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mynameisbillandimaheadcase · 1 year ago

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#now he is angry at me again bc i want to talk about it wjen i want #not what happened btw #he asked me and my sister to go out now that he's back in town #and i said to him that i would rather talk alone bc i don't feel comfortable going out with him #he then said that he is only going to be here for 3 days and don't have enough time to do anything #and since he ended our last convo with “ouch''#i told him that it's up to him to solve it bc he is the one who's hurt #he then proceed to tell me that I'm tje one hurt by the convo #i told him that at least he remembered to use the correct pronouns for once (he was misgendering me so far)#he said that he doesn't want to bring it up again (the subject literally never changed)#i told him to fuck off #bc he presented it as a favor to not talk about it again #he called me childish #i answerrd with ok amd stopped responding #and tbh I'm correct #i have the right to talk about a topic that affects me and only me deeply whenever i feel safe to #i shouldn't have to try and convince him to not out me to my sister bc he thinks that it's safe #whatever it's a fucked up mess #I'm too emotional to think clearly #he didn't tell me that he's angry at me about it i learned about it bc he is ranting to my sister about it #i swear if he outed me to make a point

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umblrspectrum · 10 months ago

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you'll never guess which movie i finally watched after 2 years of being lazy

#dont you just love it when your artstyle changes like 5 times in the span of a day #i saw emmachen1003 give them the glove type thingys and went “that looks cool. im stealing it”#so uhm. props to them for being awesome and making cool art #anyways that was a fun movie #not gonna say the title here cause i think it messes with searching and i dont wanna do that #that n frame is like the first time i have ever done a decent angle/perspective thing #im so proud of it you don't even know #murder drones #murder drones uzi #murder drones n #serial designation n #murder drones nori #absolute solver #i guess #or is it absolutesolver #whatever #oh yeah uhmm #murder drones episode 7 #murder drones episode 7 spoilers #murder drones spoilers #its been 2 weeks but im gonna give it another day just to be safe #just realized i fucked up the quote and its pissing me off so edited. go fuck yourself

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firstprinced · 6 months ago

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in other words: foreplay

#one of my fave scenes tbh i fucking lose it every time they're so CYNTY #my first try with subtitles be nice #also i fucked up the sharpening along the way somewhere but i will NOT start over messing with the fonts so whatEVER #red white and royal blue #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #firstprince #rwrb gifs #rwrbedit #filmedit #rwrb #rwrb movie #movieedit #henry x alex #alex x henry #my edit

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naamahdarling · 22 days ago

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Accidentally ate a sugar free pudding cup. Took IBS meds immediately but fear it may not be enough to prevent whatever is about to happen.

Anything with alcohol sugars, artificial sweeteners, and added "prebiotic" fiber should be in plain bright orange packaging with huge warnings. That shit is fucking diabolical.

#i had a burger earlier too #jesus christ i realize there is a demand for this shit but it should not be this easy to grab the wrong thing #mannitol should be banned outright #and whatever asshole decided that inulin should be in dairy free ice cream needs to be beaten with a bag of frozen rats #yes i know inulin is not a sugar alcohol but it is sneaky and called about a hundred different things with no consistency required #and it is a HORRIBLE ibs trigger #and again mannitol #the sugar alcohol so bad that they use it to fuck you up before some upper GI imaging and it makes a lot of patients throw up #like #i had 5 tiny little candies with mannitol in them and was a MESS for 24 hours #i will physically retaliate against anyone asking me to drink a large amount of it for medical purposes

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monkesupreme · 3 months ago

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Maybe i SHOULD draft out my ‘Clark is a SuperPlant’ propaganda post

#chattin #due to. recent tags that resonated w me #im already someone that loathes the ‘theyre completely alien AND they conveniently look AND function exactly the same as a human’ trope #esp when they have the nerve to make them PROCREATE w humans wo any defects whatsoever #ur lying ur unimaginative u suck !!!!#so my compromise is always like #fine. the point is that they have to blend in very well. i will concede on that front #but god as my witness i will make him so fucked up internally.#u should xray him and see a fucking mess of organs pumping in bizarre places #things that let him see things w a microscopic lens #things that let him exist in a vacuum bc he doesnt need to Breathe #u should get him in a red sun room and realize hes still able to exist unharmed in a vacumm and go hey man. what the fuck .#going to reach max tags bc i never seem to behave myself no matter what im yelling about #i need bruce to sit down and finally read whatever kryptonian text is floating around #and realize clark- despite his mammalian appearance- is far more linked to plants than anything else #a plant w TEETH and EYES and somehow became a predator instead of staying as a plant #HOWWW did u evolve into what u are now? what did ur ancestors look like??? a daisy???#if u look at any kryptonian species youd see that all of them behave like clark- like they all evolved in a similar way #saw a post (i GOTTA find it again) that said that clark is brownskinned which seems a little silly when u compare it to human melanin #but that sunlight makes for a healthy kryptonian and their skin will show it #and paleskinned kryptonians are seeking out more sun and starving for it. like. ouuuu.#i wont add that to my own hcs but its that kinda shit i love sooo much #get so caught up on trying to make him human in ur eyes that u end up misunderstanding him entirely #love him #xenobio #for tagging

