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It's not fucking zionist to follow the news you fucking idiots. I cannot take this shit anymore. Jesus fucking christ. I am obviously not talking to Palestinians in the first post I am talking to moronic tumblr bloggers like you who wear it as a badge of honor that you don't read the news and accuse anyone who takes an issue actually seriously of using "zionist dog whistles." And try to then find reasons to tell people that if you DO think beyond a slogan, you're One Of The Enemy, actually.
I'm literally on the train home from a free Palestine rally, I'm not a fucking Zionist! What is wrong with you fucking people! Stop throwing words around until they mean literally nothing! I made a post informing you guys that they are discussing the possibility that Israel did in fact bomb that hospital in the NY Times and now that's zionism?? You people are so fucking proud of being ignorant it is disgusting. Taking this shit seriously isn't Zionism you fucking asshole, you are just too proud of treating it like a sports match to care.
Like literally can you even read?? My point in that second post was that if ANY of you actually opened the news, you would realize that they ARE reporting on the possibility that Israel bombed that hospital. But clearly at this point you guys aren't even capable of reading tumblr posts, so I really don't know what I fucking expected!!
I think people need to understand that when someone says the situation in Israel/Palestine is complicated they are not necessarily saying that the discussion of who the oppressor vs oppressed is complicated. The Israeli government has been oppressing the Palestinians for a very long time, that is clear, and it is not complicated to understand that at least since the 80s they have had dramatically more financial and military power to keep control of the territory in the way they like.
However, it is reductive and dismissive to insist that there is no complexity in the potential ways to move forward to bring peace to the region. Despite what people on tumblr.edu like to believe, "Israel should never have been created" is not a practical solution to an incredibly heated geopolitical situation in the present day. Israel was created and it does exist. 10 million people live there. 74% of the population is native born and the country has existed for 75 years. Hand waving these fact away with the opinion that "they should move back to where they came from" may make you feel good about being a Radical Leftist, but it does not give anyone a road map for how exactly millions of people without dual citizenship are supposed to just up and evaporate. Nor does it acknowledge the reality that 21% of Israelis are Arabs, the very people you are claiming to want to give the land back to.
Insisting that there's nothing complicated about expecting an entire country's population to willingly dissappear with no consequences is not a productive way to think about this conflict. It ignores the many massive superpowers that have an interest in proping up different states in the region, the power dynamics involved in any land back movements, and the inevitably negative consequences of totally dissolving an established state without a plan. It is also completely and almost comically unrealistic, so much so that it makes it hard to believe that anyone who's opinion starts and ends with this idea really gives a shit about anyone who lives in the area as much as they care about their online leftist clout.
There's nothing complicated in understanding that the Israeli government is and has been maintaining an oppressive apartheid state for decades. It is, however, very complicated to come up with a realistic way to resolve some of the most intricately entangled land disputes on the planet without plunging the region into total chaos. Not everyone has to be deeply educated on every geopolitical situation, but it is very hard to take people seriously when they know nothing about the politics or history of a region and yet insist that there is nothing complicated about it at all.
There's a lot of people on this website who are getting dangerously smug about their own ignorance, and are starting to go down Qanon type anti-intellectual paths in the name of being sufficiently radical. Not knowing the details of a very convoluted land dispute isn't something to brag about online as you call for intentionally reductive solutions. You can support the Palestinian cause and be aware of the oppression they have faced while also holding off on calling people trying to do real analysis and de-escalation work bootlickers. We need to get control of the urge to fit every global issue into a simplistic YA novel narrative structure that appeals to Western revolutionary fantasies.
#gingerswagfreckles#ive been wandering around nyc dissociating for the past hour bc im so upset about whats happening#and reading about how the only fucking charity that is actually operating in gaza rn apparently got bombed too so i dont know whether i can#even donate to them agaon or if theyre all fucking dead#and then i open up my phone to this SHIT again#what is the point what is the fucking point???????? whats the point of trying to be polite and informative you people are so FUCKING smug#about knowing NOTHING about treating this like its a fucking fandom war or some crap!!!!!!#i cant fucking do yhis anymore#whay is wrong with you people we are so effing doomed
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Hello again! I was chatting with someone and he said "someone should make writing style hcs for the mercs", and I instantly went "I know a guy" so now i'm here. How do you think the mercs would write? (note: he also said "Scout would write like Greg heffley" which is hilarious)
How Do the TF2 Mercs Write?
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I'm smiling like an idiot rn. This is so sweet, and the promt is very cool! (Your friend is 100% correct, btw.)
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I'm going to headcanon, whay they write about, how they write about those things, and some hand writing pictures of how I think they'd write! So be prepared for a long one 😭 Can you tell I'm an English nerd?
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Demo-
You'd think he'd have super messy handwriting, but he's actually a very neat writer. Has an ink and quill pen set, loves gold ink more than traditional black ink.
He writes about his mom and his childhood. He writes very vividly and with lots of detail. I feel like this man is a walking thesaurus.
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Engie-
He has very clean writing. I'm day to day life (he has the worst writing when working on his projects). Like he'll leave a note on the door saying that the gangs run out of milk and everyone's shocked. You'd think he'd have atrocious handwriting. Learned cursive in school and never really stopped using it.
When he's writing like this, he's normally sending letters to people he cares for or trying to order parts for his latest projects. He's very formal when he writes to anyone.
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Heavy-
Heavy is also blessed with very nice handwriting, but instead of the school system forcing him into writing better it was his mom.
He likes to write about animals and his friends. He keeps a small book by his bed to write little things he learns throughout the day. Not very descriptive, more along the lines of "I heard birds singing this morning, it was pretty." Or "Scout likes brownies more than ice cream." Normally, just mundane things. (Also, he writes mainly in english to improve his ability to understand English words but sometimes defaults to Russian if he can't remember or spell a word properly.)
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Medic-
Ugh. This man writes like a doctor nine times put of ten just to fuck with people. He'll give someone a note, and it just has gibberish on it. He likes to watch them try and decipher it. But when he's not being a menace to society. He has genuinely beautiful handwriting. While it can be overly fancy, sometimes it's also easy to read.
He has two journals, he has a leather-bound one where he writes about Germany, his experiences of leaving his country, when he had his medical license, medical school, etc. Loves to write about the past. He uses that journal as a therapist. And then, of course, he has his neon pink Claire's notebook that he uses to write down every single thing that could be used against someone he's ever heard, with matching glitter pens.
When he writes, he never leaves any details out and is pretty clear and concise. He uses German and English interchangeably. Using English mainly out of habit.
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Scout-
While I do agree that this man probably writes like Greg Heffley (and honestly, his handwriting probably looks the same too.) I'd be wrong not to mention that he writes out little :), :0, >:), and other little faces on his notes, and have almost graffiti handwriting. He practiced writing to look like that, actually. He used to have decently nice handwriting, but he likes this one better.
