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lifenconcepts · 7 months ago

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Here's that List of Names I talked about.

Please tell me If you can't read something, also Ignore the shitty Sebastian ((Yes, me and the Roblox Fish Guy share a Name)) Sketch In the Corner.

I LOVE YOUR HANDWRITING AND I LOVE THE FISH GUY AND I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE THIS ACTIVITY! Hope this helps :3 I tried to define it as best I could but I just translate the names into “yeah that totally fits the character” and not actually expressing it in words 😿 (also this litterally is just my assumptions from the names and it would be scewed if you said what sort of character you were going for so I guess this is as genuine as it gets, feel free to go off this if you need to).

Austin - reminds me of some teen who keeps to themselves and yet has a never ending hand in some very obscure topic, like, you’d never come across an Austin but randomly in some odd town you’ll come across one and they have an official job in something like UFO engineering or frog marriage or science of fire or something.

Aaron - Reminds me of Orion :3 (in the nicest way possible, it’s my favourite constellation), but also seems to belong to a very specific sort of character, possibly to a competitive guy who peaked in high school. At first thought it said Auron lol!

Andrew - I expect this to belong to someone who is either soft spoken or loves debates, doesn’t seem to anger easily but can stand up for themselves, possibly even having a niche interest without an audience (like what I wrote for Austin) but in a more creative sphere, like making mosaics or origami or maybe art from trash. (Also funny how a single word can change something, like trash art vs art trash vs art of trash vs art from trash)

Arie (I think I read it right) - Seems very sweet, almost like a cosmic child, and has a very calm atmosphere to it :) would be fitting for someone who has a connection to something mystical or fantastical!

Cade - gives me cyberpunk/steampunk vibes for some reason and I’m not entirely sure why.

Caiden - bwuhhh.. reminds me of big guy. Gentle giant. Would bite the ankles of.

Casey - Mixed feelings about this and i can’t exactly tell you why. Seems like it’d belong to one of those “popular girls” at school who’d act all nice and then talk rudely about you behind your back.

Clyde - Cloud. Muahahhaha! No but a very nice name, I’d even assume them to be well-mannered and formal sometimes while also having something usually not thought about as a hobby but somewhat respectable, like training birds of preys like hawks and facons or fixing up motorcycles or hosting a game show. Very nice in my opinion.

Prince - oh hey that’s me! XD but has plenty of different connotations depending on who you ask. For me, seems to be very similar to the stuff i put for Andrew. A somewhat soft person yet one who isn’t afraid to defend what is right or weaker. Would expect them to have a certain theme driving them forward but what it is varies from individual to individual. Possibly a bearer of some unfathomable trauma but I guess that’s up to how merciful you are to them.

Quin - Nonbinary real estate 🔥. But reminds me of a very young yet mature person who probably expressed themselves through unappealing to the public eye but is actually a sweetheart at heart.

Quincey - Makes me think of a ferret for some reason. A ferret personified. Just like a fucked up cat running on human somewhere. Charming yet orange cat coded. Bro runs around the room like a trapped horse.

Reed - Gives me such big detective-like feelings, I would trust them with my court case and yet hold almost no hope in them making my name innocent. Rather, they’re so damn hilarious in how desperately they try to announce someone not guilty that they accidentally do the opposite, and that’s entertaining enough to go to jail for. “Your honour!!! My client is INNOCENT because Even though they did some bad things and own a gun tHEY WOULD NEVER harm anyone! They own a very cute German Shepherd and spend lots of time with it bevause they love it and- th.. the suspect died from a dog bite? … ah- well I meant to say- ..”

Rhett - Bro sounds like an airplane company. No but very interesting although it bares the kind of vibe as some sort of folklore creature youd only hear about in stories then come across in a swamp like “what the fuck.. - it’s real?!”. Quite nice.

Fran - isn’t there an old lady snack that’s named something of the sort? Similar to flapjack? But basically is awesome and gives me that badass grandma vibe of seeing an elder in a sports car and thinking “you go, gram-gram!”

felix - the god tier of all names. Litterally fits everyone and anyone without even trying yeahg!!

Francis - was my grandma’s cat name :,) .. he was an absolutely sweetheart and a very nice gentleman.

innocent - quite ironic if the character is fucked up. But has a good ring to it, although seems a bit too “out there”, you know?

Lance - God tier name. Makes me think of a protagonist of some bad ass action movie, would follow the story of, probably disappears from home for weeks or months before looking at a picture of his family sadly like “ah.. I’ve never seen my child grow, I’m practically a stranger to her..”

Lawrence - Probably a hard worker and yet at the same time slacks off, somehow managed to get a promotion but every time you see them they’re doing jack-shit, probably has a good understanding of marketing just because he spends so much on his phone. But seems like the guy to carry around a cute little dog in a handbag.

Layne - aaarrggghhhhh amazing it reminds me of a road in the middle of the night and as if they’re that shadow that moves beside the car/bus that I can’t seem to lay my eyes upon and yet know they’re there. Probably into space exploration or Atleast the museums.

Lewis - the name’s tainted by a loser from my school in the past. But it’s a nice name. Reminds me of a toad stuck in a pool to be fair.

Lowis - petah, the horse is here. Lovely name.

May - Very sweet, probably super kind and constantly makes others gifts or cakes, likes has a garden they tend to often, probably owns a cat, likes to sit in the garden and look at the sun’s warmth.

Maxie - A dragon lover, has a dog, likes mist and fog, probably dances in the rain, probably wants a cat, loves king car rides, had cool headphones, would wag their tail if they had one.

Mc Kinley - Is bro from a child’s story? This is a compliment. Makes it seem like he’s about to lead someone into a barn before revealing some horrible secret and is like a father figure to some guests.

Jody - Probably likes some sort of sport like basketball or volleyball, sweetly competitive, unassuming but probably quite smart.

Sage - Gives a very flowery/herb loving feeling and that they’d live in a Cottage, like a vintage nature loving presence, maybe even a ghost.

Serton - Very much giving Butler vibes, like he’s about to greet me at a mansion and welcome me warmly before offering me homemade bakeries despite having a rough looking exterior.

Silas - this fits you! Has a very few sea underwater creature feeling to it, makes me think the character has some underlying secret to them that could make or break the entire world or something.

Sincere - Would fit a personal in the business field, I’d say. Soren - Eye of Sauron frfr (the sun except it’s burning harshly)

Starling - BIRD AND SPIES YAYAYAYYYY ahem I mean it’s a very professional sounding name which also has soft connotations which I adore.

Sylvian - like a silver goddess beckoning the swans to bask in the moonlight beside a bridge in France, purring sweet lullabies of tea and peace into the air.

Taylor - I really like this name, it’s quite calm but also reminds me of America specifically those massive stores which sell cotton.

Terrance - has a good ring to it, but reminds me of a reclusive individual, one that may find comfort within themselves and take on something akin to a security job before they get dragged into something they could have never expected.

Trace - Bro likes tattoos and disapear ring without a trace (not meant as a play on words but just so happened to be). Probably have beat up shoes and hand-dyed jacket with patches they made.

Tristan - Bro probably goes to rooftops to get a break from life but then finds a friend there who’s doing the same and slowly but surely get a connection and create a platonic bond for life.

