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Brad Dourif as Waylon | Last Kind Words (2012)
#brad dourif#last kind words#braddourif*#everycharacter*#60/?#have a number of things in drafts still but i *have* finally caught up to giffing everything i've watched#so i no longer feel so behind yay#anyways this movie was... something#he is so so fine though#when he leans on the doorframe hello
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âOh, Nanaminnnn!âÂ
At the familiar, cheery voice, Kento looks up to see no one other than Satoru Gojo, leaning against the doorframe of his office with his usual grin. âSaw with my Six Eyes that you came to fill out those reports here instead of doing it from home. Been so long since you showed your face here andââ He cuts himself off with an excited gasp, then walks closer as his smile grows wider. âYou brought my little mochi!â
In Kentoâs left arm, his daughterâwho had woken up from her nap about ten minutes agoâcoos excitedly when Satoru enters her vision, reaching her hands towards him. âWell, hello there, sweetheart! I was wondering when Iâd see you again!â He slides his hands under her plush arms, then picks her up, skillfullyâand safely, Kento notesâholding her in his arms. Tiny hands brush against Satoruâs blindfold, and he lifts it so his niece can see his blue eyes. They immediately soften when the baby girl laughs when he gently tickles her tummy.Â
Itâs so cute that Kento canât stop the corner of his mouth from lifting.Â
âWaitâDid I hear that right?! Nanaminâs here?!âÂ
âItadori, wait for us!âÂ
âKugisaki, you dropped your bagâOh, come on, guys, slow down!âÂ
Rapid footsteps approach, then the three first years appear at the door, gasping in unison.Â
âOh, my gosh!â Yuuji, the pink-haired teenager shouts as he points at the baby in Satoruâs arms. âNanamin, when did you have a baby?!âÂ
Nobaraâs question comes a split-second after Yuujiâs is finished. âIs that why [Y/L/N]-sensei quit a while ago?!âÂ
Megumi walks to stand beside Satoru to analyze the little bundle in his teacherâs arms. âSheâs⌠adorable.â He mumbles, gently smiling when she wraps her hand around his finger. âVery adorable. She has [Y/L/N]-senseiâs laugh.â
âIsnât she just so precious?â Satoru asks, proudly showing her off to the first years. âSo sweet and friendly, just like her Uncle Gojo.âÂ
âHopefully she wonât be as reckless as you,â Kento says as he holds his hands out, and Satoru returns his daughter to him. â[Y/N] and I already believe that sheâll be the exact opposite of me.âÂ
Yuuji sits beside Kento to get a closer look at her. âSheâs so cute. How old is she, Nanamin?âÂ
âFour months as of yesterday.âÂ
Nobara crosses her arms and pouts. âHow come only he knew?â She asks, gesturing to Satoru.Â
âWell, when I had to go away on a long mission, she was only a month old,â Kento explains. âHe kept an eye on her and [Y/N] for me; made sure that they were both safe. Iâm very grateful. We had plans to tell you about our daughter soon.âÂ
âWhere is she now?â Megumi asks.Â
âAt home. I wanted her to have the morning and most of the afternoon to herself. Iâll be heading back shortly.âÂ
Satoru and the students share similar looks with each other, and Kento knows what they want to ask. He pulls out his phone and dials your number. âHi, baby,â you greet when the line connects, âhowâs our girl?âÂ
âHi, love. Sheâs amazing, as always,â he says as he looks down, playfully poking the little oneâs nose. âIâm with Gojo and our students. They want to know if itâs alright to come and see you.âÂ
âWeâll cook dinner if youâre too tired!â Nobara chimes in hopefully.
âActually, better yet, I can just order something for everyone,â Satoru suggests.Â
âAnd weâll clean up,â Yuuji and Megumi say at the same time.Â
You laugh, then answer Kento, âThatâs more than alright. Bring them here.âÂ
âThought youâd say that. See you in a bit.âÂ
âYes!â Yuuji cheers. âAlright, Iâm gonna ride with Nanamin so I can sit next to the baby!âÂ
Nobara glares at him. âNot if I get to the car first!!âÂ
When they sprint out the door, Megumi groans before rushing after them. âDidnât I just tell you guys to slow down? Weâre going to the same place!âÂ
Satoru laughs, then waits for Kento to finish up so they can walk out together.Â
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there was an ask in my inbox requesting a cute drabble for dad! nanami ft. gojo (as a trusted friend of his) and the first years, but it disappeared. hope u like it, anon <3Â
#nanami fluff#nanami x fem!reader#nanami x you#jjk x reader#jjk fluff#jjk au#parent au#dad! nanami#jujutsu kaisen x reader#written by rey <3#everyone is happy bc i freaking said so#he'd be the most amazing parent ever.#love him#yuuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#kento nanami fluff#kento nanami#satoru gojo#nanami imagine
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Juno (Hotch x Fem!Reader) -- one shot
Hello again! This goes from zero to 100 in two seconds flat don't @ me!! Sabrina's new album came out and reawakened something in me (everyone say thank you Sabrina) (also this is not beta'd I wrote this in a short n' sweet haze)
Summary: Aaron is working from home but what paperwork he needs to do is the absolute last thing on your mind.
Warnings: smut! 18+ only! this is so filthy! in no particular order: multiple orgasms, cockwarming, choking, brat tendencies, stoplight system, unprotected sex, breeding kink (briefly), face fucking, overstimulation
WC: like 3,400 I lost my damn mind clearly
Youâre not sure whatâs gotten into you. Blame it on period hormones (probably) or the fact that Aaron looks absolutely delicious right now in his tight black t-shirt (most likely), but youâre going to go insane if either of you have clothes on for another five minutes.Â
The problem is, Aaron is trying to focus. Itâs one of his days where he works from home, an idea you gave him when you realized how easy it would be for him to do the same paperwork just from the comfort of your living room. It was a brilliant idea at first. You got to see him more, and were able to do your own thing around the house while he did his work. You got to have lunch together, and offer a genuine mental break in between his mountain of paperwork.Â
Now, though, you canât find it in you to give a single fuck about whatever needs to be signed, who needs to clear what, and what phone calls he still needs to make.Â
âHoney,â you call sweetly from the kitchen. You watch him from over the island, your thoughts going all sorts of ways -- namely, deep into the gutter. âWant to break for lunch?â
You see Aaron shake his head, still typing furiously on his laptop. âItâs not even noon yet.â
âBrunch?â you try again, walking out of the kitchen. You lean against the doorframe, crossing your arms over your chest in the way you know he loves because of the view it gives him of your cleavage. And youâre wearing a v-neck shirt today for that exact reason, too.
Aaron still doesnât look up. âIâm sorry honey, maybe in an hour?â
You let out a huff that you know he hears because he finally looks up, eyebrows raised just so. Itâs a look that you love. Curious, veering toward that playful annoyance that you canât seem to go a few hours without his undivided attention.Â
Which, you can, by the way. Youâre more than capable. Itâs just that right now, itâs a crime that his eyes have been looking at paperwork when they should be looking at you.
âAre you okay?â he asks, and thereâs some hesitation in his voice. You know heâs assuming the worst. That youâre not okay mentally, and thatâs why you need him to take his lunch break now or maybe for the rest of the day. Heâs done it before on your darker days.
But youâre okay. Youâre perfectly fine. Youâd just be even better if he put the damn laptop away and put his fingers to use somewhere else.
Which is exactly why you come to a stop in front of him and reach forward, tilting his screen down and down until it closes. He lets you.
He lets you take his laptop and put it on the table beside the couch. He watches you, his fiery brown eyes taking in every second. He lets you straddle his hips, your arms circling his neck.
âI see now,â he smirks, his hands finding their rightful place on your waist and squeezing lovingly. âBy âlunch breakâ you meanâŚâ
âPut a baby in me,â you blurt, rocking your hips against his.
He stills, his hands making you stop your movements, too. His eyes are darker now in a way you havenât seen in a while. âWhat?â
âPlease,â you say, leaning your forehead down onto his, trying to move your hips again. âNeed you.â
âHoney, we canât have--â
âYes I know the semantics, Aaron,â you mutter, now annoyed and lifting your head to glare at him. He has a vasectomy, you get that. âI mean fuck me like youâre putting a baby in me.â
His hands squeeze again. âI see.â
You frown. âDonât tease me.â
âIâm not,â he smirks, one hand leaving your waist to stroke your cheek. âYouâre adorable when youâre horny.â
You roll your eyes, peeling yourself off his lap. He lets you go, albeit with a curious look. You turn and head for the bedroom.
âWhere are you going?â he calls out after you, still with that damn smirk lacing his words.
âTo get myself off,â you reply in a deadpan. âSince someone--â
You donât have a chance to finish your sentence before Aaron is right behind you, hands on your hips, spinning you around to face him. That look full of fire is back again, stern this time.
âDid I say you could do that?â he says in a low tone.
âDid I ask?â you retort, backing out of his grasp and darting into the bedroom.Â
Now thereâs a smirk on your lips. Itâs quickly approaching shit-eating grin territory, which you know will only egg Aaron on further. This little game of cat and mouse happens to be your favorite, and he knows it.
Youâre barely two steps into the bedroom when Aaron is attached to your back yet again, this time wrapping his arms around your waist, locking you in.
âColor?â he whispers, his lips right at your ear, sending shivers straight down your spine.
You groan. âGreen. Neon green. So green, I need you to--â
He spins you again, this time backing you into the wall and attacking your lips. Finally, you think, though you know youâre in for it now. The thought has a grin crawling up your lips, and youâre unable to stop it.
âWhatâs so funny, hm?â he scolds, moving his lips to your neck instead, to the exact spot he knows makes you weak in the knees. Like clockwork, he has to wrap an arm around your waist to keep you upright, your knees buckling when he bites down just so.
âNothing,â you manage through a moan, tipping your head back onto the wall. âShit.â
âYouâre ridiculous sometimes, you know,â he says, but heâs smiling against your skin. âCanât let me focus on work because you need me to fuck you.â
âIn my defense,â you try, your hands scrambling for his shoulders, for something to ground you. âYou didnât fuck me this morning.â
âI fucked you last night,â he reminds you, as if you needed the reminder. Itâs the reason you slept so soundly. âWas that not enough?â
You canât help it; you laugh.Â
He lifts his head, raising an eyebrow at you. The same question as before on his lips.
âSorry, I thought you were joking,â you say.Â
âYouâre insatiable.âÂ
âGuilty,â you grin, grabbing his face and pulling him back in for another kiss.
You make out against the wall for too long like two teenagers behind the bleachers at school. You hook one leg around his hips, pulling him in and grinding against his obvious erection. Itâs enough to have him groaning into your mouth, pressing you against the wall with renowned vigor.Â
You can feel how wet youâre becoming and fuck, neither of you have even taken a single article of clothing off yet.
Aaron notices, one hand traveling south without you paying attention, too busy relishing the way he licks into your mouth, stealing your every breath. The kissing becomes increasingly sloppy when he works his hand into your leggings, under the waistband of your underwear, and into you.
âOh my god,â your back arches against the wall, pushing his fingers deeper. He doesnât bother with one, starting right away with two, curling them when you grind harder.
âYouâre soaking my hand,â he practically growls into the next kiss, adding a third finger after only a few thrusts. Your body accepts it willingly, always ready for him. âJesus.â
âMore,â you gasp, pushing him deeper. âAaron, more, Iâm serious--â Your words break off as he scissors his fingers, making your eyes roll back instantly.
âI can feel you already,â he smirks against your cheek, pressing a kiss there, an action so sweet and gentle compared to what the rest of him is doing. âCome on, honey. Youâre cumming as many times as you want.â
That makes you inch closer to the edge at a frightening speed. He says you can cum as many times as you want, but what he means is heâs going to force as many orgasms out of you as he can. Until you tell him to stop or he decides you need a break.Â
The thought of being an overstimulated mess in his embrace later has you climaxing against his fingers, your head falling onto his shoulder as his movements never cease, milking every last wave out of you.Â
You lift your head in search of his lips again, which he willingly gives to you, his fingers slowing to soothing strokes as you whimper into his mouth. Youâve only had one orgasm and you already feel ruined. He can tell the way you tremble against him, so he checks in once more.
âGreen?â he whispers, kissing your forehead.
You nod. âGreen. You?â
He smirks. âAbsolutely.â
He picks you up into his arms, inelegantly tossing you onto the bed behind you. You giggle as you bounce on the mattress, tugging your shirt over your head as he does the same to his. His hands move for his belt and you practically jump to the end of the bed, swatting his hands away.
âSince when is that your job?â you frown up at him, unbuckling his belt without looking.
He laughs, petting your head gently. âSo sorry, youâre right.â
âWhat was that?â you tease. âI donât think I heard you.â
âDonât push it.��
âI have no idea what you mean,â you smirk, pulling his belt out of the loops and tossing it somewhere. You donât wait for him to reply before you unbutton his jeans, yanking them down with his boxers.
Thereâs just something about his dick. You hate that you love it, or maybe you donât hate it at all. All you know is you need it in your mouth right now.
So, you do that, without any warning. Aaron thrusts forward into your mouth on pure instinct, not expecting you to wrap your lips around him so soon. You slide down the edge of the bed onto your knees, pulling him back to you by his thighs.Â
You take your time, pushing his jeans and boxers down further. When you pull back for air, he steps out of them and kicks them elsewhere, returning to you quickly, knowing better than to keep you waiting.Â
You swallow him down again, moaning around him in the way you know he loves. It takes all of two seconds before he gently holds the back of your head, asking silently for permission that you were already about to grant. You look up at him, batting your eyelashes as you squeeze his thigh twice. Go ahead.
The thing about Aaron fucking your face is that it took a while for him to do it as hard as you really wanted. Heâs always so gentle, a quality that drew you to him initially. You love how gentle he can be. But you love it equally as much when he is rougher with you.
Like now, when he has you pinned against the bed, one hand on the back of your head as he fucks into your throat. Itâs blissful, quite frankly, the way he feels, and you thank the universe every time for your lack of a gag reflex.Â
He holds you there with a deep groan, and you feel him twitch in your throat once before he pulls you off entirely. You frown up at him, once again not getting what you wanted, but he doesnât have any time for that.
He picks you up by your armpits, hauling you back onto the bed. Your leggings and underwear are gone in a single second, along with your bra. Heâs crawling up your body and crowding your space before you have a second to protest that he wasnât down your throat for near as long as you wanted him to be.Â
All frustrations leave your mind the second he pushes inside of you, immediately sliding home, his hips flush against yours.Â
Itâs a feeling youâve grown to love, the way he hits you so deep. Another thing it took him a while to be comfortable doing.
Heâs not average sized by any means, and youâre the first to admit it made you salivate the first time you saw. The first time he fed himself into you and worried that he was hurting you, meanwhile you were clawing his back because you wanted more. It hurt for a moment, only an uncomfortable pressure because he was bigger than your vibrator, but as soon as you were used to the size of him, you wanted all of him.
He stays there, deep in you without moving for a moment, grinding against you. His lips attack yours again before he pauses to lean his forehead on yours, trying to catch his breath.
âYou drive me crazy,â he says on a shaky exhale.
You wrap your legs around him, thrusting your hips up to take him a little more. His hips stutter, pushing in the way you wanted him to, the way you know you can make him do involuntarily.
âFuck,â he bites out, turning his attention to your neck again.
You thread your fingers through his hair, tugging. âExactly. So why arenât you moving?â
He nips at your neck. âBecause if I move, I will cum right away.â
âWho said I only want you to cum inside me once?â
He groans again, fingers digging into your hips as you circle them, though he doesnât try to stop you. âGreedyâ is all he says, but he finally moves.
The thrusts are slow at first, Aaron clearly trying to pace himself. You canât say youâre doing the same, already chasing your second high as he slams his hips into yours. Your hand reaches down to rub your clit, but is promptly smacked away by Aaronâs hand as he glares at you.
âSince when is that your job?â he echoes you from earlier, only this time, thereâs more heat to it. He grabs both of your wrists, pinning them above your head to stop any other temptation. âNot this time.â
His thrusts pick up speed and depth, his body moving against yours in the exact way that makes you fall apart. Itâs not often that he doesnât let you cum from added clit stimulation -- not that you canât without it; it just makes the high feel that much better -- but sometimes he does. Itâs an ego trip for him as much as it is for you.
It also adds an unpredictable nature to it, which is why your second orgasm takes you by such surprise. You seize against him, your hands doing all sorts of squirming to try to break free of his grasp, but he doesnât let you, and he doesnât let up. You donât realize why until you feel the warmth spreading into you as he reaches his own peak.Â
Youâve clearly worked him up as much as you worked yourself up because his thrusts barely slow down, and he doesnât soften inside of you.Â
Instead, he pulls out only to flip you on your side, sliding in behind you and pulling your leg up and back over his hips. The action causes some of his cum to spill out of you, but you donât have any time to focus on that before he fucks back into you.Â
Youâve ceased to have any coherent thoughts as Aaron whispers dirty nothings into your ear, one arm wrapped around your body to keep you pinned against him. The pleasure doesnât stop and at one point, you question if your second orgasm stopped at all or if it has continued this entire time.
Aaron reaches underneath the pillow where he knows heâll find one of your vibrators because he heard you using it this morning. No, he didnât fuck you this morning, but you fucked yourself, and truly, at 8am, he shouldâve known youâd end up like this by eleven.Â
Your mind doesnât register what the sound means until the vibrator is pressed against your clit. Your body jerks, scrambling for some grounding, your hands finding it in wrapping them around his arm.Â
He switches hands on the vibrator, so one hand is free to wrap around your throat. Your eyes roll back as soon as you feel the gentle pressure, your body practically going limp against him.Â
âCome on, sweetheart,â he murmurs directly into your ear, his thrusts slowing to deep strokes. âYouâve got a couple more in you.â
âA couple?â is all you manage to say, your hand squeezing his wrist so he knows to squeeze your throat a little more.
âMhm,â his voice rumbles in your ear, sending goosebumps all over your body. âIs it too much?â His question is laced with just the right amount of pity that makes you shake your head against him. âI thought so,â he replies, switching the vibrator to a higher setting.
It sends you into your third orgasm instantly, squirming violently against him as he pushes into you deeper. He knows how much you love that, and loves how much you squeeze around him as he slides inside, fighting against your muscles that threaten to force him out. Youâve done it before, a mesmerized look on his face and yours when you both realized what happened. Since then, you told him you liked it more when he fought to stay inside.Â
He takes the vibrator away as you calm down, his hips also pausing, keeping himself deep inside you. The pressure is soothing, and you take a moment to take a deep breath. His palm falls away from your throat, instead propping underneath your cheek.
It takes a few seconds before you feel yourself spasming around him. He chuckles against your back, pressing a kiss to your neck. âStill?â
You nod dumbly, rocking your hips again. âYeah. I donât know, I just-- Need more.â
âIâve got you,â he soothes, pulling out again to roll you onto your stomach instead, one of your favorite positions.
Youâre floating as you settle into the pillows, letting Aaron manhandle you wherever you need to be. You groan in your happy, blissed out state as he slides home again, draping himself over your back.
He is gentler now, knowing thatâs exactly what you need at this point. The last orgasm he pulls from you is just as gentle, and he pushes deeper into you, letting you ride it out.Â
He pulls your hips up and thrusts once, twice before heâs spilling into you. You didnât realize he was that close again. The warmth is soothing this time as it spreads through you.Â
Aaron leaves you only to settle behind you, spooning you once again. Your hand reaches behind you to find him, and he catches your wrist.Â
âYou need to rest,â he chides softly.
âI know,â you whimper. âNeed you inside me.â
âOkay, okay,â he murmurs, pressing a kiss to your neck as he slides in again, still half-hard, but itâs enough. You settle down as soon as the weight of him is tucked inside you again. âBetter?â
âMhm,â you sleepily nod, pushing back into him so he holds you tighter. âDo you have to go back to work?â
He chuckles against you, sighing. âNo, Iâm done for the day, I think,â he says. âIâll tell them you werenât feeling well.â
That makes you laugh. âWe need a better excuse.â
âOr I need to go back to working in the office.â
You roll your eyes. âLike thatâll make a difference.â
He shakes his head, his mind remembering the same memories that you are. The many lunch hours when you went to eat with him, and ended up with your back pressed into the couch, his tie stuffed in your mouth to keep you quiet.
âGo to sleep,â he says, pulling you impossibly closer. âIâll make us lunch when we wake up.â
âPerfect,â you smile, nuzzling into him. âLove you.â
âLove you too, honey,â he says, pressing little kisses to your neck and cheeks, wherever he can reach. âNow sleep.â
Youâre already halfway there. The combination of him nestled inside of you and the post-orgasm exhaustion is enough to lull you into a restful sleep.
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*â§ď˝Ľďž: *â§ď˝Ľďž "in the dead of night"シďžâ§*: シďžâ§*
pairing: Jacaerys Velaryon x fem!Reader
words: 7000
summary: when Jace is attending a late council meeting, two hired assassins take their chance to sneak into your chambers and hold you captive. Taken to the dragon caves below and meant to be slain by your own betrothedâs dragon, you have to trust the bond between Vermax and you is strong enough to escape your captorâs murderous plans.
warnings: soft!reader, fluffy start but HEAVY angst (reader being held captive by two assassins similar to Blood and Cheese), physical violence (slapping, hair pulling), verbal abuse, threats of rape and violence, Vermax being Vermax and also protective of reader, hurt/comfort, shock and crying, Jacaerys being a caring betrothed, Rhaenyra being the best mother in law, aftermath of trauma, healing, hopeful ending
a/n: please mind the warnings for this story, itâs my angstiest so far! Big thanks to @princessvelaryon and @princesschimchim1325 for being awesome and inspiring me to write this!
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You smiled to yourself as you held two small wooden figures in your hands, a princess and a prince, their hands linked together and small attires made of cotton and wool. When you were younger, you remembered playing with them for hours, creating little scenarios of the prince who might sweep you off your feet someday.
Now, many years later, you had found the love of your life in Prince Jacaerys.
Ever since your own parents had died too young, Jaceâs family had welcomed you as if you were one of them by blood, making you a home at Dragonstone and accepting you with open arms as theirs. Perhaps, a huge part of it was because Rhaenyraâs oldest son had been in love with you ever since he had first laid eyes on you, but there was more to it. His mother adored you and you got alone with his siblings and cousins and brought a joy into their house that was much needed in those dark times of war.
This afternoon, you were sitting on the soft fur carpet in one of the big living rooms of the castle, Rhaenyraâs twins peacefully playing with their wooden toys all around you. Earlier, Baela and Rhaena had joined you for a chat and the newest gossip, but you didnât mind being alone with the kids as well, your own inner child always coming down around their soft souls.
You let out a playful gasp as little Viserys assembled a row of knights on their horses along the imaginary street you had built together. âAre your noble knights going to a tournament, Vis?â
The boy nodded timidly at you, letting one of the horses gallop forward and making you laugh.
Your betrothed Jacaerys leaned against the doorframe and smiled softly as he watched you. Little Aegon had snuggled close to you and you helped Viserys move the toy carriage around the carpet.
You looked up as he pushed himself off the frame, walking towards you with pure adoration in his eyes. âOh hello. I didnât hear you enter.â You said, letting your hand be lifted by him so he could press a soft kiss against your knuckles.
Moving to stand and placing Aegon on the ground, he laid a hand on your shoulder, shaking his head. âI didnât want to interrupt your play. What adventures is my princess going on today? Have my brothers been behaving?â
âThey are the sweetest.â You told him in all honesty, your heart melting at the two little blond boys in front of you. Whenever you spent time with Jaceâs smaller siblings, you could not help but notice how your heart expanded and spoke to a deep part in you that wished for children of your own someday. âWe were playing a carriage ride to a tournament, I believe, but then a dragon escaped and now we have to look for him.â
Jace squatted down for a moment and handed Aegon a rattle shaped like the bell of a sept, which he immediately took with a toothless grin and tried out. You watched your betrothed with a soft heart and thought what a wonderful father heâd makeâŚ
âI dream of the day this will be our life someday.â He confessed to you, the corner of his plump lips lifting sadly. âWhen there is peace in the realm and we have time to take care of our future children together.â
âI wish for nothing else.â You replied softly, your heart blooming with love for him.
For a moment, Jacaerys looked as if he wanted to sit down and join you and his little brothers, but as you knew your hard-working betrothed all too well, he sighed and stood up again, careful not to step on the big skirts draped around you like a blooming flower.
âThere will be a late council meeting this evening.â Jacaerys announced to you, his displeased expression betraying him. âEveryone of the council and the dragon keepers will sit together to discuss. I wouldnât ask you to join us, it will be very boring and entirely unnecessary.â
You chuckled, knowing all too well how different Jace would do many things if his say in the matters of his mother would be of more weight. But at the same time, you were glad, Rhaenyra kept him sheltered and protected with you for now, at Dragonstone where it was the safest place for the future king and his queen.
âWill you come to bed later?â You asked shyly, although it was not uncommon for the prince and you to share a bed before your marriage had even been consummated.
A small and narrow passage connected your room to Jacaerysâ and you had often made use of it, whether you wanted someone to talk to before heading to bed or were in need of his warm embrace before you eventually drifted off into an innocent sleep together. When he was gone or bound to duties, you usually made yourself comfortable in his bed, but perhaps youâd return to your own tonight if the meeting was going to take a while before heâd be released.
