#wether is gay or not idk but my god

[sparkleemojiii]

right so, all the new recently released blink182 songs, they’re about tom and mark. like every single one of them. is all gay shit and i am so here for it. i mean. ‘one night stand’ ??? ‘do you ever recall we fell in love so well’ ‘was it a date? i think i misspoke. cats got my tongue in the back of my throat’ ??!!!! i can’t.

[thealtofvalleyxdoodles]

︻╦̵̵͇̿̿̿̿╤─ †å§k £ðr¢ê 1-4-1 H¢§- - - - - - - -ˎˊ-

Just some dumb thoughts

｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈•ﾟ｡ E̳n̳j̳o̳y̳ ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈•ﾟ｡

-ˏˋ♥̩͙♥̩̩̥͙♥̩̥̩ ⑅ 𝕵𝖔𝖍𝖓𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖓 "𝕭𝖗𝖆𝖛𝖔 0-6" 𝕻𝖗𝖎𝖈𝖊 ⑅ ♥̩̥̩♥̩̩̥͙♥̩͙ˊˎ

Price likes to swallow chewing gum. I mean-LOOK AT THE FUCKER. HE SWALLOWS GUM-CHANGE MY MIND. Price also likes to drink whiskey out of a tea cup-Kate just stares at him and says "John-how are you Drunk off of Tea???" and he's all "Fuck off, Mum! I ain't three no mo' Woman!"

Price has gone to a pride parade with Kate-she was in the parade bc some homophobic dude at her wife's job was trash talking her. John went as morel support (And ended up in a conga line--)

Price's famous pick-up line with the ladies is "Are ye chocolate milk? Because you make my day batter" (Yes he says Batter.)

My mans will just S T A R E at people when he's deep in thought. Like-he'll zone out and then it's just

and it's lowkey kind like-"Cap? What the fuck?"

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*୨୧ ┈┈┈┈┈ S̶i̶m̶o̶n̶ "G̶h̶o̶s̶t̶" R̶i̶l̶e̶y̶ ┈┈┈┈┈ ୨୧*

Simon wakes up every. single. night. at three am. THREE AM. Poor bby :,(

this man will randomly be reminded of something-wether it be his father or, or walking past the old park he used to play at after school as a kid, somthing else-and he'll get the urge to cry. And he'll get so spaced out John has to shake him roughly-one time he had to slap him--

Simon really really REALLY hates the smell of COOKIES. But he loves eating them???? Wtf bro-

the only thing he can cook is instant noodles. thats it. your dream cook can only cook noodles. i woke u up, your welcome.

Ghost once caught Soap tryna sneak in a few....odd pics...of him...for "Art like things, Lt!" (Like Soap can draw-Ha! He draws so much foikin' battar.)

this man can sing-and he sound like he's native to the US when he does--

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(I love this little gif of him bc he looks like he's just like "Yes ma'am-no maiming. understood" HE'S SO CUTE I CANT WSDNIGIGHNIEQG)

¸.·✩·.¸¸.·¯⍣✩ j̤̈ö̤ḧ̤n̤̈n̤̈ÿ̤ "s̤̈ö̤ä̤p̤̈" Mä̤c̤̈ẗ̤ä̤v̤̈ï̤s̤̈ḧ̤ ✩⍣¯·.¸¸.·✩·.¸

MF LIKES CHEESE BY ITSELF. im sorry-i had to say it. he does.

He-i cant even fathom how i think this-he can bake. and he's GOOD at it. Like, "Why tha fack whould ya go ta tha cheesecake fac'ory?? I can make betta shite!?" (I love him so much dfgsdinfgof8)

He draw better than Simon-Simon just has a big ego with his artwork and won't admit Johnny draws better--

Johnny (Cannonly) speaks better spanish than Graves. (LIKE HOW THE FUCK DOES A US BITCH SPEAK SPANISH SO BADDDD UGH-anyways this is bout babyboy here)

his first word nearly killed his Roman Catholic mother, "War! War! Ha ha! Warrrr!" (The poor woman, RIP)

His second word was no better. "Gay!"

how'd he learn these words?? ...His uncles. (Dad's side)

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☆★☆★→ Kͦyͦlͦeͦ "Gͦaͦzͦ" Gͦaͦrͦrͦiͦcͦkͦ ←☆★☆★

So like-idk why but when i first saw this man i was like: "...yeah-he vapes."

also-WHY THE FUCK DID YOU HOLD THE LIGHTER WITH TWO HANDS????

anyways-he likes to snuggle with a little stuffie from when he was a kid-it's a small pink bunny too. it's missing an ear and he had to re-sew a foot on with a spare sock but other than that, it's still lookin pretty good.

"Hey-John? ...Why the fuck are you staring at me like that, Sir??"

(See Johnathan "Bravo-06" Price)

I headcannon that he has like-three older cousins he talks to whenever he can-like-he sends them a text at least every day

i also think he has a big family.

and that he is the ONLY BRITISH MAN that can cook-like he and Kate?? god-DAYUM. They are a STORM in the kitchen.

Im sorry-but this man will only call you "Love" and "Mamas"-nothing else. Change my mind-I dare you. (If he's tired it'll be a small "Hunnybun")--

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( ノ・・)ノ g̤̈ä̤r̤̈ÿ̤ "r̤̈ö̤ä̤c̤̈ḧ̤" s̤̈ä̤n̤̈d̤̈ë̤r̤̈s̤̈ö̤n̤̈ ( /・・)ノ

Baby boy is ALWAYS FORGOTTEN SO-FUCK ALL OF YOU, IM TAKING MY SON AND LEAVING

My baby boy LOVES to watch 90's cartoons on his phones after missions. Like all anyone will hear from his room is, "Oh ThE tHiNgS i Do FoR lOvE!!" (If you dont know what show this is from, your too young to be on my page)

He used to get called "Gar-bear" by his mom bc he used to watch so much spongebob as a kid.

He ADORESSS the homemade food from his teamates-even if it's just Simon's instant noodles. </3 he is everything to me, omg

He can speak English, Spanish, German, French, and ASL. (American sign language)

When he's really pissed off he'll say the one curse word he knows in Slovak. ("Kurva!" it means fuck-dont ask how i know that...)

He has a small ant farm at home. He has a few other friends (not from work ofc) look after them when hes gone <3

Secretly really good at arts and crafts-he makes his own jewelry for himself and Gaz-bc Gaz is the ONLY ONE who remembers he's alive half the time.

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✯¸.•´*¨`*•✿ Kå†ê "W冢hêr-1" Lå§wêll ✿•*`¨*`•.¸✯

Laswell-ooOOOoOO! Laswell-this woman rivals gordon ramsey in the kitchen.

Best chiken pot pie you've ever tasted-ever.

She makes homemade coffee for the task force. and it's Good.

She favors blackberry crumble-her wife makes it. You can NOT tell me otherwise.

advid user of "Honey", "Darling", and "Dear" for people she likes-minus, minus John. Minus John....minus John....

and by people she likes i mean people she thinks of as HER kids.

anybody tryna mess wit ghost, soap, gaz, or roach??? just a simple "Las-" and mama's coming out to fucking MURDER.

thems is her BOIS, ok?? ok.

Price once called her mama bear-and she was like, "Yes i am, so what? How's that affect your day, Price?"

she's scarily good at throwing her slippers at things-once soap asked her to hit the clock-and she did-dead center. im talking where the teeny tiny little bolt that keeps the hands in place.

i could rant all day long about mommy Kate tbh-

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and thats it. i might make more-depends.

thanks for reading!!

———๑•̀ᴗ•̀) ʋ ǟ ʟ <3 (•̀ᴗ•̀๑———

[my-castles-crumbling]

Im a minor so idk much about the queer community but I just wanted to ask - is being queer a personality choice? or is it like a disability?

