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#Also I have a quick story becsuse i got embarrassed yet again#This happened like right now or a couple of mins ago#Okay so#i was minding my business#And rhrn my dad walks in and hes like whatcha up to#I said drawing becusde i was#And hoping he wasnt gonna ask what I was doodling#But he did#and I showed him this exact sketch (w/o the weed baby#And hes like is that a baby#I was gonna say yea .becssue my personality is 50% troll#But I said no#AND I THIUFTH IT WOULD END THERE#NONONO#ne said where are they from#I literally have never felt so sweaty and anxious and ready to ๐ด myself ever๐๐๐ /hj#So I said murder drones#And then he did that stupid thing he did last time:( like when I said it he repeated it slowly#AND THEN#ยฟWHATS TGAT#WHATSA MURDER DRONES#Rrplyed with it being a show on youtube#And hes like..okayโฆ#AND THEN SWITCHES THE CONVERSATION TO MY BTHDAY HPNENG SOON๐ญI FUCCCKCCKINGGGG WANT TO PULL MY HAIR OUT#sorryr i needed to let that oute but๐๐๐IM GOODKIND OF#ansyawayshope you like my Sam sketches n shit#Also the baby thing is what inspired me to make baby sam#I feel like a nervous wreck#Sketch#Oh yea also like no hate towards him Iโm just crazy and feral and also a little insane and probably anxious every 1.5 seconds of my life
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Music To My Ears
Gojo Satoru x Black GN Reader Smut
MDNI, Perv Coworker!Gojo, Bimbo!Reader
CW: all the dirty words(he's a whore), stupid and oblivious Reader, Gojo jerking ๐ด to your voice, reader being fluent in Yapanese ๐ญ, imma degrade y'all cuz u lack brain cells
Word Count: 1191 (give or take)
It was 11 pm, and you were on the phone with your coworker, Satoru. You've been talking for about an hour now, but after a while, you noticed soft huffing and heard soft panting. Since there's not much going on up there, all you thought to do was tilt your head to the side with confusion. You shrug it off and continue to yap, but the longer he listened, the more he groped and palmed his erection through the grey sweats he wore.
โUh, Gojo?โย Your first mistake was saying his name.
โYeah? Whatโs up, girlie?โ
โYou good?"
"Say again?"ย He heard you perfectly fine, but you can't tell can you?
"I asked if you were good. You workin' out right now?"
โHah, yeah.โ He responds before muttering, โI'mย workin' somethin', ngh."
โHuh? You keep mumbling, Toru.โ
"Hehe, don't worry about it."ย More pantingย "Just...continue your story."
You shake your head, believing his panting really came from a workout regimen, knowing damn well the strongest sorcerer don't need one.
โSo like I was saying...โ
He chuckled and made a low growling noise as he reached into his sweatpants, feeling how damp his boxers were from how much precum soaked into them. He bit his lip, slowly pulling out the erection that you caused from that voice you blessed him with. Every inflection, filler word, and gasp when you remembered another part of your story drove him so wild.
โAnd then I was like, โOhmygod, Shokoโs not working for once?โ So I ran up to her...โ
He grunts, trying his best to keep his voice away from the whiney territory he knew it could rise to if he felt too good. To you, his breathing sounded a bit...off, as if it sounded heavy and...well, different than normal. But he was working out, of course, heโd sound like that.
โThe only reason I hesitated was because I feel like she donโt like me...โ
With every passing moment, his fist passed over his shaft while his left hand kept a firm hold around his base, keeping him from exploding too soon, and with how often you clicked your tongue or sucked your teeth, he couldโve at any moment.
โDo you think she likes me; ion think she likes me. Anyways, though...โ
The grunting sound only grew in pitch as the groans started to sound more...animalistic,ย mouth forming a smirk. He whispers your name, guiding his hand up and down his cock a little faster, getting the palm sticky with precum.
โToru...โ The concern in your voice makes his hand stop, โYou sure you okay?
He bites his lip as he moans softly, watching another drop of precum squeeze out his tip and slide down to his still fist. "Yeah... heh...โย
โYou huffinโ like a dog.โ
โOh sorry. Iโm doing... Iโm doinโ some push-ups right now so..."ย
"Ohhhh, aight."
"Keep talking, short stuff."
"You even listening, Gojo?"
"Of course I am, I can, ngh, multitask."
"Mmm..."
The little hum of yours made him bite his bottom lip so hard that it bled. "I mean it, girlie." He sighs, "Hanging on every word. You were talking about your shopping spree."
"Oh yeah! I got a bunch of clothes with Utahime today! And they are the fuckinโ cutest! Like, thereโs one that was...โ
He groaned quieter as he heard you continue on, pumping his hand up and down to the speed your excited voice spoke. His fist twists with each stroke, grinding his red, sensitive cockhead into his palm which makes him shiver. The sound of his breathing had become noticeably heavier and deeper. He didn't respond just yet, instead, he only let out low grunts and 'mhm's in response to what he heard you say. He started to lift his hips from his bed, fucking his fist while pretending it was him making you ride him.
โAnd I got new lip gloss. Likeย a lotย of lip gloss; cuz you know me...โ
Heย did, in fact, know you; meaning that you prolly got almost every color, scent, and flavor imaginable just to try out. That sentence was all it took for the strongest sorcerer's mind to switch from thoughts of how good you'd feel bouncing on his long dick to how soft and wet your mouth was. You talk so much so it's gotta be moisturized as hell, not like he wouldn't make you use so much spit it made the colors on your lips smear around his veined shaft.
He whined into the speaker as you rambled, but TRUST he was listening. His eyes were rolled back, his hand began pumping faster, massaging the swollen head of his cock while his free hand gripped the base. He wanted to smear that lip gloss, stick, whatever so bad; just the thought of leaving your plump lips and chin stained with white and whatever other color made his full balls tense.
"H-hey, short stuff? You think you can you count down from 10 for me?"
"Yeah, why?"
"For my workout, remember?"
"Ohhh, right." You let out another oblivious giggle, "I forgot about that."
"Y-yeah, I'm, uhm, planking... and I'm al-most....done. Count for me."
"Kaykay. Ten.... nine..."
His hand slows down, trying to time his orgasm with that sexy voice. Gojo groaned and grunted, letting it all out since your dopey ass wholeheartedly believed he was tired from overexertion.
"Eight... seven..."
"Yesss~" He whispered, "Suck it, baby girl, that's it. Show me those eyes."
His breath got shallow as he looked down at his thighs, imagining you were scratching at them while your glazed-over eyes blinked up at him.
"Six... five..."ย
"Yeah, not a fuckin' thought behind them, huh? F-uck, lemme give your mouth somethin' else to do."
Unable to help himself, he speeds up his hand, coating his entire dick in his own precum. His back arches from the bed as his hips thrust up, fucking his fist as you got close to one.
