#wesper snuggles

[agreysexualromantic]

As SOON as Wylan says he wanted to squeeze Jesper's hand, Jesper's immediate response is to do just that.

And Wylan loses his train of thought.

Wylan, who has lived his whole life thinking that he wasn't worth loving, is now just constantly casually snuggled and affirmed by this warm, affectionate ball of chaos that is Jesper. We see it in the background all the time, Jesper putting his arm around Wylan, Jesper stepping in front of him when danger shows up, Jesper loudly cheering him on when he does something brilliant, Jesper making eye contact with him before he steps out to fight the Inferni... He just embraces Wylan fully in every possible way and it's so lovely to see Wylan just pause and soak it up sometimes.

Safety amidst the chaos of the world they live in, in the way they both really needed safety.

Happy sigh.

ETA Bonus moment:

Wylan soaking up this ultimate display of affection.

[thebadgerclan]

Reunited

Pairing: Kaz Brekker x sister!reader, Nikolai Lantsov x reader

Summary: After 15 years, you are reunited with your brother...

Part 2 to “Sister”

A/N: I appreciate all the love that “Sister” got, but I will be capping this at 2 parts.  School is, unfortunately, more important than fanfiction 😂❤

Also yes I made Wesper married, I fucked with canon enough, enjoy

The King of Ravka watched as you shrugged off your silk dressing gown and joined him in bed, opening his arms to you.  “Oh, I forgot to tell you,” you said, extinguishing the lamp on your bedside table.  “My brother’s coming to town.”  Nikolai raised a brow.  “He is?  Why?”  “Apparently he and his friends have been hired for a job.  A job they need my assistance for.”  The King cocked his head as you snuggled into his chest.  “What kind of job?”  “All I know is that they need to get into the Religious Archives alone.  Beyond that, I have no idea.”

You’d told your husband about your brothers, about Hertzoon, how you’d come to Ravka shortly after your wedding.  It was only thanks to Nikolai, well, thanks to Sturmhond, that you’d been able to locate your brother and contact him.  Over the span of several months, you and Kaz had caught up on the 15 years of lost time, learned everything you’d missed on.  You’d discovered that your eldest brother, Jordie, had not survived, that Kaz had risen to prominence in the Barrel and was set on bringing Rollins, the man who had masqueraded as Jakob Hertzoon, to his knees.

And Kaz had learned that you were Queen of Ravka.  Part of him seethed with jealousy: you’d been brought up in the lap of luxury while he’d had to fight for every scrap, every penny, but he supposed he couldn’t be angry at you for that.  And your position had turned out to be a boon to he and his Crows; giving him a way into the Religious Archives.  As soon as Kaz had received the letter confirming you’d help, he’d gathered his flock and set off for Ravka.

***

“You’re fussing.”  “I am not fussing.”  “Yes, you are, my love.”  Nikolai took your hands, pulling them from where you’d been fidgeting with your hair, drawing your attention to him.  “I haven’t seen my brother in 15 years,” you said, letting your nerves bubble over.  “I don’t even know what he looks like now, let alone what he’s like.  Saints, I don’t even know wha-”  “Hey, hey,” your husband soothed, kissing your forehead.  “Take a breath, lovely.

“I know that you’re nervous, and I know that you’re a little bit scared, but I promise you that everything will be alright.  He’s your brother, and even though it’s been a long time, that hasn’t changed.  Just be yourself, Y/N, he’ll love you.”  Before you could respond, before your thoughts could spiral, the doors to the receiving chambers opened.  

“Presenting Mister Kaz Brekker, Miss Inej Ghafa, Mister Jesper Fahey, Mister Wylan Fahey, Miss Nina Zenik, and Mister Matthias Helvar.”  Your brother and his companions entered, and the guard bowed to you.  “His Most Royal Majesty, Nikolai Lantsov, and Her Most Royal Majesty, Queen Y/N Lantsov.”  With another bow, the guard departed, leaving the eight of you alone.

“It’s really you,” Kaz said, both to you and himself.  Gone was the little girl from Lij, afraid of the bustle of Ketterdam.  In her place stood a woman; a regal, beautiful woman, clothed in sky blue silk and diamonds, a Queen.  “It is,” you said, a tearful smile on your face.  When you stepped forward, arms extended, hoping for an embrace, your brother stepped back, drawing a sharp breath.  At once, you recalled one of his letters: Since that night on the Barge, I can’t bear to touch anyone.  Every time I brush against someone, I’m right back there with Jordie.

