#what the hell is even the point of doing this on elons end

[kurgy]

hi, im sorry for remaking this post i need to for several reasons at this point, and its a little longer than usual, sorry. but with the social security cuts/mass firings, payment schedules becoming inconsistent right before my eyes, and my tax rebate is still in limbo, im really really not doing well financially, and my additional income options have greatly dwindled, and i genuinely just dont know what else to do anymore, im at a loss

once i finish my remaining comms, i regrettably cannot take on more due to serious health complications. i have always had some health problems and developed a kind of chronic gi issue in my teens that manifested as frequent stomach and abdomen pain/discomfort, acid reflux, stomach ulcers, some other gi issues, and a near constant feeling of intense nausea, which 90% the time forces me onto my bathroom floor for a while, close enough to make it to the toilet when i need to hurl again, which i do on/off every day for at least and hour, multiple times. after a decade of this, it has wrecked my digestive system and practically ruined my teeth, and most recently i suffered what i thought was a flare up that has now lasted well over week, and has since become my new normal, which is seriously fucking me up and impeding my ability to just live so much worse than it ever has before.

my ability to work, do chores, leave my apartment, draw or write or read for leisure, move furniture i was supposed to move weeks ago, or do any patreon work has come to a screeching halt. and every time now i have tried to just draw through it i start to feel seriously disoriented and sick, its not even a lack of focus, its sort of like brain fog. to the point my sight is just blurs and blobs and im confused and have to try and force myself to refocus only to see all the absolute nonsense random lines i was aimlessly makin on the canvas and then running to the batbroom nauseous as hell again.

so im just...overall very worried about finances rn as grocery prices get worse and the federal government that controls my paychecks is gutted with now noticeable effects. i weirdly havent gotten my paycheck yet, and my next $48 bill comes out in a few days. genuinely have no idea what is happening with my check. but i honestly am scared. severe health problems, elon musk trying to end social security payments, upcoming bills, either being bedridden in agony or slumped against the bathroom wall in agony, both keeping me from working, and then my check skipping pay day and no word yet on my rebate, im just really freaked out on how to pull this togther to pay bills, cover rent, and get my dogs food on top of renewing my support letters (not cheap) knowing so little

i dont know, any help would mean the world to me rn, i feel like the world is falling apart. id like to pay my last bill for the month, and i deeply, seriously appreciate any and all help as a disabled person in poverty

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[utilitycaster]

The reason those C3 fans shit the bricks over the Charity stream was because they viewed the charity stream as a win for them and bells hells. Not like you know, an actual good thing to help people in need. Because when it was announced they were in the qrts and on twt yelling that the cast closing to play as Bells Hells was cause they loved them above all. That BH were "winning" because MN didn't get one shots while airing. No1 expected anyone BUT BH to be played so they were fighting air tbh.

[Cont. So when Laudna got yeeted and Beau joined it, it's like they suddenly hit with the fact that the cast like all the times. All character sheets were available and BH was being played by default of the one shot happening during c3. But they hung their entire world view on BH being extra special that they broke. Saw them also being PISSED at Ashley and Liam for getting MN members to the top before everyone else and especially the gate was "showing up BH".]

Here is what gets me, as a person who does not follow sports in any form: The Mighty Nein are a juggernaut of popularity within the fandom. I think this is for the most part deserved and I also think a lot of fans of C1 who never vibed with any later campaigns are simply not active in fandom any more since it's been 7 years, and Critical Role had more recognition with Campaign 2, so like, numbers within active social media fandom are not a perfect indicator of quality, itself a subjective measure.

HOWEVER. If you want your team to win, the most efficient way to do that is to start rooting for the winning team. I get that this is considered treasonous to genuine fans of sports. But like, if your biggest priority is Number Is Bigger then there is an obvious solution and it's called jumping on the bandwagon. Otherwise, perhaps you should consider a different metric, such as "did I have fun at this game? Were the snacks good? Were there some cool plays?" (from this you can see my priorities re: live sports namely are my friends here and did I get some nachos and a beer but you get my point). Honestly, this is how I and a lot of other people have been approaching Bells Hells week to week for some time now: were there some cool scenes? Did the character they liked most at the time say something funny? Did NPCs do anything? Were the fight mechanics interesting?

I have a post that I am saving for next week about specific elements of C3 that goes into more depth but I feel like Campaign 3's fandom in particular fell to a certain attitude that feels very specific to a younger (to me, an ancient crone, so like, mid-20s) crowd, of obsessing over numbers: how many fics. how many notes. how much screentime. can you believe that Episode 100 didn't even have Bells Hells in it????? And it's like. who the fuck cares. Is it good? Is it satisfying? Because right now we're watching you guys all admit it hasn't been and 120 episodes in you were waiting for the campaign to REALLY begin.

I don't think the cast dislikes Bells Hells! I think they all like all of their characters, and frankly when the cast gets asked directly a lot of them go with a "you never forget your first" and give their VM character anyway so like, the vitriol at the Mighty Nein really is a petty popularity contest in the end. But Bells Hells are the party that the cast happened to be playing during the Moon Plot Campaign and the party that the cast happened to be playing at the time of the livestream. None of the three main parties are uniquely special. They are special to their individual fans.

I made the Elon Musk comparison for C3 fans earlier this week and I don't want to go too hard since like, he is truly horrible, and I do think that a lot of C3 fans, while currently shitty self-absorbed people, are also quite young and it is my hope that a sharp but ultimately harmless disappointment like this campaign might shock them into fixing their hearts, but the final lines of this post came to mind while writing up a lot of my responses: "And in fact I would argue that seeking to put yourself above other people is inherently going to leave you empty, because egotistical as you may be, you've adopted a values system where your sense of self worth intrinsically depends on other people. Congratulations, you played yourself."

If your day can be ruined because your blorbo wasn't present for 100% of a live stream for charity and the cast likes all of their characters? You should work on that! I'm not saying it's easy or fun but it really is a thing you should work on because right now, the worst thing that's going to happen to you is people laughing at your misfortune on social media. But if you keep up this behavior, you're going to be bitter and miserable forever, and it will be your own fault because you're getting mad that something that was never about you continues to not be about you. Learn to accept that you had a good time (if you had a good time, anyway) and it's over and that's okay.

[kaythefloppa]

Wild Kratts - Bumblezzzz - Thoughts

This episode airs on TV tomorrow, but was released online in the PBS Kids Video App. So if you're planning on watching it on television, or unable to access the videp app, you may want to scroll off for spoilers

I was aware some bees come in blue (hi Martin). But GREEN???? The fuck?

The epitome of "waking up and choosing chaos."

I envy Chris's organized manner.

Bros went from Salamander Streaming to a Salamander Snack ☠️

This raises - so many questions and thoughts.

Apparently there is a "Villain Weekly" magazine that is sold in copies? I mean there's a Finding Your Inner Villain Seminar so I guess that tracks but... just how many people are stanning, supporting, and funding these villains who, I should specify, NEARLY FLATTENED THE AMAZON. You can't just... walk backwards from that without a serious career-and-possibly-life-ending PR disaster.

(Actually I just remembered that Elon Musk exists and has his share of supporters despite how awful he is to the point where it borders on cartoonish, which I guess kinda tracks here)

2. The magazine has a picture of Donita on it, which implies that it's about her. Why would Donita have a COPY of a magazine featuring her? Why would she have to buy it. Do I not know enough about advertisements in the magazine industry?

