lead into another fic after this one. This is not a two parter but it leaves it open for a follow up!
TW: Blood and Violence and allusions to torture at the end. (Not of Peaches SHES fine)
âGet out before you become a new rug for me to wipe my feet upon.â Sun Wukong snarled over the table, his staff in his hands. The Nine Tiger Demon took a step backward at the fury. The expedition to this kingdom of monkeys and flowers had been a fools mission. Zari, The Nine Tiger Demon- Lord of the Eastern Waste and Terror of the Snowy Steppes, dipped his head cordially.
âAs you wish, my Lord.â The tiger smiled and stepped out of the council room, his great black cape swirling as he exited in a flourish. He had made a jab at the Monkey Kings pride by calling him Lord. He knew that his patience was wearing thin with him. Especially after he had eluded to the weakness of mortal Allyâs.
âIt is necessary to procure some of the goods they produce.â Wukong had waved the complaint aside. As if waving a fly. Zari was a lord of a snowy country where resources were few and blood was spilt as common as the snowfall. His kind had been hunted by poachers for their pelts. For the magic quality in their stripped bodies. Bones, blood, tendons, fur, claws⌠Everything in a tigers body was hunted for medicine, magic and mayhem. To hear that the most feared creature west of his kingdom, the great demonic Monkey King who had challenged Heaven, had made treaties with humansâŚ
Zari had licked his muzzle sensing weakness.
âWhy treat when you can take?â The tiger lord had questioned. His attendants beside him fidgeted, their hands straying to the scimitars belted to their sides. A twitch of his tail tip called them off. A tiger was playing with a monkey to see what sort of prey it had between his claws.
âAnd cause further disharmony around me ? Mortal men are easily placated. It leaves me free to put my resources into more important things.â Here the monkey leaned forward, eyes glowing with the torchlight. âLike seeking new territories in the east.â
The threat was received but Zari didnât rise to the bait. He was a patient creature. The scars on his stripped hands and body proved how many battles and hunters he had outwitted.
Of course Zari had only come to sieze up the competition in the West. He never had any intentions of swearing allegiance to the ape. To debase himself to an ape? Never. So it only took Wukong a few more verbal jousts to also know the game was at an end. He had dismissed the tiger with a threat. Zari kept his claws velveted. For now.
As he stepped out of the corridor he let the slightest bit of agitation show in his whiskered face. A twitch of a tail brought one of his attendants forward.
âGather the lower Claw.â Zari whispered. âThey need a good hunt.â
âOf course my King.â The lesser demon bowed and raced off, light as a feather in the wind. At least that would humble the foolish apeâ
Zari came around the corner and bumped straight into something soft, and pliable. His claws caught it reflexively before the thing fell completely onto his black armor and ruined his perfect complexion. He hissed, about to snap at this new weaker underling of a foolish king when the scent hit the top of his mouth.
Human.
âIâm so sorry!â It was female. The women pulled from the tiger claws. Her eyes remained cast down. Simple peasant clothes. Hair tied up in a messy updo. Flushed cheeks, good proportions. The tigers eyes had been blown wide.
âAre you alright miss?â Zira smoothed the twitching of his whiskers, kept the lashing of his tail to a minimum. But his instincts roared and his mouth pooled. âI did not mean to bump into so harshly.â
A captured peasant girl? A pet of this monkey kings?
âOh no it was my fault!â The women said. She finally looked up and the tiger demon got a good look at the curve of her throat. The hot pulse just inches from his fangs.
From further down the corridor someone called âPEACHES!â The girl stiffened a bit then smiled sheepishly.
Zira felt as if he was a wolf in the sheep pen.
âI should have been watching where I was going. Carry on!â She bowed and then quickly scuttled off.
âWell well wellâŚâZira smiled to himself as another monkey ran past and after the fleeing women. He felt his grin widen, the drool threatening to slip. âLook like I have some entertainment myselfâŚâ
For Zari, The Nine Tiger Demon- Lord of the Eastern Waste and Terror of the Snowy Steppes, was whispered and feared by mortals across his snowy slice of the world. Legends told of how he would slip in as silent as a ghost. How he would visit families and paint their walls in red crimson and spattered gore. For Zari was a man eater, a enjoyer of mortal flesh. And his favorite prey that he enjoyed devouring most was women.
This conquest just got a bit more interesting.
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âI Demand compensation.â
The threat would have come off more terrifying from the Monkey King if he had been dressed in his armor. However he was⌠not. Instead Wukong was at the present moment, begging on Peaches lap beneath a cherry tree. His face was a storm cloud as he lifted Peaches hands up to his head.
