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askmistaketalesurgesans · 3 months ago

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wait should i do an actual poll to settle this...

#undertale #transformers #starscream #tf g1 #transformers g1 #transformers one #orion pax #d 16 #tfone #tfo #surge sans #surge!sans #boutta speak like starscream #“I HATE MY LIFE I AM NOW LEADER OF THE DEPRESSIVECONS”#/fucking around #i dont fucking know #what the fuck i am doing

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crowdeerdire · 4 months ago

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Doing the "match your partners' eyes with nail polish" trend or something. Cause they're kind of cringe like that suggestive idea down below >:3c

Kel: "Next time I should match the colour of your tip and you can match the colour of my nips!" :3c Cove: "W-what????" 0////0

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autistic-katara · 2 months ago

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icl i would be at least a little happy with almost any ending for stranger things but one thing that would ruin all of it would be an epilogue (of a decade or more later)

#it would just kinda ruin the fun of imagining them doing whatever tf i want them to these days yk #like even if everyone got together the way i wanted them and got the jobs i think fit etc it would still just kill the creativity #+ even the small things would annoy me like what if i just don’t like what one of them named their kids. or dresses like in 20 years #maybe i wanted them divorced by then but that would’ve angered the fans #maybe i wanted to imagine that single person’s future spouse myself (or keep them single in my head)#what if i want them to recover from this or that or still be working on it. what if i the adult/older actors look shit #anyways point is do not do an epilogue timeskip of more than 5/6years PLEASE i am begging u duffer brothers #stranger things #byler #<- u guys get me on this yk #even if byler isn’t canon at the end i can still at least imagine they do in uni or in their 30s or whenever #as long as there isn’t some fucking scene where mike and el r old and married in 2023 or something #would just kinda ruin all of it; making us see them as old ass adults with their entire lives set it stone yk #manifesting a few month/year timeskip where everyone gets a happy ending isn’t all “and then they lived a nice life in this specific way”#and especially manifesting that we don’t get an #“i haven’t seen you guys in decades how’ve you been? sucks that erica died in a car crash last year. she was almost 40”#type epilogue (if we must have one)#like no hate to amphibia and that one 80s movie but it just kinda makes what happened before a bit pointless if it focused on their #relationships at all #like cool we spent years watching these friendships grow and adapt only for u to go “yeah and we’re strangers now soz :)” like ok so none o #that lasted #idgaf if it’s “realistic” if i wanted realistic representation of childhood friends into adulthood id think about real life and shit #idk random rant if they do any of this shit i WILL kill all of them and then myself #ryan shut the fuck up

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cringefail-clown · 2 years ago

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some concept art for a very silly lil au ive had in mind, in which jake is a real mvp and hal gets fused with a katana-impaled seagull

honestly its just an excuse to produce god-catboy jake english content

#homestuck #jake english #hal strider #lil hal #jakehal #homestuck au #its a reverse au lets be real #still working out fine detail like how tf would they initiate a scratch #without a time player #listen ill blast out some spreadsheets and make this work like a good lil mind player i am #homestuck fanart #first time doing lineless art and its for hs au what is my life

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quailxcrossing · 5 months ago

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thinkingg..............i might want to post some AU content on here. bc my posts are just seen by my awesome friends n moots and most of them can't see my AU work...but they have no idea the beloved antics i put in my AUs.................i want yall to see the waffle fries human au SO bad

#quail talks #hi im just. looking through the WF human au obvs #and im just thinking like. why tf am i even hiding AUs #like i know why i STARTED- i was just! embarrassed! embarrassed i draw 100s of drawings of my characters that aren't “”“canon”“”#i know i had a close person in my life at the time of my AU peak who was sorta AU-critical.... and i thought hiding them was for the best #but now its like......i do soooo much character work in AUs. and no one fucking knows #i feel like the Waffle Fries human AU REALLY sheds some light into the personalities and dynamics of the characters #even if some of them don't interact in canon! (the AU spans into Tuesday)#but honestly #who gives a fuck about canon. really. aren't AUs canon too!!! if youre the one writing the story.!?!?#genuinely.....#as an OC writer- the line between fanon and canon is basically nonexistent #but i nerve.....i have so many nerves all the time #silly!! silly head #aughh what if everyone knows i love drawing my characters #what if everyone knows i like drawing Ruse and Magic as hot human women

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the-red-hoodlum · 22 days ago

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killing people who don’t get an animals consent before touching them &/or ignore when animals are visibly uncomfortable with being touched.

