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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
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#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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Danny, the Young Justice member snippet nr 1
these snippets aren't connected in anyway but just some little scenes I came up with, everyone is welcome to build up on them if they want to
unrelated snippet nr 2, unrelated snippet nr 3(?)
âThank you, young man,â elderly man, a civilian, said to Phantom, squeezing his shoulder when the boy transported him away from the battle into an established safe zone. Hero froze for a moment, blinking rapidly.
âYouâre⌠welcome?â he squeaked and flew back to fight the first chance he got, still dazed.
He was lost in thought the whole time he worked after that, rescuing some teen girls too curious, brave and stupid to run away on their own when they still had a chance. If Kid Flash didnât warn him, one of the goons would land a really nasty hit, which should not have happened. Phantom had one of the best combat spatial awareness out of all of them. He couldnât always react in time, but it almost never escaped him that an attack was coming.
Something was wrong. Really wrong.
That was why, as soon as the fight was over, Kaldur approached his teammate. He saw Robin doing the same.
Phantom, to give him credit where credit is due, didnât fly away from the scene first given chance like always. Instead he sat in the space where they were transporting civilians, hand on his right shoulder, unseeing eyes locked on some cracks in the pavement. His mouth was moving without making a sound. He was covered in dust, like all of them.
âPhantom,â Kaldur asked through Mindlink âare you injured?â
Ghost flinched and turned his head, giving the leader a shaky smile. His eyes were still distant.
âYeah, no, Iâm alright. Sorry I was so out of it. Thanks for the rescue Wally, "the boy replied but his eyes slowly turned back to where he was staring before. Other than that, he hadn't moved.
âPhantom, whatâs wrong?â Robin tried, both out loud and through Mindlink. Now the whole Team was concerned.
âIt's nothing, really,â Phantom answered with a distant tone.â Just⌠something weird happen and I need a moment to wrap my head around itâ
âWhat was it?â Artemis asked bluntly before Conner did the Mindlink equivalent of smack on the back of a head. It was a bit weird to see Conner as the sensitive one. Black Canary was doing a great job with helping him over his anger.
âLet him process it on his own before you demand answers,â he growled.
âAdult civilian thanked me,â the ghost mumbled with awe at the same time. For a moment everyone froze in muted shock.
This explained so much while being so confusing. Yes, civilians tended to do it. It felt great. It didnât warrant such an intense reaction.
âThat's nice,â Mâgann sent carefully after a long moment.
âMhm⌠Really niceâ
Kaldur slowly put a hand on the arm Phantom wasnât holding, to help ground him a bit. Despite his efforts, the ghost flinched under his touch.
âWe need to go to a bioship and back to the Mountain. You should probably come with usâ
He expected a fight, he had various ideas how to convince younger boy but instead he heard quiet, small âSureâ
Ghost didnât move for a long moment.
âPhantom?â Robin asked and again, the response was a violent flinch.
âSorry, sorry. I know itâs dumb Iâm just-â he transmitted some sort of lowering melody that Kaldur didnât know â-right nowâ
âDid you just send Windows XP shutting down noise?!â Wally yelled, exasperated.Â
âHe did,â Robin snorted. Artemis laughed from one of the surrounding rooftops.
Phantomâs lips twitched with a minimal smile but it disappeared before it fully set. His brows furrowed as he stood up, shrugging Kaldurâs hand off in the process.
âIs this publicly known that Iâm a ghost? Like, outside Amity? Or do people just assume Iâm a meta?â
âAround 3% of discourse about you is âalive or notâ-âRobin stated after few seconds of searching n his wrist computer â-with people saying stuff like âIâve seen him breatheâ but everyone else responds with some variation of âAre you really going to tell kid how heâs supposed to cope with being dead? Really Jared?â and the general consensus is that you are in fact a ghost. More people wonder what pronounce you use. Why?â
Phantom said nothing. Kaldur exchanged worried glances with Robin and called everyone else to meet by the bioship. It was a successful but tiring mission and they all wanted nothing more than to relax. After debrief because of course Batman would find things that couldâve gone better.
Mâgann and Wally were already waiting by the time they got there. Martian was stiff and looked like she was focusing on some really hard task. She almost shut down the Mindlink.
âPhantom, your thoughts are really loudâ she whispered out loud âLouder than normal ghost thoughts. Iâm trying not to listen or to transmit it on Mindlink but itâs pretty hard. Whatâs wrong?â
Kaldur remembered the conversation they all had almost right after Phantom joined the Team. As it turned out, ghosts as âthe beings of emotionsâ had thoughts that Martians could read but on different frequencies than living, whatever that meant, and they were really loud. Like they were screaming on the top of their lungs.
Asphalt creaked ominously when Conner jumped down to join them.
âSorryâ
Mâgann relaxed minutely before she got visibly angry.
âI donât mean âshield everythingâ Phantom, itâs extremely unhealthy, explain whatâs wrong?!â
âSeriously guys, youâre all overreacting. Itâs not that deep. I'm just weirded out a bitâ
âYour brain was screaming âIt doesnât make sense!â on repeatâ Mâgann pointed out dryly, ending the Mindlink and motioned them inside the bioship right after Artemis scrambled down a fire escape and joined them.
Phantom skillfully ignored the concerned gazes of every member of the Team other than Mâgann who at least pretended to focus on flying. He looked like he was trying to figure out some really complicated puzzle.
âWhat did this civilian say, exactly?â Robin asked, breaking the silence with a surprising amount of caution in his voice.
âHe said âThank you, young manâ and squeezed my shoulder,â the ghost explained with a wistful and a bit hazy smile. It still didn't justify such an intense reaction âI can still feel it. Tâwas nice. Not strong enough to hurt but⌠sure? I didnât do anything, really, and he most likely knows I'm a ghost, but he thanked me anyway. No senseâ
Halfway through Robin seemed to get an idea and once again started typing away on his computer. Phantom sunk into his seat more comfortably, but he quickly returned to distressed overthinking.
âPeople rarely make sense,â Conner pointed out.
âNah, you just can't people yetâ Wally grinned between bites of his granola bar.
âNah, you're just an extrovert with superpowers. People make no sense,â Artemis decided in a way that ended all arguments âBut gratitude after rescue is pretty typicalâŚâ
âNot for Phantomâ
âWhat do you mean, Robin?â
âHe means, I'm a ghost, Kaldur,â Phantom started âOf course they're not thanking me. I'm an âodd, manipulative and evil manifestation of post-living consciousness on ectoplasmâ and âalways hostile towards living but lack the sentience to comprehend moral aspects of my behaviorâ and âshould be eradicated for betterment of the living realmâ.â he recited almost cheerfully and it made something in Kaldurâs stomach twist. Judging by their faces, his teammates felt the same way.
âYou donât actually believe that, do you?â Mâgann asked carefully.
âIt doesnât matter if I believe this or not. They do. Why would anyone thank me? Especially an adult. Teens apparently decided I'm hot so they support me, which is also weird, and kids think I'm cool because of the ectoblasts and can fly. They usually gush about being saved like âomg itâs Phantomâ which is still weird but not as surreal as anyone actually thanking. But that dude was probably on retirement. He wasnât someone I would expect to have any positive interaction with. Most people his age would try to exorcize me or somethingâ
âThat certainly isnât an asterâ
âEh, Iâm fine. Most are just yelling. Problems start when anti-ghost weapons, especially guns, get on the table but I canât blame them for that one tooâ
âDude, I cannot express how far from fine this isâ
âYou deserve gratitude Phantomâ Kaldur added âYouâre doing a lot of great workâ
âIf you say soâ
âAlso, can we go back to the guns? How often do the people youâre saving try to shoot you?â Artemis asked, raising her head from inspecting her arrows.
âAmity Park is to ghost hunters what Gotham is to crime rates in the USA. Should not be counted if you want something actually similar to reality. Of course they have guns to shoot ghosts. And, let me remind you, I am a ghost-â
âI think we can talk about it another time. How do you feel, Phantom?â Mâgann interrupted from her seat, intensly not looking back at them. She once again was tense.
âStill weird as hell to be honestâ
âGood weird or bad weirdâ she pressed on. Kaldur kinda wanted to know what made her do that.
âGood⌠I think? I know a lot of emotions because I hang out with Jazz Fenton and she pshychoanalizes everyone but I have no idea what to call this. Iâm happy that he said this, ecstatic even. But Iâm still confused and cautious. Some part of me keeps waiting for the other shoe to drop, for this man to come back, after realizing Iâm evil ghost and call hunters and call me manipulative ecto-scum while looking me in the eyes and smile when Iâm shot atâ
âDid this happen? Itâs a bit too specific to believe it didnâtâ Wally announced.
âAs if only once!â Phantom laughed in an almost hysterical way.
âDonât think about it right now,â Mâgann demanded âDo you want to tell us more about the thanks you got?â
Next words Phantom whispered as if he was sharing some important, sacred secret.
âWhen he squeezed my arm, it was such a gentle gesture. Such a gentle touchâ he sounded on the verge of tears.Â
âWas it?â
âYeah... Sorry Iâm such a mess over itâ ghost muttered after a moment, trying to dry his face with his sleeve. It couldnât be too helpful nor pleasant, considering his uniform was made mostly out of rubber.
âThatâs alrightâ
âHe was so kind and like⌠cautious too, yâknow? Like he cared to not hurt me. When my dad pats me on the back, Iâm left out of breath and have to do a few steps to not fall face first on the ground and he thinks Iâm normal,â it was always a bit disturbing to hear Phantom talk about his family in present tense. They never mentioned it because they knew when it was bad idea to say something but it didnât make these instances any less unnervingâAnd this random civilian seen me as Phantom, almost invulnerable and powerful ghost and chose to be gentleâ
Nobody mentioned tears dropping from Phantomâs eyes and down his chin.
âThat sounds niceâÂ
âIt was. And I, like an idiot, stuttered âyou're welcomeâ and escaped as soon as I couldâ ghost grumbled, bringing himself back from the memory. Robin actually laughed, honest and open instead of the creepy giggle he used on all sorts of villains. Everyone else soon joined and between breaths someone choked out:
âI did this so many times. So many. I could probably buy a lollipop if I got a cent every time I did it. Maybe even twoâ
As soon as they werenât at immediate risk of laughing to death Robin decided to risk it again by starting a captivating tale of clueless Batman holding a baby, getting pie as a present, getting pie in his face and few others.