Tuna (?) - fish go 🍣 :))

Vincent - Very professional version of this and my personal favoruite. Not a neccesity but could assume for a fictional character that they have some deformity or maybe a golden tooth here or there and maybe some implant in their spine or something, maybe a missing finger. Probably tall and holds alot of experience in life but is haunted by certain decisions they made.

Vin - Short, to the point. Probably has a short complex and tries to make up for that with big,loud cars and being loud & obnoxious, like those untrained shitheads of chihuahuas. Has at some point broken a bone. Probably has a lot of metalic decorations in their home.

Vince - probably is a butcher or atleast own a carnivore. Have tried yoga at some point wether it be teaching or learning. Likes colouring but looks like an individual whose main source of excersize is chasing people off their property with a gun.

walter - has a verrryyy specific style to them that you only find in the duty free zone of airports, like you look at them just chilling - probably on their laptop or watching their gate and think “yeah, that’s a Walter”. They also probably have live television at home and happily watch the ads and just whatever show is currently on, while trying to defend “7 princess vs a million toads” is a great show to watch and deserves the 80 episodes each 1 hour long it has.

winston - Similar to the below :3

Winto - likely lives in some Scandinavian or Canadian city and has a knack for knowing random bits and pieces of street smarts/life. Probably has no clue how to deal with a glitching TV but definetely has gotten out a possum from their car engine or put anti-skid tires on their bicycle. Probably has lots of small lights around their home (like little ones outside, some lamps on pedestals inside, maybe a lava lamp here and there, maybe a soft-lit chandelier in their living room or bedroom, probably also barely opens their curtains but is very welcoming of people).

zac - Probably had a “I’m a gangster” phase before they realised that it was just a cover to not look soft when they infact like some characteristically “feminine/weak” activity such as knitting. Prolly likes to go for joyrides every other day and goes for walks without informing others.

Zachary - Bro probably wears specially tailored clothes for themselves. Also likely owns or owned a bird. Probably secretly keeps flowers on their table or in their garden as it makes them feel loved. Mommy issues? Likes snacking.

Zehe - probably traumatised, that’s all I got to say.

my suggestion is to try come up with a “Mr. -so and so-“ name, it has so many potential!! Like “Mr. Basil” for example, or “Mr. Trison.” Or “Mr, Wrapper” or or or “Mr. Sheep” or “Mr, Ear.”

#my eepy ramblings #silly #Ily pookie

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hannahwatcheshorror · 5 months ago

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TERRIFIER 2 (2022)

😿Dead possum💁‍♀️Strong Female Lead

Ready to watch a bunch of seemingly nice folks get tortured and get a song stuck in your head? It’s Terrifier 2 time. Less of a mess than the original but still not a great movie for horror fans who enjoy substance in their villains, I know Art the Clown has a cult following but he just is lacking to me on so many fronts. At least this movie lets us follow a Strong Female Lead but I am honestly just confused on how/why he left her alive when he has no problem disposing of anyone else.

⭐⭐

(Trigger Warning Genital Mutilation)

So, Art is just a major asshole, right? He is like Chucky and Pennywise but also neither and I just don’t get it but here I am watching the second film (so I can watch the third even). There doesn’t seem to be a reason why he does what he does other than just to be a dick about it and even then he isn’t always satisfied. Either way, he is back and killing again, where has he been? Who the fuck knows? We also see his gross fleshy body even though they lean more into the demon thing but if he is a demon I just can’t see him being human under the suit, ya know? I need him to be black void and nightmare under there, not weak pink flesh… ANYWAY.

It is the anniversary of when Art first did all his killings so he is back to kill more. He is just picking randomly again but there is also sort of a theme because of this one girl's family and her dad had drawn pictures of Art so that means now Art is going after them for some reason. It was a really thin excuse and I still don’t understand after having seen the movie and the magic but that’s Terrifier 2 for ya. Art was unbelievably harsh on Allie and she did what he asked! She gave him candy! And then it’s like her skin was paper… Yikes. There has always got to be one character per movie that just gets the worst death for no real reason and Allie was the winner this movie.

You really have to suspend your imagination for the damage tracking which was and will always be very hard for me. The mom got shot in the head from point blank range and it blew her head clean off her shoulders, that just doesn’t happen but in Terrifier 2 they wanted it to happen so it did. Okay. She wasn’t a very good mom but I wasn’t going to rush to that as a solution. This is a movie with a lot of torture in it which doesn’t tickle me very much as the people getting tortured don’t deserve any of it. Sienna and her brother need to get away from Art so magic is somehow the answer? It felt like a video game but mostly just kinda cheap.

The little ending bit where Art is birthed again was a little wacky, the supernatural/magical twist they are giving the movie is strange, truth be told. I am still confused on if the little girl was real or not because in the beginning the first guy couldn’t see her but then she was “real” the rest of the movie… Wack.

----------------------HANNAH WATCHES HORROR---------------------

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cheesynachosworld · 2 years ago

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GUYS!!! I WANT TO SPEAK ABOUT SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT TO ME RN!!!

I recently watched the movie Close (WHICH I REALLY RECOMMEND TO YOU GUYS)

and ofc it reminded me of byler A LOT🤧🩷

⚠️‼️LOTS OF TEXT‼️⚠️

It’s about two teenage boys; Léo and Rémi who are best friends since always! they are inseparable, spend all their time together, having sleepovers, eating together, playing together, everything!!!

⭐️🩷 they support each other on their hobbies, they have meaningful conversations; like they talk to each other with so much love and it’s just pure, beautiful friendship, the way they look at each other and how happy they are, says everything!!!!💞💐:,D they share such a strong bond and live happy without any prejudices!!! UNTIL….. they go back to school (after summer break) to start a new school year, and it’s there where their way of expressing themselves freely, and their love it’s seemed as “weird” or “wrong” by the other kids at the school and that their friendship didn’t look as it “should”😿😿… which causes Léo to push Rémi away, because he doesn’t want to be interrogated about why they’re always together, Rémi is so confused because he’s trying to act like they have always been, but it’s obvios Léo’s fear of being judged by who he is, is causing him to reject Rémi and acting strange, he doesn’t want to have that intimacy with him anymore, he deprived himself of the love he wanted to give….😿🤧🤧

Rémi feels so, so sad because of Léo distancing himself from him🤧🩷😿

The beautiful thing about this movie is that the character’s sexualities doesn’t really matter, because the real meaning of the movie is that we don’t need to know!!! (like the director said in multiple interviews🤠)

because Close it’s about how society treats boys that doesn’t fit in the “toxic masculinity stereotype”, when they see boys that are more “feminine” and want to express themselves the way they are and want to express love and affection in a cute way, they immediately judge and bully and mock them🤕🤕😿 the worst part is that they don’t know what consequences this could have :,(❤️‍🩹 specially to young boys!!!