âI am afraid you wonât be getting any.â Peaches let her hand fall limply off. The stormy face broke into a beggars crocodile tears.
âPEACHESSSS!â
Macaque would have snickered at his sworn brother begging but he was also not getting any sort of touches from Peaches. He didnât know why she had decided today of all days to deny both of them.
Why was she withholding scratches from her husbands? Well. For many reasons. For one, one of them startled her awake this morning by swooping her into his arms because he got a little too excited and woke her from her dreams. It also triggered a huge sort of panic because she has had enough of nightmares on being snatched away thank you.
Of course telling the one begging at her knees right now that his over exuberance this morning had been one of the reasons for no pats, would only lead to more exuberance.
A second reason she was including both and not just the one who scooped her ? Well because the day before Macaque thought it would be funny to pop one of his shadows beneath her while she was trying to brush her hair and in the fall the hairbrush - still tucked into her hair- wrenched. It had been painful and she had lost several bits of her own hair in it.
And thirdly? Because these two had, for all intensive purposes of the words, kidnapped her and forced her to live here upon the mountain. Yes she was still bitter about it. No she wouldnât get over it. At least not today. Too many tricks were tugged and her personal space breached for her to simply let it go. A little bodily autonomy and boundary would be nice. Instead her two lovers would look at her as one would a family cat and go âawwwwwwww!â and scoop her up.
So two very peeved simians sat cross legged staring her down. Wukongs tail was lashing back and forth, his eyes narrowed like a cats. He reached forward and grabbed Peaches hand again. She had learned long ago that giving them the satisfaction of her resistance- how cute! They would say as she practically threw all manner of pellmell closet clutter at them- would only prolong their inevitable smothering of her.
Being impassive was her best weapon.
So she let her hand be limply lifted.
Just as limply it slid off the Monkey Kings head.
âPeaches! Come on!â Wukong groaned. He sounded like a kid begging for sweets. Peaches sniffed. The day was nice at least. She had made her way out of Water Curtain Cave and out onto the mountainside before her attendant could shove and stuff her into royal courtly attire. Not today! Peaches hadnât wanted to attend court. She hadnât wanted to be near that council room. Her accidental bump into that demon had been as close as she had gotten. A tiger demon? Now that was something she hadnât seen yet.
Wukong laid himself over her lap, his face pouting up at her. He looked⌠adorable. It was almost enough for her to forget about his transgression this morning. It wasnât enough. She turned her head away.
Only for Macaque to be there. He had somehow snuck up, as was his silent way, and pressed himself to her back. He slipped her into his lap, and Peaches felt a little spark of unease. Macaque was the slower of the two when it came to affection, sneaking it in or trying to tease it from her. Wukong was all action and joyful tugs and play. His was earnest and forward. Macaque was⌠sly. Teasing. A fox inside the chicken house.
âSweet peach, come now.â His hands settled around her. His breath tickled the shell of her ear and Peaches fought the blush from rising in her face. Think of rocks and birds. What you will eat tonight. Anything but how his voice and how it feels rumbling against me.
âWe just want to have a little comfort.â The dark furred monkey lifted her hand. He entwined his fingers in hers. They were so large. The practically swamped her own. The claws slide along the fingers as he lifted her hand and tugged it into his fur onto his cheek.
âCome on, little plumb.â His smile was as sweet as honey, as soft as downy feathers. If it had been any other day she would have mussed his fur and teased him back. However Macaque made a mistake of touching her hair with a free hand. Reminding Peaches that this little trickster had yanked some of her hair out.
She let her hand remain lax.
âNo.â
âThen you leave both of us no choice.â
Macaque leaned back and with a woosh and gasp of air and black- they were back in their room. The pillow pit cushioned their fall, as did Macaque who lay beneath her. Peaches let out an indignant squeak as the demon monkey growled playfully in her ear.
âYou have only a few moments before Wukong gets here. Do you want to tell me whatâs up?â
âNo.â Peaches sniffed. His hand was trailing along her skin, almost walking up her arm.
âAre you mad at him?â Macaque asked.
âYesâ
âAre You mad at me?â
âYes.â
âIs it ⌠a mad kind of day?â
She didnât respond.
He tutted and tugged her hands free of where she had shoved them beneath her arms. He placed one against the side of his head, eyes gently closing. He kissed her palm, her wrist, her arm.
