#when a nap is bad man
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Getting to Know You
Thanks @litlunacy for the tag! I am not very interesting today, sorry, but I did my best after an inadvertent and wholly trashy nap that left me feeling manky.
Three Ships: Merrill/Isabela (dragon age), Spike/Buffy (i would also say wash/zoe but that's too much whedon), Vimes/Lady Sybil (discworld)
First Ship: I was really invested in Sorka and Sean from Dragonsdawn by Anne McCaffrey (the dragonsinger trilogy was my favorite but menolly deserved to get with that old man and I was mad she didn't don't @ me)
Last Song: What's Left of the Flag- Flogging Molly
Last Movie: I had to think for a minute, but I believe it was Clue. Or The Suicide Club. I rewatched both in the last few days.
Currently Reading: Re-Reading the Vampire Lestat- in the bath
Currently Watching: Never Stop Blowing Up on Dropout.tv
Currently Eating: a can of Mac & Jack's African Amber and bell pepper strips with chipotle honey sprinkle seasoning, as well as some garlic dill pickled red radishes. And a large gummy frog (red and blue flavor).
Currently Craving: I could murder some garlic knots. Or a really big Caesar salad.
#random stuff#thea talks#nothing too unexpected or interesting haha#but that's okay :)#i would tag ppl but I have no idea any more who wants to be tagged in stuff#and I am tired and feel weird#when a nap is bad man#it is bad
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forbidden rock 10 heart event (real and canon)
#my art#sorry for this. i can’t not post it#rock what are you doing in youtube comments. get outta here#when your wife’s post nap clarity makes her go full tetsuya nomura#bokumono#sos awl#rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon#story of seasons#story of seasons a wonderful life#story of seasons awl#rock (awl)#sos rock#hm rock#rock x pony#cora clownposting content#suggestive#the worst kind of shitposting. bad#comment talked about rock in third person but he can’t fool me. it’s literally him#let my man cook though. he’s onto something here#he’s right and he should say it.
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Hunter's funniest line is easily when he cuts off one of Phee's stories and says "I DON'T CARE" that man was going through it BAAAAAAD
#this is what happens when dad doesn't get a nap#put that man in a lazy boy chair with sports on#tbb hunter#hunter tbb#the bad batch
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Race: DAVEY OH MY FUCKING GOD YOU'LL NEVER BELIEVE-
David, stressed out of his mind to begin with: HEY WATCH THE LANGUAGE! YOURE LUCKY LES ISN'T AROUND!! JESUS!
Race: did you just say "Jesus?"
Davey: ...YES?????
Race: ain't you Jewish?
Davey: *unintelligible sounds of exasperation* ITS AN EXPRESSION??
#man needs a break#i was reading a fic when this came to mind and in the context of said fic this was much less tame than just bad language#i wont get into that one#let david jacobs take a nap 2023 (1899)#newsies#david jacobs#livesies#newsies live#uksies#davey jacobs#newsies uk#92sies#newsies 1992#racetrack newsies#racetrack higgins#race higgins#race newsies#davey#davey newsies#david newsies#david and race are best friends#you cant change my mind#newsies all media types
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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#tw vomit#vomited at 3pm today after a nap with lil man#and then my upper stomach and back started hurting#again again#fyi i have not had it checked yet because I am dumb#but will try and remember to call my doctor tomorrow 🤞🏻🙃#anywho#fast forward to 9pm#and i vomit again#so crazy i needed a shower#i got a really hot one 🙌🏼#so im all better now thankfully 🙏🏻#but wow#oh#also both time i had literally just taken painkillers 🙃#only once out of the 3 times did it stay down#ajdhjdjks#i have had it with this day#also#thought it was waaay later lol#lil man was tired and ready for bed at 5.30pm so we have been in bed a while#not bad when you feel shit#soo#goodnight#bells be speaking to herself
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my brother today: so, uh...what's the word on that crochet basket my wife asked you about? she's started her nesting phase...
me, looking between said basket and the blisters on my hands: it's coming along great! it'll absolutely be done in time for Mom to deliver it!
