#what do you mean im sickkkk!!!!!!!

[penguin--person]

my.illness ..

[stylespresleyhearted]

POV: AUSTIN BUTLER IS IN LOVE

(AND DOESN’T CARE WHO KNOWS IT)

masterlist here x

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enews Love is in the air! Austin Butler and his girlfriend shared the sweetest reunion outside the airport 😭 more photos at the link in bio

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fan34 omg i am so freaking jealous

user12 GOD HAS FAVORITES AND IT AINT ME

butlerfan It feels so good to see him be publicly in love and not hide it anymore

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austinbutler Happy day 🎂❤️

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fan13 LMAO THE OFFICE MEME RETURNS

tchalamet happy birthday gee! @yourinstagram

zendaya 27 has never looked better queen 💕

ashleytisdale I’m telling Jupiter LOL! Happiest birthday to you @yourinstagram you are a blessing in our lives 🥰🥰

ashleybee HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY 💘💘💘

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yourinstagram 💋 smooches for @austinbutler

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glenpowell Austin Butler is one lucky lucky man

fan13 not glen in the comment section please

user13 this gets cuter when you realize she was actually kissing him through the glass 😭❤️

oliviadejonge absolute stunner 🥀

austinbutler Get over here right now

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enews Austin Butler and girlfriend spotted sharing a few cuddles and kisses while on a date! We all know how much they love their smooches 😚

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user21 one hand on her back, other in her pocket this man knows he’s fine

fan13 IM SO FUCKIN LONELY 😩

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austinbutler sweatin’ because my date is so hot

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ashleybee HAHA the caption 😂😂

yourinstagram lol u cheesy man 🫶���� ily

anthonyboyle He was probably so proud with it too 😂

keoghan ace mateeee 😌

ayoedibiri this is my favorite post you have ever posted

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austinbutler Took over lighting production during a visit on set and she killed it !!

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florencepugh I’m so mad you didn’t bring her on the Dune set

yourinstagram WHAT DO YOU MEAN I WAS THERE EVERY WEEKEND

florencepugh not enough. i needed you there every day.

yourinstagram Michael Mann said the job is mine 🤩

user13 y/n getting a job on the heat 2 set iktr!!!

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austinbutler I want to do with you what spring does to cherry tress - Pablo Neruda

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fan23 … is everyone else also transfixed on her awesome boobs or am i a perv ?

oliviadejonge gorgeous girl

tomholland2013 aren’t we lucky boys mate?

ashleytisdale 😍😍😍

ayoedibiri she’s got you quoting pablo neruda and i completely understand why

yourinstagram if your boyfriend isn’t also your photographer break up with him

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austinbutler 🕶️

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zendaya the coolest to ever do it

keoghan92 sickkkk

rileykeough Austin we’re gonna need you to release a book of all the photos you have of this gorgeous girl 🌚

ashleybee Her job is Cool Barbie

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yourinstagram was my turn to snap a photo of this handsome guy who makes me the happiest i have ever been ♥️♾️ ‘love could be labeled poison and we’d drink it anyway’

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austinbutler oh no

yourinstagram taste of your own medicine mister lol

keoghan92 my teeth can’t handle the sweetness

florencepugh not one bad photo of either of you exists

ashleybee Having a big sister moment because he’s winked the same since he was like 5

yourinstagram can we look at baby pictures again 🥹

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No disrespect intended to Austin’s current relationship, I respect their privacy but also I really wish Austin would post his gf, talk about her, all that good stuff I GET WHY HE DOESN’T 😭

also using Sydney Sweeney as a FC because I’m currently obsessed with her she’s awesome?? Brilliant ??? She is everything. Also I may have an idea for part 2 but it would be nsfw concerning leaked nudes and such but would anyone be interested in that? Lemme know! As always feel free to come chat 💬

[trevination]

I'm curious for marlie have you talked about how they got together? Or shared like a first kiss etc?? I'm actually so curious!

