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turning your OCs into a marketable plushy can be something so special

#im love her#what is dark within me#there is a video out there of her being smacked against a wall with a very loud noise
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“I’ve always thought you look beautiful when covered in blood. It matches your hair,” Nicolas said. “Are you hitting on me now?” “Sure, if you’re open to it.” “The village is on fire, Nic.” “That’s never stopped us before.”
What is Dark Within Me by L.B. Black.
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alright. that's it. technology has gone too far
#figmin xr#ar#augmented reality#vr#virtual reality#video#alternate caption: My Blue Toilet#i just got this build and needed somewhere dark to test it#brain is reeling thinking of what to do with this#entirely virtual shadow puppet shows#a ceiling covered in gently glowing stars#bioluminescence#shadowboxes lit from within#glowing mushrooms#magical runes#holy shit#holy shiiiitt#this might be the thing to get me out of my art block#anyways uh. enjoy toilet video LMAO
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"i can see it in his eyes" 🥰
#trigun#trigun stampede#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#wolfwood#vash#my art#mine#deep in my trigun feels rn help#also sad commentary on my life and drawing speed that i'm actually amazed that this took me “only” 3ish weeks to finish#insert shrug emoji#anyways this line has been bouncing around in my head since i heard it#WHAT CAN U SEE IN HIS EYES VASH#HIS EYES THAT ARE COVERED BY DARK SUNGLASSES#honestly idk if this line or ww's “oh so you can smile like that” make me more head in hands#WHO SAYS THINGS LIKE THAT WITHIN LIKE HOURS OF MEETING SOMEONE#no matter which version they r soulmates fr...
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The minute I saw the panels from 122, the parallels between Atsushi and Beast!Atsushi immediately came to my mind and I thought it was very powerful. Canon Atsushi eventually learns to let go of the past enough to move on and not let himself be stuck it in anymore. He didn't cry or hesitate, he was ready to move past the headmaster without turning back. He also did not lash out in anger. Whereas in Beast, he went against Dazai's warning to not go back to the orphanage, but also could not let go of the past and trauma he suffered while there. It basically consumed him, and he did what he thought would put an end to his internal suffering, but all it did was make him more empty and fill him with grief because now he would never get closure or find peace within himself. He acted out of the belief that the headmaster's graduation gift was something that would harm or kill him, so he struck first. The headmaster was dead, and so was Dazai. He has no mentor to look up to in Beast to help him process what happened in the past.
#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd atsushi#bsd 122#bsd chapter 122#bsd beast#bsd spoilers#thoughts#i just. even before it got translated these scenes in the chapter really stuck out to me#like so many what could've beens for atsushi - and not for the better - had things gone differently#but by his visions becoming the headmaster it's a symbol of moving on and healing within for him#and all the suffering he endured to get that far but he kept going and didn't fall back into that dark place of comfort he knew growing up
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i think post-nigel alex would’ve loved pre-alex nigel


#they would’ve understood eachother#but honestly- post nigel alex would’ve loved any of the nigel’s#but i’m thinking mostly about nigel making friends with an alex who already understands what he wants from him and who also wants the same-#-things now#what an interesting dynamic. nigel who is still so innocent but alex who had already done all of those terrible things#nigel might’ve adored him so much more#or did most of his attachment to alex come from being able to corrupt him#idk. i think he took a shine to him because he recognized his own darkness within somebody else but that’s just me#like minds#nigel colbie#murderous intent#like minds 2006#alex forbes#alex forbes x nigel colbie#forbie#tom sturridge#eddie redmayne
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Clarissa Pinkola Estés, Women Who Run With the Wolves
#clarissa pinkola estes#women who run with the wolves#bookblr#quotes#feminism#dark academia#light academia#psychology#jungian psychology#wolves#women#womanhood#feminine energy#divine feminine#therian#as soon as i read this passage#i thought about the therian community#as someone with what could be called shamanistic experiences#the phenomenon of the non-human psychology dwelling within the human has always fascinated me#our western close-mindedness and materialism is such an illness of the soul#literature#litblr
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"all solas fans do is ignoring his flaws 🙄 like you always ignore the way he was going to destroy the world" is always an interesting take to just read out of nowhere when i'm listening to my Solas playlist ngl!!
