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helielune · 1 year ago

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zipper man //sketch

#vento aureo spoilers in tags #?????? like this season is Years Old at this point but anyway #my art #jjba #vento aureo #golden wind #bruno bucciarati #bruno buccellati #drew this immediately after bruno got impaled by king crimson i paused the episode with kc's fist still sticking out of bruno's torso #had to sit and stare at the wall for a hot second. went like man.#i need to draw him pretty and ALIVE before i know he dies for sure #lo and behold. goddamn part 4 made me weak to this shit #lured me into a false sense of security thinking the jobros could have a decent shot at survival <\3 #whatever. he is alive in my heart #uhh if uve been keeping up w the hel tag saga this does imply that i drew this a month ago and that implication is correct

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fadelsburger · 10 days ago

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THE HEART KILLERS (2024-2025) เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า dir. Jojo Tichakorn Phukhaotong

#the heart killers #the heart killers the series #joong archen #dunk natachai #tuserhidden #tusersilence #tobelle #userrlana #userlinnea #vishingwell #zeystuff #gif: thk #you know what I wanted to upload this despite maybe there is already the same set out there... which I rarely upload anymore if I know #but I have things to say about this scene... I feel like this is the first genuine conversation they had in all the episodes so far #as the cautious guy Fadel is he must've searched style beforehand (which we don't see but he must've) so which also means he knew about #his mother not being alive and yes obviously also him working at the garage but this is the first time fadel asked style things out of #curiosity... (even if he knew in my opinion) and style being so comfortable with fadel that he forgot that he's talking to a hitman #it's the guy he's interested in. he forgot for a split second whom he talking to and trusted him enough to tell all about these #things about him which is kinda personal at least for some yet here we are with one who's trusting the other enough to tell things #and fadel is surprised!! no one can convince me otherwise I might be delulu but like i said i believe he already knows all of this #yet he asked and didn't expect that style would be so open about all this to tell him this the 6th and 8th gif tells a lot #fadel is still trying to figure style out but I feel like the conversation here and at the garage where fadel saw himself #style in working mode and how he helps out a lot at the garage and the conversation how his dad became his most important person #added a lot to his trust barometer when it comes to style. he sees him in a different perspective. light whatever you wanna call it #but it definitely trust his view on style a bit. I already talked a lot under my own set so I'll stop

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luck-of-the-drawings · 8 months ago

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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #jrwi suckening spoilers #jrwi the suckening #arthur bennett #HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT #this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT #ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH #WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME #DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER #HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW #AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE #I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game #but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping #DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds #I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors #what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE #while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs #THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN #WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS #the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band #EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION

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the-knife-consumer · 6 months ago

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Arinder is a fucking homewrecker I would have him hung and quartered if I were not of kind heart

#HES IN LOVE WITH MY FUCKING SPOUSE???? GET AWAY FROM MY HAGRE ILL KILL YOU #do you know. do u know how it feels to be just checking one of your followers thoughts and then see 'new lover' notif. and #frantically checking all your other followers to see who it is and its fucking ARINDER #i say of kind heart. one of my followers mugged me so i had the others eat him alive but whatever.#arinder gets to live ONLY so i can put him in silly outfits

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trevisos · 21 days ago

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got sick and had to play this scene again