“I’m sorry,” you whispered, quickly composing yourself.  “These must be your friends you’ve told me all about.”  Kaz cleared his throat.  “Yes.  Inej, Jesper, Wylan, Nina, and Matthias.”  Nina was the only one who dipped into a curtsey; as she was the only one who recognized you as her Queen.  “Please, sit.  I gather we have much to discuss.”  Nikolai seated himself with you on a loveseat, and your brother and his Crows gathered around.  Your husband and Jesper fell into easy conversation, and you smiled when he took your hand.

“So Kaz,” you said, clearing your throat.  “Tell me about this job in the archives.”  “A Shu priest claims that the remains of one of Sankt Kho’s clockwork soldiers resided in the archives,” he said.  “We’ve been tasked with returning it.”  You nodded, rising to pour yourself tea.  “There are indeed remains here, but whether they’re authentic is unclear.  Only a highly skilled Durast could tell, and even then it’s not certain.”

Kaz nodded, slowly spinning his cane between his hands.  “The priest said as much.  We’ve been guaranteed payment even if the remains aren’t genuine.”  “That’s all well and good, but how do you plan to conceal the fact that you’re taking the remains?  Those Archives are open to the public, people will notice their absence.”  Your brother rolled his eyes.  “If only I’d thought of that.  Jesper.”

The lanky Zemini stood and opened the satchel as his side, showing you what lay within.  “I happen to have  Durast on my team,” Kaz said.  “One who has become rather proficient in replication.  It’s not perfect, but to a casual viewer, even a monk, it’s identical.  If the clockwork soldier’s remains are real, then you have a nearly perfect replica.  If they’re a fake, then you’ve got yourself a new fake.”

You nodded.  This wasn’t the first heist your brother and his team had pulled off, you knew, but it was fascinating to watch his mind at work.  “Very well.  I can get you in at 10 bells tonight, but you have to be out by 1 bell.”  Kaz nodded.  “Done.”  You rose and called for a servant, who entered an instant later.  “Please show Miss Ghafa, Miss Zenik, Mister Helvar, and the Misters Fahey to rooms where they can rest.  I wish to speak to Mister Brekker.”  “Of course, moya tsaritsa.”

When it was just you, Kaz, and Nikolai, you resumed your seat.  Your husband sensed your nervousness and took your hand, kissing it softly.  “Did you ever think about me?” you asked, your gaze in your lap.  “After I left?”  “Of course I did,” your brother replied.  “Every single day, Y/N.  You and Jordie.  I swore that I’d get revenge for you, and maybe with this job, I’ll be one step closer.”  You lifted you face to find Kaz looking at you, and for a moment, it was like you were back in Ketterdam.

“I’m so sorry,” you whispered.  “You have suffered so much, and I…”  You took a deep breath, trying to compose yourself.  “I grew up with every privilege, anything and everything I could ever want.  But I never forgot about you, Kaz.  Or Jordie.  Even when I didn’t know if you’d survived, I prayed for you.  To the Saints, to Ghezen, to anyone who’d listen.  And I am so, so sorry for everything you’ve gone through, and if I’d known, I’d ha-”

“Y/N,” Kaz said, leaning across the space between you and taking your hand.  You froze, knowing how much effort this was likely taking him.  “Y/N, you don’t have to apologize to me.  What happened to us, to me, no one could have stopped it.  Yes, I’ve suffered, but I’ve also fought for what I have.  And I’m so damn grateful that you didn’t have to suffer, that you didn’t have to fight.  Look at you; happy and healthy, a husband who loves you, you’re a Queen.  And if an ounce of my suffering bought you this happiness, then I am glad to have done it.”

Cautiously, you took his hand in both of yours, and while he squeezed his eyes shut, he did not pull away.  “Kaz, I–”  “You’re still my baby sister, Y/N,” he interrupted.  “Queen or not.  And I will do whatever I can to protect my baby sister.”  “By 1 year!” you said, and your brother laughed.  You and Kaz rose at once, and to your great surprise, he pulled you into his arms.  “I love you,” he said.  “Sister, I love you.”  “I love you too, Kaz,” you replied, tears spilling over.

When you broke the embrace, Nikolai extended a hand, which Kaz took, clasping it for a bare second.  “You know,” your husband said.  “If you ever want to get rid of this ‘Pekka Rollins’, I might be able to help with that.”  Kaz cocked his head.  “How so?”  “Well, he is indirectly responsible for your brother’s death, am I right?”  A nod.  “In that case, he’s responsible for the death of the Queen of Ravka’s brother, which is punishable by life imprisonment.”

