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hello!! hi guys, this is important
(and no i’m not a proshipper. that’s all im going to say.)
please don’t ever fucking dox ANYONE.
you don’t like a certain person’s content?
just block and forget.
you don’t like a certain person?
just block and forget.
there is no reason you should be actively exposing the location of people that you don’t like.
absolutely nothing GOOD has ever come from doxing anyone.
you have no idea how dangerous things like this can be.
the internet is permanent.
whatever you put up on the internet will BE PERMANENT.
be careful what you do on the internet. please.
look, i get that many people don’t like the works of proshippers.
and that’s FINE. you can have your opinion.
there is SO MANY OTHER THINGS ON THE INTERNET THAT SO MANY PEOPLE DISLIKE/HATE THAT ISNT PROSHIP. and it’ll stay like that for a long time!!!
you can’t really do anything about it.!!
so don’t TARGET AND DOX THEM. OR ANYONE ELSE FOR THE MATTER.
just fucking ignore them. BLOCK them if you don’t want to see their content.
you’re not gonna be some sort of ‘hero’ for getting rid of someone you dislike.
you are putting so many people in danger.
please. just be nice. it really isn’t that hard.
i love you all, please stay safe and be nice to each other. we need more kindness in this world. 💛💛
edit: if you want to assume things about me. don’t. talk to me privately first. don’t spread rumours please.💛
#important#mitsu babbling#don’t even know how to tag this#i just woke up. sorry if this doesn’t make sense#please#don’t drag me into this. this is all i have to say about the whole situation.#don’t assume anything about me because of this.#just grow up and be mature please#whatever you’re going through#it doesn’t excuse doxing ANYONE.
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Orla’s liberation comes at the price of the merc’s. The further they entrench themself into being used as an implement for her to use to her ends, the more divorced they become to themself (though, even that’s a bit complicated. Who is the merc without Orla? Her guiding hand. Her crook shepherding. Her word governing.) She’s building her empire; the merc’s shoveling their grave. But at the same time, her empire doesn’t necessarily guarantee her own (true) freedom and is, in fact, a kind of gilded cage in its own right. You painstakingly build yourself a palace behind enemy lines, with all the luxuries you can scrounge together. Give yourself every comfort, loud music to drown out whatever ghosts you’re still trying to outrun, good sex, good food, people who will jump to murder for you without blinking an eye… yet it’s difficult to truly allow yourself to relish in any of it for more than a couple fleeting moments when you know there are serpents slithering just right outside the gates. Doesn’t matter how much you fortify your house of cards, it can still all come crumbling down with a gust of wind. And what then? One king (queen) deposes another, Vapolis continues on. No one will mourn. Orla knows this. Orla is terrified by this.
Anyway.. @vapolis sending you my therapy bill as I type this.
#sorry I’m going through it#orlaaaa my light my life my whole day longgg#I want to know her every thought and emotion this is very serious for me#finally got over being annoyed at PayPal being the only option for ko-fi payment and got a membership because I needed more orla and well…#I’m not feeling very normal about her. but when am I ever#AND THIS ISNT EVEN GETTING INTO THE FACT THAT SHES A WOMAN! FUCK!!!#like something something trying to carve out your own space in a world full of men who probably see you as no different from the women#they use and discard#whatever.#the idea of ruining orla by fully devoting yourself to her. hold on.#like yes I am going to be the most useful and obedient dog you’ve ever had. when you shut your golden cage behind you it’ll ring#like a bell and not the clang of a cell.#does this make sense? am I making sense?#something something mutually assured destruction#you don’t gain freedom by doing what orla does. not in any real meaningful sense.#the only way to win is to not play#but when you come from where she’s come from… you’ve gotta gamble#but it’s such a Faustian deal#anyway it’ll probably be the death of both her and the merc. let me shut up the thought of her dying just made me ill#whatever. whateverrrr#vapolis makes sinners of us all - if you aren’t there yet you’re certainly on your way!#**these are just my own personal thoughts and interpretations**#also apologies mara if you don’t care to be tagged in things like this! I’ll remove it if so#if: rywd#+ orla 🫂 (rywd)#meta
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FINALLLYYYY



at last they give my son a GUN
#HE DESERVES IT#HE DESERVES—#ezran whatever you’re about to do with that sword i forgive you and i support you#i am an ezran apologist#this is getting me so HYPE FOR S7 GUYYYSSSS#like as satisfying as it is to watch ezran conquer hate with love and remain unflinchingly peaceful in a violent world…#…if there’s any tdp character who deserves to go batshit insane it’s him.#look at what my boy has been through. read his short story on the tdp website blease—#tdp#the dragon prince#the dragon prince s7#tdp s7#ezran#tdp ezran