3. Why would Donita trust Zach with anything? ANYTHING? He regularly gets his inventory mangled by the enemy every week as a result of his own ineptitude and often steals whenever said inventory is too shitty for his own good. She really shouldn't be surprised that he forgot to give it back.

4. Donita canonically lives in New Hampshire. Zach lives in Massachusets. That is an hour and a half away just by driving. Even if Zach isn't by his mansion, still he could've just flown his plane over to Donita's mansion. Or if he was too lazy, he could've hired his bots to do so. Inversely, Donita could've just come and have the manequins collect.

5. DONITA THREATENING ZACH WITH MOB VIOLENCE BY SICCING DABIO ON HIM IF HE DOESN'T RETURN THE BOOK WHAT THE HELL???

I feel like I shouldn't be surprised. I mean, this is the same person who quite possibly forced Martin to undress and into new clothing whilst he was in suspended animation in her debut appearance (and also sicced Dabio onto him when he resisted), nearly drove lemurs to extinction all over a dress in the Season 3 finale, attempted to skin salamanders alive for a fire-proof suit in S5, and oh yeah, was instrumental in the attempted destruction of the Amazon Rainforest. But still, this was so out of nowhere, and the fact that Dabio smiles; (and remember, according to Season 3, his ancestors have been working with the Donatas for generations, so this shit was a family business) This one scene, if all others haven't, single handedly manage to show Donita and Dabio as arguably the most brutal, nasty, and vile villains. It's just one scene, but I see these guys in a pretty different light now.

Also, I mentioned this before. If she's willing to do all that previous stuff mentioned above for her own gain, if she's willing to do this to Zach over a petty book loan, what the heck is she gonna do to Paisley when she finds out about her betrayal? What's she gonna do to Rex if he eventually redeems himself?

As someone who has made it my legal obligation to analyze the timeline in Wild Kratts, I will definitely say that this episode takes place on June 20th, the first day of the summer season. That means absolutely nothing in the grand scheme of things.

I don't even think I should explain how terrible of an idea this is.

This is plain biology and a fact of life, but since they missed the opportunity to make a Bee Movie reference, I will take this as such as compensation.

Because I didn't say it earlier, I'll say it now: Bumblebees are so. Fucking. Cute.

AAAAAH!!!!!!!!!

Not enough screengrabs to convey this but the brothers are obviously trolling Zach here and I love it.

For all of you angst writers, here's some new ammo. Because I'm fairly certain that this can unoequivically KILL a human being if bumblebees were as big as us. In fact between this episode, and the next episode, Chimpanzee and Me, I'm convinced that the only reason Zach's robots are henchmen is so that the brothers can get away with being as violent as fuck towards them in so many beautifully creative ways without any actual bloodshed.

The fuck even is this episode 😭😭

CONCLUSION:

PROS:

The humor, once again, is amazing. It didn't get in as much laughs as the previous one, but still.

The Bumblebee Suit. It's such a breath of fresh air from the more uncanny looking Creature Power Suits in the modern seasons

Bumblebees are indeed highly endangered. It's good that this episode brings light on that and how important it is to protect them

CONS:

This entire episode's plot goes by... way too damn fast. Seeing the bros immediately get themselves into the jam, and then also immediately seeing Zach, and even the brothers quickly explaining bee features to Aviva. It all feels like this episode is just on fast-forward, even though it's a regular-length episode. It really could've been paced better.

Zach's motivations are stupid as ever, and he is at his peak bitchiness here. But again, the fact that such cartoonishly bullshit evil like this happens in the real world (which WK cleverly delivers a giant middle finger towards), and the fact that Zach gets his ass kicked for his genuinely awful plan mitigates a LOT of damage.

Final Ranking: 7/10. Still pretty good. I've been anticipating a Bumblebee episode for the past year after seeing leaks of a magazine featuring the Creature Power Suit, and it did not disappoint.

[banjo15]

EPIC RAP BATTLES OF HISTORY

ELON MUSK

VS

THE IRS

Hola fellas! I’m the irs- hold on this is bullshit you got IBS? I do taxes and shit, cause I’m the best. Nothing is safe no matter how you invest cause I investigated you life a little, the way you treat your children should make you a criminal. Taking a human shield whenever you walk through a minefield, what’s the deal? And how come you steal billions of dollars, yet can’t end world hunger? 13 women become single mothers cause of your weird pro-natalism fetish, to be honest man I don’t fucking get it. You’re a horrible dad, shits bad so sad! Your children hate you, the dad they never had. Seriously, just leave at that point you needa call a cab, the way you and Donald trump interact? I think you’re a…. Facist.

Hold on what’s this talk about me stealing shit? Every cent of my wealth was do to what I did. I make rockets, cars, and I profit off it. Multi-billion dollar businesses make my profits skyrocket. Richer than Mansa musa or John Rockefeller, you think you can beat me? You’re worse than Hellen Keller. Cause I like free speech, except for those damn liberals. They’re criminals, they hate America, it’s probably something subliminal. They probably hate me cause they can’t be civil. So what about my kids? I fucking hate my son, she ain’t my daughter that’s no fun. You think just because she takes hormones and takes a surgery and goes home? She’s a lady now? What the heck, she still got an Adam’s apple in her neck. So what if I’m a facist? I have liberals to deck. Cause I was on top of the world untill someone mentioned pronouns, I think it’s profound how this shit sounds. And me and Donald trump? Historians say we were gay, but so what? We slay,

Alright first of all no you fucking don’t slay, not today not any day if that matters cause I’m like dr Seuss, I’ll give you cancer then I’ll leave you to die knowing… no one loves you. Cause everyone who comes out of your balls hates you, not even your own dad celebrates you. Your teachers called you a retard, YOU WERE FUCKING HOMESCHOOLED! Not cool, how the fuck does that happen? Your dad talking shit about you while you’re napping. At this point stop repopulating the earth and think about why you want childbirth. Cause you abandoned every 12 kids you impregnate, most of your children never see you anyways! No matter how much money you spend on Twitter

It’s X!

FUCK YOU FIRST OF ALL! I’m gonna tax you so hard you can only crawl! Cause you? You’re rich enough to escape the paparazzi. Doesn’t make sense how you became a fucking Nazi.

Hold on there, I’m not a Nazi. And all these swastikas? I’m not the one holocausing it! Not even a little bit!

Horrible pun first of all I’m gonna make you pay extra, dude. If you were penniless no one would send you a single nude!

I still hit though-

Well your shit sucks! You couldn’t even make a woman cum for 10 bucks!

And also- first of I’m not a Nazi, my best friend is black!

HEYO GUYS IM KANYE WEST IM A FUCKING NAZI, I hate the Jews AND THE PAPPARAZI. Asking about my day? Fuck off it’s 3 am anyways.

He doesn’t mean that-

The Jews-

*Elon musk physically restrained Kanye west*

He didn’t mean that shit on X!

Both irs and Kanye: ITS TWITTER DIPSHIT

*They both kick Kanye west out the room*

Even then, how the fuck you lose Half your money twice? I give you some advice, maybe shut up and be nice? You can’t even play video games right, how the hell do you think you’re gonna put up a fight when some deranged lunatic on 4chan tumblr or Reddit says forget it! I’m gonna make sure you’re affected by the actions, first of all everyone on tumblrs a nerd, everyone on Reddit is a virgin, but everyone on 4chan is both versions. I know you’re neurodivergent but that doesn’t mean scream “HEIL HITLER” whenever a Volkswagen comes on screen.

