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i need to start going to bed sooner
#i keep doing this thing where i stay up till 3 in the morning and start having an existential crisis#and then i start feeling really gay and emotional and love the people in my life so dearly#kind of like being drunk except i’m pretty sure i’m just tired as fuck#currently debating getting out of bed to write thank you cards to the people in my life#there’s no reason other than i’m happy they’re in my life#i also am having a lot of new years nostalgia#so i looked back at a bunch of old pictures of myself and stuff#and at first i was like. iusedtobesoskinny. and then i stopped and said no i used to be 13 and also i was#SO FUCKING SAD AT THAT TIME#and then i went. i used to be so sad. and now im not. i’m free and happy and love the people in my life.#to be fair there’s a lot of things i need to do to sustain my joy#but generally life is so much better#whatever its bedtime
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Every fantasy I have of One Piece is actually just increasingly elaborate ways of saving Ace at Marineford btw. Sometimes it’s showing up in the forest and letting the gremlin know he’s loved ugh
#currently my head is stuck in time travel lawlu#and like law is so gentle#he knows what being a terrible actung out kid is like#mirror to himself#also he’s s good big brother#love language includes NOT hitting people as well no matter how much they irritate you#like we see the strawhats fighting (affectionate/as a way of showing worry care affection et#and whatever tf garp does boo#but NOT hitting?? revolutionary#to sabo and ace#and Lu has had makino and dhanks so its not new but its nice#law reading bedtime stories#ace gets embarrassed he cant read and feels stupid#so law teaches them all the flevance language#so everyone is at the same starting line and they have a way to communicate just for them and flevance isn’t dead its moved to the next gen#one piece#portgas d ace#one piece headcanons#trafalgar d water law#trafalgar law#trafalgar lami#revolutionary sabo#sabo#asl#monkey d luffy#marineford#i want law to include them in flevance family trafions that hes missed#the ones he remembers most involve the ones with little kids participating or being at the centre of attention#and its an aching wound but healing to be on the other side of it#bet he’d get them toys or make them
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*ahem* can you draw the love interests with swapped personalities? Like they all had some type of BIG concussion and now they all swapped personalities I have an example (i really don’t count the uhh … animals it’s very questionable to me but ya know you don’t have to take my request)
Robin and Kylar swap … that’s all the rest I DONT FUCKING KNOW 😇🔫
robin and kylar? dont worry ive GOT YOU 🫵
#asks#my art#anonymouse#dol#robin the loner#kylar the orphan#?!?!?!?!?!?! BUT hes not an orphan. so it doesnt make sense.#sorry i didnt draw the other lis its because its ITS 2 AM>? SINCE WHEN#im outta here guys#if you want me to draw more you can send another ask but for me? bedtime#sorry i dont know that much about robin or kylar :( wish i could do more#if you have anything specific then ill draw it#i just have an easier time with specific prompts#goodnight everyone dont go to bed too late have a good day at work or school or whatever
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richard siken/ rick riordan/ jennifer s. cheng and gabrielle bates
#hazel levesque#frank zhang#frazel#obviously the larger themes of the story are pro- talking about your problems#i am just so fixated on how hazel's takeaway from this scene is that she shouldn't have done this and she regrets it#like on a character level#and obviously later she doesn't regret it but she also doesn't quite change her behavior#because she is so afraid to want something for herself#for whatever mysterious reason this resonates with me a lot! and now its bedtime
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// 4.7 archon quest spoilers
i hate doomed siblings. why the fuck would you give me this. im sad and its both of your fucking FAULTS!!!!!!!!!!
can you both just follow big bro caribert and get along already im sick and tired of being sad cuz of yall!!!!!
#tulip says#lumine#aether#bedtime story#its not as bad as i was expecting but holy shit im STILL SAD BRO#WHY !!!!!#at least we're close to the end ....#but not close ENOUGH#(spoilers)#when the name changed to lumine and she was like “ur the only one who calls me that” to aether I FELT LIKE DYING!!!!#I WANTED TO KMS !!!!!#AND THEN SHE DIDNT REMEMBER AFTER LIKE HE SAID UDHFGJDFDFGLSJKDJVSK!!!!#THE WAY HE GAVE HER A HEADPAT TOO AS HE SAYS EVERYTHING WILL BE GONE FUCK YOUU#i wanted to reach out beyond this screen so bad and hug her on aether's behalf ... or at least tell her.......#idk if she's better off not knowing or whatever but like. she needed a bedtime story of her own too damn ...#im just.#fuck doomed siblings#hyv why#im Sad
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Malink introducing their baby to Skull Kid
He was small.
And warm.