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#we trade pain for wisdom#whatever the case may be if it’s you or if it’s me growth and change and learning from the mistakes are all that we can do#to add to it didn’t deserve to know me like that* or appreciate my time etc#but throughout all the hardship I’ve been through with people that I didn’t work out well with (familyfriends romantic relationships)#ive learned a lot throughout my life from people and myself included#I’m grateful and appreciative of the wisdom I’ve gained and how I’ve overcame it but sad & angry at the thought of remembrance#I know what I’m saying is vague and this post isn’t about a specific person but just looking at it as a whole#people who genuinely like you and care about you want the best for you and will want to make things work no matter what#people who value you don’t treat you like shit people who value you show appreciation for you#people who love you let you know just like people who don’t they all let you know#but there’s been some instances where I’ve been the one who made mistakes and caused issues and things of that nature#I’ve taken those mistakes and learn from them and have grown from them since they happened#that’s the point of life learning experiencing understanding and growing#with or without you I will be fine :) I’m happy whether you’re in or out of my life#that statement alone if I had been told that before I would’ve cried my eyes out but now I’m like I’m fine with or without I don’t need#anyone or anything but if you want to tag along that’s fine if you don’t want to that’s also fine the freedom is there#it’s freeing in my heart to say that tbh#I know my worth and what I deserve I’m not going to settle for less
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Happy birthday fellow gays and queers of other flavours <3
#happy pride month everyone! stay safe have fun and be proud#proud of being yourself proud of surviving proud of battling through whatever you’re going through proud of your community—you choose! xx#happy pride 🌈#pride#pride month#pride 2024#lgbt#lgbtqia#lgbtqia+#lesbian#gay#bisexual#transgender#queer#intersex#asexual#demisexual#nonbinary#genderqueer#gender neutral
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I need daniel to get over himself actually.
#like you're going to let that all happen and just be done????#fuuuuck that#you had a setback and licked your wounds by going to every major American sporting event on offer#and drank more budlight than I did my entire college career#time to get over yourself and fight to end your career how you’d want to#and not let redbull be the last association you have in motorsports#because they’re about to pull in lindblad and everyone’s going to be up their ass again about how cool they are#setting this feeling free in the special liminal space of the dash#you’re just going to let it end that way? and do nothing?#when the uk + Europe is mostly still sleeping and north and south america are winding down for the night#literally ignore this I’m going through it all over again apparently#also not looking to argue about this and his perceived happiness or whatever#he’s done. fine. I still get to stay mad about it forever and yell about it occasionally. thanks.
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Wake up babe when I say I am begging Tyler and Josh to even release just a single song like this to finally commit to Christ openly and publicly directly in their music I mean it
#sunkissedliterarylightofchrist#Music#twenty one pilots#tyler Joseph#josh dun#oh yeah have I ever mentioned how much I LOVE Conner Price???#Love him#Conner price#christian music#christian#Come on you guys you don’t totally have to change your whole gig#Just do something like this#Say His name in a song then carry that through#Let’s go you guys#You two had me CONVINCED it would happen with The Line but nooooooooo#So try again. Whatever you’re thinking about en COMMIT AND DO IT#seriously let guys like Connor and NF and KB and Dude Perfect be your inspiration please#Idc if you guys all do different things YOU ALL HAVE THIS IN COMMON#TYLER AND JOSH BE LIKE THEM AND FINALLY DO IT#Spotify
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Hi, it's me again. I decided to follow your advice and try to seek out your 'actually serious' analysis, which led me to your komahina bible, the most easy to find compilation of this supposed analysis. Here are my thoughts-
1) Overview
- Most of this 'analysis' isn't analysis but a summary/overview of the game. It's not so much a 'bible' as a children's book summary of the bible, which at that point it would be better to play the actual game itself. It's clear it was made for a presentation on the 'uninitiated' if you will, but if that's the case, you shouldn't be advertising it as the literal bible on the subject.
