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"What are you talking about?" Roland couldn't remember when he'd ever asked Aneirin to compromise his boundaries but this argument had gotten out of hand long ago. They brought up ancient history and it seemed more like they were just trying to hurt each other now than work anything out. "But you did choose your obligations over me! You went off to battle even when I begged you to stay!" Did Aneirin still not understand what that had done to him, what that had felt like? Still, he hated the wet sheen on Aneirin's eyes and wanted to help drive it away not bring it out more. That was clearly a lost cause, at least for the moment.
"How could you think that? That's not what I want!" But it was a fair question. What did he want from Aneirin? What was it even fair to want now that he knew Aneirin's love for him was still there? Not that his attempts at what he saw as kindness or fairness had gone over well, they'd really just blown up in his face and caused more problems. Still, he was shaking his head as the accusations kept coming even as he felt more desperate by the second given how this had all careened so hopelessly out of control. "No, you misunderstand me. Of course I respect you, how could I not? I'm not trying to bend you to anything I was trying to be kind!" What was the point in saying that now? He hated how desperate his tone was, hated that he knew Aneirin was about to leave him again. "Rin'..." Roland walked to the door, should've stormed after him but he let it close instead, feeling pained and bereft as he watched it happen. He refused to say goodbye, not again. He would have to figure out some way to fix this even though it seemed impossible now. Cursing, he slammed his fist against the door and swallowed hard, leaning there and wondering how it had all gone so wrong when it had started so well. It was a disaster, really, and it was his fault. Somehow, some way, he'd make it better. He had to.
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"Boundaries? You speak to me of boundaries when you would have me cross every last one of mine? To grovel on my knees in apology because I uphold my obligations? If you believe for a moment I chose something above you then it's because you made my choice for me. It was you that decided there could be room in my heart for one thing and one thing alone." Aneirin's eyes were shiny and wet again. Perhaps it was all too explosive, but Aneirin's emotions had done nothing for centuries but stockpile barrels of gunpowder and wait for someone to come through with a lit match. Roland had struck up, whether he'd intended to or not. Aneirin fumbled with his belt in his haste, fingers clumsy and struggling on the buckle.
"All this from the man jealous of the very concept of Wales. You demand I throw away all obligation, even my remotest of my affections you are petty and jealous of, and then cannot give me even the crumbs at the table in return. What is you want from me Roland? An obedient little slut for when your love leaves your bed cold? Get a fucking slave like everyone else." Finally, he managed to beat his belt into submission, followed swiftly by his shoes as he firmly tied the laces.
He brushed the hair that had tumbled out of its neat style off his forehead. His expression was sharp, pointed, despite the sadness in his eyes. "It's you that insists on hierarchy, and a hierarchy that would see me beneath even the basest level of respect from you. Even know, you see fit to tell me how I ought to feel, like my love is some finite spoil of conquest." Aneirin reached for the door. He paused a moment. "You don't understand me. And what's more you don't want to understand me, you just want to bend me to your ever changing will." Then he was moving into the corridor, heading back towards his suite. "Goodnight, Roland." He closed the door behind him.