#no one look at me#or the original messages between me and my sister-in-law which are from the end of NOVEMBER#(in my defense I had to restart this thing like four times to get the measurements and stitches right)#(and I had to double-up the yarn--which had to be shipped internationally)#(and I had to undo several rows because I hated how it looked)#(and it STILL has a wonky stitch that looks too much like a seam but I cannot fix it)#(I simply do not have it in me to undo all these rows again for the fifth time)#THANKFULLY when I finally sent pictures to my s-i-l (tonight) she liked the adjustments I had to make for my sanity#regrettably she then asked me about price which I don't want to discuss because it's been FIVE MONTHS and it's not perfect#I guess love means making something that brings me no enjoyment because it's not perfect and I can't bear to look at it#but it makes her happy so I'll finish it if it kills me#(my hands hurt so bad I need to find that post with the helpful stretches)#(and then I need to figure out how to get over the horrible bad habit of putting off communicating with someone for months at a time)#(ok I'm done whining)#(maybe)#(I want to eat but I need to go take care of the second job but I want to nap in the hammock#and at the end of it all I still will have to work up at least two more rows)#(woe woe etc the trials of being a human being truly man was born for suffering)#(the good news is that I don't think anyone else will really notice the ugly seam I've got going on)
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it's way too early in the morning for me to be down in the dumps about myself LMAAOO
#these are post 10pm thoughts!!! not 10am thoughts!!!!#anyways the fear that I'm annoying and talk way too much and people only listen because they don't wanna hurt my feelings 🙏🏽🙏🏽#I'm so sorry about how much i ramble on and on 😭 i don't mean to#I've always felt bad about it ajdhajsj i never really do shut up huh#it ties in reaaaal nice with my fear of my f/os leaving me because they think I'm annoying#or better yet. leave me for someone better#i think about it so often and goodness i wouldn't blame them one bit#sorry akdjsksj I'll delete this later#i try so hard to be silly goofy ash but man. maaaaaan.#my irl bf dumped me because we're better as friends and honestly i agree. he's a great guy and I'm glad we're still friends. i dunno if I'm#heartbroken but i still think about him every single fucking day. i just cant get the thought outnof my head that maybe my f/os too would#realize that I'm a much better friend than i am a girlfriend#i need a nap#sorry about this post sjdjsjdj no one has to comfort me or anything!! I'll go drink some water and shit#it's just.. one of those days#negative#ash rambles 💚#maybe I'm just tired. was traveling for the past few days#i really need to practice talking less methinks#I've always had an almost irrational fear of some of my f/os finding someone else and leaving me for them#it just gets worse when I'm already sad- adds fuel to the fire and all that#okay I'm done now i swear
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im SO eepy but someone remind me later there's ficlets in my askbox still that i wanna actually do. ideally this afternoon/evening i'll have some time to write, im really in the mood except for being soooooo sleepy. but eepiness aside i love kon did you guys know
#i was at a lil con with friends this weekend and it was really fun and i need a nap so bad rn#but also it has me in such a good mood i haven't gone to any cons since 2019#and i missed it!!!#oh i also have tag meme from rook i need to do when i stop being horizontal. but ive already lain down so unfortunately.#that's gotta wait now. eepy. but MAN i love kon and also cons and my besties :)#rimi talks
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Need to make art or sew or create in some way or get a tattoo or tidy stuff up or play pz or do anything at all but i can only lie in bed and scroll the stupid 'for you' dash and yearn for nebulous things
#i think im sick#i mean in a physical health way not in a i yearn for things that are not real way#okay well both but you know what i mean#the for you page is so strange to me#i go there sometimes when i run out of real tumblr so i open the weird infinite tumblr and scroll aimlessly#it always evolves into just cat videos at some point tho#man i want to paint or make a tiny garden with monks or sew a cool jacket or do anything really but i feel bad#why is inspiration but no energy????#anyway i think ill take another nap now#mine
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my back hurts
#my upper back is fucked up for whatever reason like really badly#and the lower back is getting its bad vibes from my cramps#we are really not having a great day today guys. this nap i took was also really shitty cause of all this#its fun to get jolted awake every now and then when you move in your sleep cause youre suddenly in pain now yay#and of course! i have no absolutely no painkillers or a way to get any sooooooo#fuck man. its a miserable day :')#night is an absolute mess on main
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Fruit is one of the things Copperhead loves eating the most but one fruit in particular is as troubling as it is delicious. That fruit would be none other than fresh pineapple, a delicacy that tastes incredible but also has the nasty drawback of burning his tongue and screwing with his Jacobson's Organ. After consuming pineapple, Copperhead will be unable to pick up scents for a few hours until his tongue has recovered from the acid burns, making it a rare and risky treat.
