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Jean: "Please. PLEASE can you consider therapy"
Kaeya, who's about to throw himself into another mission that no one else knows about with so many backup plans to not jeopardize Mondstadt's safety but none that ensures his own : "No??"
#kaeya#kaeya alberich#genshin impact#genshin#jean genshin#jean kaeya#genshin jean#jean gunnhildr#i just KNOW that Jean gets a mission report from Kaeya and her eyes bulges#“you did WHAT. YOU COULD'VE DONE THIS SO MUCH SIMPLER??”-Jean#“But then it wouldn'tve been funny (he wouldn't have gotten info for the next mission he's going on that Jean STILL dont know abt) -Kaeya#Kaeya “Im a slacker” Alberich#who cleaned up the stormterror incident#and helped jean weed out eroch#and spends down time at the tavern to get infomation#or drink himself stupid#either way it's highly unhealthy#drink to forget vs work non stop to forget#jean needs therapy too#just not in the way kaeya does#Jean needs to balance out her work life balance and talk to her sibling#Kaeya needs to reavaluate his entire life and decisions that he has made since he was 7#and whether or not he's willing to sacrifice the truth for his happiness#cherish the ones he loves or honour the responsibility that was placed on him#AND talk to his sibling#actually Jean needs some self worth talk too#all of the Mondstadt trio needs that
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every single time somebody makes a list of all the times rex went :DDDDDDDDDD in the last four episodes of tcw they always, ALWAYS forget this one every time and it saddens me deeply because look
look. LOOK 😭😭😭😭😭 PUPPIEST PUPPY EYES THAT EVER PUPPIED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 NOBODY EVER NOTICES THIS ONE WHYYYYYY IT'S LIKE THE BEST ONE
i am sick and thinking about The Character is unfortunately the only remedy. except it's not unfortunate because YAAAYYYY MORE CHARACTER 🥳🥳🥳
#he !! was so !! happy !! to see her !! and so !! proud !! of who !! she'd become !!!!!!! sobbing screaming ill and dead !!!!!!!!!!!!!#star wars#clone wars#rexsoka#i like to make myself feel disgustingly sad by imagining what could've been had order 66 not happened#bro they would've had so much time. bro imagine. bro imagine ahsoka comes back she becomes a knight#the 501st is divided between anakin and ahsoka ahsoka becomes a general keeps the 332nd rex stays with her#but they work with anakin all the time everyone is happy life is good the war ends the republic wins the clones are granted citizenship#fox assassinates palpatine and is never caught ever#the jedi council realize how stupid their “no relationships” rule is and bly and aayla get married#fox and riyo get married anakin's able to get the secret out and he's also able to get some help with his struggles after telling obi-wan#the clones all get their chips removed rex and ahsoka get their heads out of the clouds anakin is the greatest wingman of all time#sobbing. i hate palpatine so much. BRO WHAT COULD'VE BEEN. WHAT *SHOULD'VE* BEEN 😭😭😭
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Imogen Temult, Exaltant Hope of the Red Storm
Heroes and Monsters by Penny & Sparrow // Critical Role Campaign 3
#thinking about the 4sd where laura was talking about how all the hells titles are good but imogens sounds like it has a double meaning#that shes the storm's hope rather than just the intended a hope that comes from the storm.#and all of imogens 'i am the storm' esque responses#something something what does it mean to turn away from the storm when the storm is inextricable from who you are on both a psychological#and metaphysical level. how do you turn away from your fate when its already in your veins#imogen answers: you don't! you take it into you. and i think that's fun!#me holding imogen's arc in my hands so I can look away from the context it exists in: this is wonderful#critical role#imogen temult#cr3#bell's hells#predathos#liliana temult#also god. i really miss fcg and imogen. not only was fcg the only witness to a lot of imogen's most significant moments of internal conflic#he was also often the only one that could successfully get her to elaborate on vague claims she would make about how she feels about#the moon and the storm and their fight and all her fear and her willingness to be scared and still do the Right thing even if it risks her#life. and I remember how much fcg's presence was often imogen's impetutus to take seriously that the gods matter to people. because imogen#was the first and often the loudest one to insist fcg had a soul. but it wasn't until the magic of the everlight through pike and their#realization of a meaning through the changebringer that fcg really began to value themself. and she saw how much the gods really could be#this powerful and good force in a person's life beyond just granting them magic. and it led to her often pushing back against (thought ofte#in over delicate and tentative ways) ashton's claims against the gods. but fcg is gone and he died for the hells. and imogen doesn't have#that ever present reminder amongst the storm that the choices she makes will echo out farther than the people she cares about.#also just. they were besties 2 me. they bullied each other but also put the most effort into both challenging and understanding each other.#actually. now thinking about it. fcg and imogen had maybe the most illustrative dynamic of what bh could've been and failed to be. alas ala#cr spoilers#my post#long post#web weaving#web weave#cr edit
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probably not that unpopular of an opinion, but I really believe that the love triange in season 3 could have worked if it had something to say about the characters and had proper care and attention put into it. Like it could've actually been somewhat beneficial to getting to know them.