Context: I got into an argument with my mom about why she is "hating" LGBTQ+ community and in her words "I wouldn't wish someone in my household to be gay, but i dont have a problem with it" and when i asked what it meant she said "its like you wouldnt wish someone being blind or deaf in your household but you still have no problem over it" and then started rambling on how its not natural for gay people to exist as it wasnt the way of god??

BUT THEN she said that all these LGBTQ+ community was brought from foreign and isnt right. I just wanted a different perspective on wether this counts as homophobia or not (we live in India and my family is very religious so we are generally very conservative)

just wanted an opinion!!

hope you have a good day <333

Hi hon!

Yeah, this is pretty blatant homophobia.

It's common for people who are homophobic to believe that being LGBTQIA+ is a mental illness or a choice, but it's not. People are just born that way!

I think the reason a lot of people think it's a choice or that it's being 'brought in' or 'indoctrinated' is because it's become more 'common' nowadays. But the thing is, it's not actually more common. People are just more open about it. Years ago, and still in a lot of countries today, people who are queer hide that they're queer because they're afraid of retribution. They might hide their relationships, never have a relationship, or have a relationship with someone of the opposite gender, just to hide this. They might never even admit it to themselves.

Being queer isn't a disability, either, because (going by the ADA's definition "The ADA defines a person with a disability as a person who has a physical or mental impairment that substantially limits one or more major life activity") it doesn't limit you in any way. It's just identifying outside of the general heterosexual, heteroromantic, or cisgender norm.

Also, to address it not being natural- there are many species of animals that have been found to have homosexual relationships or to be transgender. For example, chimpanzees, dolphins, and penguins have all been found to have same-sex relationships. Clownfish change genders and male seahorses bear children. Queerness is actually VERY natural.

So yeah, your mom is being homophobic, unfortunately. But I'm glad you're looking for alternate perspectives to educate yourself!

Naming you opinion anon

[maukiki1-but-cringefail]

i swear to fucking god im not a hater but if i see another fucking badly-made thumbnail boring neurotypical straight guy with lame monotone voice talking over buncha mfb clips video of the worst metal fight beyblade takes ive ever seen with the unfunniest jokes im gonna rearrange the DNA sequence of the closest person to me to that of a Doto greenamyeri nudibranch because i swear to god just shut the fuck up.

how the fuck do you meatheads base how much you like a character over powerscaling and win ratio. would you prefer a wild bear over your own mother because the bear is stronger than her? thats how you fuckin sound like. i gotta rant this shit out because i had enough if i hear another fucking "ryūga da goat🥶🐐" "beyblade really is that serious🤣" "This show is so acoustic😵" "did you know that moses split the sea with a be-" WE FUCKING KNOW THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS AT THIS POINT. ALSO IF YOU DEADASS USE AUTISM AS AN INSULT LET ALONE USE THE WORD ACOUSTIC OR ARTISTIC FOR IT STAY 7 KILOMETERS AWAY FROM ME AND ALSO DONT WATCH METAL FIGHT BEYBLADE EVERYONE IS GAY AND AUTISTIC YOU KNOW WHY⁉️ which cishet neurotypical out there makin spinning tops fight with neon green or blue whateverthefuck hair half the cast looks like they been hiding in closet before their debut episode.

PRIME example of these bad takes is , because of powerscaling again the hate on masamune ? i thought people hated him because they thought he was annoying (like how i did when i first watched it when i was little) (FOUR YRS OLD) and like id get that as in he talks alot or whatever but people hate him because. fucking. "he has a low win ratio and claims to be the number one blader" BITCH THATS A 15 YR OLD. or like around that age somewhere you get the point. so what if the taco doritos colour palette guy a little confident in himself bitch you hate fun you hate sillyness. people also use him as like a tool to praise kenta? constantly i see takes like "kenta is like masamune if masamune didnt suck" or something as in they both try to rise to the top and get stronger but one of them doesnt talk shit like did you know you can praise a character without putting down the other one motherfucker. another one is "masamune isnt a legendary blader because he talks shit but cant actually back it up" Hey my brother in Allah lets play a little game. which one of the fucking legendary bladers talks big about himself. you have ten seconds. 10...9...8....KING. KING IS RIGHT THERE .

also saw someone say damian shouldve been a legendary blader⁉️⁉️mf that boy was on rearrangement stereoids the effects of that wouldve already worn off by the time of metal fury how does that even WORKK😭😭 he was probably off with 3 big fucking pet dogs to eat custard pudding or sumn idk .Ryūga dickriding has been a thing for for ever but right now for some reason people decided they didnt talk about that guy enough. theres so many videos on him guys there are other characters to talk about i can write a three billion word essay on damian but i dont think i can say anything about ryūga that hasnt been said at this point. also the people who claim hes alive BECAUSE hes alive in the manga is crazy like yall cant see those as two different universes? im not saying wether if i think hes alive or not this isnt about that dont miss the point. i wanted to make text posts about mfb for forever but i was embarrased for god knows why so i just posted my mfb fanart on my main but i cant take it anymore (eatina burger with no honey mustard) must speak this time im afraid

also sorry if this is hard to read im not good at ending sentences where i should punctuation jumpscare. powerscaling mfs will hear u say u like a character like for example tsubasa or sumn and immediately bring up ryūga like shut the fuck up this shit happened on twitter i dont even use twitter i opened the app for 000.1 seconds. you just jelaous ryūga will never serve like did mf also im not a ryūga hater anyways i reached the character limit fuck

[catinasink]

hiii asking abt your genshin fics??? spill the tea

sdkjh okqy okay lemme cracks knuckles

ill hide my chest (and ill figure out a way to get us out of here)

lil trans diluc oneshot !!! okay so its basically about diluc, jean, kaeya, eula, and rosaria mainly, but albedos there too and so is barbara. theyre like yk childhood friends and shit, the seven of them, and theyre all trans 👍the oneshot is like. about that i guess ?? its from dilucs perspective and how they see all of it and rhgjhsgjkdrhgrjgr and basically just them. growing ig and discovering themselves and rhrjhgrgr and im sorry crepus i flipped a coin on wether you were a good father or not ;v;

yeah i just needed company now

the sillies !!!! told from the perspective of yaoyao, its a lil oneshot where yaoyao is having a bad day and then spends time with the other people in her group and they help cheer them up :3 i love them theyre so silly and oh the group is yaoyao, qiqi, nahida, paimon, freminet, mika, diona, klee, dori, and sayu :3 yaoyao is kinda mecoded but we ball ;v; shes my lil baby showering them in blankets and pillows and giving her a hot chocolate and telling her everythings gonna be okay

at the critical chapter (where i say i love you)

xingyunming oneshot :3 i think thats their ship name? anygays. yeagh. xingyunming fic with also xingyunling bc i ship many ships and also polyamory win so. basically xingqui being kinda worried about his date w chongyun an gaming so xiangling helps xem prepare :3 xiangling best gf fr 💪 theyre very silly all of them and grhhgrhghrhghr i love them. the date goes pretty well methinks gjob xingqui and xiangling

baby youre my best friend, best friend

rafischlnett oneshot !!!!!! fischl is. in love w their best friends. btw. theyre very gay and grhghrhgrh kinda wrote their relationship me and my qpps coded slightly? anygays yeah. just fischl being very gay for their partners (benny an razor). its really sweet in my opinion theyre so silly and gay for each other and grhghrghrr

id sell my own bones for sapphire stones (cause blues your favorite color)

silly luminette oneshot !!! i actually love luminette sm theyre my babies i hjrhjrhgjrhjrhjrhr also theyre both very aspec and lumine is kinda mecoded but we ball and lumine is actually so gay and lynette is also so gay and furina tysm for saving the day and lumines kinda not doing that well mentally tbh but its going to be okay methinks and theyre actually so gay for each other and also lynette x kirara x charlotte x xiangling are actually my beloveds and its open-ended bc idk what to do next and i love them sm

and when we find out whats wrong with me (could you tell me how im right for you?)

ohh god my main fic. its a chatfic and i love chatfics so im very happy i made it :3 ive actually been writing this one since. maybe summer of 2021 or 22? im not sure but this fic has gone through. many changes. this version however is the version i currently like the best plus im now planning it properly. its basically a modern boarding school au, where the students are divided into first year, second year, and third year. starting in first year, they are shipped over to Teyvat Boarding School, and stay on-campus till the end of third year. so like. a three year vacation. they have next to no contact with anyone outside of the school. oh god now that i think about it no wonder the main plot is happening- anygays yeah and they live in dorms with people in their year. however, some people are getting suspicious on the true nature of the school. anygays its also very gay and poly and aspec and trans and i love all of them sm and i love writing chatfics and theyre all so silly and grhghrghr

yeagh :3

[la-sopa]

Hey it’s me!