- When you are not regurgitating points from the game beat by beat, the screen is halfway filled with either manga panels or fanart. My gripes with manga panels are, that even though they do depict the events of the game, the way they can be depicted by the artist can be pretty subjective due to the freedom of the medium in comparison to sprites, and that the role of one character can differ depending on whose pov manga it is (chiaki vs nagito). Fan art therefore should be scrutinized even more since it fully depicts abstracted and even the fandomified version of events, leading to situations where it's either unclear what is actually happening or betrays your more shallow view of the characters (i talk abt this later.)
- When you do use pictures directly from the game it's either a possible screenshot from a memorable moment or dialog from the wiki, limited almost exclusively to the freetime events. This leads me to believe that you haven't actually played the game(there are other factors hinting towards this) or watched a Let's Play of it, but going off of merely information that's already widely known and circulating within the fandom, and easy to search on the wiki.
2) Incorrect/Questionable information
Here I'll compile a lot of information that's either plainly wrong or baffling to having come to that conclusion , leading more credence to the theory that you either haven't actually played the game or your memory of it isnt as good as you think.
-"if Nagito's plan went off of without a hitch, he would have killed anyone that was closes to him at the time" plainly wrong. Komaeda's goal from the start was to make himself the victim, so by dying this way his death could have meaning and help the others. For somebody that keeps talking about Komaeda's "Martyr complex" this is truly a weird take to have.
-"Nagito...got the nurse for sure sick" is there any proof that specifically points to Komaeda for this? I believe the takeaway should've been that Mikan got sick because she was around all of them AND she overworked herself trying to take care of them. Is this just an awkwardly phrased attempt to make more of a connection between Tsumiki and Komaeda? I don't think you needed more than the ones that already existed.
- "he helps Junko brainwash a bunch of students" Kamukura at neither point in the anime or Danganronpa 0 was ever specifically implicated in the brainwashing. He never 'helps' Junko, especially in that way. If you meant, participates in the student council killing game, you should've said that, but even then his agency and influence is limited.
-"they found the Remnants and captured them!"...no, they didn't. The Remnants presented themselves as survivors and the Foundation took them in. They handed themselves over willingly. It was a pretty big piece of the final part of the game...
3) Komaeda and Komahina
- "Nagito's habit of putting people on pedestals" Where. Sure, he certainly parrots the belief that the "Ultimates" as a unit are at the top of the food chain and should be prioritised, but its clear that doesn't exactly carry over to his classmates like teruteru, Kuzuryu and even Souda sometimes. Just because of a few positive comments refering to them as Ultimates and the trial which he literally breaks down in, this is a hard position to support.
-"Nagito manipulates Hajime into playing the game" How. He literally just told him to play it. How is that manipulation. Also, isn't it a bit unfair to put the blame on Koizumi's death to him as well? I think they were multiple factors playing into this, but sure, how else are you gonna convince people that Komaeda is a twisted fucking cyclepath that loves leading people to their deaths.
-The way that you say the Kuzuryu/Pekoyama relationship mirrors Komahina as 'I will give up my agency for you/ I just want you' is also confusing. Unless of course you mirror Peko's struggle with her agency and harmful beliefs the clan enforced on her with Komaeda's own belief system, in which case, idk man, i feel like you are giving a bit too much credit to the supposed severity of Komaeda's views and trying too hard to make Hinata the 'rational' and 'grounding' one in the relationship.
- Again, the amount of times you refer to Komaeda as a freak for doing something 'weird' or even being drawn weirdly doing it , mostly in the manga, makes me belief this isn't just an affectionate tongue in cheek joke as you claim, but an actual way in which your interpretation of Komaeda is colored.