(I have seen many people saying that the movie isn’t queer coded, but I think it is because of this)

MUBI is the official streaming platform where you can legally watch close, and they categorize it as LGBTQ+

all of these where literally said by the director and his younger brother who are both gay :D

The director was asked “are you worried that homophobic parties are gaining prominence in Europe?” and he said that (the interview was about another of his films named “Girl”)😺

I think their relationship have lots of similarities to Will and Mike’s💞💞💞🎆🎆🎆💐💐 I see Will in Rémi and Mike in Léo!!!! :D

IF YOU WANT TO WATCH IT I WARN YOU!!!! IS SUPER SAD :,((🤧🤧😿😿

#byler #byler canon #byler tumblr #will byers #byler endgame #stranger things #mike wheeler #mike wheeler is gay #noah schnapp #byler confirmed #byler nation #gay #lgbtq+#byler brainrot #byler related #close movie #💞💞💞:3 #i love byler

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oikasugayama · 1 year ago

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Okay, you can have Ango if I can have Oda!! (I can’t believe I forgot abt my favorite dilf but he’s lowkey the only member of the ODA trio bc sometimes I love Dazai but others time I lowkey hate him) 😿 I do certainly think that the hunting dogs are misunderstood ig, but I just haven’t seen enough to do with them. But I do definitely think that in the future I’ll probably like Jouno more. 🫶🫶

ALSO THE TACHI THING IS SO REALLL. LIKE ITS THE EARRINGS FOR ME 🤭 LIKE I JS KNOW HES ROUGH. OMG SO IDK IF YOU’LL GET WHAT I MEAN BUT YOU LIKE LEVI SO PROBABLY!! HEAR ME OUT WHEN I SAY THAT TACHI HAS THE SAME VIBE AS CONNIE FROM AOT!! 🤭🤭 ALSO JEAN TOO!

and abt Aku…that’s not even the worst part…1. Literally I love his style sm like I js know he’d have an amazing fashion sense!! Like just imagine you and him hanging out and him letting you do his eyeliner and makeup or like giving him trad goth makeup 😭🫶 and 2…my top 3 kinnies are Ranpo, Nikolai, and Akutagawa…😭😭He’s so mecore and it’s actual crazy 😭😭like I relate to him on such a spiritual level. Idk why I can’t like enjoy content of him tho bc in theory he’s so my type, but I js can’t 😭😭

Ooh and speaking of children, I have officially adopted Q, every kid from the ADA(not including Naomi if she’s still a minor bc her age isn’t confirmed🤨), Aya, Elise (kidnapping her from Mori), and Sigma 🫶🫶🫶 I will be picking favorites and those favorites will be Q, Kenji, Kyouka 🫶

-🪐

You can have Oda, respectfully he's not my type ✋

Ok for Tachihara I had to think about the Connie connection for a bit but I totally see it, especially when it comes to getting justice for their family. The vibe with no content tho? Absolutely matches Jean lmfao hottie alert 🥵

LMAO it's your right to pick favorites, fuck it 💀 I have no idea about Naomi...........they're obviously going for the brother/sister dynamic so I think she's a high schooler even tho her uniform is giving middle school....... But I will die on the hill that they're actually partners and she has a weird kink, which is a story by the real author who they're based on.

#ask answered #🪐 anon #the tanizakis (married) vs the tanizakis (siblings) (slur)

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guzmawife · 3 months ago

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🍓: he had no job when i met him but now he works at a high school as an errand boy / security (his children attend said school). hes the guy they call in when a real teacher needs to use the bathroom so he can watch the class. or to retrieve some papers from the printer. go get me that thing boy.

🍒: probably just chilling at home with snacks and movies and fast food. or chillen at the beach. 🏝️

🍎: tapu cocoa.. we all know dis.. hot sweet drinks…

🍉: hes not religious other than believing that a higher power exists. hi arceus..

🍑: totally more comfortable giving gifts. hes used to taking care of others so it’s pretty natural for him to be giving. he has no issue receiving but its not rlly a priority since he didnt come from much so hes used to not rlly asking for much.

🍊: i make him peel it. he knows my paws and claws have to stay clean… he’s comfortable with getting dirty and i am not!

🥭: no i domt think so. his dad was a prick and said shit like. Youre not a woman so you dont need those. fuckkkk that guy.

🍍: probably him being mentally manipulated and abused! 😿 killing all the people that taught him he wasn’t anything and made him feel like he had to act out in order to prove himself to others. hhhggffg. he deserves to be loved.

🍌: he likes to be in the dark. das it. no specific reason why.

🍋: he would probably change his hothead nature bc he doesn’t like how quickly he gets upset and makes bad decisions. and his hairline.

🍋‍🟩: he tells people if you squish bugs more will keep showing up. as a joke. heehe. sorry im gonna squish them still im a pussy.. thats probably why they keep showing up though. i have an actual curse. maybe he’s right man…

🍈: he thinks fate is bogus and if you want something to happen you have to make it happen.

🍏: hes bisexual and questioning demisexuality, he learned of his bisexuality through being in denial of liking the same sex and being like. This is ruining my tough guy personality. This can’t be. but then it kept happening and he was like man fuck this whatever. what the hell sure. he became normal. he’s still figuring out the demisexuality, to put it simply he just doesnt want to engage in sexual acts with anyone unless he has a genuine connection to them. it also just feels better for him. sorry for airing out your business Anywayyyyyy. Anyway.

🍐: he’s a nail biter its kinda gross sorry man. his nails are short always so i make him do short nail tasks since my nails are usually pretty long. i think he bounces his legs sometimes too. he knows i hate that shit thou so he tries not to. usually i just leave so he can shake all he wants. then hes like what wait no….

🥝: he would totally let me do his makeup. we’re both pretty lazy when it comes to makeup so we don’t so anything complex. i just do mascara and corner highlights and SOMETIMES lipstick and that’s it. #autistic i cant stand having too much shit ok my face. this isn’t even about me brah. he does simple makeup too since he’s just not super experienced. he just tries things sometimes but he’s not a professional. he just wants to look cool.

🫒: he’s a big hugger he squeezes too tight but it feels good though…. (´ ω `♡) he likes to be hugged too! yey!

🫐: definitely more of an artist he actually keeps a sketchbook. right brained yeah.

🍇: if we never met i think he might still be getting himself into some trouble tbh. he’s pretty stubborn.

🥥: he draws he plays games. he works out. he cooks. i think he would want to get into gardening but his location doesn’t allow for it since it’s always fucking raining.

🍅: i think he would get me testosterone or something that i can’t possibly get safely right now. or like. my own living space. or some rare pokemon card / plush that costs more than an organ online. sigh. or probably 1 billion dollars. muhehw.

🌶️: he drinks ginger ale. ginger ale the ultra cure.

🫚: hes not picky. he cant eat beans bc hes allergic to them. but i dont think hes picky since he has to make sure his kids eat first. so he eats whatevers left from them. leftover amalgamation.

🥕: he didnt like them but he ate them anyway bc his parents were mean :(

🧅: he cries when hes angry like super fuming. and when hes thinking about his past. hes just mad at himself for what happened and how he handled things. Basically. getting manipulated and taken advantage of makes him upset and he cries. he doesnt cry at movies unless he relates to them.

🌽: does bugs counts as animal. He likes dogs. and isopods. and other sea creatures.

🥦: pet peeves are getting called ‘boy’ or ‘kid’. i used to call him boy all the time just by habit and he would Not like that. “I’m not a boy. I’m a man. stop callin me dat…” okaaayyy whatevar. he doesnt have an issue with me calling him dude tho. despite being his lover. which is a little funny. um what else. people not knocking before entering. leaving empty cartons and stuff in the fridge or cabinet. ppl telling him he looks tired. or people calling him old. not that he has an issue with old people (😽) but its like. How did you even reach that conclusion.

🥒: hes afraid of ultra beasts a little.. specifically uh whats its name. nihilego. that bird that i hate. middle finger emoji. hes like. a little more hesitant with UBs than regular mons. he’s also got a fear of getting lost.