#🐍 || musings#🐍 || headcanons#You know that feeling when you really want to eat something even though you know you'll suffer?#That's Copperhead with pineapple#So painful but so worth it 😂#It really is that bad for him though#Straight up deleting his sense of smell until he's recovered asdfghjk#Sorry for the dumb post just now I was chatting with Holly and it was a thing that came up when talking about fruits#Because Copperhead actually has a lot of trouble with eating and prefers his food all cut up into nice bite-sized pieces#Sure he can unhinge his jaw like an actual snake but that's so uncomfortable#Why the fuck would you want to swallow a watermelon whole when you can cut it up and enjoy it like that#Anyways just a smol for tonight#I did not work but man did I nap hard#4 hours to be precise and damn well needed it
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#ive been finally trying meds for my adhd and i think current one is working but#if im not super productive every day i feel bad#bc this is supposed to help#but idk what's a reasonable amount of productivity when it's finals and ive been rawdogging life up to this point#are the meds actually helping or am i just experiencing adhd stress response. who knows!!!#are they not working or am i burned out!! who knows!!!!!!!!!#i did just finish being extremely fucking stressed and working all day every day to stay caught up#so maybe i deserved to do fuck all this last weekend#but it feelsbad#idk im doing so much different from usual i cant tell if thats bc of the meds or if it wouldve gone like this anyway#man.#i feel like it's making me change plans unexpectedly more and it's fucking me up#or mahbe im just doing that#idk. ill see how i am after finals#there's too much to do and im way too small i wish i could just nap and read and play games for a bit#but my ps3 is still dead and i cant replace it until june or later probably#i have other games but i wanna play tales#and finish the sotc playthrough i was in the middle of#also i still have finals#;-;
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#(( ooc. ))#venting tw#negativity tw#i know ive been bitching about this a lot lately but just let a girl vent pls#husband just got home and said 'you look tired you should go lie down '#and i told him i cant. i have too much housework to do. 'well lay down after that '#cant. because then i have more housework after that.#and he got all huffy at me like i was being dramatic#and he said 'how am i supposed to snuggle up with you if you arent laying down? c#and i shot back ' who's going to do the housework if i dont '#and he rolled his eyes. straight up rolled his eyes.#this is the man that is constantly telling me to just ask him for more help. just make a list#yelled at me and stormed out of the house whej i told him to pls just use his eyes#bc i dont have time to make him a list of chores#and also the man who if i do ask him to do smth it doesnt get done#examples just from today. he was heading into town and i asked him to please bring the recycling with him. he didnt.#he yells at me for doing the cat litter bc its bad for my asthma. but then leaves it until its bad enough i have to do it#bc its unfair to the cats to expect them to use a litter box that bad. and then he gets mad at me for not just asking him to do it#like. its in the bathroom. right next to the toilet. he has to look at it when hes taking a shit every day. and youre telling me#he doesnt notice it? i have to remind him???#and then i get yelled at and reprimanded for just doing it myself#' ASK FOR HELP DAMMIT! '#i do. i do all the fucking time. i ask you to empty the garbage bc bending over makes my back scream. but you dont#and i have to power through and do it.#i ask you to bring the recycling into town to drop off. and as soon as you leave i find out you didnt even gather it up.#i ask you to please clear out the bathtub drain. for two weeks. and you brush it off until the day i decide to#do it myself and you get so passive aggressive about it and ' no ILL DO IT. the tool is back in my mom's room#guess I'll just go WAKE HER UP FROM HER NAP so i can grab it since you need it done! '#im so tired of asking and then just being disappointed anyway.#if im gonna get yelled at anyway id rather just do it all myself so at least its done. and not sit there and beg for help and do it anyway
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one day I will address that weird fucked up feeling of not wanting anything romantic from anyone but feeling a soul shattering stab of jealousy(?) whenever someone I'm friendly with mentions they're in a relationship. makes me feel 'replaced' and unimportant(?). (WHY?)
rationally I know I shouldn't feel this way because wtf who the hell even does, this is hypocritical and utterly ridiculous bs. but still. I've always felt this way and idk how to make it stop.
#even after thinking about it for years and years and years i haven't come to a conclusion of where this came from#all i know is i first felt this when one of my best friends in primary school started dating my cousin (we were like 7)#like. they met for the first time that day. only had eyes for each other#and i was left by the wayside. even though we were at an indoor play park to celebrate my birthday(?) i think?#and then it's happened a couple other times over the years#i have my outward reaction under control now but even just a few years ago i went into isolation because IT HURT SO BAD#WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY and how do i get rid of this??????#that nap was needed but man now i'm back to overthinking everything#maybe it's the fact i've been trying to push all of these 'less nice' feelings down so as not to be too negative/undesirable to be around#idek know!!!!!!!!#reason number 24601 i should definitely be in intensive long term therapy
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The difference between insomnia as a symptom and having a "decreased need for sleep" is that, while both results in you spending an ungodly amount of hours awake and not able to sleep, insomnia will result in a exhausted sleepy person while someone with a "decreased need for sleep" will not be sleepy or exhausted.
#rambles#tmi and bad decisions ahead#i have barely slept the past three nights#i can't fall asleep nor can i stay asleep#and while i can sense something is off enough with my body that it probably would be a good idea to get a full night's rest...#i am at regular functioning capacity#i'm not tired or sleepy... i don't need a nap#i am pretty much fine for the most part#which is even funnier considering that i am sick right now and that's when people feel exhausted the most#hypomania is a trip man#i'm beginning to think that certain games like instinctively triggers my hypomania#because this only started after i started playing graveyard keeper again...#games like that put me in this weird state of mind where i hyperfocus and obsess to the point that i can play for like the entire day#and this is coming from someone who usually does not play a single game for more than an hour at a time#so to go from one hour to like.... 8-10+ hours is rather concerning...#a part of me does wonder if it's actually hypomania or if i'm just physically weird#idk i don't think i've been displaying other hypomanic symptoms... at least i don't think so....#either way regardless my plan for this evening is to get drunk AND take one of my meds that causes drowsiness so i can hopefully sleep well#wish me luck! :)
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