When he finished, the comfortable type of silence stretched through the Bioship. Everyone was just contently resting, maybe even taking a nap before the ordeal of listening to Batman's âEvery mistake you made today with sub and sub-sub categoriesâ lecture while keeping themselves from laughing after all the stories Robin just shared. Kaldur himself was almost asleep when Phantom whispered:
âIs it this nice the second time too?â
âYeah. Itâs even better when you start believing itâ
#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#dp x dc#dp x yj#No Danny didn't tell the team he's a halfa#not yet#i have no idea what the timeline is here but i think it's pretty early for both Danny and YJ#like they all still have barely any idea how this whole heroing and working in team thing works#i think Phantom rarely comes to actual base because he's busy in Amity#they cut him some slack because everyone knows it's a mess and JL is still working on some way to resolve it#since they can't just send Superman there whenever problem arrises because magic is his weaskness#but Danny still has communicator to call help if he needs it and he joins missions when he can#it's nice to have peers who understand the struggle of being teenage hero#even if they struggle aren't all the same#anyway#wandixx writes#have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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teen wolf meme: [2/2] locations -> the hale house
I've been having dreams. Dreams, or nightmares? Nightmares... About a fire. It's this-this house, and I can hear screaming-
#teen wolf#peter hale#derek hale#scott mccall#allison argent#jackson whittemore#chris argent#lydia martin#twedit#twgifs#mine#my gifs#twmeme#LETSGO HAUNTED HOUSE#also jeff davies i noticed that the architecture of the house doesn't match like at all when it's a burned down husk and the version peter#shows lydia of before#don't think i didn't#also there's a like 1 second clip in co-captain of one of the perpetrators of the fire pouring gasoline on the house and it again looks#nothing like what peter showed lydia#so either peter lies about the weirdest things (he does) or jeff davies doesn't care about continuity (he doesn't)#anyways it's one of those inconsistencies in the show i've decided to read as a powerful metaphor instead#the fire of the hale house was literally so traumatic not only to the people who inhabitet it but also to the house itself as its own agent#that it forces the house to literally change its outwardly appearance#also slightly less fun metaphor to read into the inconsistency is simply that peter's recollection of the events leading up to the fire is#so messed up that he doesn't even remember what his own house the house he had lived in his whole life actually looked like anymore
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Alright new Jason Todd headcanons in a dpxdc setting:
Danny is a "liminal" ghost, rather than a "half" ghost. He's alive and dead at the same time. (He's like Jesus Christ (in the church denomination I grew up in), fully ghost and fully human.) Danny, in human form, can go through a ghost shield, because he IS a living human.
Jason, however, is a reanimated corpse. He isn't a ghost, wouldn't have a ghost core, etc, he has a normal human system that runs ON ectoplasm. Jason CANNOT go through a ghost shield, because he is always an ectoplasmic entity. Danny can go through the Fenton Ghost Catcher and be split into a ghost and a human; if Jason went through the ghost catcher, he would straight up die.
(For my purposes I'm gonna say that Jason became an ectoplasmic entity upon his resurrection, but wasn't very stable. Dunking in the Lazarus pit stabilized his system but also poisoned his ectoplasm.)
I do think that Jason could learn certain ghost abilities if he learned to harness his ectoplasm, especially if they detoxed him off the Lazarus waters. He's probably already enhancing his stealth and strength in ways he hasn't really noticed. I think he's held back by the amount of physical matter he's lugging around, so maybe he couldn't fly, but I'm imagining temporary invisibility, or intagibility of like, a limb at a time. Maybe he can't walk through walls, but in a fight he can dodge by instinctively making the targeted part of his body intangible.
#i saw someone call jason a 'revenant' in a fanfic once and that is juicy as hell so I'm stealing that- that's what he is in this au#Jason's ectoplasm does react to other ectoplasmic entities so they can sense eachother#but for ghosts he's fucking weird because he doesn't have a core for them to resonate with or w/e#danny would probably think that he's another halfa/liminal at first but the more time they spend together the more that doesn't add up#so I know that I'm trying to give Jason ghost powers but honestly this whole thing is kind of a bum deal for him#he gets all of a ghost's weaknesses and barely any of the benefits#honestly I'm conceptualizing this as more of a disability than a superpower#discovering that youre less alive than you thought you were and you're technically just a walking talking corpse running on supernatural go#is fucked up and creepy and upsetting!#and it's something that he would have to come to terms with before he could start exploring what new opportunities it might give him#and i think that's really interesting#it's part of why I love messing with Jason in dpxdc stories so much#danny is fully ghost and fully human and he never feels like he fits in anywhere already#Jason is not quite human and not quite ghost so you can imagine how that would go for him#anyways i think they should be best friends and visit frostbite in the realms to make sure jason is healthy and also they should maybe kiss#and listen to the black parade together and talk about dying and stuff#danny fenton#jason todd#dp x dc#dpxdc#danny phantom#dc#batfam#my rambles#revenant jason todd
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link to the post I accidentally wound up prattling endlessly about in the tags đ
#doctor who#tenth doctor#martha jones#david tennant#freema agyeman#(good god. without even meaning to I went into 'psycho stream of consciousness tagging' mode. whoops)#always thinking of that one post#where OP mentions how the writing tries to make it seem like Ten looked right through Martha/etc#which is a good concept for demonstrating his grief. but also isnt what we really see throughout S3#(not saying he wasn't a grieving MESS because he was. but he's a multi-faceted character and he can grieve AND value Martha simultaneously)#but we see such fierce protective instinct+trust; a bond between them that obviously isn't some one-sided affair#+ his clear intent to impress her/be admired and respected by her (apropos the post that inspired this sentiment)#but RTD obviously isn't the most infallible of writers#*cough* [list of reasons I cut down b/c long] *cough*#He can make Martha say âhe's not seeing me/he doesn't look at meâ but then you just watch with your eyes and you get a different story#It's like the opposite of when Moffat tries to make you believe someone is super important through bold claims without showing his work#instead RTD tries to make you believe Ten is functionally blind to Martha's existence while showing numerous examples of the contrary#then bring in the novels+myspace blog+cartoon that he all signed off on. Which tie together to create a canon backdrop#basically I said all of that to say thisâ#it's the whole reason I had to make this blog to get this sort of stuff off my chest (even if it's just for me sometimes)â#Ten not only SAW Marthaâhe trusted+respected+enjoyed+adored her. And it's a good thing#it doesn't cheapen his grief. I feel like people must think it does which is why I constantly see bad unnecessary takes about them#it just means that Martha was SO important to him and it's ok. they had a killer friendship outside the unrequited minutiae and it's ok#there's even a comic where 'someone' makes him believe she's Martha and he makes her change her appearance because âit's still too rawâ#Just saying you don't say that sort of thing about someone whose existence you're all blasĂŠ about#Martha already gets fucked by the narrative in enough ways without people totally missing her significance in the Doctor's life#you don't have to ship them to appreciate them on a deeper level#anyway. fuck. if you actually read all of these then I'm so sorry#creating this blog has taught me that there are only like two people who feel the same way about tenmartha matters and itâs fine đ#but if I didnât give myself an outlet it would probably form a tumor SO there we are then
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One thing I think about a lot is that when Nargothrond falls, it is heavily implied that as good as everyone perished or, if not, got captured. Like, unlike with the Fall of Doriath, there is no mention at all of any refugees removing to the Mouth of Sirion - and yet, I assume that is very likely where Celebrimbor, at least, went? I definitely think he would have fought, but clearly he survived and neither Doriath nor Gondolin really were an option for him, and I doubt even more that he would have gone back to his family.
And there are a lot of implications to all that, but maybe the one that keeps me up most is that this means he would have likely been there when the refugees of Doriath arrived, when they told of what his family did. That his father is dead. What would he have been thinking? What would the survivors of Doriath been thinking? Like, I know there were technically several different camps to some extent, but I doubt they would have been wholly separate, especially upon arrival. What kind of horror to find someone who looks just like one of those guys who just slaughtered your friends and family. What kind of horror to look like someone who just committed such horrors.
He also would have been there when the third kinslaying occurred, or at least very close to it. What an experience, to end up on the other side of it. To see exactly what might have become of him had he not foresworn his father years ago, and also to see yet again what became of his family. Like yeah, everything before/during the Nargothrond Disaster would have already been formative for him and his future choices, but I do feel even being in the vicinity of all of that would have been such a dire reinforcement of all those convictions and reasons that made him disavow them in the first place. And especially in terms of the third kinslaying, it's also why I personally really doubt that there is a chance at any kind of reconciliation with any of the brothers, whether it's his father or I don't know, Maedhros or Maglor. Like, I just don't think there is any coming back fromt hat, really, if there ever was.
#*mine#mona's rambling#tolkien#the silmarillion#celebrimbor#silm#like i mean obviously you don't need to be affected to realize That Shit Sucked#but can you imagine looking down a sword and seeing your uncle who helped raise you. how do you even BEGIN to process that#there is a whole other matter of tyelpe being in/around the camp that had a silmaril but that's a post for another time lmao#also i mean galadriel - would she have been there after doriath's fall?#I'd assume she would have fought there too so that would make her end up on the other side of a feanorian kinslaying TWICE#like. these are the things that make me want to chew through drywall PLS#did they know elros and elrond before they were taken? what did they think maglor and maedhros would or wouldn't do to them? LIKE#i don't even think there is a solid straight-forward answer to that that's right or wrong i just like bouncing it around my head and going#insane. btw#anyway these tags are a mess don't mind me#feanorians
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You know, when I go on instagram and read comments about Logan (idk why I do that itâs safer on tumblr for the most part), they always say he was a shit driver but itâs likeâŚnone of them want to acknowledge the fact that he was driving a SHITTY car made with parts from the previous year, making it heavier AND he didnât have the same upgrades as Alex. He was making the best of a shitty situation. I donât think anybody could have done better than him in that car, honestly. But itâs always easier to blame the driver rather than blame the team, right?