A small, warm, fat palm grabbed their thumb and stuck it somewhere very wet.
"Oh dear," said Malon with a laugh, "That's not your binky!"
Skull Kid wriggled the finger out of his mouth, but did not dry it, not did they tear their hand away. They ran it across the small face again to see it properly, letting the baby grab it.
"Am I holding him right?" they asked suddenly.
"Yes," Link reassured them. "Like the first two times you asked."
"He talks a lot," the imp continued.
As if to prove their point, the boy babbled incoherently.
"I think he likes you," Malon noted quietly. She was still tired.
Her eyes took in the scene a little more carefully: her husband, crosslegged on their bed beside where she laid, gazing fondly at the awfully serious puppet sitting in his lap and so completely engrossed by the sight of their newborn child.
Skull Kid felt the little heart beat under their fingertips.
"I like him too," they said, and they couldn't quite tell why, but it felt to them like such a sad thing to know.
"We haven't decided on a name yet, you know," Link murmured.
"Why?"
"We just don't know enough that we like." his wife answered.
His scarred hand caressed his best friend's head: "Could you help us out with that?"
The kid blinked: "I can choose one?"
"Yes."
"Are you sure?"
"Of course."
A name! They could choose a name! But they didn't know any names. All Skull Kids are Skull Kid, and nothing else.
(Something long gone - something they'd long stopped recognizing as a part of themselves, something that could have once grown to adulthood, someone whose tongue had died out with them once they'd released the Stone Tower's curse into the canyon - reached out with their tortured fingers until they could grab onto the back of the wooden face; with an inhuman struggle they pulled themselves up to the mind, to the eyes, so they could look upon the child that maybe, once, in another life, might have been theirs. They moved the wooden thumb to stroke the soft cheek, heartbreakingly enamored.)
(Sundown. A boy as lovely as sundown.)
(They slipped and shattered once more into forgotten shades.)
"Tekeal sounds nice," Skull Kid said.
#skullkid#skull kid#malon#link#oitesch#tloz#the legend of zelda#radici nella polvere#random writing#(slides in with my Italian Fanfiction Skull Kid Headcanon Lore) its WAY past my bedtime#malink#time lu#yea sure whatever#the baby is implied to be tp link
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Idk, mild metaphysical bullshit?
Floof cat has been more affectionate recently. She's not big on the cuddles (she's always missing from the group pile pics I post,) prefers to just be nearby. This evening she climbed up on my sternum and licked my nose, hung out for about 10 minutes making biscuits. Why. Why was my thought process "Hm, I wonder if [Original Cat] died and has come to visit before heading off."
That's a crazy thought to have. There are so many actual potential causes of this slight change. But no. Very first thought is possession.
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anyways, i do think its really interesting that chuuya figures out that dazai was putting pieces into place to get him ousted from the sheep like a month ahead of time... its also really interesting to consider WHY dazai did it and the implications it carries. dazai watches shirase and yuan pressure and guilt chuuya about "doing his part" for the sheep as a person with an ability, then immediately takes action to relieve pressure from chuuya
which is kinda funny bc dazai at least in the short term is following what shirase is saying - dazai has the ability to help save the hostages, and he does lol. demon prodigy indeed. MORE IMPORTANTLY though. dazai recognizes that chuuya is being controlled by the sheep even though he is the leader. chuuya and mori make good comparisons here - this arc starts with mori bemoaning his responsibility as the boss of the port mafia, and we see chuuya consistently failing to do his responsibility as the leader of the sheep. he even denies the title of king, stating that it's only his ability that puts him above the rest. to digress a bit, i think this is partly why when chuuya joins the port mafia he so quickly submits to them - he is no longer the sole ability user, and thus the responsibility doesnt rely entirely on him to protect the group. something to be said here about the way bsd almost never touches on the ability user vs non-ability user dichotomy but ill save that. back to the main point. dazai takes it upon himself to free chuuya from the sheep. he acknowledges the limitations chuuya has to function under as the leader of the sheep and the weight of the responsibility he bears for no reason other than his ability
but then! dazai forces chuuya into the port mafia to save him from the sheep ! doesnt that seem contradictory??? isnt that hypocritical? chuuya seems pissed about it!