#pausing the song 'Your World Will Fail' by Les Friction from my playlist to look at a take in disbelief#whats so hard to understand with how the flaws are the appeal#me who Literally Was Shaped As A Person By Songs By Within Temptation#and Has 45 songs of WT in my Solas playlist bc he fits so many of those#how about you listen to the Heart of Everything and calm down.#Jillian (I'd give my heart)? Hand of Sorrow? Pale? Forsaken? The Howling? The Purge? In Vain?#THE TRUTH BENEATH THE ROSE#i translated the latin sentence last time and the song fit already but the latin took me the fuck out#'And its a sign of the day given and also darkness'#'My responsibility is to act. it creates my demise.'#Sorry this is always just wild to have to pause mY PLAYLIST to read this type of take#bc like saying 'hey he still was influenced by his surroundings and the situations he was put in' is somehow being an apologist#like bestie this is just analysis. open the schools.#ichasalty#ichatalks about da#SORRYYYYYY IM BITTEEEEEEEERRRRR
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Am I the only one that doesn't get the "DMMD was SO weird/a fever dream/game of all time" sentiment?
#dmmd#it's not even the weirdest nitro chiral game bruh#idk if it's because I've never been ashamed of liking BL and dmmd was the first visual novel i ever heard of#like the only BLVNs i've played are from N+C Parade and Adelta (and paradise from pil/slash) and they're all at least a little bit dark#so i don't know what people expect from VNs#basic boring love stories in a school setting? i'm confused#genuinely the weirdest thing about dmmd to me is part of Aoba's consciousness becoming its own person and transferring to another body#and even that makes sense within the story#i've seen hollywood movies that are weirder than dmmd
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nothing more fun than taking an OC and sticking them in as many video games as you can


#she is cringe she is fail she is my most ultimate blorbo#the blorbo to end all blorbos#what is dark within me#for the animal crossing one sadly there are no religious paintings otherwise she would've posed next to that#she is functionally the eldest of seven and her next-oldest sibling is functionally 14 years younger than her#she is the cringe older sibling taken to the extreme#her hair is normally green i just translate it into different contexts depending on the Lore#which is why her hair is only green in animal crossing
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“I’ll find you again, I swear. I’ll crawl through any hell to get to you. He could make me forget a thousand lives, and I would still find you.”
What is Dark Within Me by L.B. Black.
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If I had a nickel for every time I had a blorbo from a D&D campaign who ended up having some sort of evil twin/persona type thing, I’d have 3 nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it keeps happening
#all within the span of about a year too#this is such a specific character type and yet they always seem to enthrall me#legends of avantris#critical role#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#torbek#edge of midnight#jericho sticks#the mighty nein#mollymauk tealeaf#luna try not to adore the fucked up men challenge#(difficulty level: impossible)#actually idk why im surprised#i deadass had a ‘dark YouTubers’ phase when I was 12-16#(look up Darkiplier or Antisepticeye if you have no idea what I’m talking about#and if you do know what I’m talking about…I’m sorry)#not counting those tho bc they’re not from a D&D campaign
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character i like wearing a somewhat odd (perhaps 80s inspired) fashionable outift: hi
me: see that's post-punk as fuck🫵🏻 goth-adjacent. straight up goth even. wow. here are goth musicians they remind me of. i've been knew
#IVE BEEN KNEW#beast akutagawa has a goth-adjacent new wave thing going on i dont CAREEEE#stripes tie colour scheme silhouette. HAIRCUT#if he teased his hair had eye makeup (and lipstick) it would be basically undeniable to me#also. knight akutagawa. genuinely goth. TRUST ME BRO#medieval goth /is/ a style that exists within the subculture#and dressing like a knight is peak 80s camp#that's actually one of the first things i thought when i saw this look in the anime#that silhouette is 80s as fuck#also also!!! his hair. a haircut like that already makes any outfit goth BUT#in the anime the back looks kinda teased. so#very goth#the coat he has on looks so 80s as well#also that fucking outfit he wore to the hangout with gin. wow. long black coat with a high collar. and dark sunglasses#if that's not goth idk what is#his og outfit is of course a quintessential romantic goth look#omg#this wasn't even meant to be all about akutagawa#but whatever. GOTH AKUTAGAWA