Jacaerys smiled softly at you and nodded before he raised your hand towards his lips. âI will. Donât stay up too late, Iâll be with you as soon as I can, I promise.â
You hummed pleased and let him kiss your knuckles. âI hope it wonât be too long. And donât take their words to heart too much, Jace. Youâre the prince and theyâre lucky to have you.â
âIt is me who is lucky to have you, my beloved.â He said and watched in delight as you blushed at his appreciation. âMy safe haven, my light.â
Jacaerys leaned down, softly cupping your cheek before he gently kissed your lips, your back arching a little to reach him better. Your lips brushed tenderly against one another and you sighed in bliss at his open affections for you.
You smiled at him when you separated, squeezing his hand in yours. âI love you. Iâll see you later.â
âI love you.Iâll do my best to hurry.â He promised, hugging his little toddler brothers as well and softly stroking their hair before he departed. You sighed to yourself, eager to have the hours pass and let the two of you be reunited again as little Aegon presented you a wood dragon, silently asking you to rejoin their play..
âAlright, where were we, my princes?â
Ë ŕź ŕłâ・Ë
Being alone in your private chambers had become a rarity since you had been promised to Jacaerys.
You listened to the quietness of the room, the fire cackling in the pit as you sat on your bed and combed out your hair. You had taken a bath after bringing the princes to their nurseries and changed into something comfortable for the night.
The small evidence of Jaceâs frequent visits to your room were visible all over the place. A cloak of his was thrown over one of your chairs by the fire and one of his books laid open by your desk. Even his smell still faintly clung to your pillows, a little gift from the last time he had fallen asleep here, not bothering to retreat back to his own chamber under your soft and lingering touches to his hair.
You could not even remember the last time the connecting door between your rooms had been closed.
You let out a small sigh as you sunk into bed, watching the dark outside of your window for a while. The council meeting mustâve been going on for a while now and you tried to read a few pages to keep you awake, not wanting to miss the moment Jace would come to you.
The time went by and your eyelids kept dropping.
But after a while, the door to your chamber opened and a wide smile split your face as you sat up in your bed, ready to welcome Jace back. Your hair fell over your shoulders, the blanket slipping down your body a little, but just a second later, everything in you froze to a stop.
Two men entered your room, their clothes dirty and faces dark as they took you in. These werenât your guards and as one of them unsheathed a blade from his belt, you opened your mouth to scream.
They were on you in a heartbeat.
One of them drew the blankets off the bed while the other grabbed your hair, dragging you from the mattress and onto the floor, every sound in your throat seizing up and choked off by their sudden display of violence.
You were not a fighter, never had been. You stood no chance as they manhandled you in their middle, the taller one quickly looking over his shoulder as you struggled to no use against their tight grip.
âLook at that.â You heard close to your ear, the deep raspy voice sending shivers down your spine. âThe bastard princeâs little bird, right between us. What would your man say now if he could see you like this, huh?â
You whimpered when your head was tugged back, the other gripping your wrists and making quick work of a tight rope around them, scratching over your soft skin and successfully binding you.
âWho are you?â You demanded to know, your voice barely louder than a whisper. You were shaking from head to toe, your body and mind gone into overdrive when they had first laid hands on you.
They shared a grin with each other. âDoes it matter? All you have to know is weâre not your fucking maids. And that you will die tonight, princess. Now be a good girl and shut the fuck up.â
You tried to press your heels into the floor, to keep them from stirring you towards the door, but after a moment the tall one simply picked you up and carried you towards the door. Your nails scratched over the manâs back, but it was like he didnât even feel it, his grip around your legs too tight for you to struggle and free yourself.
âBehave.â
You were set on your feet again, crowded by them against the door. You swallowed hard against the lump in your throat, your eyes flickering between the two of them. âWhoever paid you, their reward is not nearly enough for the misery my family will bring down on you when they find you. I am a princess of Dragonstone and you have no right to-â
They pushed you out of the door, not bothering to listen.
A horrified gasp escaped your lips as you stepped outside your chamber and nearly stumbled over the dead bodies of your two guards, bleeding out and cold on the floor. The sound echoed through the hall and before you knew what was happening, your head was pulled back by your hair and a hard hand slapped you across the face.
Pain exploded in your mind, blinding you for a moment before the sting ebbed away and was replaced with a dull throb in your cheek.
You held the palm of your trembling hand to your throbbing cheek, breathing hard as you recovered from the blow. âYou will die for this.â You said oddly calm and collected. It had to be the shock, you could not think clearly, but you knew one thing for sure: âThe prince will cut your hands off for laying hand on me.â
The tall one grinned as if it was an empty threat. âWe will be long gone once your prince finds you, stupid cunt. And in what state that will be, I still have to decide.â His disgusting hungry gaze crept over your body, barely hidden underneath your thin sleeping gown. You wanted to throw up.
âYou will lead us to the place where the dragons are.â The shorter one said. âWe know the keepers are all at the meeting and you know ways where no guards keep patrol. And if you dare to scream or run to wake anyone, Iâll cut out your tongue and heart and throw it in front of the bastard princeâs feet.â
You swallowed down bitter tears, your head screaming at you to do something, anything. But your hands were painfully tied and you did not find your voice as you slowly began to walk with them through the castle.
In the past, you have had nightmares like this, terrible visions of you being powerless as hands held you down in the dark, doing horrible things to you. You sometimes had woken up screaming, but Jacaerys had been there for you every time, holding you until the worst of it was over and you slowly were able to calm down in his safe and warm embrace. Now, there was no one, all people living and working at Dragonstone either asleep or summoned by Rhaenyra and Jacaerys for the council meeting. By the time someone had discovered the corpses of your guards in front of your chambers, youâd likely be dead or taken to who knew where.
You walked through your home, shivering against the cool air with only the thin nightdress you wore on you, the dangerous presence of your captors behind your back. You knew Jacaerys would blame himself for leaving you alone and suddenly, a sorrow so consuming filled your chest, you choked on a quiet whimper. You had not even said goodbyeâŚ
âShut the fuck up.â They hissed at you and one of them slung his arm around your waist, your fingers digging into his flesh in protest as cool metal suddenly rested against your ribcage. A dagger. âBe fucking quiet and keep walking.â
Soon, the air began to smell of salt and sea and you heard the distant crashing of the waves against the island. The entrance to the dragon caves came into sight and you turned around to face them.
âNow tell us, girl, where is your precious dragon?â
Your heart sank into the pit of your stomach, but before you could open your mouth for a reply, the other one of them shook his head. âNo. Donât be stupid. The beast will kill us right away if it sees their rider in our clutches. ButâŚthe bastardâs dragon. Itâs a foul ill-tempered beast, isnât it? Where is it?â
Vermax.
A protective wave washed through you and for a moment, you regained the little confidence you had before the man had laid his hand on you. âWhat do you want with the dragon? You are in no state to have a chance at killing him.â
They shared a look, both grinning viciously. One of them stepped up to you and touched your chin with his dirty hand, right where a fresh bruise from his violence bloomed. You tried to flinch away, but he held you close.
âWe donât mean to kill it, flower.â He told you, bloodthirst flickering over his features and making you sick. His knuckles brushed over the cut on your lip and you wanted to gag from disgust. âWeâre going to watch as it kills you.â
Your mind was swimming as you led them through the darkness, watching their big shadows looming over your small own. The taller one still held his dagger against your waist and you knew heâd make use of it if he noticed you playing any games. There were wild beasts slumbering in the depths of these caves, but would they be faster at attacking your captors than the knife against your skin?
The hope in your chest thinned the further away you walked with them from where you knew your own dragon slept, but one last shimmer of it remained in you. You knew Vermax and he knew you just as Jacaerys did. You had to hold on to that.
âItâs here.â You announced quietly, your whisper echoing across the cave near the ocean. It was quiet here and you had to squint your eyes to make out the big nest at the end of the cave where a green-scaled dragon slept fitfully.
âCall it.â The smaller one muttered, his eyes fixed on the beast. You winced as the tip of the dagger pressed into your skin, a warning. âWe will stand behind you and when it has come out, you will command it to kill you, you hear me? No tricks or Iâll gladly be the one to end your suffering, right after my friend here has had his fun with you, princess.â
You took a deep breath as they retreated into a safe distance.
âNaejot MÄzÄŤs, Vermax.â You commanded shakingly and the sound of your familiar voice, the big pile of green and red in the corner of the cage moved, uncurling himself from his light slumber.
Jacaerysâ dragon blinked at you sleepily, a shudder going through his beautiful scales as he tilted his head to the side questioningly. When he spotted the two men in your company, he tensed, stepping forward and showing himself in his full height.
âLykirÄŤâŚâ You lifted your hands, trying to catch Vermaxâ eyes again so heâd look at you instead of them.
With a low growl in his throat, he settled, stepping closer to you until his snout almost touched your outstretched hand.
âSay it, girl!â You heard the commanding voice behind you, in a safe distance of the beast that slowly blinked at you, considering. âWeâre not going to wait much longer!â
You took a deep breath and looked Vermax in the snake-like eyes.
He met you with a calm stare, tilting his head to the side again, a deep rumble in his chest.
You had to trust in him now. You had to trust in the love Jacaerys and you were sharing and the bond between you and the dragons.
Out of the sudden, a heavy thrown stone hit you in the back and you gasped in pain, stumbling forward and almost slipping in a dirty puddle.
âDO IT!â
Trust in Vermax, just as you trust in your Jace.
âDracarys.â You whispered finally and closed your eyes.
Vermax surged forward with a furious roar, one sharp claw in the ground, his wing shielding you from the scenery. Nearly pushing you out of the way, he advanced on the men who had threatened you with a snarl and warmth filled the large cave, fire burning low in his green-scaled stomach.
A horrible realization flickered over their faces as the green beast drew closer, their backs hitting the wall behind them as they looked at you one last time. âYou fucking cunt-â
Vermax wiped out their miserable existence with one single breath of fire. Heat tore through the cave and you stumbled backwards as the dragon fire burned them and the scent of roasted human flesh reached your nose.
You squeezed your eyes shut and buried your face in your hands as you listened to their screams. Their agony bounced off the stone walls and heat crept down your spine, but Vermax kept you close, the leathery feel of his wing a small comfort against your skin.
Suddenly, silence rang in your ears.
You dared to peek up over the protective curl of Vermaxâ wings.
Where your captors had stood, only ashes and bones remained.
Vermax let out a self-satisfied growl, clearly pleased with what he had unleashed on the terrors. He bent down, blinking at you with his sharp eyes as if to make sure you were alright. Tears, both from the shock and gratitude, filled your eyes and you leaned your forehead against his snout, trying to take deep breaths to steady yourself.
You shrunk back as you heard footsteps in the caves, hurried steps running over gravel and through the water puddles, a flame throwing a long shadow over the walls. You felt Vermax tense, his wing drawing itself tighter around you. Any other threat advancing, heâd burn to the ground.
In the next moment, Jacaerys stormed into the chamber, his sword drawn as his other hand held a lit torch. His chest was heaving, sweat gathering at his hairline as he quickly took in the state of the room. He looked like he had run the length of the castle and you knew it likely had been the case.
Vermax snarled without threat, greeting his rider and lifting his wing to present you to your love.
Your eyes met and you let out a shuddering breath.
The sight of you was a thousand daggers to his heart.
Your face was smeared with soot and the blood from your split lip coated your chin, your hair unruly and disheveled from the way they had grabbed and dragged you along. Your silk dress was dirty and you shivered against the cold of the cave as you slung your bruised arms around yourself.
Behind you, Vermax hovered like a protective shadow and waited, willing to serve with Jacaerys now here with you.
As he took a step towards you, his boot made contact with the skulls of the assassins. Two of them, he realized and the rage surging through his veins was all-consuming. He looked down at their bones and wished to go back in time to kill them himself, over and over again until not even these mortal remains stayed behind.
But his own bloodlust vanished as he raced towards you, your own legs unsteady and finally giving out under you just as he reached you.
He fell to the ground with you in his arms, holding you tightly as you clawed your hand in his clothes, his heart breaking for you right underneath your tight grip. It was like any last strength in you had left, leaving you a broken and sobbing mess in his embrace.
âYouâre safe, youâre safeâŚâ Jace murmured into your ear, softly swaying you back and forth as you wept, the adrenaline and shock from the situation finally crashing down on you with full force. âNothing is going to happen to you, Iâm hereâŚâ
The Queen and the dragon keepers found the prince and his princess just like this.
Jacaerys was kneeling on the ground, the princess dissolved in tears in his arms and the ill-tempered beast that had saved his love curled around them, chortling comfortingly as the prince stroked her hair and whispered sweet nothings in her ear.
Ë ŕź ŕłâ・Ë
You had been escorted back to the castle, but you couldnât say you remembered much from the journey. Your mind had gone into an odd state of survival, the girl from before the attack having retreated into a far corner of your mind.
The guards, now dead because of you, had been carried away in front of your door and you had stopped in the middle of the hallway, not able to go another step as you stared at the spot where maids were now scrubbing the blood from the floor.
âCome on, my dear.â Rhaenyra had gently told you and you tore your eyes away from the scene as your Queen and Jacaerys led you into his chambers instead. The warmth and unique scent of Jaceâs quarters â the smell of old parchment and books, mingled with the wax of the candles and the smell of his sheets â enveloped you and you drew the cloak Jace had draped over your shivering form tightly around you.
Now, a little later, you were seated at Jaceâs work table and blankly stared at your scraped hands in your lap.
Jacaerys had instantly expressed his dislike for an interrogation at this hour of the night, but you had shaken your head, willing to recount the situation to Rhaenyra as if words could wash away the poison they had brought onto you. Your skin felt coated with it and you feared the stain might never go away again.
Yet, you had told her and Jace what happened, slowly and quietly, and when you were done, Rhaenyra was holding your hand and Jacaerys looked as if he wanted to break something.
âMy brave girl.â Rhaenyra murmured and softly cupped your cheek as she looked at the bruises on your face and neck. âYouâve fought enough for tonight, darling. Iâll call the maids and healers and-â
âNo.â You cut her off, shivering at the prospect of unfamiliar hands on you, seeing the evidence of what had happened on your naked skin. You swallowed hard, your eyes filling with unshed tears again. âNo one else. Itâs- itâs alright, I can do it myself, I really can-â
Rhaenyra smiled sadly at you. âYou are hurt, my dear.â
âIâm not broken.â You insisted, although you felt like it. You were shattered pieces on the ground.
âAnd no one says so, dear.â
Jacaerys, sensing you were on the verge of breaking down, knelt down next to your chair and caught your gaze with his. âI can help, if you want.â He offered quietly.
You looked back at him, conflicted. If Jace stayed, thereâd come the point where heâd see the damage you had taken and you did not know what troubled you more; him seeing you like this or seeing him as his heart shattered for you.
âJace.â Rhaenyra looked at him. âPerhaps a womanâs presence at this time is better suited for her. Iâll fetch you later, I promise, but she needs a moment for herself now, alright?â
He was tense, your beloved prince, but after a moment he nodded with a set jaw before he stood and looked at you one more time. âIâll wait outside.â
You didnât want to meet his sad expression, so you kept your gaze down as mother and son went to the door, talking in quick and hushed voices before Jace stepped outside and Rhaenyra returned to you.
She leaned down and brushed a little bit of soot from your cheeks, careful not to touch your split lip. âVermax surely knows how to rain down fire on our enemies, hm?â
A weak smile tugged at the corner of your lips. âHe saved me. He knew exactly what was going on the moment I entered and he was intelligent enough to play along until the right moment had come.â
Rhaenyra hummed, offering you a hand to stand up. âAnd still, they only call my sonâs dragon ill-tempered. How does a bath sound? Iâm sure youâd like to step into more comfortable clothes, wouldnât you?â
You nodded, longing for a simple cotton shirt, preferably one of Jaceâs that smelled like home and warmth and safety.
Your future mother-in-law went to the big bath next to Jaceâs bedroom with you, a steaming bath already having been drawn for you.
When you saw her drawing a stool close to the tub, your eyes widened and you were quick to interject: âI-I can do it myself, Your Grace, there is no need for you to-â
âPlease let me help you just as I would help any other child of mine.â She interrupted you kindly and soon after, you gratefully sunk into the bath, your sore muscles relaxing in its warmth.
Rhaenyra helped you tilt your head back and you closed your eyes as warm water flowed over your hair and down your neck, tears of your own silently running down your damp cheeks. Your throat bobbed painfully as you let her work, the Queenâs gentle hands a motherâs comfort as they helped to get rid of the dirt from the caves and a root clinging to your skin.
âI have sent Jace to fetch an ointment for your bruises and cuts.â She told you quietly and you nodded silently, cupping some of your water to rinse off your face, careful not to touch your throbbing lip. âI want you to tell me if I should send him away for the night. You can be honest with me, dear.â
You sniffled, gladly accepting the towel she lent you after helping you out of the bathtub. After a moment, you rasped: âIt is not him I am scared of. Itâs justâŚI know it pains him to see me hurt.â
âHe hurts because he hasnât been there for you, my dear.â Rhaenyra explained softly and you sighed to yourself as you slipped into a silken robe, the fabric easy on the big bruise on your back and arms. Underneath, you already wore one of Jaceâs long shirts, the fabric more of a dress on you. âIf it is one thing I have learned, as someone who loves and is lucky enough to be loved, itâs that healing means accepting the help of others. No one will fault you if you want to be for yourself tonight, but I know Jace will do anything he can to help you recover from this, no matter what that might look like.â
You did not want to be alone.
You feared it, laying down in bed once again when the door could open at any moment and reveal the terrors, although Jacaerys had doubled the amount of guards outside his door, simply so youâd feel safe.
You wanted to feel sheltered and able to move past this with the one you loved more than anything else, the one who had first thought about when your life had been in grave danger.
You needed Jacaerys.
âJace may come in again.â You said quietly, suppressing the urge to groan with every step. You had not seen it yet, but the pain the stone thrown to your back caused felt like a flare and you were sure the spot was already turning a deep shade of purple.
Rhaenyra led you towards Jaceâs bed, seemingly pleased with your decision. âIâll make my leave then. Sleep in tomorrow, the both of you. You need all the rest you can get.â
âThank you, Your Grace.â You squeezed her hand in yours, bowing your head in gratitude. âAnd thank you for helping me.â
She smiled at you one last time, although there was a strain to it, her worry over a sneak attack like this consuming her mind. Tomorrow theyâd speak about this in council, but tonight sheâd let her son do the rest, his wide eyes meeting hers when she opened the door and let him in.
You turned around to look at him, your damp hair falling over your shoulder and his clothes, a princess despite the cuts and bruises on your skin. Jacaerys slowly walked to you and your heart stung when you noticed his blood-shot eyes and how pale he still was. He was tense all over, yet he softened as he came to a stop in front of you.
âWhere does it hurt?â He asked quietly, looking for your honesty and not a false promise towards him.
You let out a shaky breath and leaned into him.
For a moment, you simply stood in front of each other, forehead against forehead and breathing each other in. Hot tears welled up in your shut eyes, his closeness rescuing and suffocating you at once. Jaceâs nose touched yours and his soft curls tickled your cheeks and for a second, you thought that everything might be alright again when the morning came.
âMy back. My cheek and wristsâŚâ You whispered, your breath tickling his lips. âI know Iâve bathed and changed and Iâm safe in your rooms, butâŚit feels like theyâve put me apart and Iâve been assembled back together wrongly.â
He shook his head, swallowing against his own lump in his throat. âYou could never be wrong, my love.â
Your bottom lip wobbled dangerously, only doubling the pain in the cut grazing it. âIâve been so scared, Jace. When they entered my room- Anything couldâve happened, they couldâve done anything to me-â
You gasped both in relief and sorrow as his arms pulled you against him, the hug both grounding and warm, something you thought youâd lost forever mere hours ago. You were too exhausted to cry once more, but the horror over what else couldâve been done to you shook you to your very core.
âIâm never going to let something like this happen again.â Jace promised you darkly as he tightened his arms around you, soothingly brushing his hand through your hair as you rested the unwounded side of your face against his heart. âYou will never have to be afraid again, I promise. I shouldâve been there, I shouldâve stopped them-â
âYou didnât know they were here.â You reminded him, but you could feel the fury radiating off his body, an all-consuming rage deeply rooted in him. âNo one did. No one is to blame except for the ones who sent them, Jace.â
âAnd they will pay.â You could practically feel the daggers he was glaring at the wall behind you. But just after a moment, you felt his anger deflate as he softly kissed the top of your head and gently lifted your chin so he could look at you. âYouâve been fighting all alone tonight, but I am here now and I want to be of use, beloved. Will you let me help?â
âI donât want to upset you.â You almost bit your lip before you remembered the pain.
His gaze softened endlessly and he tucked a damp strand of your hair behind your ear. There were lots of tangled emotions inside of him still, but he saw you, this sweet delicate girl he had fallen for ever since the beginning and knew he had to take care of you now. âYou could never upset me, my beautiful strong princess.â
The words were mending on your shaken soul and you closed your eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath before you let him to his work.
âThe maester said the salve might be a little cool on the skin.â Jace murmured and you nodded in understanding. âAnd he gave me ice, scratched from the old side of the islandâs cliffs, for your cheek.â
You took the dripping bundle from his hand, sighing as the cold cloth touched your cheek, the swelling subtle so far yet inevitable to strengthen throughout the night. But every bruise and cut on your body was better than not living to see the sun rise in the morning. âI could apply the salve on my own?â
Jace shook his head. âLet me do this for you.â
He walked with you to his bed, helping you sit down as he knelt before you, devotion shimmering in his eyes. You realized that he needed this just as much as you did, to prove himself he was able to take care of you now, even if he had not been there for you then.
He cupped your healthy cheek as you covered the other one with your ice. âShould we start with your back?â
Jace helped you lift the fabric, only so much so he could see where the stone had struck you, a dull bruise blossoming right next to your spine. It was nothing he had not yet seen so far, still you felt self-conscious under his attentive eyes.
You held very still as Jacaerys began to carefully apply the ointment to the bruise, his finger drawing soft and soothing circles over the blue spot. His other hand touched your waist, just barely underneath the fabric of his shirt on you and you closed your eyes as the cooling sensation drew a little pain from you and let it vanish.
âGood?â
âFeels goodâŚâ You murmured and tried to crawl into the feeling, the tiny relief washing away a little of the darkness from before. With a small kiss to your nape, he let the shirt fall and cover you again.
Next came your sore wrists. He lifted both of them, seeing the red marks where the tight rope had cut into your skin and swallowing hard. He wanted to unleash Vermax on the dusty bones of your captors again until their remains were annihilated from this earth. Jace softly kissed both of them before he dipped his fingers into the small jar again and repeated his careful motions.
You made a small sound in your throat and he stopped instantly.
âToo hard?â
You shook your head. âMy lipâŚâ
He sat down beside you, the mattress dipping underneath his weight and bringing you closer to him. The cut wasnât pretty, but no cut was and you did not shy away from him as he took in the damage, one of his hands still rubbing circles into your wrist.
You held your breath as his coated thumb touched your bottom lip, his touch light as a feather as the cooling salve instantly mended the throbbing. Your hand reached up to hold his wrist, not ready yet to let him go when his touch felt infinitely good for your aching body. There was nothing sexual about the way you breathed against the pad of his thumb, relishing his care and simply letting it wash over you, and for a while you were simply content like this, Jacaerys remaining close to you as you breathed through the slowly ebbing pain.
âDo you want me to braid your hair for the night?â He asked quietly like he had so many times before.
Your wonderful beloved Jace. You nodded gratefully as he shuffled once more on the bed and sat behind you. Kissing the back of your head and brushing your hair over your shoulders for you, he got to work.
Your body was lulled into relaxation as his fingers combed through your hair, loosely braiding it so you wouldnât have to wake up with tangles and knots in the morning. His warmth was a comfort against your back and if the vicious bruise hadnât been there, you wouldâve leaned back against him, ready to melt into his tenderness.
âVermax saw right through them.â You spoke up after a while, your eyelids drooping from time to time from exhaustion as Jace finished up his braid for you. âHe didnât let them see at first, but there was a moment where I knew he was going to protect me, that he knew what was happening.â
âHe loves you as if you were his own rider.â Jace mumbled, affection for you and his dragon in his voice. âI am glad he had been there for you when I wasnât.â
âI want the finest sheep the shepherds can organize for tomorrow.â You looked over your shoulder with determination and Jacaerys frowned at you, a question in his eyes. You welcomed the small sting your lip caused you when its corner lifted up into a weak smile: âI want Vermax to be rewarded for defending his riderâs princess so honorably.â
âAnd Iâd be honored to be the one to select it for you, my princess.â Jaceâs face darkened, fury swirling in his brown orbs. âI still wish they wouldâve suffered more. They deserved much more than a quick death of fire.â
His revengeful words were nothing against the soft touch with which he doted on you and when he was done and brushed his fingers once more over your hair, your body wanted to sink into his pillows and melt into them.
Jace laid down with you, carefully adjusting his position beside you so he wouldnât accidently bump into your sore body. You exhaled deeply when your head touched his pillow, smelling so comfortingly of him. You could not bear to lie on your back, so you snuggled into Jaceâs bed on your stomach, hugging his pillow and turning your head so you could look at your love.
He was resting on his side, his brown eyes searching for any discomfort you might have. Your eyes flickered over his shoulder, towards the door of his chambers.