#i don’t feel like i changed magpie’s face much from my first playthrough to this #time but then i reload her original saves and it’s like. a little uncanny valley?#anyway like.#this scene is so deeply not canon for magpie due to the whole Neve Is Gone situation. that means these two would not be able to have like #normal sex. LOL #but like. the Feelings here are. the vibe is. i can imagine he still kneels like that #places himself at her feet. takes her hand in his.#he doesn’t say he loves her because he can’t. not yet.#not until it’s over.#not until neve is back in their arms.#but even still… madrigal is here and close and Alive and it’s more than he expected #it’s more than he deserves.#the first talon kneels at the feet of some no one fifth house assassin. some boy who never should have survived training. whose name was #meant to be a prophecy fulfilled and not a mantle shrugged off.#but she’s here and she’s alive and she is home. more home than antiva ever was.#and with neve still gone it’s difficult to feel anything but sick dread but he allows himself one more indulgence anyway #when he stares into magpie’s eyes and holds her hand against his heart and kisses her slow and soft and sweet.#he thought them both lost. thought that the first happiness he had ever known was stripped from him. but she came back #and maybe neve will too. maybe it will be okay. he will do whatever it takes to make it that way.#god i want him dead. LMAO #漫言 #datv spoilers #r. birds of a feather #<- i keep almost tagging them as ‘murder of crows’ but that is someone else’s tag LOL #oc. magpie #z plays da #i have to hide all my character thoughts in the tags bc i’m shy.

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maybemeursault · 5 months ago

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look okay it's bad to erase marvin's canonical sexuality and the fact that She Likes Men but i literally genuinely with all my heart think that she is a trans woman

#the repetition of in trousers = gender roles forced on him #i'm still alive and sick of counting #something's missing in my life... i have a family #i love being marvin SHE IS SOOO IN DENIAL #banging his groin with his fist #SHOULD HIS MOTHER BE BLAMED.#i tell him he's a person- he says i'm just ridickalous #btw she is literally distancing herself from her body and sense of self... man i can't begin to express how feral i am about this.#uhm also projecting onto miss goldberg because she is “perfect womanhood”#miss goldberg is transition goals #no literally she's obsessed with her !!!!#“made me what i am today” COME ON. FUCK.#also the constant references in both in trousers and falsettos to marvin being a boy. internalised transphobia you will never understand her #she's so attached to the women in her life and fails to be a “good man” for them as she tries to fit herself into a typical male role #and she's unclear and simplistic over typical male family roles (eg “daddy makes good money // that's what daddy's for)#“listen i'm a bastard bummer with a penis” she's so in denial my lord #a person who likes to lie too much SHE IS LYING TO HERSELF 😭#i try too much to impress other people #her suicidal thoughts as well! she is contantly thinking about how she will die or what will happen when she dies or whatever #LITERALLY DEADNAME.#how the body falls apart first the groin and then the heart..! she literally only considers her value as a man to be her groin #and even then she fucking hates it #uhm and also i feel him slippimg away. of course you do #“HE” is liyerally dying.#“people might ask does he feel awful that and was he grieved”#i'm done i'm tired now. maybe more coming soon #also pavelkaramazov if you see this *I* sent the in trousers ask i was just on anon because i hate my main blog #in trousers #marvin trilogy

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smallsies · 1 year ago

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you were the last thing i had that was good

All detectives are the same; too clever for their own good.

[Alternate version of Malevolent Part 35, in which Detective Noel is Parker Yang.]

read on ao3!

#malevolent #last thing fic #everyone has secrets and its cool and fine we're having a great time #always and forever insane about peter parker yang #my theories may be delusions but its okay thats why im a writer #hes alive in my heart or whatever #finch writes #finch writes a multichap fic? unheard of #malevolent podcast #masked

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mctna2019 · 8 days ago

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Celebration

+Mother, say congratulations to Nam inspector. today, your only son became an inspector. he fills the cup in front of him with a wine. it's the only wine Hwi liked. maybe still too. +tonight you have to celebrate for your son. he's getting stronger. he drinks his cup in one movement. like when they were both drinking sneakily out of fear of yeon. +while he lost his best friend, his best friend's sister is a hostage of his father in this mansion, and everyone hates him. he smiles. I'm talking about the Nam inspector, the bastard who only relies on his father's name. your son. then he drinks the other cup that's for his mother. +but today he was able to stand in front of an jerk noble and punish him for harassing a weak woman. the bastard son of lord Nam. Seon-ho takes the cup towards the empty space of his room and wipes his wet eyes. +are you proud of me, mother?

