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Daniel’s literally shooting Las Vegas promo and you’re telling me this is his last race like okay babes sure go to bed or something
#daniel ricciardo#f1#what a fuck ass waste of time#they put that embargo in for no reason i fear#or to stop Daniel’s team from leaking shit idk#im sorry i know embargoes cannot work on insane randos on the internet BUT#CAA where is your RAGE? fuck them all over???#WHY ARE U QUIET???
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buffy season four will give you whiplash any time they cut from one romantic subplot to another. ¿anya and xander? autistic loser4loser in the best way possible. they’re cute as hell. ¿willow and tara? amazing, magnificent, spectacular, literally groundbreaking witches experimenting with magic and being gay 10/10 no notes. ¿buffy and riley? rancid. worst ship ever. what does a queen like her see in such a cardboard cutout of a man who doesn’t even like that she can fight better than him
#i cheered when buffy missed that helicopter and fucking riley finally left the show#what a terrible character#why did they bring him back later#she should’ve dumped his ass as soon as she found out he was in the secret military#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs#buffy summers#buffyverse#xander harris#anya btvs#willow rosenberg#tara maclay#anya jenkins#i’m not gonna tag riley i don’t even remember his last name and i’m not gonna waste my precious time on earth looking it up
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realizing that communication actually doesnt matter as much as ppl say it does, bc most ppl glorify it and see it as a magical solution when in fact communicating your feelings/wants/needs only work if other ppl are receptible to it. which... most ppl arent, both bc many dont want to bc it requires too much effort of them and it's easier to shift blame on others not "communicating", but also bc many many ppl just have brains that arent wired to understand others, or other viewpoints and perspectives. thus, no level of communication will make someone who isnt capable of receiving it hear you. most efforts to "communicate" are completely wasted. and it's frustrating, but what can u do?
#one of my main examples of this is...#i clearly stated in the beginning of someone expressing potential interest in me#that i have feelings for someone and i cant help that or do anything abt and its just how it is#but that person continued to call me stupid for not just stopping my feelings for my person#thats just an example *i* FEEL is obvious#even if u tell someone or warn someone or give someone a head ups#if they arent capable of comprehending it or you... it wont matter#they will still hurt / punish / get mad at u for not being what they want#so yeah... makes me wanna scream#humans are just too much fkn pain in the ass </3#i barely even see the point in being upfront or direct or honest anymore#it doesnt even fucking matter bc apparently most ppl are fkn incapable of hearing u 😒#i've always thought it so important to be considerate to others#not waste their time... not give them fair warnings etc etc#but more and more i feel like 9/10 they just fkn lash out on u anyway#maybe i should just be sketchy and dodgy and vague distant and detached and avoidant like everyone else is#and just protect myself and my own selfish desires and needs and wishes. everyone else does that.#i just am not wired to look at ppl and see what they can give me or what i can use them for#thats why i often am just upfront and honest. i dont see ppl as merchandise or their sole purpose being to serve me and my needs#im just a human and theyre a human and we have a mutual thing going#but no. nooooo. thats how *i* work. i've learned that now#most (not all but far too many im tired) look at others and automatically calculate how they can use them#what they can get out of talking to u. what they can take and get from u. how to make u act the way they want to#idk where im going with this.... uh. i just dont see the point in communicating. ppl dont listen..#bc they dont want to cummincate. they want u to shut up and act like the marionette they see u as. they dont wanna hear u out or understand#they want u to just behave and act how they tell u. thus communicating is a total waste of energy 9/10 times#like .. for example on here. i can put like warning im mentally ill in my bio. but ppl will still be personally affeonted when i act that#way to myself ... most ppl just are not capable of listening to others or processing the fact that others dont exist for them#it doesnt matter how much u try to be honest or direct or upfront bc they dont care. they dont hear it. they wont adjust or respect u.#so why even bother communicating? or warn? or be direct? none of that even makes a lick of difference its so futile
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got nothing done today except accidentally deleting all my files off the computer and having to recover them so basically i need to be frankly insanely productive tomorrow so i can go to my granddad's birthday on friday without stressing. of course there is no chance in hell this will happen but i can pretend for a little while longer