âYou are safe now, I promise.â Jace whispered and leaned forward, pressing a small kiss to your nose. âThere are five guards outside and my sword leans against the bed. Iâm here. Nothing bad will ever befall you again, my love, I swear it with my life.â
You gave him a tiny nod and tried to relax, although it was hard to keep the shadows lingering in the corners of the room at bay. You wiggled one of your hands out from under the pillow and found his, tugging him closer until his lean body warmed your side, one of his hands resting securely on your lower back.
âTomorrow, I want to take a walk to the cliffs.â You whispered, longing for the fresh air and its cleansing effect.
Jacaerys smiled. âThen it will be arranged. Does my princess wish for any company?â
You nodded timidly, his playful undertone distracting you from the dull throb underneath the ointments. âAnd I want to have a picnic if the sun is out, with all my favorite things.â
âIâll tell the kitchens then, first thing in the morning. Theyâll be happy to please their future queen.â
âAnd when Iâm healed, I want you to kiss meâŚâ Your eyes drooped, the exhaustion from the night overpowering the little anxiety that remained in you.
âYour wish is my command...â Jacaerys mumbled back, his eyes on you as you slowly drifted off into a well-deserved sleep. He had not been entirely honest with you, there were many things he wanted to do.
He watched you sleep beside him, the most innocent sweet being he knew, covered with his warm clothes and bruises on your skin. Jace still held your hand and was not willing to let it go for the rest of the night.
At the soonest time, heâd convene a council meeting and strengthen the security around Dragonstone. He already had caught word of Daemon wreaking havoc on the guard unions patrolling around the castle for not being more attentive, for the princess was one of his favorite people in this family and Jace knew heâd have an ally for his cause.
Heâd take his revenge for you.
But for now, he knew you needed him more than ever, and tomorrow heâd do his best to make you happy again.Â
He could almost see it in the dark of the room, your eyes closed blissfully against the sunbeams, your hair dancing with the wind as you walked hand in hand as you had done so many times as children. Youâd eat ripe peaches and cake and slowly, this incident would move past you until it was only what it was; a shadow in the corner, in the dead of nightâŚ
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(dont) kiss me thru the phone
you were pissed that your boyfriend cheated on you and then had the audacity to ghost you after you confronted him about it. what better way to get that anger out than fucking his best friend
suna x f!reader â smut â 2.3k cw: fingering, dirty talk(?), penetration, cheating(?), cucking, phone sex(?), exhibitionism(?) a/n: all those damn question marks bc i cant tell if it would technically count anywho i dont condone cheating but like if someone told me they fucked their cheating bf's bsf i wouldnt judge also sorry for the osamu slander i was never a big fan of the miya twins bc i was too focused on suna so im sorry if i offend any miya stans </3
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you were pissed. you were beyond pissed actually. yeah, you were sad of course when you found out your boyfriend osamu had been cheating on you with some cheerleader from a neighboring college. but you were furious now that osamu had decided to ghost you after telling him you wanted to talk it out. it was pathetic and you were utterly offended. you were also upset with yourself, having not been able to see any signs that you had been dating scum of the earth.Â
you know you couldve been the one to take the higher ground. just take his disappearance as the breakup and try to move on with the help of the people in your life that actually cared about you. but you just couldnt. he went low and you wanted to go much much lower.Â
knock knock knockÂ
standing outside of sunaâs townhome, you were growing a little nervous. there was a chance suna would push you away and go inform your cheating now ex-boyfriend. but youâve seen the way suna looked at you. you werenât stupid. everytime osamu dragged you to parties or hangouts with his friends suna always looked at you like he was fucking you with his eyes. you stood there, hands shoved in the pockets of your pajama pants as the cold night breeze swept over you.Â
your body stilled when he opened the door, bare torso on display while a pair of grey shorts hung loosely at his hips. you could smell the faint scent of weed seeping out of his house. his hair was messy in the best way, green eyes narrowed at you slightly. you couldnt deny that he was attractive. but when you were still a loyal and doting girlfriend, no one else seemed as hot as your boyfriend. but things were different now.Â
âhello?â sunas tone was indifferent, a bit raspy from whenever he was smoking. he craned his neck for just a moment, seeing if osamu was trailing behind somewhere.Â
âsuna i know you want to fuck me,â you blurted out, earning equally wide eyes from the man before you. he choked on his own spit, turning his head as he coughed. your face felt like it was on fire and for a second you regretted ever coming here. âim sorry i-â he was quick to put up a finger, silently telling you to wait as he got himself together. clearing his throat, suna stood up a bit taller with skepticism written all over his face. his eyes once again scanned over the area.
âare you confronting me?â suna had absolutely no clue what was going on. he half expected osamu to jump out of the bushes and knock him up just for not denying it. but he would be a liar if he did. it was true. he did want to fuck you and knew he could do so much better than osamu. but of course he didnt make any moves with the bro-code and all.Â
âno im not,â you shook your head, sucking in a deep breath to try to calm yourself. âi have a um⌠proposal,â sunaâs eyebrows quirked, the corners of his lips tugging into an intrigued smile. he crossed his arms, leaning his shoulder against the doorframe.Â
âwell,â you grew self conscious now, rocking back on your heels as you stared at the doormat. âosamu cheated on me and is now ghosting me after i asked to talk about it and to be honest im really pissed,â suna had to manually keep his features stoic even though he was feeling a whirlwind of emotions. he was sad for you of course, no one wants to get cheated on. he was mad at osamu for cheating on someone like you. but there was also this sick sense of pride, that you came to him. suna always knew he could be better for you and now you were at his doorway. you took in another deep breath, getting ready to spew out the words before you could take them back. âi want you to call osamu because i think heâll pick up⌠and if he does,â you took a hand out of your pocket, nervously running it through your hair. âif he does iâll let you fuck me,âÂ
the silence seemed to drag on forever. after your word vomit both you and suna had to take a moment to process the words you just said. you looked at sunas ever bland face and had no way of knowing what he was thinking.Â
âso,â suna started, not able to hide the smug smile on his face. âyou want me to fuck you with osamu on the phone?â he watched as you nodded slowly and could feel his dick twitch in his shorts at the thought. he would effectively being ending their friendship if he did that and maybe others. but the thought of being inside you was oh so enticing. âthats a little kinky dont you think,â sunas smile only grew when he saw how flustered you were getting. it was almost hard to believe you came up with that idea.
âwill you do it yes or no?â you asked instead of answering his question. because he was right. it did sound a bit kinky and you didnt feel like trying to make sense of it right now. suna did use words to answer, instead pushing off of the doorframe and motioning for you to head in. letting out a shuddery breath, you walked in. your heart was beating like crazy when suna closed the door behind you, turning on a warm lamp before flopping onto the couch. you took off your shoes, awkwardly standing by the doorway.Â
âso run this little plan of yours by me one more time,â he patted his hand on the cushion next to him, watching you with now hungry eyes. you sat on the edge of the couch, hands in your lap as you laid it all out on him. you wanted suna to call osamu and tell him he was fucking some random girl. you wanted to know if osamu would stay on the line. you wanted to know if he had any remorse for what he had done to you. you told suna you didnt want him to reveal it was you. that you would do the honors when you were ready. suna listened patiently, nodding along as the tent in his shorts grew with each word that left your pretty lips. âwell if you want to do this we cant exactly fuck with you on the other side of the couch,âÂ
excitement and anxiousness coursed through your veins when suna motioned for you to come sit on his lap. he wasnt trying to hide the obvious bulge in his shorts now and the size of it made you just a bit nervous. you straddled his lap with a shaky breath, looking down between the two of you as he called osamu. he put the phone on speaker, turning the volume all the way up and tossing it onto the cushion next to him.Â
his hands found their way to your hips as you both waited for osamu to answer, sliding them up and down your sides.Â
âhey whats up?âÂ
your breath hitched in your throat when you heard his voice. anger once again rising up over the fact that he was going out of his way to ghost you but picked up the phone for his friend almost instantly.Â
ânot much, got a pretty girl in my lap right now,â sunas tone made your body feel warm all over. he got bolder with his touches, his fingers playing with the hem of your loose fitting shirt. âsaid she was a freak ân wanted me to call you so you could listen,âÂ
the laugh osamu let out was evil. you both could hear shuffling on his end while sunas hands moved further up.Â
âno shit really?â
you licked your now dry lips as suna slowly pulled your top off, a low whistling leaving his mouth as he eyed your boobs. he was quick to grab at them. one hand groping one boob softly while the other pulled and pinched at your nipple.Â
âyes really, shes got pretty tits,â he was quick to suck your now hardened nipple in his mouth, hips jerking under you. your breath grew ragged as you fought to stay quiet. you wanted osamu to hear you but you didnt want to be loud enough for him to know it was you just yet. he pulled off of your now wet nipple with a soft âpopâ, his hands traveling down to grope your ass. ânice ass too,â he mused softly, looking at you with mischievous eyes as he grabbed onto the back of your thighs and gently laid you onto the couch.Â
you looked up at him with wide eyes, bottom lip caught between your teeth as he slipped your pajama bottoms off. something flashed in his eyes when he saw the pretty lace panties you had on. he wanted nothing more than to rip them off of you but he decided against it for now.Â
âhow wet is she,âÂ
â âm about to find out,â your face cringed at osamus words for just a second. because in the next, suna was smiling at you wickedly while he pulled your panties to the side. a low groan left sunas chest as he slid a finger over your already glistening folds. for a second, he forgot all about your plan, looking up at you with wide, lust filled eyes. âholy fuck youre soaked,â you turned your head away, face growing hot with embarrassment. but suna was quick to gently grab your chin, turning your face towards him once again. âkeep your eyes on me,â he said softly, licking his lips as he lightly pressed his finger onto your clit.Â
the sound of shuffling on the other line was what brought suna back to the present and for a moment he felt a bit possessive, suddenly not wanting osamu to listen in anymore like a pervert. but he continued to play along.
âshes fucking begginâ for it,â he said moreso to osamu as he slowly pushed a finger inside you. a soft hiss left his lips when he felt how tight you were, already clenching around him so well even if it was just one finger. at this point osamu wasnât responding with words, his heavy breaths the only thing that could be heard. suna shrugged after a moment of waiting for a response, pressing a second finger inside your walls. you whined softly, eyelids fluttering as your hips twitched against him. he continued to work his fingers inside you, thumb rubbing over your clit in soft circles as the sounds of him fucking you with his fingers grew louder.Â
âoh fuck i can hear her,âÂ
osamus voice was strained, no doubt affected by what he could hear over the phone. he was no doubt referring to the obscene noises coming from your dripping cunt while suna fucked his fingers into you.Â
soft whines and heavy pants were all you could manage out, afraid of giving it away too soon. your hips bucked up towards sunas hand as he worked you closer to an orgasm. his dick was straining uncomfortably against his shorts and he was growing impatient. âshes about to cum all over my hand,â suna breathed out, it was getting hard for him to pretend he was enjoying transcribing what he was doing to his cheating friend. he didnt even know if he could call osamu a friend anymore. there was silence on the other end and sunaâs brows furrowed when he thought he heard osamu moan.Â
this was becoming harder for you to keep up, thighs trembling as you got closer and closer to release. you swore you were going to chew off your lip with how hard you were biting it. your eyes were screwed shut, hands clamping onto the couch and sunas arm. when he brought his thumb up to your clit, rubbing tight circles and pressing into it, it didnt long for you to come undone around him, a strangled moan escaping you as your back arched off of the couch.Â
âfuck she sounds hot,âÂ
âshe is,â that flash of possessiveness punched through suna again as he continued to slowly fuck you through your orgasm. something snapped in suna when he could hear what could be nothing other than osamu jacking off. he hastily pulled his cock out of his shorts, laying your thighs over his. his breath was ragged at he ran his tip over your slit, a groan leaving his chest when he nudged at yout fluttering hole. you whimpered, bringing a hand up to cover your mouth.Â
suna was growing frustrated with each noise you suppressed, he desperately wanted to hear you. wanted to hear you get fucked on his dick. he grabbed onto your hips roughly, pushing inside you with a shaky moan. fortunately for him, you were also growing tired of forcing yourself to stay quiet. you wrapped your arms around sunas neck, pulling him flush against you. both of you moaned when he bottomed up and finally being able to hear you almost made suna cum right then.Â
but osamu ruined it, letting out a loud moan through the phone. suna, who had finally had enough, sat up and grabbed his phone.Â
âiâm fucking your girlfriend,â
âwait wha-âÂ
he hung up, tossing the phone to the side and looking back at you. your eyes were wide as you watched, cunt still clenching around him. suna put his hands on your hips, pulling out slowly before slamming back in, earning a loud cry from you.Â
âfuck- âm glad thats over with,â he began rocking into you slowly, eyes glued onto the sight of his dick disappearing inside you. ânow i can hear all your pretty noises,â
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Cherry Red, Crimson Blood
Chapter 8: The Thing About Ghost
Summary: You should have expected something bad would happen. You just didn't expect this. Perhaps something good could come of it after all.
Pairings: Poly 141 x reader, slight Gaz x Soap
Warnings: Alpha/Beta/Omega dynamics, Alternate Universe, a/b/o typical classism and sexism, military inaccuracies, language, angst, panic, PTSD, nightmares, violence, medical stuff
A/N: I started this chapter this morning. It just came spilling forth and thus you're getting a bonus update this week. I'm honestly so glad to have this one done. Now I can finally say something more than "you'll see" when you ask about Ghost.
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You reach a hand out from under the mountain of blankets, fumbling blindly across your nightstand until you reach your vibrating phone. You pull it under the blankets, blinking blearily at the name on the screen.Â
Kyle.Â
âHello?â You mumble sleepily, your eyes already drooping again.Â
âOh, so you can hear your phone vibrating but not me knocking at your door for fifteen minutes?âÂ
You let out a quiet groan, burrowing back under the covers. âComfy.âÂ
âIâm sure you are, but itâs breakfast time, love.âÂ
You let out a quiet groan, still not moving. âNot hungry.âÂ
âYou need to eat, love. Youâll be grumpy all morning if you donât.âÂ
Heâs right. If you skip breakfast, youâll get snippy and hangry. Yet, the comfort of your bed is calling, threatening to lull you back to sleep again.Â
âDonât go falling asleep on me again.â
You startle back awake, groaning. âI wasnât.âÂ
âCome on, love. I donât want to have to get Soap to kick in your door.âÂ
You let out a loud, dramatic groan before grumbling acquiescence. You slide out from under your covers until youâre sitting on the floor, rubbing your eyes. You donât bother hanging up as you set your phone on the nightstand before crawling over to the door, just close enough that you can reach up and unlock it.Â
You sit back on the floor, hair mussed and still in your pajamas. The door slowly swings open, Gaz leaning against the doorframe. He smiles softly down at you as you yawn, blinking up at him sleepily.Â
âThatâs cute, but if we donât get to breakfast, Price might send the cavalry searching.â He says.Â
You grumble, pushing yourself up to stand before you grab a sweatshirt and shoes, running your fingers through your hair to make it at least semi-presentable.Â
You lean against Gaz as you walk to the mess, resting your head against his shoulder. He wraps his arm around your waist, keeping you close to him. Itâs quieter in the mess than normal, Gaz leading you through the line to get food, making your tray for you before you shuffle over to the table where the others are. You sit down next to Price, letting out a yawn as you stare sleepily down at your tray.Â
âWas starting tae get worried about ye.â Soap grins at you.Â
âYeah, heard her phone vibrating but not me knocking for fifteen minutes.â Gaz says, taking the seat next to you.Â
âI was comfy.â You shrug, picking up your fork.Â
âGuess I donât have to bother asking how you slept.â Price says, grinning fondly down at you.Â
âLike a rock.â You say, before taking a bite of sausage.Â
âGood.â He says, almost beaming with pride that your little shopping spree yesterday worked, and that the added comfort in your room helped.Â
Your face warms under his gaze, practically able to feel him preening with pride. It makes something twist in your stomach, knowing that you made him feel that way.Â
The moment is broken as Ghost sighs, standing from the table to dump his tray and leave the mess.Â
Soap shakes his head as you watch him go, a frown pulling at your brows. âDonâ mind him. He could do with some soft blankets and more pillows of his own.âÂ
The image of Ghost curled up with fluffy blankets and a stuffed strawberry of his own has you laughing loudly, not even bothered by the looks you get from the tables around you.Â
You lounge against Gazâs chest, his arm wrapped around your chest. Your back vibrates every so often as he chuckles at something that happens on the TV. Youâre focused on your book, content with a lazy Sunday afternoon.Â
âDonâ you two look cozy,â Soap says entering the rec room. âDonâ mind me.â He kneels on the couch next to your feet before flattening himself out between your legs until his head lands in your lap.Â
Your cheeks warm as he sighs out a breath, making himself comfortable. You set your book aside, electing to run your fingers through his mohawk. You wonder if you can put him to sleep that way like you almost achieved with Gaz. He lets out a content hum as your nails scratch at his scalp, running your fingers over the short cropped sides of his head.Â
You let yourself relax further against Gaz, absentmindedly massaging Soapâs scalp. Your gaze is on the TV but youâre not really watching, too caught up in the bliss of the moment to really care.Â
The moment is ruined as Soapâs phone vibrates in his pocket. He lets out a groan, shuffling around to fish it out, lifting his head to stare at the screen.Â
âHave to take this.â He murmurs, pushing himself up off of your lap.
He leans down, pressing a kiss to your lips before leaning over your shoulder, kissing Gaz. Your eyes widen as he leaves the room, your heart starting to race. Of course they kiss each other. Itâs probably the most natural thing in the world to them. Youâve just never seen it.Â
Much less be stuck in the middle of it.Â
The images begin to flood your mind, your face getting warmer and warmer. The mental imagine of being sandwiched between them while they kiss over your shoulder, hands everywhere, skin against skin.Â
âEnjoyed that, did you?â Gazâs voice is husky in your ear, his lips brushing the delicate skin.Â
Of course he can smell the hike of sweetness in your scent. His hand drops from where it had been wrapped across your chest, his hand trailing down until it rests against your stomach. His lips press against the sensitive skin beneath your ear, tongue darting out to taste.Â
âSoon.â He murmurs, before leaning back, resting against the couch once more.Â
Your face is burning hot, heart thumping in your chest. A shiver runs down your spine at the idea, your body relaxing further back against Gazâs, your stomach fluttering as the warmth of his hand seeps through your shirt.Â
Youâre ready when he knocks, standing in front of your door again. You open it before heâs finished knocking, his hand falling back to his side. He stares at you for a breath before he turns on his heel, making his way from the barracks.Â
You scramble after him as usual, following him into the gym and into the private room. You follow his lead of removing your shoes and jacket, falling into whatâs become a routine for the two of you.Â
âWeâll work on combos again.â He says, wrapping your hands for you, before his own.Â
You go back through what you had done last time, all the combos youâd learned. Well, he told you. Youâve forgotten most of them after the exhaustion and a couple days off. You can tell heâs agitated already as he walks you through the combos, correcting your punches and stance.Â
âMove your feet when you punch.â He says, kicking your back leg out from under you, dropping you onto your knee. âOtherwise youâll hurt yourself.âÂ
âYouâre going to hurt me doing shit like that.â You murmur, fixing your stance again.Â
He grabs punch mitts, moving to stand in front of you. He calls out numbers, working through combos and punches. You miss a lot, still trying to memorize which punch belongs to which number and which order to swing your fists in. Part of you wants to drive your fist straight up the middle and into his face.Â
A sudden hit to your shoulder sends you sprawling to the mat. You lay there for a second before looking up at him in shock.
âWhat was that?â You say, getting back to your feet.Â
âDodge or block, just like I taught you.â He says, swinging at you again with the mitt, forcing you back a step. âYour opponent wonât be standing still. You have to know how to throw punches and avoid the ones coming at you.âÂ
You huff out a breath, trying to stay aware and throw the right punch. You donât manage to block or dodge every one, your shoulders getting sore as he hits you. Heâs not pulling his punches by much, and you can imagine the bruises youâll sport later. Youâre getting tired fast, the combination of the physical effort and the brain power growing to be too much at this intensity so soon.Â
A solid hit to the center of your chest as you sprawling out on the mat on your back, the air leaving your lungs with a horrible wheezing sound. For a moment you think he might have actually injured you, fear in your eyes as he looms over you.Â
âGet up.â He says, shoulders squared like heâs the one in a fight.Â
âGive me a second.â You say, still trying to catch your breath. âI need a break.âÂ
âThere are no breaks in a fight.â He says.Â
âYeah, well, Iâm starting to think maybe I should just give up and die if I ever get in a fight.â You snap.Â
Something flashes through his gaze, the mitts hitting the floor with a thud. He grabs the front of your tank top, lifting you to your feet. He holds you in front of him, leaning down until youâre eye to eye.Â
âYou think itâs that easy to die? When the time comes you can just lay down and let it happen?â He growls, emotions flickering like flames in his eyes.Â
âIf this is what itâs going to take to live, then yeah.â You say, not backing down despite the prickling feeling at the back of your neck.Â
âYou have no idea what itâs like, when death is looming over you. The fear, the regret, the overwhelming push to fight to survive.â Heâs close enough that if he wasnât wearing a mask, you could have felt his breath on your face.Â
âI donât know because Iâm not like you. Iâm not a fighter, Iâm not trained like you. When I asked you to teach me to defend myself, this is not what I meant.â You say, shoving against his chest.Â
It takes him by surprise enough that he stumbles back a step. He catches himself easily, hands closing into fists at his sides. Heâs ready to fight, you can see it. Youâve unlocked the alpha, angered the beast within him.Â
His scent bowls over you, sending you scrambling back out of instinct. The prickling at the back of your neck intensifies and you try to clear your head, preparing you for this fight. You donât stand a chance, you know that. Going off instinct alone, he could overpower you easily.Â
Despite everything in your brain telling you to run away, you do the opposite, racing towards him. He catches you before you can hit him, your feet leaving the ground as he slams you into the mat. You kick and claw at him, catching him in the ribs but it doesnât even seem to phase him.Â
âWhat was your plan?â He growls, pressing harder against your chest as he keeps you pinned. âTry to take me off my feet? Iâm bigger and stronger than you. Thatâs never going to work.âÂ
âThen stop being such a dick!â You yell, landing a kick against his hip. âYouâre just a bully. A big bully. Youâre just like my dad!âÂ
Both of you freeze at your words, your eyes wide as you stare up at him. His hand closes around the neck of your tanktop and for half a moment youâre scared he might sink his hand in and pull your spine right out through your chest. Instead he releases you, pushing himself up with a growl and making for his shoes.Â
You push yourself up onto your elbows, watching as he slips them on, grabbing his things before leaving out the door.Â
You stare at the door wide eyed as it slams closed. Youâre still laying there, chest heaving. You stare at it, half expecting it to open back up, for him to come back. He wouldnât leave you alone, would he? Heâs not supposed to. Youâre supposed to have one of them with you at all times.Â
You push yourself up onto shaky legs, slowly approaching the door, half expecting it to fly back open. Maybe heâs just standing right outside, maybe heâs just taking a breath and clearing his head. The handle is cold against your heated skin as you pull it open, sticking your head out.Â
The hallway is empty.Â
You quickly duck back inside, closing the door. He wouldnât leave you. He wouldnât leave you. Maybe he went to the bathroom. Maybe he just needed a moment to clear his head. Maybe heâs coming back.Â
You sink onto the bench, trying to control your breathing as it starts to get heavy. You can feel that buzzing sensation in your head, your fingers and toes starting to go numb with panic. The one time you leave your phone behind, itâs the one time you need it. Maybe heâs coming back.Â
You continue to sit there, waiting, fingers trembling as you put your shoes back on. Someone has to notice your absence eventually. Someone will notice youâre not in your room and youâre not answering your phone. Someone will come looking.Â
Or is this a test?Â
Youâre panicking now, breaths coming in short gasps. You canât just walk out of here using the front door. Thereâs alphas and betas crawling all over the gym and there could be a hundred between you and the barracks now. Someone will stop you. Someone will make a scene.Â
You canât reach the windows. Even then, they donât open and it would be a straight drop to the ground on the other side. You canât go out the front, but thereâs an emergency exit just a few feet down the hallway the other direction. The medical center is the closest building to the gym. Even if Dr. Keller isnât in her office this early, any of them would be the most likely to help you, to alert Price to your abandoned state.Â
You have to get out of the gym. Your scent will reach the others in the building eventually, and someone will take notice. Someone will be bold enough to come after the lone omega. Youâre panicking, your entire body trembling. Just out the door to the left and through the emergency exit. Then itâs just a few hundred yards to the medical center and then down the hall to Dr. Kellerâs office.Â
You can make it. You spent three months running with the CIA. Speed has always been your strength. Get out the door before anyone notices. You have to get out before someone notices and blocks your exit.Â
Your mind goes blank as you throw open the door, feet slipping as you race around the corner and down to the emergency door. You donât even feel the ache in your shoulder as you jam yourself against the door, not caring if it sets off an alarm as you shove your way out to the cool morning air. Your feet move without your brain needing to tell you as you sprint towards the medical building. Thereâs no one outside, no one milling in the area. No one sees you as you race through the doors, the automatic sliding doors almost catching you as you speed through them and down the hall. Your shoes squeak on the laminate floor, squealing as you slide to a stop in front of Dr. Kellerâs office.Â
You donât even check if the light is on before youâre frantically knocking. Your breaths are coming in shallow gasps, black dots dancing in your vision as you fight to get air into your lungs. You need to be somewhere safe, you need somewhere safe before you pass out. You canât pass out in the hallway. Itâs not safe.Â
You nearly fall as the door swings open, stumbling into the office. Dr. Keller says your name but you barely hear it, your legs giving out. She catches you before you fall, easing you into a chair. You sink into the plushness, shaking violently as you stare at her with wide, panicked eyes.Â
âWhat is it?â She asks. âWhat happened?âÂ
âHe...he left me!â You sob, your body starting to curl in on itself. âHe...he just left me!âÂ
Dr. Kellerâs voice sounds far away as she speaks, your vision starting to tunnel. You barely register the blanket being draped around your shoulders, the soft fabric tickling your cheeks.Â
You donât hear Dr. Keller on the phone, far too gone in your distress to hear the urgency in her normally calm and composed tone.Â
Dr. Keller opens the door almost as soon as the knock sounds. Price is slightly out of breath, having reached the office faster than she had expected him to.Â
âSheâs in distress.â Dr. Keller explains as she lets Price into the office, shutting and locking the door behind him. âI need you to be clear headed.â She tells the alpha. âWe can worry about why later, right now we need to get her calmed down, understood?âÂ
âYes, Doctorâ He nods, fighting the urge to recoil at the sharp bitter tang of omega distress heavy in the air.Â
Heâs angry, beyond angry but he knows he canât let that take over right now.Â
âYouâll need to hold her.â Dr. Keller says, approaching where youâre sitting on the chair. Youâre hunched over, arms clutched to your chest as you gasp and wheeze, almost hyperventilating. âIt might be easiest on the floor.âÂ
Itâs like moving a stone statue as he takes you into his arms, muscles tense and joints locked as your body attempts to protect itself. He sinks to the floor with you in his lap, wrapping his arms around you to support you.
