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these motherfuckers are just one-upping each other every chance they get, even striking the same pose 😭
#tw cursing#LIKE OMFG THE NEW COVER IS AHHHHH#bsd spoilers#narrowly avoiding the leaks like a crazed man#fyodor. you drive me MADDDDDD#in both good and bad ways#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#bsd manga#bsd chapter 115#fyodor dostoevsky#bsd fyodor#but seriously what the fuck fyodor 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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mmmmmm read a disciple shen yuan/shizun luo binghe fanfic about two days ago where the first chapter was the Immortal Conference arc, and SQQ was the one who had to be pushed into the abyss (he was still the villain) except Luo Binghe was refusing and was like, lowkey losing his mind about SQQ being so close to the edge. SQQ ended up having to be the one to fall in himself because of the system's punishment system. The rest of the fic is leading up to that moment. But like, MMM i've been obsessively thinking about that first chapter for DAYS ever since.
now i've been in svsss for a grand total of *checks watch* a week. but god obsessed with that. I want to write/read a fic where disciple SQQ goes a little nuts down there. Like keep all of the things that make SQQ, SQQ, but just. Throw in a little bit more trauma in there. A little bit of a mental break. Let him go a little nuts as a treat. Just a tad unhinged. I wanna see him go, just a little, "god fuck it, i've tried so hard to change this shitty story's outcome and it feels like everything i've done has been for nothing. I'm going to die in this world no matter what I do, I've been doomed from the start, so might as well die the way I want to." and he just, breaks a little! Under all the stress.
He still retains the traits that makes shen yuan, shen yuan, like his overwhelming kindness. But he's just! yk. A little less patient. Paranoid. Jumpy. Colder. A little more aloof and closed off. A little more Shen Jiu. He's no asshole child abuser, but he was a Number One Hater in his past life and he's leaning into that old habit a little more now.
(On a totally coincidental not-at-all related note, there's not enough SJ-and-SY-are-the-same-people fics out there that i've found. This is totally unrelated...)
The Endless Abyss turns the mind into an over-sharpened blade, and SQQ is both fascinated and perhaps a little excited to explore a place that doesn't have a lot of info on it in the mortal realm, but still terrified out of his mind. And he's no Luo Binghe, he doesn't have the sheer brute strength and power to just bulldoze his way through, so he has to be a lot more sneaky and cunning if he wants to survive.
The fic itself role-swapped LBH and SQQ so that SQQ was the half-demon (which lowkey fucks) and LBH the human, but I'm equally-if-not-more obsessed with the idea that LBH remains the half-heavenly demon and SQQ the human. If only because I keep thinking about SQQ befriending some demons (particularly and specifically a group of succubi) and they grow very attached to this Human Cultivator so through magic plot stuff they create some kind of seal/illusion/talisman that makes SQQ appear as a demon because a human cultivator in the endless abyss may as well be the equivalent of putting a giant neon target on your back.
And iirc Shen Jiu was taught demonic cultivation by that one guy(?? i've only been here a week so im not caught up in ALL of the lore yet) so that could totally happen here.
(On the other end of the realms, poor Shizun Luo Binghe is just. losing his fucking mind over losing his most precious and beloved disciple. About .5 seconds from burning down the peaks himself. somebody sedate him.)
The Endless Abyss sucks and SQQ is having a really terrible time and can feel himself going lowkey mad, but also holy shit look at all this WORLD-BUILDING. look at all this flora and fauna, and oh if he had the equipment for it he'd be writing all of this down. ALL OF IT. He was kinda-sorta-already planning on never leaving the Abyss as some sort of fucked up self-exile and self-preservation thing, but now he might? actually just?? never leave if he can help it, like he lowkey likes it down here.