"Four.... three..."
"So fucking close, s'fuckin' close. I'm...gonna...cum. W-wanna cum in your mouth, baby please."
"Two... one."
"Ah, shiiit!!"
He let a resounding, drawn-out growl as pent-up cum spurts from his cock, shooting across his slim fingers. He continued driving his shaft through his fist, body shaking on his bed as his load continued to spill over his hand. He finally calms down, resting on his bed, and looking down at the cum all over his abs and lower stomach, clinging to his happy trail and pubes.ย
"Damn," Your voice snaps him out of it, "Did you hurt yourself, Toru? That sounded painful?"
"N-no, I'm okay just...." He gulps thickly, collecting himself, "J-just planked longer than I could handle, heh."
"Was that okay? Did I count too fast or...?"
"Haah, no. It was perfect, girlie, th-thanks."
"Oh... uhh..." You tilt that empty head of yours, "What was I saying...?"
"You were talkin' 'bout... gettin' some clothes from Utahime... I think?"
"Oh, yeah! Then I was talkin' bout lip gloss!"
"Yeah, yeah." His cock slowly starts to harden again, putting a tired, yet devious smirk on his face, "Tell me what colors you got."
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(a/n): eat up.
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kae ๐ shared a moment with you! เญจเง
initially, i didn't think i could do a 2024 wrapped because i only started writing on this blog in october. when i crunched the numbers, i realized... huh. if anything, this is a reminder not to sell yourself short. <3 sharing some of my stats, insights, and resolutions under the cut. thank you for being here with me!
๐งพ TOTAL WORD COUNT (OCT-DEC) -> 120,000+
๐ฑ IN CASE YOU MISSED IT
mingyu & bento boxes โฉ 2.2k notes.
๐ฌ itโs the โi love you, i want us both to eat wellโ ๐ฅฒ โ shirebusking ๐ฌ mingyu is definitely such an acts of service person. cooking is his love language. i can get behind this. mingyu spending $600 on amazon for custom bento boxes and other stuffโฆ is it really that serious? yes!!!!!! yes it is!!!!!! โ daegutowns ๐ฌ I LOVE ANYBODY WHO COOKS AS A LOVE LANGUAGE GOD DAMN. it reminds me so much of my own grandma mother and father uncles aunties. THEY ALL COOK AS A FORM OF LOVE MY GOSH. โ roselleviennesstuff
blindsided (wonwoo x reader) โฉ 1.5k notes.
๐ฌ yeah this was some good food. it was flirty sexy and fun and using the scene from Business Proposal was perfect. well done! โ beomcoups ๐ฌ eagle screaming rn like RAAAAAAAAAAAAH. you cooked frrrrr like i see ur brain is a restaurant the way ur cooking serving and eating + also thank u for including the business proposal gif. needed to be reminded of that fr. your mind! so genius. ty for blessing me w goated fanfic. โ ctzenjohnnyreads
lost in translation (minghao x reader) โฉ 1.2k notes. ALSO: ๐ฅ MY LONGEST FIC OF THE YEAR (25.8k)
๐ฌ the annotationsโฆ the amount of thought put into this has actually made my brain expand by like 4 times. i need this hung up at the louvre word by word actually. art is not dead because op exists. i forgot this was fanfiction and needed to take a breather cus i was soโฆ impressed??? โ noircheols ๐ฌ author. GRABS YOU BY THE SHOULDER AND SHAKES YOU. i hope you NEVER stop writing. this is genuinely one of the best fics i've read on this app. this is so lovely and warm and so comforting.. oh to have somebody that's just as much as a friend to you as a lover :(((( og tags is real btw. truly Xu minghao the man that you ARE. im so sad. IM DEVASTATED. im in shambles. everyone PLEASE read this fic PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. this is amazing op. please know that. โ akiooris ๐ฌ this is so beautiful and intimate and sweet. falling for someone who speaks a different language of you is a privilege not many people get to have but when they do its so beautiful and you nailed it. language makes up so much of a personโs self and learning a language through someone special means getting little bits of themselves as you learn and i can read it in this. especially when they comfortably address you in their own language its the sweetest. โ peachiepiesundays ๐ฌ THE YEARNING WAS SO INSANEEEEE. I was genuinely wondering what I was doing reading this because it felt like I was intruding on their private moments. I ADORE THIS. โ lanatheawesome
๐ SPECIAL MENTIONS
โถ babe for the weekend (soonyoung x reader) 16.6k words | cam and em studios' winter with you collaboration
โบ i worked on babe for the weekend in four different cities, two different countries, an airport, the back of a taxi, etc. it's the first time i participated in a collaboration and it's overall just so much of my heart in one fic. i have yet to annotate for it, but it was such a joy writing a small-town-exes story with one of my biases. ever so grateful for the opportunity and the trust!
โถ catch you when i can part three (vernon x reader) smau | published on @xinganhao
โบ my love for cywic knows no bounds, but the headcanons ('vernhow') for part three in particular were game-changing for me. this is where i started truly playing around with the forms of my writing, and it's been such a joy getting to challenge myself across the work i put out. i really hope to get to do more of it next year.
๐ด other xinganhao formats i loved:
the script in film major!mingyu x reader -> "genius concept & an even more genius execution <3" (gyusbabydoll)
the genius annotations of seungcheol x fanbase!reader pt. 2 -> "i love love love all the little bonus stuff you do for these literally most creative and fun smau writer ur changing the game" (junhui-recs)
the photo exhibit for our beloved summer!wonwoo -> "the headcanons as an art exhibit. WHO GAVE U THR RIGHT TO BE SO SMART" (wonustars)
โถ all of the while, it was you (hyunjin x reader) 4k words
โบ i didn't get to write for skz as much as i might have wanted to, and this particular fic is also a little janky (told in third person, etc.) but it's where i got one of the first compliments on my k-fic work, which i think of to this dayโ "Reading this felt like being allowed to tour the Louvre alone and at your own pace," from fruityuncleskeletor. it gave me just enough drive to keep writing on tumblr when i was starting out. :')
๐ HALL OF FAME
kpop soty: sad song by p1harmony
favorite svt song of the year: orbit (the8)
favorite skz song of the year: as we are (seungmin)
non-kpop soty: buzz by niki
movie of the year: how to make millions before grandma dies
book of the year: everything i know about love, dolly alderton
poem of the year: 'catastrophe is next to godliness', franny choi
quote of the year: โwhat is done with love is done wellโ โ vincent van gogh
โญ๏ธ HERE COMES 2025
write more for skz. ideally at least one anything, once a month + actually start my blue sky series.
read better. in a book sense: read at least one book/month. (instead of 12 books a month, like some type of psycho.) in a fic sense: annotate/review at least one fic/month.
work on my buzz (seventeen's version) series. only jihoon and wonwoo are up as of posting lol.
collaborate. explore collaborations via xinganhao. pluck up the courage to join more collaborations + survive that's showbiz, baby! with tara.
mark my first milestone event. hitting my follower milestone soon, so i'm trying to think of how to celebrate it!
