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there is just something about the new babel event that i can't explain well, it feels like lone trail but with less lesbian
#i haven't finished yet but the moment where the doctor start talking about interplanetary travel...#all i can think of what exactly did the previous civilization feared that they would sacrifice billions and start a suicide plan to fill#the earth and universe with originium#what even will be left afterwards#what did they mean by progress or something can only be achieved afterwards#there is some horror from beyond the stars that has been unseen for thousands of years#smething that kelsey talked about in is4 but never go in detail#is it the Observer
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i forgot to say it here but my shop is currently closed until february! will be back open and restocked (+ con leftovers) after megacon :3
#ramble#if you’re going to megacon london pls come and say hi!!#as long as i can break even on print costs and the table then i’ll be happy#con leftover sale afterwards will probably be the last chance to get some of my other prints bc i want to clear out what i have left
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What would you choose? :0c
(note: original image is from HERE (link) - but I edited it to add a wider variety of options.. also added $3 extra to the total, even though I know that makes it more uneven lol, I thought if you're adding 10 whole extra items, the money to spend should at least be increased slightly, if that makes sense..)
#I would get orange juice. black coffee. AND iced coffee ($3) because I love the variety of having multiple drinks#then sausage and scrambled eggs ($8). Then sauteed mushrooms ($3)....AND... hrm.. then spending the remaining $4 would be hard#I wish I could get waffles (as they are my favorite and are superior in every way compared to pancakes. donuts. etc.) but I'm not willing#to give up the other savory things just to get them. so... then maybe I could get a biscuit or english muffin? and just put jam or#honey butter or something on it so it can be my replacement 'sweet and bready' thing instead of something from the $5 row??#OR I could also just assume that having the orange juice plus iced coffee would provide enough of a 'sweet element' to the meal#(since I largely prefer savory foods. I only like a tiny bit of sweet added for variety) and thus forego any sort of#'bready' thing entirely and just get the bowl of beans/onion/tomato (I'd leave the avocado since I don't like the#texture of them really lol). THEN I'd have $1 left to get the milk or the black tea... increasing my total of random drinks..#which is always the goal of course.. as a chronic ''person who is sipping at 5 different drinks at their desk simultaneously always'' perso#OR... I could just do.. waffle. scrambled eggs. sausage. mushrooms. and black coffee and orange juice.. which is... okay variety#augh... so difficult.. As my Ideal Breakfast is like a buffet type thing or something where you have like 25 different things to choose fro#and can get a little tiny bit of everything. My eating style is very much like.. I'd rather pick at a small amount of a ton of#different things than just have a very large amount of only one or two things. Thats why I LOVE sample platter type stuff.#So it's like... augh... the ideal option would be a tiny portion of EVERYTHING actually lol...#Difficult to choose...#ANYWAY.. Also no idea why I added croissant instead of bagel. I only thought about that afterwards. I do actually like bagels.#I've only ever even had a croissant like 2 times in my entire life. Yet I've had many bagels. For some reason it stuck out in my mind more#when I was considering 'essential breakfast foods' somehow... how could I forget them... bagels my beloved...#Blame it on the hot weather... 'What in the blazes? The sun hath obliterated the concept of bagels from my miind!'#(< meant to be said in a silly overdramatic elderly wizard accent or something)#Also I don't think ''bowl of beans. onion. avocado. and tomatos.'' is necessarily a breakfast classic or something gbhjjh#but I was just trying to think of a versatile vegetable-ish side that could be full of common breakfast additions#so people could do stuff like ''oh I get the toast option and then the bowl of stuff and I put the avocado on the toast'' etc.#Like a mix and match. You could mix ingredients from different parts. You could put scrambled eggs and bacon and onion#on the bread or soemthing. etc. I just feel like something is always missing if a Full Breakfast Spread#doesnt have some sort of onions or beans or mushrooms or asparagus or spinach like... some sort of thing that isn't just eggs and meat and#bread.. you know? lol..#But then again.. I am the Sampling Plate Style Variety Lover and Tiny Portion Of Food Picker so maybe thats just a me thing.