anyways the next time anyone ever sees SQQ again he's got hair so long its almost touching the ground and he's either in rags and half-feral or he's been completely dolled up by his adoptive succubi sisters and still about three seconds from biting anyone who tries to touch him. (he's also lowkey trying to book it back down to the abyss even if he has desperately missed all of his friends and shizun)
#mxtx svsss#svsss au#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#disciple shen yuan#scum villain#svsss#*points at SQQ/SY* i want him to go nuts. as a treat. let him crumble just a little over the stress of his fate and the stress of survival#and the stress of having a lack of autonomy over a handful of his decisions. starry craves angst and she craves a very specific SQQ angst#he was a number 1 hater back in the day and lbr being a hater takes energyyyy. ive heard that this man was the BIGGEST hater i wanna#see him rip a man to shreds with nothing but his tongue and a voice that could cut marble clean in half. skin a man alive sqq you deserve i#*mortal kombat voice* FINISH HIM#i love without-a-cure but unfortunately i dont think SQQ would be able to have WAC and also survive in the abyss.#the succubi nest that adopted him tried seducing him at first. it didn't work. but he did somehow charm them with his cringefail ways#so now they have a brand new mortal big/little brother to dote on. SQQ is frankly delighted to learn all about succubi culture that doesnt#revolve around sex. he makes quite a few friends/allies in the abyss because of his pure fascination and unbiased desire to learn about#demonic culture and all the different niches and nuances of it across species. he's still going insane tho. like that's not stopping.#there's a single LBH pov chapter in the fic and its frankly so unhinged it was fantastic. he's so possessive. he straight up goes:#'oh SQQ isnt gonna be the next peak lord. he's ascending to heaven with me when i do :)' when Sha Hualing (also peak lord) told him that he#couldn't keep his disciple in the bamboo house all the time. what was SQQ gonna do when LBH ascends and he becomes the new peak lord?#gosh that first chapter is rotating around in my mind so bad. LBH was SO unwell. like losing his actual shit over SQQ near the edge.#i so want to write a oneshot abt this where SQQ is also in hysterics (albeit over slightly diff reasons) and tells LBH on his knees:#'this disciple deeply apologizes to his shizun. for he will not be ascending to the heavens with him.' right before he falls into the abyss#this au being disciple SY is for shits and giggles but i can also see it happening for regular SQQ bc 'fuck it im a dead man either way'#frothing at the mouth at this idea also being a SY-is-SJ au too. for the extra angst of SQQ trying to bear the weight of multiple lives on#his shoulders and trying to figure out what is real and what isn't and if he's meant to suffer in all of his lives no matter what he does.#not once in his life has he ever been free to do what he likes has he? self-hatred to the max. he's going mad. poor boy :]
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me when im in a being a xander defender competition and my opponent is david
#MY BEAUTIFUL AMAZING GORGEOUS WIFE and david is here too ig#new chapter was SO FUNNY LMAO like its basically david being normal about xander while others are fighting for no fucking reasons and charl#s just trying to fucking WORK#i hope david gets hit by a truck for trying to take my place as a xander apologist number one. like genuine question what is wrong with him#why cant he be normal just for a second we get it you want xander#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#anridraws#danganronpa despair time#drdt#xanvid#xander matthews#david chiem#danganronpa
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What the fuck was the point of all this
#mha 429#bnha 429#honestly i would have been happier if it had just ended on 423 at this point#what the fuck#i convinced myself that at least something interesting would come of this and no#this is such bull shit#i was still a little hopeful during the spinner chapter#but no#what the fuck is the final chapter even going to be#whats the point#i dont understand how we got here#especially during this reread im doing#all the themes are there#so much was set up#the hell happened#why does the fucking grandmother get a redemption#i hope new character kills her and everyone else#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bnha
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ultimately!
#ELIIIIIIII YOU CANT SAY THAT ELIIIIIIIIIIII#audiof from not even emily latest video go watch literally its so fuckingfunny#dont even ask me how eli fits in hance' 5'2 dad's clothes pls ok#my art#digital art#oc art#anthro art#not even gonna lie i thfought i wasnt gonan finish this but we pulled thru#if quality gets murdered i will cry#swhy are all my favorite drawings baby sugar and eliyah interacting#i like themb#i was gonna add fucking comical cartoon slipping noises when her antler popped off but imovie literalsly. it didnt work it wpuldnt let me#vid too biggy#also noahs ark esque announcement for ppl thta read my evil ramble tags i miiight nuke sanguinary univers bc i love my ocs too much to like#like i dont wanna marry my first idea and i love them too much to box them into a project I PERSONALLY FEEL LIKE I FUMBLED LIKE#OK LITERALLY NO INSULT WHATSOEVER TO ANYONE WHO MIGHT LIKE IT BUT IT WAS my firsy ever comic and i feeeeel like i can do betteeerrr a#meowweooww#like if it was small things i wanted to change i could juts panel edit but its like. major things like when i started chapter 1 i had#LITERALLY NO PLAN JUST MY nerdy vampire obsession. which is still present. giggle h#breaking news boygirl learns that they arent rlly proudof the writing in comic thye started when they were a teenager#ALSO I LITERALLY HAVE LORE THAT IVE. BEEN MAKING THAT CONTRADICTS THINGS (? PROBABLY) SO ok trust me ok just trust m#also yes this is what i’ve been working on except that animatsuon i mentioned with eli crying because priorities or someth#not except wtf i mean insyead or some other shit#also i just looked at this wall of text on mobile and like ew shut up little gay
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guh i hate gay people
#doodles#my art#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk fanart#lmk mk#lmk xiaotian#lmk qi xiaotian#qi xiaotian#lmk red son#lmk redson#red son#lmk hong hai'er#hong hai'er#spicynoodleshipping#lmk spicynoodles#spicynoodles#i fucking#love them so much#the comment is sarcastic btw#just so yk#cos i like#adore them#love them a healthy amount#OH YEAH ALSO#NEW AGAOC CHAPTER#YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS#ill get to a drawing for it inna bit <3#eventually <33#when im not so busy <3333