granted, I'd be pissed too if my friends stabbed me with a switch covered in rat poison then tried to gun me down. regardless, chuuya can see how dazai set him up to be outcast from the sheep without having to break the tie himself. chuuya is loyal to the sheep, even when they distrust him. But! this gives chuuya a chance to escape, even if it's to the port mafia. i think the important thing to focus on here is that the port mafia is an Actual organization made up of adults. the sheep are a bunch of kids, ones that are easily led. the limited pieces we see of them are shirase and yuan, who throw temper tantrums and try to clumsily manipulate chuuya when he doesn't listen to them. they admit to stealing alcohol from mafia-adjacent territory and just generally seem immature... because theyre kids. but what we see of the mafia is much different. mori is a strong leader because he is smart and rational. he thinks ahead. he, unlike chuuya, is the leader because he wants to protect yokohama, and understands the sacrifice necessary to do so. chuuya is the leader because no one could beat him in a fight. the port mafia offers a chance for growth (ignoring that these are children in the mafia ok play with me here) as a fighter and as a leader - chuuya becomes an exec when he's still a teenager i think (theres not a specific age anywhere i can find) and is a much more calm and smart fighter once he joins.
so it's good (play with me) that chuuya is able to join the port mafia. BUT he would never have been able to leave if dazai had not forced his hand. this paradox - the idea that chuuya obtains freedom from being forced to leave something he doesn't want to - is SUPER interesting to consider !! here i will dissolve into rambles. i learned about this paradox in the context of mary wollstonecraft and the vindication of the rights of women - wollstonecraft believed only educated people could truly be free, as they were not only free of oppression but also no longer slaves to their emotions, and were able to have opportunities and use their education for their own betterment. the situation with chuuya reminded me of this, because with the sheep chuuya had no one to rely on or to teach him, limiting his capacity for growth and ultimately his freedom. the sheep were reliant on him for protection, and feared him, but chuuya had everything to lose if he were to try and leave the sheep. he had nothing without them, and they needed him for his power. but they were beholden to their emotions, immature and uncertain how to actually get power. their primary motivators for action are retaliation - dazai mentions this when chuuya attacks him, and shirase and yuan mention this when they are urging chuuya to help them. but when chuuya talks to mori and koyo (<3) about their actions, both of them are much more forward thinking than that. mori is very cunning and sly, and koyo tells chuuya that even if things go south in the meeting she's taking him to to, they know how to move forward. chuuya's world has expanded beyond the sheep's limited gaze.
of course, he's still trapped in the port mafia, but if you REALLY want to discuss free will..... we'll be here all fucking night. free will is really hard to pin down and i always have to talk about determinism and its a lot to wrap ur head around and i just like drawing connections between stuff i like
#entirely self indulgent rambles about freedom ^_^#the 15 arc is very much a favorite#i love the difference in dazais voice its so stark in this arc. hes so dead and then chuuya comes along#i also love the rimbaud fight. holidng hands hard enough to break reality. the old boss's massive ass scythe which they never bring up agai#also rimbaud's weirdly perceptive comments to chuuya ??? and then chuuya gets his hat.....#hardcore AU where chuuya is captured by verlaine and rimbaud successfully and they raise him? sometimes i just want things to go well#i digress. this is how i see this arc if u dont like it well its my blog and im not tagging this so howd u even find it#canis speaks#everyone forgets chuuya is smart. and i also hate when ppl make chuuya like inordinately angry all the time#have u ever been homeless and in charge of a bunch of children? WHILE 15?????#chuuya deserves as much weed and wine as he wants forever#also mary wollstonecraft i love you. ik rousseau also has ideas about forced freedom but i didnt want to reread the social contract sorry#its past my bedtime. ill read rousseau for anime analysis later#also like the port mafia isnt quite the same as society... its not quite like voting/civic duty it doesnt quite fit as well. whatever#bsd tag#lmk if the image descriptions suck also. i am trying
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whatever guys….
#u r so mean to me and#i am probably going to fall asleep very soon so if u don’t hear from me xo love u#abby talks#i may be having a silly time tn.#wish u all well. i did have a gummy for fun and bc my parents were driving me nuts and my brain is just like um Vacation time? cause whatevs#i’m not going to have a vacation.. newsflash asshole… 🙄😔‼️ so i’m Coping. also today just stressed me tf out#and well. i need to make changes i am going to do some stuff clean my stairs apply for jobs. yuuupppp!#tomorrow! <3 rn its shark video and then whatever and bedtime#and hopefully they won’t stress me out first thing in the morning it’s seriously like a Lot.
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tshirt that says i ♥️ romanticizing and eroticizing self destruction
#Thinking of that Tyler durden quote abt self improvement being masturbation. That is also true#(I just happen to be pro-cranking that hog)#anyway i had a dumb big breakfast so im gonna try to nap until very late and basically not eat until tomorrow <3#Pain is flaring up so I need to sleep anyway. And sh is scabbing instead of healing quietly so its more noticeable on my arm ugh#Whatever. Bedtime
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#my art#original character#my oc#felt like doing something cute and fun within my comfort zone :)#so busy with work art rn that its nice to just sit down and doodle whatever#now my eyes are burning and every mosquito in the room is fed. bedtime
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this tweet is so weird like fanfiction isn't real. who cares if something isn't realistic. it might be "realistic" to some people. not everyone's experiences are universal.
