#😿 why isn’t be real

[pastelpousay]

Y’all don’t understand like…all I can do is think of hades and rina all I can do is talk about Hadina, all I can do is eat sleep and breathe in their relationship and the love they feel for each other like y’all don’t understand

(I’m bout the cry yall.. why can’t they be canon 😿 and why can’t hades be real)

[formulafics]

★ THE JPG CHRONICLES | PART 4

Scenario: in which the grid and fan favorite mclaren reserve driver opens a jpg account, but it isn’t what was expected. this time around, yn ln finally reveals who her boyfriend is.

Pairing: f1 grid x fem!reader

A/N: guys, we’ve made it to the last part of the jpg chronicles. i just want to thank everyone who’s followed along with this and i hope you enjoy 🫶🏻 also paying homage to the pink and orange theme since all of the other parts use that!

PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3

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yn.jpg VEGAS BABY ‼️ mom (my pr manager) said i can’t say what i want to say about the race. she also said if you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say it at all…so anyways vegas is pretty cool race aside 🥰

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yn.jpg shoutout to @/logansargeant for his first appearance on this account!

⤷ logansargeant thank you yn

⤷ yn.jpg your welcome!!

landonorris caption is real

norrisnation yn speaking for the lando girlies (gn) once again

rizzciardo LMFAO REFERRING TO YOUR PR MANAGER AS MOM

⤷ yn.jpg she is mother

alphatauritaurialpha yn this isn’t a bf reveal :/

⤷ yn.jpg babe i promise the bf reveal is coming. i have plans for it

⤷ piastrispastry YOU GOT CALLED BABE BY YN YOU WIN AT LIFE

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racing.news sources say yn ln is ‘in trouble’ with mclaren team principal due to her second instagram account where she is notorious for posting funny pictures of her coworkers.

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norrisnation so this is why she’s delaying the bf reveal

ynln.official HELP???? IM NOT IN TROUBLE WHAT 😭

mickshumacher @/ynln.official 😳

⤷ ynln.official mick do not feed into this madness you’re better than that

⤷ sunnyshumacher mick and yn may not be dating but i love their friendship so much LMAO

landonorris im crying this is so funny

⤷ ynln.official of course you’re here

mclaren can’t take her anywhere 🫣

⤷ ynln.official ENOUGH

rizzciardo YN IN THE COMMENTS IS SENDING ME THIS IS SO FUNNY

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yn.jpg home is wherever he is. ❤️

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yukitsunoda0511 i love you ❤️

⤷ yn.jpg I LOVE YOU

landonorris the day has finally come 🙏🏻

⤷ yn.jpg stfu

fernandoalo_official 👍

⤷ yn.jpg dad approved. thank you nando

norrisnation ARE WE OFFICIALLY GETTING THE BF REVEAL? IS THIS THE REVEAL? IM GOING INSANE

yukitauri WAR IS OVER

yukitauri MY BABIES IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW

yukitauri ALSO MY PARENTS ‼️ MY PARENTS ONLY BC YALL ARE HATERS

yukitauri THROWING UP RIPPING MY HAIR OUT YN IT IS A DAMN TUESDAY YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME RIGHT NOW

rizzciardo i expect an increase in content of them. i need it

formulatsunoda ykw i’ll be so honest i did NOT expect it to be yuki but im not mad 🤭

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yn.jpg back to our regularly scheduled program 😼

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yn.jpg i am @/fernandoalo_official btw and he is @/ynln.official. he’s just a silly teenage-ish girl

⤷ dreamyalbon YN PLEASE WHAT 😭

⤷ fernandolandoland okay but her relationship with fernando is so wholesome she rlly is his grid child

alex_albon nurse, she’s out again

⤷ yn.jpg 🤺

maxfewtrell this account is my roman empire

⤷ oscarpiastri same mate

maxsupermax we are so back

yukitauri idk about yall but i won’t be moving on from the bf reveal that is my home

yn.jpg @/schecoperez not commenting = hater 😿

thank you for reading! all feedback is appreciated — dae <3

GENERAL TAGLIST | @renarots @jsjcue @treehouse-mouse @lovstappen @illicitverstappen @minkyungseokie @arkhammaid @vroomvroomverstappen @vellicora @stopeatread @topguncultleader @cixrosie @leclercvsx @motorsp0rt @piasstrisblog @lokietro @spidersophie

JPG TAGLIST | @dl-yum @youdontknowmeshh @lighttsoutlewis @kodzuvk @sofs16 @raevyng @p4st3lst4rs @1655clean @judespoision @evans-dejong @leireggsworld @landosgirlxoxo @3joracha @lanando4 @toasttt11 @gaslysainz @sadg3 @scenesofobx @leilanixx @zaynzierulez @flippingmyshit @goldenharrysworld @celesteblack08 @thatoneembarrasingmoment @willowpains @coolio2195 @bey0ndne0 @sheslikeacurse @sadg3 @biitch-with-wifi @torchbearerkyle @plutotcles @cherry-piee (more tags in comments + some would allow me to tag 💔)

[jiinjiinjarra]

[220330 Jungkook’s Instagram Stories] - Q & A

🐰: Netflix recommendations lessgetit (1st Question)

— #1

💜: Bridgerton!!!!!😇😿

🐰: #SeenIthehe*

(T/N: *Written cutely in a teasing manner.)

— #2

💜: Why don’t you do any dramas?💜🐰

🐰: #DoYouThinkI’dActWell

— #3

💜: I really recommend ‘Our Beloved Summer’!! ☺️☺️

🐰: DoneDoneSeenIthehe*

(T/N: *Written cutely in a teasing manner.)

— #4

💜: Inventing Anna

🐰: #Check

— #5

💜: Thirty-nine 🥲

🐰: #I’mTwentySix

— #6

💜: Nevertheless

🐰: #IKnewItButNeverthlessIDidn’tWatchItIShouldWatchItNow*

(T/N: *He makes a play on words with the Korean title of the show.)

— #7

💜: I really recommend 'Alice in Borderland’!! It is so good 💜💜

🐰: #ISawIthehe*

(T/N: *Written cutely in a teasing manner.)

— #8

💜: The Uncanny Encounter 😼

🐰: #SeeeenIthehe*

(T/N: *Written cutely in a teasing manner.)

— #9

💜: Stranger🤫

🐰: #Okie

— #10

💜: Watch all the videos

🐰: #ThenWhenDoIWork

— #11

💜: The End of the F…ing World

🐰: #TheEndOfCorona

— #12

💜: jk I don’t use Netflix 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭

🐰: #It’sOkayItDoesn’tMatterEvenIfYouDon’thehe

— #13

💜: Love and leashes ? 🍿🤭

🐰: #SIhehe*

(T/N: *Short for 'seen it’ written cutely in a teasing manner.)

— #14

💜: Jungkook-ah I’m eating Kaguri* right now lol ur jealous right

🐰:  #WhereAreYou

(T/N: *A brand of instant ramen.)

— #15

💜: Spongebob

🐰: #It’sfunhaha

— #16

💜: Money Heist

🐰: #GottaRewatchhehe*

(T/N: *Written Cutely in a teasing manner.)