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Hey guys would it be cool if I killed myself right fucking now
#FUCK MAN#FUCKKKKKK#AUGH. AUGH.#this is why I LIKE that the manga changes things. this is why I appreciate this form of the story#does it make mistakes? a ton#but I think the point of the manga existing is so that this story and ways to tell it can be experimented with#is the game better? yes#of course!!#but it existing and being well received allows this manga to experiment with this sorry and these characters#this was well executed and worked well in game#but what if we expressed it this way?#what if we expressed this or portrayed this like this?#that is the beauty of it to me and this chapter encapsulates that perfectly to me#this whole scene would probably not work as well in the game#that’s why similar scenes were taken out and unused l#but this adaptation doesn’t have the pressure of being ‘good’ anymore#the game exists and it’s perfect. now the manga can do as it likes and tests what would work well and what wouldn’t#how else could this story be told?#and i think that while it misses the mark a lot it’s beautiful in that way#omori the game will always be better. but the manga is new and fun and experimental and I love that it is#a 1:1 recreation of the game with new art would likely suck a bit more than this fun#sometimes awful sometimes beautiful retelling#which is why I defend it so often Hejejejdjjd… it’s MEANT to have flaws it’s meant to experiment and god when it hits it HITS#like here. everything they’ve done with stranger and the barnyard and mari and something is heartbreaking#omori#omori mari#omori basil#omori manga#omori stranger#omori omori
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#eughhhhh...#im still not done with the new chapter but i love marcus#edit: i finished the chapter. what the fuck#i think im biased because like. shes from a neighbouring country to me. ofc im gonna pay attention to her#silly billy...<3#r1999 fanart#r1999 marcus#r1999 greta hofmann#art i made#this isnt project moon are you (vague concept of an audience) proud of me
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I do think its really important to remember that SY was suppose to be the villain character but its only because of his kindness and newly gained life that he didn’t end as one. In the very beginning of the story we learn that Peerless Cucumber Bro often left comments on how SJ didn’t get his dues and needed to be punished more, and only after he transmigrated did he acknowledge how awful of a death SJ had. He also made point to explain that he only read the book for LBH, which he noted to enjoy his decisive actions and deft ability to kill. Markedly, he liked his brutality and personality over the erotica that the majority of PIDW fans enjoyed. Peerless Cucumber Bro is someone who loves action and the ability to cut right to the chase, something that he does not do and most likely has difficulty with in his world.
Speaking of, it is something to note that Peerless Cucumber bro is rich. He had head chefs, he could pay for a 6k+ chapter book of erotica in 20 days, he noted that he could not understand SJs envy and ambition for power since he lives well, and he even noted to himself that his family was well off. He is incredibly wealthy, and it shows. Which is important to note because he, not once, showed any guilt or remorse on dying and leaving his family behind. Yes, he sometimes refers to people as being similar to his family but he never showed any pain for losing that life like he did when he lost LBH. This is important because I genuinely think SY was depressed and self destructive to himself, which goes against popular HC that he was chronically/terminally ill (I do like this HC and like how its portrayed in fanfiction). It would explain how he ended up dying all alone by himself, and how blase he was to his own life and death.
SQQ is a self destructive force who ended up dying three times, and didn’t feel anything about death itself. He was worried about others and the effect it had on them, but for himself it was up and on again like it never happened. He does not care for his health, had self isolated as SY to the point he died alone, and has a horrible self esteem to the point that he continuously agrees when other people put him down and often calls himself the villain. Even though we have seen the evidence of someone who is always being thrust into new situations and awful plots, he calls himself lazy and easy going. He hides his thoughts and feelings behind his fan and has a remarkably thin face. At the very base of his actions and his thoughts, he is self destructive, powerful, and smart. This is the set up for a villain.
However, when shown the actual people in front of him and forced to act as SJ did towards LBH and his disciples, he flinches from it. He notes that it happening in front of him was different. His entire self soothing comedy monologue went quiet when he had to enforce the Endless Abyss scene, and grieved for the childish innocence he killed from one of his favourite people. SY was set up to be the villain and obviously thinks of himself as one, but can not act as one. If he had the choice LBH would have been his sticky sweet white lotus disciple for as long as LBH wished to be.
His kindness, as seen in the book, is what turned him from being “the scumbag villain” to the protagonist we see in the novels. Which, yes, he is a protagonist! He even has the protag halo that LBH has and its very funny in the meta way for SQQ not to realize this, but thats for another post. But he loves his disciples, he loves his peak lord siblings, he loves his Binghe, he loves his new life, and he is kind. That is what kept him from being the villain he sees himself as, his kindness and love for others. Whether that be romantic, platonic, or familial, he loves the people he has met and he treats them kindly. That is why it is important to remember that he was set up as the villain by everything in the story we do not see, but what we do see is him continuously changing the story to fit a new genre that lets as many people as he can save live. Sorry sorry, I just think about SY being set up as a villain so much. It changes a lot of views I have on the series when I remember the duality of SYs story and character development.