AHHH YESS!! well i havent posted about it but we've tapped about it on discord and AHHH its so important to me omg

okay so. they pine after each other for a WHILE. charlie has always known he's gay so he's just like "i wanna kiss this man so bad" but micah's just casually thinking "it feels like the sun has been brought into my life" and just. Not. realizing he likes him. charlie keeps trying to like hint to micah that he likes him and very casually flirt and show he's interested in him but micah is not fucking catching the hints, even as he's realizing he likes charlie romantically (and micah isn't like. scared or ashamed to be gay honestly he's like "that makes sense" but he knows how awful his life would be if people found out and he cant do that to his family). eventually, charlie's thinking like "oh maybe i've been reading this the wrong way" and he starts like pulling away from micah because he's trying not to hurt himself even more. and micah's just like "????? what? what happened did i do smth"

like u also need to know they are just casually So domestic and gay. like micah gets home from work in the evening and charlie is playing with rosie and messing with the twins and helping them with homework and making dinner. charlie spends Much more time at micah's house than his own (bc his grandparents are neglectful assholes who don't give a fuck abt him) and like. the number of times charlie has fallen asleep on micah on the couch or the times micah has tucked charlie in when he crashes at his house. and charlie subconsciously referring to the foster house as 'home' and charlie being the only person micah could ever be open with... ohh my god they make me sick

BUT back on topic. charlie isnt even being super distant, he's just not being as affectionate but its so abnormal micah's like "wtf" and confronts him, not wanting to lose the one person he has, the one thing in like he's so selfishly wanted. charlie is stuttering a bunch and trying to figure out what to say, because he cant tell anymore if micah likes him romantically but he's saying all this stuff about how he doesn't wanna lose charlie, and charlie stutters through telling him he likes him and-- as charlie's trying to explain, micah just realizes "I rlly love him" and charlie's stuttering comes to a pause as he's trying to figure out what to say and micah just... kisses him.

i imagine it's both of their first kisses, maybbeeee charlie kissed someone once in like middle school? but it's the first time there's ever been an actual emotional connection for either of them. sparks just fly. micah has never had someone to be so open with, weak around, and charlie has never had someone who genuinely Wanted him, who cared about him so personally. it's just. they don't even need to say anything. they just kiss each other and hug and lay down on the couch (this would def be nighttime when rosie and the twins (micah's siblings) are asleep) and just cuddle and kiss and giggle into each others faces . its so sweet and fluffy and charlie 100% cries

then. they wake up in the morning in each others arms and continue their morning routine. make breakfast, wake up the kids, charlie walks them to school then walks to the highschool, micah drives off for work, and they see each other again that evening.

sorry im yapping sm they make me SO SICK THEYRE SO !!!!!! EVERYTHINGG OH MY GODDD <33333 honestly most of what we think about them is. so fucking angsty like idk how much I've talked about charlie's jumping by the socs or what happens after charlie goes to college but... ugh. they mean so much to me they make me sickkkk

[tuerescringe]

Songs That Remind Me of Redacted Characters:

- Angel: Hottie by Flo Milli

like…cmon. this is so angel. u gotta hear me out here. no one else could pull this off so flawlessly.

- David: Loyalty by Kendrick Lamar

it just. really fits him man. idk what u want me to say. loyalty is one of the biggest things for him. also this song is sexy.

- Asher: What is Love by Haddaway

YOU HAVE TO HEAR ME OUT ON THIS. PLEASEEE SEE MY VISION. every single karaoke night. every. single. time. he performs it with baabe and they have a fucking blast.

- Baabe: Kiss Me by Sixpence None the Richer

i dont have a proper explanation for this one to be completely honest with you. but i think it really fits them. its cute and homey and i feel like its how they view their relationship with asher. ily baabe.

- Milo: La Carcacha by Selena

literally just take a listen man. this is so milo. everything about this is tailored to give u the spitting image of this man.

- Darlin’: Pride by Kendrick Lamar

do i have to explain. because i really feel like i don’t.

- Sam: After The Storm by Kali Uchis

idk the lyrics kinda speak to me. plus i feel like he’d enjoy this song, a small break from whatever fuckass country music he would listen to regularly. that is mean. i am sorry sam.

- Vincent: FASHION by Britney Manson

do i even have to explain myself. i know him. u know him. this is his fucking song.