#i was in SUCH a good headspace earlier today as well#like actually motivated and somewhat focused and everything#but then i got stuck at my granddad's for like two hours#and had to eat dinner when i got home#and by the time i could finally start working i was so stressed about the wasted time#i couldn't focus anymore and then i started feeling really weird and by the time that passed my meds had worn off and all hope was lost#i mean i still feel Bad but i've more or less convinced myself it's anxiety#and if somehow it isn't then hopefully i will know soon 👍#literally not even stressed about whatever it is in itself its just id like to know if i can keep taking meds without making something worse#and i Have to take the meds to get shit done#but as long as i don't know the anxiety of taking the meds kinda voids the effects#otherwise my anxiety is better on meds though like mentally its better but the physical symptoms are worse#the parts i know for a fact are just anxiety that is#if it's ALL anxiety then thats kinda funny actually. like ok. logic#idk what the fuck im on about im in bed hopefully i can sleep soon so i can get up at ass oclock and wait for a message from the gp's office
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(Realizes that the most common transman experiences perfectly align with my life and feelings about myself and fascinations and who I want to be with) Ohhhh Okay i am fucked
#I do really wish i could just snap my fingers and pilot a cisman's body around#Rather than go through the crucible of visibly transitioning. it seems like a waste to do it when the times are so awful.#I honestly still doubt myself so much but#I can only do so many years of Why are you perceiving me as a woman#Before the shit starts getting real#People really just dont take you fucking seriously. Like even at this point where im at now i still dont know if im quote unquote valid#Because maybe its just a feminist issue and the misogyny is rampant#But an emotional sensitive defensive anxious reactive woman is what i am seen as. Somehow.#When I have gone lengths to ensure that even those close to me do not see a hint of my unchained emotional reality. Just really beats it in#I am entirely logical when I describe my experiences to my family. Clinical and detatched and intentional. And they think i am to be coddle#All the fucking time. Exhausting. I don't want that. I want to come to mutual understanding. Not to beg for emotional attention.#Thats the only thing that ever visibly cracks me. Being horribly misunderstood and taken out of context. Logical self defense being denied.#And being full of estrogen just reinforces that shit. Im a frustration crier. If I had testosterone maybe it wouldnt prove people right.#When you bite back as a woman you are just a bitch.#My fear is that I will be an emotional transgender man that wants to be coddled. I am afraid it will be worse to be that.#I really do just want to be able to live and work and be taken seriously when I say what I mean and what my mind is like.#I want a chance at life. I feel like I'm seen as a hapless girl. Damaged and begging to be freed of all responsibility#No bitch I want to move out and actively build a life for myself and RAISE MYSELF! after years of being misunderstood and alone#And also i want to do homosexual war reenactments with another man or something i dont know i just wish it could be me#Maybe ill just donate blood and faint again#Anyway. Joker. Society. I am the joker#Who wanna reply and tell me if im a valid transman or not. I get chest dysphoria when i have proper posture.#I get ass and hip dysphoria.#Low key having a bangin body as a woman though confuses me still bc maybe i just like being hot more than i gaf about transitioning#It reeeeeally helps that my face has an impeccable T zone. Its kind of masc as hell.
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this is it. this is the ship dynamic
#my art#one piece#scratchmen apoo#x drake#i spent the last few hours of my night drawing this instead of other things cuz they were making me angry#wish i could draw faster digitally tbh#what you dont see in drakes hand his is quad sided axe/mace that is completely fucking covered by apoo#so i wasted my time drawing how the arm would go and the hand and the weapon only for apoos ass to cover it up anyway
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my main theory for why Vegeta in super went back on his ‘Goku’s just the best and I accept that’ at the end of Z is that prior to that Vegeta had never actually spent any real Time with Goku outside of battle, and didn’t realize Goku’s not blunt, he just doesn’t Think before he talks. Or before he does anything. He’s like a little kid. He’s a goofy little goober. That’s just what he’s like all the time.
And so after buu they’re chill and it’s peace time and Vegeta has time to get to know him and is like ‘oh my god he’s not doing a bit he’s not just acting like a silly fun guy in front of his kids he’s ONE of the kids he’s a dumbass fr I can’t be weaker than a dumbass’ and that’s why the dynamic shifted between them and Vegeta’s squarely the adult in the room now.