He doesn't write much, but when he does, this man writes paragraphs about the most random things. All horribly spelled. This man can't read or write very well. Dyslexic king. He makes sure to get help with spelling, though, so he can write to his mom at least once a month.
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Sniper-
Oh, poor, poor man. Can not write clearly to save his life. Not that he's big on writing to begin with. There was never really any pressure for him to have good handwriting, and he mainly only writes to write himself reminders.
Very nondescript and straight to the point. But has a little quirk of using different dots (like • ○ ● □ ■ ☆) for his notes. He has a little dark brown book for all his reminders.
☆eat (is a common note left in the book). He also has written poetry, but he'd rather die than admit that.
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Spy-
Pretentious motherfucker handwriting and style. Could just be writing a reminder to wish someone a happy birthday and will go all out. It normally takes him 15 minutes to write a small note. He writes letters frequently, with no reason in particular. I think he just really likes writing. Uses big words but not in the same way Demo does. Like Demo will say, "The food was horrific." But Spy will say some shit like "the meal I partook in was horrifically distasteful and..." So on and so on.
I think he can also switch his handwriting at will. If he needs to pretend to have messy handwriting for some reason, he'll do it. Not without sheding a tear at how awful it looks first though.
Writes exclusively in French. One or two words in English every 10,000 words he writes.
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Soldier-
He likes using all capital letters when he writes! He feels like every word he writes is important. It also helps him remember things. I also don't think his vision is the best, so it's hard for him to see any other writing.
He doesn't write often, but he's always listing things, marking things that have changed, and writing down random questions that he'll spend the day trying to answer. Very observation based writing. You catch him writing and it's just a piece of computer paper with a list like,
THE CEREAL WAS MOVED
I SAW A BIRD
WHY DO BIRDS FLY INTO GLASS
ARE BIRDS OKAY AFTER FLYING INTO GLASS.
Very simple writer.
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Pyro-
Scarily neat and beautiful writing. Somehow, they can write like this no matter what situation they're in. I definitely think they just rewrite things they overhear, facts that they like, good memories they remember, and just odd things. Has multiple quotes written down from books they've read. They write with glitterpens, too. They have a bunch of construction paper they use to write on.
They don't really write much for necessity. They only really write to make themselves happy. Can be simple or descriptive depending on what their remembering.
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AH! I HAD SO MUCH FUN DOING THIS ONE! Thanks again for the ask! I hope your friend likes the answers :D
#tf2#team fortress 2#team fortress headcanons#tf2 headcanons#tf2 demoman#tf2 engineer#tf2 heavy#tf2 medic#tf2 scout#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#tf2 soldier#tf2 pyro#tf2 hcs
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One more question before I start watching (will soon! Almost done with work!) What exactly is shadowpeach? I've seen it pop up a fair amount in your posts and I assume it's a ship? But I realized I didn't actually know for sure
you’re doing this on purpose ;-;
short answer: shadowpeach is the ship name of the two characters Sun Wukong and the Six Eared Macaque (who shows up near the end of s1) in the show
long answer:
Shadowpeach is the ship name of LMK’s iteration of Sun Wukong and the Six Eared Macaque. There are many ships with these characters (or characters similar to them with jttw influences) over the centuries and this one, just happens to have rotted my brain to the point where I think about them an unhealthly amount
the Six Eared Macaque is a character that shows up about mid-way through the companions journey in JTTW. he is meant to be the antithesis of Sun Wukong. the side of him that is still cruel and unredeemed (because, you know, Buddhist allegory).
Anyway, jttw!Maxky impersonates Wukong (Tripitaka and him recently had a feud— this, uh, happens a lot on their journey lol— and Wukong was either banished or he left in a huff), and then tries to take the scrolls for himself because that will make him the most enlightened and powerful being ever.
Spoiler alert: he fails
Wukong returns and the two monkeys fight until Wukong finally kills his impersonator, metaphorically killing his past violent self and making him even closer to redemption
Okay, so you also know how JTTW is a story that’s been around for a long ass time? And how over time, ther have been many new iterations and adaptations and retelling and fanfic? Yeah so, a lot of people over the centuries began to go, “hey, what if Wukong and Macky knew each other before the journey???? WHAT IF THEY WERE THE BESTEST OF FRIENDS????? WHAY IF THEIR RELATIONSHIP WAS ALWAYS DOOMED?????”
and there lies the crux of that relationship and that, too, has evolved and gone through its own adaptations. LMK takes that and rolls with it but of course, when you’re telling a story about two old monkeys who had a past where they used to be close and it ended I trashed and one of them is obsessed with the other……you will find some bitches looking at it with some queer undertones (it’s me. I’m bitches)
Now, apparently, when this ship first came about, many audience members didn’t take it seriously because of the lack of screen time and short episodes in both s1&2
BUT SEASON 3 ON FHE OTHER HAND 👀👀👀👀👀 SEASON 4 👀👀👀👀
it just opened all the flood gates, confirming that YES these monkeys loved each other and were fhe closest they could be. Yes, these monkeys faced tragedy in their relationship (tho lmk has yet to confirm whether their swk did end up killing Macky) and yet as fhe season progress they stay intertwined with each ofher
like what the fuck. what have they done. sure i was hooked by the first season but then the Shadowplay in s2 just hits you with a truck (this is the episode many found to be their “oh…oh” moments and honestly i get it)
like why are they so gay i hate them
#restraint is me not posting this with photographic evidence#also i late so a thing lmao#so you get this#lmk#asks#fluffy’s lmk 101#liukong
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Brothers with an MC who's a total noob at cooking. Their food isn't as bad as Solomon's but there's room for improvement. Like sometimes it's too bland or too salty. How would the brothers help MC and how would they react to seeing Solomon offer to give cooking advise to MC?
Oh look...it's me...
Demon brothers x gn!MC
MC who is a noob at cooking
You were never that great of a cook and honestly, you made peace with that fact. You had a lot of time to improve yourself and it's not like you had to cook for other people.
Or at least that was the case until you were dragged to literal Hell, where you would have to cook for 7 other people from time to time, when you were on dinner duty.
At least you could blame your bad cooking on the fact that Devildom had an entire new list of foods and cooking styles, no one has to know that you are a noob at cooking human world food too...
Lucifer
He was aware you'll need help to get accustomed to Devildom's food, so he assigned someone to help you each time it was your time to cook.
If you want to get better he would be more than glad to tell you where you could improve with your cooking.
He catches on pretty early that you lack experience with cooking in general, not just with Devildom cooking...
No matter if you put too much seasoing or to little, he will always keep his expression neutral so you wouldn't get discourage from getting better
The only time he would comment, is if Belphegor or Satan took advatange of your lack of experience with cooking to put stuff in his food. But at that point it's beyond whay you can do.
If there is something truly awful that you made, he may or may not feed it to Cerberus. Will never let you know that tho.