- Lovely: My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski

they honestly make me really really sad. so they get a mitski song. but honestly i feel like they would really relate to this one. so much has been taken from them whether it be malicious or not that all they truly have left is their love. whether that be their love for vincent or general love for themselves and life and such. lovely .. u will always be famous.

- Huxley: Ain’t It Fun by Paramore

ok first of all. he loves paramore, i know this for a fact because he told me. u gotta believe me. but also this is just so him!

- Freelancer: Hottie by Brockhampton

another one that i cant truly explain. idk man! friendship! this just reminds me alot of my specific vision of freelancer. those who get it, get it.

- Gavin: Daylight by Taylor Swift

SORRY. IM SORRY FOR TAYLOR SWIFT POSTING. IM NOT EVEN A SWIFTIE BUT THIS IS SOOOOO GAVIN AND FL. FORGIVE MEEEEE.

- Blake: Once More To See You by Mitski

don’t even look at me.

- Elliot: Wasted Summers by Juju

shakes the bars of my enclosure. RAAUGHHHHH. i actually really love him and i also really love this song. im crazy.

- Sunshine: See You Again by Tyler The Creator

hehehehehehe. hehehehohohoho.

- Smartass: Upgrade U by Beyonce

i cant explain myself for this one. this one is simply off of vibes im sorry. but surely u can understand.

- Guy: Dumb Dick by Level

THIS IS ON HIS PLAYLIST. I KNOW THIS FOR A FACCCTTTT. he blasts this all the fucking time and honey is SICKKKK of it. u know im right.

[mako-neexu]

i feel sickkkk i listened to the song so many times i lost track literally crying rn the way Beyond the Gray Sky talks about such simple peaceful and happy times- of the present and the past and then not even half of the song later, it smoothly delves into "goodbyes"

(i think the full hasnt been released internationally yet but i am so. sick and unwell whenever i hear it. what is this? hassan of the cutting onions stop hiding???)

i am just so sad....like the first half talks about eating together at the rooftop and laughing alongside eahc other just gives off the vibe that its all so fun. its all so sweet and amazing to be with you, whom i love. this current moment where we are beneath that blue sky. i and you who exist right at this extremely rare moment where we are together. and with you, i have that strength to head towards tomorrow. like.... this is the "normal life" that fujimaru ritsuka yearns for and is experiencing "in this moment"

ghhh 😭the second phase + 2nd chorus absolutely turned me to dust and tears...

because there are two ways to interpret that one. (for me, at least)

this refers to guda, who has been submerged countless times in those depths of despair but that "unchanging feeling" for their wish is what drives them to stand back up again and again and now, as their Avengers escort them onto that train towards the future, they plead and ask, they look at their very first Avenger with tears at the edges of their eyes and ask, "Please tell me that this journey will still continue." as that was the very last line of the song.

the second half could also be interpreted as a love letter, a farewell of the Avengers- of dantes' POV towards guda because he's said it time and time again!!! that his accomplice is a star and therefore is light -> and before i inevitably lose my "light", i must teach them the meaning of revenge. but that star will never be swallowed up by the darkness, shall never be tempted as the "feelings and thoughts" towards their heartfelt "wish" will remain forever unchanged. So "tell me that this journey will still continue (towards that which you yearn for)." As you, my star, my destiny, my accomplice must reach for that tomorrow you long for. You on this brilliant path must walk forward. And us, your Avengers, shall push your back one last time.

heart hurts i have too many feelings.... i have to go back to interpreation #1 because im still unwell if its a guda POV.....because-

"I know. I know full well there is no such thing as eternity. these times wont last forever but if you're guiding me to board this train towards the future," they bite their lower lip as they tighten their hold on Dantes's gloved hand, as they shakily grip at the steel rail of the train's entrance door and hot tears cascade down their cheeks, they ask, with their voice cracking as they look back at him and their Avengers, these people that they love, pushing their back forward with a happy goodbye because they also loved them in return, and were doing this because they cared about guda so much, they ask with a plea, "At least tell me that this journey will continue."

("Because if this continues, then I'll see you again. I'll be able to see you again for as long as this continues... I'll be able to meet you one way or another- as this is not a final farewell. So please reassure me... that it will continue.")