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actually, that new totk masterworks thing has the potential to direct my hatred somewhat away from the game and to itself instead
i have seen some early translations and while im not putting my faith into those so far like ... how can you make totk even worse, just stop!! stop! say its an AU and leave it!! its better for everyone!!
and it seems like its trying to tape botw and totk together with retcons and conflicting info, man just leave it beeeeeeeee
(like .. aside from the very concerning timeline mess they are messing with AGAIN, the thing about totk ganondorf actually being calamity gan all of the sudden??? what?? nothign in the game suggest that they are coneccted bc the damn game acts like botw didnt happen, it does everything it can to NOT connect ganondorf to clam gan and didnt they also say in an interview that they arent related?? and now its just the other way around again?? like that is making it all WORSE!!)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#i know i shouldnt just react to everything i see but like!!!!#i cant believe they are trying to “fix” it in post and with that making it all worse#as is the games a stupidly nonsensical frustrating mess#but this is just#worse#like its also shitty bc then the game tried to not connect to botw so hard and yet is still hit with the duct tape afterwards#AND it means it WAS supposed to connect but they didnt even fuckign try to do anything with it#which i dont believe honestly#again i still hold onto the idea that totk was written by someone who has no idea of any of the games or its lore#and was jsut given the basic ideas and what needs to happen in game and kinda left to it#its so genericly boring like the plot of an idle mobile game thing#man i almost feel sorry for the game now#just leave it a mediocre game and move on#stop trying to “fix” it in post be it via interviews or via someone desperately trying to invent and retcon their way out of its problems
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Do you ever just become overwhelmingly cognizant of the existence of evil in the world?
Like, not as a cute, devil-emoji 😈 i'm-so-naughty-i-steal-chocolate-cake-and-do-weird-sex-acts thing, nor still as a melodramatic, comic-bookish, high-absorptivity-black-fabric, soon-my-death-ray-will-destroy-Metropolis thing, but like.
Actual Evil, as a force that is real and immanent in the world.
Just pointless cruelty inflicted pointlessly by one human being upon another because they've forgotten how to be kind. Just entire systems and machinery of state and ideology brought to bear on the problem of annihilating human lives and maximizing human suffering so that small men can feel powerful. Just humans who have through trauma or conditioning or propaganda shut off their ability to see other humans as fundamentally like them.
Anyways, I joke on here a lot. I get angry on here a lot. They're both just scabs to hide my horror and my despair at the condition of humanity.
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#i've watched this entire genocide play out over social media; i've followed the news for decades beforehand#none of it ever really affected me in any way but outrage#but i watched just some of that 'bulldozer' video and it gave me the worst panic attack that i've had in years#like i had no idea that that well of despair was as deep as it turned out to be#what kind of people do that?#what kind of systems make people who do that?#do they go home afterwards? do they drink and laugh with their buddies?#do they look at themselves in the mirror every day for the rest of their lives?#do they ever feel even the smallest *particle* of sorrow? even the smallest quantum of disgust at what they've become?#do they have enough of a soul left to feel even the smallest corpuscle of guilt?
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I expected Astarion might want to talk in the morning, given the invasion of his brethren during the night, but instead, guess who has an exclamation mark over their head.
lol, oh boy, here we go.
"I've had my eye on you. Hot as brimstone, jagged as lightning - and seething like the River Styx. But there's something missing, isn't there? You're hungry for pleasures beyond this plane. Something more satisfying than mortal flesh, blood, and bone..."
lololololol
This is such a deeply stupid tack for Mizora to take on a number of levels. It's obviously (in this playthrough) an attempt to dislodge Rakha from Wyll and make Wyll miserable, but there is no way that Rakha has ever given the SLIGHTEST indication that she is dislodge-able.
Certainly not by THIS means; as I've discussed previously, Rakha has turned out to take a generally disinterested view of sex except in the context of very specific relationships, where it is more about an expression of trust and vulnerability (and shutting away the beast for a while) than really about mindless pleasure.