๐ฆ THE FINAL WORD TONIGHT
โ i never thought i'd come back to tumblr or that i'd ever venture into writing for kpop, but i'm really glad that i did. i admittedly went a little batshit in the past three months because i'm going through a weird time (lol), and so the goodness i've been granted, the people i've met, and the outlet i've carved out have really gotten me by.
thank you for always looking to me with kindness. i hope you're a little happier than me today + i will keep on writing for as long as you will all have me (หต โขฬ แด - หต )โง happy new year, everyone! โ kae
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Hey there :)
So I have no problem with my bf dating other people, and recently hes started having sth with someone else. Good for them! Legit, no problem with that by itself
But.. now I'm being left on read a lot, like majority of the time it feels like, no matter the topic or time. I just feel.. forgotten, I think, or replaced idk. But it feels pretty bad.
I dont want them to think I'm jealous or mad, I just wish he would still show me the same attention/care as before. Ive talked about how left on read makes me very insecure, due to fake friends and person past experiences before so I dont want to bring it up again.. but it hurts. Idk what to do?
Bad news, babe. You're gonna have to say something again. The good news though is that you can productively procrastinate it, because there's some stuff I want you to do first.
But before I get into that, I let having a cool opening distract me from very important other things that need said: That sucks, and I'm really sorry, but you can make it through this.
Now then. Time to productively procrastinate a difficult conversation. Look, I'm procrastinating it more by making it a read more! (It, um, it is A Lot. I took "blogging platform" literally on this one๐
)
It sucks. Believe me, it bothers me too when I can't hear from my partner๐ต๐ด because they're with my meta. It has been A Problem I've had to work through, so I think I'm actually pretty qualified to give advice on this.
Some of what I have to say is going to smart (old-timey word for sting) a bit, so I want to make it clear that I understand where you're coming from, so you can trust the part that stings is necessary. I imagine its something like this:
You relationship with your boyfriend is great! So great, you're happy for him to have someone else to love! That's. That's so rare and incredible, its a love beyond what most will know. And then he takes that love and wads it up and throws it in the back seat to make room for this new schmuck. The love is still there, it's just... in the back seat. And you never thought that would happen, because the relationship is so good! And you already said something, so you worry you're being a nag, which you don't want, because you ARE happy for them, you're so happy for them... except when you're not because you can't be happy when he can't be bothered to text you back. Its not really so much to ask, and you EXPLAINED why its important to you, so why doesn't he seem to care? You communicated, you did your part, and it was hard and scary! Surely harder than texting you back would be! And you don't want to feel like this, but. There's this anxiety that... shouldn't he want to text you back? Isn't that how he would act if he really did still care about you just as much?
Any of that resonate? I don't know you, so maybe some of it was way off base๐ฏ, I don't know. But I hope enough of it was close enough to right that you know I get it when I say:
This isn't just your boyfriend fucking it up. This is, in part, probably you asking something unreasonable. To give you the exact same level of time an energy as when it was just you too is a big ask. To be able to supercede his time with the other person any time you want is a big ask. If you're only okay with your boyfriend having someone else if it doesn't cut into your time at all, how okay with it are you actually?
So before you talk to him about it, you gotta step back. Its not that you're wrong for feeling sidelined. But a poly relationship just isn't going to be the exact same as a monogamous one. It it were, I wouldn't have bothered making a blog, and I wouldn't have needed to because I wouldn't have a trail of loving, wonderful, burnt to ashes monogamous relationships behind me. Let's take a deep breath together. Pause here if you need.
Now, there are some questions here that do affect what I think would be fair. For example, if you're living with your boyfriend, and he's taking you for granted, always texting the other person when he's with you, you don't have any special time with him anymore, and then when he goes out its radio silence. That's a very different situation from you being in a long distance relationship so texting is your main form of communication/bonding and now he's got a new person that lives near him so he's with them constantly and now, what are you, chopped liver? for example. I'm going to give a list of things you might be doing that's unfair, and I want you to take a minute and evaluate as honestly as you can where you fall on that. This is a self-reflection, not an accusation, so please resist any temptations to get defensive (if you even feel them). I recommend taking out a pad of paper and committing to an answer for each. Some you may not be doing at all! Some okay maybe a little. And some now that you think about it, yeah actually, you're doing a lot. That's okay. You not handling it perfectly is okay, and doesn't mean we can't ask the boyfriend for accommodations still.
Are you valuing 1:1 time with your boyfriend as much as you're valuing (negatively) the time he spends 1:1 (not texting you) with his partner? IE, are you more bothered by him not texting you than you are appreciative when he takes time for you?
Are you texting him compulsively out of anxiety instead of because you have something more important to discuss?
Are you accidentally infringing on his other partner's time?
Are you trying to infringe on his other partner's time to reassure yourself that you're important to him?
Are you texting him to "test" him?
When you communicated that you didn't like being left on read, did you properly convey how big of a problem it is for you and what your expectations were?
When you communicated, did you allow space for negotiation and to work on the problem, or was it more like a list of demands?
Are you misplacing your feelings somehow? Is there something else that's bothering you that you don't feel comfortable bringing up?
Are you letting your anxieties run you? Is there something you could be doing to address your feelings?
Are you forgetting to weigh other allocations or shows of love he's making or you?
Is there anything else internally you might be overlooking in regards to this?
Whew! Heavy stuff. But you made it!๐ Now, we'll dig into how his actions are making you feel. That last set was about what you could be doing better, and this one will help determine he could be doing better. But just like we weren't making accusations about you, we aren't making accusations about him either. We are assuming good faith on your boyfriend's part. This is still ultimately about your feelings and what reasonable accommodations could be made for them.
Do you feel the time allocation for you vs his other partner is fair? Why?
Does he seem to text them back more than you?
Does it seem like he's not taking your concerns seriously enough?
Does this issue look like a larger pattern? If so, what? How will that look long-term?
Has he made specific promises he hasn't kept to you in regards to this? If so, what were they and how hasn't he lived up to them?
Do you feel he's made adequate time for you to discuss concerns, or do you feel like he tries to rush through them?
Do you think he gave you a reasonably clear expectation of what him dating someone else would look like (or did he make it seem "nothing will change")?
Has he not responded to something critical?
Is there anything else he's done in regards to this that doesn't sit right with you?
You did it! ๐Now we can officially start working on problem-solving. I imagine that was a lot more than you bargained for, for such a simple problem as "I want a text back," but its important to get everything laid out. This helps in a lot of ways. It helps guard against striking on a "solution" that isn't actually sustainable. It makes sure you're starting a discussion in good faith. And hopefully, it will help minimize having to return to the issue.
