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It seems that no matter how much I try, the book stays upside down...
#janimay art#off#off batter#off player#off zone 2#off (game)#off game#computer core#webcore#off mortis ghost#artwork#rpg maker#when I entered the library#I knew that I would spend the next few hours there#searching for answers and lore
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some teens from class today + some traditional daddies i drew last summer and never posted ^_^
#dungeons & daddies#dndads#dndads fanart#scary marlowe#normal oak#lincoln li wilson#taylor swift (not that one)#glenn close dndads#ron stampler#my art#i have been listening to Scary's album pretty much non stop#the last track.... ouuhghghh my heart :')#srry about the shadow#took these in my school library LMFAO#i never really liked how the Glenn came out tbh#i drew that before i got his face right in my head#oh well#all the pieces are there but it's not quite him to me...#i think his hair is too short. this is what he looked like when they entered the forgotten realms & then his hair grew over the course of s#WHATEVER THOUGH im literally the only one who cares about that LMAO#yippee!! i love dndads!!#id in alt#just realized hermie got cut off#sorry little dude
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— the bookworm friend 📚
[val and friends: featuring alyn @ps-cactus ]
"hmm, these are probably too boring for her"
"oh these look exciting!"
"i wonder if she already read this..."
"there must be something interesting here"
"aight! but are these enough?"
#'i saw this and thought of you' friend#when you entered the library and thought of your bookworm friend first and now you have A TON to borrow#spoiling her friends is a thing#pebbling is her love language#alyn x val#amberlyn salters#valentine black#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy mc#ravenclaw#slytherin#hogwarts legacy photo mode#hogwarts legacy screenshots#hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry
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MiqoMarch Day 08 - Fav. (Side) Job
When she's not running around as Ninja or Summoner , Arsay's next choice is the lance. Being bestowed a source of draconic power by Midgardsormr moments before his slumber, and knowing how to channel the powers of Bahamut with dreadwyrm trance, Arsay's power as a Dragoon rivals that of even the former Azure Dragoon. With that said, she'd much rather use her polearm to hunt monsters.
#miqomarch#miqomarch2024#ffxiv#miqo'te#arsay kain pose pog??#an attempt was made#I didn't want to repeat myself two years in a row lol#do love playing drg though its so fun#praying it doesnt become too different in dawntrail#in my canon Arsay never does the lancer or dragoon lv 30-60 job quests#She gets Estinien to teach her some basic moves while on the road trip to drivania#one cause she thought it looked fun two because its hard to back stab a dragon without going full shadow of the colossus on them#Shes pretty good with the lance too so she does use it on that first nidhogg fight#then she continues hvw as ninja/smn#she doesnt have any of the dragoon part of the dragoon kit until she goes through the great gooble library with y'mhitra#where they learn about dreadwyrm trance and arsay discovers her surprisingly strong connection to bahamut#y'hmitra: wow thats weird didnt you say you werent around during the calamity how did you connect to him so easily#arsay: so there's this massive hole in the ground in eastern la noscea-#When its time to end the dragonsong war for real this time in the patches she picks up the lance again and enters trance mode#She does get a job stone finally after that#its a gift from aymeric#a symbolic 'you were part of the troops' type thing#oh and later during stormblood arsay does go through Those job quests#because of course shes helping a little dragon friend#and during the omega raid series when Middy saves her life just before he goes to sleep again he gifts arsay a scale to carry with her#a bit of dragon aether to tap into when she needs it !#anyways thats arsay dragoon lore thanks for coming to my tedtalk#WOL posting#Arsay Nun
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do people who keep drawing sokka as spirits know that he doesnt have any respect for the spirits in the show
#except for like. yue. and maybe aang#its lowkey his most obnoxious arrogant cis male atheist trait#altho he gets a lot better about it throughout the show#its just funny that ppl praise how he disrespected wan shi tong and then draw that kinda stuff#which btw idk if he ever really learned from that experience and realized how he was wrong#the invasion day plan was doomed from the start bc of how they got that information#the disrespect he showed in that episode was abysmal. from entering the library till he left. just had no veneration whatsoever. ugh.#characters like sokka are hilarious bro how r u making fun of spirituality when u literally see that shit in front of you#hes still kinda dismissive of that stuff in s3 “well scientifically speaking there's no way to prove that-” in s3ep6#but def less so as it goes on#like in s3ep13 when toph is talking about original benders hes much less of an ahole then i think he wouldve been in earlier seasons#but he still was v disrespectful in the finale wrt aangs ozai dilemma#but to be fair so was the rest of the gaang bc even they didnt understand the spiritual repercussions of what they were asking of him#anyway just a gripe i have w fandom#like how r u gonna be a sokka dickrider and praise his very basic cismale qualities n then do stuff like this#atla#fandom wank
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Buddy. You had to send this question from the page that contains the search bar for the library catalog.