#MOTHERS FRIEND DOING THIS WITH OUR CAT RN IM PISSED.#SHE DIDNT EVEN GIVE TOFU ANY TIME TO SNIFF OR ANYTHING??#Sigh.#tofu came downstairs to see what was up bc person was in the house #But person just immediately started petting her #even tho tofu was visibly uncomfortable and clearly just wanted a sniff test or sm #went to my room asap after that and tofu followed quick on my heels #obvs I let her sniff as much as she wants before petting her (if she even wants fuss) so she had a sniff and very much seemed to want fuss #so I gave her a few strokes and then sorta checked in and she swirled around and bumped her head into my hand (all the while her tail was #pointed straight up with the tip quivering a little every few moments - a sign of happiness/excitement to see a familiar person)#so we had cuddles for a bit until she hopped off my chest to go get water or sm :3 #BUT I DONT GET WHY MORE PEOPLE DONT HAVE SIMPLE WHOLESOME INTERACTION WITH THEIR CAT LIKE THIS??#LIKE. CATS ARE SENTIENT. THEY SEEK AUTONOMY - ESPECIALLY BODILY AUTONOMY. WHY TF WOULD YOU NOT LET THEM GIVE/DENY CONSENT??#like. if you aren’t willing to learn enough about an animal to understand when it’s unhappy at the very least *why* would you interact with #one?? (This person literally has a cat as well.)#idk man these are the same sorts of people that’d probably do the ‘awww just give me a hug! I’m your auntie(/whatever)! why can’t i have a #hug? 🥺’ sorta thing.. like. BRO. It isn’t my/the cat ‘s fucking job to regulate/look after your own grown ass feelings.#SIGH..#just. The fact this person has like.. met tofu once. Lived in the same house as her for maybe 4/5 days one time and thinks the cat is #obligated to put up with her or whatever.#(This is how I imagine people be acting around cats when they’re like ‘idk man cats just don’t like me! Cats are just independent by nature #I’m just stood there having to listen to them shit talk a whole species bc they don’t understand consent (or at least don’t universally #value it - eg; with children; with animals) ANYWAYS. CATS ARE A SOCIAL SPECIES WHO HAVE DEVELOPED TO LIVE CLOSELY WITH AND DEPEND ON HUMANS #THEYRE OFTEN VERY AFFECTIONATE AND LOVING AND FORM LASTING RELATIONSHIPS WITH THEIR HUMANS AND WILL MOURN THEIR DEATH PROBABLY MORE THAN #HALF OF THE HUMANS WHO ATTENDED THEIR FUNERAL.)#If tofu doesn’t like you I don’t like you mate. I am wholeheartedly willing to cut people off if they act wrong with my cat - like - BRO.#IVE KNOWN HER LONGER THAN I HAVE MOST OTHER PPL IN MY LIFE. SHES GOT ME THROUGH WORSE AND IS ALWAYS HAPPY N EXCITED TO SEE ME.#That cat has done more for me than you ever have! She loves me with her whole fucking soul and I her with mine. If she picks up the wrong #vibes from you/you break any of her clearly set boundaries we are DONE.#(Obvs /nbh - nobody here. & generally lighthearted but uhh yeah needed to rant abt this bc I care strongly abt it and other ppl should too)

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clarissaweasley-10 · 3 months ago

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ughhh i hate this smm

#atp she should just put me under lock and key #“dont go there #dont talk to them”#“why are you like this”#“just listen to what i say”#“do as i tell you no questions”#“who cares what you think?”#ughhh i am soo damn fed up with this nonsense #why cant i do as i like for once in my life?#why do i have to let go of everything #why is everything always my fault #why tf am i called “too sensitive” when she literally yelled at me for more than half an hour #why is it that she can say whatever she wants #call me whatever that comes to her mouth no matter how crippling or insulting it may be #but i cant say one word against her?#i cant even dress like i want?#or hell put my fav jewelries without being scolded?#what am i ?#a circus puppet?#and then no matter how angry i am #she lures meback #by being extra nice the next morning #likenothing happened #well maybe not to her because #it was MY self esteem that got crippled #MY pride #MY confidence #all to be called “too sensitive”#lets see what would have happened if the roles were reversed #pheww sorry for the ranting