🥬: beige flags auumm i hate his ugly fucking sunglasses. and when he says. ya boy (pinches the space between my brows). peeing with the door open. he does that thing where u can feel him looking at you waiting to turn around during the movie so he can kiss you. theres probably more. im very good at complaining.

🫛: he loves to think of new pet names for me to see how i will react. he’d be like. “goodnight honeypie” and id be like “oh…. yeah… 😽” he also likes them too but most of the time i just call him musham or guzma bc i like saying his name. then he’s like. Why dont you call me anything else…. (sad puppy eyes). he likes when i call him mumu or honey. i calll him princess sometimes but its rare. princess is like his top pet name for me. meeooww. sometimes i call him Boss. thats For when. Im teasing Him. That one Makes his Ears turn Red. For special Occasions. meow.

🫑: he’s had a number of near death experiences so he’s pretty afraid of death. he has no lofty life goals. he just wants his family safe. wants to travel too and have good genuine relationships.

🥑: not super niche but cosmetics and nail art. he also likes cooking and insects and drawing. just things he grew to like from being around his family. or trying to distract himself from his own issues.

🍠: he likes to go to the beach and sit listening to the waves (same). he also likes to paint his or others nails when he’s bored. “gimme yer hands i wanna try sumn”. yknow.

🍆: favorite scent is meeeeeee… i kid i kid. probably like. Ugh. baked goods. Sugar smell. Rain smell 👎🏾 i hate rain smell but he likes it. i don’t think he has any specific least favorite smells other than the usual like peepee and caca yknow.

🧄: allergic to beans

🥔: he makes japanese curry a lot. easy to make in large portions for his 75million children. i like rice so he usually makes rice dishes for me. i don’t cook very often but when i do its cultural foods since he doesn’t know those recipes. he likes those. yom. he wants to learn baking but just hasn’t had the chance or motivation.

🍄‍🟫: i think he would wanna be a mewtwo or something. super strong and cool nonchalant. if we’re talking irl mytho creatures, cerberus. that guy cool as shit. #swagger.

this took me three whole days to answer. enjoyable experience rlly made me think. sorry for any typos i used swipe typing for parts of this 😿.

@sylvie-wants-your-dogs hi : )

the ULTIMATE f/o infodumping ask game!

(this is gonna be a long one...)

🍓 - disregarding the career your f/o currently has, what other career would they consider going into, if given the chance?

🍒 - if your f/o and you spend a day doing anything, anything at all, what would they do and why?

🍎 - what's your f/o's favorite drink? any drink, alcoholic or non alcoholic!

🍉 - is your f/o religious? what's their opinion on religion or spirituality?

🍑 - is your f/o more comfortable giving or receiving gifts? why? do they have any preferences on gifts they like receiving?

🍊 - if you asked your f/o to peel an orange for you, what would they do?

🥭 - did your f/o have stuffed animals growing up? do they still have stuffed animals? do they have a favorite?

🍍 - if you could change any one thing about your f/os backstory/character, what would you change? why?

🍌 - does your f/o have a vendetta against The Big Light™? what kind of lighting do they prefer?

🍋 - if your f/o could change one thing about themselves, what would they change and why?

🍋‍🟩 - is your f/o superstitious? is there any habits they follow or quirks they have to follow said superstitions? like not opening umbrellas indoors to avoid back luck?

🍈 - does your f/o believe in fate? do they thing everything is preplanned out by the universe or a higher power, or do they think that the idea of fate is bogus? why?

🍏 - if you have any queer headcanons for your f/o, how did they realize they were queer?

🍐 - does your f/o have any nervous ticks or idle quirks they do? like mindlessly tapping on a desk or fiddling with their hair when they're stressed?

🥝 - would your f/o ever let you do their make-up? what does their make-up process look like? is it simple? complex?

🫒 - what kind of hugger is your f/o? do they give good hugs? do they like hugs? do they like receiving hugs?

🫐 - is your f/o more of a writer or an artist? would you say your f/o is more left or right brained?

🍇 - if you and your f/o never met, what do you think your f/o would be doing right now?

🥥 - what hobbies does your f/o have? is there any hobby they would like to get into that they haven't tried out yet? what is it?

🍅 - if your f/o could buy you any gift in the world, whether it exists or not, what would they buy you? or, if they could make you something, what would it be?

🌶️ - does your f/o have any remedies they follow when they get sick? like taking a shot of whiskey to get rid of a fever?

🫚 - is your f/o a picky eater? is there any foods they will not under any circumstances, gun to their head, eat?

🥕 - when your f/o was little, did they dislike vegetables? do they still dislike them?

🧅 - what makes your f/o cry? do they get emotional at sad movies or books? do they only get emotional under very rare circumstances?

🌽 - does your f/o have a favorite animal? what is it? are they scared of any animals?

🥦 - does your f/o have any pet peeves? things that just really really get on their nerves? what are they and why?

🥒 - what's your f/o afraid of? do they have any phobias? anything minor they're scared of?

🥬 - what are some beige flags your f/o has? so, not bad, but not nessecarily good either. just. "oh. you do This."

🫛 - how does your f/o feel about pet names or nicknames? do they like them? hate them? what are their favorites and least favorites to be called and to use?

🫑 - how does your f/o feel about death? are they afraid of it? is there anything specific they'd like to do before they die?

🥑 - is there any niche topics your f/o is interested in? what are they and why do they like them?

🍠 - what are a few of your f/os favorite pastimes or things that they do when they're bored?

🍆 - does your f/o have a favorite scent? why is it their favorite? do they have a least favorite scent?

🧄 - does your f/o have any allergies? food or otherwise?

🥔 - does your f/o have any food dishes they make often? is there any foods you make for your f/o that they enjoy?

🍄‍🟫 - if your f/o could be any mythological species, what would they be? if your f/o is already a mythological species, would they ever want to be human?

I recommend practicing reblog karma ! people love infodumping about their f/os :) I also recommend sending more than one emoji at a time,,, there are Many here...!!!

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catsmei7 · 4 months ago

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Why Do Cats Follow You to the Bathroom? 🐱🚽

Anyone with a cat knows that they have some curious (and sometimes downright weird) habits. One of the most common yet baffling behaviors? When your cat follows you into the bathroom. You’re just trying to do your thing, and there they are, staring up at you with their big eyes. So, why do cats follow you to the bathroom? Let’s dive into this mystery!

1. They Love Being Around You

It’s simple: cats love their humans. They may be known for their independence, but when it comes down to it, many cats crave companionship. Following you into the bathroom is just their way of staying close to you. It’s not that they have to be in the bathroom with you; it’s that they want to be. 🐾

2. Curiosity Gets the Best of Them

Cats are natural explorers, and the bathroom is a place full of interesting sights, sounds, and smells. From the running water to the strange noises you make, there’s a lot to keep them entertained (and maybe a little bit confused). Their curiosity drives them to follow you and check out what’s going on, even in the most private of spaces. 😸💧

3. Affection in Their Own Way

When your cat follows you to the bathroom, it could be a sign of affection. It’s not just about being close—it’s about the bond you share. Cats might not always show their love through cuddles, but following you into the bathroom is one of the ways they express their attachment to you. 💕

4. They Want Your Attention (and Maybe a Snack)

Sometimes, your cat is simply after some attention. Cats are pretty smart when it comes to learning what gets them a reaction. If they know that you’ll give them a quick pet or even a treat after a bathroom visit, they might follow you just to get that extra love (or snack). 🍣🐾

5. Separation Anxiety

If your cat tends to follow you everywhere—even into the bathroom—it could be a sign of separation anxiety. Cats that are very attached to their owners might feel anxious when left alone, even for a few minutes. Following you into the bathroom may just be their way of staying connected with you, ensuring they’re not left behind. 😿

6. The Bathroom is Full of Mystery

Let’s be real: the bathroom is full of interesting things for your cat. Toilet paper rolls, faucets, and even the tub are prime play zones. Cats are naturally attracted to places where they can explore and bat at objects. So, when you enter the bathroom, your cat might just be ready for a little fun too. 🛁🎉

7. Is It Weird?

If your cat follows you into the bathroom, rest assured—it’s totally normal! Many cats have a tendency to do this, and it’s just one of their quirky ways of showing affection and staying close. As long as your cat isn’t showing signs of excessive anxiety or stress, there’s no need to worry.