Kaz nodded.  “I appreciate the offer,” he said, adjusting his hold in his cane.  “But when Pekka Rollins is brought down, I want it to be at my hand.  For Jordie.”  He looked at you, smiling softly.  “And for Y/N.”  Nikolai nodded.  “Very well.  But should you change your mind, the offer still stands.”  “I’ll keep that in mind.”  Your brother and husband exchanged a few more words before the former departed, leaving you and Nikolai in the receiving chamber.  “Do you think they’ll pull it off?” he asked, draping an arm over your shoulder.  “He’s Kaz Brekker,” you responded.  “Of course he will.”

[jkriordanverse]

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sometimes Wylan has trouble keeping eye contact and Jesper gets annoyed bc his bf isn't looking at him so Jesper has to cup Wylan's cheeks and he's like " hey look at me", and Wylan blushes like crazy

Wylan is a cereal addict (or you could say a cereal killer) and Jesper collects the action figures and the toys that sometimes come in the box

When Jes can't sleep bc he has too much energy he'll snuggle into Wylan's arms for him to tell Jes a story or just ramble about chemistry. It helps them both fall asleep

They learned morse code and when Wylan gets overstimulated during meetings Jesper just taps "I love you" on his thigh. It helps.

They also learned braille and once when Jesper got drunk he etched "wylan x Jes" on the walls in bullets....

They love cooking but Jesper has to read the instructions out for and Flute boy helps check the time bc Jesper has troubles stay still to watch the cake.

Jes learned the kazoo to play with Wylan's flute. He's terrible but Flute boy cheers him on anyways.

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[aphroditestummyrolls]

Hey! You used this tag earlier today on a gifset of Wesper snuggled up in bed. And it's amazing! Would you have any interest in writing a fic about this headcanon (bonus points if you can include/contrast Wesper and Kanej)?

-sixofcrowdaydreams

Hi! Oh my god, I’m so glad that you enjoyed my tags— I love talking in tags. Especially at 4 am when I’m still a little loopy and all in my feelings about my boys.

You’ve actually given me an idea… to go with my mountain of WIPs 😂 it could be a fun little belated Valentine’s Day project, though! Keep an eye out 👀

[brighteyedjill]

Shadow and Bone: Enter the Fold

Netflix dropped a Shadow and Bone game yesterday, so fingers crossed that's a good sign for news of a season three or a Six of Crows spinoff. It's your average mobile game RPG, and you play as the Darkling, Alina, Sturmhond, and Jesper. There's some cute Malina bits in Alina's chapters, and Tolya and Tamar are fun with Sturmhold, but I'm here for the Wesper. So if you're interested in Wesper and you don't want to play several hours of mobile game to get it, here's a few fun excerpts (spoilers under the cut):

Jesper's outfit! Could be brighter, but it's distinctly show-like.

At the start of Jesper's story, he's stashed Wylan in a hotel while Kaz, Inej, and Jesper take care of the crime, because Wylan's too soft for that.

But don't worry, you can visit Wylan at his hotel while you're on the lam, and you have the option to sweet talk him! If you do...

You get to "spend some time together." Yowza.

In Chater Two of Jesper's story, Wylan gets to tag along for the adventures! But I bet he sometimes wishes he didn't.

Priorities, Jesper! There's a surprising amount of Milo love in this chapter. Like, an NPC asks Jesper if he lost anyone when the Darkling destoryed Novikribirsk, and he has the option to tell them about Milo.

Next, they're on a con that involves Jesper passing as nobility, so he gets some spiffy new clothes.

Wylan digs them. As they continue the con, they do a lot of camping. Which results in such situations as chemical misuse:

questionable hunting choices:

and snuggling in front of the fire:

I'm near the end of Jesper's story, but have gotten stuck on the game's terrible quest structure. (Go to a place! We're not telling you where it is or how to find it, though, so better look through the whole map you've already uncovered to figure out what we meant!) I'll add more screenshots if there's any more cute interaction.

In the meantime, enjoy these little nuggets of Wesper joy.

[tklpilled]

maybe wesper for ur lil ask meme??⭐️💙

who's more ticklish

i wanna say wylan again only because of the lack of touch .. after a while i think it becomes jesper though

their roles in a tk fight

jesper LOVES tickling wylan like its his favourite activity so usually he's the ler!! wylan doesn't tickle him as often but he does it 10x worse than jesper does to him

how often they tickle each other

before they move in together it's not Too often? and when it does happen its usually very quick BUT they get more free time and with that comes more tickles <3

their worst spots

jesper's ribs and wylan's knees <3

an extra headcanon i have for them

they both love autumn they'll snuggle together under a million blankets and make bread

[waterloou]

Blanket, Cuddle, and Warmth !!! for wesper ofc 💖💖

Sharing from the depths of my Google docs

Blanket-

“but you made it better.” Wylan smiled, “you made this city I could never love into something I cherished dearly.”