Mizora would have a lot more luck by simply trying to play on Rakha's general feeling that Wyll deserves better than herself. That would honestly work a lot better than this.
(I mean maybe Mizora really DOES want to climb Rakha like a tree but I sort of doubt it; there's no way this isn't rooted in manipulation.)
Anyway, needless to say, it doesn't work.
"I have no idea what you're on about," Rakha says flatly.
"I'm talking about the mundanity of a life ignorant to the thrills of the Nine Hells," Mizora purrs. "Yes... you're curious. Your eyes are lit like raging stars. You want what only I can give you. The ecstasy of agony. The pain of the damned, distilled into pure bliss, beyond every climax you've known. The little death, writ large."
Her eyes narrow conspiratorially. "Smile, and I'll come to you when you put your head down to rest. I will sate your most forbidden lusts. Or... don't, and know the eternal ache of the unknown and the unanswered."
LOL, I have VERY rarely seen Rakha look this irritated.
Obviously, she knows exactly what Mizora is offering her, and she's disgusted by the implication that she would do that to Wyll. Sadly, the conversation doesn't allow us the ability to simply punch her, which is most definitely what Rakha wants to do here. Theoretically, now that Wyll's pact is broken, she could beat the shit out of Mizora without negative consequence to him.
Instead, all she can do is a flat, "Absolutely not."
Mizora laughs. "Dear me. I've overestimated you," she says, shaking her head in mock-disappointment. "I shan't be making that mistake again. Ta-ta!"
"..."
#bjk plays bg3 durge#rakha the dark urge#lololol#this was out-of-left-field enough with hector who was mostly just baffled by it#not sure what mizora is thinking trying it with rakha :P#i did try to have rakha hit her afterwards but she just disappears and then comes back about ten seconds later#and doesn't even comment on rakha trying :P
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went to the emergency dentist today after 5 days of excruciating pain and they couldn’t find anything wrong other than that there’s an obvious spot of irritation, so he said it looks like either something cut me there or there was a bone spur that worked its way out. i asked what to do for the pain and was told to call back next friday if it’s not better “since it’s just achy and [i] can push through”. when i asked how i was meant to sleep or eat in the meantime given that tylenol+ibuprofen+orajel+ice wasn’t helping, he didn’t have any suggestions other than “alternating” tylenol and ibuprofen (i.e., taking less medication than i have been).
so the takeaway here is that if you are a woman with a naturally bubbly and smiley disposition, doctors will ignore the words coming out of your mouth because you don’t “look like you’re in pain.”
#sorry sir i have a fucked up pain tolerance from over 20 years of chronic illness#which causes pain that i’ve heard is comparable to labor contractions#for anyone who knows me. the fact that i even MADE an appointment speaks for itself as far as pain goes#i called my dad (who is a physician) afterward and HE told me to increase the ibuprofen to the equivalent of prescription strength#(something the dentist made no mention of)#and sent in a prescription for antibiotics in case there’s an infection#i’m going to urgent care tomorrow if there’s no improvement#i literally left the office and sat in my car and cried#it’s fine that they don’t know what’s causing it. that’s life. bodies are weird.#but i absolutely cannot do this level of pain for a single day more. let alone a week.
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Headcanon: Starlo does know some Japanese from being friends with Ceroba and hanging around her/being taught by her. He's definitely not as good as Ceroba is at it (and even Ceroba's Japanese isn't all that spectacular because monsterkind being trapped underground for who knows how many centuries has caused information like foreign languages to be lost to time. She's conversationally fluent). Unfortunately, Starlo understands it better than he speaks/reads it and his pronunciation leaves a lot to be desired. The best way to put it is that it sounds pretty similar to Yokohama Pidgin Japanese.