#He spent so much time trying to catch up he didn’t Realize he was running after a toddler#And by the time he got close he was like ‘what the fuck what the fUCK ABSOLUTELY NOT’ fjdjdjdjd#dbtag#At least in the manga the anime idk Goku’s different Vegeta’s different everyone’s different fjdjdj#‘You’re so smart Vegeta!’ ‘Who wouldn’t be compared to you?!’ Lives in my head rent free thfjdjdj#That’s a dude who’s gone through all five stages of grief over how much time he wasted giving Goku credit where dumb luck was to blame fjdj#Not to say Goku doesn’t work his ass off but geets learning the stars actually align for that man must’ve been so validating fjdjdjdjdn#SO infuriating but SO validating djdjdjdjd
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i dont care where you live in the usa or w/e... if you dont vote for biden you are throwing away your vote and enabling trump. because *everyone* thinks their vote doesnt matter and piddles around because of that. hell, everyone thinks 'its only me, it wont make a difference' about THOUSANDS of things, like littering, picking seashells, taking stones from rivers, etc. and in all of those situations THEYRE FUCKING WRONG. if anything unites us, its our damn ability to think we alone are the outlier despite everything indicating otherwise.
and miss me with that 'biden is just as bad/is a murderer' shit. 1) cool, and how do you plan to change things in a mr. nazi-dictator trump world? how are you ACTIVELY making a difference? 2) CHANGE IS INCREMENTAL. the reason things suck so much is because the left keeps taking slow change as 'no change' and giving up before we can gain any momentum to make big change!
if you vote in hamas or w/e to protest... you might as well throw dirt at all those suffering innocent people. you arent saving palestine that way. that is not a helpful protest. you'll only enable trump to win by throwing away your vote. it is the one bit of actual power you have, so USE IT RIGHT! stop in-fighting for one moment! look at what is possible to achieve in reality! dreams arent fulfilled overnight!
when you feel like your vote doesnt matter, remember this - you have to try anyways
#ditto rambles#HOW MANY TIMES MUST WE REMIND YOU GUYS#LEFT HAS ABYSMAL TURNOUT#IF YOU WOULD ACTUALLY TAKE THE SMALL VICTORIES WE CAN ACHIEVE#INSTEAD OF THROWING THE GAME WHEN YOU CANT HAVE THD BIG CHANGE RIGHT OFF THE BAT#WE MIGHT ACTUALLY BE ABLE TO START EVENING THR PLAYING FEILD#THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT IS SET UP TO WORK AGAINST US RIGHT NOW#BUT YOUR NOT HELPING IF YOU DO NOTHING OR THROW YOUR VOTE!#YES BIDEN FUCKING SUCKS YES THE PRESIDENTS NEVER DO ENOUGH#BUT IT CAN AND WILL GET WORSE IF YOU DONT RECOGNIZE THE LIMITATIONS BEFORE US#THERE IS *NO WORLD* WHERE TRUMP IS BETTER THAN BIDEN#IF YOU WASTE YOUR VOTE A PRESIDENT WILL STILL GET ELECTED!!!!#MAKE SURE ITS THE RIGHT ONE!!@!#WHY IS THIS SO HARD TO UNDERSTANZ????#DO YOU REALLY THINK WASTING YOUR ONE BIT OF REAL POWER HELPS PALISTINE AT ALL?????#YES THINGS SUCK WE ALL KNOW THAT#BUT YOU DONT GET THE BIG WIN WITHOUT TAKING WHAT SMALL VICTORIES YOU CAN!!!!#UNLESS YOU ARE ACTIVELY FIRE BOMBING WALMARTS AND STAGING PROTESTS#YOU DONT GET TO CLAIM VOTING IS USELESS!!!#BECAUSE IF THAT WAS TRUE THEN THEY WOULDN'T BE TRYING TO STOP US FROM VOTING#AND CONSIDER THIS - IF THE WIN IS TOO BIG TO DENY *THEY CANT FUCKING DENY IT* LIKE WITH CLINTON#THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE SUCKD ASS BUT WE DO ACTUALLY CONRTOL AND OUTNUMBER IT#ITS NEVER JUST YOU!!!! *NEVER*!!!!!!!#WE ARE NEVER ALONE IN OUR DECISIONS!!!!#SO USE THAT DAMN POWER!!!!#OUR VOICES CAN BE HEARD IF WE WORK TOGETHER FOR ONCE!!!!!!