Jesper pulled back, eyes still shut, Wylan smoothed his thumbs over his cheeks, “made life more bright and exciting, something I never want to lose-Jes, look at me?”

Jesper’s eyes fluttered open.

“I won’t lose you to this city, ok? You won’t be lost because you’re too big for this city and deserve to live a life as garish as your clothes-“

“Well you won’t be seeing me in mercher black anytime soon…”

“I’d rather be dead than see that.”

“I’d rather you be alive.”

Wylan gave him a sad smile,

“What?”

“I just wish I could help you more with this-“

“You are, oh darling you are. So much.” Jesper pressed a kiss to his head and pulled him closer, resting his chin on his head.

“Im supposed to be comforting you.” Wylan mumbled.

“It’s a joint comforting session.” Jesper laughed, kissing his head again.

Cuddle-

“I’ll always thank you.” Wylan giggled, “you’re too good to me.” He wiggled out of his trousers and toed off his socks before tangling his legs with Jesper’s and resting his head on his chest. “Soooo good to me.” He mumbled as Jesper ran his fingers through his hair.

“You get some sleep, alright? And try not to throw up on me.” Wylan pouted.

“‘M not gonna throw up.”

“You said that last time.”

“You also said that last time. Pot. Kettle.” He burst into giggles, before snuggling deeper into Jesper’s embrace.

Jesper chuckled as Wylan hummed, his lips pressing softly against the fabric of Jesper’s shirt.

“You’re so warm.” He mumbled, pulling away slightly, before unwinding his arms and crawling under Jesper’s shirt.

“Oi! You’re lucky this is a sleep shirt!” Jesper smacked the lump under his shirt softly as Wylan pressed his cheek against Jesper’s heart and wound his arms around his waist again.

“Cozy.”

“You’re really drunk, aren’t you?” Wylan nodded his head against his chest, rubbing his face against his skin, “you’re never this affectionate.” Jesper’s hand cupped the back of his head, pulling the neck of his shirt out so he could see his friend.

“Peekaboo” Wylan burst into giggles, hiding his face in Jesper’s chest, face bright red.

Warmth-

Jesper kissed his brow, hand sliding to the back of his neck, fingers threading into his hair, pulling him in closer until Wylan was near on top of him.

“Did you sleep?” Wylan mumbled, snuggling into his chest, hand moving to splay over Jesper’s ribs.

“Enough.” Wylan lifted his head to get a good look at him. His eyes were droopy, the skin beneath his eyes darkened from lack of sleep.

“Why do I feel like enough is not as much as you need?”

Jesper shifted, eyes darting away, “it’s hard. I just…need sometimes…” he gulped, fingers tapping anxiously.

Wylan cupped his face in his hands, thumbs stroking over his cheeks, “but you didn’t.” He let his lips perk up, “did you.”

Jesper shook his head, “I didn’t.”

“Didn’t even leave my side.” Wylan smiled down at him.

“Didn’t want to wake you.” Jesper’s fingers gently encircled Wylan’s wrists, “you’re a light sleeper most nights.”

“You could’ve woken me if you needed, you know.” He threaded their fingers together, “I wouldn’t have minded.”

“You’ve had your own problems sleeping-“

“Doesn’t mean you have to be alone with yours.”

Jesper’s eyes met his, gaze softening, “What did I ever do to deserve you?” He kissed their hands. Wylan’s skin warmed where his lips kissed.

“I ask myself that question daily.” He truly was breathless at how he got so lucky.

Jesper kissed him again, soft, slow, squeezing his hand, smile growing until he moved back, gazing in awe at him.

[wesper-ao3feed]

do you remember when we felt like the only two alive?