— #17

💜: Oppa I’m watching 'House of ARMY’ and you’re acting’s actually really great, why don’t do you come on screen more

🐰: #RightQuestionMarkDirectorsWontYouTryCastingMe

— #18

💜: Don’t look up

🐰: #IHaveSeenIt

— #19

💜: Netflix : Znation

🐰: #IGotItExclamationMark

— #20

💜: I want to kidnap Jimin, would it be all right if I kidnapped him?

🐰: #OfCourse

— #21

[ENG]

💜: The adam project

🐰: #0000KKKK

— #22

[ENG]

💜: My name

🐰: #ISJK

— #23

💜: Goblin

🐰: [video] *singing ost lyrics: It's a beautiful life … nan no ye gyot te is su ge… It's а beautiful* Ah, my throat hurts.

—

🐰: What should I do now whooo has questions (2nd question)

— #1

💜: Do you wanna try fencing too?💜

🐰 [video]: It feels like I’d be good at it, right? I’m confident.

— #2

💜: I want to know the three most recent things you’re proud of

🐰 [video]: The three latest things I’m proud of? I’m drinking lots of water, I’m keeping my voice warmed up and right now…

— #3

💜: A woodchuck would chuck wood, as much as he could, and chuck as much wood as a woodchuck could*

🐰 [video]: (JK reads out the question.)

(T/N: *OP posted a version of a Korean tongue twister.)

— #4

💜: What did u eat today

🐰 [video]: Today I had lamb steak and vegetables and white rice.

— #5

💜: Are you collecting the Pokemon bread stickers too?

🐰 [video]: I’ve never been able to buy it myself. I don’t collect it. If I get into it, I’ll probably go around the entire country.

— #6

💜: What do you want to say the most to ARMYs right now?!!

🐰 [video]: I miss you.

— #7

👤: You’re bored? Eat shit.

🐰 [video]: Isn’t that a bit too harsh? If you squish two choco pies together it would be a similar shape.

— #8

💜: I have so many questionsyoloyoloyoloyo..

🐰 [video]: Yolo yolo yolo ya, yolo yolo ya 

Squandering fun (x3)*

(T/N: *The lyrics to ‘Go Go’.)

— #9

💜: It was a cold day… And I

🐰 [video]: It was a cold day. And I… bought a hot pack. It felt good.

— #10

💜: Favourite Pokemon? It’s Togepi for me

🐰 [video]: My favourite Pokemon… was Pikachu. That guy did not want to evolve, right until the end.

— #11

💜: Who do you use the most on LoL*?

🐰 [video]: I don’t usually play a lot of LoL but I always picked Illaoi. And then I trolled.

(T/N: *League of Legends.)

— #12

💜: Can you speak Portuguese?

🐰 [video]: You asked me if I could speak Portuguese so I just opened up the translator app but the pronunciation is too hard. I’m truly sorry

— #13

💜: I’m going to the gym today to work out 🏋️

🐰 [video]: “I’m going to the gym today to work out.” This is the real stuff. I’m jealous.

— #14

💜: These days if you’re sad or going through a hard time people say 'sobsob crying noises'😭😭

🐰 [video]: (Reads the question) This moment, where I’m unable to see you… Sobsob crying noises

— #15

💜: Read? Eat? And you didn’t forget about having some drinks right? Also watching a movie..

🐰 [video]: Read books, eat, drink alcohol and also watch a movie… But you’re wrong. I don’t read books.

— #16

💜: Read a little

[Video Answer]🐰: I just said this I don’t read books. But I’ll try to read books. Microphone check*

(T/N: *'Check’ sounds like the Korean word for 'book’.)

— #17

💜: Tell us a joke

🐰 [video]: What we call 'a joke’… Where does it start and end for it to be called a joke? I’ll tell you a joke. That’s–

— #18

💜: Going to worrkkkkkkakakakaaaaaoooookikinyugookakiko

🐰 [video]: (Reads out question.)

— #19

💜: Do you like pasta?

🐰 [video]: One Vongole pasta!*

(T/N: *Reference to a famous line from the Korean drama 'Pasta’ from 2010.)

— #20

[ENG]

💜: i can't understand : (but please eat healthy. We love u!! 💜💜

🐰 [video]: Okay, thank you … don’t worry … OKAY!

— #21

[ENG]

💜: Party party eaaay

🐰 [video]: *adds music for dramatic effect* party... party...... yea......

— #22

🐰 [video]: I should stop. Sorry, but I love you.

— #23

🐰 [video]: If you thought I would stop now… then you’re hugely mistaken.

— #24

🐰 [video]: I��m joking. I felt like I didn’t say bye properly so goodbye, everyone~ Let’s meet again next time. See you next time. Bye bye!

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

BTS // Social Media // Instagram // jungkook.97 // stories // 220330 // 2022

date: 2022-03-30

Cr. jungkook.97 // Source: "trust me bro" - Jungkook has deleted his account on Instagram (Archive Cr. btsbaragi_jk) // Translation Cr. bts-trans

[cloroxcasserole]

Gangle kills Jax but it’s poetic and shit. Also he gets revived 😿

also it’s not that obvious who this is about but erm whatever

It’s confusing, really. So let me ask you

Do you hate me? it seems like you don’t

you give me the pleasure of seeing you.. cowering in fear? So unlike you! I’m flattered indeed, flattered you’d flatten your long purple ears for me

Cowering, like you don’t do worse on the daily.

I don’t think you hate me. I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt

You don’t try to stop your not-blood as it trickles down my hand. ………………You don’t push it away. This might be because you’re weak.. this might be because it isn’t your body. This isn’t your mind. I see that you’ve lost it long ago, not caring for a single thing. Not even the thing that carries you to show it.

Typical you..

Maybe when I’m done with you.. I’ll hang your head on my wall.. maybe in the hall? To really show the others how I feel about you.

I ponder, as I pull on your guts

Have I found why you don’t care as I unravel you? Is it all because your body shows what you really are? ………..…A scared animal.. biting at whatever goes near. Pushing themselves further away from it until it’s backed them into a corner and they’ve nowhere to go. Do you like it..?

I decide to test my theory, wrapping my ribbons around a knife beside me. Raising it above my head, plunging it into a shoulder that supports yours. Really? All I get is a.. a squeak?! Have I really worn you out that much? …

you can’t die yet. ……I’ve still got so much to punish you for, And you’ve still got so much to love me for!

I call for our the floating affront to the real god, reminding me that that one abandoned us, hoping he’s smart and quick enough to fix you… who will thank me so much when this is all over. For giving you a second chance

He shows himself to me, scolding as he inspects your broken and ugly form, Figuring out how to fix it. It that doesn’t deserve to be fixed, yet I let it happen

Because I’m secretly regretting, both things I can. Doing this, and not following through..

[lifenconcepts]

Here's that List of Names I talked about.

Please tell me If you can't read something, also Ignore the shitty Sebastian ((Yes, me and the Roblox Fish Guy share a Name)) Sketch In the Corner.

I LOVE YOUR HANDWRITING AND I LOVE THE FISH GUY AND I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE THIS ACTIVITY! Hope this helps :3 I tried to define it as best I could but I just translate the names into “yeah that totally fits the character” and not actually expressing it in words 😿 (also this litterally is just my assumptions from the names and it would be scewed if you said what sort of character you were going for so I guess this is as genuine as it gets, feel free to go off this if you need to).