Message to library sent from ask-a-question form: My assignment is to read "This is an Article Title" by Name McNamerson. Please advise how to find that.
Reply: Hello Masters Student, I searched McNamerson AND this is an article title in the library catalog, which brings up three top results all with that title and author but different years. If you're unsure which of these is what your assignment needs, please check with your professor.
#it's a perfectly polite email I'm just kinda baffled how you get to the question without noticing the search option#which is prominently featured in the middle of the page. while the question form is linked at the bottom.#the article's also not behind a paywall so when I googled it's also the top result there#but anyway#whenever we have discussions [like my big popular post] about info literacy I need people to remember it's not just on the teaching side#it's also on the student side who don't think 'I have a full author name and full title maybe I should literally type those and hit enter'#tumblarians#working in a library#library life#college students#library tips
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one major difference i have found between service industry work (in my case food service but this is widely applicable to similar jobs) and other public-facing positions is that the job itself is often very similar because people is the same, it's just in service everyone approaches you already thinking they're right and you're a fucking idiot and its their god given right to disrespect you, where in other positions even if they are not nice to you they usually acknowledge that you know more than them on issues pertaining to your job. like the difference in behaviour from people who see you as serving them vs helping them is unreal. i am doing literally the exact same things. customer is always right mentality did irreparable damage to the fabric of society
#good idea generator#i loveee the library front desk everyone is polite and people will just ask you anything#they assume so much knowledge and access to data#ill be like 'just one moment let me look that up in the system' [googles name of school + upcoming events]#also not in a mean way but i never realized until i worked here how little anybody is googling anything#i think its funny and i also love to google things for people so i am perfectly suited to this#and some questions even though they are googleable the issue is more that the person isnt totally sure what theyre asking#but like. the library hours are visible on the home page. and outside the building that you just walked into on a sign#PPL DO NOT READ SIGNS. i knew that from other jobs but good lord people do NOT even GLANCE at signs#ppl would fully walk past like 4 signs about a specific thing and proceed to ask me a q about the thing. after waiting in a line#constantly CONSTANTLY ppl are trying to enter or exit through locked doors. clambering over closed signs to do so#its someones job when the library closes specifically to point out the signs and direct ppl to an open exit#and still often people will get up to the automatic doors and be baffled and confused as to why they dont open#but like even this i dealt w/this at my food service job and it was so frustrating#bc when you had to confront these people they would get MAD AT YOU. furious that they didnt read a sign telling them where to line up#but at the library people are polite and apologetic so you know it's not malice or entitlement ppl are just kind of inattentive#monumental difference tbh i actually love front counter so much people are so fun#and i like it when nobody is actively trying to kill me with their mind while we speak
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Had another wild dream
There was a festival, the biggest one of the year. Where everyone comes together to celebrate. Everyone in this world has a hidden ability, like a talent but a bit more magical. This celebration shows off the most magical of them all, like the one who can take reindeer by just touching them, or the dude who can play any instrument without ever seeing said instrument before, etc etc. some are simple powers like reading fast, or able to draw anything, or even just a very good worker, but apparently I don’t have an ability and am seen as worthless. Anyway, There are many people who are invited to this festival, but in this world there are monsters, who trap and kill people in many different ways. This is important for later. Each person invited to the festival, if they are related to one of the performers, must help out in some way shape or form. Last year I tried and failed to help, by being the end flag for the army race, where the soldiers who are invited, race to see who is the fastest. I was told to hold the flag and change it when 10, 20, 30, minutes have passed, while also stopping the clock when the winner passes me. However they never told me that last part and I got in trouble. So this year they want me to just hold a plate of mashed potatoes and hand it out.