For the sake of formatting, we're going to address the questions for you first, then the questions about him, then how to have the hard conversation, then workarounds that you may not have considered that aren't really your or his problem. I actually think that third group has some of the better "quick fixes", if you can find one that works.
Starting with the questions about what you could be doing better, in order, skip any that don't apply:
Re: valuing 1:1 time -- Make active efforts to appreciate the time you do have more. Use this time as a guard against negative thoughts when he is unable to respond ("We spent all day together yesterday, a few hours today without hearing from him is fine")
Re: texting compulsively -- Be more vigilant about self-soothing. I find self-talk to be most effective for me. I cannot possibly cover everything here, but it sounds like it stirs up fears you're losing your partner. Since you cannot guarantee that will never happen, I find it most helpful to reassure myself I will be okay even if I do lose them. Another option is to make a reassurance bank, where you can store and see evidence of his affection without asking it from him. Your mileage may vary. If you really struggle with this, there's always therapy.
Re: accidental infringing -- Be more mindful of what you send. Save things that are non-urgent to discuss later, when you have his attention anyway.
Re: deliberate infringing -- Stop it. It will only strain things and make the outcomes you don't want more likely. See self-soothing. Find something else to distract you that you can put energy into.
Re: "testing" him -- See above. I know, its easier said than done. Do the hard work. That shit can ruin your life.
Re: didn't adequately express importance -- Well, its a good thing we're about to talk about it anyway! Really think through how you can explain how badly it makes you feel. We'll get into that more when we discuss How To Have the Conversation
Re: list of demands -- Well, its a good thing we're going to talk about it anyway! This time, see it as a negotiation. Ask him if that's feasible, or if its too much. But open to trying alternate solutions.
Re: misplaced feelings -- Take the advice on How To Have a Conversation and apply it to the thing that's actually the problem.
Re: managing anxieties -- Again, you'll have to find a way to self-soothe somewhat. That's not to say your partner shouldn't meet you halfway, but you do have to do your half.
Re: forgetting other expressions of love -- Literally make a list of all the things he's done/is doing for you. As many as you can think of. Add to it often. Pick a couple and do a deep dive on why that mattered so much to you and how you felt. Tell him, too. You gotta be grateful consciously, bro. This applies to all of life
Re: anything else -- Take that into account. Work on that, too, however you can. Be honest with him about your shortcomings when you address it.
A lot of these will require upkeep on your part (kind of mirrors๐ชhow texting you back consistently requires upkeep on his, huh?). Be prepared to discuss the changing you're going to make and have an actionable plan for them. Okay, his turn, same as before:
Re: fair time allocation -- does he need to make more time for you? Do he need to make protected time that is only for you? You said you feel forgotten, replaced, so maybe this is part of it.
Re: unequal texting -- first, consider why. If he lives with you, he's probably going to have to text the other person in front of you sometimes. If you still think its too much, again, protected time for you may be appropriate, he may need to do a better job keeping his New Relationship Energy (NRE) in check. Be prepared to discuss this, possibly including him defending himself!
Re: not taking concerns seriously -- Well, its a good thing we're discussing this again! Make sure you have an actionable, measurable metric he can do to show you progress here. (IE โ"I need you to care more" โ but โ
"When you're unable to respond, I need you to say that you're busy so I know you thought of my needs" โ
)
Re: bigger patterns -- You will have to tell him you're concerned about those too. If it could become untenable for you, this will probably be a recurring discussion. Consider scheduling check-ins where you say one thing you think is going well and one thing you're worried about, for example.
Re: unkept promises -- here, you are super justified in being mad. Try not to be anyway. Try to be curious and interested in addressing the root problem. Ask him what got in his way, what middle ground he's confident he can manage. It is you and him vs the problem, even here, not you vs him.
Re: inadequate room to discuss -- Set expectations before the talk, and remind him of them if he forgets. (IE "I know this isn't nice to hear, but I need you to let me say my piece and talk through solutions, even if it takes awhile." and "I said I needed to talk through the solution. This sounds nice, but I'm concerned about X. How can we make sure that doesn't happen?") Consider reserving specific time to discuss it, consider reserving recurring time to discuss any problem, if you need it.
Re: didn't set expectations appropriately -- ask. Ask what this would ideally look like to him. If he's having trouble getting started, point out some differences you've already noticed, and ask if he thinks those are the new norm.
Re: didn't respond to something critical -- Establish a way he can see what is critical and what isn't. This might be texting something that can wait, but calling for something important, for example.
Re: anything else -- address that too. Give him a chance to explain himself. etc.
Okay, you've done everything up to this point alone. You're prepped. Now How Do You Have The Conversation?
For this type of stuff, I recommend the WIBS format. That is, "When [something happens], I feel [feelings] Because [explanation] So could you please [change]". But of course, it can't be that simple either. Critically you CANNOT say "you" before the "so could you please". The example I'm about to give is going to use the texting issue specifically, but if you've done the soul searching and found there's a bigger problem you want to address (which ngl, sounds like there might be something bigger based on what you sent), adjust accordingly! This is good general advice for any tough conversation. Anyway, here's what that might look like on the texting thing:
"When I am left on read, I feel anxious and betrayed, because I've had a lot of friendships completely fall apart, and that's always how it started. So could you please make a point to text me something when you read my message, even if its just 'lol' or you saying you want to discuss it later."
But wait a minute! That doesn't include any of the bullshit I just made you do. What the hell am I trying to pull? Okay okay, so we have to modify this a bit. Our new format is going to be something more like this: "When [something happens], I feel [feelings and impact], because [explanation]. I have tried [things you've tried], and I am still struggling because [reason why that hasn't helped, including what you could do better]. So I was hoping to look at some more solutions, like, would you be willing to try [change]." Which might in practice look something like
"When I am left on read, I feel so anxious and betrayed I start spiraling thinking the relationship is doomed, because I've had a lot of friendships completely fall apart, and that's always how it started. I have tried dropping some hints and self soothing, and I'm still struggling because this is a really bad anxiety that I didn't have to deal with before recently and even with the hints I'm not getting the response rate I would like. So I wanted to talk about it and see if you'd be willing to try making a point to text me something when you read my message, even if its just 'lol' or you saying you want to discuss it later."
And then! The discussion continues. Maybe he says "oh my god, yeah, I didn't realize it was bothering you that much, absolutely I can do that" and maybe he says "I'm with you all the time how is this still a problem?" or maybe its "actually, [other partner] gets really anxious when I text, which is why I don't respond unless its important. I figured I could talk to you about dinner plans any time" and whatever the case is, you keep talking until you've set on clear goalposts and have reassurance they feel okay to all parties. So in order, your responses might be something like "are you sure you can manage that? I was really worried by my hints not being picked up on that that was the reason", "I know its a problem. That's why I'm talking to you about it. If that's not a good solution to you, let's come up with something else, because the way things are is really hard on me," and "okay. I don't want to make [other partner] anxious either, but this isn't working for me, can we find something else to try?"