#f1#logan sargeant#i need to stop scrolling through instagram comments about logan#cuz after this whole mess itâs likeâŚeither people are RIGHTFULLY upset or people treat him like heâs nothing#and itâs just frustrating because itâs not HIM#yes he had some crashes and what not but that does NOT warrant him getting dropped mid season#when everyone damn well knows that heâs probably not coming back the next season#they could have handled this with grace and dignity and let him finish out the season but NO#motherfucker decided to boot him with a shitty two sentence goodbyeâŚfucking DURACELL gave him a better goodbye than his OWN FUCKING TEAM#iâm also tired so if this makes no senseâŚsorry#long day at work#but anyways#the whole thing is still stupid and i hope everything at williams crashes and burns
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now if only he could get the 90-minute equivalent of justice for his actions huh
#the most disappointing thing for me during this whole thing has truly been the fandom's reaction#i can't believe how much most of them only curse him for ruining their favourite show- as if he's not the one creating it in the first plac#i know we all need our escapism but at some point that in itself becomes a problem. sometimes you can't (or shouldn't) have that luxury#think of his victims googling his name only to see people talking about aziraphale and crowley and their happy ending#what about ours? what about our world - this messed up world we're living in?#and by the way even if neil gaiman is not involved in this show he still owns the fucking rights and will get money out of it#anyway. lots of thoughts and very little patience left in me#good omens#neil gaiman#my text#tag ramblings
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Dean is such a paradox for me because on the one hand, I have been actively triggered by him in the show, there are moments where, intentionally or not, the writers managed to create a portrayal of manipulation and abuse and control issues that it sets off actual alarms for me. And on the other hand, I would not have him any other way. There is something �� not comforting, thatâs too soft a word â about knowing where Deanâs actions stem from, having seen and learned all that we do about his childhood neglect and parentification and the trauma he goes through repeatedly in the show, and that he doesnât come out clean. He comes out a goddamn mess who ends up hurting the people around him in reaction to his own pain!
Thereâs a reality there thatâs. Almost nice, actually. Distressing to watch, but it is a fucking mess, itâs a good mess! Heâs got zero healthy coping skills and a healthy relationship with say, his brother, is terrifying because it leaves him open to abandonment!
Iâm not sure Iâm wording this correctly. There is a way to be a good abuse victim. Take the pain, martyr yourself on it, and then, even if you have no support or idea how to, then you have to become a Good Person who never hurts anyone the way you have been learning to your entire life. Simply toss everything that shaped you out the door and emerge a saint with a tragic backstory. And Dean is not that. And thatâs so fucking good. Everything that he has gone through continues to effect the way he treats the people around him, and he canât fight the behaviors he might recognize as harmful because he also sees them as protecting him (or protecting Sam by keeping Sam with him.)
And sometimes, idk. It feels good to see a guy who didnât heal the âright way.â Who mostly didnât heal at all, just keeps the wound open because itâs easier that way.
#thereâs a whole other bit to this about how like. itâs hard for fandom to hold the idea that someone can be both a victim and abusive#at the same time. that the ways someone has been hurt donât always shape them into kindness and wide-eyed sympathy. occasionally it just#makes them hard to live with. and I think most obviously is the thing that a lot of what Dean does is an expression of love. of protection.#heâs very much his fatherâs son in that way. thatâs why Sam. the guy heâs been Told to protect his whole life. is also the person he ends up#hurting the most. itâs tragedy. itâs realistic. itâs a good fucking mess.#and thatâs why I donât get interpretations of dean that are determined to shave off the ugly parts of his character. to me those are the#parts that make him a character worth revisiting. heâs so full of love. and he uses it to hurt people. he means to sometimes. a lot of the#time he doesnât but hurts them anyway. he has been shaped by violence his whole life. and itâs just. I get why someone might take this#part of him away. to make him easier to love. because I get that heâs stressful to watch also like I get that. but he is.#he is compelling. in his anger and his controlling behavior and his strangling love. he is compelling in all the ways he has become this.#Deanâs degradation into these behaviors can be both a failure of a show that ran to long but also the believable trajectory of a man who#canât heal. and I love him for that. I love him for emerging from pain as a angry sharp thing. I love that it brings the glimpses of him#being gentler and recognizing his actions as bad into stark relief. I love that this recognition often only lasts until he is hurt again and#then he backpedals into the safety of behaviors he knows will allow him to control a situation through force or manipulation.#itâs good fucking mess. you know? dean winchester everybody.#maybe I should have put all that in the main post. oh well. too late now.#spn#dean winchester#tw abuse
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New Age AU (Error's Wacky Wild Plan)
Hi guys. So. Crazy Story. The crisis that stopped me from working on my banner art actually catapulted me into writing this drabble finally! (Also the wonderful @ancha-aus was also a life-saver and helped me hammer out a few plot points for this installment <3)
Currently my only context for this drabble is that Error is tiny, and ran away from home because Geno moved to Reaper's kingdom to make money to send back home, and Fresh spent too long away on his trip. Error was expelled from his magic academy and came home to an empty house, so he left! Now he's been on the road for about a month? Nightmare has been ruling for about 6-ish years now, almost 7.
(Hello @mutzelputz and @papiliovolens hi guys!!!)
     The town was bustling.Â
   Error had been through a lot of towns since heâd left. Big ones, small ones, ones he was convinced werenât even towns at all, just a few barns in a general closeness to one another who decided they needed to call themselves something besides the outskirts. Those people had been particularly hostile to his passing through.
   And, lately, theyâd been really weird. People staring at him when heâd walk on the streets, or pass by shops. When they saw he had money from a different kingdom (he didnât even realize heâd left his own, but he figured it meant he was on the right path) theyâd squeeze their faces like they bit a lemon and hastily take his coin. Like it was cursed, or something. They were lucky it wasnât cursed, honestly. He could probably figure out how to do that.
    This town, though, was filled so full with people that he imagined they couldnât look at him weird if they wanted to.Â
   People were riding horses, chatting in the streets, all sorts of stalls and merchants were peddling goods, and he was almost positive he could hear music lifting down the street over the general drone. He couldnât remember the last time heâd run into a place so busy. Heâd always been told to stick to the side, out of the way, out of danger.Â
   He didnât have to listen to that anymore. Though, he did skirt the crowds. The mass of people seemed all too willing to bump shoulders or elbows with each other in the early morning sun, and the last thing he wanted was to have his magic act up in a crowd. Heâd done well so far.Â
   Every booth, every merchant, every passerby seemed jubilant, ebbing and flowing. It was like some sort of party.Â
   That was, until, Error spotted it.
   A big building, something that Error recognized only vaguely.Â
   It was an amphitheatre.Â
   Geno had taken him to see one once. Or, at least, the ruin of one. It hadnât been too far from their home, and it was pretty abandoned and lonely. Plants had crawled up its walls, stones had fallen off in chunks, animals seemed to have deemed its high windows a perfect spot to build nests. It had been breathtaking, and ancient.Â
   This one? Seemed perfectly in-use.Â
   The walls were all in-tact, stones, an easy to look at grey, smooth and covered in little intricate carvings. Spells, he had to imagine, in some language he didnât know. Curtains hung over the huge arched entrances, and heavy gates seemed to be lifted, the spikes at the base loomed over the heads of every passerby.Â
   He couldnât help but marvel. Was this a restoration, or maybe it was new. Some sort of imitation. Regardless, he found that his feet carried him to one of the entrances, which stood largely empty aside from some folks who looked strikingly like guards.
   Two of them stood, long spears in-hand. They both stood stock still as Error approached, and didnât move a muscle as he passed them. They were strange, definitely different. Not at all the town guard he was familiar with.Â
   The inside of the theatre was even more impressive. Rows and rows of stands seemed to line up either side. Huge tapestry hung from the high arches past those seats, and down the runways of the bleachers, all a bright teal and dark navy blue. They seemed fancy, and much newer than the curtains which had hung in the entrance.Â
   Beyond the walkway where he stood, was a set of stairs which led down a level or so, before it leveled out into an open space. Sandy, and very flat. It seemed like there were people there, too. A much smaller crowd, but still a crowd nonetheless.Â
   Error was almost amazed heâd not been stopped by someone yet. Whatever was going on seemed important, and so far in his experience, people did not like him sticking his nose into important business.Â
   With that in mind, he decided heâd stick to the entryway for now. He leaned his bag up against the wall and watched from a position where the sun still shadowed his form. He was often grateful for his miscolored bones. It made hiding in the dark a whole lot easier.Â
   It took a bit for him to really process what he was watching in the morning light.Â
   There were four people sat on a sort of raised box toward the front of a stage. A huge stage, raised up off the sand with wood slats. They had a long-table before them, and quills and ink jars in-hand. Well, three were sitting. One was standing. But the point is, they were all watching the stage very attentively.Â
   On-stage there was⌠basically nothing. Only a simple backdrop Error had to imagine was there at all times, because it looked like it was coated in sand, even from the distance where he stood.
   A person would enter the stage, the people sat on the box would speak to them, and then there was a flare of magic. Another. Another. And then they were dismissed.Â
   It wasnât until he really bothered to think about what magic was being cast that he realized those were extremely simple spells being used. Levitate, Create Water, Mimicry. Or Flame, Gust, Light. All just three easy spells, and then they were off-stage. That was taught magic. It gave him memories of his entrance exam to his school. Heâd been way overqualified to get in, Geno taught him after allâŚ
   But, no, this didnât feel the same. There were plenty of people who seemed to stumble at spells they didnât recognize, or who couldnât muster a simple breeze. Then others who were very old and obviously skilled. Obviously they found the three spells to be childâs play. Like Error would. This was no entrance exam, so what-
   âHey, pipsqueak, what are you doing there in the dark?â A voice startled him, and it took all of his willpower to avoid jumping away from its origin.Â
   Error twisted rapidly, just in time to avoid the thrust of an elbow in his direction.Â
   There was a monster there. Three, actually. Two lizards, both bright green and tropical, and one who looked more like a dragon. The green one closer to him must have spoken, because he laughed at Errorâs flinch.Â
   âWhy are you bothering me?â Error shot back haughtily.Â
   The lizard seemed to grin at the response. Â
   âOh, so weâve got a feisty little small fry here? Thinks heâs scoping out the competition?â The dragonish one hissed, voice deep.Â
   The other green one tittered a giggle, âSo cute! I canât believe the King really decided to let just anyone try out for Royal Mage.âÂ
   OhâŚ
   The lizard before him seemed to take this silence as a weakness, and reached out quicker than Error could react. A flick to the middle of his forehead.Â
   Error winced and pulled away, back and into the arena. He grit his teeth and clutched his skull, where at the same moment the lizard jumped back and shook their hand in the air a bit. His magic had reacted poorly again, and while it was better than it used to be, it still stung like 5 wasps touching down and stinging the same point all at once.Â
   âLittle freak.â Was all the monster hissed, before he fled. His two friends moving on behind him in confusion. Approaching the line to the stage.Â
   Error stood there in the sun for a moment, rubbing at his forehead until the pain was more of a numb static.Â
   If anything, he appreciated the little run-in with those wanna-bes. Now he knew exactly what this was, and why it had felt so familiar to him.Â
   The Mage Trials.Â
   Geno had to go through them, and heâs been very thorough about his every single detail while doing it. Even though he was the best mage Error had ever known, heâd still stressed and wrote page after page of plans and spells and had placed them into a folder that felt thicker than an encyclopedia. Geno had always been the only one of them who bothered studying. Fresh couldnât go to school anymore, and Error⌠Well, Error didnât need to.Â
   Thinking about it, Geno had been very quiet about it, but Error had looked into his folder a few times. Just out of curiosity. Itâd been split into three rounds, something Geno had said was standardized. The first was a test of someoneâs basic magic skills, the second were more complex spells which the mage has practice in, and the third, the one that had given Geno the most grief, was the personal spell round. In the last one, there were no restrictions to what someone could do, so long as they had done the work themselves, and that it mostly used magic.Â
   If he was right, and he usually was, then this was the first round. Eliminating those with nothing but a hope and a prayer in their pocket before they got embarrassed before the one looking for the Mage in the first place. In this case, whoever this kingdomâs king even was.Â
   In just a few moments, Error had decided.Â
   This was how heâd prove himself.Â
   The line was already starting to get longer, and he didnât want to be here until nightfall in a queue. He dusted off his scarf, his shoes, his bag, and set off into the bright sun to secure his place in this contest. No prep. No warning. Just with his raw skill and what heâd learned so far. Nothing could possibly go wrong.Â
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   Finally.Â
   Error felt like it had been hours in the warm sun before he was finally up next.Â
   Heâd been watching, of course. Watching as the people before him were passed or failed. It was just as heâd expected, and he couldnât help but be a bit giddy as the two green lizard whoâd bothered him earlier both failed. Though their dragonish friend had passed, it was still enough of a victory for him.