Austin - reminds me of some teen who keeps to themselves and yet has a never ending hand in some very obscure topic, like, you’d never come across an Austin but randomly in some odd town you’ll come across one and they have an official job in something like UFO engineering or frog marriage or science of fire or something.

Aaron - Reminds me of Orion :3 (in the nicest way possible, it’s my favourite constellation), but also seems to belong to a very specific sort of character, possibly to a competitive guy who peaked in high school. At first thought it said Auron lol!

Andrew - I expect this to belong to someone who is either soft spoken or loves debates, doesn’t seem to anger easily but can stand up for themselves, possibly even having a niche interest without an audience (like what I wrote for Austin) but in a more creative sphere, like making mosaics or origami or maybe art from trash. (Also funny how a single word can change something, like trash art vs art trash vs art of trash vs art from trash)

Arie (I think I read it right) - Seems very sweet, almost like a cosmic child, and has a very calm atmosphere to it :) would be fitting for someone who has a connection to something mystical or fantastical!

Cade - gives me cyberpunk/steampunk vibes for some reason and I’m not entirely sure why.

Caiden - bwuhhh.. reminds me of big guy. Gentle giant. Would bite the ankles of.

Casey - Mixed feelings about this and i can’t exactly tell you why. Seems like it’d belong to one of those “popular girls” at school who’d act all nice and then talk rudely about you behind your back.

Clyde - Cloud. Muahahhaha! No but a very nice name, I’d even assume them to be well-mannered and formal sometimes while also having something usually not thought about as a hobby but somewhat respectable, like training birds of preys like hawks and facons or fixing up motorcycles or hosting a game show. Very nice in my opinion.

Prince - oh hey that’s me! XD but has plenty of different connotations depending on who you ask. For me, seems to be very similar to the stuff i put for Andrew. A somewhat soft person yet one who isn’t afraid to defend what is right or weaker. Would expect them to have a certain theme driving them forward but what it is varies from individual to individual. Possibly a bearer of some unfathomable trauma but I guess that’s up to how merciful you are to them.

Quin - Nonbinary real estate 🔥. But reminds me of a very young yet mature person who probably expressed themselves through unappealing to the public eye but is actually a sweetheart at heart.

Quincey - Makes me think of a ferret for some reason. A ferret personified. Just like a fucked up cat running on human somewhere. Charming yet orange cat coded. Bro runs around the room like a trapped horse.

Reed - Gives me such big detective-like feelings, I would trust them with my court case and yet hold almost no hope in them making my name innocent. Rather, they’re so damn hilarious in how desperately they try to announce someone not guilty that they accidentally do the opposite, and that’s entertaining enough to go to jail for. “Your honour!!! My client is INNOCENT because Even though they did some bad things and own a gun tHEY WOULD NEVER harm anyone! They own a very cute German Shepherd and spend lots of time with it bevause they love it and- th.. the suspect died from a dog bite? … ah- well I meant to say- ..”

Rhett - Bro sounds like an airplane company. No but very interesting although it bares the kind of vibe as some sort of folklore creature youd only hear about in stories then come across in a swamp like “what the fuck.. - it’s real?!”. Quite nice.

Fran - isn’t there an old lady snack that’s named something of the sort? Similar to flapjack? But basically is awesome and gives me that badass grandma vibe of seeing an elder in a sports car and thinking “you go, gram-gram!”

felix - the god tier of all names. Litterally fits everyone and anyone without even trying yeahg!!

Francis - was my grandma’s cat name :,) .. he was an absolutely sweetheart and a very nice gentleman.

innocent - quite ironic if the character is fucked up. But has a good ring to it, although seems a bit too “out there”, you know?

Lance - God tier name. Makes me think of a protagonist of some bad ass action movie, would follow the story of, probably disappears from home for weeks or months before looking at a picture of his family sadly like “ah.. I’ve never seen my child grow, I’m practically a stranger to her..”

Lawrence - Probably a hard worker and yet at the same time slacks off, somehow managed to get a promotion but every time you see them they’re doing jack-shit, probably has a good understanding of marketing just because he spends so much on his phone. But seems like the guy to carry around a cute little dog in a handbag.

Layne - aaarrggghhhhh amazing it reminds me of a road in the middle of the night and as if they’re that shadow that moves beside the car/bus that I can’t seem to lay my eyes upon and yet know they’re there. Probably into space exploration or Atleast the museums.

Lewis - the name’s tainted by a loser from my school in the past. But it’s a nice name. Reminds me of a toad stuck in a pool to be fair.

Lowis - petah, the horse is here. Lovely name.

May - Very sweet, probably super kind and constantly makes others gifts or cakes, likes has a garden they tend to often, probably owns a cat, likes to sit in the garden and look at the sun’s warmth.

Maxie - A dragon lover, has a dog, likes mist and fog, probably dances in the rain, probably wants a cat, loves king car rides, had cool headphones, would wag their tail if they had one.

Mc Kinley - Is bro from a child’s story? This is a compliment. Makes it seem like he’s about to lead someone into a barn before revealing some horrible secret and is like a father figure to some guests.

Jody - Probably likes some sort of sport like basketball or volleyball, sweetly competitive, unassuming but probably quite smart.

Sage - Gives a very flowery/herb loving feeling and that they’d live in a Cottage, like a vintage nature loving presence, maybe even a ghost.

Serton - Very much giving Butler vibes, like he’s about to greet me at a mansion and welcome me warmly before offering me homemade bakeries despite having a rough looking exterior.

Silas - this fits you! Has a very few sea underwater creature feeling to it, makes me think the character has some underlying secret to them that could make or break the entire world or something.

Sincere - Would fit a personal in the business field, I’d say. Soren - Eye of Sauron frfr (the sun except it’s burning harshly)

Starling - BIRD AND SPIES YAYAYAYYYY ahem I mean it’s a very professional sounding name which also has soft connotations which I adore.

Sylvian - like a silver goddess beckoning the swans to bask in the moonlight beside a bridge in France, purring sweet lullabies of tea and peace into the air.

Taylor - I really like this name, it’s quite calm but also reminds me of America specifically those massive stores which sell cotton.

Terrance - has a good ring to it, but reminds me of a reclusive individual, one that may find comfort within themselves and take on something akin to a security job before they get dragged into something they could have never expected.

Trace - Bro likes tattoos and disapear ring without a trace (not meant as a play on words but just so happened to be). Probably have beat up shoes and hand-dyed jacket with patches they made.

Tristan - Bro probably goes to rooftops to get a break from life but then finds a friend there who’s doing the same and slowly but surely get a connection and create a platonic bond for life.

Tuna (?) - fish go 🍣 :))

Vincent - Very professional version of this and my personal favoruite. Not a neccesity but could assume for a fictional character that they have some deformity or maybe a golden tooth here or there and maybe some implant in their spine or something, maybe a missing finger. Probably tall and holds alot of experience in life but is haunted by certain decisions they made.

Vin - Short, to the point. Probably has a short complex and tries to make up for that with big,loud cars and being loud & obnoxious, like those untrained shitheads of chihuahuas. Has at some point broken a bone. Probably has a lot of metalic decorations in their home.