Cole probably wouldn't really have needed much in terms of character study, considering it feels like he was more a victim to an impending break up. Honestly I would be fine if his entire thing was just about him being petty towards Jay because it woud be mostly justified considering Jay immediately puts the blame on him for Nya's change of heart. However, it could also focus on someone wanting Cole for himself, no matter who it was that took interest because, hear me out, while his Dad did love him, he never felt he could really be loved for himself growing up (especially after his mother's death) Because he was always hiding who he was and what he wanted. And now someone has taken an interest in him and who is he to pass up on the feeling of being truely accepted?
For Nya it could touch on her wanting to try new things as she finds her identity, even if that means wanting to try being with different people. Maybe instead of just blindly following the machine it could help her realise that she should consider other options. She is the type of person that needs to be absolutely sure she is making the right descision when it comes to who she wants to be with for life, so in order to do so she needs to branch out beyond the first boy she dated. Then she is no longer the bitch, or the helpless fool that came between a good friendship for no reason other than a machine said so. Instead just a girl trying to figure out if her current relationship was right for her in the first place. Sure Jay made her laugh, but there has to be more to a good partner than that, and how can she grow if she doesn't learn outside of what she knew?
Jay would definetly go into his boundary issues when he was in a relationship probably with some proper build up to better justify Nya wantig a break from him, the extreme jealousy that he displays to an unhealthily over the top degree, the insecurities and probably abandoment issues that I don't know the origin of...
wait, I feel like this one has been done already, just in a not so great way...
*scratches head* I can't seem to quite put my finger on it...
Hehe... all jokes aside...
For the love of all that is sacred someone please direct me towards something someone else has doen that does a deep dive into Jay's unhealthiness in relationships despite how much he really just wants to do it right.
Also by all means though, if anyone wants my own very long "Jay when he's in a relationship." analysis and properly expand on the points I made here...
#you just gotta ask#that damn rebooted triangle#I like Nya's whole identity crisis stage#really just makes her feel like a teen/young adult who is working with what life gave her and trying her best to be the best Nya she can#my girl needs a hug for all the stress she puts herself through#looking at my cole section and wondering how young me never thought he could've been gay coded#ninjago jay#cole ninjago#ninjago#jay walker#cole brookstone#nya smith
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anyways everyone look at my spacer war hero "crumbling under the pressure of being the perfect alliance legacy golden girl" commander shepard and her murder chickenbug boyfriend
#mass effect#commander shepard#garrus vakarian#femshep#custom femshep#shakarian#i liked how this shakarian dynamic turned out#for garrus he sees what he could've been if he had been a 'good turian' and followed his father's footsteps#for shepard she sees what could've been if she had decided to defy expectations#they're like multiverse mirrors of each other and i think that's really cool#also they're sexy#also i'm SHOCKED at how good i managed to make this shepard out of a vanilla character creator menu#she looked a little wonky in me1 but by me3 she looked so fine#don't ask me her ethnicity i started this save back in 2021 when legendary edition first launched and for the life of me i CANNOT remember#i ended up stopping halfway through me1 bc the bugs were driving me nuts but now in 2025 the game runs relatively smoothly#still some bugs but nowhere near as bad#anyways this was the first time i actually romanced garrus LMFAO i know i am 15 years late to the party#i didn't romance anyone on my first playthrough of mass effect bc i thought shep would be too professional and aware of power dynamics#tbf i also thought she was in her like mid 30s#NOT HER LATE 20S#it's crazy that this woman had to save the entire galaxy by 30 i can barely wake up for breakfast
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im obsessed with the title of this inspiration you get for saving minthara with an urchin origin.