   Along with that, he noticed that the three people sat were all in robes of nobles. Something the wealthy and lofty would think to wear in a blazing hot arena all day. The one standing, though, was wearing all black. A hood was over his head, but Error thought he might be some sort of cat-monster. Very stone faced, very still. The only time Error had seen him move was seemingly to veto whatever choice the other three were making. He thought it was interesting.Â
   That didnât matter, though.Â
   Based on what heâd seen, these people wouldnât have any qualms with his magic. He was much better than half the people whoâd already been passed, and knew he could keep him calm up on the stage. Itâd be just like his entrance exam.Â
   He watched as the monster whoâd gone before him, a skeleton who was twice his height and twice as animal-ish, bowed gratefully to the people on the boxes, the evaluators, and exited. Sheâd passed fairly easily, Error thought. Though, her focus seemed elsewhere based on how shaky the hold on her last flame had been.Â
   âNext!âÂ
   The call was shrill, and Error had heard it over a hundred times already today, but this time it bounced in his ears as he lifted himself up the steps and strode onstage.Â
   If heâd thought about it, he wouldâve tried to find a place to stache his bag, but it was too late for that, and frankly he didnât trust it not to get stolen once it was out of his sight. Not with how busy the city seemed.Â
   When he was stood in the center of the stage, he looked out across the way to the evaluators. They seemed closer up here than they did when he was on the ground. Interesting.Â
   âFirst spell,â The person on the far left called, though Error could tell now that it was a voice projection spell. So they didnât strain their vocal chords, â Levitate.â
   That was simple. One of the first spells heâd been taught as a kid.Â
   His eyes skimmed briefly, there had been a few props on stage that he only noticed once he was closer that were meant to be used with this sort of spell, but Error wasnât for that. Instead, he muttered the words under his breath, outstretched a hand, and felt his magic reach out around him. Beyond the stage.Â
   There⌠There was a barrier of some sorts, pushing back against his magic, between himself and the evaluators. He furrowed his brow and urged his magic forward. He didnât have to break through it. He just. Had to- His magic felt like it was looping and wriggling like a worm through the dirt, but when it broke through on the other end, it felt so much more clear. He could feel a potent magic there, something raw and wet, like the air before a storm.Â
   That didnât matter, though. None of it did, because he was on a mission. His magic finally found its target, the stacks of ink bottles which the middle evaluator had just before their parchment. The magic latched on, and Error finally allowed himself a grin as he tugged his hand upwards. They floated calmly into the air, three of them, and did a quick spinning motion, before settling back down just where heâd found them.
   He didnât catch the looks on the threes faces, but he had to imagine they were priceless. He was more focused on letting the spell dissipate and preparing for the next.Â
   It took a moment, before, âSecond Spell,â They said, âCreate Water.âÂ
   Another easy one.Â
   Error held his hand out again, though this time his palm faced the sky rather than the ground. At the mutter of his words, he could feel the water manifesting. Tiny droplets leaking from his fingers and into the air above his open palm, where he let it gather into a nice, easy sphere.Â
   It hovered, and for this one he could see the nods from the three evaluators. The fourth, the cat monster, didnât move an inch. A good sign.Â
   Error, after a breath, moved the orb of water and simply set it on the stage floor. If he had to release it, he didnât exactly want to get his clothes wet. That orb tended to shoot outwards when he released it, and the water would go everywhere.Â
   âThird spell,â They mustâve been contented with his simply setting down the water, for they continued, âFlame.â
   Ah, one of his favorites. He was never very good at it, of course, but it was certainly very fun. If nothing else itâd be a taste of his raw power.
   He rolled up his hanging sleeves, quickly using strands of string to wrap them in place, before he picked back up the water orb in one hand. With the other, he faced his palm toward the side of it, and spoke the words for the flame spell.Â
   The heat gathered in his wrist, and all at once shot out of his palm, like a cannon blast. The heat was intense, and Error laughed quietly to himself in pure elation as the fire did exactly what he was hoping. All at once, his glasses fogged, and a burst of steam blew past his face, off to the exiting side of the stage. Heâd evaporated his orb, no longer needing to risk someone seeing him fumble with it and soak himself.Â
   He let the fire die after a few second, and quickly grabbed the hem of his scarf to wipe down his glasses from the fog left behind on their surface.Â
   The moment the red rims were back on the bridge of his nose, the voice spoke up again.Â
   âName?â
   Error cleared his throat, before calling back his name in response. Just the first one, the last one didnât matter anymore.Â
   There was another few breaths of quiet, before,Â
   âAge?â
   Error hadnât heard them ask anyone else for their age, but he figured theyâd noticed. How strong and talented he was at such a young age.Â
  He puffed up his chest when he announced, âTwelve!â to the arena.Â
   There were a few muffled murmurs from the line, but Error was too busy grinning across the way at the evaluators as they seemed to talk amongst themselves.Â
   He was ready to hear the word that would mark him to continue. The next part was tomorrow, after this round was concluded and the king arrived. Heâd heard about it in the line while he was waiting.Â
   One of the evaluators lifted their gaze back to him. Opened their mouth.
   âDisqualified.â
   That.
   Huh?
   Error mustâve visibly glitched at the response, because one of the evaluators seemed to flinch. Ever so slightly.Â
   âHow come?!â Error called back, reservations immediately fleeing his mind.
   How could they disqualify him? He hadnât heard them do that to literally anyone else so far today.Â
   The evaluator on the far right spoke up, âToo young. Now please move off the-â
   Error mightâve let his mouth speak before his mind, if he hadnât seen the way the mysterious cat monster seemed to slink forward. A simple tap to the evaluatorâs side and they stopped mid-sentence, attention drawing to the person.Â
   He waited with balled fists. Hoping, against it all, that this person was using his mighty veto powers to get him his passing review.Â
   âThe Knight wishes to speak to you further.â They said, when the person, the Knight, took a step back. âExit the stage.âÂ
   Mm.Â
   This was his chance. This was his moment. He was being allowed to move on, he was sure of it. It had to be.Â
   He practically scrambled off the stage and down the steps, and found that the Knight had closed the distance very quickly. He gestured silently for Error to follow him off to the side of the arena, seemingly outside of the voice spellâs range, as the noise of magic and calling for the next viewer seemed all muffled and contained.Â
   Something Error noticed about the guy, now that he was right beside him walking along, was also that he wasnât a cat monster. No, he had some sort of mask shaped like a cat. Black spots painted on black fur, with piercing white eyelights hidden in the darkness cast by his black hood. A cloth mask covered the lower half of his face, so Error wouldâve had no idea what kind of monster he was, if he hadnât left his hands uncovered. They were grey and grimy, but they were most certainly bones.Â
   The other thing he noticed, was the magic. That damp, airy magic was no-doubt from this guy. It practically enveloped the both of them until they were stood in the shade of the wall separating bleachers from arena floor.Â
   âYou said youâre twelve?â He finally asked, shifting on his feet to look at Error.Â
   The last thing he noticed, which only happened once he was able to look past the aura, was that. Well. He was a bit taller than this guy. Not by much, but there was certainly something stark about having to look a bit downwards to meet his eyelights.Â
   âYes, I am.â He claimed proudly, still convinced this was to be his ride to the top.
   The knight seemed to skim him with his eyes. Surely taking in Errorâs clothes, his bag, his glasses, the weird bones. Though, it didnât feel pervasive.Â
   âImpressively strong for a kid,â He praised loosely, âAnd probably talented in spells if the nerds were any indication.âÂ
   His voice was quiet and raspy, but Error had no problem listening to it. This strong and very cool guy who was called a âknightâ was praising him. This was much better than getting yelled at by his professors. Much.Â
   âDoes that mean I passed?â He asked impatiently.Â
   He needed this. He needed this.Â
   The guyâs eyelights lingered on his face a bit, and it was then that Error finally noticed how virtually unreadable this guy was. Impossibly quiet, posture unmoving, all facial features shrouded in shadow and covered by masks?