Allow him to explain, be prepared to explain more yourself, and be willing to try a variety of solutions. Acknowledge
Is this my longest post yet? Maybe! Wild. Let's top it off with something easier: The Hack Solutions๐งโ๐ป. Sometimes, anxiety isn't logical, and goofy workarounds can be super helpful! Here are some off the top of my head, but feel free to get creative, too! Not all of these may be feasible, not all of them may help. But a lot less work than some other solutions so worth mentioning!
You said being "left on read" is what bothers you. Can you just... turn off read receipts? Or switch to a messaging app that doesn't have them? Can he just not read your texts until he has the time to respond?
A lot of phones have a driving mode, that will send an automated reply to texts. Can he turn that on when he's with his other partner so you get a reply like "hey I'm busy rn, but I'll text back later!" and would that help?
If you just want to feel more involved, maybe it would help if he just like, took a picture of his pizza to send to you. Reminds you you're thought of, doesn't require conversation.
Something that I've done with friends is write like, a dozen short affirmations/reassurances, and have them keep them in a special spot. When they need to feel loved, they can take one out to read. This has worked PHENOMENALLY for them, and still protects your partner's time away while allowing you to get love direct from your partner WHENEVER you want.
Can he just kick it with you both concurrently?
Can you have a friendship with your meta where you text THEM like "tell [bf] to text me back real quick" and then your bf doesn't feel bad about texting in front of the other partner because they're telling him to do it?
Classically condition yourself. Like, every time he leaves you on read, eat a chocolate. And then sometimes instead of it being "boyfriend won't text me :(((" it'll be "oooo! candy time!"
ai yai yai! That's all I have, though! Come back if you need help working through some specifics. I'm very happy to help however I can. Its not your fault you're struggling with this. Most polyam relationships have to deal with this to some extent, but with a little effort, you can make it through. Best of luck to you, friend. ๐๐๐ค
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hey hello iโm kat!..
i use she/her/any pronouns i am a artist :D i mainly draw my own characters and commissions but also enjoy creating some fanart when i have a free minute
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warnings for SOME of my art:
swearing , blood, bright colors, violence, weapons (guns/knives) , drugs/alcohol ,
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i keep forgetting to sort my tags but if you wanna find art of my fursona look forโ>
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(Her name is indigo)
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My toyhou.se is CatMint_Rose (Toyhou.se youโll get anything relating to my sales such as adopts ,commissions, trades ect :3)
and.. everywhere else Iโm currently quite a bit inactive so yeah
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my commissions are closed! For further information please always check my toyhouse. Itโs the only place where i will actively accept commissions!
iโll update this when i get there lol
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thx for stopping by! Hope to see ya soon!
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day 2/62 of The Tatami Galaxy Challenge๐
๐ act 1 ๐
๐ woke up at around 6:30am ๐ ๐ป played around with some code parameters to understand what output I'm looking for ๐ฅ prepped and packed lunch for work ๐ฌ got the internship status letter from my lab ๐ป network cluster analysis // selected node-set 1/2 ๐งฃ checked out the student lounge at my internship institute
๐ act 2 ๐
๐ started reading Piranesi by Susanna Clarke on my commute back home and now I have so many questions (/pos) ๐ bumped into my best friend on the train! it was the most lovely coincidence ever <3 I wished her happy birthday and we talked for a while ๐ walked back home from the station (2.1km) ๐ฌ got the report printed
๐ act 3 ๐ค
๐ป started alignment against template for node-set 1/2 ๐ฌ setup the internship presentation into the required handout form and got it printed ๐ walked ~1.7km ๐งน basic room and desk cleaning ๐ read through advanced strategies for solving arithmetic section [1/2]
๐ before the loop ends ๐
๐ง 8 glasses ๐ด <1hr socmed, ~45min reading ๐ commuting takes up so. much. energy. i was exhausted by the time i got to the station and to add to that I walked back home T-T the issue wasn't so much the distance but the hot summer sunshine and my heavy ass bag ๐... i have no idea how I got anything done after... ๐ท I didn't meet my GRE goals for the day :/ but I still managed to get a decent chunk of work done! there were some hiccups and frustration here and there but overall I'm satisfied <3 ๐ ~10pm bedtime today- quite earlier than usual. but yeah. productivity is also about knowing when to stop, so this is it for the day.
fin โ
#tatamidop#studyspo#studyblr#study motivation#self improvement#student life#studying#study goals#study blog#student#study aesthetic#studyinspo#motivation#100dop#100 dop#100 days of productivity#100 days of self discipline#accountability#stemblr#stem academia#daily habits#daily routine#daily life#lifeblr#consistency
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Sunday Sentences ๐ด
Tagged by the super talented @jamespearce9-1-1 @daffi-990 my love @disasterbuckdiaz @thewolvesof1998 @wikiangela Thank you loves ๐ฅฐ
I'm bouncing between a few things today. First, the Lutalia drabble/ficlet/who-knows-what I posted about yesterday
Natalia glances at Buckโs text, then types out a quick thanks before putting her phone on Do Not Disturb. She mentally chastises herself for forgetting to do so when she came back from lunch. Itโs her general policy during work hours so nothing disturbs the energy when meeting with clients. She must have been in such a rush that she forgot. Fuck. Now she has to put Lucy, and whatever might have happened, out of her head before the Stoverโs are due to arrive in the next ten minutes.ย Thankfully theyโre finalizing details, and not creating a whole new plan, but that doesnโt lessen the importance. Overlooking a single detail can be the difference between a positive experience or a stressful one.
And (hopefully) wrapping up Secret Fic!