Final Thoughts

So, why do cats follow you to the bathroom? It’s a mix of curiosity, affection, and a dash of attention-seeking behavior. Whether they’re just curious about the space or they genuinely want to be near you, it’s a sign that your feline friend cares about you. 🐈

Next time your cat follows you to the bathroom, take it as a compliment! Your cat just wants to be near you, even during your most private moments. ❤️

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fairybinie · 3 years ago

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COPYCCINO — 47: jun for june

synopsis: soobin has been talking to who he thought was his unrequited crush on messages, only to find out through a visit to their coffee shop that it was in fact not them. not only does he meet the real y/n, he runs into their friend yeonjun, an ex friend of his who he has some unresolved issues with. as soobin and the real y/n are getting to know each other, yeonjun and soobin are working through their misunderstandings, as well as trying to figure out who the catfish was.

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a/n: written (5.8k). profanity, bullying, angst. sorry for the wait y’all i hope this is worth it 😿 this is a chapter dedicated to background! i hope the years don’t make it confusing 😭😭

...

six years ago.

“i don’t know what i did wrong yeonjun,” soobin cries out in the empty stall, his best friend accompanying him on the other side. yeonjun’s head rests on the stall door, sympathizing with every word soobin says.

“you didn’t do anything wrong bud,” yeonjun can only respond with some heartache in his voice. “they’re just jerks,” he mumbles with a soft kick.

lunch had been a nightmare. soobin was sitting alone in the cafeteria, waiting for his best friend to leave his 5th period. he always had some time to himself since their lunch periods didn’t exactly line up with each other’s, but they still managed to beat the time each time. soobin always dreaded being alone, especially since he’s friends with no one else besides yeonjun. the one he’s known since they were in diapers.

frankly, he couldn't ask for anyone else. yeonjun was always cooler than him, sometimes he even questioned why they were still friends, aside from their mothers. soobin wasn’t popular. he was always considered to be ‘the loner kid’, or his personal favorite, ‘yeonjun’s sidekick’. he worried that yeonjun had seen him in that same light, but he never did. yeonjun never cared what others thought, at the end of the day, soobin was his best friend. he knows him the best, not what others think they know.

yeonjun rushed to grab his favorite food, only to come back to what seemed to be an entourage around soobin. he was momentarily confused, being that nobody ever wanted to be in soobin’s space. the kid likes anime, all of a sudden nobody wants to acknowledge his existence. yeonjun gets closer around the crowd, finally seeing what all the fuss was about. another kid in their grade, with his fists wrapped around soobin’s collar, soobin being pushed up against the wall.

“i know you kissed her, you freak!” the boy yells out each word into soobin’s face. every time soobin attempted to speak, it only came out as a whisper, which angered the boy and drove him to push him further into the wall.

“i don’t know what she sees in you,” he sneers, looking soobin up and down. it’s funny, if he hadn’t had his fists in soobin’s business, soobin was actually taller than the kid. he was taller than everyone in their grade.

yeonjun has had enough, bringing the two apart while attempting to brush soobin’s shoulder to ask if he’s alright. he faces the bully, who only appears to be amused, as if he’s done nothing wrong. yeonjun knows he’s not innocent.

“what’s your problem?” yeonjun’s tired. this isn’t the first time soobin’s been picked on, but he still has some force in his voice.

the boy raises his hands in surrender and backs away with a groove. “oh i have no problem! tell your pussy of a friend here to stay away from my girl and then we’re good.”

there are snickers heard between the crowd, some whispering to each other in gossip. yeonjun looks back at his friend, who only wants to be anywhere but here. soobin becomes small in his position, not wanting to be seen by anyone.

“dude can’t even defend himself jun,” the boy scoffs, the crowd reacting with an ‘ooo.’

“don’t call me that,” it’s at this moment yeonjun considers beating this guy to death, but he’s already served detention for doing that before. his mother told him to be the bigger person, and maybe he should.

“c’mon soobin,” he lowers his voice so only he could hear, gesturing with his head in another direction. “let’s get outta here.”

“hey soobin!”

soobin follows yeonjun and hears his name being called right behind him, to which he turns around. big mistake.

right as he turns around his face is met with a splash of chocolate milk being thrown his way, each drop landing inside his eyes, down to his clothes. the crowd bursts into a collective laugh, some people even taking out their phones to take pictures. yeonjun turns around to see what all the fuss is about, eyes widening at the scene. he brings soobin to his side, rushing him out of there, after raising a middle finger up at the kid. it’s right after they left that staff arrived at the scene.

now, here they were, in an empty bathroom with soobin locking him inside a hall. apparently, that kid thought soobin was trying to steal his girlfriend, after she received a love note during class. a note that wasn’t even meant for her, it was meant for the girl in front of her. of course, being that this is soobin, the classmates thought it’d be funny to give it to the most popular girl in school instead, which has led to this.

“come out soobin,” yeonjun asks with care. “let’s get you cleaned up.”

he hears a sniffle before he hears footsteps reach for the handle, so he backs away to be faced with red stained eyes and drenched clothes. soobin heads towards the sink, his arms spread out in a firm stance. yeonjun grabs some paper towels and begins to add some warm water to clean soobin’s face.

“your clothes might take a while to dry, but i think i have some extra clothes in my locker.”

soobin disregards what yeonjun has said and only speaks what he’s thinking.

“i don’t think you should be friends with me anymore yeonjun.”

yeonjun stops what he’s doing and a frown appears on his face. “why?”

soobin rolls his eyes to the back of his head to refrain any tears that may fall out and speaks in a low manner. “i’m a loser! everyone associates me with you and it’s only ruining your reputation.”

“…you’ve defended me our whole lives, all because i’m a wimp who can’t do it myself.”

“…our first year of high school is not too long away,” soobin sighs, not wanting to say his next sentence. “you still have time. let go of me now, and you’ll be fine.”

yeonjun doesn’t know where this is coming from, but he can only assume. soobin’s been picked on his whole life, he’s probably had enough too. yeonjun feels bad, wishing none of this would happen. soobin is a good person. he’s sweet, genuine, and the most selfless person he’s ever met. he doesn’t deserve this.

what he does deserve, is a good friend.

“i’m not gonna stop being friends with you,” he persists, only to a bewildered soobin, who has had a long day.

“you’re not a loser, and i’m not gonna cut you from my life just because other people think that’s what you are.”