âSlow deep breaths.â Dr. Keller pushes your head against his chest. âGet her to copy you. If her blood pressure gets too high, or she passes out we might risk losing her to her omega, and that will be dangerous for all of us.âÂ
âI know.â Price says as he puts a hand on your head, keeping you against his chest. âIâve seen it happen.â He presses his cheek against the top of your head, taking slow, even breaths. âCome on, sweetheart. Alphaâs got you. Need you to breathe for me.âÂ
Dr. Keller slips a blood pressure monitor around your arm, fighting the stiffness of your limbs as she sticks a pulse monitor to your chest. Price continues to speak to you, trying to get you to relax.
Slowly as the minutes pass, your breathing begins to slow. Dr. Keller monitors your blood pressure and heart rate, watching it slowly begin to come down as the presence of your alpha soothes your distressing omega.Â
âThere we go.â Dr. Keller says, squeezing your arm gently.Â
Your breathing slows, but your breaths are still heavy and shaky as you slowly begin to sink into Priceâs hold, your muscles slowly relaxing from their tense state. You let out a high-pitched whine as the discomfort begins to set in, tears leaking from your eyes.Â
âI know.â Dr. Keller says gently. âYouâre doing so good.âÂ
You begin to shake uncontrollably again, Price tightening his hold around you. His hand moves to the back of your neck instinctively, gently massaging the tense muscles.Â
âItâs just the adrenaline.â Dr. Keller explains, moving to the closet and pulling out a stuffed bear. She kneels back down, working your arms away from your chest just enough that she can slip the bear into your arms. âSqueeze that for me.â She says, pushing on your arms until you take over, squeezing the bear to your chest.Â
Youâre still crying as the shaking slowly begins to subside, another whine leaving your lips. You continue to squeeze the bear to your chest, brows pulling into a frown.Â
âDonâ feel good.â You slur, taking a deep breath in.Â
âI know, honey, I know.â Dr. Keller says, squeezing your leg. âYou did really good, coming down from that. Just keep breathing and relaxing for me.âÂ
You continue to follow Priceâs breathing, trying to will your muscles to relax in your exhausted state. Price continues stroking the back of your neck, his heart thumping steadily beneath your ear.Â
âOne more squeeze on your arm and then I can take the monitor off.â Dr. Keller says, taking your blood pressure one more time. âItâs normal if sheâs a bit achy and sore for a couple days.â She explains to Price. âShe might be a bit disoriented later too. The best thing she can do is rest and someone should stay with her at all times just in case.âÂ
Price leans his chin against your head, fighting the anger building within him. Something happened to cause this, and he has an inkling as to what it was. He tightens his hold around you as you sink into him even more, the shaking starting to subside.Â
âYou donât sedate for distress?â He asks as Dr. Keller removes the heart monitor and the blood pressure cuff from you.Â
Dr. Keller shakes her head. âSedation can make distress worse in some cases. Itâs jarring and disorienting and in some cases the omega might wake up and continue distressing. Itâs only useful in cases of an actual medical emergency, or if thereâs no alpha to provide a sense of safety and the omega starts to take over. Then they become a danger to everyone around them and themselves.âÂ
âI know how devastating that can be.â He says, staring down at you. âThe worst people in the world like to use omegas as shields and bait. Sometimes thereâs no other way...they get caught in the middle of bullets flying and explosions. The scent of blood and fear around them.â He shakes his head. âEven if they survive that, even if you save them, itâs too much and you just lose them to the omega.âÂ
âIt makes me sick.â Dr. Keller shakes her head. âTheyâre human beings just like you and me and they get treated like chattel. Theyâre seen as nothing but property and valued only by what they can be used for. Omegas are incredible beings. In ancient cultures they were revered, worshiped. Some cultures believed they were closest to the gods, and some thought they were gods sent to earth to bless those that deserved it. How far humanity has fallen.âÂ
âYou have a lot of respect for omegas.â Price says.Â
âRespect, love, care. Someone in this world has to. Thatâs why I became a specialist.â Dr. Keller smiles. âDidnât think Iâd end up here, but if I can help even just one omega, thatâs more than enough for me.â She pushes herself up to stand. âLetâs get her back to the barracks. Sheâll be more comfortable in a familiar atmosphere.âÂ
Price pushes himself to stand, keeping you close to his chest. Dr. Keller locks her office behind her before following Price as he carries you from the medical center.Â
âShe needs to eat.â Dr. Keller says. âShe wonât feel like it, but she needs the calories after that. She might be emotional and resistant for a bit, but once sheâs fully awake sheâll be alright. Well...that might be a bad way to describe it. If anything happens, or she starts getting worse. Call me.âÂ
âI will.â Price tightens his grip for a moment, pushing down the anger. He canât let it take over yet. He still has you to take care of. He still has his omega to look after.Â
Dr. Keller opens the door to the barracks for him, watching him walk down the hallway for a moment before turning and leaving.Â
Price opens your door, carrying you into your room. He lays you on your bed, making sure youâre comfortable before he steps back out the door. The scent of distress is heavy on him still, as is his building anger.Â
âMacTavish! Garrick!â He shouts, both of the betaâs doors opening almost immediately. âHave either of you seen Lieutenant Riley this morning?âÂ
Johnny frowns, both of them approaching the obviously agitated alpha. âNaw, I havenae seen him all morninâ.âÂ
âI thought he was training this morning.â Kyle says, a frown pulling at his brows too. âDid something happen?âÂ
He steps back into your room, the two betas following. Kyle sucks in a breath as he stares at you laying there, seemingly peacefully but the quickly suffocating scent tells him otherwise. He moves to your side, sinking down on the edge of the bed next to you.Â
âWhaâ happened?â Johnny asks, a subtle tremble to his voice.Â
âThere was an incident this morning.â Price says, digging into the very depths of his training to keep his head on straight. âSent her into distress.âÂ
âThat bastard.â Johnny growls. âWhen I find him-âÂ
âEasy.â Price says, putting a hand on the betaâs chest to stop him from his rampage. âYou and I are going to get some food and then come back here. Garrick, you stay with our girl. If anything starts to go wrong, you call Dr. Keller first, then me. Then, Iâve got ghost hunting to do.âÂ
âYe sure weâre alright, beinâ in her nest like this?âÂ
âItâs not much of a nest. Besides, our girl needs us.âÂ
ââS cozy, thatâs for sure.âÂ
âCould get used to it.âÂ
You have no control over the whine thatâs pulled from your chest as youâre thrust into consciousness. You feel a bit like youâve been hit by a truck, tossed from an airplane with no parachute, and like you just ran a marathon with no training, all at once.Â
âEasy, love.âÂ
Hands smooth over your face, calluses rough on your burning skin. You feel hot, yet not warm enough at the same time. Your skin is prickling, needing freedom but to be held tighter than you already are. Someone is in front of you, their hand the one on your face. Someone else is behind you, wrapped around your back, arms keeping you held tightly against them.Â
âCan ye open yer eyes for me, pretty girl?âÂ
Your eyelids feel like theyâre made of lead. You donât want to. You want to keep your eyes closed and sink back into oblivion where nothing hurts and youâre not confused. You let out another quiet whine before you force your eyes open, staring up at the blurry shape above you.Â
âThatâs it, lovely.â Soap says, his fingers still stroking your face. âThatâs a good girl.âÂ
âSoap?â You whine, your voice cracking.Â
He shushes you, tucking your face against his neck, letting you inhale his scent. âWe've got ye, lamb.â
Another hand trails down your arm, gently squeezing. You're sore, even your breaths make your body ache.Â
âYou remember what happened, love?â Gaz says quietly, his hand the one gently stroking your arm.Â
You inhale sharply, trying to clear the fog in your mind. âGhost...â You breathe, the images coming to your mind but the words are lost. âLeft me.âÂ
âAye.â Soap says, sounding hurt and disappointed. âHe was being a right bastard and left ye in the gym alone. Ye ran for the med center. Found the doctor.âÂ
âI...â You take a shaky breath, remembering the panic, the feeling of getting further and further from your body. âI was distressing.â
Gaz hums, wrapping his arms around you. âYou distressed, love. Dr. Keller got Price in there in time, worked you through it.â
You let out a shaky breath, letting yourself go limp between them. It makes sense why you feel so awful, why your head is swimming. âWhat time is it?â
âJust after lunch.â Gaz says.Â
âGave us hell tryinâ tae feed ye.â Soap says. âHalf fightinâ us, half out of it.âÂ
âGhost?â You ask, almost afraid to find out the answer.Â
âGot quite the verbal lashing from Cap'n Price.â Soap says. âWas gone for an hour yellinâ at him.â
It doesn't feel like enough, but you won't admit that out loud. You lean back against Gaz, letting both of their scents wash over you.Â
âHow do you feel, love?â Gaz asks.Â
âHurts.â You murmur, wrapping an arm around Soap.Â
âI know. I'm sorry you had to go through this.â Gaz says pressing a kiss to the back of your head. âJust relax, love. We've got you.âÂ
You let your eyes slip closed again, relaxing between the two betas. You don't care that they're in your room, squished together in your bed with you. You need them and their support.Â
You'd prefer having Price too, but you wonât dare say that out loud.
You fade in and out of sleep, letting them help you up a couple times as they move around, and move you around, helping you stretch to ease the ache in your joints and muscles. You wind up laying on Soap as Gaz goes to get dinner, his arms wrapped around your middle as you rest on his chest.Â
âI am sorry about Simon.â He says quietly, lips brushing your forehead.Â
âDonât apologize for him.â You murmur. âIt was partially my fault. I was egging him on.âÂ
âHe shouldnae done thaâ though.â Soap says. âLeavinâ ye like that. âS dangerous, and not just for you.âÂ
âI did good. I got out without running into anyone.â You say, trying to reassure yourself before you lose it again.Â
âYou did perfectly.â A voice says, making you jump.Â
Soap gently rubs your back as you blink up at Price. Heâs standing in the doorway, holding two trays of food. You hadnât even heard the door open.Â
âGo on and eat in the mess, Johnny.â Price says, setting the trays on your desk. âIâve got her for now.âÂ
Soap gently eases you off of him, pressing a kiss to your forehead before leaving you alone with Price. He carries over a tray, setting it on your nightstand before kneeling down in front of you. He turns on your lamp, illuminating the room more than it was with your nightlight and the fading light outside.Â
âHow do you feel?â He asks, taking your hand in his.Â
âSore.â You say, squeezing his fingers. âBut less than I was earlier. Moving around helped.â You sniffle, wiping the tear that escapes. âA bit weepy too.âÂ
Price smiles softly at you. âThatâs expected. Iâd be more worried if you werenât.â He cups your face. âYou did the right thing, taking the back exit and going for Dr. Kellerâs office.âÂ
âWas closer.â You murmur. âLess risk of running into someone.âÂ
Price nods. âI doubt anyone would have stopped you, but that is still a risk.â He grabs the tray from the nightstand. âEat up. I know you donât feel like it, but you need it.âÂ
Itâs almost like he read your mind. He moves to your desk, sitting in the chair. The food looks less appetizing than usual, but you know heâs right. Omegas expend a lot of energy while in distress. Youâll feel better if you eat. From the sounds of it, Gaz and Soap had attempted to feed you while you were still out of it, though youâre not sure how successful they were.Â
You eat mostly in silence, but you donât mind. You donât have the brain power to think enough for a conversation, and youâre more than happy to just bask in Priceâs calming presence.Â
Gaz and Soap return after dinner, Price taking his leave again. Youâre sure heâs busy, especially after this incident, but you canât help but feel the sting of it just a bit. He had helped you through your distress, calming you down. You want him to lay next to you, to hold the back of your neck and remind you that heâs here, that heâs got you.Â
That heâll never leave you like that.Â
Instead you curl up between Soap and Gaz, letting the calming present of betas relax you back to sleep.Â
Youâre not sure what time it is when you wake up. Soap is gone, but Gaz is still pressed against your back, breathing evenly. You grab one of the phones off the nightstand, glancing at the time. Itâs just past one a.m. Youâre feeling thirsty again, and like you need to stretch your legs. Gaz is coiled around you, and youâre not sure how to get out without waking him up. You donât want to disturb him, and you want a second to breathe and clear your head without the influence of his scent.Â
You carefully roll away enough to grab the strawberry pillow off the floor from where it likely rolled after Soap left. You slowly ease it between your bodies until heâs wrapped around the pillow, settling with a sigh. You let out a quiet breath, rising from the bed slowly and padding quietly to the door. Your eyes are on him as you unlock it, slipping out quickly. You leave it cracked open before sneaking down the hallway towards the rec room.Â
Itâs quiet in the barracks, almost eerily so as you slip into the empty room, heading for the fridge. You stand there, half debating on a beer instead of water. Perhaps a little alcohol might numb at least some of the ache in your joins, or at least clear your mind a bit. You hate the taste of beer, though, and Gaz would know immediately.Â
You sigh, grabbing a water, the back of your neck prickling as you stand up. You close the fridge door, whirling around, a scream caught in your throat.Â
âAre you going to scream?â Ghostâs voice rumbles from behind his mask. Heâs standing just inside the rec room, blocking the doorway.Â
âAre you going to hurt me?â You ask, flattening yourself against the fridge.Â
âWhy would I do that?â He has the gaul to sound almost confused.Â
âYou seemed pretty eager to this morning.â You say, clutching the water bottle to your chest. âYou abandoned me.âÂ
âI didnât. I was right behind you the whole time, until you went into the med center.â He explains, as if itâs the simplest thing in the world.Â
âWell how was I supposed to know that?â You snap, getting agitated by the alpha and how heâs treated you thus far. âYou just up and left me by myself in a vulnerable place. How was I supposed to know you were still there? For all I knew you were halfway back to the barracks. Was I just supposed to blindly trust that you would be there, that you would follow me if I decided to brave walking past a bunch of worked up alphas? I canât trust that. I canât trust you like that.âÂ
âWhy not?âÂ
âBecause you havenât given me a reason to!â You almost shout it, just managing to keep control over your volume so you donât accidentally wake the others. âYou donât like me, you keep treating me like shit. Just going off of that, I wouldnât put it past you to just up and leave me to fend for myself.âÂ
âI wouldnât.âÂ
âBut you did! You did today! You put me in danger! I distressed because of you! I havenât distressed since-â You cut yourself off, deflating a bit at your near slip of words. Youâre not sure you want to open that can of worms, allow for that kind of vulnerability with the alpha that had nearly killed you earlier. But, maybe you do need that kind of vulnerability. Maybe he needs it. âSince I was taken to the institute.â You finish, feeling yourself deflating a bit.Â
Tears prick at your eyes, his own figure visibly deflating a bit. That scent is back, the one from a couple nights ago when you had run into him in a similar situation. You want out of here, you want back to the safety of doors around you, doors that could be opened and Ghost pulled from you easily if needed.Â
âMove.â You say, bravely squaring up to the alpha blocking you in.Â
He says your name like a warning, not budging an inch.Â
âMove!â You shout, going for his middle with your shoulder, but heâs faster, catching you before you can hit him.Â
âCalm down.â He growls, trying to hold your squirming form.Â
One scream. One scream and the others would be on you. How quickly could Ghost act, though? How quickly could his hand close around your throat and squeeze, or maybe even twist?Â
âCalm down!â He growls again, forcing you backwards.Â
Your feet slip on the tile, sending you back onto your back. You wince at the jolt to your already sore body, the air leaving your lungs in a harsh gasp. Ghost sinks down to the floor next to the couch, leaning against the side of it like he canât bear to hold himself up anymore.Â
âIt was a long time ago.â He starts, the tiredness evident in his voice. His eyes are on the floor in front of you, not even looking up as you push yourself up onto your elbows. âBack when I was a newly made Sergeant. My first deployment, first mission. We were hunting a man, real scum of the earth, chasing him through the jungle.âÂ
You almost want to stop him, unsure if he can even be telling you this, but you canât bring yourself to say anything.Â
âThings got complicated when he swept through a village, picked up all the local omegas. He was using them as human shields. We cornered him in some run down shack. Him, his men, and the poor omegas. The commanding officer in charge of the mission started hostage negotiations, tried to get him to let the omegas go. He knew heâd lost, heâd never get out of there without being captured or killed.â Ghost shakes his head, letting out a heavy breath. âSo he agreed. The commanding officer had to have known. We all should have known.âÂ
He goes silent, the quiet of the barracks and the world outside almost eerie. Youâre sitting up now, almost holding your breath in anticipation. Youâre not sure heâs ever spoken this much to you at once before, much less something thatâs obviously so vulnerable, and potentially confidential.Â
âHe sent the omegas out in all directions, running straight at us. We were ordered to stay where we were. We couldnât run out there, we couldnât help them.â His hands close into fists, his scent souring. âThey started firing at the omegas. There was one running straight at me. I still remember her, the look on her face. The fear in her eyes as she raced towards me.â He squeezes his eyes shut. âI remember how the blood felt splattering on my face. The bullet shot right past my ear. She fell close enough I could have reached out and touched her. Clean shot right through the back of her head.âÂ
He shakes his head, finally looking at you. Tears have gathered in your eyes as you stare at him. His scent is sour, tinged with the tanginess that you had smelled a couple nights ago when he ran into you coming back from the rec room.
Fear.Â
That scent is fear.Â
âI still think about it. What if I had disobeyed orders? What if I had just reached out to help her? Would she have made it? Could we have brought at least one omega back to that village? Would the bullet have hit me instead?â He lets out a long breath. âI still have nightmares about it. See it clear as day, that look on her face seconds before her life ended.âÂ
Youâre moving, crawling closer to him. He doesnât move, not even a blink or a flinch as you get closer and closer until youâre in front of him, close enough to see the light blonde color of his lashes. He still wonât look at you, his gaze on the floor as you sit in front of him.Â
âYou saw me.â You say softly, not needing him to explain further. âInstead of some omega, it was me in your dream. Youâre afraid. Thatâs why you treat me the way you do. Youâre scared if you get close to me, if you allow me into the pack, allow me into this life, that something like that will happen to me. Thatâs why you were afraid that night, when I went to the rec room to grab water. You woke up from a nightmare about me.âÂ
He doesnât say anything, but you donât need him to. Youâre beginning to understand him now. One moment of vulnerability and the complex specter that is Ghost is beginning to become clearer and clearer to you. Heâs beginning to take shape, forming out of the mists of confusion and aggression that have plagued you since your arrival in his life.Â
âThat doesnât make what you did okay.â You say, breaking the eerie silence again. âIt doesnât make the way you treat me okay, but I guess...I guess I can understand why now. Why youâre so hard on me, why you resist my mere existence here. You donât have to like me, Iâd just like you to be nice to me a little bit. Youâre never going to convince Soap not to pursue anything, so, youâre just going to have to get used to me being around.âÂ
The corners of his eyes crease. Itâs a half a second of movement, but you manage to catch it. He finally lifts his gaze to meet yours, eyes emotionless as they usually are when they look at you.Â
âI still donât forgive you for what you did.â You say, staring up at him. âAnd I donât trust you,â You pull your knees up to your chest. âBut I suppose I was also a bit at fault, saying those things to you.âÂ
âI deserved it.â He says. âI was being a dick.âÂ
Your brows raise as you stare at him. âAre you...apologizing?âÂ
âDonât rub it in.â He says, the warning clear in his tone.Â
âWell, I guess itâs a start.â You say. âI should probably get back to bed before Gaz notices Iâm gone.âÂ
Ghost lets out a huff. âIâm surprised you escaped without him noticing.âÂ
You shrug, pushing yourself up to stand slowly. âHeâs snuggling a stuffed strawberry right now, so...that probably says a lot about one of us and Iâm not sure which is worse.âÂ
âCome on.â Ghost motions with his head. âLast thing we need is another panic at 2 am.âÂ
âAnother panic?â You ask, dropping your voice to a whisper as you leave the rec room.Â
Ghost chuckles. âYouâll have to ask Johnny about that one.âÂ
You stare at him for a moment as you stand in front of your cracked door. âGoodnight, Ghost.âÂ
He nods to you before you slip in, closing and locking the door. He stands there, listening to the bed shift as you crawl back into Kyleâs hold. He can picture the way the betaâs limbs coil around you like a snake. Would you lie facing him and cling to him like a koala? Or would you prefer facing away from him, letting him envelop you in a feeling of security and protection?Â
Ghost shakes his head, inhaling the faint whiff of your scent still in the air before he turns, staring at his door for a moment before moving back down the hall, slipping into Johnnyâs room instead.Â
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I just saw that ur asks were emptied, idk if u remember but I had requested like innocent Bambi reader with Pervy step bro rafe, getting caught or something like this haha, I donât remember everything but I think this was it
warnings: stepcest, sneaking around, heavy petting, unprotected sex, wheezie being a detective
a/n: yes, i remember anon!! i hope you like how this came out <3
âwait, wait, everyone is still awake!â you whispered, giggling softly as rafe closed your bedroom door. âplease, i canât wait any longer, iâll go crazy if i have to use your panties to fuck my hand again.â he grabbed your ass, harshly gripping the flesh before littering your neck with kisses. âwhat are you talking about?â you sighed, eyes fluttering shut. âitâs nothing, baby, forget that i mentioned it.â rafe backed you up until the back of your knees met the edge of your bed. âyou want to help me out with something?â he looked down at you, stroking your bottom lip with his thumb.
you nodded, allowing him to place your hand over the tent in his jeans. âyou feel this? it hurts so bad, i need you to make me feel better. can you do that?â you peered up at him through your eyelashes, taking his digit into your mouth. âyes..â. within the next five minutes, rafe had your thighs pinned on either side of your head as he pounded into you at an unforgiving speed. âshhh, please stay quiet baby.â he threaded his fingers with yours, admiring the way your tits bounced with each one of his thrusts. âmâtrying!â you cried softly, struggling not to let out an occasional whimper.
rafe kissed you in hopes to muffle the pretty sounds falling from your lips. âyou can be as loud as you want when itâs just us two, okay?â you nodded, wrapping your arms around his neck as he rested his forehead on your shoulder. âyou have no idea how bad iâve wanted to have you under me like this. iâve woken up hard as fuck all because i dreamt of you taking my cock the night before.â you moaned at his revelation, his hand coming up to tuck your hair behind your ear. ârub your clit for me.â you did as he said, the added stimulation making you clench around his length.
just as you were about to tell him you were close, a knock sounded from the other side of the door. both of you froze, eyes wide as wheezieâs voice cut through the air. ây/n? are you okay in there?â she asked, the door knob rattling as you and rafe scrambled to get your clothes back on. âlook, tomorrow everyone is gonna be out for dinner, make something up and say that youâre sick so you donât have to go.â rafe kissed you, cursing under his breath. âhello?! y/n open the door!â you mumbled a quick âokay!â before ushering rafe out. âchill out, wheez.â wheezie looked up at rafe confusingly.
âwhat is he doing in here? and why was the door locked?â she looked at you suspiciously, making your heart beat wildly in your chest. âoh! i had just borrowed his laptop for something. i mustâve locked the door on accident.â you smiled nervously, feeling small under her gaze. âanyways! i was just gonna see if you wanted to help me bake some cookies for my school thing on friday?â desperate to change the subject, you nodded frantically, hoping she wouldnât ask anymore questions. âyes, that sounds fun! what kind of cookies did you have in mind?â you leaned against the doorframe.
she glanced past you, her eyes narrowing. âumm.. why is your bed like that?â
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âhoney, iâm home!â except your husband is (slightly) homicidal â¤ď¸
"hello, darling." your husband greets you so sweetly on the porch, a cloying smile plastered on his lips, and a mismatched bouquet of multicoloured daisies, valerians and dying hyacinths clutched in his hands, stained with crimson. "i'm home."