âCome on my sweet⌠just indulge us both..â
âNo.â
âLittle minx.â The purple eyes flashed along with that sharp toothed smile. Peaches felt her face flush. Macaque leaned in and over her now, his free hand twining in the hair on the back of her neck. The demon was angling her from being the one on top, to sliding her into the pillow pit with the dark haired monkey hovering above. He pulled her up and into him, and Peaches had the startling realization that she was so very very small and he was so very very large all of a sudden.
âWhat sins do I have to whisper into your ears ? What marks should I leave upon your skin to earn your affection again?â His eyes dipped to her lips. Peaches face felt like it was afire. âShould I sing your praises into your skin with my teeth?â
Oh dear.
And then the moment of tension was broken by a furious orange blur bursting into the room and tackling both of them. Peaches cried out while Macaques face looked deadpan at his sworn brother. The moment of tension, of turning Peaches pink as a lychee fruit, was over.
âMACAQUE! THATS NOT FAIR!â The monkey king was entangled with both of them as he grabbed the other hand and shoved it into his fur. Peaches only held onto them now as they jostled her. âHOW MANY HEADSCRATCHES DID YOU GET?â
âNoneâŚâ His face was exasperated, his tail twitching at the tip.
âNone?â Wukong echoed.
âNone!â Macaque slammed his head closer to Wukong. Peaches was perfectly sandwiched between her husbands very bare and very exposed chests as the two brothers bristled at each other. She was loosing her own power of wills because ⌠well. Peaches was only human. She could barely stay mad at one Monkey half dressed. Two half dressed and practically pressed cheek to pec against either side of your face ? It was a marvel her body didnât burn up on the spot from how much she was blushing.
âWhy you shouting at me then?!â
âYou spoiled my sport before I could tease some out of her.â
âOh?â Wukongs eyes shot downward. Peaches looked away, feeling like she got caught watching.
Oh no.
The two demons looked down on her. And Peaches felt like she was in danger. Not a you-will-die-and-be-disemboweled way. More of you-will-be-turned-into-a-second-sun-from-how-much-we-will-tease-you kind of way. They loomed over their mortal wife, ears perked forward and grins becoming sharp and feral.
Another burst through the door however saved Peaches from being turned into a puddle beneath the attentions of her husbands.
âUgh what is it now?â Macaque sighed.
âMy King! We are under attack!â
The two warlords changed from flirting devils to stiff and immovable stones as they stood. Macaques ears swished, forward and back, each set twitching as he confirmed it.
Wukong was across the room, his armor back on his body in a flash. His staff was plucked free from his ear, elongating in a flourish.
âWhere?â The Sages voice was a silent rumble.
âOff the south slope- a band of panthers by the look of it.â The sentryâs tail was puffed in fear. Wukong nodded and was off in a flash of fur and fury.
Someone was attacking the mountain? They must be crazy. Insane. Or have a death wish.
Macaque set Peaches firmly in the Pillow pit, eyes somber.
âLove donât move. Donât leave this room. Understand ?â His face was pinched in worry bordering on fury. He was trying to maintain his composure for her, to hold back the anger that was threatening to bubble upward. Peaches may think of her boys a lot of way. They were selfish when they wanted her attention. They had taken her away reluctantly from her home. She had been forced to live her for the past decade or so. Her husbands were warlords, murderers and Demons.
They also cared for her a great deal, in a way that no mortal could compare. They clothed her in the finest garb but also gave her the option of comfort. They brought her to the Palace and laid laws down among the fellow demonic allyâs that she was to be respected and treated as an extension of Wukong and Macaques power. They brought her gifts from the outside world when they came back from expeditions, made her foods from the finest ingredients, told her stories of their travels. On nights when the past came back to rear itâs head she could find comfort in one or both of their arms.
And at times like this, she felt thankful that, of all the kidnapping creatures in the world, at least it had been these two.
That didnât sound like a plus at all.
Macaque was waiting for her response. Peaches shook herself free of the cobwebs, of the past and back into the present. The mountain was under fire. Something was trying to earn the ire of the Monkey King and his People. As a very soft once mortal immortal now, Peaches had no sort of power to defend with or help. She was a liability, at least until she began her own cultivation, on the battlefield. So Peaches nodded.
âYes.â
It was all Macaque needed. He pressed a kiss to her temple and whispered âGood girl.â
And he was gone, falling into shadow.