shes an apostate twice over. shes been abandoned by her gods/rejected her faith twice. she's lost her sense of purpose, and her home, twice. she didn't think anyone would come for her. but you did. when everyone had abandoned her and she'd lost everything and given up on any chance of being saved, you did.
of course the urchin, the easily forgotten, gets inspiration from saving her. if we hadn't, she would've been forgotten in our crusade against the absolute. but she's not, because we saved her.
#baldur's gate 3#minthara#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3 tav#tav x minthara#tagging it as their romance cause im . obvs romancing her#im just. i love this so much.#'rescue minthara from her captors' really does sum up whats going on with her and the absolute like. she doesn't follow them willingly#you're saving her from what could've easily been your fate if not for the artifact#i love her character so much#i love her dynamic with tav#even if you're rescuing her having not had her romance scene in act 1 the dynamic is still so good#you're still saving her when she didn't think anyone would. whats more you have no reason to if you didnt get her romance scene#but you do#and she owes you more than her life#gonna go lie down for a bit
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The experience of watching NatsuYuu is either I cry during the episode, or I cry after the episode just thinking about it.
Oh- or both oc, its both a lot of the time🫠💖👍...
#natsume yuujinchou#natsume's book of friends#natsume season 7#natsume takashi#natsume reiko#natsuyuuS7EP11#for the ones saying this ep would make ppl cry im sorry i doubted you#i dont know why i doubted when its freaking natsuyuu why wouldn't i cry when i have a 90% cry rate for every episode??#i didnt know i loved reiko so so much she is such a queen she is so darling i will protect her with my life#i was so not expecting yuujinchou origin lore what just thinking about it makes me tear up#if i was this upset and moved i cant even imagine what emotions natsume was going through#someone telling him about his grandma without him having to beg or hear them slander her must've been so important to him#thank you reiko for paving the way for your beautiful grandson all your hardships amounted to more than you could've ever imagined
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don't get it twisted tho just cuz the episode got me sobbing like a baby doesn't mean i agree w anything s8 related
#911#911 abc#911 spoilers#in my tags ->#also ik this episode is supposed to be dreary and depressing#but dawg who did the lighting why does it feel like my screen still isn't bright enough. u can achieve depressing without needing#to forget to light half the cast properly#who on the writing team is a criminal minds fan bc this is like the second? time this season where a plotline is straight outta that show#i was rooting for the lady to get her baby back just cuz that crib looked empty as heck when it fell down into the fire#i get that the idea of it was to parallel athena needing to move on to the next era in her life but like. evidence pointed to the lady being#right so... idk#angela feels way too good for this show she got me feeling emotions tenfold this episode#i think this episode was. fine. i think we could've done without the crime plot i think it left not enough time w the 118#like for once actually have an entire episode that's about characters. Just a thought#didn't get to see what eddie thinks and he's probably going back to texas next episode#was half expecting buck to be more involved but i did like the convo between him and chimney#did feel like the writers were just barely self aware enough to realize the point of bobbys character [second chances at life] but fumbled#it anyways. dunno if i think bobby being buried in Minnesota is what he would've wanted? controversial thought but i think staying in#LA would've been better#living in fear for next week#demdems.txt
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#sorry not sorry#i just didn't enjoy the book man#and personally i dont think we really needed a haymitch book#to me what more was there to know?#he cheated at the game and he paid the price. he lost his family and his girl and maysilee donner in the process#what more is there to know????#i also thought a lot of information we got in the books tied everything up too neatly??? does that make sense???#and in my opinion if collins really wanted to write a book about propoganda she could've chosen literally anybody else. cough cough plutarc#and really these books have been out for 10+ years. idgaf what collins wrote#if she wanted us to know the truth of haymitch's story sooo badly she should've written it like 15 years ago#as it stands sotr haymitch is hashtag not my haymitch!!#which i know is a crazy thing to say considering the fact that she literally created this character but whatever#there were some parts of the book i liked!! effie and plutarch and beetee#oh and mags was there!!! i love her.#i'l probably just take the parts i like and move on with my life.#anti sotr#the hunger games#thg
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amazing spider-man (1963) #69
#gwen stacy#captain stacy#sci talks comics#GWEN#i adore her so much she is a ruthless TIGRESS when she's defending peter and i love her so much#gwen was done so dirty by dying. it's so unfair. she was so fierce. i would've been so interested to see what she'd have grown into.#stopped in her tracks... imagine. imagine what she could've DONE. she could take down armies.#i love my angry girl. heated messy girl.#mj being the girl who's easy-going and treats life like a party#and gwen the melodramatic babe who takes everything so serious.#WHYY did they have to KILL HER...