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/8RNfbyx by Theres_Only_Soup_ (Theres_Only_Soup) “You want it to feel normal,” Jesper guessed, he wanted that, too. Yes, they were allowed to feel upset and hurt about what had happened to them, but the little things in life that made them feel normal were not just wanted, but he craved for them. For smoothie trips and grocery shopping and taking Radu for walks to the park, even if that wasn’t something he had ever had to do before. “Yes,” Wylan deflated, because of course Jesper understood how he was feeling, for Jesper was feeling the exact same thing. “And, you promised me Scooby Doo fruit snacks.” Words: 12000, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Series: Part 19 of Wesper fics, Part 2 of mountain au Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Jesper Fahey, Wylan Van Eck, Colm Fahey Relationships: Jesper Fahey/Wylan Van Eck Additional Tags: Jesper Fahey Has ADHD, Domestic Jesper Fahey/Wylan Van Eck, Hurt Jesper Fahey, Jesper Fahey Loves Wylan Van Eck, Wylan Van Eck Loves Jesper Fahey, Wylan Van Eck Needs a Hug, Jesper Fahey Needs a Hug, Dyslexic Wylan Van Eck, Hurt Wylan Van Eck, wolf pet radu, mountain au oneshot, Therapy, Post-Therapy, day in the life, smoothie trip, Grocery Shopping, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt, Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, reassurance, Cuddling & Snuggling, Sleepy Cuddles, Tears, Crying, like a lot of crying, Aquaphobia, Self-Esteem Issues, Self-Doubt, mentions of weight loss/eating/self image issues, Cooking, Baking, Brownies, Ice Cream, Forehead Kisses, Sleepy Kisses, Boys In Love, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Aftermath, Survival, Wilderness Survival, The Author Regrets Everything, but my brain is empty, after the news of no sab s3 or spinoff so cut me some slack read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/8RNfbyx

[kindness-ricochets]

Wesper Week - Day 1: Faking Dating/Jealousy

Love You Because (2031 words) by Sarai Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jesper Fahey/Wylan Van Eck Characters: Jesper Fahey, Wylan Van Eck Additional Tags: Banter, Innuendo, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Communication, Cuddling & Snuggling, reassurance, Autistic Wylan Van Eck Summary:

Jesper flirts his way through a party and Wylan watches, seeing more and more of what he can't give. Jesper notices--and doesn't want his boyfriend to feel like he's less just because he's different.

(thanks @wesper-week!)

[wylan-van-moonlight]

This isn't what I had in mind...

Soooo.... again with the wesper angst, I seriously have a was to screw with you guys, and it's not wesper. But just remember you are loved and if you need anything at all dm me and I will try and answer asap. And also this is one of my shorter fics:)

    It was late that evening, dark outside, the rain pouring on the windows, Jesper was snuggling with Wylan in the back seat, Nina was jamming to a random song, and Matthias was listening to music pretending to be depressed, or he really was. But Inej didn’t mind being in the front with Kaz. His gloved hand on was the gear stick, she put her hand on his and he quickly moved his hand. 

“What was that for?” Inej said, “I was trying to be nice.”

“I don’t care,” Kaz said, lowering his voice. “This isn’t what I had in mind when you said that we were all going on a road trip.” 

“What did you think was going to happen?” Inej whispered fiercely back at him.

“I don’t know,” Kaz said, he whispered back at her. He put his hand out and turned on the music, waking Wylan up with a yelp. 

‘Huh,” Wylan said, rubbing his eyes and hitting Jesper in the face, “Wake up oaf.”

“What?” Jesper said. Wylan rolled his eyes, in true Kaz fashion Wylan hit Jesper in the face again. “Ow! Merchling! What was that for?” Wylan didn’t answer him and just stared out the window waking himself up. 

“That isn’t what I had in mind,” Kaz said. Jesper looked intensely confused and tried to plead with Wylan to forgive him for some weird reason. Inej thought of Wylan’s reaction to the road trip idea, he had been in a bad mood apparently, but after some convincing from Jesper, he said yes. “Merchling, stop.” 

“Stop what?” Wylan shot back at Kaz. Kaz looked really confused on why Wylan was being this way, and everyone was. Nina talked to Inej about Wylan’s bad mood and Inej told Nina she had no idea what was going on. At the next stop they got into the hotel and Inej pulled Wylan aside. 

“Wylan, what's going on?” Inej asked Wylan. He rolled his eyes and crossed his arms. “Wylan! Answer me.”

“You’re not my mother,” Wylan said. “No.”

“Wylan, please I’m worried about you,” Inej took his hands in her hands. Inej smiled at Wylan, he tried to smile back, but he couldn’t fake it. 

“Don’t tell anyone else,” Wylan said, his eyes tearing up. “Please.”

“Of course,” Inej quickly replied.

“Me and Jesper are in this… rough patch I guess, and I love him and I hate fighting with him and…” Wylan couldn’t finish the sentence, he hugged Inej and Inej hugged him back. Inej could hear his sobs.

“Here,” Inej gave him a tissue, “I’ll move Nina back there, and you can sit beside me if Matthias moves up.”

‘I really want that,” Wylan said. Inej looked and saw Kaz standing there. 

“Come on, dinner.”

“Okay,” Wylan took a deep breath and walked back into the hotel with Inej and Kaz. 

“So Nina you’re sitting in the back with Jesper, Matthias you're sitting up with Kaz, and Wylan you're sitting with me in the middle row,” Inej said the morning when they were about to leave. 