-"it doesn't excuse his nonchalance towards tragedy and murder but explains it" what needs to be excused here exactly? Komaeda doesn't need to immediately bawl his eyes out when someone gets killed or else he's suspicious and...bad? I am confused with what you mean by this. If you mean that Komeada shouldn't be so nonchalant about murder because he's constantly trying to kill someone else, that is plainly incorrect and i explained above why.
-Posturing about Komaeda's 'black and white thinking' while in the next exact slide you show fanart of him smugly explaining he has Borderline. First, i want you to explain to me the black and white thinking in a way that isn't "oh, the friends and classmates i previously liked turned out to be fucking terrorists". I think that's a pretty justifiable situation for your thinking to go from white to black. Also, if that is enough credence to assign Komaeda BPD, you really don't know how BPD works, especially since you assigned it to the one character you constantly talk about being a freak (and also lust...pseudo lust? after).
- The insistence with Hinata not really understanding Komaeda and running away, even if he wants to understands him is pretty suspect, especially when compared to the game. Hinata is confused and overwhelmed yes, but it's not just that he wants to understand Komaeda but that he still feels fondness for him, he still follows his advice and puts his faith in him and the way he mourns him in Chapter 5 is also pretty indicative of this. It's just another part in the pattern in you making Hinata the confused, rational, 'morally pure' man that's 'tempted' by 'corrupted' manic pixie mentally ill demon Komaeda. Something tells me your priest AU isn't so much playing with dolls as much as...what you actually believe these characters dynamic is.
- The whole page where Servant is basically made into a joke about how hot and sexy and freaky he is doesn't help your point either.
-The most damning evidence of course is a drawing in the second to last slide, wherein Komaeda is supposed to be analogous to 'guy who has something wrong with him' (distorted, freak, mentally ill) and Hinata is analogous to the guy that 'is the only one that understands them' (the rational one, the relationship of understanding doesn't go both ways).
- Your slide with sources is pretty vague and unclear. Also the way that you credit "Your superior mind" before the game itself when all you've been doing is repeating and misinterpreting the plot of the game is ...ironic
So yeah, that's all I got. Feel free to 'debunk' my observations as much as you please, I just want to know if there's actual basis behind everything you just said or I should go digging for 'the actual serious analysis' yet again.
i think you forgot that fandom is meant to be fun
#ask#anon#tw anon hate#i’m not gonna go through each individual point here bc frankly that’d be a waste of my time#so i’m just going to say this:#i am someone who makes jokes. funny haha jokes. i Laugh. i Shitpost. Common Fandom Behavior#‘freak’ is a word i use to refer to myself more often than anyone else#i view it with a positive connotation. and also kmda is objectively weird!! that is part of what makes his character good#i use 2 definitions of ‘freak’: the first is Related To Sex and the second is Strange Or Bizarre#komaeda is a strange and bizarre person who is regularly used for fanservice#you could for sure say maybe i have some sort of bias with calling people ‘freaks’ but for you to assume ill intent is nasty#that presentation was made to give my irl friends an understanding of what i mean when i talk abt kmhn#‘kmhn bible’ is a JOKE title. it’s a BIT. i don’t know if you’ve noticed but i try to have fun around here#anywho. i’m not going to argue semantics with someone who is clearly convinced that i couldn’t possibly know what i’m talking about#that’s not worth my time or energy.#i’m going to continue to have fun on the internet with my friends. i am going to continue making my funny jokes#i am going to continue to make weird bad not-quite-horny art. and i’m going to be happy#you can either block me like an adult and move on with your life. or you can send me another anon#if you do send me that ask know that i will block you. this is a conversation i am done having#because i will not have these conversations with people who refuse fo respect me#it’s clear that you have it in your head that you’re smarter than me. which sure whatever believe what you want idgaf#but regardless of how you view me i am not obligated to prove myself to you. ever#thanks for downloading my funny little powerpoint though ^_^
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the dancing scene in the most recent chapter of liar, liar, MEGUMI BLUSHING FOR THE SECOND TIME AS HIS HANDS COLLIDE WITH HER WAIST, i’m crying so much rn. i have NO ONE to speak to about this fic, maybe it’s my period but i can’t get enough of them.