โI see.โ David settles on her bed with his plate, making a circular gesture with his free hand. โSo, youโve got, like, a Holly GoLightly vibe going with her then.โ โWho the fuck is Holly GoLightly?โ Stevie sits next to him with her own plate, legs criss-crossed in front of her.ย David gives her a mock glare as he begins to talk around a mouthful of pepperoni. โAudrey Hepburn. Breakfast at Tiffanyโs?โ โWell, thatโs going straight on the list,โ he adds when she still shows no signs of recognition.ย She ignores his obvious disappointment in her cinematic knowledge. โTed still hasnโt found anyone.โย [Redacted] She needs Ted to come up with someone sooner rather than later.ย [Redacted] โAre you sure you want him to?โ
no pressure tagging @exhuastedpigeon @thekristen999 @loserdiaz @giddyupbuck @spotsandsocks @underwater-ninja-13 @fortheloveofbuddie @callmenewbie @eowon @jesuisici33 @rmd-writes @vanillahigh00 @welcometololaland @apothecarose LOML @lizzie-bennetdarcy @watchyourbuck @monsterrae1 @malewifediaz @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @stereopticons @elvensorceress @spagheddiediaz @chaosandwolves @wildlife4life @your-catfish-friend @buddierights @911onabc @hoodie-buck @the-likesofus @spaceprincessem @fionaswhvre @barbiediaz @honestlydarkprincess @pirrusstuff @steadfastsaturnsrings @weewootruck @messyhairdiaz @gayedmundodiaz @theplaceyoustillrememberdreaming @evaneds @maygrantgf @lemonzestywrites @buckbuckgoose and anyone else who wants to share ๐
#itching to get back to the buddie historical au#while also shoving down the urge to write more fellow travelers#sunday sentences#seven sentence sunday#lutalia#stevie budd#david rose#sc fic#lutalia fic#hippo writes
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I'm closing the ask box for now. ๐ด
Heyy Guyys ๐
I'm sorry guyys, but since sooo many questions have arrived at my box, I have to work through them first. I was working the last few weeks just on questions and wasn't giving my other projects the attention they need(ed).
I know I could just answer your questions with words and finish answering faster, but I really wanna answer your question with all I can come up with. Also ... please don't be mad or sad, when I answer your question just with text. Sometimes are words the better option.
I can't tell you when I'm opening the questions again, but I really feel pressured when I have open questions. I always feel the urge to answer them first, because someone is behind it and really awaits the answer.
Ahhh ... I hope you can understand ๐
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๐ด Just Send It | Ruggie Bucchi x Reader
>> requested: no >> a/n: happy birthday @demonichikikomori!!!! honestly idk what this was ๐
>> masterlist: here!! >> summary: ruggie's keptomania has gotten on your nerves one final time >> reader prns: they/them >> warning(s): aged up!au; kleptomaniac ruggie headcanon
"Again, Ruggie?!" you yelled at the hyena beastman.
"It wasn't my fauโ"
"How is it not your fault, you kleptomaniac?! You stole something from somewhere, again!" you snapped back, holding up a watch with two random initials engraved into the back.
"It just... looked nice," he timidly said. "Look, I can go return it if you want."
"It doesn't matter that you canโ hnng," you groaned, annoyed with the situation. "It doesn't matter that you can return it, Ruggie. It matters that you stole it."
"Just like I stole your heart," the beastman joked, trying to defuse your tensed demeanor.
"This isn't funny, Ruggie." you snapped back at him, tired of him not facing the consequences of his actions. not changing. Not doing anything to try and change his behavior. "I'mโ Iโ I can't right now. I justโ I can't."
You walk past Ruggie and towards the door of your shared apartment.
"Wait! Where... where are you going?!" Ruggie almost yelled.
"Out for a while," you said as you unlocked the door. Ruggie's ears went flat and he jumped as you slammed it shut.
Anxiously, the hyena beastman paced through the both of your no, the apartment. No way he could call it the apartment your home if he didn't know if you even wanted to life with him anymore. You were home to him.
He pulled out his phone and opened up the messenger, but stopped moving his thumbs after he clicked on your messages with him.
What if you didn't want to talk to him? What if you didn't respond? What if you did respond?
Sighing, Ruggie turned off his phone. Dropping it on his nightstand, he flopped himself onto the bed. He curled himself into a ball before starting to sob.
You didn't come back home that night, nor did you the next. He knew that you wouldn't. Why would anyone stay with a poor, good-for-nothing kleptomaniac like him, anyway.
But what he didn't know, was that if he had sent a text. Sent anything, really. Is that you would have responded. You would've been home that night with him. And when he didn't, that's what hurt you the most.
>> twst taglist: @tulipluvlettr | @ghost-hyacinth | @ch3lun | @oseathepebble | @ventisaircurrent | @epelys | @pastelmages | @xphantasmagoriax | @atlasnessie | @divinesapph | @ze-maki-nin | @ruggiethethuggie | @v-anrouge
#twstnexus#ruggie bucchi#ruggie bucchi x reader#twst#ruggie x reader#twisted wonderland#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#twst ruggie#twst ruggie bucchi#twst ruggie x reader#@.twst.works
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Okay, since you guys want it, I'm giving it! I may not be making a separate blog for it, but I am taking asks for it! Oh, and the name of the au is:
Chemical Overdose! Captain Underpants Au
Things to know before sending asks:
โจThe only ones who will be answering asks are: George, Harold, Mr. Krupp, Captain Underpants, and Melvin! Don't forget Captain Underpants sidekicks, Flaming Ink and Polar Painter! (Yes they are color coded to make things simpler, and Captain Underpants's text will always be bold) (Also Flaming Ink is the same as George, and Polar Painter is the same as Harold. Those are just their superhero personas.) โจ
โNo Nsfw asks! These are children for crying out loud!โ
๐If you want to make fanart of my au, please do so! Just give credit to the au and tag me in it so I can see it!๐
โฒ๏ธThis takes place around a year after the movie, and in that time frame Mr. Krupp knows and now accepts the fact that he is Captain Underpants, they have all fought multiple monsters, and the relationships between them are closer! I will incorporate some things from the show into the au as well, but not everything, as not only are they not the same timeline, I also haven't watched the show yet.โฒ๏ธ
๐I will occasionally posts things that doesn't have any asks, which just simply means that when the event happened, you guys were just not able to reach them during that time! (During the night, talking with another character, ect.) It means that it was meant to happen and that it couldn't have been prevented by any of you!๐
๐ดIf I randomly turn off asks, that's because I have reached the post limit and didn't want to be bombarded with asks while not being able to answer them!๐ด
โญDo not think that I would find it annoying if you are sending me constant asks, whether I'm online or offline, I actually enjoy knowing that you enjoy my au that much! So send as many as you'd like!โญ
๐งชMain premise of the au currently: George and Harold have accidentally fallen into unknown chemicals, and it's seems to be taking some strange effects on their body's, including giving them new powers that they could only ever dream of. Though we still don't know why all of their comics come to life...๐งช
Links to check out for some more deep-seated lore and some things you need to know about the characters! (They are all in top to bottom chronological order except for the first two links shown)
Characteristics of the mains for the CO! Au!
The looks of the main CO! Characters!
Only a wish, not yet reality...
Just a simple thing to ask...
A mishap in the night.
It's been told, or rather, shown.
New looks for new heros.
The realization.
The First Fight.
Another Gift.
A poem.
The Neverending Nightmare.
An official thank you.
A memory in their sleep 1/2.
A memory in their sleep 2/2.
This will have unexpected consequences...
The fine line has been burned.