"and what sort of time do you call this, my love?" you return his smile with one of your own. there is something dark and deep in his shallow eyes as he watches you delicately reach for the beautiful, bloodied flowers. "it's well past midnight."
"sorry, sweetheart, i promise i tried to be back before dinner." the soft light of the moon above drapes him in an eerie, haunting glow; illuminating his beautiful features. his eyelashes form soft, dark shadows across his cheeks, looking like long, long scratches.
humming in response to his statement, you bring the mismatched bouquet of flowers closer to your chest, only barely grazing the petals painted in shades of vermillion with the tips of your fingers; a pleased little glint in your own gaze as you watch him, standing still in the doorframe, eyes closed.
"but you must know how hard it is," your husbandâs gorgeous eyes flutter open, glittering with mirth. "to climb out of your own grave, right?"
a laugh spills past lips that stretch into a smile as you lean in and softly press a lingering kiss to his jaw. "oh, you absolute angel! if you think climbing out was hardâ"
your husband reaches his hand out to gently wipe the blood from your own lips with the back of his bruised hand, raw, scraped knuckles brushing over your skin with a gentleness he reserves solely for you, as you let the flowers fall from your hands; the pretty petals heâd picked out for you curl in on themselves, as this time, his lips find yours first.
"âthen you weren't there when i dug it."
his amusement comes in the sound of a deep, low laughter that has you pushing all the parts of your body you know he loves most right up and against him. he welcomes the feeling, greedy hands reaching out to grab you in all the right places; the facade of a gentler man all but forgotten with the way he looks down at you, like a man long starved.
âyou could dig a thousand graves for me,â he confesses with a whisper, âand iâd still crawl out and find my way back home to you, my love.â
you roll your eyes, throw your arms over his shoulders and bat your lashes; you revel in the way he tenses at the sight, wonder whose blood is all over his handsome face and wandering hands tonight, before deciding you donât quite care enough to ask.
instead, another question leaves your lips, and itâs definitely one heâs all too willing to answer, âoh, will you just kiss me already, you horrid man?â
and because your darling husband can never quite bring himself to say no to you; heâs all too happy to oblige.
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i prefer it, actually
summary: after being called in the middle of the night, megumi comes over to take care of you while you're drunk
[ loner!megumi x popular!reader ]
cw: college au, f!reader, sorority!reader, pure fluff, intoxicated reader, party but mostly going on in the background, throwing up, aged up characters
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âHello?â Megumi answered the phone in a confused haze, the blaring ringtone waking him up from his deep sleep.
âMegumi? I think you should come down here.â The voice that greeted him wasnât one he recognised, and his confusion only strengthened when he checked the caller ID to see a picture of you.
âWho is this?â He asked, slowly rubbing the sleep out of his eyes as he sat up in his bed.
In the background, he heard muffled music interrupted by a loud gag. âItâs Kasumi.â
Kasumi? There was something scarily familiar about that name, and after a few silent moments of thought he connected the dots, remembering she was a part of your sorority.
And as the pieces fell together, the concern started to fill his body, serving almost as an alarm clock as his sleepiness become nothing but a distant memory in a matter of seconds. âIs she okay?â
âWellâŚâ Kasumi trailed off on the other end of the phone before another horrible gag interrupted the line. âSheâs just really drunk.â
His shoulders dared relax just an tad. âIâll be there in fifteen minutes,â he sighed before another sickening sound he only assumed was you hunched over a toilet bowl. Some of his worry had settled when he knew you werenât in any immediate danger at least, but he also knew he wouldnât be able to sleep again until he was certain you were safely in bed.
As he promised, fifteen minutes later he walked through the door of your sorority, the party still in full swing as he bullied himself through the thick crowd to get to the stairs.
God, he couldnât stand this. Too many people shoved into a house where the mere concept of personal space was long abandoned. Obnoxious music that was so loud you were unable to hear your own thoughts â and not to mention how incredibly annoying people got when drinking.
Therefore he could not for the life of him fathom why you loved it so much. Only a handful of times had he accompanied you to parties like this, and you always managed to have a good time. That might be the only thing he has ever found himself liking with these things; seeing how much you enjoyed yourself.
So for the most part, he just decided to stay in when you wanted to go out so he wouldnât ruin your evening by moping around, constantly checking the time to see when it was acceptable for him to go to bed. He didnât want to be that boyfriend who stopped you from doing the things you liked just because he didnât want to.
When he reached your room, his head cleared up as the people and music from downstairs was shut out, transforming into muffled background noise through the floor. He placed three knocks on your bathroom door before it creaked open, spotting the blue haired girl he assumed had to be Kasumi. âHey,â he whispered, leaning against the doorframe as she opened the door further.
âThank god youâre here. Sheâs been begging for you for like two hours,â she groaned, not hesitating to walk out of the bathroom so she could return to the festivities. "I think she's pretty much finished in there, just tired now."
He cleared his throat. âThanks for taking care of her,â he said awkwardly as she was about to exit your room.
âOf course,â she smiled sweetly. âShe would have done the same for me,â and she was gone.
He turned back around, pushing the door fully open to reveal you just in the position he had excepted. Your hair was tied back in a ponytail, makeup slightly smudged from throwing up for who knew how long, a constant little shiver running through your body.
âHow you hanging in there?â He asked, a small amused smirk creeping up on his face.
Lifting your head from where it was resting on your arm, you turned to look at him, face lighting up the second your eyes landed on him. âMegumi, youâre here!â You nearly cheered, both hands immediately extending towards him, needy for him to come join you on the floor.
He does as you wished, his hands instinctively stroking away the stray hairs that hung in front of your face, behind your ears. âFeeling okay?â
âBetter now that youâre here!â You slurred, flashing your teeth at him in a huge grin. The annoyance and frustration caused by the party below was quickly forgotten at the sight of you beaming at him. Even though you looked tired, appearance tainted by the evening, it did nothing to smother beauty. âI didnât think Iâd see you tonight.â You were clearly still intoxicated, eyelids droopy as you mumbled sentences he could barely make out.
âA little blue birdie told me you needed me, so,â he shrugged, as if it was nothing to think about.
âAwe, baby,â you squealed as you fell forward, head landing on his chest. âYouâre too good for me,â you sighed, melting into his body, the heat radiating off of him soothing the shiver present in your own body.
A gentle hand finds your upper arm to give it a light squeeze. âDo you think you can get up?â He felt the movement of your head agree to his request. He stands up first, grabbing ahold of your clammy hands and pulling you to your feet, instantly lacing his arm around your waist when you nearly fell over the second you were stood up. âEasy there,â he chuckled quietly.
âIâm fine!â You rushed in a high pitched tone, grabbing onto him for support, feeling the room spin a lot more now than when you were leaned over the toilet. When you werenât nuzzled up against his warm chest anymore, the tremble quickly found its way back to your muscles. ââm cold.â
âYouâre cold?â He asked for confirmation. You only nodded, bottom lip sticking out in a dramatic pout. âOkay,â he whispered to himself before letting go of you by the sink before walking into your room to get you something.
âNo, not that one!â You whined when he came back with one of your hoodies in his hands, earning you a confused frown from your boyfriend. âWant yours.â
He just rolled his eyes, acting as if he genuinely thought you were being a nuisance â but in reality, his heart did a little skip at the fact that you so persistently wanted to wear something of his instead.
At the foot of your bed he spotted a familiar hoodie, where youâd thrown it after waking up. Whenever the two of you didnât spend the night together, you made sure to have a piece of his clothing nearby so he didnât feel so terribly far away.
Could you be considered a clingy girlfriend? Probably â but you preferred the term devoted.
âThank youuuuu,â you cooed as he simply tilted his head to signal for you to raise your arms. You happily obliged and he pulled it over your head, a satisfied hum slipping out as you hugged your arms around yourself to take in the familiar scent of your boyfriend.
Without saying anything, he grabbed your toothbrush with one hand, and your face with the other to hold it still, fingers softly digging into your plush cheeks. He finds it surprisingly unproblematic to help you brush your teeth, suspecting your drunken state might actually have served as help, paralysing your usual restlessness.
He gently grabbed your hand and guided you back to your room again, but was abruptly halted when you decided to stop dead in your tracks. With pinched eyebrows, he turned to you.
âBabe, I canât go to bed with my makeup on.â You let go of his hand to retreat them into the sleeves of the sweater, hoping the warmth it usually provided would find you soon.
âOkay?â He asked, nervously moving his hand to his neck, rubbing it slightly as he waited for you to give him the right instructions.
âThereâs makeup wipes under the sink,â you said matter-of-factly.
âYes, maâam,â he answered under his breath and went to get the wipes. When he returned, he nearly stumbled over your limp body. During his short trip to the bathroom, you had suddenly decided to just lay down on your back in the middle of the floor. With another sigh, he positioned himself on his knees by your head before carefully lifting it into his lap.
He started with your eyes, lightly rubbing the wet wipe across your eyelids. It didnât take long before he managed to draw a drunken giggle from your lips. âWhat?â
âYouâre so gentle,â you opened your eyes to stare up at him, thinking he was upside down but you couldnât be too sure as the room was still spinning. The frown â you once had thought was a chronic condition â was very much present.
âI donât wanna pop your eyes out.â
You only laughed. âYouâre not gonna pop my eyes out. Câmon, you can put a little more pressure.â He let out a long and stressed exhale before going back to work, grimacing in fear as he did as youâd told him.
Eventually, the makeup came off, but you continued to lay completely still. You kept your head in his lap, eyes closed and a small smile ever present on your face.
âDid you have fun tonight?â His voice was soft, barely audible â especially with the banging from the bass downstairs seeping through the floor.
âMeh,â you said simply as you shrugged.
âOh?â
âYeah,â you breathed as you open your eyes to meet his gaze again. âYou werenât there.â He snorted, slightly rolling his eyes at your statement, believing you were only lying to make him feel better about coming all the way down to your sorority in the middle of the night.
âYeah, right. How much did you have to drink?â
âNo, Megs, Iâm serious,â you giggled as your hands acted on their own, raising to cup his cheeks. âThereâs only so much fun I can have when youâre not here.â
He felt his cheeks heat against your hands â you didnât seem to notice however. He always thought it strange, that even after the two of you became official, it didnât take a lot of effort from you to bring that redness to his face, a colour that had only grown familiar to his features after getting to know you.
âSure, so fun having me sulk at your heels all evening.â Thereâs nothing but sarcasm in his tone as he continued to try and hide his flushed cheeks.
âI donât mind,â you said softly as you gaze directly into his eyes, his blush only amplifying. âI prefer it, actually.â
His soft eyes roamed your face, lips slightly parted in awe. He still didnât understand how you, who was so sociable, always the life of the party, beyond stunning, had decided he was the one you wanted to be with. And time and time again you confirmed it to him that it was for real.
Without much more thought, he simply leaned forward to press a tender kiss on your lips, your lips curling up in a giddy smirk. You were unable to contain yourself, breaking the kiss by hiding your face behind your hands, strangling the sweet giggles spilling out of you.
âYou still make me nervous,â you said in between the cute sounds that was like music to his ears.
âI make you nervous?â He scoffed. âAlright, youâre clearly still drunk. Time for bed.â He gently tapped your shoulder, trying to get you to lift from his lap.
âYou can never take a compliment,â you grumbled, wearing the frown that was more often seen painted on his eyebrows. He didnât entertain your complaints, merely helping you up before leading you to your bed.
When he was about to turn around, your hand grabbed a hold of his wrist, surprised by the strength in your clutch. âNo, you gotta stay here tonight!â
âIâm not leaving,â he laughed. âIâm just going to get you some water,â he said as he grabbed your hand to force you to let go.
âOh.â
He canât help but shake his head a little. You were probably the only drunk person he liked â of course, he was biased. During the parties, you were so outgoing, in a way he always admired. And then, when it was time to turn in for the night, you became so incredibly cute.
After having fetched the glass, he returned to see you wrapped up in the covers, having pulled the hood over your head and nuzzled further into the clothing.
A content huff left his nose as he put the glass down on your nightstand before stripping down to his t-shirt and boxers, then he carefully climbed over you. He knew heâd only receive grumpy grunts of annoyance if he tried to shove you to sleep closest to the wall.
The second he closed his eyes, he felt you snake your arm tightly around his torso and burying your face against his back, wanting to consume as much of his body heat as possible. Two light taps on your hand caused you to loosen your grip before he wiggled to turn around so you were now burying your head in his chest instead.
A deep, much needed, breath filled your lungs before you simply melted into him as his arms wrapped around you, humming in satisfaction as his hands slowly began to rub your scalp.
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ËËËę° đ by anonymous user ęą. . . hello ! I really like your works, could I please request an insecure!reader with chuuya? and him fucking some sense into her? don't feel pressured to do this btw and feel free to ignore :D
ËËËę° đ note ęą. . . here u go, nonnie ! I really liked this idea and sorry for taking so long on this request đ anyway, hope you enjoy ~~
ËËËę° đ c/w ęą. . . (18+) n/sfw content, mentions of insecurities, body worshipper chuuya, praise, lowercase intended, hints of dumbfication, overstimulation, fingering, mirror sex, cunnilingus, chuuya eats it from the back !! đŁď¸đŁď¸& more + not proofread
summary. . . you've been feeling insecure about your body and started to wonder if you were really good enough for someone like chuuya? but no worries, your lover doesn't mind reminding you how much he loves your body and more importantly, you.
you sighed, staring at your reflection in the fancy full-body mirror in front of you; god, you looked horrendous. you didn't know how chuuya, one of, if not the most beautiful man you've ever met, love someone like.. you.
what you also didn't know, though, was that your beloved chuuya had been standing in the doorway the entire time, slender figure leaning against the doorframe as a dull pain throbbed in his heart while he watched, heard you pick apart your body like it was the ugliest thing you had ever seen. he watched as you ran your fingers up and down the parts you hated the most, a frown tugging at your lips as you muttered something about "not being pretty enough". he didn't understand why you'd say such things about your bodyâ all of those beautiful parts of yours that he cherished wholeheartedly.
you whipped your head around hearing the sound of the once slightly ajar bedroom door shut, your boyfriend entering the room. "hey doll, what're you up to?" chuuya's voice was heavy, laced with something you couldn't exactly put a finger on.
"hey, chuu," you smiled, though the action didn't meet your eyes. and chuuya could tell.
his eyes narrowed, gloved hands found their way around your waist, tugging you closer to himâ your back flush against his chest. when did he walk all the way across the room?
"y'know, I heard everything right?" he muttered into your neck, strong arms tightening around your figure as you gulped nervously. "chuuya Iâ" "you're fuckin' beautiful. so don't say hurtful shit about yourself 'cause it for sure ain't true," he cut you off, now pressing soft kisses on the back of your neck to your shoulders, gloved hands reaching up your shirt to knead and gently caress your soft skin.
a whimper caught in your throat as chuuya's hands found your breastsâ pushing your bra up to grope them under your shirt. "i love all parts of your body. fuck, you're so pretty. i'll fuckin' prove it to you if i have to."
"you see that, baby? see the way this pussy sucks my fingers in?" chuuya mused, now bare fingers plunging in and out of your sopping cunt as he had you spread in front of the giant mirror. "mm-! fuck, chuuâ!" you were cut off by your own moans, beads of sweat forming on your forehead, making the little strands of your baby hair stick to your skin. "shh, baby. just focus on the way i finger fuck this pretty cunt, yeah?" your lover's voice was muffled by the soft kisses he was busy pressing all over your nape and shoulders, moving your hair out of the way to make it easier.
you could see everything in the mirror, from the way chuuya's slim fingers disappeared inside of your pussy to how much of a mess you've already becomeâ glossy lips parted as loud moans and whines escape from your throat, the way your tits bounce and jiggle with each thrust of his digits. and hell, was it embarrassing. you jolted up when the tips of his appendages rubbed against that one spongey spot inside of your gooey wallsâ your jaw slacking as your eyes shut. only to receive a gentle but firm slap on your face from chuuya, "nuh-uh, baby. you're gonna watch how I please this beautiful body of yours," he growled lowly in your ear, fingers speeding up their pace as you twitch and whine in response. your vision was blurryâ but you could still make out the way your face contorts to one of pure bliss in your reflection.
"yeaahâ cum on these fingers, sweetheart," the ginger groaned as you soaked his fingersâ your slick running down his wrist and staining the bed sheets underneath, soft curses and his name spewing out of your mouth as his fingers slowed down, aiding you to ride out your orgasm.
you gasped when he abruptly pulled them out of your still sensitive cuntâ only to pop them in his mouth as he moaned from the taste of your juices melting on his tongue. "fuck, dollâ I gotta taste you, need'a make you cum on my tongueâ" he pushed you on your hands and knees before even finishing his sentenceâ a large hand pressing your back to a perfect arch, face down ass up.
"such a nice fuckin' ass," he groaned, fingers digging into the soft fat and spreading them as you whimper, pitifully clawing at the bed sheets. he playfully bit one of your globes, earning a whine in return which made him chuckle. chuuya's greedy hands ran down from your ass to your thighs, only to go back up to knead at your ass, "and these soft thighsâ god, I could kiss 'em for hours."
and as if to prove himself, he started littering kisses all over your inner thighs, hands still kneading your ass before giving it a firm spank, making you jump. "hah, and of courseâ" he smirked before making his way to your pussy, "this pretty fuckin' pussyâ prettiest one I've ever seen," he growled before diving in between your legsâ hungry lips wrapping around your clit as you gasp out from the feeling.
"fuâck! chuuyaâ!" you babbled, pussy still sensitive from your orgasm from earlier, his nose bumping against your slit as he runs his tongue in a zigzag motion across your clit. his fingers were spreading your ass apart for him, to get easy access to your sweet pussy that he wanted to devour so bad.
shamelessly nasty slurping noises came from between your parted thighs. your slick was already dripping down chuuya's chin as you tried your best to keep your gaze on the mirror, watching yourself getting eaten out from the back. fuck, your hair was a messâ your bare figure covered in bites and bruises that your boyfriend gave you, claiming it was his way of showing you were his. your makeup had been completely ruined; mascara running down your cheek in inky streaks, lipstick smudgedâ you looked utterly debauched, chuuya's favorite look on you.
a gurgled moan came out of your mouth when two fingers pushed inside of your sloppy pussy, the mafia executive's tongue now writing his name on your clit. a deep groan rumbled in his chest when you tried to run away from the feeling of his tongue and fingers on youâ pulling you back before harshly cracking a palm down on your left globe, before curling his fingers further into you. tears were falling freely from your eyes at this point, mouth dropped to an 'o' as you chanted his name like a prayerâ "chuuâ please, fuck! s'too muchâ!" you cried out, if it weren't for chuuya's death grip on you, you'd already have fallen face first into the matress.
"you canâ fuuckâ take it, sweet girl," chuuya moaned into your pussy, the vibrations of the sound making your toes curl and apparently that was the last straw for youâ "fuckfuck! 'm cummin'â cumminggâ!!" your eyes rolled back into your skull as you squirted all over chuuya's face, his own hips rutting into the mattress as his eyes widenâ he wasn't expecting you to do that.
chuuya gave your messy cunt a few more licks before kissing your clit, then pulling away. you looked back to see his face completely drenchedâ him licking his lips as he gave you a lopsided grin. "holy shit, baby. that was..." he muttered, still dazed as he ran his clean hand through his sweaty orange locks. you were still panting, chest heaving as you tried came down from the euphoric high before looking away in embarrassment, fingers fiddling with the sheetsâ then suddenly, you got slammed back against the bed. face down, ass up, again.
you heard a metal clinkâ likely his belt. the sound of expensive leather hitting the floor snapped you back into reality, he must've tossed the belt somewhere. it wasn't long before your thoughts got quickly cut off, chuuya's heavy tip slapping against your clit a few times as you whined, begging him to give you a rest but noâ he wasn't gonna stop until he was sure he fucked all those negative thoughts out of your mindâ wasn't gonna stop 'till all thoughts but his left that pretty little head of yours. you just had to sit still and take it, like the good girl you were.
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ęŁŕ§ BAD DECISIONS : LEE HEESEUNG â°âwhere, heeseung is bad down for his spy partner
FEATURING. agent!heeseung x agent!reader âââ ARCHIVE : smut, agent au oneshot 1OOOwc. WARNINGS oral sex, lots of bickering, cursing, fingering â
MINJI SAYS : hello tumblr ! my first fic on this account, i promise i'll make a sfw fluff fic tomorrow (> <)
YOU WERE METICULOUSLY CHECKING YOUR WEAPONS. while, heeseung leaned against the doorframe, a smirk playing on his lips, his eyes glued to you.
"you always get so serious before a mission, sweetheart," he drawled, pushing off the frame and sauntering towards you.
"someone has to be," you retorted, not bothering to look up. "unlike you, i don't rely on charm and dumb luck."
he chuckled, stopping behind you, his hands snaking around your waist. "ouch, darling. that hurts. but you know, my 'dumb luck' has gotten us out of some pretty sticky situations." his breath ghosted against your ear, "and itâs gotten me⌠closer to you."
you rolled your eyes, "get off me, we need to focus."
"or we could⌠refocus," he whispered.
you finally turned, meeting his gaze, "heeseungâŚ"
"you know you want to," he murmured, his fingers tracing the line of your jaw. "you've been looking at me all day."
"that's because you've been messing everything up all day," you hissed.
he laughed, maybe i just wanted your attention." he leaned in, his lips brushing against yours. "and now i have it."
the kiss was slow but quick, heeseung pulled back slightly, his eyes searching yours. "can i, baby?"
you knew what he was asking. the mission was tonight, a high-stakes at a lavish party. there was no time for⌠well this. but the pull of him was too strong to resist. "just⌠be quick," you breathed, your voice barely a whisper.
a grin spread across his face. "quick is not in my vocabulary, especially when it comes to you, you little brat."
he wasted no time, his hands moving to the zipper of your sleek black dress. it slid down smoothly, revealing the delicate lace of your black lacy bra. his eyes darkened as he took in the sight of the swell of your breasts, the soft curve of your cleavage peeking out from the lace. your nipples pressed against the fabric. âfucking hell,â he breathed, âyouâre driving me crazy.â
he unclipped your bra with a practiced flick of his wrist, letting it fall to the floor. his hands cupped your breasts, his thumbs teasing your nipples. you gasped, your head falling back, exposing the delicate curve of your neck. your breasts, full and round, spilled into his hands.
"you like that, don't you, you?" he whispered.
he pushed you back onto the plush hotel bed, following you down, his body hovering over yours. his fingers traced a path down your stomach, dipping below the waistband of your matching lace panties. he slipped two fingers inside you, already slick and hot, his thumb circling your clit. you moaned, your hips bucking against his hand, your breath coming in short, sharp gasps.
"fucking hell," he muttered again, "you're so wet for me."
he pulled off your panties, tossing them carelessly to the side. his gaze swept over your naked body, his eyes lingering on the curve of your hips.
he positioned himself between your legs, and you finally got the full view of him. his cock was thick and heavy, a dark, veined column straining against his pants before he'd even touched you. now, freed from his trousers, it stood erected. the head was a dark, dusky rose, glistening with pre-cum, and a thick vein pulsed visibly along its length.
heeseung began to move, his thrusts deep. you wrapped your legs around his waist, meeting his every move. the hotel room filled with the sounds of your ragged breaths, his low moans, and the soft slap of skin against skin.
"youâre such a fucking slut for me," he whispered, his voice hoarse, his breath hot against your skin. "i love it when youâre like this."
you bit your lip, your nails digging further into his back. heeseung followed soon after, his release a guttural groan.
"we should probably get ready for that party," he murmured, his voice laced with amusement.
you groaned, burying your face in his chest, the scent of his skin and his cologne filling your senses. "remind me to kill you later."
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okay i wanna see how aaron would react to reader being scared of a spider. like she sees a spider in the bathroom or something and screams and aaron runs in like âhoney, whatâs wrong?â and when he sees what made her scream heâs like ââŚy/n really? itâs smaller than your fingerâ or something like that !!
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PLEASE that's so cute cw; fem!reader, spiders, established relationship, aaron being fluffy and lighthearted teasing <3
a shriek came from further within the apartment, followed by a desperate and distressed, "aaron!"
"honey?" abandoning his current task, aaron's feet carried him quickly down the hallway, rounding the corner towards the bathroom. the door was wide open, revealing you perched atop the closed toilet.
"what are you-" he entered, his first instinct being to look down at the ground.
"no, there."
you pointed frantically at the sink's countertop, or more specifically, the corner where the counter met the wall. there, was a small (while you'd insist otherwise) brown spider, with its legs scrambling as it attempted to climb up the smooth, slippery marble.
aaron's eyebrows quirked quizzically, before furrowing into a highly amused line. "a spider?"
"yes." you said as your gaze shot to him, eyes wide. like, hello? obviously?
a small laugh shook through aaron's chest, leaning against the doorframe as his eyes returned to your current houseguest. "and it was necessary for you to get on up-"
"just get it, aaron, please." there was a despaired strain in your voice, as if he didn't, you'd have no choice but to succumb to tears.
"i will sweetheart, don't worry." he pushed off the frame, ripping a small piece of toilet paper from the roll. with complete ease, and no hesitation, he smushed the spider, prompting a wince to come from you.
from both the spider, and simply him interacting with it.