He considered letting you cook without any help at some point...until he overheard Solomon giving you cooking advice. You were not allowed in the kitchen for a whole week and he would not tell you anything beyond "It's for this household's safety'
Mammon
Since he was supposed to look after you, more often than not he has to help you with cooking. Which he complains a lot at first, at least until he falls for you.
He will fight off his other brothers so he can be the one that helps you get better at cooking. He will take pride in teaching you how to make certain dishes and brag about it to his brothers.
If any of the brothers show any signs that they might not like the food(no one does that cause they are fucking simps) he will take full offense on your behalf.
Another one that figures you can't cook human foods either. He is the brother with the most practical knowledge of the human world. He got you figured out in that aspect as fast as Lucifer.
When he overheard you and Solomon talking about how you could make your cooking better he literally picked you up and ran away. Was it jealousy? Fear of the old man's food? No one knows but he is not letting you near that sorcerer for a while
Leviathan
He is not that much help...he will be too focused on his games to really help you. That is unless you make something inspired by one of his animes, then he will become really strict out of nowhere.
He suggests that you cook different stuff from his anime/video games so you could get better. It's a win-win situation for the both of you. He gets his food from anime and you gain experience.
Doesn't dare to tell you if your food is bland or if you used too much salt. He thinks you will hate him if he starts commenting on it. Unless you swear you won't get mad he will keep everything to himself.
Doesn't realize that you are a noob at cooking human food. He just thinks you're not the best at cooking because you are in a different world.
He doesn't actually see Solomon give you cooking advice at RAD because his ass is doing online school. Only when you serve him a literal murder attempt that you dare to call food and tell him you got some advice from Solomon does he realize his fate...
Satan
The best cook in the house. He is well aware that Devildom cusine will be new to you so he planned out some special cooking classes just for you.
He takes this occasion to more or less study how a human would interact with Devildom food when they first see it.
He may also take advantage of these cooking lessons to put poisons and potions in the food ment for Lucifer. Unless you're in the Anti Lucifer League, you are none the wiser about the whole affair.
He will actually tell you when you put too much or too little seasoning into the food. He won't do it in front of others and is always ment in a good way so you could get better at cooking. One of the best people to get advice from when it comes to cooking ngl.
When he saw that Solomon was trying to give you advice for cooking he let that two of you finish the conversation. Once he was sure that Solomon was gone Satan had a serious talk about how you should do the complete opposite of what Solomon has told you. Funny enough, that makes your cooking 10 times better.
Asmodeus
Not much help to be honest. Just like his older brother, he will bring his phone and do something else while chatting with you. To his credit, he does search for tips and recipes online for begginers.
That starts a small tradition between the two of you where he shows you a dish from Devilgram and you try to recreate it. If he helps you are not depends on your mood but one thing is sure, he will post the finished product on Devilgram and will sing praises about it.
He has had to deal with Solomon's cooking for hundred of years, so he developed a really good poker face when it comes to trying cooking he doesn't like. He will try to gently tell you if the food is missing something. He doesn't want to see you sad after all.
With both you and Solomon being bad cooks, he might just have to start thinking that all humans are bad at cooking...or that would have been the case if he didn't hook up with literally renown chefs from human world.
He doesn't even need to hear your discussion with Solomon to know that the old man is giving you cooking advice. He will literally throw himself at the both of you and start talking about the latest drama to get you both distracted.
Beelzebub
He is literally one of the worst demons to have around if you want to get better at cooking...or if you want to cook at all.
He will keep eating the ingredients before you could even use. And as along as your cooking isn't Solomon levels of bad he will enjoy it. At least he is good at making yourself feel proud about your cooking, even in your bad days.
He won't help you get better at cooking and he feels bad about it but he can be one hell of an emotional support demon, your personal cheerleader if you want. He is there to eat all of your failed attempts with a smile on his face.
Asks you to make him something from the human world pretty often. The good thing is he can't tell you're a total noob at cooking that stuff because he genuinely likes your food.
When he sees you and Solomon talk about ways to get better at cooking he literally picks you up and carries you away. Where exactly? Probably Akudonalds
Belphegor
He can be pretty helpful if he wants to. Unfortunately, he prefers to wrap his hands are you waist, rest his head on your shoulder/against your back and sleep. Which makes it really hard for you to move around. The brat is lucky he is cute.
Just like Satan, he will put poison/potions in the food that is ment for Lucifer as a prank when you are not looking.
Since he often cooks for Beel, he gives pretty good tips about how to cook big portions of food without putting too much energy into it. Probably some of the best advice considering that you have to cook for you and 7 other demons, one who is the personification of gluttony
He sends you different foods he is craving and demands that you make them. He claims that it counts as practice, you call bullshit on it and leave it at that. On the occasions that you do decide to try your hand at cooking whatever he asks, he will get pretty embarrassed cause he didn't expect that you would actually do it.
If he sees Solomon trying to give you tips about cooking he will literally walk in the middle of your conversation and start using you as a body pillow to distract you from your conversation.
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Yeah, Sophie, maybe it's just because we are a very large system of Xives but like...we like we agree with Stars more here?
Except with us it's more like Creators Rules or smth?
If we want to write or draw something about, say, warrior cats Human!Firestar and we also have an Xive of Human!Firestar, like, similar to creators' rules if they feel awkward around fanworks then we just...do not take any proactive steps to show Human!Firestar. If Human!Firestar happens to stumble into it then they can simply do something similar to DLDR.
So like, if Human!Firestar just happens to be into thay for some reason, that's great! Yay! But this prevents anyone from being forced to do anything from either end and protects everyone in a worst case situation.
Explaining the double negative (? sorry brain melty not sure of the best phrasing here) involved in what OP is actually asking is a bit more difficult but it can basically be summarized as "it goes both ways buddy" if we vastly oversimplify, as an extension of that rule we have in place.
Other example: if we suddenly get Xives of our TTRPG characters we should. We should be allowed to talk about the TTRPG characters and also have the understanding the Xives would not be those people. If Xives want to jump in and help flesh things out with the game sessions, sure, that's fine. It's also fine if they don't wanna touch that with an 150ft pole.
But please note that absolutely nowhere in this did we mention asking for permission before talking about fandom/characters/ttrpgs/etc.
Sophie we literally would not be able to function if we had to ask permission every time we wanted to gawk over something.
Now apply thay to squishes. Talk about it if it interferes but the feelings aren't an issue nor would be keeping a diary to talk about your squish. It's just about the same idea ioo.
So I have a question to ask:
I'm the host of my system, and there's a fictive in my system that I have a very deep emotional attachment to-- before he joined our system I would draw lots of art of him and my self-insert for that fandom interacting, and I do still think about him with my self-insert from time to time. However I feel bad about it because we've never really talked system wise and I don't want him to feel uncomfortable because I'm doing this-- what should I do about it?
TLDR: I have a squish (queerplatonic crush) on a character that's now a fictive in my system. Am I cool to still squish on them?
~ Aero🍫
I don't see anything wrong with it if he doesn't. A fictive isn't their source, but levels of detachment from the source varies between headmates.