   âIâm not sure what kingdom youâre from, but youâve got to understand that the folks up there didnât say no because youâre bad. They said no because the king made a new decree. âNo soul under the age of 16 shall be put to work under the crown.â Theyâve gotta take it seriously, just like everyone else has to follow the new rules about their own shops and businesses.â He said evenly, eyelights never leaving Errorâs face. âYouâre a couple years too early is all.âÂ
   It felt like heâd been shoved into a ditch, and he could already feel his right hand starting to tremble with the beginnings of a glitch. He was furious! How could they possibly say no to him because of some stupid rule about his age?Â
   âNo!â He exclaimed, trying to bite back the distortion on his voice, âIâm not going to just walk away. If I could just move on to the next round, theyâd see Iâm different! Iâm not some weak little baby!âÂ
   He clenched his fists, driving his jittering one forcefully into his pocket.Â
   The knight didnât even flinch at his declaration.Â
   âTheyâve already seen that.â He said easily. âListen to me. Error, right?âÂ
   Error hesitantly nodded.Â
   âError, âm sure that if my Lord saw you in action, he too would agree that you are very strong and resourceful.â The knight said, and Error hated that it sounded earnest. âBut, he set that law into place for very good reason. If by any means those folks back there were to let you through, to pass you, and you made it before the king next round? Theyâd have committed treason, and Iâd have their souls on the end of my bone in three seconds flat.âÂ
   His voice was hard and serious, and Error held strong as a loud crack echoed out beside the knight. A bone raised from the ground, sharp and jagged on the end, absolutely radiating magic.Â
   âDo you really want their blood on your conscience, just so that you get sent away by the King anyways?â The knight offered.Â
   Error hunched his shoulders a bit, and he felt his static worsen as he let his eyes linger on the bone. Yes. He muttered inside his head. He wanted to scream it at the man before him. Tell him that this was his one golden chance to prove himself.Â
   But to who? He would ask, and Error wouldnât be able to say it. Itâd be a wasted sentiment and wasted time and wasted lives just for his temper tantrum.Â
   â...No.â He bit out meekly.Â
   He stood there, feeling a familiar shame creep up his spine. The knight made no move to leave, though he did let his bone disappear. The ground looked untouched from where it had split out of. Just more sand. Sand that was getting into Errorâs bones. That heâd have to clean out later. Swinging in his hammock, lonely and moping.Â
   âHeh,â The chuckle was almost inaudible, and Error was almost ready to let his distress turn back into rage, but, âBetter kid than I was.â The Knight mused into the open air.
   He seemed to shift his stance again, and Error took a half step back.Â
   âYouâve got your life ahead of you, kid. Donât let this keep you down. Take the road less traveled by or whatever.â He said then, waving a hand loosely before him.Â
   Error stared at him, trying to even his breath, before he had an idea.Â
   âThe other two rounds will be here, right?â He asked, voice still harshly stuttering and screeching. The Knight seemed unbothered.
   âYeah. Planning on sticking around to watch?â The knight questioned, though it felt more like a warning.Â
   Error nodded in agreement without hesitation. âIf these geezers can get the job, I need to see what kind of tricks they have up their sleeves.â He agreed.Â
   That earned another little chuckle, before the knight looked back to the stage.Â
   Up in the center was a new mage, a human who seemed to be making a pretty wild wind that was whipping the sand around, bothering the people in line behind him. Error heard the knight make a scoffing noise, before turning back towards the stage.
   âGo hang around somewhere else for a while, why donât you? I have to go make sure those nerds donât pass that guy.âÂ
   Error didnât even get to say a farewell before the Knight was off.Â
   It seemed like every stride he teleported a bit further, building speed until he stopped cleanly up on the pedestal. Just in time for the sandstorm to die down.Â
   Error didnât want to walk away from this, he didnât, but staying would only waste his time. It only took a few more seconds, to watch the knight nudge the evaluator and hear the muffled call of âfailâ ring out across the arena before he was turning tail and moving out of the sandy paradise, back into the bustle of the living city.Â
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   It was impossible to miss it. The sounds of celebration as the monarch entered the town.Â
   Error could see the royal carriage from his perch, an old temple tower that had at some point lost its bell. It seemed untouched, birds nests and cobwebs, so heâd set up a hammock and a little makeshift shelter inside using his strings just before night fell.Â
   Heâd snatched some food from the town as dusk was setting in, and heâd been comfortably whittling away the dark hours, working hard on his plan.Â
   With the King officially in town, that meant the second round would be starting up shortly, taking the numbers of who would be in the third round down by hundreds. He hoped the king was stingy about it. He hoped that dragonish monster would stumble on his spell and turn someone into a frog.Â
   The thought humored him, and he cackled quietly to himself from his makeshift room.Â
   The sun was high again, and he was only a part of the way through. His spells required a lot of his magic to be woven into them, and while it was much much faster than what heâd heard was the usual, it was still difficult to make.Â
   Weaving the blue strings from his sockets, to his fingers, around his fingertips, and into the shapes he needed. It was monotonous, and boring by all accounts, but with every strand there was a new flow of power. A new pump of adrenaline into Errorâs soul as he recognized his creation becoming more potent. Intent, intent, intent, every loop and knot was filled to the brim with it. His frustration sat at the core. Much more volatile and destructive than his usual intent, but it would serve him well if he wanted this plan to go well. Around it was his determination. The strings woven in with a sense of stubbornness which refused to let go, like a snake swallowing its prey whole. This would compress the first layer into a proper state. Let it coil and coil and coil until it burst. Itâd be big, and loud, and send out that message he so desperately needed to be heard by the king.Â
   Skipping the second round would probably hurt him in the long run, but⌠That knight had said heâd have to kill those people if he showed his face in round two. So, heâd just appear in round three instead, and make up for missing the second one. A final act, of sorts.Â
   Heâd have to be at this all day to make the time crunch. The orb was hardly as big as his palm, not nearly big enough. Though, he had wasted time making the shelter and finding food. Heâd just have to skip a couple meals to make up for it. He didnât really need to eat that much anyways, heâd known that for years. He just tried to make an effort when he smelled something tasty.Â
   He knew he could manage.Â
   It was late in the night when Error finally started on the outer layers. Those which would be filled with his patience, so that the potent insides would not be sensed as he moved with it among the many magic users.Â
   The town had begun to line the streets with torches and party as the stars arrived. No doubt celebrating those who would be at the third and final round tomorrow. The ones who would be competing to become the new Royal Mage.Â
   To Error? Every single moment down there was dedicated to him. They just didnât know it yet.Â
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   The morning came, and Error only had a few more layers.Â
   By the time the sun was almost in the center of the sky above, he had finished it, and carefully tucked it into his backpack. He unraveled the strings and carefully wrapped them, shaping them, changing them into a thin net with long ends. This was shoved into his jacket sleeve, the ends clutched tight in his hand.Â
   It took him hardly any time at all to get to the arena, and he was early.Â
   Good.
   He settled himself up in the stands, as close to the stage as he could get. Many people seemed to be staying outside the arena, sticking to the streets, but there was still enough of a crowd in the bleachers that Error had to be careful as he worked his way along the edges. He needed to be closer. CloserâŚ
   There.Â
   He stood at the railing behind the stage.Â
   From here, he could see the line to the left, and he could see the people who had finished lingering on the other side. None of them spoke to each other, only standing about, icily, waiting for the rest to finish so theyâd know which of them was chosen, and who was not. Error had to imagine that these folks were just as lame and boring as the seniors from his old academy. No fun at all.Â
   He waited, so, so patiently, for the next few people. The last few.Â
   Though he couldnât see the spells themselves, he could certainly feel the pressure coming off of them. The control that theyâd need to balance it. How much it mightâve drained their energy to do it just once. He was attuned to that sort of thing, he had to be.Â
   His assessment was that all of these last few folks werenât bad, but they were no match for Errorâs raw talent.Â
   Each spell cast seemed to tick away at Errorâs patience, until it finally happened. The last mage went on-stage. It seemed there had been 15 of them.Â
   Heâd have to make 16, then.Â
   It felt like a blur as he jumped the rails and let his strings carry him across the open space, much to the shock of the few who had been watching the competitors from around him. The blue lines snatched at the wooden supports of the stage, and he swung right over top, landing a bit messily in the center of the stage.
   He didnât have time to look at everything. All he knew was the crowd was much larger than last time, that there was a shout of âHey!ââ from somewhere to his left, and that the box across from the stage now held only three people. Monsters. One Error recognized, the knight in shadows whoâd spoken to him. The other two he didnât know, but he had to assume the one in the middle, tall and imposing, and dark, with an eyelight the same colors as the tapestries, was the King he was looking to impress. That was all he needed to know.Â
   âMâlord, my name is Error!â He called out across the sand, and in one motion he shrugged the bag off his shoulders and used his strings to tug the orb out of its canvas body. âI want to prove that Iâm more capable than any of the adults who just went before me! I could be your mage!â He would be the mage.Â
   The orb sat cradled in Errorâs hand for only the briefest moment, before it was inside the little net heâd made. He swung it in circles. Again. Again. Again.Â
   He had to be fast. He had to do this quick.
   Error spent one last moment, extending his reach through his strings, muttering words and igniting an intangible spark.Â
   For a brief moment, he watched as the King seemed to ease forward. A hand now raised, seemingly calling off his knights, who had been almost in motion.Â
   He released the orb directly upwards, momentum carrying it up.Â
   Up.
   Up.
   Into the blue sky. Practically into the sun.Â
   Error watched it rise above him.Â
   Only.Â
   âShit.âÂ
   His calculations mustâve been off. He mustâve added a layer too many, or maybe he released it a swing too soon. But he could tell that it wouldnât clear the top of the arena.Â
   Maybe if he had a few more seconds he couldâve used strings to boost it. He couldâve sent a magic gust to lift it further.Â
   Not the case.
   He watched as the orb detonated, just like it was supposed to.Â
   The wave moved horizontally through the air, and swept across the air above the arena so quickly that it sucked the sand from the top layer and threw it against the tall walls. Errorâs footing slipped, and he stumbled to his knees on the stage as the wind whipped and tugged the heavy curtains into the air current as well.Â
   It was an almost invisible force, Error had to imagine anyone without a solid grasp of magic would entirely miss it as it spread out.Â
  He winced as it finally reached the edges of the arena, where he had just barely managed to fall short of clearing.Â
   As the magic passed over the stone and mortar, he saw as it fell. Not in chunks, but crumbled like dust into fine particles. The upper half of every arch at the top of the grand amphitheatre, turned pitch black, then wasted away.Â
   He hadnât meant for it to come in contact with anything. It wasnât supposed to do anything but harmlessly wave over everyoneâs heads. As a show of his strength. That was all.
   Error could only think back to when this had happened before. When heâd accidentally exploded Genoâs favorite mug while metering the strength of his strings. When heâd broken the wheel of a carriage passing through the woods with a wayward slingshot blast. When heâd broken all ten of the large windows in the lecture hall of the academy when he failed to complete a spell the way it was written. When heâd done it too well.