“it’s you and me against the world soobin,” yeonjun lays a hand on soobin’s shoulder, looking him straight into his eyes. “nothing’s going to get in the way of that. not those jerks, or anyone else.”

soobin shifts his gaze down at the sink, embarrassed of his next question. “what if you think i took your girl too?”

yeonjun can’t help but spit out a laugh, which brings soobin to smile slightly.

“i doubt i would ever think that bud,” yeonjun promises with a click of his tongue. “even if we do have girl troubles, we’ll listen to each other, okay?”

yeonjun brings his pinky in the air as soobin makes eye contact, gushingly bringing his out too. the two lock their pinkies together, their thumbs closing the promise as well. soobin feels better, the dimples reappearing on his face which brings yeonjun to a smile.

“stay here, i’ll go get my clothes.”

...

five years ago.

things were certainly not the same anymore.

freshmen year in high school, and all of a sudden, everyone had different viewpoints. soobin was no longer seen as some freak who liked school, he was seen as a hardworking student who was nice to everyone. he managed to make his own friends, some who really cared about him. all the bullying was put to a holt, and he couldn’t be happier.

yeonjun was still popular. a bright personality that grew on everyone rather quickly, not to mention he’s grown to be more attractive. he had no problem making friends, however, he soon knew what it was like to live in someone else’s shadow. because everyone had a liking to soobin, he was mostly seen as just soobin’s friend. even back at home, his parents compared his skills to soobin’s and wished yeonjun could do certain things the way soobin did. yeonjun was indeed proud of soobin to be where he was at now, after years of torture, but he wished that could apply to him too.

“oh my gosh i’m so sorry!” yeonjun feels someone bump into him, knocking down the flyer papers he had received for soobin’s upcoming play.

yeonjun makes eye contact with the girl right in front of him, and it’s like it was love at first sight. she seemed to be new, never have seen her face at school before. he smiles softly to himself before stuttering out a few apologies, despite not doing anything.

the girl brushes some hair out of her face and grabs for the papers on the floor, giving them back to yeonjun. “sorry, i’m new here. still making my way around the school.”

yeonjun feels himself go still in his place, just nodding and smiling at her words.

“i’m min,” she reaches out her hand with a friendly grin on her face, yeonjun bringing his free hand to greet with hers.

“yeonjun,” he introduces simply. the girl agapes her mouth open slightly, swearing that she’s heard that name before. she looks over at the papers in yeonjun’s hands, seeing if that could be a potential clue.

“yeonjun, as in,” she stretches her words out, leaving yeonjun to grow worried. usually when people say this they end their sentences with ‘soobin’s friend’ or ��the one who’s next to the tall guy’ or anything involving his friend. she’s new here, he hopes that isn’t her first impression. he wants to be his own person.

“the one who brought back meat lovers monday?” she questions out loud, bringing a surprise to yeonjun’s face. an accomplishment yeonjun was able to do last week, protesting that the cafeteria should bring it back. he’s caught off guard, but is nonetheless appreciative.

“yeah,” he chuckles while rubbing the back of his head. “that’s me.”

“i heard about it earlier today,” min adds with a bob of her head. yeonjun feels warm that people can refer to him without mentioning soobin.

“you should show me around sometime,” the girl offers with a wink, before she smiles as she walks away to her next class. yeonjun is left alone, with an absolute ridiculous grin on his face.

“i will,” he says to no one, with a wave in the air.

...

a week later.

“where’d that boy go,” min mutters to herself as she makes her way around the house that she’s never seen, bumping into bodies of people. she never liked parties, but it’s something yeonjun wanted to go to so she agreed. only now, she’s somehow lost her way and has been searching in the crowd for ten minutes.

next thing she knew, she was crashing into a firm body near the kitchen, mentally cursing inside her head for being so clumsy. she doesn’t make eye contact with the person just yet but already begins to apologize profusely.

“i’m sorry, i’m trying to look for someone,” she says bashfully as she gazes up. way up. this man was too tall.

she shouldn’t have looked at this guy. a lean figure, the perfect amount of messy hair resting perfectly on his head. casually dressed but it still looks presentable. his doe eyes look back at her, worrying that he may have hurt her somehow. nicely shaped lips that purse together every second.

she can’t be thinking this. she has a boyfriend.

“no worries, i’m looking for someone too,” he replies with a slight chuckle as he leans against the kitchen counter. min can’t help but follow his lead, almost entranced by his every move.

“i was kinda forced to be here,” he confides with a smile. “otherwise, i don’t really enjoy parties.”

min already feels relaxed with his presence, unlike how she was feeling earlier. “me too actually. i was supposed to meet my boyfriend but i have no idea where he is.”

soobin nods understandingly as he looks around the crowd of people. he doesn’t normally talk to girls, so he’s unsure of what to say. he should be nice, right?

“a pretty girl like you shouldn’t be alone,” soobin feels shocked with himself, wondering where he got all the courage from all of a sudden. min widens her eyes at the compliment, feeling herself grow flustered in every part of her body. she tucks a strand of hair behind her ear and shyly thanks him.

soobin doesn’t like this girl. frankly, he’s not interested in dating right now. he doesn’t want to give any false hope, so he attempts to save his previous statement by adding something else.

“i hope your boyfriend finds you,” he wishes quickly. “i’m sure he’s looking for you.”

before min could say anything else, a voice interrupts this moment which brings the two of them to refocus their attention. yeonjun, seemingly to have appeared out of nowhere. min feels like a deer caught in headlights, even though the pair weren’t technically doing anything wrong. soobin is relieved to see yeonjun’s presence again, inaudibly sighing a breath of fresh air.

yeonjun looks at the two and shows a wide grin, clapping his two hands together at once before gesturing to each of them.

“ah! i see you two have already met,” yeonjun smiles from ear to ear.

“soobin, this is my girlfriend min, and min this is my best friend soobin.”

soobin can’t help but to laugh out loud, shying his face away with his sleeve. yeonjun is curious, but he knows his friend can be awkward with these things. soobin’s a bit embarrassed, considering he accidentally flirted with her and probably looks like a huge idiot. he’ll get over it though.

“yeah, nice to meet you,” soobin says a little flushed, collecting himself from the laughter as he does a little bow, raising his hand in the air as a greeting.

min looks at yeonjun, who whose smile hasn’t left his face. he looks expectant, glad that his two favorite people have met each other. she looks over at soobin, whose legs are shaking up and down exasperatedly, a habit of his. he looks around the crowd in front of him, his mouth resting in the corner as his dimple appears like a home on his face. it’s like she’s trying to figure him out. she likes what she sees, and smiles.

“nice to meet you too.”

...

a year later.

“you’re what?”

“i’m breaking up with you yeonjun.”

yeonjun looks desperately at his girlfriend, trying to figure out where it went wrong. it’s been a year, he thought things were going great. now here they were, after school, where things seem to not have been like he thought.

“did i do something wrong?” is all the boy can ask, like he wants to fix this.

min sighs, feeling bad for him, but there’s nothing she can do. her heart belongs to someone else now. “no, it’s just- it’s been a year and i don’t want to lead you on when i know i don’t feel the same for you anymore.” that doesn’t help whatsoever, if anything, yeonjun appears to be even more confused. she adds one thing under her breath.

“and i like someone else now.”

yeonjun raises his head at this, furrowing his eyebrows together as he’s slightly enraged. “who?”

min considers telling yeonjun, her breath hitches behind her throat as she contemplates. she wanted to make this painless, there’s no need for details.