#i am gonna admit upfront that i am NOT an expert on japanese culture/the language. so if i say something really egregious: I'm sorry.#also nothing but respect for pidgin languages in this home. it's two different cultures building bridges between them the best that they can#disclaimer over. i like the idea of starlo and ceroba picking up things from the other person even if they don't really show it#starlo knows enough japanese to know that chujin is shit talking about him under his breath and even though starlo doesn't#know too much japanese he knows enough to say something to the effect of ''i can understand you.'' chujin stops doing that afterwards#another more angsty headcanon is that after chujin passed and kanako fell down ceroba wore her kimono with the right side over the#left (which is how corpses wear kimonos) because she was so certain that the grief of losing both of them would make her fall down#starlo was the only one to notice it and know what it meant.
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Are-- Are we just gonna ignore this and pretend it didn't happen? Really...?
#like#the hell do you mean by that? 🤨🤨#so you know this USED to be our home??#this one of the moments where I get frustrated because why did mc not question that???#they just accepted it and left ?!?!?#there wasn't even a little “...?!” to express their surprise the scene just continued and they went inside afterwards like-- WHAT#nah magnus would straight up FREEZE in the moment and just let out a broken “what?” because again... wtf did you just say?#obey me#obey me nightbringer#omnb#omnb lesson 33#obey me nightbringer spoilers#obey me barbatos#om barbatos#om demon lord's castle#obey me!#☙ no creativity for names ✾#100+
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Oh I just had an idea
So I think Izuku will give Tomura OFA, I'm guessing this would defeat Tomura-AFO Quirk from the inside
Plus I guess it depends on how Izuku gives Tomura OFA, whether it is through dna or letting him take it, but...
If Izuku gives Tomura OFA via dna, what if Vestige Izuku gets into the Void to save Tenko while Real Izuku is still fighting with what he has left of OFA (because remember it takes a while for it to fully transfer over)?
Or if Izuku lets Tomura take OFA, if it's like an instantaneous transfer, then we'd have quirkless Izuku with Fully Quirked Tomura and that may bring up some feelings about how he used to be
In either scenario, I think it would be like a side-by-side sort of thing where Real Izuku confronts Tomura somehow while Vestige Izuku comforts Tenko
All while the other vestiges find and destroy Vestige AFO
That'd be cool I think
#honestly i think its more likely izuku will just give tomura his quirk because how tf would he even live afterwards#with how tomura is fighting him?#not that tomura actually wants to kill him. but still. he gonna get hella injured otherwise#i've seen some theories about 1a members suddenly appearing and helping izuku during the fight#and that might be a possibility of him coming out safer if he turns out instantly quirkless#would also help even if he was fighting with what he has left of ofa too#but idk man im just throwing ideas out here#pure speculation#bnha#bnha manga spoilers#bnha spoilers#izuku midoriya#shigaraki and midoriya#mettys posts#metty posts#the vestiges
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anyway if you're as weirdly invested in these barely dimensional characters as I am, this scene will give you at least a bit of emotional damage
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#the cabinet of dr. caligari#doodles#I'm sorry but like#I can't get over how much everyone is hurting here???#like francis has completely devoted himself to avenging alan's death#to the point where he completely disregards what just happened to jane#and they only have each other left now that alan's gone#and it's gotta be so painful for jane too. like she was just kidnapped and the first thing her best friend says#is that he doesn't believe her??#because he's so focused on solving the murder of his other friend??#like what do you even say#and even dr olsen over here. like his daughter was nearly taken from him#and he watches as her friend- whom he trusted- hurts her like this immediately afterwards#nobody here is doing okay#I think about this scene all the time ngl
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How each rescue bot would try to comfort you during a storm.
Blades: Oh wow it's really pouring out there huh? You know this reminds me of the big acid storms back on Cybertron, the streaks of lightning were so large that the whole sky would light up.
Boulder: Hey, it's gonna be ok. Remember that after a big storm, always comes a rainbow, and then I'll take you out to the park where we can see the dewdrops on the flower petals.
Chase: The rain here is quite different than the acid storms back on Cybertron. It doesn't sting and it has a fresh scent, it's also feels refreshingly vibrant and this lightning is also very ephemeral.
Heatwave: This is what is making you afraid and cowering by me? It's only a little bit of rain, there's nothing to be scared of, the lightning isn't even that loud either.