Wanted your input as to wether or not I should make Anakin have a disaster bi moment in my oneshot(?) that I told you about. Because there is probably gonna be a moment when Ferus and him are sparring and I feel like Ferus would unintentionally do something that only a oblivious hot gay Jedi padawan might do.

Like if I’m going with the whole ‘Anakin being sent back in time and Ferus noticing something’s off’ then I feel like he’d do something that could count as flirting and Anakin would just be like: “Oh my force why does he know how to flirt? How did he learn the flirt wtf. And why am I getting distracted by his legs???” (In Jedi Quest Ferus legs are described as powerful and I have a headcannon that, that description is from Anakin’s POV :D) Meanwhile Ferus would be confused on why he’s just,,,standing there not moving after something he said.

Anakin should be a disaster Bi! It his moral path as the chosen one.

By the Gods there is so much I wanna say on this but I can’t put it into words ugh. But I LOVE I love love Love love love it!

And the Fact about ferus legs 💀 so true. I feel like (and this is just a me thing don’t feel any pressure) ferus is very (not the right word but) strict with his appearance, like he’s very well groomed. (Bro cuts his own hair, shaving all the time, not just facial but like body hair too, like legs and shit.) (more off topic, the mf believes in waxing no shaving, but again just a me thing)

But lowkey Anakin is pretty well put together himself but like, idk I’m spiraling off topic ( idk if I spelled that right, my bad)

I think it would be cool, back on track, to see them build, or like a established relationship with each other. Like there not arch enemies but like friend(s/ly(?)). Or like this event or some event cause them to grow closer.

There’s a lot you can play with when establishing there dinamic. Like Ferus has (2-3?) years of being an apprentice not under Siri, it’s a long story but the time line doesn’t add up with Ferus age and when Siri took him as a apprentice creating that time gap. (2-3yrs is a lot of time sometimes). I have no idea where I’m going with this. I’ve been up for 24 hours (go me 🥳)

But to answer the question yes yes yes. Absolutely yes >:)

Me gusta mucho

[rumble-aint-a-rumble-without-me]

hi!! wondering if i could get a matchup maybe? i’m a minor, i’m a gay trans guy, i’m 5’3 and a half, i have brownish reddish curly hair that’s kind of long for a guy with fluffy bangs and hazel eyes. i’m a little chubby and definitely not “conventionally attractive” by societal standards. i love performing arts, i’m an actor, singer, dancer, and guitarist and i also write a lot, mostly poetry. i also read a lot. music is my favorite thing ever in the whole world. i have social anxiety, ocd and adhd so uh. i struggle quite a bit socially, wether that be with talking too much and not knowing when to shut up or not talking at all and standing in the corner awkwardly during events. i also have really bad sensory issues and sometimes if i’m having a hard time i go nonverbal for a while, so i’d maybe like to be matched with someone who would understand that and not think i’m weird for it? idk. uh. am i supposed to add any other info? i’ve literally never submitted matchups for anything so i am utterly clueless but i hope this is enough info. i love your writing and i’m so excited to see what you come up with for this!! thanks!!

That’s perfect, you did exactly what you needed to for a matchup! And God, you’re literally like, perfect for Two-Bit-

Don’t you worry about conventional beauty standards! Two thinks you’re super hot, loves your hair and your eyes <3 he doesn’t think you’re weird no matter what, and has no problem looking out for you when you go nonverbal or wanna just hang out in the corner of parties

[luckysovreign]

////evangelion 3.0 + 1.0 spoilers i swear to god if i see one more “kawoshin not canon! homophobic!” take on my fucking dash im going to loose it. they are literally canon soul mates! “but they compared it to yui and gendo a bad relationship” buddy living your entire life and going through multiple timeloops trying to make 1 person happy isnt fucking healthy! kaworu’s entire life was shinji and with the loop broken he can make his own damn choice about wether or not he wants him! this is the only way for them to have an actually healthy relation ship and idk about you but id rather the characters fullfill their arcs of self love and accepting the world around them then stay trapped in an unhealthy relationship just because its gay!

[goji-pilled]

Okay @princekirijo you want an essay? Well here it is now, or as I like to call it Felix's "Asumari is great and this fandom has no fucking taste" rambling and infodump. Congrats fellas, thanks to Prince you ALL get an asumari essay. But before that I'll try to give you a rundown of Mari and Asuka. 

(I'm also so sorry for putting this long ass post on everyone's dashboard)

(Spoiler warning for Evangelion 3.0+1.0 Thrice Upon a Time!!)

Alright on one hand we have Mari Illustrious Makinami. Her whole deal? She's a walking ray of sunshine, literally lol. Unlike any other character in the Evangelion franchise she doesn't suffer from her trauma, she's quite literally the only healthy and functioning human being, she's just slightly leaning towards "batshit crazy" with the stunts she pulls 🤷‍♂️. Other than that she just loves living, she loves being with people, she keeps moving forward, stays positive and decides to live life to it's fullest even after she experiences loss and multiple apocalyptic events (Second Impact, Third Impact, etc.) and she really just embodies the joy of living. That's all there is to her, or at least all we know.

On the other hand, we have Asuka Langley Shikinami who is... well it's hard to explain what she is to be honest. She's part-German and part-Japanese and part of a line of clones specifically made with the purpose to pilot an Evangelion and later on be used as a sacrifice to trigger another Impact (ITS COMPLICATED I KNOW-) Asuka is, unlike Mari, very much suffering from her trauma. She doesn't have her parents and has a very deep seated belief that she's completely alone, which she says doesn't matter as long as she can pilot the Eva. She also very much wants to fight and kill angels all by herself, and it's seriously messing with her when she can't achieve that.

Now we get to the more interesting parts (hopefully this so far wasn't too confusing, then again it's Eva and even I can't fully wrap my head around it all LMAO)

In the second Rebuild movie (Evangelion 2.0 You can (not) advance) we get introduced to both of them, Mari's introduction scene (in the original English dub) has her pilot an Eva and singing about how she'll take the world on by herself, while in the third movie's (Evangelion 3.0 You can (not) redo) opening scene she's piloting the Eva again but this time it's together with Asuka (in her own Unit 02 though) and during that Mari sings about how wonderful it is not to be alone. It's nothing big yet, but it's a really cute detail me thinks,,, you know what else I love about them? They bicker and they banter and it's genuinely so fun to listen to shskdhsuwj

(For a quick catch up: During the end of 2.0 Shinji (the protagonist) triggers another apocalyptic event, the Near Third Impact, and was only stopped due to Kaworu (the guy in my pfp) stepping in. Also between 1.0/2.0 and 3.0/3.0+1.0 are about 14 years (without Shinji bc he's like comatose) where A LOT happens AND we learn in 3.0 that Eva pilots don't age physically bc of "The curse of the Eva"... honestly Eva is wild lmao)

Okay okay I'll get back to it!