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mushroominaforest · 18 days ago

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They dancing

#I was trying to do like #A dynamic pose #BUT FUCK THIS WAS HARD TO DRAW #Anyways don’t look too hard at the proportions or pose lol it’s messed up I know #Sprunki #Sprunki Pinki #Sprunki Oren #This is probably the only form of girl x boy relationship that I genuinely enjoy lmao #Girlboss x boyfail (they love each other very much)#Not doomed yuri or doomed yaoi but a secret third thing #whatever it is it’s definitely doomed though #Her small feeble boyfriend is NOT surviving the winter

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monkayy · 3 months ago

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#i kept... procrastinating........... sorry to everyone who gave me a character for taking so long....#my art #digital #worm #wormblr #i like.. most of these 👍#ive struggled a lot with my alec design but i think im finally starting to get somewhere with him #that specific emma is from arc 5. her dad mentions taylors moms death and taylor lashes out and emma cant help from smiling #so she leans forward on the desk and covers her mouth #the sleeper.... ok so his whole deal is intentionally vague in canon #because someone told wildbow he doesnt need to explain every single deatail about every cape that shows up #so i was able to do whatever the fuck #basically his power is visually described as a not-rainbow storm thats large enough to cover a good chunk of a large city #out of canon wildbow says the only capes whod be able to survive his storm would need to be indestructible or have an impenetrable mind #so i thought yo. i recently watched a video about a short scifi horror story about how certain fractals make people die from looking at the #and the only person who didnt die from seeing the worst one had trained himself by looking at less dangerous fractals #so.. there the sleeper is ig.. a vague figure in the center of a giant fractal mess #i didn't INTEND for aisha to be looking at alec but no harm no foul. its kinda cute #anyway i spent most the day finishing this and now i think i dont wanna draw digitally ever again?

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artkaninchenbau · 5 months ago

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Egghead chibs lesgooo ✌️✨ [Shop]

#My art #One Piece #OP manga spoilers #Egghead spoilers #I had sticker sheets of these chibs. They sold out at my last convention. Whoops #I'll probably reorder them though for my next convention and whatever I have left over will go on my Ko-Fi shop afterwards #Also yes the Cross Guild chibs also come on this sticker sheet. Because there was room for them #For the record the actual sticker sheet looks like a fucking MESS. I wanted max size but that means organizing them weirdly so they all fit #That Kuma sticker is probably my favorite thing I've ever drawn. Probably. Maybe.#The Loof is very high up there too. IDK why Luffy is so fucking hard to draw but he is so I'm very pleased with his chib #I have reached the ''Do Not Repost watermark'' era of my life it seems #Was gonna have more of those so they'd cover all the fucking chibs so people wouldn't use 'em as profile pics but #I gave up I hate watermarking my work man. Like I don't want to cover shit up when I spent so much time drawing it #But also I hate it when people just grab my shit to use as their profile pics like c'mon man #Anyway yeah the OP Brainrot is still Very Very Real

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brainrotcharacters · 6 months ago

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And when Scotty boy over here meets Logan's boyfriend Wade????????

#if this is scogan's dynamic imagine the banter between wade and scott #on the one hand wade would ask scott every embarrassing thing scott has seen logan do ever #on the other hand scott would be so annoyed that wade is just like logan except just more comfortably fruity #same ferality same precision same chaotic energy #wade would gun down every enemy logan didn't skewer #logan would claw every enemy wade missed #Scott would be EXASPERATED #and confused when five minutes later logan and wade gravitates to each other checking up on their bf #which is mainly Wade cackling at whatever injury of Logan's is already healing #logan would poke at a hole in Wade's hand just to mess with his regeneration #scott x logan #wade would either go “fuck you” or “fuck me” the second he meets scott #scott summers #logan howlett #x men 2000 #x men 1 #wade wilson #deadpool and wolverine

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shark-a-day · 2 months ago

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Todays shark is...

The Blackmouth Catshark!

Fun Fact: It’s found from Iceland to Senegal, including the Mediterranean Sea, usually at depths of about 150 to 500 m, although they’ve also been found in waters as deep as 2,000 m!

