#whatever whateverrrrr !!

[sanguinewolves]

might be having one of them “trauma response” thingys rn

[saturdaynightghostclub]

Alright so there IS new Toady content coming I swear. But y’all I’ve created a monster and I’m finding him so fucking difficult to write.

[chonylolu]

ok im gonna do commissions for real this time ok i promise i got my shit planned out

[mail-me-a-snail]

drew this bc i know he'd want me 2 be strong n keep him in my wallet for future endeavors

[menlove]

as you’re wise, what are the top beatles blogs? i need to immerse myself in all the bug lore !

MANNNN okay okay gonna list off some of my fave mutuals/blogs but if i miss u i'm so sorry i have many bug mutuals at this point fjasdfasdfsadf but off the top of my HEAD. trying to split into some categories here

@forthlin (if u don't follow him idk what to say we're a package deal)

p much solely beatles:

@oneafter909 @faulmccartney @sgtpeppers @iwannabeyourman @lennonmicblowie @lord-pain @lennonsfag @paulmccartneyswagwellyes @lesbianjohnlennon @inpaulsroom @m1ssunderstanding @bewareofdarkness @crepesuzette2023 @barelyaveragebarley @undying-love @fagaday (a MUST follow) @moptopper @fkajohnlennon @notgrungybitchin @buttahpie @paulmccartneyexplodingonstage @goldslick @cocaineskinny909 @saint-mona @whirlwindav @franklyimissparis

mixed/gen classic rock mutuals:

@paulmccartneyprostateorgasm @jorkeryuri @jokerlennon @wronglennon @tenderlady @asurrogateblog @tweeterwilbury @aquarianshift @thebeatles @myplasticadversary @imeminemp3 @decadent-hag @bowiesbiggestfan @destrokkit @northcountrymaid @rivertigo @countryshadelemonade @klazje @gaitskiller @keenbugg @sydbarrettism @whitealbum

artists i love!

@pondanimal @repressedgaymer @coi-arts @lemonrush @tenderscience @erinarigby @billyshearsyuri

good sources:

@ceofjohnlennon @reflectismo @amoralto (no longer active but really good resource!) @thebeatles (again lol) @thedissenters @tavolgisvist (tons of good beatles posts that are always so thoroughly researched!) @georgeharrisonsmiling (go to george blog for me!)

[starheirxero]

I'm just so severely fucked up about the Solar and Nexus episode tbh. Like. aaughh vague hand motions,,.. The person you used to love is a ghost that trails just a few steps behind an unfamiliar body. They ripped away their name and face from their form to tell you that the black ichor that dripped from their wounds was the best feeling they'd ever experienced. The voice that used to wrap around you like a warm blanket now burns your skin and blames you for finding any comfort in its heat.

And it is too familiar. It blurs the lines between your neatly organized files of your own Moon and this Moon and you only know how to deal with a rabid, lost loved one in one way. You did it once before. You will force yourself to put another down.

[art-o-gant]

reanimator birthday yesterday (:

[goodhickey]

sorry for being crazy, can i hear about jopson & fitzjames and the sexual mommy issues?

never apologize for this .... there is nothing in this world id rather do more than tell you about jopson and fitzjames and the sexual mommy issues

basically. well. we know jopson's mommy baggage. and while in the show that same narrative role is fulfilled by crozier im kind of swapping things around in the name of transsexualism so miss jame fitzjames is his designated mommy now. ive posted before that theyre like a nuclear family in a sickness inducing way and like. yeah thats basically it to me. crozier is his proud father and fitzjames is his equally proud, doting mother.

for your consideration: the look fitzjames gives crozier after he sees that jopson is about to be promoted

see also: the look he gives jopson upon delivering the news of his promotion to him

basically i just think that she loves him very much and just like most terror ships their relationship revolves around one francis rawdon moira crozier. but theyre an interesting duo to look at in the context of their shared relationship to crozier because they do also have their own thing going on even if it is almost wholly because of crozier. its difficult for me to articulate but like. theres Something going on there

[carbon--14]

pspsps phannies come get a little 2009core treat and help me decide which of these are better. plz and thanks :] i intentionally didn't put a both option but if enough ppl say i should i will

[moonshynecybin]

expand on your marc/bezz thoughts please callie i want to hear everythinggggg

what a fucking. a/b/o ass podium. truly insane dynamics on display on all fronts UMMMM. so. the only. scenario where i can see anything like this happening in marc’s crazy little hot girl mind. is if he is triangulating his desire for vale through his little protege. like the thesis of this is. alpha bezz juuuuuuust understanding his sexuality here confronted with. the wettest happiest neediest omega the world has ever seen. anyways under the cut she got. LONG ♥️

so. BASICALLY. in my mind palace marc was on heat suppressants off the shits for yearrrrrs until his arm kind of made him go cold turkey because they interfered with his pain meds (giving up control over his heats ANOTHER thing marc hates so bad about it all) and vale shows up in the paddock for the first time since marc left the murderbike to a place where marc is FINALLYYYY catching a whiff of happiness after four miserable years (portimao alsooooo compelling, but marc is now like, EYE think a lot less anxious on the bike) and marc’s biological clock decides he’s safe, realizes his alpha is in proximity (wind changes and his knees feel like jelly), and goes off like five alarm claxon sirens like YOUR DICK APPOINTMENT HAS ARRIVEDDDD. truly marc smells insane he LOOKS insane the wet patches on the racetrack on saturday where allegedly from rain but NEVER rule out that they were actually a result of marc marquez’s wap