So while we are waiting for things to start we need to find our seats. Me and my siblings are sat somewhere up higher, however there are only three seats. So I’m told to just “sit near them” on the ground, but don’t literally sit on the ground cause it’ll make the place look bad. After I join the walk with my mashed potatoes, about half way through I’m out and tell the Sargent and he says “we’ll go get more from up front” which btw this walk is like walking around a mega church building. So yeah, I get pissed and walk back with everyone looking at me. I get back and decide fuck it I’m going to just sit and not do anything. So I climb in the seats where my siblings are, get yelled at by a dude who I have to pass by when getting to these seats cause “you should know better than to walk on my seat” bro it’s literally the only way to the other seats, if you know another path please show me. He just grumbles and says that I should know of another path. I ignore him and get to the seats and stand nearby cause my sibs are sitting there. The show starts then and that’s my siblings cue to leave their seats so they can be carried away to perform. So I’m left in the middle of the path that also acts as the stage and I just quickly get over to the side cause wtf else do I do. Only to get reprimanded by my aunt and mother that “I should be in my seat and not basically on the stage” I just glare at them and say “well maybe somebody should make sure there are ENOUGH seats for us then” only for them to say that there were and that I’m being unhelpful and just want to complain. I finally snap and just walk along the path/stage, backwards. I’m heading to my car and just running away cause I can’t deal with these shits.
Anyway, Remember the monsters? Once outside I see a few roaming around, they are different sizes and different creatures. I don’t care and just keep walking. Apparently last year I ran into one, it grabbed me and I thought that was it, but it just rubbed my head and cooed before putting me down, chasing another person, and then eating them. So I didn’t care cause I felt pretty safe around them, which is saying something when the step on a car and it explodes.
I’m making my way to my car when I hear that apparently my family is looking for me already. I’m like “shit” so start running across the town/city to get to my car. But once again the town is being swarmed by monsters. I get to an area where this grass tentacle monster thing is sitting, and there’s a group of others trying to figure out how to pass it with getting caught. I tell them just don’t get hit by the end of the grass thorn tentacle thing, cause that’s what’ll grab you, as I start causally climbing over the already grown tentacles. A few tentacles have fallen apart and I grab a few and say “check this out” before chucking them into a body of water. The tentacle then grow and form another monster, the exact same kind of monster that we just passed. I rub it’s little head and say it’s a good boy and needs to stay there until it’s big enough to leave the pond. The group is horrified that I just made more monsters and most run away from me in fear.
The more brave parts of the group quickly joins me and hopes I can get them to safety and I mention that the house next to the library has a spell on it that repels all monsters, and that I’ll be walking in that direction anyway so they can join me. Anyway we continue walking through the snow and crowds of people who are scurrying off to do whatever when another monster appears. This one is a classic giant who is seen chasing someone, he sees me and for a brief second considers going for me before returning to his original target. I don’t get to see if he successfully catches them or not.
Eventually we get to the house and I drop them off before going to the library cause it’s a bit closer to my destination. I get yoinked in by someone who is panicking cause there’s a monster running the library. I look over and it’s this little sand vampire lady monster. I recognize her cause a few years back she successfully trapped me in her sandpit. She started sucking out my youth before stopping and realizing that I wasn’t getting older, but she was still getting younger. She is confused and asks what’s going on and I just shrug and say that I have no idea but if she want she can keep trying until she feels she is at the youthful age she wants. She does and I still don’t age, I then tell her if she acts human and doesn’t attack anyone else, that I’ll help her maintain her youth…at least until I die. She agrees and starts to work in the library. She looks human but if you look closely you see her skin is actually sand. Anyway the person is freaking out and I just say hi to the librarian and ask how it’s going. She said fine and that she needs a little pick me up, so I allow her. Much to the horror of the other person.