#shark a day #shark #marine life #blackmouth catshark #I FUCKED MY WHEEL UP BRO #I HAVE A BUNCH OF SHARKS I HAVE ON A WHEEL THAT I SPIN AND I POST WHATEVER SHARK IT LANDS ON #IDK WHAT I DID #BUT I FUCKED IT???#ITS ALL MESSED UP THE SHARKS I HAVEN'T DONE ARENT LIKE. THE ONLY VISIBLE ONES #IT SWITCHED ALL OF THEM #uugghhh 💔#im going to fix it tomorrow maybe #if i remember

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valewritessss · 6 months ago

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Can someone give me well written fluffy Percabeth fics I feel like I’ve read the majority of them already and I don’t want to open another tab to add on to the 107 tabs I have.

Edit: THANK YOU SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO GAVE ME RECS PEOPLE NEVER ACTUALLY ANSWER

#please and thank you #help a girl out #I need to start clearing my tabs #but I don’t want to close my ao3 tabs because those are very specific searches that I’m sorting through #I need to look at the newer percabeth fics #but I’m gonna mess up my system #yes my ao3 search has a system #anyways any percabeth fics that aren’t a big story would be great thank you #idc about smut at this point as long as it’s not the whole thing #as long as it’s skippable it’s fine #pjo #percabeth #is skippable a word?#it looks weird #percabeth fic rec #percabeth fluff #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percy jackson and the olympians #heroes of olympus #hoo #ao3 #ao3 recs #fanfiction #and I can’t fuck it up because then I’ll have to start over and I’ won’t be able to find fics I haven’t read yet #it’s overwhelming to think about #these are so none issues but whatever #it’s summer I got nothing else to worry about #except for the fact that school starts soon and I hate everyone there and why did I think it was a good idea to pick advanced classes #anyways

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timetravelstudies · 2 months ago

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This got long and annoying so its under a cut now

The way in the fight w the museum director insul gets the same big injuries he has given trianon (so far), aand particularly the ones that T thinks back on often as specific sources of fear/humiliation/control (pepper sprayed in the eyes; kicked in the balls; choked with smth small and thin ((wire / car window)))….. im too tired to formulate a proper Thought abt this but the fact this all happens right in front of tjat one painting of dante & virgil in hell + insul and the director are in the exact same pose right as insul is about to die* is obviously so meant to evoke the idea of contrappasso….. at this stage trianon isnt “””strong””” enough (doesnt understand Insul enough and most importantly doesnt fully inhabit himself and his own strengths) to be able to pay back Insul’s violence (as he does later, though not in such a literal way anymore) so tje director will do for now🥰 bc they both need to descend into hell they both need to be subject to physical and psychological violence in order to strip down layers……. so its cool how the director serves that purpose for this phase 1 both in story for insul himself (who eats shit in this fight) and also as a sort of alert for the reader like make no mistake they are BOTH gonna get put thru the ringer. even the top has to wade through cocytus! or smth

#i wrote and erased so many asides and digressions bc they were nit relevant but #and obviously im not trying to imply this is a story about giving back what you got just as bad in order for Badass Self Improvement or #whatever to be achieved #like the n1 innovation of SW in so much Twink Chained To Radiator and Tortured literature #is that the resolution is not ‘he chains tje kidnapper back😈 he seemed so uke and frail bjt hes the strong one now!’#NOR ‘he learned to be happy chained to the radiator (or toilet ig) bc thats what he wanted deep down all along #and just needed a tough strong man to give it to him❤️’#but rather it creates this beautiful and perfectly calibrated solution where #the suffering that one party inflicts on the other becomes fundamental to the existence & identity of said party #and vice versa. ‘if i lost you i would lose part of what happened to me / insul reached back answering the same’#like by the ending insul does still absolutely have physical power over Trianon and he beats his ass black and blue regularly lol #but also Trianon has this gorilla grip on insul’s soul and sense of self and self worth; a sense that was kind of nonexistent or #dormant or repressed in Insul before and hed managed to be a ‘strong’ person without it bc thats the kind of thing you can live without in #Society if youre a strong able bodied masculine man. but trianon teases out the messed up abused little boy underneath and its like #NOT at all a beauty and the beast hes vulnerable around me ❤️ fantasy its actually kind of horrific.#like trianon does very much do some psychological torture yandere shit to insul …….. and by the end he COULD kill him and walk away but #he CHOOSES to do that……..#and ofc this is all deeply weilian not as in lines up perfectly with what she says necessarily but is very much in discourse with her ideas #anyway I’ve typed so fucking much and for what….. -_-‘’ sorry #serious weakness

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crouteann · 6 months ago

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i spent way too long on this and ive gotta just.. call it done

uriel and strahd little backstory inspired print

#uriel larethian #strahd von zarovich #curse of strahd #dnd art #fin art #you know when you take way too long on something and like #your growth during that time surpasses the piece and then youre in a weird limbo where it would be a waste of time to mess with it just #to make it catch up. fuck. im so frustrated lmfao #whatever.

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lizzybeeee · 2 months ago

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Who wants to bet that Anders was planned to be in that post-credit's Executor cutscene montage but they changed it to Bartrand when they realized it would go over real badly with everyone?