I know it might be awkward, but you really should ask him how he feels about it before asking someone online if it's okay.
By the way, out of curiosity, is the fictive's source memories (if he has any) purely from his source or does he remember interactions with your self-insert too?
#sorry. we are fucking insufferable.#but yeah we take stuff like that the way most people would for FANDOM#probably by virtue of being a walking talking cluster of copyright violations#we say that jokingly but for real it is very hard for some people to know what to do with us#and somehow it's been easier to ask them if they know whay DLDR is#and explain they can ask whose fronting and apply that rule to us if the thing they wanna show us. would probably embarass current fronter.#so we hust imagine actual squishes/crushes/etc would by extension simply be mentioned maybe once and then Left Alone#if the person didn't reciprocate.#and like our blog functions more like a diary or scrapbook or a diary-scrapbook thingy#so like. wdk but. Sophie something is just buzzing in our head saying “psst this puts us off” sorry if this was too uncleatlr Q~Q
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idk if u ever answered this before but if u cld change nahidas canon design in any way whay wld u do? for me while a big part of sumerus whole deal cld be just skin color and physical features being broihht to represent swana peoples, i think nahidas clothes kinda work but i wish they represented more of either hindi or other cultural influences. my biggest wish is four arms. and a bindi. wouldve been so cool
ohhh man. yeah obviously skin color is a big thing for me, not just in sumeru but in all of genshin... even outside of the Very Obvious Racism, having every single character be the approximate color of milk is just bad character design. even among the things that i think make genshin character design in general not that good skin color is easily the biggest one.
you know i've never seriously considered 4 arms but that would totally rule i want that now. that would fuck so hard. but as for what i would really want to change - outside of skin tone, mostly her clothing, honestly? i tend to really like and go for iranian influences when i make edits to sumeru outfits (though i've found it a little hard to find good trustworthy references online, if anybody knows any please tell me!!). i think traditional iranian women and girls clothing have some really fun and interesting cuts on their dresses that i would really love to see in nahida's design! i also think that being more explicit with iranian dress cuts would feel more like nahida and make her design more representative of sumeru as a whole. i took a couple cracks at this a while back (see second image in post), though disclaimer: it consisted of pretty fast doodles and if i were to do an Actual Redesign i'd want to put a lot more deliberacy into it.
i also just really don't love the dress she has in canon LOL. i don't like the cut, i don't think it has a lot of immediately substantive things to show about sumeru & its culture like the other archons' clothes do, i think it's weirdly short and the way it flares doesn't feel natural to me, and i just! really wish it was different! when her design first leaked, i told a friend that nahida's design felt almost celestial instead of sumeran, and i still feel that way. banger palette though at least there's that. i like the colors. you may notice that even in my nahades piece i made edits to the dress to lay a little more naturally, because i cannot stand it. incredibly tragic that this is the situation for my favorite character and Most Special Girl
#THANKS FOR ASK !!!!#i want to find a really cool long video i saw ages ago on her real life influences and go back to it and maybe i'll add onto this then#but for me the biggest thing is very much The Dress i really don't like it i wish it was different sooooo bad#if you get me going i'll bitch for ages about the dress#you may notice that in a LOT of doodles for her i give her different outfits and this is why 😭#asks#nahida#lbf.txt
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ugh vent
"you'll thank me later" NO I FUCKINV WONT. i seriously WONT. I HAD TO DELETE EVERY SINGLE FUCKING APP BECAUSE OF YOU BEING SO OVERPROTECTIVE THAT YOU WOULDNT EVEN LET ME GO ON MY OWN GMAIL?? AND YOU THINK ILL THANK YOU AFTER HAVING TO GO THROUGH PHYSICAL AND MENTAL/EMOTIONAL ABUSE? YOU THINK I DON'T HEAR YOU IN YOUR ROOM, CRYING TO YOUR THERAPIST ABOUT HOW SHITTY I AM, WHILE COMPARING ME TO MY BROTHER?? YOU USE HIS DISORDER/MENTAL ILLNESS AS AN EXCUSE TO SHOW HOW MUCH MORE BETTER HE IS THAN ME. i fucking hate this apartment and family and i hate to say it but even my own cousins family is so much more better than this. even my least favorite teachers combined are better than this. some of you will say "shes just trying to help." BUT DOMT YPU FUCKING SEE?? SHES BEEN NEGLECTING ME FOR YEARS AND MY OLDER SISTWR AND BROTHER HAD TO TAKE CARE OF ME THIS WHOLE TIME. AND YET SHE EXPEXTS ME TO DO EVERYTHING. IM SICK AND TIRED AND EXHAUSTED AND OH MY FUCKIJG GOH I AM SO ANGRY. I WAS CRYING EVERY TIME BECAUSE OF OYU "remember what you used to do.." THATS BECAUSE I WAS FUCKING THREATENED YOU DUMBASS. YOURE BLAMING IT ON ME LIKE I INTENDED TO DO THAT, I WASNT THREATENED AND I KNEW WHAY IT MEANT. MY OLDER SISTER HAD TO TALK YOU INTO BELIEVING ME. YOU CHOSE HIM OVER ME?? I WAS YOUR FUCKINH CHILD AND YOU BELIEVED SOME RANDOM GUY?? FUCK YOU. YOURE THE REAOSN I GO ONLINE EVERYDAY JUST TO SEE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME. YOURE THE REASON I SAY THINGS IM NOT SUPPOSED TO. YOURE THE REASON WHY IM BAWLING MY EEYS OUT EVERYDAY. YOURE IN SO MANY VRNT POSTD OF MINE IN MY DRAFTD. SPECIFICALLY 41. YOU DIDNT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME. fuck you im leaving this apartment when i can
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I think. Words like gaslight and lobotomy and neurospicy should never have even made it online at this point. (Hyperbole) One TikTok musician wrote a song. Titled Neurospicy and it's so. Bad.
Im gonna break down why the song is bad. This is for education. Also bc im a little piss baby and I love complaing. Do not go harass her.
Disclaimers:
I am just a Tumblr user.
My opinions are whay they are because :
I am self diagnosed autistic. I did years of research. Many autistic people said "you are definitely autistic" If I don't have autism, I know I am at least neurodivergent. I know a lot about Neurodivergency from loved experience, mine and my (diagnosed ) friends. I read a lot of discourse on disabilities.
I cannot find confirmation if the creator is claiming to be neurodivergent or has a doctor or self diagnosis. I hate this song so much I really don't care if she does to be honest. Don't harass her tho.
This song is very obviously using neurodivergency for slang as adhd and autism. I'll try to use the most accurate language because it's improtsnt that people with NPD BPD and Schizophrenia and other disorders and disabilities are recognized as neurodivergent. Just a reminder that its their word/space too
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[Intro]
One, two, three, four
I might be a little spicy
A little bit neuro spicy
Isn't everyone a little bit spicy?