i don’t want them to go through angst, i just want it all to be fluff fluff fluff y’alllll. someone needs to make a fanclub or SOMETHING because it’s killing me how i have no one to speak to about this 😭😭😭
‘liar, liar’ masterlist here:
ik this message was sent in as early as yesterday, but i’ve been out all day and i’ve finally got the time to respond to it. apologies if i’ve left you waiting ☹️💓
i wanna start off by saying you’re literally the sweetest person to ever grace this planet. as i write this slice of life rom-com, i was hoping for the rom part of this com would take over in that scene, and if it’s got you squealing and giggling, ik my mission’s been accomplished 😇
“i have NO ONE to speak to about this fic” — YOU HAVE ME!!! 😤
message me, send me your theories, comment, like, reblog your thoughts, SPAM ME IF YOU MUST, i encourage all of it 😩 !!! i want to see long and juicy comments. small ones are amazing too, but ofc, the more, the merrier! it’s the best part about writing — and it helps me piece out what you like and don’t like so i can make this ride as enjoyable as ever 😗
you beautiful anon, this is the fan club. it’s a small little family of liars we have rn, but still a family nonetheless. don’t forget that 🥹 it does seem like a wonderful idea to talk about ur theories with each other so i can just spectate and laugh to myself about it all, but if you’re shy, you always have me, the writer, who will always respond to ur silly comments and goofy thoughts 🩷🩷🩷
#turned out to be longer than i expected but ig this makes up for the time i could’ve responded to this message#i’ve spoken to so many of you (including anons) and i appreciate all of the support!#like you have no idea how giddy the malakai vs megumi debate is for me rn#we have some PASSIONATE malakai haters now (yk who you are and you’re so funny ily)#and some easily-influenced yet confident malakai lovers rn (the anon who started it all)#this will go down in liar liar history as one of the funniest and best debates i’ve ever seen come from my story#and it’s also the FIRST one in history that YOU GUYS started - exactly the outcome i wanted 4 this crack fic#how did this happen? through sm engagement and communication#i could name so many users ik are either on the taglist or have commented at some point in the story#and i love everyoneee PLS don’t be shy when sending an ask or a message#this anon in particular just made me SO unnecessarily happy today so ty for that#even tho i was trying to be mysterious in public and just ruined that by smiling to myself about you but whatever 🙄 we move#love you sm anon <3#megumi x reader#megumi fushiguro x reader#fushiguro megumi x reader#megumi x you#megumi x y/n#liar liar asks!
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03/05/2025 Progress Update:
TLDR Kiwi did mostly tweaking today cuz she’s easily distracted and muses about what helps her write. (Am I doing these in the third-person now? Shit idk I’m sleepy)
Uhhh small-ish update today cuz I didn’t get a lot done. Connected some more pieces, rewrote some dialogue because I wasn’t feeling it, and just did some overall tweaking. Not much though, lots of fucked shit at work and then got distracted by tumblr the rest of the day lolll.
I think I need to sit down and do a character motivation chart for this chapter because I’m having some troubles keeping the dialogue in-line. Which hey, sometimes ripping yourself away from what you’ve got and starting back at square one with “wtf do these people WANT right now” can really help, so perhaps I will do that tomorrow. I think I need a change of music, too, it’s just annoying me lately. Soooo if you have any recommendations, I’m all ears 😏😏😏
External environment affects the internal environment, so experimentation with my position may also help. I think I’ve said this before, but I’m a HUGE believer that where your body is at greatly affects how you write. Having a specific place where you go to write can really help the brain get into the right spot. And, on the flip side, changing where you are or how your body is positioned can get the juices flowing. Sometimes I write on the floor lmao, and sometimes I’ll write out in the rain, and sometimes I’ll go into my car, and guess what??? It works!!!! ‘Course I can’t say that’s universal, cuz shit idk you, but it does for me, and maybe that can be helpful to someone else.
Anyway I’m just hopeful to get some hella writing done this weekend. It’s been really loud lately and that also doesn’t help my writing. I need absolute quiet, other than my music and perhaps some ambiance like the rain, so I’m gonna try and shut myself in this weekend and WRITE DAMMIT!!
Hope you have a lovely night!!! Time to wake up and do it all over again tomorrow 🫡 Grossss.