So one thing that happens is that Asuka during 2.0 develops a crush on Shinji (girl why-), unfortunately things take a turn for the worse. Asuka had volunteered to be the testpilot for a new Eva (Unit 03), she seemed happy at the time and it was a really sweet build up with the "I can smile, I didn't know I could still do that."-line. And then? Then it turns out the Ninth Angel had infected Unit 03 (Angels are basically the Kaijus they fight using Evas btw). The thing goes on a loose and Shinji is forced to fight it (With Asuka inside mind you), he refuses and his father uses an autopilot to destroy Unit 03. And boy did it destroy the angel, well it and it crushed Asuka between its jaws (you can actually hear her scream btw haha pain :)).

Asuka survived though, but the whole incident cost her her humanity and she ended up becoming an angel herself/she took the place of the Ninth. But despite that, there's one person who keeps believing in Asuka's humanity, who fiercely believes Asuka is still a human and tells her as much.

Yep, that one person is Mari and she keeps holding onto that belief until the very end when Asuka uses her last resort, which is using the power of an angel (Doing so was a guaranteed death sentence btw). Mari's own words (in the German dub) were, "Princess, you're giving up being human…" AND IT MAKES ME SO EMO GOD FUCK

While I'm at it, Mari and Asuka are a fucking killer combo as a team. They rely on each other for support in combat, listen to the other's orders and advice. Especially in Asuka's case it's kind of a big deal that she so openly relies and counts on Mari's support. Like these two trust each other with their damn lifes!!! Holy shit!!

Guess what though, they also have nicknames for eachother. Mari always calls Asuka "Princess" or "(Your) Highness" while Asuka calles Mari "Four-eyes" / "Four-eyed chrony (idk how you spell that tbh RIP" Even better though, in the German dub Asuka calls Mari "Brillerella" as in a combination of "Brille" (German for glasses) and "Cinderella",,,,Cinderella and her Prince,,,Brillerella and her Princess,,, man, that was a gay fucking move of the translation team. Spoiler: I owe them my life.

Funfact: There's exactly two times throughout the Rebuild movies where Mari uses Asuka's actual name. These two times being when she watches Asuka "die" and be used as a sacrifice for Gendo's selfish plan and when later on she begs Shinji, "So please the Princess… Asuka needs your help!" And the best part? That wasn't even the first time she did that. The mentioned line came from 3.0+1.0, but she did that too in 3.0 with the, "At least save the Princess!" line (although her tone was much more...pissed, like she was really angry lol)

Remember the crush Asuka had on Shinji? Well due to the Unit 03 incident a whole lot of other shit got mixed into that and her feelings for him in general became really bitter (understandably so). Now Mari being who she is sometimes teases Asuka about said old crush but she really does want Asuka to get closure and sort that mess out. 

As an example for the teasing, in 3.0 there's a scene that goes like this (please imagine Mari with a literal :3 face while saying that):

"Unit! Are you back in the game?"

"I'm on it, your Highness. But first things first, how was our little puppy (Shinji)? Did he sit like a good little boy?"

"He's exactly the same! Same stupid face talking mayhem!"

"That goofy face of his, that's what you wanted to see? Riiiiight?"

"Shut up! I went there to bat him one!... And I feel better!"

There's also a very short bonus manga that was released in Japan for Thrice Upon a Time's release that has Mari trying to convince Asuka to come with her on the mission to get Shinji, given everything that follows, it's just another thing to prove my point. And the final bit relating to that is this:

"Feeling better now?"

"Yeah, I do feel better."

That's the exchange Asuka and Mari have after they talked to Shinji, it's nothing special but I think it's really sweet and this time Asuka actually sounded like she was feeling better instead of when she was screaming after she nearly broke pretty thick glass with her fist (If she had hit someone with that much force she definitely would've broken something omggg #violentimpulsesgang)

To get back on track though: I already mentioned it but during the second half of 3.0+1.0 Asuka "dies" (and honestly that entire scene is worth its own in-depth post because its just one huge parallel to The End of Evangelion), the point is: You can tell that the loss of Asuka honestly hits Mari hard. Not only because of how Mari screams Asuka's name but also because of her expressions. They're pained, like really fucking pained and Mari even apologizes to her that she has to fall back due to the fact that she's injured AND because eveything is going wrong.

After the events of Evangelion 3.0 these two got seperated from eachother, Mari was with WILLE (the organization both of them are with) and on board of Wunder (the ship WILLE basically operates from) while Asuka was in a Village full of (Near) Third Impact Survivors. When they do meet again it went like this:

Asuka, barely back, comes to the door and calls, "I'm back." And within seconds of Asuka stepping into their room after the door opens Mari already runs towards her, arms wide open and she says, "Welcome back, your Highness! Good job. I missed you so much!" And she says that while she literally nuzzles into Asuka,,,like,,,what the fuck gay people real!!! 

Best part? Asuka clearly has enough strength to push Mari completely away if she were uncomfortable, but she doesn't. Asuka merely wanted enough space to look at the room (because Mari managed to horde even more books lol) and play her game. During their entire renunion Mari keeps hugging her, and part of me thinks that perhaps deep down Asuka actually enjoys the feeling of physical affection.

Before we get to the last point though, let me say that Asuka and Mari have scenes in 3.0+1.0 that parallel Shinji and Kaworu's from 3.0. (Fyi Kaworu loves Shinji (yeah, like that, and 3.0 was basically them being gay as fuck for an hour) so like...do I even need to explain? 

And then of course there's also this, the "Take care of yourself, Princess…" line. That is the last time Mari talks to Asuka and as much as that line alone already is so much, it's Mari's expression in particular that kills me. Because this? This soft, almost bittersweet expression she has, as she basically says goodbye? Because she knows Asuka will finally be happy and safe? It just makes me feel so much actually. Man.

In the end it's a fact that Mari loved Asuka, wether that is interpreted as platonic or romantic by someone is up to them. But it is a fact that Asuka was loved enough that someone wanted to hug her, was happy to see her, to praise her, was hurt by her loss, wanted her to be safe, that someone told her "Take care of yourself…" Asuka was really and honestly so loved that someone would tell her, "I missed you."

But Asuka? Asuka was too hurt, too wrapped up in her own head to actually see how loved she was by Mari (and other people) that she genuinely believed she's completely alone and always will be alone.

It makes the "Take care of yourself" line hit even harder to me, because it's not only Mari's goodbye, but it's a goodbye during the one time Asuka allowed herself to be vulnerable and admit what she really wanted.

And honestly? All of this? Its makes me feel so many things and I just love them  so much man.

[kaoruko-han]

For all my flaws I think my reasoning on sex is quite funny. I just see it as something to watch like anything a couple does.

Which is why I am bored by sex scene very fast since for one if it's straight it's always a woman being dominated in the same boring ass way by a dominating alpha male and if he isn't outside of the bed he change into one in it

That's boring. That's literally like this in every depiction of straight sex wether it's aimed to women or men. So as someone who isn't fantasizing of the situation it's the equivalent of seeing a trope repeated eternally

Which is also why you see me avoiding stuff with Sukuna. Well for one because most of the time it would be self insert and you know how the idea of having sex myself make me panick and want to kill the character i am supposed to do that with. But not only!

It's just that Sukuna is well Sukuna. So I don't need to say more about how he could be in this situation.

I realize that we could go "but WHAT IF SUKUNA IS A BOTTOM" here but he's just easy to think about with my URL so since I already talked about that with Toji I will go to the actual point which is

I need more dominating women in nsfw content. For the love of god I need variety like in relationship it's becoming more common but why nsfw is always the same?