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treebloods · 5 months ago

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I don't think labor is for me

#i really hate it when i am given orders like who tf u think u r?#i hate this feeling that i don't belong here that what am i even doing around these people and wasting my life doing something #i absolutely has no interest on and don't even enjoy?#i get that work is hard even if it's something u like and passionate about but at the end of the day #you won't feel like “what am i even doing”#you will be aware that u r doing something u like even if it's hard but right now i feel so lost i feel like it's not my place or what i #meant to be doing like even the experience won't help me in the future #yeah every experience is good but it's not what i need or want to improve #journal

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elegyofthemoon · 9 months ago

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MY BEAUTIFUL BOY WHO I WOULD DESTROY THE WORLD FOR

#WHEN TF DID HTEY FINISH MAKING AND COLROING HIS NENDO WHAT THE FUCK #WHERE DO I ORDER IT #WHERE IS #WHERE IS HTE LINK #I CANT FIND IT ANYWHERE #I FOUND BREAKS BUT ITS OFF HTE JP WEBSITE #WHERE HTE FUCK IS MY OZ LINK WHERE I WANT IT SO BA DPLEASE #LOOK AT HIMMMMMM LOOK AT HIS LITTEL SMILE WHHHSHWHWHWHWHWHWHWW #IM GONNA CRY HES SO HAPPYYYYY #MY BABY BOY MY EVERYTHING MY PRIDE AND JOY #lien speaks #pandora hearts #oz vessalius #IF ANYONE KNOWS WHERE I CAN GET IT #PLEASE #I AM BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES I WANT HIM SO BAD #YES IM AWARE I HAVE AN OZ PLUSH ALREADY #BUT I MUST ALSO ATTAIN THE OZ NENDO.... HE IS EVERYTHING TO ME #this boy turned my life around i you dont understand....#another Essential you must know about this blog #i love this character his name is oz vessalius and he is from a manga known as pandora hearts :)#Unfortunately i also grew up to be like him LASKDJFALSKJH

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imgoingmadd · 4 months ago

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It’s so hard to come to terms with the fact that I’m an adult in the real world when the only things that matter to me don’t exist

#how tf am I supposed to get a 9-5 when I’m in love with Freddy fazbear 😐#I YEARN for him #I cannot fathom how I’m growing up & my life is progressing in the ways I don’t want it to!!!! why aren’t my daydreams real!!!!!!!!!!#I’ve been daydreaming about the exact same things since I was 10 what the hell do you mean I just need to get a job n shit now??????#side note I WISH MY DAYDREAMS WERE SUMN NORMAL LIKE MARVEL NOT FNAF & CREEPYPASTA!!!!!#I’ve had a crush on that stupid fucking bear for a decade now #not a furry #he’s a human in my head #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #actually madd #maladaptive daydreaming disorder #maladaptive daydreamer

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rockoblanco · 9 months ago

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i kno in a lot of ways im v lucky but the whole “ur brain wants to kill u & wants u dead !!!!!!!!!!!” thing does end up being an incredibly annoying thing 2 live with after a few decades 😭😭😭😭

#like i wish i was one of those ppl who like could just go to work #go to sleep go home do things #but instead my (clinically diagnosed !) severe insomnia married with my severe depression is just like #‘wow! Life is so tiring . work sucks! dying’s always an option BTW 👍’ like shut up babe im trying to make it thru this shift 😭#like what tf is even the biological explanation for this why am i alive like this like wtf 😭

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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i think ur favorite sonic character is knuckles

ok but knuckles IS really cool tho......

#snap chats #i do really like knuckles ....#my other fave sonic charas tho are gamma and big the cat :))) and knuckles :) i miss gamma everyday of my life PLEAASSSE #i dont want hihm to come back that'll dampen his story BUT STILL ..... i love him so much...#he was what introduced me to tragedy in fiction i think. and thats why im the way i am now vjeLKAJVEJV #shadow AND gamma did that tbh. tf am i on shadow the hedgehog makes me so emo im gonna throw up #i love gamma. ... i should replay SADX this weekend .....

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thevoidcircus · 2 months ago

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If you're not nice to Nyon Specter, we can't be friends, I'm sorry.