#my country the new age #my country: the new age #mctna #nam seon ho #kdrama #fanfic #it's too short #but still heartbreaking #just imagine him like this #we can put this in the period when Hwi went to the military #he has many confusions #but whatever it is his main intention is clear for me #I'm so sad that he's so attached to his mother that he has kept her memory alive for so long in his heart alone #and that makes him to move forward #even if he has to make others hate him #“you did well”#I really wish his mother will say this to him after he can face her

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5hrignold · 2 months ago

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this line paired with the fact that (if my spoilers were right anyway) peepers did the loveheart pupils thing directed toward hater . much to think about

#Which could mea #this probably makes no sense without the context Wgatever whatever i just need to talk about them #i know like the whole thing jsntheyre evil and they do awful things constantly Anyways but that part in the funk where peepers just keeps #doing increasingly bad things just to try and amuse hater a little bit and cheer him up #i keep thinking back to it and im like ough wow love is happening #love is alive in the evil fucking skull spaceship #and another thing about that episode . i dunno if the part with the van and peepers reuniting hater with what he originally loved about #villainy was like. the show maybe implying that peepers knew hater back then? like theyve known eachother since before hater had the whole #rest of the watchdog army and the ship . i think i love to think that he was with him since before that #omg that makes the watchdogs kinda sweet ..i dont want any other things i want my army to be just a bunch of your species that looks #identical to u #this shit is. so good.#ALSO BACK TO THEBORIFINAL TOPIC. in the scene where peepers does the heart thing bc of hater #from what ive seen of it it looks like theres like several layers not just the one heart that all the watchdogs got from the present #AND ANOTHER THING #im just wondering like. i know hater treats peepers badly too but the with the thing at the end about how wander made the watchdogs think #that it was hater giving them all the gifts and that was what made them so happy . cuz they usually get absolutely no validation from him at #all. i feel like that wouldn’t like be the same in peepers case yknow. like he’s the only one who actually talks to hater and they’re on lik #pretty sorta kinda casual acquantance terms compared to most of the watchdogs like hoping to ever have a conversation with hater intheirlife #ok thats it #Oh jesus thats a big tag ramble. hokay

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fingertipsmp3 · 4 months ago

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I’m gonna challenge my subconscious to a fist fight and I’m gonna lose

#i had a dream that mabel kept coming back to life just to sniff stuff or investigate food that she liked #she was still dead but i’d buried her instead of cremating her and for whatever reason i was either digging her up #or she was digging herself up and sniffing and eating stuff #and i was like ‘she’s CLEARLY still alive if she can do this’ and everyone was like ‘no she’s dead you have to bury her again’#whenever she fell asleep she would be dead again. like she’d stop breathing and her heart would stop #i don’t know if she was like. a vampire dog? but it was so upsetting to dream #this is the second sad dream i’ve had about mabel in the course of like 3 days.. no less because the last one made me wake up in tears #on friday morning. and like it’s brought me to my knees honestly. i can’t DO this #also in my dream i went to a careers advisor or life coach or something and they were really mean to me lol #and my family made me go with them to visit some people i didn’t know who insisted on serving us cups of tea #it was really strong hot tea and i don’t really drink tea like that #and my grandma’s friend who was the loveliest woman and died a few years ago was there #and she was just absolutely pouring milk in her tea even though it was overflowing and going everywhere #and mabel was there accosting their terriers even though she was supposed to be dead. it was too much #in another part of the dream my old roommafe (who i really didn’t like) was pressuring me to go drinking with her even though mabel had just #(dubiously) died. and i was like ‘you do realise i’m going to get absolutely paralytic and scream and cry about my dog the whole time’#there was also this subplot where like everyone i knew but me had been in a play and the stage makeup had been made from ‘magic beans’#that stained everyone blue. so everyone i met had randomly blue eyebrows and stuff #there was one man who was just fully blue #also i was supposed to be in the world championships for a game that was like tetris but more esoteric but the servers broke down #or something like that. i think that’s everything #i’m just like.. why make me bawl at 6:30 on a sunday morning. what’s the advantage of that #i’m supposed to be taking care of benji and he’s looking at me like ‘god this woman is a basket case’#his owner has colitis and chronic fatigue and she has her shit more together than me #personal