Vince - probably is a butcher or atleast own a carnivore. Have tried yoga at some point wether it be teaching or learning. Likes colouring but looks like an individual whose main source of excersize is chasing people off their property with a gun.

walter - has a verrryyy specific style to them that you only find in the duty free zone of airports, like you look at them just chilling - probably on their laptop or watching their gate and think “yeah, that’s a Walter”. They also probably have live television at home and happily watch the ads and just whatever show is currently on, while trying to defend “7 princess vs a million toads” is a great show to watch and deserves the 80 episodes each 1 hour long it has.

winston - Similar to the below :3

Winto - likely lives in some Scandinavian or Canadian city and has a knack for knowing random bits and pieces of street smarts/life. Probably has no clue how to deal with a glitching TV but definetely has gotten out a possum from their car engine or put anti-skid tires on their bicycle. Probably has lots of small lights around their home (like little ones outside, some lamps on pedestals inside, maybe a lava lamp here and there, maybe a soft-lit chandelier in their living room or bedroom, probably also barely opens their curtains but is very welcoming of people).

zac - Probably had a “I’m a gangster” phase before they realised that it was just a cover to not look soft when they infact like some characteristically “feminine/weak” activity such as knitting. Prolly likes to go for joyrides every other day and goes for walks without informing others.

Zachary - Bro probably wears specially tailored clothes for themselves. Also likely owns or owned a bird. Probably secretly keeps flowers on their table or in their garden as it makes them feel loved. Mommy issues? Likes snacking.

Zehe - probably traumatised, that’s all I got to say.

my suggestion is to try come up with a “Mr. -so and so-“ name, it has so many potential!! Like “Mr. Basil” for example, or “Mr. Trison.” Or “Mr, Wrapper” or or or “Mr. Sheep” or “Mr, Ear.”

[cheesynachosworld]

GUYS!!! I WANT TO SPEAK ABOUT SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT TO ME RN!!!

I recently watched the movie Close (WHICH I REALLY RECOMMEND TO YOU GUYS)

and ofc it reminded me of byler A LOT🤧🩷

⚠️‼️LOTS OF TEXT‼️⚠️

It’s about two teenage boys; Léo and Rémi who are best friends since always! they are inseparable, spend all their time together, having sleepovers, eating together, playing together, everything!!!

⭐️🩷 they support each other on their hobbies, they have meaningful conversations; like they talk to each other with so much love and it’s just pure, beautiful friendship, the way they look at each other and how happy they are, says everything!!!!💞💐:,D they share such a strong bond and live happy without any prejudices!!! UNTIL….. they go back to school (after summer break) to start a new school year, and it’s there where their way of expressing themselves freely, and their love it’s seemed as “weird” or “wrong” by the other kids at the school and that their friendship didn’t look as it “should”😿😿… which causes Léo to push Rémi away, because he doesn’t want to be interrogated about why they’re always together, Rémi is so confused because he’s trying to act like they have always been, but it’s obvios Léo’s fear of being judged by who he is, is causing him to reject Rémi and acting strange, he doesn’t want to have that intimacy with him anymore, he deprived himself of the love he wanted to give….😿🤧🤧

Rémi feels so, so sad because of Léo distancing himself from him🤧🩷😿

The beautiful thing about this movie is that the character’s sexualities doesn’t really matter, because the real meaning of the movie is that we don’t need to know!!! (like the director said in multiple interviews🤠)

because Close it’s about how society treats boys that doesn’t fit in the “toxic masculinity stereotype”, when they see boys that are more “feminine” and want to express themselves the way they are and want to express love and affection in a cute way, they immediately judge and bully and mock them🤕🤕😿 the worst part is that they don’t know what consequences this could have :,(❤️‍🩹 specially to young boys!!!

(I have seen many people saying that the movie isn’t queer coded, but I think it is because of this)

MUBI is the official streaming platform where you can legally watch close, and they categorize it as LGBTQ+

all of these where literally said by the director and his younger brother who are both gay :D

The director was asked “are you worried that homophobic parties are gaining prominence in Europe?” and he said that (the interview was about another of his films named “Girl”)😺

I think their relationship have lots of similarities to Will and Mike’s💞💞💞🎆🎆🎆💐💐 I see Will in Rémi and Mike in Léo!!!! :D

IF YOU WANT TO WATCH IT I WARN YOU!!!! IS SUPER SAD :,((🤧🤧😿😿

[oikasugayama]

Okay, you can have Ango if I can have Oda!! (I can’t believe I forgot abt my favorite dilf but he’s lowkey the only member of the ODA trio bc sometimes I love Dazai but others time I lowkey hate him) 😿 I do certainly think that the hunting dogs are misunderstood ig, but I just haven’t seen enough to do with them. But I do definitely think that in the future I’ll probably like Jouno more. 🫶🫶

ALSO THE TACHI THING IS SO REALLL. LIKE ITS THE EARRINGS FOR ME 🤭 LIKE I JS KNOW HES ROUGH. OMG SO IDK IF YOU’LL GET WHAT I MEAN BUT YOU LIKE LEVI SO PROBABLY!! HEAR ME OUT WHEN I SAY THAT TACHI HAS THE SAME VIBE AS CONNIE FROM AOT!! 🤭🤭 ALSO JEAN TOO!

and abt Aku…that’s not even the worst part…1. Literally I love his style sm like I js know he’d have an amazing fashion sense!! Like just imagine you and him hanging out and him letting you do his eyeliner and makeup or like giving him trad goth makeup 😭🫶 and 2…my top 3 kinnies are Ranpo, Nikolai, and Akutagawa…😭😭He’s so mecore and it’s actual crazy 😭😭like I relate to him on such a spiritual level. Idk why I can’t like enjoy content of him tho bc in theory he’s so my type, but I js can’t 😭😭

Ooh and speaking of children, I have officially adopted Q, every kid from the ADA(not including Naomi if she’s still a minor bc her age isn’t confirmed🤨), Aya, Elise (kidnapping her from Mori), and Sigma 🫶🫶🫶 I will be picking favorites and those favorites will be Q, Kenji, Kyouka 🫶

-🪐

You can have Oda, respectfully he's not my type ✋

Ok for Tachihara I had to think about the Connie connection for a bit but I totally see it, especially when it comes to getting justice for their family. The vibe with no content tho? Absolutely matches Jean lmfao hottie alert 🥵

LMAO it's your right to pick favorites, fuck it 💀 I have no idea about Naomi...........they're obviously going for the brother/sister dynamic so I think she's a high schooler even tho her uniform is giving middle school....... But I will die on the hill that they're actually partners and she has a weird kink, which is a story by the real author who they're based on.

[hannahwatcheshorror]

THE INVITATION (2015)

😿Coyote Dies

Bad title sequence. Honestly just a bad intro. Not sure at all how it will play into the movie other than “hey everyone, some messed up stuff is gonna happen!” What is going on? Really interesting character building, these beautifully awkward conversations about hard topics that felt so real. Beginning was far too slow to finally get into things. Movie could have been shorter but it was pretty damn good. Would have rated 4 stars if not for the unnecessary length. 