We chat for a bit before another smaller monster runs in and grabs me and the shocked person shouting that another giant monster needs a sacrifice. He is this fur covered monster with horns and he rushes out, despite the librarian’s shouts. Then we see the a new monster, this giant tall skinny monster, their skin swirling with different darker colors (like dark blue, deep violet, black, and a hint of dark green too)
That’s when the monster carrying us puts us down and is about to shout at this bigger monster that he brought a sacrifice but freezes for two reasons, 1: monsters are not against attacking smaller monsters and mr fluff here was hoping to get on this big dudes good side but just witnessed the big guy rip another monster apart, and 2: he looks at me and says that I shouldn’t be there and that he messed up by bringing me. I’m still confused before it clicks in my brain. I’m not useless, I do have an ability and a very rare one at that. I have a monster ability, it’s why I don’t get attacked, it’s why I can walk by them, it’s why they hesitate and change their mind, it’s why their attacks don’t affect me and why I know so much about them despite not seeing some of these monsters. I stare at the monster who was holding me cause we both realized what I am, just then the giant dark creature is looking at us with bright violet eyes. I’m not scared and walk forward placing my hand in the middle of his face… I then wake up.
#dream I had#one time i dreamt#dreams#wild dream#I mean i felt so useless at the beginning and everyone told me so#but the second the monsters got involved it was like I was important#they respected me and didn’t treat me as nothing despite the fact that they literally did that to everyone else#and that everyone else did that to me#at first I thought that because everyone saw me as useless or not worthy that the monsters thought the same thing#but then I thought that maybe they were seen as terrible and when they see me they see a kinship of some kind#but then I realized it was just my ability to be able to hang out with monsters without them killing me#which is very nice#also most of the monsters were huge monsters and it was kinda awesome to see#there were a few I forgot to mention in the post#like the more fleshy monster that picked the lock with its gross hands when we got to another building#or the giant version of the furry monster who looked through the open door at us when I entered the library#overall pretty cool dream that I thought would be just a depressing dream where I’m ridiculed but my dream said SIKE you important#weird lesson in there: you aren’t useless even if everyone says you are cause they don’t know what you’re capable of
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Dean, Cas, Jack and the kitchen and Jack's childhood bedroom as common domain
It's so interesting that Dean and Cas are more often portrayed meeting Jack in his bedroom or the bunker kitchen to counsel him or bring him nourishment, at least compared to his other parental figures (Sam, Mary, Bobby).
Sam is undoubtedly his parent, but he's associated more often with the library and pencils--mentor symbols. Of note, Mary also meets Jack in the kitchen and gives familial encouragement in 14x17 Game Night, but her knife training with Jack takes place in the library. Donatello counsels Jack in his kitchen in 14x15 Peace of Mind, but like Sam, there's visual books in the background. It has an added layer of advice-giving/mentorship.
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In 13x23 Let the Good Times Roll, we get Dean coming to JACK'S ROOM-- NIGHT when Jack is emotionally distressed:
Jack writhes on the bed-- having a nightmare. Dean moves for him-- touching his arm--
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And in 14x07 Unhuman Nature, he's coming to the infirmary to make sure Jack has nourishment:
DEAN: "Brought you some carbs. How you (doin')?"
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In 14x03 The Scar, we get Cas coming to JACK'S ROOM-- NIGHT to praise him for his persistence on a case:
CAS: "I'll make you some soup."
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When Jack is dying in 14x08 Byzantium, we see a record player and vinyl in his room, implying that not only do Dean and Jack listen to music together (per 14x16 Don't Go into the Woods), but they may hang out and listen to music in Jack's room.
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In 14x15 Peace of Mind, Cas again comes to counsel Jack -> JACK'S ROOM-- DAY
"Cas knows this "check in" is the last thing the boy wants."