("But I know there is no such thing as 'forever', but despite that, I still want to hope. I'll wait and hope for as long as I have to just to meet you and see you again. Just tell me, please tell me-")

arghhhhh still, this entire chapter also reminded us of that inevitable final "farewell" on FGO like....there are definitely times i hated this game but i loved it just as much..........

also, the way momoka (singer for this song) sings "even i know there's no such thing as eternity" (to these happy times/joyful memories of being together) just............................ im just so sad.....😭....... the way she conveyed it with such pain with that feeling of "of course- of course, i know that-! but even so. please. please, even so-" in her tone.........like guda's/the avengers' or dantes' feelings are just killing me i can feel myself really die inside from sadness 😭

and the feeling of the song as i mentioned previously is uplifting yet so sad... both the chorus give that feeling of "moving forward" with light and bright steps and it feels happy in the first one but in the last chorus, it felt like a "graduation song" and the overall song's feelings give it a vibe of "wishing 'you' good luck, filled with hope".....

and in the full CM: dantes speaks his famed line of "Attendre et Esperer", an answer to the song which becomes a song where "the Avengers give you one final push"

[fictionkinfessions]

yknow ive been thinkin lately. like ive been getting back into phighting, which is fine, great game, but that DOES mean ive been actually remembering Hey wait a minute im literally subspace phighting isnt that neat. WHICH LIKE IT IS. IT IS NEAT. i guess. UNTIL i Remember ☝ the Horrors. you get it. anyway im sickkkk and tireddd of people treating me like an irredeemable villain like yesss ive done bad things i will not deny that.

but im going to be so honest with you all. i did not start that fight with medkit. least not in My source. taking his eye was self defense, which i KNOW sounds crazy in the context of canon, but my source was pretty different so you just gotta trust me on that one. i was an unhinged guy yeah but i didnt start hurting people until i started literally slowly dying. that bastard called me into his lab, pinned me down, injected me with fuck knows what, and next thing you know im like a walking corpse growing crystals and rotting everywhere. i think taking out an eye is fair game for giving me a death sentance for the crime of... what, being fucking annoying in the same area as him, i guess? right right sure, THANKS, MEDDY, for all your WONDEROUS conclusions. really doin whats best for the world over here. [if you cant tell, thats extreme sarcasm.]

to be fair to the community after that i did in fact do all those things /j. like i did in fact do freak experiments and shit. im not gonna deny that i did have the worlds worst downwards spiral into Near insanity and i think the only things that stopped me from genuinely losing myself were my kids [hi to every biograft i miss you] and my. roommate/life partner [hi hyperlaser my dear i miss you too] so. yknow. you understand you get it

- sorry this got long. subspace, phighting! (partial) introject. (#♦🧪)

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[starsofang]

Hi I'm new just found the pirate fic and binged it all. Lovely time to do it since a new chapter just came out. I've been BLESSED OH MY GOD??? ITS SO GOOD??? IM SO INVESTED HELP IM GOING TO DIE IF I DONT INJECT IT STRAIGHT INTO MY VEINS IM HURLING THE GHOAPPPPP STOP THEY'RE ALL SO AUGHHHHHHH THE CHEMISTRY!!!!! like I BELIEVE they'd all become friends and eventually get together I LOVE THE BANTER I LOVE THE CALMER CHAPTERS I LOVE THE INTERACTIONS NOOOO IM BRAINROTTING HELP. That was the best hour of my life. What will I do now that its over????????? Nothing will ever scratch this itch this fic scratched. Nothing else will satisfy the craving the same way. I wish someone knocks me on the head so I can forget it all just to read it again. PLEAAASE OH MY GOD ITS SO GOOD IM GOING INSANE ITS SO GOOD I NEEDED TO DO LAPS AROUND MY ROOM. IM SICKKKK IM SICK AND UNWELL OVER ALL OF THEM STOPPPP I LOVE THEM ALL I LOVE DOVE. DOVE MY BELOVED JUDT ONE CHANCE. JUST KNE CHANCEEEEE. Does she need a dog?? I can bark. I CAN BARK PLEAAASE PLEASE DOVE‼️‼️ I LOVE YOUR CHARACTERIZATION FOR THE BOYS. ITS SO WELL DONE ILL CRY. IM CRYING. I can smell the hurt/comfort chapter with her and Simon coming up. I can FEEL IT IN MY BONESSSS (delusion) I hope they talk I'm so excited to see more of them. AND THE ALMOST KISS WITH GAZ STOPPPPP AIGHEHRHHSDSKJDSSEJEJ he's so:(( THEY STARGAZE TOGETHER IM SICKKKKK. JOHNNY GOT HER NEW SHOES IM CRYING. I CRIED WHEN SHE TRIED TO RUN AND JOHNNY GOT HER NEW SHOES I LITERALLY FELT SO GUILTY NOOOOOOOOOOOO I'm not okay. And there's.. John ig.🙄 The captain is on thin ice 🙄/hj DBFJADJDJJRJEJRHS I can't wait to see them bond.