âHellooooo?â
Peaches started awake at the voice. Disoriented she disentangled herself from the soft fur and pillows she had been wedged between. She must have fallen asleep some time in the day. The light coming from the windows was a burnished gold, sunset settling on the
âSomeone help! Help me pleaseâŚâ
The voice was disjointed, the sound echoing from beyond the closed doors. It set her skin to crawling. Shouldnât there be guards ? Shouldnât there be someone outside the doors?
âHELP. SOMEONE HELP!â
The voice sounded like a baby! The shrill high note cut through the last hesitation Peaches had. She opened the door and rushing out into the corridor.
The echos of her footfalls bounced back to her from the stone walls. The cry came again, a baby monkey hooting in distress. It came from around corridors, downs passageways. Peaches raced forward until she had burst out of the cavern and into the dying light of the sun.
The grass swayed in the breeze. The shadows danced across the field, like stripes on a great tigers back.
She felt a shiver go up her spine. Something was terribly wrong. It felt off - the world felt off. The mountain was usually brimming with life and sound. Birds would be calling even at this late hour when day turns to night. The cicadas would be sonorously screaming their complaints to the night air. HoweverâŚ
Everything was still. Not a insect nor a bird called out. There were no generals or other monkeys present on the mountain. Usually sentries were littered about the fields and slopes. There was no one here at this moment.
Thatâs wrong. Completely wrongâŚ
A faint gurgle, a dying cry of a baby monkey from somewhere just ahead.
âWhere are You?â Peaches called. The child sounded in pain- and the sooner she got them inside the cave, the better. âYou have to tell me where you are so I can help you.â
âTypical mortals.â The voice came from behind and peaches whipped around. A tiger demon, a creature of immense size and with terrifying teeth, toward behind her. Zira held the languid look of a cat with a full belly, tail swaying in the grass and claws meticulously being groomed. The blood from those long claws was the fresh scarlet of new blood.
âYour kind always come when lured by anotherâ I was wondering if I should do a human baby or a mortal imitation but, seeing as youâve been collared and tamed by monkeys, I thought that would be the easiest way to lure you out.â The tiger lord grinned. Peaches saw that he was fully armored. The black leather of his body was painted in dark splotches of red.
Heâs ⌠killed people. Who has he killed?? Whereâs the baby ??
Peaches stepped cautiously back into the grass, heart racing. The tiger lords eyes grew round.
âAre you trying to run?â His voice was practically a pur as he stood straighter. âPlease do. The chase will be good for me and clear this monstrous smell of ape blood.â
âWhat do you want?â Peaches needed to stall. To find a way to keep the beast talking. He liked to talk to full the silence. âWhy are you here?â
âThose are boring questions dear morsel. Boring indeed. You mortals think all the same- but at least you taste better then your little brains think.â Zira stepped forward and into Peaches bubble- forcing her backward and further away from the cave. âWhy am I Here ? Well to play. Itâs been so long since Iâve had a chance to play with another demons pet.â
Another slow pace forward. Another hasty retreat from Peaches.
âI can understand. I play rough. Itâs hard when you all ⌠scream at the slightest break of bone. At the sudden loss of limbâŚâ the tiger lords body seemed to grow, a secondary face appearing from its left cheek. The new muzzle opened and in horror peaches heard people crying, of mortal women begging for their children. The voices of men pleaded for wives and sons and daughters. Anguished cries, cries of pain. Voices from the past.
Dead voices.
âThey never last long.â The tiger smirked, that new face along his left side turning upward as well.
âSo when I came to see this terrifying demon lord who has challenged heaven I expected him to have a show of strength. What I didnât expect was a pet like you.â Those eyes flashed.
âWhy? Wukong is the strongest Whyââ
âWhy did I not expect you?â Zira snorted. âBecause demons forget themselves when they stop consuming lesser beasts and start befriending them.â
Peaches looked about her. She wouldnât be able to make a dash back to the caves. This tiger was driving her further and further from safety. She had been a fool to try and help, a damned fool. The next best thing she could do was to try and stay alive long enough. Long enough for her to call out. Wukong or Macaque would hear her. She had no doubt on that. There was also the willow tree just ten feet behind her. If she could get to it and climb she may be able to stall out this demon.
âNow dear. How would you like to die?â The tiger was closer now as Peaches kept stepping back. She was almost back pedaling, trying to stay out of the range of those claws. Of those red teeth. âI could kill you by fang or claw. Or maybe a sword would be better. But then⌠whereâs the fun in it for me if you die so quickly ?â
Peaches spun on her heel and ran.