Also why the characters personality leave their body in that situation? People don't just side in a role or another! It's even worst in gay relationship!!! Y'all act like you're ever seme and uke but that's not true

Why this is just one doing everything while the other lie like a pillow princess everytime

I know people generally write it just to write their fantasies but I've read some where there's an actual thing going there beside exchange of fluid

But there's also that most of nsfw content i will get come from either fanfic or doujinshi. Since hentai is just... Terrible in this department

And idk fellow women don't any of you want to take the control? It's not even about being modern or anything it's just

The relationship I write in my Ososan fic is like that. Especially that it's also because I am tired of the "this man is cute but THEN HE CHANGE INTO A BEAST" I am sure there's a number of girls who would like them to still stay cute

And you know it's through reading bl again that I realized. It's the ONLY context I get where guys get to be cute in a established relationship.

Which may explain you why I am this attached to Izumi (no I don't want to see him do stuff with Shikimori but I post about him so much I don't have other example)

I often wonder that when I see gl and bl. Why the girl who act dominating can't be with a dominant guy? Actually I won't even say "why not someone who would be dominated with someone else like that" since you can get it in Shojo at least

The only case of that I know is Kabakura and Hanako in wotakoi. Refreshing.

But yeah where I am going here is, I want more role reversal because it's boring maaan...

I don't read that much bl still, like I actually REREAD some and I mostly have shounen ai so it's not sexual but knowing my nature as soon as I will see a overwhelmingly present pattern I will go "SUBVERT IT"

But for that case though, it's not a pattern, it's the default wether the public and it's boring yeah

Like I guess it work because people are like that. And I guess we can thank porn too in some way.

So that was the weird rant of the night thanks for listening. The fic I talk about haven't updated in a year, maybe I should get back to it but I am exhausted right now and have to eat

I think this case though is really a case of boredom than me just going "subvert it" because I am curious...

But I bet there's more women and even men wanting that too but gender role is a hell of a drug

[the-acid-pear]

Tumblr refuses to let me reblog the post again, so this is the second part of me reading the second btg book! ☺️

Still Chapter 211

Son on son violence

Chapter 212

This dude pretty cute ngl

Shit, rip

AAWW HIGH 5 🥺🥺

It's almost like they are a regular father and son 😭🥺💔

Chapter 213

Look how thigh those shirts are hehehoho 🥴

OYXITSITDITDLTD

Ooooh there goes my man Jyaku ready to kick some ASS

🥺😭💞

Baki really just forgot his mom eh, thought you were getting stronger for HER smh

Oh Jyaku vs Retsu? Nvm Jyaku i can only hope Retsu is nice w you

I like how most are like, confused over who to cheer for lmao

I know he won't make it but I'm cheering for Jyaku btw i like him more <33

Chapter 214

Love that title, can't believe Jyaku is gonna ask Retsu out 😍 /j

He really is just honest Igari

I love that he apologizes

Chapter 215

OJFOYDITDISTOTDG

HIS FACEEE THIS FUCKING CLOWN 😭😭😭

THIS IS JUST SO FUCKING FUNNY

Chapter 216

Burgir

GHZJDUDDRHD THEY ARE SOOO MAD

That smile so cute...

Jyaku is a king

Love it when Retsu throws that pose, though y'all know why

HDGSSGSGF you are coming to Japan wether you like it or not 🔫

Chapter 217

Finally Jyaku got serious too

WITH HIS TOES 😭

King is just obsessed i luv him

HEHE HAIRY LEGS

It does seem like Jyaku is trynna confess his love jfnshdshdf

Chapter 218

I remember i almost laugh cry with my dad when we saw this

His damn beard... 💔

THE HAND OF THE TRAITOR

He has a good point

They be calling my man Jyaku a masochist noooo yfjdhdgs

Chapter 219

Okay seems kinda into it <:/

Old man? He doesn't look that old Baki :/

That was so smart 🥺

Chapter 220

Retsu calm down please you are gonna break his back

Oh my god Retsu, oh my god.

He did apologize at least

Chapter 221

Damn dude be a little more gentle with him

Oh, get was picking him up, okay

FR FR

🥺🥺🥺

FARHDHDYFTH THE KINGGG

Chapter 222

I love how everyone completed him (except Yujiro but not surprising), these warriors are such a good team

I want to eat an apple too now

That was fast

I got distracted watching a vsauce react video sorry

Okay I'm glad a comment actually mentioned Sik

Chapter 223

Had to take a uh idk 5 hour break bc lights went out :/

Feet be fuming lmao

Ohhh that's a cool analysis

Chapter 224

What a good punch

That "please",,,

Poor Li man, having to see his brother DIE /j

No, Viêt Long, i have not been hit by a truck before.

Chapter 225

It's so funny how Jyaku lost bc he fought a main charac and only those win

Sad day for the Chinese citizens

Mf got tits in his back

This is gonna be so goodddd

Chapter 226

Look at the size of his tits, the slut

INSTAGRAM INFLUENCER POSE WOOO

These two are cool fighters

Chapter 227

Old man showing skin

His smile is so fucked up lmao

Chapter 228

Baki what the FUCK are you wearing?

I just remembered when Hana did a flip, that was so good

Retsu babey 🥺

I love how confused Yujiro looks

Chapter 229

Hey, i recognize that name...

Kaku just too op

Yujiro you are gonna pop your testicles if you do that with your leg

Chapter 230

God that's such a good threat

Love Retsu's confusion

Damn bitch you saying we gotta keep up w this whore cuz you were too slow? Ffs Kaku 😢

I love when you can tell someone is still hanging around just quietly by seeing their response in a comment

Chapter 231

God this just feels so good, to see Yujiro actually scared 😍

YOOO THAT'S POG

Chapter 232

I wanna finish this book and start the next one grrr

This fight is so satisfying

That last bit is so cringe but whatever that's okay

Fight so controversial comments were deactivated

Chapter 233

Itagaki hincha de boquita el más grande? 😳 /j

Okay yeah it IS just rude

Hohoooo shit getting nice

Chapter 234

This asshole lmao

Yuji-chan really went "how many times do i have to teach you this lesson, old man?!"

Mfs be doing Jojo references in the comments lol

Chapter 235

GTFO WITH THAT LOGIC RETSU IM SORRY CHINA IS LOSING BUT GET LOSTTTT AJSGAJGS

Ffs Kaku you are doomed 😢💔

Yujiro so strong my mouse disconnected

Chapter 236

Abs in his back...

Crying and shaking that is NOT true

DON'T FEED HIS EGO, KAKU

LIONS CAN BE KILLED BY TIGERS TOO!!!!

I thought Yujiro was bleeding for a second there smh

Chapter 237

OKAY YEAH IT IS HIS BLOOD ITS COMING OUT OF HIS NOSE ITS NOT MUCH BUT HE BLED

THE HEAD APPLAUSE

HE'S SO UPSET LMAOOO

Yujiro surprised is good shit

GSJDUFTHSTD

KAKU YOU LEGEND LMAO

Kaku has boyboss energy

Chapter 239

This cover almost gives me a stroke

I love how they all just shat their pants

These minor Chinese characters were so good tbh, sadly i don't think they will ever return

Don't worry Retsu, we the viewers have seen a man revive before

King i don't think any of us understands

It really is

CAN MEN IN THIS FRANCHISE JUST OPEN BOTTLES REGULARLY?!

Oh my god i though Yujiro was sitting on the air for a second i almost cry 😭

Coca cola must have paid Itagaki /j

Chapter 240

Oh so the Kaioh part takes the name, not the surname

...is Yujiro wearing a floral shirt? 😭

I LOVE THAT ENDING SO MUCH 🥺😭

Jyaku has his eyes fixated on Retsu eh, proud of having him come to Japan lmao

Chapter 241

HORRIBLE fit Baki

CHILDHOOD SAGA PART 2? 😰

Jk though i do miss Yuri 🥺

Oh hey Jr

You gonna fuck his girl, bro?