I'll never recover from this I hope you know that. Please never stop writing this literally made my week. It was terrible but I changed my mind. It's Life-changing. Wonderful. The world is GOOD AND KIND AND THE UNIVERSE LOVES ME. anyways sorry im obsessed thank you for writing<333 is the fic on AO3? I really want to subscribe so I dont miss an update<3333 have a lovely day!

WELCOME TO THE COTS FAMILY 🗣️ IM HAPPY YOURE HERE luckily for you i just updated a new chapter, i post every saturday except this time because i had a hurricane and no power:3

yknow what if dove doesnt work out with the 141, she’s for the girls. take her and she’s yours, you can treat her better i trust you 🗣️

PLS PRICE IS MY BABY HES A GOOD GUY I SWEARRRR HES JUST GOT LIL ISSUES THAT MAKE HIM A BIT MEAN 😭

DONT FEEL BAD FOR GOIN CRAZY i love it when i get asks that are all just spdkwkdne about the new chapters and fic in general because it means i can go crazy with you

yes you can find my ao3 in my masterlist, i post all chapters on there as well!!! but every update on here and ao3 will be saturday evenings :3

[7official7moose7]

Me losing my shit under the cut (good omens spoilers) (this is long)

WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE ACTUAL FICKING FUCK GOD DAMMIT WHAT THE HELL WHAT IN THE ACTUAL NAME OF HELL. WHAT THE LITERAL COMPLETE FUCK. I'M SHAKING AND ON THE VERGE OF TEARS AND I'M GOING TO ACTUALLY PUKE. WHAT KIND OF FUCKING ENDING WAS THAT. IM. WHAT THE FRICKLE FRACKLE TICKLE TACKLE FUCK. WAS THAT. EXMCFUCKING SCUZE ME. FUCK METATRON, FUCK GABRIEL AND BEELZEBUB, FUCK EVERYONE, WHAT THE ACTUAL LITERAL FUCKING FUCK I CAN'T BREATHE. NEIL GAIMAN YOU ABSOLUTE MOTHERFUCKER. I'M IN SHAMBLES AND I'M UPSET AND I CAN'T EVEN TELL IF I MEAN ALL THIS OR NOT I'M REALLY OVERWHELMED WITH THAT WHOLE LAST EPISODE WHAT THE FUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKK. I'M SO ANGRY AND SO HAPPY BUT I'M ALSO SO FUCKING LIVID BUT I'M ALSO SMILING AS I TYPE THIS. I. FUCK. SHIT GOD DAMMIT HOLY MOTHERFUCKING HELL HEAVEN WHAT THE FUCK EVER. I CAN'T PROCESS THIS RIGHT NOW AND I DON'T K OW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE AFTER THIS SHIT. HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO COPE FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS WAITING FOR THE NEXT SEASON?????? WHAT THE SHIT!!!!! WHAT THE ACTUAL FACTUAL LITERAL SHIT!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T EVEN THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE TO TYPE I'M SO UPSET AND DISTRAUGHT AND MOTHERFUCKING PHYSICALLY SICKKKK. IT'S NORMAL FOR ME TO FEEL SICK WHEN I'M EXCITED BUT GOD DAMMIT THIS IS THE WORST KIND OF EXFUCKINGCITEMENT I'VE EVER FELT. THIS WAS MORE INTENSE THAN THE FUCKING FURY RIDE AT CAROWINDS I FUCK. ING CAN'T. HOW DARE YOU BITCHASSES DO THIS SHIT TO ME YOU ABSOLUTE BUFFOONS. I SWEAR TO GOD METATRON PUT SOME SHIT IN THAT COFFEE BECAUSE THERE'S NO WAY AZIRAPHALE WOULD A. ASK CROWLEY TO BE AN ANGEL AGAIN AND B. PUSH HIM AWAY IN THE EVENT OF A KISS AND SAY "I FORGIVE YOU" WHAT THE FUCK. TWO YEARS!!!!!! WE HAVE TO WAIT TWO MCFUCKING YEARS FOR A NEW SEASON???!!??!??!!!! I'M NOT. I'M NOT DOING SO WELL. I'M NOT PREPARED AND I WASN'T PREPARED AND I NEVER WOULD HAVE BEEN PREPARED TO HAVE THAT FUCKING RUG RIPPED OUT FROM UNDER ME LIKE TGATTTTT. I'M HURTINGGGG. NO ONE TALK TO ME I'M SO FUCKING MESSED UP RN