#transformers#tfrb#tfrb chase#tfrb boulder#tfrb blades#tfrb heatwave#transformers headcanons#incorrect quotes#guess what inspired these quotes this time :^)#Watched a little bit more rescue bots#Blades just seemed to me like the kind of guy who'd tell stories about his past#a time where he didn't have to fly with an uncomfortable alt mode#but at the same time it also represents how far he's come#and all the new and exciting things he's trying#Boulder would definitely see the storm as a good thing#the rain being helpful for the flowers and plants#and also being the optimist he is#realizes that afterwards a beautiful rainbow will appear#letting him know that he's gotten through the hard part#because even if he can be gloomy and dour sometimes#he's still an optimist that sees the silver lining in all situations#Chase is still figuring out how to be more emotionally present#so his way of comforting would be to describe the situation at hand as one that is more pleasant#Heatwave#being the tough guy he is#would just tell you to get over it#but he's still caring#else he'd have left a long time ago lol#cause he realizes that#he just needs to be there
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WHAT TAROT CARD ARE YOU ?
JUSTICE — what would you do to ensure justice? you know full well i don’t speak of lofty ideals and courts and magistrates, dearest. what would you do to those that hurt you? if I dropped them in your lap, what would you do? what kind of pain could you possibly inflict upon them? you are right to do so. you are right to want to do so. ignore the screaming, dearest, you are the hand of justice now, and they hurt you. do not look too closely at their faces, dearest. you are within your rights. you spell out your own rights, now. are you happy about it? are you certain that this is the right person you hold by the hair? does your anger hurt less now?
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#DASH GAMES //#her concept of justice and her concept of what makes things even is entirely ? it has its basis in what she considers fair and the black#and white nature of her own morality like it’s#her conceptualization of justice is set wholly in courts and the legality of the situation and the importance of one’s sworn word in the#society she was brought up in#like IT IS based in ideals - it IS based in court#and like there has just 😭 been so much. there’s so much - she can’t punish everyone who’s attempted to diminish her or hurt her in any#sort of way because it’s all blurred into one consistent stream of things that she has ? she needs to let go of - she can’t respond to#every little thing when the allegations flung at her most post the birth of her children are that of high treason#like there’s so much simmering anger that she just buried deeper and deeper until she can pretend it doesn’t exist#she doesn’t hurt alicent she doesn’t hurt helaena she’s even reluctant to attack KL after Luke’s death due to her fear of kinslaying like#she has her limits and that still is ? The people she would perceive as innocent and people like Alicent who ? in the book viserys loved an#in the show who she herself cared for like it’s#‘ does your anger hurt less now ? ‘ no! it does not#because the price she’s paid to successfully reclaim what they stole from her is ! too! high !#the price she never wanted to have to pay which she said at the start of it was too high of a cost was paid anyway and she’s fundamentally#fucking miserable because of it#like visenya is dead luke is dead jace is dead and viserys is missing and likely dead and all she has left is joff and aegon#and like the notion of the opposition to her succession was something she expected at that point. But what hurts the MOST is the way they#went about it. What hurts the most is what happened as a result of the shock she experienced from it#like she miscarried from it and she lost visenya - and the subsequent confrontations afterward led to the losses of her other children and#it’s like ??? they could’ve called a great council - they should’ve called a great council but no one did#what hurts is the fact the excuse is the vows sworn to her were ‘ stale’ and thus the people who turned their backs on them didn’t need to#uphold them so they could go about oathbreaking with their honor in tact when it’s like ? ( to her ) it feels as if she wasn’t even worth#the grace of them being honest with themselves on what they were doing#like it’s ?
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Rereading the dialog that is said during suppressions. Abel specifically says 'Loved Ones' as he speaks about those in the upper layer's demise and their struggle and urging to stop as continuing on is futile. Abram says 'colleagues'. 'Coworkers'. He does refer to them as 'Friends' once as well. But every other dialog is about Carmen or generalizing and saying 'everyone' rather than specifics. It just feels odd a bit to where he uses less strong terms when referring to relations with people and then afterwards only refers to Carmen by name rather than those still existing beside him. Even when it was stated by a facet of A and others (I can only remember Hokma off the top of my head. It may be only him which would make sense) refer to A having seen them as specifically 'Loved Ones'. Which is a far stronger showing and expression of emotion to those around you.