Chapter 242

So straight forward lmao

I'm starting to appreciate Baki's feminist ass every day even more

AAAA GRANDPAAA 🥺🥺💞

This page didn't allow me to call two mfs virgins smh, 1984

Chapter 243

Grandpa they shrunk you

Chapter 244

Kings idc about this

Okay true but also he's 70 dude pls... Though idk if this guy will go thru worse than Jack lmao

Such a nice lad

Chapter 245

Baki being such a feminist icon is so meaningful considering how his parents were,,,

MY MAN IS BACKKK AND AS DAPPER AS EVER

Doppo he's called Ali Jr how are you surprised?

OH MY GOD I JUST REALIZED HIS EYE PATCH HAS A PATTERN THAT'S SO COOL 🥺🥺😢💞

These men love throwing their glasses eh

Chapter 246

If only Igari and Toba had done this lol

OKAY THATS COOL I LIKE THAT

Me lo re devaluaron a mí pelado eh

HEHE OOOOH NICE 😳

Scenes that give me a boner

CHU...

Such a good callback...

Chapter 247

My man got serious, sweet

Doppo has been trying out his luck a bit too much like he's been betting with his life an uncomfortable lot like king do you need to talk? Are you okay? First asking Gouki to kill him now this like, is everything alright Doppo?

YEAH A BIT FUCKED UP TO THINK ABOUT

I love that blocking technique

OSHWOWHIWWH "gay ass Orochi, out of option so he touching dick" SHUT UPPP 😭😭💀

I really wish he got kicked in the nuts again see if he's still using his technique

Chapter 248

Poor guys thought he was bout to get murdered

A kiss? 😏 /j

When i saw this in the anime i actually thought Orochi was going to die, i was gonna get sooo angry

Chapter 249

What a way to cockblock em

Feminist icon

Jack is that the only sweater you own?

Chapter 250

I have been thinking of that scene of him eating the whole steak a lot

Jr like 🥺

Imagine being stupid enough to tease Jack like, i get he defeated two masters but they are NOTHING compared to this monster

Imagine jack just smoked some weed right there lmao

Jack needs to bite people more

Chapter 251

My shitty ass son gave me parkinson's

Jack that's not how human anatomy works what the fuck did Kureha do to your body spine?

Chapter 252

DAMN JR WHAT A FAT ASS

Looked like Jack was going for a handful

Those techniques must fuck your neck up so bad

Okay Jack you are going a bit far now don't cha think?

Chapter 253

You are tempting your luck sunny boy

Look at that, you pissed him off!

You cannot just know out jack hanma bro

HHH

This was so stupid yet, unironically, iconic

Chapter 254

Bruh i thought it said Pog 😭, ain't manslaughter poggers Mr Hanma?

OKAY THANKS JACK

Such a simp he downed that coffee cup

Grandpa put here cockblocking

Chapter 255

"no he didn't >:/"

These two masters are a pair of fucking idiots like understand this i love my grandpa and i love my man but mfs have to take the L for this one time sksgwjgshgw

Gouki bro my senses gonna shut down if you put your sucks against the dirt again OUGH sensory hell 😭

FOR FUCKING REAL JR

STOP ENABLING THE OLD MAN!! WKSGKSGSJSHDD for once I'm on Viêt's side 😭

Chapter 256

Hoho Gouki out here getting a panty shot 😳

Grandpa i love you but this was unnecessary

Chapter 257

Kozue should wear a Korn tshirt

GET HIS ASS KOZUE

OWHWLWGISGSJWG 😭😭 MF JUST STANDING THERE LIKE A FREAK I LOVE HIM BUT I HATE HIM SM!!!

Love how consistently round his hands are, king got no knuckles

HEY DONT CALL MY MAN A FREAK KOZUE

King hasn't changed his clothes ever since i see

His shoes look so nice...

OKAY OKAY HE HAS A POINT AT LEAST, HE AT LEAST ACCEPTED HE LOST BUT HE'S STILL BUTTHURT FROM IT SKSGAJGS BUT HE ADMITS IT!!

Doppo i love you but shut UPPP you lost get over it!! You are just going for the rematch bc you have the higher ground against a injured guy!!! Like Shibukawa didn't have time but you were already getting serious!! Hhhgrrrrrr doppo i love you but I'm going to bark

Hehe nvm he still hella fine... keep talking king 🥴

This was so mean of him sjsgwjwg

Chapter 258

Low-key starting to believe these two mfs plotted against Jr sjshsj

THAT FACE AKSGWJGS just 😐

If i didn't know you would get your ass handed in a plate i would be a lil mad he's planning on being that savage

He has been thru worse, sunny boy

Niceee

Tbh. I don't care anymore. Doppo is in the wrong, but GOD I'm a simp and i love seeing him fight 😍😍🥴

Yeah a comment mentioned it, we all were on Jr side until he threatened to kill Doppo Orochi like, even if not everyone here is as horny as me we all like an og fella

I also love how the prisoners really changed them all, the scars (both physical and mental) those 5 left will be remembered lol

[ohalrightaphrodite]

I posted 202 times in 2021

58 posts created (29%)

144 posts reblogged (71%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 2.5 posts.

I added 44 tags in 2021

#charlie dalton - 6 posts

#dead poets society - 5 posts

#steven meeks - 5 posts

#richard cameron - 5 posts

#todd anderson - 4 posts

#gerard pitts - 4 posts

#incorrect dps quotes - 4 posts

#neil perry - 4 posts

#the goldfinch - 4 posts

#incorrect dead poets society - 3 posts

(deleted my longest tag hehehe)

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

highlights from my dps slideshow

note: two people are working on this slide show im not talking to myself in the slides 

39 notes • Posted 2021-11-30 20:15:10 GMT

#4

i absolutely adore the fact that in the gold finch theo would always say “what the mother fuck’ to boris in the vegas arch right? and he like never said that again throughout the book until when they  meet again when they’re older and then he starts saying ‘what the mother fuck’ once again. idk i just think its cute and fun 

41 notes • Posted 2021-12-05 21:06:20 GMT

#3

why is theo so fucking worried ab wether or not people will think hes gay bc of his dog and shit and NOT bc he and boris fucked

55 notes • Posted 2021-11-13 22:02:17 GMT

#2

theo “i had sex kissed and was in love with my best friend who i constantly cuddled and was very touchy with and was extremely jealous of his stupid girlfriend who’s name i cant remember but no im not gay why do you ask” decker 

82 notes • Posted 2021-11-13 20:54:02 GMT

#1

dps as things that happened at my school bc its funny

Meeks to Neil: oh gosh your (phone) screen is so cracked 

Neil: yeah, I accidentally dropped it on the side walk 

Todd: THATS why you get an OTTER BOX I can throw and drop *my* phone as much as I want and it’ll NEVER BREAK 

*throws phone on the ground; leans over to pick it up and falls out of seat* (yells) 

_________

(Pitts walking into class late with dunkin donuts)

Mr.Keating very abruptly stopping the lesson: do you enjoy dunkin donuts tea? 

Pitts: I- uh, I guess? 

mr. Keating: I never go to dunkin donuts unless I have a WHOPPER and I MEAN WHOPPER of coupon.

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mr. Mcallister: Now, you might be saying to yourself “triangles are for children” nooo,,,,,  nah, triangles are NOT for children 

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Charlie: *starts wildly clapping every time cameron walks by him* 

Cameron: thank you????? 

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Charlie: *jokingly making fun of student for being Italian*

Knox: huh, yeah!  imagine being ITaLiAn!!! 

Meeks: Knox,,,, you’re Italian???? 

______

Mr.Nolan: beware and be alert... Communism is coming to churches near you! 

Meeks: what???? does that even mean???? 