Who won? Who’s next?

[cagenewman]

MERROCK TASK #20 SOCIAL MEDIA

at what age did your character start using social media? Growing up, Cage wasn't super into social media. If anything, he got it to stay in touch with family and friends after high school when he hit the road.

did their parents monitor their use, if they were young? No. He doubts that his dad even checked his social media, unless one of his siblings ratted him out.

has your character ever had fake identities or accounts online? Nope, thought never crossed his mind.

no shame: do they remember myspace? did they use it? He remembers MySpace, but he didn't really use it. He had an account and set it up and sometimes he'd check in, but... to use it? Not regularly, no.

who would be in their top eight today? Cordelia, Colton, Kellan, Elliot, Ashley, Lucie, Elise, Chase.

what social media platforms do they use today? Instagram and Facebook.

do they have public profiles, or go private? Private. Cage shares a lot of photos of his kids and doesn't want to put their faces out there a lot to strangers, especially Rosalyn, and wanting to be careful with her having a scumbag bio dad out there somewhere.

how about their following? are they pretty lowkey, or do they have a decent following? Despite the private accounts, he has a decent amount of followers, just because he's the kind of guy who knows everyone, and everyone knows him.

do they tend to pick obvious usernames, ones with sentimental value, funny things? how do they decide? It's literally always just 'cagenewman' across all the platforms that he uses. One, it's easy to find him, and two, it's easy for him to remember.

profile pictures: the same across all platforms? Yes, and it very rarely ends up getting changed.

and just what profile pictures do they use? Sometimes a selfie, sometimes a photo with his wife and kids. Right now, it's a shot of Cage and Cordelia in Kennebunkport after they got married.

what kind of bio writer are they? silly, cute, sweet, or just basic? Dumb, normally, something like. "Wood-worker, dad, part-time moose." He always sounds like a father would sound writing a bio on social media.

how much time per day would you say that your character spends on social media? Not a whole lot of time, he'll browse casually in the morning, during a lunch break, probably at night on and off.

is there one platform that they visit more than others? Instagram.

if they have kids, do they use social media? how do they feel about that? if not, and they want kids, will they let them use it someday? It terrifies the hell out of him, but Colton has an Instagram and Facebook account. There are very strict rules, though -- Cage has to be able to follow him on all accounts, and he is allowed to ask him to look at his messages at any point in time to make sure that he isn't doing something he shouldn't be. (He's never had to.)

be honest: have they ever created an account for something else, like a hobby, or… to try to make their cat internet famous? No, he can barely keep up with the ones he has.

do they run any professional or business accounts? Technically. Creekside has an Instagram and Facebook page for business. Cage and one of his workers has access to it, so he helps run it when he remembers to.

have they ever left a social media platform (or more than one) for any specific reason? He's left a lot of social media platforms, since normally he has FOMO and tries them and then remembers that he's not big on social media... and leaves. He did delete X recently, though, when he felt Elon tanked it.

do they plan on using social media into their older ages? Probably, someone has to make sure the kids are behaving.

have they ever made any long-lasting friendships through social media? He wouldn't necessarily say that he has made long-lasting friendships, but he has sustained friendships through social media. He's still friends with guys that he worked with years and years ago, when he first started out in construction.

or on the flip side, gotten into any big social media beef? This is primarily the reason why Cage doesn't get involved, he doesn't want there to be beef. He's argued with people about politics on Facebook, though.

have they ever felt negatively impacted by social media as a user? Not really, no.

who is their favorite person / account to follow on social media? Willie Nelson.

would they say that social media has had an overall more positive or negative impact on the world? Somewhere in the middle. It's hard to deny that social media has done some really great things for the world, but he wonders if they would have found a way to do those things without it, too, and does miss when things were simpler.

and finally: a/s/l? (and do they know what that means?) 38/M/ME. He knows what it is, embarrassingly enough. Not necessarily from social media, but it was still a thing when dating and hook-up apps started to become a big thing.

[fizzingwizard]

brief vent...

my dad: americans can't read! dems ruined literacy!!!

also my dad: can't spell, never reads more than the headline, gets his news from TV/youtube

yes low literacy in us schools needs to be addressed but that's not his issue, it's a politics thing (ie. if liberals weren't stupid we'd be conservatives :) ).

many years ago i used to try to engage with him respectfully on political posts he made or i made. he would REACT!!! to some headline and i'd explain my take. his response 100% of the time was "america is going to hell! america needs trump! it's the end of the country as we know it!" with NO other details - no reply to what i'd said, no connection to the original topic - he would just yell! because he didn't read the article, he didn't read my reply, he just wants to be an angry doom-monger who doesn't need to self-reflect or consider other opinions because he's Always Right.

i don't and have never thought my dad is stupid. he and others who share his opinions (excluding people who are just straight up racists etc of course) are reacting to things that really are going on. i don't agree that all those things are bad, but i can empathize with how some of them are inconvenient or problematic, or the solutions to them while well-intentioned are as likely to harm as help. the reverse is not true though. even though he really does try not to be a jerk when he's talking to me, there's just no point in trying to compare opinions. it always devolves into "trump is the messiah" without any meaningful debate. and he'll groan if i use any source from the "liberal media," but lit all his news is from fox/breitbart. or facebook posts.

i wish he'd read. i wish he'd read my posts. and respond intelligently. then maybe i'd understand him better and him me.

recently (cant remember whether i mentioned this already) he asked why i dont like elon musk. i was in the us for christmas/new years and i only saw him twice during that time for about two hours each time. i didnt want to spend it uselessly talking politics so i said so. he said "alright, maybe when you're more secure in your opinion."

the fact that i was trying to avoid controversial topics so we could just enjoy the *total of four hours* we got to see each other face to face *the entire year* was lost on him. i just didn't want to explain why i don't like elon musk because i don't actually know! apparently.

i have to be ready and able to back up my opinions at any time or i'm "insecure" - meanwhile all he has to do is chant "the world is doomed without trump" and that's supposed to be enough for me.

i should have asked him why he likes elon musk, a guy he never once mentioned until he became trump's grima wormtongue. it's probably "because trump does." my dad hates electric cars lmao.

[caffeineandsociety]

The thing about the claims going around about how predstrogen really did commit bannable offenses and we shouldn't be going this hard about it is-

I don't know how true or untrue some of the claims are, and I don't care. You shouldn't either. Because our local petty tyrant wannabe sure as hell doesn't. Even if these claims are true, they're not the justification carhammerexplosionbaby is using. Our challenger for Elon Musk's title of Most Petulant Pissbaby Running a Social Media Platform here has made it clear that he didn't ban her for anything she said to or about other users or at the very least he doesn't want to provide any evidence to that end; he banned her for life - and threatened her with the fucking cops - for hurting his feelings with how ~mean~ and ~scary~ and ~threatening~ she was (gee, I wonder what very visible queer group THAT'S a stereotype of?) when she told him to DO HIS FUCKING JOB and make sure the moderation system wasn't being abused by bigots - just days after he made a whole clown show of a statement about how horrible and divisive it is to care about racism and actually that makes YOU the REAL racist, mind you - then proceeded to misgender her repeatedly until multiple iterations of "oh well I'm just not SURE how This Person wants to be called" in the face of multiple people TELLING him in no uncertain terms ran out of plausible deniability. If anything, if the accusations are true, that just makes it even WORSE that he cares more about the piddly little fart of an ego-bruise at the hands of a "scary and threatening" trans woman than any actual meaningful offenses.