⭐⭐⭐.5

Dog (coyote) dies right the fuck away (are you kidding me? “Game changer films” yeah, okay). They are in Mexico. Eden is a psycho. Couple is part of a weird cult that definitely isn’t a cult. They all play never-have-I-ever but it's called “I want” and it is weird. “Why is everyone acting so fucking polite?” “Moving forward is not a betrayal.” “I love you, Khera, but I don't think you can help me.” Looks like African art on the walls when these people have such a hard on for Mexico? Okay, I see you. “They are just people” Yeah, people who die quick, but, hey, that’s life, or death. So, yeah, the red lanterns are all the cult people who are killing. It’s all just selfish honestly.

[fairybinie]

COPYCCINO — 47: jun for june

synopsis: soobin has been talking to who he thought was his unrequited crush on messages, only to find out through a visit to their coffee shop that it was in fact not them. not only does he meet the real y/n, he runs into their friend yeonjun, an ex friend of his who he has some unresolved issues with. as soobin and the real y/n are getting to know each other, yeonjun and soobin are working through their misunderstandings, as well as trying to figure out who the catfish was.

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a/n: written (5.8k). profanity, bullying, angst. sorry for the wait y’all i hope this is worth it 😿 this is a chapter dedicated to background! i hope the years don’t make it confusing 😭😭

... 

six years ago. 

“i don’t know what i did wrong yeonjun,” soobin cries out in the empty stall, his best friend accompanying him on the other side. yeonjun’s head rests on the stall door, sympathizing with every word soobin says. 

“you didn’t do anything wrong bud,” yeonjun can only respond with some heartache in his voice. “they’re just jerks,” he mumbles with a soft kick. 

lunch had been a nightmare. soobin was sitting alone in the cafeteria, waiting for his best friend to leave his 5th period. he always had some time to himself since their lunch periods didn’t exactly line up with each other’s, but they still managed to beat the time each time. soobin always dreaded being alone, especially since he’s friends with no one else besides yeonjun. the one he’s known since they were in diapers. 

frankly, he couldn't ask for anyone else. yeonjun was always cooler than him, sometimes he even questioned why they were still friends, aside from their mothers. soobin wasn’t popular. he was always considered to be ‘the loner kid’, or his personal favorite, ‘yeonjun’s sidekick’. he worried that yeonjun had seen him in that same light, but he never did. yeonjun never cared what others thought, at the end of the day, soobin was his best friend. he knows him the best, not what others think they know. 

yeonjun rushed to grab his favorite food, only to come back to what seemed to be an entourage around soobin. he was momentarily confused, being that nobody ever wanted to be in soobin’s space. the kid likes anime, all of a sudden nobody wants to acknowledge his existence. yeonjun gets closer around the crowd, finally seeing what all the fuss was about. another kid in their grade, with his fists wrapped around soobin’s collar, soobin being pushed up against the wall. 

“i know you kissed her, you freak!” the boy yells out each word into soobin’s face. every time soobin attempted to speak, it only came out as a whisper, which angered the boy and drove him to push him further into the wall. 

“i don’t know what she sees in you,” he sneers, looking soobin up and down. it’s funny, if he hadn’t had his fists in soobin’s business, soobin was actually taller than the kid. he was taller than everyone in their grade. 

yeonjun has had enough, bringing the two apart while attempting to brush soobin’s shoulder to ask if he’s alright. he faces the bully, who only appears to be amused, as if he’s done nothing wrong. yeonjun knows he’s not innocent.

“what’s your problem?” yeonjun’s tired. this isn’t the first time soobin’s been picked on, but he still has some force in his voice.  

the boy raises his hands in surrender and backs away with a groove. “oh i have no problem! tell your pussy of a friend here to stay away from my girl and then we’re good.” 

there are snickers heard between the crowd, some whispering to each other in gossip. yeonjun looks back at his friend, who only wants to be anywhere but here. soobin becomes small in his position, not wanting to be seen by anyone. 

“dude can’t even defend himself jun,” the boy scoffs, the crowd reacting with an ‘ooo.’ 

“don’t call me that,” it’s at this moment yeonjun considers beating this guy to death, but he’s already served detention for doing that before. his mother told him to be the bigger person, and maybe he should. 

“c’mon soobin,” he lowers his voice so only he could hear, gesturing with his head in another direction. “let’s get outta here.” 

“hey soobin!” 

soobin follows yeonjun and hears his name being called right behind him, to which he turns around. big mistake. 

right as he turns around his face is met with a splash of chocolate milk being thrown his way, each drop landing inside his eyes, down to his clothes. the crowd bursts into a collective laugh, some people even taking out their phones to take pictures. yeonjun turns around to see what all the fuss is about, eyes widening at the scene. he brings soobin to his side, rushing him out of there, after raising a middle finger up at the kid. it’s right after they left that staff arrived at the scene. 

now, here they were, in an empty bathroom with soobin locking him inside a hall. apparently, that kid thought soobin was trying to steal his girlfriend, after she received a love note during class. a note that wasn’t even meant for her, it was meant for the girl in front of her. of course, being that this is soobin, the classmates thought it’d be funny to give it to the most popular girl in school instead, which has led to this. 

“come out soobin,” yeonjun asks with care. “let’s get you cleaned up.” 

he hears a sniffle before he hears footsteps reach for the handle, so he backs away to be faced with red stained eyes and drenched clothes. soobin heads towards the sink, his arms spread out in a firm stance. yeonjun grabs some paper towels and begins to add some warm water to clean soobin’s face.

“your clothes might take a while to dry, but i think i have some extra clothes in my locker.”  

soobin disregards what yeonjun has said and only speaks what he’s thinking. 

“i don’t think you should be friends with me anymore yeonjun.” 

yeonjun stops what he’s doing and a frown appears on his face. “why?” 

soobin rolls his eyes to the back of his head to refrain any tears that may fall out and speaks in a low manner. “i’m a loser! everyone associates me with you and it’s only ruining your reputation.” 

“…you’ve defended me our whole lives, all because i’m a wimp who can’t do it myself.” 

“…our first year of high school is not too long away,” soobin sighs, not wanting to say his next sentence. “you still have time. let go of me now, and you’ll be fine.” 

yeonjun doesn’t know where this is coming from, but he can only assume. soobin’s been picked on his whole life, he’s probably had enough too. yeonjun feels bad, wishing none of this would happen. soobin is a good person. he’s sweet, genuine, and the most selfless person he’s ever met. he doesn’t deserve this. 

what he does deserve, is a good friend. 

“i’m not gonna stop being friends with you,” he persists, only to a bewildered soobin, who has had a long day. 

“you’re not a loser, and i’m not gonna cut you from my life just because other people think that’s what you are.” 

“it’s you and me against the world soobin,” yeonjun lays a hand on soobin’s shoulder, looking him straight into his eyes. “nothing’s going to get in the way of that. not those jerks, or anyone else.” 

soobin shifts his gaze down at the sink, embarrassed of his next question. “what if you think i took your girl too?” 

yeonjun can’t help but spit out a laugh, which brings soobin to smile slightly. 

“i doubt i would ever think that bud,” yeonjun promises with a click of his tongue. “even if we do have girl troubles, we’ll listen to each other, okay?” 

yeonjun brings his pinky in the air as soobin makes eye contact, gushingly bringing his out too. the two lock their pinkies together, their thumbs closing the promise as well. soobin feels better, the dimples reappearing on his face which brings yeonjun to a smile. 

“stay here, i’ll go get my clothes.” 