âHELP!â Her lungs filled with more air, to shout to the Heavens above. The grasses bent beneath her flight. She had almost made it to the tree, almost got enough air to scream again when something slammed into her shoulder. Bright hot pain bloomed and she fell to the dirt. Her hands reached up and came away with sticky blood.
âCalling for help is useless.â Zira licked the fresh blood clean from his claws, enjoying the taste of terror on his tongue. âMy men have them busy against the farthest side of the mountain.â
Peaches rolled, to get up to get away she did not know. Her movement was stopped by a booted heel to her shoulder. The new pain elicited a scream to peak from her lips. It rang eerily off the mountain that was so still. So awfully still.
âThe pain will only be temporary.â Zira knelt. The tiger reached down with his clawed hands. He cupped her face as she fought him. He smiled and opened his jaws wide to close over her throat.
The suns last dying ray cast a shadow as black as night over the grassy floor. It pooled beneath the mortal women and then, with a slip and tug, Ziras prey was swallowed by the black. The tiger snarled claws raking the soil in a vain attempt to dig her back out.
âSo it was you.â
Zira turned.
There, leaning against his staff was the Monkey King. His clawed hands and golden armor were covered in black blood. Zira felt a worm of unease creep into his calm and cocky smile. Those warriors had been the best of his Claw- the best in the Snowy Steppes. There was no way they had failedâ
âAh King Wukong!â The tiger Lord began. If he could stall him out, lead him into a false sense of security, then that would be better. It would buy him time to get closer, to steal into range and pounce. âSo nice to see you agaiâ-â
The tiger lord didnât even see the moment. On second the orange monkey was standing before him and the next he felt a blooming pain cut along his secondary face. He roared in confusion as the sight from those eyes was lost in a shower of blood. The tiger had no time to reorient himself however. The neck blow was to one of his hands. Sun Wukong clasped one in hand and with a terrible crunch, shattered all the bones within.
Panic came traipsing up the tigers spine. This was not good. The monkey was moving incredibly fast - too fast- for him to counter. He reached for his Scimitar- the blade of Nine Tigers- to end the fight. This blade could cut mountain in half- it could cleave souls from bodies and leave the flesh whole.
âYou come to my mountainâŚâ
The staff slammed into the side of his head, casting several of the tigers teeth from his jaws. He was unbalanced but determined. He just had to grab his sword â
âYou attack my homeâŚâ
Another blow to his middle sent him slamming into the willow tree. The force of it snapped the bark and collapsed the Willow behind him. Zira felt stars float in his vision, tasted his own blood. He had a hand on his sword now though. He drew the blade, cutting it across the insolent ape that towered over him. Wukongs soul would be cleaved, his body left behind for the flies to lay eggs in. He would be dead. The blade sliced â
And snapped in half.
âYou tried to devour my wifeâŚâ Fear is not something a tiger experienced often. It raced over his stripes, twitched his crushed whiskers, and made his eyes widen. That had been his wife ? That common little dustmote ? Zira had miscalculated. A pet was one thing. But a wife â
âYou took⌠a mortal⌠as a wife? Paââ Zira tried for bravado, tried to spit into the monkey lords face. The tiger was desperately clinging to what remained of his pride. He had chased a rabbit into a ravine and found wolves.
Zira opened his jaws to cast his last disrespect. Only for the claws of Wukong to cut along his jaw and crush it closed before he could finish.
âI will break every bone in your body before I let you die. You will wish you were dead before Iâm done with you.â
The shadows swallowed Peaches and arms wrapped around her but she was still flailing. She grabbed at fur and skin and battered her fists and nails against it.
âOw - PEACHES - PEACHES ITS ME!â Macaque voice cut over the adrenaline that floated high and fast in her blood. She blinked at him. They were back in their room, back inside Water Curtain Cave. Peaches hand was still curled in a fist, still raised up to beat along her captors face. Only. This wasnât the tiger anymore. It was Macaque.
âItâs just me.â
âIâm not dead am I?â What stupid words to say but it was the first thing her numb mind could think on.
âWhat? No.â Macaques face was a sea of worry lines as he gently turned her shoulder to him. The blood was sopping beneath the cloth of her shirt. He gave it a sniff and murmured in soothing tones. Mostly to himself. âBut Iâm concerned for your shoulder. Letâs get that looked at alright ?â
Peaches nodded. Macaque used his claws to rip free the ruined cloth of the shirt and gain better access to the claw marks.