"wait," as aaron moved closer to dispose, you sidestepped to the tub, standing on the edge. you reached out, grabbing onto his bicep to maintain your balance.
"it's dead, honey."
"and what if it jumps back to life?"
"then i'm sure it's first order of business will be to attack you." he quipped back, his tone playful.
as aaron reached down to open the toilet lid, you took that as an opportunity to clamber onto his back. your arms wrapped tightly around his neck, legs around his waist, slipping down towards his thighs a bit without his usual, sturdy hold; you were going to stay as far away from that spider as you possibly could.
his strength didn't falter despite your unannounced action, dropping the deceased in and flushing. your cheek suddenly came flush to his, scooting your body up his back as much as you could manage, allowing you to watch it spiral down the drain.
once satisfied, and the toilet rumbling to a stop, you hopped off aaron's back, a bright smile forming on your face. "thank you." you cheesed, leaning up on your tiptoes to press your lips to his. "my hero."
"you're as bad as jack. worse even." aaron teased as a smile formed on his face. he grabbed your hand to guide you from the bathroom, clicking the light off behind the two of you.
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Hello there! I really enjoy your writing, I was wondering if you could write something where âSylus is very clingy and cannot spend a second apart from the mc physicallyâ? We chilling on the sofa? He is there pulling us to his lap and treat us like his plushie. Are we going to kitchen heâll hold our hand while doing it đ Iâd be really happy if you could write couple occasions with this, I love the obsessed Sylus the most đŤ đŤ
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sylus who cannot stand being too far away from you
couch cuddling
⢠Youâre sitting on the couch, minding your own business, maybe reading or just relaxing. Sylus is sitting beside you but apparently that's just not close enough for him. Without a word, he slips an arm around your waist and tugs you right onto his lap.
You squeak a little in surprise and your cheeks heat up. He acts like nothing is out of the ordinary, just adjusting his grip as if you belong there.
âComfortable, kitten?â he murmurs with a grin, barely suppressing a chuckle.
You nod, trying to play it cool but he can see your shy smile as you sink into his chest. He holds you close, and every once in a while, you feel him lean down to plant a lazy kiss on your forehead, perfectly content.
cooking situation
When you stand up and casually say âIâm going to start dinnerâ Sylus instantly perks up. âWhere do you think youâre going?â he says, eyebrows raised.
âUm, the kitchen?â you say with a laugh.
Before you can take another step, he grabs your hand. âThen Iâm coming with you sweetie.â His tone is final, and he gives you that teasing smile, as if heâs daring you to object.
âYou need to be this close just to cook?â you ask with a little giggle.
âOf courseâ he says. âWouldnât want this kitten wandering off somewhere, now would we?â He gives your hand a squeeze and doesnât let go as you both walk to the kitchen, his presence warm and steady by your side.
bathroom bodyguard
When you get up to head toward the bathroom, you notice Sylus trailing close behind. âSylus!â you laugh, âIâm just going to the bathroom.â
He shrugs, looking like itâs the most natural thing in the world. âAnd?â
You stop and raise an eyebrow at him, trying not to laugh. âDonât you think thatâs a bit much?â
He pretends to look wounded, crossing his arms. âWhat, canât a man worry about his girl?â
You shake your head but canât help smiling. âJust wait outside, thenâ you say.
He leans casually against the doorframe, watching you with a mischievous gleam in his eye. âYou know, kittens are in their most vulnerable state when using the bathroomâ
You roll your eyes but feel warmth in his protectiveness. Itâs silly but thatâs just him and as you close the door, you hear him chuckling softly to himself outside, still keeping his post as if heâs on high alert.
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Hello lovelies!!! Just a quick Yandere Satoru x Sorcerer reader. This is a dark story so please read warnings and heed tags!!! Warnings for NONCON/ DRUGGING/ DRINKING/ GUILT TRIPPING DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT!!!!MUST BE 18+ TO INTERACT!!!
You liked what you had with Satoru. The two of you weren't anything more or anything special and you were happy with that.
Only... He wasn't. He wanted more.
And you tried to run.
"You haven't been returning my texts."
You look up from your desk, the paperwork forgotten at the new arrival in your office. The said arrival, Gojo, stands there with a wide grin, leaning on the doorframe with an air of nonchalance as always.
It had been almost six months since you last saw him.
Of course, he came here to stir things up. You were relieved that nobody was on campus because it was getting late, and the additional paperwork from the kids' missions was the reason for your overtime.
"Gojo, long time no see." You return his grin, despite your dry tone, and return to your desk, the pen in your hand scribbling on the paper.
In truth, you were angry. The last time you had talked to him, not over text or the phone, was when you told him you were done with this "relationship," if you could even call it that. Now he had the nerve to show up at your new job like he owned the place.
Though you could suppose he almost did, considering he was the strongest.
His footsteps are loud in the silence of your office as he walks in, sitting at the edge of your desk beside you. He looms over you as you continue to ignore him, his foot begins to tap at the ground to show his impatience. You can feel his gaze burning into the side of your face, but you refuse to acknowledge him, determined to stand your ground.
The tension rises as he clears his throat, breaking the silence in the room. With a deep breath, you turn to face him, ready to confront whatever he has to say.
Seeing him after so long was a shock to you, but you refused to let it show. The dim light of your office casts him in a soft, warm glow. He looks down at you with the bandages over his eyes, revealing one of them. With his arms folded across his chest, he looks down on you with a childlike pout.
With a grimace, you only raise an eyebrow at him, waiting for him to speak his mind, the pen left on your desk as you turn to face him. You could feel the tension between you two, but you refused to let it show on your face. Even your cursed energy was in check, not a drop being unmanaged.
"You really had me worried there." He starts, the frown on his face unchanging. "I thought something had happened to you."
"Last I remember, I blocked you for a reason, Gojo."
"And last I remember, I said we weren't done. And stop calling me Gojo; I told you that."
"Stop saying shit like that, WE." You said, motioning a figure between the two of you, the tone of your voice filled with annoyance, "Are nothing. We weren't EVER a thing."
"Fine, you want to play it that way?" He retorted, his eyes narrowing as he leaned in closer. The air crackled with unresolved tension, neither of you showing any sign of backing down. "You know there was something more."
"Gojo, we had our fun; we slept a couple times together, had amazing sex, I will admit, but I never said I wanted anything more."
"Oh, come on!" He laughed, shaking his head at you with an amused glint in his eyes. "I know you felt something more than just sex between us. We had something."
The two of you continued to bicker, your voices gradually increasing in volume.
Yaga always did say the two of you were as stubborn as mules.
Him insisting on a deeper connection, you denying it with every fiber of your being. It was clear that this disagreement would not be easily resolved. It had all been coming to a headâthe boiling of the potâwhen you finally snapped at him.
"I know what I want, and it's not you," you declared coldly, holding his gaze with unwavering determination.
He looks taken aback by you, eyes wide and lips parted slightly. His jaw tightened as he turned away from you, distracting himself with a picture on your desk, but you could see something in his eyes as they became glassy with tears.
It was a picture of your high school days. When things were easier.
Seeing his hurt expression, you felt bad, almost wanting to take back what you had said. Reaching a hand out to him, you comfortingly rubbed his forearm, a softer expression on your face.
He has been a friend of yours for such a long time. You didn't mean for things to turn out this way.
"That⌠That was harsher than I meant."
Gojo stayed silent as he continued to look at the picture, his finger tracing over the engravings of the frame. It was almost like he was reminiscing about something. His shoulders relaxed at your touch little by little, and he finally met your eyes again, a mix of hurt and understanding in his gaze.
"I know," he whispered softly before straightening his back, his hand going over yours.
It was almost like nothing had happenedâhis playful, goofy smile returning to his face. Still, you could see the pain in his eyes lingering beneath the surface, a reminder of the impact of your words. Despite his attempt to mask it with humor, there was a vulnerability in his expression that you couldn't ignore.
"We're just friends; I get that, but at least let me be in my friend's life. Don't just go blocking me, then transfer to Kyoto without a proper goodbye."
You pursed your lips together at his remarks and averted his look, your throat stiff, but you couldn't bring yourself to respond. The pain in his eyes was undeniable, and you knew deep down that you couldn't bring yourself to hurt him in that way.
It was funny. You went from being determined about protecting your distance to feeling horrible for giving him pain. ButâŚ
It's not like you just uprooted your life and career and abandoned everything you knew for no apparent reason. Gojo, no Satoru, had become overbearing.
The two of you had begun sleeping together, really as a means to relieve stress, but he became more attached. You thought it was cute at first. But as time went on, his possessiveness became suffocating.
You should have set boundaries, but a part of you did encourage it. Just letting him do as he please.
It was a little nice to be doted on.
He showed up at your apartment with no notice, stayed for days after what was intended to be a one-night encounter, and even went to meet your parents for lunch one day. He was acting like your boyfriend after only wanting a casual relationship with him, if that. It was unnerving how quickly he had become so attached and involved in your life. The breaking point came when he showed you the extra key to your apartment he had made for himself. Smiling like he had just given you a gift, he said, "Now I can come and go as I please."
Like he didn't already.
Looking back at him, you felt the months of anger against him subside; a part of you was disappointed in yourself for what you said next.
"Okay Satoru." You sighed, not missing the way he seemed to glow at you calling him his first name again. "We can be friends."
With that, he envelops you in a hug, pulling your form tightly to him. It had to be an uncomfortable position with how he hunched over, but you couldn't deny the warmth and comfort of his embrace.
"Thank you."
His arms tightened around you so much you let out a little wheeze, but you didn't say anything, rubbing his back in a soothing manner. He almost seemed to melt into you, taking in the moment to bury his head into the crook of your neck. You could feel his breath on your skin as he whispered, "I've missed you."
In the beginning, it was going well.
The two of you would text regularly, have lunch when he was in Kyoto or you were in Tokyo, and had still managed to keep a respectable distance from each other.
You still lived your life, and he still lived his.
Gone were the days you had to sneak around just to avoid running into him at Jujutsu Tech. You were content with having him back in your life simply as a friend. You could now visit Shoko or anyone else in Tokyo without first confirming his presence.
But then things started to change.
His hugs lingered a little longer, and his eyes held a different kind of intensity. Brushing it off, you tried to convince yourself that you were just imagining things. He was always clingy, even in high school.
Even now he clung to your side, blabbering away about his day and his students. He had burst into the morgue, interrupting your conversation with Shoko to steal you away instead.
You should have let Utahime be the one to take the paperwork to her, but you had to insist on helping her out.
"So you going to come?"
Satoru looked at you expectantly across the table, having dragged you to a nearby cafe he wanted to try out. You were always the only one to go with him before you left.
"I'm sorry, I can't," you said before you could take a bite of the parfait you ordered, a grimace on your face from feeling guilty for leaving him behind. "I have other plans tonight."
Satoru's disappointment was evident, but you had already made plans. A date, to be exact.
He slouched over in his seat, groaning loudly about how it had been so long since you came. It was a near monthly drinking party that you had always attended, but this time you had to miss it. A part of you contemplated it, but you shook your head no to him, politely smiling at him.
"Come on, you have to come." He urged, trying to convince you to change your mind. "Utahime will be there, Shoko will, even Nanami!"
"I promise I'll make it up to you next time," you reassured Satoru, hoping he would understand.
Scoffing, he began to use his spoon to roughly stab at his own parfait, clearly frustrated with your decision.
"Fine, suit yourself," he muttered, clearly disappointed.
Of course your date didn't show.
You stood in the busy streets, angry and frustrated, as you realized you had been stood up once again. It was almost an hour after the agreed upon time, and your date still hadn't shown up. Every text you sent was ignored but clearly read by the receipt, leaving you embarrassed and feeling foolish for waiting around.
People had begun to bump into you, the night crowd beginning to rush the sidewalk, but you couldn't bring yourself to leave just yet.
They were a fuckin asshole, you thought, sending them a last fuck you message before pocketing your phone in your leather jacket.
Angrily, you wipe your tears before they could fall, turning to stomp back to the train station. You really thought they were interested after a couple weeks of texting. A couple weeks of seemingly being led on only to be stood up in the end. With a huff, you tightened your jacket around you as you moved with the crowd; the brisk fall air began to bite at your skin, especially on your legs, even with tights providing some protection.
You had almost made it around the corner when you heard your name being called out in the distance, which made you stop. Turning with confusion, a part of you was hopeful it was your date, but instead you saw Satoru waving his hand at you from across the street. He was easy to pinpoint with his towering height and stark white hair. You hesitated for a moment, unsure if you wanted to engage in conversation after what just happened.
Before you could move to go, he made his way across the street, his infinity helping him make his way in the weekend crowd.
"I thought you weren't coming," he asked, tilting his head to you as you both moved to the side of the sidewalk to avoid the bustling pedestrians.
He wore normal attire for the night out instead of the uniform you always saw him in. A black turtleneck, dark wash jeans, and a fur lined brown coat.
God, you hated how good he looked in a turtleneck and that coat.
"I changed my mind," you replied with a casual shrug, hoping he didn't notice the redness in your eyes.
It was a happy accident that the bar they wanted to go out to was a short distance from the restaurant where you were supposed to meet your date. You had decided that even if you weren't going to go on a date, you would have fun tonight with your friends.
Having spent so much time getting ready, it would be a shame to have your dress go to waste.
Now you were with your closest friends, drinking together and laughing the night away, grateful for their company and the distraction from your original plans.
Shoko and Nanami were currently chugging beer, always being the competitive drinkers, with Utahime cheering them on and placing bets on who would finish first. The atmosphere was lively and carefree, making you forget all about the date that never happened. It was a relief to be there, honestly.
You watched on with a genuine smile, chanting along with Utahime as she overly cheered. The redness on her face clearly showed her level of intoxication, but it only added to the fun of the evening. As the two of them finished at the same time, she continued to dance and chant, motioning for another round loudly.
Laughing a bit at her antics, you began to relax a little, feeling the effects of your own drinks. Lifting your cup, you went for another sip before feeling a nudge on your shoulder. Turning your head, you saw Satoru had returned from the bar, lounging next to you with a playful grin.
"Try this." Satoru said to you, pushing the obscenely bright drink into your face.
He didn't drink alcohol, preferring virgin drinks, but he always packed them with sweetness. It was clear from the bright blue slush and little paper umbrella it was garnished with that this drink was no exception.
Shaking your head, you stubbornly refused as he kept trying to persuade you to try it.
"Come on, just one sip," he urged, his eyes sparkling with mischief. You couldn't help but smile at his persistence, knowing that resisting would be futile in the end.
"One sip!" You finally relented, taking a small sip of the overly sweet concoction.
The taste was overwhelming, as you expected. It tasted like a sugary explosion in your mouth, making you scrunch up your face in response. When you go to give it back to him, he doesn't accept it, hands above his head.
"Keep it," he insisted, his smile widening. "It's all yours."
"Come on, just take it back. I can't drink this whole thing."
"I think you need it after drinking so much. Consider it a gift," he replied, his eyes twinkling mischievously. "Besides, it's a special recipe just for you."
You just shrug, rolling your eyes at him before turning your attention back to your friends, who continued to challenge each other to more drinking games. You didnât feel like dealing with his complaining.
It wasn't your usual taste, but you couldn't deny it began to grow on you, even if it had an aftertaste. He seemed happy with that, silent for once as you finished it, his arm resting on your shoulders.
When everyone began to leave, it was clear you and Utahime were plastered.
Outside of the establishment, the group was waiting for their rides to come. The two of you hung on each other, her arguing with Satoru about going back to Tokyo permanently.
"No! Get your grimy hands off her Gojo! She's mine!"
You laughed loudly as she pressed your face into her chest, her arms locked around your neck protectively as you both swayed. Thank goodness you opted for heels with a lower heel.
Somehow, Shoko had gotten her off of you, telling her that she needed to calm down.
"Utahime. You'll see her in your hotel." Shoko tried to remind her, ever levelheaded, even with the amount of alcohol she consumed.
"Nooo! She got a different one from me, Shoko!"
You had both been to Tokyo for the yearly Good Will Event, one that was pushed back a bit. You also agreed to stay a bit longer to catch up and aid the Tokyo location with missions, but you had booked a different hotel by accident. A simple miscommunication in text.
Nonetheless, the hotel was a bit of a drive, so it was a headache.
You swayed unsteadily on your shaky legs, almost stumbling and nearly falling to the grimy floor below. Just in time, Nanami assisted you, keeping a hand on your lower back to keep you steady.
"Thank you, Nanami," you slurred gratefully, smiling away at him, trying to lean up to peck his cheek.
Nanami stood still, staring at you in shock as you moved closer, almost in shock. Satoru saw this and almost immediately swatted Nanami away, having you lean on him instead.
"Let me help you," Satoru said firmly, with a protective arm around your waist, ignoring your protests.
Nanami only raised his eyebrow before shrugging, feeling a bit uneasy himself from how much he drunk. It would be wiser for him to ride with Shoko; it was how he got here to begin with.
"How about you take Utahime, Shoko, and I'll take her?" Satoru suggested, knowing that it would be easier for Utahime to calm down with Shoko. "It'll take forever for Ijichi to come get them since he has to go pick up the first years. They barely finished a mission."
Shoko frowned a little at the suggestion, her eyes looking from you to him. Nanami was not able to drive; she had beat them in their drinking bet, and she was the only one who could.
"I thought you didn't drive?"
Satoru shrugged at her question, "I don't, but I can teleport; easy peasy."
Nanami was silent before nodding in agreement. Utahime had started to turn green, which hastened his decision, "We don't have time to wait for Ijichi. Let's just go."
Her mind seemed to be turning until she eventually nodded, turning to walk towards her car with Utahime in tow after saying goodnight. Nanami was also needed to help; Utahime had begun to walk more unbalanced as she tried to "rescue you," as she put it.
As you stumbled away with Satoru, Utahime's voice faded into the background as she continued to protest about going back to Tokyo permanently. Shoko guided her away, leaving you to chuckle at the chaos you had inadvertently caused.
"She's a handful tonight."
"That's an understatement."
The two of you continued walking, leaving the commotion behind. Once you both got to an alleyway, away from the prying eyes of civilians, Satoru prepared to teleport.
He smiled down at you, pulling you flush to his side, his hand wandering a little lower than you would like. You playfully swatted his hand away, giving him a warning look. Satoru just grinned mischievously before teleporting. It was something he used sparingly; it did take a toll on his cursed energy, but it made sense in the moment.
In an instance, the two of you began to walk through an unfamiliar apartment. With some difficulty, you managed to get out of your heels as Satoru slipped out of his dress shoes with ease, leading you down a hallway.
White walls and hardwood floors lead to a kitchen and living room. It was sparsely furnished, resembling a minimalist apartment for someone who spent barely any time at home. The only signs of life were the dents in the black couch and a few wrappers left on the marble countertops. As he assisted you in moving inside, you couldn't help but stare in shock at him.
"When did you get your own place?"
"Just recently," he replied, a hint of pride in his voice. "Thought it was time for a change of scenery."
You laughed at that, feet stumbling over the threshold as you took in the modern decor, somehow keeping up with his quick steps. It was a far cry from his messy dorm room you remembered so well.
"I'm surprised you finally left that dorm," you teased, earning a playful eye roll from him. "Seemed like you would be there forever."
"I've decided to upgrade my living situation," he said with a grin, leading you further into the spacious apartment.
Eventually, he deposited you onto a large, plush bed in a large room. One you immediately relaxed into, eyes closed with a content smile, arms splayed around you, with your legs hanging off the edge. The soft comforter enveloped you as you sank into the mattress, feeling the stress of the day melt away. The moonlight was shining brightly from the windows, a long wall that reached the ceiling, the building towering over the city.
You almost wanted to sleep right away.
It was only a second later when the alarm bells went off. He was supposed to take you to your hotel.
You shot up, heart racing as you realized the mistake, brows furrowed together at him. He stood over you at the foot of the bed, looking at you with smile.
A creepy one at that.
"I thought you were taking me to my hotel." You asked, slurring your words still, your mouth feeling like it was full of cotton. Trying to sit straight, you kept yourself upright with your hands planted behind you.
The room began to sway more and more, your vision blurring. Weird, you don't remember drinking that much now that you think about it. Nothing to do this.
"Your hotel is too far for me to teleport. Besides, my bed is way cozier."
That was another warning.
"What do you mean your bed?" You asked, more alert as you survey the room.
There was a pile of laundry in a corner, little belongings on a dresser, and a framed photo of your first year entrance ceremony on the nightstand. The four of you smiled widely with the youthful ignorance of what was to come. It was clear that you were not in a hotel room but rather in his personal space.
"When you left, I thought I could manage; women and men throw themselves at me all the time." He laughed, and a hand reached out to trace your jawline. "But none of them were you."
"Satoru?"
Looking up at him, he only moved closer, sitting next to you with an almost blank look. You felt a mix of emotions as you realized the depth of his feelings for you, unsure of how to respond in this unexpected situation.
It was obvious the feelings he had for you, but you were unsure if you were ready to reciprocate them.
His white hair made it look like a halo around him with the moon behind him; at some point he had taken off his glasses. The blues of his eyes almost glowed in the dim light of the room. It was weird how big they seemed compared to the rest of his face, almost unnaturally so.
Something was off.
"I've missed you." He declared randomly, cupping your face gently, taking his time to admire you. "When you left, I thought I wouldn't see you again. That, you left me alone, like him. But here you are, in front of me. I can't let you go. I can't be alone again."
His touch was surprisingly warm, contrasting with the coolness of his gaze. Despite the tenderness in his voice, there was a hint of something unsettling lurking beneath the surface.
When you made moves to get up but his other hand joined, the grip he had on your face tightened, almost to the point of pain. His eyes bore into yours, searching for a reaction as he whispered, "You're not going anywhere this time."
The realization of the situation was a smack to the face, more like a train. The room suddenly felt suffocating, the air heavy as you tried to focus. You're positive you didn't drink that much now. Your limbs began to feel heavier suddenly, almost numb, as you pushed against his chest. The tears falling down your cheeks did nothing to convince him to stop, nor did your pleas.
But why would he? He had you exactly where he wanted you.
He leans in as you struggle, your fight getting weaker and weaker, his lips connecting to yours in a forceful, unwelcome kiss.
It was soft at first, reminding you of your first kiss with him before it began to evolve into something more hungry. The realization hits you even harderâyou're trapped, and he's not going to let you go without a fight.
What would you do against him anyway? A measly grade one sorcerer compared to the greatest of you, the strongest.
It was funny how easily he overpowered you. Laughable, really.
Your cursed energy surged in retaliation, only to be drowned in a second by his. Wave after wave, you felt more and more hopeless. Every time you came up for air, you were crushed once more.
Drowning again and again.
The way he kissed you was rough, teeth smashing against your bottom lip, his tongue dancing intrusively in your mouth. He had easily pried your jaw open for access, the bruises forming on your skin from his forceful grip. Your mind blanks for a second, almost not believing what was happening, numb hands frozen at his chest.
He breaks it on his terms, panting for air just like you. Smiling like he found his lost treasure, in a way he did.
The hold on your face lessens, but you know he could remind you of the power he held. His thumbs hurriedly wiped at the tears falling from your face, shushing you as he peppered your face in gentle kisses.
"You don't need to go back to Kyoto; hell, you don't even have to go back to Tokyo." He starts, leaving kisses along your neck, one of his hands moving your jacket off your shoulders. "I can take care of you; keep you here with me. Just don't leave; don't leave me again."
You would pity the desperate look on his face if he wasnât doing this to you.
Your mouth moves but doesn't really form words, trying to protest but unable to find the strength to do so. With whatever was in your system and your nerves, you only managed to mumble out pleas. It became harder and harder to form words, your tongue going numb.
"Just let this happen."
He pushed you back against the bed, quickly removing the jacket and dress you had on. The tights you wore were torn in his haste, leaving the tattered fabric to fall to the floor with the rest of the pile.
Impatient as always.
Faster than your mind can keep up, he strips you bare, taking the moment to look down at you. He had seen everything before, tasted you, and been inside you, but you never felt more exposed.
The cold prickled at your skin, making goosebumps rise as he traced his fingers over your body, sending shivers down your spine. His eyes darkened with desireâa hunger that made you feel terrified. You knew this was not how it was supposed to be, but the fear kept you frozen in place, unable to speak or move.
Small. You felt small like this under him.
While he was still dressed, his hands moved across the expanse of your chest, naked and exposed to the cold, exposed to him.
His touch felt invasive, violating the trust you had once placed in him. The tips of his finger ran from your clavicle to your breast, taking it into his large hand, feeling the weight and softness of it in his palm.
You just wanted him to stop.
Lifting your hands, you wrap them around his wrist, your eyes pleading with him to stop. His eyes soften at this, seeing the fear and betrayal in your eyes. Still, he never felt you looked more beautiful. Under him, your hair splayed around you on the white sheets, your lips puffy from his.
"God, I am horrible." He chuckles, taking your hand in his, kissing the knuckles. "Seeing you like this only makes me want you more."
Eventually he strips like you, easily keeping you pinned to the bed with his strength, not like you could fight anymore. Your limbs were heavy to your side now, legs only twitching in response to his actions.
He had his head buried between your legs, taking his time to savor this. It had been so long since he'd done this after all.