Spicy is better than bland
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-Oh god. I don't want to be like "oh all these adhd people are just trying to be trendy" bc they aren't. But you either are neurodivergent or not. You can't be a little spicy. If you are questioning, do research. Don't write a song about it for clout?? Again idk if she is but still the phrasing makes me upset.
The second line is literally just "well isn't everyone a little Adhd?" Like. C'mon. That minimizes the struggle of being fucking disabled. And living with that disability. If everyone was a 'little disabled' then it would just be a human limitation not a disability?? That's like basic abelism 101.
Third line, one neurotype is not better than the other. Being neurodivergent means your brain works differently. If we start treating all autistic/adhd people like they are better bc they're cooler and smarter, most adhd/autistic people that have higher support needs will be even more left behind. It feels like those "not a disability a different ability " or "actually autism js a superpower" No. Stop. If your autism makes you smart, goof for you, but I'm not gonna let high and medium support needs people be pushed even father aside. It is ok to be disabled, and we need to accept that.
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[Verse 2]
I have trouble with boundaries
A spicy little ginger man found me
He likes that I'm a little bit rowdy
He holds my sweaty hand
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Line one, I don't like that she says she's "a little spicy" and then immediately goes to "I have trouble with boundaries." If you can't respect boundaries, that's on you. I understand that neurodivergent people sometimes can have issues with boundaries like forgetting them or something, but it isn't a part of being neurodivergent. It's part of being human. Neurodivergent people are capable of respecting boundaries. Even if neurodivergency makes it harder to remember or respect boundaries, that isn't a silly little hehe, thats part of a disability that needs either work or some accommodation. This line doesn't have pure abelism in it, but I don't like the implications of it at all.
Second line, this is me being a hater but I genuinely thought she was talking about ed sheeran there for a second. Or a ginger bread cookie man. The phrasing of that was so odd to me
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Verse 3]
My brain and mouth don’t talk much
They don't usually sync up
So sometimes words I think of
Are louder and faster than I planned
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Nothing bad with this I just really dislike the music
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[Verse 4]
Einstein was a little spicy
Newton was a little spicy
Darwin, Edison, spicy
Imagine if they started a band
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Stop conflating neurodivergency / Adhd + autism with being good at shit. It's not just something that makes you good at things. It is likely that they had some neurodivergency and we should celebrate the accomplishment of disabled people. But this paired with the "spicy is better than bland" line just isn't giving. I can feel the "autism js a superpower" energy. Again I'm bitching on internet for fun but still
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[Outro]
It'd probably sound like
My doc says that I'm spicy
But even she's a little bit spicy
Isn't everyone a little bit spicy?
Spicy is better than bland (Two, three, four)
I might be a little spicy
A little bit neuro spicy
Isn't everyone a little bit spicy?
Spicy is better than bland (Wah, haha)
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I promise you your doctor did not say you were "spicy" bc that's. Giving mal practice. The line just pisses me off bc it does. Thay isn't how any of this works.
Second line. Stop headcannoning people as neurodivergent. Not everyone js a little bit neurodivergent.
Last couple lines are just the chorus.
Even if the writer has autism or adhd I'm begging them to read one or two disabled theory books or at this point even some Tumblr posts. This creator has a pretty big platform and it's disappointing to see really basic abelist bullshit from someone who could easily find resources on this topic or hire/ask someone for a sensitivity read.
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I’m gonna continue this because this should have happened in the episode-
Solar: ARE YOU KIDDING ME !?!
Moon: Look I know it’s bad but-
Solar: WHAY WOULD TELL HIM ANY OF THAT?!!! YOU REALIZED THAT YOU CARRY ON YOUR LEGACY TO HIM THATS SUPER FUCKED UP!!! 🤬🤬🤬🤬
Moon: Hey!!! Hey!!! I just woke up from being comatose for about a year, for me it was and hour and was completely over seeing some things that happened? How was I supposed to know what state of mind he was in??! Look I’m sorry about it!!!
Solar: IF YOUR SORRY YOU WOULDVE ACKNOWLEDGED YOUR STUPID ACTIONS TO INFLUENCE SUCH BULLSH*** ON YOUR COUNTERPART THAT MADE HIM THINK HE HAD TO DO ALL THAT SH*T FOR WHAT?? PROTECTING HIS FAMILY!!!??!?! HOW DARE YOU DUMB****
Lunar: wait, moon are you serious? 🤨🤨🤨
Moon: look, I admit it I said some things that were messed up and just to clarify, the words I’ve said were to make that you make them all happy and protect them at all costs even if it costs your life and don’t do anything bad, and it might’ve just made it amateurish to say all of that but………those were bad words to say.
Lunar: That is so deeply messed up. That’s the dumbest thing ever. The DUMBEST THING EVER.
Earth: I agree, Not only is it amateurish it’s also nonsensical having to say to ‘ protect them at all costs even if it costs your life and don’t to anything bad?’ That’s completely rational sense of logic to say.
Moon: I know I know, Look I messed up ok!?! I had to know how things were okay for other me and I never wanted him/ nor expect him to screw things up, he was only supposed to look after and care for you all. I said the wrong words and that was a misunderstanding. He’s done a lot mistakes that were my mistakes and would you blame him for that?
Lunar: I’m not so sure. But I can understand that it hard
Earth: honestly from what I’m hearing from you I couldn’t blame him more from what he did cause some of those mistakes were his own fault but also he was trying so hard to not be in your image and sometimes people get overwhelmed trying not to be what they were like before and he did for while. But then so many things happened and I feel very conflicted over this.
Sun: We lost so SO many for sh*t that was already supposed to have happened, and I’ve have been told many times that some things happen that were true but this?………. I. Can’t. Believe. It. Why am I still surprised?