Whether or not she's a Good Person or did anything wrong stopped being the point the moment the thin-skinned man-infant running this hellhole decided to close the case over a Looney Toons "threat" and misgender her repeatedly. I've said before and I will say again, when another queer person is the victim of an explicitly queerphobic attack like this, you call the bigoted bullshit for what it is even if they're the worst fucking person you know.

That is all.

[cartoonbabbles]

Ok so I know this is technically "Cartoonbabbles" BUT it's also my general fandom account soooooooo fuck it. I just finished the entirety of The Office.

What the fuck do I do with my life now? List out my thoughts on Tumblr while listening to pop songs covered by Hatsune Miku of course.

dear lord season 8 was hard to get through

Why'd they have to do Andy like that like- I appreciate a good snarky guy x secretary ship but come on, Erin and Pete are cute but they're just Jim and Pam to the point where the writers actually poked fun at that.

Andy learning to be okay with himself was actually pretty nice, and you don't need to have a partner to be happy. And I really liked that.

Oscar being the gay uncle to Phillip was fun, I love how he's a fashion icon

Daryll was such a real one throughout the entire series, and I wish him the absolute best

The Farm was. Odd. I don't think I could have stomached it so I'm lowkey glad it didn't happen. It was fun but like- Dwight might be strong enough to shoulder an entire series but I did NOT care for any of his family. Like part of the appeal of The Office for me was that they're a family that found each other, not a family who was placed into a situation they have to make the best of (I understand the irony here but still)

Jim and Pam falling in love again was really sweet

Holly x Michael forever

I loved when Michael kinda just accidentally became Erin's dad.

AND ERIN FOUND HER PARENTS AT THE END MY HEARTTTTTTTTTTTT

And Dwight got to be regional manager

Honestly though I think if they needed Andy to not be regional manager, it would have been as simple as giving him his "aha" moment that he was being stretched too thin when he realized he had a passion for acting and resigned voluntarily, letting Dwight step up without interrupting something that obviously had momentum with Erin (also the two of them emotionally maturing together would have been amazing, because again as much as I love Pete and Erin, Erin choosing and wanting Andy was a lot more organic imo than just. Andy leaves on a boat. Like if you need him gone just say he gets really badly sick bc Erin's brother gives him a nasty cough. Or have Erin leave with him for the Bahamas or something and have her be the one calling in as Andy is captaining.)

But I digress

Michael Michael Michael. Where to begin

I keep saying this but I feel like the reason why the show got so rough after his departure was because everyone associates Michael with being bombastic, inappropriate, and spontaneous, but never with anything positive. And the writers saw his bad sides and just amplified them in the initial versions of Nellie, Robert, and DeAngelo.

Vickers was funny bc he's Will Ferrel and I like Will Ferrel, but he started overstaying his welcome bc the writers couldn't commit to him being any one thing, then the writers unceremoniously kill him off

Jo was fine bc she had both the hardass and vulnerable sides.

Robert California, boy what I could say about him. The writing got tangibly worse whenever he was onscreen bc like- it wasn't even that his actor wasn't familiar with comedy, it's that sex jokes get OLD SO FUCKING QUICKLY. AND ROBERT IS ONE GIANT SEX JOKE. It doesn't help that his behavior stems from his selfishness and he fails to recognize it whereas with Michael at least he tries to own up to things. Robert is just Elon Musk the person.

I'm glad Jan was able to get away and improve herself, she seemed to really love her kid. And then that final interaction kinda bucked that away

Uhhh let's see. Nellie. Initially SUPER annoying bc there is no way in hell anyone like that makes it through business. Like there were initially ZERO redeeming qualities to her. Until Andy decided to be an A-hole to her.

Honestly Andy was just mini-Michael but handled less well bc people were afraid he wouldn't be as cool as him, but that's because he's ANDY. Not MICHAEL. And he could have learned from Michael. But I guess not.

Somehow I really liked the overall queer vibes. The show's writing is old (see any time they talk about trans people) but the writers in general seemed to know trans people aren't demons.

Oh my goodness I am so glad Pam and Roy split. Roy was NOT healthy to be around back when they were together and Jim was TOTALLY good for her.

I'm gonna really miss being able to watch the show from the beginning again.

Something I am very critical of however (or like, just aware of) is how much of the humor is built on sexual harassment and assault like- beyond looney tunes or other cartoons the amount of workplace harassment, while on average likely accurate to any workplace, is genuinely disturbing at times.

Damn. Gotta find something positive

I loved Val, wished they were able to do more with her, her thing with Daryll was really cute

Oh my god Erin is pretty

Basically. Women. God it's 3 and I'm simping over office workers

I don't know why they tried to pitch Andy as this unattractive guy. He's DORKY, not REPULISVE. And I may have accidentally developed a celebrity crush on him

Honestly I kinda feel bad for him, like he's being stretched so thin but he doesn't know any response other than to go 100% in the other direction

Also he was pretty bad to Erin

God positives, come on Sasha.

Openings were always nice.

Jim and Karen were genuinely a good healthy couple for their run

I just wish the show hadn't pitted Pam and Karen against each other cuz like- Karen was in the right most of the time, if not all of the time???

I had no idea Idris Elba was on the show. He indeed is quite hot.

Gabe. Nobody likes Gabe. Tobey is appealing in the wet cat pathetic kinda way, Gabe is just kinda. Creepy. Like jesus dude.

This is a positive because I hate Gabe.

ALSO ERIN BEING MORE ASSERTIVE TOWARDS THE END???

PAM GETTING AWAY WITH BEING OFFICE ADMINISTRATOR???

gosh I love it.

[banjo15]

First of all

Canada is booing us

China is booing us

Mexico is booing us

They are our 3 biggest trade partners.

Our 3 biggest trade partners hate us. Is that good for the economy?

“Hey Max, can I buy that sandwich from you? “

“Hey fuck off I know you’re just gonna tax it again”

“What about you Catie, can I buy some wood from you?”

“Fuck you and your tariff tax”

“Can I buy stuff from you, Charlie?”

“Fuck off dude stop taxing us, I hate you capitalists”

What about intersex people? I’d argue they’re a minority. Non-binary, gender-fluid, everyone of the such. They no longer exist because of you. Trans people can’t even leave the country or get a passport.

Literally a high school student I’m 15 dude. I know I couldn’t pass an immigration test, how about you go try to pass one and just come back to me?

My philosophy about illegals is back in the day our grandparents came here peacefully. If they come here peacefully in search of a better life, who am I to deny them that? But if they’re a pedo or a rapist they deserve to get shot, regardless of place of origin, gender identity, sexuality, gender, sex, religion, race, etc.

Trump literally went to Epstein island 7 times. He was best friends with Epstein. Also, did Elon apologize for his actions? No. He made Nazi puns on the internet.

Mexico and Canada is pissed off because first of all, trump said he was gonna BUY Canada.