   As he rose to his feet, he half expected the nagging voice of his older brother to be there, chastising him for not being more careful, before taking him home and making him dinner.Â
   It wasnât that, though.Â
   He watched out across the sand. The king had his head tilted only slightly, looking up at Errorâs lofty mistake. At the clean cut where stone now met unbothered air. His knight, the one in all black, was leaned ever so slightly towards him. They mustâve been speaking. Or, at least, the knight was.Â
   About Error, he had no doubt.Â
   He stayed in place, watching, swaying a bit with the residual force of his own spell lingering in his fingertips. Every instinct which told him to run and to hide were smothered and stamped out by the ligering fact that he had nowhere to go. Without his brothers, there was no one to help him. He knew it.Â
   Even in front of this crowd. These mages. This King and his knights. He couldnât bring himself to move offstage. Some part of him, deep down, childishly wanted the King to announce that he was impressed. To parade him offstage and let him experience what Geno had. Let him know why Geno left.Â
   The Kingâs single eyelight swam back over to look at Error in the silence.Â
   Error felt like the world had stopped.Â
   It hadnât.
   There was a clattering of armor and rustling of fabric, suddenly loud in his ears, and he had no time to react as everything came rushing in all at once.Â
   Hands. Heavy, gloved hands. Two sets, two hands each wrapped one of his upper arms, and immediately lifted him off the ground. Into the air.Â
   Pain flooded into his bones from his soul, like twin lightning strikes, trying to singe the bone and the magic in its core. The pressure wasnât much, his mind knew that, but his body usually didnât listen to him. He tried desperately to hold it in. The rampant part of his magic that had been hurting him since he could remember. That made it hard to touch anyone. To shake hands. To hug his brothers.Â
   âLet go!â He pleaded, though he wasnât sure if his voice made any sense. Fresh always told him they couldnât tell what he was saying when his voice got too bad.
   More pain. He kicked his legs at the open air, and tried to muster control over his strings, just for a moment, but he couldnât. He couldnât focus.Â
   And all at once it stopped.Â
   Errorâs feet were on the ground again, though that promptly became his knees again as he swayed and wavered in the sudden aftermath of his active magic dying down. Receding back into his soul. Because it didnât need to âprotectâ him anymore.
   He spotted then, as his vision returned to something aside from the gloves or the sky, that the King was no longer in his throne. In fact, there was a heavy, encompassing, magical weight behind him now. Somewhere very, very close-by.
   He took a deep breath, grounding himself.Â
   âWe are taking a recess.â Announced a booming voice. Very nearby. It was deep, and felt almost the same as the projection spell from two days prior. Then, more quietly, âYou will leave the boy to me. Go ensure no one was injured, then manage the crowd. Iâll make my choice tomorrow at sunrise.âÂ
   The second bit felt quieter, an edge to the tone that Error didnât quite like. Considering he must be the boy in question.Â
   It was a moment, a few muddled âYes, my kingâ s, before Error found a pair of boots stepping before him. His head swam as he looked upwards.Â
   The King, he figured that had to be him, was dark. Very dark. Like a living, dripping, shadow. Magic seemed to be all he was made of, an aura radiating from him. Dripping off his back into long slimy worms, twitching as they sat near the ground. He wore a fancy cape, too. One with huge gold clasps on his shoulders, one was shaped like the moon.Â
   Error looked to his face last. In hindsight, something that couldâve been very, very bad. He was met with a dripping face. Skeletal. The place where his right socket shouldâve sat was covered in that dark substance. The other hollow, with that bright cyan orb staring right back at him.Â
   âCan you stand?â His voice came easily, and Error braced himself.Â
   Could he?
   He had to, he didnât want to be touched again.Â
   Error took another breath, and managed to rise silently to his feet.Â
   âGood,â the King said once he was standing, âFollow me.â
   It was an order he didnât dare refuse.Â
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   Error found himself in an odd position.Â
   Heâd been given time to sit and recover from his magicâs outlash, and now he was sat in a room beneath the bleachers of the arena alongside the King and that knight heâd met before. The other one was guarding the door, he thought.Â
   Itâd been silent for a while, and it was almost expected when the silence was finally broken.Â
   âYou said your name is Error, correct?â The King asked, and Error gave a nod of yes. He forced himself to meet the Kingâs gaze.
   âDust says that youâre only 12, and our people disqualified you in the first round. Is that right?âÂ
   Error nodded again.Â
   âAnd Dust even explained to you why you were disqualified?âÂ
   Another nod. It seemed heâd at least made an impression on the knight. Dust.Â
   The King tilted his head ever so slightly to the side, eyelight holding Errorâs tightly.Â
   âThen, Iâll ask, what brought you to think this was a good choice? To try and become Royal Mage above any cost it might bring?â The king asked, and Error was surprised to find it was a shockingly gentle tone. âYour home, your family, your life. You are so young, why put it all on the line like this?âÂ
   Oh.Â
   It was almost funny. Was this whole thing because the king was some sort of charitycase? So disillusioned by his perfect life that he couldnât even think of the hardships any random kid could go through? He almost grinned at that, barely keeping his mouth from twitching in a mix of frustration and humor.
   âI wanted to prove myself,â He muttered, âAnd besides, becoming the Royal Mage would be great.âÂ
   He waited, waited for the King to inhale, to say something, before,Â
   âIâm an orphan.â He spat, finally. âFamily abandoned me, house is left behind, expelled from school. I donât want to keep wandering.âÂ
   It was basically the truth. This was his big break. His one last chance before he became a hated little vagabond. Maybe even a criminal. Maybe heâd have to go on the run for the rest of his life, live as a nomad. Join a caravan. Those people got stopped a lot though, kingdoms didnât like them. Heâd probably explode some cityâs bakery by mistake and get put in jail for-
   âWait!â Error suddenly exclaimed, breaking free of his thoughts, âAm I in trouble? Am I going to jail??â He asked then.Â
   His worries slammed to a grinding halt and he stared wide-eyed at the two before him. Geno had always told him not to go making his big stuff near town, because if the guard caught him he wouldnât be able to bail him out. Heâd end up in jail. Of course, itâd never happened back then because he was always fast enough. Always smart enough to get out of dodge when he broke something or made poor decisions. Here? Here he hadnât run when he had the chance.Â
   The King stared at him, his one eyelight nearly mirroring Errorâs in surprise at the question.Â
   âI mean,â he started, âYouâre young. If I wont let you work for me, I wouldnât dare put you in prison either.â The King stated, âThough, you did do quite a bit of damage to the theatre.âÂ
   Error watched him break eye contact finally and look over his shoulder to the Knight stood there. Heâd been silently watching Error too.Â
   When he had no insight, The king seemed to heave a sigh, and the shadowy extra limbs which draped around him twitched.Â
   âYouâre sure you have no family? No home?â the King asked him again, and Error nodded.
   The king muttered something under his breath, and shot the Knight another look. The knight shrugged.Â
   âI⌠Will not employ you. Though, I do see talent in you, Error.â the King said carefully, a bit slower in his words than he had been up until now. Almost⌠unsure. âI will, however, extend to you the title so that you may conductâŚâ He waved a hand before himself, as though searching for a word, â You may conduct independent research. If you accept, of course.â
   âYou would be free to resend your acceptance at any moment, no strings attached, and may take any work you complete along with you, and any pay you receive would be given to you after your 16th birthday, if you stay that long.â He added, âIâll have to rewrite the contract, but-â
   âI accept!âÂ
   Error couldnât help himself. He was so excited he could puke. The last thing heâd expected was to pull this off. This shitshow of a scheme actually got him the job? He could scream. He could jump up and down for joy. He didnât, he sat eagerly and tense in his seat instead, but he couldâve.Â
   The King seemed to hesitate, for a few breaths, before relaxing. He stood, and offered a hand out slowly to Error.Â
   Error stood too, grinning. He could manage this one. He could do it.Â
   It was brief, but he grasped the Kingâs hand and shook it firmly.
   âDust, will you help Error locate his belongings, and escort him to wherever he is staying tonight? Iâll send Cross to swap with you a bit later. Weâll reconvene in the morning just before sunrise.âÂ
#new age au#Gods these guys are so so silly to me#I wanted this to be Error's perspective mostly but also. I love the others dearly#I need y'all to know that Dust and Nightmare 100% talked about Error's situation after Night offered the deal and they agreed it was#probably the best call for Error's sake if nothing else. But like. What poor timing for such a strong orphan to come out of nowhere#and immediately mess up Night's new rule lmao.#Also idk if I lost steam into the 2nd half so I apologize if that's not as tasty but like... I had a lot going on and I knew if I stopped#it would never get finished ever haha-#Let's see what other thoughts i had...#Definitely need to write Error first arriving and feeling the whimsy of meeting Geno and getting to rant to Nightmare about his newest craz#idea and getting his own courtyard to try things out and all that jazz#And also experiencing Ccino panic at the sight of a young child because ??? Night ur better than that what happened??? And subconsciously#pick up on the brotherly energy they have towards eachother.#And to let Error set boundaries about his tower#who can come in and who can't and how to call for him (use strings outside like a door-knocker basically) and just! Watch him adjust and#thrive!!!!#anyways yeah. Dust definitely becomes the one Error speaks to the most often besides Nightmare. And Nightmare is busy so he mainly just#checks in on him to listen to his new ideas and make sure he's still alive#so there's not a whole lot of interaction aside from Night being a positive and encouraging force to Error's magic practice (maybe they#train on occassion too?)#And then. Y'know. Nightmare shrinks and is just a lil goofy nerd and loves listening to Error and thinks he's super duper cool.#(OH! And Error turns 13 like. a few days into his emplyment#so he's 14 when Night becomes 13 again-)#okay good night everyone!!