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good evening tumblr (it's literally midnight..)
I'm back in the Miguel trenches and I just saw this and I just about fell to the floor in tears because this is literally what's gonna happen to Mateo..
(incoming nonsense rant in tags, sighh)
#obvi yeah Miguel would not in general BUT Im crazy and am gonna make this about the Arachnopi family#like even after Mateo helps Arachnopi with their funky situationship they still aren't end game#they will all one day go back to their respective dimensions. no mater how much Mateo literally BEGS them to stay together#he finally had his “parents” for a little over a year. you really think he'd be willing to let that go?#obvi not. and it consumes him. pain that could've easily been preventable if he just kept himself out if their business in the first place#He feels their presence missing for the rest of his life#and knowing it could all be prevented gives him a new life mission#To make sure no other dumb kid goes down the same path of dumb decisions he did.#He basically becomes a Miguel 2.0 who specializes in stopping young spider people for dimension hopping for personal relationships#He’d thankfully never meet another May/Miguel variant#but he will get comments from younger spiders who know Miguel that they see the resemblance#Especially since he’d constantly overwork himself which makes him look older then he is even when he’s only in his 20s#And like I said earlier Miguel would be devastated to see Mateo like this#ESPECIALLY if he’s older and goes through his inevitable btsv character development#he’d see so much if his Atsv version of himself in Mateo. But he wouldn’t dare visit him after all those years#And if he did he’d better be ready for a fight. Mateo would not take seeing him again years later lightly#Then there’s May. Oh my goodness May Octavius..sighh#Mentally May is very weak. She doesn’t fight against anything that happens to herself or others. Very much “it is what it is” mentality#She uses it as an excuse at times. Especially canon events.#She’d see Mateo’s future as a canon event. Something unpreventable and unchangeable. He’s stuck to that fate forever#Like how she is as Doc Ock. So she’d literally just shrug it off with no sympathy for him. That’s just how life is.#(her maternal instincts are basically non existent. She was never ment to be a “mother” lol)#(She literally sucks. Boooo May Octavius 🍅🍅 /hj /lh)#Anyways goodness me I’m willing to bet that all makes zero sense and no one cares but UGHH that pic sent me into a spiral..#spiderverse Mateo you mean so much to me and you don’t deserve any of this wahhhh </3 (as if I’m not the one writing his lore lol)#Double anyways LF Mateo literally living his best life in an au lol. Silly guy. I like bullying him out of love :)#I promise guys you’ll all one day understand what LF means and what Mateo is doing there but that day is not today lol#for now I’m gonna hit the hay#who let me rant at 12am about a stupid ocxcanon ship no one cares about? /lh#mayo mumbles
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God I still haven't gotten over the gut punch that was Millia saying "God, I hope not."
That ending is seared into my subconscious.