“Yeah I’m gonna buy your house, what’s your price?”

“Not for sale.”

“You liberal boy, I bet sleepy joe and Kamala told you not to sell it, all you do is just sit down and drink maple syrup. Give me your house.”

“No? Fuck off dude”

“I’m still gonna buy your house.”

*He went up to the next neighbor*

“Also your pool is mine now.”

“Huh?”

“It’s the pool of america”

“No, my pool. Pool of Mexico.”

And Mexico is LITERALLY sending us people to help with the LA fires.

Canada is our friend, why the hell are we trade warring with our brother?

What the fuck even is MSM? I get all my thoughts from people I agree with, and then I think about my thoughts to see if I agree with them.

Denmark said Greenland is not for sale. We are literally pissing off our allies. We are a laughing stock. China is fucking BEATING in ai. “But deep seek is censored” so are all ais. Ask google’s ai if google has ever done anything wrong. And ChatGPT is also censored a decent bit.

As I said before, if you don’t hate so much why can’t they just up and leave? They can’t get a visa.

About abortion… You do know how dangerous pregnancy is right? And I don’t consider ending a pregnancy murder, would you let a tapeworm stay in you if it would turn into a human person?

The reason why women back in the 1950s had kids is because they were lobotomized and on a shit ton of “medication.” After that, they didn’t have many rights. Women couldn’t say “no” to their husbands untill 1993. It took us a bit to give women the right to vote. They couldn’t have a credit card at one point. A driver’s liscense. Lesbians were fucked at the time, do you vote for the Indian woman or the man who and I quote…. “Grab them by the pussy.” He literally called his daughter “volomptuous” and said “if she wasn’t my daughter I’d be dating her.”

You can fact check me on that. No, seriously, fact check me. Do it. I’m begging you.

And as for many cases, abortion is necessary. I’m not gonna go praising it but… it has to exist. What if they get raped? What if it’s incest? What if the pregnant person is underage? What if the pregnancy threatens their life? Denying them abortion doesn’t seem so “pro-life to me.”

“But that’s less than 1%”

So are trans people and people similar to you have campaigned to take their rights away.

Me personally I feel like they can be a man or a woman if they want to IF they don’t hurt anybody. If I gender-swapped you I’m quite sure you would want your original gender.

My argument for/agaisnt trans children is there are Christian children. I’d argue they shouldn’t go through a life changing procedure they likely won’t be able to un-do for the rest of their lives untill they’re 18/21. If children can be trans, why can they be Christian? Why can they participate in religion they’re supposed to be devoted to untill they die?”

Even then, what about single mothers? Do you want them to suffer through it? Childbirth is a punishment from god, yes? I read the Bible. Why should we punish these women for having sex? I feel like you shouldn’t have to labor a baby just because the boy from the dinner date thought you were hot, you thought they were hot, so you fucked. Imagine if men were in a coma for 9 months after sex. And there was a chance of that happening but instead.. after a baby pops out of them. I’d argue most men would get abortions and it would be a normal thing. And if god cares so much about abortions… why does he let miscarriages happen? That’s another pro-abortion talking point. Should they have an abortion if they know damn well the baby can’t survive out of the womb? And another thing, what if they can’t financially afford to have a child? “Adoption” not all kids get adopted. I was adopted and I wouldn’t have minded getting aborted to be honest dude. I know a lot of people would, friends, family, etc. I don’t support killing out of the womb though. And even then, if you care about children so much, are you willing to make safer gun laws to stop school shootings? Are you willing to donate to homeless children in need? You’re not willing to make insulin cheaper for diabetic people (and children), you’re not willing to fund cancer research (for adults and children), what are you willing to do for children?

And we can both agree that the world is a horrible place for kids, left or right.

Another thing… why the fuck would the FBI make the protests violent? If that’s your justification for that then why didn’t the FBI make the blm protest violent? Black Lives Matter was good in concept, but people looted local businesses to make a point. I still think Black Lives Matter, I just don’t really know if I should support the organization that says so.

There are J6ers who rejected their pardon. They agree that what they did was wrong, why can’t you? Even then, what about the J6ers who… Beat up a police officer? So many others beat up police, I thought you backed the blue? The whole movement was to “fight for your country.” Trump told you to… Fight. Fight. Not protest, not speak up, fight. Fight tooth and nail for your “freedom”. And if you don’t hate minorities why don’t you support DEI? And the plane crash wasn’t because of it it’s because trump FIRED everyone. Literally.

The Nazis called themselves socialists because at the time everyone loved socialism. Do Nazis fight for workers rights? Do Nazis fight for free healthcare? Do Nazis give a fuck about equality? Hell no. Nazis didn’t support a community where they have the means of production. He was a capitalist, if he was a socialist he couldn’t afford to make the wonder weapons that he usually made. If communism is socialism capitalism is facism. I’d argue that if I was a big ceo who makes a shit ton of money, would I vote for the people who tax the rich, who give workers rights, or enslaved everyone to work under me? I would vote for the slaves because I’d be a billionaire, but I’m not so I have basic empathy for people less fortunate than me. Do you?

I’d argue I could beat you up with the American flag.

Yo, correct me if I am wrong please, but didn't Hitler rise to power because he promised to fix the German economy and people really liked that so they looked past everything else he was doing??? Like exactly what's happening in America right now???

So many people said they voted for Trump, put a truly evil person in power, because he said he'd fix the economy, and a little voice in my head is going, "Isn't that what happened with fucking Hitler??"

But I've seen no one point that out so maybe I'm miss remembering???????

[the-technicolor-whiscash]

Sorry i keep ranting about the ISS today but it is really an incredibly special work of international collaboration and it's a miracle it even exists and once it deorbits it's gonna be really hard to get that kind of cooperation in LEO again once shit starts getting privatized and if there's one thing I hate. It's misconceptions. And people have so many misconceptions about the ISS and its operation.

Part of that I think is because we're used to it. If you were born after November 2nd, 2000, you have never experienced a day where every living human is on Earth. There has always been a continuous human presence in space since the first ISS mission. And really, there wasn't much of a gap between Mir and the ISS. We are essentially used to humans in LEO. It's a fact of life. You learn about it in school, you hear about the fact there's a great big metal tube in the sky where people are living right now, and you go on with your life. You don't stop to think about what it took to get to that point, or what it takes to keep it going.

Especially after the end of the shuttle program, space just isn't in the zeitgeist the way it used to be. My mother is a third grade teacher, she has students who didn't know we had sent people to the moon. I talk to people all the time who didn't realize the shuttle program ended, and I'm genuinely sad when I have to be the one to break it to them. Hell, before I started learning this stuff, I didn't even know we were going back to the moon! I live in Florida and saw launches when I worked at Disney, and I had no idea! And I missed Artemis 1 because of it.

I dont know where i was going with this but it's just something I've noticed. There's just a weird sense of complacency when it comes to the US presence in space. I think part of it really is the commercialization of space has turned it away from the kind of public enjoyment that civil space encourages. I think part of it is the fact Elon Musk is a ketamine-addled bozo who ruins the name of the industry every time he opens his mouth, and people across the industry hate his guts and there's nothing they can do about it. Space exploration is so fucking cool and interest in space shouldn't be limited to just the people who see the business potential of it. It's these wonderful accomplishments of engineering that allow humans to go beyond our own planet simply for the sake of better understanding our universe. It's fascinating, it's beautiful, it brings people together to work on this incredible common goal.