...

five years ago. 

things were certainly not the same anymore. 

freshmen year in high school, and all of a sudden, everyone had different viewpoints. soobin was no longer seen as some freak who liked school, he was seen as a hardworking student who was nice to everyone. he managed to make his own friends, some who really cared about him. all the bullying was put to a holt, and he couldn’t be happier. 

yeonjun was still popular. a bright personality that grew on everyone rather quickly, not to mention he’s grown to be more attractive. he had no problem making friends, however, he soon knew what it was like to live in someone else’s shadow. because everyone had a liking to soobin, he was mostly seen as just soobin’s friend. even back at home, his parents compared his skills to soobin’s and wished yeonjun could do certain things the way soobin did. yeonjun was indeed proud of soobin to be where he was at now, after years of torture, but he wished that could apply to him too. 

“oh my gosh i’m so sorry!” yeonjun feels someone bump into him, knocking down the flyer papers he had received for soobin’s upcoming play. 

yeonjun makes eye contact with the girl right in front of him, and it’s like it was love at first sight. she seemed to be new, never have seen her face at school before. he smiles softly to himself before stuttering out a few apologies, despite not doing anything. 

the girl brushes some hair out of her face and grabs for the papers on the floor, giving them back to yeonjun. “sorry, i’m new here. still making my way around the school.” 

yeonjun feels himself go still in his place, just nodding and smiling at her words. 

“i’m min,” she reaches out her hand with a friendly grin on her face, yeonjun bringing his free hand to greet with hers. 

“yeonjun,” he introduces simply. the girl agapes her mouth open slightly, swearing that she’s heard that name before. she looks over at the papers in yeonjun’s hands, seeing if that could be a potential clue. 

“yeonjun, as in,” she stretches her words out, leaving yeonjun to grow worried. usually when people say this they end their sentences with ‘soobin’s friend’ or ‘the one who’s next to the tall guy’ or anything involving his friend. she’s new here, he hopes that isn’t her first impression. he wants to be his own person. 

“the one who brought back meat lovers monday?” she questions out loud, bringing a surprise to yeonjun’s face. an accomplishment yeonjun was able to do last week, protesting that the cafeteria should bring it back. he’s caught off guard, but is nonetheless appreciative. 

“yeah,” he chuckles while rubbing the back of his head. “that’s me.” 

“i heard about it earlier today,” min adds with a bob of her head. yeonjun feels warm that people can refer to him without mentioning soobin. 

“you should show me around sometime,” the girl offers with a wink, before she smiles as she walks away to her next class. yeonjun is left alone, with an absolute ridiculous grin on his face. 

“i will,” he says to no one, with a wave in the air. 

...

a week later. 

“where’d that boy go,” min mutters to herself as she makes her way around the house that she’s never seen, bumping into bodies of people. she never liked parties, but it’s something yeonjun wanted to go to so she agreed. only now, she’s somehow lost her way and has been searching in the crowd for ten minutes. 

next thing she knew, she was crashing into a firm body near the kitchen, mentally cursing inside her head for being so clumsy. she doesn’t make eye contact with the person just yet but already begins to apologize profusely. 

“i’m sorry, i’m trying to look for someone,” she says bashfully as she gazes up. way up. this man was too tall. 

she shouldn’t have looked at this guy. a lean figure, the perfect amount of messy hair resting perfectly on his head. casually dressed but it still looks presentable. his doe eyes look back at her, worrying that he may have hurt her somehow. nicely shaped lips that purse together every second. 

she can’t be thinking this. she has a boyfriend. 

“no worries, i’m looking for someone too,” he replies with a slight chuckle as he leans against the kitchen counter. min can’t help but follow his lead, almost entranced by his every move. 

“i was kinda forced to be here,” he confides with a smile. “otherwise, i don’t really enjoy parties.” 

min already feels relaxed with his presence, unlike how she was feeling earlier. “me too actually. i was supposed to meet my boyfriend but i have no idea where he is.” 

soobin nods understandingly as he looks around the crowd of people. he doesn’t normally talk to girls, so he’s unsure of what to say. he should be nice, right? 

“a pretty girl like you shouldn’t be alone,” soobin feels shocked with himself, wondering where he got all the courage from all of a sudden. min widens her eyes at the compliment, feeling herself grow flustered in every part of her body. she tucks a strand of hair behind her ear and shyly thanks him. 

soobin doesn’t like this girl. frankly, he’s not interested in dating right now. he doesn’t want to give any false hope, so he attempts to save his previous statement by adding something else. 

“i hope your boyfriend finds you,” he wishes quickly. “i’m sure he’s looking for you.” 

before min could say anything else, a voice interrupts this moment which brings the two of them to refocus their attention. yeonjun, seemingly to have appeared out of nowhere. min feels like a deer caught in headlights, even though the pair weren’t technically doing anything wrong. soobin is relieved to see yeonjun’s presence again, inaudibly sighing a breath of fresh air. 

yeonjun looks at the two and shows a wide grin, clapping his two hands together at once before gesturing to each of them. 

“ah! i see you two have already met,” yeonjun smiles from ear to ear. 

“soobin, this is my girlfriend min, and min this is my best friend soobin.” 

soobin can’t help but to laugh out loud, shying his face away with his sleeve. yeonjun is curious, but he knows his friend can be awkward with these things. soobin’s a bit embarrassed, considering he accidentally flirted with her and probably looks like a huge idiot. he’ll get over it though. 

“yeah, nice to meet you,” soobin says a little flushed, collecting himself from the laughter as he does a little bow, raising his hand in the air as a greeting. 

min looks at yeonjun, who whose smile hasn’t left his face. he looks expectant, glad that his two favorite people have met each other. she looks over at soobin, whose legs are shaking up and down exasperatedly, a habit of his. he looks around the crowd in front of him, his mouth resting in the corner as his dimple appears like a home on his face. it’s like she’s trying to figure him out. she likes what she sees, and smiles. 

“nice to meet you too.” 

...

a year later. 

“you’re what?”

“i’m breaking up with you yeonjun.”

yeonjun looks desperately at his girlfriend, trying to figure out where it went wrong. it’s been a year, he thought things were going great. now here they were, after school, where things seem to not have been like he thought. 

“did i do something wrong?” is all the boy can ask, like he wants to fix this. 

min sighs, feeling bad for him, but there’s nothing she can do. her heart belongs to someone else now. “no, it’s just- it’s been a year and i don’t want to lead you on when i know i don’t feel the same for you anymore.” that doesn’t help whatsoever, if anything, yeonjun appears to be even more confused. she adds one thing under her breath. 

“and i like someone else now.” 

yeonjun raises his head at this, furrowing his eyebrows together as he’s slightly enraged. “who?” 

min considers telling yeonjun, her breath hitches behind her throat as she contemplates. she wanted to make this painless, there’s no need for details. 

“doesn’t matter,” she shrugs off in a rushed voice. “but i’m sure he likes me too.” 

yeonjun shakes his head in disbelief as he takes all of this in. lately he’s felt like he’s had nothing for himself, isn’t seen as his own person. he just wanted someone to view him the way he wished and that’s come to an end. 

the boy remains speechless, not knowing how to act. he’s never been through a breakup before, what should he say? surely he should fight for it, but where does he even start? 

or maybe he just lets it go. 