“doesn’t matter,” she shrugs off in a rushed voice. “but i’m sure he likes me too.”

yeonjun shakes his head in disbelief as he takes all of this in. lately he’s felt like he’s had nothing for himself, isn’t seen as his own person. he just wanted someone to view him the way he wished and that’s come to an end.

the boy remains speechless, not knowing how to act. he’s never been through a breakup before, what should he say? surely he should fight for it, but where does he even start?

or maybe he just lets it go.

“i’m sorry jun,” min can only say, barely sounding genuine.

something shifts inside yeonjun, almost like a loose screw. come to think of it, min has barely given their relationship any effort lately. he knows his worth, he shouldn’t dwell on this too much.

but this was his first love.

“don’t call me that,” he mutters under his voice, not making any eye contact with the girl in front of him. min scoffs to herself, nearly offended that this is how he’s choosing to say goodbye. she gives the boy one last longing look, pitying him to see where he’ll go now. she was the only good thing in his life. she shrugs her shoulders, beginning to walk away in another direction, leaving yeonjun to be by himself. he stares at the ground in thought.

she’s wrong. she wasn’t the only good thing in his life. soobin was too, he took first place. he wanted to talk to one person about this, and that’s him.

his best friend.

...

later that day.

soobin says waves his friends goodbye as he exists the theatre building after finishing rehearsals for the day. he was playing a psychologist role, finding it to be the most interesting part he’s had to play. he's always been interested in those things and hopes to find a career in that field in the future.

“soobin.”

the boy looks up and sees min is right in front of him, temporarily caught off guard. he doesn’t see min too much, yeonjun usually has only hung out with min and soobin separately. they’ve only seen each other if it’s some special event, or if the circumstances lined up. still, he’s friendly.

“oh, hey min!” soobin looks over behind min, expecting to see yeonjun as well. “is yeonjun with you?”

min ignores soobin’s question, impatient to get to what she’s been wanting to tell him for a while now.

“can we talk?” she gestures towards the cement seats nearby, walking to sit on one of them. soobin follows reluctantly, still confused about what the matter of this is.

the two are now sitting face to face and soobin attempts to read min by her demeanor. she looks anxious, but also somewhat relieved. like she’s nervous to say something, but also anticipates it. her eyes shake to each side, but a slight smirk is prevalent on her lips. did something happen between her and yeonjun? did they fight and she wanted to go to him for advice? he was been taking this psychology role seriously.

little did he know it was close enough.

“i like you.”

on instinct, soobin widens his eyes, not being able to hide the cough in his throat. he takes a moment to look around, now really wondering if this is some kind of joke and there was some entourage filming.

it’s just them.

“you what?” he squeaks out, hoping he misheard.

“i like you soobin,” min repeats with some confidence in her voice. her face shines brightly as she looks at him with so much admiration.

soobin shakes his head softly, eyebrows furrowing deeper by the second. “i’m confused here.”

“i’ve liked you for a while now,” min continues, scooting closer to soobin as he watches her every move, unsure of what to do. “ever since i met you that night you’ve been on my mind, and it’s now that i have decided that i have feelings for you.”

she grabs soobin’s hands, the shock getting in the way of him removing them from her hold. “you’re the one i want to be with.”

soobin shakes his head sporadically as he stutters out words that don’t go together. he finally removes min’s hands from his, earning a frown from the girl.

“does yeonjun know about this?” he questions with genuine concern.

the frown is soon replaced with the biggest grin he’s ever seen. “that too, i broke up with him so we could be together soobin!”

soobin’s mouth can’t help but hang wide in astonishment as he thinks of a bunch of responses in his head. min doesn’t have a care in the world, assuming that this will end with soobin asking her out the way she imagined.

“i-i really think you should talk to yeonjun about this min,” soobin attempts to be cautious, the grin now fading into a straight face. “i don’t know if i’ve done anything to you but i’m sorry if i’ve given you the wrong impression.”

min furrows her eyebrows in confusion, her tone is obvious. “what could’ve been the wrong impression, silly?”

“i don’t like you min,” soobin says in a clear tone. min has trouble believing this, a dumbfounded expression on her face.

“of course you do,” she adds more seriously. “i know you do.”

soobin gulps at the sudden shift in environment, trying to figure out how he could put this delicately. he doesn’t want to break this girl’s heart, but she needs to know the truth.

“but i don’t,” he repeats once more. “i’ve been nice to you, yeah. that doesn’t mean i have feelings for you.”

it’s at this point where min’s eyes begin to trickle with water and it’s her turn to come up with a properly structured sentence. soobin feels bad, he hates seeing people cry. it tugs at his heartstrings.

“but you called me pretty.”

and just like that, he knew. she was insane. that was something that was said over a year ago. she’s still dwelling onto that? soobin thinks about the other occurrences where they’ve hung out together, only being with yeonjun. he’s only been nice, staying in his lane, one, because he doesn’t like her in that way, but two, because she’s dating yeonjun. or was.

“that was only meant as a compliment,” soobin defends, some frustration being shown. “i’m sorry you took it as anything else, but again, i don’t like you. i don’t think we should talk anymore considering you broke up with yeonjun too.”

min wipes a tear away as she processes this rejection. this did not go the way she planned. now it was her turn to question if she should fight for this, or just leave it alone. should she resent soobin too?

this wasn’t over, but she needed to pretend that it was.

“can we at least hug goodbye?”

the girl stands up from her seat and opens her arms with her small figure, appearing puppy like. soobin goes through a crisis in his head, but it’s the least that he can do. he did just reject her, he does feel bad. if this is what it takes to never see her again, then so be it.

soobin gets up as well and completes the hug in his stiff manner while min tightens her arms around his. he counts the seconds down silently, wanting this to be over with. he hears min mutter something under her breath, but can’t make out the words. not like it matters anyway.

min lets go of the hug, facing soobin one last time. she gives him a tight smile to which he can only return, and walks away. just like that. he watches her leave into the distance and the weight on his chest feels lighter. he sighs out loud as he thinks about what just happened, occurring to him that min and yeonjun broke up. he should be comforting his friend.

soobin reaches for his bag on the ground and stands back up, seeing yeonjun stand right in front of him.

“yeonjun!” soobin greets with some sympathy in his voice. “i heard what happened with you and-”

“what the hell is wrong with you?”

yeonjun’s demeanor is completely different from soobin’s. it’s tight, he has a hard scowl on his face, the anger in his eyes not going unnoticed. soobin, of course, is confused as to why.

“what?” the boy questions timidly.

“so you’re the boy she likes,” yeonjun responds with some vengeance. “and you like her too.”

soobin can only assume he’s talking about min, but still wonders where this is coming from.

“what are you-”

“she breaks up with me so she can date you and now you’re all over her,” yeonjun accuses with no remorse.

it occurs to soobin that yeonjun witnessed the entire thing. he mentally curses to himself as he knows that the scene looks suspicious, but he hopes that yeonjun at least heard what happened.

“okay that’s not what happened.”

yeonjun scoffs, not believing what the boy in front of him says. “what, were you guys hooking up behind my back too?”

soobin widens his eyes as he immediately begins to disregard that. “no, we never-”

“oh shut up soobin!” yeonjun yells into the air. “tell me what happened then, huh?”

soobin gestures his hand to no one, attempting to recall the events that just happened. the fact that the words aren’t forming on his tongue doesn’t help whatsoever. he was never good at confrontation either, this wasn’t a good mix.