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tged webtoon 162 spoilers and thoughts except i'm a little bit late with them just a tad but it's okay we ball
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i think. genuinely. the art and panels for this episode are my new top tier THEY'RE SO DAMN FUNNY I WAS LAUGHING THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME HAHAHAHAA
LIKE LOOK AT THEM THE DOUBLE TROUBLE DUO EVER I FUCKING LOVE THEIR EXPRESSIONS they're menacing in such different ways but at the same damn level they're so duo i love them so much stupid fucking guys /aff
now back to the top heehee VERKIS GOING STRAIGHT TO THE DAMN MOON
he knew the horror that was about to fall out of lloyds mouth and did not warn anybody bro just went to spectate i love him so much
also a glimpse at the planet lorasia is on!!! yippee yippee! it looks very similar to earth but the continental shapes are different,,, wonder if bk moon will ever write a story thats cross continental!!! is that how u use that term idk
AND CHRIST WAS IT HORRIFYING
LLOYD. LLOYD UR SINGING COULD DESTROY NATIONS. U COULD CONQUER THE WORLD JUST BY CALLING ONE NOTE. THIS IS AUDIO WARFARE WHAT THE HELL WHAT THE HELL this is way too OP HAHAHAHA
ALSO ALSO HIS STANCES BEFORE AND AFTER HOLY FUCK. THE AURA IN THEM I FEEL INSANE lloyd you motherfucker ily so much never stop slaying both literally and metaphorically THE ART IS SO SO FUN
AND THEN THATS HOW RAPHAEL SAYS FUCK LAKDJFLSKDFHAAA HELPP he knew he was done for he could tell. his fucking blank ass face ohhh god i feel so so damn bad for this guy LOL
THAT BACK AND FORTH BY JAVIER AND LLOYD WAS CALCULATED AND ALSO MONSTROUS AS HELL. INSANE MOVE INSANE THEYRE SO FUCKING. AJDFLKJSLDFKJSDFH in sync <3 the boyfs ever beating up angels together <3 i LOVED how much they matched/paired with each other in these panels its so fucking good
SO many matching pfp moments here in this ep and i think these two in particular are my favorite HAHAHAHAAA ive said this before but i love how differently they showcase their menacing behavior hehee
AND THEN RIGHT AFTER THAT THE MOMENT RAPHAEL WAKS UP LLOYD GOES STRAIGHT TO GASLIGHTING. OH MY FUCKING GOD HES SO ANNOYING I LOVE HIM SM
also more duo expressions here heehee i just also really like this panel javier looks like he does Not want to be this Evil despite the fact that he's doing it anyway. lloyd youve taught him so well <3
also poor raphael again god he looks so fucking beat up LMFAOOO just a mf coughing baby :sob emoji:
AND THEN AND THEN. JAVIER BARGING IN he looks so fucking stiff here he's trying his mf best at this role he's found himself playing AHAHAHAHHAA
AND THE FUCKING. THEM HOLDING EACH OTHER BACK I WAS GIGGLING SO FUCKING BAD . ALSO THEM JUST HOLDING AND HUGGING IN GENERAL I LOST MY MIND WHAT THE FUCK. THEY'RE MATCHING THEY'RE MATCHING HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVED HTIS BIT the timing of it was so gold THEYRE SO FUNNY
javier's sentences being short and stiff he's a terrible fucking actor HAHAHAA
i feel so bad for raphael bro completely fell for it,,, poor little hamster,,, little guy doesnt know whats coming,,, that contract sealed his fate,,,,,,
WE ALSO GOT A >:3 LLOYD I THINK THATS AN IMPORTANT THING TO ADD. NOW WE HAVE A TOTAL OF TWO :3 LLOYDS OFFICIALLY IN THE WEBTOON here is to hoping we get more. its my favorite stupid expression i need more of it. lloyd is so >:3c to me that when i type that i think of him
again tho thats so damn evil of lloyd taking advantage of raphael's naivety :sob: silly guy ilysm
ALSO ALSO. THIS SERIOUS LLOYD MOMENT WHERE HE ACTUALLY MAKES A DAMN GOOD POINT ABOUT HOW THE HEAVENLY REALM HAS BEEN TREATING THE LOWER REALM. OHHHHH THAT WAS SO SO GOOD he's so cool when he's proving a point / spitting fire i love it when he does this and im glad he said smth, i rlly hope raphael can help w the realms and their communication so that shit like the jewel of truth getting illegal'd / other things like that can go smoother
the crossed arms n everything THATS SOOOOO HEHEHEHHEHEE DANCING AROUND
AND THEN NOT EVEN A MOMENT LATER HE GOES STRAIGHT INTO CONTRACT MODE I LAUGHED MY MF ASS OFFF HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
EVIL BASTARD. U AWFUL SCHEMER U. I LOVE THIS SO MUCH HAHAHAHAHAHA
do you think zhongli and lloyd would get along in a weird fucked up kind of way? i do. i think they should form a contract somehow and then fuck around a little bit
anyway im VERY excited to see what lloyd has planned for raphael exactly and also, since the jewel of truth is gonna get finished, what its going to say!!! swear to god fate better be beatable or im going to like. idk. curl up and cry. i need lloyd to finally get the happy ending he wanted, the lavish and carefree life he's been working for his entire life, one that's surrounded by people and family and loved ones and peace peace peace PLEASSSEEE HE'S WORKED SO HARD
sorry about this being mostly reacting too btw im just. eehehehehehe much action not much to say so im just giddy over this ep LOL
thats all from me for now!! see yall next week!!!! (aka tmrw when the update drops. bc this post was a teensy bit late. heehoo)
#tged#the greatest estate developer#tged spoilers#lynn misc#the greatest estate designer#lloyd frontera#javier asrahan#raphael#anoher little reminder that i yap even more on my twitter; when new episodes drop im typically reacting there first#so if u wanna see this whole mess (gestures at this post) but in a way more chaotic and disorganized way u know where to look!#same handle as my main :3#i rlly did not mean to put this off again LOL i wanted to write this last weekend but alas#school plagues me like mold spores carried by the wind </3#the one thing that keeps me going is that suho prolly also has been what im goin thru. thank u suho for understanding me /lh#also idk when that alicia post is coming out that might not be for a while#its not that deep anyway so im not too worried abt that#plus its almost done#anyway thats enough yapping in tags POST NOW!!!!!
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magic in asoiaf is genetic. and that is intresting. and the fact that grrm doesnât shy away from the implications of this makes me love asoiaf even more.
because itâs very understandable that these people who could ride dragons would see themselves as more gods than men. itâs understandable that the practice of sibling-sibling incest would become common in order to keep this ability in the family/to not lose said ability. itâs also understandable that these people would see their race as superior because they are able to do these things that others could not.
it also makes complete sense that this human civilization collapsed in a horrific magical event due to their own hubris because they saw themselves as gods when they were always only men.
and that is peak world building.
some more peak world building is that the noble houses of westeros also clearly gained power and held onto their power through the use of their magical abilities inherited from their ancestors.
a godlike existence like Garth the Green being the ancestor of all the oldest and most noble of the reach houses makes perfect sense for this world!and it also makes sense that the lords without this ancestry are discriminated against in this region that still holds onto the values their society cultivated in the past in order to maintain their magical superiority, even though most of these noble and old houses no longer exhibit these abilities.
and it also makes sense that these people no longer have access to these abilities as they no longer practice the religion that was centered around these powers; plus their blood is simply diluted at this point as these houses have married into a different ethnic group so often that the magical gene just doesnât surface anymore.
but the fact that it still matters if you can trace your ancestry back to Garth the Green? peak! peak! peak!
george does such an excellent job showcasing the stagnation of westerosi society here because why should it matter if youâre connected to this magic guy if magic is no longer commonplace? however, it also makes total sense that the ruling class of the reach still harps on and on about this as itâs how they maintain the status quo and differentiate themselves from those they consider lesser now that they no longer have access to magic themselves.
and this is also why itâs very important that the Starks still retain the blood of the first men. because the first men interbred with the children of the forest and other elder races, which is what gave these humans these powers. itâs also worth noting that before the direwolves connected with the Stark children, none of our current Starks were able to awaken their abilities by themselves, which shows that even now they are very far removed from their ancestor whoâs genetic makeup gave this bloodline these abilities. and it makes sense that the Starks experienced this slow magical decline because magic itself was declining in the world after the doom of valyria.
another reason for this decline is because Andal culture started heavily influencing the North and slowly changed the way magic was perceived. so now in the present, a warg/skinchanger/greenseer has become something to fear being because thatâd make you different and therefore puts your life at risk, which means that thereâs now practically no safe environment to cultivate these abilities and no secure way to pass down any knowledge you do have about said abilities.
i canât help but be reminded about how Jon Snow has rejected his nature and how that has led to the stagnation of his abilities, and then i think about Arya and Bran and how their new environments have led to an astonishing growth in their abilities, which shows that itâs not just genetics that matter, environment is also just as, if not more, important.
i bring all of this up because magic being genetic in asoiaf is not as problematic as people try to make it out as. in real life, sometimes people just have genetic gifts. some people can become olympians, and some people are disabled. some people are born 10 times smarter than the average human, and some people believe that covering their faces in lemon juice would turn them invisible. that is reality. and in this universe, some people have access to magic and some donât, and itâs all based on genetics. itâs unfair! and that makes it realistic.
not everyone gets to ride dragons and not everyone gets to travel back in time, and that grounds asoiaf, which is what grrm was going for.
and how these societies have organized themselves in response to these genetic abilities and the dangers they pose makes absolute sense. on one hand we have the valyrian freehold, which was a magic hotspot and the people who lived there used magic to propel their society to new heights, and on the other hand we have the seven kingdoms that demonize anyone too different, and all magic practitioners are different from normal humans.
and the fact that george decided to go this route with asoiaf is so juicy to me cause:
we have characters like Varamyr and Euron who use their abilities to commit great evils and we know that their powers have influenced the way they see and interact with others. on the other hand we have characters like Dany who use their abilities to fight against evil violent institutions. and through characters like her we learn how vulnerable fledgling magic practitioners/characters with these abilities are to these older and more dangerous institutions and individuals who are perfectly aware about the knowledge gap between them and these younger characters and know exactly how to exploit them.
so, while itâs understandable that the fandom is uncomfy with the practices and values that grrm has written about, this isnât bad world building by any means. itâs logical and well thought out. and i truly enjoy that grrm doesnât shy away from writing about the more worrying aspects and implications of magic being a matter of genetics. i also like how the seven kingdoms and the valyrian freehold are kinda extremes on the matter of magic and how this is/was detrimental to both of these societies and at the individual level. a horrific magical firey doom is not any better nor any worse than a slow drawn out icey decline.
imo, what is important to remember is that in the world of asoiaf, people with magic are the ones who are discriminated against (bc most POV characters are in Westeros and magic is a no no there). so they are the ones who are in danger if they out themselves as magic users. now, it is true that some societies are more tolerant (Qarth is a great example of this and Valyria before the doom was likely the most tolerant to have ever existed in this world), but as of now most societies simply arenât. remember jojens warning? he didnât pull that out of his ass. bran wouldâve been in a lot of danger if he came out and told the wrong people about his dreams/abilities. also, jonâs assassination may have been partly motivated by the mutineers fear of wargs. this is the life-threatening danger magic practitioners are in for simply existing in an intolerant society.
tbh the reason i typed all this up is because itâs very annoying when people try to ignore the reality, which is that the dragonbond depends on genetics. now, iâm sure there are other ways to ride a dragon, as dragons are magical animals so of course there may be a one in a million chance of a dragon allowing some rando to ride it, but this doesnât change the fact that there is such a thing as a genetic ability that gives these certain humans the ability to form a connection with a dragon.