“i’m sorry jun,” min can only say, barely sounding genuine. 

something shifts inside yeonjun, almost like a loose screw. come to think of it, min has barely given their relationship any effort lately. he knows his worth, he shouldn’t dwell on this too much. 

but this was his first love. 

“don’t call me that,” he mutters under his voice, not making any eye contact with the girl in front of him. min scoffs to herself, nearly offended that this is how he’s choosing to say goodbye. she gives the boy one last longing look, pitying him to see where he’ll go now. she was the only good thing in his life. she shrugs her shoulders, beginning to walk away in another direction, leaving yeonjun to be by himself. he stares at the ground in thought. 

she’s wrong. she wasn’t the only good thing in his life. soobin was too, he took first place. he wanted to talk to one person about this, and that’s him.

his best friend. 

...

later that day. 

soobin says waves his friends goodbye as he exists the theatre building after finishing rehearsals for the day. he was playing a psychologist role, finding it to be the most interesting part he’s had to play. he's always been interested in those things and hopes to find a career in that field in the future. 

“soobin.” 

the boy looks up and sees min is right in front of him, temporarily caught off guard. he doesn’t see min too much, yeonjun usually has only hung out with min and soobin separately. they’ve only seen each other if it’s some special event, or if the circumstances lined up. still, he’s friendly. 

“oh, hey min!” soobin looks over behind min, expecting to see yeonjun as well. “is yeonjun with you?” 

min ignores soobin’s question, impatient to get to what she’s been wanting to tell him for a while now. 

“can we talk?” she gestures towards the cement seats nearby, walking to sit on one of them. soobin follows reluctantly, still confused about what the matter of this is. 

the two are now sitting face to face and soobin attempts to read min by her demeanor. she looks anxious, but also somewhat relieved. like she’s nervous to say something, but also anticipates it. her eyes shake to each side, but a slight smirk is prevalent on her lips. did something happen between her and yeonjun? did they fight and she wanted to go to him for advice? he was been taking this psychology role seriously. 

little did he know it was close enough. 

“i like you.” 

on instinct, soobin widens his eyes, not being able to hide the cough in his throat. he takes a moment to look around, now really wondering if this is some kind of joke and there was some entourage filming. 

it’s just them. 

“you what?” he squeaks out, hoping he misheard. 

“i like you soobin,” min repeats with some confidence in her voice. her face shines brightly as she looks at him with so much admiration. 

soobin shakes his head softly, eyebrows furrowing deeper by the second. “i’m confused here.” 

“i’ve liked you for a while now,” min continues, scooting closer to soobin as he watches her every move, unsure of what to do. “ever since i met you that night you’ve been on my mind, and it’s now that i have decided that i have feelings for you.” 

she grabs soobin’s hands, the shock getting in the way of him removing them from her hold. “you’re the one i want to be with.” 

soobin shakes his head sporadically as he stutters out words that don’t go together. he finally removes min’s hands from his, earning a frown from the girl.

“does yeonjun know about this?” he questions with genuine concern.  

the frown is soon replaced with the biggest grin he’s ever seen. “that too, i broke up with him so we could be together soobin!” 

soobin’s mouth can’t help but hang wide in astonishment as he thinks of a bunch of responses in his head. min doesn’t have a care in the world, assuming that this will end with soobin asking her out the way she imagined. 

“i-i really think you should talk to yeonjun about this min,” soobin attempts to be cautious, the grin now fading into a straight face. “i don’t know if i’ve done anything to you but i’m sorry if i’ve given you the wrong impression.” 

min furrows her eyebrows in confusion, her tone is obvious. “what could’ve been the wrong impression, silly?” 

“i don’t like you min,” soobin says in a clear tone. min has trouble believing this, a dumbfounded expression on her face. 

“of course you do,” she adds more seriously. “i know you do.” 

soobin gulps at the sudden shift in environment, trying to figure out how he could put this delicately. he doesn’t want to break this girl’s heart, but she needs to know the truth. 

“but i don’t,” he repeats once more. “i’ve been nice to you, yeah. that doesn’t mean i have feelings for you.” 

it’s at this point where min’s eyes begin to trickle with water and it’s her turn to come up with a properly structured sentence. soobin feels bad, he hates seeing people cry. it tugs at his heartstrings. 

“but you called me pretty.” 

and just like that, he knew. she was insane. that was something that was said over a year ago. she’s still dwelling onto that? soobin thinks about the other occurrences where they’ve hung out together, only being with yeonjun. he’s only been nice, staying in his lane, one, because he doesn’t like her in that way, but two, because she’s dating yeonjun. or was. 

“that was only meant as a compliment,” soobin defends, some frustration being shown. “i’m sorry you took it as anything else, but again, i don’t like you. i don’t think we should talk anymore considering you broke up with yeonjun too.” 

min wipes a tear away as she processes this rejection. this did not go the way she planned. now it was her turn to question if she should fight for this, or just leave it alone. should she resent soobin too? 

this wasn’t over, but she needed to pretend that it was. 

“can we at least hug goodbye?” 

the girl stands up from her seat and opens her arms with her small figure, appearing puppy like. soobin goes through a crisis in his head, but it’s the least that he can do. he did just reject her, he does feel bad. if this is what it takes to never see her again, then so be it. 

soobin gets up as well and completes the hug in his stiff manner while min tightens her arms around his. he counts the seconds down silently, wanting this to be over with. he hears min mutter something under her breath, but can’t make out the words. not like it matters anyway. 

min lets go of the hug, facing soobin one last time. she gives him a tight smile to which he can only return, and walks away. just like that. he watches her leave into the distance and the weight on his chest feels lighter. he sighs out loud as he thinks about what just happened, occurring to him that min and yeonjun broke up. he should be comforting his friend. 

soobin reaches for his bag on the ground and stands back up, seeing yeonjun stand right in front of him. 

“yeonjun!” soobin greets with some sympathy in his voice. “i heard what happened with you and-” 

“what the hell is wrong with you?” 

yeonjun’s demeanor is completely different from soobin’s. it’s tight, he has a hard scowl on his face, the anger in his eyes not going unnoticed. soobin, of course, is confused as to why. 

“what?” the boy questions timidly. 

“so you’re the boy she likes,” yeonjun responds with some vengeance. “and you like her too.” 

soobin can only assume he’s talking about min, but still wonders where this is coming from. 

“what are you-” 

“she breaks up with me so she can date you and now you’re all over her,” yeonjun accuses with no remorse. 

it occurs to soobin that yeonjun witnessed the entire thing. he mentally curses to himself as he knows that the scene looks suspicious, but he hopes that yeonjun at least heard what happened. 

“okay that’s not what happened.” 

yeonjun scoffs, not believing what the boy in front of him says. “what, were you guys hooking up behind my back too?” 

soobin widens his eyes as he immediately begins to disregard that. “no, we never-” 

“oh shut up soobin!” yeonjun yells into the air. “tell me what happened then, huh?” 

soobin gestures his hand to no one, attempting to recall the events that just happened. the fact that the words aren’t forming on his tongue doesn’t help whatsoever. he was never good at confrontation either, this wasn’t a good mix.

“i-she-she came up to me and-” 

“told you she liked you and you told her the same thing,” yeonjun interrupts harshly. soobin feels the tears swell into his eyes, frustrated with the fact that he can’t defend himself and how yeonjun doesn’t believe him. 