âItâs an ugly scratch but nothing deep.â She felt his hands, paper soft press along the skin. She hissed at the fiery pain as damaged nerves and sore skin protested. âPeaches you will have to be brave for me and let me stich it closed ok?â
She nodded. Her mind was still processing the events just moments ago. Of tiger teeth flashing to bite her throat. Of claws cutting her skin. Macaque returned to her and tugged her into him. She didnât protest. Didnât stop as he pulled her hand up to his face. She twined her fingers into the fur, needing the grounding almost, if not more, then he did. Macaque made soothing chirps and soft noises as he worked, pulling needle through flesh and closing it up.
It was only after a time, when Peaches own fear began to fall away, that he asked her.
âWhy did you leave the room Peaches ?â
âI heard ⌠it sounded like one of the babies Mac.â One of the little monkey babies all alone and crying for help. The haunting sound echoing off the stone and always just out of reach. âOne of the littles in pain and hurt. I didnât think. I just ⌠acted.â
âMmm.â Another stich pressed into her skin and she flinched. âYou know this means you will have to have a day guard now yes?â
âAre you putting more restrictions on me after I almost got devoured ?â It was a bad attempt at humor but Peaches tried anyway. Whenever something happened to her - if it was an imagined insult from a courtier, a threat to her life because she tried something new and it didnât agree with her- the boys would set new limits, new conditions. Macaque scowled at her and she bit her tongue from adding to the humor.
âPrecautions. If I hadnât heard youââ His voice chocked at the end. Peaches looked back. Macaques ears were all low, dropping like flower petals. For all their faults, for their transgressions in taking her choices from her, they loved her. Peaches could see that love in Macs eyes as he imagined the possible outcomes that could have happened. She twirled her fingers around s patch of his fur, soothing him and herself with the confirmation that this was the reality now and not those flashing teeth.
âWe canât loose you Love. I â we â we were so afraid.â When Macaque had heard the strangled help in the heat of battle he had stopped. He had felt his heart give a lurch and Wukong had been of like mind. That battle was practically won. Between the two sworn brothers, nothing much could stand in their fury. But hearing Peachesâ Peaches who they left back safe in their room, in the palace, calling for helpâ
âI was too.â
âWhen I tell you to stay inside - stay inside. Understand?âAnger laced Macaques words as he pinned her with a look.
âYes.â It wasnât good enough though. Not for him. It wouldnât be for Wukong. The next time the mountain was under attackâif there was a next timeâ Macaque would lock the doors and the windows. He would shudder the room in shadow if he had to. But. A yes for now was the best he would get from her.
âGood. Thatâs all the chewing out Iâll give you because when Wukong gets here heâs going to have some very harsh words with you.â Peaches shoulders flinched a little.
âHeâs mad at me?â There was genuine hurt and dismay in her voice. Wukong and Peaches had the toughest days when it came to their relationship. Some days she could forget he had taken her without her consent from all she knew- had wiped her village clear off the map. Other days she only saw the blood soaked Warlord in all his fury. On those days arguments ensued and the kings mood was ever sour.
âNever mad at You.â Macaque reassured. Wukong never was genuinely upset at their peach. How could he be when he was enamored with her so? Macaque couldnât even keep his own anger at her negligence of self after todays events. All she had to do was look at him with that puppy dog look and he was wanting to tease and soothe her into smiles and comfort. âNever. Afraid for your life ? Absolutely. He has half a mind to keep you indoors from now on.â
âHe said that ?â
âAs we were racing to come get you yes.â Macaque finished the stitches with a pull and tug. The cord came free in his claws. He set about binding cotton gauze around the area to protect the stitches. In the morning he would let them breathe.
âBut I think if you let him coddle you for a few days and you agree to a guard, he wonât take your outside privileges away.â Macaque teased and gave advice. Wukong could get a bit ⌠territorial when it came to their Peach. He understood how important it was to give some sort of semblance of freedom to her. Peaches was like a flower- she needed light and air to thrive. If Wukong took that away, he wouldnât like how she would wilt. Even though Macaque himself had half a mind to keep her inside forever. Especially after today.
Peaches head brushed beneath his chin suddenly and the monkey was jarred from his thoughts. She was nodding off, fighting sleep. Macaque gathered her up easily and set her into the bed they shared. He took care to arrange the pillows, to settle her into her most favorite blankets and soft things. It was a distraction from the rage that now was bubbling upward. For though Macaque had the calmest demeanor- he was just as bloody and furious as his brotherly counterpart.