wuagh
old moon needs to be called up
though we know new moon mentioned that to them several times, that old moon told him that and they didn't- they didn't care
he isn't taking enough responsibility for that, nor anyone else in the family for just turning their backs on him cause he said "mean things" when all he needed was help, actual help
also, monty? i don't know what he was expecting from Nexus after they shocked him until he was unconscious, not to mention how they didn't help moon enough with his hallucinations
the whole gang let this happen to him, even if it wasn't on purpose
and i hope solar realizes that
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this is such a contrast to my last confession but erm
honestly, wish my yfm phase ended like idk, around the same time most people's yfm phase ended (which was around idfk mid 2023?) cause now its a pretty dead fandom (shoutout to that one twt oomf of mine who let me ramble about yfm to them, ily dude/p) with the possibility of ray cancelling yfm 50/50. i do hope i don't sound like im begging that guy to release songs everyday but my point is, idk man, kinda miss tht kinda short-lasted hype around yfm in 2022-early 2023. like i was so excited because i discovered this dumbass (/lh) band in like 2021 and i was so sad it was retired because i loved their songs so only god could describe my excitement when june 1 came, and to be honest, dont wanna sound like a bitch but some of their gen 2 songs disappointed me but i was happy otherwise. and the talent this fandom has like GOD YOU ALL ARE SO TALENTED (except for some of you, you know what im talking about). i dont even know why it hasn't ended yet, perhaps because yfmblr has cool shit and some of the "lore" you guys found out about puff and your hcs and all made me go "he kinda just like me ??" that and i gotta talk about ray's content too. like yeah, welcome to part 10 of "wow smth i liked is now bad! fuck me!" dude, that guy has sm potential in comedy, loved his old shorts and videos. like who tf told that guy to, idk, make those types of crime videos ??? like im serious, where and how. HE'S EVEN COLLABORATING WITH DHAR MANN GOD HAS TO BE KIDDIGN MEEEE. ray please do you need some life-changing video to convince you to do those shorts again. because i can do it bro please i miss the silly shorts. like does he not realize how his views dropped or how most of us dont like the new content or?? like what prompted this man to do these crime videos with shit ai art anyways thanks for listening to my rant, you, yfm-confessions and featheredcartoonist are my favs on yfmblr, and one of my favs on tumblr. i feel like you guys bring that old feeling of the hellyeahyourfavoritemartian blog :3 i didn't have tumblr that early to read them but based off the wayback machine, it looked really cool and fun actually. like ray noticed it whay the hell. anyways wish both of the admins a great day ! take care <3 - ❄️🎀
I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND!!! i still have a lot of faith in things turning around cuz thats just me being me. if theres a dead fandom, its chance of resurgence is running on my hope LMAO
HONESTLY THE YFM FANDOM KINDA COMES ALIVE AGAIN WITH EVERY NEW SONG THAT'S RELEASED.
AND YEAH. I TRULY GENUINELY HOLE RAY OPENS HIS EYES AND REALIZES THAT COMEDY IS WHAT HE DOES BEST AND WHAT EVERYONE ENJOYS!!!!
also feathered cartoonist whos that
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random challengers thoughts after i just watched a sad patrick edit
during/after my first watch of challengers i thought to myself. patrick is the most innocent one. he ain’t done NOTHING WRONG FREE MY BOY. none of them are the villain but if anyone were to be the villain it wouldn’t be him girl. #teampatrick
all these fake bitches on tiktok being like “why is everyone saying art is the villain” but there’s so many people saying that they’ll defend art that like now it’s at the point where there’s nothing to defend. because art being innocent is the now the most popular opinion. well u know what i think that they only say that bc he was a shaggy haired blond little whiny golden retriever boy. #PATRICKFORLIFE
This is like partially a joke i love art 🫶 but PATRICK IS NOT THE VILLAIN U WANT HIM TO BE. art isn’t either (100% innocent as an adult ur honour) but.
the problem with art is NOT that he manipulated his friends into breaking up bc he was selfish (though that was very ehhhhh of him like alright buddy idk like me speaking as a 19 year old with morals sorry guys i think it was a little fucked) the problem comes when he YELLED AT PATRICK TO GET THE FUCK OUT AND THEN DIDNT TALK TO HIM FOR 13 YEARS LIKE GODDAMNNNNNNNNNBNNNNNNNBNBBBNNDNSNSNSN GOD DAMN BRO R U FRRRRRR LIKE WHAAAAATT WHAY THE FUCKKKKK i think he was just closeted and a lil homophobic tbh. like not homophobic homophobic but just a little bit in denial of his own sexuality homophobic.. but like GODDAMNNNNNN AND THEN THE MAN HAD THE NERVE TO BE ALL UP IN PATRICKS FACE IN THE SAUNA
and he was projecting onto patrick his insecurities bc patrick Was in love w art (he made that so clear) but patrick also just in general had more confidence than art which made him insecure his whole life (jerking off story was foreshadowing their future friendship) and so he wanted to split tashi and patrick up bc 1) he saw tashi partially as a trophy that would make him the winner, 2) he did love her to some extent (but there’s only so much love to give when they don’t give quite as much back, also patrick was the glue tbh), 3) he didn’t want patrick and tashi to be together and then he would be left out not only from his bond with patrick but also as a third wheel and a second choice to tashi
but like for Real patrick would never abandon art like that imo. and he had every right to do what he did w tashi (twice). like imagine your best friend of 7 years tries to get with your girlfriend when you thought you were all just chilling, and then when you and your gf have a fight he swoops in and like shields her and pushes you out and then he doesn’t talk to you for years and years and you don’t even really get a proper breakup with him or your girlfriend bc the last time you see them is them yelling at you to get out, so you leave and you lose your best friend ever bc he was being a cunt to you and you lose your girlfriend bc your best friend is a cunt to you. and you have no friends and no family support and so you focus on your career but it lowkey fails bc you’re just not doing ok in general. and then you find out that they’re dating years later and then you see the ex girlfriend who you were actually serious about it and being w her for the first time you thought about lowkey settling down with maybe. and then she’s engaged to the friend. like girllllllll i’d have fucked her too to get back at that man 😭 plus she was like the realest relationship he’s ever had aside from art and like he never blamed her really for cutting him out bc he understood her (but she also was not in the wrong for cutting him out it was just really sad like i felt so bad for patrick throughout the entire movie even though he was kind of a dick in his attitude)
patrick was messy as hell but he was Innocent.
#ashley speaks !#wow i didn’t think i was this passionate about this#challengers#please do not start a fight w me 🙏 i do not want to fight i am just a young girl living in a big city thinking her thoughts about a movie#it is just a movie
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I used to be radqueer because as someone who struggles with a paraphilic disorder I thought that they were the only ones who would see me as a human being and not a disgusting predator of some kind. So I joined discord servers dedicated to radqueers and oh my fucking god.. they are some of the most ignorant and disgusting people, they would brag about how much they wanted to harm others and how it gave them "euphoria" because they wanted a certain mental disorder that many struggled with every day. And the parra side of the community were some of the worst people I've ever met. They would send illegal p0rn links to in dms and talk disgustingly about others and wanting to commit crimes because they found it "hot". As someone who struggles with paraphilias it even made me sick how some of them would talk about whay they would do to people if they could.
im sorry you had to go through that, especially when you were trying to find comfort, i hope ypu can find comfort here.
there actually seems to be a lot of radqs who actually break the law, like they could get put in jail for engaging with alot of this shit that goes on in that community, and it seems even more dangerous when they encourage minors into their spaces and tell those like yourself with paraphilic disorders who would never offend or do anything to get yourself in trouble that that stuff is normal and safe to act on.
sometimes i think that this is less of an internet group and more of something far more dangerous. scares me a little being out here with this blog but ill be honest the fear wears off when i realise how many people are becoming aware of this shit. atleast i know im too jaded for their shit to effect me lol
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How was the latest chapter in ymu?
OH BYO OH BOY OH BOY absolutely destroyed me!!!! made me lose my shit for about two whole days!!!! it was BAAAD. and its also THE most game changing thing to happen so far. gonna put what happens under the cut bc spoilers 😁😁
i just finished typing this oopsies i rambled about the entire comic
cw for a lot of things.