#thwwichphantomthief#kiwi’s void journal#I no no wanna go to work tomorrow#I’m grateful for the position I’m in right now (like legit I got really lucky and I SHOULD feel grateful) but fuck I’m so tired of it#being an auditor means you’re the villain no matter how damn nice you are#so I’m not very well liked#and the people who DO hang around me at my job sorta seem like they’re just sucking up so I don’t like write them up or whatever#it can get kinda lonely#especially since I’m the ONLY auditor lol#maybe I was kinda living vicariously through Shuichi by giving him an auditing team lollll#even if he hates it#cuz I’d love a damn audit team lollll
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wait aren’t rin-tezuka and/or rui-cifer also in the antiblack communist crowd like i could have sworn i just saw rin-tezuka straight up imply that racism against us can be overlooked Recently on one of riotbard’s posts
Ohh I’ve had rui-cifer blocked for a long while now (or this could’ve been a differ rui, I forget-) (these ppl keep slipping through the cracks unfortunately. If this is the same person, I think they were one of the losers making light of black ppl talking about black genocide a few years ago as well but I still see people reblog from them) and I’ve never heard of the other person before but they’re one of those people crying about that “if someone watched these anime, would you think that they’re pedos-“ poll (sm ppl that are crying about it has either been weird about kids or has loli or whatever in their bios, at least from the few I’ve blocked in passing...)
#can’t take these ppl seriously and they’re on their blog using the ‘if you think these ppl are creeps for liking these shows then you’re#being transphobic-‘ as if these things correlate at all like huh#I haven’t seen anyone talk about how trans women connect with boochi or whatever it’s a strange thing to stretch when the poll#was started with a surface level question to begin with#nothing deeper than that#I hate tumblr sm man#and don’t let someone be white and lgbt they’re gonna bad faith all day and make everything about them for some reason when no one even#mentioned trans people in the poll about nothing 😭…….#I’m still surprised at how many ppl took the poll that seriously but it’s just a case of anime fans being offended just because of the#things they like being associated with creeps which I get but at the same time it’s never that serious#thank you for mentioning the antiblackness from this person in particular I rly don’t care to go through their blog fr but they’re posts#are already annoying so I’m blocking just off of that lol#antiblackness#tkf replies#anonymous#if I reblog from any of these ppl just know I most likely will wasn’t paying too much attention tbh I’ve been out of the loop tumblr wise#because of work 🗿
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#omi.rambles#me taking this literal. hybrid wise#maybe puppy/dog!hybrid?#tw hybrids#I was gonna say Rafayel but he would have followed you regardless. even if you tied the leash.#he would have pulled the tree off its roots and happily go after you#smiling nonchalantly like having a whole ass tree behind leaving a trail of mud was the norm#he would have howled like a husky too#Caleb would stay but not really#he kept checking where you went. seeing if you’re alright and before you noticed he was gone. he was already back in place.#you never even knew you left the leash untied. he tied it himself so you wouldn’t suspect and smiled warmly at you as you walked his way#Zayne would have told you immediately you forgot to tie the leash. scolded you even.#Xavier would have been asleep until his ears picked up a voice too close to you.#he was ah? you’ll do that? okay. I’ll wait here. didn’t even notice/know he was supposed to be tied#you did notice tho. when a shadow fell on top of you and a familiar low growl came after.#Sylus? you would have not tied Sylus.#he would have untied himself. you’ve been through that already#he also doesn’t… do well… when restrained.#you tell him to wait? he does. he listens. except when he knows you will need him and are too stubborn to ask#waits outside whatever establishment that doesn’t allow hybrid and once you step outside he snatches your bags/boxes or whatever you’re#carrying. also tells you that you should be more careful and aware of your surroundings.#just bc he startled you
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losing my mind deku as a hero and as a charchter defined by his desire to help others and being helped in return… kindness can be repaid… never hesitating to help even if its a villain, always saving other people even at risk to himself… but also, that kindness comes back to him - kota and eri and his classmates refusing to let him suffer by himself. forever reaching out and offering a helping hand… ONE for ALL a power that was meant to be shared, in contrast to ALL for ONE a power that was meant to put one person above the rest… something something deku never stood alone because he never let anyone else stand alone do you understand
#something something ‘you’re not alone’ something something#does that make sense#midoriya izuku#boku no hero academia#bnha#mha#my hero academia#deku#izuku best protag u cant change my mind#I LOVE HIM UR HONOR#this is why vigilante!deku doesnt work btw#its like a narrative punishment for trying to go against his core purpuse or whatever#like how aang immediately died as narrative punishment for letting go of his worldly ties deku goes through pain and fatigue and loneliness#when he tries to go solo#like if class 1-a didnt get there in time/didnt find him he would have legit died#hes the people princess/hero!!!!#forever reaching out to help others!!!#eternally extending a helping hand!!!#AND ANOTHER THING even in his darkest moments he still wore gran torinos scarf and the costume his mom inspired/helped make#HE WAS NEVER ALONE!!