but despite every alpha in the paddock being like IS THAT ALLOWED?? marc is like. he is stillllll learning to respect his body still yearning to put everything on the line for another taste of that top step JUST got to a place where he feels like hes adapting to the bike and gaining confidence. he literally got POLE in the SPANISHHH GRAND PRIX, thats an insane carrot on a stick for our little guy who is so wrong in the head <3 and marc has always been a guy who needs to contextualize his suffering as a narrative arc to cope with it all so hes veryyyyyy aware of the sway a weekend like this can have in terms of his confidence! AND his career! and when he crashes in the sprint he looks at his hands and SERIOUSLY considers not going for it (allllll of the injury stuff. again it’s JEREZ. and the body keeps the SCORE !!) but it’s marc and its spainnnnnn, so he spends the night before the race going through his first heat since he was 15 ALONE and feeling absolutely out of his fucking MIND. (valentino rossi inside the same square mile or so as him and he wants to pick up the phone and call him so bad he wants 2 CRY. three fingers deep in himself one of vale's hoodies from 2014 spread out on the bed and it’s not enoughhhh). but the night passes. and its sunday and he's not 100% out of it but! hes insane in the pussy and he actually feels a bit clearer. still smells crazy but less shaky and ALWAYS determined. so he races!!!

AND BEZZ. oh boy. synthesizing the thoughts of many scholars on this topic. bezz is somewhat newly single VERY newly aware of his sexuality AND the kind of alpha that sees a hot omega who is CLEARLY in heat without a partner and feels crazy. dogboy 9000%. what do you MEAN no one is taking care of him?? jennifer lawrence voice. what do you mean. what do you meannnnnn. a service top realizing no one is SERVICING marc and as such becoming wildly horny AND itchy under the collar without being able to name exactly why. base instincts are going CRAZY while pecco is politely ignoring it all.

so bez is out of his head but just barelyyyy realizing it. mostly just kind of knows that he wants marc 2 pay attention to him so bad. soso bad. clumsy a little embarrassing. truly WATCH the cooldown room video bezz is constantly asking marc little questions and touching him and trying to get him into the conversation (staring at marc waiting for him to talk and marc does not!) like bezz is going right through pecco (his homoerotic bestie of OUR fiance and straddling in parc ferme fame) to BLAST marc in the face on the podium. he is specifically going to HIM to clink champagne bottles. he is staring at marc in the press conference giving him the up and down like a horny psycho. he is complimenting his riding and licking his lips and touching marc's waist and tracing his lil finger over the part of marc that USED TO BE HURT with the careful tenderness of someone MUCH more familiar with marc than he is lmao. truly. cunt struck. scenting him off IMPOLITELY. friendship ENDED with heterosexuality marc marquez's ass is now my hypothetical best friend. if no one will top him then EYE WILL. behavior!!!

but marc is ATTEMPTING to nobly IGNORE this... aware he's in heat (its burned off a bit, for the time being, after the adrenaline of the race... mellowed out to edgy horniness...) and aware bezz is an alpha and he can SMELL how interested he is and. well the attention is interesting and feels good and the base part of his stomach that likes feeling hot enjoys the way bezz smell is tugging at him BUTTT he's taken!! like not really but he ISSSSS!! so hes ignoring bezz keeping his eyes determinedly on that screen watching the overtake he tried on pecco... but the paddock is tiny and after the race marc decides to go out and celebrate and. hes horny and happy and a lil bit keyed up from vale being there and. as fate would have it. he lands at the same bar that the academy crew is rolling at. and bezz is there and. he comes up to marc. and sort of. clumsily tries to talk to him. buy him a drink. and hes young and hes charming and marc is going to cut him loose as gracefully as he can and fuck off to ride out the rest of his heat in peace but. bezz cracks a joke in his lilting italian accent (marc has a FETISHHH) and marc barks out a jajajaja cackle before he can help it (everyone. says one of the ways bezz is most like vale is his HUMORRR)... and marc is DRUNK and bezz is SWEET and TOUCHING HIM and he smells GOOD and also. when marc closes his eyes he can catch a whiff of VALE on bezz's SKIN... and it curls into his chest and makes something in his heat addled brain settle in a way he's been craving all weekend... lighting him up and holding him down in a way that clutching onto that hoody that doesnt smell like vale anymore three fingers deep in himself didnt... and its justtttt enough to let bezz take him home....

[scaredstupid]

augie's dad.....is actually pretty rad..........

[ominousblob]

//I have this secret that I don’t think I could ever share, but you won’t tell, will you? You couldn’t, even if you wanted to.

[f4g4um]

Why are you scared about me cumming inside, silly? Girls can't get boys pregnant, everyone knows that~

begging you to pull out while my legs r locked around ur waist and im whining and drooling and im saying please more than i’m saying stop at this point so who can really blame you if you mishear.

[kdramamilfs]

pale moon (2023) - yoo sun as ryu ga-eul

[pika-blur]

i liiiiiiive