Just so everyone knows, by the time this blog thingy first takes place, it's around two to three days before the event that really cements the fact that it's an au, so there will be mentions of events that happened during that time.
So, with that being said, start sending asks and have fun!
The asks are currently open for: George, Harold, and Melvin!!
(Incase someone wants to read my other little fanfics, here)
The Villain's Untold Moldings (Fandom: Pj Masks):
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
The Evil and The Genius (Fandom: Jimmy Neutron):
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
#chemical overdose! captain underpants au#CO! Captain Underpants Au#george beard#harold hutchins#melvin sneedly#CO! George#CO! Harold#CO! Mr Krupp#CO! Melvin#mr. krupp#tetocu#mr krupp#co! captain underpants#Flaming Ink#Polar Painter#Charred Ink
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not only has Armand been woobified by this fandom, his stans post 205 became just as evil and racist as lestatcels and one scroll thru the vile lou/mand tag on ao3 will show you exactly what I mean especially when its written by the dm freaks. And I dont even bother with the tumblr tag because no. It's just one big heinous fandom united in violent antiblackness. And I cant believe I was stupid enough to actually think "I really hope Armand doesnt get disproportionate hate because the actor isnt white" because as a black woman I should really know better because antiblackness is a way of life to nonblacks. And actually, I guarantee I'd see less big bad evil pimp beast Louis hurts poor widdle Armand who needs [insert white man] to save him takes if his actor was white because there's also a looooot of orientalist racism amongst his stans right down to fanart dressing him in stereotypical belly dancer costume #23 and constant gross infantilization. Nonwhite stans hating Lestat and gravitating towards Armand โ not being racist shitbags and the amount of people who draw Marius/Louis parallels in the name of uwu Armand proves it.
Anyway my only hope for the future is that Les/mand should be set on fire at least 4 times on screen, 91% of this klandom needs to ๐ด themselves, and Rolin should never be allowed to write a script by himself again.
with respect, I am really not sure why you're sending this stuff to me unprompted. I'm not one of these people "woobyfying" and I don't know what fanart you're referring to or even who Marius is. I feel like you're talking to me as if I don't care about anti-Blackness or orientalism. which I don't appreciate for reasons that should or would be obvious if you looked at my bio before sending me this. again, I mean this with respect, my askbox isn't an Agony Aunt column for your iwtv fandom grievances. I'm uncomfortable being spoken AT about things I have very little to do with or haven't brought up or even know about. Reading this, it feels like it is not a message to me discussing something I've talked about, it's a post you just didn't want to make on your own blog for some reason. Please, do that next time.
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๐ชท Jjk0 is proof that angry, jealous gojo is the hottest version of gojo. Dude was so pissed about geto and Miguel that he beat the daylights out of the dude for no reason except for a kfc breakup..#need
I love pathetic men (that are otherwise chill and composed) so damn much esp when the guy is shameless about their jealousy and desperation. Like ok Mr zestycles..what did you say to your cult leader ex boyfriend that made him blush and giggle right after he said he couldn't truly smile in this world?? ๐คจ
Just imagine ihm gojo (I know I'm obsessed with him but he's closer in age to canon gojo LOL which is why this scenario) just getting aggy as hell over someone being uncomfortably close to you..grown ass man bitching about it like... ur 36!! cock and balls out NEOWWWW๐๐ด๐๐ซด๐ผ๐ฆ๐
NO SRS bc i love silly boy gojo sm i want to kiss him but when heโs serious n locked in to get shit done n angry n inconvenienced n irritated n jealousssss ๐๐๐๐๐ช๐ช๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐คง๐คง๐ตโ๐ซ๐ตโ๐ซโฆโฆheโs SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yea lilypad anon i trust u get the vibe xD
like i dunno itโs like when u piss of the chill person n a light switches on in them n youโre like ๐ณโฆyo whoโs this new guyโฆand where have my panties gone. but also now that i think about it gojo is 100% the type to go โno more mr nice guyโ before beating the living daylights outta someone โ๐ผ๐ญ and itโd make me wanna suck his dick ๐๐ #notproudofit
MR ZESTYCLES HAS ME ROLLING LMFAOOO
ok yes it is so canon that he took out his breakup angst on miguel ๐ญ๐ญ poor dude caught SO many strays just bc a zesty slenderman who is also unfortunately the strongest person in the world couldnโt handle being broken up with by his big beautiful goth bf over TEN YEARS AGO โ๐ผ๐ justice for miguel fr
also PLS ihm gojo is mr zestycles galore n pretty decently composed most of the time but i canโt wait to write the moments where he loses his marbles bc he can have a temper for sure โ๐ผ๐ญ esp if someone fucks up or disappoints him lol i mean itโs giving suburban cool dad thatโs super chill but when he flips you just KNOW youโve done goofed up ๐๐จโฆโฆโฆโฆโฆbut imagine the sex tho ๐คญ๐คญ๐คญ
#every day i stray further from kickoff gojo#โน๏ธโน๏ธโน๏ธ#bc i just be thinking of ihm gojo all day#i USED to think of kickoff gojo all day#omg i miss him :( my first baby#SOBS#im on my period rn i think im just having emotional mood swing xD#but iโm literally tearing up thinking about kickoff gojo being sad i am neglecting him#OMG OUCH :(#im going insane lol#i love them both the same ๐ฅบ#idk where this even came from lol#in holy matriphony#asks#๐ชท anon#[queued post]
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4๏ธโฃ๐
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1๏ธโฃ0๏ธโฃ0๏ธโฃ calorie life
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Making sure that ๐๏ธ feel ๐ฅ
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At this pace
๐๏ธโm ready to , ๐๏ธ know
You're craving for a brand-๐ low
๐๏ธโm ready to go
To halt my growth
And put on a show
2๏ธโฃ you, ๐๏ธโm
๐ง , ๐ง , ๐ง ๐ด ๐
You ๐when it hurts too much to ๐ป
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My ๐ is never cared 4๏ธโฃ
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You only ever like me in this ๐of ๐
No, we must go ๐
Go ๐ to my roots, if you could ๐ it that
Go ๐ to the hurdles that ๐๏ธ've already passed
Reliving them over and over
And when there is closure, we gotta ๐ชจ
๐๏ธโm ready to go
Because ๐๏ธ know
My woes are a product to ๐ consumed
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๐๏ธ know you want something ๐
But what else can ๐๏ธ do?