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BLUE
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#jjk fanart#jujutsu gojo#my art#artists on tumblr#blue#my fav color is blue but there is a distinct lack of it in my feed/art#so this remedies that by being completely blue LOL#anyways he was so cool in the last ep he went sicko mode#i am tempted to draw red and purple as well
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"Good" Acting
i have a theory that a lot of people say acting is "good" when they're emotionally moved by it, and a lot of cishet white people have a lifelong habit of not listening or empathising when minoritised people speak, so minority actors get called "bad" even when they display some pretty fucking amazing technical skill
#also a lot of female actors don't get recognised despite being fucking GOOD#that's not to say minority actors can't always be bad#of course we can#I'm just saying#sometimes#for SOME shows in particular#ahem ahem#some actors might get very heavily criticised for reasons that have very little to do with their actual technical skill#and more to do with the politics of those criticising them#also I'm not talking about me here#before anyone says that#I'm talking about some actors I know who have recently been criticised in my opinion quite unfairly#despite doing something very difficult#like oooohhh i dunno#playing two roles in the same show?#and doing it very well#displaying some amazing technical mastery of body and voice technique#but hey what do I know#oh wait I went to drama school and I'm a professional actor lol I DO know#I'm just a woman so I have to couch my expertise in cutesy self-deprecation lest people think I'm a bitch
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class swap design masterpost for convenience (from top to bottom: bard!riz, cleric!gorgug, sorcerer!kristen, barbarian!fig, artificer!adaine, and rogue!fabian)
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhfy#fhsy#fhjy#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#my class swap stuff! oh yeah I think I got a tag for that I'll call that#fh class quangle#gna slowly go back and get that tag on relevant posts too. for organization's sake#even tho I didnt really intend this blog to be that kinda blog lmao. we were all just gonna be out here dealin with that at our own pace#anyways uh! they! u know all the lore for the designs already I put em in tags. but otherwise this also collects like the#color keys kind of for these. mostly the things that change between designs#doing this did make me realise half of these are a Lot more consistent in color keys than the other half lol#like kristen's palette stays pretty much the same. and fabian's. the hit's mostly in the construction#a lot of this is overall like an exercise in remembering what high schoolers would actually wear and how to work in Costume pieces#on this point at least I straight up have No relevant recollection lmao all the basic education establishments I went to have uniforms#and outside of school I was. well kind of a shorts and tee guy. so#on that topic I feel like fabian's is the furthest stretch lmao. like if a guy in high school wears the same bright yellow raincoat#to school every day that's like. people would Not like that guy. fabian really is saved by being cute and a rogue#he will still have stans when he's deep in his fishing arc in junior year he's the manic pixie dream bf#anyways uh. things to do! stuff to get done. sleep first tho. have a good night lads#I have not caught new nsbu yet! seems I mostly catch them like two to three days late nowadays.#so please uhh. don't reply on my posts with nsbu spoilers? we are all excited and having fun but that's rude#ok thank u. signing off for the day have a good night#!!
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[dbhc flavored] Hermit a Day May: Day 31 — Ren!
#WE MADE IT!!! YIPPEEEEEE!!!!!#hermitcraft#hermitaday#hermitadaymay#dbhc#dbhc ren#dbhc art#dbhc doc#renthedog#rendog#ren#doc#docm77#art escapades#hermitcraft au#early deviant doc my BELOVED <3333#Ren: haha at the point you might as well lose the double layers am I right <joke#doc: oh true. labcoat only it is#and then he never went back#if doc learns one thing about humans it’s that they always commit to the bit#also I forgot I was going “dbhc flavored’’ at the beginning of these posts so let me casually go add that DGJBDJFGNCGH#TO ALL OF THE ONES I FORGOT LOL
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Lou Ferrigno Jr. as Donovan Rocker | S.W.A.T. -> 7x09
#swatedit#swat cbs#donovan rocker#lou ferrigno jr#my gifs#apparently this handsome mf should be back on screen soon#unfortunately that was not in tonight's ep#😔#so i went back to watch some of the pretty#idk what to do w this show's terrible coloring but oh well lol
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oops ponied more lifers (Jimmy and Joel are redesigned lol, design notes and original under cut)
With Tango I wanted to play with half body/split coloring and make him look scorched, including his horn which will just smoke while he's not using magic. I'd like to think he's absolutely fine and all that's changed is that he can only conjure fire magic but he doesn't care that much. His tail and mane can burst into flame whenever
BigB is a big guy with a thousand yard stare and prey animal behavior with his ears constantly tucked back. I really like the idea of him having a huge tail dragging behind him, adds to the unnerve a tiny bit. When people look away he turns into a hyperrealistic creaking horse
Why did I make Jimmy all yellow. His color is blue!!! Blue!!!! Even if I usually highlight him with yellow because it just looks nicer but!! Blue..!! Seeing Lizzie build a blue parrot for him inspired me to finally redesign him, his coloration is based on the blue quaker parrot! The canary theme can still work with this, I'd like to imagine his flight feathers started going yellow and he wasn't just born with canary feathers. Also tried to get across that he's a lanky ass pony but makes himself look smaller