It makes me think of how he, Abram, expressed his desires, the desire to die [see: 'sink'/'sleep' for he explicitly refers to death consistently as slumber and when bringing the dead back 'waking them up'] and stop, in that moment. He constantly brings up, in general terms, self punishment and Carmen. Guilt that is carried with Carmen. Memories of her death, her passing. Of how she left without a smile. Of how she can no longer bask in the warmth of the sun she loved to do so frequently. Yet only of Carmen in name. Never anyone else or specifics of people, generalizations when referring to others and referring to them all inside a group, as a collective. Them and then Carmen. Focused on only that. On the fact he cannot move forward. Urging to just shut the eyes and to simply Sink. To Sleep. To die. It reminds me of when one goes ahead and becomes so interlaced with suffering and grief and despair that one simply stews inside of it, spiraling down further into that single train of thought. Holding onto the image of a dead and deceased one. It feels as if, in a more crude way of saying it as I cannot formulate a different way currrently at the moment, searching of 'justification' and a fitting reason to commit suicide. [I say Justification as what I really mean to say a 'fitting reason', that reason and end seeming to Be the Only way to continue, or lack of continue, at that point to him.] Rather than saying the names or specifics of those around him, of his loved ones still inside those metal boxes, he becomes enveloped in grief and only on Carmen. Abram's mistake which he fixates the most upon. Holds deep guilt for. Blames himself for. Saying he drove her to her death. That he is leaving her behind [I didnt save the exact quote but it was generally that]. When those inside the facility are people he also so clearly values and wished to bring back as well he, at this moment, primarily focuses on Carmen. Even when he does address the others it's in a more brief manner, having two pieces of dialog on the Sephirot specifically and it only relating to his Faults relating to them than the people themself when he speaks of Carmen in a more in depth manner. Perhaps it's still the wish clinging of to not hold trust in anyone. But it feels reminiscent to when a person tries to push themself and gain 'courage' to commit suicide. Of focusing only on the guilt and regret and the mourning of one already gone, who was so near and dear whom he did all of this for in the first place his desire only stemming from her and not the project itself, especially one who also killed herself, to go ahead and die as well. Perhaps it's not even an active thing he does in his mind. It's just become so overbearing that he has now gotten stuck in that never ending loop. Using far more stronger language of the woman dead and gone who he wishes to rejoin than of those currently alive and near to him, making them feel far more distant than they actually are mentally – at least in relations and connections wise. Depression does tend to tear down what one feels towards their loved ones and how they process and view relationships causing for people to exhibit such a thing by feeling distant in a room or alone with a loved one nearby as commonly known – and physically. I'm not saying that's 'totally what it is' or the sort. More of that reading it over again just reminded me of such a thing. Nothing revolutionary but more ramblings to process it all after it ended
#lobcorp spoilers#lobotomy corp spoilers#abram lobcorp#abel lobcorp#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#[LCorp]#All the tags needed I think. I cant really do much else but do small words today or anything else more mentally straining than idle thought#Ill likely be better tomorrow. If not then the tomorrow after. If not then that day afterwards#that makes it sound daunting.... itll be ever so slightly marginally better after i have ice cream i think. there. more easy#back to lobcorp though... i always was struck with how abram speaks and describes things#yes the obvious far more gentle and softer language when describing death when everything else doesnt shy away from calling it what it is#but also the disconnect with how he says things and the reality of it in a sense...? more of contradictions at least#hard to describe rifht now. him saying carmen left leaving nothing behind when her nervous system is still There#of the abnormalities that have snippets of her even in A's perspective being bloodbath and the snow queen#of how the facility was built underground due to the grief A felt. the company that mourns her#shes everywhere yet nowhere at once. yet she left so mant things behind. from memories and hope to scars#'faded' 'forgotten' shes here. shes here.#stepping into the bathtub to they wouldnt feel any guilt and the abram saying it was His Fault [cant find exact quote i paraphrased it]#sorry for not providing exact quotes as well im not motivated to do much... at all.. cant find it in me besides general loose thoughts#[Musings]