SO. lemme set the scene for you. you have 3 main characters: KK, BK and RK.
kk is the main protagonist. he is the 8th generation in a long line of heroes; the KK clan. he is utterly shit at being a hero and hes still so bubbly and silly and honestly kinda childish but i dig it hes aweaome. he also has some traumaaaa!!! bros dad kinda sucked (he was like. WAY too immature to be a father; worth noting that he's the 7th generation kk) and when his father didnt come back home from war his mom went out to figure out what happened to him and kickass. which left kk all alone for like around 10 years maybe more if im being honest. hes not okay <3333
bk, we know JACK SHIT about. hes the demon king/devil, whatever you prefer. he likes animals. he likes carrots. hes straightforward, blunt, and way too trusting and forgiving. but like people are scared of him cuz hes the fucking devil he just hasnt used his magic yet. it will be plot relevant im 99% sure. we know Nothing about his past. we know he was involved in the war against humans and demons when kk was a kid (which kk's dad fought in). and bk was essentially a refugee. he ran to the desert and some shit happens but its quite literally blurry we dont know whay happened. hes VERY overprotective of kk too!! like VERY over protective ykyk. so somethings going on with him.
RK. OH BOY, RK. rk is like severely fucking insane like genuinely he has so many fucking problems. he is surprisingly the one we know the most about considering how much of a mystery he was in the older chapters. he calls himself the alien and doesnt reveal his name. he flies. he has a box on his head all the time. he has a dead ghost girl hallucination thingy that he talks to ghat nobody else sees. he has a gun. hes amazing. dude has canonically committed quite a few attrocities like man. his first on screen murder was fucking BRUUUTAL. "see you in hell." GOD he makes me insane. anyways his past is SUPER fucked up; born with magic unlike anything his family has ever seen before, the king (his adoptive father) exploits it and uses it to kill captured demons. he also had this whole thing where he found kk's mom in jail, kept a photo of her and kk, and helped her escape which did end up killing her. and he forgot that. anyways dude has some fucked up shit happening and is severely gone in the head
worth mentioning that in season 2 the three find the one eyed village which is keeping a princess there. princess violet. ill talk about her a bit more later in the post. the one eyeds get fucking evaporated by a group of demons that are specifically out to get bk, and only a golden tree remains of the village. rk knows about this. kk doesnt know ANYTHING
so. this expansive lore stuff is revealed like throughout the comic in pieces. and it starts out funny and sillt and like slice of life comedy but it gets fucked up around season 3 where kk gets his sword fixed and it becomes alive. he then basically dies and goes to this world where he is fucking god. and his sword is there. and its imbued with the soul of this random ass guy qho we call the musician. and its fucky wucky. the guy who fixed the sword also had a buncha kids hidden behidn a wall and rk takes them each to their hometowns via magic portals whatever. this is also where we see rk fucking shoot said guy and go actually insane for like 15 minutes. ill show screenshots cuz what the fuck man. then season 4 where princess violet, a character from another kingdom whos sister (named princess L) killed herself during a fire in the kingdom (said sister is also rk's brother's fiancé no this is not confusing), goes through what is essentially a demon realm where she has to adhere to the rules of a demon her sister kept and find out which of her 6 sisters killed princess L. in the end its revealed that it was a suicide which is lovely :)
season 4.5 goes more into rk's past and rk's brother, rj. like. rj is the king of the kingdom, since rk's adoptive father passed away. hes a really cool guy but is DEFINITELY either marked by or an avatar of the lonely iykwim. he has like no loved ones around him he is alone man. he was also princess L's fiancé! i love him. anyways rk and rj reunite but then rk kinda hates the r kingdom so he leaves and also finally reveals to kk hes actually insane so :)
season 5 has like this tower which will be relevant i think cuz there was a teaser of kk's teacher entering it the end of season 6 season 1 and being shrowded by darkness. its not sinister at all trust me :). i dont remember this one well but it had to do with the best side character ever angel do i love you do
season 6 season 1. huge lore dump on rk's part. kk bk and rk find this tower that is stopped in time. two wizards live inside: oz, the moon wizard, and of, the sun wizard. they control the moon and the sun. they also are prophets, disciples of the first kk, and know a lot about what they shouldnt! including rk's forgotten past :) they task the gang to go to this portal and defeat the demon paimon lest it unleash chaos into this world. and they do!
along the way kk finds out about the one eyeds. he loses trust in bk, and rk has to give him a pep talk and it genuine is kinda sound actually the only w rk ever had
and they find the portal. they enter the realm. the demon there is named paimon, and is a fucjing bitch and was foreshadowed ALL THE COMIC. and are tasked with going through each a designated room. each room has a shit ton of clones of the characters. only the real one can go through the door at the end. kk goes through just fine, although he had a bit of conflict. bk made it through bc ofc its bk. and rk. oh. rk. his room is empty with scortch marks on the ground. and theres fog. its implied that he killed all of the rk's before proceeding. he goes through the door. as it turns out, the real rk already made it past the door, scratched up, from whay it seems. and what does the fake rk do??? he shoots the real one. in the heart. the real rk dies. just like fucjing that.
did i mention that rk cannot die?? hes tried killing himself. a lot. but each time he regens. the only places he hasnt tried are the heart and the head. so the fact that he was killed via the heart. ugh its so good its amazing from an analytical perspective i ranted about this before but its genuirnly amazing. the character thay is established as being hard to kill. killed at his own hands. it was his own hubris that failed him. raintime you bastard you are a fucjing genius how did you write such an amazing comic
oopsies that was not meant to be the entire comic :) also i need to mention that these guys look like this
blue haired ones kk, black haired ones bk, blonde bitch is rk
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sometimes i forget people legit hate furries like .. i was watching a video about some anime thing and i was like Hm i wonder whay else content they make! and the forst video i saw was about "degenerate furries" which first of all Red flag using the word degenerate and Second i checked oht the first minute or so because the title was vague enough to be an exaggeration of like idk one specific case of a specific person but then they just kept referring to furries as degenerates in general.. still going to check oht the rest of the video hust in case something actually fucked up happened bc im curious but :/ man
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1, 2, 12 and 18?