[the-firebird69]

Well I'm getting him some stuff I have to say you're the rudest people I've ever seen in my life and you're stupid what you doing is saying that you don't give a s*** about each other at all so we can't possibly think that you have half a brain for any kind of parallel and that you're just as dangerous pile of her as s*** Tennessee screwing each other massively in movies and where's your extremely legal you're going to have to say no for all your ideas and requests and if we don't have it you're just going to sit there yelling and screaming and being a little babies and getting rid of your own and thinking that you're right and boy you mentally ill I thought today he said it you said that after each other they think they have some kind of deus ex machina and they don't that there really is no such thing here and we don't like the fact that you're getting rid of your own people that's the place of your enemies the pseudo empire are your people and it is our business and you're forcing is to make it our business I would say it every day because you're annoying as hell and restraining you out but really the radiation is doing it for us and soon according to your asinine plan there won't be any of you left here oddly enough oops we actually have to have that goal because of you and you're dying and your smiling and giggling and saying you'll be the one and hoping someone will believe you it's worth something and my husband's just looking at you it means very little and you're thinking all sorts of delusional thoughts. Stan is too what's going on in there is ridiculous I can't hold you back anymore it takes too much effort you just have to eliminate the problem children I'm going ahead with that now it's very clear what we're saying and we're aware of it and most of you are very delusional and very sick we have to express and we don't need you doing it you're doing it heavily it's really not paying off but it will for us regardless of other person's plans your plan is a stinking pile of s*** we appreciate it in advance so I only see what the rundown is and why

Hera

It's a lot later than October our son says and it's true it will be April and towards the end of April and it is a hard way to go no it's just going to be a hard path it's going to be difficult and rot with danger and yeah Express and they're going to be asking for it and we're going to be giving it to them but not what they ask for. We're going to tell them off in many ways and it will be fun and necessary we don't like you people we've been saying it and you guys don't get it and too bad for you and what a ridiculous point of people it's disgusting you're a vulgar assholes and you're going after each other and our son and daughter are correct they're probably won't be even 200,000 of you that'd be a westboro sized core without the westboro most of you from westboro still in Concord will be dead because we can see you dying in movies permanently and we don't care we need you out it's going to be soon rather than later you're going to regret not saying stuff to us at all and you're going to leave we don't want you here. He's giving out some tips today a lot of them have meaning and it looks like Tommy F was looking at it he says I started to and I saw what it meant don't hurt the bird to save yourselves we don't care about you and things like that and it's true why would anyone their lives are just about to get much more difficult and you like going to court cuz you dress up and you think of this mean bully are you going next. A lot of people are protesting Elon musk and his group they're full of s*** and they're smiling and their assholes it's actually Tommy f yeah and boy is he a dick and he figures it out pretty hard. He's saying that he's going to enforce the tarrifa and they're illegal there's a court injunction against it yeah and he is in violation of it and they're going to bring him to court and put him in jail if necessary it is getting ridiculous

A period of 2 months at radiation from 15 to 40 rad and most the time it's going to be around 25 it's going to kill most of you and he does not understand and that's BG no that's our son how the hell they're going to last that long the truth is they're not going to be here when they're not here demons will be here and idiots were wondering and they'll become them and they'll be a little sick but after a couple weeks they're going to be clear of all this poison and it works faster with them and it goes deeper and it's the radiation they'll feel better and they'll look like other people that's what's going to happen and they're going to be taking stuff from them a lot of stuff and keep taking it from mostly Trump. And Junior will be taking it and the clones. And sometimes DJ at bja and yeah the trumpsters are going to get beat up here real bad and the truth is they can't stay here and BG can't stay here bja can't stay here and boy they didn't ask you little babies and s**** and the problem is that bG comes back in. And he'd have to use the suit and he might but we don't think so and probably staying behind going up and down and he's a lunatic already and he'll get nitrogen narcosis and he's going to be falling over dead and her son is saying there's no reason why money wouldn't fall out of his hand and the guy does drop money and a lot of it it's a bunch of money that he's dropped over the years so yeah we might have to do that we're going to be watching it but this is the answer that no they can't take it and we think after this week they start moving out and coming back in no they're doing it now and they're going off in these missions and they're going to meetings in different cities and they're staying out for a day or two mostly a day and it's every other day they come back for a day or two and now the radiation is up to about 14 and they're pretty it's pretty high that's very high

Soon he will be free of this medicine too a little later than they would and their dose is pretty high not as high as his it's really gross we're very high a little bit will huge day today huge day tons of people are dying the process has begun the death rate is extremely high these boobs are not going to recover they are all mentally completely ill they are stupider than a box of s*** and we are going to use it on them we have a huge number of things to do and we're going to start working now

Thor Freya

Olympus

I'm going to help you write the list to a ken of what he can do

Hera

[josiebelladonna]

First week of the second month update: I think this is the point where I’m realizing—

(and I’m sorry for this. I really am.)

—that I really, REALLY don’t like the fanfiction community, and for reasons that honestly have nothing to do with me.

Forget what happened to me in 2020-2021 for a second: fanwriters have gotten to be just so… territorial. And belligerent and super aggressive (“if you don’t like what I write, MOVE ALONG!”). Or, they treat it like it’s a business? I’m a competitive person, sure, but that’s just my nature. I don’t care if nothing comes out of this. I got into writing stories because I like telling stories and I like boys. I got into baking because it engages both the artist and scientist in me and it brings me joy. I got into art because it made me feel less alone. All three are my way of saying “I love you.” But I don’t gel with fans, though—I never really have, either, I remember locking horns with Soundgarden fans all the time before Chris died. But really, I understand now why Syd Barrett withdrew from the public. To live in a quiet neighborhood near Reno or in Oregon with a bunch of dogs and cats and just have my fictional worlds all to myself, and have my bakery that’s also an art gallery. That’s my goal.

I’m starting to see cracks forming in ao3, too. My precious archive is growing more and more prone to things like database issues and the things plaguing ff.net (the whole “prove you’re not a robot” thing), and of course, there’s the looming dark specter hanging over our heads that is Diaper Donny and Elon Musk. No clue what they’re going to do once the written word becomes a hot button issue again, but I’m literally just expecting to wake up one morning to hear that if you’re a writer or a creative person of some kind, you better take your stuff down or else… I’m not a liar, I won’t lie to you guys, but I’m honestly at a point where I don’t feel like updating anything anymore. At least on the internet, anyway—if I find a way to mail hard copies of completed fics to the 2 or 3 people reading my stuff, I’ll do it in a heartbeat. But 6 years of writing? Yeah, it’s time to start archiving things on my hard drive—it’s got nothing to do with burnout or anything on my end. It’s just… there comes a point where you begin to wonder if there’s even a future out here at all. I’ve been brave this whole time but even the bravest people have their breaking points. I got borderline bullied off Instagram, for god’s sake. I might poke my head in there at some point just to check in on everyone at some point, but what can I say? I’m scarred. Being bullied will scar you and repeatedly being exposed to that will only give you more scar tissue to the point you begin to pull away. My heart is too soft for this.