/hj

[mintyjae]

im sickkkk what do you mean they took down istj and armageddon off spotify? literally my 2 fave albums this year what the fuck!!!!

[tteokdoroki]

not to be dramatic but bakugo would be the best with someone who’s been hurt before. He’s just so protective. He wouldn’t let ANYONE get away with making u uncomfortable. He would keep u close (if ur ok with that) and literally be a guard dog against anyone and everyone else. He’s kind, but he’s not fucking nice, and sometimes that’s exactly what u need

IM GONNA BE SICKKKK PLEADE

nAH cause i feel like bakugou knows the pain of heartache all too well, he’s always been a little bit naive with love and the first time he gets his heartbroken his entire vision is just shattered. so he dates, yeah but it’s not always for the right reasons and then you come along— like a vase with too many broken pieces and he swears to every fuck on the planet that you’re never gonna feel hurt like he has, you won’t ever be wounded or in pain the way he’s been because you’re too good and too pure to end up the way he did.

so bakugou gets protective as fuck, if your face so much as crumples because of someone else’s doing— there’s a fist in their face or he’s right by your side, arms around you making you feel safe and secure, kisses pressed into your hair line while his thumbs brush away the tears on your cheeks. “chin up f’me, kay beautiful?” WAILING !!! bakugou hates when you cry, not because he thinks that shit looks weak but because it means he failed to protect you from whatever harm got sent your way, knowing you didn’t deserve it.

but also i feel like he’s a little harsher or uses a firm hand when he thinks you need to stand up for yourself more, he reminds you that you’re not someone to walk all over— that you’re important to him in all ways and he can’t stand to see you thrown under the bus over and over.

[fairycosmos]

we should take billionaires extra money because now they don’t move a finger and earn so much in only seconds while normal people barely make money for debts etc in a year and sometimes they don’t... they should live in a normal house like. with the money they have they don’t have to worry about anything. why not give to developing countries or ppl who actually need it. why not invest in saving forests? why not take away the church’s money too? we could solve world hunger

YUPPP !! there is literally no good reason we r in this state. and anyone who thinks otherwise has been deluded by capitalism 😬 billionaires could solve homelessness with just the INTEREST they make from having that much fucking money in their bank accounts lmfao. like idec how much of of it isn't in actual money but in properties nd businesses nd whatever the point still stands. the wealth disparity. and the fact that they paint poor ppl out to be the lazy ones?? the scroungers?? when they make millions by having already rich parents and exploiting their workers. give me a break you know. i feel like we're all just so accustomed to this way of living that we don't even consider mass starvation and poverty and what that actually means. how many people have lost the only life they're ever going to have in absolute fear and pain due to circumstances that were not in their hands. can you imagine what they were thinking. all for what?? things quite literally do not have to be this way. like you said it's ridiculous 😖 also yeah literally lmfao defund the church as an institution. it's a never ending cycle man bc we could be investing in the stuff you mentioned, stuff that actually creates tangible positive change, but that does not serve capitalism. and anyone with enough money to invest wants to serve capitalism. im sickkkk