Joel I think works so much better when he's relatively monotone and the green highlights are implemented sparingly (you know, as highlights). I think it makes him look more special even with normal horse colors than if he was mostly green, kinda loses that bit of the design that really identifies Joel AS Joel. Yeah my first Joel design was garbo. Also he's very angry that god made him an earth pony and tiny. sorry little guy
Also also I made this little video where Joel eats Scott and runs away with Jimmy you're welcome
#jimmy solidarity#tangotek#joel smallishbeans#bigb#bigbstatz#omg whaaat a blue pony bigb....? no way#My first set of designs were kinda. bland. a lot of them. so I went a little wild with the different patterns and details in this one#trafficblr#ponyfication#? I guess thats a tag that exists I might as well use it#tubby art#I accidentally deleted BigB's name on the 1st image and added it back on mobile lol please ignore that
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here's a playlist of (mostly) historically accurate love songs that twiyor has most definitely danced to on vinyl: youtube, spotify, apple music
some fast, some slow, some made for dancing, others probably not (but i still like them so i included them anyway), i'll add songs as i think of them
#the job i had through most of college was working for a music professor who was OBSESSED with jazz#his specialty was the golden age of captiol records#especially stuff from arrangers like billy may and johnny mercer and such#my boss introduced me to so much great music#he was such a genuinely good person. the very definition of good.#well i mean he's still alive so i should say he IS a genuinely good person lol#anyway#i've really enjoyed listening to jazz and doowop and stuff like that for a while#and now i have an excuse to share it#a lot of twiyor fanart of the two dancing is usually of them slow dancing#which is cute dont get me wrong but i also want them dancing so goofy like idiots#so here we are#also please check out the playlist i went through the trouble of putting it on three platforms#sxf#spy x family#loid forger#spyxfamily#yor forger#twiyor
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and the universe said, i love you because you are love
#kingdom hearts#kh#khedit#khgraphics#dailygaming#gamingedit#khgifs#sora#axel#ventus#kairi#namine#xion#terra#riku#roxas#repliku#aqua#my edits#my gifs#ugh i started working on this WAY too long ago and went really slowly because i got frustrated#so please ignore all the flaws. i just wanted to finally get this idea out there lol#edit: also someone said in the tags that it was cool of me to give roxas gray eyes#and i actually didn't even mean to do that with the coloring but now i'm pretending i did. because it IS cool. it works well on him.#all the other eye color changes were 100% on purpose though lol. brown eyed terra and green eyed ven and purple eyed kairi SUPREMACY!!!
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"Oh, I'm aware we don't have any kind of personal connection nor do I intend to establish one now. Any kindness I've shown you has been for Rhys' sake, not any personal interest in you. Even that is coming to an end, however, as it seems no matter how civil I begin you're determined to be anything but." Roland glared. "I'm merely meeting the same energy that's given to me. If you don't appreciate that perhaps you should change how you speak to me." The threat to tell Rhys about this didn't particularly phase Roland as he would also be telling Rhys about it, watching Seth go with a scowl. "Rest assured he will hear about it." The insult only deepened his scowl and he cursed after him in French then stormed away.
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"You speak as if you and I have any personal connection or friendship when we don't. I actually know Rhys. I've known him longer than you've taken an interest in him, so I have every right to pass judgment or concern for my mentor and friend's emotional and physical safety when it comes to you. You have no right to speak about who I choose to spend my time with because it's none of your fucking business and you have no better comeback." Seth's cold smile tightened then, wishing he'd thought to record this interaction to share with Rhys. No matter, he bet the older witch would believe him when he told him about this. "I'm sure Rhys would love to hear about this when I have dinner with him tomorrow night." He moved past Roland with a final sneer in his direction. "See you around, Lord Fuckwad."
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disaster waltz
#phighting#phighting art#subspace phighting#medkit phighting#art#predisaster tag#well this is disaster but LOL#subspace#medkit#this is full of my own headcanons on how disaster went down but i don't feel like explaining it. so take a wild guess instead#also if anyone's curious i was listening to aram khachaturian's masquerade suite waltz when first drawing this#(hence the caption being disaster waltz)#fantastic piece of music. sounds very apocalyptic and dramatic which i find is fitting for this picture#a very recommended listen from your friend lune medstrogen cometshift#sorry i'm rambling in the tags again. they should inject me with horse tranquilizer#blood cw
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Y'know what I want? I want sick Bruce Wayne.
I want a Bruce that babies his kids when they're sick. He goes all out. 6'4 muscle-bound Jason Todd is getting tucked into bed with a kiss on the forehead to check his temperature and whines if Bruce forgets.