âGo to sleep.â He commanded. Peaches yawned, catching the trailing end of his tail.
âYou wonât leave me ⌠will you?â
âI will be right here till Wukong gets back.â
It was hours later when Macaque heard his brother step into their rooms. Wukong had bathed and cleaned himself elsewhere from the smell of the water and floral oils coming off of him. They both knew how Peaches had an aversion to the scent of blood. The monkey king was across the room and hovering over the pillow pit where she slept.
âHow is she?â Wukong asked. All the rage had gone from him. Only worry remained. His tiny little wife⌠he could still see the Tiger hovering above her, his jaws parted wide over her throat to devour. It made Wukong wish to break his muzzle again.
âWorn out. The cuts are superficial at best. I stitched them up.â The sheen of white medical gauze and cotton took over one lovely shoulder of Peaches back. Wukong felt his teeth beginning to grit in a threatening smile.
âWhy would she go outside?! Peaches isnât a fool.â
âAnd she wasnât one.â Macaque soothed. He was standing now that Wukong was here, making his way to the door slowly. âShe went outside because she heard the bastard imitate a baby cry.â
âA baby?â
âShe thought it was one of the babies.â Wukongs heart gave a shudder. Of course she would throw caution to the wind. His Peaches loved the children of the mountain almost as much as he himself did. âPeaches said she went out to look and thatâs when he leapt at her.â
Wukong felt a bit of his anger ebb. He was never angry at Peaches. He could never be. But anger around how she acted ? ⌠yes. That was a possibility. Hearing how she didnât go out until she thought it was a baby- well. He couldnât fault her for that.
âThe sentries are dead.â Wukong had come across their bodies after restraining the tiger demon. Seeing his peoples cut throats and crumpled bodies had not soothed his anger. He hoped the tiger healed quickly enough so he could repay them for each of his peoples lives. âThe tiger killed them. He thought he could kill me by swinging his fancy sword. Too bad it snapped on the first try.â
âDid you leave him alive?â Macaque was at the door now, his fists uncurled.
âHeâs somewhere beneath us in a wet cave. I broke all the bones in his body. But ⌠I Left the tail for you.â
âGood.â The door opened and his brother was gone.
Wukong stared at Peaches as she slept for a moment. He had almost lost her today. He half wanted to wake her up and shake her and the other half just wanted to keep her tucked away and safe inside the mountain. Wukong would pull promises and such from her tomorrow. In fact, he may have to teach her some basic self defense. She would never be able to stop a full demonic beast. It would ease his mind however - it would sooth him and settle the fur that kept rising along his back- if she at least had an understanding of what tricks and traits demons used to tempt food out of hiding.
Wukong slid into the nest, settling himself so he didnât jostle her awake. Tomorrow he could sit her down and tell her the new precautions he would have to merit out. A new guard, lessons in defense, maybe even a copy of him nearby or in the shape of some common item⌠Wukong could gift her a hairpin each morning and do her hair with a copy of himself. A magical copy that would have ears out for any mischief she may wind up falling into.
It would give her the illusion of freedom without telling her I put a spy on her person. That made Wukong feel better. For the next few days however, she wasnât leaving his side. He didnât care if she cried out or pouted or started to throw things. They had almost lost her.
Peaches half woke with a start as Wukong adjusted the blankets about her. Her face came upward, staring and trying to see all about.
âWukong?â
âItâs just me⌠you can go back to sleep.â
To his astonishment Peaches shifted, settling herself into his chest. Wukong welcomed her tangle, twining has hands into her hair as she tugged on his fur. Her cheek was pressed to his chest where his heart must be hammering beneath. The Monkey king made soothing chirps and soft calls to her, a reassurance of safety and care. Soon enough her fingers relaxed again as she fell into sleep.
He kissed her temple and nose, twirling his fingers through her hair. It was just as soothing for him as it probably was for her.
Wukong was glad the tiger had been able to survive him. He couldnât wait to gift his pelt to her when he was finished with him.
If Macaque didnât kill him after all.