Your essence dripped down his chin and onto the sheets from your countless releases. It had been hours since he took you here, but he barely showed any signs of slowing down, his hunger for you insatiable. The room was filled with the sounds of your shared pleasure, a symphony of moans and gasps that seemed to echo endlessly.
With the help of an old friend, he had been able to borrow a little something to make things easier. The curse was harder to tame, but he eventually managed to get what he wanted from it.
It had been useful in spiking your drink to keep you pliant and easy to control but awake and aware of everything that was happening.
The only dirty work he really had to do was dispose of your date.
With another gasp, you finish in his awaiting mouth, letting him lick you clean once more. You only whined in overstimulation, thighs futily trying to close as he continued to pleasure you with his tongue.
The night was far from over.
Rising up, he smiles down at you, wiping his mouth with his forearm.
"You taste so sweet," he murmurs, before leaning in for another kiss.
It almost sucked the air from your lungs. You somehow manage to find some fight left in you, pounding your fists on his chest. Not like it helped.
It did, however, serve to piss him off.
Breaking the kiss again, he only frowns at you, holding your wrists together with ease.
"Still?" He asks, his voice low and dangerous. "I thought we were past this." His grip tightens, making you wince in pain.
Stubbornly, you only glare at him. Trying to muster up the courage to speak, but your words are caught in your throat. His eyes narrow, a warning glinting in them as he waits for your response.
He tsks when you stay silent, roughly pushing your arms away, squeezing your face together as he made you face him. Your heart beats faster in your chest, and the room almost feels freezing despite everything he's done.
"I hate you." You finally whisper, your throat hoarse from the struggle to get the words out.
His expression softens for a moment before hardening again, and you brace yourself for what comes next. He stays silent, leaning forward to kiss your forehead. He gazes down at you, his eyes searching yours for any sign of sincerity in your words.
Suddenly, he flips you over; a hand pressed to the back of your skull kept your head buried in the sheets, your cheek pressed up against it harshly.
"You don't mean that," he growls into your ear, his voice low and dangerous.
He swiftly moved a pillow under your hips, propping your ass in the air as he positioned himself behind you. The weight of his hand on your head keeps you pinned down, unable to move or escape.
Your limbs still flail, trying to escape him as he groped your ass, gripping it tightly.
Shortly, he grows tired, wanting to move onto more exciting things.
You feel his cock rub between your ass before he moves to the familiar head of his cock between your folds, trying to find purchase. It rubs against your clit in a way that makes your toes curl, an action that doesn't go unnoticed by him.
A moan escaping your lips stops your yells for a second. It was barely above a whisper, but he heard it.
"I love you. I fucking love you. I'll make you love me if I have to. You'll see," he whispers, his breath hot against your ear as he thrusts into you with a force that leaves you gasping for air.
Right away he slams his hips into your over and over again, not giving you time to adjust to his length or to the intensity of his movements. Each thrust sends waves of pleasure through your body, causing you to grip the sheets tightly in response to the overwhelming sensation.
Satoru continues his relentless pace, uncaring if it caused you harm or discomfort at the sudden stretch. The only thing on his mind is fulfilling his own desires, regardless of the consequences to you.
The grip in your hair only tightens as he pulls you closer to him, his grunts of satisfaction filling the room. There was undeniable pleasure, but it had begun to meld with pain. You just needed a break.
You had stayed silent, biting the inside of your cheek so much you tasted your own blood. But as his actions become more aggressive, you can't help but let out a small whimper of pain, causing him to pause for a moment before resuming with even more force.
"It hurts!" You cry out, making him halt momentarily, a look of annoyance crossing his face before he resumes with even more aggression, pushing your head down more, making it harder to breathe.
"If you had just stayed," he says, moving again and again, looking down at your ass ripple with each thrust. "It wouldn't be like this."
You cry out in a mix of pleasure and pain as he hits a spot deep inside of you over and over again, your body trembling with conflicting sensations. Your hands grip at the sheets more, your insides beginning to clench around him as you feel yourself getting closer to the edge. The intensity of his thrusts only heightens the pleasure, making it impossible to resist the impending release.
"Maybe next time you'll think twice before trying to leave," he growls, his breath hot against your ear. Chest pressed into your back.
He roughly pulls you up by the hair, stopping his thrusts, looking into your eyes; he wanted to know you understood.
Nodding to him, you weakly cry, feeling beyond defeated.
Your mascara ran down your face, and your hair was messy from his grip, but he never thought you looked better. Smiling insanely, he leaned down to kiss you as he resumed his rough movement.
As much as you tried to push it back, you felt yourself get closer and closer. The fear and adrenaline mixed with desire and confusion, creating a twisted sense of pleasure that you couldn't deny.
With a couple more thrusts, he feels you finish around him, your body trembling with the force of your climax. The action had made him follow shortly after, painting your insides white with his own release. A whimper escaped your lips, feeling the large amount that filled you; some of it had already started to drip down your thigh.
He had been saving it all for you.
With shaky arms, he leaned over you, smiling as he laid kisses down your shoulder blades like it was a normal love making session. When he moved you to lie next to him, keeping himself plugged inside, his arms were firmly around you, and his eyes had a love-sick expression.
You had wide eyes and were frozen, unmoving as he put the blanket over the both of you, still not taking himself out. His touch was gentle, but there was a possessiveness in his hold that made you uneasy. As you lay there, trying to process what had just happened, a sinking feeling settled in the pit of your stomach.
"We'll clean up in the morning, babe." He said, kissing your forehead as he settled behind you, his arms like a vice. He had tried to brush through your hair and wipe some of your tears, but it didn't help much.
A content sigh escaped his lips as he buried his face into your hair, wistful and airy, like a weight had been lifted from him.
Only it was transferred to you, making your chest tight and unmoving.
Satoru quickly relaxed against you; he was finally happy, with you back in his arms, where you should be. Heâd have to repay his friend in the future, but for now, he wanted to enjoy the time he had with you.
For the first time since you left, he slept soundly, and you were wide awake. Even though your eyes were burning to go to sleep, you remained awake while lying in his arms on the bed.
Slowly blinking at the window in front of you, not paying attention to anything in particular, calmly breathing in and out.
Only one thing had gone through your mind after all of this.
You never should have left.
#jjk x reader#reader insert#yandere jjk#gojo satoru x y/n#yandere imagines#yandere x reader#cw yandere#cw noncon#cw drinking#cw drugs#yandere satoru gojo#possible yandere satosugu#if this gets a part 2#yandere satoru x reader#dark jjk#dark satoru gojo#yandere smut
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Hello! I really loved your medic!Reader x Natasha writing! May I request some angst/comfort involving that trope where instead of Natasha usually getting injured/bruised, itâs reader? Love your writings! â¤ď¸
easier said than done | n. romanoff
pairing: natasha romanoff x fem!reader
summary: she didnât want you on this missionâher only thought was keeping you safe. but despite her efforts, even she couldnât protect you from getting hurt.
content warnings: hurt/comfort, angst, medic!reader, protective!natasha, injured!reader, injuries, blood (idk what else iâm missing tbh)
word count: 7.4k
Natasha sat at her desk, her fingers absentmindedly tracing the edge of a dossier Fury had handed her earlier that day. The mission briefing was all there in black and whiteâan overseas operation, something high-stakes and unpredictable. Fury had been clear about the potential dangers, but he had also given her an option: take one other agent, someone to fill in for the things Natasha didnât specialize in⌠someone to feed her information in her ear, while also being there for support of any kind. A medic or a recon specialist, someone who could handle the things that might slip through the cracks.
Sheâd nodded at the time, but in her mind, she already knew she preferred to work alone.
It wasnât that she couldnât rely on others, but this mission was dangerous, even for someone with her experience. Too many variables, too much at stake. The idea of taking someone else into that kind of danger made her skin crawl. Sheâd seen too many good people go down because of decisions like that.
When you walked into the living room, stretching from your long day, your eyes immediately landed on the file in her hands. You didnât ask, but the curiosity was there, written in the way you tilted your head, waiting for Natasha to explain.
She glanced up, her expression softening when she saw you, âFuryâs given me a new assignment. Overseas.â
You stepped closer, crossing your arms as you leaned against the doorframe, âSounds serious.â
âIt is,â Natasha admitted, her voice low. âHe recommended I take someone with me.â
You straightened at that, eyebrows raised slightly in surprise, âOh yeah? Whoâd he have in mind?â
âRecon specialist, maybe a medic,â Natasha said, almost offhandedly, her eyes flickering back to the folder in her hands. âSomeone who can handle the things from afar. Support. Backup.â
You could feel the tension in her voice, the way her shoulders were stiff even as she tried to keep things casual. And before you could stop yourself, the words slipped out.
âIâll go.â
Natashaâs head shot up immediately, her green eyes locking with yours, a flicker of surprise crossing her features, âNo. Absolutely not.â
âWhy not?â You pushed off the wall and took a few steps closer, your voice steady. âYou said you need someone with a different skill set. Iâm a medic, Nat. I can help.â
Natashaâs expression hardened, her jaw clenching slightly. âI donât need your help with this.â
âThatâs not what Fury thinks,â you said, your tone light, but the determination was unmistakable. âHe wouldnât have offered if he didnât think youâd need backup.â
Natasha shook her head, standing up and tossing the file onto the desk with a sigh, âItâs too dangerous. Youâre not coming.â
You could see the conflict in her eyes, the way she tried to keep her voice firm, but there was something deeper thereâsomething protective, maybe even fearful. It wasnât often that she let herself care about someone this deeply, but youâd been around long enough to know when she was trying to push you away to keep you safe.
âNatasha,â you said, your voice softening as you moved closer, closing the distance between you. âIâve been through dangerous before. I know how to handle myself.â
âThis is different,â she snapped, her frustration spilling over as she turned to face you fully. âIâm not putting you in that kind of danger.â
âIâm already in danger every day,â you reminded her gently. âThis is my job too.â
Natashaâs eyes flashed with something raw and vulnerable for just a moment before she blinked it away. âYouâre not going, and thatâs final.â
She turned away from you, her fingers running through her hair, trying to shake off the image of you in harmâs way. The thought of you getting hurtâof losing you because she let you come on this missionâit was unbearable.
For a long moment, the room was quiet, the tension hanging thick in the air. You stood there, watching her, feeling the weight of her refusal. But you werenât about to let it go.
âI want to go,â you said again, your voice firmer this time. âNot because I think you need me, but because I donât want you to do this alone. And I know how stubborn you are about working alone.â
Natasha sighed, her shoulders slumping slightly as she leaned against the desk. She was silent for a moment, her eyes avoiding yours. Finally, she looked up, her expression softening, but her resolve still unshaken.
âI canât,â she said quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. âI canât let you come with me.â
You could feel the frustration bubbling up inside you, but you knew where it was coming from. It wasnât that she didnât trust you. She just cared too much. You hated that she was pushing you away to protect you, but you also understood it.
It was only a couple nights later, a few days before Natasha leaves for the mission. She still hasnât found anyone to bring yet, even though youâve been insisting from time to time.
And you told yourself you wouldnât do it.
The moment Natasha left the apartment today, her quiet warning still fresh in your mind, you promised youâd leave the files alone. But as soon as the door clicked shut behind her, the silence that followed only seemed to amplify the curiosity burning inside you. The mission folder sat on the desk like a weight, drawing your eyes back to it over and over. Natasha had left it out, maybe even on purpose, part of you thought. Surely she knew you couldnât resist. You tried to ignore it, busying yourself with the mundaneâcleaning up the kitchen, scrolling through your phoneâbut each time you passed by that desk, it was like the file was calling your name, daring you to take a look.
After what felt like hours but was only minutes, you finally gave in, your resolve crumbling as you stepped closer. Your fingers hesitated at the corner of the folder, heart pounding with the knowledge that this was something Natasha wouldnât want you to see. But the temptation was too strong. You opened the file slowly, the pages revealing details you werenât supposed to knowâdangerous places, unfamiliar faces, and risks that Natasha had shielded you from. Yet the more you read, the more it felt like you needed to.
It was late, the dim light from the desk lamp casting a soft glow over the apartment as you sat there, quietly flipping through the pages of the mission file. You werenât snooping, not reallyâyouâd seen enough missions come and go that this one didnât feel all that different. But as you read through the details, you couldnât shake the feeling that maybe you could help, even if Natasha couldnât see it yet.
The front door creaked open, and you heard her footsteps before you saw herâNatasha moving with that quiet, graceful presence she always had. You didnât look up right away, not until she walked over, her boots light on the hardwood floor, stopping just behind you.
A soft sigh escaped her lips, and a moment later, her hand reached out, gently closing the file in front of you.
âYou really shouldnât be reading that,â Natasha murmured, her voice laced with both affection and exasperation.
You glanced up, meeting her eyes, unfazed by the gentle reprimand, âI know, but⌠I can do it, Natasha.â
She shook her head slightly, her eyes softening, but you could still see the resistance there. She hadnât budged on her decision from the last time you asked.
âI donât want you anywhere near this one,â she said quietly, pulling the file closer to herself as if to protect you from the mere sight of it. âItâs too dangerous.â
You took a deep breath, trying to steady the emotions rising in your chest, âItâs nothing I havenât done before, Nat. Iâve handled things like this.â
Her lips pressed together, and she moved to sit beside you on the couch, the file now forgotten. You turned to face her, determination shining in your eyes.
âIâm not asking to be on the ground,â you said, your voice calm but firm. âIâll be your mission control. You wonât even have to worry about me being anywhere near the danger. Iâll keep an eye on you from afar, talk to you through the earpieceâjust like youâve done a million times with other agents. I can do that for you. And in case you get hurt, Iâll be there to fix you up. Iâm was a field medic, Nat, Iâm not new to this.â
Natasha looked at you, her gaze intense as she processed your words. You could see the hesitation in her eyes, the way she wanted to say no again but couldnât bring herself to dismiss you entirely. There was a weight in the air, the acknowledgment that you knew what you were doing, that you could handle this. But for Natasha, it was never about doubting your capabilitiesâit was about her unwillingness to risk losing you.
Her hand found yours, her thumb brushing over your knuckles. âI donât want you in this mess,â she whispered, her voice low. âI donât want you getting hurt.â
âI wonât get hurt,â you said, squeezing her hand gently. âIâll be in the safest place possible. You wonât even see me.â
Natasha let out a long, tired breath, her eyes searching yours, torn between her instinct to protect you and the knowledge that you were just as stubborn as she was. You could see it in her face, the way her shoulders slumped slightly, how much she hated the thought of dragging you into something that could go so wrong. But you could also see her trust in youâthe faith she had that you could do this, that you were strong enough.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, she nodded, just slightly. âOkay,â she murmured. âBut you stay back. And you listen to everything I say, no arguments.â
You smiled softly, relief washing over you as you nodded in agreement, âDeal.â
She leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to your temple, her fingers still intertwined with yours, âI mean it. No heroics.â
âNo heroics,â you echoed, leaning into her touch.
Natasha knew, without a shadow of doubt, that you were more than qualified for the job. You were smartâone of the sharpest minds she had ever encountered when it came to recon, able to analyze a situation and strategize with precision that even impressed top agents. And when it came to field medicine, you were nothing short of remarkable. Sheâd seen you in action, watched the way your hands worked with a steady calm under pressure, saving lives in the most chaotic of circumstances. You werenât just capableâyou were essential.
But even with all that knowledge, Natasha couldnât shake the gnawing fear that gripped her whenever she thought about you in the field. It was irrational, she knew, to let her mind wander to worst-case scenarios. But the idea of you getting hurtâof you lying on the ground, injured, or worseâtore through her like nothing else could. She had seen too many good people taken out by the dangers she faced every day, and the thought of you being one of them made her chest tighten painfully. Natasha could handle her own pain, her own injuries, but the idea of you being in harmâs way, of her losing you to the unpredictability of a mission, was something she could barely stomach.
She thought about how sheâd be relentless in making sure you were nowhere near the line of fire when the mission starts. Sheâd double-check everythingâtriple-check, even. Your position would be far from the danger zones. Sheâd make certain that your vantage point would offer a clear view of the mission, but also a clear escape. She knew the layouts, knew the tactics, and sheâd make sure there was no chance youâd be in the crosshairs.
She could handle the risks that came with her line of work, but when it came to you, she couldnât take any chances.
Thereâd be times sheâd want to look back, to hear your voice in her earpiece just to know you were still safe, still there, far away from the chaos. The mission might require her focus, but nothing could pull her attention more than the thought of your safety, knowing she would do anythingâabsolutely anythingâto protect you.
The mission had been going as smoothly as it startedâalmost too smoothly.
Natasha really double-checked everything. Every point of entry, every route in and out, every possible variable that could go wrong. She had gone over it again and again in her mind, ensuring that you were far enough away, safely tucked in the quinjet, monitoring everything from your secure position. You had been perfect, calm and focused as you talked in her ear, feeding her intel and updates, watching the scene unfold from the distant safety of the control panels. She had felt reassured hearing your steady voice, knowing you were safe.
But then, something shifted. It was subtle at first, a disturbance she hadnât noticed right away. Until she heard your voice, clipped with tension in her ear. âNat⌠somethingâs wrong.â
Natasha froze, her heart skipping a beat. She immediately checked her surroundings, her hand instinctively tightening around her weapon as she scanned the perimeter.
âWhat is it?â she asked, her voice tight, trying to stay calm, but she could hear the urgency in her own tone.
There was static for a second, and then your voice again, strained. âI think⌠I think thereâs movement here. I donât know howââ
Her blood ran cold. Someone had slipped past. Despite all her precautions, someone had found you.
Natashaâs heart nearly stopped at the sound of your voice cutting out. Panic clawed at her chest as she frantically shoved the data sheâd been extracting into her pocket. Without wasting a second, she took off in a dead sprint, her breath coming hard and fast as she darted through the corridors. Her mind was overflowing, thoughts racing at an uncontrollable speed. All her meticulous planning, her assurances to herself that youâd be safeânone of it mattered now.
The only thing that mattered was getting to you.
She could still hear faint shuffling in her earpiece, the sound of you moving, but it wasnât enough. It wasnât close enough, and it wasnât fast enough. Her gut twisted, every second feeling like a lifetime as she pushed herself harder, faster. Her boots hit the ground in a steady, desperate rhythm, but all she could focus on was the silence that followed. Suddenly, the shuffling stopped. Everything went quiet.
Too quiet.
Her heart pounded louder, panic rising to her throat, threatening to choke her. She felt the dread crawling up her spine as she ran faster than she thought possible. The quinjet was just ahead. She had to get to youâhad to make sure you were okay.
Because she couldnât bear the thought of losing you.
Natasha reached the quinjet only just a minute later, her muscles burning from the sprint, but she barely noticed the pain. One guard stood just outside the entrance, his stance stiff as he surveyed the area. She huffed, and without wasting a second, she grabbed him by the neck and slammed him against the side of the jet, knocking him out cold. His body hit the ground with a dull thud, and she barely spared him a glance, her focus entirely on you.
The door to the jet creaked open, and Natasha entered, her senses on high alert. The air was thick, and every step felt heavy as she cautiously made her way through the dim space. Her heart hammered in her chest, her grip tight around her gun. There were two guards already down on the floor, their bodies lifeless. Her instincts kicked inâsomething had gone wrong, but youâd clearly fought back. Her eyes scanned the interior, her breath catching in her throat. Where were you? She couldnât shake the feeling of dread settling deep in her stomach, her gaze darting from shadow to shadow, searching, praying to find you.
âY/N?â she called out, her voice low but urgent, her pulse a wild drumbeat in her ears. No response. She swallowed hard, her body tense as she moved further into the quinjet.
Then, in the far corner, she saw youâcrumpled on the floor, unmoving and her world stopped.
Natasha rushed over, dropping to her knees beside you, hands shaking as they hovered over your body. Bruises lined your skin, and a cut on your temple trickled with blood. She cursed under her breath, her mind reeling. She gently lifted your head, cradling you in her arms, her fingers brushing your cheek.
âHey, Iâm here⌠Iâm here.âBut her voice wavered, barely above a whisper.
Your vision was hazy, the world coming back into focus in slow, fractured pieces. The first thing you saw was Natasha, her face hovering above yours, panic and relief etched into her face. Her demeanor cracked, and you could see the raw emotion she was holding back. Everything around you felt heavier than it should, the throbbing ache in your body making it hard to move, let alone breathe properly. Despite it all, you found yourself offering her a faint smile, though it hurt to even do that.
âYou⌠should see the other guy,â you mumbled, your voice barely more than a whisper, but still carrying that familiar spark of humor.
Natashaâs reaction was immediateâher breath hitched, and her expression tightened, the tiniest hint of a smile flickering on her lips, though it didnât last long. She let out a slow, controlled exhale as if grounding herself, before reaching out to brush a stray lock of hair away from your face. Her touch was gentle, but there was a kind of desperation in the way her fingers lingered against your skin, as if she needed the reassurance that you were still there, still breathing.
âShut up,â she muttered, her voice low and trembling, though she tried to hide it. âYou scared the hell out of me.â
Her eyes told the rest of the storyâwide, frightened, filled with emotions you rarely saw on her face. She was always the composed one, the one who could handle anything. But seeing you like this, bruised and bloodied on the floor, had torn through that facade. Even in your hazy state, you could see how much it pained her.
You tried to reach for her hand, but your muscles protested, and the exhaustion weighed you down. The smile you gave her wasnât much, but it was all you had, an attempt to reassure her even when your body was screaming. You didnât need to say it, thoughâshe could read you like a book. Her hand stayed on your cheek, thumb brushing lightly against your skin, and you could feel the way her tension eased, just a little, as she realized you were still here, still with her.
Natasha hooked her arms under yours, her movements careful but swift as she pulled you to your feet. You gritted your teeth, biting back the groan that wanted to escape as your muscles screamed in protest. Even though the pain clouded your mind, you couldnât help but notice how gentle she was beingâher touch sure, but far softer than it ever was in the field. She practically carried you over to the nearest seat, easing you down with a tenderness that didnât quite match the sharp intensity still flickering in her eyes.
âIâll be back,â she murmured, her voice low, calming. She took a moment to make sure you were comfortable before stepping away.
The sound of the bodies being dragged echoed faintly through the jet, but you could barely register it, your eyes growing heavier by the second. Through the haze of exhaustion, you heard the door open, then close with a sharp hiss as Natasha disposed of the enemies who had nearly cost you everything. The quiet hum of the jet followed, and the subtle shift of it lifting into the air was oddly soothing. When she returned, she already had the autopilot engaged, her every move precise and calculated, even in her rush.
But she was barely focused on the instrument panel when she heard itâa soft whisper, fragile as glass, cutting through the hum of the engines. âNatasha?â
Her heart skipped, and without a momentâs hesitation, she turned, making her way back to you quickly. You were trying to hold yourself together, but she could see the strain in your eyes. Your face was pale, and the resolve that usually radiated from you seemed to flicker like a candle about to go out.
âWhat is it, detka?â Natasha asked, kneeling beside you, her tone urgent but laced with a tenderness that broke through the tension.
You hesitated, biting your lip as you summoned the courage to reveal what you had hidden beneath your shirt. Slowly, you moved your arm from your abdomen, exposing the woundâa seemingly deep, angry cut that glistened with fresh blood, the fabric of your suit stained around it. The sight sent a cold wave of dread crashing over Natasha, and she cursed under her breath.
âWhy didnât you say anything?â she demanded, her voice sharp, but it was laced frustration. âYou should have told me!â
You offered a small, calm smile, even as your breath hitched slightly from the pain. âI didnât want to worry you. I thought I could handle it. Itâs not⌠itâs not deep.â
Your words were steady, yet Natasha could hear the tremor that betrayed your nerves, the way your eyes betrayed the battle you were fighting within.
But the adrenaline was fading, and she could see the weariness creeping in. Natasha instinctively leaned closer, her hand moving to assess the wound more closely. âYouâve got to tell me everything, alright? How bad is it?â
You nodded slowly, wincing a little as she touched around the edges of the wound. âIt hurts, but Iâll be fine once we get home. Just⌠promise me you wonât freak out.â
âToo late for that, I think,â she replied, her voice strained. âYouâre the one whoâs supposed to take care of me, not the other way around.â
Natasha shook her head as she looked down at your wound. All she wanted was to keep you safe, and now, as she looked at you, vulnerability reflected back in your gaze, she was reminded of just how fragile life could be.
She moved silently, her frustration simmering beneath the surface as she carefully guided you toward the stretcher bed in the back of the quinjet. She didnât say a word, but you could see itâthe tense set of her shoulders, the firm grip of her hands as they steadied you, the subtle clench of her jaw as she helped you lie down. It wasnât anger directed at you, it never could be; it was the helplessness that gnawed at her, the fact that she couldnât prevent this. Sheâd done everything to keep you safe, double-checking every detail of the mission, ensuring you were far from the fray, yet somehow danger had still reached you. Her eyes flicked briefly to the blood-stained makeshift bandage on your abdomen. She exhaled quietly through her nose, pushing down the frustration, the fear that lingered just beneath it, and focused on making sure you were comfortable, making sure you were okay.
You needed to assess the damage. With a grimace, you shifted your position, which sent a jolt of pain coursing through you, but you forced yourself to look down at the wound. The fabric of your shirt was torn, and you could see the ugly gash seeping blood, crimson staining your skin.
âIt hurts,â you admitted, your brow furrowing as you took stock of what you could see. âBut itâs not as bad as it looks. I donât think it hit anything vital.â You swallowed hard, fighting the dizziness creeping in.