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im just gonna be honest gang obviously its gonna be easy for you to say youre in love with a character and theyre an angel when anytime they do something you don't like you brush it off as out of character
#bad writing is still canon unfortunately#the place where i absolutely draw the line is gallavich being verse don't fucking piss me off @shameless writers#unfortunately your fav characters did do and say those bad things..... and to ignore that is too fundamentally misunderstand their character#how can you love a person when you choose to be blind to who they are </3#this isn't directed toward anybody y'all are just being very dramatic lately and really i think we should remember that tv shows aren't real#i can recognize when someone is caused by bad writing but i still have to accept that it's a real thing that happened#like. do i find shameless entertaining? YES! is it well written? FUCK NO#it's actually fundamentally a bad show in many ways. but that's WHY i enjoy discussing it#it's why my hyperfixation hasn't died down. because theres just SO MUCH to pick apart and interpret and discuss!#it's actually so bad at times i blocked it out of my memory!#but if i believe something isn't canon or *shouldn't be canon* (HUGE difference between those 2 things)#then i should explain why i think that. and i also need to accept that others disagree#but if you say everything you don't like is just ooc bad writing and therefore not real to canon then#....lol what are you even doing here#like. we should be rallying against the writers for being actively racist homophobic transphobic fatphobic ableist etc#yet we're sitting here with our thumbs up our asses fighting about which character fanclub is the most oppressed#WHO CARESSSSS JOHN WELLS DOESN'T CARE ABOUT US IT TRULY ISN'T WORTH WASTING YOUR BREATH OVER#i just want to read about 2 toxic kinky boys kissing idk#let me say this tho! hardcore fiona stans you gotta be the most out of touch people on planet earth!#okay goodnight everypony#wall of text in the tags#a.txt
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how is sacrificing indigenous people in america by not voting/voting third party going to help palestinians, can i ask?
#free palestine#tagging bc im looking to fight about it actually#im bouta curb stomp all of you#say it with your whole chest while the cameras on that you want to sacrifice indigenous americans for palestianians.#say it with your whole chest that you're willing to let every minorities lives get worse which literally helps#NO ONE BUT THE FUCKING RIGHT#say it with your chest that you're okay with people in america now being too distracted trying to hold together what little remains#of their crumbling fucking lives than to help whoever the fuck in palestine#WHO IS THIS FOR#WHO ARE YOU HELPING#LITERALLY NO ONE BUT YOUR FUCKING EGO AND HOW YOU WANT TO COME OFF.#YOU ARE A WASTE OF SPACE AND TIME AND YOU NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT POLITICS FOREVER.#GO SPREAD YOUR ASS ON ONLYFANS IF YOU WANT ATTENTION N POPULARITY SO FUCKING BADLY JESUS FUCKING CHRIST.
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I don’t think I ever actually said this on here, basically for one of my mock english gcse exams for the “write a story” section I wrote a time travel / somewhere else jonmartin fic. literally. the prompt was “something surprising” I think, and I just went well. waking up in an alternate universe would be pretty damn surprising. and it was just jon waking up in bed with no scars and no eyepocalypse and going “wHEre’S mArTiN” and I got a grade 9 (A**). so yeah that happened
#I literally had no fucking clue what I was doing and I thought it was absolute ass but yeah the teachers ate that shit up#I guess because it didn’t make sense without the context?? so there was a lot of mystery?? idk man it was crazy#the one I did for my actual final exam was literally just how to train your dragon but with a griffin or a hippogriff or something#no point wasting your time being original for a gcse english language exam lmao#I got a 9 in the end btw so 👍#jonmartin#jmart#teaholding#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#the magnus archives#tma
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wow it’s the end of 2024!!!
my social media journey has been very… weird… due to mental health + confidence issues I’ve taken so many long breaks that every time I came back I felt like I had to start over again
last year on tumblr/ig, I started posting old (mostly) jjba art and tried to be active — until I got destroyed by the last semester of my awful college degree…….. but since the middle of this year, I’ve been more consistent??? I’m still getting used to all of this, so like… bear with me 😭
looking ahead, expect the usual art rotation of genshin impact (99% kaveh/alhaitham 😔) and jjba (99% part 5 😔) in 2025, as well as other things when I feel like it
as for specific projects… long comics for 🏛️🌱 and 🐞🔫 have been on the docket for a while, and I want to work on them in the upcoming year… I need these ideas out of my head…
I just wanted to say ty for supporting… and here’s to 2025!!! 🥂🎉
#ness yells#queuetie pie#putting this on the queue I’m embarrassed#agh#kind of wish I made more artwork in the first half of 2024 but no need to dwell on that now…#that was just not a good time for me… hated my degree program and wasted so much time… but we ball 💔#ig one of my goals is to not abruptly disappear from social media for a long ass period of time#for the millionth time#and admittedly I’ve been on ig and twt lately but#tumblr is where I first started posting my art when I was still a teenager 😭#I will always come back to this stupid site bc it’s my home#I highly doubt many of my current followers first found me from my komaeda era but if you did??? then you deserve a veteran’s discount 😔#what are you still doing here LMAO#also originally wanted to post a final comic before the year’s end but plans changed. I fucked up on it 😭 so no art from me until 2025 oops
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What fucking drugs did they put in TF1 to make everyone I respect lose their ability to judge media. Get off it's dick I beg you.