#SVSSS#scumbag self saving system#Shen Yuan#shen jiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#Meta#I think?? Haha I dont usually do metas but I dont know how to write fanfic for this series#so Im just writing down my thoughts on the characters#Like how if we see this from the PIDW characters POV SY is truly a villain#Its just something that makes me laugh because he is a villain just as much as he isnt!#what a wonderful complex character to write for. This type of story.#I wonder if Peerless Cucumber Bro would forgive me for writing meta about him?? I think he would be kind of happy but utterly disgusted#ew fans that actually think im complex even though Im a really simple person with no hidden motives -SQQ probably#I love this fucking idiot so much I relate to him on a spirtual level and think he was probably depress to the point of having A Plan.#if you know what I mean#because I still think him reading PIDW entirely in 20 days marks a special occasion for something and if its not for the final chapter...#Anyway#I love this stupid sweet potato of a character#Oh! New tag!#Sweet Potato SQQ#for archiving puproses on meta for him#Probably not good meta I didnt even add quotes or page numbers Im just talking out my ass from what I remember#Watch me write an essay on this lmao
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Spamton, out of curiosity, do you have a camera in your right eye? Couldn't tell if it was just the light reflecting off of it, but it looked really cool!
#being lazy and reusing frames both bc its easy but. also. he would not be moving around right now. I dont need a new pose#tee hee#:wave:#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#uuwaggh#what was the “it looks cool" for im curious#are you trying to compliment him? On his fucked up bugs and glitches???? im confused
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Personally I’d think it was great if my boyfriend started turning into a creature of emptiness and shadow.
#NEW CHAPTER DAY#🏃♂️#<- me running to reschedule the chapter for an hour later than usual bc I fucked something up#original post#what manner of man
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Dopamin (Closer)
Relationship: Bojan Cvjetićanin/Kris Guštin Word count: 10k
Excerpt: Kris takes a quick look around the restaurant, making sure no one in their immediate vicinity is watching them, and then slowly pops the first two buttons of his shirt. He sees Bojan's eyes follow the motions of his hands and watches with satisfaction as the other swallows when Kris pushes the neck of his shirt a little to the side, revealing just the smallest peek of lace underneath.
Bojan mouths a disbelieving Bože and stares until Kris closes the buttons again. “So,” Kris says, conversationally. “Dessert?” “Fuck that, we've got ice cream at home.”
Read it here!
#it is here it is finally here everyone cheer and clap!!#idk what to tell you i swear this was meant to be 4k maybe 5k max and then they just wouldnt stop fucking.#two sex songs as the title bc theyre really going at it here. have fun! let me know what you think :3#joker out#bokris#new chapter
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Vox is SUCH a considerate new friend!
#personal#hazbin hotel#radiostatic#my writing#writing snippets#yes I may have already tapped out a first draft for chapter two DON'T LOOK AT ME#I was called out for this in DMs so YES this snippet is brought to you by the fucking shoes I had to wear for my BFF's wedding#I am very genuinely debating tossing them in the actual garbage#(well that and my perpetual latent desire to be mean to Alastor but what else is new)
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someone beat me over the head so i can finish this chapter
#user: gossippool 😝#gossippool writes#fic: unhappy man syndrome#don't be fooled this will be heavy whump#okay i'm going to sleep now but i have made progress on this at least and after this chapter is when it gets fucking GOOD#i am so excited to write it even though i know it's going to hurt me. a lot. but what else is new#writing this chapter to set up the rest of the fic is already hurting me and nothing has happened#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#deadpool
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No fucking way, what do you mean Horikoshi? I thought we'd have a bit more time with all that talk about him wanting a longer epilogue. There's still so much to wrap up before the end.
#what the fuck#am i seriously only going to get to see touya for one more chapter before this series is over#that mystery person from the last chapter better be revived tenko#because theres no way youre introducing a brand new character in the last chapters#just...fuck man#i am not ready#my hero academia#dabi#league of villains#touya todoroki#tenko shimura#shigaraki tomura#boku no hero academia#bnha
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Why is nobody talking abt how ranpo is unaccounted for again? Hes just.....gone? Like...he was there now hes not-?
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#ranpo edogawa bsd#bsd chapter 117#new bsd chapter#WHERED RANPO FUCKING GO?!#RANPO COME BACK-#bsd spoilers#ranpo bsd#hes missing guys 😔#im literally so scared we've already lost kunikida and teruko we dont need to lose him too...#if ranpo dies im literally dying too like what-
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