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lieblogger · 5 months ago

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shang-chi and lin lie thinking they don't get along because of their differences and lin lie acting as if he doesn't listen to him even though every single appearance is lin lie following in shang-chi's footsteps

#marvelblogging #lieblogging #did i word this right.#shangchiblogging #listen i just like that lin lie goes 'ugh forget whatever shangchi said. ill do things my way'#and it turns out his way is exactly what shang chi taught him #i like their dynamic of shang chi being the most patient man alive paired with the most insufferable student ever #and how despite lin lie acting out he genuinely Did take shang chi's advice to heart even though he wont admit it #im repeating myself sorry. shang chi and lin lie brainworms are getting to me

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gaypleasantview · 1 year ago

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my hc is that the goths are not filthy rich bc i love them too much to let them be too rich

#i think they are rich bc obviously the older goths seem to be but like #in moderation? idkkk my heart just hurts to think mortimer is supposed to be 'wealthy' and 'powerful'#i think cornelia is still alive and owns all the family assets or whatever bc mortimer is incredibly financially uneducated #like he literally doesnt know a thing about managing money bc he doesnt give a shit about anything outside of his special interests #ig this is the type of wealthy they are bc they can afford this life where everyone in the family lives comfortably #but thats about it

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chiistarri · 10 months ago

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imsoo normal about guys byw

#sprry this is the start of my downfall im actually going to theow up and vomit and die #fronting daily actually sucks!and i have no restraint on my curiiusity and i have to figure shit out and i literally want to die #cause like i found out shit i didnt want to and its entirely my fault too bro i cant even be upset cause i went looking for it ughhh #i should be allowed to die afterschool so i dont have to feel anything else tbh thatd be a pleasure great thing whwatever #this is genuinelky the repeat of my downfall again literally september all over again and its just march jesus fucking fhrist bro need todi #the nervous system is so dumb what is ooottfvgvsh or whagevr i hate that dumbass acronym i hate healrhcare #serenity save me 🙏 save me serenity 🙏 come home #everyone keeps sayng that but qith donald trump #anyway back to me i need to scream and not just to serenity cause i feel bad🤭 no emojis are tood enougu anymore bro im going to kms #killing myself so fucking hard like a vampire driving a stake through his heart sort of shit ykwim like a siren drowning ro sokething poeti #save me sid 🙏 sid save me actually hed laugh at me for hthis lowkey which is soo deserved cause real bro why am i breaking down at midnight #on a dchool day too bro again and again i dont want to go to mf schooll and be obsessed w k. hes fine but i genuinely cant do my work #lowkey would iet be weird to talk to my ex ab my relationship with him cause like yea i miss him ykwim and i need closure but i got a crush #cause like on one hand its like i was the one who brokenup ykwim like even if the circumstances werewei4d whatever its like why would i hav #the right to even bring it up and i alr crushed on a new guy and like ignoring the uguult i do like him ughh broni want to kms #i love love i just dont love lvoe for myself cause ugh bro i hare one guy idc ab his crushes but he made me hear ab them lke idc idek him #sorry u had a bad experience w bi girls like idk what u want me to say ??? surprise me too ??? tff ugh i hate love girls #i need a gf but the thoigjt of liking a girl genuinely deeply scares me to my core cause i like girls but ppl dont like that i do ykwim #all mu friends are fucking gay bro idek why im so worried ab liking girls like who is there to disappoint but myself and my entire family #noo pressure qt all being oldest and queerest like ok yeah its midnight happy new years. i need this blanket tobsuffocste me #sleep wrappedup alr like a borito burito i dek and its not enoughh i need a soul crushing embrafe to sleep #ok im done i got post vent clarity i need to sleep #post #erics tag #delete later #serenity needs this as a ref in the morning #i beed my mom to cry to but j cant tell her any of this id rather be eaten alive by bugsbro and if i just cry to her without a reason #shell fs go througj my phone and fimd out why anyway so wjats the pointtt my god i tqlk too much and vent too much #gota flair forbthe dramatics ivguess mb