Another thing is…. I remember thinking this in 2019: I don’t understand what the hell anyone wants. Blood & Chocolate has over 2k hits and I’m writing that just kinda for shits and giggles, whereas I put my heart into now it’s dark and also flowers for alexander and hardly anyone said “boo”. I dropped the bloody valentines that I had written and they kind of came and went—part of that is my fault, but. The world tells me to “be myself” but then reject certain parts of me…?

this is also the month where I’m stepping up my workout game, adding circuit training to the mix (it’s harder than it looks, too, 15 minutes of that and I’m actually sweating). Even when I was playing field hockey, I don’t think I was this hearty.

THE MAGIC OF THE 5TH AND 6TH, ISTG. I had a nightmare about a man murdering his daughter and then burying her out in the middle of nowhere. It was so jarring and disturbing that I had to write it down and make a short story out of it. I really, really don’t know if I ever want to share it, either, as it came out a lot more gruesome than it was in the dream. Really, I thought Andy’s arc in Quarter After Twelve has been challenging to write.

[youngjaneiro]

Elon absolutely tanked the hell out of Twitter. I remember there was this girl I had met in Cali who was always obsessing over Elon like there was no tomorrow, I wonder if she still does after how he handled the tweetspace? I mean I guess, she never really used Twitter much tbh she was more of an ig user but man the way Elon tanked the site and then left shortly after is the reason why I say statements like "money doesn't make a man, a man makes the money"

When I say this I don't mean as in to go out and work, I mean money is a concept created by man. When ppl place their worth as a human in a dollar bill or ANY form of currency, that is the beginning of the end. Life is about so much more than just a couple of bucks. Money's only use is to provide a comfort in life and handle necessities. I think money destroys ppl from the inside out as they acquire too much.

There's this thing I've been working on called 'the billionaire bust' and essentially what I'm getting at is there isn't supposed to be billionaires at all. In 2000 a million dollars was so much most ppl wouldn't even fathom much more. In the late 90s if you had a million, you could provide for your family for a very long ass time. Ppl aren't getting richer, as a society we're actually becoming more poor thus the value of the dollar.

Why is it that a million dollars is worth less? Did the value of items increase or did how we circulate and collect mess up somewhere along the line? If the government's job is to circulate and then collect and the govt isn't able to collect because ppl aren't spending cash but are holding and overly saving, what this causes is a misflow in the amount of dollars in circulation. I had a great macro teacher who broke down the problem with his generation and how we got to this point and the gist of his words were essentially. In order for an economy to sustain or repair itself, ppl MUST spend. The question becomes how do you MAKE ppl spend?

There are a handful of ways but this is beyond the point and I'm digressing. The point is the more everyone saves in fear of a recession, the more real a depression becomes. Isn't this such an ironic fact?

Edit: Wrote this around 2021 or 2022 when Elon purchased twitter, decided to share

[manifesting-notes]

Manifesting and the Election

Disclaimer: not an American, not living anywhere in the USA, and I definitely have no horse in this race. But this caught my attention as people are so loud about it lol.

So the American election is finally over, and the orange guy is back in the White House.

Which begs the question: how the hell does a convicted felon, with sexual allegations left and right, has a spotty reputation, and just a general pain in the arse that other world leaders are uncomfortable around him, got back? And not just winning. It's a red landslide.

Is it because of stupid voters? The gullible, uneducated masses?

The rich elite?

Elon Musk buying votes?

Christofascism?

Populist ideology becoming in trend again?

Party over country ideology?

The divided left?

Kamala / Biden fucking shit up?

Or just lazy, cynical people who believe that voting is useless?

Maybe? Maybe? Maybe?

A lot of theories are flying around and news articles are now analysing how Kamala Harris lost despite the overwhelming support during the campaign run. And they maybe right, or maybe not.

But there's one thing I've noticed amidst all the usual mess of politics:

It's the the stupidly overwhelming confidence that Donald Trump and those who support him. It's unnatural. Or maybe cult-like, like other people would say.

He's so confident that he's the president to the point that he refuses to admit that he lost against Biden in the 2020 election. So confident that he can say out loud that he can stand in the middle of the street, shoot someone, and not lose voters (in the 2016 election), so confident that even if he's saying deranged shit like immigrants eating pets, the party still got behind him and supported him (compared to Biden who got replaced after fumbling on the debate). He may have policies, but the most defining characteristic of that guy is the bravado that he can do anything and be anything and stick solely to that belief.

I can say that this is highly possible considering his attitude and outlook in life.

And he somehow defied all odds, despite all the mud slinging and how he's a man baby wearing diapers, he won by a huge margin.

That time I asked myself : "Is this guy just law of assumptioning his way to presidency?"

Before you roll your eyes and close this post, humor me.

Manifesting is simply aligning your internal (4D) world to your desires and be confident in it... Then the external (3D) world reflects your changed inner state.

Isn't that what he did? People may call him delusional, a liar, or downright crazy... But what if it's more than just that?

While I'm no Trump expert / historian (I don't really follow his life at all), a few short conversations in the r/NevilleGoddard2 sub gave me a few bits of useful info about this guy.

His mentor (or idol?) is Norman Vincent Peale, the author of the Power of Positive Thinking. A lot of Internet articles have already written about his influence over Trump, so I won't list them here. But it you read how he and his family behaved in the past and compare it to what's happening right now, it's not so crazy as it seems, don't you think?

What struck me most is the sheer brazen impudence of that guy. He is never going to take "No" for an answer. And he always sticks to his narrative. No matter how crazy delusional it seems to the 3D perspective. Whether this is a behavior of a narcissistic man child or not, you can't argue with the results of this thinking. While I do admit that I'm more on Neville/ Joseph Murphy than NVP, we can say that the theories and teachings overlap. It is always about sticking to your desired outcome, get your inner world to be fully aligned in that state, and reject anything that the 3D offers that is not aligned in your desires end.

During the 2016 elections, I simply dismissed his win as the people wanting a fresh face in politics. But after he lost to Biden in the 2020 election, he kept on spewing his narrative and just tried again on the next election. Whether that's the act of a (very desperate) madman or not, one cannot help but wonder what is happening behind the scenes.

So, here are my thoughts in this:

Manifesting doesn't care whether you're a saint or Satan incarnate. No one is going to judge you if you're worthy of your desires or not. Whatever that is governing the laws of the universe is not going to assess if you get what you want because you're a good person or not. If you can apply the mechanics or laws correctly and stick with it, you'll get what you want.

Be faithful to your desired end. It may or may not come on the day that you want. Heck, you may even face setbacks or even see things opposite to what you want. But as long as your internal state is fixed, your 3D will be adjusted accordingly soon enough.

Focus your energy on what matters. Most of the time, I often see posts on posts mocking Trump or doing something like "Vote blue to stop Trump or Project 2025" or something. But unfortunately, the undesired part often gets emphasised rather than the desired part. And that fear/ hatred of the unwanted gets magnified in this sense. If you want a peaceful, prosperous reality, then focus your energy there. Not on the worst case scenarios.

Reality is always malleable. I think this is very obvious considering the various shifts that happened in this election drama. What happens one second can be vastly different on what happens next. Nothing is set in stone unless you deem it so.

That's all for now. So far, I am still seeing people manifesting a Kamala presidency. And I am very much interested on what happens.