“i-she-she came up to me and-”

“told you she liked you and you told her the same thing,” yeonjun interrupts harshly. soobin feels the tears swell into his eyes, frustrated with the fact that he can’t defend himself and how yeonjun doesn’t believe him.

“no-”

“god, you’ve never been a good liar,” yeonjun comments with a shake of his head, his hand being placed on his hip as he clicks his tongue. soobin remains quiet, thinking of how he should put all this. doesn’t make sense, considering this is a fairly simple situation. he doesn’t understand why he’s contemplating this much.

to yeonjun, it only fuels his suspicion.

“you can’t let me have anything, can you?” yeonjun questions out loud, the squint in his eyes showcasing his hurt.

“what?” soobin manages to choke out, fully aware that yeonjun is actually upset with him.

“this whole time everyone has associated me with you,” yeonjun begins to rant, each word getting more harsh. “soobin, future actor. soobin, nice to everyone. soobin, the tall handsome guy in our grade. yeonjun, his best friend.”

“…i don't even have my own name anymore because you’ve taken over my life and how everyone perceives me.” yeonjun says with a crack in his voice.

“…even my parents compare me to you and want me to be just like you. i have nothing to my name except being your friend. everything i have i share with you. i just wanted something that was mine, something you couldn’t have. and then i did. i found a girl, i had a girlfriend. you didn't. she liked just me not you.”

yeonjun adds one last thing under his breath, but still stern enough for soobin to hear. “and you had to ruin that too.”

this is the first time soobin has been aware of yeonjun’s feelings. he can’t deny that there has been a shift in their friendship recently, with each of them being interested in different things. they still managed to remain close, he hoped that yeonjun would disclose everything to him like he once used to. he feels sorry that yeonjun feels this way, but still has to prove his point that he didn’t see what he thought he did.

“yeonjun,” soobin says with a sigh, trying to get through to the boy. “i swear i didn't-i swear nothing happened.”

yeonjun stares back at soobin with some glassy eyes, the emotions finally taking over him. he remains still and his voice is lower as he figures soobin out.

“that didn’t look like nothing.”

soobin feels hopeless as a silence between them ensues. he wishes he wasn’t so reserved so that he could argue back. after all, that’s why he even chose to take a drama class. to supposedly bring him out of his shell. it’s like all of his progress has been thrown out the window.

“maybe you and i need to take a break,” yeonjun offers tiredly, like it was the last solution he could come up with. soobin appears concerned, wondering why that’s what he was resorting to.

“…things haven’t been the same for a while now soobin,” yeonjun replies. “maybe we need some time apart. this was kinda the last straw for me.”

soobin begins to shake his head in denial, wanting anything else to happen except this. all they needed to do was talk. but when you put one person who can’t defend himself with someone who won’t listen, where is that gonna go?

“or maybe we shouldn’t be friends at all,” yeonjun steps closer to soobin with the most serious face he’s ever displayed. “because this is loser behavior.” he refers to a conversation he and soobin had long ago. soobin felt it, it stung. it’s brutal. all he can do is just remain in his place in despair. yeonjun scoffs at his lack of effort, sniffing away any tears that wanted to come down. he backs away from the boy as he slowly walks backwards before leaving soobin alone again.

“see you around, i guess.”

they never saw each other around for the next two years of high school.

or for the rest of their lives.

...

last year.

yeonjun makes his way around campus as he tries to find his group for orientation. he’s just as lost as he has been for the last three years. he managed to graduate with good grades, but with barely any life. no girlfriend, no friends. no bestfriend. he doesn’t know where soobin is now, he doesn’t really care to know. college is his chance to start over and meet new people.

now if he could just return to the right group, he could start doing that.

yeonjun curses under his breath as he scrolls on his phone, comparing the pictures online with the real life scenery. comparing buildings to each other to see if he's any closer to his desired location. he was supposed to meet his group near the main hall to have a tour of the school. he's got five minutes to spare, he hopes that he’s getting closer at least.

as soon as he locks his phone and stores it in his back pocket, he bumps directly into someone. the two back away slightly, ready to apologize for the contact.

“god, i’m sorry,” the person says as they tuck their phone away as well. “you work in a coffee shop for a week and suddenly lose all sense of direction. i’m trying to find my group and i’m kinda losing my mind.”

the two lock eyes and some kind of nostalgia hits yeonjun, like he’s been here before. the person appears to be friendly, almost an innocence to them. though with his experiences, he’s grown to be cautious of others. he shouldn’t trust anyone too soon.

“it’s okay,” yeonjun chuckles politely. he’s a bit reserved and awkward. “i’m looking for my group too.”

the person’s eyes widen in excitement, a burst of energy escaping from their body as they clap their two hands together and jump in place. “we might be headed the same place then! who’s your group leader?”

“han,” yeonjun remembers. the person’s eyes light up in realization as they begin to squeal like it was christmas day.

“i have han too!” they exclaim and it takes yeonjun a moment to comprehend what it means. “we’re in the same group then!”

yeonjun nods in realization as he returns their energy more timidly. the person reaches out their hand and yeonjun is temporarily caught off guard, looking at it before he looks back at them.

“i’m y/n by the way.”

they hold their hand out as a friendly smile stays on their face, their eyes creasing as the bigger their smile gets. yeonjun can’t help but return the gesture, a small smile on his face as he introduces himself.

“i’m yeonjun,” he replies cooly as the two shake hands, both of them blushing slightly with the contact. they let go and y/n begins to head the opposite way, earning a confused expression from yeonjun.

“where are you going?” he calls out as y/n heads over back to him.

“we’re meeting with them that way aren’t we?” y/n points behind them, yeonjun shaking his head with some amusement.

“i think it’s this way,” he gestures to his side, bringing his phone back in his hand as he shows them the pictures. “the buildings match up.”

y/n stares at the photos as they glance over at the building around the corner, bursting into laughter. they begin to walk that direction as yeonjun catches up to them.

“you’re right, thanks jun!”

yeonjun continues to walk more slowly this time, the nickname snapping him back to reality. all the memories in his head begin to play out. anyone who has ever called him that, or any nickname for that matter, have always had negative influences on him. he’s never allowed anyone to call him anything except for yeonjun.

y/n notices the shift in pace as they match theirs with his. “you alright?”

“jun.” is all the boy can say. it came out more like a statement than a question, as if he was trying to make sense of the name he hasn’t heard in a while. y/n has no idea.

“yeah jun,” y/n replies nonchalantly, the smile still apparent. “your name reminds me of the month june, so jun for june.”

“june is in summer, and based on your energy right now, i can tell you’re just as bright as the season. you're reserved right now, anyone could take you to be mean on first impression. kinda how like people hate summer at first thought. but once they get to know you, once people get to experience summer, it’s the best thing ever. that could be you and i!”

y/n returns back to their normal pace before they realize that yeonjun has stopped in his place right behind them. they turn around and remain in their position, calling out to him in a teasing manner.

“you coming or what?”

yeonjun looks back at them, seeing them with so much fondness. it’s like they don’t have a care in the world, like they genuinely want to have fun. they show interest in him, something that he hasn’t received in a while. he smiles softly as he sniffs out some air, biting his lip to attempt to not make his smile any bigger, it’s barely a success. he jogs to y/n and calls out to them.

“yeah, i’m coming.”

...

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