“Alright,” Jesper said, “But why?” He looked at Wylan and Wylan just looked away. It was like the day the Jesper had kissed Kuwei, he didn’t mean to hurt Wylan. But he accidentally did, every time he saw Wylan hurting it made him hurt. 

“Because I said so,” Kaz chimed in, he came back from bringing bags in. 

“You don’t like Matthias,” Nina said, Matthias’s arm around her. “And he hates you.” 

“So?” Kaz said, “Maybe we can… get… to… know… each… other…” Every word out of his mouth sounded like he was going to hurl. He put his hand on his hand over his mouth and relaxed. 

“Did you tell him?” Jesper told Wylan when they were leaving the hotel. 

“No,” Wylan said.

“Tell what? To whom?” Nina said behind them. 

‘None of your business,” Jesper said. “You’re lying, you told someone.” 

“Why do you care?” Wylan yelled at him. “You don’t even care about me!”

“I never said that,” Jesper said back. 

“Then what did you say Jes?” Wylan shot back. 

“I- That’s not fair,” Jesper said, he felt something in his chest that he only felt once his mother had died. It wasn’t nice, I’m going to lose him too, Jesper thought. 

“Yes it is,” Wylan whispered to him. “And if you don’t think it is then we’re done.” 

“Wy,” Jesper said. 

“No,” Wylan spoke normally. “You played with my heart too much, and it's broken beyond comparison. Nobody can fix it Jes, not even gambling.” The words hit Jesper like a gunshot, he didn’t know what to say, other than the fact that they were done. They got into the car, Inej looked at Wylan, all of them had heard what happened, Nina fell silent, nobody was talking. 

“I’m fine,” Wylan said to Inej. Jesper looked at him, he wasn’t worried about his training, but he was worried about something else. He couldn’t place it, he saw Inej whisper something into Kaz’s ear and Kaz growled and started the car. 

Jesper thought of his first thoughts of Wylan, how much he looked like a prince turned pauper, Wylan was right. Whatever Jesper did to hurt Wylan, Jesper used to sneak out some night saying he had to do things and wouldn’t arrive until early in the morning whenever Wylan was awake. Jesper always said he got lost and got out of it, but one night Wylan had enough, and Jesper slept on the couch, ever since then they had been fighting consistently, all day, all night, just all the time. And it seemed like the only time they were happy together was when they first got together, Jesper had this image of how his and Wylan’s relationship would go, and he didn’t see this coming. The words hit him again. They were done. For good. Jesper didn’t even dare to try to get him back. He knew he would just continue to hurt Wylan again, and again, and he could never figure out why he was hurting him.

Along with hurting Wylan he was also hurting himself in the process, he couldn’t stop hurting Wylan, therefore he couldn’t stop hurting himself. After a while they stopped for lunch and Jesper wasn’t paying attention and everyone left him and Wylan alone together. 

“I’m sorry,” Jesper said, staring into space, his mind elsewhere.

“For what?” Wylan said. He grabbed his satchel and gave Jesper a piece of paper. It read

If I were to hurt you so much, you shouldn’t come back. I know everything that I did wrong, and Wylan’t honestly, I'm convinced that you're either staying with me because you’re planning on hurting me later than expected. Or you’re madly in love with me. And who wouldn’t be in love with me, I mean it’s hard for someone not to be. 

Wylan had circled ‘You’re madly in love with me,’ he looked nervous, “I should be apologizing.” 

“No Wy, it’s- it’s alright,” Jesper said. Wylan got up from his seat and sat beside Jesper. Jesper’s heart must have been playing games with him, but he wanted to kiss Wylan, Jesper grabbed Wylan’s waist and kissed him, giving him every chance to let go. But he only pulled closer, and closer. It took them a few minutes to part ways, Wylan blushed and moved back up to his seat. “What does this mean?” Jesper asked after a few minutes of them waiting for the others to come back. 

“What do you think dummy?” Wylan said. “Just promise me, that you’re not going to sneak out again, and if you do, we’re done forever. Okay?” 

“Alright,” Jesper grinned. Jesper saw the others coming back, and jumped when Wylan got on top of him and started kissing him. Jesper grabbed his waist and kissed him back. 

“Whoa,” Nina said when she opened the door. Wylan didn’t stop, Jesper felt all the emotions behind it, the anger, the sadness, and the happiness. It was like Jesper was wanted more but he couldn’t have more then Wylan let go of him and blushed. Inej, Kaz, Matthias, and Nina were standing there. Wylan went back to his seat and they all filled in. Nina made Matthias turn on her music so her and Jesper started dancing, Wylan nodded his head to the beat. When ‘happier than ever’ came on he very quietly sang it. Nina got really into every song which made Jesper, Wylan, Matthias, and Inej laugh.