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Me: *creates an OC*
Me: *heavily implies OC will meet a bad fate*
OC: *meets bad fate*
Me:
(Alternatively, I may have started it, but @katkastrofa enabled me and now I’m losing my mind)
#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#first rule of interacting with Nia: don’t suggest a dark/whumpy/extremely angsty concept to them#they’ll take it and run a marathon with it and next thing you know their own ideas are making them cry#this is just what happens when I start developing an OC during a rough time in my life#happens every time. guess who came up with Summiya’s fall from grace after their college application fell through??#and since Summiya has a more or less completed storyline. it’s now someone else’s turn#namely Jia’s. also Sunat’s but. mostly Jia’s. Sunat is more angst than whump and I’m craving PAIN#I’ve been frothing at the mouth thinking about Jia all day#just.. imagine how terrified she must have been when she was brought before Jusamah. when he said that he’d make her talk one way or another#and if she doesn’t want to obey and confess willingly… something else can be arranged#how her fear got even worse when she was dragged into the palace dungeons. when she saw the whipping post#begging for mercy as she was stripped and tied. swearing on her life that she doesn’t know anything. that she’s innocent#rambling incoherently right up until the first hit lands. after that it’s just screams and sobs and barely audible ‘I don’t know’s#all the while she’s yelled at by a man three times her age who refuses to believe that she truly doesn’t know anything#and she doesn’t. all she did was point Aiza in a direction. she has no proof she even went in it#I don’t want to get to graphic here but let’s just say I read an article on whipping and it’s.. it’s bad#the aftermath is brutal and bloody and passing out from the pain would be a mercy#and afterwards… I do think someone is called to tend to her so she doesn’t bleed to death before they can get a confession out of her#and that person is kind. if a little detached emotionally. and likely her back could have been salvaged if the whipping didn’t repeat#but it did. because they need her to confess. maybe the excruciating pain of reopened wounds will get her to talk…#it doesn’t. she never says anything. and after a while they move on from torture to locking her up and starving her#maybe that’ll finally break her. perhaps she’s still whipped occasionally even afterwards but for the most part she’s just left alone-#in some dark cell and questioned occasionally. it lasts anywhere from weeks to months and yet she never gives out the one detail she knows#because Aiza’s safety depends on it and she knows Aiza’s punishment will be much worse than hers if she’s caught#but anyway. enough of the bloody horror show. instead think about what it must’ve been like for her parents#the town is alight with scandal following the disappearance of Lady Aiza. you know a bit about her since your daughter works for her#you don’t hear from your daughter for a while. eventually someone tells you that she’s been convicted of helping Lady Aiza run away#she’s been under interrogation since. no one’s seen her but rumour has it they’re torturing her. there’s little you can do as a poor family#you request an audience with Lord Jusamah. it takes a long time to to be granted but eventually you’re before him begging for your daughter#apparently she’s proven to be a useless waste of resources so she’s released to you. you barely recognise her. AND I REACHED TAG LIMIT FML
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if these lights could cry.
who yandere! trafalgar law x fem black! y/n. length 606 words! warnings i promise i really tried to make him in character okay.. i'm not even in the timeskip *sobbing*. angst/gore. and don't be horny about the boob contact, this is not glorification. unprofessional & dangerous surgery description. organs and blood and poetry and blaaaaah. no consent. unconscious reader. and insinuations of the reader dying that's you ;).
leman's letter! a little pre-description would be: yandere! law touching y/n in places "only they know", and turns out it's a surgery just so he can feel her organs, knowing he's the only one capable of caring for her inside and out. and the only one she must trust to do so at that, since she sleeps so soundly in his bed, with them being lovers and all. surely that's more than trust? surely it's consent? really, regardless, who is she to refuse a check-up if it's doctor's orders?
ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤㅤ ★
Loosen your will, lose your drive; drift like lost wood and sink like an angel's feathered spine. Spiders thrive where memories spin forlorn, pearlescent webs of regret, and in that case, el hospital de tu corazon is a cave for bats and daddy long legs.
Spread your arms. Some sedation would do you well, wouldn't it?
Spread your legs. Some fucks to give would last this doctor the rest of the night.
Spread your belly button. Your guts, splice them. Your eyes- no, sorry, we won't dice them..
You're a prepossessing little patient with a particularly possessive, perfectionist lover. But you, you're so perfect, what is there for the doctor to heal or mend or replace? Not a single discrepancy in your spleen, your pancreas is in as little pain as preferred, your thoracic cavity is as hollow as a lost soul. And your heart.
"There's the fun part."
His hands, riddled with letters of death and intentions of.. something akin, softly palm the naked elegance of your breasts. Although consumed by anesthesia, your nipples naturally harden beneath the newfound company, slowly tightening and tickling against his palm creases. Yet he presses deeper- harder- urging your chest into the density of your thoracic cavity until he's sure you should fall apart from the pressure.
Yellow lamps see it all. Hanging from the ceiling, adding to the ambiance of your impending quietus. No amount of flickering or buzzing from the dust-worn bulbs could warn the lingering spirits of those who came before you. Are you to be an exception?
An incision-- no.. three slabs. Just skin, it's just skin, just cells, just tissue. Just an organ- an organ or two. Or five.
He's a doctor, isn't he? He must be sure you're pumping blood where it's due, not swelling or oozing where you shouldn't. Checking off his list: no tumors or cell degeneration, no irritable cysts or parasites. If this means sliding that annoying latex over his hands to ensure you're safe and sound inside and out, he's more than acquiescent to oblige. Hell, to volunteer.
"Just lucky to have me, I guess."
..Debatable. Since one kidney is currently being toyed, twisted, poked, prodded, and pulled out of it's cubby behind your trampoline of a digestion bag. Oh, I mean stomach.
However, stomachs don't usually get sliced open with silver scalpels just for the fact of doing so. Do they? Perhaps "digestion bag" is more appropriate, since you open up quite widely.
Biopsy's vary. Could be fifteen minutes, could be thirty.
For you, more hours fly past than fingers on your limp hands. Spiders crawl into the winter sunrise, abandoning you and your yellow lights of worry to run silent on misery and immobility. Resting points in between the achingly intimate hours hold no weight; they're only for letting your sensitive body lay and recuperate, with your limbs spread apart and numb like you're ready for the slaughter house. You're too perfect to take so much time out of Doctor Trafalgar's day and night. Or perhaps it's because you're so unprecedented in faultlessness that you must amount to such a duration of focus.
He's had to redistribute anesthesia more times than he's enjoyed; you're such a handful. Surely you realize everyone has their reason to lose control.. Which cakey clump of you is pushing his limits this time?
"Jeez, Y/n, don't get so worked up. Going into cardiac arrest again just wastes more time. I can re-attach your heart to the left atrium in a second." A slowed stutter coruscates in his hand like a newborn baby's first and last breath, and he chuckles, comparing your blood hungry heart to such with lidded, heavy, restless eyes. "You're about to turn this into an exhumation."
★ garnetea productions. all rights reserved, do not plagiarize.
#what do you even do in this situation#wake up like why am i so sore what are these scars#are you even strong enough to beat his ass afterwards?.. it's LAW#just kms#law where is my LEFT KIDNEY#anime x black!reader#one piece#one piece x reader#one piece x black!reader#trafalgar law#trafalagar law x reader#anime x reader#law x reader#law x black reader#trafalgar law x poc reader#yandere trafalgar law#yandere one piece#male yandere#yandere x reader#yandere x darling#anime fanfic#one piece fanfiction#one piece angst#trafalgar law angst#law angst#trafalgar law x black reader#yandere x female reader#yandere angst
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