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BONUS: Dean and Cas are ALSO associated to docks, water, and fishing throughout the series as early as season 4, and that also gets transferred to Jack in two specific script instances:
The first is in 13x14 Good Intentions when AU Zacharaiah gives Jack a vision of Cas and Jack fishing (this originally was an extended scene that occurs post-Zachariah's vision of burning the human side of Jack's family):
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And ofc there's the heartwarming fishing scene that actually occurs in 14x07 Unhuman Nature, with Jack and Dean:
It's just interesting how visually Dean and Cas are portrayed characteristically differently, with regards to Jack. You know?
#i love you sam but you and jack are more strongly associated to the library#sam is a dad and protector but he's also very much visually associated to guidance and mentorship#weirdly - dean enters jack's room even in the horrible early days of their relationship when Jack is stabbing himself
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*inhales*.....................DEEP SIGH
#i'm exhausted#i have a job interview this week which i should be grateful for but i'm still so unsure about what i want in life#and i'm so scared of making wrong choices like i'm terrified#and the company seems kind of conservative in its structures and culture i mean apparently there are low hierarchies but#they make their whole deal about 'family' and then there are almost only men working there which is like ughhh like the ratio is ridiculous#and the thing is i found another job offer at my local library and i would just so love to work there!!!! i will definitely apply this week#i'm just scared that i'll do well enough during the interview that they will actually want ti hire me and then i can't say no#bc i didn't even expect them to reach out to me in the first place so i guess my application was better than i thought#so now im'm debating whether i should take the chance or sabotage the interview so that i get to try really hard for#the application for the library job instead#i sound ridiculous being upset that an employer is showing interest in me like what a privilege to be able to turn that down#at the same time. like thankfully there is financial support from the government so i'm safe in that regard atm but it's really not much#and i also don't want to be in this state of unemployment for too long#and yet...i want to just spend my days doing something worthwhile? maybe i should just be grateful that i have the privilege to choose betw#different jobs and try to take advantage of that fact and opt for the offers that speak to me rather than cry about it#god i'm so stressed this is my first time in life where i can't rest assured that the upcoming years will follow the same routine#like how it was when i entered uni like i just knew 'alright i'll be studying for at least 5 years and then we'll see' and now#it's like i don't know what i'll be doing next month or in half a year or next year or in five years#the uncertainty. killing me. that's how i know i grew up way too protected cause i break under the slightest inconvenience god#alright crying rant over from now on i'll be growing up for real 👍#personal
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npd + autism culture is literally refusing to engage in your special interest because now it's so so mainstream and you don't wanna be associated with all the fakes who are into it
i pretend to not really enjoy space/astronomy anymore because holy shit so many people in my life who like astrology conflates the two. i can't talk about astronomy without someone bringing up some spiritual shit. and i know everything they do say that's correct, they're viewing it from a VERY different lens than i am
i hate family who act like "we're all stardust" is a new revelation to them in their spiritual journey, which i have ALWAYS stated growing up, albeit with a more scientific lens. they also act like it's some special notable thing that means we can manifest anything when i just think it's a fact of life & people only view it as something astonishing because of how mysterious and disconnected the stars seem to your average person
i can never bring up my nuanced takes on life outside earth because someone always dumbs it down or tries to make it fit their own personal ideology on real time, or they'll think i'm lying once i say The Proven Alien Hoax Is, ✨Surprise Surprise✨, A Hoax Again™.