Jesper was happy that he and Wylan were back together, they stopped at a restaurant for dinner but Wylan said he wasn’t hungry. Wylan stood at the end of a bunch of mountains and stared at the sunset. “Hey,” Jesper said, he scared Wylan. 

“Oh, hello,” Wylan staggered back to his seat, Nina smirked and got in and hit Jesper. He made a grunt and laughed it off. Inej smiled a weird smile to Wylan, looking like she might murder someone soon. 

Wylan looked really uncomfortable, possibly angry, and maybe a tad sad, but Wylan kept his head up until dark, they drove in the car all night not stopping. Jesper dreamt of Wylan, what would happen if they never got back together, and honestly. He didn’t care one bit, they had gotten back together, and hopefully they were going to stay that way.

[crow-summoner]

wesper for the ask game! (also omg i didn’t realize i wasn’t following u before now?? i see so much of u on my dash i just assumed but anyway it is remedied now)

Weirdly enough, I was confused when you followed because I was pretty positive we were already mutuals. 😆 Must be some tumblr weirdness.

Anyway ...

Wesper get's an A. Love it. They are probably the least angsty ship in the whole grishaverse, and I want it to stay that way. Let them have their happy, choas imp lives together. Let them shoot and explode things to their hearts' content and then go home for snuggles and tea by the fire.

[tenebrouscatastrophe]

the SoC fans who don’t want a third SoC book because Leigh said bad things would happen to the Crows are the mentally stable ones

and I am.... not ... stable ...... hehe

ok but for real, if bad things didn’t happen to the characters, the story wouldn’t be interesting. Would you want to read 400+ pages of just characters doing random crap, being happy all the time, having no struggles, nothing bad happens ever, no stakes, no danger, just... mindless happiness? I want the characters to be happy in the end, of course, but it’s unrealistic and frankly boring for nothing to happen to them. Some of the best moments of the SoC duology were the painful ones. Like Nina and Matthias’s constant back and forth, betraying and saving each other over and over and slowly learning to trust each other? the shipwreck and them swimming to shore together and snuggling together for warmth at night?? Inej being stabbed and Kaz carrying her??? Kaz passing out in the prison wagon and waking to Inej’s voice???? Inej climbing the incinerator shaft?? Nina taking parem? Inej fighting Dunyasha? Kaz fighting ALL of the Dregs?? Wylan finding out his mother was alive? Jesper facing his father? Wylan facing his father and absolutely WRECKING him? THE BATHROOM SCENE??? (I meant to do this in chronological order but that did not work out, and I’m sure I left some out too). Come on, we don’t read books just for the fluff, we need the angst too

and I might be just a tad sadistic and maybe I like it when my favorite characters get hurt.... hehe.... but my point still stands.

Bad things happen. Bad things have to happen for good things to happen. I think what y’all are actually afraid of is the Crows not having a happy ending. That is another matter. But I think (hope) that Leigh will give them the ending they deserve. After all, how can she not after all she had them go through to get there? (Let’s just ignore that four-page-long typo near the end of CK)

..... but if she kills (another) one of the Crows, I’m gonna fucking lose it ahahshdjkdkf

so don’t get me wrong, I’m definitely scared. Even so... no risk, no reward, my friends. If we want SoC3—and with it, the possibility of wesper and kanej fluff, incredible scenes, incredible writing, a Crows reunion, more waffles, more schemes, badass pirate inej, healing Kaz, badassery all around, banter, maybe even cameos, and just more of our favorite characters—we’re gonna have to risk our babies getting hurt, physically and/or emotionally, and of course, risk ourselves getting hurt (😰)

(side note: I can’t be the only person who reads books for the pain, the utter devastation, right?? RiGhT??? I need the fluff AND the angst (but that typo in CK.... too much angst for me 😭))

as long as they don’t die, I want that book. And if they do die, I’m burning that book 🙂🔥

[ninacarstairss]

Thanks for the tags @cortanas-star @darklingswhxore @icycoolslushie 🤍

The bane chronicles, especially the peru story because no matter my mood it can always make me laugh, and the two malec stories, they are the softest and magnus thinking about how alec is his quietness, that sense of calmness he never had, is my favorite thing in the world.