“no-” 

“god, you’ve never been a good liar,” yeonjun comments with a shake of his head, his hand being placed on his hip as he clicks his tongue. soobin remains quiet, thinking of how he should put all this. doesn’t make sense, considering this is a fairly simple situation. he doesn’t understand why he’s contemplating this much. 

to yeonjun, it only fuels his suspicion. 

“you can’t let me have anything, can you?” yeonjun questions out loud, the squint in his eyes showcasing his hurt. 

“what?” soobin manages to choke out, fully aware that yeonjun is actually upset with him. 

“this whole time everyone has associated me with you,” yeonjun begins to rant, each word getting more harsh. “soobin, future actor. soobin, nice to everyone. soobin, the tall handsome guy in our grade. yeonjun, his best friend.” 

“…i don't even have my own name anymore because you’ve taken over my life and how everyone perceives me.” yeonjun says with a crack in his voice. 

“…even my parents compare me to you and want me to be just like you. i have nothing to my name except being your friend. everything i have i share with you. i just wanted something that was mine, something you couldn’t have. and then i did. i found a girl, i had a girlfriend. you didn't. she liked just me not you.” 

yeonjun adds one last thing under his breath, but still stern enough for soobin to hear. “and you had to ruin that too.” 

this is the first time soobin has been aware of yeonjun’s feelings. he can’t deny that there has been a shift in their friendship recently, with each of them being interested in different things. they still managed to remain close, he hoped that yeonjun would disclose everything to him like he once used to. he feels sorry that yeonjun feels this way, but still has to prove his point that he didn’t see what he thought he did. 

“yeonjun,” soobin says with a sigh, trying to get through to the boy. “i swear i didn't-i swear nothing happened.” 

yeonjun stares back at soobin with some glassy eyes, the emotions finally taking over him. he remains still and his voice is lower as he figures soobin out.

“that didn’t look like nothing.”  

soobin feels hopeless as a silence between them ensues. he wishes he wasn’t so reserved so that he could argue back. after all, that’s why he even chose to take a drama class. to supposedly bring him out of his shell. it’s like all of his progress has been thrown out the window. 

“maybe you and i need to take a break,” yeonjun offers tiredly, like it was the last solution he could come up with. soobin appears concerned, wondering why that’s what he was resorting to. 

“…things haven’t been the same for a while now soobin,” yeonjun replies. “maybe we need some time apart. this was kinda the last straw for me.” 

soobin begins to shake his head in denial, wanting anything else to happen except this. all they needed to do was talk. but when you put one person who can’t defend himself with someone who won’t listen, where is that gonna go? 

“or maybe we shouldn’t be friends at all,” yeonjun steps closer to soobin with the most serious face he’s ever displayed. “because this is loser behavior.” he refers to a conversation he and soobin had long ago. soobin felt it, it stung. it’s brutal. all he can do is just remain in his place in despair. yeonjun scoffs at his lack of effort, sniffing away any tears that wanted to come down. he backs away from the boy as he slowly walks backwards before leaving soobin alone again. 

“see you around, i guess.” 

they never saw each other around for the next two years of high school. 

or for the rest of their lives. 

...

last year. 

yeonjun makes his way around campus as he tries to find his group for orientation. he’s just as lost as he has been for the last three years. he managed to graduate with good grades, but with barely any life. no girlfriend, no friends. no bestfriend. he doesn’t know where soobin is now, he doesn’t really care to know. college is his chance to start over and meet new people. 

now if he could just return to the right group, he could start doing that. 

yeonjun curses under his breath as he scrolls on his phone, comparing the pictures online with the real life scenery. comparing buildings to each other to see if he's any closer to his desired location. he was supposed to meet his group near the main hall to have a tour of the school. he's got five minutes to spare, he hopes that he’s getting closer at least. 

as soon as he locks his phone and stores it in his back pocket, he bumps directly into someone. the two back away slightly, ready to apologize for the contact. 

“god, i’m sorry,” the person says as they tuck their phone away as well. “you work in a coffee shop for a week and suddenly lose all sense of direction. i’m trying to find my group and i’m kinda losing my mind.” 

the two lock eyes and some kind of nostalgia hits yeonjun, like he’s been here before. the person appears to be friendly, almost an innocence to them. though with his experiences, he’s grown to be cautious of others. he shouldn’t trust anyone too soon. 

“it’s okay,” yeonjun chuckles politely. he’s a bit reserved and awkward. “i’m looking for my group too.” 

the person’s eyes widen in excitement, a burst of energy escaping from their body as they clap their two hands together and jump in place. “we might be headed the same place then! who’s your group leader?” 

“han,” yeonjun remembers. the person’s eyes light up in realization as they begin to squeal like it was christmas day. 

“i have han too!” they exclaim and it takes yeonjun a moment to comprehend what it means. “we’re in the same group then!” 

yeonjun nods in realization as he returns their energy more timidly. the person reaches out their hand and yeonjun is temporarily caught off guard, looking at it before he looks back at them. 

“i’m y/n by the way.” 

they hold their hand out as a friendly smile stays on their face, their eyes creasing as the bigger their smile gets. yeonjun can’t help but return the gesture, a small smile on his face as he introduces himself. 

“i’m yeonjun,” he replies cooly as the two shake hands, both of them blushing slightly with the contact. they let go and y/n begins to head the opposite way, earning a confused expression from yeonjun. 

“where are you going?” he calls out as y/n heads over back to him. 

“we’re meeting with them that way aren’t we?” y/n points behind them, yeonjun shaking his head with some amusement. 

“i think it’s this way,” he gestures to his side, bringing his phone back in his hand as he shows them the pictures. “the buildings match up.” 

y/n stares at the photos as they glance over at the building around the corner, bursting into laughter. they begin to walk that direction as yeonjun catches up to them. 

“you’re right, thanks jun!” 

yeonjun continues to walk more slowly this time, the nickname snapping him back to reality. all the memories in his head begin to play out. anyone who has ever called him that, or any nickname for that matter, have always had negative influences on him. he’s never allowed anyone to call him anything except for yeonjun. 

y/n notices the shift in pace as they match theirs with his. “you alright?” 

“jun.” is all the boy can say. it came out more like a statement than a question, as if he was trying to make sense of the name he hasn’t heard in a while. y/n has no idea. 

“yeah jun,” y/n replies nonchalantly, the smile still apparent. “your name reminds me of the month june, so jun for june.” 

“june is in summer, and based on your energy right now, i can tell you’re just as bright as the season. you're reserved right now, anyone could take you to be mean on first impression. kinda how like people hate summer at first thought. but once they get to know you, once people get to experience summer, it’s the best thing ever. that could be you and i!” 

y/n returns back to their normal pace before they realize that yeonjun has stopped in his place right behind them. they turn around and remain in their position, calling out to him in a teasing manner. 

“you coming or what?” 

yeonjun looks back at them, seeing them with so much fondness. it’s like they don’t have a care in the world, like they genuinely want to have fun. they show interest in him, something that he hasn’t received in a while. he smiles softly as he sniffs out some air, biting his lip to attempt to not make his smile any bigger, it’s barely a success. he jogs to y/n and calls out to them. 

“yeah, i’m coming.”

...

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