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my emotions on this have balanced out to neutral but annoyed but. this student at the dance studio has apparently been going around talking shit about me and saying i hate him. have i been more distant than i have been in the past? yes. but thats with literally everyone cause i have alot going on in my life right now. but his shit talking got back to the studio owner who mentioned it to me cause i had NO FUCKING CLUE i feel so neutral about him i have no hard feelings at all this was a huge surprise to me. and like my main thought is what the fuck man. why. apparently after loudly speaking badly about me in other peoples classes and possibly making a complaint to the studio about me he then asked to be transferred into my class (studio owner denied this thinking he was probably going to come and look for something to complain about). anyway. the studio owner fully has my back in this, he’s been causing problems for other instructors too and this recent tirade that he’s seemingly been on against me might be the final straw that gets him banned from the studio. so yay i guess? idk like on one hand kinda mad kinda annoyed at him, on the other grateful that the studio owner is backing me up and taking my side rather than customer is always righting it. so. that’s been my weekend.
#the devil lillith on my shoulder#my best friend said this sounds like petty highschool drama which. yeah.#like dude i don’t hate you. i’m just in my last year of grad school and im burnt out and im going through a breakup i have a lot going on#i’ve been neglecting my relationships with my closest friends and they haven’t received the energy i think they deserve#let alone whatever you’re expecting of me#i said that he’s very expectant of other people’s time and energy and the studio owner was like oh yeah he’s entitled#i just. ugh. like i try and be kind and patient and compassionate but i don’t like when that gets taken advantage of#i should’ve set boundaries way earlier but i’m bad at that and didn’t think this would happen
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i wish we’d gotten to know more about viktor’s pre-academy life. he’s from the undercity yes, probably somewhere near the river, but where? what was his childhood like? who were his parents or guardians, if he had them? how did he get into the academy at all? I NEED TO KNOW.
like obviously i can make headcanons for these things, of course i can, but i still wish we knew a Single Thing yknow.
i think currently my headcanon is that he just never talks about it. he talks in vague terms about determination and belief in himself leading him to secure his place at the academy, but nothing prior to that. he doesn’t talk about his family or even whether he even has any. he evades questions, shrugs or laughs things off or deflects. he might say he was tinkering with inventions even as a child but he’ll never say what he was like as a child.
and while he’s from the undercity, it’s telling that he doesn’t go back there except to see singed when he absolutely has to. he never speaks of having other connections there, never has anywhere he wants to visit there. it’s as if he crawled out of the fissures and into piltover from nothing, nowhere. as nobody.
#hc: viktor#[ if you’re looking at this and seeing similarities to my silver: CORRECT! ]#[ i doubt whatever he went through was as insane as what my silver went through but like#he’s got that same urge to distance himself from it. ]#[ when you come from shit you don’t want to go back to shit. etc. ]
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What makes early crassus so feral?
his family is extremely dead
#and he doesn’t really have anyone else to lean on for help in a substantial way#like there are no gods or legendary heroes on his family tree so you can’t propaganda spin that for a comeback#you’re going to have to dig your heels in and just. get it done.#through whatever means necessary#there’s that comment about him being dangerous enough that people actively avoid fighting with him despite the repeated statement#that his personality was mild and that’s not even getting into the fire brigade/extortion/landlord part of it all
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