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studying anon i'm in no shape to reply but i swear you occupy a sizeable portion of my head like the raven perched upon a bust
#ungainly fowl you'll drive me mad by perceiving me so deeply#i am holding a torch within the dark of my inbox and crying out show yourself#hymnhums#studying anon#hymn gets driven to madness actually#hymn chews on a brick wall actually#writhing restlessly. in the other half of my skull cavity is a bird that crows tntduo gay#and this bird also has an english professor#GRGRGRRRR. i'm writing this while pacing about my dorm halls like a man deeply troubled#gonna carve a trench in my path#300 followers watching my descent this must be what lenore's man feels seeing himself written into a poem
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Idk if this is weird 2 say but I think U should read a different naruto translation.. the one ur reading translates some stuff weird + changes some lines for some reason..
frowns so much. yeah i actually went on reddit to look up which translation i should read and people were like . so very unhelpful. so i just went w the first one i found even though i heard its kinda mid. maybe send me a link to a better one? i trust u w everything re: naruto
#this one was actually pissing me off so bad. its viz i think? and like they just wouldnt stop w the fucking asterisks#90 chapters in and theyre explaining to me what nation this is happening in. SHUT UP I KNOW THAT ALREADY...#also some pages were black and some were dark blue and it changed randomly even within one chapter and i hated that too#voidcore.txt
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99 - Butterfly
Your gaze sticks me in place, a pretty exhibit for Your delection, printed in indelible ink upon the pages of Your favourite book. What delight You must take in my jester's dance, though we already know all the steps - each and every time, a flawless performance; those loving strings won't ever let me put a foot wrong.
With skillful fingers You force my back to the story, press me against the paper like a pretty flower You picked just that morning. Do You like the way I struggle, as I squirm and sway beneath the microscope of Your inquisitive gaze? Do You see my wings flutter against the parchment, powerless beneath the pins You pierced me with? Such a pretty, pitiful prince I must seem to You, a ruler ruled over by such playful fates.
In Your eyes I spy the gleam of a jeweler's lens, ready to cut me to Your preference; planing and shaping, grinding and refining, polishing my image to a most lustrous hue. Now, take me between Your forceps and set me into Your gilded ring; Your prized possession, Your magnum opus, a glittering testament to Your cruel love for me.
Watch me shine just for You, my Angel, that You may find exactly what You're looking for in me.
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The Dark Menagerie No. 99
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#writing#patchworkwrites#fanfiction#deltarune#ralsei#deltarune player#metafiction#drabble#short fiction#love#obsession#possessiveness#the dark menagerie#a commentary on fans who obsessively pore over and analyze one character in particular#(i.e. me with Ralsei)#I called this one “Butterfly” because from our perspective that's exactly what these characters are#butterflies pinned to a corkboard#unable to change beyond what the narrative allows#and within that framework we dissect and we devour them over and again#and what we cannot infer from that we make up whole-cloth#What would these characters think if they could see us obsess over them?#...of course Ralsei's case is somewhat unique in that he might very well be aware of us#I don't think it's entirely beyond the realm of possibility that he would rather enjoy the attention...#...but does that make it okay?#Hrm... I appear to have gone cross-eyed...
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