Charile: oh thank God, I’ve been waiting for so long 

122 notes • Posted 2021-11-11 17:22:13 GMT

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[25536]

Twas a chance in my jhs time when I did a solo to Jogja. Idk wether my mom can sense my independence or simply doesn't care at all, lol! . But yeah, it was new year eve, all hotels are fully booked. The one exsisted is out of my budget. So, I ndlusup-ndlusup, sepanjang jalan kenangan. And found mbak-mbak that is pretty kasihan melihan nak kecil, celingak-celinguk bawa backpack di tengah gang kek orang ilang. .

She said, that she has a pwetty cheap place not too far away. Hanya 100an gais! Terlalu lelah mencari, juga terlalu naif, daku sih hepi aja. Haha! This mbak also said, "jangan lupa kunci pintunya, nanti salah masuk." Uh, what?!? Then I found boxes of condoms in the bedside table. Then, well. It's all make sense.

. Begitu malam mau main ke alun-alun, oho i just know honey, i just know that i went out from sosrowijayan street. Ahaha! Malamnya, yeah, i can hear that aaaaah - uuuuhhh - ahhhhh, pretty clearly. Well, as a fresher, uhuk fresher, those sound lebih ke buat takut than enything else. Kl sekarang suara yang dirindukan ye ga? . So then, i decided to listen on some music on my phone. And went out the next morning dgn numpang mandi di masjid warga sekitar sana. eheheheh. .

Well, this is only one story. I have plenty stories upon, thanks god you you made me unpretty - to entertain you.

.

But for real, what wud happened if I'm all cute and pretty and hella attractive? I wud definitely be grateful. . And learn some martial art shits. HAHAHA!

[yoonminist]

💕 crush stories p4 💕

My relationship with my crush is a little complicated lol she's the softes bean ever and has a lot of problems she doesn't wants to talk about and I'm the only one who's there for her but last year everything just went down because i needed a friend to be there for me but she treated me like shit so i turned to another friend and we started dating. While i was in this relationship my crush got a boyfriend (who treats her like shit) After 6 month of dating my gf me and my crush became best friends again and i spent a lot of time with her. I broke up with my gf last week because i had to realise we only dated because we were both lonely. Now I'm back at pining over the smallest cutest girl in the whole world while i have to take care of her or she would probably die dnkdks i actually got her to watch httyd with me as her bf was being an ass and she loved it even tho she usuall hates animation movies lol 

you’re right this is complicated lmao so she’s still with her bf ??? even though she’s cute and has her own problems you don’t deserve to be treated like shit so i hope you cleared up whatever that was,,, i suggest you take a little time to enjoy being single before you start thinking about dating this crush now because i’ve seen people date for the sake of not being lonely and it usually isn’t good in the long term but good luck!! and i don’t know how bad her bf is but she should dump him

He's not texting since 3 days ago (our first date)... I think i don't like him any more 💔😭 we've been friends for 5 years...

:’( either he treats you better or you drop him bc you deserve better than that ♡

I think im a little strange, there's a guy that i like(a lot) he is really cool, funny and smart, but i think he is gay. Rather than i'm being sad or something alike, i ship him with his friend, but i still liking him. I'm getting crazy :')

ohhhh does he actually like his friend though or do you just ship them because you think he’s gay ?

aaa, so i've liked this guy for almost 3 months and i did the Thing where i told him (which never happens, because i'm usually way too shy and i tend to want to tamp my feelings back to nothing). that night, we spent hrs walking blocks and blocks and he told me he doesn't like anyone atm, which i understood 100%. after that, it really wasn't bad and we actually hung out at a lookout point for a few more hrs into the morning before he took me home. he's the first person in a while that made me feel so nervous, excited, fluttery, good about myself in a long time. i think (i hope) that i'll be over him soon - at the end of it all, he's still a good friend. the butterflies haven't left yet though - my lil heart won't stop hoping and he's not gonna stop being cute and gosh darn attractive and lovely anytime soon 😫 (ty for letting me rant through this! you're one of my favorite blogs 💝) 

THIS IS SO CUTE ahh im glad you went for it!! even though he told you he didn’t like anybody it’s better that you know and don’t spend all this time being hung up on him and wondering about What Ifs so i’m happy for you ♡ he sounds like such a nice friend though so i’m glad you have a person like him in your life and hope that you get over him asap (and thank you !! you’re so sweet 💖)

My crush is an asshole who played push and pull with me for 3 years and recently decided to declare that he likes me, but he's still not sure about us. He said, i quote: 'what if i ask you out and then change my mind' . So we're at square one again😂 he is such an attractive guy, i can't give up on him😭

NO no matter how cute he is you should get rid of him omg what an asshole-ish thing to say,,, trust me even if it’s hard at first you’ll be way happier when you’re over him !! he doesn’t deserve you!!!! ♡

My crush is actually in Korea for the summer (no lie, he's an exchange student at my school). He's so adorable and sweet, but we almost never talk or hang out, and whenever we do I'm always the one to initiate :c Just trying to be optimistic and open about everything rn :s

optimism is good!! hopefully it isn’t because he isn’t interested or already has someone but i guess the best way to find out is always to hint at it or outright ask about his love life ??

Does it count if my crush and I recently married? lol because even though he is my husband not a day goes by that my heart does not flutter with something he does. Wether it be hugging, hand holding or even a smile directed my way, I still get butterflies like crazy. He is the most kind caring and thoughtful person I have had the pleasure of meeting. He is silly and loves laughing. He has the most beautiful eyes and smile I have ever seen. But maybe I'm just being biased lol I love my crush 💜

AWWW CONGRATS ON YOUR MARRIAGE this is so nice ✨✨✨ i love this n hope you’re happy together for As Long As You Both Shall Live

The last time I had an actual full blown crush on someone it was in seventh grade and Jesus Christ let me tell you I was so dramatic over it?? The dude's initials are M.J and I once burst into tears cause I saw the letters on my tv once and we had these letter stickers back then so I put M and J together next to the Pc and whenever someone asked about it I was like it's Michael scofield bc that was back when prison break was ongoing. God I cringe so much now when I look back at it lmaoooo

you burst into tears when you saw his initials fjngjnfjgfn   

Okay so my crush is a girl and omfg, she's so pretty?? Her hair falls just above her shoulders and she has brown hair & brown eyes and I take most of my classes with her, but we have the most fun in German, Economics & Managment and Organisation. So she has a lot of... character (idk lol). She is hella stubborn and takes shit from no one but so do I so we banter and insult each other A LOT, but it's always playful so we never feel insulted. But the thing is that i'm a girl too And I didn't even know I liked girls too until I met her lol (so now i'm a closet bi girl). But the thing that gives me hope is that we low key flirt? We send each other snaps stating how much we love each other and always call each other bae/babe etc. I know girl friends do this but it's different I don't even act that way with my best friend and neither is she? And she once confessed to me that she kissed a girl when she was really drunk, but didn't feel anything with it And once we were hanging out with friends, she was drunk and this guy was lying on top of her (a friend who gets real touchy when drunk, but it was all good no harassment of some sorts) she like kept calling me to help, nothing real big. But she also got jealous once when I send a snapchat to her best friend (she was with her @ the time) & she was like why didn't you snap me? So i'm really confused and idk if she likes me too? Sorry for the ramble :(

i relate to this so much lmao i found out i was bi through my first gf too so this all sounds AWFULLY familiar,, i’ll just say if you joke about being in a r/s all the time it’s a sign that you should level it up to a real one but from what you’re telling me i have a good feeling about this!! i hope she really is into you and that you end up dating ❤ (and that you keep me updated whoops)

so im in marching band and there's this one guy in color guard who's really good and the way he can move his body is just like impossible to look away from? and he's really attractive like the other day he was wearing a shirt that had kind of a low neckline and his collarbone was really prominent and i just ahhh??? im not sure if he knows i exist but he's just really attractive help