don't get me started on all the alien theories rooted in Just Racism
there's also a lotta people who aren't necessarily spiritual or conspiratorial with it, but it's an aesthetic for them, which on its face is fine, but i hate the thought that i will be grouped in with people who just find kinship with the great unknown Like Y'all Don't Appreciate It Like Me!!!‼️ gatekeeping rn on god how is the special interest i was bullied for so mainstream in internal culture and aesthetics
so i just pretend i don't really care much about it & it's really diminished by love of space & that's a shame & all but idk what else to do
nevermind the fact that when i was like 7 years old i cleared out two whole libraries of their astronomy books by reading every single one regardless of reading level
nevermind the fact most things i own are based on space
nevermind the different space and aerodynamic museums ive been to
nevermind me being able to name certain events just based off photos
nevermind me still owning a lotta books
nevermind me opting to study physics so i could better appreciate space
how dare my special interest be stolen ‼️‼️‼️
#rant#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#autism#special interest#feels highkey appropriated on god ...#i KNOW being gatekeepy is baad and i KNOW it isn't healthy to give up on things you have a passion for bcs of something so childish#but ohhh my god i enter so many irrational states of numerous different rapidly shifting emotion about myself and everyone else over this 😭#how can a friend literally talk to me about how much they like space and I'm literally like “ok” even though i wanna talk abt it bcs#I Don't Trust Them#or someone will be surprised i'm super into space. it's really aggravating when it's someone i've known for years and years bcs how could u#miss this#busted SO much money on space#growing up i'd have fun by reading astronomy & space exploration ENCYCLOPEDIAS.#do you know how angry i was when there was no more space books in my Second Library ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#sometimes i say something off-handed abt space & ppl will be surprised & interested bcs i forget that actually most people don't know that#& then i get happy and feel special and important#but that usually doesn't last long
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eek. my order is here
#our post comrade.#its my day off. Fuck all to do but shop or go to the library#ive never been in a hot topic before. i am hoping i can find a couple more mini cows there#i didnt show you guys my micromallow cleary :] hes tiny and cute and im obsessed with him#i usually hate when plushies come with a name and bio cause i want to pick it out but i thought his was sooo funny hes a tiny strawberry co#and his bio says he loves to enter monster truck shows and drive his friends around in then#I LOVE HIM. he's JUST like ME#also he's a cow but a boy. Transgener?#claires charges way too much for everything but if i saw like a 6 inch of him that was decently stuffed (all the ones ive seen were too#flat for me) i would be tempted.
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I can never relate to posts about how bad tag searches are because I gave up on it long ago and don’t use the website properly anymore. If someone else on my dash goes into a tag and reblogs 10 pictures of a character I like I’ll reblog them too but if they don’t make it to my dashboard then it’s none of my business
#I used to have this weird anxiety/paranoia that someone was judging me when I entered the ‘wrong’ search terms#like if I looked up the title of a book in a library catalogue and they didn’t have it#and I’m getting better at not feeling that now but I guess I stopped searching tumblr tags while that was really affecting me#and it just never occurred to me to start again now that I’m in the rut of how I use the site
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me: why does my computer lose battery so quickly i'm not even doing anything that extreme
my twenty-four idle firefox tabs:
#speak friend and enter#i should go home and get my power cord so i can go to the other library and work#but i like this library bc it has 'privacy pods' which are these stupid little desk/chair combo things and they're so fun#like objectively it's bad furniture design bc it's got a fuckoff big peninsula with a divider in the front which is a waste of space#but i feel like i'm in the enterprise captain's chair when i sit in them. which makes it worth it
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insects that fly into your room for like 5 mins and explore the space before leaving again are the closest things to ever live their lives as rpg protagonists
#a sort of wasp just entered my flat. flew next to my library then next to my food stack then my other library. then left the room.#and i found myself going 'this is what Link does when he breaks into people's homes'#mini epiphany moment#ichatalks
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me debating whether to overhaul my entire weekly library schedule around the f1 schedule this weekend or whether I should decide to not care abt millionaire guys with no education who don’t know I exist nor care 🤔
#sorry for the no education btw I’m feeling bitter abt my life x#Charles dnfing in Australia has nothing on the pain my degree has put me through and I’m paying to be here 😐#oxford degree more difficult than f1 frfr (I used to do high performance sport on top of it too snshdjdk 🤣🤣)#sorry I’ll stop being a hater ANYWSY#it depends on how I feel and how much my chirlie friends pester me into watching#I’m feeling very .. idgaf rn. but I have just pulled 9 hours in the library#I get very numb to my emotions and my passions when I emotionally detach and enter workaholic mode 🤩#my therapist is always annoyed at me she’s like caja this is maladaptive but ah well
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