Six of crows and crooked kingdom because six criminals trying to pull off a heist and having huge traumas and communication troubles is somehow very soothing and those criminals became my comfort characters. I genuinely go back to reread half of the helnik scenes, the wesper kiss and the kanej bathroom scene at least once a week and it’s definitely not healthy but I kinda need it like I need air to breathe

Also chain of gold, matthew and alastair are two of my favorite tsc characters and the tlh gang is in general amazing so I adore this book, it’s perfect for some cheering up but also for a good cry when it’s needed. Paris, 1902 is definitely the comfort chapter and it’s perfect to reread every time I feel like snuggling up on my bed on a rainy night.

Sorry I got carried away but with this tag game you’re literally asking me to pour out my heart and soul and I love it

Tagging (no pressure) @lucie-blackthorns @clockworknights @styxdrawings @fictionally-fantastic @brekkercookie @darklings-simp @clockworkprincess19 @lucian-evander @im-not-ruined-im-ruination @chibi-tsukiko @my-archerboy @the-blackdale

random tag game - what is your comfort book that can instantly cheer you up?

a book that cheers you up like a rainy day snuggled under blankets watching a show or reading a book? what’s your favourite moment in it? character? quote? tell me all about your favourite book i wanna know 🥺

tagging @youngreckless​ @iambecomeyourvillain​ @tamaraheartz​ @beclynn-herondale​ @alonlyfangirl​ @bookavert​ @brekkercookie​ @zeromournerszerofunerals​ @itsdaughterofthemoon​ @darklingswhxore​

[wesper-ao3feed]

Was I not important enough to stay for?

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/FLgw3Of by Theres_Only_Soup_ (Theres_Only_Soup) Jesper woke with a start, sweat beading down his forehead from where he was curled around Wylan’s back. It was just starting to rain outside, the wind howling and rattling the window panes. He pulled himself away gently, trying not to disturb the sleeping prince next to him. He must not have made any noise when waking, because Wylan was still fast asleep. Sniffling, Jesper crawled out of bed and folded himself up on the wide window sill, arms wrapping around his knees. He was a bit chilly like this, with just sleeping pants on and no shirt, but he couldn’t just go back to sleep after that. His mind was racing, tumbling over itself as dozens of thoughts overlapped and shouted and screamed inside his mind. You aren’t enough, Jesper. You’re too much, Jesper. Words: 3302, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Series: Part 15 of Wesper fics Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Jesper Fahey, Wylan Van Eck, Aditi Hilli, Colm Fahey Relationships: Jesper Fahey/Wylan Van Eck Additional Tags: Jesper Fahey Has ADHD, Hurt Jesper Fahey, Domestic Jesper Fahey/Wylan Van Eck, Grisha Jesper Fahey, Jesper Fahey Needs a Hug, Canonical Character Death, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Nightmares, Thunderstorms, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Comfort, Hugs, Forehead Kisses, Sleepy Kisses, Morning Kisses, Boys Kissing, Boys In Love, Self-Doubt, Self-Esteem Issues, Grief/Mourning, Crying, Touching, Sleepy Cuddles, Cuddling & Snuggling, Fluff and Angst, Light Angst, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt, Post-Canon, Post-Book 2: Crooked Kingdom, Book 2: Crooked Kingdom Spoilers, at least for aditi etc read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/FLgw3Of

[nothing-an-iratze-cant-fix]

Op you are so right 🥹. He says that he wanted to squeeze Jesper’s hand like he’s just stating a fact, just telling him out of interest - he’s not saying it with any hope or intention that Jesper might actually do it. When Jesper takes his hand immediately, he looks completely confused as well as overwhelmed. Why would telling him what he needs mean he actually gets it? Oh Wylan, my baby 😭.

And his look here with the key. He honestly looks like he cannot understand what’s happening. If Jesper had teleported to the other side of the room he would have been less surprised. It’s gorgeous. I love it and I love that it’s queer. Our stories are so often the easy side couple or any drama revolves around the characters’ queerness. I love these big, complicated characters being queer and in love and goddamn disasters.

As SOON as Wylan says he wanted to squeeze Jesper's hand, Jesper's immediate response is to do just that.

And Wylan loses his train of thought.

Wylan, who has lived his whole life thinking that he wasn't worth loving, is now just constantly casually snuggled and affirmed by this warm, affectionate ball of chaos that is Jesper. We see it in the background all the time, Jesper putting his arm around Wylan, Jesper stepping in front of him when danger shows up, Jesper loudly cheering him on when he does something brilliant, Jesper making eye contact with him before he steps out to fight the Inferni... He just embraces Wylan fully in every possible way and it's so lovely to see Wylan just pause and soak it up sometimes.

Safety amidst the chaos of the world they live in, in the way they both really needed safety.

Happy sigh.

ETA Bonus moment:

Wylan soaking up this ultimate display of affection.