Natasha looked over you, watching as you pressed on it to keep the pressure. âAre you sure?â she asked, her tone laced with concern, her green eyes darkening as they studied your face for any sign of distress.
âYeah,â you continued, the rush of your training and instincts taking over. You looked into her eyes, your voice steady despite the pain radiating through you, âThereâs a lot of blood, but I can handle it. Just get me the first aid kit from the storage compartment. I need a sterile dressing. And keep applying pressure on the wound.â
âOkay,â she said, her voice now focused and clear as she sprang into action.
She moved fast, opening the storage compartment with deft fingers, her movements sharp and precise, as if she was preparing for a mission rather than tending to you.
You pressed your palm against the wound, feeling the warmth of your blood seeping through your fingers, a steady reminder of how close you had come to something much worse. She moved quickly, her hands steady as she helped you apply the sterile dressing, her focus narrowing to the wound and the task at hand. Every motion was deliberate, practiced, as if she could will the injury to heal faster by sheer concentration alone. You could see the intensity in her eyes as she pressed the bandage into place, holding it with just the right amount of pressure.
âIf the bleeding doesnât stop, we might have to close it here,â you murmured, your voice softer than usual, but calm.
Natashaâs gaze flickered up at you for a brief second, her lips pressing into a thin line. She didnât like that idea, you could tell, but she didnât argue. Instead, she nodded, her hands never leaving the dressing, fingers still firm but gentle.
âItâll stop,â she said quietly, more to herself than to you.
There was no room for anything else in her mind right now. The idea of stitching you up herself with nothing but a first aid kitâit made her stomach turn. But if it came to that, she would do it. No hesitation. You mattered more than anything else.
But after what felt like an eternity, the bleeding still hadnât slowed enough. Natasha could see the red seeping through the dressing, staining her hands as she pressed down, her jaw clenched. You shifted slightly, wincing, and she knew it was time.
âNat,â you said softly, your voice strained but steady. âWe have to stitch it⌠Headquarters is too far⌠and I havenât stopped bleeding yet.â
Her heart dropped at your words, though she didnât let it show. She looked at you, her eyes meeting yours for a long moment, searching for any sign that you were exaggerating, but of course, you werenât. You were right. She knew you were right, and it frustrated her, the fact that you were in this situation in the first place. She hated seeing you like thisâhurt, bleeding, vulnerable. And yet, you were the calm one, the one keeping it together, while she was unraveling inside.
âOkay,â she finally said, her voice rougher than usual. âIâll do it. Justâjust hold on.â
She didnât wait for you to respond before reaching for the first aid kit again. Natasha had stitched up wounds countless times before, but as looked at you, needle and thread in hand, her fingers trembled. The thought of piercing your skin, of causing you more painâeven if it was necessaryâmade her stomach twist. Sheâd done this under fire, in the middle of chaos, but doing it to you? That was different. The stakes felt impossibly high.
You noticed, of course. You always did. Your hand moved to brush against hers, your voice soft but steady despite the pain you were clearly in.
âNat⌠itâs okay,â you murmured, your eyes catching hers. âI trust you.â
She paused, swallowing hard as she glanced up at you. The calm in your voice did something to herâgrounded her in a way nothing else could. She let out a breath she didnât know sheâd been holding and gave a small nod, her gaze holding yours for a moment longer.
âOkay,â Natasha said, her voice quiet but firmer now. âIâll make it quick.â
And with that, she focused, her hands moving with care, the weight of your trust making her steady. She might have been nervous, but you didnât waver. You stayed calm, and in that calm, she found her own strength.
As sheâs started the first stitch, she could see the way your body tensed, the way your breath hitched for just a second before you steadied it. You were doing everything in your power to hide the pain, to keep your face as calm as possible, but Natasha knew. She could see the flicker of discomfort in your eyes, the tight grip you had on the edge of the stretcher. Every wince, no matter how small, sent a pang of guilt through her.
âSorry, detka,â she muttered softly, her voice barely above a whisper, her eyes never leaving the wound as she worked. The thread pulled through your skin again, and you flinched, just a little.
You didnât say anything, didnât complain, but she felt it. She always did. Each time her hands moved, she muttered another quiet apology as though she could somehow will the pain away with her words. She hated thisâhated that you were hurt, hated that she was the one causing you more pain, even if it was to help. But you didnât falter, not once. Even through the pain, you stayed steady, biting back the grimaces that Natasha could still see in the tension of your jaw. But no matter how much you tried to hide it, she knew. She always knew.
Natasha finished the last stitch with steady hands, her brow furrowed in deep concentration. She was careful, every move precise, making sure not to hurt you more than necessary. Her lips were pressed into a thin line, her focus unwavering even though you could feel the slight tremble in her touch. She didnât speak much, only the occasional soft apology whenever she noticed you wince.
When she finally tied off the last stitch, she sighed, the tension in her body visibly easing as she put down the needle. Her fingers lingered briefly on your skin, as if to reassure herself that the worst was over. You had been watching her the entire time, admiring how focused she was, how even in a moment like this, she was careful, deliberate. When she sighed, you let your gaze fall down to the stitched wound, and after a moment, you gave a small nod of approval.
âIt looks good,â you said softly, your voice a little hoarse but steady. You traced the line of stitches gently, feeling a sense of calm settle over you. âVery neat stitching.â
Natasha glanced up at you, a faint smile tugging at the corners of her lips, though the worry in her eyes hadnât fully faded.
âYeah?â she murmured, as if seeking your approval mattered more to her than anything else. You could see the relief start to ease its way into her expression, but there was still that underlying fear, the worry that she hadnât done enough
She carefully bandaged the area, her hands gentle, wrapping the wound with methodical movements. She moved almost automatically, but her mind was racing, simmering with frustration. She checked everything, gone over the plan a hundred times in her head, ensuring you would be far from any danger, out of harmâs way. But still, somehow, here you were, injured under her watch.
As she finished securing the bandage, Natasha finally looked at you, her eyes searching your face, and that tight knot of anger coiled inside her chest. She hated that you had gotten hurt, hated herself even more for letting it happen, for not protecting you the way she promised she would. The frustration sat heavy on her shoulders, but she swallowed it down.
âDid you get it?â your voice breaks through the silence, soft but curious
Natasha, still focused on the bandage sheâs securing, doesnât quite register your words at first. Her eyes flick up, briefly distracted
âWhat?â she murmurs, blinking as if sheâs coming back to the moment.
âThe data. For the mission,â you repeat gently, watching her.
For a second, her expression falters, the steely resolve sheâs worn for the past hour cracking just slightly. She realizes where her mind had goneâfar away from the mission and its objective, and entirely on you. You, lying there, hurt and vulnerable, a sight she never wanted to see. Her throat tightens as the weight of everything presses down on her, but she pushes it aside, slipping back into the role she knows best.
âYeah,â she finally says, her voice low and steady. âI got it.â
But thereâs something else in her eyes, something she doesnât say. But after a moment of silence, feeling the weight of her frustration, Natasha finally mutters under her breathâa sentence she didnât mean to slip out so easily in front of you.
âYou shouldnât have come.â
Her voice is low, tinged with an edge she canât quite hide, and the moment it slips out, she almost regrets it. But the frustration is real, bubbling under her skinâanger at the situation, at herself for letting this happen, at the fact that no matter how much she tries to protect you, she canât shield you from everything.
You shift slightly, eyes flicking away from her as if the words hit harder than youâd expected. Thereâs a beat of silence before you respond, quieter now, a trace of something resigned in your tone.
âI felt like you were going to say that.â
It stings, that simple acknowledgment, because youâre not wrong. Natasha knows you wanted to help, that youâre just as capable as anyone on the field, if not more. But seeing you here now, hurt, is enough to make her want to pull you away from all of it. The mission, the dangerâall of it. She clenches her jaw, fighting the instinct to apologize, but the words sit heavy between you.
âThis is exactly why I didnât want you to go.â
Her voice is firm now, but thereâs a tension behind it, like sheâs holding back more than sheâs letting on. She keeps her eyes on you, though youâre still looking away, refusing to meet her gaze.
The fear that this would happen had been gnawing at her the entire time. Every time she heard your voice crackle through the earpiece, every second she knew you were out there, not as far from danger as sheâd hopedâit all led up to this. She warned you, she didnât want you there, not because she doubted your abilities but because of this.
And now, with the bandages wrapped around your abdomen, the sting of her words feels as sharp as the wound itself. Thereâs a tremor in the silence that follows, the heaviness of what sheâs not saying. The real reasonâthe fear that seeing you hurt like this brings something out in her that sheâs not sure she can control.
âIt was going fine, Natasha,â you told her firmly.
âYeah, until it didnât,â Natasha snaps, her voice taut with barely-contained frustration. Sheâs pacing now, her fists clenched at her sides, the image of you lying there, bleeding, still too fresh in her mind. âIt couldâve been worse, (Y/n). You couldâve beenâŚâ
She stops herself, the words catching in her throat, her chest tightening painfully at the thought.
The rest of her sentence hangs in the air, unfinished but heavy with the meaning she canât bring herself to say out loud. Dead. She canât even imagine it. The very thought of you being taken from her like that is unbearable, and she feels itâthis overwhelming surge of something she canât control. Her hands tremble just slightly as she forces herself to stop pacing, to breathe.
She turns back to you, her eyes softening despite the anger and fear still swirling beneath her skin. But the image of you, bruised and bleeding, is burned into her mind now. Itâs not something she can easily shake.
A sigh leaves her lips once more, quieter this time, the tension in her body slowly ebbing away as she moves closer to you. Her hand reaches out almost instinctively, wrapping gently around yours. For a moment, she just stares at your intertwined fingers, tracing the familiar curve of your palm, as if memorizing the way your hand fits so perfectly with hers.
âI canâtâŚâ she begins, her voice barely above a whisper, thick with something raw, âI canât see you like that⌠I donâtâŚâ
Her breath catches, and she struggles to find the right words, the vulnerability pressing against her ribs, making her feel exposed in a way sheâs not used to.
âI donât know what Iâd do with myself if something happened to you.â
She says it shyly, almost as if sheâs embarrassed by how much she cares, how deeply this fear has lodged itself inside of her. Her eyes flicker up to meet yours, searching your face as if sheâs trying to speak with her eyes the full weight of her feelings without having to say any more. Because Natasha isnât used to feeling like thisâthis scared, this helplessâand it unnerves her. The thought of losing you, of not being able to protect you, is something she doesnât know how to handle.
âNatasha, look at me,â you say softly, your voice gentle but firm.
She doesnât, at first. Her gaze is still fixed on your hands, her thumb brushing over your skin in slow, distracted circles, as if sheâs trying to memorize every detail of your skin.
âBaby,â you whisper again, a little more insistent, âlook at me.â
Slowly, reluctantly, her eyes lift. Thereâs a hint of chaos behind themâworry, fear, and something so deeply rooted it makes your heart ache just to see it. Sheâs silent, but her eyes are pleading, as if asking you to make sense of the turmoil sheâs been carrying since the moment things went wrong on the mission.
âIâm right here,â you tell her, your voice barely above a whisper, but the words land heavily between you. âIâm okay.â
You lift your free hand to her cheek, brushing your thumb along her jawline, trying to soothe away the tension thatâs crept into every inch of her.
âIâm safe.â
She exhales shakily, leaning into your touch, her eyes still clouded with uncertainty. But she doesnât pull away. Instead, her grip on your hand tightens, as if sheâs afraid that letting go might somehow make you disappear.
âI canât lose you,â Natasha whispers, her voice so quiet, it almost disappears into the air between you. Her eyes, usually so strong and composed, glisten, and for a moment, you think she might actually cry. Itâs rare to see her like thisâso vulnerable, so afraid.
Without hesitation, you squeeze her hand, pulling her closer. âYou didnât,â you say quickly, your voice gentle but firm, trying to anchor her back to reality. âYou didnât lose me.â
She doesnât respond at first, her gaze flicking between your face and the wound sheâs just tended to, as if sheâs still grappling with the thought of how close it all came. Her breath is uneven, a quiet tremor of emotion sheâs struggling to keep inside.
You reach up and cradle her face in both hands, forcing her to meet your eyes. âLook at me,â you say, your voice soft but commanding. âIâm right here.â
Natasha doesnât say anything at first. She just stares at you, her eyes searching yours like sheâs still trying to convince herself youâre really there, alive and breathing. Slowly, almost hesitantly, she nods. Her eyes flutter shut, as if closing them will somehow block out all the fear and frustration inside her. She takes your hand, gently lifting it to her lips, and presses a soft kiss against your knuckles. Her breath is warm, lingering over your skin, and she doesnât stop with just one kiss. Another follows, and then another, her lips brushing tenderly across the back of your hand as if the contact itself is a way of reassuring herself that youâre still with her.
Each kiss was slow, filled with the kind of affection that makes your heart ache. You feel the tension in her shoulders start to ease, her breathing evening out. When she finally pulls back, her fingers trace over the spot sheâs just kissed, her touch light but lingering. She looks at you again, her expression softer now, as if sheâs starting to believe that youâre really okay.
âIâm guessing this means that I canât go on any more missions with you,â you say with a small smile, trying to lighten the mood.
A small, breathy laugh escapes her mouth, though itâs more of a huff, and the corner of her lips quirk up just a little.
âYou think?â she mutters, but thereâs no real bite to it. The tension from earlier hasnât fully faded, but the way you joke, the way you try to make light of the situationâshe canât help but let a bit of the weight lift off her chest.
She shakes her head slightly, her thumb absently brushing over the back of your hand, still holding onto you like she canât quite bring herself to let go yet.
âI should ban you from every mission,â she says, her voice softer now, almost playful, but with that familiar protective edge. âBut knowing youâŚâ
She trails off, giving you a knowing look that makes it clear how stubborn she thinks you are. You grin, despite the soreness and the lingering ache in your body.
âYou know Iâd find a way to convince you,â you say, tilting your head a little.
Natashaâs smile softens into something more tender as she looks at you, her green eyes holding yours.
âYeah,â she whispers, and thereâs a quiet, tired fondness in her voice now. âYeah, you probably would⌠But, no more of this.â
You close your eyes for a second, feeling the warmth of her skin, âIâll try,â you say, voice soft. Itâs not quite a promise, but itâs enough for now.
âI canât take you away from your work. Itâs your job⌠Itâs both of ours.â Her voice cuts through the air, firm and unyielding, her tone leaving no room for argument. âIâm just not letting you out of my sight again.â
Thereâs a finality in her words that makes you pause, a quiet intensity that speaks to something deeper than her usual protectiveness. Her eyes, still lingering on yours, are resolute, as if sheâs already made up her mind. You can see it in the set of her jaw, the tightness in her shouldersâsheâs serious. This isnât just about the mission, or even the injury. Itâs about something bigger, something sheâs been holding onto for too long.
You know Natasha. You know the layers of her. How sheâs always the one in control, always calculated, prepared for anything. But right now, thereâs a vulnerability in her thatâs hard to ignore. Sheâs not just saying this to keep you safe; sheâs saying it because the thought of losing you is something she canât bear, something she canât even let herself entertain for too long without feeling like the ground is slipping out from under her.
You open your mouth to respond, to maybe crack another joke or reassure her that youâre okay, but the words catch in your throat when you see the look on her face. Sheâs staring at you like youâre the only thing that matters in the world, and it makes your heart ache a little, knowing how hard it is for her to let that kind of emotion show.
âIâm serious,â she adds, her voice quieter now, almost a whisper. Her hand tightens around yours, her thumb brushing over your knuckles. âIâm not losing you.â
Thereâs a moment of silence, heavy and filled with everything neither of you are saying. You want to protest, to tell her she doesnât need to worry so much, but you canât. Because you knowâdeep down, you know that sheâs right. And maybe part of you doesnât mind the idea of her always being there, watching over you, making sure youâre safe.
But for now, you just squeeze her hand in return, letting the weight of her words settle over you both. Itâs not a conversation you need to finish right now. Youâre alive, and for Natasha, thatâs all that matters.
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Y/N and Harry, lifelong best friends, pretend to be a couple for a family wedding weekend in Edinburgh. As they navigate the event, old feelings resurface, and what starts as an act turns into something real, leading them to confront their true emotions for one another.
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The soft hum of the evening surrounded them as they sat on Harryâs couch, the warmth of the candles filling the air. His house, though spacious, had an intimate feel, with low lighting casting cozy shadows around the room. Harry sat beside Y/N, half-turned toward her, reading a book. The way he tucked his legs beneath him and the casualness of his white t-shirt gave the moment a softness that made Y/N's thoughts wander.
Y/N tried to focus on the book in her hands, something about leadership, but the words blurred as she kept glancing at Harry. His usual confidence and public persona seemed far away, replaced by a quiet charm. She couldnât help but think back to the way things used to be before his rise to stardomâjust the two of them, as friends.
And thatâs what made it so hard now. Despite the easy conversations and long history they shared, Y/N was always reminded of the one-sided feelings sheâd harbored for years. Sitting next to him now, she could feel the pull of those feelings, threatening to unravel her carefully constructed walls.
âWhatâs going on in that head of yours?â Harry asked, breaking the silence. His voice was low, filled with the same warmth and curiosity he always had when talking to her. âYouâve been staring at that page for a while now.â
Y/N laughed lightly, closing the book. âJust thinking about family stuff,â she said, dodging the real reason behind her distraction.
Harry raised an eyebrow. âFamily stuff?â
She sighed. âMy cousinâs getting married soon, and theyâre all pressuring me to bring a date.â
Harry leaned back, his expression softening. âYou know you donât have to do anything just to please them, right?â
âI know, but itâs hard when everyone expects you to show up with someone.â Y/N smiled weakly, shrugging. âIt just makes me feel like Iâm falling behind.â
For a moment, Harry just watched her, like he was considering something. Then, his voice cut through the silence again, casual but certain. âIâll go with you.â
Y/N blinked, surprised. âWhat?â
He shrugged, a small smile on his lips. âIâll be your date. that'll stop them from asking questions, right?â
Her heart skipped a beat. Harry being her date? Even just as a favor, the idea felt surreal. But his offer was sincere, and she could feel the tension easing from her shoulders at the thought of having him there with her.
âAre you sure?â she asked softly, trying to gauge if he really meant it.
âOf course,â he said with that familiar grin of his. âWho wouldnât want to show up with me as their date?â
Y/N couldnât help but laugh at his teasing, her anxiety slowly melting away. Maybe this wouldnât be so bad after all. With Harry at her side, it might actually be⌠fun.
âHeâs going with you?!â Maddieâs voice echoed through the apartment, laced with disbelief.
Y/N, sitting cross-legged on the floor of her bedroom, groaned and called back, âI know!â
A moment later, Maddie appeared in the doorway, eyes wide. âHarry Stylesâyour best friendâis going to this wedding as your date? I mean, what?!â
Y/N let out a breathy laugh, flopping back onto her bed, staring up at the ceiling. âTrust me, Iâm still trying to process it.â
Maddie crossed her arms, leaning against the doorframe. âOkay, first of allâthis wedding is a whole weekend, right?â
âYeah,â Y/N muttered, sitting up and running a hand through her hair. âWeâre leaving Friday and staying until Sunday. So⌠two full days of family, dinners, receptions, small talk.â
âAnd does Harry know itâs a full weekend?â Maddie asked, raising an eyebrow.
Y/N bit her lip. âNot exactlyâŚâ
Maddieâs eyes widened even further. âY/N, you have to tell him! What if he backs out once he realizes itâs not just a one-night thing?â
Y/N sighed, already feeling the weight of it. âIâll tell him tomorrow. I just⌠I hope he doesnât change his mind.â
Maddie smiled knowingly. âWell, youâll need to distract yourself with something else for nowâlike your outfits!â She grinned. âYou have to look incredible.â
Y/N groaned, burying her face in her hands. âMaddieâŚâ
The next day, Y/N stood outside Harryâs house, a small bouquet of flowers in hand. She smiled as she reached for the familiar key in her pocketâthe one Harry had given her ages ago. She slid it into the lock, the soft click bringing her a sense of comfort. His place had always felt like a second home, sometimes even more than her own.
Walking inside, the familiar scent of fresh linen greeted her. She made her way to the kitchen and placed the flowers on the counter, searching for a vase. After arranging them, she admired the pop of color they brought to the space. It was something she liked to do whenever she visitedâadd a little warmth to the room.
âHarry?â she called out, already heading towards the hallway that led to his bedroom.
âCloset!â his voice echoed back, slightly muffled.
She stepped into his room, which looked as it always didâorganized chaos. A mix of designer clothes and little pieces of Harryâs life were scattered around, but one thing stood out: his suitcase, open on the floor, already halfway packed.
Heâs really going through with it, Y/N thought, excitement mixing with a flutter of nerves.
As she approached the closet, Harry emerged, fresh from the shower, casually drying his hair with a towel. His grin widened when he saw her. âDidnât hear you come in.â
Y/N chuckled. âYouâre already packing? Youâre way ahead of me.â
âI figured Iâd get a head start. Iâve got to be prepared for this weekend,â he teased, tossing the towel over his shoulder.
Y/N leaned against the doorway. âI havenât even started yet. But you know, I might need help picking outfits. And I know you have opinions.â
Harry shot her a playful smirk. âYou know I do.â
Despite the light banter, Y/N couldnât shake the growing tension in her chest. She still hadnât told him everythingâthe weekend wasnât just a one-night affair. Clearing her throat, she said, âHarry, thereâs something I forgot to mention about the wedding.â
His eyebrow raised, but his smile stayed. âOh yeah? Whatâs that?â
âWell⌠itâs not just the ceremony. Itâs kind of a whole weekend event.â
Harry stopped mid-motion, the towel draped over his shoulders as he turned to face her fully. âA whole weekend?â
âYeah,â Y/N nodded, fidgeting slightly. âItâs in Edinburgh. Thereâs a dinner on Friday, the wedding on Saturday, and a brunch on Sunday. Itâs like⌠a three-day thing.â
For a moment, Harry just stared at her, blinking. Then, with a chuckle, he said, âA full-on wedding, huh?â
Y/N let out a breath. âYeah⌠I probably shouldâve told you earlier. But I didnât want to overwhelm you.â
Harry shook his head, his grin widening. âYouâre not getting rid of me that easily. A weekend in Edinburgh with you? Sounds fun.â
Relief flooded through Y/N. âYouâre sure? I mean, itâs a lot.â
âIâm sure,â he said, giving her a reassuring smile. âBesides, I think your familyâs going to love me.â He winked, adding, âWhen do we leave?â
Y/N couldnât help but smile, her nerves fading. He really was in this with her, and suddenly, the weekend didnât seem so intimidating.
Y/N and Harry sat cross-legged on the floor of his living room, plates of Indian takeout spread across the coffee table. The familiar aroma of curry and naan filled the room, while How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days played on the TV in the background. They had seen the movie so many times, but it never got old. Harry always laughed at the same moments, and Y/N couldnât help teasing him for knowing the lines better than she did.
As Y/N scooped up a bite of butter chicken with her naan, she noticed Harry looking at her with a mischievous grin. âWhatâs that look for?â she asked, narrowing her eyes.
Harry leaned back against the couch, balancing his plate on his lap. âI was just thinking about the wedding.â
âPlease donât remind me,â Y/N groaned, shaking her head. âIâm still wrapping my head around the fact that youâre actually going.â
âDonât worry, Iâm still in,â Harry assured her, nudging her gently. âBut I had a thought⌠Why donât we drive to Edinburgh?â
Y/N blinked, lowering her fork. âDrive? From here to Edinburgh? Thatâs over eight hours.â
âExactly!â Harryâs eyes lit up, like it was the best idea heâd ever had. âThink about it. If we drive, weâre in control. If things get awkward at the wedding, weâll have a getaway car. No waiting for flightsâwe can just leave.â
Y/N gave him a skeptical look. âPlanning an escape before we even get there?â
He shrugged, popping a piece of naan into his mouth. âItâs all about being prepared. Plus, think of the road trip! Snacks, music, random stops. Remember the last time we did a long drive?â
Y/N smiled at the memory. âYeah, and you made us stop at every service station to try the food.â
Harry grinned even wider. âExactly! Imagine all the snacks we could packâcrisps, chocolate, samosas. And the playlistâoh, the playlist! Weâll sing the whole way, windows down, no stress.â
Y/N chuckled, shaking her head. âYou just want an excuse to sing loudly, donât you?â
âHey, I have great taste in road trip tunes,â he said, pretending to be offended. âAnd it would be fun! Eight hours, just us, no rush.â
She tilted her head, considering it. A carefree road trip with Harry did sound appealing, but the practical side of her had concerns. âFlying is faster. Weâll be there in two hours and wonât be exhausted when we arrive. Weâll need all the energy we can get for my family and the wedding.â
Harry pouted, leaning back against the couch. âWhereâs your sense of adventure?â
Y/N looked over at him, smiling at his enthusiasm. There was something irresistible about the way his eyes sparkled at the idea.
âYou know what?â she said after a beat. âLetâs do it. Letâs drive.â
Harryâs face lit up, his eyes wide with excitement. âReally? You mean it?â
Y/N nodded, her smile growing. âYeah, why not? It could be fun. And having the car might come in handy if we need an escapeâor if we just want to explore a bit.â
Harry practically beamed. âI canât waitâ.
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