[bethoughtful]

A New Adventure is Here

The thing is, new things are actually scary because of its unpredictability nature. We have developed an automatic system within our unconsciousness to see new thing as a threat to our lives whether it is to run or to fight back. Let’s imagine that we are walking around in the middle of the forrest and then we see tree branches fall to the ground. Our common response is that we are shocked and then assuming it is a snake. We tried to tickle it with our sticks/other tree branches to see if it’s alive or it’s just tree branches. Until we are really sure that it is either dead or not a deadly cobra, we could continue our journey with peace. This response has been done for maybe thousands of years since our ancestors are an easy target for the snakes and we are taking a great attention to this since snakes are dangerous animals that has killed a lot of people. At this point, I kinda disagree with Barney that says ‘New is always better’.

New things are not always better, sometimes it’s challenging even deadly to some degree. The latest human technology, Artificial Intelligence are actually a prove that a lot of people are not ready to accept this technology and some of them are cursing its existence. Elon Musk is trying to convince the people about space travel and living in the moon or Mars and this idea not only has been hardly accept by our community but also considered as lunatic! Crypto’s market is still crashing, NASA keeps updating us about new planets or galaxies and more and more other proves that there is always been a new discovery on a daily basis and how could it not scared our poor little primitive minds that has just discovered fire, thousands of years ago?

It also happens to me personally. I’m scared with a lot of stuff, lately. My new job, my new client, my new habit, my new relationship, and above all my new life. It sure is scary as hell that a lot of things are actually that I thought I already know and have a good grasp of it, turns out wrong and irrelevant. Things that I don’t aware of its existence is actually hurting the people that I loved. I’ve experienced a lot of things, I’ve discovered many new things, and I’ve learned even more from all of that, with all the rollercoaster-upside down. All in all, a new adventure has turned me into something new and I have difficulties to understand it all.

Just like Bilbo Baggins in his first journey outside of Bag-End Village, he started it with a great new spirit, looking at this as something exciting and will get him out of his boring live. For those of you who followed his quest, it is all not that exciting but more like a dangerous trip and dare I say life-threatening. He ate things that aren’t supposed to be eat, sleep in random places, and do things that are beyond imagine. Do you still remember at that time when he actually almost killed Gollum, the ring keeper! He could actually eliminate him at that time but decided to didn’t even when Gollum has been attempting to killed him several times. Turns out at the end of the series, it’s actually quite interesting that Bilbo came home with a different spirit and grew up so much. I felt alot like him.

My new adventure has somewhat makes me dizzy, stressed, but at the end of the day makes me stare and awe. I have never known my potential and what could I do before until I found myself in this new life; A new adventure with a million of potentials and opportunities that keeps me from getting bored to work (How could I be bored? It is almost feels like I want to die everyday and week!). It taught me a lot of stuff and mold my soul harshly like a keris (local short blades for battle and war). This year, I would never imagine myself with a girl and to dedicate my heart to her. An exclusive relations with my loved ones that challenge me, question me, and always love me. A deep connection and relations that keeps me wandering all night that could this goes any better and what would I do without her.

Today’s digital era, the period of accessibility and connectivity has been wildly change our perceptions of a lot of things, change how the society works, and it is started to challenge a lot about humanity’s foundations of faith, soul, and mind. It tries to change our old structures into new ones so that it could lasts longer, better, and stronger. It is our job to discover all of the potentials and to keep being scared of the new things that will come again in the future. Future holds a great mystery for us since humanity was blessed (or cursed) with a conscious mind that awares of themselves and could predict what will be in the future. The unknown has never been easy to accept but let’s go beyond the chaos to know that it is essential for human’s soul to keep challenge itselves to become new, different, and grow well.

[selfleadershipmarsden]

Everyone wants to be wealthy, healthy and at peace.

How do we know that EVERYONE in the world is missing information?

Because no one has all three, being healthy, wealthy and at peace! Except Keanu Reeves (you're Jesus to me 🤣 you taught us this.)

What about the ultra rich? I promise you, they are not at peace because they fear death the most. They're rich! Who could blame them?

They are suffering the most in their own personal hell. Looking at you, Jeff Bezos! No offense to bring you up but this is all that suffering you inflicted on all your employees coming back to you. You should let people pee and eat when they work for you, Jeff. They are you. Hello! You're a loving being, sir.

Here is the reality of where we are in human evolution. Read this next part a few times cause it took us since 1776 to realize it, my fellow american. Also it took me about 2 hours to with my turtle brain to think this logic and proof it 😄🤣

Human evolution shows us.

Hard times make Strong men -> (Cave man) Strong men make good times ->(Mensa Musa) Good times make weak men ->('king whoever' of the British Empire) Weak men make HARD TIMES (The revolutionary war against Britain, our last 200+ years america!)

HARD TIMES MAKE STRONG MEN.

AMERICA.

THE STRONG MEN THAT WILL NOW LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL. FOREVER.

THE NEXT EVOLUTION OF HUMANITY.

Homo-Spiritus

We can now clearly see that we haven't been truly free to love honestly until this moment. Until we evolve past the greedy, reptilian, lack of evolution and experiential references that caused a world of pain for King James, and everyone's soul since then. He never knew he could of had the world if he just would of loved everything and everyone. If he just would of been a giver, all the time. A giver of guidance not money. A giver of A SINGLE MOMENT OF THOUGHT for his people. What were their interests? What do the people want? Rather, he took and took and took.

What do the people want? REAL LEADERSHIP.

Hello! Reality. Welcome. I love you.

We can do this to ensure we all thrive and fix the damage we have done to the world. I hope many stand with me, but it's just a matter of time until we all can stop seeing all this suffering, school shootings, people dying pointlessly without water and the cycle of homelessness in America.

The end to all this awful pain on its way.

Once one of the powerful that rule this world, with their name, understand they haven't even began receiving on the level that they will if they evolve.

If they switch to a giver, not a taker. If they use their name and voice to change this.

Don't take from yourself the chance to say you helped end the water shortage.

I think of this list below as people that are clear lights of love and they would want to be on this list and feel the productive pain of love we all have for them. Just a loving message of opportunity here. Don't shoot, my hands are up! I love you, all, humanity! This is a random list of people that came to mind, guys.

We are all one thing, so I truly thank all humans and love you. I apologize my memory kind of sucks with names. 😄

Thank you to every human who got us this far. You ARE perfect. YOU ARE INFINITE.

This is the way forward, America. We can't wait any longer for our 'rulers' to create our world. We must wake up to our infinite power to fix the error of our collective concious up until this point.

I love you, America. Let's lead. Let's change. #proudtobeanamerican #letslead #letschange

USA, USA, USA

Here we go, world, here we go!

The world will witness as our true dream team assembles and goes to the world of changing this world forever and arguably, save our species. Magic Johnson Scottie Pippen Shaquille O' Neal Michael Jordan Dennis Rodman U.S. Senator Bernie Sanders U.S. Senator Elizabeth Warren Nancy Pelosi Joe Biden Donald J. Trump Hillary Clinton Trevor Noah Gordon Ramsay James Gordon Jimmy Kimmel Denzel Washington LeBron James Aaron Rodgers Tom Brady William Shatner Elon Musk Roy Wood, Jr. Desi Lydic Eddie Murphy Robert Deniro Arnold Schwarzenegger Edward Norton Brad Pitt Angelina Jolie

Humanity.

We need you all! Now, more than ever.

It's a matter of life and death due to the water situation and a potential matter of life and death for our species.