#ts4 #sims 4 #nyon specter #nervous subject #nyon's entire existence is fix-it-fic and for once i am HERE for it #i don't like most of sims 4's tweaks and retcons to existing townies #dirk dreamer my boy what did they do to you in get famous #but nyon was a good move #the whole beaker story was unnecessarily sinister even for sims 2 #how do you f up a guy's life so bad that his only redeeming quality is being too shy to say the rude thing he's thinking #and knowing never to skip leg day #i used to move him in with a better household age him down and have them teach him better character values #just so he could have a chance at a normal life #and like now we have nyon at a point in life where we can stop his trauma before it starts #also does mans have a faint vitiligo patch on his forehead or am i tripping and that's just a natural part of the tone used?#i'm leaning on the latter bc i can't find it in any skin details categories #ALSO WHERE TF ARE HIS MAIN BOOTS I HAVE EVERY PACK LIKE THE WHALE I AM BUT I CANT FIND THEM IN CAS I WANT TO USE THEM ON OTHER SIMS SO BAD #I TOGGLED FEMALE AND UNISEX CLOTHING AND OTHER FASHION TYPES AND EVERYTHING #kurage's ramblings

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pastelpousay · 7 months ago

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Y’all don’t understand like…all I can do is think of hades and rina all I can do is talk about Hadina, all I can do is eat sleep and breathe in their relationship and the love they feel for each other like y’all don’t understand

(I’m bout the cry yall.. why can’t they be canon 😿 and why can’t hades be real)

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thedrawnherbarium · 1 year ago

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forgot to post this

#knockout #transformers prime #tfp #tfp knockout #this is my first time drawing transformers and i ended up with 119 layers of coloring #i had fun but i do not look forward to any more alien gay robots on my virtual canvas for at least a few months #(immediately goes to draw him again)#to be fair this time it's gonna be humanization #i already started it and have surprisingly hard time designing him clothes. while character design is like. my profession.#no i designed him allright. the thing is #i know he wouldn't wear that if his life depended on it #and i also can't design smthn he WOULD wear becouse I WOULDN'T and it gives me a hard time fairly judjing if it is okay or a crap #ok this tags getting out of control sorry ig #it's just 4 am now and everyone else is asleep. i need to rant SOMEWHERE ok??????#yes i become very chatty when sleep deprived. idk what you should do with that info #and when I'm NOT sleep deprived i just. never fucking talk. how tf me workin'.#ok i stop now #good night or good morning or whatever #lisayon draws

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months ago

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#ay. tomorrow might b the day i face the music #which is to say. i tell my advisor how fucked i am. i mean. ill spin it so it doesn't sound so bad #its just that ive told him like 2 weeks in a row that id send him my edited preproposal and i have not bc im too afraid to start reading #papers related to my project. which is frustrating. and like the thing is. and i kno ive said it before and i kno im not a fucking idiot #i can read papers and i can even understand what theyre broadly saying. but thats it.#zero critical thinking. zero insight. i use all my tiny fucking brain space to try to understand the words on the pages #and even then it only forms this broken fucking image of whats being said. like u dont understand. i used to struggle with writing papers bc #i couldnt fucking connect what i was saying from one paragraph to the next when i was the one doing the fucking writing.#what the fuck am i doing here? and again. im not stupid. i can follow the information if its fucking said out loud but thats not how this #works. and it just feels like sometimes there's a limit to what you're capable of and im at that fucking limit. the undergrads in my lab #have more ability to comment on papers than i do. its so fucking frustrating and i just have to live with knowing itll never get any easier #so what the fuck can i do other than drop out? theres no god damn way im gonna pass a comprehensive exam. not unless i buckel down and break #myself in half to try to retain all the information i need to. which requires that i read so many god damn papers that i cant fucking read.#just. why tf did i pick a career path where my suffering is inherent to a huge part of my job? i feel like ive consistently chosen to take #the hard path in life and ive finally stumbled too far from what is possible for me #so well see what comes out of my mouth tomorrow when i have my weekly meeting. i just feel like its my last semester #i feel like this is it. i just need someone to fucking hire me. bc everytime my lab mate mentions something abt #my project down the line or talks abt future conferences i should attend. im just like. its a nice idea but that's not happening. im just #at the end of the line and it sucks #unrelated

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