#I physically fucking recoil everytime I see those ugly ass designs#God that plot sucks so fucking much#I hate that goddamn movie with my entire being#Waste of perfectly good hard drive space. Waste of a Thanksgiving. Waste of my fucking time.#“Its so tragic it's so sad” what's tragic is how fucking boring it manages to be while doing the BARE fucking minimum to be a TF movie#Laziest piece of shit ever created#Absolutely dogshit worldbuilding. Downright insulting dialogue. Fuck this stupid movie.
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whatever dick decided to put adverts on prime video needs their balls chopped because why the fuck am I getting more ads watching shows legally than I ever have pirating.
#this is an actual joke#i am so fed up of money hungry corporations making my life more difficult than it has to be#arent prime rich enough?#they just wanna waste my god damn time and im sick of it.#YOUTUBE TOO#and any other site with ads#like get over yourself#AND TIKTOK#see even if im not seeing the official tiktok ads every second fucking video is someone trying to sell me some usless crap#i dont want to buy your cheap shit from tiktok shop im here for entertainment and thats it#i want someone to compile how much of my short life is spent watching ads#because life is fucking short and this is too much time to be wasting#(am i gonna stop and get off my ass? no probably not)#i just wanna watch the boys#ALSO WHO THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO HAVE SUPERNATURAL EXPIRE AT THE END OF THE MONTH#im losing my mind and you all get to hear it#prime i know where you live#amazon prime#the boys#supernatural#tiktok#YouTube#what else did i talk about?
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"....When did we get to the point where natural hair is no longer associated with ...Black People? Black Women?"
Non blacks pls dni.
Have to amplify this woman's valid and articulate short on the relevance of this topic bc, whew smh, I have discussed the same thing here — and am both just as disturbed (and honestly? a little let down?) by Black Women letting go the equity we had in natural hair. Esp just to pick harmful maintenance/norms right back up. I do understand that we, as a race of women all by ourselves, have sooooooo many odds stacked against us regarding what we do with our hair and how we take care of it, but I cannot for the life of me understand what the purpose or benefit is supposed to be in returning to things that actually harm us disproportionately.
For good measure, she also spoke more directly and at length about this issue, it's toxically influential spaces and platforms — as well as the colorism, texturism and misogynoir in general at it's core. So glad I'm not the only Black Woman being transparent about how backwards the nhc/nhm is going.
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#the nhm was not an All Women movement idc idc idc#it was for black women#not black-identifying women#not mixed women#not nbwoc#not white women#it was literally for black women#wtf happened fr?#there is NO presence now for type 4 hair in anything even parodized as nAtUrAl HaIr#it is so depressing sometimes#seeing how prevalently we're still wasting time money & energy on the same ol shit#genuinely want fucking better for us#came so far for what? to reach for the poison in the future anyhow?#like you have no idea how badly it makes me wanna grab & shake the living shit out of some of yall#& tell you how fucking beautiful you are#how beautiful your natural hair is. how valid you are regardless of what you do with it#like omfg im so tired of the stigmas about us#so tired of the stereotypes#so tired of the misogynoir ass preconceived notions about our hair that a lof of bw BEEN disproved#going back to perms isn't helping that cause tho#it's not helping little black girls feel esteemed about their appearance or hair texture#it's not helping us at all idgaf stop justifying this#black hair#natural hair#black women#black tumblr#black twitter#textured hair#misogynoir#non blacks dni
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We are on our way there
#micro.txt#i am full of fear#how do i interact around all these normal ass people?#i have been drowning for months#they have traveled to like 4 different places in that time#adventuring and enjoying life while i waste away#“what have you been up to?”#just fucking working id all i can talk about#cause damn i cant be like “navigating a DV situation and flirting with death”#“leading a riot against leadership”#“breaking boundaries of new understandings of humanity”#no#they wanna talk about recent games#and adventures#and tech toys#and building gardens and fixing up their home#all things beyond my reach#while my health and I remain at odds#“sighs”#i can't wait until everyone is too drunk to care about me#gods
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