As good as his memory is, Bruce can't exactly remember what Thomas and Martha used to do when he was sick. They had a routine but the intricacies of it constantly escape him. As little as that may be, it does pang every now and again that he's forgetting them, forgetting how they loved him. He doesn't want that for any of his kids.
So he babies them, treats them like the little kids he knows they aren't and rarely if ever got to be. He deals with any vomit, tears or just general irritation that comes with being sick. It gets to point where when the kids are sick and Bruce isn't home, they can barely function.
Dick: THIS IS IT- THIS IS THE END
Wally: dude you just have a cold?
Dick: JUST A- JUST A COLD?!? WALLY, ARE YOU INSANE?? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MANAGE WITHOUT MY HOT CHOCOLATE AND HOME MADE BUNNY MARSHMALLOWS??!?
Wally: ok one, bunny marshmallows? adorable. and two, i've seen you walk off a fractured collarbone, two bruised ribs and a twisted ankle???
Dick: ....yeah but the marshmallows
Wally:
But Bruce? Oh when Bruce is sick, he powers through. But when he's so sick he considers himself a liability, he curls up in a small, dark room like a pregnant cat. It's practically instinct for him – when he's compromised like that, he needs to be in a place that he's knows is safe.
Very Sick Bruce also goes into Mama Bear Mode. He wants his kids in his sight at all times or he's practically inconsolable. If they're not with him, then they might be in danger, anything could happen – how can he protect them if they're not there? Just anxiety out of the wazoo.
I can see him trying to drag his 7 kids into one room so he can keep an eye on his babies.
Damian: baba we cannot all possibly fit-
Cass: -we will
Damian:
Damian: who's going first?
The kids do make things more comfortable. Fluffing his pillows, getting him tea and making sure he has his stuffies. Bruce appreciates it but he just says that all he needs are his kids. That always has them sobbing.
(happy holidays to my cold twin @bruciemilf i was inspired by our mutual sickness lol)
#dc#batman#bruce wayne#batfam#batfamily#batkids#tw vomit#i can just imagine bby bruce with his big brown eyes feeling feverish and crying for his parents#alfred lying and saying they just went out and they'll be back soon bc he doesn't have the heart to remind him of their death#also idk if this is coherent at all but my sickness filled mind could only articulate my hc so well lol
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"gosh, you're so darn cute!" (love sea 1x05) "looks like your 'no-strings-attached' life is coming to an end, pai." (love in the air 1x10)
#i screamed when i saw this scene#cause yes that lita scene is immediately where my mind went#glad to know other people are still suffering from lita brainrot as well lol#fortpeat#lita#love sea#love sea the series#prapaisky#mutrak#prapai x sky#mut x rak#fort thitipong#peat wasuthorn#boyslovesource#asianlgbtqdramas#bledit#thaidramas#mine
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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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run lines in your trailer?
#wallace wells#todd ingram#scott pilgrim#scott pilgram takes off#my art#fanart#i went overboard so much lol
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polymer broadcast signal hijack
#pikmin#captain olimar#ft. louie captain shepherd and collin#as well as#moss (pikmin)#watched a stream series of pikmin 4 (its frankenbugs' series) thats what this is about really#but mostly. I just love olimar. I just really enjoy that man#also this really got me flexing those bande dessinée muscles from back thens lol#Ive missed drawin with this kinda proportions... I should do it more#Im gonna draw an olimar to put in my wallet. I need to make my life harder to explain to strangers#I also wanna. add more details to his space suit. make it look more like real life space suit for fun & entertainment#man I enjoy the animals in pikmin so much. they really are just like. animals. theyre animals#its great I love how genuinely bug-lookin the bugs are even with the stylization. pikmin and pokemon are really good at that#would like to learn how to do that... sometimes in the future#oh yeah fun fact. my effort at cleaning up my undercut a few days ago went badly. right before I went to a family reunion thing for 2 days#so I was goin out of my mind at that event postin abt olimar bc I love him#and then. when I got home. I decided to shave my head instead of trying to fix the haircut again#and so the sequence of events becomes I post about olimar -> I enter my bald arc#I am okay with this. have a good night lads. binding books is actually really fun u should try it
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