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As the tempo ๐ฆตup a notch
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You only ever like me in this ๐of ๐
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๐ง ๐ด hurting than 2๏ธโฃ have hurt
๐ง ๐ด in the dark than in the ๐ก
๐ง ๐ด near ๐ than be ๐
๐ฉธ out for audience approval
Tragic, but perfectly on schedule
You think by now that we would've learned
Behind every piece of ๐ผ๏ธ is a human to be ๐
But ๐๏ธโm still ๐ง , ๐ง , ๐ง ๐ด ๐
You๐ when it hurts 2๏ธโฃ much 2๏ธโฃ ๐ป
It's like ๐๏ธโm ๐ง , ๐ง , ๐ง ๐ด ๐
Rejecting change to keep you there
Because ๐๏ธโm
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You listen when ๐๏ธโm ๐ out of โ๏ธ
It's like ๐๏ธโm
๐ง , ๐ง , ๐ง ๐ด ๐
The mourning of 1๏ธโฃ still alive
I oversimplify the ๐ง I ๐ญ
While you tear them down line by line
'Cause ๐๏ธโm
๐ง , ๐ง , ๐ง ๐ด ๐
You only ever like me
Only ever like me
When ๐๏ธ wanna ๐
๐๏ธโm
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง , ๐ง , ๐ง ๐ด
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง , ๐ง , ๐ง ๐ด
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง , ๐ง , ๐ง ๐ด
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง, ๐ง
๐ง , ๐ง , ๐ง ๐ด ๐
talc i know this is you because your french ass used "bread" to replace pain (bread in french)
Also there are so many more words you could have replaced with emojis AND YOU MISSED AN ๐
DO BETTER WITH YOUR TROLLING
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OMG YOU FOLLOWED ME :0
I LITERALLY SQUEALED WHEN I SAW IT, I FLIPPING LOVE YOUR ART AND YOU FOLLOW LITTLE OLโ ME? ๐
๐๐ค๐คฃ๐ค๐ค๐๐ฉโ๐ณ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐จโ๐พ๐
๐๐ฅซ๐๐
๐๏ธ๐ฅซ๐๐๐๐โโ๏ธ๐ฅฐ๐ฅณ๐ฅฐ๐๐โบ๏ธ๐๐๐ซ ๐คฏ๐๐คฏ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ข๐บ๐ฟ๐บ๐๐บ๐พ๐คก๐๐ท๐ค๐พ๐ฝ๐ค๐๏ธ๐ขโช๏ธ๐ช๐๏ธ๐ค๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐ฉ๐๏ธ๐ญใ๏ธ๐ทใ๏ธ๐ฏ๐ด๐ตโด๏ธ๐ฉท๐๐ฉท๐ฏ๐ฉท๐ฏ๐๐๐โธ๏ธ๐๐
ฑ๏ธโข๏ธ๐
ฐ๏ธโฃ๏ธ๐
ฐ๏ธโฃ๏ธ๐
ฐ๏ธ๐ด๐
ฑ๏ธโข๏ธ
Hiiiii
I kind of wanted to do this a bit earlier... but I forgot
Well anyway-
NEW MUTUAL HORAYYY ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐๐๐ฅณ
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๐ค
#WhatToDo
๐งถ๐๐ฑ
About ๐ป er
๐ช๐ฅ
๐ป๐คฏ
Spiritual scamsters #hamster
Current #astrology transits
Indicate #tomerdevorah related fated events
But there is some
๐ฝ
#hogcallin #pigsfly obstacles to weather 1st before this
โ๏ธ๐ฟ
๐ฒ๐ด
โ๏ธ๐ฎ
A nasty
Throwing the
๐ฉโ๐ซ๐
At someone else to pay off
๐ซต๐ฉโ๐ซ #karmicdebt
Using #castesystem philosophy
๐๐ฉโ๐
Huh?๐ค
Brilliant schemes to scam ๐ซตout of ๐คทโโ๏ธkarmic payouts
Someone wrongs ๐ซต
๐ซต
Have a #choice
Forgive
Hold grudges
Bear evil resentment being nice or double-faced and multi hooved ๐คทโโ๏ธ๐ฉโ๐ซ๐ฒfrivolous #judgments
Someone canโt pay their #karma
Refuses #accountability
Expects ๐ซตto stick around and #traumabond
Do ๐ซตstay in this #darknight of the #soul
Or start
๐
On this home made #mythicalmethod
๐ชฒthe little #scarab has great importance in #Egyptian #Khemet Maat
โ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ณ
๐ชs
๐ชฉ frivolous claims made against #Divine โ๏ธs
ESPecially when ๐ซต๐ฝ๐ชโ๏ธ#wisdom๐bahhhhhhโฆ. #jupiter #ascendant
No
๐ฉโโ๏ธ๐ธ
No sirree bub
Just #honest blunt #truth equals #money something others will inve๐ฒt in not #unentertaining stale ๐คฅ๐ค๐๐๐งณ #energyharvest ing and #carpetbagging ๐ซตhard earned #goodluck #positivity expressed in #social environments #community
Right now a #doppelganger is going to use this #blogblurb as personal beneficiary โI found God and Jesusโ moment to hogwash ๐ซตand blame it ๐ฅon too many๐ธor ๐s #RickJamesBish yada yada #yod to align
With favorable #astrology
Shouldnโt ๐ซต๐ฝdo likewise ๐ฆ
Fights drain
Conflict drains
#lowVibe people come in all #patterns
Tech is ๐ฉโ๐ซing others how to #cashcow ๐ถ๏ธ with #triggers #ghosting #gaslighting emotionally recharge their ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๐๐ฆ๐ง
The same people that caused the problem want to cash or sacrifice ๐ซor #CallTyrone ๐ซต๐ฝ
Signifying๐s
๐๐ธ๐ซต๐ฝ
Hoe ๐ซต๐ฝ out for their #bigpimpin dreams ๐
#plaids #Scotland #Uranus #kilts
What do ๐ซต๐ฝreceive for #longsuffering
#dineAndDash outcomes ๐ก๐ชc๐ssiel doesnโt work for ๐ซต๐ฝ
Sour
๐
๐ฆ
#Gemini โ๏ธ rules on #duality and calling out people will apply as #manifestation
Are you lying?
Are you blaming someone for what you did?
Are you playing God?
Are you judging ๐๐ฟwith prejudice bias or resentment?
If so #well โฆ. Actually will be applied in #reverse
Because lack of accountability responsibility โrefusal to evolve aka
#Thelema hypocritical pun
If you truly love them you will truly shine #benevolence #tomerdevorah
But to act as a guide guru public entity in community denis entitlement behavior
Just because ๐ผ #Schroedinger aka #hypocrisy #selfhatred produces #loathing #martyrdom
๐shows itโs ๐
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Girl I bet Yo ass get high off a honeybun
Your hate is so blind Stop looking at the sun๐
Not No champion girl you not number one 1#
bet You so dumb You go to a church Service and when they pass the bucket of money you think it's a refund
On drake timing Money for fun
I bet you could confuse with park ๐
ฟ๏ธ with park ๐
A bit you think traffic cones Are secretly ice cones ๐ฆ
Stop with all bull Put down your phone๐๐ด
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