#hcwrites#hcfanfics#fanfic for semisolid#twice as bad au#bad end wukong#HERE YOU GO#again I could have made this longer but I was already at 6000 words and I did NOT want to go too overboard in detail#did I make up a tiger demon just to have an excuse for other things to come ? maaaaybeee#poor peaches#this probably is the only time this ever happens where the mountain is just not expecting some upstart demon to come swaggering by#you can bet Wukong laid waste to the snowy steppes#those are gone#and yes this one is a bit darker so read with a bit of caution#six eared macaque#jttw au#sun wukong#jttw tag#jttw fanfic#I See Mac as very support in times Like this while Wukongs gotta get his energy and rage out.#doesnât mean that Mac isnât capable of being a murder boy#just means he has more control#there is fluff in this I Promise I just wanted to write about a murdery tiger#and give peaches a reason to be afraid of tigers for#for future things đ#jttw x reader#lmk#idk how to tag lmk stuff#lmk macaque#lmk wukong
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thinking of the boys and honestly?? just imagine since they traversed time and space for mc they have to be a little unhinged right? imagine the lifetimes that passed them by where they may have missed mc, werenât able to find her or get to her in time before she dies in that timeline. the constant agony of searching forever for someone who is fleeting just like the sands of time. growing older and decaying only to be reborn again in a constant cycle. and never in the same place or at the same time. constantly having to travel the world to try and find her again. and the few lucky times mc is near enough for them to establish themselves in her life before they lose her again. but the time they get to spend with her is never enough and is so fleeting before theyâre back to wandering the world looking for her soul again
#it reminds me of fallen i think it was. where the girl reincarnated and the angel kept finding her in every life time#and like you canât tell theyâre perfectly sane after having to do that over and over again#searching for her and finding her and watching her inevitably die#eons over eons like these men have to crack at some point#and in my mind they crack to become possessive yanderes bc thatâs the energy they give#but also what if theyâre mad at mc for constantly going through this cycle and leaving them even though sheâs not choosing to#i really think maybe thatâs why Sylus reacted the way he did when we first met#like man was PISSED. in love but you could tell he was hurt and angry and maybe they have every right to be#lads#love and deepspace#lads sylus#sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lnds zayne#zayne love and deepspace#dr zayne#rafayel#lads rafayel#xavier love and deepspace#lads xavier
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*twirls my hair* hiii tged fandom :3
idfk anymore im so tired đđđ
#tged#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#javier asrahan#llojavi#jons silly art#i wanted to put effort into an actual drawing or somethign but i. do not have the energy forthat#the last time i finished a drawing was fucking april goddamn đđđ#where the hell did my energy go im too tired to do anything âźď¸âźď¸âźď¸#guys ive been going to bed at like. 9 pm. why am i so sleepy#angway i need to find the webnovels of some of the comics im readingbc i do not have the patience for them to catch up đđ#AND I GOTTA READ MY PHYSICAL BOOKS TOO...#oh well mahbe tomorrow or something#anyway. pspspsspsp can i get some tged moots or something that would be really neat
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Theyâre pretty lax when it comes to the uniform, huh?
#revolutionary girl utena#shitpost#original art#Logic is probably âweâre in the student council we do what we wantâ#But like#No oneâs wearing the uniform#Heck Utena isnât even wearing the boyâs uniform#where did she get that outfit?#BIG main character energy#This took too long to make tho I stg#Fallen deep into the Utena brainrot#A few episodes to go now
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playful land presents such genuinely baffling themes and throughlines that i am rendered speechless in its wake. why is "SCHOOL IS COOL!" a theme for this event when the more important thing should be the human trafficking. why do they intersperse tense moments with "you should go to class! there's so many good things about going to school!"
like, if the audience for this game was younger... well, it probably wouldn't be the same game, but the VERY hamfisted "stay in school" message would make more sense. but, like, this kind of game is targeted towards older teens and young adults. people who are finishing secondary, are high school graduates, college students, and college graduates. this kind of theme is so bizarre.
also, it is strongly implied that there are no public school systems in twisted wonderland??? like, is there NO nation that has free public education??? why does fellow honest/ernesto foulworth (what a name lmao) believe that high school is for rich kids only?? what the fuck is going on??? WHY IS THIS SOMEHOW MORE IMPORTANT TO THE EVENT THAN THE ORGANIZED HUMAN TRAFFICKING RING??????
#seraph speaks#twst#twisted wonderland#stage in playful land#playful land's miraculous marionettes#guys this event is WILD#all the weird monologues about school are sooo corny#like where did all the glomas energy go dude???#also i prob would be like âdude i did my fucking time i got my diploma i got my degreeâ#âi'm only here because i have no other choiceâ#âalso you are a despicable person who has sold his soul and the lives of thousands for moneyâ#âyou will never be able to wash your hands of your crimes. they will haunt you until your dying dayâ#and not âbut school is so important đĽşâ
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