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bibleofficial · 1 year ago

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girl … the way ppl age when they hit their 50s 😭😭 insanity like bro looks totally different from last year it’s like puberty 2: make or break

#stream #ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAJLSJALAJAL #he’s still sooooo hot idk #like get that ozempic queen whatever but still jesus christ #like when i first saw a pic of him again after a while i was like 😦#& now there’s a new 1 😭😭😭😭#like jesus CHRIST #at least he looks healthier in this 1 the other i was like oh my god he’s on meth #i’m wondering abt the old man that gave me chlamaydia & gonorrhea at the same time that 1 time & went into heart failure a few year ago lik #is he still alive like AKSKAKSLSKLSKSLAKSKLSLSK #i’m going to google his name now deadass #literally i just keep tabs on these old flings to see which die first as if we’re from the same yearbook like girl no ur literally a third #some of their ages #anyway #i love being crazy #ALSKLAJSKAKSLAKSLAKLSKAKLSJKAKDALSJALSKAL #NOT IT BEING 5 AM #UPDATE: HES STILL KICKIN #GOOD FOR HIM #WONDER IF HES STILL DOIN THE METH BC IF HE IS ???? legend #literally that man had weed older than i am in his freezer #also he’s fully a lawyer like he has an exceptional practice like that needs to be stated ALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA #straight up he’s nearing 70 at this point

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jackgoodfellow · 2 years ago

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More WIPs from a project that was supposed to be a quick joke and is now A Whole Thing!

Here is a preliminary Hikari, and Samo's big brother! He has also escaped his genre, and he is not aware that most of the things he says sound incredibly threatening! Although only Hikari seems to notice anyway. (Luckily for Hikari, he really is a nice guy!)

@adamofingolstadt - a Hikari for you! 😊

#wips #i escaped my genre #once I finish these pieces I will post them with full image descriptions #original characters #the brother character has the same issue as tatsu from way of the house husband. he's a sweet guy who always sounds like a murderer!#Ya know for the last 2 years or so I have been pouring my heart and soul into a graphic novel (link to drafts in my blog description;#I've been told they are fun to read!) but somehow I have posted less art from that than I have for this! 😅 at least as far as tumblr goes.#There's a bunch on ao3. all this is quite alright tho - Silly side projects are actually absolutely vital to keep my love of art alive #and in the long run it will actually help me build the skills and passion I need to finish my novel!#I'm just hoping i have the juice to finish all this stuff in the next week so I can get back to the novel #but I am ultimately subject to whatever the ADHD decides. I hope if I take a break from this that I do come back to finish my other pieces #I am getting faster though. I drew both of these pieces in one day and also have time to work on the comic.#today was a wildly productive day. tomorrow I am going to concentrate on being a vegetable. 😤#I must respect my body's rare gift of productivity by offering it rest and care.#I may change hikari's design a little bit but I think it's looking pretty good. added the ear piercings bc of the wonderful fan art I got!#honestly the fan art may be better than what I've made here - the bat with nails and the hands were SO good

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bbbrianjones · 2 years ago

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he is so special to me abd i would. just saying.

#this is going to sound insane but I’ll try my best #but he is the reason i probably don’t have a boyfriend #or anyone really #i was explaining it to my mama like you know those stories about people holding a candle for their first love or whatever #well that is just me with this guy #i am just trying to find paul but i never probably will #because he’s like dead or something but he is still alive in my heart forever <33

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