Write whatever the fuck you want, regardless of experience, yknow, unless it's something actually really serious, like mental health. some things require research before writing or portraying
edit: and might i add that fic writers and artists are pouring their hearts into the fics and art you read/look at for FREE? We post our work for free and people say stuff like this. Saying stuff like this doesn't help, just feels unnecessary, and a tad mean
#obviously there are some things you should DEFINITELY research before writing#ramblings#but like relationships and sex and whatever#being a virgin doesnt mean youre not allowed to write smut. just do whatever the fuck u want who cares what ppl say#life is too short on this hell planet just WRITE IT#yes. a virgin made this post. okay. its way past my bedtime#now i know why i dont use x#this take is just. idk it rubs me the wrong way#yeah they said 'no shade' but like. Still.#some people are unlucky with friends esp in adulthood#just let people write their platonic friendships and romance fics please#maybe i wanna live thru a fictional characters friendship which is why i really enjoyed pokemon journeys#shit made me emotional when goh and ash said goodbye#oops im offtopic here but my point still stands
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i will not be doing a cute little pride icon on this site because that involves changing it from froguelass bedtime and i won't be doing that but Ummm be safe have fun be awesome ily happy pride
#editing froguelass bedtime to have a flag would be more trouble than its worth cuz i drew it on one layer LOOOL whatever#besides when i have pride icons i usually like to coincide it with characters i have the hc in common with and.#i don't think i really have any idea what froguelass would be! i don't think she has ever thought about that once in her long long life!#froguelass is just froguelass a label is a snack for her#bri talks#moonsidedoodles#drew this in the last 3 minutes of my break at work today lol
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THIS USER IS THE WORLDS SLEEPIEST MAN
#loooooooong fucking day today. good god.#AND i went grocery shopping bc im not gonna be able to do that for the next week bc everything shuts down.#and bc im getting snacks for my crew bc theyre working their asses off this week.#and to the surprise of NOBODY all i could think about today was the Fan Fiction.#but of course i cannot write anything until at LEAST saturday. hellish existence#whatever. its dinner time and then its bedtime and then somehow i will make it through this week if it kills me.#winter speaks
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Coincidentally "ohh doggy!" Is the same thing that comes to mind spotting you out in the wild of my dashboard
Don't have any fucking doggy reaction pics only kitty cat and horsey so have this crude edit. Wags my tail at this ^_^ correct reaction too. If you catch me around you gotta do a Tommy Wiseau and hit me with the oh hi doggy!. It's the morally correct choice.
#luly talks#free to adapt based on whichever animal I'm vibing w hardest at the time alternatively too#unless I'm monkey posting which is rare but i think best case scenario there is throw some fruit at me and keep the distance#but that's RARE tbh only twice or thrice have i had those eras#honestly I'd make a list of all the animals i relate to and to what degree i wont but i could.#though kitty doggy horsey and rarely monki are my main ones and cats are not Even yknow like#i have cat like qualities but i am not a cat per se. more like a dog that was socialized around cats. if doggy was kitty y'know#l.l. is my dogsona in spirit and that iss shown in them bc they're mostly dog but can still purr and have cat-like reactions to things#horses are Completely detached from it tho to the point i cant even make a sona or fursona or whatever#its the most face value stuff. like just picture a horse. now give me a sugar cube. y'know#or spicy curry. i wont survive it but I'll love it.#i once made a whole list of all the others i mean cows are big up there there's a reason why cowly exists#cow eyes are something my family has too. big dark cow eyes. my eyes look not as big bc I'm always experiencing sensory overload and im chic#ato and im sleepy but TRUST ME BRO. WHEN IM HEALTHY MY EYES LOOK SO BIG AND ROUND#I think cow mood really requires in general a deep fucking level of peace.#yeah some of these are like only achievable thru certain emotions.#dog is very versatile too bc it has that biting back quality to it. though luckily I've been not needing to bare teeth#yet i keep tasting copper. curious!#yeah I'm just infodumping now you caught me b4 bedtime and i just felt like talking about this ok. pretends to jump on you#asks#anon
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i have a performance in like 2 weeks ouuugggggdgdgdgsg
#IM SO SCARED#i dont think many people are gonna be there and its for like 40 ish minutes#chat i got this fr#bedtime stories told by our dad who messes them up my beloved#or whatever the name is#i play horace the dinosaur#im just so cool and autistic like that#theatre kid#theater#theatre
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