#OR WHATEVER. WHATEVERRRRR WHO CARES IM SLAMMING MY HEAD INTO A WALL IM SO EMOTIONS

[starheirxero]

I'm just so severely fucked up about the Solar and Nexus episode tbh. Like. aaughh vague hand motions,,.. The person you used to love is a ghost that trails just a few steps behind an unfamiliar body. They ripped away their name and face from their form to tell you that the black ichor that dripped from their wounds was the best feeling they'd ever experienced. The voice that used to wrap around you like a warm blanket now burns your skin and blames you for finding any comfort in its heat.

And it is too familiar. It blurs the lines between your neatly organized files of your own Moon and this Moon and you only know how to deal with a rabid, lost loved one in one way. You did it once before. You will force yourself to put another down.