I LOVE IT I HOPE HE NOTICES YOU AND IT’S LOVE @ FIRST SIGHT

im crushing on this guy for over 3 years. he is a meanie but i like him a lot :') this past week he confessed and said he liked me. but he is not sure if he wants a relationship. we even went out on something like a date :D im very confused rn ahahaha

you need to be clear with this kind of stuff in a r/s so just ask him!! trust your gut though, no matter how much you like him i think that if you don’t think you’ll be happy dating him then just don’t do it :’( ♡

Hey it's the anon that may or may not be gay who has a crush on the girl named Ramona. So.... I think I fucked up. A few friends of mine threw this huge party this weekend and I made sure to tell Ramona so she'd go (I mean goody2shoes at a party come on how cute is that?) So about an hour or 2 into the party she shows up with some friends and I hang around her most of the night, and when I'm not WITH her I made sure I knew where she was. See the part where I messed up is that Im not the best with alcohol... And I drank a bit much. Now I remember kissing Ramona. And that's it. However according to some friends I kissed her she slapped me I pushed her... into the pool and she left crying. Now its Monday and she wont look me in the eye (it's lunch rn and English is next) what do I do?!? I'm an obvious drunk asshole, BUT THATS THE THING! I was DRUNK! I mean I wanna apologize but I can't even get close to her with her friends there

NOOOOO oh my god you really did fuck up ;; can’t you text her asking if you guys can talk ?? tell a friend what happened and hope she’ll understand and let you explain?? honestly i have no idea but i hope you sort it out and let her know how sorry you are but also don’t beat yourself up too much!! accidents happen even if they are bad, it’s ok in the end as long as you apologise,,,,, good luck ♡ and don’t drink around her again ;;

[depressedpotatoman]

Eugh hello again

Yeah so it’s been a while since I updated my completely public online diary and basically I moved house about two months ago, cane out to my mum a month ago? And all my close friends (my only friends) know too and everyone is cool!

Um also I started questioning my gender more and I’ve decided I’m non-binary so basically I don’t identify as either male or female, I don’t believe at all in gender roles, I would feel comfortable as female or male presenting, I love looking and feeling androgynous, I just don’t feel as if I can or want to class myself as something I’m not eg a girl or boy. I’m saying all this because I experience a LOT of self doubt, despite me knowing 98% that I’m aroace, I doubt myself but research helps me because I know that when I research I will find actual facts and stories that affirm my identity. I’ve been questioning my gender identity a lot too and I’m doubting myself because I feel like I’m fake? I mean, what if I’m just doing it because I think enby people are cool? They are, I love them and want to join them in their androgynous ways. What if I am a transtrender? I’m clearly not, I don’t get attention for it, hell, only two people know and I’m much more likely to lose friends because I look like an unlikely person somehow? Idk.

I haven’t cried in ages! I don’t know if that’s good or bad, if I’m in a bad mood sometimes I try to cry because it helps me let out emotions and thoughts I didn’t know I had. On the other hand, I feel more mentally stable even though it’s only been maybe two weeks?

News about my dad: I don’t know if you know anything but I can’t be bothered to explain the situation in whole but most recently aka at the weekend he called the festival I’m going to this weekend a (direct quote) ‘fluid gender binary neutral gay hippie vegan festival’ if that isn’t homophobic, transphobic and just insulting then I don’t know what is. I’ve decided that he doesn’t get to know anything until he changes his ways, I was going to be quiet and passive aggressive but I can’t hold a grudge and he’s not stable enough to be able to deal with me dropping hints with silence that I’m, well, not straight/ cisgender? It actually feels nice to have a secret, I’ve been trying to improve my mental health by living my truth (Dan Howell quote my absolute God) and that means less secrets, tell people how I feel, which is fantastic and it’s really helped but now I feel like an open book and I like my privacy, I feel like I have to have my own personality behind closed doors, so I like having a secret and being able to control that part of me. I don’t know, I just like it.

In other news, I was wondering if it’s acceptable to call myself gay? Like, I know it’s a term for generally men or woman attracted to the same gender, but it’s also an umbrella term? Is it just an umbrella term for people attracted to the same sex including bi, pan, demi, etc? Or is it any member of the lgbtq+ community? If so, there’s the whole debate about if aces and aria are actually lgbtq, but of course we are?? We’re not straight? Otherwise we have no group, that just weird. Like demisexuals, if you’re a Demisecual girl who is attracted to boys, and if aro/ace people arent lgbtq then Demi’s aren’t either? Personally I have nothing against Demi people it’s just an example of if you exclude us, you have to implement the same rules and exclude others you, and it’s a community, everyone should be welcome, it’s for not straight, or not cis people!

Anyway that’s me done for now thanks for listening oh I forgot to add, because I’m debating wether or not I can call myself gay, whilst I wait for the answer I’m calling myself queer! Also I’m under the trans umbrella so I fall under lgbtq anyway... I found a loophole lol

Alright, Kai out

-Kai🖤✌️🏳️‍🌈

[auesh]

Tw// Weight Tw// Body Image

Listen. Im usually a very realistic person. I try to look on the bright side while realizing the true nature of a situation. But god, I hate how being overweight is a "controversial" thing. How being fat "is bad".

No I'm not nessicarily saying that it is healthy, but to talk people down about how they look? To charge them more for clothes? That is fucking stupid.

As a fat person, it sucks yeah. But wether or not I was skinny I would still not be healthy. Don't give me the bullshit about how being skinny is ideal bc that's the healthiest you can be. For fucks sake, I know plenty of skinny people who are not healthy. (To clear up I am including mental illness in this discussion about being healthy, bc jesus it is truly a health thing)

If i were skinny, I would still have scoliosis, still be depressed, still have a lot of un detected mental illnesses.

So at the end of the day, weher or not you think being "skinny" is being truly healthy, fat people still exist. We still deserve to be treated with basic human respect. Everytime I go clothes shopping I shouldn't get a fucking stink eye, and no, not because I'm trans, but because im fat.

People only believe being skinny is being "truly healthy" because people push that onto everyone. I will never be "truly healthy" but that doesn't mean I will never be happy.

Being healthy does not being skinny.

Being skinny does not equal being happy.

Anyways speaking about how skinny being "truly healthy" was pushed onto everyone.

I love seeing all the support for women, I truly do. I'm glad they have support for their body image. But as a trans guy I cannot relate to those posts, thus I cannot gain support from them.

I think everyone has this expectation that being gay, lesbian, trans, bi, ect. ect. Looks like skinny, white, abled. But in reality? No. It doesn't. I think that expectation was (again, surprise surprise) pushed onto us by the media. The media, when it releases LGBT+ content it is always depicted as white and skinny.

On the topic for being LGBT+ and skinny, I love my LGBT+ friends. Love 'em to death. But jesus fucking christ. When I talk to them about being trans, and my experiences of being trans, they get visibly uncomfortable (or maybe my mind, but idk, something isnt right.) But wether or not that isn't true, there are fat people everyday who, when it comes to LGBT+ issues (im speakin about if they are LGBT+) get spoken over by, you guessed it, skinny LGBT+ people. Hell I've had it happen to me.

I hate feeling so invalid because of my weight. It took me years. Years to love my body. Loving my body should not be controversial. Loving my body should not be a political statement. Loving my body should not make me any less.

Listen to fat people. Do not hate them for their weight, for how they look. For some people they will never be truly healthy. For some people they didn't choose to be fat (metabolism). For some people their health issues caused it (ex. Being depressed). And, I think the most important thing I've learned through my journey? Being fat isn't bad. Fat isn't a bad word.

Please excuse me for the long post at 5 (cst) am. I just, needed to say this. Oh, and lastly

Thinspo, and thinspo supporters, do not even touch this post. You will be blocked. Please see a therapist, get some help, get a good support system.

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