Love you Jin💙
Mfm I love you too you meanie lee
1 what's a unique tickle spot you have/you like to tickle
On the to tickle part ( you all owe me for saying the t word when I'm this lee mood) I haven't really tickled people considering that ever few blue moons my sister would tickle me and even when I could 99 out 1 I'd be lee too
But I really really like having my ear tickled... theirs two ways that really really get me besides the occasional tickles with feathers that sometimes work and sometimes don't going one whispering (which you could whisper teases) and two blowwing- I actually had someone not on purpose do this to me because of how lee I was at school
Basically the kid ( I call students kid cause that whay I do he was around my age so don't you be thinking I'm so fucking pedo and crap) wanted to whisper something and me being the lee and lee that I was in class immediately walked towards him and when insay it tickled it tickled and it felt amazing and I actually asked him "what was that" just to get tickled again-
I also have very very very aenarive shoulders if you massaged them it would tickle me like crazy and I enjoy it very very very much
2 what's an underrated tickle tool in your opinion
Well I'd say the eletric flosser....and baby oil
(Your so freaken mean ashy using tools against knowing how much I love and fear tools or wait idk if you did or not but YOU DO NLW AND I WANT REVWNGE ADTER THIA LEE MOOD IS GONE)
12 favorite tickle spot in general
Um- I have a few like my neck ears shoulders and one that I get very very very embarrassed about and I'm really super insured about and feel that if I say I might upset others or I don't know um my feet... it's stupid I know but I feel very embarrassed about liking my feet tickled and just rgh it's all stupid and embarrassing and haven't told anyone about that- I just think it's stupid for me
18. A time something unintentionally tickled
I do have two incidents and this was back in the 6th grade for the first one (aka my worst first worst year in middle school and yes all the years were bad if ya wanna know what happened boy do I have a sotry for yall it's a 3 year story and I'll tell yall if ya want later )
Anyways anwaysv
Me and these three students were working on a project something about the past when the country's were alll fucked up in different places. Pendora Era or whatever and wellll one of the kids call him J poked me in the side I think or hip and I jumped. I remember it tickled pretty bad and I covered my hand on that spot. The two girls asked what happened and I either said something tickled or nothing. Either the kid knew what was going on or something but he poked me again and it tickled like a fucking bitch causing me to giggle like a fucking idiot. But then after we all lined up he did it again but it hurt and it didn't tickle (which still disappoints me to this day cause I really really liked being tickled- even back then-)
The second time when I was out of that middle hell thankfully was arooound the 10th grade. A friend of mine from school really liked giving out hugs right. It was his natural thing. I was at gym and I saw him and he saw me. He ran up to me and did his usual hug but what I didn't expect was the God damn mother fucker. His fuckinf voice or breathe fucking ticked my God damn neck and I started to smile like a bitch and hugged him tighter not wanting this to end. Thankfully I had a mask on (during the covid crap still going on)
Now as some of yall know I freeze up when people hug me when I'm not expecting or expecting it. It just something I'm not used to . Physical affection but when this kosher fucker hugged me and it started to tickle I didn't want it to end- not one bit see this is how Deserete I get yall
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06×07, family matters, lets fucking go, I am so ready for this
Uhm. Cass buddy, you good?
OH MY GOD INTERNET WHY DOST THOU HATE SPN
I just wacthed a 2h movie (the chikago 7 trials, I reccomend) no issue
I put on ONE teeny tiny spn ep. And its like 'actually nah'
It cant be the amazing special effects needing extra loading time istg
Okay you know what is scary
How well Sam‽ can lie to us
Like, I didn't trust him for a second, except for the 'he wanted to kill me?' Moment
But with the vampire and Samuel confrinting him 'did you let it happen?'
Thats not ackels(?) Playing sam‽ lying, that’s ackles playing Sam, being like 'wtf bro'
Meaning that to us (and the characters) Sam‽ is a friggin amazing liar
OH MY GOD CASS IS INQUIRING ABOUT THE EMOTIONS THING
I am so not ready for thos
(My dearest friend) Bunbun it should be x-mas so you can be here to hold my hand
SAM‽ YOU ARE EVADING THE QUESTION
Cass don't rape the guy
Or hit him with a belt like a bad boy
Chew toy go HWARMPH
Okay
Okay
Okay
Remeber the little boy?
The good actor???
Cas says
Bite on this, go somewhere soothing (pain indicators)
Fuck fuck fuck
Cass is checking his soul
Soul checking hurts
Holy fuck homt fuck
Look at cass s frown
What if Sam did make a deal after all
I mean, we established him a great liar
We know that dean is soulless after returning from hell (I misunderstood this, the horse guy just meant he was too depressed to want anything)
What if Sam also left his soul in hell, but it got ripped out wrong or smt
EVIL SWAMP
WENCH*
I couldnt find the word hahaha
Im going cooko crayceay
DID YOU FIND ANYTHING??
NO
WHAY IF THAT IS NOT AS IN 'NO I DIDNT FIND ANYTHIGNWROGN, BUT AS IN 'NO I DIDNT FIND ANYTHIG AT ALL
WHAT IF MY THEORY IS RIGHT
Both the winchesters made a deal, sold their soul, got em ripped out in hell. Dean got put back by an angel, profsessional in 'putting humans back atom by atom'
SO WHAT IF SAM GOT PUT BACK WRONG BY A FOOL WHO DIDNT DO IT EIGHT AND THUS FUCKED UP HIS FUCKING SOUL SHAPED HOLE
HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK
SAM IS FUCKING SOLULLESS
HOLY FUCKING SHITTING XOW
Holy fuck
What the fuck
Okay
What messed him up
Aaah I fuckingnlove puzzles
So sam got put back wrong
HOY FUCK I AM FREQKING OUT
Everytime cass says a new sentence, a new thing is discovered
And then I freak out about it and send you abt 5 texts
And then I play the next sentence
AND AMOTHER THING IS DICOVERED
Im freakin out
DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING QUICKLY I CALLED IT WITH THE CAGE THEORY
I know were only at ep 7
BUT I GOT THAT SO QUIKC
I am still standing by my theory that Lucy somehow popped Sam‽ back
[This is a vessel, my true form is the size of your chrysler building]
Suddenly im thinking back to my teachers speech in the assembly hall about how all them rich people build tall buildings to have a little dick size comparison fight
[Of course, your problems always come first.]
WAS THAT BABY'S FIRST SARCASM
DUDE STOP FUCKING LYING(Sam‽)
'He's our grandfather'
As if that should mean shite to you considering who your dad is
YOU PICKED FUCKING SAMUEL OVER DEAN
Man I am so over Sam‽s bullshit
Please tell me this is Sam being a double spy
YES THABK YOU
Purgatory?
The freaks get cleansed, and then send to heavem or hell?
Oh my god it is purgatory!
Im sorry. My guy can literally rip thick chains apart, but you are trying to tell me that some leather binds he had to slowly scratch open????
Its nice to see Christopher(?) Lose some faith in Samuel
Damn what is this, jurassic park??
The rate people dying
Christian is a demon????
He got possesed just right now this moment???
Man this show
DADDDYYYYY
Crowleys voice is sooo fucking tasty
The growl thing hes got going on
Like the bit where he goes 'now im the king and ive got mojo'
Thats a snack
I loooove Sam just cocking his gun
(You put a bullet in your grandfather or you step aside)
Especially bc this feels very regular sam
It do annoy me that they portray Sam‽ as angy (let it go: Dean) After we spend the whole ep. Establishing he dont have emotions
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