(another example that i canât help but remember is that melisandre was able to get ghosts approval by using some of her tricks. of course there could be other reasons for ghost to have done this, but the most likely reason is that ghost simply fell for melisandreâs trick and this influenced how jon saw mel. but this doesnât change the fact that melisandre will never have the kind of bond jon and ghost have because melisandre is not a warg. this is also another example of how vulnerable fledgling magic practitioners are to older ones.)
so, sorry not sorry that george decided to create a realistic representation of what a society would look like if only certain bloodlines were able to ride dragons <\3.
#this is interesting! itâs juicy! because these are humans with the power of gods!#of course there was a civilization where the elites saw themselves as gods!#of course their powers impacted the way they structured their society!#of course the stagnant westerosi society still holds onto values and practices from hundreds of years ago#âŚbecause they once had magical abilities that set them apart. and bc their society is so stagnant they still have these values and practices#âŚafter they lost their magical abilities. and it makes complete sense that these magical abilities were lost!#magic is feared in westeros! anyone with these abilities is othered/an outcast. these inherent powers arenât cultivated bc this is a society#âŚthat fears and persecutes people with magic! and it makes total sense that this likely began with the arrival of the andals!#anyways magic is genetic âď¸#and itâs so cool that so many people in this universe may not know that they have these powers bc they live in a society that doesnât care/#doesnât cultivate said powers. jon snow is literally called a beast by other characters bc they think heâs a warg#westeros is not a safe space for my magical son#iâm ready to fight anyone who disagrees#itâs literally so fucking intresting and iâm glad that george doesnât shy away from any of it#asoiaf#pro targaryen#asoiaf meta#also letâs not pretend that warging/greenseeing hasnât been used for horrible things as well#hodor is right there. legends of the nights king show exactly what can happen when a very powerful greenseer is a horrific human#yeah anyways#maybe he wasnât a greenseer but u get my point (i hope)#asoiaf fandom critical#ppl having issues w/ the dragonbond being genetic has always struck me as odd#but iâd lie if i said i didnât know where this attitude came from#this whole post is a mess lmao#hopefully i got my point across but i dont rly care to edit đ¤ˇââď¸#this is def a word vomit
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He got affairzoned (x)
The video interview is called Jacob Anderson and Sam Reid share all of the details on their series Interview With The Vampire S2 - People Interview
So in the interview they ask them what they would do in a day off and Jacob mentioned that spending his day off with his wife and kid is his happy place and Sam reaction just broke my heart.
Sam was trying so hard to have a normal reaction but I think he had a reality check and either he realized he was the mistress or that jacob is not interested on him at all romantically.
Like, call me delulu how much you want it but i bet any other cast member wouldn't even had bat an eye at Jacob' answear but Sam was clearly affected and couldn't keep a poker face (dude you are an actor. Do smth đ).
To be frank i dont know if at that time they was aware of each other feelings (i dont even know if they are now) but if they was, then Jacob was really cruel answering that question in front of Sam*, especially bc in the previous one, about what it would be their last meal, Sam said the one he had in Prague with Jacob every single night and a bit later Sam even admitted he didn't liked the food which just meant what he liked was the company. Jacob, honey, read f*cking the room
*i dont know, he could just have said something more simplified with the same meaning, like "spending time with family and friends".
#jam reiderson#i think i will not tag the actors this time bc the fandom at least on tw is a mess since yesterday bc of some sam photos#so i dont know how save it is here#and i know that most likely i will be attacked for this đŹ#anyway the replies/quotes on the tw link are really funny like#alexa play the other woman by lana del rey#welcome back the vampire antoinette#in that moment sam realised he was antoinette and not lestat#samothy⌠queen⌠we need to work on your poker face#the suddenly nail biting auhshs#The nailbite is giving 'this is my 13th reason' đ#bro did not know how react after that lmaooo he *bites nailâ no. *chuckles* no. okay just nod in agreement đđ#the way he did a slight chuckle and instantly went like đ-đ-đ-đś#He look like he just remembered that Jacob got a whole family đđđ#sam nodding his head and going âyupâ under his breath in agreement to jacob hanging out with his wife and kid oh he didnât know what to do#does he say âyeahâ while looking straight into the camera at the end of this vid or am i seeing things
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#some thoughts incoming idk if i should share but i need to put them somewhere#it's hard being in the yr fandom since the finale when you don't share the same vision and opinion as the rest#and people make future wilmon posts or write post s3 fics (which many exist now) they just don't align with your idea at all#and they're not exciting to me at all and the whole concept just makes me upset#i don't wanna imagine Wille as a 'normal' person (not that that's ever possible anyway which the show loves to ignore)#like I'm sorry but i didn't come to the show to watch an ordinary love story and have them lead an ordinary life#the idea of Wille being a future king and them navigating that royal life together is so much more interesting#i hate that that isn't canon anymore and when ppl make posts about them it's not about that or that would only be seen as a negative thing#i don't wanna imagine a life where they are 'normal' that isn't appealing to me at all and it sucks seeing everyone embrace it#and it's like you're not allowed to want something else or think differently bc that makes you the bad person and you're just wrong#i can't be excited about their future (also bc i don't really see them going strong in the future with how they messed them up in s3)#(i also didn't want to know what could possibly happen in the future i wanted that to stay open and just be in the present)#and seeing everyone else excited and happy about it makes you feel horrible and very alone and disconnected in the fandom#i don't wanna take it away from them but i also would love to see other takes but that's basically impossible now#am i the only person who feels this way or are there any other who can relate? pls let me know#i already feel like ppl are gonna attack me for this but it's been hard especially now with Simon's month and seeing so many interpretation#navigating ao3 has also become difficult now#it's hard finding fics to read where wille stays crown prince and you don't have to be scared for that to change#i just can't read any canon compliant fics anymore and i hate it bc i hate to disagree with canon#i normally don't do that bc canon is important to me and i don't want to reject it and create my own fantasy#and that's what's upsetting#anyway sorry i had to write this#personal
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About Genshin Impact and the technology of Teyvat
We get a kamera at the start of the game from Xu for the âSnapshotâ world quest. In it Xu remarks that the kamera is a new invention from Fontaine.
Xu shows surprise at the Traveler knowing what it is, this supports the idea of the kamera being a new invention meaning itâs pricey and rare to have at this point. Later on, on the Travelerâs journey, we get quests to take pictures of things. This could mean that the kamera is becoming more widespread a time goes on, or just the knowledge of it.
During the 4.3 Fontinalia Festival the focus was placed of films. This was an attempt by the Fontaine Film Association to introduce films to the populace, making the main point of the festival the films produced for it.
This would give idea to films still being a new invention, as they arenât widespread, just like how the kamera was at the start of the game which was about 3 years ago. And based off of Furinaâs Character Demo âFurina: All the Worldâs a Stageâ we can assume that the films recorded were black and white in quality. Unless, we assume that the mini-games during the 4.3 âRoses and Musketsâ event were canonical in the way they showed the film quality. No noise was shown in either, but one was in color the other not.
This gives us an estimate of where â technological advancement vice â Teyvat is compared to our world. Films started becoming a thing at the end of the 1800s and start of the 1900s. Colored film started showing up around the 1930s, but became more accessible and profitable later on. Films started getting sound added to them around the mid-to-late 1920s. This gives us an estimate of around the start of the 1900s placement vice.
Now Iâd like to bring up Khaenri'ah. It was heralded as âthe pride of humanityâ as said by Dainslief. Khaenri'ah has more than one notable scientific aspect linked to it, one of these being the âField Tillersâ aka Ruin Machines. Ruin Machines vary from âsimpleâ Ruin Guards to a Ruin Serpent(s).
Ruin Machines seem to have been around for a while, since the Archon War even given the Ruin Hunter stored by Guizhong in a domain. This means that the technology may have been around for 1000s of years, likely being used as a defense method during the war and preserved thereafter. The knowledge of this technology didnât spread much beyond Khaenri'ah, this showing through how the people of Teyvat started calling the Ruin Machines âRuin Machinesâ after they spread globally after the Cataclysm.
Around Sumeru there exist three giant Ruin Machines called âRuin Golemsâ. These were giant mecha style machines were piloted by a crew of people, and â get this â include a colored screen. By screen I mean the type of screen youâre viewing this through, footage from outside the Ruin Golem being broadcasted to the screen to allow the people piloting to see where theyâre going or what theyâre doing.
During the âVimana Agamaâ world quest that was apart of the Aranyaka quest line we can go into the Ruin Golem in Devantaka Mountain by Port Ormos. There we can use the actual screen and see through it. This being a machine that has sat unused for hundreds of years. And its screen is still in working condition.
So, simply put. Khaenri'ah was very mechanically advanced.
BUT!
I have yet to mention the Terminal Viewfinders in Fontaine. You know, those eye ball machines you use to transfer energy to terminals in puzzles in the Fontaine Research Institute area. You know, the machines with working colored screens. Mind you this isnât technology youâre able to find all through out Fontaine, only in certain areas usually accompanied by a researcher from the Institute. So it would be more comparable to machines found in laboratories and not accessible to common people.
But still. At the very least Fontaine is near the mechanical advancements of Khaenri'ah either a few hundred to thousands of years ago.
And I have yet to mention everything going on in King Deshretâs places in the Sumeru desert. And Iâm not going to go into more than this mention because that is a headache I have yet to even get around to in game.
TL;DR Khaenri'ah was very technologically advanced to the point of hundreds of years later working colored screen technology. Fontaine is around that point with the Research Institute while normal day to day people are around silent movies in advancement, while I have no idea whatâs going on with the Sumeru Desert.
#looking into this mess has made me even more annoyed with Khaenri'ah#what did you need the fucking war machines for. and why the code names. and also the weird decender orphanage thing#I just donât like the governing body or people of authority in Khaenri'ah pretty much#Dain can hype it up as much as he wants but I just donât trust it#also the whole abyss order bullshit#yeah but anyway#I got thinking about the technological advancements of Teyvat and got invested#genshin impact#genshin impact lore#teyvat#khaenri'ah#ruin golem#ruin machines#genshin lore#dainsleif#fontaine#Fontaine research institute#Genshin impact 4.3#lore#world building#technology#machines#Genshin kamera#what am I supposed to tag this as#lore discussion#hoyoverse#mihoyo#king deshret#sumeru desert#Genshin impact Field tillers
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