#I will preface this by saying I Truly don't think Millia and Venom wholeheartedly hate each other despite everything going on between them#but I *do* think they see themselves in each other and they *hate* that they do#I think from Millias perspective Venom is what she could've been and from Venoms perspective Millias betrayed everything they both are#to Millia Venoms someone clawing at a past shes trying to free herself from#Millia left the door open behind her yet Venom would rather stay where he is. Clinging to the memory of a dead man that did them both wrong.#but to Venom the guild was all they had. I think when Venom lost Zato it was like he'd lost *everything*#I think Venom taking over the guild was him trying to put the pieces of his life back together.#I don't think Venom can see himself being anything other than what he is like Millia can.#I think the closest the two have come to understanding each other WAS in that ending#I think Millia got through to him and thats what made Venom realise they're “like twins separated at birth”#thats why it hurt. so bad. that Millias response was “God. I hope not.”#it understandably would've struck a nerve. After everything how could you think we're still anything like each other?#“god. I hope not.” god I hope there's not a world where I live the way you do.#GJGGGUHUH GOD I HOPE THIS MAKES SENSE-#I'm a little scatterbrained at the moment. also I'm a fool I know nothing I may sound like a silly clown disclaimer big time.#I know I gotta look into some sub material for the guild to get a better grasp on them#I know this!#if anyone read this far in... hii#yappin'
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In the state Haruka was, Muu continuing to bring food was futile. There is a certain point where the person starving to death can't eat, can't even drink water, it's physically not possible, their muscles atrophiate and can't pass food.
#if she had said something and shidou was still around something could've been done#not really blaming it on her tho... even if it upsets me she blaming it on us#just like i dont really blame amane for shidou#.... what does tick me off of muu is her 'i am looking after him you dont worry' feels very isolating him#i get that she didnt isolate him while being aware of her actions- as in that wasnt her intention. but it happened.#lately i look at muu and think of certain prople i had in my life thst years later explained to me the way they thought back then#i dont think they were good people back then. and to some i gave the opportunity to meet them again#and was able to see their progress. while others i didnt give them the same treatment 'they don't deserve my forgiveness'#even if they have made progress on themselves.... to me Muu falls on the secod ones#shes young she can get better. but i dont forgive her#she can work on herself far away from me#seari talks#milgram
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feeling very objectum tonight. hello objectums. I love you
#as if I'm not Objectum every waking moment of my life sdhdshds#but yeah I'm. feeling it today!#I'm about to go to bed with bby hehe#I'm thinking about my old phone that was probably my first object crush before I knew what that was...sigh#I lent them to my younger sibling when their phone broke and I haven't seen them since then </3#maybe I should ask if they still have them buttt it'd be a bit of a weird thing to ask because I have a. technically better phone ^^;#I would like to see them again yknow. now that I know and all that#I was really attached to them aha....I didn't really want to get a technically better phone or whatever#ack. having lotsa thoughts!!#Like oh I'm friends with my siblings bike like legitimately I will talk to that thang#and my me and my fathers car are friends now. I didn't like her at first because I was very used to older cars and her having#a simple UI touchscreen put me off. I still don't really agree with touchscreens in cars but it's not like you have to use it for anything#which is better than some modern cars aha....#Oh jeez bby is like warm warm aha ^^; I better put her on the fan#This could've been like 3 separate posts. oopsies ehe ^^;#Objectum#Android.txt
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Kagura probably has scars left on her palms from that time she stopped Utsuro's sword.
#no you don't get it#imagine what it must feel like for a child to look at their hands#and be reminded of the moment they could've lost their family#and that if she hadn't been strong he would be dead#for her gintoki was one of the strongest#it is engraved in her hands that even the strongest can die if she isn't strong enough#wouldn't that haunt her for life#gintama#kagura
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i used to think i was dead. like the real me died when i was 4 and im just the leftover scraps of that little girl who died. like i'm a corpse that's sewn itself back together. like every my whole life has been as a direct result of violence
sometimes i still feel that. i mourn the little girl i was, and i mourn the woman she could've become if she hadn't become me. i mourn the life he stole from me
#does this make sense#something something abuse is my earliest memory so i don't remember a life before trauma#nydias post#nydia vents#csa vent#tw cocsa#cocsa survivor#cocsa vent#csa survivor#tw csa vent#sa survivor#i used to think like this when i was like 13/14#back then i was much more self deprecating. i hated myself for not being Her#now i mourn her while i honour myself. and i mourn for both of us#for what could've been and what was. i mourn for all the me's
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